Sex with everyone

So young master the question for the sage was …. Sex I want with everyone but love is for a FEw , so you say I should have sex with everyone because I feel good doing it , what about love?:

Love ?  in fact any feeling is not a pureity of TAO but an expression of BIO MECHANICS ,,, it is the release of HORMONES , the peace you feel in loving your cat is Serotonins and stuff ….. the rapture fo the beauty of nature , that lives and dies in the instant of the experience never to be replayed exactly the same ,,, no 1 sunrise is ever the same again . the evnts are in all ways changing …. Yet that memeory is an current activity is a LOVE …..

Boy and girl love or girl and girl or boy and boy ,,, or any combination of ( 1more free choice http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html ) …. The love of a ct love , it is the love of nature love ( never is the human xactly the same , at a molecular level over the last 3 years almost 50% of my atoms are new , sure the older cells just rebuilt using newer material but the body is NEW . … you can not see it because of the limit of you Data caputuring devise EYES  which translates data bundles not complete –ness ….)

The amount of love you FEEL or the amount of HORMONES  that flood yo is relative to the conditioning you have accepted …. HOW SKIN DEEP YOU ARE , effect the highs or lows , the LESS  skin deep superficial a person you are ,,the higher highs you will have in love in all the broadest of forms available …. The more relaxed you are the more you let

You let … you ALLOW the bio machine to express the wants of the TOA USER  so the manifestation of ….. love or good feeling is able to be extracted froma time/space event by the tao time/space adventurer you who put out the desire/want into THOUGHT FORM VIBRATIONAL ESCROW ,,, put out , made into sotry form it is not w RECOGNIZEABLE …. Or extractable … with out first the creation or formation of the WANTS … we would not RECOGNIZE our wanted even if it were presently in front of our face … if you did not IMAGINE  them first in your mind

Your relaxtion , lets the body FUCNTION TO HIGHER HIGHS ,,,  relaxation is the letting go of resistance it is being happy in your now …..  more hormones flow and are up taken by the cell fo the body whhc then commicate , well being thru the whole body each cell being a tool of use for 1 equal to you of the I IN I …  ..for they too are individual expressions of TAO ….. ( scieiticfic American this year an article about single cell life commucation , chemically yes and thru electro maginetc waves … )

Love is not a FAIRY TALE …… the creation of love in fairy tale form was to EASE THE PAIN of the confuse/conquer of sexual manipulation created by society to socialize humanity so that it would be ceom useful to PHAROH ..or the god/kings http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html  read the words of ZESUS .. the image from which our own old white male bearded god sitts in judgement on a cloud ideal comes from ,,,born of the descriptions of zuesus …. Not the TOA undescribaness … un wordable god of the orgainl Jewish religions . the UNGRAVEN IMAGE  of god or source or whatever for it can not be decirbed it can not be REALLY named  … only a WORD TOOL ……..

Ok now how to put this inot a form of appreciation …for it is not a judgement of ,, but a stream of thinking about  that is my writing , every one is doing the best they can with the understanding they have , they are finding the ..thier own path to feeling BETTER within in … the vast number os life experiences they live …. Each is a chance for TAO to expand and data be lived … and a chance to FEEL BETTER than before .

Excerpted from the workshop in San Francisco, CA on Saturday, March 11th, 200o

Every day in every way I am getting better and better …. Emile Coue http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C3%89mile_Cou%C3%A9  the law of attraction ..SHAM self help actualization Movements have been around for years , the voice of the SAGE comes in many many forms , if each student was exactly the same in the same place only 1 TEACHER would be needed …..

Every day of you life up to now built the you ,,who is now able to CREATE NEW SOLUTIONS or wants to feel better ,,,, insuring that INFINTY ,,, well stays IN FI NITE . assembling and expansing  form UNTHINKABLE variables .

Allowing ..not working hard ,,letting the laws of attraction do the work not , you !

You put the want out step 1 of Abraham the tao is changed step 2 let your self extract/notice the vidence trail of your wants as you belief level allows …. Thus also changing belief levels over time thru expeince step 3 ..DO NOT WORK AT IT ! aloow it

Each pussy is adding to

What is it about those girls who have tasted for themselves the contrastof relationship  in ways ..that have left them … wanting GRANDER  changes or atleast Aalter native  CHANGES , just bummed aT the options they have now , but to grasp or talk , or to meet … would be to go outside of bounds of mental cages … the cages of 2^nd mind … I believe , that girl too has a core fear of death around breaking out of the shello of protection ,…. We all stay in line for fear that to leave the CORRCT  path may mean loss of job of security etc ….. ahhh all things the MASLOW ideas ,,,, who fucking cares what others think ,,,  if you have under control maslow’s hierarchy of needs young master you only NEED CASH because you want cash http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html . FOR ALL OF LIFES BASICS are in ( more or less ) your control well matures ..haronmy expressions , that have evidence trails of billions of years of going on and on …. Plants just fucking grow , even chickens ducks and guinea hens they realy do not need my care they can easy to become wild given som form a good home …. And you gave them that …in the site plan . your housing comfy nature based … BUT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE  the fear of realy talking or even exploring ideas for the fear of what others may say or think about even exploring the ALTER NAITVE … so voyeurism is next bes thing .

Hmmmm form source looking at things from broader perspective … .. I asked why ,,, and why is not improtatn ,, what ever her reasoning miss good pussy ,,,, well it serves her from inside the cage she lives , and that is answer enough for me to feell good about her choice to … smile coyly ,,, and just walk on by …. The day will come , in fact from the energy of reader thought also . the larger dynamics chsnges , when I see the amount o hits to vision board page …. That is each person adding to my creation …. Their won creation .. and extra energy to mine .

A mind once exposed to an idea will forever calculate that new option inot the formation of solutions ,,,,, instinctualism will come into mind of all the  … miss good pussys , who … in their voyeurism expose themselves to the ALTERNATIVE . …and that is an energy that actually supports me , it supports ..any and all miss good pussy who , feels her contrast ..ACUTELY enough …. Get out side of her box , the nergy flow of …. The whole , supports her FEELING good in her new exploration of ….. instinctualism .  s source see it as ,,, a very good? Like always just gotta step back far enough to see the good .

Excerpted from the workshop in Portland, OR on Tuesday, June 10th, 1997

Another good pussy

I donot feel a way to word this interms of ,,, young master .. so I will not ,,, that was a simple anwswer to my should of presenting my blogs in ceratin terms of 2^nd mind expectations I created for myself based upon living up to the idea I have created in my mind about what others want  to make themselves happy…

And from here I jump …. Still livivng the MANIPULATION http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html  , I AM  not talking about dating but almost any contact between male and female if the partys are living , the effects of SEUXAL  manipulation in their experience has within it ,,the ..aspects of manipulation ,,, of COY and shyness of partys ..of living up to the epxpecattions of 2^nd mind ..in their own minds . thus limiting what is at first just open social interaction ..

Now 3 years from the phil of 3 years I need that more open ,,social intereaction ,,, I need real live girls view points not just reapeated ,,,, hidden VOYUERISM …. But mind shedding .ego less inteleigent , PURPOSEFUL … dialogues ….  This is the next step in my own ALLOWING the flow

So ,,, miss good pussy ( naming of concept ) ,,, yes you have been TAINt’d  by the EVE idea , all your life but you KNOW  something is WRONG you do not  know what ,, is wrong but .there is something and then along cummms phil the window washer ….  Well not wummms but comes to wash the corp. ehadquarters windows again , month in month , year after year , ,,, I have for a few years been kinds of embarrassed to wash the window of your company and all the satillte  outlets … for when I came out of the closet locally with TWISTED INSTINCT kinda handing out free copies of my book 3 years ago , well one of your employees a married woman … some how she got one ,,, I d o not know shy I gave her one and why for so long we ould talk and talk during the times of my service of that outlet …. And then when I find her at CORP … I smile in an enabarassed way ,, as , different girl after different girl moth after month has come smiling to the door to greet me then maybe the same girl or another one , will come to pay me , with always a fat tip which igave up tryint go give back or take of of future bills ….

But it isRARE you show up at the door when I arrive , I have watched you thru the window for along time , I can see the HURT IN YOUR SOUL sure you got he good job ,,that was supposed to give you HAPINESS AS ..the world told you it would but , there is always the FEELING OF  spriti coming from you of emempt;y iness …. The empty rign fignger says volumes , the presense of OVERTLY GAY FEMALES  who nod in ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF my IDFFENCE …. For I know you all know who I am .

Yet you good pussy are the SEEKER ..of the alter anitve …. And no one has presented a workable ..expression of it ,,,

You are like the girls who had come to jamming in Jensen only to get side tracked by the female I had currently in my life , a very good person in herself of course , PERFECT EP[XRESSION OF HER OWN . toa …not mine but her won as she SHOULD BE … and very good experiencial teacher for me ,,,, the most perfect 3 years I was blessd to have lived with my very dear friend who I love like NO OTHER … ….. you goodpussy are seeking … and finding dead ends , confusion , GAME PLAYERS

And I still resisit to meet you now for I DO NOT REPREESENT THE WHOLENESS OF http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html    for me it is a J & H … like I allude to in twisted instinct ,,the just and honest … to not be ..atleast involved in building I am not the worthy male that I suggest in …. http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html to invovle you know I MAY MISTAKENLY … I maybe missing my best helper ? who knows maybe the girl who got side tracked were all my best helpers ,,NO THEIR OWN BEST HELPERS … for the idea at the core of ….   http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html  is the self a girl who is    understanding self .. as teacher of teachers and teachers teach what they need to elarn the most ! in my male honor system I may be hindering that which is important it me ,,,\

Importance to me ,,, I get a call form one of my kids separated from me by divorce ..who … I like I like another GOOD PUSSY  iwas talking with … understanding that the continuation of FIGHTING only hurts that which hse loves the omost so she left ….. instead of hurt her child more ,,in fighting to satisfy the EGO …of society ‘s ideas 2^nd mind shit , she like me as we talked , both understood ….them ,,, the kids are most important and our presence is DE STABLIZING now matter how much conseling is done , the dynics of real human life do not ive up to the … thinking that created the problems willnot create the solution para frased Einstien .  . … and as I hear my li’ ones ovice on the recorder and my heart breaks once more , I say I MUST   … I MUST PRESENT AN …….. ALTERNATIVE …. For them at all costs . to self …

And in my action you miss good pussy ….. controller … yet slave to that company that you landed such a great job being yourself so young … old enough to have ived hurt and confusion young enough to seek difference ….for in complete  femaleness is all aobut you … you also get an alternative a HOLISTIC ALTERNATIVE  not just in the confusion of sex love boy and girl but in terms of your choice of eeconics ND ECOLOGY etc etc etc … …. Thru the actions of the window washer who yu tip and smile at … nice to see you once more , I hope you come to greet me directly more often . yet I do enjoy all the others girls also . but there is a connection in those lost soul eyes … and simple smiles .  

So your INTEREST .. is the vibration .. I want to see more of in my expreince …. It is my want to see more of you and your sisterhood in all different shapes and sizes and … and ..and ? female human expressions …. Broad enough ?

Two statements that will serve you very well. The first is: There will always be war. There will always be those who aggravate within others a sense of trouble in order to promote the solution that they already have their mind made up about. And so you're never going to come into agreement as a mass consciousness that this is "the way." There will always be disagreements; therefore, there will always be turmoil; there will always be war.

The other statement, that is our favorite is: Well-Being will always abound, so the dominant experience of the majority of people will always be one of Well-Being. So you can decide, at any point in time, in what part of this you want to play. You can use anything as your excuse to align with Well-being, or you can use anything as your excuse to not align. The thing that we think is at the heart of this discussion is my own personal power. We think that's what you are, sort of, struggling for and reaching for.

Excerpted from the workshop in San Francisco, CA on Saturday, March 8th, 2003

My own free choice ,,, and why would one focus on the aspects of the UNWANTED  after the understanding has been Id’d and solutions have been set forth …… for now after the solution ahs come to mind , it is time to focus on that , the solution will speak for it self ,  the evidence trail of success willt ak for itself , if that is what you want it to do , and if it is about you jus t living the better life stemsing from the contrast that brought about the ..solution no one else has to be involved …it is not your job to FIX the world  , in fact that would PREVENT  other aspects of TAO from coming into the play ground of time/space with the intent to Expreience a HORROR STORY INSTEAD OF HEAVE ..not my right to choose that for them …. I do not know their PARTS  tto fit , why theychoose to come be bornin a war zone ….

Why ? would I not focus on the ..solution ? because for 1 aspect I maybe living thru the concept I want to be held in 2^nd mind , in how others see me . 

Scar faced

Young master , your dom vibration , vibration is the word of the sage refereeing to the FREQUENCY of thinking , as in Quantum wave event type shit ….

Ahh  mirrors ,,,,,  tell lies ,,, you can see what ever you want to see in others ,,, I will expand that later or you can see the SHOULD BE THERE ..or compared to todays fashions of others …. In others an of yourelf that is where the lie of the mirror is , in your won , self image , WHO ARE YOU TO DICTATE TO OTHERS HOW THEY SHOOULD SEE YOU , but in your vibration about your own self image , your transmit that SHIHC YOU WILL RECEIVE  from others . http://www.instinctualism.org/mirrorless_living.html

Okay so I have a scar ..that is an important jugemenet point in todays world …the skin deep image of beautly that can bee seen if I let myself smile , which I have been training myself for some time now not to do , an acitivity I used to love , but I now stop . so as not to be judged like a book by the cover …yet ,,, ask young master for what you want ,,not hink constantly about what you donot want OK ..the understanding more clearly of the unwanted is important http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html actually it is step 1 ,,,, it is the contrast that set forth the rockets of desire … and the vents that come that allow for the correlation of data to create ….BELIEF in possibility of complex changes .

The glycerin base of tooth paste prevented RE CALCIFACTION … or self repeair of teeth , but …is great for the business of sticking toxic metal in the palce of SELF REPAIR , which they all knew would lead to big buck SALES later in life …

I could ..be worried about the SKIN DEEP … and fix my scars …. But choose not to . for I know MY IMAGE IS THE CHOICE ,,,FREE CHOICE OF THE ..OBSERVER …

Is her EVE or miss good pussy ?

Ahh to describe more now the  alter native ,,miss good pussy … I have named her so , like the hurricane .. I will experience her . thru my describeing of her …

What others want to see ,, I said I would return to that , I was lucky yong master for years to run a MAN’S CLUB  …. A bait and tackle shop where men came , hung talked complained of course ,,but in that they said interesting things common themes ,,, but 1  special one ,,, who not a customer but he was represented in the talk I heard too , the special 1 was my old man ,,, a maring , adrunk , bad boy opeiun freak , …just freak , womanizer , ..devoted husband and father …. Who after ww2 met a cute chick learned a few words in her language after a few days and said ….WIEEZ U MARRI UP WIEEZ ME …. And so , and eve returns to her home ladn with a common European mute ,,, scandal for a family with such roots not quite blue but …. Big frogs in a small pond  ..

 But back to a Free choice to see , whatever we want to see in the other for ever ,,,, reality is up to you , .. it is a result of the vibrations ..of thinking that wave form of quatum mechanics we … the USER OF BIO MECHANICS …. Have free choice over ….  The mirro only tells you lies ..even your eyes will tell lies , depending on the way.. you WANT to think .  .

Teacher of myself

Words are an un lit candle….. for like the sage reminds old wisedoms , words to not teach it is life experience that teaches ,,,the words if used if the candle is lit it can guide someone thru darkness while adventuring  .

Young master it is wisely said , a teacher teaches what they themselves need most to learn …… and I can proudly say I feel I have proven that correct , in fact I believe in the suing of you as my tool of self exploration , is again t he same as in hypnosisi to guide the client into FEELING  the wanted thru them imagining of a non related third party experiencing the wanted event of the client…  now this is again not the first time I have admiited this or brought up this topic ,,not an admission like I ever thought myself better than ..to be teacher per se … only A 1 ..who will ..willl ..WILL expose in effort to create candles for those who attract these candles in word . how many people run churches ,, hwo many TAO teachers re there around …. Lack of supply .

Sounds fucked up , it has to do without training to live for others not our  selves , but ,,to arugue with reality is not profitable ,,to move in lil steps of understanding ,,that make sense ,,, you can not want to become a major league pitcher and expect to land the job without some time of practiseing ….. a complex structure of BELIEFS  is surrounding the importance even IN YOU revolving around the posossiton of becoming a major league pitcher ,, so that belifeef in your own mind must be satiflyed .

So to it is in making any changes that effect the WHOLE AGREEMENT  state you have lived in , YES YOU CAN CHANGE THINGS , to keep the POSTIVE EXPECTATION ,,, accept the experience of  TIME/SPACE TO STILLB E PART OF  the experience of time/space .

What ever tool FEELS GOOD works with LIL OR NO RESISITANCE , is agood method …teacher teach what they need to learn the most ,,,, ahhhh what you do not want to admit you are still a LEARNING  of the IN FI NITE , what you want every one to believe you KNOW IT ALL ! … fool , who or what but the complete connction to the Unthinkable  THE UNDESCRIBABLE .. SOULD A STATE OF … knowing it all be … inthis limit you are always in ALLWAYS still a LEARNER OF SHIT … the one learning even from your own teaching . of others    

 Self  wanted

Hmmm so again I will talk to myself thru young master …. Wanting ,,, it seems so easy to want but then again , there I believe is wanting that has a BAISIS in the self image you have of yourself that is really the relfection of reactions from others ,,and then …. There is YOU ….. it is a sublte difference that is felt  when you cut the strings … it is felt in the passions .. or lack of passions

Now there is no one else to do something for except self ,,, the real self … not the self created to get resonses form others who react to your actions …now

Now your WANTING is pure …. Now when you get the passion for actions , it is based upon YOU  and only you …… there is something here that will be. Come to over a period of time …. A clarity of this issue , I have felt before ,,, yet never gave word to . but his time I will put word to it , for there is the ME and then the ME as a reaction to those others … this will be one of those CORRELATING  of data expeince events … 

There is some sort of magic in this difference …. One is the energy of creation for ..self yes , but self as in the 2^nd mind … and the other is pure you . without regard for 2^nd ..mind yet we are SOCIAL …. Being friendly is important we do not like being alone. We want to attract 2^nd mind/s ….. attract to a real you

Ahhh …..ATTRACT TO A REAL YOU …. Not the response image  that which you cultivate in a MIRROR ….. but a real you they can choose to attract with or ignore . so who is the REAL YOU ? ever met him lately ? now the effects of living in a FAST FOOD WORLD ..INSTANT GRAIFIACTION . … when reality is that life does take up TIME/SPACE ….. manifestation of wants take experiences to be correlated and new belief patterns formed so , ALLOWING CAN …..ALLOW  based upon belief for nothing comes to you outside of BELIEF .

So if you explore   or look to know REAL SELF ,, form a frustrated set point .. then you set up ….. a confused wanting … there is a sublte question of importance here . in all this it will arrive … understanding will arrive …

This ties to the Eistien quate a solution can not be found in the thinking that created the problem …… just hearing stock answers coming from standard ..SHAM . self help acutaliztion movements ….. no eventhose Guru’s wonder why their teaching work so GREAT for some and not for others ….  The others are creating formt he SELF of 2^nd mind response ,,not pure SELFISH –NESS …. And  why do  inot act from self ? ohh that  is old traing that I have been very good at living up to …

So I experience the classic ..law of momentum pyshihcs … in thought …. Something in montion continues in montion until acted upon by opther forces , and that takes time ..

Being happy and expective of wants …. When ALONE …. Without audiences ….. hmmmm there is some learning here .. piece by thinking piece … tis is so important a PIECE  ..for when you here the great expanantion from the sage of Taon in current day word tool , yet the listener is still lost ….

Even those who get it ,, get it thru a MENTAL SELF CREATION of response to tohers ,,, so engrained it becomes the functioning self …. Ego ? what about …ME behind the persona phil ….. that which is using the BIO MACHINE HUMAN ….. who wanted to use bio machine human …. What do …me want .

For in MY THRIVING  I am less concerned of the clamor of the world ….. how am I tuneing my self …..

Ahh now what if ,,, I am in the action game … no longer I am on theoutside wanting but now I am ,,more and more in it , and from the inside the feeling place is different …. It is comparable to the excitement or dream of someday owning a baitshop and then ,,,then ,, the days of walking in rain , painting walls being creative .to  adapt to events that were really happening as it pertaining to living that DREAM

Maybe thisis the aspect of FEELING PLACE DIFFERNECE I am feeling …. And the ego self and me self is a red herring making WOMTHING OUT OF NOTHING …. Yes and no … will accept both aspects in fact many more aspects of feeling points , I am not simple , neither are you sim[ple young master …. All pieces of the dyanic called the human bio machine . and the brain self  ,,, resulting of years of manipulations .  ..that self talk we all have ….

Ahh the clarifying of my want to from another set point of experience ….. have I described what I want the EVER spirit to become ?  I have talked much about the UNWANTED but what about the wanted ?  my idea not the diea form 2^nd mind , but what I THINK , and from there  I ATTRACT ….. those who want to expand beyong the concepts of EVE  that are here and not serving  ,,,,,, anyone ? well those who do find ,,,  sonme thing wrong ?  not to judge ..any one for all are correct as there are , but the ALTER NATIVE  nust be DESCRIBED ..so teacher ,, what is you idea which will be the NEXT JUMPING OFF POINT FOR EXPASION ..

You never get it done …… for done would mean the end of INFINITY .

Excerpted from the workshop in Napa, CA on Thursday, February 27th, 1997

Ok to translate it …. There was no thing as HURRICAINE ( BAD THING ) before human gave it NAME , described it ,,, and then man wated in fear for the hurricaine to come as was described by the olds , who heard it from the old ones …. And as they waited and heard the storys , hurricane came , or atleast something that was comparable to the DESCRIPTIONS  of the named …. THNK ABOUT IT

So you already have been TRAINED in many many BAD THINGS they have been described nad over time you started to experience evedience ot them … this training is hard to EXTRACT from the ..future plans you have about the WANTS you have sent out into the TAO /vibrational escrow …. It is hard not IM POSSIBLE , remember being more source like or being …. Mr. I don’t know of tao …. And tao ,,,there is NO IM-possiblity ..there is IN FI NITE  possibles , even for your way of choosing to think …

A body in motion tends to stay in motion until acted upon by another force ….. the other ways of thinking is your FORCE ….the force that effects the POSSIBLES in TAO that may ,,ever changing ..may express themselves for you to extract what ,,, you are EXPECTING belieiving will and can or MYA happen …  and here comes the understanding of SLEEP WITH PIGS WAKE UP SMELLING LIKE SHIT …. The poisin of living the same old same old life and expecting changes? Well this is not the evidence trail of changing the MOTION THE MONENTUMS .

SHIT PIE

So not doing one thing makes you feel good , but it also stirs up GUILT …. And guilt is very stupid it is trying to create the happiness in 2^nd ,,, a place I have no creative control in …but I some reason feel I ,,, or  I want so much to help some one , that I will hurt myself for them ….. if I hurt myself in the aid of another am I realy then in any position to AID THEM or are we both damamged ?  neither alble to helpt the other ?

Ahhh the whole mountain trail story  

The thinking aobut why ,, are they not , seeing the plain evidience trail of me , and not being nice and wellbeing nice thinking of the feeling of another …OOOPS .I   ask of the other to create in my m ind ….to be responsible for my feelings …. No their job my job is to move confidendenlty to my goals ,,, and adapt along the way .

So the expecatation of me that that any will will act to take into account my feelings IS BACK WARDS ……I NEED TO THINK ABOUUT THIS SOME MORE .   I am doing unto others that  like I do not want done to me … ….

I am saying hey can’t you see me and where I am going and what I am asking for …give me that ……. The other has a choice to give or not ,,, and if not I have the choice to ignore them out of my focus … and move on to attraction points . for this one must not be a good attraction match ,,it may have been agreat 1 at a time in a past but that evolved out ..and now ..movement time

If I do not move I will eventually expression the evidence trail of
STUCK energy , emotional guidance not listened to ..or dis-ease OF SOME SORT ,,, STRESS IS ….. dis-ease ….. ,,, if everyone were in the same place only 1 teacher would be needed …

Over again , so in asking the UNDERSTANDING  of others I am doint unto them what I am complaining about in the moment …. I am feeling stuck because I feel guilt in not  making a friend happy … and at the same time asking my friend to take my feelings into account … both of us are asking the other to make us happy ,,now that is fucked up .

That other person is a big person , they can work themselves up their own scale of emotions … if my actions do not provide them with happy happy , they can ignore me out of their world ….. would that hurt my feelings ? and who is able to RESPOND WITH ABLITY IN THE  1 mind? My mind ..them of me …. Can I just then choose ..LEAN IN THE DIRECTION OF NOTICING SOEMTHING ELSE  that feels good in the minute ,… take that event out of my focus by free choice or choose bondage ? to that thought . I can notice a butterfly or something else , the world is full of distractions , …really PLEASANT distractions , trees birds clouds ,, life ,,,   who chooses the bondage .

