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young master ,,,, http://www.instinctualism.org is about simplicity the ancient ages found the Rush and hussle of things to fucking confusing ..Chuangzi was famous for his NON INVOLVEMENT stand …. Where Lao was involved but not over whelmed stand . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ...... simple with out totlally going weird’o and leaving the fun ….

There is just to much shit calling your attention most probably , from insurances to jobs ..to bills ..to PUSSY ….. now remember dumbass my friend you have the FINNAL FREE CHOICE on all of this …. Feel how you feel ,,, donot just think you muct live up to EXPECATIONS of others , because that is only all about …. Taking the respsonsiblity for their HAPPY on your shoulders …

The idea that they or someone . or social expectation will not be happy unless you live up to their model of RIGHT …. Is them saying I will not be happy unless you change …. Their problem … their choice to depend their happiness on the actions or NON ACTIONS OF OTHERS .

YOU HAVE CHOICE about what is REAL for you in your life as it pertains to your SENSEING the differences in your state of EMOTION S of feelings . the better you feel the more you want to head in that direction ,THAT IS NATURE that is DNA in action that is bio mechanicncs and natural slecltion . in action …. That is the expansion of IN FIN ITY …… moving oputwards ..expanding in fi nitly … towards what feels better and better and since it is IN FI NITE you will never get it dones wlays expanding in many different ways ..towards ASPECTS that feel a LITTLE better or a lot better .

OVER WHELMENT ..the confuse and conquer ….. all the bulshit laws and the also things that help make complex groupings of animals such as ourselves to FUNCTION in smoother ways ..thing slike traffic lights …. Or insurance systems …. You know you can set up SELF INSURANCE ACCOUNTS …. Not have to pay the PHAROH copration … that is something o study in time …. But right now it is about the TIME FRAMES .. of living the system I haad allowed myself to become involved in because I KNEW NO OTHER SYSTEM ..never let myself expand beyond the p[rograming of expecations presented to me … the BEST SHOULDS that everyone else was living and I thought was the 1 and only way … not in harmony with the reality of FREE CHOICE .. or life liberty and the pursuit of happiness ,,,, from a well stocked kitchen of ideas that I can assemble creatively into my wown PERSONEL RECIPE … of life . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

Ok but since you are where you still are ….. I am sure you have heard the advise over and over ,,been trained in it by schools and employers seeking HIGH EFFEICENCY … the day planner ….. the TO DO LIST … put it down on the TO DO LIST , the do HWAT IS ON THE LIST …. The most important first ,, and if that ends up being IMPOSSIBLE TO FINISH right now …. The laws of TIME/SAPCE are presenting you with LAG … so that wants can be better defined ..everything works out for the BENOVOLENCE OF THE EXPANDING GOOD OF TAO …. Feeling better place …. Time lag is just adventure is just CONTRAST … is the OP for fine tuning .

Move to item #2 ….. and so on ….. this is the simple 3 steps of ABRAHAM put out the want 1 ..let source BE IT 2 , receive the wanted 3 ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html the 5 steps is the same thing just with a bit more detail so that you can better enjoy the understanding of the it all works out …. ( remember it is a game ! …. Everyone TRANSITIONS in the end even Jesus had to die first ) it is a good day to transition to die .. live without the FEAR …. And enjoy the now .. live without the PRESSURE THE HAVE TO’s …

Reduce your workload by 30% and increase your fun load by 30% and you will increase your revenues by 100%. And you will increase your productivity by 10,000%. (If there could be such a percentage.) More fun, less struggle -- more results on all fronts.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Salt Lake City, UT on Saturday, September 9th, 2000

Hmmmmmm sounds to good to be true … well if tht is how you feel then realize the PROGRAMING that is at the HEART OF YOUR OWN PERSONEL …belief ….. and beliefs play a large role in manifestation because as you believe you RECEIVE …. You do not receive outside of the limits of your BEIEF system ….. HAPY HAPPY words with no REAL belief only re-inforce the negative mind settting …. The UN EXPCTATION …. Reprogramming … is the focus on the SOLUTION ….. forgetting the limits because you are thinking about the KNOWING OF THE PROGRAMING … and the solutioning …SOLUTIONING … the activity of going towards that which you want in any little way that FEELS BETTER . now ….( Tolle ..the improatnce of the NOW the energy of your now is where the future assembalege of quantas that you will BE COME AWARE OF ..from the all possibility of Quantas …. The future your FREE CHOOSEN future will become possible for you to PECIEVE thru sensory organs of the BIO MACHINE HUMAN human limited self you are now using )

1 thing at a time save time to FEEL BETTER ….. to enjoy the JOURNEY to getting there ..a vacations ending is arriving back home .. so if the END result is what is important WHY GO ON VACATION ? just stay home …… why be born just stay in TAO since you will end up there anyway ,,today is a good day to go back home ..TRANSITION .. die ( the mind fuck fear based perjorative word tool of the slave master …. Death ! )

Vacation is about the …jopurney the experiences on the way the ….. spending of time which is IN FI NITE ….. to the no1thing

1:10 pm edt

too cute

too cute

youngmaster … if it is cute but does not serve ….. then clarify the truest of the wants http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html , it is about not feeling trapped but in a form of self control and choices . It is not META bulsshit it is just ady to day life … but caution the EXPERTIZE of the expert … there is so much of it around and do you realy have the time to examine the data the STATS on all of them ….. yet you do have some level of experience about things that realy pertain to your DAY 2 day living …… http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html

Depeneind on Experts ..is again a training effect . you have been trained to RESPECT the GOD/king and his adivors first before yourself …. The mind fuck the PROGRAMING and it leads to the confusion of entering the REAL world and not understanding what is realyTHE FUCK IMPORATNT ….. the kitten brought up mind fucked , with black and white stripes could not function .

What is imporeatnt in the NAIMAL SELF FIRST … maslow HIERACHY OF NEEDS . http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html that done you can then comfortablely with out to much stress other than your own desire anticapations … etc …. Enjoy the CONTRAST of ripping the head off of that really cute car that NEVER WORKED …… to cute to work … the expert , how were the tests really done , and how come the PRODUCTION units did not live up to your expert testing ? why because you are the 1 in 1000 ……… make the buck sitt closer to Pppharohs table .

So I must use what I know .. and not listen to experts and change engines over and over but look at the working models and WONDER why does the car I bought not work ant those do work ….AHHHH …. Airodynaics ,, the model I bought was too fucking cute and that roof and windsheld was just fucking wrong …. There are limits to PYSHICS … no matter how much meta magic we put out there there is a TIME LAG of DISCOVERY of quantum assembaleg within the expectations of the agreed upon PYSHIHCS … so a 150cc has limits and I took others word on things instead of checking the expert out with my own THINKING . so think about you .. your self the BIO amchine ….

A DNA bio machine which is REPLICATING and Self reparing does have limits ,,it has over the millions of years a built in life span .. WINDOW ….. yo will die ….. today is a good day to transition from the FORGETTFULL state back inot the all knowing beyond thinking state … …. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html it has needs … like food housing MASLOW SHIT … sex and interaction ..the need to procreate .. and protect those young …. And the girls who bear them ..etc http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html

Ahh but if you are in the state of still in the TRAP … not first in the state of PERMACULTURED lifes tlye …. Contrasts can be shitty ….

"Could I think too little about my desire, for it to manifest?" Actually, no, because as the contrast launches the desire, and then you do not offer any opposing thought, then you're letting it in, and it will manifest. Many of our physical friends really believe that they must find a desire and then hold tenaciously to it. And we say, you do not need to do that. Let the variety of your life keep balance in your life. You just concentrate more on holding yourself in the good-feeling place where you're letting it in.
--- Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in Boston, MA on Saturday, October 7th, 2000

Sounds like focusing on having fun ,,, being relaxed ….. and what could be more relaxing than to be happy with expectation PROGRESS of heading towards solutions instead of constantly rehashing the UNWANTED after you have already gathered enough information to prepare a path of solution …… and what if the solution does not work ,, what if you cast your lure into a tree? Or fall of your skateboard ? do you just give the uck up ? or learn … and adapt ….. again it will be a foucus on the solution more than the problem which caused the wanting for a better situation ….

CAUSE THE WANTING …….. is the force of expansion of Tao

4:00 pm edt

blowin' good

blow’in good

young master , I do not like go the fuck around with a fucking bible or something dragging you into believing as I SAY IS RIGHT ..no no no ….. I just talk and when you start on the topics of relationship or $ or econincs or life in general and you say ..the words like I JUST DO NOT UNDERSTADN or do you know what I mean ? well then I jump in and bring the EVIDENCE trail of your own experiences into context with the other experiences you have seen all around you your whole fucking life ….. and then expand you fucking BOXED in PROGRAMIED mind .

we human can … can if we want … go beyond our programming much easier than other DNA manamls …. The did and experiment with kittens ( sicko humans that we are ) they put three litters of new born kittens in 3 different artifical envivoroments …. 1 toatlly white with not depth …… 1 white with black stripes going side to side ..andother 1 while with stripes going up and down ….. these kittens as the eventually opened their eyes IMPRINTED on a reality …… a BOX simple programming … after they were old enough to be weaned they were introduced into the real world …. The ALL WHITE BOXED kit=tens were totally fucked up … the white with side to side stripes were able to cope with items they encountered that were like a book on the floor … but bumped constanstly into UP AND DOWN items like the legs of the table ….. the UP AN D DOWN striped boxed kittens …. Deal with the legs of the table well but could n ot process the book ….

Your UPBRINGING is like being a kitten in a box of ideas that were force fed to you and told they WERE TRUTHS of GODS and kings …… bullshit !

Very smart ADVISORS to the PHAORHS of the age ….. like the teacher of kings Aristolte FORMED the boxes we westerners are still brough t up thinking is FACT …… http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html ..passed down generation to genenartion adapted to be PALATABLE by the next genenartion …. But still the same old under lying bullshit .

Are you a kitten bumping into the legs of the table …… unable to learn?

What you resist persists … the R-factor of insulation is about the resistance the fighting with MOTHER NATURE …. How many hours will it take before the heat or cold moves thru the material …… is the theory behind R-factor ….. in the end MOTHER NATURE WILL WIN .. she will cover up all of mankinds , great works destroy its great creations …. Over time thru eventual plate tectonics ..by covering pyraminds of PAHROHS WITH SANDS …. Eventually the Rsitance the fight willb e over an EARth Gia will win … or you can learn to live with the HTOUGHT FORM … ahh EARht ship concepts ..and ecomincs … of free choice .

Now to take inot account the maigs of META P .. deliberate creation …. Positive thinking shit …. If your attic is hot you can fight with the heat FOCUS on removing the heat ….. or stat withintroducing the coolest of outside air …. See the attic will get 150 degrees ,, yet the outside air may only be 90 …. Well fuck 90 is a shit load better than 150 wuoldnt you say … so introduce outside ai , in fact ..be creative and take air the is prechilled to the comfort zone of LIFE ….. plants are life they like us can not stand to be to hot if they get to hot they DIE DEAD ….. so they cool themselves with circulating coolness from the earth up and evoaprotiing water thru their leaves to bring their own BIO MECHANICS in a comfort zone …. INTOR DUCE cool air sources first then aid the trasition with the sucking of heated air out ,,,,, ..BLOW IN THE GOOD

Hav your foucs on what it is you want .BUT THAT MEANS UNDERSTANDING what the fuck you REALY WANT to accomplish ,,,,,, step 1 KNOW WHAT YOU DO NOT WHAT ..know it ….. conquering ? is the violence of dumbass knowing … expending to much energy and destroying shit ….. simpler is to just KNOW IT ….. accept the unthinablness …. http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html as a free choice and an IS …. And from it a NEW WANT is assembled … to be ever adapted unto ….. you will never get it done …. And you will die trying .. today is a good day to transition . fuck the fear of your IN FI NITE self . http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html

What is it you want …not the ings you DONOT WANT ..stop talking about the step 1 …. But try to think in terms of the solutions to step 1 … what is 1 possible DOES IT FEEL GOOD .. is it fun to think or act in that general realm ? good then move on that way and as you find some GLICH learn know more and CHANGE IT UP …. Adapt the orignnal solution ,,

THE WELL STOCKED KITCHEN OF TAO ….. well at least this time/space agreement assemblage play ground platform … http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html follow your BLISS ... Trust ion the DNA programming of suceess ..if humanity was evil we would not have cared for eachother long enough to survie this long ..we are INSTINCTUALLY LOVING HELPFUL animals to the tune of only 1 in 1000 or so really exhibiting BIRHT DEFECTS of socio path …. Yet due to PROGRAMED STRESS .. mind fucks we will exhibit trained behaviors like the effects of manipulation . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html

We would demonstrate to everyone that we are cheerful, that we are optimistic, that we are happy, that we are looking for the best-feeling thought that we can find — and that we've practiced it so much that we often find it. And then, as people say to you, in accusing tones, "Oh, you are a Pollyanna," announce to them, "Pollyanna lived a very happy life."
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Atlanta, GA on Thursday, April 28th, 2005

LIVE HAPPY , DIE …………… LONG …. ( hey when you are dead who the fuck cares how liong you are dead for because dead is just tha DEAD it si for fucking ever ….. the NAMED bio machine is dead the THOUGT FORM the unthinkable aspect wi beyond death ….

Or LIVE LONG suffer complain struggle …… and maybe you will DIE HAPPY ?

YOU WILL STILL BE FUCKING DEAD …DUMB ASS so who cares then if you are happy or not ..you are fucking DEAD ! happy is a contrast state of emotion an aspect state of comparision from the all knowing of the I … IN …I with t alimited awares knowing of THING … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html once dead the FORGETTING the illusion of separation from the Tao is over ….. and the ever expansion or WELL BEING is …what is !

Think about solutions and let them be changeable …… yet still moving in the direction you want to go …not backwards inot the OLD PROGRAMED MIND FUCK ….. easy to do …. You are just a stupid DNA machine …like the kitten .

9:15 pm edt

prim a tive

prim a tive

young master again over and over the same things are being said , ..free choice is available … understandings about the choices you ..YOU HAVE attracted …. That is like learning to play the BLUES HARMONICA …. Choices and understanding and then the want …. It all relates to http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html

so you say I am going to live in acave ..hmmmm every room has sky lights and a big window and and a glass door …… yet yes the house is surrounded by mother earth …

why welll here is what YOU have attracted …. Understand it …. http://www.earthship.net/

but honestly I again say you live in a cave … under artifical light … you are evolving into some speices that can not stand its own environment …. I live in a cave YES but the lifestyle is inclusive with the out doors constantly …. From http://www.instinctualism.org/ponds.html to of course http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html are all about making the outdoors you hobby more than that video game or the BRAIN DRAIN tv.

You live in a cave with your DRPES DRAWN constantly , we argue you saying that is not so , yet everytime I wash your windos on your monthly service you drpes are DRAWN like 99.9% of my clients ….. 10 years now and mayube the breakfast nook and the living room sliders on occasion are open windw dressing pulled back , yet the house the environment is ARTIFICALL air ….

I am leaning towards PRIMATIVE BY CHOICE …… alter antive ….. hmmm I went along with the REGULAR for so long that this move into what wwas natural for the vast majority of ALL LIFE FORMS on the planet less than 100 years to live in an environment similar to those PRE cusor DNA fore fathers lived . with in the parameters of the specific evolutions . BEE’s fan the hive to cool it ….. animals pant …. Take mud baths go swimming or HIBERNaTE ….. and so to did we humans do things like use FIRE … in fact the GREEKS designed homes with PASSIVE SOLAR intent .

But being vested addicted without understanding , it is taking me time to achieve the wants I have held …… not magic.

You say WHY if the words of the SGAE entertainer ,,( key word entertainer key truth entertainer ) Ester Hicks …. Is saying you can have verything without ..concern for the over all health of the whole … act as you want ..be selfish …hmmm

Hmmm yes , throw a rock into the air ESTER and being in the vibration of FORGETTING THE rock the rock never existed for you! But this is a stable Quantum playground where we hae designed MEMORY just so that we can have a common experience platform . so in this world ..the rock will fall …. That is not saying you can not choose to take yourself ,,slone ..out of the game of reality .

So .why go primitive phil? Why be the change you want to see , if the staving huddled masses are there because of their own choice for Gruosome adventure of horro and it has nothing to do WITH PHAROH … of me … a bit player in PHAROHS economy … cause and effect in a Stalbe Quantum palygroudn the rock falls if thrown into the air …

Your knowing this that the rock falls is important ,, it has been given NAME … falling ..the event of hurricaine has been Given name and such you have the awareness of it and thus the potential of experiencing it …. Tv or in real life … huddled masses of staraving children as SYSTEM OF A DOWN ( the voice of the sage ) 4000 HUNGERY CHILDREN DIE PER HOUR and we spend billions on BOMBS ….. killing the GOD your child has become . it is an awaresness that you have you ,,think you can forget it but it is ….. named …. And part of the playing field ….. and their death starts with the DIRT ON YOUR FRONT DOOR STEP ……

The Rishi I think once said ,,yes you can walk by the sleeping tiger over and over again but in your awareness of the NAME …TIGER … ane what it means some day the tiger will eat you ….. Zhuangi uses a story about the BANDIT KING to tell the same sotry . http://www.amazon.com/Zhuangzi-Speaks-Chih-chung-Tsai/dp/0691008825

If it has no name it can not effect you , a dis ease with no IDAGNOSIS ,, is a state of not feeling like my normal self ,,,, let me get better ……. A windy rainy day … is just that god dam that was some strong winds ….. hmmm if it happens again I will name it HURRICANE . I will tell stories about the horrors .. and each generation can look forward to the EGO state of surviving their own HURRICAINES .

If I live the change I want to see I will attract more and more of the solution into my awaresness ….. and so to willthose effected by me ..the tool of the Christian church the lving by witness …. The voice of the SAGE jesus … still lives in the POLITICS of the book called bible . each doorstep effects the amss concsiuoness and the 4000 hungry children who will die later may not …. For there is WAY WAY WAY TO much land and resources for them all ….. 7 fold ….. and withunderstanding of our APE nature and breeding antural ly as the harem species that is NO LONGER UNDER …PREY open savannah stress …. Population trends will come into harmony … understanding … free choices .

