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mexican dream herbDreams of cute ass A friend had given me some motnhs a geo a couple MEXICAN DREAM HERB PLANTS …… I wish some of my other
plants grew as quick as these are …. So I got interested in them as of late since they are so fucking big now and I
jus’ gotta love the internet . …. So ..the sage from her TRANSLATION of the unthinkable
describes sleep in HOLISITC TERMS not just the sciences of matter but bringniing in play aspects of the UNTHINKABLE ( which
again are not limited to translations of any 1 period or epoch of time and word tools used at that time or level
of the listeners as buddha talked about talking in terms of the ablity to understand … another example
for me of my belief in his connection with the voice of the sage )
So the bio machine … the individual
cells eah being a BEING using a grouping of LIFE , whose hisoty was first of free non connected ness 1
celled being life now evolved into a CITY OF CELLS …. Each cell a bio machine of a USER EQUAL TO ME … but slave
now to the system Now me …. My wants ..and stresses can effect the bio mechnics of the …city …
IN SLEEEP THE CITY IS free OF MY confusion … AND CAN HEAL ..and do other improatnt aspects it can correlate data ..
now it is not free of the stress of me , I have re connected to the TAO to a much larger extent ( never am I totality
DIS CONNECTED form source or toa ) but not totally . I went to sleep carrying stress and c oncerns and intetntions with long
terms plans in tack…. All continueing and limiting the nature of the whle city to express their won self repair ,,but
this is part of the game for the cells their adventure of being cell . like you are adventurere in the being of CELL in a
society … Bio mechincs means …. CHEMISTRY is under way ,, we do . respond to chemicals around
us , to much oxygen would kill you fast , we have DNA parameters corrct ( you do not get the otts to fuck a mule deer it has
a cunt but they do not excite you to gotoZALES Jwerler and buy it diamond rings – unless you are realy meantlly fucked
..outside of dna nature ) ….. drugs do effect us ,,,, and old wisedom age after age wisdom says ,,almost anything in
certain amounts is GOOD for you to much is bad ,, a lil beer great , a lil smoke great .. the right amount of OXYGEN perfect
…. So the MEXIACN DREAM PLANTS , an easy to grow weed said to enhance VISIONS
…hmmmm pretty cool I am agreeable with that … but to know more is smart ,,ahhh the DOSING firt I got remember
the doses are most probably taken from people who have been using the shit regualry already so they ahe build up a TOLERANCE
htat I will not have next is that this culture has been using it for a 1000 years and my DNA bio machine has no hisoptory
of this . kind like how north ameican 1st nations people have 85% alcohol intolerance level while soutn American
natives have only a 30+% and and Europeans only 6% ..genentic long term exposures . … so to test this herb which has such a long term history,,,, ohh I could tell it is TOXIC because reference to it
causing nausea in tea form NATURE SAYING …YOOOO ! SHIT HEAD YOU ARE POISINING ME AGAIN … I
WANNA PUKE UOT THIS POISIN … SO TO ENHANCE their high because of THEIR TOLERANCE levels natives
would drink a tea then smoke bowl ….. I cured JUST 1 leaf and tested part of 1 it
in a cigarette …. ( ahhh prepaving my experience ,,with expectation of results possiblitys both NEGATIVE AND POSTIVE
depending on the source and the UNDER LYING motivies of the writers ) AHH USE THE USEFULL ..i do not WORSHIP
the ivory tower but do use the data provided , I insult the PRIESTS of the tower not the information available
… I use as my steps to climb over their wall as I walk thru heaven … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html Back to sleep ,,,, and hypnosis and being in the ZONE …
all have TIME DISTORITION . experiences ..no memory useful ( directly useful ) to conscious mind ME not the dna PHIL ,,but
me that uses the PHIL … the nameless Tao self the ULTIMATE CHOOSER . who can choose to IGNORE instinctual messages
like YOOO ! DUMBFUCK THIS SHIT IS TOXIC …. And still do it any way …. Sleep or hypnosis use of sleep ….
And being involved in an ativity so ENGGROSSING that I lose concept of time till such a period that I am
once more comparing life ,,, comparing life .. most likely in a state of wishing I was once more totally engrossed in something
. ….. way down the emotional scale for JOY , ( now remember joy can be found in CHALLENGES in losing a game but playing
so hard you forget all time ) http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html in the ZONE .... You only rmeber a dream if you are some where near a waking state
…. Regular sleep you pass thru a ton of different levels of dreams but raley remember but a few
. This morning I woke feeling great feeling rested and feeling LIKE I HAD DREAMED ..10,000
dreams ….. fucking wild ..way to many dream bits an pieces were registered as memeory ….. Now
the meixican dream herb is not known TO BE A SPEED … other wise the Indians would have used it as such ,, In fact yu
use it as you go to sleep it does not effect entering into .sleep or seemingly maintaing sleep ..ahhh here byt mid day iw
as getting that feeling I get when I pusht the NITE TO LONG … and end up withon a couple hours of sleep , and the next
day by mid day I feel the Drag coming on … of sleep depravation .. slight but noticaeable … ..so the WEED isnot
a SPEED ….. what the fuck is it .. the day was bright the trees brilliant ….. my wake up song ..TWIST by korn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EC6hAmAgquY&NR=1 ( you had to have been there a few times to appreciate the Prophet
Jon …the sounds of an INSTINCTUALLY FRUSTRATED MAN calling out twist THINK FOR YOURSELF…that
is where all this shit started in those 45 seconds on cd ) it sounded
more ACCUTE . the breeze temps and texture also .. slighty quantifaiably mor noticeable … so I did what ever test I
could and found some ting with some tiny FUCKING PRINTING that I remember not being able to read well more just make out …
and saying … fuck I am precieving clearer this is readable in terms of not making out the letter forms to seeing the
texture of letter forms … hmmmmm interesting . The I got hinking , whay should I have remembered so
many dreams …. Hey DREAMS ARE VERY ….sensory .. YOU SEE feel action hear .. it is very real
life sometimes . sense organs …do not SEE without tbrain ,, you can have great eyes but if you optical portions of
the brain are BROKEN YOU DO NOT SEE … you canhave a great brain withno eyes you do not see … except in memeory
of once havin sight . what if this toxin .. is LIKE A SOAP ….. you blood vessels can get clogged … why maybe
could not ceratin aspects of BRAIN ..the tips of dentrites get clogged by stuff also … and if this herb some how stimulated
the CLEANING SYSTEM of the body … then enhanced sensorial events may have caused the TAO self .. to MISTAKE
MORE ACCUTITY IN DATA for being awake ..and return to check wha! The fuck ! is goin on ,,ohhh you
are just dreaming real LIFE LIKE ..go back to sleep I am returing to Tao ….. so that iw why it does ont interfere with
sleep per se , yet ..it kinda does … and as TOA SELF RETURNS , memeory is then LAID DOWN . Yet
to we have DNA memeory ….. where by every event that does take place is regeisterd but since O EMOTION OR VBIRATION
is NOT attached to it , the MEMORY IS NOT USEUFL TO …toa self or consuis self or user chooser self
…. Thus we do not have access to it , but it can come into play in AUTO LEARNING EVENTS … as a predisposition
towards the future learning at a conssiuos level . Now the fucking MORAL ..yu can wash you hands and say WOW my fuckinghands are clean
what if iw ash t hem even more it should be EVEN BETTER , then scrubb and pour acids on your hands till they are fuckin RAW
and get and infection and fucking DIE like an idiot or …just wash your hands when they get dirty……. I
have lived my entire life without this WASHINg of the Mexican dream herb , in fact all of Europen human kind had lived , thought
, created , etc with out Mexican drem herb ….BUT SO MANKIND HAS NEVER HAD …KORN either up until recently….
I like korn ….. I like boats .. I like cars ..i like lots o shit we now have … but to over use anything is not
good . like wasing your hands til they hurt JUST BECAUSE A LIL IS GOOD DOES NOT MEAN …..ALOT will
be better . most likely it will be the exact opposite for remember the natural urge upon ingesting this herb is to PUKE IT
UP … TWIST ..think for yourself ….
a whiff of pussyA whiif of pussy Young
master some times it seems like you can not get a whiff of happiness ,,, the day , the period you are living in seems so ..TRAPPED
, so caged ..that you can not get a whiff of things that deep inside you JUST KNOW you should have , and
theat thing you know you should have is not THE GOLDENCARROT … being the DRUM OF BLAME is not my intent ,,, when I
return to history to learn about evidence trails ..it is Well lets say you were learning to hit
a nail with ahammer the intention you have is to drive the nail IN ,,, so you swing eyes closed and WHAM hit
something you open your eyes and find the nail has not GONE any whwere it has not gone further into the
wood ..yet you felt yourself hitting something , SO YOU SWING AGAIN AND JUST BEFORE HITTING THE NAIL YOU LET YOUR EYES DRIFT
OFF THIS TIME FOR THE ARGET .. and you feel the familiar WHAM .. and look excited to see that the nail has made progressinto
the wood to see the nail still there as you first set it …. Not moved a centimeter … and again and again and
again , you swing ,,, each time for some reason you do not FOUCS ON THE TRGET ..but maybe in fear you close you eyes , you
get distracted what ever and the nail just sits there ….
WOULD IT NOT BE A GOOD IDEA TO ….EXPLORE
WHAT IS ..HAPPEING ..not blame yourself for closeing your eyes or blam others for getting
distracted …but to realize more clearly that you are …not focusing on the WANT .,,understanding your
PART OF IT .. the free choice of your FOCUS … Withus humans it is ..in the SOCIALIZATION . we had from
the time of birth , coming in as a clear SLATE , the baby has DNA expectations but is QUICKLY TRAINED to ignore them in favor
of RULES based in the MASTER/slave ECONIMC FORM STARTEE way way way back in the time
of PHAROH the names have changed but the HIERARCHY sustem remained . and it polluted most of man kind .
I will bring up EVE again
the INSTINCT of a breedin age girl is towards SELF INTEREST .. for her and the baby grownng inside ,, you
see this in nature IT IS NATURE ….. and actually the gorilla self in you expects that and is supportive of her .. but
it is GREED FOR GIVING …OF LIFE AND
LOVE … to the helpless http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html Now the menopausialse … female , stillhas tthat
GREED and selfish ness but now not so pure ….. she is not GIVING to a infant she is … TWISTED and actually giving
to herself ,, her ownposition now taken by younger fruitfull females she , I am talking about THE FEW the
socialpathic ,, like QUEEN TIYE mother aof AMENHOTEP4 the women who protected cluadis
when young and moved him not power and then later murdered him off ,,, in most cases the GRAND MOTHER EFFECT … has
been again anexpression of support for the DAUGHTERS and new babys coming in pure form wonder ful ..in TWISTED expression
the development of MANIPLATIVE POWER STRUCTURES and thus learning passed down in family lines .
to become SOCIAL RULES …. Trained by OLDER WISE ONES , who held the COOKIES they dangles in front of children
…. Be good or you will strave little one … listen obey .. or bad things iwllhappen .. generation
after generation … compounding upon this more advanced … mind fucking to support .. states of CONFUSE AND CONQUER
while in teen years . of the whole of the city as things GREW
It was no longer just small family
units manipulated by old taditions dating back to a SMART TWISTED GRAND MOTHER … who out lived the SILVERBACK or DOM
male ,,,, to realize she had the smarts the new male could be manipulated he was younger she was wiser ,,she knew aspects
and hisotircal water and food sources the new dom male did not … we men or males often died off in protection of the
family unit … allowing this the evolve ,,OK OK OK … datat ,, HITTING THE WOOD NOT THE NAIL . What to learn form it …..
how to see the evidence trails around us in the mind fucking …. Girls who are comparing themselves to PICTURE PERFECTION
nnd coming up short ,, and then destroying their self esteem , unitl they exhibit effects of manipulation then finding that
their PUSSY IS LINED WITH GOLD … she has value in just being girl not matter that she does not fit the model image
.or she can PAINT HERSELF ANDRESS HERSELF TO copy the image close enough to be of value … complex mind fucking ehn
she ,,, is in a seat of POWER … absolute power corrupurts ablsolutely … the old saying goes . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html the effects manipulation manifestion goes from , becoming helpless to finding
ways of becoming OVERLY POWERFUL … A very good career choice would be to gravitate toward those activities and to embrace those desires that
harmonize with your core intentions, which are freedom and growth—and joy. Make a "career" of living a happy
life rather than trying to find work that will produce enough income that you can do things with your money that will then
make you happy. When feeling happy is of paramount importance to you—and what you do "for a living" makes
you happy—you have found the best of all combinations. --- Abraham
http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness" And so to with concepts of WORK ..$$$$
having to go to work to make CASH to live up to the IDEALS presented topyu since the time of CHILDHOOD accepted by your teachers
and so you too accepted them blindly without SEARCHING for why they teachers themselves were NOT happy in their own lives
the Evidence trail …. You did not Look BACK into history to searchout the info about the UNWANTED
. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html ....... the core MOTIVATION IS TO FEEL BETTER ..the flashing metal that was the SYMBOL
OF FREEDOM in the days of SLAVE/PHAROH THE SLAVE MASTER WORE CLOTHES AND GOLD ..slaves did
not ,,, to have a FREE LIFE meatn to get the gold FIRST … effects of manipulation .FOR FOOD GREW ON TREES for 12 million
years the hominds lived without a gold based ecocnimy … we still have a gold based economy as the dollar devalues the
gold vaule increases still gold based at heart still hierachical based … http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html is about buying the slave freedom not ..gold … thus
find securutiy ,,, and levels of happiness , creative expression can flourish and new $$ can grow without states or VIBRATION
of fear or neediess . of having the gold before the happiness can arrive . that vibration those thoughts project ..out
keeping you traped in the here and w of the same old same old … finding that you already have GOOD THINGS thinking
about he good things you have , and then letting new things come …. But is you can ot get a WHIFF of happiness now STUDY …. Where are your hammer blows landing and why , not
in terms of blamin others putting , controlin their hands , but to find out ..where you have more control . returning free
choice power to your own hands .
different pussy'sDifferent pussys Hey
phil this life is different ..even the fucking toilet is different this just feels WEIRD !!!! the
toilet is a composting self contained unit http://www.instinctualism.org/waste_water.html AND it does feel different
GOOD GOOD GOOD …..so much of our up bringin was in DISHARMONY with nature the OVER COMING OF nature
because we HUMANS were ASEPERATION of not part of …. Shit is BLACK GOLD …realy
much more important to gold ,,, spread a few pounds of gold around the base of a plant and it will DIE …. Spread a
few pounds of composted human shit ,, HU- MANURE ….. and the plant will feed you …. AND WITHOUT FOOD YOU DIE
….. what is realy the GOLD ? THE MORE I CAN MAKE THINGS DIFFERENT ..better for you
…. You gotta get a BREAK from the life you lived to form new Dentrite associations http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dendritic_spine the UN-use of old pathways helps new BELIEF ystems to form about other POSSIBLE lifestyles
… new strong pathways , all of this in harmony of a TAO self USING BIO MENCHINCS . a law of atrraction concept the
word tool of the sage . …. Your time for peace is all about this idea this OPPURUTUNITY and
it is offered to girls why why why ? because budwieser has girl not boys on their adveritisnposters for good fucking REASON
pussy sells FOR THE TIME OR …AMENHOTEP 4 and Neferitit ..the first budwieser girl of history ….
Her busts the fisr t international graven porn ….. humanity has been mind ufcked with sexual frustration
,,yes the pussy sell shit but ,,all the pussy that does not live up to the IDEAL of the image ,, eesl unworthy and thus is
minded fucked along with us males …… Difference TIME FUCKIN OUT OF THE mind ufck ..is needed
. http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html time to clean forget the old programming well atleast
the sctivity pathways to become less active new activity and thought pathways to form into secure helalthy memeory ,,then
COMAPRISON of the WANTED AND UNWATED can truly be done at individual levels of experience and judgement about how and where
that 1 person is on the level of emotional guidance scale as pertainng the thinking … comparing lifestyles and …
free choices of personel problem solving using new data experience … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html Then she will lead more of you
young master young male … out …. The power of sex , more thean I could ever do with words , sex sells ….
1 chcick bodisatva ( not foloeing the rules of bodistavaness but being the ..source behind the great ones essence of teaching
now here in a timea of new word tool SHE ..the smell of her will lead you young master to new CREATIONS . ….. then
you if you got he guts will prove you own metal take your own time out , thus proving… but her first in a supportive
way get the chance ..to QUIET THE FEMALE MIND … a brain much more active than ours …. They do not have regular
testosterone floods to wuiet themind like we do unti the reach menopause then MIMICING hormones enter to serve a similar FOCUSING
of female vibrational creative power …
Now the sgae says ..you did not come
here expecting to be guided by what everyone else wanted ……. NON CONGRUIOS STATEMENT given the facts fo the
AGREEMENT STATE ENTERED INTO with awareness that as baby human we wold have to LEARN basic rules of INTERACTION
of communicating in understandable ways that the URGE to be social is the ANTURE OF HUMANITY basic sexual family urges of
the harem species . http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html … so we eneter understanding or expection WITH AWARENESS OF THE CURRENT .. current
…. State of the adventure platform … FOR THE SAGE SAYS WE HAVE KNOWLEDGE OF … aspects
of the adventure platufroma dn we have ..INTENTIONS to live BORAOD INTETNIOSN … but intentions al the same ,, form
a state of KNOWNING-NESS beyond the ablit yo fo the brain the 2 gigs we now use AND THAT SHE TOO USES ( the vessel for translation
of the voice of the sae is always tainted even Buddha was tainted ) now the DNA design of current human brain … and
we come knowing the current state of the HUMAN CONDITIONS war hunger ETC ,, it is ADVENTURE as compared
to …. Total constant perfection which is boring . So that as a given , maybe your INTENTION
upom entering was the creation of activity in the possible solution for the 5000 year old mid fuck ….
THRU ….THNKING FOR YOURSELF to do that means using the BIO MECHANICS AVAILABLE … using DENTRITE FORMATIN and
withering …. WITHERING . the lack of stimulation of old dentrite pathways will cause their decay and dissaperance as
new pathwaysa re prefeered WHY PERFERED because the use
of them FEELS BETTER .in ahromny with the expansion of TAO and law of attraction . This is in harmony
with DEVINE SELF INTERST as compared to in the interest of the devien or PHAROH as humanity has been trained to think …
we are nice it is our nature … even in devien self interest we will INSTUANCTUALL express that which is good for the
FAMILY UNIT for we LOVE SEEING THE SMILES OF OTHERS …..
So simple ! ….and it feel good
and thus you feel better and the expansion of tao ..is . so simple .
Taking the neded time out to ….exerince
….DIFFERENCE … Now how could this become …the concept of … bodhisattva … the being example of the voice of
the sage or the buddha…. Thru the VERY ALIGNING ACTIVITY OF SEX? Which it seems that humanity DNA precluding towards
.enjoying ? ahhhhhh fun fun fun … the DIFFERNCE now is in Young miss saying Fuck
me ! fuck me ! and express it with the sublime ness of female ejaculation over and over …
http://www.instinctualism.org/gushing_pussy.html Hard work is not the path to Well- Being. Feeling good is the path to Well-Being. You don't create through
action; you create through vibration. And then, your vibration calls action from you.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Washington, DC on Saturday, May 7th, 2005 Action is a result of THINKING FIRST ….. the attraction of the whole quantum playground http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html is VIBRATIONAL first ,,, now if the intention of the 1st impulse of
thinking has with it the FEELING the VIBE of positive expectations ….. then we go back to shrodingers cat discussion
and the idea that human can effect the experiment thru intention .
ABC dildoe companyABC dildoe company I thought yung miss yu and I were having just a good conversation about ,,,the mind fuck the conservative media ,,,
SPIN DOCTORING data to make Obama look bad when evidence trails did not support it , I thought we were
agreeing on how long this whole SPIN DOCTOR thing ahd been going on even dating backwards to Mtyh OR STORYS
TOLD SURROUNDING Claudius of Rome and him fighting a killer whale an attempt of IMAGE MAKERS of the time to RE_FRAME a weak
ruler .yes a well schooled ruler who individualism finannly got him murdered by his wife … but I the image of society
in general the emporoer had to have pysihcal bravery and strenthg to urel to command respect … so creative lies ,,
pay this WITNESS and that witness maek sure the rumor mill starts up the quietly kill off the direct witness’s to insure
the sotry never falls apart ..common shit , fuck done today ..in crime circles …. Nothing new under
the sun … again go back to Amenhotep 4 and the letters found form the Vassel rulers of Jerselum inhis time ….nothing
new jersuslem was already named …. Read the POLITICS … THE ASS KISISNG AND BACK STABBING … not hear asy
written withink and paper millennium later but in the mud tablets of the letters between GOD/KING and Vassel or puppet ruler
. if you would take the same ,,,interest in clarifying data about this as you do about the amount of debt I the US today ..then
maybe just maybe … you would hear the saleman for what he is …
Let say ther is this SALES MAN for
the ABC dildoe Company …. Sure they were at one time the top of the line in DILDOE techonolog made from the ifnest
polished RAMS horn … and as the centuries progressed the ABC dildoe company kept up with NEW
AND IMPROVDED dildoe making ideas …… during all those years other DILDOE COMPANYS formed
and competed with the ABC dildoe company ….. now you bump inot me and I tell you that Adam and Eve sex toy company
is making this great thing clled the RABBIT …. And that this takes DILDOE IDEAS beyond ABC …. And so instead
of HTINKING FOR YOURSELF you go back to your SALES MAN and ask him …… what do you thnk SALESMAN ? What answer do you think the Salesman will give ? if he tells the truth there is a good chance
he will ose a long time customer wha may also take other customers alsong with her to buy RABBIT Dildoes ….. does this
sound logical ? What
I was saying that spin doctors , POLITICS all the bullshit keeps getting passed
down , and is it not interesting how ,the NAME OF THE invisible creator god of PHAROH .. shows up as the
ending of the prayers as decreed by another invisible god of a culture whose had such direct ties that …the 1 who came
down from the MOUNT iwtht he RULES OF GOD … was ( as the spin doctors wrote it centuries later not
truly of the blood of pahroh but found in a basket on the river by all the fucking luck not eaten by the numerous CROCS )
was .. a son of PHAROH …. Hmmm I was just saying that is interesting . ok it sue dates back to the book of numbers
old shit … later on here is a debate One of God's names or titles is "The God of Truth". If we left the last word untranslated, the title would read, "The God of Amen" (Isa 65:16).
Based on translation ….. today I say “ I’m cool “ ,,, meaning I agree ,,,,,
when cool is realy having to do with temprature … not being TO HOT OR COLD so that it is
AN AGREE-ABLE state ….. AMEN
or Amen-re ..was the TRUE GOD the invisilbe creator of all the other gods and shit ….. and the name of PHAROH HIMSELF
…. And who is to say this is not the ROOT from which all others adopted the UN TRANSLATED .. essence behind the myth
. ( neat thing … is amen PURE is unthinkalbe invisible … now pollute it with Re and you can have a great SMOKE
AN MIRRORS PARTY to impress the slaves during ritual feasts . and Invoke the presence of AMEN ) [amen] is one of the few
words of scripture which is written in it's original Hebrew form. In fact, it is practically a universal word, having been
adopted directly from the Hebrew into Greek, Latin, English, Spanish, and many other languages. Found both in the Old and
the New Testaments, it is also translated in different ways, depending upon the context of the passage in which it is found.
This Hebrew Amen is derived from the root [aman], which means to be firm or solid in the sense of permanency. Thus
by implication, it means to be sure, true or faithful. So whenever we see this word Amen used in scripture, it is affirming
truth, or illustrating something is said that is of absolute certainty. We can get a better understanding of the word in looking
at the way God uses it in a slightly different context than we normally would see it. Here [amen] is used as a title for God,
illustrating His faithfulness to His promises BUT YOU KNOW WHAT … I think it is a good idea
to never look for other data ,TRUST THOSE GUYS WHO ARE TRASHING YOUR PRESIDENT …. Just listen to the salesman never
think for yourself …. Ask the ABC dildoe company sales I am sure he will be unbiased he has nothing to lose in the
way of $$$$ of fame or position in the community …. Nope no hierarchy or status there at all ,,no ego trails dating
back historically nope nothing like that ….. nope for he is a servant of Amen ….
playdough pussyPlaydough pussy Word
tool is my word wht the fuck does the sage mean in wher word tool of vibration or escrow …or blue .. Ahhhhh blue SUCH
A SIMPLE CONCEPT ? NOT FOR THE BABY … look it I had some play dough and broke the laydough inot 2 parts ..once they
were ,the I IN I … the same now there is a separation ,,,, how can glob 1 of play dough tell glob 2 what is happening
in its life? First the hae to create some sort of commonaitys … AGREEMENT STATES …. Then
give word tool to the agreement state … and maybe giving more detail lite blue dark blue raly fucking dark blue , dark
blue with sparkly shit opps now I have to give commonality to sparkly shit …right …and on and on the globs of
paydu=ough ..seekingg ways of commuciation here in the speration but ,,when the separation would end then the particlew would
be crunched to theghter so that the all would understand the past of the others … Hmmm I think
playdouagh is the same as ME and you …. NOW IF I MADE A PLASTIC PUSSY OF PLYDAOUGH TO SEXUALIZE
THE BLOG LIKE ALWAYS GOTTA SELL MY SHIT and sexual frustration is…is is … in fact your concerm
of $$$ realy does often become second if your relationship status is un FULFILLING …. Sex sells … The paly dough pussy would be to hard if
dryed to be a good male sex toy and while wet it would be stickly ing and it would not be stretchy enough to be any fun so
I think making a sex toy pussy out of play dough would not work …. Laugh laugh …. Smile smile … my sex
sells budwieser inspired action done .. I will get back to the core of CHANGe …… dendrites my friend dentrites
memory connections repetitions training like done to you over a life time , you are so free you can choose bondage or you
can choose to allow RE-PROGRAMING thru exposure to new ideas and repeating of the new thought streams creating new dentrites
the more exposure to new thoughts and the ignoring of the OLD … the old will wither ad the new gets more attention
more focus … AHHHH focus of vibration of energy thus ,manifestation at the celluar level of the DNA bio mechanics which
we choose to live thru for yes at a QUANTUM level ZY or X is possible that is the realityf pure TAO but we are here in LIMITS
IN a choosen state of NO’S ..to experience ..this … this a version of a point of view of … what would
TAO be like if it had ZY or x limits and so ….. POOF THE FUCK YOU ARE HERE . with ZY and X limits ,, just 1 of IN FI
NITE EXPRESSION OF YOURSELF … have fucking fun dipshit …… SEE YOU NEXT SATURADY LOOK FOR THE BALLONS
, SIGN THE SHIRT …. http://www.buzz103.com/
Ahh so I get to see my wants …
smart POD cars on rail systems it can be as real as paving roads the same as underground wiring all do-able I believed for
years now to see my wants to see that I am not crazy http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=120590726 a pod system designed right could allow for rxpression
of solid golden rolls types of kia types to harley Davidson expressions you can carry your mountain bikes and canoes but trailering
the 30 foot boat may be problemactic but to design the whole just to provide a tiney few ease is wrong , there is a way for
them to keep that boat at the dry storage and when they want to move it ,,that is what the oceans are for any way that boat
is not made to travel on land anyway …. Commercial deliverys could be computerized and done with pods terminals for
larger transport set next the larger highway system , so that residential roads can have size limits …. House mover
would have to use multiple pods filled then shipped off … all doable systems of LIFE SYTLE adaptation Believe ti you will see it ….. and the belief in lack is very important to fuel the growth of capitalism …
the golden carrot of slavery , and the belief I am free to choose the amoung of that insanilty I want to par take of
. after developing in harmony with nature a sense of personel management of the first 2 levels of maslows hierarchy …
When you feel gratitude,
often you are looking at a difficulty that you have overcome, but there is still some of that "struggle" vibration
present. The state of appreciation is seeing whatever you are looking at through the eyes of Source. . . You could walk down
a crowded street with all kinds of things that a lot of other people would find reason to criticize or worry about, and you
would not have access to them because your vibration of appreciation is picking out for you things of a different vibrational
nature. --- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness" Gratitude is saying THNKYOU god … or thank
you to any power outside of self , which is the continuation of the sense of separation from TAO ,, appreciation is being
a player in a complex PLAYING FIELD with random expressions for our free choice to interact with .. allowing for CONTRAST
and personel growth for solutions and creativity expression … grafefull to PHAROH for his blessing OR
APRREICATION FOR THE CONNECTIVENESS OF EVERYONE INVOVLED playing self ish parts from which I can choose to be part of or not
based upon my OWN SELFISH INTERSTS … who they then have free choice to become involved with me ..me being a RANDOM
..DNA expression in their world of things to aprpriciate ,, me being a chance for their own solution creationa dn personel
growth … Ever expanding the
toa towards the BETTER AND BETTER for each and then adding to the pOSSIBLITY for the all from the data expressed by the solutions
each created for their own …. Selfish … want to feel better thru creative solutions they come up with . So thankgiving day …. I get pod info ,
I stumbled on to a few videos about earth construction 1 in fact so closey remebling the building plan of mine
that I replace the Gsuhing Pussy video ( the trantic educational viedo ) with this video of consturctuin http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html so it seems the essence of the
owrd tool of the sage is proven to me atleast once , I did not have to have HARD EVIDENCE my idea of the possible was enough
for the ASSEMBALGE of quantum reality to from for in time .. little supportive evidences by lil’ until I get much much
concrete evidence trails of support ….. allowing me to stand on the other side of the brick wall in heave ,,, once
behind the wall of books acceting what others said was possible or not ,, looking out inot what my mind dreamt was possible
until ..i am now on the other side ..walking away form those behind the wall , “ peace have fun enjoy , bye I will come
back to visit later “
tantric eskimo pussyTrantric Eskimo pussy So I was hearing a compteting beauty as I was digging on the TECHNOLGY of Unreality ,,,,,,, REALITY CREEPED into my sensing of data bundles
…my hearing ,,, a bird was at the windiw singng , giving me a chnce to COMPARE , real life ? or the actually drepresion
song of 1 Eskimo http://www.myspace.com/oneeskimo ……. PHIL YOU ARE SO FRREE you can choose bondage …. Stay trapped
in mans age after age of singing about his pain .or ,,BAIL OUT ..out side into the quantum expression of my EQUALS ..that
bird is my EQUAL calling me outside sying PHIL … yo! Dude realityis out here on ther in the pain of humanity * unless
you want that free choice * Reality was there..outside , there was the bird my equal there was
trees COMMICATING . the sounds of dry leaves teeling of weakenss the sounds of green leaves whisper more
telling of strength and vitality ,, my brancehes are ufll of sap , I am bio chemically healty nugs do not feed here ,,the
weaker plant asking for aid in TRANSITION ,,come bugs eat me , so I may pass inot the next adventure …. Help me tranisiont
my equals ..bugs are but quantum expreincers too … as are the dolphins I then noticed playng at the end of the dock
… hearing the sounds of their splashing clearly for today a HOLY-Day the world is still , humans
non active ..given a day of freedom by Pharoh ( huh? Why do we buythis shit …. We can have the same interaction and
freedom everyday if we wanted to ) …so I got a multi sensory expreince of musics and commincations form …equals
in many forms … from the expression fo the quant in wind form itself …. Not just the flow of electrons produced
by the phaorh corp FPL to excited magnest and metals and fabrics ..so that plastic speakers can produce data bundles. Real life and sounds and MUSCI and mutli leveled adventures and happiness even in the TRANSITION is happiness for
bugs get feed and the tree gets to move on … Allll PRPOS ..to 1 eskimo ….. the savorying of
everything …. Do you young master REALLY savor everything ? the dieing plant the singing bird … 1 eskimo ?..