And their mind ?  that old traiing to worry about how teachers or mommy is feeling .. to worry about PHAROH …. Yes this ties to PHAOROH MIND FUCK TRAINING  also , not just the micro of the famly and friends unit , but often in the MACRO  there is the same patterns of the micro …  

How does my graeter self see that ,,, a recommended slef talk to practice until it becomes habit …remember young master you have been trained in many forms of self talk ,,,now this time you YOU GET TO CHOOSE  the patter form going on in your head ,,not the shoulds of ..TOEHRES GREATER  than you when you were young who for years told you , WOORY ABOUT WHAT I THINK OR YOU WILL BE PUNISHED SOMETHING AWFULL will happen ….

My greater self , for to use the word tool inner being brings to mind SPIRIT  or soul and that brings the perjorative imagery … that it LOOKS LIKE ME … IT HAS HUMANISTIC QUALITIES ….   This importance on the FORM OF THE HUMAN BODY ,, the bio machine … WRONG!

Ok , one of the reasons I dig the sage so much is she ,,,says ,,, you are the equal of the animal the bird the worm even the dirt molecules themselves …. Well the inner being of dirt sure as fuck does nothave a ghost like appearance that is humanistic in form …. What would a DIRT MOLECULE ghost look like ?  months and months ago I went on and on ..about ,,the BEINGNESS OF  a grainof sand …iis my equal …. I mean you can hear the Sage talking about equality of all ..all the time , in a tlk about words she says , THE LARGEST APRT OF YOUR POPULATION HAVVE NO …WORDS . then she goes on to clarify ,that by saying the babys the beasts sonot have words but they have ALIGNMENT …… when she first says population you think right away ,,,HUMAN … we are the ONLY POPULATION …. No the beast the bugs , the BUTTERFLYS …. Are BEING …. Just being ..too !

So that touched on once more …back to me ,, changing my own inner patter .

How would my greater self see the realestate agent … that I am still letting bug me ,, she is not in my face … but thoughts of her creep in to my mind …. Ahhhh what is realy at play … it is me wanting to be LIKED …. Yep the suppilcator ….   http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html the core Ross teaches not to do wit women … but we do it with everyone for it is our core training to think about others first to WORRY IF we are liked , for if we are not liked will will DIE ,,really it is deeply a core fear of dEATH , issue ….. we are so fucking dependandt on other for everything that a certain amount …. Of neediness in approval  makes sure we keep jobs oppurutunity supportive systems ,,etc etc etc …. And the reason I stress the MASLOWS HIERARCHY OF NEEDS  aspects of instinctualism . to free you from that dependace , then being nice whichi beeive is human nature can be freely given not manipulated from ..

How does my greater self see her …. Fine ,,she is great playing her game living the IMPORTANCE OF ASPECTS OF THAT GAME , which I can freely choose to become involved in or IGNORE OUT OF MY FOCUS , my free choice … see is great living a MR. I DON’T KNOW life …. One face is the evolved high goddess spiritual eader of a community locally ….. the other expression is the …… fear ….. ohh yes she fears much … and $$$$$ is in that fear … honesty not as important as $$$$ … wide open thinking … not as important as ,,living up to the images that other will seee her ….. hey cool her game not mine …. She is fine , I am happy she has such a great ADVENTURE to become engrossed in ….  And the more I gnore her the faster she will move away …. For there is no retrun of energy …

And my greater self knows that everyone is ..attracting to themselves , their own ..stuff ,,, if they say they will fel bad … real estate agents aside or any sales person for they just know the ARTS of manipulation and GUILT WORKS . when other things do not  … if a person says they will feel bad , HEY THAT IS THEIR POINT OF ATTRRACTION THEIR OWN CREATION , not mine I do not create in their mind ,,they are my 2^nd mind … I do not get to create there only they do . I can not RESPOND WITH ABLITY in the feelings of the 2^nd mind .   no resposnisiblity

Opinion of me …. I don ot want your opinion of me ,, yor reasons . like wise I do not any longer feel the need to give my opinion of you to you ,,,, for I see through larger perspective you are ALL RIGHT JUST FINE DOING GREAT HAVING FUN ..  bye ! I ignore you out of my focus .

Ahhhh a better patter stream ,,, my mind will PATTER ..if it is empty not filled with something passionate for me to focus on the mind will     AUTO  fill itself …..  with something ,,, nature abhors a vaccum … so I can choose the FILLING IN MY PIE …. I can fill it with SHIT FALVORED  MUD …. Or bostom crème …. Or KEY LIME !  OR DUTCH APPLE …. YEAH ….. sounds a lot better that ..SHIT !   ( wow no referenece to pussy …hmmm that does happen sometimes )

Excerpted from the workshop in Orlando, FL on Saturday, February 21st, 1998

They do not allow this life to stimulate WANTS …. If I get TRAPPED IN LIVING int eh mind of …. Others …. I do not allow MYSELF  to decide about my life my here …. Then I start to think or focus on ,,, some way of feeling better and , then a CRACK OF LEST RESISITANCE  into the Transition will appear , thru aging and death … but the key is ,,,, my own chice not to …live my own life first not feel passion in my own free choices first ,

Aging also is ,,,a BELIEF PATTERN ,,, if you count the years and you buy inot the TRAINING about age . and remeind yourself constantly FOCUS on age thru mirrors .. well you get wha you think about , if you live agelsess  well you are age less.. death will happen because boredome will eventually happen ,,, nothing more to AD TO THE VENTURE …. Like the nature of HISTO COMPATIABLITY  limiting the DNA expression  os  SILVER BACK GORILLA MALE  he has nothing more to add to this world he , allows the retrun into NO 1 THING …  thru a relatively swift creack of least resisitance , .. and allowing the SHOCK SYSTEM to aid the sleep so the body can stop functioning while the toa self is already in connectionw the        SOURCE like in a lsleep state .

Fucking freckles

So young mster ….. it is not the response of 2^nd mind others but you ,,where are you ? the rocket of DESIRE .. has been projected by the law of attraction that brought her …her ..her free choice to position herself ..into your awareness …. This is not a reality of FORCEING  but ALLOWING . the action the vents are already  in the tao . BURST INTO THE EXPANSION from a flow of thingking . and any thing you do to express your WATNING of it ,, your feeling of WRTHYNESS TO being it ….any thing or way you can expres the thoughts you had that MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD IN THE EPXRESION OF THEM …. Ahh key point is the feeling good while epsressing ,,is there some reason you may not feel good in the expression of something ?

If so … there is your world of SHOULDS …. Living in the creation of 2^nd , being responsible for the feelings of other when relaiy is they contro their own feelings and you DO NOT CREATE IN THEIR HEADs ..NO matter what level of guilt mayb e projected to you …

So the other end of the vibrational stick ,,calls the sage … when you think LIMITS and feel IMPOAAIBLITY you are not connected to the Tao … the UN IMPOSSIBLE … and I have choice to admit defeat or to ..RE WRITE …. Think different aspects …

So lil’ girl who stands so close ,, VIBRATIONALLY we attracted each others presence ,… and I will re wwrite you … as one who is ..seeking and finds me ,, along with you I will add another chick from earlier , who was in the pizza shop her friend HOVERING over the pizza delivery dude ,,, you just along fro the ride , yet , the sexy you hidden behind dull glasses and a ..bored look … was touching her own ass and thihgs ,,, those sking tight pants did lend themselves to the notice my notice of your FEMALESNESS …

Ok so girl one is now starting her path of  entrenching  in the 10% … relaxed living a newer life allowing her allowing her time for changes .. as she wants NO FORCING  it is now her own attracting , and too ,,, is girl too . and I am doing what well , what they both like , and that is being the pentrator that is of my designe , responding to their ATRACCTIONS ….. this time fucking SWITCHY in the blondes ass and cunt .. movng from ass to puussy or pussy to ass whatever you like ,,, and girl too . the brunette , is playing with her friends pussy birnging her now to the edge of a realy good strong CUMMING  which will make girl 1 buck screams and ride my cock in a way that makes me FEEL 10 FOOT TALL >… yeah me ….. ahh so I re wrote the stick … and leave it as such and feel good ,,, about living in the POSSIBLITY OF TAO . which feels better thatn ,,, stuck . in others shoulds . I leave it to the laws of attractions , which brought us all together today in the first place for eachof us to play the parts we REALLY WANTED the other to see and become involved …

Ok so I got to enjoy all those freckles on the back of the blonde whose stood so close to me that my eyes ran down her neck into that loose shirt … she so bored with her life that her passion was for DRUGGGING HERSLF instead of living . … and so while she cumms over and over this girl who , lives instinctualism , nude natural mirroless . etc , studying at ther own pace the words of the sage to correlate the changes of her own growth , …. As she starts to buck and cumm on my cock I grasp her fore arms and bury my cicl in which ever hole I find myself in driving her organisms over and over ….  Till I am about to blow my load in that orgasims slut … and I with draw ..sure I may have depsoisted some of my live perm in that girl but I want to save enough .of myself to fuck the girl friend who brought her to the level of my FULL ENJOYMENT  and as she curls up in that ili; ball of organsisming girl I love ot see , I move towards the brunette , wo is currently being licked int extasy by a currently OTHER  facelsss girl friend who these girls aceept a s SISITER WIFE , …. And I rub myself back into penetatable state knowing I will get good sns tiff once once in HOLE … and this girl I feel so good about her WANTING of me that I enjoy so much to fuck her face to face … looking deep into eyes that call me , ..FUCK ME MASTER PHIL FUCK ME PLEASE MAKE ME YOUR LIL SLUT ….. Sir ! …. THIS  a girl who is now knowing her Power of attractiona nd free choice … is calling to me , …. Blending of co –creations .

Ahh young master the other end of the stick youa re free to write except is you FEAR what others will FEEL when they read it and KNOW IT IS YOU !  A YOU that everyone can come and see to talk to to  find is a real flesh and blood human EQUAL TO THEMSELVES .

Be Becoming

This was so perfect I just had to start with it instead of end withit …

Excerpted from the workshop in Tucson, AZ on Tuesday, February 20th, 2001

I feel there is not to translate in that word of the sage it is said so clearly .

Now that was weird , and worse almost is I can not find the creature in any search page , there ae not that many swallowtail butterfly groups and espcailly distinctinve as this one birght orange wings and white body ( moth or buttefly )

Now sure a butterfly can like land almost on your nose and it is not a big deal.. it just chooses the leaf right in front of your nose instead of your nose ….. most cool most pretty ,,most DISTRACTING …. And actually that was exactly what I was wanting to ,,get in my here and now more fully ,,, it had been along day I was getting tiered out there in the service personle parking area preparing more paper towels I had way to much time to think … and starting to wish that the house would hurry up and sell ,,,then I remeinded myself ,,no I wanted that 3 years ago ,, and msy times over but each time ti was good it did not ,,, so many good aspects so much learning so much good for the family to … everyone got to get their wings about them … and lfy a way …

Ok so , I head back to the job site some 1000 feet away leaving that butterfly still there beating it wings . , get back to work and get back to thnking about wishing the house would sell , self talking to an realestate adgent ,,no I do not want to LIST  the house ,,I WANT TO SELL THE HOUSE …. There is a difference !  if you got a buyer then sell it and we’ll factor in the com . ….. blah blah bla in my head ,,, WHERE AM I when doing that

Am I in my now? On this great estate home … surrounded by some of the most beautiful gardens I have ever seen ( I love this estate home ) …..  am I dreaming about the future ,,, in a dsaydream of digging dirt to make adobe walls http://www.instinctualism.org/adobe_slurry.html ..or getting my cock sucked letting girls be their nature self …. ?  http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html  where am I ,when I am , re hashing …..  am I in the Tao of eXPANSION … or in the past .. a contraction ? or the now of being ..aware of ……a butterfly …Eexpansion is enevitalbe but joy or bliss in the journey is the reason for being here in the game …. Am I using my time for the OPPURUTUNITY … to achieve just that ….joy of my own design ? I am free to do that … so free I can choose bondage .

Wow …………about 15 minutes inot returning to work …. this is now GOT MY FUCKING ATTENTION …. A butterfly is like 1000^th the size of me so I gues ,,1000 feet x the factor of 1/1000the my size would make the ODDS OF THAT MID TO SMALL SIZED  bright orange swallowed taild butter fly with a  distinctive white body ..for it to fly and land on the window frame where I was just starting to work and would remain actively working sloshing water around , cleaning scarping ,,squeegeing drying ETCETC …. For at least 10 minutes fot htat window grouping ( I left that goup with the butter fly still there opening and closing its wings far fucking out ! ) … what are the fucking ODDS  of this …..    1 Osprey comes running with me every morning not missing a day for a solid week in fact I get out early one day and it fucking catches up with me to fly from telephone pole to telephone pole waiting for me to arrive befoe it flys to the next pole …. ( that was a year ago ) the sea turtle around my dock … I am on the inside of the river not on the ocean sea turtles are most common ocean side ,,, not reiver side … and to see one , the same exact size one so I gues the same one , voer and over for a course of weeks weird …. 3 coral snakes in a week where I had only ever encountered 1 befoe in all my years in the woods …  and now the buttefly

What is …it ..when the UN USUAL becomes usual ?  and the theme …. Neat thing is ..they all had ASSOCIATED THEME events happening in life … what is the butterflys real theme ….?HERE AND NOW …..  BE HERE AND NOW …. There is stuff to do here and now …

Yep for when I …. Sell move . I will be so focused on that new aspect of adventure , I will not have the freedom to FEEL .. to get the inspiritation of JENSEN .. there is WRITING TO DO …  now! … I can feel that , calrifactions on aspects that will become BLUEPRINTS  to things up coming ….. for ever changing yes … but here and now is just perfect to allow the assemblage come in words first …

Yesterday is over,,,, tommoroow will come all to soon they say ,,, there is something in important in the NOW ….  The relatively short terem ,,,, that relatively short term for me ahs be going on for well 4 years ….. and each year is imporatnat  not was , but in my now ..i thank each of those eyasrs for the supporting DATA that I got to experience correleate ..etx.

Some how this writing .. is part again of LESSON PLAN …. The Idea of NOT BRINGING ANY PAST  in to the time for peace … http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html  … no pics , foto memoriabilaia or anything ,,it is only for 2 years , and if you want to interact with those people in the FOTOS , why not call them in their NOW ,,,, why not go see them NOW ,, their foto is not them …. It is a past ,,go be in the NOW WITH THEM . instead of in a past …. Be the becoming ..be the expansion ..not the PAST … antoher expreince  to live to compare to what WAS lived ….. so a person cn really make a better FREE CHOICE  http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html   ..like living without mirrors ….. like lving  a more or less RAW FOODS lie ( except for the chickens and fish , and freah water lobsters , and duck meat and eggs …oppps tossed that VEGAN ideal right out the windown ) but still in harmony with the gifts of a FOOD FOREST http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html . living off grid … living Cash $$$ less …. Living more in aligment with source ..in BODY mind .. flowing bliss

Lesson plan …. I feel resisitance the whispers of SHOULDS  mainly social pograming  … there have been other aspects  I have been letting myself writie about that I feel resiaitnce to also ,, life plans that could unfold but not ones of my CONCSIUOS WANTING  but what I let my self WANT consiuosly is often tainted …by the core phrase ,,, AREGUE FOR YOUR LIMITATIONS AND THEY ARE YOURS …. So free to choose bondage …. just kinda weird … not IMPOSSIBLE …. Just LARGER or grander than I expected … to become ….  Hmmmmm …… another blue print of lesson plan for … ( I wll have to catalog them ) 

Constant masturbation

So , I let myself even think about ideas that at first cause RESISITANCE … my training coming up …. The social conditioning … thinking form the aspect …WELL resisitance is the emotional guidance that I am not seeing the thought about event thr the EYES OF SOURCE  .. I am not seeing  A BRAODER PERSPECTIVE …

I am in the trap that Fukuoka describes ….

The mind fuck … especially of the CHURCH creation ! of ROME thy understood the power of the mind fuck . the sword is important in intitla conquest and to cull out those who are not likely to become good citizen/slaves of the empire those who will not FOLLOW … thr rules … now the rules are best INFORCED THRU FEAR … of death of HELL …. Inforced by a god ! my new book THE BIRTH OF VENUS … historical novel set in the renisnasance    …just graphically remends me about the GENERATIONAL PASSING ..OF …….UNANANTURAL … UN-INSTINCTUAL … mores beliefs life expectations etc etc etc ,,,, about the human body ….

The TEACHERS ….. the nuns … who were the teachers of many people ..were not even allowed to ever see their own body , they had to wear clothing at all time … even having to bathe in their un garments , and only change their under garments with their eys closed so as to not be …..SIN …OR POISISINED  by the sight of human flesh .

NOW THAT IS FUCKED …… but that is the basis for the CICILIZED WORLDS UP BRINGNG  passed down with out question , from parent ot child … sex and body are DIRTY …. SIN .

At first  THOUGHT . the the topic on constant masturbation and the foto of the girls pussy being self touched … column 1 of  http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html  bring up flashes of emeotion … 1 of being rebelliously sexy ,,I presenting such absurdity ..that a period of constant masturbation could be mentall healthy ,,cleansing re connecting with SOURCE . but the idea that it takes to to EFFECT THE MENTAL MOMNETUM ….. to re write the programming , with the thinking as recommended by Einstien  “We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them."

The resistance I feel is me not being connected to source ….and then I go thinking about ..playing the DADDY role in sex that so many girls kind of slow into as the hornier and hornier , as they want their lil’baby pussy to be fucked but for DADDY to be gentle . yet mske them cumm and be Daddys good lil’girl …. ( all things veryu possible tied to the 20% http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html )   the OLDER MALE  secure male …. The silver back male …..animal instint aspect has rrots in DNA alos ..the fashionable dating of boys …. In UP TO DATE COOL CLOTHES , is not an expression of INSTINCT it is the result of ..the mond fuck … keep everyone … confused ..off balance in an ever CHANGING EXPECATION OF …WHAT IS …FASHIONALBE ,,,next?  This is not in harmony with female DNA .,,,  the DADDY …. Is instincuta urges that was never allowed to be followed ? instead she dated boys …. Immature boys in cool clothes .

So  ilet myself …. Think out side of the box ..expand out of my original thinking as to why DO I FEEL RESISTANCE ?

If humanity had grown up without the MIND FUCK ?  if now we sere to return to m ainy a …. Naturuist life http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html  ..for indidvual and family and we lived the TIPI … HOME LIFE aboriginal human ..HAD NO CLOSED TO DOORS .. honor god by hiding sex ,, and get real so GOD CAN NOT SEE WHAT HAPPENS BE HIND A FUCKING DOOR?  Pretty fucking limp ass weak god if you ask me! To fooled by a closed door .           WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN  would we be the recreational sexual animal we show evidence of ?

A so …. Script is rooling around in my heading …. To whispered to that girl as she learns to relax lean back on my body on a couch and masturbate her self …. I feel a script coming …  http://www.instinctualism.org/hypnosis.html  to atke her back ..all hypnosis is SELF hypnosisi , if you take a person further than their own comfort ..they will POP OUT … come back up to regular state . and I feel a new LIFE RESCRIPTING .. where self pleasuring …  is allowed where ther in the mind , ther is the TIPI  world … that she would have seen mom , self pleasure dad self pleasure , and herself ….. I feel the idea of using the voice of other girls too , the             ENCOURAGEMENT ..THAT IT IS OK AMDN MOMMMY IS HERE . and we all love you …… hmmmm I think that is what I was doing in the direction of that colum ….

Not just that YES sEXUAL activity is very aligning with source ,,as the core of buddhas teaching is ,,MOVE TO YOUR BLISS SEX IS BLISS ,,, NO MATTER HOW YOU PLAY IT …

A feeling of being overwhelmed is your indicator that you are denying yourself access to all manner of cooperation that could assist you if you were not disallowing them.

As you begin to feel freer regarding the expenditure of time and money, doors will open, people will come to assist you, refreshing and productive ideas will occur to you, and circumstances and events will unfold. As you change the way you feel, you access the Energy that creates worlds. It is there for your ready access at all times.

Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness"

white tiger

Young master ,,when the UNUSSAUL Becomes USUAL ..stop and thin it over and figure out the gifts …. All of them .

So I find myelf having supper with 2 girls at the end of work …. It is a big commercial job , a regurlar account friendly place FEMALE DRIVEN … 3 men have their names on the Door but the women run it . it is the end of the day Friday ..the office has emptied I have about fifiteen minutes left to do , when this lil brunette who I  know comes out an says PHIL  stop come in and eat ,,,no saysing no like you always do we have a plate already made for you …… hmmmm interesting ,,, people are friendly and if I ate all the food my customers offered to feed me I would weight 300lbs … and it is very common at this locale that when they have the very regular catered lunches .. I get sent out plate like it or not …. They got great kitchen/lounge … I dutifully stop work and go inside to find herself and other yong wome I know from the office all of us have  nice roast chicken sandihcihes cheeses humus chip salad … not a full dinner but a nice supper … I know I ain’t needing to cook tonight .

These two are both very young but both up and coming in this creative company where your degree is less important than ..you … so I have known both for about year , and the young one who asked me in I knew from last month was dumping her boyfriend iw as some how brought into the discussion in the office about it back then so I ask how it went ,,,and off the talk and talk goes … ohh the other girl has a lil boy  there are sublte dynimacs present ..a difference between a woman with child and woman who may want one someday let me y girl 1 ( no baby ) girl 2 baby …

1 some how brought up the baby aspect …. As I was on about how life changes and will keep on changing I was ina SAGE mood ..the the game never ends ..change keep happening …   only to stop whenyou transisiton or die ,,, I stayed very true , to SAGE wording even if it meant being asked what I meant by TRANSITION INSTEAD of deth ..

then girl 2 goes on with …an example of when the UNusual Becomes usual .. it is a sign  and girl 1 brings up a new aspect of her learning an new teacher …. A guide astrologer who has told her that her dreams areimportant and that she is spiritual , 20 bucks for this visit  please … type of guide though … so give her info about ABRAHAM …. Nonphysical toa ..source ….  Number 2 is steeped in her church but opne to like she said SIGNS ….

OHHHH both are single ..well number 2 is not single she is dating ..she is the other woman to a powerful player in their industry she has been pinning her hopes on him leavinghsi wife for almost 2 years now , I guess it works for both to me it is kinda sad…here is time … inher eyes when we have talked over the year or so we have been talking …. I can see that her yes TALK ,, before she responds , to me about almost anything or even more to co-worker , you can se her BRAIN CALCULATE her response …… girl 1 …not near as much …

And I got thinking the MOTHER INSTINCT , she has to make sure her baby is taken care of no matter what the higher she moes up in RANKING in job in income etc ..the safer her child is ……. Ahhhhhh the EVE …. Spirit …. Hmm I am cool with this ..sound INSTINCTUAL securing good food supply like finding a good gorilla with lots of banana trees …..

Now girl 1 on the same topic after she brings up when we get to talking about changes I was on the change of her leaving her looser boyfriend LOVE MY ASS … aftrer a while a smart open her eyes and realizes it … and actually both girls like most girls atually.. have their eyes open ,,, even those in relationships the numbers are that 90% non marriage will fail ..they have open eyes

Back to #1 and baby ….. she understood me when I brough the idea of having some form of lock on maslows hierarchy of needs …kinda if did not go inot http://www.instinctualism.org/ but her instinct to self judge or pick her words duiring our conversations was noticeable as compared to girl 2 that has child already …

Where am I going with this …well this is my future ….. enteringinto NO SEXUAL DISCOURSE  on varied life topics ..with girls ….. yet finding that sex and realtionahip and family ..and spirit and tao ….. etc all come into play … because we are sexual … oooht he sex came in with girl 2 and her times with her married man …. The sparks , the idea of him going bak to his wife , the newly single girl not missing sex because it had cooled down with her boyfriend anyway , but being single was already strating to suck because …wel girl like to be ….  http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html

I did not look for this nice supper or conversation and company ..or anything yet it was handed to me on my lap ….

Ohh the pussy and the tiger .. iwas trying to help girl 1 clean up her vibration in a dream state that her for profit guide said was so important ….. she wanted to change the dream image ,, so I repeated the words of the SAGE … you can get what evr you want …by just wanting it ….. so I did a 17 seconds combustion of thought exercise with her after teaching to allow herself to choose a new dream …. That she realy liked ,,it was strange , she said I CAN CHOOSE? I CAN HAVE WHAT EVER I WANT ?  yes you can choose and have what vver you want ,,but I remeinded her about classic PYSHIHCS and the laws of motoin a body in motion stays in motion until acting upon by other forces … your new wanting is that force but you have years of momentum tied to this repeating dream form you want to change …so the summoning of the tiger will expressin many forms maybe first it will be in the expreince OF ….. when the UNUSAUL BECOME USAUAL … I said just notice over the days if you see more tigers , white or any tiger tigers on tv , or in fotos or stuffed animals outside of TIGGERS ther are too many tigggers … notice any evidence trail relting to the siberian white tiget of your wanting …. ,,then look deeper into the dream state to see if the tieger starts to show up and if so …let it  EAT the problem thoguth form  since you kinda want the tiger to do that anyway ….