7:05 pm edt

FLOODED WITH PUSSY

FLOODED WITH PUSSY

flooded with pussy

young master the tool of FLOODING to get past the LIMITS you have allowed programmed into you without your UNDERSTANDING …the tool of Flooding used by mental health pros to help people expand beyong thier PHOBIAS ….

To conquer or understand ,,,,, actually that is more the root of CONQUER than just the SYMPTOM of Combat or competition …to understand thru a CONFIDNECE STATE of being the conquerer …. You got time to UNDERSTAND the conquered at your own pace , to end the confusion and understand and experience what is left ( maybe ? if anything is left )

True UN CONDITIONAL love is the nature of the EVER EXPANDING ..the all is well the OPPURUTUNITY for in fi nity needs the expression of un thinkable-ness AND LOTS of choices … http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html .. and to express that the limits or CONDITIONING suroounding acceptance have to be GONE …ahhh BUT ..PHAROH is needy the god needs your worship your praise your attention …. And you to work to be the slave so that PHAROHs can have their lifestyle ..like the kings of Sadia Aribria of Now ….. royality family pahrohs still active providing levels of smiles to their SERFS and their slave masters but all in hopes of keeping their own GREEDY positions as KINGS and Queens .

Back to un conditional love , inside each PLAYER here in the AGRREMMENT state of quantum expression and assembaleges …. Deep in each is the I … IN … I who knows un condtional love . but to play out NOVELS LIKE IN entertaining books but ever MORE REAL …the experience to THING NESS … we choose to FORGET who we are ..and play out CHARACTER ROLES …. Creating sometimes guilt ON EACHO HTER . you free choice after the conquering is to understand aspects of your esperince then choose whether or not they really DO serve you in your won PATH OF BLISS moving up the emotional scale ….

To move on with life and NOT HAVE TO BURN A BRIDGE …. You can do it with or without the acceptance of others REMEMBER it is their free choice not to HEAR … pearls before swine? Cruel word tools to call myself my equal the I … in … I ..that is my fellow player here on this stage ..a swine …. So full of PERJORATIVE meanings . yet ..this is part and parcel of breaking free of LIMITS by flooding sometimes . what is the guilt thing you fear ?

Now the INSTINCT to maintain $$$$$ for the health and welfare of a familyis the expression of the silver back gorilla http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html forcred to live in the abstract system of paper money $$$$ ……. When in fact PERMACULTURE system abound …. There are fawcetts ther is complexity ..help ful in maintaining the CONFUSE AND CONQUER state so that we will be useful to the MULTIPLE LAYERS OF PHAROHS … the are around .

Ahh but I said flooded with pussy ,,,shyness is a trained experience .. it has to do with self aceeptance fear of .. jugement the HOUGHTS only thoughts ..nothing more than fleetly thoughts likie you seeing a pretty sunrise flows in and out of you …so are the thoughts you REALLY fearin creating in others … they are just thoughts … OPPURTUNITYS for the person contrasts … provided maybe BY you ? in the xpreince of flooding your life with pussy http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html practising an UNCOMFORTABLE skill yet improatn you seem always to be actracted to pussy ,,so ,, talk to every pussy that passes thru your ten foot circle around you ,,WITHOUT . the entent or expectation of getting FUCKED ..jsut to interact with another …. I in I …. Do it for 30 days … FLOOD YOUR EXPEINCE with pussy , then you will be in ths state of conqueror ….. relaxed enough in the talking to better expeiernce a fuller UNDERSTANDING of pussy later ..30 days . There is nothing that you can do that is worse for yourself, than to do something that you believe is inappropriate. And so, get clear and happy about whichever choice you make. Because it is your contradiction that causes the majority of the contradiction in vibration.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Los Angeles, CA on Sunday, July 25th, 1999

For in that FEAR of GUILT is the vibration from which the QUANTUM reality will form for you with aspects that are NOTICABLE to you …… not my experience just yours …. Even though we ashe the same genral suop of quantum agreement .

8:55 am edt

africian happy

Africian happy

Young master …… beyond the ablity to …think about …. An guess what there are billions of us thinking you can not ,effect them all . your thinking only EFFECTS YOU …. And that will attract from a SOUP OF QUANTAS .. http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html a kitchen or libaray of ingrients or novel/adventure stories to choose from for you to freely choose and to aSSEMBLE …. What is THINKABLE TO …YOU .

Ahhh there is what …. Is important ,,the self imposed limits ARGUE FOR YOUR LIMITATIONS AND THEY ARE YOURS .the voice of the sage said thru Richard Bach in the tiny book ILLUSUOINS …

You EGO which does keep you away from experiencing the NOW … YES Tolle is correct yet ,, yings and yangs ,, ego and self identiffaction in your own adventure story where you freely choose to ineract ,,to CO CREATE with other aspects of the I ..IN …. IN that have come to forget their GREATNESS like your self to experience THING – NESS ….. and limits … and problems contrasts events to generate FEELINGS of the have and having not ? so that you can expeince free choices of paths to create to move away from a FEELING that does not feel good into feeling better . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html

And everyone wants you to FEEL BETTER … we are on large part in great vast averages a speicies of very very friendly CO CREATORS …. Except those who are here to be the adventure of SOCIO PATH they had to enter inot DYSFUNCTIONING body that would allow them to express SOCIO PATH … PHAROH …. EXTREME 1 in 1000 examples of Selfishness …. Of CONDITIONAL LOVE … but realy un natural and out of the ordinary ..1 in 1000

Just look around you at your friends and people you know and strangers on the street and see the co-opeartion who opens doors for who , and realizing those who do not most often are expressing their …CONFUSE AND CONQUERED state ,,, the effects of MANIPULATION . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html the effects of TWISTED INSTINCT . ( oooh cool I have not given my self props for a long time … so here go buy my shit ! http://www.lulu.com/content/2019732 )

I have a hard core RACIST friend …. The son of generations of HATERS … trained each generation was by the other … steeped in the GOOD BOOK …. Yet even he … wants the black man to be HAPPY ..just be AHPPY BACK IN AFRICA …. He innerself isNICE … and wants unconditional love for others I have seen him open the door for a black woman and black man carrying a load of stuff once at HOME DEPOT he helped the guy load it ….. yet he does not want the human of different colored skin to live on the same rocks as himself ,

And my friend FIGHTS FOR HIS LIMITS …. He wants to maintain his ID his EGO his position in the world he can somewhat control … because of the training to be manipulated ….. he expresses the effects of manipulation in 1 form …. YET HE STILL HAS THE OVER WHELIMING instinct of caring and desire for the happiness of himself and others he loves and even total strangers …. He wants PEACE .

Young mater are you have ing thoughts of waondering about how other will respond to your life style choices ,,,, you can be ALTER NATIVE as long as you are in a supportive ALTER culture ,, being the follower …but to be master …. Can be hard even though after everyone REALIZES that you mean what you say …. About your path choices you will find great on average support …. ATTRACTION of that and the other who are offened will not attract you since they to .want to move up their own emotional scale , and your presence in their life dtracts from them do ing just that for themselves ..so there is no AGREEMENT of ATRRACTION ….and they tend to move away , unless , YOU PULL THEM IN trying to force them to love you and your choice …… YOU ARE THE FORCER ….then . not the other who will go about their life and forget you ,,, if you donot FLAUNT go out of your way to enter into their world . they will be happy to forget you were ver born ,,,,, and that is cool because what young master are you afraid of .CAN YOU NOT LIVE ALONE ? are you not able to achieve the first few levels of MASLOWS hierarchy of needs ALONE in a few short months some how by being ccreative ? http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html

The attraction of those who are wanting ….. and letting the FREEEDOM of choice be ex[prssed ….not the twisted nature of manipulative contracts ..frredom to let them who have interst come and explore their inner nature . http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html now your sheeding of fear of self imposed limits ..is like the learning of SKATEBOARDING was it took time and dsire …. And practice …. http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html and any failures are not failings , but experiences to be learned from , because the over whelming ..TRUTH of the ever expaning TAO . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html is SUCCESS in expansions … your failures are just the Contrasts , the adventures the defining of the wanted and unwanted from which the .. SOURCE can form a Quantum reality of all is well !

When you understand the Laws, then you understand that it is not more difficult to create a castle than it is a button. They are equal. It is not more difficult to create $10 million than $100,000. It is the same application of the same Law to two different intentions.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in The Law of Attraction, The Basics of the Teachings of Abraham on Saturday, July 1st, 2006

Ahhhh the same PHRASE used by leaders and speakers of the S.H.A.M. movement for decades I think it was NOPLEAN HILL who first used that … castle and button …SHAM was a n aticle about ..the SELF HELP ACTUALIZATION MOVEMENT . from Scientific ameircan about like a decade ago , again over and over ..the exploration of the SYMPTOMS without realizing the 1000’s of years of mind fuck …. Drugs are not the problem they are jus the symptoms ,, marriage counselors are not the answer they are just a response to a symptom ….

But back to the words of the sage for today the entertainer …. And the facts of the UNTHINKABLENESS of tao …. If things did not work out ….. if the general over all flow was not towards expansion , THEN IN FI NITY WOULD …CEASE ? all is well how do you feel about that ? what has your TRAINING your mind fuck filled you with as pertaines to that idea ? of ALL IS WELL ?

8:22 am edt

slave image

the slave image

young master .. the changes to your Expectation of yourself in the world ,, your part to FIT . has been created by DEFAULT programming of the care givers who rasied you , people who were treated like MUSHROOM kept in the dark and fed on SHIT . generation to genenartion . ..default setting

Instinctualism. http://www.instinctualism.org Is 1 more free choice … free choice can only be that FREE when INFORMATION is available and ..you are FEELING free enough to explore it without ,, sublte stresses of not fitting inot the MODEL or the expected shoulds of parents friends family and schooling are not FUCKING WITH you subltley …. The POWER of these deeply MODELED life style expectations are hard to realize in how they fuck with yu and limit your acceptatnce of new information ideas .

Yesterday the voice of the sage thru the entertainer Abraham said ,,, there afew out on the leading edge of thought ….. hmmmm if we are all the EQUAL of the I … in the …I , then all are expressing their own free choice to eperince a form of adventure … a novel of personel chooseing ans that may mean .. deeply held FAITH BELIEFS and limits NO’s ….. without the NO you are still connected to the ALL WAYS A..ALL THE TIME … ALL KNOWING NESS …. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html SO VAST AS TO BE UN DESCRIBABLE NOT ABLE TO BE ENGRAVEN IN CLAY TABLETS OF ANCIENTS OR CARAVED INOT REPRESENATIVE ..IDOL forms … or made into paintings .

Yet the painting or craving …the ICONS … that priests would have in thiere travels thru the europes mind fucking the population with the fairy tale of a god ….. who is describable … in fact HUMAN …. And created us in it’s form . ??? what is my form ,,, ia m not the PHIL of 5 days old …. What body shape would a dead PHIL at 5 days old hav ein HEAVEN ,, WOULD HE BE FOREVER FORCED TO BE A BABY ? since it never got to use new assembaleges of quantas http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html that were the bassiss for the being state of ATOM that would be the building bolock for the BEING state of molecule ..etc etc etc … each assembaleg LENDING itself to the thought form ..or being state . macro and micro ….

And would the dead PHIL at 100 years old be forced to live for enternity in the AGED body with al lits stifffnes ?

Ahhh but the ver changing description that came from these types of questions … the quick minded church .. andpriest came up with answers to SATIFAY placate … the amsses searchinig for hope and end to their suffering as slave or peasant … to PHAROH who was chosen by GOD ….. the supportive ECONOMIC SYSTEM ..created a the top POLICATICALLY …. Do not fuck with me and I willnot fuck with you and together we will FUCK THE PEOPLE ….. literally use us as their sexualll play toys because of uor state of CONFUSE AND CONQUER .

Who are you ….the WHO asked …… WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU actually it was the story of being drunk in the park being rousted by a good natured cop who said ,, YOU CAN GO SLEPP AT HOME TONIGHT IF YOU CAN GET UP AND WALK AWAY ,,but in the state of POISINED bio mechanincs …. Being in TOXIC ated …. Strying to find happiness or salvation .or an end to the confusion .

The SAVIOR is needed to give hope ,,the evidence trail of wanting to move up the emotional scale …. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html but given limited options because for 1000’s of years if you bucked the sytem of SLAVERY to god or GODS choosen leader ..PHAROH LORD MASTER EMPOREOR KING ….. then you would be made example of and be DRAWN AND QUARTED in the public square ….. gutted while being alive ..etc etc etc ….. been going on for 1000’s of years ..deep sublte mind fucking . fear . us the only animal who does this to eachother ,,,

Now in nature sure …. I watch ,,, O’DUN kitty swat ( claws still tucked ) at baby BEAR kitty … Oduh …. Sittling watching baby bear eat ,a nd for some reason after a minute or two she swats Bear … then hisses at bear move away let me eat now …. And then 3 minutes later it is Oduh getting attacted and playing with BEAR as bear is learning his hunting skills ….. EGO position in the group ……

WHO are you …. Young master ,,the 6 million years old cumlation of Savannah APE DNA ? http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html look at your cock youn master … it’s design speaks of your nature … your instinctual drive and EGO … remember the mind fucking of Economy …… that uses the aseembaleg of its parts to BE thing-ness …. Who am I to JUDGE thing-ness …be it the being of atom or metal or tree or kitty or ..beyond that which I can think about ….. economy thought form . o GIAI the world itself . to control a slave to control a RECRUIT in an army you control the supply of food … you may use the whip when needed threat of pain .. and of course you control the DNA expression of SEX ….

Not a trasing of EVE unless eve wants not to think FREELY …. They talk about how a guy CLEANS UP WELL …… you and me dude are happy with our BLOOD STAINED T-SHIRTS , hunting fishing skate boarding football playing ,,,,,,, outside AWAY from shit ,, EVE …. Like the group and safty of the cave ,,the CITY …. And that brings up the HIERACHY the positioning the show ow POWER of ego … you goottta thin for yourself not JUDGE jus understand some things ….. the find a way to atrrract like to like ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html a skill set easy to practice . and if you start a HOBBY … alter..NATIVE group …… easy and less stressful ….. if you have the 5 acres plan started at any form then the evidence trail of YOUR EGO … you PART TO FIT … ( part to fit .. is a bob Marley phrase )

You are always molding yourselves into a better feeling place. And you will never get it done. It will never be completely finished. It will never be absolutely right. You will always have some dominant thoughts that are not a vibrational match to the newfound desire. But that is always what your work is. And it's time for you to just begin relaxing about it, and not make it a personal issue of your own valor, or your own value, or your own integrity. In other words, it's just, how many times have I thought this thought?
--- Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in San Rafael, CA on Friday, March 9th, 2001

You neve get it done it will never be perfect ..becaue perfect means the END ….. of in finty . but being from a USED STATE a slave trained mindset ,, easy to be usefull to the thought form economy …. If your 2 gigs of p[rocessing brain power are being used wondering what the fuck is the TRUTH ..confuse and conquer …. If from that state …. You look for SAVIOR to end the pain of confsion …. To make it all abetter ,, when the game is ….. secure what is NATURAL ….. and is presented in PERMACULTURE NATURE .. the first few levels of MASLOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS . . http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html then accept that you will always have a series of nedd wants to be creatively involed in living thru ,,, new aspects to the game of being you

8:39 am edt

can't drive 55

can’t drive 55

young master , social idetifaction or EGO persona , I can see it it he culture of KITTY CATS , it is a natural aspect of nature and if the experincer you to form this to help complete the ILLUSION of separation ,,,but for so many effected by the CONFUSE AND CONQUER manipulation the striving for the return to the … I .. in … I …. The effects of MANIPULATION http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html the search for guidance after the mind fucking of the USER THOUGHT FORM ECONOMY …. With all of its players , so confusing it is hard for a mind with only 2 gig bytes of processing power to wrap itself around the problem to CONWQUER TO UNDERSTAND . that it is easier to just be lead by some one who can generate a peaceful feeling and the HOPE move ment up the EMOTIONAL SCALE … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html ... the understanding of the confusion is where the OLOGYS … came from the religions and shit . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html LOA tzu was quated as saying I donot know how to describe it or what it is and so I will just fucking call it TAO ….

EGO self like apicutre that keeps a part of your SPIRIT SELF traped with in the image remeinding you of WHO YOU ARE , no who you were … and so it is with ego self you do not even know is still trapping you in the EXPECTED –ness ..the training away from what you wanted when young into the person everyon else wanted you to be to fit into the Economic model …

Ahhhhhh be the change I want to see …… like the old Russian said ,,SWEEP YOUR OWN DOOR STEP first if you want to see a clean world start there , with yourself . http://www.instinctualism.org/sfg_gardening.html the idea presented by the EX MILITARY effeicency expert …… changing from ROW cropw to ,,,, grid crops …. ENDING the confusion thru the use of TOOL ..the grid where you can ID the species easy , FOCUS EASIER … know if there is an INVADING weed or if there is an helat problem with your food sources , a way to control better COMPAION PLANTING S … to achieve pest control and BIO DYNINCS . and from my own experiments I am better able to ..from my own sweepeing of my door step my own feeding on my SFG .. I am better able to show the WITNESS . to the world , instead of just TELLING YOU what to do , I LIVE WHAT I DO ….. then teach http://www.squarefootgardening.com/index.php/SFG-University ..... for the hope that a world may see ….. http://www.squarefootgardening.com/index.php/Table/Humanitarian

History has shown thru the explorations mainly of the dead cultures that ,, FAMINE AND …DIS EASE PLAGUES … were because humanity got to DENSE .. and out of harmony with nature ,,row cropping did allow for the growth of city states and the rise of PHAROHS god/kings …. But over time ..time and time again give the suroounding lands a few 100 years and they were spent out …. And the peasants once more moved back into the bushes .. to live tribal lives until the next PHAROH CULTURE rtose up and EVE talked her boyfriend into going into town and chasing the brass ring …. Or until PHAROH sent out armies to HARVEST SLAVEs ….