I can turn back on 1 eskimo any time for they are DEAD DATA ..the OP to hear the bird pasing thru the LAW OF ATRACTION ….
In real time just that ..real and needed to be experienced when the OP is presented by the bird freely choosing to come and
sit close to my window and sing ,,PHIL COME OUTSIDE AND PLAY ( the data is there if you get bored with reality …I do
dig 1 eskimo sounds ) http://www.myspace.com/oneeskimo I will not see 1 eskimo at the bakesale but hope to see you, look for the ballons come sign the shirt like
always …. http://www.buzz103.com/ dec 5 the holy high day How segway inot pusssy ,,, just do it …… the nature of human nature is for the seeing of happiness
in each other ..enjoying the LIVING of all life actually but those close to us even more ,,even though
she may use sexual manipulation to get your ATTENTIOn because that is and how she was trained and we know .. no other ways
expcept some modles that are TAINT’d byt the rules of gods ( amish and morman ) but she loves and likes To watch and feel and touch HARD THROBBING COCK . like her won personel toy ,,now the sharing of this activity with
her SUPPROTIVE FRIENDS , is natural ..yet never experienced maybe … natural http://www.naturalawakeningsmag.com/natural-library/may-2009/friendship-among-women-benefits-health .... An you too got admit when she is gettinghot and VERBALIZING , making all those squuueeky sounds of getting
fucked , your passion build and you gotta hold back from blowing you NUT …. But that feeling the sounds of your
increase in passion the throbbing growth of cock …. Add to her experience THIS CAN NOT BE … lived thru technology
, this is REAL FUCKING …. Collecting sense data bundles thru the natural orgasm of collection and design ….cocka
nd pussy now to learn to cast better not just cane pole fish but learn so fishing arts .. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neotantra
new and improved pussyNew and improved pussy Young master realy in your day to day life ,does it realy matter ,,, the UNSEEN details at a molecular level about
her pussy , your cock feels ,,senses , DATA BUNDLES our eyes m hearing taste etc ..pick up on data bundles …..
not the molecular activity not the sub atomic activity …. New and improved …. When thye start to get selling
you on things that are ,,, new and improved that is only evendent at levels beyond my ablity to RECOGNIZE
then who cares ….they is those who want to sell you shit … and in that activity you stay stuck you need to make
the $$$ of PAHAROH … TO BUY THE SHIT ( yeah but without all the new
and improved we would not have all this great technology /….. I agree the book of positive aspects http://www.instinctualism.org/book_of_positve_aspects.html but that does mean you have to give IN and give up …. Use what is useful ws
the recommendation of the SAGE Zhunangzi . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html but do not become slave to it … you are so free you can choose bondage
) …..actually much o fthe NEW AND IMPORVED is just another way ..of distracting
the distractable, portion of the society, those who are looking for SOMETHING ANYTHING
to ease the pain , and buyung shit feels good it is a DRUG , of hope …hope that something will
end the confuse and conquer started by the SLAVE MASTER OF pharoh 1000’s of year ago ,, when they realized that mental
training was better motivator that nthe whip or point of the sword ….. kill off the trouble some slave populations
, keep the children train them well to HONOR or FEAR god ..the god/king … the pahroh system depend on the system for
food for LIFE ITSELF life itself needs to express its nature to REPRODUCE ..sex …control these and control the people
the slave to to work in MASS where by the PHAOROH class gets a small TAX from the MASS …. Ahhh but those who came adventurers
gand parents of US of the UNITED STATES . came to seek freedom from PHAORH but ..the system came ,, some
commited to freedom the amish for 1 ….who live today the same as they did 100’s of years ago here among the rest
of us , living lives of much less stress stronger family units . and healthy ..free to choose to live with or without the
shit being sold . All the shit we hae around us has been SOLD TO YOU by
..who ? do your realy trust the saleman blindly their smiling aface who tells you how important you are to them until the
cash passes hand then ,,BYE ! …. Unless of course they think they could get further sales from you …but let
us say the sales personw ill be movingon to selling something else next ,,, you are just the MARK ,,, the challenge and thye
BEAT YOU they got you money they SOLD YOU … and they moved up maybe a bit in the HIERCHY of their
carreer maybe they have made enough cash to buy the next step up house … hierarchy ,,, all tied to TRADITIONS based
upon the PHAROH history ,,is living a good life and lots of pussy worth the cost of being trapeed in the
endless EGO of science/ ivory tower university ..self importance … to prove how important it is
to get our attention focused on THEIR NEW AND IMPROVED .f or if they do not consatnty feed you NEW AND IMPORVED they loose
improatnce …hierarchy …. and thus our CASH …. Position and hierarchy …. Now this also plays out in the NEW AND IMPROVED words of the Sage , from Buddha to LAO TO Jesus . TO THEM all others
have come later to say they SPEAK for the SAGE ..then add to the base word of the sage …. Actuall they Add the myth
of the sage and thr rules which the sage was trying to teach you to go beyond … it is interesting these New teachers
do not claim their own connection to source nor do they like thSAGE tell you to conncet yourself to Source …. These
additions to the rules … separating you from your connection to yourelf as you now need to go thru the words of the
NEW TEACHER …… the new an improved ..word of god over and over …. Preacher by preacher sermon by sermon
, listen to me the SALESMAN give me your attention and CASH … and I will help you … If the Sales man had the basics of …isntincutalism
lifestyle taken care of could he then teach will out the need for the big building the demands for 10% of your income ….
Often times they make incomes 10 tiems as great as those who he sold his USEFULNESS ..to …. He sold people on the idea
that he was the chanel best for them …and never envourages them to move quickly away from him the teacher into …
connecting themselves with SELF .. do you get it ,,?the THEME not the words of the book , so please my
friend put your book down let us not get confused and thus conquered by some words in a book …… trapped for
years behind the walls of the ivory tower eon after eon . or atleast millenniums … Today in this country we have a Relgous group who lives OFF GRID without
all the shit of Tehcnology ..the real legion is not needed , but there is not much else in supportive groups to help teach
off grid life style so I guess joinin the group is easier …
The Amish ,,, currently number about
75 ,000 actuallythier number has close to double in the last decade many of the kids who years ago
in their FREE CHOICE age a time they are actually sent out in the REAL world instead of buyin inot the GREED have been coming
home and bringing friends too ….. people who are saying WHA THE FUCK am
I so concerned about technology is it realy that much FUN …
Look around your own life …..
it is only because you have never allowed yourself to look outside of the box .there is much to choose from . http://www.instinctualism.org/ Ok ANDORRA is so tiny a country it should not be accounted
for , but …fuck the brain washing , they live the longest of all … average 83 years while America is like 30
down on the list of life expectancy ( and then there is quality of life for you die slow in America useless and trapped ) ANDORRA loves its TOBACCO ..hmmm can anyone
say brain washing , the lonest lived people smoke ? it seems like they day , alife in front of the fucking TV and eating ameican
food is much worse than tobacco ,the constant ..advertising and mind fuck gives way to REALITY the words of the SAGE once
more . Expectation can be created by the over load of the information coming down from the IVORY TOWERS
. yet braoder perspective may not bare their data out … allow yourself to EXTRACT the usefull from examples ..
QUESTION why why hwy ..hae these people been able to live without in gaging in WAR for 700 years ..( what if we threatened
Iran stop your NUKE program or we will IRRAGATE your desert and help your people to RE-RUALIZE with a new tax base and mass
transit and give theM each a computer with free broad band to expand their minds beyond RELIGONS ….. NOW THIS IS WHAT
I CALL WARFARE ! and it would cost tillions less tha convention warfare . ) to get the design and pricing and 12Bravo concepts
of this you gotta go back in the blogs a few weeks . ACTIITY ,,,LESS STRESS , FAMILY AND FRIENDS …..
long happy living . http://www.instinctualism.org/ less stress in forming a life that has the basis of MASLOW taken
care of , family and frinds … 3 wives by free choice not GOD’S DECREE but free choice …is natural and
healthy for women and children . http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html and hormonial science evidence about womens need for
women in their life ….. http://www.naturalawakeningsmag.com/natural-library/may-2009/friendship-among-women-benefits-health . Freedom then to work for want and art …not working because you thinkyou have
to for $$$ like living with your very own trust fund , like being retired at age 22 ,,, http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html less stress . all the mind fuck is just that , the tool of the slave
master still there confuse and conquer keep you distracted . like WAR the kings telling the people how bad the OTHER GUY IS
we must go to war ….. because the other LEADER has the same BETTER THAN YOU mindset of hierarchy …..
Andorra has had no war for 700 years . evne though they live among bordered by warring states … GREED is not the main focus of these people they are
happy in their NICHE instead of striving for the GOLDEN CARROT ON A STRING dangled in front of them ….
FREE CHOICE …. FREE CHOICE …free choice …. Free choice …. You have free choice and the ablity
to create what you want here and now . http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html As you look for a better-feeling way to approach whatever you are giving your attention to; as you
continue to ask yourself, from your ever-changing vantage point, "What is it that I do want?" eventually
you will be standing in a very pleasing place—for you cannot continually ask yourself what it is that you do want
without your point of attraction beginning to pivot in that direction. . . . The process will be gradual, but your continued
application of the process will yield wonderful results in only a few days.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the book "Money and the
Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness" What is it that you do want …is TRICKIER than most think . you think you want a THING
… the golden carrot dangled infront of you by media and advertisers and FASHION ….. but what you want is to
just feel better , better … but is you were to realy ask , from POSISITION of understanding the want as compared to
the trick the drug the mind fuck …. Of lack of self worth that you WANT to fulfill thru PURCHAISNG IT … When you feel yu animal self you instinct self …. And realize you can have it all realy … especially
after you take car of those ANIMAL NEEDS …. Those wants under your own CONTROL and MANGAMENT …then cash can
arrive for all the other shit too . In a few days …well in the few day you start to realize that around you NOW are the wants you created from
livin in your past …… so you learn to enjoy now while from the ever expanding position of growth new wants are
projected inot TAO, from when where time/space will unfold next year’s aspects of todays want –projections
… always experiencing the wants of yesterday ..the lag of time/space . ..
golden dildoeSolid gold dildoe With
palieolithic evidence dating back 30 … get this 30 fucking THOUSAND YEARS AGO …. 30,000 years ago of evidence
of sex toys made form stone, wood , horn …. Remember today we make some lyrex a form of GLASS AND glass breaks OUCHY
PUSSY ! …for the queesn of pahorh times to have madE solid gold didleos is within the realm of possibles…
that were probably metlted down right away …. To not INSULT the males, ONLY GOOD POLITICS
… do not think any thing you d o today was not done for fuckig 1000’s of years you are nothing special except
RE-PLAYERS OF THE SAME OLD SAME OLD … any you will re-live the same old same old wild se x tattoos piercing getting
high struggling to get rich, …..throw ing rocks in the air they KEEP FALLING ON OUR HEADS and we wonder why ,,,DUH
… we are the god choosen smart ones huh …. ? Ok where am I going ..of course is to
expand you .. get you out of the box …. Living og life It is not about the CASh but the FEELING OF BETTER what
are you going to use $$$ for any way to feel better well what is BETTER , that new thing you buy willl make you happy like
aDRUG only …. The MALL IS A DRUG …. 5000 years of shopping like EVE … think for yourself … http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html So I looked at the familys I know directly my own family
… friends , in laws ( I have a lot since I have 3 diviroces and few LTR’s ) so the adds up
to 23 familys I maybe missing 1 or 3 …. Out of that 23… 4 are TRUST fund familys …. Now all of those
RICH ones they all went thru periods of $$$ stess , 2 decided some years ago to live within the means fo their base income
comeing from the trust … and all other diviends or extra work incomes …were HAPPY HAPPY $$$ AND
they found finally stablity … 1 added MILLIONS TO HER MILLONS OVER TIME …. Cool and 1 is still s truggling
and depressed and medicated …. The other 19 are honeslty doing OK as far as we all consider OK to be , that is on average
MAKING ENDS MEET often STESSED but some how making it …. Sometimes not making it and begginf ro
help ….. 12 of those 19 realy are STRUGGLING MORE htan making it ….. Really take some time to work out the FACTS of your evidence trail
around you DO NOT JUST accept the word of the PHAROH LIE …. The bulsshit … look at the reality
you know … JUST MAKING IT IS NOT …..living …that is slavery ! http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html the earthship housing concepts establishing the food forest creating the pond
and the whole comfy enivroment is about designing your won TRUST FUND lifestyle …. So $$$$ is for fun . I dig the words of the SAGE ester hicks , but to sell her stuff she uses the greed urge in people ..i
use sex like budwieser does sex sells …. … form a pure state of TOA of quantum reality …
$$$ is abundanat sure in conceptual pureity of tao … but if the street were realy paved on GODL and you picked up a
bag of this GOLD .and brough ti to the store to buy something the store owner would say . FUCK GOLD WHAT THE FUCK DO I WANT
WITH GOLD ..THAT SHIT IS WORTHLESS I HAVE TO SWEEP THAT SHIT OUT OF THE DOOR EVERYDAY A SENSE OF LACK
, is needed for the PAHROH ECONOMY to exisit there has to be HAVE AND HAVE NOTS …… the core teaching of the
SAGE not the sales team of ESTER HICKS .. is that you want to feel better ..feeling of greater and greater relief …..
AHHH …NATURE AND A NATUREAL LIFE WILL BRING YOU back to wellbeing . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html just a blue print …not a RULE TO FOLLOW . ideas
for you to work the ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html to create a life style to attract the P[USSY …. PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY
..the urge …the hormoianl nature of your desire for RELIEF it is to dip your stick in that wet pussy which wants your
STICK . http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html she wants penetration even if she is enjoying the love of another girl she her nature
self likes hard cock , NOT COLD GOLD DILDOES ….. except if the EvE spirit is deep in her then to be the EvE with the
solid gold dildoe is more important HIERACHY SYSTEMS of PAHORH ….. once more the greed the poisin
of the snake . OF MYTH … 5000 FIVE THOUSAND YEARS OF REPEATING HISTORY … You TODAY … are so free you can choose bondage …. You the smart educated human ( we humans are such
a fucking jokes …. Laughable ) greedly lil human shit … but yet some , a few are … some a few are …
some a few are …. ? Think for yourself ..if I have to fill in the blanks you are not worthy …. You have
your OWN CONNECTION to the self ..to tao .to the I in I … everyone’s equal …. Yes with
special dynamics of yur DNA creation TRUE and if that were to be an EXPRESSION of some sort of limit it is nice to realize
humanity is in general very nice especially when they are COMFORTABLE iwht their life …. Ao aid would flow to help
you … equal …. the EQAUL to Buddha .the Equal .. I ….. what is I ….. so an I ..in I …..
the pardox page is to get you to feel yourself not as human but as QUANTA …. Not thing but creator of thing-ness …
itself in …the same EQUALITY …. Out to in fi nity beyond the 2 giga bytes of data processor ablty available
to the HUMAN BIO MACHINE … remember that limt we DREAM THRU http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html Laugh my friend laugh ..at the mind fuck … you now
know better if you want to . your want is not BUYABLE with $$$ There are no choices that are really a detour that will take you
far from where you're wanting to be -- because your Inner Being is always guiding you to the next, and the next, and the next.
So don't be concerned that you may make a fatal choice, because there aren't any of those. You are always finding your balance.
It's a never ending process.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Albany, NY on Saturday, May 22nd, 1999 You when I choose XY and Z that lead to such problems ….that wsa
my inner being guiding me to that RUIN ? well there was some TEACHING in that constrast , there was some
IMPORTANT level of motivation to b ehad in the living of the events which … will cause you to ACT
instead of staying stuck ….. remember this is a PLATFORM for an IN FI NITE adventurer to play in
,,,, this is not the beigining or the end ,,just 1 more expreince of being a point of view ,,you need to forget your Braoder
self so that this life will have FLAVOR of reality …. You did not
come here to EARN your way back into heaven …that is the mind fuck of learning to live up to the NEEDS of Pharoh …..
EARN YOUR WAY THRU GOOD SLAVE SERVICE you can follow your pharoh into heaven and away formt hepain of slavery …. A
very old system still being pushed on huminty even thru BUDDHISM … the earning of nirvana thru mediatation .. the Buddha
described in the owrd tool available to him ,,there is no where else to go except into the NO SELF … limited by word
tool limited by the basic progrming of the brain used … so think for yourself use the compairion ..am I behind the
wall in heaven … or on the other side walking away form those trapped by word. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html
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width="425" height="344"></embed></object> Amen to pussy I think 5,000 years is long enough …… I mean you do know that even toady a billion or so
people very Sunday PRAISE the honot of PHAROH by name directly …… ending all prayers in his
name …… A men …… Amenhotep#4 named of course in ohonor of Amen ..who can not be seen who is invisible
the creator god thought form until you put in the magic word of Re…. so after you incant Amen-re the god has visible-ness
…details details details ..like counting the number of angels that can dance on the head of PIN ,,, shit to consfuce
the minds inand out of the ivory towers ..the PINHEADS … who we depend on to govern us realy …. The counselors
to presidents , advisors to emperors … un important becaue you are so free In knowing some basic shit about ALL THE
TERRIBLE LIES ….. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5173TjVrUCI NINE INCH NAILS ..you can choose
to bail …. http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html Amen to pussy the power of a hot piece of ass ..the 1st
lady of HOT ASS … QUEEN Nefertiti … serious babe and 1st wife
to the FREAK A ZOID PHAROH ….. but she is NOT …..EVE no no no …that is for the menopausile
female whose hormones now more foused like that of MAN …. SHE , who held in her viens the Poisins
of a serpent ..( mythis about essence not fact ) not blood but greed and skill … Queen Tiye …. Amenhotp’s
mommy ,,,, Amen was a BIRTH DEFECT even though we do not have his body the birth defect of his son Tut
shows the vidence trail of in his depecitions …. He was Afucking FEAK A ZOID
and hooked up with the hottest babe of all history , yeah sure …. Right this weak fuck was not the WARRIOR PHAROH of
myth and go the hottest of the hot babes of all history because of his good looks ? ,,no he was an EMABARREMENT
to HIS FATHER PHAROH he sent off to preist school because he was freak only after
his stronger older borther die did mommy get involved … and …… CREATE the FREAK into the …SON
OF MAN , the myth from which Christ was born . “ and we will be GODS “ promised EVE ….. ohhh yeah you understand these were not people
unlike us at all THEY LOVED TO SMOKE DOPE THEY ,, LICKED PUSSY FUCKED IN THE ASS , AND BE GAY AND BI in fact
in the end …Amenhotep may have been openly gay …. Now get this on top of all that …. is that …MOMMY USED TO
FUCK HER BABY BOY she was his lover and he very well maybe the beigning too of the Oedipus story ….
If she idd not do this the chances are she sould have been sent out of the royal court into a 2nd secondary position
of power but instead by ,, cultivating the power behind the MISFIT PHAROH ….. BY ARRANGING MARRIAGE
with NEFERTITI ..( hot babe ) and Tiye’s neice or possible daughter by laiason … EVE ….CREATED power enough to influence
PHAROH to ignore tradition and destroy all gods except himself ….. and thus she becomes the mother of GOD …..
this whole family goes way beyond anything ever thought before ,,but actually the events remind me of…rome ( ohh lat
word about his AGE OF EVE this is when the 1st evidence of pandemic of plaque of influenza …. Fun fun fun
thanks EVE ….. the essence of myth is not the people . not the word tool of the story telling … Can be compared to Claudius
of rome a few 1000 year later and here to you must allow yourself to understand the WOMEN behind the man ….. even un
to death . and the coming oF NERO ….
Create the FREAK inot myth staus
like Claudis actually fought the killer whale … look any mom whose child is different tells her son LOVINGLY ..you
are the special ONE … but do not give LOVE to any of these bitches of history , from th minute of
birtht he child was wet nursed so mommy can preserve her TITS … in youthful fashion . but the THEME is important the
manipulative power of EVE …. Ohh yeah well ….. AMENHETOP
and Nefertiti were the 1sr MYTH of soul mate …. http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html the grand and glorius illusion of LOVE … or as later
we ascribe to ROME this loe ..thru the use of ROMAN tic .. or ROMAN ce ..
As for him being the creator of IMPORTNCE
in moNO theism … aborringal man understood the energy of TAO was in everything evn the dirt itself …the
whole MONO idea had always been there but was UN- PROFITABLE.. if we all were I and I .. GLOBAL ONENESS http://www.naturalawakeningsmag.com/ article dec 09 it is free !
feeling good pussy feels good Feeling good pussy feels good Young master it has been since you were 10 ,,, you have bee surrounded by COOKIES and living o
a diet of bread and water , and evy time you even thought about reaching for a cookie out of hunger ,,, there was this big
UGLY mad angry NUN WHO WOULD …WHACK the the knuckles of your hand as you reched for the cookie with
a thick wooden ruler …. The cookie is the presence of PUSSY everywhere , even in Disney
movies there is cleavage ,, the budwieser girls the hooters girls on tv , in fotos and sitting right next to you in school
your animal self able to smell still the airborne communication of her BUDDING FEMALE-NESS … and deeply trained into
yur mind ever present and constant is the NUN telling you over and over NO NO NO here feel pain in jus
the thoughts ……this is the MANIPULATION AND THESE ARE THE COMMON EXPRESSION OS SUSTAINED MANIPULATION
where are you on the scale …now some 10 years later 1. resistance , defiance , rebellion , negativism 2. resentment
, anger , hostility 3. aggression , retaliation , striking back 4. lying ,( “I’ll be home late
got loads of work say good night to the kids for me “ you told your wife … “hi sally I ‘ll see you
in about 10 minutes wear nothing at all ,,,,,” 5. blaming , ( is after solution building could not happen ) 6. dominating , bossing , bullying ( wife beating , bashing your favorite truck with big metal sticks ) 7. needing to win , hating to lose (
with your friends you are able to build compromises about where to go fishing , after a while not with your wife can you any
longer compromise on any thing resentment builds ) 8.
forming alliances , organizing against ( becoming overly gay ) 9. submission , obedience
, compliance ( giving the fuck up and investing your money
in Budweiser ) 10. courting Favor ( begging ) 11.
conformity , lack of creativity , fear of trying something new 12. withdrawing , escaping , fantasying , regression http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html you will be in different levels ar different times at 1 place
while single , at another place in the begging of a relationship wile the pussy is flowing 5 times a day ,,, you are finnaly
getting your fill of COOKIES 9 and so is she for she too has been living in a manipulative state , but then as she get she
fill of your cookie she re-establishes a new level of manipulative state on top ON TOP of the ocnstatn one you grew up with
,, as her being the DOLER OUT OF …COOOKIE , be a good dog beg ) oh that would then be where are
you when subjected to that ocmpouned manipulation ….. this whole theme has been with us since the dys of PHAROH . And why not do or think atleast about something that feels good ….. and thining about what others think about
you I betcha does not feel good , 2nd mind shit the NUN shit ,,,, you can never ever make 2nd
mind happy for you are not in there , yet 2nd mind is a mind of the I in I …. A connection with you outside
of the dream ,,to see them all in terms of the glass half ull , seeing thepostive potential of your ..yuor know ing the connection
in your mind feels better so why not enjoy that BETTERNESS …. Only you need know you are enjoying … ohh the
mind fuck is deep I like to enjoy things and planning of a good day fishing does feel better than thinking about
….well my days goo pretty well so I need to thinka bout some one else who is thinking about how shitty a customer was
to them and bringing up the … unrealistic demeands of the person who they could never make happy for this person could
not be thappy thaty day expect by hitting lotto or something …. So I will paln fishing or sketboarding or building
the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html and find BLISS JSUT IN THE PLANNING of doing shit ,,,, Ahh
the wanting of cash ….. is so much a part of fear for so many that the free limits it … so to live with the
first few levels of MASLOW HIERARCHY OF needs taken care of http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html basic fears are negated and freedom for $$ to flow in are better but the need or want
is not there so , any action it done from the stand point of likeing the action and in that love you attract ones also who
love your love … and then $$ tend to flow with out the want for the $$$ …. It would be like what the fuck is
all this dirty money doing around me ,,,I am here to have fun …..
Can you feel the fun of fishing with
out fishing .. can you feel the pleasure of warm wet pussy with out the pussy sliding acrros you hard cock ? yes
you can … that is the presenting of vibration ,without having the item of the need present ..before the having you
can still FEEL the action … to the oevel of experience you have already and the level of beliefs you hold around the
AREAS of the subject …. If all you have done is cane pole fish ,,then riding in a sprt fishing boar and seeing a MARLIN
bill the bait the feel the drop back and the spin of line off the trolling wheel may be beyond ..your FEELING palce un LESS
of coure the amount of study you have done on the subject allows for SOME SORT OF FEELING PLACE … If
you are young and have not yte dipped your hard throbbing dick in some wet pussy , you only have your hand to compare to but
there is A DEEP ISNTINCTUAL knowing of what pussy feels like ….. that study is part of your being .. and if you have
had pleanty , but trhe NEGATIVE ASPECTS have TAINTED PUSSY … there we have issues .of belief sets ..to clear up . Like ….. a question posed but phil what if there are some girls who USE your lifestyle and you …. Hmmm
if girls act like EVE … what goes around the truth of their inner actions stem from PLACE of lack yes ,, their desire
to deceive … yet like the average criminal they believe they are the persecuted ones in fact the in INNOCENT
the jails are full of innocent people ,,look jack ass if you smoke dodp in a country where it is illegal .they you
are the criminal not the unjustly accused you should have moved to place in the country or another country all together ..
if you steal something just because you do not have much does not make it right … the jails are full of the unjustltly
persecuted …and so ti will be tith EVE spirita s once mor ein her life she calls forth ther DOMINATE THOUGHT VIBRATION
that of lack ….. Sonthing will happen it always does . what ,that will ( hope not but kinda ready ) the contrast
fo the exact time and space AND ..EVE … will disappear bitching and feeling like she is the victum … the same
as she came , for she brought herself with her …into the oppurutnity for something new . not realy understaninding
the learning available. And that is not my problem not my responsibility … lead an EVE to water but you can not make
her drink . aHHHH adventure what would youdo phil if tha bondfish raced off around that mangrove shoot over there ? I will
find out when and if that happens . what will you do it such and such bad thng happens ..etc etc . so how does living your
life in that state feel? Being in that state of dream ..when it is just as easy to dream up success as
falure ….. my free choice to stay involved in the fear of someone else of the pleasure of my own world and creation
instead of their projections of nightmares that keep them trapped ,,not moving in fear of the WHAT IF ‘S
…. WHAT IF IT TURNED OUT OK ? BELIEF … clearing up issues of BELIEF …. Metabolism is vibrational response to your moment in time. Metabolism is the way the Energy
is moving through your body. And so, everything is in response to the way you feel -- everything is. Everything is mind over
matter. Every disease is mental first. Everything is about thought. Everything is about vibration. Everything is about the
way you feel. Practice scenarios that feel good--and never mind reality. Reality is only a brief moment in time that you keep
repeating.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Silver Spring, MD on Saturday, May 11th, 2002 Yet reality is the limits of the mind fuck trained into you
, the teacing you that you and your body can not HEAL ITSELF WITHOUT THE DOCTOR ….. that you are fat because of other
reasons , that you are confused because of fucked brain chemicsl … and this is all aobut the trainin ofyour to give
VIBRATIO INCORRECTLY … in the first place. Which you repeated because you KNOW NOTHING ELSE . never guiding in any
other way except to become fucked up and thus easey to control and sell you shit so you become SLAVE work
and buy work and buy …. Compound multi levels lies …. Understandingthe problems is supposed to fuel creative solution making …. And that
should feel better if you believe the solution is realy possible . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html … life is not just about taking the FISH off
the hook , it is about the PREP of the tackle days in advance , it is the excitement of WAKING UP that
day , it is going to the bait shop , it launching the boat , it is fixing the engine at the ramp it is BUCKING THE hIGH seas
…. It is presenting the bait …. And getting SKUNKED OUT and ramping the
boat ,,, then doing it all again next weekend
how to make beerHow to make beer Now
young master , you have read from me the ….. judgement about hiding in toxicins and the idea be hind the concept of
IN TOXIC CATION ,, the idea od poisingin yourself in submission to ease the pain of the confuse and conquer of socialization
….. but Beer making is FOOD making also http://www.instinctualism.org/make_beer.html , I know that as I let fruit set on the tree longer many types
already start their own natural FERMN+ENTATION ….. a ntural winey ness in the falavor and a gentle relaxtion in the
eating of this fruit …ok , here is the SUBLTY of shit ..