I got GREAT EXPERINCE CONFIDNECE BUILDING experience with cute lil’girls inexactly the things I want for my future ..ohhhh sex yesYES SURE … that seems to always happen to me …. But the full wholistic life aspect tooo ….. in a resepectful conversation where they did not have to give up their Beleifs.. nor be combative with me being on the other side of the wall in heaven calling them forward ,,just climb over expand thnking as I brought them inot thnking UNTHNKABLE HTOUGHTS … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

(OK READER IF YOU HAVE NOT READ THIS BEFORE ….I WILL SAY IT ANGAIN  JUST LIKE IN TWISTED INSTINCT  MY PUBLISHED WORK http://www.lulu.com/content/paperback-book/twisted-instinct/2019732    … I PROPERLY FICTIONALIZE CHARACTERS OF MY WRITINGS ..  it would be cruel not to ! .. a jamming in Jensen person will be a congolmerartion of girls .. 1 asking about this,  one introducing herself herself , one questions about my reading there ,,whateer unitl I am able to disguise the girls of my topic enough that I feel that even if some one were to watch every person who talked to me they could never ever pin point that 1 person I get insprired to write about . and so to it is with these 2 girls ….. )  but that makes it no les important in the aspect of the core issues and events …. Strange how I can let myself srite in stream of C and have this protection event just happen ….. source energy is a loving energy stream , becaue I am suprized often in the quality of the disguise that I wrote …. Like I am suprized at the words that flow also .  )   smile smile girls just in case you are reades …. I am not a hidden person I have a decade of openeness here in my PARIS …. many many know my life and what I am ..so I often wonder who am I interacting with …. It is OK FOR ME TO EXPSOSE MY SELF but not ok to force that on another . I guess that is ANOTHER  evidence trail of me getting my deepest wanting ….. because I do not like another normal happy huan to hurt another even by accident …… we are good loving animals ..not the evil ones who NEED RESEMPTION from a Saior to be worthy of  GOD /KING A AND THE DKINGDOEM OF …HEAVEN …for there is no where else to go like Buddha knew and tried to teel ..ther is no where else to go but back to SOURCE …. The I in I ….. good things are good and yu R good so good things ………….. are a free choice of yours to experience . do you get it young master ?  maye more important do you yung miss … so you do it ? for I am understanding more that you … you will IN SPIRIT ACTION young MASTER TO BECOME WHAT IS CAPAPBL;E OF HIS ……………. INSTINCT . a harmony for both of you and kids to boot !

Excerpted from the workshop in Boston, MA on Sunday, October 10th, 1999

Double dong

Jensen is my paris the Indian river is my siene ( I am sure a million people have ued that line ) ,,what fuckig magic am I attracting the blog to follow this jamming in Jensen event well they are connected ….. “ are you looking for a date ? “ I can not tell you how many yeasrs it has been since I heard a line like that come out of girls mouth ,,the hint YOU WANNA BUY PUSSY OR MOUTH rent me to deposit sperm ?

Young miss your magic was strong ,, I noticed you and your poser boyfriend ( if had not spent all theat $$ cash on clothes maybe you wouldnot have to get up the DOPE money thru selling sex )… your magic is strong I saw at first glance the ….I ..of you , I saw the happiness you want be as you walked by once here once there once holding his ahand like boyfriend adnd girlfriends other times not  ..once with this beer later in the night with another beers long after your question to  me …  ….. an I say you aint but 18 , 19 maybe 20 still to soft in the eyes to be oever 21 … so get interested in my cigarette making machine and ask me to make you one  , then ask who is JAMES JOYCE the of of my current book on the table … and I say people have said I write like him ,,,no , only comparison is that we are both PIONEERS but he is a literary artist … me I am an ape using word like a crayon …. Some for ..soem attempt to commucate ..the alter antive … Joyce is an artist … and as I hand you a hand made cigarette …. I ge the proposition …. Which I smile and turn down … 1 because it was like only 8:30 and I work till 10 ,,nexst I ain;t buying pussy …wow my magic ..strong things come to give me reason to write to explore ,… to expsose … thank you little girl  I hope some day you will see the you in you .. and find other than him ….  But on to the in spirit witing steming of another pick up …. Earlie that day ( dot dot dash dhsa leadin … )

Hi YTHU , thanks for yur great interesting invite , but right now I know SELF enough that the gorilla aspect of me as it pertains to RELATIONSHIP along with my  own mind fuck RESIDUE …. That any 1 on 1 could evolve into what I DON’T REALY WANT ,,, ohh sex is fun and I can have that …. I still have a great sexy lady for the last 3 years ..who wants me to see the ….2^nd mind  ..but Her because of the prolongED esposure to me …. Also knows that I must ALIGN WITH ….. myself here and tao self .

Let me propose to you something else  realy fun , in fact so fun I had written a blog once never posted it , but worte it ..and it seems lost not saved  , so I will re-write the idea but now from aNEWER point of attraction , I gues the last one was pre mature ,,you had not yet written …  but I was expecting your arrivale .

How about setting up anew …. Personage ,, go to google images and capture my logo …. Make sure the page persoan  it YELLS FEMALE BI-SEXUAL ….. looking to meet friends and then in the weblog area and the photo section where you can put personal fotos with out getting kicked off …. Put a series of fotos of your pussy with a double dildoe in it …about to enter it , deep inside it .. you ge the idea …… few pics , titled LOOKING FOR A FRIEND TO PLAY WITH …..

AND THEN highlight blog rings rigns that are associated with like minded girls and then see if your friends get what you say you get ? ,,,, here is something that kinda strikes a nerve in me since in my distant past a chihck I had …. she SAID ?  ( bullshit she knew exactly her goal ..the evidence trail was like smell on shit ) ….. to find aplaymate for us to explore my ideas … the attraction she made was with an  ….. I – IN – I . who was so scared by the confuse and conquer of life that …that person  so CONFUSED to have lost all sense of orginal ID … that well it was just so fcuking wrong from the get go …. For that person attracted and myself and the girl who in her attempt in manipulation ONLY …distanced herself from me in ways she will never understand … unless she ever chooses to accept her own spirit of eve …. That is always IN ALL WAYS a personal choice event .

But back to you …a new now event that came about from events I had in the past ,,you the new expression of quantum assemblage …. HAVE FUN and see if the girls you attract can GET IT ! …. If they can FEEL the change afforded in  http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html  if they can see the oppututnity of checking it out … and if your ATTRRACCTION point is clear ,,true good ,, ( it always is really my intent is 2^nd mind to you .follow your own blisssnot my ideas ) you will SUMMON some special friends ..and when I am ready like I said it will be evident to all the invititation to come see ….a permaculture  http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html in the process of being built ,  I AM NOT masochist enough to wait tillit is perfect or done ,,nope I ma going to start involving those like yourself ASAP suring the start up building ,,the evidence trail has been set up so ,,, it is time to get real interactions for it is there that NEW ROCKETS OF DESIRE ,,, events of contrast will happen ..the expansion of tao )  you will read about the dynimaic of building it …. Along the way from site purchase concerns to ..engeering to building permit concerns ..all events I believe is important for young master ….. to have acees to the DATA stream … but in the mean time you SET FORTH ideas inot vibrational escrow ,, and soon yes you will be tie to a SLUT MAKER  and having play with you till you DRIP and MOAN … sound fun?

Ahh alignment with SOURCE  ( so spiritual huh? New age shit yet REAL HOT DIRP[Y SEX  is real spirituality real TAO ..real humanity in the living )

Ohh yeah keep me up dated by making sure your letter aredressed” hey twisted instinct “… so I know it is not spam .

So remember the words of  the sage YOUR APRECIATION OF WHAT IS IS THE FASTES PATH TO WHAT YOU WANT ….. be happy now ..thenyou have arrived at the goal for the goal alwaysis to just be happy ( me ther or not ) your own happiness is your goal for self ,,,, follow your bliss * and think good thought about the sale of 12601 s. Indian river dr . that maybe the vortex or not who knows not to force things let thing come ..i just know I do not need or want the connection to this location still on my mind as I build http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html

( wow this again is a LESSON PLAN for the step 2 part of http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html not rying just letting it flow manifest it happens all by itself ….. no trying for tryin is the sending out of the positive energy ot the want and the vision of failure ,, +1  +  - 1 = 0 energy )

Excerpted from the workshop in Boulder, CO on Saturday, June 7th, 2003

Does’st it sound logical if … you are on a roll of finding the best in your…your …view of living ( forget about what 2^nd mind whisters in your mind ..the constant line of shoulds  …the best advise of others) but finding the better NOW ….doesn’t if just feel better ?

What the fuck do yu want in all the striving for that DREAM state ,,,, that MILLION BUCKS …to feel better welll take the WHATEVER BETTER YOU CAN FIND HERE AND NOW . how about starting there ….

Anyway ,,,1,000,000 invested in an INSURED way willonly bring you 22k a year income take out of that mortgage insureance taxes , the sddiction your home has to Electricity and then figuring that fruit costs as much as MEAT ….. you will use up that 22k fast …

play a good game

young master when the ETHEREAL becomes the material ……. When the ideas hopes or dreams start to become realife choices presented in real time …..your OLD WAY OF DOING THINGS HOWS UP OUT OF HABIT ….not because you want …. Here is where the reprogramming done over time isIMPORTANT , that experience of time .. of event by event …. Retraining the brain to different EXPECTATIONS  ..BELEIF BASIS etc . it is time to stop …. Once you notice the FEELING of ? conufusion? Stress ? indecision ….. whenever stop and FEEL what the fuck is happening in my life and what do I WANT TO HAPPEN ,,that is the most important aspect ….. remembering YOUR WANTS …. And looking for that aspect in what ever is MATERIALIZING  in your life , sure you may feel it is all happening to fast but you have FREE CHOICE TO SLOW THINGS DOWN …..

remember you cn not get it wrong and living is never ever done ,,there is no beginning or END TO >>>>>>>>> YOU …ohh this game may seem real enough that has much more to do with themind fucking you were INSTILLED WITH from childhood to keep you OFF BALANCE  and useful to PHAROH …. If you had been brought up in more Taoist culture like the tribes of americas that taught the oneness of spirit taught from day one not to FEAR death or transitioning ,,, taught to live ..instead of constantly hide in PREPARING FOR FAILURES or disaster or things gong wrong  …

but we do have such an overwhelming amount of activity surrounding us that it is hard to keep tabs on all possiblitys of all aspects love sex friends $$ house job insurances investing boat paymesnts cars etc etc etc ,,,, this WHOLE TRAP is of our creation and under our control , the amount and the timeing of stress you can actually control ….. you can not get it wrong , all you do is learn from the choices you make ….

Make one that feels good ..then look for that good in what transpires ,, and the reality that is p[resented will be the CONTRAST EVENTS  for the next ..WANTINGS … and feeling and chices …. And plans .

What you wish for will show up …. Make it what you want by looking into it for things you want , finding the supportive aspect of it ….

And realizing you have MOMENTUMS THT YOU CARRY FROM OLD HABIT PATTERNS … they served you the best they could you have evolved them to enhance life and and in the future ….. so just be aware of the URGE TO BE LIKE THE TRAINED dog and act without THOUGHT . without feeling first what the fuck is being presented does it serve me ? that first impulse is going to serve you best especially after you have been involved in some t=period of time in RE TRAINING YOUR BRAIN …. But no matter you can not get it WRONG ….. all of it is AD venture …. And adds to the you. From where you will make new CREATIONS ..wants projected inot toa.

In the action of being MR. I DO NOT KNOW ,, in the zone …… trust how you feel and know everyday in everyway things are getting better an better . a great and glorious unfolding is happening and it happens during the GETTING LOST in the game ..enjoying the game …liking of the game and if you find you are in a ggame you do not like ,then BAIL ….. stop think feel ,,, create ..choice freely …  you are so free you can choose bondage …. Is your lifestyle BONDAGE ?   you can slow down or speed up what ever aspects of your life you want to the speed you want ….  You can really ,… fuck what 2^nd mind has taught you it is your life …. Live it your life ..not THEIR LIFE FOR YOU … not their idea of what you should live … be in your life feeling your wants …. Acting to move in the direction you have stated …

It happening right now …. Everyday in evryway …that getting better and better you hoped for is happening …. The adventures …. Unfolding … 

Slut maker

Ok young master this will be about ….. amking that 19 bucck office chair at stpales into a sex toy ….. “ The Slut Maker “ ..but first on to the repeatitive mental aspects of ..the day to day in evryeway changing you core belif system so to open you to the POSSIBLITY OF TAO ..and the completeness of  http://www.instinctualism.org/    it is not just sex ,,,, look at the visison board again every one and evry thing is represented family relaxation , $$$ interms of permaculture lifestyle ,,, real retirement security ….. fishing …. And PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY ( ohh yes ass fucking to )   whole-istic ….

The sage in a recording ..conversations with god for teen ..taken from the exploration of DONALD WALSH …. Here is alink to schooling idea of Walsh http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html  seee it is not just about sex but kids came from the PLEASURE  that sex is ,,, it CARROT ON THE STICK of dna procreation ….. and we are 24/7 able to enjoy and seek that sex pleasure ,,it is GOOD describes ,,the use of sexual RULES and manipulation as the tool of SOCIALIZATION … of control …. Classic military idea is to CREATE a DIVIDE AND CONQUER state in the enemy …..  confusion is just divided concentration …if one of the most basic life issues and PLEASURES in REGUlated ..then effects of manipulation will eventually occur .  http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html  …now the sage directly talks about becoming more INSTINCTUAL …. Intuitive …. Flow your BLISS …

She summons thru her skilled presentation this is the flip side of that manipulative choice in sexual presentation in clothing  ..  she  wants so much to be …daddys lil’ slut ,, master’s good girl ….. she wants to submit but can not for it is not SOCIALL acceptable ,,, she may submit during BDSM … then become bitch in other aspects of the 1 on1 relationship that will slip over and poisin the whole relationship ….. the harem family makes sure that she ,,, has other PERSONAL relationships that are strong and daily ..and she can interact with you as we are truthfully desgined to inteact …. In BASIS … we interact yes in other ways ,,but ther is a SUBLTE DYNAMIC  of sexuality it is NATURAL … but back to something

The SUMONING ….  The sgae says the is NO VICTIM …. We attract everything we summon and are summoned … players in COMPLEX GAMES that we understand from the BRAODER PERSPECTIVE OF ..SOURCE … but we forget in our here and now so that we can REALLY FEEL …. Horror or Heaven ……. Now I have always had a hard time using the DADDY position in any scene or with any chick …. I have spent way to much time being the supportive partner to women who had absueive pasts … http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html ..go back to the effects manipulation …. And think for yurelf about the question IS IT NUTURE OR NATURE …we know that stress effects the working of our BIO CHEMISTRY …. And over time your vibrations or thinking will become a manifestation of bio machanicap ABNORMAILTY … you are depressed / confused / manilulated FOR A LONG TIME ANd EVENTUALLY THE BODY PRESESENTS SOMETING identifiable  BY MEDICAL SCIENCE . and they tell you it is the CAUSE ..wrong !  ( not a braod enough view of bio mechanics ..but a PROFITABLE one for the…. for profit meidacl insdsutry controlled by the conceptual PHAROHs of our age )

  3% of birth have some sort of defect …. There are 1000 defects ..a mental bio chemical defect that would predepose someone to be  PERP … is equal to 1/10^th of 1% of 1.5 %  of the population in whole ,,,, and that absolutely tiny number could never result in the numbers of almost 20% of children being sexually abused …the eeeffects of SEXUAL MANIPULATION … which was created to support the PHAROHS  kings and queens … it is the core message behind the myth of SOUL MATES …the divided human is now of USE to the gods( to PHAROH THE GOD KING  who predated Greece by a few 1000 years ..who lived such an ALOOF life it seemed un real to the common person like a god on mount oylmpus ) …. http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html

Back to the perp and the victum …. So from a metaP state the I – IN – I all is well but here it suckes and herts … from the META PA there is a knowing about the SUMMONING of all needed parts so that 1 can explore the horror …of letting themselves be come so TWISTED they abuse kids and eventually go out on the patio and blow their brains out and I have to kleen it up …. And I have always hated having to clean up dead people been ther done that can not stand that … nothing worse than the smell of ROTTING HUMAN …. In War Zones, Rape Is A Powerful Weapon   clic for NPR link     the warrior is trained manipulated thru lack of sex , and the SPOILS of war have always been free access to the pussy RAPE AND PLUNDER ….. savng the choiset pussy for genrals or the sex industry back home … today in Guinea warriors rape girls in broad daylight in the streets ….oevrwheliming YES as the Sage notes there is a general state of good  and within the good the Sage also notes because of socialization and not living INSTINCTUALLY we have become our own worst enemy 

Couple this with my new quate from Einstein   ..you can not solve a problem using the thinking  that created the problem in the first place …… the CORE issue is not being solved only evidence trails ..smyptoms …

Enough day to day ,,, data ..for you to coreelate and eventually allow a reprogramming of your mind fuck if you want ….. and on to the BELIEF BASIS resulting from the reprogramming ….. nothing is in your life now without your belief in its posiblity nothing can come into yur life without some level of belief or awarness or THINKABLITY  in it .

The slut maker …… if you have a         SLUT MAKER  somewhere in your place and have written boldly on that with black magic marker SLUT MAKER ….. the courioslity which is the nature of cats and PUSSY will over take her PROGRAMING … her won desire and SUMMONING  will over power the effects of living up to texpectations of 2^nd 3^rd 4^th minds … and SHE will get naked on the Slut maker …

So for 19 bucks … it is called a TASK CHAIR … the hydraulic are ok you can raise her up to a good pentration level and lower her if you tie her up as a puppy ( ther are balance issues when she is presented like that … either commit to having two support straps permantely attached in the floor .. or becafeful and mindfulll …. SAFE SANE CONSENTUAL …

Thigh resistraints …Accros the back support of the chair you will secure a closet rod ( painted black there is something about DUNGEON BLACK that touces a subbies mind in jus the right way , Red is a Dom Mistress color and any other color is just LIVING ROOM DÉCOR COLLORS . black black black bullshit remember it si oly the being of the game … the shedding of the mind fuck  ) the rod has to be atleast 4 foot long 6 ffot is a waste of space …. The eye blot make it the large one so that you can use IMPRESSIVE ROPE  the actually part that topuches skin that I want to stay soft … skinn that I do not wanted PINCHED  unless I do it under my control …. That part use the straps from a back pack plus get some of those extra potrective covers available … … the wideness is important for it insures that the straps pull outwards to the knee area keeping her spread well and up high giving you a good PUSSY TARGET    for repetitive entry and with drawl … kinda in line with yestradys blog about SUMMONING …. You withdrawl helps her FEEL her PENETRATED NATURE  http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html … the emptiness felt during the excitement makes her realize how much she loves getting ucked by REAL MEAT … for her dildoe is only the tool of stimulation … it is in her mind that the real work is happening ,,VIBRATION of fanasty ,, and in its core is the WISH FOR HARD THROBBING MEAT to gush WHITE LIVE SPERM in that wet pussy …. 

And hanging from the bottom of the back support … is a pair of SPORT CUFFS … simple easy to make sex toy  …

Ooohh ohhh securing the closet rod ,,, two carriage bolts you know the ones with round smmoth tops started form the fabric side ,,the smooth metal will touch her skin that is ok … drilled thru the closet rod.

The task chair has no ARM RESTS that is a good ! thing . if you want to get ffancier adapt another backpack strap as a seat belt of sort sto insure she does not slip of ,, but honeslty you can control that wih a little alertness and reseating of her butt .. during a with draw portion . positioning her as a puppy will mean you have to tie her kness and ankles to together and raise or lower her with hydraulics for best resentation for you and you will fuck her wide legged your balls swinging good . have fun , for the more you are having fun the more aligned with SOURCE ENERGY YOU ARE .. the more powerful it will be for her …. Be of 1 mind  yourelf and the world will manifest for you in better and bettr wyas … option I still feel is a good idea especially in the begigning is a good ball gag or scarf to make sure I have PLAUSIBLE DENALBITY …. I can not stop if I can not understand the safe word . what will her summoning be ? to maintain 1^st her control and FEAR ? or trust and love ?

Wow this is weird I can kind twist this bolg inot a lesson plan for part 1 of http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html wierd fucking wierd

Begin modulating thought in terms of the way that it feels rather than in terms of the results that it will net you. The tendency is to flow a little Energy and then take score. Well, the problem is, as you flow the Energy, the Universe responds instantly. But when you take score, you're right back in that reality again.
--- Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in San Rafael, CA on Wednesday, March 4th, 1998

When you take SCORE you are thinking BACKWARDS ….. and so you get that backwards result showing up ,,,, if you are living in harmony with TOA , which is going forwards forever towards that which feels better in the second without fear or focus on backwards ..without fear of the MIND UFCK that gets you to worry about Transisitoning/death for no death evr happens to the I … of I in I ….

So forget ..about scores , but live in a now of finding things that feel good , really GOOD , something that feel good to yu are because of the EFFECTS OF MANIPULATION … they are not INSTINCTUAL  expressions of feeling good but the reaction of a Fredom seeking DNA and TAO self .. who have been confused for years LIED TO SINCE  birth …

Summoning pussy

Young amster …..so the vibrtional escrow …of the un-impossiblitlity of what ever you have dreamed up ..is already ,,,, in the ALWAYS IN ALL WAYS …  of tao http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html   a state of unthiinakableness from here within BRAIN and bio machine ,,JUST AS IT SHOULD be …  for that makes the game most real ,,,, other wise it would be the same old boring INFINITY .. you escaped to come here and expeince contrast the oppurutuinty to CREATE new ideas from the experiences of contrasting events … to produce your won PIE  form the ingredients avaalibale into a new creation …. Now remember in your LETTING IT BE , your acceptance of what is self training to ralize the SPIRIT OF EVE and the girls who blindingly embrace it knowing not other ALTERNATIVES ..    they to …. Are summoning the better which they will find in part ( NEVER WHOLE NEVER COMLETELY  for that would end expansion of tao ) ..they find inpart their BETTER their expansion in and thru YOU !

The sage has kinda in her best WORD TOOL to describe that the IMAGE THOUGHT FORM DREAM  that idea you sent out into Tao has a power of SUMMONING ….. for you are in it … and for it to be an EXPREIECE of  THING  well you gotta be there . so there is a summoning energy ..it is not your ACTION OF CREATION but the letting of it manifest … but if your thought energy or focus is not the …. Belief of IMPOSSIBLITY belief of things our ide of what other tell you till you believed more in their IMPOSSIBLITY that … possibles ..  …… you hold to aspects of your creation then there is a constant flow of thoughts inot that NON STAGANT BUT CONSTANLY AMMENDING T toa .. or vibrational excrow … the has a confliction of summoning energy … hmmmmm interesting . maybe you are amending what you REAALY WANT  the POSSIBLITY  into form you can beter aceept withi the boundrys you have accepted … no longer the PURRITY OF YOUR WANT …

To relax in 1 mind . to feel relief BASIS ….. to fucking feel relief peace happiness expectation passion excitement … being lost in many different daydreams that feel good etc etc …. Then the NANO SECOND by nano second expression fo thought energy from you is not CONFLICTING  BUT CONGRUIENT . with the stated wants .

And you feel that feeling the sage described as SUMMONING ….. the evidence trails supporting aspects of possibility , in fact need for wht you have described and put inot word or picture ….  http://www.instinctualism.org/vision_board.html ..actuall all of theis is just he evidence trailof the THOUGHTS ALREADY IN TAO ..these are the supportive events showing you the reality of your FLASH of wants …over and over ..for if like me young master your life style choice … comes to an apex of DECIDING …. It was most probably from aseries of events over years ….  Each putting into vibrational escrow … ASPECTS of the current DREAM …. Being able to describe activitiy or find pictures to put on a vison board is not the CREATIVE ACTION as much as the LETTING YOURSELF HAVE WHAT YOU WANTED ACTION ..the allowing ,,,it is a SUBLTE  power of summoning , sublte because you as yet are still in a NON BELIEF  state which hampers ..the summoning power ….. but is this not a universe of non-imposition … WOULD SOMMOING be  force … no because it is the result of attraction forces that you yourself put inot action based upon many aspects … those of the contrasts lived ….those of a more META P  NATURE WHICH MAYBE THE IDEA  that we do come into this expreince with a GAME PLAN of sort ….( not impossible ,,the the consiuosness state levels of the i… in the i-in I …. Is as infinite as everything else … ) and from there a form of the 1 ..can talk as the SAGE or come with a game plan of sorts .

AHH when you young master start to realize and THANK every person who caused you dis comfort for the part they played in your CURRENT BECOMING , especially the aspects that you RESISTED while involved …. When you embrace that thing RESISITED …… as a tool maybe for further expansions … ahhhh all the PARTS FIT ! tha feeling of RELEIF means you have let go resistance and toa YOU HAVE EXPANDED ONCE MORE … THE SUMMONING IS STRINGER AND STRONGER ,,everyday in every way things are getting better and better ….no worrys !

Now , at the same time us lil’ humans are a PART TO FIT  …. For the bio machine we term Gia  http://www.instinctualism.org/book_of_positve_aspects.html even the DNA evovlution the actions like INFANTICIDE … all helps create the FIRE STARTER … who has been UNLOCKING  stored materials that have beens tuck and not in play for millions of years ….. for us to light fires is to relelase sun light back out into space once more ,,the earth became WAY TO GOOD AT captureing collecting and storing solar energy ,,,, in fact She got fat ,, we ,,,, are an over all help

Ahhh now we have developed enough ,,the TIME OF AWAKENING .. the sage says …. Time to become SUSTAINABLE ….. we have earned a position to live in harmony and FEEL GOOD ….. there is TO MUCH RESOURCES and land …. We have to much oppurutuinty to live long healthy relaxing wealthy LIVES ( wealth is not $$$ wealth is love )   iw ll bring up the land use figures once more 580 million acres for range and pasture ,,for the fucking holy cows …and 108 the the almost 400 million humans to live on like stacked sardines  many and most in desncity and slum like condstion here even in the US ….. we have way to much land and techonology to make it liveable … and enjoyable … http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html  concepts of FOOD FOREST …. Permacultures …. Retirement in 4 years instead of 40 http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html

Time of awakening ……. A n exciting sound bite …. The idea that my dreams SUMMON ME , that I do not have to work hard to make the come whihch actually is me thinking projecting energy of fear outwards …. To let myself , feel the summoning energy of that which I have already created …. To let it unfold withme IN IT .