Learn from history or be destined to repeat it …… hmmmmmm …. Word of the AGE about being here now …NOW and how EGO self can fuck that up . yet Tolle is in complete in his talking about the USEFULLNESS of EGO in that ego is a part of animal INSTINCUTALIty … IT IS THE BEING OF THE DOM SILVER BACK … the sense of self. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html

But to live the change I want to see ….. our economy has a illness a..DISEASE .. we NNED shit …we are needy salves .. TO OIL .. when there are alter NATIVE … ways , but that may mean I will not BE ..as others ARE …. I will not BE FAsHION ? I thought you with your tattoos me with my everything were showing we are not FASHION SLAVES ..yet for me to drive an ALTER NATIVE ..tranpsortationd evise may mean I will give up on some of the STRESS OF SPEED and the addiction to the old EGO ….. I may spend much more time driving 45 ? hey I have been practicing it ,, it is hard ..i mindlessy want to go faster instead of enjoy that I can SEE MORE CLEARLY the world I am traveling thru at 40 or 45 …….. and only it costs me is a few mintues what was I going to do with those few minutes saved ?

BE LIKE YOU and VEG on video games or get HIGH out of boredom ? the few minutes saved or the few mintues lived and appreciated and I live the CHANGE ….. ( chaop the front off a 150ccc scooter after you have it liscensed and customize it by attaching the power plant half to a smaller go cart front .. good steering hydralick brakes ROLL BAR cage …. … PPYRAMIND STABLITY low center of gravity …. Better visislbe foot print on the road … 70 miles per gallon ….. easy to repair by your self …. SELF EMPOWERMENT . http://www.extremescooters.biz/images/view.aspx?productId=3589 self built will better … higher top end You're not going to have a lot of people you can talk to about this. There is never a crowd on the leading edge.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Napa, CA on Thursday, February 27th, 1997

Yet a lot more than you think even the CHISTIAN FROM TIME TO TIME questions his faith system …… he wonders about the UNGRAVEN IMAGE …. What is the unthinkable ness ..of god ,, is god realy another GREEDY HUMAN KING … or is it IN FI NITE and undescribable ? as written … 1^st ….. later manipulated inot GOD…. Kingdoms …so that god and rligons could be of more use to Economy .

8:24 am edt

a favoring mind

a favoring mind

young master ,,,, I wonder have all those smart guys who have been quated over the years first read or been exposed to the sotries of sages past ….. Pastuer was quated in speech at a university years ago , as saying ,,CHANCE FAVORS A PREPARED MIND , now it seems that 100’s of years earlier MACHVELLI said just about the same thing and what like fucking 1000’s of years earlier in writings atributed to the BUDDHA was story that had a moral on the same lines ….

Or is it possible that we all have the POSSIBLITY of toucing the stream ..the sorce .. the IN SPIRATION and forming our own owrd tools to describe the law of ATRACTION …ooops you know there is no … QUANTUM police force to arrest NON co-operative experincers of quantum form or beingstate , they have no quatum holding cell where a quantum awaits trial with quatum DA’s and Judges to sentence the Quanta to 20 years in jail for not FOLLOWING a word tool called LAW ….. any way the quanta does not last years it last EXPERINCES THINGNESS for less than a Describable amount of time …

So ..they do not describe the LAW of attraction but HINT AT …the agreement state of attraction …. An under lying truth more complex than the 2 gigs of human brain processing power can deal with ,, hiniting at aspects of IN FI NITY or tao . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

Ego my young friend …hmmmm the sages WARN you about it , but it is the SENSE of being a THING .. the acceptance , THE ENJOYMENT FO THE CHNCE TO BE ….THINGY …. The reason we came to be to experience an ASPECT of the ALL in all ways to the point of no 1ting .. we cam to expeinces QUANTIES of things ..that are PERCIOEVALBE thru the SENSOR MECHANSISM of bio mechanics .. and the machines we use are self reparing and have been that way since they evolved and SELF REPLICATING …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html so that new machines can be made so that new PARTS OF OURSELVES in the …I … in … I .. can come to feel the separation illusion of EGO ness .

Fine …. Then why fight EGO .. because the birth defected , mind of the FEW the 1 in 1000 ,,the socio path ,,the PHAROH …. Had caused such un INSTINCTUAL confusion and with it PAIN AND HURT … as to cause ths earch the ADVENTURE for the anwer to this PROBLEM ,the GAME ..the FUN ..the CHALLENGE …. Of moving up into different NOVELS .. STORYS .. the bing ..being TREE has less stress that us .

You dipshit my friend do have choice thought now adays …… life liberty and the pursuit of happiness , in your Awareness of the exposure to the MIND FUCK ..you understand you conquer certain LIMITS of it the understanding of limited aspects of the UN GRAVEN the un Describable . the UN WANTED and wanted can form …. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html ...... and from the thoughtas pertaining to the events thought about you achieve PREPARED MIND …. And then chance favors a better out come …. Because of the attraction of the energy of thought and choice . ahhh BORHN’s re[spnse to Shrodingers cat . http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schr%C3%B6dinger's_cat the intent of the observer …. http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html ...paradox is all around accept it as the ying and yang . forget it and yourself understand and live more frreee by choice ,a nd be in the zone …. Of mr. I DON’T KNOW . http://www.instinctualism.org/zhaungzi.html

+ the aspects of self reparing bio mechaics … the ideas of free food or human housing are all to FREE you from the mind fuck ,,,not RULES or laws or only 1 ways …but tools of freedom from where you then ESTABLISH an AMENDED ego self ….

I am still the fisherman redneck bait man KORN fan I had always been and free too.

Because we know that life is eternal, and we know that there is no ending to that which you are about, if one of you is killed in an earthquake or crashes your plane, or any number of other very creative ways you have found to make your exit into the Non-Physical, because we know the whole picture, we grieve not a moment for any of you. But from your more shortsighted point of view in physical, a lot of you grieve tremendously.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in El Paso, TX on Saturday, February 17th, 2001

It is fun to forget our …. I…IN …I ..ness to experience LIMITS or no’s to FEEL the difference of the no 1 thing ness the all posssiblyt beyond the HTINKABLE. The time of your own DEEP HIDDEN CHOOSING …… happy health happy healthy happy healty dead ! LIVE HAPPY DIE ……..LONG !

Ahh the stable foundation first young master or the trap of $250,000

Of debt just to get a degree and establish a life of BONDAGE … a cycle of debt … free choice . http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html you can always go after the brass ring from the stable foundation too ..free choice .

8:42 am edt

alter native

ALTER NATIVE

So EGO thye say is supposed to be something to be conquered? Or gotten rid of? Bullshit it is needed so that you know who you are in relation to every fucking other person …. If you destroy a part of your EGO self you will find you replace it with another EGO self which is proud of no longer being the other EGO self ….

And that is OK young master the UNDERSTANDING of shit is what is meant by CONQUER … just like in my use of divide and conquer or Aconfuse and conquer ,,, IN THE CONFUSING IS THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE LIMITS OF THE 2 GIGS of human processing power the gave the slave master an UNDERSTANDING of the human slave population they would use to serve PHAROH an thus get their place at the dinner table next to PHAROH …. Power .

So accepting the self generating of the SELF the CHARACTER you create so that you can PLAY IN THIS …..CO CREATION PLAY GROUND time/space …. Agreement state of quantum aassemebalge . moving from the I …IN …I … where we are all equals and all connected all the TIME in always ..into the ILLUSION of sepration … the need for know who you are in the NOVEL OF YOUR OWN CREATION . helps you play out the fansty of time space helps you play the game ..the understanding of your own FREE CHOICE is important ,, 1 more free choice. http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

Now to the what it seems to be the NEED FOR human to have a leader … again after being exposed to a life of possibles where confusion is …the play ground of ECONOMY … the confusion it seems to generate the need ( need is a wrong word tool ) for a leader to help guide you ….. only because you lack the understanding …… the UNTHINKABLENESS of you and your freedom of choice and RESPONSILBLITY of what you attract NOW A and in the past and into the future after realizing shit about the workings of a quantum time/space play ground of equals FORGETTING the braoder self to experience limits or no’s http://www.instinctualism.org/zhaungzi.html

Now a way to ATRACT LIKE TO LIKE ….. is the starting of a group but if the FEELING of emotion is telling you NOT to …. First it is the old programming realize it understand it ,,, work around it ,, ADAPT AND OVER COME …. Instead of being a FUCKING RELIGON be a social group theme …… like yin yang …. With one of those TRIBAL flute players dancing on the front of it , …. And then the location to rent to hold weekly meeting at the same cost as a night out drinking …… to hold an ALTER NATIVE … meeting ….. just a theme just a movie ,,, attracting like to like ….. 5000 business cards bought a $ 99 . bucks a free web site and ideas of promo …. From http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_group.html thus you have a new self which is attracting LIKE UNTO LIKE …. The new EGO self the CHARACTER you play like becoming PHIL OF PHIL’S BAIT AND TACKEL …. And again I am off to teach fishing in the creation of the idea of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

In the aspect of the permaculture of the recreational fishing swimming pond … http://www.instinctualism.org/ponds.html ...whihc is the MINE THE PIT from where you get the dirt to make COB to seal to bury the sides of the homes to touch the earth to temperature control things .

Sand bags semm like a good idea the enegers keep talking about he need for concrete ,,, hey but the Understanding of THE CONCRETE NATURE OR STRUCTURE of Abdobe or cob . leads me to believe that …. Forming foundations of 4 ft high 4 ft wide 8 foot long 1 inch Molds .to pours a cob , dirt straw 5% PORTLANDD CEMEMT … into and letting it dry ..while you space 6 inches and start another …. Then un srew the firt mold to start the next one …. Then sand baging the last 4 fett of wall will make the engeers happy ….. look at the NEW MEXICO codes for adobie construction on http://www.instinctualism.org/construction.html

You attract inot you life ,,and others attract inot hier life … so I am not VERY RESONSILBE for the adult who FREELY CHOOSES TO BE AROUND ME as long as I OLLOW THE words of the SGAE ..Shakespeare … TO THIN OWNSELF BE TRUE AND THEN IT FOLLOWS A SDAY TO NIGHT YOU CAN BE FALSE TO NO OTHER MAN …. Their free choice to hang around you if you have been open about who and wht you are …. Not hiding … and acting some what congruent …. It is not your job to teach to lead to FORCE another to realize who you are . because you exhibit in comfortable ways your nature . http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html

There isn't anything anybody wants that is for any other reason than that they think they would feel better in having it.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Seattle, WA on Saturday, July 3rd, 1999

We move towards what feels GOOD to our mind and our body the dynincs of SPIRIT and bio mechanics …. Your body form ….. the tool of macine is designed to move away from a burning fire …… to a place of comfort …. So that the machine itself does not CATCH ON FIRE ….. and too we will get close to people or events to get the wanted …. GETTING TO CLOSE we may get burned but learn . from it ….

8:35 am edt

dirty balling

Dirty balling

Young master …… you were born the sage said rolling down a clean white road , your road … then you were TRAUGHT not to follow your road your expression of wanting as you , YOURSELF decided from the events of contrast ,,, your wanted and unwanted ,,, you were taught to listen to the SHIT of others ,,, I WANT YOU TO DO THIS SO I CAN BE ….. HAPPY and because of fear you started to concern yourself more about those wants of others than your own to the point your CLEAN MIRRORED BALL was covered in dirty shit ….

And the road was also covered in the shit of others their wants and the expectations of livin up to the wants of others kept your clean white raod dirty … these became so old and dusty that you could not eve remember what the road of SELF WANTING must ohave been like you were TRAINED AWAY from realizing that before you realy understood what life was …. ( great plan PHAROH teach young teach the parents to re-inforce the confusion …. CIVILIZE )

Ok so now you are ready to break with the old MIND FUCK , and you move you dirty mirrored ball onto another white road ….this one of your CHOOSING based upon the http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html but instead of life being perfect all of a sudden you expeince a constanst it seems experience of shit still happening ….

And you start to wonder about the AGREEMENT STATE OF ATTACTION ….. even though from your life to date you can see things you have wanted and gone after you have achieved , be it learning to SURF ASPHALT or go fishing or get laid or make cash …whatever , you got whateve was you want in relationship to your deepest held belief on the subject of it . this the TIME LAG of manifestation ….. you do not do INSATNT MAGIC … thank god others wise you would tink the thought ELEP{HANT and a big old fuck elephant would appear in your 3 rd story apartment busting the floor and killing everyone under neath you ….. nope we have a TIME LAG to the assemblage AND DE ASEMMBALGE OF QUANTAS . http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html TIME/SPACE.

So you are now on thise road it subltly changes diection as you define you WANTS thru the experience of unwanted …. And as you roll some of the dirt which became BECAME the ID of you your personal EGO personality how everyone else saw you by the way youDID OF DID NOT … live up to the wants aorexpectations they had about …. Well the shit falls off ,a nd it is the SHIT YOU EXPERINCE PERSE , it is the old manifestation bank acoount being used up …. And sometimes there is some much shit falling of fyou the clean rod looks dusty and disrt y as you get bogged down in some really sticky dirty shit …..

Sometimes as you are rolling there is a thihckly GLUED and dryed on part of you r ID your EGO your personality that starts to break f=ree and it RIPPS PAINFULLY on your living mirroed ball ….. and you see a SOMEONE UNDER IT that you have never realy know and you wonder who wiilll I bee without the SENSE of ID oR EGO that the shit iam carrying with me projects for others to ID me with . who will I be ? with out being refered as the dope smoker fuck head I have so proudly let my self be ID’d as .

WHO WILL YOU BE?

As that persopna ripps off it dirtys the street ,,, It causes OMEN ? it can cause confusion ,,it can cause HEADACHES it can be painfull to ripp of the old SCAB of self ID …. something is happening …. Contrast time for choosing changes and living OUTSIDE of fear clinging to old wways ..if they had served you would not not have started won this newewr clean street of your design from your exploration of the WANTED AND UNWANTED …for YOU! Not for others ,,

Trust the DNA expression of SUCCESS humanity is a nice spcies over all ( expcept that which fears the evil actually is the bringer of evil into focus ..the social path fears that which itself is ….in others teach us the EVIL OF mankind for not following the rules of GOD …GOD/KING and his garden of eden …..the rules of PHAROH now in fairy tale form able to be adapted for each new generation fo PHAROH socio path the 1 out of 99.9% good loving co-opeative peaole ,,, the DNA successs the dna EXPRESSION ACTUALLY of harem supportive family living …. You the silver back and non-GREED centered eve ….. family center eve … http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html

The MIRRORED ball of Tao and the CLEAN ROAD are teaching of the sage thru

http://books.google.com/books?id=zkkQHkX5ld4C&dq=Debbie+Miranda,+your+time+for+peace+has+come&printsec=frontcover&source=bl&ots=d0yfvQwNRp&sig=j3AnHz3DBz-svchoqChK61mt77Y&hl=en&ei=9hAlSqSFD9KLtgeJjezsBg&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=2 when DEB get ZEN and lets it FLOW … SOME GREAT SIT CAN COME OUT …. LIKe Abraham the voice is for those who have ears ,,,, not just one voice ..to finish all talk IN FI NITE voices of the sage so the IN FI NITE expression which is you can listen as you want !

Everything is vibrational. "I'm letting it in or I'm not. And I'm using lots of things as my excuse to let it in, or as my excuse not to let it in." But it's all vibrational. Otherwise, we should be able to take 100 people, give them all identical exposure to experience, and get identical results. And you can't do that. You'd get 100 different results, and you'd get several big differences in results.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Boston, MA on Saturday, October 7th, 2000

IN FI NITE ..way beyond the scope of a brain with 2 gigs of processing power …. Which we express thru .. so you express a want of the filter of that BIO MACINE as relates to you each time each person alil different sometimes BIG DIFFENT .

7:57 am edt

cutting down trees

Cutting down trees

Young master .. a different wealth model ..no not different but achieving the dream of wealth model outside of the subtle trap of DEBT and like the JUNKIE ADDICT going thru withdrawls , I am wondering what the fuck is happening sometimes …. Decades of running the game , having net worth and net cash , yet also cycleing with the tool of PHAROH credit …. A tool that many other developed countrys do not have the access to as freely as the US has had …. And become addicted to .

Self empowerment …… the first few levels of MASLOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS being taken care of leads to better enjoyment of the living experience . http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow's_hierarchy_of_needs ..... so during my own withdrawl EVNTS ..the pain some worry some stress I have choices to focus on ,,,, and to worry about , will worry actually do ANYTHING . ? what has the sages of the past said about worry ….

Now the sage of today the entertainer ABRAHAM teachs about FEELING the emotional guidance …… how does sitting around rethinking over and over about something that causes worry FEEL ? and does that place you on the emotional scale of VIBRATION with the ALL IS WELL aspect of the tos unthinkable self . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html probably way down on the scale near UN-EM – POWERMENT …. The feeling of Slavery ..or manipulation .

Cutting some trees down that were now shading my SFG’s to much ( the sun has moved on its yearly path ..some shade is good here on the florida sand dunes to avoid sun burning food plants , but LIGHT is needed and I the HUSABNDRY the farmer the SELF EMPOWERED have got to be AWARE FEEL my connection with NATURE . ) that is what I want yes?

And doing just that distracted me , I felt empowered … I was in the flow of POSTIVE ACTION …. I was in the zone ,,, I was up on the scale of emotional guidance and , from that positive action well I will EXTRACT from the all possibility of TAO positive results in the en hanced growth of the fresh foods I enjoy evey day …… cause and effect that is the REAL MAGIC of time/space living ….

Worry about the evovlution of steps that I have putt into motion to BREAK the cycle of dependence on ECONOMY … I want to live in economy to USE the tool of CASH … that which has PHAROHS PICTURE ON IT … but have the first few levels of MASLOW taken care of in a way that I believe I have more diect control over …. http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html and that would be different here and now if I had started with an other life model while young instead of coming into it after the fact of CONTRAST …feeling the effects of one life path choice and then form a state of honoring my DEBT …. Struggling thru to enter into the travels of living another life path . hmmmmmm think think think like the wise old toa of POOH would show by example , I am a bear of very little mind . what the fuck is going on …..