There is a big difference in the idea
of growing your won barley and them make beer , or gropes or apples for fruit hard ciders or wines ,,, you action in the whole
activity represents not a …ESCAPE THRU DRUG USE as much as being part of the cycle then relxing in the benifts of the
whole-ness …a very different mental spiritual action connection all the way around … so as I describe , chilling
next your pond in your hammoick drinking beer ..ther is a siblte difference and important one . One very important lesson I believe in it is that you
will learn aspects of FOOD STORGAE …. The whole clean clean clean aspect of making the purity of the beer is also the
core of any food storage concept . And I the learning I realized the truth …you make a beer
WINE first the ,,you change that wine into SODA POP .. witht eh finall priming surgar …. But as I went way further
trying to understand the steps from field to bootle , I found the world of SURGAR … syrups …. Good healthy sweetners
thru doing an activity I have been involved in for years , SPROUTIN’ …. I have made my own sandwich sprouts fo
f’iong years and now find out that ,,the HARD Barley …. Is best use after sprouting the dymanic changes that
happen creatin surgars that can be then keep for well SURGAR USE …. As well as making beer …. Bonus ! Like in every new activity ,,, you will fall of the skateboard the first few times and with each later success you
wil get better and better then want to become much more creative it the arts of skateboarding or berr making … freedom
to choose life style and hobby ..and the worlds BEST BEER TO ! beers full of all the natural proteins and b vitiams that should
still be there ….. so enjoy the links then go …FALL OFF THE SAKEBOARD .. enjoy the contrasts as you move form
the The position of not having the wanting …..inot the belief in the possibility of the wanting ..
words do not teach but life experience does , day by day in everyway thing are getting better and better . If a worry about a lack of education comes up, talk it down. Acknowledge that some of the
greatest contributing geniuses in your technology age did not have college degrees... They were self-taught. They had an idea
and they gathered to them people who could contribute to that.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Asheville, NC on Sunday, May 1st, 2005 Ohh ow true ..that those who are not TRAPPED behind the wall of agreed uponlimits of the currentl
levels of science …those outside who DO NOT KNOW THE IMPOSSIBLILTY approach things with the FEELING the blelief of
posssilbity thus allowing for changes un availabl e to the belief systems ..oh those professionals patting eachother on the
back behind the brick wall in heaven http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ...... giving eachother degrees baed upon their ablity to repeat dead data …
instead of umproven creativity . how can you give a grade on the un yet proven …. But hell that sounds logicall .
wolf and the pussyWolf and the pussy You can spend a life time getting tapped
in BOOKS in data ,, who thinks this or who thnks that out of this evidence or that ,,,but fact is we humans have been fucked
up for a long time … but general understanding is all that is needed to satisfy the basis for understanding
of BELIEF changes letting your self get free of ..the expectations of others . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html ..... i am refering to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Akhenaten aka Amenhotep IV peopel spend their wole live studying shit like that and
shit like bibles ,, hey if that is your FISHING POLE or yur skate board or footbll field and you find movement up the emotioanl
scale there then cool http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html .... but the useful facts for one who is trying to grasp why ….. am I so twisted by the expecations of society ..of
the mind fuck general idea of this long term hepls you realize this shit has been going on way to long
… and you are free to BAIL at anytime … or not so free you can choose bondage . And one choice of Bailing
out and still keeping touch with the good aspects ..things like BUZZ BAKE SALE http://www.buzz103.com/ chevelle ,skindred ,anberlin ,30 seconds to mars ( always a good preformer )
……… Building a life of your own choosing young master ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html sure sex , but the coe aspects of maslow hierachy of needs to …. The housing
electric food relaxation sex family job potentials artisitic expression ,expecially after the NEED for $$$ has realy been
taken out of the equation . http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html Now ….. a question was posed but what if we all lived on those 5 acres sites there
would be no land left for wild animals….. first …. There will never be a 1 and only way …. We are to
diverse in our DNA expression of wanting to allow for a limiting of personel expression of life stlye … http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html is just 1 more free choice a blue print to GROW FROM not a rule to be followed
. next is land data I use whether it is germany or the sahara desert or france or the US …. I ussaly refer to the land
used to house the HOLY COW …. So lets look at where the wild wolf lives now First it does not live ..on pasture
land for the rancher HISTORICALLY has shot the wolf coyaote or Puma as fast as they showed up …. Just in case they
would hunt the holy cow … 2.3 billion acres of which 1.6 billion is used the rest is park land about 600 million acres
….. of wolf home ….. The US has 2.3 billion
acres of land of which about 350 million is used for growning crops , 503 million acres for forestry land , 587
million acres of pasture/range land , 108 million acres for housing/city land the balence is park land. Now forestry land is great wildlife habituate the need to CONTAIN
THE TREES by putting fencing …in not proactised because tress do not walk around to much by themselves …. So
animals have less fencing so you can like add another 500 million to the 600 million of Wolf housing … and still see
there is a fuck of a lot of POSSIBLITYS out side of living in the TRAILER PARK or Stacked in Aptments ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html How about your own fucking pond ..or should I say your won pond to be fucking around http://www.instinctualism.org/ponds.html … but how to do it ?
so yu say you got a job at HUNGRY HOWIES …. The place you live in is rent free because the familyo f your chick
owns it …. Dude you are like so fucking lucky …so commit to the tour of duty and then gain freedom …..
get another job and spend way less of smoke and shit and bail in a year ….. All the words and books ans specialists
and teachers and shoulds just trap you in your head ,fuck that ….. make a choice then act on the choice feel good about
the choice and leae the INSANITY BEHIND . we are all free they are free to stay stuck in their books ,,instead of laying in
a hammock drinking a fesh home made beer …. I gotta do some info gathering on amking beers from scratch …. It
should be like the making of soda … just get juice add tiny amount of yeast let stand out for a day then cool and drink
….. so with beer you want a higher alcohol level you just gotta let it stand out for a day or two longer ….
Cap then age ….. You don't have to worry about what their vibration is if your vibration is one of connection. Because if your vibration
is one of connection -- you're going to dominate the vibration. This is the way you learn your relationships. The thing that
most people do not understand, is that you get to control the way you feel, because you get to choose the thoughts you think.
Most people think that they only have the option of responding to the circumstances that surround them. And that's what makes
them attempt the impossible, which is to control the circumstances around them, which only feeds their feeling of frustration
and vulnerability, because it doesn't take very much life experience to discover you can't control all of those circumstances.
But you can control your vibration. And when you control your vibration, you've controlled everything that has anything to
do with you.
--- Abraham Excerpted
from the workshop in El Paso, TX on Thursday, March 28th, 2002 You do
not have to worry about their BOOKS their rules their expecatations …… you are free to want to live based on
your wants , having good surfing waves within an hour of home , or build a skate park on your 5 acres . or be near good fishing
…. Of course for me I gotta be near some town that will atract all day Festivals like http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Family_Values_Tour it has been a few years since the last one ..wow I got to
see not only korn ( again and again ) but suprize suprize I got to finally see DEFTONES ..that was too
cool …BAIL YOUNG MASTER BAIL ……
100% cancer rate100% cancer rate PHAROH is not a person it
is a thought form of our allowing , it has not been really a person since Amenhotep IV that is when the rest of the
RULING CLASS figured it all out ,, the king is a dupe to be skillfully used or else he will fuck up the WHOLE GAME
for everyone . Pharoh is a thought form passed down age by age , players by players without realizing it . PHAROH and
EVE are exemplified in the age of Amenhotep IV ,,,, some ½ mellenium before jewish history ….. they are a broad
concept of econicms system derived from socializtion mores. The success of the ROMAN model passing thru trade routes Revovling
around the queen bee …. Or church head …. Or hwatever crap they have convinced a culture
to give serivce, other word worhsip ,other words value $ …to I have ben kinda wondering about why I have
been bringing up Marie of Freance and her exmaple the myth built of wealth gone mad …. And amybe it was the knowing
I had this one of my most favorites of client on the books todo today …… ahh what a cool house , the great room
I measured out once becaue I just ahd to know I thought maybe but I just had to know … I can stick my whole 3/2. home
inside the great room my ext. walls never touching their interior walls , the peak of my roof mever touching their ceiling
,,, and after the few hours it takes to clean all the glass on the inside of that room , I get so used to it , it feels like
just a regurlar living room I feel at home in it like I do my own , I forget or it is no longer feelt as unuassl that I must
actually WALK accros it actually pass time in that walking …. This family is a mystery to me … I was called by a firm in boston told I was a windown cleaning referal
and that blah blah blah , but the address the nieghborhood ( if you want to call it that meant a full days billing just to
show up ) now most of these familys from this level I never meat in fact the staff goes out of its way
to make sure I am timed before the family arrives or when the famly is out of town for a spell … not here , here I
am given a day code to enter the property , their private security never personally effects m …. There is NO 24/7 STAFF
they have crew that arrives at 10 am ,,cleans , exhanges laundry and leaves very hotle like in a way I,
talking with the head of that crew , her trip is the faster we get done the bigger my bonus so ½
hour 45 minutes max and I am told if more people will be in the house so I can increase my crew size to accomdiate ..and from
talks with her I found out that these people back gorund check you, like you do not know , they know shit
about family members and will cancel an employee choice of mine because of that …. But who cares
… the payemtns ROCK . The mystery is …. Allmost every time I am schedulled ..they arre home , I mean
real fucking people who talk to me by first name ohh , I know my place I do not eve care if they ask me
to refer to them as ….. nope it is yes mamam and no sir …. But the most friendly down to
earth folk like so many weatlhys that I do bump inot actually are .. … even stranger is I have over
the years met a farily large number of the family memebers who come to relax here … they like the
idea of no staff ,,of being themselves for once this place is a gt away of sorts …why talk to me I am your window washer
…? Why do you remember how many kids I have? ..strange people ….. very very nice people sweet
people all from grand mom down to the babys as they keep beeing born every few years . thru the family … real nice
folk The MARIE aspect a family quirk … is everyday all condiments are thrown away and fresh jars are opned ,
and I mean the best of the worlds fucking best mustards relsih , and jams and honey ..never older than 24 hours ….
Everyone has a quirk and so what the fuck if it cost 100 buck day in jam ,,, 100 bucks will not pay the for the electric for
1 day in this place … So today I arrive like always I let myself in the gate and the house I always expect
to find it locked but no … I check to make sure I am not dsiturbing anyone .. and go to work ,,, now having family
there regualr can mean that sometime during the day the boat may come in and off comes family or they arrive back from where
ever later by car whatever ,, rare is it that they aer stillhanging by the time I get there these people live even grand mom
lived ..while she lived ,,never saw her sitting aorun swhen she could be engaging herself in somehting going or coming ….
Having fun … I thought I believed … So today ,,, my client comes in off the tennsi courts saying I AM
SORRY phil , I should have been here to greet you ( wha the fuck ? I am your window cleaner greet me my
ass .. I am a window cleaner, you should not even know my name I am just a window cleaner ) no need for
that maman , it is a pleasure as always to see you , and as we both like ask about the familys together , I say mine is fine
and she says ,,,, well it is now OFFICAL .. 100% of us have cancer … Uhhhhhhh what ? now I realy love these people and this did and does concern em for they are very nice people …..
this lil vaction shack of thiers is a refuge for them all and I have met , bothers and sisiter and neiecs and newphews , and
total fucking strangers who I betcha are fucking inpostant players ( that is because of the peopl I do know that are in the
fotos of gatherings and partys they have in various places in the house .. fucking connected behind the
scenes people … but the name I have for them this family …. Does not add up but then aggain I do not fully understand
wealth and power of the common wealth , like the cleaning crew, bed amking, jam changing , crew leader
would say who cares who they are the $$$ rocks ) Ok 100% of the family adult has cancer … that is like
all the early 30’s up in some form now of cancer or cancer post treatment … fucking wild …
and so she goes on it was bad enough we all are on antidepressants or anxiety drugs .. or addicted to one thing or another
( cool alady making joke that she willput herself into the spa shortly because she is drinking scotch by the gallon again
… real folk ) ….. and then she is like comparing herself positively to me ,, well me on the positive side ..
about we can not ( CAN NOT ) feel any economic down turn like I sure you must have felt we are to insulated financially from
that , but to check her facts with me I agreed I have felt the BITE over th last year everyone has …
and she goes on , THIS FAMILY HAS NOT 1 THING TO BE despresesd or anxious or sick about yet we are all sick … we breate
the finest clean air fresh from the oceans of the world and refined even further inside the house , I drink only that over
priced Fiji waters or whatever take more fancy vitiamsna dn herbs …and we all have ..cancer ? eplain
this to me …. That is why I did not come to greet you when you arrived phil ….. I jaut had to work out some
anger an hit something .. and tennis balls are good for that I WANT TO BE RICH AND POWERFUL LIKE THEM ~ http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html
20 girls to me20 girls to me hey
youngmaster how would you like those odds as a teenager growing up … living in a town where all the 20 something males
get married being good church raised young men , then their wives get knocked up and then talk their husbands inot going to
the land of STREETS OF OGLD to make the cash and sent it back home ,,,look around you and young master
you compete with these guys for jobs every where , the majority of of in BUILDING work
is done by chicks , you and I like the freedom of being out of doors ,, we like playing ball on a field , surfing , hunting
fishing , we do not like living in climate controls condtions , traped in concrete cages . we are out side skate boarding
what ever we are out some where , and not the jobs that we used to have , are being done at ½
the ptirce by other men who left their girls alone to make cash and send it back home . iw as talking
to this guy form mexico named Zeek ( kinda cool name it was my AKA back in my day ) I was getting some good practice time
to keep sharp on a languague if you do not use it you lose it ….. and I got off on the idea of selling himself into
slavery for cash as compared to how his family his traditional people had lived for 1000’s of years before the poisin
of the western influence came here to inslave his people .. and they are doing it again ,,he is here and his girl is back
home …. He has been here for 5 years he can not go back home , because it was so hard to seek in the country …
he pays for pussy every now then to keep his head on strainght and then sends money back home to his wife ,, who tells him
how much she loves him and how great a husband he is and how she is saving herself for him ….. aline after line after
line of fuckignb ullshit , for she is a HORNY HUMAN like him
remember the old facts the girls tlak
to themselves about … what ever number of lovers a man said he had ,, like he says he had fucked 20 girls divied that
by 3 SO THE TURTH WOULD BE 6 and so a girl says she had only 6 boyfirnds multiple that by 3
so it it will be that she has been getting fucked by 20 dudes … back home she is fucking the young teen males of her town ,,,just human we like to fuck .he
sold himself into slavery living in some apt. with 14 other men for like fucking years so , his wife can buy a TV form china
…. ? and fuck the teenage guys or the wealthier older men who are still aroun till the younger guys
get hitched and talked inot to moving to the US leaving towns on mountains side full of single females …to the
numbers of 20 to 1 … http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html is an importnat fact …hiding behind closed doors in anunderground of fear
about wht otheres willthnk of them , the men paying the free market sex industry of the US , the girls are not slaves except
by free choice and not understaning of the confusion they are living …. Back home the women again created their own
life … because of greed a fucking statsu item here and there … l;ast
year the seed comapnys had a BANNER sales year as people stressed out by DEPRESSION said I will grow my own food and MOST
99 out of 100 failed … hey did you know tht 100 out of 100 humans that tried to WALF for the first time failed over
and over and over again , you failed when you first started skate boarding over and over and over … well all these untrained INDEPENDENT minded humans falied , they look now outside at their garden
and see WEEDS …a nd bless the gROCERY for keeping them alive . when the truth of the complexity of the mind fucking
is what they actually experienced ,,, it is not some secret design ,, where forces are talking
in hidden rooms planning a mind fuck … no it is the natural effects of the PHAROH/EVE socializing
…in your fear of your JOB .. you ..well let me see how to sy this , will you go ut of your way to tech your customer
how to do the job you do so that they can FIRE YOU ? or is it natural to sell people on the IMPORATNCE of your job , be tha
DOCTOR or lawyer or indain chief ..whatver ,we protect our PHONY BALONEY JOBS . because we need the cash to buy food at PUBLIX
. and housing and etc etcetc . and then after we stumble and fall while learning to walk , while
growing some food we give up for PAHROH has sold us on the impaotance of the SYSTEM … MONSANTO or DOLE and other great
big agri industrys tied up wttih the SELF IMPORTANT priest hood of the ivory tower universitys… hae developed seed
strains ,,so depednat on PLANT steroids ..AS THEY WILL NOT GROW IN YOUR GARDEN …. Plant steroids , these plants have
to be feed and protected with a timed series of chemical stimulatnts fertilizers derived form natural gas
..and pesticides and fungicides and antibiotics … to where these poor ANIMALS the plants can no longer live on their
own with MINIUM of work .like palnts they were originally grown from look around you …even in the creacks of side walks plants find ways to grow ….
http://www.instinctualism.org/sfg_gardening.html ahh but learnng the fine art of bass fishing or skate boarding
or fucking video gaming … I have eor 1 year now been eating out of some SFGs I have been failing constantly ,,, in
fact now understanding the BIO DYNAMICS of root intrusion , the complex chemical warfor of plants , as their roots develop
poisins that other plants can not surive around so tha they wil have SOLE access tot that area ,,smost
cool nature is most cool …. But these are thing sman kind has known about for millions of years realy as wel developed
,,natural FOOD FOREST AREAS hwere we would NOMADICALLY travel to arreas where thru our shit deposited seeds
of the food s we enjoyed to eat . foods that did not need care …. This concept put inot methods
we can use now ,,find it on a vido on this page . http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html sex sells …BDSM submisse ideas sell both
sexes as girls TOO look for escape form the mind fuck … but life is more complex than her spreading her legs in the
GAME SCEN only to return to her ..life as slave to PHAROH in society . use what is usefull said the sage ZHAUNGZI …
1000’s of years ago ..think for yourself . ( even in the Urantia holy book is the recommendation of the sage to explore
other religions to gather the BEST OF information to make the life of you better ) But when you
GMO thru selective breeding , you get an addicted organism … ohhh LIKE YOU ON
CIVILAZATION ….. addicted to pharohs world . when the truth is the viedence trailis around yout to extract useful information
from ….USE WHAT IS GOOD ..LEAVE THE POISIN BEHIND …. The posisin ..THE AMISH IN THEIR EXPREME religion based
life to me IS TOXIC . but the core liestlye examples are great ,,, ORTHODOX mormons and their poly family
also have much supporting evidence to extract form ,without having to get so WARPED as to force 12 AND 13 year
old girls into marriages ….the amish remember force them to out into the world of the ENGLISH we are called ,,, and
compare first before making commitments …. Free choice
But the amish life of NO ELECTRICITY
…that means no frige …no light … etc , they had lived long healty happy lives for
300 years of record keeping while the Economic slaves of the European cultures were dieing in their 30’s . later 40’s
and now finally amking it into their 70’s while they had been living that long on average for 100’s of
yeas .. Young master you are so fucking bored with life you BURN ! for something to do ..to FEEL ALIVE
in some way ..for life is just … WHA THE FUCK ! BETTER JUST GIVE UP AND GET HIGH …NOTHING ELSE TO DO . CONFUSIONS UPON CONFUSION UPON CONFUSIONS…… The hippie the flower child of 30 yearss ago …took
baby steps without examining the http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html most bailed and returned to slavery …. The taste of
MCDONALDS FOOD … sold their soul for surgar . until 1900 the store as we know it did not realy sell food ..because
9 out of 10 epople GREW FOOD ..only 10% realy were slave dependant city dwellers . associated with caring for the needs of
the PHAROH CLASS that needed foods shipped in . convience of buying surgars or flours only augmented the
self susutaining ability of self derived products but was not the ALL OR NOTHING addiction we now have . You see, you're giving others too much
power as you even acknowledge how they make you feel. What you've got to decide is how I'm going to feel. We would go to a
Virtual Reality and we would practice feeling good. Manifestations come on the heels of what you've conjured in thought
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in North Los Angeles, CA on Saturday, March 2nd, 2002 The
sage uses ,the GREED to get people to listen , then tells you over and over it is not the thing you want but the feeling of
BETTER and you can have that feeling right now … by noticing so many great spects of just being fucking alive . Baby cat will not allow me to write right
now licking my finers as I type …. Will dignity ..to feely choose to want to feek better
me rubbibg it’s head feels god …good.. The sin has always been realy about not following the rules which enhanced the PHAORH society
so that it would function for the benift of those who sat near PHAROHS TALBE. And you have the free choice not to buy inot
GOD/KING myth or mnd fuck …ohh will dignity or SOUL or higher evolved spsirt
is just the expression of free choice outside of the LIE of evolved life over lower beasts life …it
is just the freedom of choosing what feels better for yourself …any cat can do it . why not
you ? ohh that is RIGHT you are the vovled 1’s smarter than the cat ….that is why you can
not choose to FEEL BETTER but have to ask permission of a GOD . or struggle to find NIRVANNA in rules created not by the SAGE
but those who used the words of the sage to DEVELOP real leagons ..of impossible life style rules to enhance
the lives of MONKS or priests or kings ..once the game is onver the dream state done once you transition or to use the perjarative
word DEATH … once you die … your named self no longer bio mechanically functions ..the YOU … will be
… UNTHINKABLE un limited possible states and combinations of unthinkable states and THINKABLE STATES . who is to teel
you it is NOT SO ..is just 1 who stands behind the brick wall in heaven surrounded by their books . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html
will dignaty urantiaWill dignity- urantia Oh the ocnfsue and conquer goes on the voice of the sgae is alwas polluted by the vessel of use .. and the age heard
and by those who fucking put inot into BRICK FORM into book in writing …. To be the limiting factor th to try a keep
you behind the wall of possibles http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html … URANTIA like all relgiosn books groups etc is great 1 more CORRECT PERSPCETIVE
… yes total ly correct when viewed from within the confines of the belief systems ..behind the wall … The vessel of use Lao Buddha jesus hell the magical mystical Fred , all techers teach something which is good for
someone , helping someone to find a BETTER FEELING … ahh the core ..felling better Now the
idea that we are the again highest of highest of being and god is humanized with FATHER perjoratives …… the
sepertion of our being-ness from the animal being-ness form the being-ness of thing at all! …. That
with WILL DIGNITY .. TO BE ABLE TO THINK TO CHOOSE OUT SIDE THE instinct O F THE BIO MACHINE , I willnot refer to MORALS or
ethics comparing my actions based upon rules laid down by man for man ,but not for those who understand
the rules ae just tool to keep …people occupied … distracted in endless debate and study and argueing about
RIGHT AND WRONG . sin and earning a ticket in heaven or communion with god by being wothy of PHAROH by keeping rules IF ALL STUDENTS WERE AT THE SAME PLACE THEN ONLY 1 TEACHER WOULD BE NEEDED … that is why so many forms of
the sage come to help so many in different PERSCPECTIVE STATES people have … different recipes for a life adventure
But back to the WILL the DIGNITY …. The act of being superior to … allother
life , all life ,, event the 1 celled life it seems does choose freely within a frame work consistent to
the nature of the DNA bio machine used , with ablities for a varying level of choice expressions even a 1 celled animal can
tate a poisin thus ending itself and the DNA expression of failure does not get expressed ,,,, the more 1 ceeled being who
taste the poisin the less of them around and those who by RANDOM CHANCE do not taste the poisin live and reproduce …
within the parameters of the dna expression free chice for the 1 celled animal is very limted compared
to us yet I believe is still expression of choice within parameters . ,,,,Wthen the OSPREY
came to run with me day after day after , in fact wheni got out early it had to CHOOSE to catch
up to me on my run then continue with me …this erved no DNA ro survivl purpose
fo a stupid animal as MOST RELIGONS WOULD DESCRIBED the non evovlved or the beast of the planet …. Feel
the words of superiority the FATHER concept … if you are superior to the animal then who is your GOD your ssuperior
,, ahhh the king or preast or prophet or PHAROH ,, just supportive of the same old thng the unEQUALITY ..jsutifying abuse
and suffering … thru RIGHTNESS AND SIN … this thnking is the thinking of Eienstins wisedom
…. THAT TO BE WARY OF . You can not solve a problem by using the thingking that created it
. FEEL your gut … outside of the expectations of living up to what others may thinka bout what you
feel deep inside when alone and not compared in fear of not being ACCEPTED by church friends or brother followers ….