Excerpted from the workshop in Tampa, FL on Saturday, December 6th, 2003

It is like living in a MIRROR LESS world http://www.instinctualism.org/mirrorless_living.html your attention is not called for ever to your SELF JUDGEMENT  OF  the past for the reflection is the past NANO SECOND travel of light bouncing … of quantum assemblage ,,, not the up coming….. by living without the mirro you are THINKING PROJECTING ENERGY based upon YOUR WANTS not dead data ..the past the over already expreinced …. Tihgns to make new creation wants from ,,data …only …. Your current flow of thought effect the flow of UP COMING quantum assembalege ,,so to live not looking at your feet as you walk but looking where you are going ..

Take a motor cycle training class , and learn if you are looking always at your front whelly you will crash ,,you must look forward and trust that your body will INSTINCTUAL ACT IN ACCORD WITH YOU WANT TO GO IN THAT DIRECTION …..ahhhhhh evidence trail supporting the words of the sage .

Look at your feet or where you are and get more of just that … daydream about where you want to go and things will line up to bring you in that direction . safely.

Non issue cute lil ass

Young master there is a bold of difference betweent HAS  AND HAD a boyfriend …. In terms of your expectiation ..this reality is not one of FORCE it is one of attraction ,, and extraction …  things that are ISSUES  can be NON issues ….. life Forms from possibles based upon the filter of your bio machine and BRAIN programming or BELEIFS . ok I understand you look at her inline and see htat round butt she has so conscuiosly formed and framed with hr choice of pants to stimulate other males around …  constant manipulations …. You see that ass in fornt of you like a puppy and this time the SUBLTE DIFFERENECE between the visual of an ASS FUCK AND  a pussy fuck it that the ass crack has no OTHER FEATURE as it blends in to her back and hips spread where my hands are holding her to force her back and forth on my hard cock … there is no other feature , for when in her pussy there is another feature that of her asshole itself ,,,no this time you see her in a flashof TAO …. OF VIBRATIONAL ESCROW … you see you thich harder than hard cock buryed in that tiny asss , well lubed , slidingin in and out ans you can hear RESPOND .. ( we;; I lnow it is that sound of her respose that drives my pleasure ) … I love the feeling of friction but is in her CO CREATION HER RESPOSNSE … that I get off …… ok  do I have your mind ? is that what you put inot vibrational esrow the second you saw that perfectly framed ass at the counter as you came in for a gallon of milk ?   now …… on to the realy dynimcs involved in the PRESENTATION she MDE! ..HER VIBRATIONAL  escrow that you have been trained to ..be INVOLVED IN ?    she is the 2^nd or 3^rd mind ,,her feelings or her creations are not your RESPONSIBILITY …your actions do NOT CREATE in her extractions or attractions , so feeling anything or any resposniblity except the urge to see you dick in that ass and her LOVING IT …. CUMMING ANNALLY OVER AND OVER ( get that clit cumming and her ass will take over for you ) … whihch see will like in YOUR EXTRACTION ….  It is fine to see her likeing your ACTIVITIES in your vision of your VIBRATIONAL EXCROW . then on;u look for eveidence trails that support THAT .   this is the day by dat everyday in evryway …. Correlating of BELIEF …for nothing comes to you outside of your belief . and how does have anything to do with the LOSERat the gas pummp as she gets into the drivers seat …hmmm I wonder who got a DUI again ?  and can’t be man enough to drive and the poor confused CUTIE …. Confused by the lack of alter.NATIVES …. Feels stuck with shithead and thus presents that perfect lil young ass for all to ….. create VIBRATIONAL ESCROW ABOUT …. Hew ..escroa is one of helpless ness , a calling out for LEAD ME TO MEY BLISS YOUNG MASTER PLEASE …I call you …. Please . I want it like you want it , IT IS MY nature http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html ..... it is not about her … YOU are worthy …  YOU just being here to create an idea , is the expansion , and ass fucking her is an idea it is a DATA evnent a new POOSIBLITY that wwas Not until you tought about the components ..you and her … THIS IS THE EXPANSION EVENT OF TOA ….  ..WELL ATLEAST another cute lil’ ass exactly like hers ..is worthy too and will come  ….. it is done so let it happen look for that evidence trail … piece by piece belief facts flow to you . and thus soon you will fine the JOYOUS CO CREATION of her pleasure response to yur hard cock in her feeling the friction of me fucking that lil’ tiny ass hole …. Over and over and voer ..it is about entering in belief that FEELINGS place , tilll as the sage says QUATUM REALITY can do nothing more that act within the LAWS of motion and attraction adngive you both want you want .

You are musch more NON PYSHICHAL  than pyshical ..for the tao or non pyshihcal I am ….. so limitless it is beyond THOUGHTS ….. way beyond even an ever explaining a or this UNVIERSE ..for this is all within the BOUNDS OF  thinkable . tht ass fucking is there with the BOTH OF YOU… the I in in ..that will change humanity for those who want that free choice of changes . it is real love of self and eachother  http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html   ( ohh I have so much more to add , but can you ad the word let your own connction flow )

But for this game to become REAL..you gotta forget your WHOle self .. AND BE A THING SELF …  http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html rules of the game , if you wannna play foot ball with friends then there has gotta be some sort of rules ..boundrys … now our boundrys are in reality quite EXPANSIVE ….. you can experience anything that you can thinka bout and blive is possible for you …pretty fucking expansive .

She like all things has 2 sides a good possibility and anot so good or contrst possibility each is worthy ..of expreincing depending on what your level of GAME is ….  Fuck the stress man ,,, youhave the choice to chill put out and look for the arrival of a better attraction , or maybe during that time she herself will move him inot the PAST  so he is  a HAD ……

Excerpted from the workshop in Chicago, IL on Sunday, November 1st, 1998

Not to make it happen from a position or thought of NEEDYNESS which is the NOT FEELING GOOD PLACE ,, but from a position of excitement … IN LIKE PLANNING A FISHING TRIP … the nergy of happiness and excitement is what toa moves towards ..

So ,,, like the BOYFRIEND …. Have enough gas to cover the trip including and extra reserve is good planning , extra bait in case the bite is hot ,,,, WATER …. Suntan lotion …. All things become part of the dream about going fishing ,HELL EVEN THE BOAT if you donot have one yet …. Becomes par tof the dream and if you really like that dream you start to find evidence trails of possibility around that activity ,,,, you end up buying your firt boat then another and antoher …. Each a learning expreince …. That brings you into those dreams you had long long ago , about  GREAT GRAND SLAMING BONE TARPON PRMIT AND MUTTON  on the flats . it feels so comfortable tha manifestation events just surround you …. You are it .. it is you

As pussy is

I have been trying to let the ALLOWING of the natural expressions of the beast teach me shit be that the human ANIMAL Eve included or ,,, bonnobo , is a female hierarchy culture….. and very peaceful and very sexual 24/7 ,,,, we are not BO NOBO .. close DNA relative but not us but with evidence trails there in …. There is so muche vedeince trails to compare us to Gorilla  ( ok uwill admit to current science that is tilting towards ORANGUTANG ) but gorilla in so many genitics expressions from thickness of sperm form pussy and cock desgn * yes human pusy is larger so it the cock unnatural selction ) the home building the peaceful nature ( we have only 40 years of ov=beservation and the population is limitedc and under pressure but the overwhelming peace nature is evident …. But we are not GORILLA EITHER …. Like I say on the amiting pages these are just … comparision we are HUMAN ,, similar but different of course … !

Eve as she is ,,,, is perfect all the ACTION PATTERNS over the 1000’s  OF YEARS SINCE THE QUEENS OF PHAROH ,  manipulated the king ,,,thr truth behind …the old wisdom …BEHIND EVERY GREAT MAN is a GREAT WOMAN ( greatness is up to personel opinion the actions of the socio pathic has been great in terms of MATERIAL POSSESEION AND BUILDING  but as it bee truthfully HUMAN and loving )_… if she wants to explore something different GREAT THAT IS THE EXPRESSION of the LAW OF ATTRACTION if she finds it not to her tastes and leaves ,,hey that is the freedom of gorilla world also … different than bononbo.. gorilla girls are free to  leave a family unit if it does not provide them their WANTS . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html    then she enter another family   hangs around and if things feel good then matess ,,NON RAPE non manipulative free adoptive Gorilla nature HUMAN NATURE  when not manipulated or stressed by economy … http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html  .   bononbo is manipulative the ALPHA female runs thngs  … bonobnbos are  A SEXUAL RECREATIONAL ape like wise we haumans are very sexuall recreational and MASTRUBATE … it shows in babys always in many ways ,then supreesed and in time the effects of manipulation do show like always .

Eve …. Searches for new and better …like everyone and everything … she trys DIEING TO BE THIN ,,she cutts herself ,,she does dope ,,she sells herself in the sex industry ,,, for cash to ease her pain … to feel better more in  alignment with source …. Lifestlye it itself is a DRUG addiction …not only a drug ..but the whole of the culture could be seen as addiction issue …. after ..after …. a new option is presented for then it is  afree choice event .. until you present the NEW OPTION current culture is the ONLY 1 WAY …. The expected way ,,, and other options are unthinkable or unknown to be experienced ..but after you build it young master  they will come then ..oppurutunity for new expresson can be EXPRESSED…. Eve as she is can then choose to leave the EVE concept …freedom of 1 more free choice , taste it,  like it ? or leave it .. ? all is good http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html ........ what releif basis does this give me ..what allowance ? what little by little step ..so that everyday in everyway my own life experience gets better and better ? you young master may not be able to always find words but can you find FEELINGS .. andy feeling of release ..relief all evidnce trails of letting of rsisiatnce .

The more in vibrational sync you are with who you really are, then the more you are allowing only those things that you're wanting, and the less resistance there is. And the less resistance there is, then the less delay between the idea of the thought and the receiving of it.
--- Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in Tallahassee, FL on Saturday, December 1st, 2001

Look the goal is not the ..arival in MATERIAL FORM  of thing-ness , WHAT IS THE TRUTH DRIVE  of toa is expansion ..expansion always moves toward that whihch feels better ..not towards the feeling of discomfort …. In the letting go of resisatnce ..enrgey flows outward …expanding ..letting go of the BATTLE or struggle or stress FEELS GODD !  you are then in the MANIFESTATION PROCESS  of your truest want ..to just

Lil white pain slut

So young master her story goes something like this …… her boyfriend TRAINED her and she is still so proud of that , her pain level is an 8 she has dislikes of course it is all just a game  ,, she is part of the culture now .. now that the boyfriend has gone where the boyfriend should have been ..done gone away …. Useless fuck … manipulated and did not even know  not manipulated by the boyfriend who ,,himself did not know how uchhis MALE INSTINCT  had been suppressed since the day  of birth …no manipulated mainly by her OWN free choices ..but now  fashionable and good looking .. but useless realyy this chick had a life to live and now a depenadncy LIVE doing what is NAUTRRAL of everything the finding some way to connect with bliss the feeling of better the process of the ever expaning tao . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html finding the path for her came in addiction on both …. PHINES .. morPHINE based pharmies … and EndorPHINE based sex . lucky she is so fucking cute and the society is so easy to find your way into ,, and those high level players in larger citys so well connected this lil slut …. Is doing just ifne , got a good job , and extra cash frome her ..masturbaorty service to the sex industry ,, POLyANDRY …… 1 woman  serving  many men , as the UNANTURAL  selelction of bredding females who have family historys of producing many male birth became common to FURL the WAR MACHINE of PHAROH .. we actually have become very polyandry as male irth rate cam into parody with girl births . a sex industry and manipulation had to occur to saitify mean of all ages since girls … are not ovulating while having babys .. and quit in the 40s etc etc , many reasons for girls to servie more than 1 male …today it is thru PORN . which keeps the lil slut THINKING  she is happy ,,,finding ALIGNMENT  thru chemical stimulation has its limits you in time need straonger and stronger fix’s because the action over the period of YEARS , has become imbalenced . it is so sad to see how fast girls are AGING on this shit by 30 they really have the feeling of a well kept 50 year old woman , in face and spirit .

But young master being a pain slut ,,, can be refered to in many things ,,if you are doing something ..to PROVE  to others your WORTH .. and you gain your eGO place in life thru that ,,,, you are a PAIN SLUT a masochist . if you can see and find …again with the FEELING PLACE of living … if you can feel you are NOT WANTING to do something the passion is not there yet you do it anyway …. WHY ? to llook good in the eyes of who ?and what evidence trails are yelling to you ,,to question your own motives …

I have and had something like that this in my life now ,,, my lil’ white thing … has become my pain slut aspect of my …. An ego aspect , it provided me with much I needed over the last few months in SCHOOLING or should I say reSCHOOLINg of myself into remembering the commericial fisherman I am and was and how I had motors upon motors and boats upon boats , always had tools ready for my capatains to go make $$$ for us both ….. but is the lil’ white car a PROFIT CENTER  realy ?  what is it?  I have to rebuild my trailer not because I need to but to ACEEPT the lil’ white thing whenit breaks down next time ,,,, I have been thinking , I am PLANNNING FOR FAILURE ? ohhh the failures of the lil’ white thing over the last few months were a great reteaching tool YES and I am thankful for thatn….. to bump me out of my depancy that I had grown inot over years ….. it has been the awakening once more of

EVERYDAY IN EVERYWAY THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER AND BETTER … and the realizing that things should be easier …. I should just relax and let things be easier ,,it has been almost worth the 10K loss in dollars to learn thsese lessons monce more . good life lesson that will serve me again .  but to continue to pour money into a failed project when in my action plan my focus is not on rapid arriveing success but actually more and more failures ,,, great fun if that is the HOBBY IWANT .. if that is hwo I want to spend my time …. No I think and hope that soon I will have not time to invest in that project ..but in something more profitable and more fun ….. os instead of continueing on with that , maybe I should finish painting the house instead of taking time to re build the trailer in anticipation of break downs I take the same cash , and repair the front door frame , so to make a better sales presenstaion since I am going back on the market soon ….

Ahh but EGO ,,me thinking thru the 2^nd 3^rd 4^th and 5^th minds …. Thnking about how otherw thinka bout the image they see of PHIL ,not about what is really FEELING FUN to phil since I have not been realy excited to completet the trailer and I willnot invest more cashinto lil white thing with out the support vehicle to pick it up after I fails ,,I seee , the self CREATED ..stuck point and it that worth anything ?

The losss of the $10,000 is already fact ,,the learning gained …. Fact in fact this weighting of thoughts and feelings is again ,…. Of VALUE … things they do not teach you at school ….. sting of the police said in the KING of pain ….

Excerpted from the workshop in Chicago, IL on Saturday, April 24th, 1999

The UNRAVELING ..the suggestions of th SAGE …sound so easy to flow out of mouth saying do this to another … but the REALITY of unraveling , when the mind has beeen IMPRORPERLY PROGRAMED  and we function thru that mind  ..the UNRAVELING though can be ALLOWED //to express .

Remember …it is all about the journey not the arriving for our ALL arriving will be the  TRANSISITION back inot … I ..in ..i ,,, and you go with out any of the otys or cash or pussy you aquired ….. you even leave the use of the body too…. It is all about the journey ..not the ARRIVING .. at the point of being UNRAVELED … totally skilled the BEST , because when you achieve that and there is one who can match you in the GAME you get bored and look for a new CHALLENGE a new path ,,and that mean JOURNEY

SO YOU ALLOW THE everyday in everyway  I AM GETTING BETTER ANE BETTER TO BE YOUR PERSONEL TRUTH ,,WHICH IT IS FOR EVERYONE … every night you let the bio machine brain correlate data .. mixing it It with expressions form your UNTHIKABLE SELF …. Into the ever SLIGHTLY changed you of each morning … the ACTION of allowing .  abundance has NOTHING TO DO ..with numbers#### about cars or cash or girls or homes …. It is about how you FEEL when interacting with the THINGS … it is all about the FEELINGS of allow ing …. In allowing you feel EXPANSION

I am practicing the ALLOWING of EVE expressions , lately ..letting the mind fuck UNRAVEL . allow everyone to find their own bliss for I don’t have to interact with them ..in fact the less they attract my attention of dislike I ALLOW  the attention to other things I am free to choose to focus on which bring me FEELING of happiness ..free choice day by day … I an not here to force EVE to change I am here to MOVE THRUOGH my own challenge my own game my own growing skill at presentation of an idea ……. That and only that …expanding free choice . ACTION AND UNRAVELING AND ALLOWING

Clit rings

Ahh young master … to stop resisting the TWISTED FIRE STARTER … http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZ8iFwlYBrI  …..yet the word STOP is the action of RESISTANCE IT SELF …HOW ABOUT …ALLOW ALLOWING , that phrase needs to be cleared up a bit …. It is me ….ALLOWING  in a 1 mind state … not me in a 2^nd mind state of allowing myself because I have a filter of shoulds ..to let myself become more allowing ….  I said that I noted the EVE spirit as worthy in talking to her ,,and I have noticed that was ALLOWING … she as she is and I was and I am . now I remember writing abou that lil mom yesterday like a warning aobut getting sucked inot the MIND SET  the Eve spirit …instead I say stay GIRL  do not become this IMAGE of woman the construction the made woman …. But be herself .  but at the same time I allow allowing and remember that the good thing my words are only a POINT OF ATTRACTION to those who find them usefull for them …. Useful as ZHUANGZI discussed …was all about …the HAPPY HAPPY of the personel inaction or use of that which many others may view as NON USEFUL . I do not have to be good I do nothave to be understandable and I can still be usefull .

remember HAPPY GIRLS WANT TO BE FUCKED . it is their deepest truth of DNA vibration eminating form the DNA vessel that the toa is using for expeince int his time/space event ,,, she loves pentrations ,,she loves to get fucked and you are designed to be he pentrator ,,SHE CALLS THIS FORTH FROM YOU ….!  Look again to the gorilla she calls him ,,he the silver back is involved in games with the kids when she comes DEMANDING you big strong male with a tiny idck ..FUCKE ADN FUCK ME NOW I will pound the dirt in demanding for your cock ….. . HAPPY GIRLS WANT TO GET FUCKED …..

OK this is my finding the positive aspect of EVE …  http://www.instinctualism.org/book_of_positve_aspects.html    . I have cleaned up eve … cool allowing eve is to allow her to express her OWN concept of better and knowing I DO NOT HAVE TO PLAY  the game …. I can leave it and her and move on , and let HAPPY GIRLS  attract me happy girls attract you young master ,,,, not TRYING to ignore Eve any more for in the ALLOWING OF EVE … I have no more ENERGY OF FOCUS ON HER EXPRESSION OF MY UNWANTED …. For it is now a wanted … the manifestation arrived the energy aspect is over ….. who wants to get fucked ..by YOU !  young amster ,,,, their presense is the evidence trail of that DAY ..no further than that day with no ….. NEEDYNESS of any tomorrow ,,,  yet the truth of your attraction is HAPPY GIRLS LIKE TO GET FUCKED !  and today in your allowing of things you get INTERACTION many people in many ways all bringing to you realy the pieces of data and blief ,,, someones grandmother maybe the frind of someone else who will be the door way to tht which you have seen in a dream .

LET YOURELF DREAM you are mot making things or creating ..like many SHAM( self help actualization movement ) teachers describe ..in daydreams you are letting DATA correlate into stronger and stronger BELIEF points , and when YOU FEEL LIKE IT CAN HPPEN THERE IN YOUR  daydream the happening-ness of reality will flow into reality ….AS THE SAGE SAYS …IT IS …LAW …. As I say it is the evidence of the expansion thru interation in thes time space thru a vast AGRREEEMNET between all quantum players http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html   it is law is a better sound bite .

Or to allow allowing ,,what is growth of the TAO … expansion is the allowing of expansion …. So I have a resisitance I know it it is EVE spirit expressions …. But I am feeling the coming of my allowing more and more ,,, it is attraction I just goota allow her to NOT hear my words while I am around to FEEL the sicord …. The discord …it is natural for I MA SOCIAL ANIMAL … having a sense of 2^nd mind is fact , I can not create thru it . so I am not responsible for it FREE CHOICE IN FOCUS … but I do have the choice to not be around to see it PAIN  it’s discomfort .

WHEN YOU CAN see that which you do not like as OK ,,, you are ok …. Yourself and letting the energy of toa flow ……….. nothing can flow as you do not allow it to flow in the TV show outthere which is not YOUR LFIE  choice but theirs , who am  .. I . to create in their life , it is their life and I am just a septator of it … it is not unitl they ask ..FUCK ME PLEASE  YOUNG MASTER is then they are now of your life and then your FREE choice to involve with … eve spirit.. I don not like for I see it as socipathic greed of overt OVERT  selfish ness , but . in a MUCH LARGER PERSEPCTIVE it has brought about the FIRE STARTER OF podigy which is cause for the cycling of trapeped bio logical wastes ,, trapess once used mthose millions of years ago , the co sytem was dependant on that volume of RAW material for its health … but lately for millions of year it has been trpped and we EVOLVED  thru mush of the WORK of the EVE spirit’s manipulation of SEXUAL STRESS inot making KINGS  who fought over PUSSY REALY … who amasses fortunes to sdorne the female while they went hunting … for the girls to adorn the kings so they could show each other their EXAMPLE of arm candy I AM ON HIS ARM … and look at the gold he has ….. my godl since iam 1^st wife ..it has been my own ….non positive aspecting her presence that shad kept me stuck …

EVE  NATURALLY LIKES COCK  more tha plstic dildoes or even a girls tongue … she love dick . life is good …………. Jam with the band go with the flow ,, let those who are supoosde to hear listen ….it is the law of attreaction .

Now how thisrelates to clit rings , or beely button rigns , nose studs . even era rings … all those NAILS in my toy of softness … if I wanted to chew on NAILS I would have been an old fashioned carpenter … holding a mouth full of anils ,,, GIRLS ARE MADE SOFT AND WET FOR A REASON …to be enjoyed . and no piece of PHAROH’s self image could make a girl any more pretty than I her in her naturaist state .

I sell belly buttom rigns nipple rings ,, sharks jaws with the piercing stud behind it so it will look like the sharks teeth are biting down on her nipple instead of MY TEETH … and yes yu  can use that on your clit if you want …. Giggle giggle giggle the go to each other  as the lead inot those words ATTRACT FROM me that which they want to be involved . but keep it all hidden because of SEXUAL MAINPULATION ( that is the state of allowing I kow has served Economy and thus served GIA the earth bio sphere in the releasing of stuck material … HEY  all that oil all that limestone both are evidence of DEAD LIFE … all was once using those materials in growth … all that RAW CARBON AND RAW LIME ..must some how be healthy to the bio shoere in ways I do not understand … .

Sexual manipulation the greatest tool of the slave master … has allowed the TWISTED FIRE STARTER http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZ8iFwlYBrI to be helpful things happeing beyond THINKABLE  unitl they become thienkable then more UNTHINKABLE SHOW UP .

Excerpted from the workshop in San Rafael, CA on Sunday, August 15th, 1999

So infanticide in apes has been bugging me , the EVE spirit  I in anger was comparing it to giving it HUMAN MOARL VALUES …. But the ape does not fear death or return to tao ..the transisition http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html the baby the REAL USER of the babys bio machine does not fear ENDING for there is no ENDING ..only becoming I in I in I again …. The new silver back is the chance for NEW IMPORVED DNA creations and she can ot have a new baby while she nurses the lil baby ……. We are the EVOLVED of that activity …who now no longer practice infanticide except thru WAR FARE and in the sacrifice of thinking more about $$$ that we give up our chance to love kids for more time at work . eve and the daycare industrial machine ….all good …. I do not want to live it , so I d ont have to fcus on it beut be an expression of alternative to it ….

The gorilla mom is pureR IN CONNECTION TO SOURCE , more invoved directly in the expansion activity as is NATURAL  for the bio machine sued . in my JUDGEMENT  I feel the disconnection … a negativiness … my free chice is to understand the eternal .

Look you Right in the thighs

Young master  no not for you young master ,, I write to YOUNG MISS  what a  night at jensen huh ?  from all outwards viewing it was just the same old same old , but it was also ..connections , and questions , and personel allowing ..extracting that which is freely given ? ..so whatever fabric your pants were made from …. I am like so fucking suprized at how they framed , siloutted showed every NUANCE of your pussy ,,,not a camel toe ,,or a pubic mound which maybe just her padd crafted by a smart girl to be a pubic mound ,,no t his was a girls   now woman(er) than a few years ago , but still 100% girl ,, and being a girl is OK  she does not HAVE TO become the cold bitch woman of eve … be girl  even with the toddler so proudly standing holding mommys figner ,,refusing his stroller making walking around impossible so you KINDA juast had to stand there for me to STARE BETWEEN YOUR …..THIGHS .. I was happy reading my new novel when like MESSAGE FROM SOURCE said ..look between her legs ..LOOK DEEP ! ….and I saw …. It , and I saw you watching me … you scaning for where my gaze was so powerfully locked , drawn , held … and as you accepted that I was fixed on your pussy I swear I saw your cunt pound and fill ever so slightly with blood in some sort of excitement and pride ….. it was like I had the pererphial vison of a pilot to watch you watch me as I never left the complete focus on the dangleing lips of your pussy held within the fabric of those pants ,,THAT IS GREAT FABRIC , more girls should be wearing that fabric what ever it is !