Sometimes I do not know ,,, but I can if I choose FEEL what is going on ,, and choose to find a better action path choice of thinking ? choice of thinking is action and theinking is the start to movement of the body …that which gets me up in the morning …. I can become helpless in worry ,,,wishing for the MAGIC O of toa to come save me …. How can I use the tao to help the people the emporeor asked ZHUANGZI … and he replied all you will do is in the end hurt the people let them live NATURAL HUMAN LIVES first then interact with the over all WELLNESS which is the vidence trail of nature .for NATURE still goes on ….. it will totally erase the evidence of the PHAROHS …. Nature goes on …. That is self empowerment and the dependence on MATERAIL possensions the attachement to PHAROH and econmy ae outside of the flwo of ATOMICS which is nature ..the animal does not carry with it … bags full of GOLD . or things ….. they live they die and so will I .

Today is a good day to trasition , but while that eventuality will happen today I will cut down a tree ,,, and create fire wood . needed any way . 1 tree day from the broder planting even though I am not on the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html where the border planting in 2 rows the outside being FIRE FUEL wood inside 20 feet a perimeter row of food fruits trees lof varying types DIVERSIFIED INVESTING . even though I am not there the lil’experinces I live thru NOW are the bricks of the belief from which ,t he http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html stpes 3 and 4 are realy built not just dreams TALKED ABOUT with happy happy words bulshit belief , but now in the stages of REAL believing and livng an experience form of it in small test experiences ..like learning the ABC’s in kindergarten . cutting down a tree felt good ..i move up the emotional scale ( I did not kill it no I cut it so that I will regrow to produce mor fuel wood later on )

When you expose yourself to contrast, you expose your Inner Being and All-That-Is to the same contrast. As you conclude a new desire, you summon Life Force forward into this leading edge experience, and whether you are allowing it to flow through you or not, All-That-Is benefits from that.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Boulder, CO on Saturday, June 2nd, 2001

The UNTHINKABLE the no 1 thing http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html has your story in it already , but you LIVING THRU it ….. and choosing from your FEELING place is the difference it is the GROWTH that the NO 1 Thing …IS .

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Young master , holistic means ,,, balance of all aspects that we can think about ,,, to best of a ability …. Sex is cool , $ ,,is cool , freedom is cool , understanding is cool , moderate escapeism of beer is cool ( especially if you raised the barly and hops yourself and made it yourself even more cool ) ……the totall confsuion of TOA is cool … mind body spirit www.instinctualism.org

What is this whole busshit about age time ,,, in fact days OFF and holidays and vactions ,e etc…. … again I go back to nature the vast bulk of life forms around us all seemly able to live for years and years withou the ,,,,CRUTCH …. Of Ecomony … the thought form the creation of our own focus on it to the point it has it’s own life force , livnig beyond the years of the workers WHO PROFIT FROM IT … it can be compared the the bacteria in our gut who make it possible for us to live , who in fact the DNA from that bacteria is the basis for our own Dna .. We are their kids ….. But here we are the BACTERIA and …. ECOMONY is our child who we serve .. And it so nicely even allows us a DAY OFF !

Who a whole day off from the slavery of serving a thought form that reproduces itself expanding itself destroying …. Aborginall cultures to to establish itself ,, and it lives on age after age beyond the humans who served it , who by their focus upon it crearted it …

Lkwe have now ..the gift of a day offf… the blessing of Ecomony , in fact hidden thro out the yearsa dn days is ..the illusion of being specialll things like BIRTHDAYS to be celebrated ,,, to obe counted , something to keep our minds off the SLAVERY of our choice to serve eocmony …

The UN-impossible Tao .. In-fi-nite way bigger than a tiny little brain of a simple Crab fisherman , bait and tckelshop owner , windowashing human being like myself , or you !

The EGO of ourselves to think we aRE the most important POINT OF VIEW .. In the whole of the un-impossible is ,,,, stupid . CAN YOU GET THAT ? Will you NOT RESIST ? The I - in - I of that ….. Not fear being less than …? The master is the slave Jesus said ….. His shistory was that realy of the concept of UN GRAVEN …. Somthng so vast that it can not be engraved on stone tablets or pypayrus paper …. . A toaist sage that jesus was ….

What would it be like to NOT know your age to count your eyears to live your life based on taking the day off on Sunday to worship a thought form …. To think in terms of the hours of SLAVERY 9 to 5 ….. To living based on the gift of freedom called vacations or HOLY DAYS … holidays like july the 4 memeorial day , labor day ,thankgiving … etc. how do the animals of th forest live without it? They live long life times ,, ageless life times stressless life times ( except when we human encroach upon tthem and , RUIN … THE HARMONY AND BALANCE OF THE ECO-SYSTMES THAT SERVICED ALL LIFE FORMS except ecomony FOR MILLION AND MILLION AND MILLLIONS of years )

OK now to the crystal , and the idea of being POWERFUL controlling the FLOW OF CHI…. I love the ABRAHAM thing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74OvS7SBZsk … ( remember from the no 1 thing comes thing yin and yang , master servant) and how it says over and over about the RESPONSSIBLITY OF SELF …. Think for yourself … respond with ability … this life is here for your enjoyment … and the experince of …. Whatever is that joy . Whwether your POWER OR EGO COMES from owning a crystal or being able to paly amagically tuned HARP or riding a Harley Davidson Bike ,,, looking all so cool waving at each other with that stupid look upon your face of I DON’T CARE …. You all end the end are slaves to FOOD and you without the farmer giving of his efforts in EXCHANGE for sheets of GREEN PAPER you would not ride that harley because there would be no fucking OIL to make that loud sound you get your

EGO from … because if there is no food on the oil rigs off the gulf of mexico or the frozen waste land of alssaka or the HOT DESERT if the farmer does not play along with the ecomony , well there is no oil to feed YOUR POWER ….

That crystal . Will grow no food unless you first plant seeds ….. Work within the agreement of this time/space … all your meta pyshihcal power is for nothing unless you have some food…. What about that young master ? http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html pretty simple to understand the root of things when you no longer RESIST but become free with tiny little understandings …

http://www.instinctualism.org/id80.html the combination of friends doing mulitple jobs in an eco system ….. Of 24/7 that has not birthdays or 9 to 5 ‘s yet things seem to get along fine , DNA life forms living happy being what they are designed to be … within the harmony of their isntinctual natures ohhh birds a Dna life which branched off from the MAMMALS like us some 20 million years or so ….. They are a 1 on 1 … not mammlas. Even the pack of dog is not a one on one ….. But you dumbas by evidence of the design of your COCK and the design of the lips of her pussy ..both show the evidence trail CLEARLY of being a harem species … your hands made to feel the softness of fruit , out teeth designed to peel fruit or crack eggs , our molars desgned to crush grass seeds like wheat or barley ……. And each life form benifiting from the exositance othe the other like ecomony depends on us sn we on it for things like ,,, beer distrubution or the invention of CRACK COCAINE and OPIUM ….. To dull the apin of living like Shakespeare said , 100’s of years ago as he TOO , just reguratated the wisdom of the ages before him …

“ man lives in a state of silent desperation “ ….. freedom of choice .. Resist and it will persisit.

www.instinctualism.org

The UN-impossible Tao .. In-fi-nite way bigger than a tiny little brain of a simple Crab fisherman , bait and tckelshop owner , windowashing human being like myself , or you !

“ man lives in a state of silent desperation “ ….. freedom of choice .. Resist and it will persisit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74OvS7SBZsk … ( remember from the no 1 thing comes thing yin and yang , master servant) and how it says over and over about the RESPONSSIBLITY OF SELF …. Think for yourself … respond with ability … this life is here for your enjoyment … and the experince of …. Whatever is that joy . Whwether your POWER OR EGO COMES from owning a crystal or being able to paly amagically tuned HARP or riding a Harley Davidson Bike ,,, looking all so cool waving at each other with that stupid look upon your face of I DON’T CARE …. You all end the end are slaves to FOOD and you without the farmer giving of his efforts in EXCHANGE for sheets of GREEN PAPER you would not ride that harley because there would be no fucking OIL to make that loud sound you get your

“ man lives in a state of silent desperation “ ….. freedom of choice .. Resist and it will persisit.

http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html pretty simple to understand the root of things when you no longer RESIST but become free with tiny little understandings …

“ man lives in a state of silent desperation “ ….. freedom of choice .. Resist and it will persisit.

M4m . F4f

Young master , as you open your mind to the REAL choices and freedoms you have in this life…. And you see the CLOSED minded relationship forms of the controllers the churches mainly .. Have not worked for them did not provide you with a happy childhood . A lot of you young masters who have more that the average brain and mind aAblitlity are choosing to explore M4m man for man , and girls also mainly because guys are so shy because they are so confused etc ,,, the girls also to get the affection they need that all animals need ….. They too are exploring F4f ,,, girl to girl … this is all fine and as it seems very antural even in the the world of our cousin apes this is very very common m4m or f4f ,, but to do it without also understanding the reasons for the shoice without exploring www.instinctualism.org is to make a choice without all the DATA and understanding of the FREEDOMS of relationship choices you actually have ,,,now www.instinctualism.org is NOT supposed to promoted as the 1 and only relationship choice just because it seems to be the most natural relationship that is TRUE ,,,,, but we humans yes..YES ,, have evolved into animal that can MORPH its instinctual calling sometimes with pleasnat fulfilling results ,

Other times not ,,, this comes to mind because of the interaction I have had recently with some gay couples ,,, m4m’s and f4f’s … and in both I found the same DOM/sub theme evovle in their 1 on 1 ….. I think even here the 1 on 1 is a stressfull relationship form .

The Demand of the Silver back ,,,, to be the boss is Supressing to 1 person … the concepts of the 3 tents ,, the 3 individual homes plus the masters quarrters ,, gives each of the girls some freedom to be in control of their own space yet ,,, also on their own terms interact with the Silver back MALE the DOM , like in the gorilla harem the female seduces she attracts the male when she is ready to fuck to interact with him in the way they are BIOLOGICALLY designed to enjoy interaction.

See young master if you really think about lets us say the Mars and Venus data understanding the Futility of TRYING so hard to force humanity to live in CONTRAST to its design … here study the pages http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_links.html you can get there for that link .. Think for yourself .

The 3 tents gives each human their own dynimc self the expression which it needs and the support system of FRIENDHSIP ,,, ( ahh now if the GREED of eve shows up well that is the evidecnce trail for that LONE indidivual for them to SELF soul search to figure out what they actually a truly want in life ) again personel choice . Freddom of choice

For everyon else the beinfits are there to BE CREATED AND ENJOYED I say created in that it is not magic , especially when understanding that we have been trained programed c conditioned to act outside of our nature so long it is hard to return to the loving nature that is HUMAN INSTINCT. ….

The studying of nature with out the FEAR based programming … will change how you feel. Try this page about cancer …. View it differently ..view this BODY COMMICATION for what nature actually desgned if to do … NATUES LITTLE HELPER … http://www.instinctualism.org/id74.html understand the ability for the bio -machine to SELF DESTRUCT when the GAME the ADVENTURE is just to fucking stressfull is a very neat ….. Skill … special feature or desgn .. But if viewed with FEAR of DEATH ( which by the way is the reason for the business of health care or relgons , the teachin of fear of death is the basis of ECOMONY and wealth creation .

Dating back from when withc doctors and priests both controled the gate ways to the after life and the concepts and skills of medicine …. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html the first coloum of this page is the dicsusion about the fear of death …. And again to refer to the owrds of Buddha “ all we have to fear is FEAR itself “

Now back to sex ,,,,, the fear that there is 1 man for each girl is the fear of girls and boys , the data we have been fed … and over the last few 1000 years of birth the birth rate has given us a closer male to female ratio …. But reality is this …. 1 in10 guys will CHOOSE to be gay ( now adays actually 2 in 10 ) …leaves 8 … 1 in 10 will die or go to long term prison because of being DUMB ..leaves 7 1 will be A-sexual non sexual genetically … leaves 6 … the 80/20 rule states that 20% percent will be responsible for 80 perent of the good ….. That means 2 men will be REAL MEN …. And the balance will be the bumms most girls date and complain about ….. It is not some cut and dry birth rate data ,,,, data can be re=assembled like I just did to give the conclusion of who ever is doing the writing to support their point of view ,,, in mine ,,, I take away ,,males because of varying factors ..leaving just 2 good men to SERVICE to be MEN to the 10 girls …. Of aour current parody of birth rates …. 1 man 5 girls…. The harem nature.

In nautre ,,the mom can not keep the UMIBICAL CORD . Connected to her son like we human have been doing now for years thru the use of $$$ …. And helping the weak male to live when nautral selcetion should have selected him ( FEAR OF DEATH TAKEN OUT OF THE EQUATION ) SELECTED him for a return trip back to the TAO … where is would still be himself in NON time space and MOM would be able to ineract with him her lil’baby after she leaves this ILLUSION of time/sapce but because of the PROGRAMING of fear , moms have established this idea that to let their young men …fly or live or prove themselves by themselves , is just to scary ….. So we have to many shitty men … and expect thiese shitty men to be something other than what they are …

Whya they are is OK , they should be the adventures of their own lives ,,, and live it for what is it is and if that means eventually having a family is that they will make the EFFORTS on their own to create that future …. Ahh again going back to the MANHOOD tests of the aborignal peoples where a man had to go alone and live a year …. In the wild before being welcomed back to the tribal lands and allowing him to have MATES …. Girls …. If he did not leave for his man hood training he couls stay but he would most probably express himself in gay manners ( homo sexuality was also around in aborginal tribes …. ) hell it is kinda seen in the gorilla tribe harem also , silver backs who do not leave the ahrem but live a SUBbie males , they provide stability and enhancement for larger groupd harems….. Their DOM drives not being stimulated sometimes till they are much older than would be expected … then they go off to form their own harems ..or take power as the older Silvber back becomes to weak and is ready to retire ,,,, lose his position go off into the woods and die … a naturl death returning to the toa ,,, without tohe programmed fears of mankind.

The struggle for life , the bio-machines A, PROGRAMING IN dna TO STRUGGLE TO LIVE IS strong yet …. It is different than the fear of some fairy tale about hell and living because of fear of death … while you read blog after blog person after person you hera the same thought stream of that this life is hardly worht living … the bio logical desire to live the balance with the emotional guidance of the EXPERIENCER of the tao , who uses the BIO-MACHINE to experience PONT OF VIEW of the un-impossilbe TAO …. And then the freedom of choice of the mind of the bio - machine based on their own experience their own walk their own wants the ,,,, variety … and freedom of choice ..

1 more choice to look at , in this world full of choices to freely ........ choose from !

The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

www.instinctualism.org is to make a choice without all the DATA and understanding of the FREEDOMS of relationship choices you actually have ,,,now www.instinctualism.org is NOT supposed to promoted as the 1 and only relationship choice just because it seems to be the most natural relationship that is TRUE ,,,,, but we humans yes..YES ,, have evolved into animal that can MORPH its instinctual calling sometimes with pleasnat fulfilling results ,

1 more choice to look at , in this world full of choices to freely ........ choose from !

The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_links.html you can get there for that link .. Think for yourself .

1 more choice to look at , in this world full of choices to freely ........ choose from !

The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

http://www.instinctualism.org/id74.html understand the ability for the bio -machine to SELF DESTRUCT when the GAME the ADVENTURE is just to fucking stressfull is a very neat ….. Skill … special feature or desgn .. But if viewed with FEAR of DEATH ( which by the way is the reason for the business of health care or relgons , the teachin of fear of death is the basis of ECOMONY and wealth creation .

1 more choice to look at , in this world full of choices to freely ........ choose from !

The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html the first coloum of this page is the dicsusion about the fear of death …. And again to refer to the owrds of Buddha “ all we have to fear is FEAR itself “

1 more choice to look at , in this world full of choices to freely ........ choose from !

The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

Fat dick, slit pussy

Taken today form the science of others observations ,,,, I just want you to open your mind LARGER than the Ppro’s WHO we depend on for the answers , they often think about their boservations only from within the brick wall of books they all agree on as being THE WORD ! http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

“ Chimps have a narrow muscular penis inviting intentional displays rather than the fat hydrodynamic penis of the human “ THIS again ? Yes you gotta get to open the idea of FOCUS ,, see if you can only think about what has arealdy been thought you are limited to the trap of the past …. Look at the pictures on these two pages one of a chimps which the PH’d’s all say we are like , yet the evidence trail the form of your body TEACHS something else .. http://www.dhushara.com/paradoxhtm/homo.htm here is chimp info and http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html

“ During copulation the female exhibits compressed lips and the male exhibits pursed lips. The female will occasionally look over her shoulder at the male, and sometimes wave her head side to side with her eyes closed and may emit copulatory whimpers.” hmm animals like us other DNA beings , sem to FEEL SEX ….. Expression of the lips ,, whimpers , looking back at the man who who is fucking her getting into and expressing it by shaking her head and hari…. etc. sound fammilair ?

“ Parameters for monitoring ovulation induction in the gorilla appear to be similar to those for humans ‘ the massive labia enlargement of the female of the chimp family is so grossly different than that of the female Gorilla or female human . As to again show evidnece of our DNA nature .

Masturbation: Manual:An animal rubs its genitals repeatedly with hands. Pelvic rub:A female backs up to an object (tree, rock, etc.) and rubs anogenital area against it. Haunch-bounce:While in a squatting position, a female bounces up and down on her haunches. (Referred to as Eve's "hiccuping.") Coo vocalization:Pursed lip vocalization sometimes given when female's masturbate.