FEEL are you SUPERIOR ,,, not you the QUANTUM ASSEMBALGE … BUT YOU
THAT USES ..An assembalbge . Does you dog have will dignity ,, a level of free action
choices that go beyond simple INSTINCTUal wake eat and sleep and fuck …c anhe dog act just for the
JOY of JOY …. Of feeling better ? Io am happy to hear some thing in this world gives you freedom
from the confusion…. But for me , that book is like most big books to full of confusion a trap that will take AWAY
alife time ..in it’s study …. When the simplicity of the child is preached by
the sges of the ages , the ocre of your URNATIA … that sge also jesus … talked about SIMPLICITY ….. infitiy
expanding because of the movement towards that which feels better draws …. All adventurers .. so the staic or DECAy
based experience of being ROCK ,,,, is not as expading as … being bacteria ..for bacteria had self repelicating ablity
… and bacteria to multi ceeld grouping presented new levels of life epxreince … actually new assemableg names
… where the single cell ould still be single celled and have tha experience but now the grouping could BE …
self repeicating too … and epansive . fueling the growth tof the POSSIBLE .. of tao . be happy ……. Live
happy die long ,,, only the named dies …. Not the user of the name . Ok
the science in the book ahs to many flaws I bleive and so do theres ,,it is kinda like ,,,BLEIVE IN ME NOW for
I wll be proven true in the distant future ,,that is the same lime of bullshit given in the first bible
…. And other ancient religions and mind fucks ,,, trust in and serve PHAROH and
you will follow him into the after life . same crap … trust in the bible for yit will be proven true at the time of
the second coming …. FEELING uranatia has a FINITE number of division of particle pyshics eventually there is an end
…. The QUANTUM idea is that as long as the QUESTIONS
IS POSED a wanting or desire shot out inot TOA the POSSIBLE WILL CONTUE TO EXPAND … so whenever science would come
to the end of the Urantia pariticle ….. I wouldleave them behind the wall as I aske , iwonder what that is made up
of and so I LIVE ON IN ADVENTURE TRYING TO FUGURE OUT WHAT the ULTIMATE ENDING IS MADE OF …. Off into in fi nite the
unthinkable not able to be written … ahh but the written gives you LEVELS of PROFESSIONALISM , those who will charge
you worship FOR THEIR UDNERSTANDING OF THE writeen . who passed the tests given by others who charge the
students and future teachers ..a fee of WORSHIP of placement in HIERACHY a seat near PHAROH CONCEPT . all
foreer trapped in the OLD WORDS of the polluted voice of the sage teaching a section of people …not the all of pwople
but a section . a perspective grouping . //THINK OF THEM LIKE A MULTI CELLED ORGANISM …. Thought formed …named
usage of the sum of the parts. Thanks for the kind offer I am not going to get stuck behind
the walll in a book of ink and paper . but it serves you and yo smile much and so HAPPINESS is being living you are expansive
….
no nipple rings any moreNo nipple rings any more So welcome to Jensen
beach young miss and young master ,,,, the idea of the vendor who becomes so excited as your girl friend is rummaging thru
the piercings for items for your ears not her;s ,,, and she picks up the nipples rings commenting on the sharks teeth ones
asying , kinda cute , but I took mine out ,,and I fucking get excited by that honest statement ..and I praise GOOD GIRL GOOD
GIRL … well luckly from the short interaction with this young couple I knoew I was talking iwht the …i- in –
I ..type folk … and so when i am congrats him on having now a nipples to be enjoyed and a girl who
understood ..he does ont want to lick a NAIL he wants to lick a nipple or clit or a belly button …. Good girl ,, NO
shiny metal could make her more attractive e,,no piece of cloth could make her any prettyier … all she needs is to
keep that owonder ful smile on her face and nothing fucking else could EVER BE WANTED by any man . of any woman ..is that
SMILE ON HER FACE . now why has knowing left the personage of so many other girls … young miss ?
what do you think young miss , who I feel is a teacher of teachers … I hope you enjoy the link I
wrote down for you young miss , your interst in knowing different things and that I touch a world thru their own attraction
… http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html The mind fuck so instilled that even VOLTAIRE would say
… if mankind had no god man would create one ,,, VOLTAIRE came up in the talks last night ,, I heard
that and thought how could this man I have such respect for in historical terms of his pexression at a time when he could
be fuckign skinned alive for talking like that … how come he ehas the expectation that GOD is A HUMAN GOD FORM IS NATURAL
and His expectation of man kind to re-create PHAROH , saysto me he had NO EXPOSURE to
th freedom of Tao a more pure discourse on the idea that god is or nonpysichisl or non self ,,is unthinkable un comparable
to things of theis time/space like humanity or human form or human brain . … as I realize the SYSTEM T THE
HIERACHY infected even the followers of Buddha but actuall just look at the system of the time of the great one , the
acceptance of of petty kings and princes …. sect and casts ,,, the un equality yet , Buddha taught the UNTHINKABLE
in the word tool best that he had ,,, his essence is in the fucked up re-wrioten word
,,,,,, respect for life SEENa dn….. UN SEEN how could the Buddha tapped into the knowing of tao , explain bacteria
centurys before the science could show the evidence trail of UNSEEN LIFE and give word tool to talk the
average person about ..the life of the UN SEEN …….. so a state of ….. mind fuck …
of separation from the quanta concept ..the non physical equal self … ..whihc is you ., created …… anxiewty ,,
the confusion fo what should I do in this world full of rules ,that deep down feel UNANTURAL but fromd ay 1 of birth I was
taaughgt was the NATURAL ORDER of things …. Form kings downs to humans counts as property along
with the cows and pigs . peasants …..anxiety in being in a state UNANTURAL even today resulting form not thinking for
yourself because we were taught to NOT THINK JUST LISTEN AND FOLLOW AND ….OBEY ..GOD/KINGS rulers leaders those who
have pieces of paper given to them by others with p[ieces of paper …. Anxietry happening
so often that it becaomes a triggered state of sconfusion passing right thru thinking and into experiencing the full blowness
of the totality of confusion born from the PRACTISING of confsion from day 1 of rules urles rules expectations sometimes evr
changing … ..what do they want from em , they being mom dad friends boyfriends teachers fucking strangers on the street
eventually in the twisted expression of stress and the effects of manipulation you project onto complete fuckignstrangers
values …. And the of course employers , but in reality all these people who do ..JUDGE even the
fucking strangers … you sense judgeing are to some exptent to the level of their noticing of you JUDGEING YOU , yep
you are conreect in your fear …. They are just acting OUT THEIR ..TRAINING THEIR UPBRINGING …. IN FACT TO GREATER
OR LEASSER EXPTENTS THEY TOO ARE PROJECTING THE SAME feelings of you producing in them ANXIETY … Now I betcha you have already done the counseling maybe reading listening to friends watchinmg mom and maybe dad
,, go for counseling take year after year of drugs or self medicate to hide it ..or whatever ..buy the next thing …
be the next thing whatever and it still comes back … THE TAO can not be contained in the books they
are dead data great evidence trails but like the current voice of the sage repeats ,,,, you are my equal clear your doubt
and find your own answeres cpmapre the rightness of the answers you get thru the FEELING of being RELIEVED or not ….
And relaze the effects of SOCIAL expectations as it comes to that feeling you ..feel . it is not In a book . Ohh I forgot 1 important players in all of the CHURCH AND STATE …. PHAROH AND THE PREIST
HOOD …. What do they realy want behind the lies of freedom they tell you yet always seems to not produce decade after
decade …. What evidence trails of history can you learn from ,, light the unlit candle of words to guide you inot learning
… from rocks thrown in the air …. That fall for 1000’s of years ,,different faces ,,different details
, just like mom and you different names of past relationships different details she did Ludes and you do blueberrys ….
Same fucking shit .. all just symptoms … the core under lying connection is what the UNAWANTED EPXLORATION is about
, then Time for peace
to reprogram . http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html Faking never works realy does faking an orgasim ..give
you the pleasure ,, all it does is end a fuck that you were not into having in the first place you were only being the vessel
fo hispleasure adnistead of BEINGIN THE SUBBMISSIVE VORTEX of that you ..faked it … you are the loser all the way around
. Say the magic words to th GURU .the teacher does not help him unless he is that fucking SHALLOW …
to repeat the words like you know ehen you are only really repeating like a trained parrot like you were trained to
do to make mommy smile to get the cookie or to your teacher to get the grade ,,,, here is is now time for changes …
no rrepating shit ,,just be happy … simple and hard until you have tiaken t he time for time space to happen and data
be correlted within the dna BIO MACHINE … The goodness of that which is you ,,,, hmm what the fuck
does that mean ? bullshit ! you have been looking in the mirror young miss for a long time comparing yourself to evry new
fashionalb echick on the pages of whatever and NEVER HAVE YOU lived up to ther and ..HE the mysitical magicall
man of your dreams wants her! http://www.instinctualism.org/mirrorless_living.html the mirror lies it is a poisin of self destruction
you are un comparable it is the….. mind fuck , feel the impossibility that has been mind fucked into you for
20 year or so …. Now how to find the place of peace to erase the mind ufck ….. to allow yourself to fuck as
the GOODNESS WHICH IS YOU . ..yes fuck as the goodness which is you for it whole basisi of it all is SEXUAL …s tarting
form childhood repression then then then COMPOUNDED by the images on page or picture or movie or story or fairy tale ..but
it realy started in the beginning and it is from there you must free yourself …. Rep[rogram let the time/space experience
of LEARNING TO happen as wuickly as possible but form the palce of CONTRADIICTORY focus , in the middle of stilliving in the
mind fucking … you have split energy … and stgruggle for you have the INCLUSION antureo fo the LAW OF ATTRRATION
,,the INCLUSIVE … what you put ..thougth or jus tfocus on will be INCLUDED so to take FREE CHOICE to IGNORE with purpose
AND FREEDOME OF CHOICE to become the GOODNESS OF SELF you are allowed to . expecially if someone
loves you with UN CONDITIONAL LOVE NOT conditional fear based love these will ALLOW you
to …. Take time needed for experience to ..teach for words don not TEACH they only guide ..lite the path of the time/space
events whihch .. are the basis for DATA CORRELTATION nad thus EXPANSION of BELIEF SETS .. and then POSSIBLITY for future manifestation
. Did I get that out in a way nayone can understand ? Sexuality is
the PUREST FORM OF TOA EXPANSION … http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html do you believe that , evne in the just Playing
for fun .havingn just great fun relxing sex , is a in the zone activity right ? that is in haromony with
toa . but ,,the evntuallity of CHILD tah amy or will come some day and if in a harme family only once evry 5 years of so for
other sister / wifes have new babies the need to new expression it timed more naturally once more … the new dna combination
from the STAND POINT OF THE NEW ,,ADAPTIVE ANTURE OF THE VERY EXPANDING VERSIONS OF THE DNA GIVEN BY THE CHOOSEN MALE …
each new with the EMEOTIN OF THE DAY PERESENTED IT IT… so the first child is special as is the last child ..all different
allwith unique potentials . each the chance for a new EXPANSION of tao thru the action of JOY SEEKING o fthe life ….
The reason for living is the movement towards that whihch feels better from within the design of the unique DNA bio machine
of each person …. Within the parameters of thea DNa desing ,,, I do not get the hots to fuck Mule deers but I do get
the natural expression of the hots to fuck so many of the girls I see walking the strets at lets say a regular jamming in
Jensen night …. Sex feels good … ahhh moving towards the better form with in the DNa design . is natural the
expansion of tao … thru new life… harmony of ever expaning IN FI NITY . And a gift of
CALLING FORWARD FOR THE mothers ..mothers ..nothers … OHHH YOUNG MISS GET THE idea of non POSSESION of
a human child but the gift giver CHILDREN ARE NOT CHATTLE OR POSSESION again the passed down mind fuck of the SLAVE MASTER
of pharoh times . http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html a child is an invited a guest I am blessed to have in
my life for only few short years realy for by age 5 they are already striving for their own independences yet enjoying the
safety family provides ..you are … and allow the baby to HAVE MOTHERS WITHOUT EGO sister wives ..OR …..OWNERSHIP
of the human baby ….. conditional love ? or unconsdtional love , what do you really want for the child ? your happiness
or theirs ? and the gift of MOTHERS MOTHERS MOTHERS , is beyond your knowing for you grew up with that possible NOT ! IT IS
AN UNKNOWN pssoiblty of love ..you have choosen to ignore only be cause of limited up bringing . And all this is the hopeful way of avoiding the generation
of people all fucked up with ANXIETY …. I have been interested in a group called the amish ,,, cool
lifestyle but the POISIN OF THE SHOULD … is so deeply engrained ..the god/king concept bummer .
their ife stle in many ways shows function , even the mormona many wife system shows function , but the god/king shit …
well that is where http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html provides the guidance of their lifes tlye without the GOD in human
form but the UNTHINKABLITY concept of tao . or Buddha A
belief is nothing more than a chronic pattern of thought, and you have the ability—if you try even a little bit—to
begin a new pattern, to tell a new story, to achieve a different vibration, to change your point of attraction. The Law
of Attraction is responding to your vibration, and you can easily change your vibrational point of attraction by visualizing
the lifestyle you desire and holding your attention upon those images until you begin to feel relief, which will indicate
that a true vibrational shift has occurred.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the book "Money and the
Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness" Vibration
is the word tool for thinking ,, what is a thought can you buy a cup full of thought , it can be seen in action as electic
activity in brain scans .. but that is evidence trail POST ACTION the choice of THINKING in the first place
set out the activity of DATA use in the brain which is what science views as electrical activity . … so where does
the first IMPULSE of : want: come from …..ahh there you head out into the unthinkable .. and tie
into the use of DNa bio mehcicnl form use by TAO self or perscpetive .. I – in – I … as words become living
expreince and events become data with connections of dentrites to access the data and repetitive access of supporting data
or evidence trail of like events … brings about the oppurutunity for CREATIVE solution building that has the bassis
for BELIEF because of the data stored and manipulated creativily because of similaritys show possibility … all this
is …is … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html of moving towards what feels better with in the nature of a speices proven to
be friendly and nice and co-oprative for is these traits were not there , the species would have destroyed itself ..killed
off it’s own children or mates … good nature of the surviors . see feel read create ..RELIEF
…. ( now I have had people talk to me and say thought comes from the bio machine , but I dispute in that the free choice
we show to act outside of the …design of DNA to self destruct ..to me shows a chooser OUTSide ..OF DNA ONLY , I AGREEE
FROM WITH IN DNA PARAMETERS … cause well that is the fact we are experincining thru dna parameters )
de valued pussyDevalued pussy A
cold war of economics , effects pussy ? if the us dollar devalues then those who hold our shitty paper
lose , or keeping us in a state of ????? so that we atleast pay back something of value
is better than letting us diss a fucking peare …but all this shit does it stress every one out and that eventually
evens mean the girls who will feel it in one form or another … at work or in life style choices as the come up in terms
of their choice of university which they may not go to because the family I slike , well you are staying here and gointto
the local CC … because there ain’t no funds … to expecially our won current income young master not been
grown maybe even less than it was ,,, and thngs are just kinda cruising better that than nothing but all in all it is forms
of stress Dependence on system so complex with so many players yelling out their own data streams of
lies ….. to the point I hear now the conservatives are talking about the RETURN OF the strong monarch ? a fucking kingdom
? PHAROH ? you gotta be fucking kidding ,,,, sure democracy is crazy and corrupt but
ablsolute power given thru the allowing of the creationof the oconfuse and conquer , ..is absolute power but at least it is
easier to fire and elected crook …. Absolute power corrupts absolutely and kings get corrupted aboslutesy look at the
evidence trail …. Throw the rock in the air and it will hit you on the head dipshit . …..
AHH well I forgot to wrti in honor of GUY FAWKES day onor make reference to the movie V
for Vendetta …. But to remind ones self of the allowing OF FEAR !!! TO MAKE US SLAVES SO FREE WE CAN CHOSOE BONDAGE
. WHEN obama took office the debt was 10,6 trillion , and sicne we are in a depression what the fuck do
you expect deficit reduction ? and did Obama or the blue guys make this mess ? ( yes and no they
all did we…we ..we all did ) So of course it has gone fucking up . So when I hear what I thought was and educated person
saying veroy oudnly and with anger OBAMA spent 11 trillion already …. I have to go ohh my fucking God who is filing
their head with shit Bush gave 700 billion away un seceured ,, then another 850 billion of which it was timed that
some would be paid out during Obamas time … Hey the are all professional kissa assers each
criminal hiding the sins orf the others so the underground of abuse can suruvie . So when I hear
we are at 11.4 and some of that was deal cut by bush having to be honored later …. I wanna say check your facts please
… but it is like talking to the sun . The last time we had a president who did not ADD to the
DEBT was under Bill Clinton , Bush added 5 trillion during his 8 years of the 10 trillion …. The conservative party
the party of PHAROH …. Ass fucks us all . and then like any criminal does the confuse and conquer shift blame …
like a snake charmer . So we import 10 million barrels of oil PER DAY at 80 bucks …. Or real real fucking
close to 1 billion dollars a day ,, and the conservatives say green JOBS WILL NET ..in job lose …. Fuck you you data
does not support the bullshit coming accros the conservative emedia … create the green jobs pump our own oil reserves
in the mean time and cycle the $$ here and we can pay off the fucking debt in less time that we created it . their conservative
data is not supportive of shit . Ok confue and conquer keep you in the dark like a mushroom
and feed you on shit … young master … or young mster you can OPT OUT . http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html let them worry ,,,, you never realy gt to far above the radr to be of any real economic
importance to fuck with …. So you then get to fuck in peace and less stress . For example
Amish people have had a life expectancy confined byt hier good record keeping o ther community of the mid 70’s for the
last 300 years ….. while we are all so fucking excited that current life psans are In the 70’s now a days ….
They had been doing it without ..the outside world or doctores for 300 years …. Take your Russian age comparison data
you conservation manipulator and shove it ! you can make staticis say whatever you want them to . but the 75 is an average
is the guy gets killed while faling of a cliff climb to shi favorite fishing spot on the creek at age 25 another man is living
fineinto his 90’s back 300 years ago and today also .
The core lifestyle of
http://www.instinctualism.org/ is surpzing liek the chosen life style of those
peoples and as I researcht hem I find they have the same TEEN YEARS idea as I am having ,, WILD OATS TIME
.. go away into the world then come back if you want … so free you can choose bondage . the evidence trail of success is there …..
the history of PLY FAMILY is millions of years longer than the … un successful evidence trail of monogamy ove the last
15 hundered years. The data does not add up ,except tpo rpove the vidlidty of the power of the mind fuck …. Limiting
possiblily.
gagged and fucked pussyGagged and fucked pussy I t hink id’ing myself as the squeee-gee uy has actually been good for biz . this bolog actually is sparked
for, the feeling of , the I IN I .. interaction with this woman who stopped me while I was working inthis plaza yesterday
… asking for my card .. her smile ..her look . her sense … her ,,NON VERABal comucication
spoke and became later the INSPIRITACTION is this blog . for now . It is about FEELING in the vortex is about …..
feeling being the now ! Good thing about the gag is not hearing the safe word bullshit ,,, safe sane sconsentual …ok
, I do not want a murder rap so . safe is for my own preservation , sane is that I understand the effects of sustatined upbringing
of sexual manipulation so that I enter into the SCENE under control of self ,,, I will refer to the dating page for the skills
are the core of his training being amster of self before matering another . http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html But here today master I am going to bring you to the regular
fuck of your life ,,the in your mind fuck ,evey relationahip as she gain her control and starts the self detristructive events
that will end it all eventually in one way or other …. And you return to fuckin t he girl of your VIBRATIONAL ESCROW
… that you keep away because of the set points of EXPERINCE past your learning a
lot of that learnng cam e form and is currently being supported by POPULAR MEDIA , the ACTORS and ACTRESSES of UNREALITY …
can a well crafted TV or movie generate emotional response ..well the creators hope for that strive for that ….. and
Ahh here … is key point from life experience ..the learning happens remember words do not teach
they can be the un lit candle to be used ofr guidance ,,but they themselves do not teach , ti is the events LIVED that leave
the trail of …EMOTIONS .. study memeory retrieval and you will find that emotionally charged events haves more dentrites
formed so easier acees to the data events …. LEARNING … sexual manipulation and sexual stress your whole life
has left EMENSE ENORMISE GRANDIOS …amounts of starnds of dentiites linking supportining events with emotionally charged
negative expecations built and tied so that in time the ..thought just brings for the ..starting point of negative EXPECTATIONS
,, ( for you and girls too . actually mabe with girls even more since they ,, well it is hard for me to talk for them but
they are much more emotional than us so they would create more of these links and their barins are not washed with testosterone
,,, focusing hormones like we are unti lthey enter into menaopause and start to relelase male mimicking
hormones , thiey use much more brain .. than us and actually this is much more confusing . But
on to lesson for today ,, and to do this I will use inof gathered from the watchers of my blogging I stumbled upon a good
video ….. remember ..remember remember … the reality of ACTRESS .. key word in videos in
fanasty yet the events sometimes lead to WORDS OF TURTH . or examples of truths ,, and then studying the
….FAIRY TALE movies of current culture you gain better understanding of the enenemy …. She
is not the enemeny but the EVE spriti of her is for us both ,, as much as it is the psotive of the Gaia ..who uses the fire
starter http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I29-VeX4Dv4 I jus love this video it is bake sale time http://www.buzz103.com/ ….. I can feel the pump …. Ready to kick some dust if SKIN DRED PLAYS
THE SECOND STAGE like last year … go Benji ! Back to porn … study the links ,,, she mumbles after some ruffness .. her boyfriend taught her
? then where is he and why is he not the fucking one doing the fucking ? …… where is the boyfriend ..where are
you if youw were the boyfriend ? the bullshit sullshit bullshit ,even if you get a chick who will scream for you, thuth is
you are in the … psotion of depending on her in some way ,, she is in control using YOU like a set of works …
works the neddle used by the MORPHINE .. addict herion is just refined morhine morphine is just a plant derived chemical that
MIMICS the key way of self produced chemicals called ENDORPHINES . you can over load or over dasoe on morphine ,,, easy thru
herion ,, in BDSM we have to be skilled enough to LAYER the endorphine does she experiences to crea the
state of ..SUB SAPCE ….. METTING GOD ! ….. total submission can bring on . out of fears of death and losss of
control and excessive sexual stimulation also …. And to achieve the HIGH she needs a set of works
like the JUNKIE odes and I becaome that for them , just a set of works that she uses as she wants thru her control of me thru
my HONOR STATEMENT OF LOVE …… complexity she actually knows for they have books devoted to
this shit …. Realy you can find these books if you search ,, on is the care and feedin of your husband … treating
us like some caged bird , the same theme as the books about the care and feedin go any PET like a caged
bird or good dog … EVE is so smart she becomes dumb . when her real nature is of that of the
http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html if she lived that without the GREEd of ownership but from nature with her sisiter wives
she would achieve the state of http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html PURITY of the book refered on this page …… ahh so free she can shoose
the bondage of her own manipulative efforts or …… ? the sharing aspect of free choice mind
set is prefeered over the resisiatnce of I HAVE TO be nice because he has other girls …. Sharing is caring …
says barney http://www.instinctualism.org/cleanup.html But remember if you do not have the mind set of th the
STABLE OWNER ( stable having more than1 chicck so that if one gets uppity you can say easy BYBE BYE BABY ..) if you are some
how … HONOR BOUND to her . you become like the movie ..the story of O where mater ..good ole whatever
his name in the end becomes the BRANDED 1 … sublte ..sublt themes and expression of the constant
TRAP of EVE … and remember the sotry of O in book form and then movie date back fucking DECADES ..so this is not new
shit it is the shsit of the MOM’S of your current girlfriends ,their TEACHERS of relationahip forms
…fucked huh ? I do not know if these links are showing up ..bummer a_defiler on xanga.com Think for yourself . dream your self inot
the feeling place not the fanansty expression of frustration just to get you nut ,,,,, but for the feeling of what is possible
, if something is possible for one person another person than ,,it is possible for you and even if you have not experienced
or seen it in reality ..the door is open to create the experience in mind ..with clarity and positive expectation thru the
use of mentor imaging …. Again go find the studys about the mental practice of baskeball players a s compared to real
practice as compared to the non practicing group ….. But young master if you have lil
or no real experience in being the dom as the book in http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html the vision of the STATE of mind of the DOM in the video will be a good MODEL FOR YOU
,,having a mentor without having a mentor ….. his face slapping pussy ..hair pulling … now
COCK CHOKING remember she has to breathe … do a 30 count in your head and withdrwl ..your murder
rap is very impsrtant ! she will die so fucking easy …. And no pussy is worth life in the can … the evidence
trail of her connection to you thru a web apge that shows graphically that you consider yourself to be DOM in a bsdsm life
style will also protect you from PYACHO EVE who wants it but next day call the DA and your ass is getting
arrested while at work which will impress your boss totally ! ..but is our realtiy …. Virtex ir fucking not ,,, hurricanes
are a threat you have been trained to think is possible …any possible trained into yu mind can thru sshow up …wanted
or not , it will be the contrast for furtue expansion or non event by accepting the fact you have been trained in negative
expectation … so have a hurricane shutter ,, an evidence trail that shows she KNEW WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON …reasonable
DOUBT … this ramble I stems from my past when at the same time I have past of truth …. She
does want to be penetrated as much as be the one to control the flow … and say no …. The turh is inher wetness
. http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html hell in her presense with you . so epending on factor of past
epxeince and limitin trainng or learning based in that .. well you’ ll figure it out . Just
ideas to start you ….. Someone
has said, "the Universe has imagined it even better than you have." And we like to add to that: The Universe got
all of its information about what you like from you, and it has remembered every piece of it and has put it together in perfect
formation. And so, the things that are on their way to you are so much better than you even know that you want. And as you
allow them, the essence all of these things that the Universe knows that you are wanting make their way to you and appear
in perfect timing for you.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in San Diego, CA on Saturday, February 7th, 2004 And so true remember you can only think about 2 gigs of event activity
at any one time , and events are much more much , real life had many more gigs odata present than ..what
ever 3 gigs of pussy your cock is sensing and filling your awareness with ,,,,, all the stuff is projections
of EXPECTATIONS ..dreamed or lived by you ….. you will live any future eents based TOTALLY upon your belief in their
possibility All needed part for
airplanes surrounded the scientist of the PAHROH age they all thought they were the highest evolved concept o f human kinds
so EGO proud to build Pyrimids to their greatness ….yet their BELIEF limited them in making airplanes No ..new material was intergalitically transported
in so that we could start making airplanes a 100 years ago ,,no everything needed was always present . BELIEF was what was
lacking …. You will see it when you believe it …. Hey a good book by wayne dyer . has that name . the voice
of the sage over and over ,,, ask you will reicieve knock and he door will be opened ,,, have the faith beield of the mustard
seed . and as your beielf point realy changes everyday in everywy things are getting better and better , the the epxresion
of perfect timing ,,, and that perfect timing could bring you into positions of feeling ANGER …… ahhh the emotiona
motivation to move beyond ..GO FURTHER ON … in the gam you are losing the perfection is to feel
anger and PLAY HARDER ! .. not comparing for to do that would tak you focus out of the game but to just become more intetn
on watching playing being on the field 110% Now all of the above can relte
to PUSSY a very important and motivating thing in life to be sure , but the aspects of OFF GRID living
since you have had NO MENTORING about it in fact the constant mind fuck of veating the illusion of dependence
on …the grid for food and home elelctric , you have fucked up expectation ther to . so that is why the exposure to
the pages of http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html are imporatnt for there is much more than just pussy ..there …. Take http://www.instinctualism.org/fire.html
yes dearyes dear Yes dear She
told you what she was going to do and you sold your son out and said yes dear ,
Ok the only son to a self made man
….. comfy life good son , who more to prove to dad than he needed to maek cash because he coulsd always begg cash from
mommy would part time with me … when he was 12 13 14 and I was working in the neighbor hood the kid worked so hard
that I wnen icam bake sale time I would buy his tic and pile him in the car with threst of the kids ( you were cool even though
you had stopped doing shows way way back but felt it good life experience ) the HOLY HIGH DAY dec 5 west
palm see you there looks for the ballons http://www.buzz103.com/ sign the shirt……. No I know your son he is
not a fucking loser even if you can not see it in him any more .
Yep spoiled rich kid tryuing so hard
to destroy himself ? no actually positioning himself in the culture of pussy around him got his first violent felony ,,, that
looks great in the yes of EVE ….. you life at home is hell …well of course you have 1 women living in the same
home ….. the young man is eing trained in being a woman … he is not allowed to fail on his own and is being
trained in dependant on the $$ made once by a MAN now controlled by the EVE … like an animal … they put up signs
do not feed the wildlife …WHY because they become dependant on the food from humans until they stopp knowing how to
feed themselves ..livng off the trash of humanity . The young man I knew ,,now lives off the begging or trsh
from mommy … sure you made the man to man del with him last year here is 10k and the car you college is all prepaid
( did not make th cut for a 4 year school bumming around at,t he CC locally just the expteneded high school eviiroment realy
) already shake hands son good luck … and in 3 months he was back in his bedroom like a 12 year old ….