 A regurlar teen mom ,, a LABEL of society I see and saw and see in many girls the DNA expression of OVULATION ….. the laws aside and on to the INSTINCTUAL AWARENESS OF WHAT IS ..REAL OF NATURE  set aside the MIND FUCK ..to her INABLITLY to search out the WORTHY MASTER her or your … young miss ..your  DNA calls for http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html only worthy if he has done the tour of duty ,,, like the gorilaa established himself a range for feeding and maintaining health …. the urge for MILLIONS OF YEARS … you expressed it .. and now stuck with a toddler? no you love him and he I have seen knowing over the years the locals who come walk the thrusday night streets … he has grown in your love … that toddler is healthy happy connected to source is that why is stopped you in foront of me ,,,so that I could have this stream of writing out side of the NORMAL … he is not a problem he is a gift … he is TRUTH . the MANIPULATION of sex ..is the terrible lie of NIN …. LISTEN TO THE PAIN we have been expressing for 100’s of years we know something is wrong but there is not OTHER ….ALTER NAITTVE .. choice around to explore , well young master I say BUILT IT AND THEY WILL ……… CUMMM ! I use sex ..for sex sells and I am a salesman at heart !  ( thanks hatman for the push …write ..jam with the band .. just write … let it flow without explanations  or punduatations ,,well I use way to many punctuations . the tool of thw warbling sound the smoothe pebbles or jagged rocks in the path of sounds you played out of you saxophone in JAM with the band . )

Well all good things come to and END  no to a contrst event the oppurutnity for growth ,, as a customer broke my gaze and involved me in sale , the youmt mother was set free of the power of my convictions ,, which she ATTRCTED . and by the time I retunred to sitting with my book she was gone and the pages called my attention once more … reading some one who can realy write well .

Normal people lving what they think is a NORMAL life ,,,, I know for fact that ALL OF THEM at times question  that NORMAL but since they never have the chance to SEE FEEL TOUCH TATE THINK ABOUT OR EVEN >>>live any alter native then well all ther is is…..the same old thing getting the same old results ,,the girls flirting later on be fighting later on to be crying and drunk with men who treat them as they have treained men to treat them . allowing for the xperience of a contrast to CREAT a new want ..will you flow young miss with POSSIBLES or just repeat the same old same old … out of fear of the thoughts you use from the 2^nd mnd

Excerpted from the workshop in Silver Spring, MD on Saturday, October 21st, 2000

Good girls swallow

Young master ,,, the fact THAT if I am feeling it then most likey I have made a choice  to think with 2 minds not be in 1 mind and I get  ….dis cord …… makes the wrong vibration . and it is all aobut VIBRATION . so , I have adream an idea something worthy I believe and it is only when I think thru the ..eyes or brainof others who I care about ..do I ever feel any discord about what I am thinking or planning ,,, hell actuall not even PLANNING sometimes as letting it flow without ..RESISTANCE into my awareness … ( you will have to go thru a lot of words before you understand the title )

As long as I am …close to 1 MIND ,,, with my own mind … I am happy on the river going down stream with lots of OPPURUTUNITY for experience to TWEEK the actuall events . 

http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html or me philip vander mude are not important in an of themselves , just 1 more ..being coming and going ..the being-ness OF AN ART OR IDEA BE IT A Jackson Pollack PAINTING OR A STREAM OF ideas like http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html or a bait and tackle store … not important yet they give the OPPURUTUNITY for expansion towards the BETTER of individuals who have attracted …that being-ness INTO their life experience . 1 more spice in the kitchen of the unverse …… my writings using the words of the SGA , or zhuangzi , or my slant on Buddha ,,, or my stream of DATA on supporting science that leans towards the INSTINCUTAL NATURE OF HUMANITY …. And how that may be a free choice towards moving into better and better feeling places for an indidivual .

to not express that to move towards that just because I still feel the need to PLEASE others ,,other who I can never realy please .  you can not please any one … YOU DO NOT FORCE PLEASURE UPON  anyone , you only allow them to EXTRACT it from interaction with you ..or not … have you ever TRIED HARD to make someone happy but they are in such a fucked up mood nothing you could do would make them smile? See YOU DO NOT FORCE ANYTHING ….. you allow them to EXTRACT what is pleasing for them …

so I have not ..RESPONDSIBLITY for the feelings of another .in theier choice of what they are EXTRACTING  from their life experiences . they have a kitchen full of SPICE .. to add to their pie …. They can taste me or not free choice .

when I think about he feelings of OTHERS  I lose myself and I feel discord , I LOOSE MY HIGH MY PASSION MY DELIGHT , MY POSITIVE EXPECTATION . ahh this is part and parcel of involving close friends or family to much in your personel world …. If they want to know they will attract themselves to where you are if not … all their shoulds that travel thru your head or mine …. An th DIS CORD of that is my INNER/GRATER  being saying YO ! shithead I am talking to you … you are now not of 1 MIND  but of …. TWO your and that pther persons and you have noPOWER in their creation only yours …. You are a secondary player in their experience . get back INTO YOUR OWN MIND …. Get back into anything about that flow that feels good and true to you , and be TRUE  to what makes youu feel go do not live thru the FILTER of ANOTHER MIND … which ain’t yours to use anyway ….

Omen ,,,things you have attacted to get your attention to make you stop and ponder why ..why .. hwy is the UNUSAUL ..now usual ?  what am I not listening to in myself that MYSELF greater or inner self ,is making sure I NOTICE something . this law of attraction teaching has been around since JESUS …. Ask and it is given knock and the door shall be opened ,,,faith of the mustard seed to move mountains …. I have a book passed down my family line from the 1800s same story …. Belief .

I have felt in my first bike 2^nd bike the first boat I made especaill yin the CREATION of my second boat , using the pop pysh. Stuff my mom was teaching me …. I saw a boat at like 13 and said I WANT THAT BOAT , well at fifteen I found that same boat same color same motor forsale at a good price and it even came with a free car ( as far as I ws concerned for I wanted the boat at that price ) to tow the boat . cool ….to owning a bait and tackle store on FEDERAL HWY in Miami Fl  a fishing capital of the world , if your loved FOOTBALL playing for the Jets or Dolphins or 49er getting paid to play ball ..well  to a fisherman being guide or bait shop owner ,,in a MAJOR CITY  on a major road ,is being in the biggest pro league you can get short of your own TV show . and I did have a daily TV spot , plus a line of my manufactured products on the shelves of my competors thru out the country …… livng here on this waterfront street , I got lost on this street once and said to myself this would be a cool place to retire from the store to and go commericail fishing and tie jigs again ,,, and I did that ….. just letting things flow .over and over things I wanted came . always do ….

And only when I let myself think more about their ..ideas recommendations concerns about things do I ever have any probems wioth a project .for then I am not in 1 MIND . but 2 ….. when I am following most purely my own GAMBLE … I FIND NO GAMBLE IN IT … I find learning and experiences in it which I alter along the way based not upon the 2^nd mind  BUT 1 MIND .

Yeah but

Yeah but

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each yeah but is you thinking thru the 2^nd or 3^rd or 4^th minds ……..  it is an old drriled in habit … a deeply rooted habit like smoking cigs …. Like how you put on your shoes … trained in from day one …. And it does not serve you . for your actions as long as they are from the place of …moving towards feeling better and you are not deeply TWISTED by the effects of the 2^nd 3^rd and 4tha level of mind … MANIPULATED  http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html  your actions will be in harmony with GOOD NATURE natural to the suceesful species homind human .

what will life be lke in 20 or 30 or 40 years of this continued writing …. Of expsosing myself to you young mster in greater and greater ways in more varied associations , always able to explore the vents in writing ..what does it PROFIT ME

WHAT DOES IT PROFIT ME ? hmmm for this I need a coffee … and smaoke , for automactically I sense the 2^nd and 3^rd minds …… for why do I NEED PROFIT ? as long as I am following my bliss …. Smiling excited ready to go ?  great ideas great plans with each will come the TRUTH and thus the oppurutuniy to TWEEK my approach …. To get what I want ..what do I want .?

I have always ended up be a teacher of sorts ….. fishing or whatever even in sales I taught the benefits of the stuff I sold …. As a parent I taught …. I teach by being out there some where doing something and letting us INTERACT on your term … the PATH started by TWISTED INSTINCT those 4 years ago … I needed al FULL LIFE to get to the point to be able to VOICE …. And even though my voice is not a sonnet from shakespeare …. Neither ws my method of teaching fishing equal to bill dance ….

If we were honeslty only of 1 mind  ONLY 1 TEACHER WOULD BE NEEDED . said the sgae ….. how many churches in lil Jensen beach to preach the SLANT on the words of the sage from 2k years ago now called Jesus … 11 different building and many fulltime employess ……

How does it profit me …. I do not need profit …. I have , well will have again recreate once more a DAY JOB ….. a church has a few 100 people on average arrive at the doors to learn from a teacher …… when I write regularly and I am on a good flow …. I get a 1000 a day 7 day a week world wide coming to my door …..

THAT IS PURPOSE ENOUGH TO KEEP DOING exactly what I have been doing …. Hell that is moe people per day than I would make smile at PBT in Miami per day excluding big holdays maybe .

I force nothing but I give the oppurutunity  TO THINK FOR YOURSELF …. Abou issues and ideas … LOCKED and HIDDEN in the confuse and conquer as described ALLUDED TO … in the MYTH written by  AEROSTOPHINES .  http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html   as the GOD’s said … “this will have the advantage of making them more profitable to us”   the god the PHAROH …. Knew that the confusion of SEX of love of soul mate ..would make us easier to control .   creating the mind fuck ..the terrible lie of NIN  that causes

The 3 girls I over heard today want to either SNORT OR SWALLOW ..whatever PHARMIES  they had ….. bummer she said as they bumped up before returning to beauty school out back .. I used get them 2 for 20 not it is 4 for 50 or 20 each . they are just trying in their ocnfsuion to FEEL BETTER ….. ahh good girls swallow …. But there is some other thing you girls can swallow that will make you feel BETTER and BETTER also  http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html ….. if it were not so FUCKED UP IN …. Social confusion .

So the hints keep flowing my way ….  I bumped inot a broker who has a great market idea of my house the where the how and the who all made it to be 1 of the EXTRACTION events I should take notice of omen ? when the unusal becomes usual  … then I bumped into online a 6.5 acres I had been tracking months ago to find it is still on the market now even more reduced the …. I realized in a flashof IN SPIRIT ACTION of thougt only ….hey …. at the door step to a waterfront nature park where I can invite people to come dig the PERMACULTURENESS OF instinctualism thru the bargain pricing of running GUIDEDTRIPS on that state park water feature . that already draws people from far and wide … …. Way far fucking out I AM BACK IN THE RCREATION BUSINESS without the strss of depending on it for my actuall cash flow ….  And I get to expose ALTER NATIVE  or instinctualism  …  why have never thought about that before I gues those were the sail boats on the vision board http://www.instinctualism.org/vision_board.html   in fact not just 1 foto but 2 …… the hints . the data , that day by day coreelate into belief ,,, for nothing can come to you outside of BELIEF .

Excerpted from the workshop in San Rafael, CA on Sunday, July 31st, 2005

Slut pussy chimp chick

So young master let me continue here on this venue where I will not be interrupted , since it is my BELIEF that I will be interrupted by the EVE SPIRIT  when it is present , well then i do get INTERRUPTED , for nothing comes to me outside of my belief in it . Zhuangzi spoke of the futitly of getting involved in debate in his day and age , for  debators just used methods of confuse and conquer skilled stimulators of emotion thru RETOHRIC … my continueing here in this venue it is not a LACK OF CONVICTION on my part or doubt in that 1 connected to Source is more powerful than a million not connected with source ….. for the Eve is in her conviction of belief in what she FEELS her free choice expression , what she feels is moving her towards her BETTER ..SHE is right! ..that is RIGHT and she is connected to source … moving selfishly towards a BETTER …… and my action of NON ACTION is the inner being me acknowledging our EQUALITY of convictions . and the love for us both to NOT FIGHT . ( actually quite like the sliver back male gorilla )

Ahhhhh the evidence trail of sexual mainuplation ,,if you read between the lines with a NEW  BRAODER PERSPECTIVE of observations of the Bonobo world  chimp world gorilla world’s ( 3 similar yet diffferent expressions mountain ,low Eastern, low western) ,,, in the bonobo you find sexual manipulation cultivated to heights . but back to chinp chick …..  does the Eve spirit really want to be associated even loosely with this ?

Take a daycare room of babys around 20 ,, and realize that in the chimp world whether thru direct female to child murder or manipulative murder thru sexual ..exclusicivity she urges the male into violence that he would not normally do ( there is much evidence in the chimp world of males trying to protect the babys of  random females form the murdering intent of EVE)  …. Out of the 20 innocent baby humans .. EVE will murder 3 …..we honestly ae not CHIMP …  could you seee us living like that … no, we are the loving supportive harem speices like our next closest DNA cousin  the Gorilla

Young master ….. the sage talks about how the youger we are the closer we are to our INNER BEING  to feeling our own feelings to being OPEN ..we are not totlally socialized …. While in teens and in early college YEARS  socialization is becoming concreted but not yet set hard …. But a chick who is getting close to 30 feeling the power of her sexial attraction the POWER OF  her income potential …. Is like the richman outside of the eye of the needle from bible storys ..unable to LET GO of that power ..to find heaven .

Remember science is not a fact …. Thesis can and is being proven INVALID all the time for we study and dicuss thru our SOCAIL LENZE

common journal writings now are TILTED  towards new sexual mores of the MATE PROTECTED female ( MARRIED WOMAN )  allowing her more and moe to have other  men on the sly . The evolution thru scientific basis for CHIMP CHICKS .

the subtle social influence of EVE …the woman behind the man who writes the papers who now adays will be PUBLISHED and rewarded or BLACK LISTED and broke . all on How the words hit a page , can to a great extent be found in this power of EVE .  The delicate SLANT  of wording can bring about genenrations of problems.

Doing that which I have done

SPLITING OF YOU AND YOUR source self ….. confusion of focus … is about that the thoughts being thought outside of that activity what are they …. How HONEST  am I ablut how much I think about is dependant on the OK of others ,,, how much do I do thnking first about the ACCEPTANCE of OTHERS ….. even if that is so sublte a training I do not even realize it , but …. But the fffelings of life will alert me …the holding back of happiness is the evidence that there is RESISTANCE TO MY OWNB BEST GOOD ..is somewhere ….much of it is the DOUBT that my own good is good …

But overwhelming evidence is in the expression of humanity already the opening of doors the smiles from strangers ..we naturally seek to have fun and INCLUDE OTHER in our fun if they want …. ATTRACTION and ALLOWING …..

There is a PULLING POWER in action …yet if the action is rooted in …I WILL TRY HARD ..working hard not having fun …. But struggle is that moving towards the TAO ?  . tring is the equation of 1 positve thought + 1 negative thought = 0 thought energy ..what is it not even have the strength of your convictions to SELL YOURSELF what does that say about ,,who and what you are ? what HTOUGHT ENERNGY …what KAMMA is being projected out for you.to reciev from later by …you now.

Ahh It would be so easy to just be apart of a group already …safe secure ….. NOT EXPANSIVE NOT AS DARING ….. not as AD-venturing  not as living up to your sticker of having NO FEAR ! …..   this almost understanding the WANTED more clearly by going over in moe details the UNWANTED and gathering a BUMP in clarity and energy …

Standing alone for a time ……………. Really alone …..doing the 1 year in the woods alone like the young Indian brave had to befoe he would get his place in the tribe as MAN ,, coming back to the tribe carrying skins and foods and crafts made over the last year ….. in pride not returning starving and helpless ..but coming back with evidence trails of WEALTH ….. standing alone for a time . ther is an ENPOWERMENT  and excitement in understanding the OPPURUTUNITY ….. and in it is ACTION … stronger than word ,,stronger than thought ….. when doen in harmony with the core of doing the BEETER AND BETTER …. For if action in SPLIT ENERGY not much movement will happen .  /…… make a choice commit to the choice , and then LEAN  in that direction till you start to fall to slip and then run with that movement to keep yourself standing up …do you get the word picture ?….

Any concept of impossibleity is ANOTHER PERSON putting limits on the toa ,,, placing a brick wall in heaven . you have the choice to not accept their walls in ,,infinity

Next is the idea about it is done ,,, now all the action you take in your belief that it is not already in FORM in the TAO already done complete yet still AMENDABLE …but done …all action you take in attempts or TRYS to amkle it be done here in time/space instead of letting in the vidence trail of its doneness ….

You push it away ,,,, your thoughts of … DIS’ing push it away till such time as you can change your focus move on to something … and maybe if the want was straong ,,, it will appear anyway ESPECAILLY now that you are not ACTIVELY ..dis’ing it …disbelfi in the IT IS DONE ….. of tao .

Excerpted from the workshop in San Francisco, CA on Sunday, March 2nd, 1997

The allowing it to come can actually be an event of SOLELY mental allowing ,,the atomic structure arrival may not need to happen ,,for inside of you your INNER BEING  understands that the total complexity of a goal …is more than the 1 EVENT … so coming into meantal harmony with aspects of …..  http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html that you feel blocks with and feeling that your MASTUBATORY CONTENT ….fananstys can come about …. Your BELIEF  in IT CAN HAPPEN … maybe enough for you to then LAUNCH NEWER DESIGNS .. tweekeing the project even more betters…… towards betters without having to get CUAGHT UP IN … aomething that is not QUITE RIGHT !

Being caught in the MOMENTUM of a flow of atomic manifestation can cause problems ..accept the delay in graifcation ..in some aspects to better enjoy YOUR FREEDOM ! later on .

The reprogramming time ….. the monk time of ancients ….  Yet a life of mediation and suffereing to achieve NIVARANA is not needed …. It was old actions based upon the limited word tool descriptions of tao from ages past .

Skin deep

Young master …dam it is just to hot to work outside only mad dogs and Englishmen go out in the nnonday sun ….. so pick another activity and LINE UP WITH that ..find the FEEL good aobut that choice ..forget the other choices once you have choosen and LINE UP FEEL GOOD NOW ….. .the fashion the image  you strive for as you groom in fromt of the mirro is SKIN DEEP now as …..Enlighterned humans we tell ourselves the lie that we are above the judgements of skin deep we love eneryone and we love ourselves more deeply that that image those bounced off light waves that are reflected by the mirror http://www.instinctualism.org/mirrorless_living.html then gathered by a VIBRATIONAL seonsor then transmitted to a DECODER so that we can then use the data to feel ..something .

Tht feeling of something the sage says is the comparison of the LARGER OR BRAODER PERSPCETIVE  of you …. Aka inner being ..or the outer being beyond time/space …to use the term inner being for me brings the UNLIMITED UNIPOSISBLE  some how into these confines of time/space body life and death ….  When it I think is more true to describe the realy totoality of you as something tah could never fit INSIDE .. but word tools ae lacking in each age of the sage ,,,, current JARGONS …

The comparision between a you …who feels no comparisons ….. who feels and is always in ALWAYS . complete expanding and knowing of the idea of infinity not humg up on the limited ablity to understand thrua brain processor that can handle only 2 gigs of data per now ,,,2 gigs per now is  a lot of processing power but realize that if you had the powerful enough sensor tool to capture all the forms of data possibles streaming from 1 single atom , an perceive even inot the data projected by the suu atomic activity there would be more that 2 gigs of data being expressed fromjust 1 single atom .

The comppaision of you …… here in a dream .. a playground .. experiencing thru a DNA bio machine that has SUCCESS srititen into its PROCESS OF LIVING … needs , to succeed ….. and one …..biological need of our species is COMMUNITY IS SOCIAL ACTIITY ..family … if not family then friends work social acitivty but family if large enough to be stimulating …. Can be more than enough to satify this instinctual urge … larege enough means we do like extra stimulation .

The 1 on 1 nuclear family unit is not large enough in most cases ..so we have extended family units ,,, like the family units of the most healthy and long lived peoples of our plantes data availbe at . 

The mirror is a tool for putting on a presentation to make the succees of SOCIAL activity more likely …..the book of positive aspcts http://www.instinctualism.org/book_of_positve_aspects.html  way of thinking about ….the negative of comparing oneself ENDLESSY to the fashion Dictates .  ahhhh but END LESS is not correct again if you go back to building an instucntual famly unit the CALL to searchout the stimulation of society acceptance will be …. A non issue … the 3 wife life with kids and you …is complex … enough each child brings from SOURCE a new ….. a new set of things that will delight you and the family . excitements . in just chasing butterflys . the concept that is being called a blue zone …. Is to see not just skin deep ..honeslty http://www.bluezones.com/belong ....... conncted to those who you would trust to groom be your mirror

If you threw away the mirror and trusted in the words of positive praise from the ones who care about you see the sest in you …your KAMMA of energy projection would be positive not COMPARITIVE . for in comparision there it is inherent a WINNER  and loser ,,, and the struggle to livin up to or catchin up to the WINNER . the focus is a REMINDER OF LACK ……

Empty room is full of pussy

The chair does not store memeory into abrain in the surgar compounds and stuff , but the chair expresses memeory in the satines and the visible expression of it’s use , now if you have TOOLS OF PERCEPTION to enhance the IVBRATIONAL sensory organs you depend for data collection , eyes ears tater touch etc … if you have a micro scope you can learn more about the memory storage of that chari ,,its past events is memeory storage ystem …that is availbe for commication to you …. If you UNERSTAND THE WORD TOOL or laugugae of that thing the chair . wo this went of in a direction unexpected .

What I was expecting to write about was the , starting of a club ,,, and the self image of failure you can or can not accept …. An author on the radio , describes that within him he still sees himself alone in a meeting room waiting for the masses of excited kids he expected to arrive all happy to join HIS CLUB …his comic book club , but the hours past and only 1 kid came and seeing the LONIENESS nd enptyiness …that kid fled …leaving this young man alone once more ,,,and keeps this VIBRATION that desribes himself active even now some decades later .

And I flashed into the starting of PHILS BAIT AND TACKLE , phil the crab man , SQUEEEGEE  even the Tie LADY BUSINESS ( NOT MINE BUT I HELPED START ) and other projects

ALL ..started  and there was no LINE OF PEOPLE  waiting ….nope , it was me wanting so much to SHARE WHAT I THOUGHT WAS IMPORTANT , that eventually brought VALUE …what I thought was important of VALUE …that eventually ,,lines of people did come … the creativity I had to express to get the attention of people to let them wonder about their OWN ATTRACTION to the information they encounbtered …then they came …..some finding values some not …the LAW OF ATTRACTION.

The a THING IN MOTION will continue in motion until effectd by other events … a miss worded law of pyshihcs ….. the quantum expression would be ..non changing if it were not for your personel expression of WANTED ….. but this wanting most likely is not of STRENGTH to alter the totality tof the current flow of quantum expression , but like the laws of friction … your energy of thought rubbs against the current flow of events to SLOW SOME of it down to explore the Value you preernt.

I can remember being alone in PBT . for days …. Advertising did not stimulate that change of current buying pattersn …. My signage did not either ,,,but a lost leader DID …. When I low balled the most important bait item in maimi for a period of months I went from a empty store to lines of boats along us1 …….

So I heard the song MOTHERLESS CHILD ….. old old song ,, of family dysfunction , the expectation of father to now become mother also …. And I realize again and again .. I hear that author talking about his mom becoming a single parent like 60%+ of american familys ….and how he had tobecome a parent to his younger children ,, a piss poor parent and unwanting to be parent parent …. The living of family dysfunction ,,,only be cause of the LACK OF FAMILY UNIT OPTIONS …… the other bait and tackle store another option . the other seafood vendor ,,,, the crab man , the other windwon washer … the other advertising delivery method ..the clown , the other fishing lures , the other clothing line the tye dye lady … all had at first no line of clients …all later had lines of people asking for service and information ,,,, ATTRACTED to the exploration of a new idea to find out whether there is value in it …..

The toa would just be stangnangt with out the expression of you wants creativity stimulated by your experience of the UNWANTED ….. and and if you realize that many  mnny are experiencing things UNWANTED  and the need for exposure to DATA ..to options …is a WANTING they are attracting in their own activity of living .

The fsherman is not worried about bait prices except during the life events that has to do with fishing ….. when he is planning a trip … then he becomes awaore o fht einformation ..about my LOST LEADER PRICING ….  

When you are in alignment with who-you-really-are, you cannot help but uplift those with whom you come into contact. Your value to those around you hinges upon only one thing: your personal alignment with Source. And the only thing you have to give to another is an example of that alignment—which they may observe, then desire, and then work to achieve—but you cannot give it to them. Everyone is responsible for the thoughts they think and the things that they choose as their objects of attention.

Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness"

The room is only empty because you have yet to TWWEEEK the attraction event …. You bring them in for cheap shrimp , then sell them  hooks ,lead ,leaders ice, beer , soda , seasick pills , inscet repellant , and suntan lotion ……. They say the worst bait sotre owner is a fisherman , they have such closed minds it is and EGO expression instead of service business to generate profit . http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_group.html

The solar vibrator

Young master did you get the ad from harbor freight …. You gotta get on their mailing list …. The 45watt system package is priced down to 169.00 reatil that is a nice package system tilted rack , charge controller fused distribution outlets ,  even fucking lights . http://www.instinctualism.org/solar_power.html   I have been playing with one for a while now , and I am getting still about 10 hours of power genenration per day ,,, it starts cranking up good before 8 and stays goint till after 6 …. Now that will decrease in the middle of winter but I could effect it by adjusting it twice a day ….. mid afternoon to catch that pm sun more fully   at night tocatche the early am suun then set it to day time when you leave for work …but honeslty that is a painin the assss … and the bpurchse of another unit will over 20 or 30 years life span  be a much easier idea than ..trying to remember to move the panels 3 times a day for 30 years … 

Ok now you get the idea the HITACHI vibrator that girl love to hate …… uses about 60 wats of power …… ok so if I am get 10 hours aday at 45 wats .. that means I have in a battery 450 watts of energy that will last for 1 hour ….. so a 60 wat vibrator could be run for almost 8 hours ( 6x8=48  8x7=42 )  ok 7 and ½ hours and the poor girl can last only 10 or fifteen minutes so even using it on 3 girls ….3 times a day ….. you would still have 45 minutes of OGRGASISMS times 3 is just over 2 hours of power ….   Actuall you would have enough power left over to run the chest freezer/refridge…. Because you turn on the freezer twice a day , on a timmer to chill it down to near freezing the chest effect keeps the coll air inside instead of the cold air flall out of the door of a regular refirdge …

Now another buck69 ,,for a microwave ,,, nucler cooking … I am not a freak about not using technology if I will vibrate NATURES PUSSY with a hitcahi then I should be allowed to use .. a micro wave ….. the 700 watt microwave ….. hmmm you make 450 watts … that is about a 1/2 hr. of micro wave cooking that is a lot of fcuking pop corn

An one last one 169.oo for lights and computer …. Each has it’s own deep cycle battery that costs about 100 buck but has a 5 year warrenty …. Or a real cost of 20 bucks a year times 3 for electricty consuming cost .

But lets us bring this back inot the FEELINGS place … the belief in what you can live …. For you live nothing outside of your beliefs ,, and beliefs come because of the gathering of SUPPORTIVE data …. For varying source of data …. It maybe this idea that helps you see the poosibles about the girls you will meet , some many lil’ thing syou hear the girls talka bout among themselves …. Or see them express in their blog site … their own desire for the oppurutunity to ATLEAST  experience something different ..the oppurutuniy is not available right now in your social circles …. How many of your friends have anything like the ideas of  http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html   up and going? Al the girl have to choose from is the same old thing … and they themselves are getting itred of the THROWING ROCKS UP INTO THE AIR ONLY TO HAVE THE ROCK COME BACK DOWN AND HIT THEM ON THE HEAD …. They express this in their expressions of frustrtations ..maybe ..visible inthier hiding in drugs or alcohol or food or ….  Girls , or work or anything other than another of the same old same old guy and life style ….

Her OPEN LEGS

In your experience of  LACK YOU have never been so abundant … words of the sage young master ….the amount of training about LACK surrounded you teaching you brain to process life EXPECTANCY titled to wards negative outcomes ……as you let yourself pick OUT FROM LIFE EXAMPLES OF THE POSSIBLES ….and let them sink correlate with a daily expectation of I can growing …. Correltation reprogramisn if and takes on average ( nothing impossible to make a personel WARP JUMP  not impossible )  In your time alone jacking off , you cock has never had so much wet pussy WANTING you ..wanting attracted to you …. Even thought because of the constant ALOOFNESS of the EVE presentation ..the training of us begging for a date and HOPING  to get lucky ,,, the expected climax of the DATING rituals is in sstory book form that you ar on BENED KNEE before the Queen in SUPPLICATION begging for her hand in marriage . that she actuall designed subtly thru sexual manipulations and trainings .

So there is an INCONGRUETITY …… sage ,, reality is X and you sage say Y  reality is a trained state of lack and and the sage talks about abundance in the METAPYSIHCAL … no net manifested ,,,oh but actually is manifested you hae not ALLOWED YOURESELF to extract  THE match ,,see the possibility … and reprogram the mind fuck of lack . the possibles are there ,,, you are not a match for them so you can not NOTICE THEM as you become more and more a match the more and more eveidencetrails you notice and feel and believe …. Takes time.

The source within you does not look BACK to seeing the lack ..it is expandied into the place of FEELING better and you here LOOKING AT LACK …. Feell the vibrationsl dicord … or FEAR … emotional guidance ..telling you that your ALL POSSIBLE SELF , is enjoying being MALE  with a female who enjoys a male being amale ,,that is her instinctual design to be penetrated …NOW IF YOU CAN FREE YOURSELF to realy enjoy be male , and fuck with LEASURE AND PLEASURE   she will realy realy realy enjoy you even more ,,, she ( I should be saying them …. But to refer to 3 girls is confusing to you since you are so entrenched in the 1 on 1 ) 

The larger part of you the totality of the I in I ,,that can be all in all ways all the time beyond the ablity of us to understand thru a brain that can only process 2 gigs of data persecond ….. a non pyshical you and collectives of you and I and all the HERS on the planet still connected in SPIRIT … even while we play our silly lil’dating games and act the part of LIAR….

The larger part of you …. Is expaneded and you have not …… you can choose to! By doing what is ANTURAL for the larger part of you and that is it IS ALWAYS looking for the best in everything …. The bliss the enjoyable ,,, movement and expansion of INFINITY  is towards the betteand bETTER , in you attention to what ever is FEELING BETTER that you have access to now ,,,, you realign with the larger part of yourself …. Who is enjoying all the PUSSY you could ever dream about …

And who will want to experience that same event thru the PERSPECTIVE  of time/space from where the CONTRAST  and wanting originated from ….. ahh to believe this is to allow yourself to FEEL BETTER about WHATEVER you are experiencing because iot is part of a TIME/SPACE  ad-venture …. Addin to expanding of … you ..it is not! Dead then alive then dead again ….. it is always alive expanding ….. and this is one aspect of the experession of possibles .

Now important as[pects of life have been tainted with social LAW in efforts to control the MASS population to serve the salve master and PHAROH … if the controlled food or manipulated food to much the slave would be to weak to WORK … pent up sexual energy transmuted into SLAVE LABOR  was profitable and worked , thus we have sexual confusion . …….. and seof confidence gets effected by the years of CONFUSION jump thru this hoop and fail ,,do this or that and FAIL eventually you wonder what and how to succedd , for success feels GOOD ….. and we lke moving towards that which feels good and over time if we FAIL to much an something feels bad we WITHDRAW putting effort towards that activity . and I can see these effect taking hold of you young masters at early early ages . teen ages ….

POSTIVE EXPECTATION  and belief …….   If those are not your TRUTH then You can feel a discord for your EQIALITY non pyshihcal self has no DOUBT seteeming of negative training it is not connected with you as your BIO MACHINE IS going over this LACK FULL DATA TRAINING … you are lost in INCONGRUITY …. Or negative emotions . not connected with you , it stays in the palce of feeling good where the girls are  but there the girls feel their GIRL-HOOD  and you you man hood …supplication is NOT part of that place for either of you two …ALL …not just 2 …. She is the spirit equal and you the male spirit equal ..of I in I …. In a tao posibleity of time/space adventures …. That is where your larger part is …. Your inner self …

The more you notice the events around you that remeind you of LACK ..the more you do not connect with the you who is happy fuckin and fucking and fucking …. When you find a WHATEVER  to feel good about you start to ride the SURF BOARD  of being with the inner you ..and then you will find you will get the FUNNEST  of activitiys ..for TAO LIKES HAVING A GOOD TIME …EXPANSION IS ALL ABOUT FEELING better . feeling good having fun getting lost in the zone of enjoyment .

Ok off topic not unusual for me , I have been noticing this theme showing up for a while , I have ben saying the evolutionary aspect of  human …is the MALE SPERM of a male who has lived        SUCESSFULLY … it is interesting that for many many males they realy do not get the SETTLEING DOWN urge until around 27 ….. the girl gets her urge much earlier but suppresses it in todays world …to be EVE …. And in the suppression there is MNAIPULATION and that results in the expression of the effects of manipulation in her own life and her own choices ,,,, SHE TOO  is active in the DNA expansion of the human homind … thru her choice fo who she opens her LEGS TO …. We have rape not due to sex but it is and expression of VIOLENCE or the effects of manipulation … Gorilla has not rape ,,, the female eggs are already formed the ..sperm of the male at hand is FRESH loaed with all of his life experience in data form to be used to slightly mutate the baby inclined towards BETTER and BETTER …. She her choice of ovulating or not …. Is her portion of this evovlution ,,, EVE today how is she doing in this impratant aspect about the creation of her own child ?   but she does not care honestly she has the EGO TOY CHILD only to plug it in to a FEEDing MACHINE SYSTEM then later let TV and INDUSTRIAL DAYCARES  to raise the new slave for ECONOMY to use . especially easy to use if the new slave is trained from day 1 in the confusion …. The girls chice the girls ACTIVE PART TO >>>> FIT …. It is not just my sperm but her choice to open her legs .

What is  succees?  Lots of cash to pay for health insurance and the mortagage and all the trappings,  never ending , of a psotioing in the salve economy ..of comparing yourself and your family with the JONES forever and ever and ever ,,never ending stress …… is this SUCCESSFUL LIVING ? sound like the horror that eventually becomes the lyrics for a song from NINE INCH NAILS …. So how does sher choice of spreading her legs effect the evolution of humanity ?  ahh think for yourself young mster .. do the SAME OLD THING GET THE SAME OLD RESULTS … 1000’s upon 1000’s of years full of results   or make new choices here and now to leave what you and them ( girls ) want for the importance legacy ,,,, the DNA expression of yourself …it is not the $$$ you leave them but ..the THEM you make them ….. it happens in sex you make them , it happens in the love after birth you make them you set the theme of their brainprograming expectations form which they will view their lives and oopurutunites … it is in the education you give …. The gift of data ffor them to use in their own ad-venturing.  In this you make the LEGACY WEALTH SUCCESS  of a life time ,,, . And the better and better expansion of Tao . you will transition today? Tommoroow? Next month ? *sacred yet* next year , in decades ? who knows why worry about that … it is natural and everyone else willdeal with the CONTRAST of your leaveing by EXPANDING ….that is all it means nothing more but a last gift of giving them the OP to move towards something tht feels better that is what your DEATH realy means

Excerpted from the workshop in San Francisco, CA on Saturday, January 1st, 2000

A shy blowjob

To remember my experience of those times is not common , lately I hae had another which I find bleeding into my writing as I still resit the concepts … I find them show up themes . but …this is interestsing

A BLOWJOB … honestly without MALE PROUDNESS EGO … 9 HAVE BEEN TRAINED  to not expect success to hope for luck and over time that gives way to the training of the expectation of LACK ….  I am blow job shy ,,, I do not just  ALLOW MYSELF TO relax and enjoy but need to FACE FUCK to maintain good hardness .

Here in this vision of a morphing blow job …. Mortphing I will explain … I relaxed and enjoyed .. a AFT CHICK .. repulsive words to me since I have the history of being the fat man …. Another expression of being fat from a fat family ,, I think back another girl I knoew that I must keep seprate from my sriitng because of her closeness to me for ever …. I know the truth of …fruit …. It is me … it has helped many to eat once more as we are designed … http://www.instinctualism.org/dieting.html

Back to blow job ,,, I can only describe from my perspective of a good blwo job which has nothing to do with blowing ,,no it is the creation of a pussy in mouth form which DROOOLS and is hot and sucking her tongue preseed up to thr roof of her mouth and ther top lip protecting my cock as she sucks openely passionaltely in ,,her lust for my enjoyment aas …she EXCITES HERSELF …very important ..  in her masturbation she is ALIGNING WITH SOURCE ENERGY …. In that connection she gives to me the totality of that toa , expression of self of our I IN IN CONNNECTION of feeling BETTER and BETTER …. To herself and me …. We LOVE GIVING CREATING SMILES . this tongue and roof of mouth creates that TUNNEL OF LOVE … pussy like … HER slobbering freely IS THE WETTNESS OF AN EXCITED HOT PUSSY …

But this girl 1 person ,,, I met among so many others at a normal jamming in jesnen night occasionally coming by over and over , to to look and smile and and … be …. And interssted . freedom to be attracted to their own interests .  1person like the 60% og American who have expressed their confsuoin thru the finding happiness feeling better in the CHEMICALLY CREATED addictive food insdutry … recreational edible  creations  not real huma food , but it feels good to eat it ,,, I see in her the HEALTHY GIRL under the 60 or 80- lbs of extra human cells tructure that covers the healthy person ,,, the real you showed still thru , her friend was COLD COVERED IN THE EXPECTATION OF negatives …. But this 1 sucking my cock was still there under HIDING BEHIND THE EXTRA FLESH … the I in I felt it was just simple like extra clothing that can be shed ..every easly …

But as I shoot my load of sperm in to the HUNGRY NOUTH wanting to taste and suck my spern as her own expression of being FEMALE …. You changed to so many different girls faces sizes shapes colors ethinicitys ..black white latin orient every posssblity of girl shape and size and personslitly FROM  fahoinalbly perfect to die to be thing to hiding in exrra felsh ….  all with a hungery for sperm …. Not just in their mouths but in their personage in hopes of creating leagacys …where I would be richer in legacy than any BILLIONAIRE . and I woke wondering …WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ? AT 3 HUNDERED AND THIRTY THREE … life is too fucking weird . and now as I let the words spill out of me I again say this is fucking weird for that 300 hundred number has been showing up in thoughts when I had that thought of better than being a billionaire,   just to weird  even in my words weirdness can over come myself .

BUT DOES IT FEEL GOOD  relaxing to express this privatenaess about me ? yyes .. I feel good and is not that the suggestion of the sage to do things that FEEL GOOD that feel relaxing ..yes … is these words hurt full or only open to those who have attracted them …. Am I …. IMPOSING or  ….. ALLOWING  allowing is in harmony with SOURCE .  

So young master what you put INTO vibartional escrow you have the OPTION to live if you find it PLEASANT  in the moving towards it …the evidence trail of supporitve thoughts and evidence and data correlation .. is it FUN ? to you really ? be honest . not to me think not about any other that what is TRUE to the FEELING the emotions you feel ,,that feeling of RELAXATION  which is the release of RESISITANCE . leaveing behind the PROGRAMING DIRLLED INTO YOU . and being yourself … young master ….

What is the feeling of WIERDNESS ? are you being YOU  or not you ?

Excerpted from the workshop in Portland, OR on Sunday, July 11th, 1999

Being the flow of what feels like for you ,,, for you to FUN … at that time in your life and of course within the amount of allowing you let yourself to live within or outside social expectations , a feeling of relief relaxtion being 1 with self  .. fun.

In impossible

Young master ,,,,the position of you as a part of the I in I ,,what the fuck does that mean ..i in I ,,, as the sage says I am a COLLECTION of your nonpyshicals … no words will ever give it justice but something sometimes is needed to help .get ppast the mind fuck perspective. Of NON CONNECTION ….if you are attracting the info ..tand it feels good to eplore it ..then you are in the NOW  of that collective ….feeling good is the perspective ,,the collective . and when you feel fear you have by free choice taken yourself out ,,, changed  ..let the bio machine change attention or focus . often based not upon your wnnts but on the programming of IMPOSSIBILTY you have accepted. You are then in the impossible.

Over and over the sage for 1000’s of years has been using the word tool available to it within the culture and languguage of that age to say to everyone ….. I am here to help you conncet with ……. Non pyshicl or I in I …. The sage talks about that evry THING  the dirt ,, the grass , that lettuce you will kill and eat ,,, each living and dieing skin cell of your body is part of the EQUAL  nonpyshihcal collective ,,, Allways together as 1 one mind accessible to all KNOWLEDGE nad DATA instianctantly continually ,,, thus in that knowing at peace …. And also an UN NAMED  epxresion of a single point of view at the same time .   beyond thinable ,,but not beyond FEEL-ABLITY …that is the peace found in DROPING  between the thoughts of a good mediation where you disconnect form BRAIN and body ….. and THINKABLE NESS . into UNDESCRIBABLE .

Whan in the flow od doing what you like you are living the POINT OF VIEW …aspect of the I in I ….. so engrossed in the action you are lost and loving it …. Time has no importance . then boredom comes in and you are separated from your SOURCE  your inner being ..that flow of feeling good …. Ahh vibrational discord …. If ONLY 1 PINT OF VIEW OR 1 MIND OR 1 TYPE OF DNA EXPRESSION WAS THE …..NORM then only 1 teacher would be needed to talk , but you are the expression of the mutation of DNA that is you ,, a successful mutatuion , each SUCCEEDING  life from … has in it the changes in DNA gathered by life experience of the parent …. Parents … again adaptive DNA inhumanity is expressed thru the daily creation of male sperms . 

In FEAR …. You are thinking about the IMPOSSIBLE  you have accepted …. What you have been trained in … PHAROH  knew man could not fly …but we now use metal birds ,,nothing that ould be IMAGED back then , beyond the THINKABLITY OF MAN …. Could man grow wings , given 10,000 years of GMOing lets us say a BAT and a human DNA strands in 10k years would we develop an new life form that had winged homid traits ,, not ANGELS ,, just like when PHAROH  thought about flying humans he probably thought about angels but we create LOUD METAL MONSTERS …. But achieved …WHAT WE CAN THINK WE CAN ACCHIEVE , if we want to … so WHAT IS THAT IMPOSSIBLITY you hold so tight to ? realy?

And in the feeling of DISCONNECTION ..of not feeling good ,,the fear ..or the many other expression of emotions very variable in name and personel meaning to each expreiencer …. In that feeling you are not up to speed ?  again the limits of word tool … up to speed with your inner being .. inner being ..again limited word tool …. THE … I IN I is not OUTSIDE OF ….. but is the whole playground .   the aboriginal tribes with their earth sprit traditions their use of word tool were teaching their young fromd ay 1 ,,not fear ….

Fear of death ..the BIO MACHINE  of each animal has in ti the URGE TO LIVE TO SUCCEEED … the instinct of FEARS  or surivial … it is predisposed to wanting certain foods …. And does not like others ,,, automacti reactions at instinctual DNA level of processed data born into by the SUCCESSFUL IVING OF THE PARENTS . over and over  RE INFORCING  success . the USER DOES NOT FEAR DEATH  the bio machine does . actually the bio machine does not FEAR it is experessing in harmony ,,each cell livng free of the disconnection except during times of CONTRAST  http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html … where some thing maybe wanted .. A RUNNERS BODY ….. the cells call for more air ,each cell is able to produce HORMIAL COMMICATION to stimulate evenetuall the whole macine to breathe A LOT MORE or take a rest …. And the cell can then go back to living in the flow of SOURCE . it too experiences contrast and with in the tools of the bio machine in HOPES OF LIVING  being the cell that lives LONG  and then can divide passsin on its information  in DNA …. The WHOLE GETTING BETTER AND BETTER .

If … aperson got hit on the head and loses memory ,,they lose enough of the memory even to the point of common culture and social trainint then the EXHIBIT the fearlessness of a child ..who will walk ou into the street ….. put itself in danger ,,,, without fear of transitioning …if hit  by a car , the bio machine automactically shots down into SHOCK sleep , this boring event letts the USER of the whole amcine to re-focus INTEREST into the broader SELF of I in I ,, while the individual and collective forms of the bio machine SELF REPAIR … if the machine left alone without outside aid would most likey Dehydrate thus further stressing it cell by cell , each cell USER  …. Would leave it’s own focus of being a CELL and tre-enter the totality of itself REAL SELF equal always to the self that was the over all user of the human body … eventually aerobic ativity suppressed , the PROBOTIC ENVIROMENT  altered new use of AVAILABL MATTER  would evolve into an ANEOROBIC experience we call decay . all are the expression ofbeing BETTER … wanting within the design of each being …

. But live and act in the flow of wanting EXPERINCES …. Fear …fear ..fear is trained into you …. IMPOSSIBLTY and disconnection is trained in to you you are not born with fear , yet you are born with the tools of staying alive , with in the TEACHING needs of the species ….a baby human left alone will die in days ,,,, it is born IMMATURED … needing further food from mother …then teaching about what is food thru eating with the family tribe remembering what tasted good and what didi not ,,and laer as it …wanders off ..the young in times of their own CONTRAST ,t hey EXPERIMENT  with new FOODS in attempts to suruvie hunger ..and the succefull teach their young …. Andexpansion continues , and over time ,,,, thngs like hands and teeth change to fit the over all aveargae of the life style of that 1 bio machine form group . …… like us apes or hominds , manly vegetarians .. but we human are very very very adaptable and eat almost anything …..ahhhhh ..fear …..can you feel it ? 

What do you fear , …you fear what you have been trained to fear ,, the terrible lie of disconnection . fromt hat which is the of the whole playground …. Never realy separated . always connected and talking to OURSELVES ..our inner being in IT’S  word tools or language ,,,,FEELINGS ….. happy in the flow or …fears … believing in our IMPOSSIBLITIES

Anything you desire, the Universe can find a way to let it happen within the context of people’s natural, joyful desires. It must be, for this is a joy-based Universe.

And so, as you watch children playing in the mud and having great joy in it, you might not enjoy playing in the mud, but they do. And so, there’s somebody enjoying doing something you don’t want to do. And that pretty much applies to everything. There’s someone who would enjoy doing every thing that you don’t want to do. And if it really came down to where there was really not one person willing to do that thing, you would develop another way of approaching it. There are a lot of things that were in your history that you no longer participate in. You left them behind because no one wanted to do them.    http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
--- Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in Albuquerque, NM on Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003

Within the design of the DNA …you do not want to fuck a Gerbil …. Joy based , ther is no FORCING  of things really only the acceptace and attraction based upon the programming received and accepted … accepted you can change the accepted things by accepting the attractions you have put out in to toa …. Ther is no power of forcing out side of belief in it.

The new way of approaching ………. And then the looking for oppurutunity to becom involved in your want.

She attracted the saw HORSE

Young master th Sage says over and voer WRITE YOUR OWN STORY even if that story is detail about building a sex toy saw horse … the tool she WANTS to let shserself be herself and without someone building it SHE HAS NO FREE CHOICES  to choose from,,but if in the writing of it you FEAR what others are thinking about  ,,what is realy going on ,,is not what others think for honestly  ..others are also ,,,I ,,, in ,,,I … even if that portion of the flow of the unthinkable is happy in its totality of FORGETTING our connection and ATTRRACTION ,,  those who read your stuff are some HOW ATTRACTING IT INTO THEIR LFIE  for their own OPPURUTUNITY TO GROW.  expression of free choice to learn form each other by our interaction …EXPRESSING OURSELVES , is common how many churches are in lil JensenBeach …..there are 11 church and only 2 grocery stores ….. churches where some 1 person most often male stands up ,,in leadership to help the sheep …..actually the flock is more like a social club and the preacher their leader but some preachers get to eog centric and for get their flock arrived by LAW OF ATTRACTION  an expression of personel wanting to feel better. When you FEAR what is that VIBRATION ?

The sage constantly talks about that , and that is the system of belief changing that happens the reprogramming of you in you ,,day by day , sleep event by sleepe vent … what limits ydo you want to put on your life with your FEARS .. when the fact of the UNLIMITED expression of possibles is out there do you realy ,,DID you realy understand the inner selves of all your girl friends all the baggages the personalities you hae dated think back to all those talks even with girls who were just friends and not lovers since if they wanted you as a lover they NEVER tell you what they really thinking for they fear it may not be ATRRACTIVE .. ah manipulation … event everywhere in sublte ways ,,so in your SILENCE  you too are being the MANIPULATOR . hmmmm where am I going what is this flow ….

Young master how many writers write As weird as me? ….  As attempting to be open I still do not succedd in being as open as I want … 1 connected with SOURCE is more powerful than 1,000,000 still hiding in fears . and yet the idea of being powerful is repulsive ? no power does not hurt anyone ,,it is the force of ATTRACTION it is a LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS FOR others or 3  … another portion of the I in in ,,, you … to find some peace ..maybe … peace thru swinging the pendulum so  lets describe or write a story for you …

You have done all the prep already starte the second home your expression of permaculture and off gird living are all around …. Very important DO NOT attract WRONGLY  … and now I understand you are as  HORNY AS A RAGING BULL  and figure you can do the same old thing or be different let attraction work for you , so you let the eveidence trail of OPPUTUTNITY arrive ,a nd you set up the ALTER NATIVE GORUP and do small advertising evenm if it is the buying of 5000 cards for 99 bucks …. So you attract no one to the first few showing but in time … event by efvnet hings will ATTRRACT AS YOU WROTE IT , and people show girls show , and they also come to the 5 ACRES ..to learn and there is reference to instinctualism all around YOU ..JUST LIKE ON THE FRONT PAGE  there is the reference to remeind her ..then YOU ATTRACTED THIS I did not force you …. DISCOVER WHAT YOU ARE ATTRACTING .  cumm back over and over … is your own EXPRESSSION of instinctualism  impossible if I can do it you can do it ..there is not law to say you can not compete ..for there is no competition you are being your own LIGHT .