GOOD DAM DOCTORS don’t write in regular words … but you can understand this , it is the same shit we see in our word …..DATING COMMUCICATION ,, the art of SEDUCTION ……

Sexual behavior: Anogenital touch:An animal examines or fondles the anogenital region of another. Anogenital sniff:An animal sniffs the anogenital region of another . Stare:A female stands motionless while intensely observing the male. Head jerk:While staring, a female intermittently jerks head to the side. The body is relaxed and lips are not compressed. (Referred to as "the come hither look".) Extended arm invitation:A female extends her arm with open palm toward the male. Ground or object tap:While orienting toward the male, a female repeatedly taps ground, rock or log with both hands (as if playing a drum). Haunch-scoot:While squatting, a female uses her arms to propel herself on her haunches toward the male. Quadrupedal-bounce:While standing on all fours and facing another animal, a female bounces hindquarters up and down. (Similar to haunch-bounce but done while animal is standing - may be form of masturbation as well as sexual solicitation.) Pronk:While standing on all fours and facing another animal, a female hops about in a jerky fashion. The hindquarters tend to be slightly elevated. (Behavior "invented" by Cleo.) Pronk-mount:A female pronks while grasping another animal around the waist. Present:A female stands quadrupedally and orients anogenital region directly toward another animal; hindquarters are slightly elevated (but not an exaggerated display as in some primates). Back-into:While presenting, a female walks backwards directly into another animal. Play-present:A female presents in a playful context. Form is generally exaggerated, e.g., animal bends way over with head close to ground and rump in the air. (May occur only in young animals.) Spread-legs display:A female slides on an incline past another with legs spread widely apart. Occurs in a playful context. Crouch:A female bends low to the ground with her limbs pulled in. Another animal may then mount dorso-ventrally. Lie prone:An animal lies flat on the ground face downward during a sexual encounter. Lie supine:An animal lies flat on the ground face upward during a sexual encounter. Dorso-ventral mount:An animal mounts another from behind. Ventro-ventral mount:An animal mounts another from the front. (Both animals face each other.) Ventro-ventral mount of infant:An adult animal stands quadrupedally over a supine infant and thrusts without making contact. Awkward mount:An animal mounts another, but orientation is improper, e.g., mounts from side, etc. Mount and thrust:An animal mounts another and thrusts, but intromission does not occur. Copulation:An animal mounts another and intromission occurs (hard to determine whether ejaculation occurs). Coo vocalization:Pursed lips vocalization given by female which may occur before, during or after copulation. Reach and touch:During copulation, a female reaches around with one arm and touches male on the head.

Why get so ,,,LOST ..in thoughts that you lose the evidence trail in easy sight? Why make it so difficult ….AHHHHH the F - word in the last sentence …the greed of

EVE

Does the embryological state of genital undifferentiation suggest the possibility of a collapse of gender from male and female singularities to a more complex, layered concept of sexuality where each of the sexes can be seen one within the other? Could the sexual body be represented as an ontologically transparent skin through which art and science are mutually visible? These questions are posed by the author in the form of cross-disciplinary works: original biological-visual research into the development of the genitals in the human embryo, 3D models, drawings, videos, paintings on the body and didactic lecture-performances. The works draw upon disparate fields of knowledge--linguistics, psychoanalysis, the histories of visual art and biological science, the subjectivity of the artist--to propose alternative terms for the construction of sex, sexuality and gender during this time of crisis in sexual difference as it stands at the intersection of feminism, science, art and politics.

Hey young master , this is way to complex to think about GOOD then stay LIVING THE LIFE YOU should be a good boy , and follow in foot steps of those who went before you ,,, in others words BE A FOLLOWER …. A slave …

Not the a master ….

http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

GOOD DAM DOCTORS don’t write in regular words … but you can understand this , it is the same shit we see in our word …..DATING COMMUCICATION ,, the art of SEDUCTION ……

Why get so ,,,LOST ..in thoughts that you lose the evidence trail in easy sight? Why make it so difficult ….AHHHHH the F - word in the last sentence …the greed of

EVE

Not the a master ….

GOOD DAM DOCTORS don’t write in regular words … but you can understand this , it is the same shit we see in our word …..DATING COMMUCICATION ,, the art of SEDUCTION ……

Why get so ,,,LOST ..in thoughts that you lose the evidence trail in easy sight? Why make it so difficult ….AHHHHH the F - word in the last sentence …the greed of

EVE

Not the a master ….

Stretch that pussy

Young master the angle of your penetration … is what I am talking about since a lot of the actuall senstion for her is in the front few inches of her pussy your creativity of fucking penentration will make all the difference sometimes in the loudness of her screams of …. Oh my GOD master NO it is just a little pussy ohhh my god ! …

Now since I hope we have talked over the years enough about the beneifits of the practise of of jacking off , for you to develop the control to enjoy your won multiple orgaisms thru PLAYING STOP when fucking real live pussy …. And you understand SELF , more the idea that being fast is just a reaction to the sexual frustration … the minute is STEALNG PUSSY ..because he is afraid of getting a

NO I am not into this I got something on my mind stop and lets do it later

…. in the middle of fuck . You are better aware of the realities of the reason why you choose to fuck the way you do ,, being self aware about aspects of things that CONDITION you to do things in certain is the BEGINNING of being able to choose CHANGE.

So let us say you are in a relations hip so what stable ,, and creative … are you UP TO IT … now are you up to it … for example , this morning I am feeling the burn of a WORK OUT on the muslces on the top part og my legs ,, and I realized again something I had known .. Already , but it is nice to be remeinded so I can remeind you , keep in FUCKING SHAPE …..so you can enjoy the windows … of exposed pussy and oppurutune presentations .

Look my day to day , pussy is presented to me in PUPPY FASHION , SHE IS COMFY WITH HER SPECIAL PILLOW SUPPORTING HER body well so that she getts not back injury from our daily workout ( much less than daily now a days with a 5 years living with us 24/7 ahhh again another benefit of the 3 moms is to have the other supporting mom there to help give each SISTER the time to realy enjoy her penetrations! Her fucks without the fear of needing to enteratin our invited guest a child ..they need attention they are attention seeking orgaisms…)

Now at this angle on the edge of the bed , I have a wide range of angles to choose from actually Right foot on the bed or left foot on the bed gives me great side wall pussy penetrations and we get very good GRION to GRION ,.,GRINDING … because I am not punding her soft ass cheeks , now that sPANKING action of my body against her ass cheeks well IS IN ITSEFL a style … doing the bouncy , that is riding up on my toes and kness like a spring and forcing the angle of ny penetration to ride the Front wall of her cunt ….. And then with her legs wider and me in the middle pulling her ass off the bed a bit more I get an up from under neath angle and this pulls her on MORE clit ….. So the creativity of and speed of change ups in the PUPPU POSITIONS IS GREAT AND EASY

… and of course dumbass , you will enjoy it so much more if you make her cumm fisrt or get her so fucking hot that within a few minutes she is cumming while fucking ,, because after her CUMMM she is so senstative that each trust and change up will drive her screams of ooooh my GOD ,, and well I am just so fucking EGO driven that I like being called A GOD ! So ,, so ,,, if she did not cumm to face buryed I that puppy pussy , the fingers riding the front wall of the pussy while you are stroking your self hard … and you are not using the MACHINE ,, well TAKE HER HAND A AND GUIDE IT TO HER CLIT during your fucking ….. She will understand the message and take over and mastrubate herself ,,, I still do not understand why girls just do not paly with themselves each and every time I am inside of them ,,, it maybe in fact that jus the enjoy ment of the penentration is enough that climax is not the same GOAL oraientation as we have ,,, In fact much of their enjoyement is in the act of making us CUMMM of sperm collecting ..( kinda like stamp collecting just more active and wetter )

But this reliance on one main general method …. Does mean that I do not keep my mucles in shape for other activities… ok if you drive her around the bed using the HITACHI you understand what I mean yuou can steer her aound like a you were driving a skiff with a TILLER controlled engine … and end up with her head tucked down in a ball some where in a corner at the end of my leash of the HITACHI CORD …

And there you have this Whimpering ball of continuely orgasim girl THAT YOU NOW NEED TO FUCK TO get your own needs satifyied. You can just do a simple doggy stlye bang of her cunt and ass doing a switchy … but there is the DEEP KNEE fuck … where your lega are actually way up near her ships and the DRIVEN ANGLE OF YOUR COCK , stretchs her pussy so greatly as to give you newer sensations on the shaft of your dick … and what a forced sesnation she will have on the fRONT WALL her SPOT in that laready ORGASIMIC STATE … but to contiue this method means you willhave to have in your day to day enersie , routine put in , some deep kneee exercises for to enjoy this fuck will mean you will be playing stop pulling out standing up on the bed to stretch out your legs it gives her also 30 seconds to breathe your RE-insertion brings on NEW lfoods of senstiona agaian ,, good for both of you …. So …. Realize and plan exercise your muclse whether it is daily … push ups so you have good endurance fo MISSIONARY .. Of deep knee exerices so you can enjoy ,,,, the above angle of pentation , relaize the complexity and diversity of sexual enjoyment for the both of you

And how much better it would be for you and her if she was part of a SISTERHOOD of girls who realized and freely choose to be in a supportive family …. To enjoy the recreations of their bodys more . Because of the Dynimcs of the poly the harem family of www.instinctualism.org … ohh do not know if touched on the feeling of the stretch ed pussy on your shaft , that tension , is a nuisance to savored by you TOO

www.instinctualism.org … ohh do not know if touched on the feeling of the stretch ed pussy on your shaft , that tension , is a nuisance to savored by you TOO

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ahh the complexity upon complexity ,,that confuses you young master to the point you want to escape in getting drunk etc ... is there in each of the pussys you have ever had the pleasure to lick or atleast fuck ... have you really looked into that pussy a real pussy not the porn pussy yet the porn graven image imprinted on the lazer disc you watch .. ( a graven image remeber that word .. that idea we thought it had to do with idols and the father of jesus when in fact it was source talking to the " I " in moses form ,, describing to him the TAo that which can not be put into graven form in any manner , beyond descrition "

and this is realted to that wet pussy you want so much to feel wrapped around your hard DICK ,, yes , dumbass my friend it has to do with the whole ECosystem the .. holistic ... theme of www.instinctualism.org each pussy from the past and each to come are all aboutthe same yet each each , each is in-fi-nite ... i brought up ang the sub atomic particle that which without it acting in an agreed upon manner you would not be able to experience pussy at all ,,, in fact remember the PROBIOTIC SYMIBOSIS of being human you need fucking nasty bacteria to live in and on you for you to live ..... and the smell of her cunt well that is the bacteria again ,.... yumm yummm yummm it tells you about her state of health if it is realy nasty you would lose your interest in fucking that SKANK BITCH ..... complexity after complexity ,,,it is the PARADOX ... and

that brings me back to something i feel is time for you to re-read ... again it is much better if a friend reads it to you and you later it to her ,,, this allows for a much better TRIP .... a better quiality HIGH .... tips ,,, you are to become more dense that ever thought possible yet feeling as empty as every universe put all together at the same time , in ap[lace where you have no time time is gone ......

the effect of bi\eing just pure being ,,,yet remember this is only a trick of the tool you use ,, the bio-machine that depends on that whihc you are thinking about in the story ....PARADOX 1

so have fun .. and if you do not get it then count yourself lucky to be fully invested in the dream state of human sleep ...... find in this the relaxaa\tion and bliss of ignorance .... and relax down deepr and deeper down down dwon more and more relaxed

Well this is an activity a story , now I want you to imagine that you have the opportunity to experience a quantum generator , the quantum is the smallest form of thing it is not particle or energy but best described as a thing . yes this sounds like science fiction that mankind has been able to create a machine to generate Quatas …. but just realize that flying metal airplanes were beyond science fiction to the pharaohs of Egypt , the car was science fiction to George Washington our first president , and the blue tooth cell phone was science fiction to even Gene Rodenberry the creator of Star Trek ….. So to doe s the idea of a quantum generator sound like science fiction …..But just image

a quantum generator is a machine some universities have been researching…. with it they create a quantum shell like the quantum shell described in Scientific American last year where the shell quanta , create the effect of physical reality inside the shell …yet the research scientists from the outside see it as holograph and can modify it like a hologram ……… well research has been going on about the effect of living matter ,,, the effect of the observer ….. from the questions posed back in the 1920’s when Quantum Theorist Schrödinger described a cat in a quatum box and Borhn gave a response back saying that…… the intent of the observer will effect the research at a Quantum level …. Now we can experience Quantum reality … with the quantum generator that creates a stable quantum bubble . And you get to do just that safely experience a quantum bubble …. Understand that the university needs new people each time to research the fresh dynamics of the intents of the experiencer , the goal seeking nature of life ……

just follow along with this story ….you have no need to listen to the sound or the tone of my voice to enjoy relaxing for the next few minutes and listen and learning and experience ….. we all learn in many different ways you learn of course by listening by hearing , but you also learn so much by feeling ,,, your emotions for example give the real deepness ….. that you ….. the inner experiencer part of you …..the chooser part of you …… your emotions give information this deepest part of you will use when making choices about how to live this life….. this adventure of being …. Being human …..

You learn also …. by perceiving the world around you thru feelings sensations of your body ….., notice the feelings of the clothes on your body …. notice wiggling your toes and feeling the shoes on your feet ….. you learn a lot about the real world around you the density of this physical world …….

You learn with your eyes too , even with you eyes closed you can learn by seeing … if you wanted to you could close your eyes right now and peer into that other nation , the nation of imagine…..nation.

now understand in the extremely large quantum field , the agreement of physics as you have experienced no longer applies , understand that laws are just agreements made by participants in a time space event …agreements made by the pariticapants big or small …. like laws of a nation give structure to the experience of that nation so to …. Is it with the laws of physics ….the physical world is an agreement state … but in the quantum field there are some new states of phyicas of time and space that you will experience ,,,

first.. There is not a defined light source …. Light is not photons coming from a source but rather an ability to perceive with sight as if everything has within it the ability to be seen … its own light source yet the field is without light or darkness …. In the field you do not need to breath or gain energy thru eating since energy is apply to the out side of the quantum field you receive……………. the atom energy needed for life ,,during the whole of this research ……….. , and lastly is the experience of time ,,, inside you will experience time as best described to be like an hypnotic time distortion ,……. what to you will seem like hours days weeks years or months outside of the field to the scientists it will be just seconds and minutes ………..yet you may experience a 1000 years of perceived time …..

To start the research you enter the quantum bubble the field and walk out into the 3000 foot bubble of quantum energy that right now is filled halfway with teddy bears since you find teddy bears to be safe soft and fun …as the research progresses you understand the field will expand outwards to a distance of 10 miles …....

you enter the bubble and lay down to sleep while the scientists finish preparing the whole field , your intent your goal is to touch the wall of the Quatum shell and to do this you will have to crawul thru like an atmosphere of soft wiehtless teddy bears , so in your mind you are prepared that it may takes a few days to finnaly make it the 10 miles to the

Quatum edge …. So you enter into a deep meditative sleep feeling your body being tatlly supported in softness and comfort you feel your self relax and let go , like falling down … down … donw … deepr and deeper into the teddy bears ,,,, …

and while you are in this deep sleep the researchers completely fill and expand the quantum space with teddy bears so when you awaken in this sleep you find you self floating supported in teddy bears everywhere up and down . to the point feeling wiethtless that you do not really feel any up or down … just a sence of being here in Teddy bears ….. are teddys soft safe comfortable teddy bears ,,, the goal of this research is for you to make your way to the shell of the quantum bubble when you touch the shell the research will be over sudeenly and you will keep your eyes closed become deeply relaxed while you go over the events of the research before returning to the awakened state of this physical agreement . regular awakened consuioness.

as you gently awaken again here in your mind ….. start to make your way to the edge of the quantum bubble…. which your mind remembers may take days so when you feel tired just allow your self to sleep to regain energy and then waken and return to carwling away…… crawling slowly thru the teddy bears , almost like swiming thru an atmosphere of softness ….

You are un aware of the changes taking place to your experience of matter the scientists have been changing your bodys experience of matter by changing the matter of the Teddy bears …. The non living matter is being changed at an atomic level each teddy bear you reach for and feel ….. is a little smaller than the last … at an unperceivable level the matter of the teddy bear is also becoming less , dense ,… you are not aware of this consciously but your body at a cellular level is perceiving change and adapting to a new environment …as its environment disappears the cell of your body do so also …. And as you are already experiencing a confusion or the experience of time since you sleep or nap at will without the sun to time your cycles of life …. You do not notice that days have already become months even years … this is the time distortion that you will ot realize you are experiencing until the end of the reaearch … the perception of 1000’s of years of being like what happens sometime when you dream at night ….

since living matter completely changes form every seven years evry atoms and cell of your body changes …..and your perception of time had been totally distorted you were unaware of the subtle changes tha happened to your body or the teddy bears ……. time soon fades away as the idea that the simple 10 mile walk to the distant wall is never reached …………,,, you find yourself sleeping and waking till you notice that you forgot what sleeping was and waking became…… your natural state ….. The size of the bears changed so slowly that you did not even realize that they disappeared totally and all that is …… is .. The infinite space of the quantum field…. not lite or dark in perception ,,,,, not thick or thin in feeling … just an …is .. of all possible,,,, because you remember that it once was all full of Teddy bears…the teddy bears have become the all Potential of Quatas and the quantum field ……. with you the experiencer within it ……….

, and you now realize that the living matter which you used … to perceive the teddy bears ,…. your body itself ….. that to evolved away … it has disappeared becoming quantums …… leaving just the ….real you …. The experiencer … the one who was the chooser all your life ….

You are free here in the NO ONE THING ….. the NO … one … THING ….. . Moving everywhere and yet seemly nowhere since there is not one thing to move to or from , nor is there up or down a left or right ….. just an experiencing …. An experiencing of this freedom …………you find joy in realizing who you really are … who you have been inside your body all your life … and that you ….are still ….you …even without a body … or form …. You experience. And have a mind and ….. access to memory , yet memory with out the structure of time to experience it in …….