Begging gas money form mommy and you feel helpless , why ? and they fight and complian and swabble , and BLAME EACH other
like women till it drive syou crazy and you come talk to me …. Probably any one really , but since we have been fishing
buds in times past and ia m around serving the family like I have for ever ,, me . Because . becaue …. Not because things are different ..you
andi are different in a trap of our own allowing not REBELIING standing up for something different ….. at one time
it was lead follow or get out of the way ,,now you follow . she leads or you get out of the way tha too .escape helpless …
and watch you r son , become what ..shit ..yep … for ever a student someday mommy will land him a job some where if
he ides ont land in the PEN .. but even then she will throw a ton of your cash at the problem and the anttorney
will get things cleaned up …. Now you could leave and say something like ,
I will not stand around here an wathc the man I raised become what yu are becoming ….. I sy good bye to you and your
mom , ahh but that would mean divorce and lose of $$$$$$$ …. Probably most of …. And so who is the slave ..so
free he can choose bondage . your leaving may not stopp the animal in your son fromm feeding out of the GARABAGE CAN which
is yur wife ,,, but your presensce in the fighting does ont help him for he acts out just to piss you off them mommy throws
more $$ at him so he will smile …. And it does not help you and the misses … you are in an INSANTIY
that so many are ,,,in fact you look around you neighborhood and reattle off the names of people in your same boat
….. and then list the 3 or four who did it differently the kids choose differently … maybe the kids realy got
understanding they were not the 1 and only child and if they wanted something they had better do something on their
own ….. the rest with lives or trust funds potentials etc like your kid ,,,, animals eating fro the trash can …
begging food gas insurance car clothes ,, ehatever …
A complexity of the confuse and conquer
your hard work and for what ..for this? And so you still cling to that why ? becaue you have forgotten how to dream to believe
to work to live ,,, you spend you days between gold and going to doctors and then worrying about investments … then
sleep and do it all over again … Now I have to blue print a teen plan on http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html now the reality will be the reality ..just like when it is
…. Reality the workings of it will be reality . I just know I am not one for living the swabbles like I hear going
on in your place …. If I heard that 3 times gone …. I guess that is why I hae so many ex’s All the gfighting and complaining it is
all ….. putting resposniblity for happiness in the hands of someone else ….. eventuall resulting in the effects
of the aminpulation for , we were trained from day one ,,do as mommy say or teacher says and get the smile
or get the grade ..be DEPENDNAT on the reactions of other to the point you do not know how to live on your own or what you
realy feel aobut things for yourself ,,think only thru the LENSES of how others may see it . complex mind fuckig that like
started at dey fucking 1 . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html A teen plan I I have written before an stillhold to is
the idea and dynamics aurrounding home scholling .. I am all about FREE CHOICe and the kids got have real time exposure to
regular life so to compare better … they will not be aching to go to regular school till about 14 that is when you
make the 16 deal , study ahrd get the GED at 16 … I will pay for your EMANICAPTION you get the divorce house ( out
of the relationship contact page ) to use for a few years .. and a scooter and you can expreince all you want . deal ? and
thus the male or female can taste the life of eaveryone sle the life mommy and dady BOLTED FROM screaming
freedom freedom get out of this fucking insanity ,,they now have the chance to judge insanity or adventure on their own free
from day to day value judgements of the family …. And also the chance to start builidn up his http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html retirement plan and daughters … well the chance to realy choose what type of
guy they like or donot or girl or whatever … but to get them out of the house before htier NATURE DRIVES THEM NUTS
AND ME TOO. Our
social plan has much more to do with sturucitng the wrok force than the reality of the human animal . delaying entry into
work forces thru schooling only confuses the inner animal which is in need of self expression in teen years ..not further
suppression but ..the teaching and reinforcing of suppression creates a better SLAVE . remember you are not a human you are
just a number
co-operative pussy Co operative pussy Ok so ,to get into VORTEX or zone .. I just gotta ..co=operate ..well that is fucking easy ,,,
feeling good or feeling engrososoed or feeling inspired or FEELING not fucking thinking and compareiNG ( REMEMBER
the block of metal it could not compare past present or future is was a now experience of the only thing that is real
for it and that was the constant change of atomic degradation , but never feeling a lack for it will always
be 1 ,, even if cut in half or over eons becomes dust …. 1 part will be I it had no senses nor barain to process thru
but was just a flow of experience .. agin I can only pollute the expreince when trying to describe it in terms that are comparable
to human experience because well it was not …. Yet it was a something … a thing=ness http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ) so not comparing how slife should have been to how life unfolded
and just finding the aspects of past wants that are in realty all aaround Is being co=operative . yet during times when this
does not seem antural , yes that is the time for solution finding and that may mean comaping wanted and UNWATED http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html , with beter deper understanding points of the UN WANTED for
the DETAILS the people places or things that you think ARE THE UNWANTED .. are nothing but thSYMPTOMS of the under neath THEME
. find the theme and then look around you and you will see it is under a lot of other peoples details also . (you waan beat religon to stop the insanity in Semolia beating or fighting has been going
on for 1000’s of years has the evidence trail proven success? You can not sovle a problem using the thinking that created
it ) You ..to be co-opeartive
part about life so that the wants and dreams set forth in the past , there is goes ,,the past ..there is
goes ..the past ..there it goes ,,nano second by nano second data of tao ..right now is a past ,,not the
now any more ..ther it goes … being the co-opertive part of the creation is the moving towards at any 1 time something
ANYTHING that feels better . that you thought about from that PAST .. in fact this reading of this shit
is the WATNING to find something different you asked for in you PAST and right this second you are experiencing that wanting
..it is being anwqerwed ..this bolf is of your ATTRACTION … it is not me PHILIP VAN DER MUDE foricing
himself upon you ,,no no no ,,you attractd me into you . and reading this you are being the CO OPERATIVE PART of your expansion
…. Beyond the bos you have grown up int ..new ideas new plans new dreams even if they are only the time … for
change needed . and will be allowed when you chose to . http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html So in a loosing game , you play harder ..you are moving towards the feeling of better even though I
am not going to win unless they fuck up big time but I play andplay ,,, jus tin fucking case I rise to the event and beat
their fucking ass …. I feel great ofr I was toatly involved in the now striving for the better and
feeling good during it now how does this fit with sex ..the feeling great ….. ahh to learn bliss
for you young woman …. Whether I teach you with my own finger and cock or you learn with your own fingers …
what the video on the front page of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html in your zone IN YOUR VORTTEX … A ..non comparison
event of being the squirting the female EJACLATING FEMALE … the totality of expressing in that way , is much beyond
the knwing of tha majority of girls yet available with time ……. Time/space …. Words do not teach it is
life experience that teaches . And why do you want he stuff you want ? because BECAUSE ..you
think it will make you feel better than now …hey dumbufck you can do aomething anything in your now to feel alil’
b etter , which is the reason for the wanting of the stuff like the new car and shit … core ideas
. you are so FREE you can choose bondage and in that your energy of creation is pointed in the direction
of intention of noticing in NOW the wants you really did hold in your past ,, which are all around you right now …
noticing this from which more exotrractions of similar nature will appear in fron of you of the wants you
have projected ,,, earlier today or yesterday or last week ..or this afternnon and then notice the coffee I wanted I am now
drinking ….ahh evidence of wants coming into reality on a small scale But
you only notice the big ones , which you deeply hold contradicitioning thought energy about reicieving so you thinkt he LAW
OF ATTRACTION does not work but it works in every assemblage of quantum amaterial if not then why would
atomic structure even stay to gether ..there is no reason for atoms to stay together , there is no QUANTUM POLICE FORCE ….
Or quantum judge handing out 10 yeear sentencines to atoms who did not live out their life span of natural decay ….
It is all law of attraction ( word tool ) the Agreement state of PARADOX PLAYERS
like you … http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html just read the guided mediation and see if you get the idea … Do you get it?
So how does this relate to pussy ,.
When yo have been so mind fucked about something so fucking natural from day one … understand the
mind fuck ..create a NEW SOLUTION , move towards that in every way ..so that .EVERY DAY IN EVERYWAY THINGS GET BETTER AND
BETTER ….. fnjoy the now so that the intentional energy is projected is that of … fun for then fun will continue
. whenin the game totally you are well in the game totally only until you take you mind off the game and on to the UNWANTED
do you ever feel shitty …. Being in the GAMe whatever game is feeling better …and why do you want the
sutff the pussy to feel better . Do you feel the cycle ..th repeating of the confusion ? Set up the solution , done the vison board …now move in what ever way towards that that in THE MINUTE FEELS
GOOD , do yo realy stop the whole game so that you can create a list of positives and negatrives about
how to approach that cast or that shot or that punt or whateve …NO . you play the game best you can in the minute …
expecting win or lose ..everyday in everyway thngs are getting better and better …. Even if I fucking lose again ,
I fucking got to paly and play hard and it was fun and next time … well next time either I willhave an oppent more
closely matching my skill level that I will beat him or ..i just gotta get better or find new stragety … but in the
minture of the game PLAY HARD The expectation that you can ..can ..can .. change the rules of the
gaem surrounding PUSSY …… yes you can for the they too are FUCKING TIERED OF THE MIND FUCK . it is a big big
big kitchen …. A big lake full of fish ,,,, some will bite some willnot . each aactually from their own state of TAO
ATRRACTIONA . ( I FUCKING FEEL LIKE I LIVE UP TO THE CORE OF THE SATTVA SHIT WHEN I WRITE THIS CRAP ..cool I am in my Zone
..teacher for what I am worth if yo are beyond me ,,,, then good if not then I may be of service and that makes me FEEL GOOD
! hey I like feeling good ,,ain;t that what it is all about feeling BETTER ? ) Stop thinking so much and just start living and if ,, if it iwere that you had been taught form day 1 that life is
realy everyday in evryway getting better and better yet is an adventure ALSO with up and donws games won games lost within
the whole of the dream ..the dream ..the dream each pat just data stored . if you were born being trained that way instead
of being mind fucked ..you now ould be a different you then the you here now…. You would not so much be comparing you
and your actions to the expecations of 2nd mind but livng not thinking thru 1 mind . NOT in the buddhaism as brought
to you by ECHARD TOLLE AND OPRAH … but by the knowing thru the experience given after the experience or the needed
time/space events passed thru by you after given up of the mind fuck life stley ..so you can epxerince more purely ….
The knowing of your won CONNECTION …. A TEACHER WHO THEN KNOW HER OWN in completeness and is happy IN THE ZONE ….
The zone ? is her expression of being female …. And what is the sublime= nes of that …. Go abck agin to http://www.instinctualism.org/gushing_pussy.html ... free to go beyond th words of the sage or teacher with broader persocetive you
are never better than any one , ven the 1 celled ameboa ….. worth is being the I IN I … as whole as your idea
of GOD itself and knowing tha is still imcomplete for evner expanding never getting it done … and fine with aht . giving
of your self in child birth or mother hood to ther children to expand self and all ….. each wanting is expansion .
There is the potential
for relief (feeling better) indefinitely. In other words, we do not know of any ending point to the amount of clarity, and
adventure, and joy, and Well-Being—it is an unlimited thing.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Asheville, NC on Sunday, October 24th, 2004 What does in fi nite mean? And if there is anything
at all that is infinite then it’s potential for change isinfintie TOO . and all changed forms thus are infitnite
… this goes way beyond the trap of the focusing on the REALNESS of your coffee cup ,this is real this is hard …this
is nothing but empty space ..the distance between the electron and the nucleus of an atom is like a basket ball circleing
antoher basketball at a 5 mile radius ,,, actually there is nothing there just space and the expression of the fast movement
gives the atom form , and then realize at the sub atomic level you have the same expression of NON form just energy and so
on , sub usb ,,,then sub sub usb ….then sub sub sub sub sub … nothing realy but the expression of energy movement
…toa . always to fast to be described always another level to be examined … So knowing that …. You let go the worry about that
confusing shit and choose to enjoy the GAME .. the dream state … how do youwant to enjoy it? You
are so free you can choose bondage , worry about you job your income ? then why not start now to create
a different platform of stability , hell you understand making payments thinking long term already , just MORPH THAT . INTO
. http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html and while you do the 24 months you learn and test all toher aspects deciding
for you what you want to live ,NO FUCKING RULES OF GOD ! or dicates from the ivory tower of the SHOULDS ,, free choices to
thinkf for yourself about .
8:07 am est
witch in princess pussyThe witch in princess pussy Myth and fairy tales have meany stories
about the hidden witch , in the disguise of the pretty pussy ,,,,ahh again myth young master it is not he details of theouter
story for to be concerned about but the MOTIVATIONS of the age sometimes ..or of the writer …it is not the details
whether budhha or jessus said some exact words in some exact way ..or if Marie Antionnette said let them eat cake as exact
words or not ,,it is the feelings that motivated the story being written and passed down http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html attitude ,,,sexy pussy from
that pic online who you meet in person only to find a bitter hidden withc ,, and you can see her age right in front of your
face as you talk over coffee ,,,no makeup can hide the self image not clothing nothing , even YOUTH AND
FIRM NATURAL tittys age perfect body will become wrinkled grey and ugly before your eyes if the inner self
is ..that EVE …( well maybe this will happen after you two have had sex for a while so you got that sexual frustration
out of your system enough to see the person not jus the pussy )
And also girls have all had the same
event with dating men , ohh sure he lloked great …she got the date thru her friend implying …interest for the
girl 1 .. but during the date the strong confident MALE of her vision becomes the weak confused pathecitic male of her distaste
,,,now some women will in their hunger for anything any one adopt a new mind set and become Mommy TO THIS MAN ( broken not
because it is his DNA nature but because of his DNA nature the GOOD nature his attempt to live up to his GOOD human nature
he allowed himself to get caught in the TRAP of PHAROH ..the tool to catch and train the wild human into SLAVE ) ..
2 dysfunctions in hopes of making apositve but mathemeictis proves itself once more negative plus a negative only makes
for a greater sum of NEGATIVE . Yur cell structure at atomic levels is on ly 7 years old we change
out all organic atomic structure every 7 years ., we can now trigger skin cells to be comd stem cells once more with application
of hormones that the body itself is cacpable of producing naturally ,,stem cells the orgianl cell form at the time of conception
….. the clone cell , the possibility of you becoming 5 years old again is there . … if your body was not capable of making the chemicals
needed for this chance of reverseing age of cells , nauter would not have receptor sites for the chemicals o the cell walls
. sekf reoair and the mind u=fuck of dependence of the medicine oPHAROH and the constant fear driven in about the END of time/space
….not you but this 1 experince of time/space , the trainng in fear creates a ..FEARFUL SLAVE easyier to manipulate
. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html there is in fact a practice of the mental face lift being
trained and practiced by some guru types with great results ,,, when the inner person gets happy them be come ageless. http://www.instinctualism.org/mirrorless_living.html again and again ,, the understanding of the unwanted ..helps the creation of the better
and better for clarifinyin the wwants …. So when you feel areas of RESISISTANCE great a chance for growth http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html It's interesting that the path to peace often is war. We, like you, don't agree that it's making things better,
but we don't think they're wrong; and we understand the thinking behind it. And if you get involved in every disagreement
of every point of Consciousness, your life's just going to be in a scramble. Finally you have to say,"This isn't about
me. I didn't wage this war. I didn't pick this war. I don't understand this war. I'm not going to think about this war, and
I'm not going to use it as my excuse to not feel good any more."
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Philadelphia, PA on Monday, May 3rd, 2004 We come from tao and have to be taught about how to function
in this reality ,,,, thus the limits and AGREEMENT STATES of this realty are set so that we do not just
BECOME MAGICAL … and stable pyshihcs ignored would bring us back inot toa like beingness fo what we may call magic
from this perspective . random amgic is well to fucking RANDOM . a stable platform allows for interaction
of INFINITES LIKE US … like that which is the BEING of the grain of sand Too , playing its part in the VENUE … War expectation is taught into us … and can be taught out of us too …. The event of war bring sthe
oppurutunity for creative solution making ..and the putting all focus on that and not the UNCOMFORT but
the living of examples that are of comfort and feeling better in hopes that random free choice will be allowed , ahh but here
comes the PHAROH MIND … the tool of confuse and conquer to distract and pollute pure toa possibility for fun and expansion
..the action of being the seeker can be REAL FUN it is like being in the ZONE of palying afootball game ,winning or losing
is not important it is the PASSION of the game .that feels great !
But does FIGHTING feel realy all that
good? Your free choice to use lots of hot sauce on your wings or not … you can live a different life inviting others
to see the evidence trail . and thus effect the FUTURE of the education process of toaist expereincers
at LATER AGES stillinfluenable and theu evolving the whole of FUTURES to come ,,,, I
do nt have to end war in my short life to have been of effect …. In the games to come for my 100 years of whatever
are nothing to IN FI NITY …. Or myself the toa self no the NAMED SELF .one more free chice … http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html But there is no HAVE TO’S you have free choice to ignore
it all . and play and you will find that war willnot touch you it can oly come your way if you allow it in in your focus if
it comes near you ,,you are free to move off intot he woods somewhere you can not hear of it’s presence in reality of
those who choose to keep itin their field of awareness or foucs or thinking . to amiantian this level of purity you will have
to LIMIT your interactions with other co=creators …. HEY YOU CAM HERE TO interact with it not be
a hermit ..well maybe you did come here to be a hermit ..that is fine ..so that said and being a hermit ain’t your choice
then a blend of action and NON ACTION OF http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html the sages of the tao … peace presentantion of alternative pathways for fre indivual
choice leading to evovlution over time way beyond the life time of the current players … War is a ….tool of A CHILD who say I want
it NOW! … remember if you fail at something get mad and give up …. Feel bad! It is good you
did not choose that path when it came to walking for you FAILED A LOT back then , but over time ,, not a NOW experience
but a time/space vent of correlating data so the bio machine would function within the parameters of DNA epxcations.
vortex of pussyVortex of pussy What
the fuck is Vortex …. What the fuck is the zone? Well if you play ball or play music or get totally into any activity
,,,, that is the vortex … it is the Taosit state of mr. I DON’T KNOW http://www.instinctualism.org/zhaungzi.html , you are so into living that you do not have to think do I like
this or not , there is not questioning what where or whys ,, you are just living totally the life you have in the minute .
Let me see if I cn so a pussy comparison ….. you are inside of her s… hard as hell she is
wet like a flood , you have control and are not going to blow you nut just yet … life is good , she ,,,is loving it
.. she has worked her clit till she got her ntu aso now the ufcking is like great , this is good she is not waitng around
the …the .. SHOULD of cock only stimulation bringing on her climax like is som fairy tale expectation
,,nopw nope nope this girl understands rubb her pussy herself get her nut and the ride will be lots more ufn … so now
bothof you are enjoying the ufcking to the best totally inot the VIBRATIONS the FEELING …place not
a thinking place Now a few hours early on your way home you were wanting ? hopeing ? thinking ?
not about drivng the car you are in ….no ..you were in you mind living an UNSURE future …this
is not in the vortex ,..the vision of fucking before hand was in the vortex …. Not now …why are you not in a
state of positive expectation that you will get home and jusm in the sack and be in the vortex? Why …welll past experiences
for 1 ..REALITY SHIT … for one ….. not everyday is a sunny day ,, I do not catch a fishon every cast ,,, you
bat 300 fuck you are doing OK … right ..but now whenit comes to SEX ….. no no no …. It is like fucking
air … like food , So the worry ,,is an important aspect to understand ,r emember … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html understand the UNWANTED … if you go home in a high
state of expectationa and get shot down your fucking balls hurt …. DNA REALITY shit ….. the gorilla in you does
not beg ofr sex , in fact is does not ask for sex ,,, it ..the DNA self expects to just be around and when girlliepoo wants
dick she will bang on the gorund or something to get your attention DUDE < … I am like wet fuck me now please !
…this is our NATURE …. This is what the DNA of youexpects . http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ..but the mind fuck of Phaorh;s queen .. the expression of a chimp
world …. Entered into the overwhelming evidencetrail of Grorilla likeness in humanity … the idfferenc between
98.9% and 98.4% is bullshit especially when the 98.9% is based on losse strand data . circumstantial evidence should paly
in a bit to and so we are GORILLA … she when she is hot askes us ,,entices us , we do not BEG ,,but we hae been trained
to beg beg beg , in fact she manipulates us till WE BEG AND BEG AND BEG …ahh enter in the effects of manipulation http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html Back to the vortex ……. When are you in the
vortex ,the being 1 with toa . being the ..being of the metal block where ther ae no thoughts of comparison points just the
FEELING …. Totally involeved in your sprot or music , totally fucking that same girl …but not in the worry wherther
she is ,,PMS in g or not ( ten yers in jail if the PMS is noticalbe to others and effectes them in any way ,,fair
is fair ) or maybe she started bleeding ..or maybe it is post pms … hell they got so many fucking
hormonial cycles I get lost trying to remember the newest name for the reasons I did not get fucked in the pst … The vortex is the word tool of the sage …… it is the living of the feeling place not the thinking palce
……. You can be very unhappy actuall mad as fucking hell ,,, losing a game ..bad! and be totally in the VORTEX
…. Of ..feeling …. Not comparing for you have not given up the game nope you are totally in the game , winning
or losing you are living the minute not comparing the minute to other minutes …. Wishing for anything other than the
now , you are PLAYING IN … tha is vortex .. Driving home in worry ,,driving home suppressing you urge for sex because you have been trained it
is like afucking CRAP SHOOT …. Yes pussy no pussy , even worse you come home to PYCHO EVE on hormones … trapped
by the rules of LOVE created by the manipulative EMPIRES PAST . http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html
Bodhisattva of fucking pussyBodhisattva of fucking
pussy If I cast my lure up stream and donot reel in as fast the current is moving my lure willnot
attract the fish I want to bend the rod so can have the fun of killing it for dinner ( freeing it to transisiton
back inot toa for the enxt adventure ) All of this SHIT I write ..is about getting
handle on the NUIANCES of the game , so yu cn better … feel better , better enjoy the game … like understanding
what ever fucking sport you play ,,the nuiances of fishing of ..LIVING …. Now with theunderstanding of the MIND FUCK
of PHAROH So will tie this directly to pussy … in a bit So iwas training with the ideas of JOSE
SILVA http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Silva_Method .. one is to BE the metal block , but when I did that I realized iwas perceiving thru
human mind , I was giving word comparisons and values to the events … and the metal did not have brain nor did it listen
like listen as human , the METAL is directly connected to Tao . the sepration thru filters of mind are
not there so is does not COMPARE past present and future it BE’S what it is in the TIME/SPACE EVENT at the NANO SECOND
of it … and the expansion of the emetal happens there , the metal knows of the current atomic DISSASEMBALGE
… of itself … a decay we can only detect thru microschpes and theory …. The meatl does not compare itself
as LESS WHOLE if cut in TWO ..it is still the metal made up of exactly thiese atomics particles which is in a constant state
of change and decay ,,the new piece of metal is DIFFERENT . for at atomic level the components of that block the second block
will be ever so slighty different than the first … again you need tool so science to eprcieve the differences atomically
http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html So block 1 …me … is still WHOLE .. even
though I lost half myself , now from the KNOWING STATE of toa …the DATA state … that is all
known but again NOT COMPARED for to compare or itemize would be the creation of THINGNESS … and toa is NO1THING-ness
….. you need a time/space form or arena or venue . TO ESTABLISH RELATIONSHIPS OR COMAPRISION POINTS ..OR POINTS OF
VIEW . Being the metal ….. was cool ! I was not thinking thru metal or human mind prescieving
yet had awareness of 1 mind about the events of time/space that were and conversed or translated without words except when
I tried to become aware of them interms of this mind … and then I gave a PULLUTION to the events that is un describable
for the UNTHINKABLE IS un word toolable .. un real if we only BE here …and well here is the only real impostance to
the grouping of myself ( I in I ) cells dependant on the use of PHIL for their experiences of being phils living and dieing
off stomach wall cells etc. It is good to be totally here and not in the” in fi nite”
for I will return to that all to soon . I am a FUCKING HUMAN ..dna , and if I do not ufck then there
willnot BE other baby humans to come and PLAY AT BEING THIS TYPE OF POINT OF VIEW ….. and it seems that the mind fuck
controllers of PHAROH … are pissing on my FUCKING DNA PARTY ..withthraining in sexual rules whihch casue sexul amniplative
states and actions . . Understanding
all this shit is to ..be better ready for wheni cast UP STREAM … I understand the nuancnes about the game I want to
play and FEEL GOOD at doing ,,, fishing all the time and not catching shit …taint fun …. You end up giving up
but that is because you have not learned the skill of the game . http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html Now I started off bringing up Buddha …..
get it thru your fucking head , none of the MASTER WALKED AROUND with fucking tape recoders …their fucking word were
translated thru the mind of another like me and the fucking metal I can not expaln the purity of that state of beingness and
instant connection to tao . without fucking it up in some way . so it iw with the word of th sage as spoken back in history
thru a human first who pollutes because of his upbringing ,,then into the written words of his asshole followers who were
but mire shadows of the gREAT 1 …. Take a look at the BRICKS IN THE WALL OF HEAVEN … these are the ways of creating
IVORY TOWERS where every one pats themselves on the back , then charges the common human some form of $$$ or service or worship
for them who have a DEGREE to give the CONFUSED MASSES advise to the probems generated by the RULES IN
THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE …. And does sex show up? Actually it is impossible to live up to . Bodhisattva vows.
The top ten of a whole bunch more … impossiblelities bricks in heavens wall . - Not
to kill any living creature ( I kill bacteria all the fucking time )
- Not to steal anything ( when I took the
lettice from the gorund I stole the grasshopper’s home and food )
- Not to engage in any form of sexual misconduct
( yeah right and who is gonna to say that if some chick likes BDSM I am doing sexual mis conduct ? )
- Not
to lie or use false speech ( the use of words it self is a lie )
- Not to consume or distribute intoxicants
( to much fucking oxygenitself will get you high )
- Not to discuss the faults and misdeeds that occur
by any Buddhist ( keep the crimes hidden , I protect you ..you protect me , and the underground of abuse
will FLOURISH )
- Not to praise oneself or disparage others ( stay humble , be less than PHAROH concept
)
- Not to be stingy or abusive towards those in need ( hey you poor people give and give to those who
I , PHAROH abuse )
- Not to harbor anger or resentment or encourage others to be angry
( it is thru the knowing of unwated that new ideas are born and toa expands , aprt of this emeotional growth cycle incldes
a quick trip thru anger to gather the motivation for change )
- Not to criticise or slander the Three Jewels ( ahh pay homage to the next set of impoosibile rules given from the ivory TOWER
to further confuse and thus conquer hunam spirit )
So young master understanding shit helps you realize that your human nature is good her wet pussy is part of the
package of fun ….. and following your bliss having fun is the core of the Tao of budha . http://www.instinctualism.org/enlight.html Is Abraham saying
that you could reach what you consider to be a prime human physical condition and that you could maintain it for as long as
you remain physically focused in this body? The answer is, absolutely yes. And it doesn't mean reach your prime and then jump
off a cliff the same day, either. It means, reach your prime and bask in the deliciousness of that. Now, why is other than
that the more consistent experience? Because most everybody is looking around and vibrating in response to what they are seeing.
So, what is the solution? Look around less. Imagine more. Look around less. Imagine more. Until your imagery is the most familiar
vibration that you have.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Boca Raton, FL on Saturday, January 16th, 1999 http://www.instinctualism.org/mirrorless_living.html what seems to be a theorectical possible of almost in fi nite life in a body at its
perfect ….. what is possible ? go back to the brick wall in heaven story remember in the day of Pharoh flying metal
birds take carried 100;s of human in their bellys would have been considered impossible , even though all the material needed
for those birds was around then and now and today we have those metal birds . you have and expecationof age, based upon the generation viewing of dpressed humanity that
ges itself into transition to seek relief from the slavery of PHAROH and reach the heaven promised by PHAROH’s preist
class … in the wild most
animals look to us to be ageless most of their lives reaching a strong level of maturaity then amanitaining that level . until
time of transition common to the DNA memenory of that bio machine , we on the other hand yes do respond to DNA memeory and
have a stronger free choice alter our choices creatively . the part played for example in gorilla life by the DNa response of HISTOCOMPATIBALITY … where by
the expansion of DNA expression of mating will subuside slow down as the female population in the area of the silver back
becomes more ane more of the same DNA strand as the DADDY gorilla until he no longer attracts new mates , his DNA job done
…. His place of ..being NEEDED done he readys fo transition , he will age fast die quick . so they do not age SLOWLY
like we do , unless you go there and force your INTENTION of seeing something wanted upon them … Bohn’s response
to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schr%C3%B6dinger's_cat the intention of the observer will effect the quantum event
. and everything is QUANTUM EVENT and your thoguth projection the intent . the wanted is to see human disfunction in other
places so that the observer cn feel better about his own state of dysfunction.thru continued dillusions created by his belef
generated thinking vibration expectation . caution what you
wish foryu will most likely get it …to see dysfunction in harmony .
good pussy thru and thru Good pussy thru and thru ( a pre whateve you call it ..thank you Eve for still reading my shit every now and then , I
am honored , but if you are the evidence trail of the Educated wasern female no fucking wonder I am concerned , you have thrown
your master dergress plural in my face for years , you have thrown your position as a professor in the area of some of my
themes isn my face as to say PHIL be quiet you are not worthy of contradicting what I say … your type scares me ……
so when your only argument is that HUAMNITY IS ABOVE THE WOLF OR DOG , I started to think what if I became PHAROH and made
the expression of PMS a crime … 10 years in jail and for menopausail women hot flashes 5 years and 3 yesars probation
….. yeah but those are expressions of HROMONES OUT OF MY CONTROL you would complaing …AHHHHHH SO YOU ARE JUST
A FUCKING ANIMAL YOU SAY with hormone resposne? is tht what you mean eve ? , not that much different
than a dog or wolf ? anyway ,,,, the blog on whole was way way way more fucking complex bitch , it is about politics , cause
and effect of extremem reactions ot prolonged manipulation in cultural forms …… IE. The expression of Extreme
othro dox real legions …. Taliban . but you and your IVORY TOWER degree ,, you can no think for yourself just a parrot
who repeated magic words and got some paper and now teaching the next genenration to not think for itself but be good slaves
….. you scare me … ohhh talking to you in person … is like talking to the sun … a waste of time
….. I will write from the shade and hope against hope you willthink for fucking once . actually I beilieve now that
Dude actually was just being extremely creative in his own expression of insulting the manipulative efforts of eve with extreme
sarcasim in action andn word ) ( I wll end with a post whatever where I trash ADAM one of my own for his response to this
blog for I talked with him before posting it ) Young miss , you are the reason 150% you …not him , for the beats of the odds , fo
your 30 years together …. I have served you every couple of months for almost ½ of that 30 years … and
so as we got talking today this time I let you into my real world not the smile and whistling window washer you have always
known , but the me of here …. And you commented on how lucky you were to have found your male …. I go NO ….