You are an up lifter to the very core of your being to quate the sage ….. people will come and go and each event is their life , their FREE CHOICE and has nothing to do with you except each one is agift of experience clarifiying you more also as they TOO clarify themselves .  a win win …

Now on to desciribing a saw horse as ,,the tool of her own choice being presented to her OWN sttraction thru YOU ! ….. and I know your horniess will be expressed opnly by shooting your loda ASAP … I am sure got 3 or 4  in you so no fear at wasting the first one …. But it willc alify you rmind ,,,, the attract has happened ,,she is here not by your MANIPULATION but by her attraction so if or IF not hse accepts that interaction will you will depend on her signing a BDSM contract that you ahsould write youself ,, again , this is the expression of your won mastery do not depend on finding all answers thru 1 vortex like me . ….. the BDSM contract .. spell out her own desire to be the vessel   the wording is here http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html what is said ,,she knows her own aligmentnt her own joy is in this DNA expression .

Who is she ? what does he look like ?  I will deffer to Ross do not get WRAPPED into the importance of ANY 1 …. http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html

Back to the saw horse if you have gootent he bood on http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html  you have a responsibility to making sure it is safe and sane ,,consentual is her presence her signing , and later her RETURN … for yes I believe in safe words but , I also like not thear 1 so I use the gag wether it is a simple ….. scarf ..or balll gag ,,, I have PLAUSIBLE DENIALBLITY  once more protecting me . And her return is the YES . so I am all about SPORTS CUFFS  google them , much easier to deal with no worry about tignthening up while I am distracted ENJOYING MYSELF  remember ..remember REMEMBER

IT IS ALL ABOUT YOU ………….. and in that she will feel joy and pleasure . if iam not being SELFISH in HARMONY  with the instinctual DNA expression fo the DOM HOMIND MALE  that is me who life is devoted to the protection of the VESSEL … it is vibrational balance trust the good nature of human , but the sprots cuffs are best … and you will have to place eye hooks on the saw horse at variable stages to accomidate the different sizes of girls and arms etc … the saw horse must MUST …MUST BE  secured to the floor you want to be able to BANG with the expression of your nature without again FEAR … now this play room will be that CAMP HOME you originally were living in now becomes the …sales room of the compound where you have books productsn OGITOP stuff plus the …hint …hint … your BDSM stuff hanging on the walls …. The LAW OF ATTRACTION …… the top of a common saw horse is just a 2x4 ,, sure maybe fine for later DISCOMFORT …. But not first date … have another top wider and padded even if the padding is stapled on towels over a 2x8 that you have customized securely to fit the 2x4 top ,,, and then YOU TEST IT ALL . just like learning about dripping wax properly it muist first 1^st be dirpped on your won leg or arm to get practice about temnperature …. And distances …. Ohhh go back in my blog about 2 years ago for much more INFO ON these skills , then WRITE your own story ….. it is a written vision board and energy sent out into TAO … without FEAR . . http://www.instinctualism.org/vision_board.html

To do this before doing your TOUR of DUTy .. without being enTRANCHED …in the commitment of  http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html yo risk falling BACKWARDS inot old habit patterns of relationship forms , the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html yells out to all this wi who and what I really am ,,, the respondiblity for your free choice is UP TO YOU for I have given the expression of RIGHT ACTION  of  the law of KAMMA  as suggested by the Buddha . in your holistic expression of self  your power of attraction is clearer .. more in focus for you and those attracted , less STRESS LATER …. Because of the understanding of free choice is up front things are different form the get go .

So balance the sotry with dreams of her gardening happly ,,, her living off grid lifestyle and understanding in fact not just understanding but your best sales person .. she is ttracting her ?SISTER wives ..because of her own happiness sounds good ? sounds worth working for ,,does it sound BELIEVABLE ,, NOW hta is of course the most imporatn aspect ,,, in your writing you set forth the want , now you let yourself notice supporting evidnence trails of ASPECTS …  1 here 1 there ,, pieces and parts inothers not a WHOLE PERSON .. never the JUST  1 … but aspects to support the belief  …. I think you know hat I mean . gardening , digging the food foest excited and adding to the whole with her own desingning of her own pieces in time … ohh but we were at first contact , and she is still tied to the saw horse …..huh

Excerpted from the workshop in Cincinnati, OH on Saturday, July 15th, 2000

A whole universe is nothing but 1 grain of sand to an ..in fi nity …. http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html  but ohh so important to you ..fine ,, balance and understanding promotes freedom and personel empowerment . that power is the vibration of thinking for thinking has not FORM  you can not buy a cup of thoughts … you can not store that energy in a battery ..it is TAO expression … calling out inot the unthinkable beyond any universe or matter . there is you want already complete in the sotry you have written and ready to be experienced event by event

Skinny dipping

Young master form a surface listening to a program form th Sage ,,,,, the entertainer who does her best to voice .. to give words to her ,,her stream of connection with the UNdescribable …. The no self , the non pyshichal , which is her and I and you and the cat etc to the molecues of earth itself …. And ITSELF . on the topic of self APRRECIATION … good old classic SHAM topic pop pyscilogy and self help actualization movement basics … and that old program ( it is nice to hear how her wood tools have expaneded over the years ) that old program it seems she is just repeating the old positive thinking theme of YOU ARE PERFECT LOVE YOURSELF …. And she is of courseis saying just that …  for equaility from the stand point of outside of the mind fuck which is being human is EASY to repeat …she is isnot having to REMEMBER like we who have choosen to FORGET have to ….  she is feeling the NO DISCONNECTION so feeling  appreiciaitve …. Us now   thru the filter of FREE CHOICE ,we came here to EXPAND ..to cause the flow of PASSIOn towards the better which is the or A ..of the flow of chi or expansion of in fi nity ( cncnetrating on the past negatives is introverted and not expansisive unless used in a process of passion to create SOLUTIONS … which are EXPANSIVE .

In the bio machine we choose ..we come in helpless depending on others to feed protect us and teach us how to survive …… the first 2 levels of MASLOWS HIERACHY ON MEEDS .  http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html   actually instinctual and easy and within simple economic means which do not limit you in expanding later to become a lawyer doctor or Indian chief ..non limiting but security defining … no more HLPLESS NESS , thus worthy to survive at the instinctual level …. The basic DNA satifited . but the terrible lie of NIN ….. comes ,,and DAM is it ever CONFUSING multi layered lie upon lies upon confusions …

Now add on to this TECHNOLOGY which is depriving HUMANITY  of the power of touch ,, and that basic … need stimulation of hormones at a very very ver early age ,,,,, SHOVE PLASTIC BOOTLE IN THE BABYS MOUTH FULL OF SURGAR AND ARTIFICAL PROTEIENS CREATED by …….PHAROH corporation ….. create the divided cog to be used like a slave dependant on TECHNOLOGY .. with out DATA reference to humanity or LOVE OR THE POWER OF  human TOUCH . shove that bootle in their mouth find a way to prop it up , and mommy will watchover you will you lay alone after 2 or threeeminutes of affection bores mommy , while mommy KILLS TIME  on Technology ,,on the computer of gets high …. While the baby learns to wonder ..why am I ALONE MY ….DNA CALLS FOR TOUCH is it possible I am UNWORTHY that is why I am put inot this cage with bars called crib ? of course since the baby has no data from which to establish cognitive conntections , it just starts it’s life from a flawed confused  ..premise ….instinct calling and expecting ,,, 12 million years MOTHERS HAVE BEEN FEEDING BABYS  and touching them and loving them …. 60 + years we have been …… ignoring them .. our DNA can not evolve that quickly ..expectations like air to breathe expectation seen in study trail between babies touched or not ……

Instead of the flow of LIQUID LOVE COMING FROM THE BREAST AND ……heart ..yes the real hearth   the blood pumping heart which maitians the flow of mothers milk ,, which can and should ( I hate shoulds …not should ,, FREE CHIOCE )  flow for YEARS being the main food for year 1 and a large supplement in year two and still a connction of MOTHERING LOVE expression for a few more years   TOUCH LOVE HUMANITY …… ( this does not serve the PHAROH who needs better a consuded disfucntional slave to use for a life time be create dependency in it’s slave populations )

W have much study about the lack of stimualtiona and human touch has on babys yet ,,, young moms are subtly pushed into caring more about trhe design of their TITS  for use in seduction and hierarchy displays AMONG  themselves . than on the understanding of KNOWN data about the need for human touch and the future emental well being of the baby human ……..SELF APPRICATION .  so I offer a link to the LE LECH league on http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html   subbiew training? Again it is the use of the pendulum to help a per swing themselves into changes ….  Out of the SAME OLD thing getting the same old RESULTS ..way off till a balance can be lived ,,, over time ( 10% of the 18 or 20 years already lived means 2 ..small price for freedom of choice )

Ohh shit this blog was supposed to be about water quality on you pond ,to show or open your mind to understanding that like an aquarium water quality is due to NUTRIENT levels your aquairma has an under ground filter of bactiral action each tiny rocks is covered this eats the extra food and the fish shit ,,,   the same dynics can be developed in your pond ,,, yes you want to have solar powered nights lights hanging voer the pond to attact bugs to feed the fish ,,, all of this inNUTRIENTS Adding …. Welll ,,, lifting WATER inot the air takes more energy than putting air into the water and the air ,,, the bubble moveing upwards causes water movement ,,,, circulation of nutrient if this water goes thru a cage of sort then algae can form to feed on those ntureients , you can remove the cage on occasion let it dry over the compost pile the dead algae nutrients will later become lettuce and tomaotes. …. While the algae forms and grows it will fed the fodder fish that your bass will feed on to get large and be fun to catch ,,,,,, the catch also eat bottm nutreients and I love fried catfish ,,, also remeovng nutrients from the pond ….   http://www.instinctualism.org/ponds.html and the more you spend some of your DREAM TIME enjoying the study ….. in other words creating the flow of Buddhist KAMMA by living RIGHT ACTION ….. creating a positive flow of CHI bringing into your awarenss the WANTED for you to eXTRACT FROM reality because of the building of BELIEF ,,see how ALL THIS SHIT TIES TOGETHER …. Not so confusing … budha tao , ester . bio mechincs … in HOLISTIC BALANCE …  http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

INSTINCTUALISM is a Holistic ...... STYLE OF LIVING
1 more choice to look at , in this world full of choices to freely ........ choose from !

Now on to getting NAKED … sex sex sex ,,, makes you feel good! Now does the thought of getting anked also make you feel un sure of self ,,NON self appreciative
?    with that in mind …… understand nudism better ..more than just being ansty and sexy ,,inot being accepting of SELF …. With all you scars http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html and tht link page still under IN SPRIT ACTION  creation …. Mirrorless living ,,, the NO COMPARISON life ,,, all the mirror does is remeind you of how you are inCOMPARISON to ……FASHION …. the wants of others . it is all a free choice

Quantum rebirth

Kamma …is the energy stream of current tinking ,, rebirth is not the re-incarnation ,,,THE TWISTED words of the Buddha used to create an OLOGY useful to monks who were actually profit minded …. No Buddha had no word tool for Quantum expression … shroedingers cat I feel is the simlpist intro intot he concept of quantum flash of time/space experience , where before the experience evey possibility is possible after it is experienced and becomes DATA . you know if the cat is alive or dead ,,, I guess bohn was a Buddhist at heart when he brought into the equation the INTENT  or KAMMA  of the observer ….

Ahhh stress factors living the unwanted ….. with out the excitement of passion or feeling better that you really are being presented with when presented with contrast …. When do you FEEL MOST ALIVE ? well wile you are engaged in EXPASIOn  … a ggod basket ball game where you are giving your all INSTINCTUALL acting based upon all the data stored and processed stored transmitted body wide recorded in DNA information we are YET to understand the depth or BREATH of …. Here in this the body is functioning producing bio –echanically optimized and thus enzymenes would be produced in ample and complete fresh quanties to support healthy cell dividsion .

This is KAMMA …… and the cell dividion is RE-BIRTH …… now when you transition inot the OPPURUTUNITY to re connect totally with the toa the , I ,,, in ,,,I ,,, the no self ,,, you the UN-NAMED  will choose freely of hinderence OF PAST GOODS OR BADS into your next chance to provide the EXPANSION OF SOURCE ..continuation of in fi nity ..towards the better and better …. Re birth as human is IMPROBABLE …. Is what buddha actually talked about …. The blind turtle in the 7 seas and the 1 possilbe  IS TO RETRUN TO THE 1 TINY WOODEN …YOKE …. Yoke the symbol of struggle and slavery and suffereing ….. which was the state of man in Buddha time and us now . … would the blind turutle POPP  it’s head up to take it’s 1 BREATH PER 100 years and get trapped in that 1 yoke … it is not impossible not improbable .

But does not BUDDHA  always get re born into DALI LAMMA …no … the dali lama is one who is connected closey to the I in I from birth and being in that 1 MIND STATE  of course isbuddha in the dali lam is Philip Van der Mude too , in fact the Dali is the bing of each grain of sand ,,the 1 cell on the digestive living of an earth worm also ….. not just the past dead DALI …… but since the DATA stream of the past dead Dali is available to 1 MIND ALWAYS IN ALL WAYS … then the new DALI has access …

Re-incarnation IS YOUR FEAR OF DEATH OF THE NAMED YOU …. It is atool for forcing people to TOW THE LINE  while here and serve the thought form econmy and PHAROH because of the trained in fear of returning to suffer once more for not living correctly in this life … the heaven and hell thin ONE MORE PUNSISHMENT MIND FUCKING TOOL . ……….. death ,,, and the no self ,,yet the beyond thinkable POSSIBLES of being a ..being of I in I that has access always IN ALLWAYS  to the knowing of the DATA the past of Philip Van der Mude ….. since every cell now dead is now part of a PAST  in data once lived over and history accessable ..but to DWELL on the past ..is that the EXPANSION of ..is it CONTRACTION what is realy natural ,,,,  use full ting having DATA to from more complex expansions .

 At the heart of every condition is a vibrational pattern—a rather minor tweaking of vibrational patterning (sort of like the hub of a wheel) can affect tremendously out there on the peripheral of this big wheel… A little bit of tweaking on the emotion can make big differences in the way the physical manifestation occurs.
--- Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in San Antonio, TX on Saturday, January 29th, 2005

The sage understands ..the working of bio mechanics ….. your emotions will effect the working of your bio machine ………. And the production of Tele-whatever enzymines .

Fuck it all AWAY

Subbie male or not ,,, it is FREE CHOICe as long as ,,, he had the chance to THINK FOR HIMSELF ,,, to believe in HIMSELF , to act on his own WANTS …. After achieving states of BELIEF through conresponding information READ  with life experienced seen herad VIDALTED by self . he did not have . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html anothe 1 more FREE CHOICE …. For example was not around in 1989

The same theme runs thru the arts of 1000;s of years , fucking 1000’s of years of all cultures TAINTED by PHAROH or Emperors , or god/kings be it human or the mental concept of god/king … does not matter  and has not mattered 1000 yeara after 1000 years everyone singing the same old songs painting the sameold horror picitures or writing painfull expressive prose and poetery ……. All expressiong set 1 ,,,,, I know I want something else ….. exploring maybe a bit the unwanted , but not realy exploring SOLUTIONS …. Outside of the box of the mind fuck ….

Now ass NIN faded off I heard TRASH by korn on my own player kick in …… ahhh JON DAVIS  ain’t no subbie …  but he too will escape the confuse …. And FUCK HIS PAIN AWAY …. I still think that TWIST is my personel anthem THE SOUND OF INSTINCT ! and the sonG evolution on the latest Unnamed cd . I believe shows he is striving for SOLUTIONS  for action ….

Action ,,right or worng is an attempt to feel better given the DATA base of options we have allowed ourselves to choose from ,,,for INSTINCTUALISM …is nothing new it is just the re worked ideas of ZHUANGZI ….. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhuangzi who lived 1000 upon 1000 upon 100’s and 100’s of years ago .   …. Nothing fucking new in http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html  in the site instinctualism.org …OHHHH but what is that addresss …. BDSM training ? huh ?  was that part of Zhauangzi’s teaching ,,,no THINK FOR YOURSELF ,,follow NO 1 book like it was the owrd of some fucking GOD ,,, it is this whole fucking 1 and only ,,,, that is so confusing , we are bio-dyanic …. DNA inhumans has BILLIONS OF VARIABLES . o DIEA is like th FOX keeping guard over the chicken coop ..or the good shepaerd who in the end will SLAUGHTER his sheep 1 by 1 ,,murdering them … and sacrificing some to PHAROH . same themes …..SAME SOLUTIONS ……do the same things getting the same results for 1000’s upon 1000’s of years and WE CALL OURSELVES …SMART ?

BDSM …is for you ..the pendulum swing of action and learning helping you to break out of a box of mental programming as slave to master  and for her ALSO to leave the tools of EVE the nmanipulator behind and become once more the VESSEL OF PLEASURE  http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html ..except when she is already using it , prior to you for the purpose of stimulating ….. her ESCAPE  her endorphine highs … then all you are is ..new WORKS for the junkie ,,,, a new PIPE for the rock monster , or new prescribing DOCTOR for the noddder ….  Bdsm ..is UNANTURAL ..ther is no RAPE or PAIN in the harem world ….. in our cousins world … the silver back male will give his life IN PROTECTION of the family and girls from abuse or pain ..not WHIP IT , whip it GOOD …..  http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html  now get it ,,BDSM is nothing NEW 1000’s of years before the Marq. De Sade ,,,, the use of extreme sex to devewrt attention from the unwanted was practised go back to the days of PHAROH and find it there ….bdsm is not NEW ……

Trying to feel better ,,that is the urge ,,the motion of CHI of Source ,,the expansion is out..towards that which FEELS BETTER ,, and some times a good spanking feels better than the confusion lived by TRENT  of nine inch nails and the millions of artist who came bfore him …. Who told us their own story as put by Thorue … humans live in desperation …. ( silent or spiced with OWWWWWIES after the ridng crop hits bare butt flesh ) trying to feel better http://www.instinctualism.org/addiction.html   it is the solution to a SYMPTOM not a problem … now honeslty young mster I do not put out any effort or propose any plans in helping you BEAT your addictions ,,,NOPE NOPE NOPE , I believe that is natural selection of the RIGHT young masters to rise to the surface ,,,, all given access to DATA who wil lthink for HIMSELF , thus proving his METAL …HIS WORTH …. Worthy to be trusted with a harem ? 

Thick as a brick

A hobbit house? Young master ,, sound silly.. not fashionable ,, so fine do not do it !  it is only the expression of 1 more free choice , which if you do …DO , you can still amend and adapt ,,,, your wants never end ,,,, the oppurutunity for personel expression donot have to end ,,,, the http://www.instinctualism.org/adobe_slurry.html gives just like all my construction pages just gives genral ideas for you to use learn ideas from data from ,,,, to be adapted to your area , lead you on your quest for more information , to give your ENGINEER   ideas about what the fuck you are trying to do ,,,he( or she ) can be your best friend , they will walk your plans thru building and zoning for you ,,, they know often about the available government tax credits of rthis type of construction which actually pays you to building green sustainable ways …. They are already designed to be in expensive to build manly based on local materials and your time

TIME YOU GOT MONEY YOU DO NOT …

Then unca sam will give you 1000’s $$$ back … way fucking cool I think .

Hobbit house ,,I like green fields and wild flowers … and my future land nad houses will look like unussal hills covered in just that grasses and wild flowers …. The whole idea about the 4 foot wide base stepped up to a 3 foot wide section followed by the 4 foot high 2 fott wide sectioin is all about …. Satisfying the stress needs I have encountered about burying the house ….. grass and flowers realy do not need a thick layer of dirt … so like in the books of earthship  http://www.earthship.net/ I have just adapted his use of vapor barrier over the whole house top that with a root barrier then cover with the scrapped of top soils you have from site prep and pond/ material pit  prep …. And seed …. Wham bam thank you mam …… you got invisible housing …. Naturl housing

And the hall way connecting it to yur house the hall way area helps maintaint the hilly grassy effect and this GREEN is good … cooling summers and insulating in winters . after you are built to the starter home , you then use a drill with a LONG  concrete bit to score the entrance into the starter home and break out pieces yes it will abit time consuming and messy that is why you start not in the occupied house but in the still un lived in addition …. Drill drill drill drill chisel hammer SNAP  drill drill drill chisel hammer SNAP chunk by chunks big and small …..

http://www.instinctualism.org/floor_plan.html starter home my first drawings but now I have lengthened my own drawing by 8 foot interior ..well fuck me looks like I never put on a drawing of the 2/1 addition maybe like …but honeslty you do not need that detail of MY .ideas becaue by that time you should have enough skill of your own to live up to the challenge of being YOUNG MASTER ,,,not needing to be hand feed ideas . but trusting in your own expression during the contrast  learning about wanted and unwanted . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html

young master it is all about ,,,,,, a sense of RELIEF .. moving up the emotional scale each events each CHOICE  that is followed by some sort of sense of RELIEF by you ,,,, well you know that … you made a choice in the right direction … housing you understand from water system to heating and cooling …to an abundance of  foods and RECREATION …. Activity so you do not have to KILL TIME  but enjoy time live time …. And be debt free except for actually aver small tax bite ,,, most of the land tied to your AG small business lowers the tax bite , the smaller home sizes also …. The extra building yours and the FAMILY group home are actually taxed as BARNS …. http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html

now dig on the idea of that family group home ….. 40 or 50 foot long .. ½ kitchen /12 family room ….. de fucking lux ….. have fun with … after you buy the land … start the NO fear ! http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html  even if that means having a mortage short term …. It will only be on the land value … and you can knock that out fast if you want  nothing in this plan ever is about you stopping your PROFITABLITY or working in ecocnmy it is about enjoying all that ..even more ..without the common have to BILLS everyone else has …. Getting into the trap of the more $$$ I make the more $$ money she spends …. ( or you dumbass as you show off the MO’Better  to all the other salves who then compete with you and you respond in kind traped in buying self esteem … thru Mo’better )

you then get 500 or so to start a plan with the engineer SHOP THEM ALL first 1^st …to make sure you find 1 ..close to 1 mind …. Who digs what you are doing .then you got a great friend already connected in the governemt to help in all ways ..

you will be needing to test the PSI of adobe samples to figure what level of Rcycled 10 million year biological waste will be needed to achiev the needed PSI for walls foundations and tie beams. …..  ( Portland is the freeing of material that was formed by the death of biological activity ,,trpped in Gia … for millions of years un CYCLING now cycling once more … active in an eco system that can abosorb and ustilize it over 100’s of years . http://www.instinctualism.org/book_of_positve_aspects.html )  these samples will tell you whether you will need to further agument the on site availbe dirts with extra clay or sand or whateve ….

And all the while $10 bucks a week .. maybe a new tree .. new 2x4 for SFG beds between trees and shrubs …. OFF GIRD IN TOWN OUTA POCKET …… in town ? welll some FREAKS head way way way out ….. I am into being with in a comfy commute , living out where the LAWYERS AND DOCTORS have built their own 5 acres estate horse farms ….. and commute into town …. Like them …yeah you are like them only young … dumb and full of cummmm …..  tour of duty ….. it will take 4 years for the FOOD FOREST  to establish …. It will take 3 years till you get to fill the pond with water ….. but all this is nothing compared to WAITING 40 or 50 LONG HARD SLAVERY WORKING YEARS to retire then die ! no 3 or 4 years ain’t shit … oh yeah and then you get to start vacationing after those 3 or 4 years ….no need to FEEL STUCK … if you just choose to be adaptive .

Ahhh ..no metapyschical BULLSIT in this blog huh?no … actually this is all stillpart of BELIEF …nothing will come to you outside of your belief and all that above was to stimulate you into BELIEVING so you can start seeing … wayne dyer http://www.amazon.com/Transformation-Youll-See-When-Believe/dp/1555253504

Excerpted from the workshop in North Los Angeles, CA on Saturday, March 6th, 2004

Acting from in spirit action without self doubt accepting that the outcome as being GOOD even if at first if seems bad ……… this is LOOKING FOR IN LIFE THE WANTED IN EVERYTHING . and then finding tha is was true all the time since the day you were born !

Hot wet pussy is born

Each human is a SPICE in a well stocked kitche form which TAO ..expresses the NEW …BETTER AND BETTER the oppurutunity for expansion ,,is the combination of SPICES into new recipes of DNA ? and the adaptive DNA in human is the male DNA for male dna is manufactured each and everyday,, each cell of the human body is abe to produce the same array of chemicals it is of the same root and in theory could produce a CLONE … the living body is NEVER more than 7 years old , the aatomic matieila used by each cell is changed out including things like bone and teeth so that no atom is over 7 years old . ( yet the female eggs is formed early is not adaptive but is just maintained )  aftrer the SLEEP mode and the data correlated the hormones message sent thru out the blod stream to indo the totality of the bio machine about the new data ..as can be used and made par to ght data storage system called DNA ….. the new sperm relfecets the emotions and experiences and success’s ..of the living up to the time of formation of that new sperm ….. a trail of successful living  …….. for the dead no longer addds to DNA evovlution …. So the living continue to ad.,….. to the venture ….. histo compatibility is negated in terms of limiting your ABILITY to express NEED in the fathering effect  our moblie world and vast population diversity  ..allows the expression of expansion it  is available to those who are 1  …close to 1 mind ..attrracted .