So your intent your memory is touch the quantum shell and complete the research project …… and with this intent you move out from ….no where into … no … thing … yet , feel …… feel …. Sense …. a thing ……you then percieve …a thing .. Like a grain of sand off in a distance , yet also right in front of you depending on the perspective you choose to have of it …are you to big to see it? Or are you to far away to perceive it ?.. you choose to observe it … the grain of sand more closely and you find yourself arriving at it … a thing ….. a something so large , like a world ….a land extending beyond your ability to perceive and it has a … 3 foot high brick wall around it …..there is nothing under land or wall ,,,, yet a sky and clouds and light above this land … ….. within the area behind the 3 foot brick wall , there are trees , and birds , you see mountain rivers and lakes … and people many many people and as you choose to enter this land ,,,,this thing …. Like you are flying in landing coming out of the … no one thing …. Onto solid land ……….hoping that this maybe the quantum shell and the end of the research project ……

the people of this world respond with acceptance …..with a warmth and happiness to this event of you arriving out of the … nothing …… and they talk to you in languages you understand thru knowledge of feelings and you respond in their words of kind their language becomes yours , and you ask them what is this and they say ………… heaven. … You look back to where came from and ask them .. Then where is that where I came from ,,,

they say that is ……..the nothing … the impossible … in fact the people start asking you why you did not enter heaven the way everyone else does …. And you ask how is it that people enter heaven …. And they take you by the hand and like in a fast forward movie , matter space and time move by you and your new friends …… in a second the feeling of having traveled a million miles happened and you and in the middle of heaven ….

there is a flashing area like a ball that on all areas is changing shape , forming… doors then to pearly gates , to energy vortexes .. To golden bridges and light tunnels and people are coming thru . every second from every part there are people entering heaven and there are people there to greet them ,, happiness of seeing old friends …… you ask your guides if this is heaven is god here and they people answer yes god the father , and Jesus’ the son also … and you ask what about the holy ghost , and the answer is that the matter of heaven is the holy ghost ………

you find that here in heaven all that you could want is given in any manner you could want ……you could even ask for the experience of lack so , to make sure you do not get bored with perfection … you have the feeling of hunger so that food is satisfying once again , you can have tests , challenges and adventures , yet always knowing that you never really would die ….. and you really always win ……

you spend time here looking for the end of your quest but soon find that this infinity is just a part of the all possible inside of the quantum shell and not the shell …….. So you ask one of your friends your guides that have always been around you ….where is the brick wall …..where is the nothing …. And the answer is …..want it and you be there … and it is so , you depart from heaven knowing that it is not a good bye but a see you again when ever you may choose to …… as you enter back into the no one thing … the experience of time in heaven becomes like a dream happening that lasts for time yet is now just an …. Is and a was both at the same time …

being just thought once again is what now seems natural for you ,,, that state of being just you … not thing … but the real you the experiencer … heaven recedes in a moment … till even the speck of sand is no longer perceivable , you notice another speck and like with the first you can tell whether is is small because of you being far away or that you are to large to perceive it ….. but you desire to explore this speck also … and you find yourself arriving to enter that infinity ,, and you find it to be the heaven of Islam also with a wall surrounding the possible separating it form the impossible …yet this wall is made of stones….. After experiencing space time there again … you leave that heaven …. and find you encounter many more heavens ,

Heavens of the Hindus …of African folklore ,,, of the Mayans , the Celtics and wiccans ….. You even encounter one that does not have a manmade wall of stone ,wood or brick . …. It is as if the earth just falls off into the nothing….. like the dirt and grass continue to build and crumb off into nothing and there you meet the animals and humans before there was the idea of the separations of gods …..of tribes … of cities ….before language got complex and stories were told …. When human knew itself as part of the energy of the whole … the rock and the human were the same energy of being …just one being rock , experiencing it part of time space in rock form and the other being experiencing human , bird or plant ….. each equally important …. all just experiencing something different ….. The rock experiences itself for eons while the human or animal has just mire years ….

Yet still since the research project has not ended and your returning to the world you knew of….. in that what seems like now .. a distant past ….. You move on and on form speck of sand to speck of sand ……..yet one more speck gets your attention ….. this is different it is not .. a land…. but a field …. of thing … not like the no thing that you are comfortably being in … but a thing of glowing warmth and welcome nss … each of the heavens you visited was also welcoming and a place wonderful to visit so is this thing …. This different speck ……. Of subtle energy … light … and feelings ….

as you enter you do not become form …… human like you did in the other heavens you maintain your form as ….. not one thing ,, a nothing yet …..a being of yourself …. you realize that this field of thing….. is Buddha ,, but not just 1 Buddha but million of billions of Buddha as one Buddha … you can feel each of the billions of beings and hear their thoughts and feelings and also feel them as just being … being one feeling … both at the same time , and they all are saying over and over ….. to think about what is is to think about unthinkable thought ……..to just be the unthinkable … think about the unthinkable then be it infinitly unthinkable……

gently you start to think about that idea ,,,, and your being falls down into itself thinking about what it is ….. to be unthinkable …….

you have been here so long in the infinitely possible what could be unthinkable ….. time to you is the future and past always all the time … in your now …. form and matter and space are toys that you can become bored with …. What could be unthinkable?

You realize that you are expanding into the no one thing ,,,, and that the budahas have disappeared …… you are no longer in the nothing but the nothing is in you and you are growing out yet becoming infinity ….tiny and dense … like you are at the same time of being only 1 quanta and all quatums …... The feeling of paradox is you ….

But as this happens you notice within you is what looks like sheet of paper floating in the nothingness of you ,,, and with large gentle magical hands …palm up you gently cradle this paper for you realize that you see specks of sand on it …. And you know that the millions and billions of souls , beings animal plant rock and human …. Beings like you are happily living in their heavens by choice experiencing their infinite lives …. infinite heavens …… you know that each infinity of heaven is just a speck of sand to the Tao

……. You know that you do not need to care for them to hold the paper for them ….. for like you ……so are they also .. experiencers …infinite …. the paper becomes smaller and smaller as you grown bigger and bigger . being not one thing , yet all things , all at once ,… in every direction ….where there is no directions …..and then SLAP !

KEEP your eyes closed The research is over you have touched the quantum shell relax for a minute while you go over the experience of this research …… remembering that you now understand that even atoms themselves are experiencers depending on the agreement of subatomic particle so they can experience the being …..of being atom ,

that the rock made of compounds , made of molecules , made of atoms are all experiencers like yourself , that plants and animals are equal to yourself ,,,,, even the chair in which you now are sitting …. you become aware is experience of the being something called chair for a time in this space and pyshics …. ….

That from this day forward you will feel the equality of life in the world of experiencers a that surround you… tree and weed ,, cat and bird ,, car and person all are epxeriencers depending on other experiencers like atoms or bacteria or cell structures .. all agreeing to produce a dependable physics for the enjoynemt to this adventure of being … rock tree and human .. each equal each valid each important … each an experience a point of view of the TAO…

And as you become aware of your surrounds and feeling the clothes on your body , moving your toes and fingers becoming re accustomed to room around you ,,, you understand that you can read this story to friends and family and enjoy this story even more while sharing it as you did while listening to it ….. become awake ….aware ….feeling better than before expecting a wonder day week and year .

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Young master keep your eyes open to the sublte programming the social conditioning ,,, and realize that the efforts to correct the ILLS of HUMAN NATURE … are really human trying to fix up the fuck up of the first bit of human intterferance … the sjumping off point the social conditioning ..the forcing of humanity to live and act differently than our truest … our TRUE nature ….which honeslty even when I comes to that mean basstard at heart …. That big muscle head whose takes to many roida nad is getting one fucking ansty attitude ,,, when you realy study him ,,, you find a nice guy under there some where …..

But back to her dress , the conditioning the sublte BRAIN WASHING , till you expect nothing different ,,, in fact start to feel trapped … because the faccts is the facts .. WRONG ! They are only facts bec ause you ain’t got the guts to try something new ,, BUILD IT AND THEY WILL CUMMM …

The braINWASHING TO accept the idea that TEASING sexuall is the natural way to attaract of choose mates is SO FUCKING idiotic ..to be out loud laughable when compared with the EYE opening of www.instinctualism.org which has its roots in the anc ient understanding of a simple man ,, way fucking abck when Zhauangzi …. Who realized we … we tooo , us humans are ANIMALS , and actually nice animals AND the words of the BUDDHA are right there is nothing to fear but fear itself … ( buddha said it first the US president just ripped it off , to stimulate young men to join his army to die in the war of the GREEDY like slaves have done for 1000‘s of years like our own young people are doing right now ..all these problems in support of the grreed of the VERY VERY FEW oh the best way to change the world is to SWEEP your own door step ,, tif you are not into their CARROT AND STICK world and like christainity taught so well , by examples by witness you can change the mindset of those around you ,,those old ROMANS WERE Skilled at population amnipulation.)

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PRETTY ,, then then , realize ,,, FEEL THE STRESS of your first dates just remember …the EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE you were rec ieving from your inner being , the UNANATURALNESS of the whole evening , and what was the deepest of inner themes for you , well getting that dress off of her and her legs spread wide so you dick has access to the wett pussy inside ,,wettness being the NON VERBAL COMMINCATION … of truth … her truth the reason why she has practised to look so pretty and teasing the TRUTH IS SHE IS A LITTLE HORNY
SLUT A hole ….. A hole which is a vacuum and NATURE ABHORS A BACUUM ,,it needs to be filled so that pussy wetts in ,,, invitation to your FILLING it with hard cock .

Can you realize the whole UN NATURALNESS of this event the first date ?

The years of preparation involved the expectations and SEXUAL FRIUSTRATIONS of the parst of both of you because she does not go thru all the training going to the Gym , face apinting hair messing with ,, color matching etc etc etc … for no reason also ,,,,NO HER INNER ANIMAL IS AS FRUSTRATED as you .

But why did we get so confused ,,, that reason the detailed details are not as improtant as understanding that we are confused that the BEAST aspect of humanity is not EVIL ,, in fact the FEAR of death is more EVIL that death ,, than the reutrn to the TAO . From where you came and PART ,, YES PART OF US IS STILL THERE …. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html just take a few weeks to think about the idea of UN - impossible , about the idea of the no 1 thing , being that sacrey place of nothing .. That fear the UNCOMFORTABLE concept of fear is ,,the TAO you saying ,, you have a chooice int his experience to DO IT ALL WRONG ,, but I am not liking the direction of OUR choice … but from the AGREEMENT of playing in time/space the God aspect of you ( I use god aspect to stimulate comcepts in your thinking right now ..only ) individual thinking ….. The agreement that in this dream we get a chance to FUCKIT ALL UP to experience things …… but with GUIDANCE ,,, that FEELING of stress saying YO! DIPSHIT ,you may want to re- assess your options ,,your choice ,,, ahh but the brain washed part of you , does nor realize you have options and you can choose them and STILL BE GOOD ,,,, the reason you do not explore real options is deep down you are still respondiong the “ you’re agood boy or a bad boy coming from the mommy of your youth “ even your choice to choose ALTERNATIVE lifestyles now , has …good boy and bad boy values in it ,,,since in reality you choose these alternative lifestyles not because of your own FREE NEWW creative thinking but based on the current fashions ,,, so it is the your are a GOOD BOY coming from anew mommy ,,this mommy is called social acceptance or fashion.

The complexity upon complexity …now the law that keeps all reality together ,,for there is not real reason for atoms and sub atomic particles to form THING … there is no real idea or rule ..or LAW .. Ther is not a subatomic police force and a prison for sub atomic particles to go to ,,, because they did not act right and stay joined together in the form of THING OR MASS …. The baisis for EXPERIENCE IS THE AGREEMENT OF ALL THE TO OF THIS FOCUS < THIS POINT OF VIEW TO agrree to ATTRACT each other …..

The underlying most ..unreal of all things we experience is a simple thing you do all the time ,,, it is a thing .. And you do have some control over it within certain boundrys of NATURE .. For the bio-machine has PARAMENTERS . Limits fo focus built in … DNA instincts. And that free dom is THOUGHT …. The paint the creative force of the shole system , the point of view which the palyers then aggree to form to make sure each POV getts to experience SHIT ..adventure …. Just because you have been brain washed does not mean you have to stay that way ……because as you read and open you thoughts up to the UN - IM- POSSIBLE ….. You see well new possibles and then FEEL …. Are you more relxed ? Hey relation feels good ,,,, ahhh aimple straight forWARD … emotional guidance coming from where ?

From where ,, emotionas are result of what …. Just animal reactions to eviromnetal events … WHY YES ! You get 10 points …… but that is whay time/space adventure this concepts of experiencing things .. Is about so the funtioning of the PERCEPTION DEVISE ,,,, you , the animal … must have the ablity to choice for it self what I fells as beneficial or not

Is stress beificial ,,,? If the stress is so bad that you have to DULL the guidance with poisins to contue with the experience because it is so UNANTUIRAL … is that relaxation or insanity ? Ohh sure you relax after you have poisined the machine with drugs or beer , but is that natural or ?being teased by a pretty dress ,,finding your COURAGE IN A CUP …hmmm whatcha think dumbass ?

www.instinctualism.org which has its roots in the anc ient understanding of a simple man ,, way fucking abck when Zhauangzi …. Who realized we … we tooo , us humans are ANIMALS , and actually nice animals AND the words of the BUDDHA are right there is nothing to fear but fear itself … ( buddha said it first the US president just ripped it off , to stimulate young men to join his army to die in the war of the GREEDY like slaves have done for 1000‘s of years like our own young people are doing right now ..all these problems in support of the grreed of the VERY VERY FEW oh the best way to change the world is to SWEEP your own door step ,, tif you are not into their CARROT AND STICK world and like christainity taught so well , by examples by witness you can change the mindset of those around you ,,those old ROMANS WERE Skilled at population amnipulation.)

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Can you realize the whole UN NATURALNESS of this event the first date ?

http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html just take a few weeks to think about the idea of UN - impossible , about the idea of the no 1 thing , being that sacrey place of nothing .. That fear the UNCOMFORTABLE concept of fear is ,,the TAO you saying ,, you have a chooice int his experience to DO IT ALL WRONG ,, but I am not liking the direction of OUR choice … but from the AGREEMENT of playing in time/space the God aspect of you ( I use god aspect to stimulate comcepts in your thinking right now ..only ) individual thinking ….. The agreement that in this dream we get a chance to FUCKIT ALL UP to experience things …… but with GUIDANCE ,,, that FEELING of stress saying YO! DIPSHIT ,you may want to re- assess your options ,,your choice ,,, ahh but the brain washed part of you , does nor realize you have options and you can choose them and STILL BE GOOD ,,,, the reason you do not explore real options is deep down you are still respondiong the “ you’re agood boy or a bad boy coming from the mommy of your youth “ even your choice to choose ALTERNATIVE lifestyles now , has …good boy and bad boy values in it ,,,since in reality you choose these alternative lifestyles not because of your own FREE NEWW creative thinking but based on the current fashions ,,, so it is the your are a GOOD BOY coming from anew mommy ,,this mommy is called social acceptance or fashion.

Pink jelly dildoe

Young master the fansty life the in the mind sex life of girls is the same as ours , until they , get that idea about OWNERSHIP of love ..the greed …. And then the the idea about using VIOLENCE to keep their POSSESION thiers … ( hmm like kids are not poseesions niether is your lover niether are you )

Girls as of late have been expressing a willingness and enjoy ment , in bi-sexual … I honeslty believe that as sexualr ecreation became part of our species those MILLIONS of years ago in the past the Bi-sexual nature of the female was very common and open agin I want o refer to the BEASTS of the field and NOT JUDGE then as un CIVIL when the most cruel species is HUAMNITY Itself … the most un civil thing is us . In the mating behavoir pages read the observations .. and think about the day to day SENUAL EXPOSURE … of the wild BEAST …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html but again ohh yes notice the Evolution of CRUELITY and violence in our COUSINS , the 3 gorlilla chimp bonoboo … again relaize the FAST about body shape design and expecially the design of something directly related to the TOPIC I write about ,,, your COCK ,,, the chimp is desgned with a cock that deleivers spern directly into the opening of the womb , aPENCIL dick …. The gorilla not in competition to delviver sperm has a short fat cock … the fatter cock gives the girl better climaxs , the orgaism stimulates ovulation … the entrance of your girl pussy is the most sensitive area .. Now after she has cumm if you deep bang her ,,,, over and over well you are causing sensations on that wommb entrance which has been pumpped with blood because of first exterior stimulations …. Really deduce really think examine ,, and you will see we are desgnined for the COMMITTED sexual relationship of the HAREM ,, not the RAPE natures of CHIMP/bonobbo …

But now to the teeth of today , this one writer wants to BEAT THE ASS of her POSSENSIONS other girl …. She wants to be CRUEL , to be VIOLENT … she wants to cause PAIN … possibley kill , but mostly just cause pain to feel POWER AND control thru causing some one else pain …. And damamge the skinn of her competitior so that she is no longer competitive …..AND WE ARE CIVIL ? THERE is nothing like this in antue except in the Chimp world where the resulting violence and manipulation of the female causes over 1 baby in 10 babies will be MURDERED BY competeing female ,,,, or the effects of her aminuplations .. It is ther in the work of a great chimp observer on the mating behavior page .

Ok this girl who a few years ago used spend her nights in PLAYFUL sexual RECREATION with a girl frind she wrote about sitiing on her girl friends face enjoying the feeling of her tongue on her pussy while she would lean forward and fuck her friend with this pink jeely dildoe , and while fucking her friend see would VISAUALIZE , that she was watch in reality this 1 guy that they both liked , fucking her ,,instead of the dildoe ,,, now UNDERSTAND , the loving accepting DREAM the playfull fanansty and how she could be happy see another man fuck her friend and in watching that it drove her to acchieve GREAT flowing CUMMS and orgasisms FROM her girl friends tonguing .

BUT here it is later a few years and the truth about the LAW OF ATTRATION showed up ,,,,, caution what you wish for you will most likely get it ….. ( THAT IS A NEGATIVE EXPECTATION FOCUS … but the root is what I wanted ..you get whay you think about ) …. A few years later she is dating that GUY she and her friend would fuck to , in their own personel dreams , now understand I am sure he was not the only TOOL of their fansty ,,, the dildoe is plastic it is the standin in for the real think , thru the dildoe fueled with the DREAM of rEAL HARD DICK the joy of CUMMMM FLOWS.