Yes you yur self admit that you ae the only person you know who has any life even clos to the compfrt love and peace you know
,,,not even your won kids have been able to copy it , later I will tie how your success in a 1 on 1 , actually is supportive
os INSTINCTUALISM . http://www.instinctualism.org/
But miss , I want to put all the credit
on your shoulders you did , he is the good man like honestly most guys realy are ,,,you never stopped be that HORNY 18 yearold
he knocked up ,,, even today when he got home early the way you greet him says it all …. And has always spoke
VOLUMES about the success you have … you greet him witht hat same deep inner spirit of the girl
who wanted him when she first met him , there is ALIVE a sexuality in you that invites his touch and you acceptance and more
MORE impostant your encouragement of his affections , has been there from 15 years ago to today when ever
I see you to together ,, you bring out in him HTAT WHICH YOU WANT ..no one else does that you do that …. And so as your story goes from the working guy who moved you intot he trailer then to this ( starter home most would
class this to be a starter home ….often the TRAP home for some … you miss made it and MAKE it a CASTLE . never
did you MOLD HIM , CHANGE HIM EXPECT HIM ANIPLUATE HIM COMPARE HIM …. Even as your won incomes WAY WAY out paced his
.. you remembered how those fortunes could change very quickly ,, having it happen early on in your won earning years , to
where you were so happy to has his somewhat ( year round average steady blue collar income ) Nope
never did you let the EVE SPIRIT CATCH YOU …. You loved him as he was and so he still is ,,, going fishing when work
is slow ..diggin his NASCAR … drinking a some beers here and there …..and never did you let him over extent
himself to try to make you ahppy so he did not become a stressed out DRUNK resentfull of the never satifyied woman back home
… Well you never became the dpressed UNSATISIFIED woman ,, you are about
within 20 lbs of the picitures of your wedding and hony mon even after 3 kids … you
never let yourself become DERPSSED and addicted to anti anxiety or depression drugs or alchol yourself … for it is
so easy to spot those they start talking so much about the thearpist said this or that . . You never stressed him about shit
, he did what he said he was going to do , and you loved him everyday for that ,,, and the way bigger $$$ you made you never
rubbed his face in it , when it came to the kids higher edication you used those funds to help them , when it came to
DOLLING UP THE HOUSE you did that ..not on crdiet LEST any changes would cause
him to be RESPONSIBLE for your GREED ! nope nope,nope ,,,MISS YOU ARE SMART . He just keeps on doing his thing in fact driving that same old work truck now like 20 years
old …. And since you had no need to stress him out you were fine to let him buy himself a boat within his means ….
Happy happy happy man who wants to come home early to the likes of you …
Never did your job become more improtnat
than ,,, him or the family , never did the kids even become realy more important than him ….. for when they went thru
their crazy teen years , you …let them be just that TEENAGERES . figuring that someday they would FIGURE IT ALL OUT
which they have done …. You both are empty nesters for 5 years or so … and once more your carreer has
collapsed …. And you are happy that he still has his steady even thought smaller because of current condtions …
blue collar income For me ,,,, to come into that neighbor hood every few months to work is suprizing most of
these people would never choose to afford my service ….. so again you are the vidence trail …
of 1 in 1000 success rate ,, ohh sure people can stay together out of fear oresepct .. or because of releigons … but
not show the life you two have . … I see behind the smiling faces of most familys .. I look thru your
windowns in to your souls …. And for those homes I service for years and years often much much longer than any other
serve providors … be them lawn guys or cleaning girls …. Ia m still there , to the point I get to NOTICE
the creacks … in the FASADE most people show the world ….
You miss ,, are the 150% reason for
this success ,, he is just a good man like most , you never ever changed that in him … you loved
that and nurtured that … ehnaced that good ole boy ,,, and so since he was TRUELY rewarded for being that he continues
to be jus that …. And this has nothing to do with SOUL MATES http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html ,,, you were a young couple who were hot and horny got preganant ,,and then you WERE
PLAIN AND SIMPLE ..SMART for then on . and maybe now after so failures I think your daughter ..got smart and leraned form
the success of mom … now just to see if she is msart enough to keep it up . Now ,
as you yerelf admit you are NON average ,,, in fact I bleive aspects of your life actually support INSTINCTUALISM
http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html … 1 imporatnt factor in instinctualism is female support , you had your mom
, who was very good in that she helped but did not get involved since well I guess she figured she was s failure what could
she teach you . so she was just HELPFUL .. and you it seems are now doing the same with you duaghert … female support
. As to the importance of AFFECTION …. Flirting with your male , being the stimulator of it , this
is in harmony with the instinct …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html It is the female gorilla who , doe sthe
HEY DUDE lets get it on …. And so it is with humans also in the beginging the hrony girl is all about it , in fact
you can not stop a girl for dam near raping you anywhere if SHE IS HOT …now she feels more secure in her power or ownernship
of her boyfriend …then when her HORMONES change so does this hotness and a state of confusion begins
in the male the word NO or not tonight comes up more and more until he quits trying .. … I believe you made a STROG
EFFORT to override your natural hormone fluctuations , in the Harem you could have been more natural in that you would be
free to choose instead of bing so VIGILANT … for there again are other females to inertact with the choosen male … Next is accepting the TERRITIORY AND THE MALE WITH out trying to change him , if you were unsatisfied you could have
peacefully moved on but , you were satified and grew extra things yourself ….. the young master of instinctual gives
a BASE from which yo are free to grow , yet not ALTER OR MANIPULATE certain core basics . and always have freedom to leave
. if greed calls you that way , for you choose something in the beginning does not mean you are trapped ….. just understand
it is not .the RESPONSIBILITY of others to change to make you happy IF your Greed grows . your example supports the core ideals
of ISNTINCTUALISM . thanks . you provide evidence trail of UN COMON SUCCESS not even able to be copied by your own children
or family . yet free choice abounds .
And lastly is your own questioning
of the MATERIALISM . all the STUFF yu now have to take care of that seemed so important ,, you wonder about thigns like environment
,a nd of course with your income having come crashing down around you again , like you say it semms to happen every 5 to 7
years , you wonder about your choices , but you realy had not other choice so . beilieve me I think you did fucking great
. to have as always sucha great attitude ….. But instinctualismis not about 20 wives , 3 is a good reasonable number if they have half the desire for
success at life as you do they will support eachother and create a goo family respecting a male who frist did some proving
on his own . did his tour of duty expressed his silver back smarts … http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html Now last word just because I choose to ..think about a solution
not using the THINKING THAT CREATED THE PROBLEM does not mean I have a porblem with women , that response from women , that
I have a problem with women , is an emotionally charged rhetorical response designed to further consfusion
, it does nothing to aid in clarifying evidence trails or is it a help in dicssing the topics at hand .
( and as to ADAM who was groomed and taught by the EVE amchine ,,, commented this guy NEVER GREW , he
could have started his own company or gaone back to school and got a degree …. And I sadi my friend ,,this dude is
a fucking aRTIST at his blue collar job , and when it comes to fishing , I wouldnot want to be in a casting competition with
him using revolving sppol reels even if the mother fucker was blind folded for if he had a 3 cast prractise before hand …
I would lose my cash , but atleast it is kinda nice to be beaten well by someone so skilled ……and ADAM himself
an abstract artist ,,stopped thought … and realized his own POISIN . and agreed …the man had
grown in the beauty provided by a good woman) see I got a fucking heart
4:38 pm est
hey nice titsHey nice tits Young
master YOU CREATE YOUR REALITY thru your attention to it ,,, your focus the sage says , the word tool …. Os I created
interaction with PSYCO EVE … my doing my extraction from this well stocked kitchen of universe …
there are lots of stuff to pay attention to and lots to ignore … my 2 gig processor brain is limited so I goota choose
.. Look if it is like a fucking 100 degrees outside in july in florida and I am hot as fuck sitting in the
sun and a few hundered feet away is a tree ,,, trees not only give shade but they COOL themselves down
by evoprative cooling …. They do not like the heat either ,,, I have choice to piss into the wind … whihcis
stipid because all you end doing is getting covered by piss … by sitting ahot and sweaty in the sun compalaining aobut
how un fair the sun is to this chid of GOD .,.. listen to me sun I ma created in the ufcking iamge of like JESUS
don’t you know , you have no right o be hot I do not want you tobe hot …. ( yeah right
like that is going to work ) or I can choose freely get up and walk over to the tree and relax all comfy like … IN
HARMONY WITH THE LAWS OF NATURE … So today and as of late I am on the look out for OPS
to talk to people , I am getting out of my shell about ME my ideas and shit … sayin hey worl
yo , I am phil van der mude ..and I believe http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html is natural for the human animal …… so ..action 1 of my creation ..looking
for interactions …. Looking for a place to relax the after nooon away …a chance toalk in a BLISSFULL MANNER
. ( next is my choice to …. Hot fucking sun or chilling in the shade ) …. Here is the event ,,,, this
dude .. walking along this ….chick walking the other way coming towards me …. Dude moves over abruptly in front
of chickypoo …. And stops her because of his presence just to look down at ther tits and say ,,,, MATTER OF FACTLY
… nice tits ! ..then steps out of her way and goes upon his way …
Now chickypoo .. changes into PYSCHO
BITCH … the girl walking down the side walk that I notieced was well GIRL noticeably cute even froma
distance … dude just ..dude .. it was his ABURPTUT movement towards chickpoo that got my attention that was INSTINCT
. his action was unnatural . and that BODY LANGUAGE must have alerted apportion of my awareness to be alert ..incase a fellow
human needs assistance … feelow human is chickypoo ….. that is natural that is the instinct to catch the door
for someone coming in it is politeness …. Natural human good nature . that is way my focus was drawn
to the EVENT . She went of the deep end , not at him for he was already on his way and
it took her a good 30 seconds to get her mind wrapped around what had happened so quickly , so starts bitching about him being
a PERVERT … to me…. And I freely choose to interact with her … my choice to cast near
the brush pile ( explain that later ) No miss , he is an I IN I , who is resonding based upon his
history of feeling sexxualy manipulated and that interaction you had was a reaction of such an effect of manipulation over
his life time …. And she was now forgotten a bout him and I WAS THE ENEMEY ,, what you support him
? she says , so you are a pervert too, ( well if she knew me she would be her won judge , but I had not beenthe one to stop
her and COMPLEMENT HER ON HER FREE CHOICES OF ADVERTISNG HER TITS … ) SO I SHOULD NOT BE JUDGED AS Apreve JUST BECAUSE
I can view dude from larger perspective .. AND not judge him ..or her either …
eve has her greater position in the creationo f the FIRE STARTER which is of use to Gaia … http://www.instinctualism.org/book_of_positve_aspects.html So I went on the ..the word tool of a Taliban …. Who
when talking about their distaste for like the old song AMERICAN WOMAN STAY AWAY FROM ME …
asked about the rules of dressing women totoally … he explained the ideas of RESPECT FOR NATURE givenin the wisdom
of his book Koran ,,,the woman is like a big fat fresh steak … in fron the the WOLF …. Now you can say to the
wof ..YO WOLF DO NOT EAT THE STEAK …. And then leave when yo come back you will find the steak is gone for that is
the NATURE of the wolf ,,human kind is till of nature … and so by requesting that in public women
maitnatin a lvevle of discretion we maintain ehlathyier and hppyier social structure , if the owman and her family don’t
like our life style then they are free to find their won way to the western world where things are different . ( now remember
before we fucked their world up with our influences , they had a very different ISLAM in fact the beauty of their clothing
was incredible the forms of arts wonderous ,,tliban is thependullum swing of the west forcing their
views and ways instead of allowing antural interaction giving freedom of choices ) Free to find
their won way ,,, I respected that , for it said , yes you are free , walk away , we willnot ask you where you are going ,,we
willnot hold guns to your head make your way to the west the land of EVE …. Or stay and be happy it is your free chice
. but QUITCHERBITCHING …. And choose then choose to be happy with the chice you make … ( hey maybe that choice
is to stay in TALIBAN land for a year or two more saveing some cash and food then BOLT …fine ,,,
they would have not problem in doing that as long day after day they donot go around teeling everyone about their palns bitching
about the Taliban …. Bitching will get htem in trouble ..walking away willnot ) Bitching
at the sun will only give me HEAT STROKE …. Walking in peace to cool shade of the tree , will give me peace .
Ahh but that did not work either I could see very quickly this was a person I was not
going to be able to enter in a talk that would make either of us feel BETTER ..so , I BOLTED ..saying my classic GREEK …
hand held open fingers spread out … mumbling KHESSSER , KHESSSER .. or as an American would hear it YES SIR YESSIR
… but it does not work with a chick she ain’t a sir … so I just leave saying yes mamam whatever you say
maman as you like it maman , ( I am going to work the other side of this eplaza finish up these windows later ) ohh the whole
open hand thing is an old insult ,, may you , your mother father brothers and sisiters all EAT SHIT ….
Now young master ,,, that girl if she must have NATURAL TITTYS for
if she had spent 20 grand on those tits and someone had gone out of his way to complememnt her on such
fins pieces of plastic she would have BEAMED ( any body realize the sexual mainplative themes ? )
chickypoo’s tight pants .. her choice of top and bra a( and young mster they go thru hell choosing bras for these
fucking shirts they wear spending big bucks I am mean some bras cost the equal to 10 or 20 mirrolures ) they go thru hell
in dressing themselves just to make us fucking INSANE WITH ..FLOODS OF ..ANIMAL DNA HORMONES …..
any one sya …you get what you wish for ? you created your won reality EVE? ….. ahh but I
have free choice to , to enjoy the opportunity to be inspired to write and realize ..that today was , casting
my lure near a brush pile and I got fucking sangged up …. Big deal . break off and re-tie move on
…. It is a big kitchen ….. a large lake …. Lot of
fish ….. pleanty of holes to cast my plug into …. ( sexual metaphor dipshit ) Now to clarify things I like seeing
pretty tits walk down the street with hwole girls attached to them ,,, since I realize now the effects of sexual manipulation
I see it it with braoder perspective and enjoy the tiis and and girl attached to the tits more than jus the tits alone . Ok eve now , you can over a 1000 or two years train , teach punish SELCETIVLEY BREED ( jails are the tool of selective
breeding so is putting the rowdy young man in harms way on the forn line of warfare selective breeding the rich mans son stay
home like a good dawg ) the wolf and yu can get a DOG instead of wolf , trainable useable e, in any varietys
footballer , german shepoards , business man , terriers , pretty boy ..cocker spaniel who will be cute
attentive and trainable …but if the daog is straved and you leave it in the room with the steak like you did the wolf
… what will happen ? If
you would simply reach for the thought that feels better, reach for the thought that feels better -- everything would come
into alignment for you. You can't pull your desires back, because as soon as you do, contrast is going to produce another
one. Your desires are romping, and the more you deal with your resistance, the faster your desires will go. And the faster
your desires go without resistance, the better you feel.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Los Angeles, CA on Saturday, July 24th, 1999 If you could see the numbers , understand what BUDWIESER knows and uses …. That
Sex Sells , our leanng towards that which feels better , an activity that is very aligning or also very confusing , that can
even be done ALONE . * young master you know that your hand never said NO ) … resisitance is something your were taught
it is in the socialization process of living to serve others and ignoring self , ..a slave to phaorh thinking … worhipper
of a god … out side of self which is youa are , a … only 1 of in fi nite , the arht
worm is your equal … before birth and after time/space death the earthworm will be your equall once more … being
humanisnothing more than DDREAMING …. Learning to UN CHANGE the past ..un change yes for it is the
adventure that allowed for the desire to be born of your now ,,, it ws perfect … un change ,,move past …. Romp
and play …. http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html
$500,000.00 blanket$500,000.00 blanket Give a pussy a fish she eats for the day
, teach her to fish she eats for ever …. And then she can get fucked without stress! For her MASLOW HIEACHY ASPECTS
are done . http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html We have been in Afgansitan for like what 10 years doing WAR which makes many many people unhappy
and historically creates long term enemy of REVENGE … ohhh yes we have been doing HUMANITAIRN AID …fixing the
infrastructure so the FEW CAN GET RICH …. And we give a away BLANKETS an food rations … It cost a half a million dollars a year to keep a soldier over there ane they as the interviewer was talking to a
major .. who said one day my boys are out handing out blankets trying to show how nice we Americans are and the next day ,
the blow us up ,, and my boys with smiles ont hier faces ,,go out the next day handing out more blankets I am suprized these
young don’t go ballistic ! Thru
out hisoptry ..we used to buy their blankets rugs clothing because of thei fine work amnship ….. up until we taught
them WARFARE to BANKRUPT the Russians in the same type of war we are being bankrupted by ….. thank
you Ronald RAYGUNS and ex head of the CIA ..BUSH Sr. ….. 50 gallons
of water is less than an American family uses per day just to flush their PISS away …but ,,, fac
t is ½ gallon clean water per day keeps a human aline ½ a day for cooking , at the 10 people some adult most
kids per http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html ... you got 40 gallons left ,,, so community baths are traditions for much of the world
, so you set up a hot tub… recycle the water thru bio filters , waste water of course goes to irrigation soaps are
nature based , it all becomes actuall fertilizer …. Toilets are based upon compost theory …. Then teach rain
harvesting like in http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIelsCmdTA8&NR=1 Greening the desert ideas .. permaculture bill mollision and the crop ideal ..NOT
FUCKING HOOLY COWS OR GOATS ….. cottons linens , actually HEMP HEMP HEMP .. the water used for BACTERIOLOGICAL
FIBER PROCESSING SURE IT TAKES MUCH LONGER MAKES A SOFT FIBER , AND AGAIN the water can be re-used for crops … … we have spent 300 BILLION bucks already
ok take the data form the blog green asshole …. 300 miles of water cost 2.5 billion round it up to 3 so that you have
cash for other aspects . That means you ..we would have … 100 lines … 300 miles long , of water transportion
that would feed water in a 24/7 drip manner to swaths of land about ½ on each side of the center pipe … 4 5
acres tracts deep per side …. There was some thing 450,000 per line ½ million people positively effected THE
TALIBAN COULD NOT COMPARE IN THE FEFFECTS … of bring healthy stability like we COULD HAVE IF WE STATED OFF WITH …..NEW
THINKING not the thinking that created the problem ,,but new thinking .. 100 time ½ million ,,,,, is like 10 times
the whoel fucking population of afaganstan . IF WE HAD GONE IN .. SUPPORTING THE CORP OF ENGENNERS
AND JUST BUILT THIS SYSTEM FROM DAY ONE ISTEAD OF CLASSIC WARFOARE …. We would have the souls of the people on our
side and the side of education …. Brought in the MACHINERY to build this instead of a new airfield
or comabat bases … from day 1 we would have place 10’s of miles of piping …. Day 2 , day 3 … day
frour ,,get the idea ….? I CAN SEE THIS because my orginal MOS was that of 12 Bravo we built shit
, land heavy machines .. and work under possible fire ,,turkey shoot …one macine or another it was just training …
The same cash used ,,DIFFERENT effects THIS FREES THE POPULATION ….. land stewardship not
land ownership so that way , the BANKERS can not come in later and SELL people on GREED and mortage the land so they can become
rich! And sit a phaorhs ttalbe if they sell their lands for gold . the people get to be land stewards ….. leave and
you lose out …. But there lot of land come back later if you donot make the $$ in the icty and sit with pHAROH …
come back , we have made ….. 100 ,,300 mile long strips of PARADISE compared to the deserts that
are there now . … come for there is WAY TO MANY RESOURCES .. and the trees will feed you and your family for FREEE
! ( ahh pharoh would hate this not CONTROL of his slaves any more )
Now a Pistachio tax base , put a 100
ft swale on each 5 acres , put on 5 bales of area specific farm waste , rice straw bales for the region … pioneer seed
next year plant 3 pistachio , in 10 years the world buys them at 50% average world ide retail ..farm SUBISIDY … like
we do with corn and milf and france does with wine and cheese .etc … every 10 mile square section would gewnerte about
150k per year income if only 1 wild pistachio tree was expected to be corped as TAX per homestead . crop expectation taken
from a 3 set common planting at the 10 mile pump station … give the expected poundage from that area fromeachhomestead
, if the man can work on cars he can crop a tree if the woman could clean PHAROHS house she could crop a tree … this
is a non irrigated tree set . …… last for 100’s f years … positive meemorys
instead of memories of WARFARE ,, and DRONES killing civivilans … along with bad guys … easy to maintain , sure
let the Taliban blow up some here and there ,,the people will get pissed off for them turning off the water ..but to repar
the system the bomb break is on 30 feet of new pipe and concrete , 1 day done … 100 of years look a the water transport
system created by ancient rome …. Last for ages . The same cash used ,,,, then give
each farm a computer … and pocket book acer type wireless web ready ,,,, with the 45 watt soalr recharger , bough with
the conomic of scale …. And it will be cheap and EDUCATION done …. Just by setting up the cell system to project
wirelss signals … thru the concrete piping system … done done done 100 lines would have already been complete planted and lived on successfully by the end of ten years instead of looking
at … the endless wars we have …. And spending more 100’s of billions BUT WHO
IS TALKING ABOUT …ALTERNATIVES ? I am … you are ,,, and maybe the next erson you talk will be , then on and
fucking on …tillone day we stop this fucking insanity and confusion of PHAROH …. Expectation is a focus with a vibration that permits
the receiving of what you're focused upon—and, you expect things, both wanted and unwanted.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Tampa, FL on Saturday, January 8th, 2005 Simple to the point but in the simple amount of words the ,,message can be over looked … and that is LOOKING
FOR ….. focus is kinda the whatch looking for … what you are on the look out for ….. and if you are ..are
looking for something , then you must believe it is possible ,, there is some evidence here behind the wall in heaven leading
you in your belief of ..that whihch you are looking for evidence of … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html .. that whihc you have choosen to put your focus on ….. where did it come
from where or who traught you ? presented you ? what books may limit you ? what social group whose approval you believe is
needed for you to live happy suggested to ? …… the limits of your focus .
Hair pulled pussyHair pulled pussy Ahhh
to get out of the male mind and into the FEMALE mind , what an oppurutunity , given because I asked for
the opportunity ….” Hey look I write and run a web site devoted to social anthropology , just human life issues
seen from an LATER NAITVE perpective and an well you are an interesting young woman an I would value verymuch
to gather inspiration for talking with you in detail about some issues “ I was supprized at how naturally I go those
words out to this young woman ,,,so I sent her to my site and ..low and behold she said yes , and wee met for coofeee Nice thing about his cooffe stop it has a couple tables out side off to the side and no one ever
uses them so , we were albe to talk without disruption , I had no idea what I would talk about ohhh , sure I gotta admit to
having some very nasty fansty about this lil girl that is ony antural I am just a red bollded male , but this was one othose
times I had to put my passionin my pocket to be enjoyed later … and I am thinking much later for the truth behind ,,caution
what you wish for you will mostly get it , ahs come true so often in my lie , I do not worry to much about the future of pussy
.. it will come I want it them to come and cummm … really after I have new dynamics in my life , I hopes for newer
results new information ,, new evidence trails So , I start off , welll first getting to know her better
, sure I have watched her , seems single a male friend interacts with her , they hug but it is much more
friend than lover . so … and no lover shows up … waz up ?
Well currently I am focused on leaving
for School so I have no place in my life for a relationship
Are you dating this friend who is around
, does he fill a sexual spect ? No he is gay ….. I do not get that how can any guy be gay around you ….. he
must have totallyrepressed himself after a life of just to much confusion stress , not knowing what to do or what was expected
of him to the point he just gave up turned off his instinct and found a much easier path , I totally understand , but Do you think , that if you were realy opne to a relationship withhim , in the way he …he nedds relationship
fomr to be …would eh go yu ? What do you mean , in the way he needs , what does he need ?
I realydo not understand what guys realy NEED , they are so confusining in one guy it is sex for a week or two , between footballs
and thenhe is oof forgetting we ever were together ..for ever … he said starting off ,,then the next guy ,,,
is teeling me about his un dieling love for me and my perfection by the end of the first time we talk at a frind house
, and honestly I beielve he realy believes he in total and complete love with me , ready to buy the house and have 10 kids
…… and that scares me to death ..nice guy great guy , sweet guy , craxzy guy No ,not
crazy just manipulated confused , wondering what the ruck in going on …. This guy has good prospects was in unviercity
..things all planeed laid out . Yep , but to fast to far , real nice sweet guy cute …. But
Neddy right … Yes and no , I mean most guys are realy needy , as much as
I am feeling needy for them too in the moment we get together . and then well we get together and things are great
really great Good we we heading intot sex and you are living the feelings life right now not just repeating
to me data life ,,, and in this I am already breaking your STATE , but if you can drift back into ..
YOUR needing … and metting a guy while in that state … like now yu say you are Freely
choosing to be alone .. and have a male friend , but is there not truthfully an aspect of fansty life , that needing that
flows up and down ,,,, I do not know t if you stumbled upon a page title lesson plan http://www.instinctualism.org/id106.html here i am bringing up the …NATURE OF SEX ..THE evdivence
trail that kids want to start masturbating by like age 3 and girls reach levels of climaxs at those early ages already …this
is science .. so you too escpecaiily at this age , still have the INSTINCT but you have MANIPULATED YOURSELD suprresed
yourself …do you get what I am saying ? Yes , I gotcha , and I kinda have ot or I would end up
sleeping with every guy I meet , well not that bad realy but , I would be having sex ..way to often with way to many people
… I had to do just hat manipulate myself ,,form like when I was 10 or 11 and especially in middle school where ig ot
realy good at hiding ..pushing down what I wanted ,,but eh did live in my dreams and my own private time if you knw what I
mean . ( oh now I was hitting an alterned state ….. floating off like I did in the blog hands
around her tiny waist … the mind is so fast ) but that blood and hormones pumping IN SPIRIT ACTIONED ME ,,INSPIRED
ME . TO DO WHAT I am suprized I did ..) those fanantsy I see in myself grow ,,in complexity , in activity the longer I go without
sex , I believe thatis what is FUELING BDSM . I sure you got the message of my …my part , ideas
. thought s whatevers , about BDSM form my site correct ? http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm.html ( a very unfinished page )
yes ok I
am going to do something , again in the site I refer to my back gorun as a hypontitist and gives limks ettc . http://www.instinctualism.org/hypnosis.html ...... i want to explore the growth of these DREAMS these wishes ,, have you evr heard
the old saying caution what
you wish for , becaue you willmostly get it … well yes maybe I think something like that . ok close yur eyes .. and lets tryto get back into that state where you wee ,,, that place where you said you would
probably end up sleeping withway to many gusy … the time you have been ..wait close your eyes and listen and see if
you can get back there . I may touch you and if I do remember we are in public , and just try to tell me what is going on
,,, the WHY you want …. This want …. So you have been single awhile no guy is having the gut s to talk to atleast no guy you want to talk to
you .. so a few motnhs have gone by and … there are lots of men you see guys you know who you would love to be touching
you , you want to feel their presence next you , to soak up thme , to smell themin your mind to her them breath ..to feel
that passion rais e inthem and yourself f. till your mind goes blank like a brite whilte flood of wanting them here and now
in any way . possible … I am going to just touch your hair for a second here , let me stand up .. get behnd you , stay
in this dream and whether the guy changes or the palc eyou are at withhim changer let is all flow as it comes into yur minds
eye . I go t my eyes closed ok … her state was one of being in her fansnty world and allowing me to be present there
also … cool veryfucking cool It seems so , natural that you two starting kissing the breathing
the heart pumping , his presence your presence time stops tands still there is not life goals palns there is nothing other
thatn just ,,, feeling , what is that feelings ... Wanting …. I am wanting him . to ..to take me
to just hide me ways . take me here and now , what ever where ever , I just want to touch hime be touched by him to feel him
.. You want to feel him enter you ..right … his fingers and hopefull his pensi his dick tyou want
that also …. It is ok just relax thanks for doingthis with me …
Yes And ….
I find myself stokeing her hair at this time like I had been doing it for mintues but I too ws lost … in thevent ….
You want to be taken , to be forced to give the submission ? the permission to be free to be naked withhim . to explore his
body let him explore you body to get lost in nicer pefect hot dirty sex . and not thinkg but just fuck … youw ant his
to take you ….. and I at this time …take a fullhand full of this young adys hari I mean like almost all .
kinda that MANE OF A HORSE thing . befro eyou ride girl … and pull that head back rather
forcefully but not to fast to create shock and break her state ( I am again I am suprezed how ell this shit is going for this
experiment of gathering info ) and I cup my hand around her throat …. You want to be taken and free … Gasp breathe ……yesssssss ( release there wa this total relaxation and letting go
) And I stopped . sat back down …… she had to take a minute to compose herself , smield and
said that was fun … I agree and I gotta be honest I am having a hard time myself a.. you are way to cute , but this
is science and I want to thank you very vey much for talking , I gott have a smoke and rink cooffe and and now think …bdsm
…hmm I need more info on the gensisi of the WANTING to be FREED ! I need time to think and write
. So I am gong to become
a blog ? ohh yes you willbecome a blog no doubt … in fac the start of much more .. I am sure in time .. thanks . see
you later ( well it iddid not end that fast but over and gone on withour lives ,,me quiet sexually shaken ) Now that it is written , I will see what comes of it as it pertains to how I approach themes in ufutre blogs …
will I whow a bit tof the MANIPULATION OF EVE UPON HERSELF … ? I do not know what will come fuck just writing brings
me back inot heta sexually confused state . The basis of your life is absolute freedom, the goal is joy, and the result of that perfect combination
is motion forward, or growth. Your goal is to find objects of attention that let your cork raise.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Virginia Beach, VA on Saturday, April 12th, 1997 Let my CORK raise ,, right now that just has a sexual metaphor tone to it , flow my bliss .. if some
how the WHATEVERS of that coffee metting had progressed .. if SUPPRESSION of nature was not so natural to the trained human
like her and i… and I followed my BLISS .. I would be having another baby on the way …I am not in the right
state to t be spiritual ,, IAM DNA …. Right now ,,not tao … and being DNA feels good and so that means I am
living the bliss of what TAO came here to eXPERINE thru DNA bio mechanics …. That lil girl soon off to college ,,,,,
suprresssing her NTURE to live the PROPER LIFE and life love in her mind . most of the time because things
are just too confusing for her ….for me ,,for her Friend … hmmminteresting … I gotta find find ways of
interacting like this with more girls …. There is much for me to LEARN .
pussy is my treasurePussy is my treasure Young amster .. a LOCKED METAL safe at home or at the bank it not large enough to TRAPP the real
treasure of life expreince , how can I put finding the PERMIT highway out side of Cesars creek with catp
dale ….in a safe ..how can I put each an every girl let Alaone each and every FAR OUT FUCK into
a safe ? THAT IS THE TREASURE
OF LIVING ..not the fucking $$$ that may have bought you ablity ..to do the 3 F’s on 3 contentniets in 13 coutnrys ….