What limits or shoulds or should not do ,,, you feel when thinking outside of the box of your training can you become aware of the contradictions between possiblitys ,,,,, the tao ,,, the UN IMPOSSIBLE and the words written in books about what is right or wrong in the opinion of this or that human ..  dead words in books , oppurutunity to gather data , but it is in the LIVING  that learning realy takes place . but HTNK FOR YOURSELF  you have the free choice to filter yourevery action ….. thru a screen of SHOULDS of data expressed by others …. Each thread of the screen  A SHOULD  which catches ideas thoughts or actions on your part as being something  THEY DON NOT LIKE  …. And so for THEIR HAPPINESS they want to stop you from acting so you have this mental screen trained into ..in hopes it will make their life better ..

WHOSE LIFE IS IT ANY WAY ?     they fear your evil in acting outside of their screen …. Doing something that they may have then make a choice about ALIGNING WITH IT  or ignoring it ….. but if you only do as you are TOLD to their life is easy ,,the basis of pharoh system …. And religion …. Whose lif is it?  And what is the evidence trail about the GOOD NATURE  of the un-MANIPULATED HUMAN …. Look in to that screen as it catches your WANTS unexpressed ,,, that LATENT ENERGY will eventuall spill out andin the confuseion of energy be expressed as the effect of coherision and control of manipulation … http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html 

Your free choice is to LIVE HAPPY AND DIE LONG  or live LONG and die happy ….. the end is the same on both paths in fact all PATHS , even just the being of MATTER  eventually transisitons it dies ..we transition …..tha NAMED  bio machine transisiotn ..you the UNTHINKABLE http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html WELL THAT IS unthinkable what possibles there are there for you ….

Live long ,,, do as the say and you may or maynot live long ,, worry about every lil’action thought or deed , stress over each 1 of th 100’s of decisions you make everday , fill that screen fliter with pent-up energy and stress and the are RIGHT !!! you are happy to die to end the suffering …. Wow ..the same issues as were discussed in Buddha’s day still happening today . in you .

Live happy …… for when the bio machine is dead ,,, well it is just a machine not ME! THE USER OF  the tool of time/space ..well me … who is beyond the name ..given the bio mahine ,,, me who is in ALL WAYS  part of something UNTHINKABLE . ..un-impossible.  For I will be DEAD for fucking ever!  Die ong but today I trust my good human nature and free myself to live long and let PHAROH   deal with what it sees as my disrespect for …it …god …king …others …. When in fact the action of the good natured human is with intent to be NEEDED …of USE ….. to others tocreate SMILES …. If  phaoroh is un happy ,,,, well that is it’s problem and free choice to look at things that make it hapopy in the well stocked kitchen ..the oppurutuniy to extract it’s wants if it focuses in another direction ….

Ahh the words of the sage spirit expression in the entertainer Ester Hicks  ,,, was not Budhha tooo just an entertainer helping people feel better are not entertainers just people who make others feel better is that not what all great wise one’s were entertainers … and thsame theme is expressed in all the core religions …only until the Government of RELIGON got involved did the control factors of fear get written into BOOKS  which were more revered than the GENENRATION BY GENENRATION expressions of wisdoms coming forth from the sage entertainers all around us ..telling storys of wisedom

Her cock sucking smile

Young master nothing comes to you outside of your belief ,, ohhh god have I been harping on that theme or what , your current life is a representation of your PROIR  beliefs ….. and I will go back to PHAROH and the metal flying birds , airplanes in whose bellys people travel in the sky to all end of the empire ..told the SEER to Pahroh … but of course the belief system of the time idi not support the dream , in fact the word tools of the SEER in even trying to describe it was VERY FAULTY …… have you ever seen something you had never seen before then try to describe it to friends having to grasp at common images in hopes they may get the idea of what you saw on your vacations. ?  the limit of word tools specific to the age eon and laguauge and amount of COMMON data .

Whether the next girl you will meet or the next 3 girls you will meet whether they will be excited and happy to be …. The vessel of your PLEASURE  http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html and in that expression find their own happiness …that reason for beingness …. Difiinative to the age of breeding girls … not as important to post menopausale women except in their understanding of the maintaining of the relationship they have with a current male who mya stray , if sex is not delivered in loving ways ….. read the covers of womens magazines to understand the depth of their own discussion about sexual manipulation , they study us and sex like we study ..fishing . but back to ….expectations and beliefs ..and back to DREAMS … nor dreams but the mental brain acitivy that happens during sleep the processing of data so that BELIEF can become part of the DECIDING PROCESS the next day … in that flush of instinctual or in spirit action ..OF 1^ST CHOICE …..

THE  amount of supplication training you have been exposed to will effect your expectation about whether the girls you meet will RELSIH THE TATE and hardness of your cock in their mouth like they do the flavor of a good hot dog with all the toppings …. If your dick gives them smiles …. Before during and after they take turns sucking you enjoying your pleasure and the pleasurable interaction of SISTER WIVES …. During recreation ,,during ALIGNMENT WITH SOURCE ENERGY ….  Durning natural DNA mananl sexual activity …. Atleast for human and other great apes who love oral sex too… supplication training http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html Ross is treating the SYMPTOM of sexual manipulations the core of social fabric …. Actualloy designed by the GRANDMOTHERS in PHAROHS  time .. menopausal women produce hormones that im many ways minic male hormones and thus instead of being  SPERM GREEDY or breeding focused they are family support system focused ….. yet with that same strenthg of greed behind them ….. a SUBLTE  difference they are not men it is not MALE EXPRESSIONS  like as observed in and attempted to convey thru ,,, by Dr. Gray http://home.marsvenus.com/  all just treating endless  ENDLESS expressions of SYMPTOMS …..

engeers or social manipulators or the professionals so blinded by their degrees in the mind fuck …. They will not look out side of the BOX they spent so much money on learning about at University …… to do may destroy their $$$$ income stream ,,,, god forbid that happens maintaining the status qua is better for everyone …. And hell the professional needs another mercedes to keep his wife happy for another 6 months by then the excitement wears off and the cycle begins again .

her smiling during cock sucking will or will not be present because of the level of your expectation of recieiving it ……… and that belief has been formed over a period ofa years ……. And it will take multiple mental imagerys …. And some positive epxerince streams and then the time to let the data be correlated in the bio machine ( sleep )  for CORE  beliefs to be modified …. And thus you will start to ATTRACT …TO …EXTRACT from the un-impossible ..the possible of your WANTING …. Maybe you do not like blow jobs so yu want a chick who thinks it is nasty to provide you with that relaxing pleasure ,,, that take as long as the girls want it to take ,,, NO RUSH NO WORRY ….. NO MANIPULATION you cumm now or you cummm later but you will come young master …… she is ….  you are the vessel of pleasure for another and in that understanding you find the happiness natural for you  , that understanding you know deeply  and feel already

Venture a thank you

Young master ,,,, the reason for living have you yet to feel a lack of that passion , ? it may come up some day and it is then you will have chance to use the power of the POWER of chi of choosing …. A good friend lost his pesonel reason for living that which he had set as what he was happy as having his life revolve around daily … ohh sure there are other aspects that held FONDNESS but not he NEED OF HIM .. and being
NEEEDED is important … one of the reason wome human live so long is if they actively become part of the support system of their GRAND CHILDREN ,,, to the point the mom DEPENDS of grandmom then the grand mom has a concrete reason for living to fulfill a useful neeed ,,the gRAND MOTHER EFFECT .. after menopause . google it .

Now my friend in this time of wonder ….. ventured out to find a new passion a new place of being useful ….we are such friendly helpful animals how the fuck did the CHURCH convince us we are EVIL and in need of a saving ….ohh we are evil because we do not do PHAROHS BIDDING …. As pharoh demanded and that MUST BE EVIL for it is the God…the king …. For 3 years he played music ,, he has enjoyed himself much found the ZONE of being Mr. I don’t know often when totally engrossed in the music to the point of noticing anything else. … and at the same time he interacted with HUMANITY especially children who have never really heard live music especaill the SAX ..the thr RAP CRAP or alternative bullshit ( like my music ) kids looked and listened to the NEW AND DIFFERENT  sounds produced by the HATMAN .

The reason for living and the FATHERING EFFECT ….. my bro the silver back gorilla … animals still cominicate through AIRBORNE  hormone conversation …. HISTOCOMPATIBLITY .. here we have still the same evidence trail in humans ,, as you moved out of your home and livied here and there , when you came back home after these exteneded tails you noticed how HOME  just felt in fact it even smelled like home ,,, smell…..smell …the ears of HORMONE COMINuCATION is the nose.

As the silver back fathers generation after generation of kids ,,eventurally the new girls shooping for a comfy stable male to hook up with find the same SMELLS in the territory they new at their home ..since mom was actuall the daughter of this stable male with the great bannans trees this young one is kinda looking at and saying ,,,hmmmm comfy nice I dig this but ,,, is smelss like home ,,THERE IS NO SENSE of ….VENTURING here …. Nothing will be added to the DAN legacy ….. no new expansions or mutations can happen when I donot leave and find …. Some thing to ADD …. Adventure …. So the new girl stays does not engage the male in andy real sex ….  http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ..ther is no RAPE in the gorilla world . only consentual sex for recreation or PROCREATION . hmmm so in time , the older silver back finds he is not being NEEDED ….. he needs to maintain the stability fo the harem and family he has but ..the ops for his own EXPANSION  … the venture of his DNA to wxpand becomes limited …… and he realizes ,,he has no reason to live except to provide a good fight 1 last time ..to find a new out of territory male not one of his sons or grandsons who is worthy to take his place and care for the family … and in this final fight he pushes his already BORED  body ..beyond its health till he dies within days of hearlt faliture … alone and alsepp …. Worm food . easy prey for teeth of the quick kill of the preditor … compassion .

Now I have said 100 times that I would not get involved in a poly family here in Jensen in this house , any way it was not a relationship my girl friend wanted …. It would be all wrong and I still hold true to all that …. Once I am along my way in the building of the 5 acres stie plan etc   http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …sure then I will entertain  that IN SPIRIT ACTION as it presented . but not here only to ..throw the rock in the air once more ..no been doing that …. Keep getting hit on the head by falling rocks ….

To form an ALTER NATIVE GROUP …. I need to distant it from   http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html because instinctualism is way to POLARIZING the topics and ideas if not approached slowly over time which much openeness can be a problem to inter acting with wide groups of people and well I like people it is the reason I do JAMIN in Jensen sure ain’t for the fucking $$ thank god I day job. … it is for the fun of PEOPLE …… and the choice has be set before me …. And I have the choice to choose and Lign up  ONE WAY OR THE OTHER ,, both paths to start a group  or not to ,, just line up with the BETTER ASPECT  of one or the other choice….. but both seem to have good sides …. Choose 1 ….. becaue actuall this process of non action of NO VENTURE is more uncomfratble than the down sides of either choice …. In doing nothing … nothing is being added to the TAO and the toa calls the chi calls thru emotional guidance for us to keep expanding you NEVER GET IT PERFECT OR RIGHT  for that would mean the end of in finnity ,,PERFECTION HAS BEEN ATTAINED , game over ..no more expansion …… so YOU NEVER GET IT DONE even in the TRASNTION or death like silver back gorilla the atomic structure he used will move on ,, and him his perception …. Is like the  1 BLIND TURTLE IN all the 7 THE SEA 7  … will it pop its head in the 1 wooden yoke floating out there not impossible but hightly unlikely …. No imposilbity …. The gorill moves on to what for what and how that is beyond my sensory organs thrus my ablity to think about ,,, unthinkable…

Hmmmmm ..to venture an Alter Native group what profit would I get …? Experience ,, I will be doing the same vent things inmy future but I will have also the PERMACULTURE … solar home , green roofs , hobbit houses to support etra interest …. I do not have that here I got the great view , good after metting bon fires on the river like my daughter used to have each month we would get 50 or 60 people over .some times … hmmmm how would it PROFIT ME ? and why do I need PROFIT  a thank you ? …… can not just being be itself enough ? and the venture itself will ADD  to my learning … my skill and practice of teaching in person like I used to do before the bon fires go cranking …. Talking leading the questioning and self exploration …. With more questions. Nohting ventured nothing gained fuck those wise old ones were wise for some fucking reason I guess … because no matter what I will gain ….. if 1 person comes or none or 20 .. I wil llearning to advertise this event .. what product or topic attracts what audience ….  Etc etc etc .. plus the VARIABLE  of human interaction …the unthinkalbe … interaction of new DNA  outside of my histocompatiblity ….. family and friends.

Ok the better aspect is real esy to find , but the $ to support the activity this new hobby at this time is not ….. atomically present .. and I have a few other hobby things ½ done that realy do need to get done .. a lil cash here from recreational funds and a lil cash there from recreational funds ….. drain recreational funds and so there is conflict in a new want that is unattainable .AGAIN .. dam I have enough wants that are currently unattainable to fill 30 life times , ( the words f the sage …..your  VIBRATIONAL ESCROW IS SO FULL IT CAN FULL 30 MORE LIFE TIMES ….. if the PASSION is strong real strong the events will fall inot place videos like the Secret or Abrahmas  secret behind the secret good them material for ameeting will arrive by seemingly magic …. Is it POSSIBLE ? does focusing on IMPOSSIBLEITY feel good is it NEEDED just to SUPRESS DREAMS to keep the training programming started by PHAROH  ..do not dream slave focus on the here and now and if you serve and worship well I will give you the day off …..

What does the SUPRESSION of dreams ..realy do ? and why does the keeping active of a pleasant daydream feel bad ? I can feel myself blocking my own flow of that answering … allowing the deam to BE ..does never any harm to kill off a dream does do harm to hope ….. realizing that I will create more dreams than is possible for a time/space event to fulfill …ina CHRONOLOGICAL ORDERED event by event life … is helpful to realize ,,this misnew slef PRGRAMING .. instead just quit dreaming learning about QUANTUM DYNIMCS of dreaming and toa … and liking the oppurutunity to even DREAM ..because dreams do feel good ….. so

Choosing to DREAM ………..and aligning fully with that . yes I choose to dream . like I choose to drink a soda for it gives me energy during my work day when the sun is beating down these new thought keep me flying and smililng and FEELING BETTER ….hey feeling better moving outward towards better and better feelings is the whole REASON for being I guess I am succeeding …. And being successful is EGO boosting . ( there realy is not much wrong with EGO as long aas it is not the trap of COMPARING . ego of feeling good about the goals achieved I have set ofr self about SELF ….. that is ego ..a self that is not named even thought the bio machine the self is using is named …a self that chooses IGNORANCE  so to better FEEL the oppurutunity of the experience of THINGNESS …… all ways still part of the NO SELF ..the I in I ….  An as UN IMPOSSIBLE so to allow for expression of the forgetting that enables , IN FI NITE EXPRESSION FORMS OF ….EGO  of self to play with .

Excerpted from the workshop in Orlando, FL on Saturday, February 15th, 1997

Dreaming of pussy

Young master ,,,, the time frame of the arrival of your WANTO’s your dreams can be frustrating ,,, even hopelss ness and boredom generating …. But remember we are a BLENDED being ,, we are not just the MAGIC state of TAO .. where everything IS everywhere all WAYS … always …no we are in TIME /SPACE using bio mechanics . and the programming of the computing unit the BRAIN ,,, the PROGRAMING  or also th BELIEF PARAMETERS  with in the programming .. without belief well……. Nothing can happen without belief … all the components to make airplanes existed in the time of PHAROH here on earth yet no planes were flying ….. it tookt he evolution over AGES of the BELIEF . THE PROCESSING OF DATA ..after ….EXPERIENCE !

Words do not teach EXPERIENCE does

And in dreams the bio machine is storing and processing events into usable data …. Very important for you can not be READY or in ALIGNEMTN if the bio machine which pervcieves things ,,, filters things ,, is the thing which chooses the wanted and unwanted thru a FILTER of DNA expecations …. You do not have the HOTS FOR A FEMAL MULE DEER ( except if you are a hunter? ) but not to fuck ….

Respect time space and bio mechinaics .. and … the LIMITS   of the 2 gigabyte process machine …. BRAIN ,, you de focus ,, and drift off inot the … I in I of toa and let the brain do it’s work while asleep …. Data processing !

Nowyou have the passion maybe stimulated in your voice of the UNWATED . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html what action do you now take …. I heard a great ,,no THE GREAT ,, but a great disscuion about this PROBLEM ,,, from a program done by ABRAHM-hicks http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74OvS7SBZsk   and the answer the program which I have probably listened to 20 times this time ,,, became HEARABLE for me …… it is not wether you take the stairs or the evaluator ,,, leave work early to beat traffic or sty later to work ,,, anwer the phaone or answer Eamil ,,, drink WATER or a soda …..

It is in the ALIGNING with whatever it is you finally do choose !

Aligning JARGON of Abraham word tool ,,, just means FEELING BETTER …everything all bio mechanical life is moving towards what that 1 , individual ( yes personally mutated different at some level than others like it ) all are moving towards their own FEELING BETTERS .

To focus on the BETTER NESS ..of the SODA for example ,, if you choose soda over water ,,what was the better ness in something filled with WHITE DEATH SURGARS  and acids and artificall flovrs and colors …?  How could that be better than WATER ,,?

Well you body can process all the toxins out very quickly expecailly if the body is not constantly over loaded with toxins ,,,, so , there could be a stimulating BENEFIT …or BETTER …. In using or drinking the soda ,,it may give the BIO MACHINE a pump of calories and caffine to help you focus straonger on another thing you had DECIDED to do ….. ahhhhh ANOTHER thing you had decided to do , why did you dicide to do the other thing because some where in it ,,was the hope that it TOO would bring you into the BETTER .

Daily you go thru maybe 100’s of these points of DECIDING to move towards what you hope will provide ALIGNMENT ….. right or worng the activity will PROVIDE  experience like experiments in flight and the data processing unit of the Brain will corellatae this data each night for future use ,,in IN SPIRED ACTION …. Inspirtation , or INSTINCT CHOICES .

That FIRST  feeling that teachers tell students to trust when taking tests , it is usually the right answer if … if …if ,,, the student have done the prep work gotten enough sleep to allow the brain to function properly in data storage and during testing , then the potential that the first IMPULSE of answer or DECIDING will be based upon the flood of DATA being processed so quickly for the natural urge of bio mechincas to succed at what it is all about tand this is FEELING BETTER , success , getting an A feels better than a C …. It can mean a better university and a better JOB higher pay , tc etc etc …..

Whatever the outcome of actions that happened from the impulse of FIRT Deciding method of living , has to be tempered with ,,,,,, understanding about the FEAR OF DEATH ,,,huh ? way off topic ?  no  http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html

you have a filter of SHOULDS that will effect even the choice of drinking a SODA …. You have the filter of WHAT OTHERS WILL THINK ABOUT YOUR CHOICE ..filter …  ( if you a pronounced HEALTH FREAK will you not bee seen as a LIAR  if sseen drinking soda ?  )…the feelings of others are important and trained into as improatnce for we DEPEND ON OTHERS for life ..basic life issues ,,, you depended on mommmy for a cookie ,,   you depended on teachers for good grades soi you can go out to play you had to make the teacher happy and not overly PISS HER OFF * which you secretly waned to do everyday but did not out of fear * you need your boss to like you … here again I want to invite you to think for yourself about AMSLOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS and THE BASIC OUTLINING CONCEPTS ….not blue print just pages of info to stimulate the data processing about your indiviualaexpression of BETTER ! http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html

DECIDE … something any thing , then line up and self talk to yourself to support the BETTER AND BETTER about your Free choice ,,,this is the living more and moe in ALIGMENT and thus the projecting of POSITIVE EXPECATION out inot the UNTHINKABLENSS of tao …. Do you BELIEVE in tao ,,, nothing can come into your experience with out some level of BELIEF about its POSSIBLITY ….. tao is the sate of the UN-IMPOSSIBLE http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

And the result …is ..RIGHT OR WORNG .. better or not .. YOU LIVED you experienced you realy LEARNED something and . your bio machine will data process this info if you give it proper oppurutinity to fuction within its DAN historical designe … wake with the sun sleep with the stars .and then streamlines properly functioning brain will will campare information to data based upon FREE WILL CHOICES within the parameters of DNA design of you …… about your GAOLS  to present the best CHOICE for the next of 100 descision you will face tomorrow ,, each one ,,ending up right or wrong …actually will be RIGHT for the benifts of DATA given by the experience .

Excerpted from the workshop in San Rafael, CA on Saturday, February 21st, 2004

Think for yourself donot wait for me to give you my idea ,,, what does it mean to you …. Young master ,, it is prove your own metal and tink for yourself . and choose action …of do NOTHING ….. do the no1thing …. Be still …be dead …

Close to 1 mind

Ther is man who trips onlife , a MR. I DON’T KNOW  http://www.instinctualism.org/zhaungzi.html except that he does KNOW  he likes to enjoy himself …… he contracts himself out as a sign man on the streets for the last few years here and there for this company and that ,, his appearance of the straggly bum itself attracts attention to the signage and those who are locial well jjust know who this bum looking dude is ….. and pay no mind realy to his appearance … and over the years I have known  him talked with him … and today as he was calling it quits coming back to the plaza where the gold shop has been hiring him ,, and I work monthly , he and some other store owners and my self just got into some pleasant converstion ,, now MR. I DON’T KNOW  tried to engage a customer a Chef leaving a store in ….human interaction , the chef was havig nothing to do with converseing with the likes of the bummm …. And Mr. I DON’T KNOW  noticing that he was not going to get any FUN no stimulating smiling interaction with this human he Bode ( said good bye ) to us who he had already extracted for himself ,,extracted … fun interaction … and went to retrun his sing get his cash ….

As he lft …. The NAIL salon owner said to the chef person ,,, ohh donot worry about him HE IS CLOSE TO 1  MIND … a refereance I betcha cash money went right over the head of the self absorbed stressed out chef … all dressed in his robes of IERARCHY … he weren’t no pizza thrower ..nope he probably no longer eve realy did nuch cooking at all he was the CHEF ….. all dressed in white .. ever work in a kitchen I mean really work there you can not stay WHITE ,,,, for long and work stains ruin those WHITES . but back to MR . I DON’T KNOW , as he left got on his bike , he smiled once more acknowledging the many times we have talked in the past fleeting ly talked ,, and just to say to me Have fun ….. ENJOY THIS NOW … I SURE THE FUCK  smile smile laugh laugh off he rode on his bike ,,,,

There will be events maybe ,, there will be changes in weather or seasonal dynics which subltey effect aminsl bio=dynamics  LIKE DAY LIGHT LENGTH CHANGES ,, high and low pressure … colling winds or oppressive heat … …  full moon tides .. all water based life reacts in one way shape or form to these enviormental changes that effect WATER … or maybe it is an unexpected Bill … but you will feel OFFF not high not low .. just off …… and the sage says ,,, find that ENERGY of the expansion of source ..PASSION it is your choice free choice every minute to notice what you want or not ….

And maybe the sage says ,, you can re gain that PASSIONATE EDGE , by ..describing what you DO NOT WANT …..hmmmm not the expected words of aguru  OF THE s.h.a.m.   ( self help actualization movement ….. there ahs to be a pidgeon hole even for the words of the sage the same wisdoms over and over just different word tools fitted for the new age the new languages …. )

I do not want economic stress …hmm just in the voicing of that statement your mind automactically processes a STATE of WANT … of solution it springs to mind maybe it is the PLAN you have been working on for so long ….and there will be pump in emotional resposnse a FEELING of BTTER maybe it is based in ANGER at the unwanted but there is movement .. and simple steady climb up to remembering the ..events of NOW  hold in them the EVERYDAY IN EVERY WAY I AM GETTING BETTER AND BETTER …. That event reminded you made you FEEL LIFE and the passion of WHY you formed the plan to begine with those orginal PASSIONS . hey from todays stand point that lil’ bump was quite fun for no longer I am at the oplace of ORGIN that surrounding stress or contrast that first formed the WANTEd or better idea the soloution …. No I am well on my way to that becoming in EVERY WAY …. It is a bump of a diiferent flavor a supportive pleasant flavor … but yet some other UNWANTS I have found to be more difficult to put into diect worded statements yet , these issues too .. stimulate my actions …. An I want to FEEL that bump as it pertains to those aspects that originally motivated me ….just for the CURRENT ..FUN OF IT  to feel the flood of PASSION

But to ge back to …the nail guy like so many others from ASIAN worlds he is steepedin Buddha …. He has a respect for the FORM of society the gift of the CONFSUED 1  .. Confucius …"Do not do to others what you do not want done to yourself".. and some touch with the TAO sage philo of the I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IT IS SO I WILL CALL IT ………. TOA .  you see in their places of business the tiny temples so cute to western Christian mind ….they endear themselves with the yellow folks are so darling …. And their lil temples , where when they hear my ideas and that I can not tell them where I go to church because well I am an AMERICAN  Taosit … I am the UNCHRITSTAIN  sinner some one of SUSPECT … or is it my choice of FOCUS ? letting myself think morea bout eh 1 here and 1 ther event of life instead of the OVERWHLELMING  good …… of the average Christian ? and how does that FOCUS effect my HIGH .. MY FUN ?  should I take a page of wisdom form MR. I DON’T KNOW  and in seeing that I will not have fun with XY or Z person I should just ignore them move and fine some thing better ?   moving towards the better ..i am so free I can choose bondage.