Ok ..now this 1^st dream guy was into distnce Bicycling .. And over time she got into Bicycleing for exercise , ok …. So they met becaue of a common Activity ,,,, but SEX is the true COMMON male female human activity sure we can enjoy similar ,, hobbys but it does cummm down to CUMMM ..if it is going to be a love a affair then the HIGH OF THE relase OF sexual frustration will show UP and the dynaimcs aof th friendship change ………. Ohhh she got the I LOVE YOU STATEMENT FROM him over time and the common hobby was great with the sex etc….. but the Dynamics of the 1 on 1 … the truth that girls do change in the 1 on 1 and do the stupid things with out realizing it even if they KNOW BETTER 1 on 1 is UNANTURAL … it leads eventually to the list of DO NOT do’s on the MARS AND VENUS link on this page http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_links.html

http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html but again ohh yes notice the Evolution of CRUELITY and violence in our COUSINS , the 3 gorlilla chimp bonoboo … again relaize the FAST about body shape design and expecially the design of something directly related to the TOPIC I write about ,,, your COCK ,,, the chimp is desgned with a cock that deleivers spern directly into the opening of the womb , aPENCIL dick …. The gorilla not in competition to delviver sperm has a short fat cock … the fatter cock gives the girl better climaxs , the orgaism stimulates ovulation … the entrance of your girl pussy is the most sensitive area .. Now after she has cumm if you deep bang her ,,,, over and over well you are causing sensations on that wommb entrance which has been pumpped with blood because of first exterior stimulations …. Really deduce really think examine ,, and you will see we are desgnined for the COMMITTED sexual relationship of the HAREM ,, not the RAPE natures of CHIMP/bonobbo …

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And he becomes open to ..the ACTTRACTIVE efforts of other females ,, and guess who that other female turned out to be a year later ,,,, the 1^st girls old friend and bisexual playmate …… now she WRITE ME ….. If isee this this bithch if I could just catch this bitch allone I would beat her ass I would fuck up her pretty face !

WOW ARE WE HUMAN ..EVER THE LOVING CARING ,,, HUMANE species on this planet or what …?

He did what was NATURAL … he did not chase other women ,,girls have the right to say yes or NO …. we respond to the UNSPOKEN commucation ,, eye movements hair tosses ..etc etc etc …. and this also goes for during the relationship we respond to ALL the UN VERBAL COMMUCATION ,,, exaple the smell of the AIR BORNES messages of HORMONES , for example that 10 percnet of her month where is BEYOND her mental control givining of commucation in the form of hormones telling the male to GO AWAY I AM BLEEDING ….. Wha tis natural in the DAN of the male is to BE LOVING towards women who are activily commicating the desire to be LOVED ….

The ahrem nature … OF peace . AND HUMANE love and action . Not kicking ass or ripping off faces … there is no other animal in anture as violent like this except the chimp world ,, the BEAST aspect we fear so much is rooted int eh millions of years when we were the PREY speices EXPOSED out on the Savvanahs … we were driven from the safe hiding places of the jungle out of our NICHE .. Already taken by the larger brothers the GRILLA us the LESSER gorilla moved out into the open exposed savvanah and became a prey animal … and we also had to reperoduce more to deal with this PREDATION … but that is all gone over in other blogs about 3 months back in fact days and days of that theme … that is where WE have the ROOT fear of the BEAST …. That FEAR is one of the TOOLS the FEAR of DEATH used by the
the thought forms of ecomony to control us ,, religons if studied you will find were realized to be many ECOMONY .. The history behind that PHAROH who tried to form a 1 god empire , it was destroying the eoconomy of multi gods and thus he a so called GOD KING ( figure head used by the ecomonic powers ) was Assainated .

Back to pussy friendship ,,, sexual recreation ,,, meeting thru hobbys ,,, the OTHER GIRL .. And the slave ..state of I LOVE YOU … nad the cohersion and control effects

( http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html ) while it was a dream it was exciting for her to see her old friend getting fucked by the dick of an other guy ,,,, the plasic toy , was what brought about the SOUND TRACK thatt drove her won orgasimic engine … the SOUND TRACK …that BEAST sound we make during sex , it is not commucation or talking or fancy fucking words or logic , both she and you both all of us are excited by the ANIMALS THE SOUNDS FO ANIMAls sex …. We ..she can love the idea of SHARING … of friendhsip …. It can give her some the most beautifly dreams fansnty etc ..the happiest of memeories …now in her fariy tale world … of 1 on 1 …. She has only HATE AND PAIN …. And wants to give violence .

Think about it ? She was happy in her natural self to share . In fact it was better to share … maybe BARNEY IS RIGHT SHARING MEANING CARING ! http://www.instinctualism.org/id75.html

http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html ) while it was a dream it was exciting for her to see her old friend getting fucked by the dick of an other guy ,,,, the plasic toy , was what brought about the SOUND TRACK thatt drove her won orgasimic engine … the SOUND TRACK …that BEAST sound we make during sex , it is not commucation or talking or fancy fucking words or logic , both she and you both all of us are excited by the ANIMALS THE SOUNDS FO ANIMAls sex …. We ..she can love the idea of SHARING … of friendhsip …. It can give her some the most beautifly dreams fansnty etc ..the happiest of memeories …now in her fariy tale world … of 1 on 1 …. She has only HATE AND PAIN …. And wants to give violence .

Think about it ? She was happy in her natural self to share . In fact it was better to share … maybe BARNEY IS RIGHT SHARING MEANING CARING ! http://www.instinctualism.org/id75.html

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Raging Hard-on

Young master a hard-on a stick pumped up cock , is the results of inner HORMAONIAL commucaition …. Different parts of your brain and expectation , telling different organs in your boday how to act what to do wthru commication thru messengers called HORMONES …. And thus you have a stiff dick I had a few minutes ,, now gone the sperm flushed down the toilet , but back to that I a minute .

The topic is of course multi=faccceted …. Cmplexity upopn complexity … it is not simple love story and fairy tales it is the reality of ….. Those HORMONES maybe it was a dream I was having at the time I was waking …hmmm maybe …. The reality of hormones and the DNA animal which we ARE ,, ( we a flesh and blood animals not fairy tale story caharacters ) …. Last night my Girl frind came home after her montlhy visit back up north to see family in fact this trip she brought back the 5 year old grand baby and the teen age daughter …. Now I my house I still have my own teen age daughter that I have raise alone since 18 months ….

I have spent 100’s of hours in marriage counseling and 10.ooo’s of thousands of $$$ so I learned something from that investment …way back when … when I thought that was the path to purchase my way out of a complex issue or problem … with the bes of todays SCIENCE ..( we are just the same as the idiots of arisototles times , sure we no longer bleed each other to release evil spirits but out understanding of the TAO is about the same …none ) back ..to an issue ,,,WHY DOES MY BOYFRIEND NOT COME ON TO ME?

I FEEL IT IS HIS PLACE TO START SEX ! I FEEL LIKE A SLUT IF I START SEX … those are the statements girls write to me looking for ALTERNATIVE understanding about the issues of their lives …

In my 1 … one single family home I have 3 bleeding women ,,,, yesterday before the other woman came home from her trip ,,, my daughter another bleeding woman ,,, was in the NEED to talk , see … she was HORMONIAL ….sitting in the kitchen drinking nestlys Quick chocolate milks after chococlate milkss ….girls can understand sometimes you just NEED CHOCOLATE ! …. And well she says to me DAD you do not understand ..this is my daughter talking to me , and my daughter knows all about me I am like no other father on the fucking planet ….AND SHE IS RIGHT !! I do not understand what it is to be a woman ,,, hey girls why do you think you understand a man …? Who is also hormonal , whose blody also goes thru HORMAINAL COMMUCAITION , yours is to siganl your body to shed part of its skin to provide new fresh platform in case BAB
Y ahppens next month ,,, mine is the the VAST growth exteneted blood restriction . For extended periods of time that can olny be relieved by active stroking of that big hard piece f blod engorged flesh called my cock , and if I do not get relief I hurt ..blue balls.

HORMONES ….. So I listened to her and did not FIX_IT …. I learned something … listen do not fix , even though MY INSTINCT MY HORMONES ARE OF THAT OF … a FIXER …. The female world expects me to SUBDUE my HORMAONIAL nature because they have a hormonal nature that expresses itself as BLOOD …. Well mine expresses itself as BLOOD ALSO ….. Trpped blood in a
RAGING HARD_ON …..my daughter described the emotional rolerr coaster since of course I am all into finding things out so I can write about it ,, practising that science of Arisistotle Dedcutive logic.. ( I think I am correct he was deduc not induc ) and each science has it’s own time and place… I hear agin what I have heard from the past from every girl ,, that days before her period starts flowing the evidence TRAIL of blood .. Is there she can feel the changes in CRYING in emotions … she talked about crying tearing up at a simple song ,, and she realized her period was on its way …. Tears beyond her control ( sort of not total slavery to HORMONES , but the realization that they DO PLAY PART IN HER PERSONALITY

GUES WHY DUMBASS young master my friend you also an ANIMAL like her , have moods swings based on the hormones that create that fucking HARD-ON … your DNA and your body , still has RECEPTORS to sense the hormones of girls in the air , to find out which girl you should b ehanging around which one is HORNY . … !

BUT in my 1 single family home at this time there are 3 hormone messages going on ! 2 teens on the RAG ,, the commmuncation is STAY AWAY FOR NOW I AM BLEEDING ….. And my REAL ACTIVE sexual partner is starting the beginning of change of life very EARLY … so she tooo is talking to me with scents …. So times come here lets fuck others WEEKS ON END IT IS STAY WAY ! Do not ignore this aspect , if the hormoes can cause the girls to drink vast amounts of chocolate milk and cry at songs they would normally not and if ….. The other 2460 mamal species still respond to air borne SEXUAL messages and we humans still have those receptors in our noses ( which we do ! ) .. How can any logical person think we
TOO do not repsond …. To the messages .

The compounding effects …of NO NO NO ,,, after a while you just stop TRYIN G and you wait till she comes on to you ….well reader girls can you DEDUCE can you use the LOGIC … I know you are capable of to relaize … the confusion of your boyfriends … I know and say over and over it is COMPLEXITY UPON COMPLESITY and since we are trying to force the DNA to live based upon the shoulds of some fucking fairy tale slove story , we all are in states Of sexual frustration ..

NOW DURING the first few months of the relationship with my girl friend if I woke with hard on , I would just CRAM it into her and because we were in that PHASE of the relationship , that pahase where she is … getting that HONOR STATEMENT of I LOVE YOU FROM ME … the turst that I will be there that I will go into NON-SEXUAL STATES FOR EXTENED periods of time because of the honor statement of I love you ..for her …but before she is comfy with my I LOVE YOU SLAVE STATEMENTS … she is open to 24/7 pentration ….. In fact encouraging me to fuck over and voer … coming on to me ..being the little slut tha you reader girl NOW DOES NOT WANT TO BE yet expects the boyfriend to to ignore his GORILLA PROTECTIVE nature … and come on to you any way , after he has been trined by weeks or months of complex confusion NO after hormaoanil NO’S plus the real no’s tha come from your mouth

To the point that in the desperation of SEXUAL release the Toliet RECIEVES THE BULK of his sperm …. Remember a healthy male is ready every 7 hours he is totally frustrated within 48 hours … frustrated at an animal level … like the girl crying at a sone or drinking choclate milk ,,,, not TOTLLY controled but ,,effected by hormones . So are you young master . Effected by hormones ..

We are animals not characters in love storys and plays and TV or childrens fairy tales .. We are DNA animals ….. www.isntinctualism.org …. animals that also think so I present the balance of mind body spirit ….. Making profit - mind ,,, jackin off in a toleit - body .. The I-in - I of toa - spirit …the concepts of sexual flogging of using dildoes and vibrators … of ceomincs …. It is not JUST ABOUT THE DREAM OF A SOUL MATE ….. Becaue if source energy is correct ….. The sould mate we search for is every other expresion of life on the planet , … even that which we kill for food is our soul mate the I - in -I ….

www.isntinctualism.org …. animals that also think so I present the balance of mind body spirit ….. Making profit - mind ,,, jackin off in a toleit - body .. The I-in - I of toa - spirit …the concepts of sexual flogging of using dildoes and vibrators … of ceomincs …. It is not JUST ABOUT THE DREAM OF A SOUL MATE ….. Becaue if source energy is correct ….. The sould mate we search for is every other expresion of life on the planet , … even that which we kill for food is our soul mate the I - in -I ….

APOCALYPTICA

… I swear I don’t care ……hmmm young master this is not INSTINCTUAL …. CHECK OUT THE BAND … APOCALYPTICA … THE Sound track tracks startw with I’m not Jesus ,, but the next song is what is sparking my interest that along with the flow theme of a lot of letters I have been getting , of course mainly from girls .. Questioning me about shit ….

Now the topic is BREAKING UP …… and that was leading back over and over to the idea of listening to our emotional guidance …. And then the PERSONAL responsilblity we each have after realizing that our NON-Physwical self our toa self is commucating with us thru urges often relating to the dymincs of the DNA bio-machine we ARE using for this ,, this 1 ,, time/space adventure … your current NOW .

And I left with an evidence trail in fact again … my assumptions to follow I think are even supported by the observations of Dr.Gray of mars and venus books which can be linked to form the LINKS page also .

BUT THE KEY IS …..

BREAKING IT OFF ,,, OR BREAKING UP IS THE RESPONSIBLITLY of the girl .

The instinctual males of the MAMMAL world do their own thing and if that thing is good in the eyes of the girls then the girls come and stick around that male ,,,,, or MOVE ON ,…. In search of that hard dick to fill the vacuum of their HOLE , for we all KNOW that NATURE abhors a vacuum and her pussy being ahole is a state of vacuum in search in fact self lubricating ….

The vacuumm searching to be filled with SPERM ….

I am supposed to be living my life and if she likes it she will follow , the creedo of the BDSM master , but because ot the TWISTED nature of the 1on1 fairy tale , that idea that girl did not our grow at age 7 … of the prince coming to save them …. Human mating behavior has gotten screwed up and stressful she is NOT LISTENING TO HER EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE , if there is something about you , or that guy she is dating and she is un happy she should move on ….. But NO she starts fights with the male in actuallity causing the vent of moving on but in an UN INSTINCTUAL MANNER ….

you are DNA ….. Flesh blood bones ,, hardons AND WET PUSSY , you are hormones ,, not ,, dressed up in white fairy princess’ waiting for the hansome pricne … the love story book ideal of a SOUL mate ,,, you are of the TOA in THE … TAO , never seperated from the TAO ,,, we are all part of each other in the I and I … the I in I ….. his nature is to create the stable territory ,,,, and if she likes it she stays if not she moves to the edge of the territory exploring the other male and famliy there and then moves over there ,,,, NO FIGHTING between ex lovers she is just GONE ……..

And the MALE keeps on keeping on , making the girls who stay happy …. Now if he has not GIRL then that is natural selection at work he must be a drunk dumb useless bumm….. Whose territory is acard board box under and over pass on I - 95 ,,,,,, instead of the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html

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So if a gril is currently in relationship with some guy who is doing things she does not feel good about … and she sticks around because the ..SOCIETY the social mores , expectations of a GOOD GIRL who should stick around ,,,,, SHOULD living based on the shoulds of the CONFUSE and CONQUER ,,, thought forms . If she is listening to the THEMS the programming ….. Who is at fault the male who is living his own TAO ?

Natural selection if the guy is a bum ..why are the girls with him ? Ahhh how fucking confused is the whole system , and then to blame the MALE …. For being what and who he is when she met him … or did she drive him away ….. http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 the 5 things girls do to drive men away ….

No it is her job to BREAK UP … it is the amans job to do what ever he is doing …. Becaue as evedenced in the beginning he was trying to CREATE smiles , that is why she gott together with him in the first place now …WHY DID HE CHANGE ….. Aoooh now why ? Did he change …. The chicken or the egg ?

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http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 the 5 things girls do to drive men away ….