( 3 f;s fishing fucking and fighting , the fight ing part never fun … but done whether in body or in business mp fun
… now the FUCKING …. And the fishing fun fun fun ..TREASURE
The children that have ben born so
far ,, TREASURE …. Each now having the oppurutunity to form theier won treasures from the life experience and contrsts
they are living … being I in I an equal now in dream state …,, still with a larger part of
their UNTHINKABLE self still connected to source toa .. you did not come her to earn you way back to that
… that is part of the mind fuck ,,, to earn your way to PAHROHS TABLE or atleast ever lasting life in the heaven gift
of pahroh , A GREA TOOL TO MOTIVATE THE TRAPEED SLAVE WHO ahs been mind fucked If you have found a lack luster ness to your dream ..in
that you feel ..STUCK ness in emotions concerning the possibility of it , is that you are HARBORING .. think like a boater
a harboe is a safe place a protect place a hidden place for the normal storms and seas ,,, you have deep in your mind .. a
harober OF LIMITATION …. You have accepted the ideas of others as concermed to the issue of
your WANTED … Ahh you are trapped inside the books the rules of other behind the BIRCK WALL IN heaven when
thruth of Tao is of IN FI NITE POSSIBLES , but your HARBORING of LIMITS … causes som DISCORD int eh passion . mind
fuck ..! Can you think it ? then it is possible …. Look for supporting eveidence trails ever
so slight if need be … so that everyday in every way things are getting better and better you are re-coreelteing data
because of the evidence trail of the POSSIBLITY not becaseu fo the raining in limits you have learned . You
are more NON PYSHICCAL THAM PHSICAL … this time/space event is a QUANTUM nano second and faster
ep=xpression , then becomes data trails …the energy of creation your thinkging … which is of TAO … is
ahead , and POSSIBLE only limit your ACCEPOTANCE of the possiblty … THAT WAS
TRAINED INTO you that limit . Can you think it . THEN IT IS ….THINKABLE and
within the scope of ..time spaoce extraction . …. Now allow yourself to extract find encounter ..andy ..any lil evdidcen
trail to support that …. Flow with that idea unti lit evolves into even graeter evidence trails of POSSIBILTY . “ AT FIRST I PONDERED IT FOR A WHILE , and then I started to notice it “ words of the sage describing
how self truths are born in the mind . so as it is in the creation of limiting truths so it is in the changing of those limits
, you ponder it and then notice evidence of the IMPORVED STATE you ….WANT . if you are constantly
give thought energy to the limit ,,, saying to yourself see IT IS TRUE . well it mill maintain it’s strength of truth
, if instead you ignore the trained turht …. Instead notice any all forms of other options of TRUTH free
choice … a new TRUTH PLATFORM is built . like a house it is brick by brick it does take the xperince of time …..
and it does take positive sleep events to correlate this new daily living experience inot POSITIVE EXPECATION a positive sleepe
vent is just going to bed and the last thing yo do is go over in your head about how ..EVERYDAY IN EVERYWAY THINGS GET BETTER
AND BETTER , you do not have to remember or force yourself to remember , you have had way to many experiences many that you
did not e=ven realy notice much about but within them was seeds of supportive evidence that your mind will correlate over
all … you have been mind fuced for 20 , 30 years or so , it will take months for a new house to
beuilt ,, you do not even need to destroy the old house ..it is like moving to a new town , the old house you once lived in
….. is just forgotten you donot need to spend energy oon destroying ,,, spend your energy in CREATION . instead of spending your time brick by brick diss assembling … which takes mental correlation time and effort
, you spend time on building something new leaveing the old to just be forgetten ,,, ( yes data that was lived now no longer
needed , but always and for ever in tao , even if you disassemble the house , the DATA of it still is ) allow your energy
to go towards supportive efforts of creation . in many small ways , when you look at t house already
done it is hard to see that 1 nail driven into the roof on the left side ….. for there a 10, 000
nails over there .. it is hared to see the 1 nail now hidden under the roof shingles ..but each nail is an important aspect
… you can not see the texture of the MUD AND MOTAR used to join the bricks … of the wall but each stroke of
mud while the brick was being placed is important this is the IMPORATNCE OF TIME . http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html Life Will Always Be Working Out for Me. . . I
like understanding that things are always evolving, and while there are many things that could be better where I am, it is
not really a problem because "where I am" is constantly changing to something better. I like knowing that as I look
for the best things around me where I am, those things become more prevalent in my experience. It is fun to know that things are always working out for me, and as I watch for the evidence
of that . . . I see more evidence of that every day. ---
Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health,
Wealth & Happiness" How can you KNOW what flavors you like if you do not tate the ice cream samples …. The ones you do not like
are called CONTRAST ….. and from those you say to yourself , I like more this type of flavor more than that type of
flavor ….. evnts are the samples of living for you to choose from http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html then think in terms of she wants to be ,,things WANT to be ….. who are you to not allow others to have fun
, ? well you do not for all that happens is they move on to one who will ALLOW ..fun . the attraction of all quanta is for the opppurutunity for expansion inot that which feels better a BETTER TASTING
ICE CREAM learned form tasting flavors which …once tried were judged by the INDIDIVULA expression of tao persceptive
as being no what they wanted …. Within the parameters of the thing used fot time/space ..for EVENT
thingnesse xperince ,,,,,, us DNa ,,, you have a braod range of chooses as human we are able to experience and do lots of
things , we are not NICHE animals but wider rangere FREE CHOOSERSand every PARITICLE of
this time/space cosnturction is here for the fun of it , every grain of sand .. is here experiencing SNAD-NESS to allow the
WHOLE of the playground … remember what is a billion or 2 years of being a grain of sand ..to something IN FI NITE
a billion years is but a second . http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html
green assholeGreen asshole All
in good fun my friend you know how I am here , first I gotta believe you can THINK OUT ISDE OF the trapp
of your Degree , you are caged by the books you have read , you are a fucking enegnerr you create solutions , yes my may have
gotten your degree because you are a good trained PARROT able to repeat the shit back to teachers as they
want to thear it …but later you had to be the CREATRO Hope sees the invisible, feels
the intangible and achieves the impossible.
Charles Caleb Colton You threw all of my shit out just over an electric mulcher and a 45 wt
soalr panel ? ( the battery is rcyable and you were ok with that ..huh ? ) Look
CO2 cap and trade ..interantional credits , eventual tax penalties …. Sure sure sure , the same old thinking fine whatever
…. Go beyond that to . our desert ( yours and mine our great frozewn homeland cananda and , the SAraha desert ,both
in realtiy deserrts ) Now I had kinda done this in TERRA FORMING a blog of a year
or two ago , but I jus gotta touch on them both Saraha first …. I mean the budget we as a world population burden to
maintain the slow death of 10’s of millions of humans years after year after fucking decade is INSNAE … and here
I go back to PHAROH ( yu say there is not pharoh clas s in th over all capasitic world we have ,,, PHAROH is a mind set …
like EVE is not a person but a persona put on by a person ..yet we still do have PHAROH kings and wueens and youshould no
that better than most being from a COMMON WELATH COUNTRY where the queen in England still gets a tiny tine tax from every
tree cut or barrel of oil taken …. PHAROH LIVES ….. PHAROH lives in the realization that Irishman I used yesterday
who realized he lived lika fucking SARDINE on 4% of his ocoutnrys land while 96$ is held mainly by TRADTIONAL FAMILY
lines …probably like in the states any REAL porptety tax on this class only offsets other tax burdens by allowing
of artificalll tax write off in calling idle land range/pasture . Nex the mind
fuck of ROME stil with us now ….. it is said that
JESUS the sage said somethinglike ,,, sure go ahead and waste ,,fine oils ands tuff on me ,, do not sell it and ffed the poor
for yo will always have the poor you will not always have me …. JUST WRITTEN in by the PRIEST CLASS . to jusifity their
oppulences . MYTH MYTH MYTH …… Maire Amtonette did not say let them eat cake , but the FEELING of
detachement that SPAWNED the myth of those words is what is IMPORTANT ..it is there that the PHAROH CLASS
is shown … It is in your high and mighty … about going to that
meeting at 8 rivers jamica and the week at the sweat lodge run by chief SITTING BULLSHIT .. at Sedoona . … man the
envivromental impact of just on day of that trip to 8 rivers when you take into the tiney percentage oeverall but ,, the airplan
the airport from Toronto to jamica ..the all inclusive
resort etc , just 1 day has more life time environmental impact than the MULCHER OR THE 45 WATT SOALR PAK . …. Green
asshole just because you can throw money at a problem . Ahh but the
mind fucks NEEDS problems …DISTRACTIONS . to mainatain the confuse and conquer ….. without staving Etheopians
… to compare our lives to ..the SLAVE worker would realize how shitty his life ,,but since it can be said ,,well you
are doing better than people in Africa , we feel OK about
out lot …. To live AND WORK on 108 MILLION ACRES while cows get 580 million ….
It is important to keep the average worker DISTRACTED either fighting at home or worried about world events
… historically NEVER ENDING …. Problems … THE UN budget is 28 billion
per eyar ,,not that much realy when you take into account how much indsutriao countrys spend on fucking bottled water and
beer …. But ….. We have 4 MILLION MILES OF ROADS IN THE
US ….. look at the concrete curbs next to all those
roads next time …. That is formed now a days byt his cool machine that mixes the concrete frives
and forms it and fucking like lay miles of that in a day … the saraha deseret is 3.3 million square MILES 2,112,000,000
SQ ACRES OK . 10 % is that super SANDY shit , rest is
ARID …. There is a big difference between sandy shit and arid ,,arid can be terra formed or specialty farmed lived
on . it is at largest 1200 miles wide or 600 to center … there are 200,000 miles of GAS and Oil pipes
lines in the US alone transporting BILLIONS AND BILLIONS
OF GALOONS ..oil is 100 times thihcker to pump than water …. 200,000 miles ..but we will do it for
oil …. ! WHY NOT WATER ? To survive a person needs about a ½
gal of water per day Ok taken from a project between turkey
and isreal a water pipeline 300 miles up front cost 2013 of $ 2.5 billion .50 cents per cubic meter or 2/10th
of a cent per gallon ( for desalized water ) delivering 3 million cubic yards or water x265 gallons 800 million gallons
for about 45 THOUSAND 5 ACRE FARMS at the 10 people per the 5 acres ite plan http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html that is 5 gallons per person per dy . 450,000people currently
cost the UN and aid groups on average $3.50 person per day in food and water . 1,600,000 …. Or over 500 million a year
….. you have about 5 year break even point 50 galons per farm ,,, drip delivered , in a concrete
encased pipeline 36 /24/18 inch diameter pipe distribution plan ….. this small amount of water can not irrigate a farm
? now look at this video and understand the possibility behind the opening
quote http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W15RRvKyJSk bill mollison permaculture drylands kalihari desert
tribes . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIelsCmdTA8&NR=1 ( only 5700 hits after ayear .. he needs to add some sex to
his videos ) that pipline
is made with the curb makers encasing a cheap pipe in concrete , the machine designed to scoop existing
soils mixed with cement the n replaced encasing pipe . later drilled and drip line fitted . my orginal
blog contained a UN presence using 1 MAN ELELCTRIC VEHIHCL equipped with Sat down load video and seonsor
info …. Travel 20 mph with a 20 minutes the next vicle pases . etc etc …. This just keeps the peace allows for
social stalbity and the growth of Ecomony . in time the area will be come rich .
farms can start growing blue agave
,, to make surgar or tequila and sisal rope … at 20 mile sq gird is mass transit ( solar elelctric light wiethg golf
cart with hybrid generator back up ) to a port town ,,, free 1 trip per farm per month 400 lbs ( 1 person
plus 200lb pf products or 2 people or all products ) eventually as the environment becomes semi arid other fruits and such
can be grown as the individual farmer start to develp rain catching and retaining stragetgies there
is a possible connection between bacteria and rain fall so the increase in bio logial activy actually will increase rain over
time . life itself calling the rain . then allowing for reain harvesting potentials …. teaching
permaculture design specific to the region plantings (not gmo corn form Monsanto ) people can reclaim the desert but also
we SCRUB CARBON ….. ok now to back home …. The frozen north ,, the heat capture of passive solar stored
5 to 10 feet under ground in the heart of an Earthship home … will readiant up rasing the norm 55 degree of northern
gound temps ..( I talk 65 degree because I think about florida and only 2 down ) 55 degrees is a fuck of a lot better than
30 below …even so there is day time HEAT gains to be had even in the darkest of the winter months . if the roof of
the house is adapted to hold small green house area you continue the growing season using grow lamps ,winter has high wind
possibility energy generation . animals strategies will need to be earth ship based the cool temps will bring live stock into
a semi hibernation state …. Fine a month or so before spring you add in grow lamps and passive solar heatin fromt eh
55 degrees up wards to strat the chicken / duck breeding cycle early … so all in all if a person
is into northern living or extreme desert living the possibles are there and 10 million sq km or bout 2.5 billion acres ..for
a population of 33 million …. Now cananda is cold but ALSKA IS COLDER …. And a fuck of a lot of people live
there ….. and from spring to fall … it is real pretty . if designed right ..the tundra can
be brought into a more forest like eco system . only thing missing is YOU green asshole …. You buy into the teaching of the PHAROHS AND THEIR ADVISORS
…. Ohhh shit I forgot you are Pharohs advisor his engneer ….. on his pay roll you would hate to rock that boat
… better to talk a good game than live out a good game plan .
There is no shortage. And any attention to shortage of something
wanted will always produce negative emotion within you because your guidance is letting you know that you have strayed from
your broader basic understanding of abundance and Well-Being. Whether you are focused upon the shortage of money—or
seeing yourself as having only so many years to live (and so each day that is expended is one day closer to the end of your
years)—that feeling of decline is contrary to your broader understanding of the Eternal nature of your Being. --- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the book "Money and the
Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness" I want to see my wants …my wants , they do not have to be in accord with anyone elses
ideas of possible …just my own beliefs ,,and my belief expands everyday and everyway . now the people
of common sense media love to maintain the ILLUSION that society is reality ,,, that clothes are natural etc etc etc
pussy letting in Pussy letting in Young
master ,,, it commes down to the letting of your wants , inot your awarensss …. Over and over till
beleeif is …is ..and any other concept is like fucking forgotten for the new reality is the reality . The beating of the old drum of EVIDENCE TRAIL .. realy does not serve you much after you have already done the work
of the sifting thru the contrast , done the five stesps http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html and allow a solution that feels good and believable … to appear believeable
in that you find the supporting eveidnece trails connected that allow your own hope in you entering into the LIVING EXPERINCE
OF the solution , the solution is not THE RECEIVING of a packaged product already done ,,the solution of
LIVING IS IN THE LIvING … to receive a already done THING … here the answer ,, is in the
box full of money ,,, you can buy your happiness now , but then you find as you sped and spend and aquire more shit the …
real deepest issues are still there … and the money was not the answer the box full of cash . Like the article in the Economist about the amount of CO2 coming from exposed PEAT BOGS …all
that does for me ,,is to retrun my focus on how bad things are instead of me looking at how good things are getting for I
have Received the solution ….as far as I am concerned …. Free choice ,,, each person 1 by 1 … you solution
can be different than mine GOOD that is the evidence trail of RANDOM mutuatuion . like survival of speices thru reandom mating
and DNA mutuations ….. sure the egg already formed is a constatnt of historical DNa but the choice in the mating female
,w hen getting fucked … is the variable , if she chooses a MALE WHOSE LIFE is limited and no experience of=r success
trail lives in him , that will be MORHED inot the daily sperm production ….then little or no DNA variation happens
,,,, an older male with braoder experience history carrys within his sperm within his DNA made fresh everyday
the shistory of his success adaptations to events lived thru … and thus the potential for the next generation to be
better more competive , stronger is possible To beat the drum of the data of humanity effectsing the
planets environment , serves me not any more ,,,EXCEPT … in the use of the experiencing of that data , as a a TOPIC
of current events ALLOWS me to identify ,,,other LIKE MINDED CO-CREATRS .who as of yet have not formed their own PRESC ISE
…. Solution plan and my plan can or by free choice will be the JUMPING OFF POINT to the growth of
their own personel plan … think for your self ..adapt the plan as you feelit best for you . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html So to return to topics of environmental stress can be the
2 sideed coin ..in every partical of the universe is the potential for finding the wanted and unwanted , just lean towards
the aspects you WANT to see what feels better to you and let yourself extract that spect instead of continueing to choose
finding the negative not FUN side of things ,,that is my free will.
I can beat the drum of the unwanted
… and complain and worry or I can say , ok , bummer there is more evidence but yi have a path of solution .and find
RELEIF IN IT … ahh better and better feelings . compalian and worry do not feel good … The tool of the article in the Economist ..is the OP for me to in counter the co creators … In talking about aspects of EVE … spirit examining it wherther it is the idea that GAY GIRLS put on MEAN
GIRLS FACES http://www.instinctualism.org/am_i_a_gay_female.html …. Wake up every morning to put on images or mental clothing of MANHOOD
…. Which actually rips apart many of them not allowing them to be the INSTINCTUAL FREE FEMALE THERE ARE … for
bi sexuality true is hormonially evidenced to be natural and healty for girls ..( males are much more lone animals and in
the presence of other males we generate stresss hormones . unless we have gon thru such levels of manipulation to override
our instinctual response and develepo new bio logical response due to continued thoughts … http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html My solutions ,, are the jumping off platform ,,, that is
my want .. like PHILS BAIT AND TACKEL was not to sell everuyone all the bait they ever needed in one purchasing trip , but
to be a location for constant daily interaction with growing evolving humanity in terms of fishing ….. so to instinctualism
and the eventual http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html ....is palce for the growth interaction …. Escpecaily with what seems to be my base
trarget market …. The MOTIVATOR , the bikini on the budwieser poster ,,SEX SELLS …. Girl get the blood pumpng
,, she is the teacher of teachers . that bring the solution to CO2 ..that I invision inot being ,,, ohh but not just CO2 ,
divorce , rape hunger healthcare , etc etc HOLISTIC issues resolution thru very possibly
http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html this page is really A VISION BOARD in word form
http://www.instinctualism.org/vision_board.html Since the needed aspecs of MATERIEAL SUTFF
LIKE THE http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html are not in my active living . ( but who knows I got an invester do some good talking
with me …. The bootom is close the rise will happen so buy now or buy HIGHER ) BUT LIKE IN
MY ACTION OF basking … the action of noticing the lil’ thing going well the meeting of CO CREATORS
male and female …. I build internal belief , from which old fears or limits get erased in
new daily data correlting events . to alow the NOTICING ON MY PART OF THE ARRIVAL OF MY solution plans
. Whatever you are giving
your attention to is already vibrating. And when you give your attention to it, if you maintain your focus for as little as
17 seconds, you begin to include its vibration, whatever it is, in your vibration. When you see something you want, and you
give it your attention, and you say yes to it, you are including whatever its vibration is in your vibration. When you see
something you do not want, and you shout no at it, you are including whatever its vibration is in your vibration. In this
vibrational world, which is everything, you are far more vibrational beings than you are verbal beings. You are communicating
with everyone far more on a vibrational basis, than you are on a verbal basis.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Portland, OR on Sunday, July 11th, 1999 The concept of INCLUSION … your looking or listening to or interaction with … keeps the
laws of pyshics going ..somthing in MOTION will remain in motion until acted upon by other forces …. The TOPIC is not
what is IMPORATNT BUT THE ….ENERGY of you choice of focus as it relates to the topic is what is IMPORTANT . the topic
is DEAD DATA .. history stored in TAO … you response is the FORMATIVE ENERGY STREAM OF TAO EXPANSION … your
thinking . yur vibration . ahh the words of amodern day voice of the sage given thru the entertainer ester ….
bikinis and beerBikinis and beer Ok
bask bask bask ,,enjoy the good ..everyday in every way ..things are getting better adnb etter ….so I am suprized how
ell I was able to go thru all the amin pages of instinctualism http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html and especially the last the
core realy ,,the relationship form …that is the basis for the MND FUCK THE CONFUSE AND CONQUER so some guy walks by and comments , what
the fuckis tia bout BIKINIS AND BEER , that tells me nothing about the taste of the beer , but dam she sure does get your
ATTENTION … kinda plastic but cute …. I dug that ,, kinda PLASTIC this guy has a fucking
brain … off we go …. The world has changed ,we agree the internet is great ,t,,the prices of housing in GREMANY
is expensive ( ? huh ? ) and don not trust politicians ….
Ahh the internet is great ,,, yes I
have a site where I touch on all these topics and get readers world wide ,,,,, the lead in the bait … Now the realy cool thing is he got it with our me having to put into word ..to do his THINKING
FOR HIM …. Plain and simple 99.9% of people are in currently or just coming out of , or in fear of enetering inot …or
one of the close dear friends is in ti ..RELATIONSHIP STRESS … so as I got on the topic of HISTORY of PHAROH , kings
, hurchs who supported kings by sayingthe king is choosen by GOD ,,, church FEAR OF THE WRATH OF GODS ….
LIGHTING BOLTS fire and brimstone and the fear of the point of the sword from PAHROHS army …. Control
of the MASSES . and I after I brought up the effects of http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html the unisntinctual nature of the 1 on 1 relationship as evidenced by our DAN expression
of PENIS design .. sper m thickness and historical poligams relationship forms … he said the magic wording Yes if the family is fighting at home there is less energy to fight the GOVERNMENT STRUCTURES . he got the evovlution
of the mind fuck … now to bring him into understanding the ideas that ancient expression of SOCIOPATH , were in reality
the geneis of the EVE spririt … not aperson , but ,,the natural expression of MOTHERHOOD gone astray
…. Females have to be SELFISH … to insure their growing baby within and during those helpless time when she
depends of the familys tucture to fee her so she can feed her child …. SELFISHNESS is instinctual ..the EVE SPIRIT
is instinctual …. But during menopause ,the hormones change and the women FOCUS’S THOUGHT more like a male ….
But while the new hormones do MIMINIC the ffect of male hormones on concentration and mental focusing …
the under lying ..gender DNA paterns are not there … the male is DNA predisposed ..to be concerned for family as a
WHOLE shile EVE is SELFISH …. PHAROH was born by the efforts of Gran
mom , then policatical ties based upon ESX wer established again by the GRANDMOTHER CLASS …. Manipulating things ,,I
fact sexual mutitlation or circumcision …. Helped delay sexual espression of teen males … firt practiced long
before the hews and on this age group … teen males . under the guise of healthor manhood proving …. Still just
awise old grand mother who had lived long enough and talked long enough and socialized long enough to CEATE <THRU HER VIBRATION
OF ……FOCUS …. The ideas of the sage , for while youthful the female is more concerned with getting her
pussy filled with DICK . http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html and then her immediate focus is on keeping baby alive …she
has not itme for POLICTICS ..or society ..civil life … life in and around the cave ,w hile I was the lone hunter waitingin
ambush …QUIET NOT TALKING AND TALKING AND TALKING AND TALKING … ahh here again study the evidence trail about
the use of words by the genders from DR.GRAY http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42&text=5%20THINGS The evidence trail aare fucking everywhere …. But
so cool that I could talk so smoothly getting better …that I like this is the changing of belief systems that takes
the experience the living of lie for WORDS TO NOT TEACH it is life experience that does. Words are
but a candle light them and you wil be guided left un lit .. you stumble longer . But what about
home prices in GERMANY …. Now there I have my fun for I get to see if like in the US and Cananda and France ….
There is much much much TO much land yet PHAROH mind fucks us in to believing we need to livein his SLUMS
and citys 82 milion in unified germany 138,000 sq miles 2% water …. 28 percent is currently URBANIZED
developed …. 72 % is vacant and 66% would be concider range /pature …. Home for the HOLY
COW ! … germany and the netherland both share the same dencity figures 12% for france 4% for Ireland . 138,000 x 640
acres (psm)=88,320,000 1.
now if you let human live in comfy surroundings not PACKED LIKE
FUCKING SARDINES … in forest food conditions in ..in harmony green housing which fro the air would look like …grass
not house … http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html .... you could have 160 million people …. And
no urban sprawl ….. the POSSIBLITY now in the easearchin gofthis data I got a site which was exposing in great data
.. jus this idea THE ARTIFICALNESS of land use ….. in reality State of Chassis: Artificial restriction on land supply puts ... ahh the complexity of the mind fuck … uncovered ,, understand the UNWANTED ..that is all I am saying
… not do anything .. just think foryourself . Make a decision and then make it right. There just are no wrong decisions. You could go this way, or
that way, and either way will eventually get you to where you want to be. But in the moment you start complimenting yourself
on the decision you've made, in that moment, you come back into vibrational alignment with who-you-really-are.
--- Abraham
http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in West Los Angeles, CA on Saturday, August 6th, 2005 BASK BASK BASK ……. Everyday
in every way …. Things a re getting better and beeter for evn in a hardship you are thinking stronger about CHANGE
… until you get the balls to do just that ….. then remember you can’t change things using the same old
thinking that created the problems in the first place ..whether it was you who created the problems or not … you got
to be the change . 1 more fre choice http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html
why cumming pussyWhy cummming pussy COUNTDOWN to BAKESALE
Dec 6 see you there look for the ballons like always http://www.buzz103.com/
So young amster the sage says
talk in terms of the WHY YOU WANT IT … thoe positive spects , welll there are positive aspects ..the wanted
and unawanted in every PARTIC.LE of being-ness ….. even a fish needs a
PATH TO TRANSITON so I become that for the fish as the angler who catches the fish ….its harmonus PEACE tge
path of least resisatnce into tao … i am in harmony with the teaching of Buddha in the killng of a lettuce . Why do I like CUMMMING PUSSY …. IT IS HER NATURE http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html right we hae been here before and realize she is the one currently TODAY with the wet
empty pussy sure her igrl friend can stuff her with PLASITC but you hard throbbing cick , HEATED BY YOUR LUST AND HORMAONAES
… is best is natural and FULL ….FILLLING … even if you are the staicall average cock size for you bring
with you not jus the cock but your total PRSENCE OF SOURCE ENERGY IN HARMONY WITH …. http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html and her own instunctual desire as FEMALe the penetrated . Her
production of hormones her VIBRATIONAL SOUNDS PRODUCED BY MY ACTIONS OF REPEATED OPENTRATIONS , brinsg both to the ALIGNMENT
WITH SOURCE ENENRGY WHICH IS …… ANTURAL FOR THE HUMAN primate
animale self ….no PLATIC DILDEO CAN COMPARE TO YOU and your presence and interst in fucking her ..who ever she is! AHHHHHHH THE MIND FUCK OF FASHIONS ……
every pussy feels the same inside my dad told me when I was ayong man ,,, al wise and leraned man who loved his wife
my mom , toatllly till the day hseh died a mere showdao of the hootie he still swa her as even on tha death
bed ,,( bummer vision for me to remember) but the again I will use SUBLIME ..love of humaity capapblity
of you ..ayoung master to see beyond ….way fucking beyond ..fashions . to enjoy any girl who comes you way in..search
of following her own BLISS in haromony with ancient teaching of the ages PAST ANS TODAY … Every
girl who CUMMM OVE YOUR COCK IN ORGSIMIC BLISS WILLDRIVE YOU …TOOO ! ALSO INTO HIGHTENED SEXUYAL EXTACY AND …ALIGNMENT
WITH SOURCE THE MOST LOVING ACCEPTING ASPECT OF YOU ..THE HERE AND NOW and the still inot tao self .. total
hottie of fashion or the beauty of a girl who JUST KNOWS her subbie nature and freely loving gives to you
. I , young amster am in turmoil for , I have been presented again by a HOTTIE woman
,, a girl ..sexually legal … who I have seen smiling for a year plus who came inot my awareness outside of regular
woring meeting … to ask my name ,,just receintly “ hey you=are the window guy what is your
name anyway ? “ …. You know me I AM YOUR SQUEEEE GEE DUDE , but the friend who was with her ..said with a SURE
SMUGNESS ,, I am sure his name is PHIL … smile smile … and this hottie also just smiled in
knowing … what I am to do , am the PERSON of social repautuation that I am ..a business man also …. But DAMMM
is she ever fucking so fucking sute as to fuck my mind up totatlly ….. FASHION ? no ! for I am the gorilla , and she
has the FEEDOM of choice …. So NO ! mind fuck is . Why do I want to make that girl cummm?