Tied teased and fucked

Young master remember it is nothing that she does not ddeply inwardly really desire …. Ok just to go over it again you were born with something that will ENLARGE and get stick called a COCK that is a DNA expression … she was born with a HOLE … that wants to be filled in fact it wetts it is SELF LUBRICATING an expression of her NATURE her DNA to be pene trated http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html due to the TEACHING due to the BRAIN WASHING , the continues repition of the ideas of the CONTROLERS , you have come to feel and think about sex as being UN NATURAL , when it is the most of NATURAL things in fact it is your INSTINCT .. It is your DNA ,, you are an ANIMAL , hairy with flesh and bones ans skin and HORMONES etc . like any other animal . In the MAMMAL ANIMAL KINGDOM , VARIATIONS ON THE poly / harem theme ARE THE BY far THE MOST COMMON family unit .. For many many reason and one is …

To allow the recreation of SEX ? Think about the fact that you very well maybe a daddy some day in fact every one of you young master who I meet with a child on the way for example you guys are so frucking proud and EXCITED with the idea of being Daddy ,,, yet you are still worthless bumms most of you not working and not saving , just starting life off like the ECONOMIC SLAVE model you grew up seeing … again think about the concepts on this page about modeling you become a person often like the people who riased you http://www.instinctualism.org/id75.html

But back to having time to realy enjoy , tieing her up to free her to feel that sensative body , to relax and be submissive finnally to be the PENETRATED http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html AND THE FACTS ABOUT THE harem lifestyle THA FAMILY UNIT MOST easy FOR HUMANS TO REALY enjoy LIFE BY living … THE MOST EASY AND RELAXING LIFESTYLE …. Instinctualism… think about the opening statement of this page . http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html

And undersstand ..the contrst the comparison between the stress of the NUCLEAR BOMB FAMILY of the society that has programed ,,, where the instinct of the child that you are so proud to create and invite into thtis world well it’s instinct to have attention will overwhelm you and your lover ….by having the 3 moms there is FREEDOM and benefits for everyone , the natural flow , the… the … truth behind the saying it takes a village to raise a s child well the single family concrete box home of 1 on 1 fairy tale about the handsome prince and the cute princess living in BLISS alone together …

Is not the reality you have seen in the world around

You want to have time and have space to CREATE ….. A play room ,, and then also have time to use it , and she too would love to have the FREEDOM to be used in your PLAY ROOM … http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm.html ( ohh this page is still in the building I will putting in the links as time goes on )

Now rmember build it and they will come and cummm …. The action of your action will brin into your world those who are like minded with you …… the law of ATRRACTION ….. What yu are doing is not UNATURAL or evil or bad it is very very natural , and even the St,Andrew Cross is as natural to sexual ..submission to returning to her instincts as ,,,using electricty is for nioght time light ,,, just a tool that the human mind has created to aid it in enjoying it’s own personel experience of living ..for the only natural night time light is moon and star light , but we use light bulbs and in fact have in the past on occaions used more direct fuel based lighting like fire flame and candle …… the CREATIVE TABLES AND BEDS AND AND SHIT THAT YOU CAN BUILD IN YOUR …your home see 5 acre site plan ½ down the page http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …well like buying a nice massage table is not WEIRD Or shit …. So why would building a puppy chair be weird ,,, oh a pussy chair is a comfy like foot stool thing to tie her to , so she can get fucked like a puppy ,, and of ourse played with and of course whipeed ,,,,

Why whipping , it is not for the damamging of her skin ,,NO NO NO … THE FLOGGER WITH ITS MULTI FINE STRANDS GIVES A CARESS TO HER SENSATIVE SKIN LIKE NOTHG ELSE CAN ,,, IT IS AN exciting FLAVER OF BEING TOUCHED AS NATURAL AS …. Well as getting a chocolate milk shake … for the milk shake itself can not be found in NATURE it is the xperince of the creative mind of man ,,, and a treat to be enjoyed …. Every thin done in MODERATION is ussaly ok ,,, ( some excepts maybe herion and crack ..but hey they are not fun they are suicides in reality , poisins) the feeling of the barbers strap …. Now that need some skill in using for the corse leather of the barbers strap could cause real damamge to skin ….. Ahhh but that is like the stretched muscles the skinned knees of really giving it your all in your favorite active sport , sometimes thing do go kinda wrong but it is not CALL to stop riding the orse just because you felll off …….

But young maste now with the baby on the way ,,, now tith you having to live hand to mouth at a job you hate ,,, now tih living in a 2/2 apt. where and how are you EVER gonna have the dungeon ? The paly room because facts are facts you will become 96 out of the 100 …. The ODDS are …. You will just be a slave. And worse than that ,,, you will most likey be a divorced salve in afew years … ohh but if you

Thought first http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html would could your future be like ,,, and why why , buck the REALITY of time/space we all have agreed to live within ,,, we came here to experience time/sapce as human animals not as indiviual GODS …. But as cool thinking animals …… with built in knowledge of how the bio-machine works and is designed …. And of our DNA designed favortie recreational activity all aready programmed in ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html why make living more complicated than it is naturally desgned to be ,,,, JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY like the priest of some fucking CHURCH ? Your alsmost dead grandmom ( god rest her soul soon ) just to live up to SHOULDS .

http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html due to the TEACHING due to the BRAIN WASHING , the continues repition of the ideas of the CONTROLERS , you have come to feel and think about sex as being UN NATURAL , when it is the most of NATURAL things in fact it is your INSTINCT .. It is your DNA ,, you are an ANIMAL , hairy with flesh and bones ans skin and HORMONES etc . like any other animal . In the MAMMAL ANIMAL KINGDOM , VARIATIONS ON THE poly / harem theme ARE THE BY far THE MOST COMMON family unit .. For many many reason and one is …

Is not the reality you have seen in the world around

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Is not the reality you have seen in the world around

http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html AND THE FACTS ABOUT THE harem lifestyle THA FAMILY UNIT MOST easy FOR HUMANS TO REALY enjoy LIFE BY living … THE MOST EASY AND RELAXING LIFESTYLE …. Instinctualism… think about the opening statement of this page . http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html

Is not the reality you have seen in the world around

http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm.html ( ohh this page is still in the building I will putting in the links as time goes on )

http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …well like buying a nice massage table is not WEIRD Or shit …. So why would building a puppy chair be weird ,,, oh a pussy chair is a comfy like foot stool thing to tie her to , so she can get fucked like a puppy ,, and of ourse played with and of course whipeed ,,,,

http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html would could your future be like ,,, and why why , buck the REALITY of time/space we all have agreed to live within ,,, we came here to experience time/sapce as human animals not as indiviual GODS …. But as cool thinking animals …… with built in knowledge of how the bio-machine works and is designed …. And of our DNA designed favortie recreational activity all aready programmed in ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html why make living more complicated than it is naturally desgned to be ,,,, JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY like the priest of some fucking CHURCH ? Your alsmost dead grandmom ( god rest her soul soon ) just to live up to SHOULDS .

Nude on a $1.50 yacht

Ok young master , honestly I am into PROFIT ( http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html ) …. I love the OP of being able to have THINGS ,,, but , but ubt ….. If you are living a trap of buying more ane more shit ,,, just to escape to escape the pains of living the life of of working like a SLAVE only to buy more and more shit to escape the pain of working so hard like slave to buy more shit ……. If you are in this trap then ,, then I believe that if you WANT TO … you can ahange the dynaimcs by understanding the WHYS ,, real the whys …not the BANDAID whys that you think are the real reason , but the basic , instinctual urges un met ,,,ignored coming out in the HURT THAT buying more shit helps you escape from the trap of working to buy more shit …

The idea that you can live simple enjoy living simply seeing that in the simple is the everything you NOW buy …buy … ok what do I mean ,,, I went out for ride on my 1.50 yyatch while I watched my nieghbor leaving to do the same thing but he left his dock fdriving 30k worth of boat ….. He had the family with him and a load of Rafts to float around on … they were probably heading upt the indian river lagoon to this place that boaters gather ….. The same water just that it will cost my nieghbor about $100 …ok so what …. 100 bucks …. Now while I am running in the morning he is leaving to drive to work ,,,, in the evening as wee mmet at our docks talking acroos the water to each other ,,he with that 3^rd beer of the night ,,, is fiannally feeling NO PAIN ……. Sure he makes 50 per hour but most of that hour is spent AT THINGS HE HATES , sure there is a basic love of his career but it has grown into something that he hates ……. And needs to poisin his mind to stop the PAIN …..

So in his escape from his pain he must work 2 more hours at the pain he is trying to escape from … while I also float on the same indian river lagoon on a $1.50 raft and in my tiney OWNER OPERATOR BUSINESS one of the cash cows described … http://www.instinctualism.org/cash_cow.html I have to SLAVE for about 2 minutes … while he has to suffer for about 2 hours … ( butrsince I have not allowed myself to get trapped I work still at the job I loved in the beginning while he had to evovle the carreer he once loved into a trapp he know has to DRINK TO FORGET … ) hmmmm do you get it ? I realy do not lsave for those 2 minutes ,,, I do what I love …. I create smiles .. I provide service ,,, I express PRIDE FOR 2 MINUTES …. To enjoy the same whater he does …. Except he know enjoys the water in a gorup of others like himself all getting drunk to escape the TRAP they used to get the paradise they now enjoy with me ….. Complexity after complexity ….

Ahhh but on my yatch I must move my arms gently to slowly and comfortably push my yatch out inot the lagoon so I can ride the wind back to shore like a SAIL BOAT … ( going nowhere slowly the creedo so the sailor ) while I listen to the waves and sea birds mainly enjoy the SILENCE , aand feel the sunshine an the RHYTHM of the waves directly traslated to my body thru the raft I ride …….

Ahhh but me Phil ,, the owner of how many boats in ly past , the git there fast boats of my past ,,, the pains of buying and slaveing …. To find the pleasure ….. Told to me I would find in OWNERSHIP of the MO’Better ….

But young master , the design of the compound the ,,,,, nude and a ntural lifestlye , the harem . Life style the understanding of ,, child rearing in terms of the invited guest ,, and the toa of their own experience and adventure which is not mine , but thiers .. To experience as they choose based on their , interuptations. The fun of the freedom of knowing that the most baisc life issues like food housing etc , are in your total control not some mortage company of grocery store …. And YET YOU HAVE ….

CASH COWS ……….. To buy more and more shit ….. Not to escape a terrible life or job or relationship !

BUT TO ENHANCE THE ALLREADY GOOD YOU LIVE DAY TO DAY … GET IT?

Picking wild grapes is not about profit it is about recreation ….. I could choose to VEG in front of the TV or computer … I could work harder buy more stuff and then dringk to hide the pain ….. Or I could enjoy the fresh air and PRIDE of nature I have all around me ……….. And have that fresh natural foods that most people have to go to fansy stores to get , things like pills that are derived from the fruits I pick from nature for free while I enjoy the action and feel pride in the end result. …… hmmmm it is not Welchs it is not hybred it does not taste the same as the surgary sweet shit we have been trained to drink …. Ohh NO , it tastes wild like the flavor of wild game is different than , the meats which are tasteless creations of indsutrial farming …. Hmmmmm ALTERNTIVES all around you …. But you can not see it ! And guess what it is free , the same EFFORT redirected ….. Into living by CHOICE INSTEAD OF TRAP .

Ohh the nude part ….. Welll since the hurricanes have destroyed my screen of shorline trees I can only enjoy nude floating in close to shore , and what happened since my property is for sale to fund the compound ….. I am designing and want to build to prove …. To give a place to experience .. www.instinctualism.org well I am enjoying the sun in the shallows the neighbors gone for the day I know I am cool to be a http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html … an dam if I don’t hear some one pull over to pick up a flyer and the sound of a talking couple who are moving toward the cliff the enjoy the view of the waterfront ,,,, I had to bail off the raft and pull on my shorts ….. Bummer …. Hence the reason for the 25 ft privacy of woods I design in http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html plus that 25 foot will provide fire wood if processed into spliffs or bricks … a pellet stlye fire wood but in brick form . And to allow you to be dressed in the way that humans are designed to be dressed and that is UNDRESSED !

http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html ) …. I love the OP of being able to have THINGS ,,, but , but ubt ….. If you are living a trap of buying more ane more shit ,,, just to escape to escape the pains of living the life of of working like a SLAVE only to buy more and more shit to escape the pain of working so hard like slave to buy more shit ……. If you are in this trap then ,, then I believe that if you WANT TO … you can ahange the dynaimcs by understanding the WHYS ,, real the whys …not the BANDAID whys that you think are the real reason , but the basic , instinctual urges un met ,,,ignored coming out in the HURT THAT buying more shit helps you escape from the trap of working to buy more shit …

CASH COWS ……….. To buy more and more shit ….. Not to escape a terrible life or job or relationship !

BUT TO ENHANCE THE ALLREADY GOOD YOU LIVE DAY TO DAY … GET IT?

http://www.instinctualism.org/cash_cow.html I have to SLAVE for about 2 minutes … while he has to suffer for about 2 hours … ( butrsince I have not allowed myself to get trapped I work still at the job I loved in the beginning while he had to evovle the carreer he once loved into a trapp he know has to DRINK TO FORGET … ) hmmmm do you get it ? I realy do not lsave for those 2 minutes ,,, I do what I love …. I create smiles .. I provide service ,,, I express PRIDE FOR 2 MINUTES …. To enjoy the same whater he does …. Except he know enjoys the water in a gorup of others like himself all getting drunk to escape the TRAP they used to get the paradise they now enjoy with me ….. Complexity after complexity ….

CASH COWS ……….. To buy more and more shit ….. Not to escape a terrible life or job or relationship !

BUT TO ENHANCE THE ALLREADY GOOD YOU LIVE DAY TO DAY … GET IT?

www.instinctualism.org well I am enjoying the sun in the shallows the neighbors gone for the day I know I am cool to be a http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html … an dam if I don’t hear some one pull over to pick up a flyer and the sound of a talking couple who are moving toward the cliff the enjoy the view of the waterfront ,,,, I had to bail off the raft and pull on my shorts ….. Bummer …. Hence the reason for the 25 ft privacy of woods I design in http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html plus that 25 foot will provide fire wood if processed into spliffs or bricks … a pellet stlye fire wood but in brick form . And to allow you to be dressed in the way that humans are designed to be dressed and that is UNDRESSED !

Seducing my hard cock

Young Master the act of SEDUCTION is the CONTINUEING responsibility of the female , actually that is the core teaching of the REAL …KAMA SUTRA ,,, it has been lost in the newer Feminist trasnlations amd manipulations of the ancient theme of the KAMA SUTRA which was taught female to female they understood still back then the INSTINCTUAL the DNA of their bodies . …

But the CONFUSE AND CONQUER got brouthg in ..that BOX from which you think you choose your life and actions … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html step 1 again understand what you do not want ….. UNDERSTAND THE STRESS and un-naturalness of the relationship world you have to choose from … understasnd that this is only a CONSTRUCT of society and ecomony ,,it is not real … REAL limits … rmember the TACO BELL commericail think out side of the BUN out side of the box .. Of limmits ….. Outside of the wall in heaven ( ½ way down the page read Zhuangzi’s old story http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ) … understand that way back in time of PHAROH mankind was understanding how to manipulate populations .. For the benift of the FEW …. And you dumbshit are one of the MASSES , still used by the few controled in sublte ways … look at the hisory behind the PROGRESSIVE MOVEMENTS around the 1900’s the exposing of ECOMINC SLAVERY then realize why …why did people choose to allow themselves to be used when they really did have options like not gravitating towards citys .. Why did they leave the farms and go to town in the first place ? WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR HARD DICK ?

Because I know you read my shit , searching for the BANDAID , the simple tool for getting your rocks off … wether it is for mastrubation or for actual leraning about dating to get laid or LUCKY more often http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html … but in reality I am MODELING FOR YOU , giving you tidbits of thoughts of concepts so that your BOX expands slowly …. And you have new OP’s to choose from the POSSILBEITY expands the wall in INFINITY MOVES …outward allowing new possilbes to exisit in the wall … since we humans like the safety of the CAVE the wall … the direction of some one who knows more than US. The recommendations of PRO’S AND PREISTS AND KINGS AND PRESIDENTS.

Ok so there is this girl who wrote to me upset about her feeling SLUTTY for having to seduce …. The hardeness of her boyfriend COCK … she felt it was not her job to be nice and sexy … ohhh yes she would be sexy , maybe wear a

TEDDY or something ,,,, but it was TO LITTLE TO LATE http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 ahh the great work of DRGRAY amrs and venus … she had already poisined the relationship … the effects of the 1 on 1 , had confused and conquered her male that she first fell in love with , ( again the first flush of love is the eefects of sexual frustration , because of living within the BOX of sociala expectiatons , it is not the natural real love of humanity )

So , over time this young lady .. Has gotten mad at ahving to seduce her male …

Look he , in the beginning was being fucked 5 times a day by a girl was UNKNOWING to herself was in competition with every other girl in the world ,, her instinct was to fuck him into the trapp of 1 on 1 love , then as she felt she had security , she received the ILOVE YOU STATEMENT form him , she started slowly …. Saying NO … NO … NO .. I am busy I have a headache I am on my period , I have school work lets go out instead of fucking like we used ,,, small little tiny changes over time ,,, each is a NO to the instinctual mind of the male . Yet the HONOR aspect of that instinctual male is also very strong ,,, the honor aspect is the INSTINCT OF PROTECTOR …. OF THE territory and harem … ( read down the bottom of the page when I bring up data on Gorillas http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html )

Ok no dipshit my friend ( I call you dispshit ass I call myself like wise ) ….. It is hard to understand , that is the EVIDENCE TRAIL of the confuse and conquer , the effeciency of this tool of SOCIAL CONTROLS learnes and put into action so many 1000’s of yearsa ago , perfected and tweeaked by …. Very intelligent policitc scientist of their ages like for example the ROMANS , discussed by leaders around the ORGY ROOM …… sahred culture to culture king to king , in fact QUEEN TO QUEEN … because THE WOMEN ALSO HAVE MUCH REXPOSNLIBLITY IN THE UNDER LIEING MOVEMENT OF THE Greed ASPECT …. REMEMBER WE LIKE AND ARE COMFORTABLE IN OUR BLOOD STAINED t-shirts ,, the wearing of bright and shiny gold , will scare of game while we are having fun hunting and fishing … the trapping and fasions are thingsthat are REAL only in the CITY and the thought form ECO SYSTEM called ecomony and city ….. The safety of the cave and walls while we , men like the outdoors even today , it is hard to ride your skateboard in the house , yes you may have a skate park but you gravite to that large WILD HILL …. The search for freedom ….has its eviedence trail in you still today … the INSTINCTUAL PART OF YOU .is real !

So that girl , breaks up with her boyfriend because the sex is bad ,, he has been CONDITIONED to not expect sex .. To the poin the becomes NON-SEXUAL in fact he my even have started to rranslate her ..sublte controlling actions to be equal with the controller of his youth ,,,, MOTHER ,, and by association she like wise became mommy ,,, and well we do no like to FUCK MOMMY …. Mommy is natractive . YET OUR GIRLS FRINDS ARE NOT NOT MOMMY …. So what happens is like the eeefects of themeantl box of personality that women live in ,,, one personality for those at work , one for her family mom and dad , one for her husband the good wife and one for sex… the slut …. Well BOXES are not natural for the male mind ohh we can be trained to create them but ,, we do not have the ablitly to switch form personality to persoanlity as wuicly as females do … so the end result is , the TRAINED good honorable male , who learned to RESPECT your NO’S ….. is left confused when she the female ahnges once more and expects us to react ..in kind when our brains are not wired like that .

If you are in the HARME OR POLY , the effects of the 1 on 1 never get started since the competition for your affection is still there yet , again with the instinctual nature and stablity of the SILVER BACK GORILLA our instinctual nautre http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html as her desire for sex EBBS and FLOWS she can come and seduce the hardness of my cock …. Because I will always be around some where ….. The instinct of protection ….. Of territory and family … you gotta take all this ,, get UN- CONFUSED … think for yourself , take aspects to think about a little at a time , expand the box of the possible .