Becaue it makes the grass grow the birds live the deer to prance said the sage at the notice of the Drought …..
I w ant the rain ! ….i want the pussy for in the penetration of my penis repeatedly in her pussy SHE WILL ….BE
HAPPY …AND ISNTINCTUALLY …..herself …. Give and RECEIVE !
Remember http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html is HOLISTIC ..fodd forest ,,, earth ship housing ..child and happiness econimcs ,,and yes …SEX
. gushing pussy sublime sex . http://www.instinctualism.org/gushing_pussy.html and toa ! ...you are more NON PYSHCIAL than phyiscal … an
notice of a feeling other than acceptance or relief or happiness is the meassge you have SEPRARTED for
the greater you ,in Tao or source … the message of emotions http://www.instinctualism.org/gushing_pussy.html Ohh my reference to HOTTIE …. ONCE I
ahd a girl friend who said to me , your choice of girls is much BRAODER thanmine , I need tohave a chick
who is UP TO MY IDEA OF BEAUTY …. YOUNG MASTER THEY ARE ALLL…..ALLL A…ALLLA PRETTY in every thing there
is aspect sof the WANTED and the unwated . …IN ALL EVEN …THE HOTTIE and
the regular girl … even more you may find the aspects of the wanted ,,, unlessss the hotte has already go over for
herself before choosing her GRIlla the http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html for then her choice of you is DEEP and more ture . I do not
chase her I lett her attract herself to me … NO WORRYS she is apples … as the ausssie says
. They fall NATURALLY FROM TREES GIFTS OF SOURCE ENERGY … I eat the apples and spread
the good seeds world wide ! the sour bitch ,,, those seeds die off ! JOIN ME IN MY HAPPY EXPERINCE or you will be ingnored out of my awarenss .. this in not athreat
to others but the LAW OF ATTRACTION as it pertains to you yong master as you look to UP LIFT . which is the nature of the
WHITE KNIGHT . of pahrohs creation and the epxrssion of the gorilla , who just askes ,COME WILLING …for
I will not rape but allow you to be YOUR AHPPEST SELF … GIRL ! … http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html read with new eyes seenot the chimp self of the ivory tower
…of science that says you are … but the EVIDENCE trail of penis designs , ( mutauted by unanatural selection
and evidence trails of NON SPERM COMPETIVE thicknes etc etc et c…. hsitorial evidence TRAILS howing
the nature and support of the poligmas ..3 wife ..sister wife life … for her ,,and thus for you …service ! is
human nature . ahh
but to encourage GIRL in allher present forms to come ..then if you have already established the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html her NATURE WILL express her design of body will COME INTO BEING …. And thus
her sexuality in terms ofwhat we now claimto be fahion , yet is just GOOD HEALTH … will express making my dick as hard
as chinesse calculus …to parra pahse brother Ross http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html When you feel enthusiasm to do something, it means you've lined up the Energy, and you are being inspired
to take action from that point of alignment. When you don't feel like doing it, don't push yourself, because your effort is
not worth it. But, when you line up the Energy, the feeling of procrastination goes away.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in San Rafael, CA on Sunday, July 31st, 2005 Sounds simple and is ,,FOLLOW YOUR BLISS , then coming isn the
feeling that maybe I SHOULDN’T do some thing that you have inspiritation ( in spirit action ) to do ….. th training
to live in service of PHAROH trainind so deep it has passed down generation to generation supported thru fear of death training
to SUPPORT the god/king concepts and then……….. you just forget to trust your NATURE
. well actually never trained that you were allowed by NATURE . for your life depeneded upon the ECONOMY of PHAORH system
now 1000’s of years old mutated so much you hardly recognize PHAROH is still there … Pharoh changed ,, 1 died the next was crowned … it is
not he person like EVE is not the person but the under lying theme .. Well I had written just to much following my Bliss …sure you may do it behind closed
oors HIDDEN but is that REALY good for you ,,a good example of bliss for all ? the example to show how others can .leave their
confusion… all NEGATIVE ACTION is from aperson Detached from source , for those who are connected TRUTHFULYY act in
a positive harmony ….. ( negative action actually seen from perspective of source is seen to carry the oppurutunity
to stimulate contrast and thus the expansion of Tao so it is not negative realy value judgement from within the wall in heaven
. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html .)
Put
your mean girl face on
Bask bask bask ,,it is fucking
working … so I want to not just be a voice on here but a voice in the real world to ..to talk withyou all . I know
that the over all idea of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html cannot be sound byted , so it is so much nicer to talk with some one who has some idea
of what I am about before we talk , but even so as ealier this week I was able to talk to a total stranger to myself and writings
for like an hour about the ideas cold ,,which is cool too But I am so fucking honored to find an
old friend customer was so interested in me , having known me for like almost 15 years seeing me carry along my lil daughter
while I worked back then starting off , then getting married my now ex took over the ocmmerical route while I expanded the
residencial side … then to me being a single dad again but this time to 3 kids to getting married again for what seemed
like a month ( she said with a smile ) and to find out you had another child with her ….. so when
ayear ago or so , you became the topic of office talke while washing the windows about youhaving a web site that was off the
wall …. I had to find out more about this man I have admired …. In many ways your good spirit especially ….
I mean I am like ath=ingthis shit up , I kne that we had a nice respectful business and friendly relationship
but , I was eating this shit up ! this woman who I had always guess was Lez ..or as she graphically explained chooses to refer
to herself as a Gay female … well let me go back to the topic… one minute .. so it seems on the occasion that
I was cleaning the office or before I would show up for the house she would ..look up my site just to see how I was REALLY
DOING …. Since I exposed myself in many ways thru my web site … laughing she admiteed to sometimes thinking
about the vision board blog while I would be around working … you have diefinatiely exposed yourself .
http://www.instinctualism.org/vision_board.html .... ok so she has skimmed me , finding me unreadable yet at times something would
catch her eye …not just that picture remember she is Gay .. but threads of topics , one is Abraham
.. she found the introduction to it on my site and liked my reference to Ester Hicks as JUST and entertainer ..nnot a god
good . and ….EVE she got what I was talking about ,,girls are not what I am talking about ,,I AM DESCRIBING …
THOUGHT FORM OR IDEAL OR PERSOANLITY ……ADOPTED BY ….GIRLS
Ahhhhh here we lead into the opener
of today ,,,hey Phil you listen to NPR radio right ? ( me to myself is going yes but do I talk about that that much ,,maybe
I had mentioned NPR to her during the elections ? ) yes I like NPR ( national public radio ) …did
you hear that interview this morning abut that actress ,,, in fact yes I had , why ? Phil
….. I want to let you know I support you in your wrting and web site … like I see has been told to you already
your web site is in need of work and your writing is unreadable but , I understand it and you ..form well knowing you so long
…. Wow …. Un FUCKING expected ,,never fucking would have ever fucking
guessed .. thatn a quick expanantion about the how when wheres etc ..even to her admititing that the blog TINY WAIST . well
caught her interst because of the sexuality …. Sure I am gay now and hove been for a long long time ,but … But and it was like I have written many time ,,,not nature but nurture ..and she started off likeing boys wanting
and dreaming of the perfect marriage growing up , getting hurt early find love in college with girls and NEVER TURNED back
…. In fact … She starts to and with a respectful acknowledgement says ,,, I maintained the GAY personality
( wrong phrsing ) because of my concern for ..as you put it ,,2nd .. honeslty in giving up men totally
I many times often found myself wishing I could have had it both had it all ..but to do that would have invited ….
The jugements of my family if they ever found out ..i was not the fully GAY woman I made my self out to be … And now back to …npr . and
putting on my mean girl face ,,, it seems we both heard that line and we both had the same personel thoughts about its possible
meaning … for women ,,, she for herself and the gay girls who work now and before for her … and me well just
women in general not just GAY girls but the EVE girl also … And to add that my ideas of economics while again hard to grasp
because my writing is so poor and the web site to disjointed ( she hopes some day I do get some help with that )
well becaue of her own experience of dipping into saving to keep her company afloat there for a while and now that
things are flowing again …she syas, I am noticing how fast I am falling abck into old spending habits
…not that , that is bad because if things keep getting better I will easly afford my life style again . but .. form
the satnd point of ..IF I HAD IT ALL TO DO OVER AGAIN …. What you are proposing in all of your web site is of Interest I
AM FUCKING HONORED BEYOND FUCKING WORDS … This is a 110% percent 2nd mind ego
tripping experience getting my because of the APPROVAL …. ( ok yeah but what the fuck ..I am mind talking to sage …
snd mind effects is just a part of CO CREATING … as you say …. And in my mind sage syas .YES
fine good as it should be ,,but my message is if you will listen dumbfuck …. Ignore the bad feeling reponses
of second mind and ,,do like you are doing and BASK BASK BASK in the arrival of geeds ..even if that good comes from the approval
of second ,,, bask in this windy day …. Or find the bad in it ..yur free choice the same is with 2 nd mind …
find the good and bask ,ignore the NON USEFUL aspects unless they serve to help EVEN BETTER FEELING of solutions
Teach
the pussy well To change
the words of an old song … young master I still like good old Al gore yes Al gore in muchof his recommendations …
in his new book ,,he is doing what Einstine said to waryo fo …. We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created
them. Albert Einstein … education education education … AIN’T NOTHING WRONG WITH UNDERSTANDING THE UNWATEND http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html especailly if those who are dong the learning ,,, think for themselves about
that which they are lerning about and NOT JUST TAKE THE SCIENCE coming down for the IVORY TOWERS AS IF IT WERE …WORD
OF …GODS! ….. for these are the minds the thinkers who got us all here in the first palce … the thoughts
comeing out of the IVORY TOWERS the halls of wisdom , take long to change since there is so much of a power
and profit and PRESTIGE base in REPEATING …the correct words to get a diploma to create then income
for ones self … that no NEW THINKING COMES AROUND unless it fits inot the OK of the old thinkers
. So Cool AL … renewable energy like always you may YEEL ABOUT THE problem
but you also give ideas about solutions at the same time bgood balance ….. educating women ,,, girls .. so they have
baies not because of religuos tradition BUT FROM FREE CHOICE AND LVOE ….. MOST FUCKING COOL … that is an aspect
of POLIGAMY in http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html tha is good IT IS NON RELIGIOUS … not a HVE TO BUT AN EDCUATED FREE CHOICE
, and self sustaining Ahhhb ut here …. Here ..the concept or trap of SOCIAL
..OF SOCIETY … of CIVIL ..of CITY .. behind the walls where PHAROH held court and everyone dreamed
on day of sittin next to pahrohs table …( remember Al GOER may become the worlds first GREEN BILLIONAIRE ..most cool
more power to you ,,, great example of profit by going green ,b ut ) you are PHAROH ….. the intellectual ideas that
CITY LIFE IS GOOD? Yes for that top 6 in 100 that become financially secure yes …. Or maybe in socialism
based countrys to an extent …. At least you get enough money to buy beer and dope …. And live in a little apartment
stacked like saerdines … Al has bought into the idea of the DREAM …of the effiecnet CITY
, mass transit and stuff and then ALL WILL BE WELL ,, ,,,well what will be well is the LOGISTICS OF MOVING DEPRESSED
MEDICATED OR SELF MEDICATED SLAVE WORKERS FROM ..thier aritifiacl environment of the work place ..to the
climate controlled dwwling where they will VEGG out on tV and computer , becoming over time ..ALLERGIC …. To their
own natural world. Food forest
and the 5 acres site plan concept … http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html ( good to here they are bringng
up the METHANE ISSUE . 20 times more green house problem than carbon ! and it comes from a COWS ASShole )
look over 20 countrys have a 0 or negative birth rate already …. The US And Cananda area at about 0.2 growth
reate ,,, that is real close to 0 … we realy only grow because of legal and illegal immigration … the ame with
most industrial countrys EDUCATED COUNTRYs ..teach the pussy to chose to have kids because they WANT kids ,,not because PHAROH
god/king needs new WORSHIOPERS and people for their army of GOD …. To become MARTYRS ….. 580 million
acres for Cows and 108 million acres for us ,,,now AL GORE , he does not live in an apt …. Becaue
he ahs to …. You mabe make it inot a town home , maybe even into the country club desns=city housing if you make it
to the to 10% so you have a 90% chance of sticking very very clos to the life style you have now , in fact the trend is even
for you to get poorer than your folds were ,, and now you will not live ass long on average unless you are one of the top
10% who will FUCK up the life span averages but you 90 people will die earlier and become sicker earlier less quality of life
…. That is the newest stats …. The fruit of the IVORY TOWER SYSTEM … the advosr
sytem to PHAROH traditions still working now thousands of years later ,,, the traditions born of CHURCH EDCATION n salvery
… of the population to worship the educated class …. PRESTIGE IS JUST AS IMPORTANT TO HUMANS EGO AS $$$
as long as a person has a comfy income the will then become motivated by PRESTIGE ,,, IVORY TOWER . worship . Just think for yourself young master …
free choice without fear of econimc consequences .. and an example of and alternative … http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html
gushy pussyGushing pussy It is blogs like this that make me shy to start up talking about http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html with strangers I meet ( me thnkng more about how I am perceived
by others than my own wants ) nope! Blogs like this is what gives me my CHARM .. instinctualism
needs the right lead in plus the time for coffee and a bagel un interrupted discussion venue …. Now on to the show
, first the word of the SAGE ! Those that we see who are living long
lives don't do so without powerful intent that keeps drawing. In other words, what continues the motion forward itself is
the continuing setting forth of the new intent that draws life through. In fact, intending for long life assures that you
must be leading the parade; people don't start diminishing their life until they stop leading and start falling back into
the ranks of the parade, trying to do what others are leading them to do.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Buffalo, NY on Tuesday, May 20th, 2003 How to relate this to http://www.instinctualism.org/gushing_pussy.html when lose your OWN urge to follow YOUR OWN …WANTS
. and become the follower … give up ! beaten down by the constant worry about how others see you or think about you
… you have let go of FREEDOM ..and you greater self KNOWS IT’S NATURE AS always free in all ways and voer time
, action of IGNORING your emotional guidance http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html .....thinking about your wants first … trusting the GOOD NATURE OF NATURE … of
the human animal , not the social voice telling you that you are WRONG by following your bliss …. When the evidence
of the EONS is one of proof that humanity is basically good . for if we wereNOT we would have killed ourselves off before
we became SOCIALIZED …. Instead of like now after socialization we ARE killing each other . the
confuse and conquer keeping your thinking split betweenthe wants of others and your INSTINCT . Young miss ,,, ok you have been smiling and coyly waveing ,, maybe just a few fingers off your steering wheel as
you pass by morning after morning …. Whether you know it or k=not you are a few of the 100 or so cars that pass me
every AM now somewhere after 7 am am who waves ,, I understand your choice of driving
down my road … sit outside have cooffe some Sunday and count the cars that drive by ..people who wish they lived here
… I understand your choice for driving this way day after day … now part of me , wonders and knows in some of
you are you READERS well I know some have exposure of who I am … I jump off the road and walk as you driv e by ….and
that allows me time to FEEL ..to touch the IN FI NITE of possibles and I will tell you
a sorry of you … beyond the ALLOWABLITY of yourself maybe ,,, maybe you can not see yourself ALLOWING YOURSELF
TO BE … IN … THIS MY STORY … but that does not matter to me that is the 2nd ,mind
I see you as the becoming you can be …. not the limits you feel you have ..have ..to be .. ( now
why the fuck have I choosen to bring you driving by total female stranger girls …. Now that I would love to have answer
for because this blog is slide down the wet nd wild side …) Now some girls are very embarrassed about their bodys … some guys do not RELISH a girl
who shows excited so graphicllly ….. here is a porn link I got from a chicks page who wished her boyfriend could accept
her Gsuhin and she wished he was more like the guy in the video ..who PLAYs IN THE RAIN !!! http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=409810581 INSTEAD OF MAKING HER FEEL DIRTY AND NASTY FOR being GIRL
! Kinky be beyond ..kinky ? the feelings you feel MISS WAVER … is your emotional indidcator
of your LIMITATIONS . ..not reality but you concerning about the 2nd mind of others who wathch you … http://www.instinctualism.org/gushing_pussy.html the science behind the page I cpied this info from is something young master you should
read …. I have often wondered about girls who would alsmot DROWN ME WITH CUMMM …. I loved
it and they tooloved the expression of cumming this violently …. Enbarassed yes often they would be ..embaressed ,
but the falovr the oppurutunity for me to actually DRIVNK ..the cum of a girls I so WONDERUFL … it is not pee even
though I wondered that early on , but found that not to be ,, it is a different liquid … changing in taste like any
girls cumm does with her daily diet … but just in MUCH GREATER VOLUME IN liquid DGUSHING FORM …. Like forcing
water down my throat and face ….covering my balls as she sitts on my cock fucking her self ….
Young mster study this page http://www.the-clitoris.com/f_html/female_ejaculation.htm then think the world as you want to see it , become in yur manifestation . ans so I
… write to some girls who pass by day asfter day …. If you stop waving I will know you are reading and …
and embaressed at my thinkging about you …. Traped caught ,,now let yourself …ALLOW YOURSELF ..to feel relief
of the struggle young miss , yes you are not the girl of yesterdays blog , you are not that ..PERFECTION ….good
you are ….. YOU and you look your smile your coy wave .. everything about the girl I see drive by is PERFECT …
for me . And could you
see yourself be trained to practice ..cumming as described in the page … http://www.instinctualism.org/gushing_pussy.html sure I can get plastic covers for the bed , and have towels
when we play on the couch but believe me ..to force you to cumm like that on the blank kitchen floor ( it can be cleaned up
) ..it is PLAYTIME equal to me …. What had been plytime for me and
girls to have me shoot for distance for their aND MINE FUN … Shooting for DISTANCE YOUNG MASTER IS WHEN AFTER SOME LONG good play you
cum with her jacking you off …… just to see how far you will shoot acrros the living romm glass talbe …
see if that first balst makes past the end of the talebe ) rare I used to have along oblong table ) or lands near the edge
as is most of the pumps of cum land flys the furtherest after the first balst of sperm comeing from the end of my cock …..
I have not palyed that in a long time . But back to a gusher who has accepted to be embrassed by
her NATURE to be concerned with the tiny minds she has choosen to be trapped living with …. The 2nd minds
…. .for her to now think… or drea m or want to cumm on the kitchen floor ..it can be cleaned
not problem but the visisble evidence that YES … A CUP OR 2 ( not quite I am sure 2 cups as said is possible ….
but when it is drowning you it seems like a gallon of girl juice .. her sexuall expression of pleasure and delight
filling your mouth spreading over you face ,) … now is shooting on the kitchen f loor sjut fore fun and pride
a….. pride the feeling of cumming this manner versus the regular ogaismic event is deifferent …. I am not igrl
but in know , I expreince the feeling of your difference I know its difference even if your YOUNG MISS
will not admit it ,,, ejaculating like this for a girl IS DIFFERENT because if she is not realy inot the sex because
the relationship had aged we grew distant and her expressiona now forced instead of natural ….. she does have as much
fun and when we got ATUNED and she started to cummm violently once more ,,, she was having so much more
fun …. . But the expreince of GUSHING …. I believe for a girl is special for her ,,, OK IF
YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED THE VIDEO and have read this far please watch it with the eye of a STUDENT not for the pron of it , but
watch the actress , yess actress who thougt does show her reality at first see her embaressemnt but later her won wild ABANDON
in the expression or her own SUBLIME playing in her RAIN …( ohh yes notice how she rolls out the carpet when sucking
dick , it too is MESSY DROOLING sex is messy you FART she cwefs so what ) .. I am talking about way
beyond the band and any DRUG ..but …… sublime .. hidden in tiny print ..talk soflty and carry a big stick ….
( that president was influenced by a wife studied in the Buddha ) … with the Eyes of a student and then when yo find
a male young MISS who will atleast try to use the science of that page OF SCIENCE affored mentioned ,,,KEEP HIM
( keep him close for he is young master at heart success or not …YET ! ) Ok young master if you are going try try and help her train inot
a Rain maker …. Tyr this first have her pee then get used to the feeling of your hand in the pee stream especaily at
the beginning of it ..that embaressment point where she will not even start ,,but after that is and has been doen enough ,,comfort
level unique to the girl ,t hen she is drained and as you learn in the science the build up of pressure to pee during sex
willnot be onf pee but CUMM … and she is already trained start peeing while you stimulate or are present … then
encourage her to pee at the time of orgasimsing … it will not be pee for the bladder is actually closed off during
sexual stimulation …read the science … So … waver how do you feel about me thinking of
you’re the IMPERFECT YOU may think you are , but me thinking of you as the perfect you that is YOU
… how do you think about me seeing you GUSH ON MY KITCHEN FLOOE with another girl firend sisiter
wife waiting to be the next to add to your PUDDLE OF CUMM you started … she having to kneel , exposed
… building her heat by sucking my cock and continueing to rubb her pussy …. Even a fter her own time of self
pleasureing while watching you gush on the kitchen floor my fingers driving the cumm ffomr you puussy …. Now it is
her turn to add to the puddle before the next sisiter wife gets to PLAY in the rain ..to be KINKY ….
? why kinky it feels great for you and the happier you are ,,the happier I am . . The sage says ..wirte or tell the story you want … young miss waver WHAT DOYOU WANT ? ..it is not me ..for
I am 2nd mind for you ..what freedom of living of expresson do you want to LEARN TO LIVE FrEELY .. who will provide
you with safe comfortable eniviroment for you to be ..be all that you could dream to be …. When and how ? http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html ... waht limtis do you want to accept ? but why?
Why make a mess on the kitchen floor? Why do you young miss lke to jack me off just to see how farr I will
shoot ? why ? any NON happy enjoyable relaxing feelings .. is your separation from the in fi nite you ..who likes to PLAY
. I was thinking .. a positive aspect …. 80% of 20,ooo is 16, 000 girls ..now
that does sound like a lot of girls but just put that into the terms of apopulation of 350 , 000 , 000 and it becomes more
realitistic ..YES IT IS 16, 000 girls …. And young mster you focus so hard on maybe just 1 … out 0f 350,000
,000 I am allowing 16,000 attract themselves to me ….. cool . that is a positive aspect .
7:42 am est
usefull cockUseful cock Young master Zhuanzi was known for his ..discourses
on the ideas of usefulness … and all that really boiled down to was the idea of view point could the people involved
expand themselves like tdoays sage talkes about until they could see with the yes of source ,,concepts of usefulness in everything
. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html And so Jammin in Jensen once more brought up a great
topic to be explored ,,, by 3 age groups one the elder … hatman … one the younger The fashionable … and
me the timeless ( yeah I wish I am not that good yet ) and so the hatman brought up …. The feeling
of lack his contrast of late nad that of many men … his useful place in the world in the maslow
pyramid level 3 http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html he felt it was not there when it came to girls as it was in the
past .. he was ,,is suprized at how easy it is to get ALID … but to be of that USE WHICH GIVES MEANING
TO LIFE …. That is different and that he is not finding , even to a younger woman who thought maybe here ,, with her
I will be that NEEDED to her and young child . to only realize ,, he was a TASTE of mature wine for the girl to enjoy and
move from for she did not NEED a gorilla ….. to serve and protect to FREE HER to expand , ( maybe
she is missing the best parts of life in some ways being the EVERYTHING …… sure she has control and at the same
time lost everything in searchof the control ….$$$ )
The fashionable , he got involved ,
he heard us talking and looked at us with a confusion … his head twisted in realy honest confusion of the feelings
both hatman and I were expressing …ohhh I gues I should give quicky on 1 aspect of my own 2 cents worth … I
have been it all like the Fashianable and like the hatman …. And the WHITE KNIGHT is what I call
what hatman is searching for …. And for me it was from that position any longer term relationship formed ….
My USEFULLNESS position …. Even if that USEFULLNESS was as MASTER/SIR to a girl who wanted a MASTER in
that period of her life , only to when she regained her self …. Want to buck to change the rules mid stream and EXPECT
ME to also …SLO SOLLLY ADIOS….SAY THIS CHINA MAN … I have wriiten volumes on this aspect in BDSM blogs
of the late ’07 up to mid ’08 …. So done all the real time explorations there . ..the aspect of white KNIGHT
… can come is so many forms .. Now back to the CHIMP CONFTONTED WITH THE WHEEL wondering
why we would even worry about being of use ? …. The fashionable …he ATTRACTS PUSSY he does not chase pussy ever
all he has to do is stand there and girls will eventually find reason to engage him in conversation … his web presence
so extensive he is recognized …. And and pussy is always coming by to say high … never do
they stay in his life long and YET ALWAYS THEY return … for they get the RIGHT GUY ..the USEFULL guy but in a few months
, they leave that guy , find to many flaws in that RIGHT usefull guy …. And come back to PLAY with
the fashionable until the NEXT MR RIGHT COMES around …. Ahh the fashionable ..USELESS I say , from my limited view
poing ot J & H .. be a man type of expectation for males … never more job or work than is needed to buy more clothes
and add the never ending show of manhood his tattoo … just enough to get minutes on the phone , no car no house no
hassles , and more pussy than … 20 of the equals I know who come to the same event every now and then . ( ohh equals
with jobs carreres degrees and staus stuff to show off to attract the pussy talking with …the fahionalbe. ..hell they
even buy the same clothes as the fashionable but get nothink like his results with pussy ) how about instead of 20k on a cool
bike 300 on http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html ( it could be the harem aspect of him since he
ahs so many he is not NEEDY OF ANY 1 .. while the j&h is needy … of being NEEDED by 1 ..and an unnatural trap results
not serving him or her …. This is an aspect not directly said yet alluded to in the teacing of Ross jeffires amdn Major
Mark ) He is USEFULL he is like the DRONE bee in a hive full of SLAVE WORKER FEMALES …. Ohh
but in reality have we not been heading in that direction for a while … girls out number men now for the first time
in the work place their mnumbers I remember over took men in colleges and schools of higher learning a while ago …
maybe at some GRAD evels men still out pace but over all , education completion is more female ….. the TRAINED SLAVE
WORKER …CHASING THAT CARROT ..CHASE THAT GOLD ,…. YOU CAN BUY HAPPYNESS …( in the words of Wayne ..NOT
! ) but listen to the mind think not for yourself but follow the path like mom did , ..EVE look at he results
around you , do the same old thing , YES AT LITTLE DIFFERENT , but under ti all it is tha same old patterns just newer DETAILS
. PHAROH has completed it work almost in this trend ….. finding a more direct route of slave instead
of enslaving the male thru PUSSY .. just enslave the pussy with the greed of the EVE SPIRIT ..( it isnot the good girl within
, but her expression of THOUGHT FORM I call EVE .. EVE is not the person ..but a PERSONA free choice of
the person … who is not using the 5 steps inteligenly? ( viewpoint from limited perspective ,,, FOR
TO serve the needs of the greater Bio spere Gaia … the mining of earth athe reflecting back into space trapped solar
enegy the freeing of bio logical wastes back into toxic subastances for some animals yet building blocks for the next evovlution
…. THE FIRE STARTER MUST GROW until it KILLS ITSELF OFF in the cycle of life
and death in TERMS OF GEOLOGICAL PERSPECTIVES ) remember the 1 beingness which is Gaia is an equal not
greater than you which is equal not greater than the beingness of the lettuce plant you kill to eat . which is not gereater
than the beingness of the bacteria which decomposes the drt to relelase nutrients for the lettusce to grow from .. ot the
beingness of the garin of sand which the whole is built from shihc use the grouping of molecules BEING ..etc etc etc ..each
and equal tine/space user ….. time space is but the dream of the TAO you source a view point of equality and sameness
of no self and ALL POSIBLITY of unthinkable …row row row your boat gently down the stream merrly
merrly merrly life is but a DREAM ….. THE fashionable is of GREAT USE ..to ease the pain of
being a WOMAN in todays world ,,the MASTER fills a need for HER to be the subbie her instinct wants to be but her greed will
not allow her to live … constistantly or with J&H .. AHH BUT J & H are battle line honors the survivor warrior
concepts passed from the sperm of the survivor to his son who then lives or dies to pass his sperm of murdering
tool of pharoh …. THE COG IN THE MACHINE YES … but in those times of stress J & H …. Even in murder
.. it was just a job . eve has no such BIO LOGICAL RECOrd IN HER DNA … so it is just a game ….. be the subbie
till it is no longer fun …. And wonder hy he does not act like awWOMAN ABOUT IT … and understand . READ D.r
gRAYS work mars and venus as he wrote it not as you interupti it …. Not for men to learn to be women but for women
to understand what the BEAR is when he enters the cave . yet gray to never thought about us as ..we really are dsigned ,,I
AM NOT BEAR … IAM IN FACT PRIMATE and much evidence from non comptitiove sperm thihckness ..to cock
design , to historical family units …much much much more GORILLA than any thing else . I sure as fuck AINT’
A ….BEAR but if that is all his publisher would allow him to write and still sell books well
, cash talks ,,, What is GORLLA DADDY like , he created territory ,,, that he knew ,,, when girl/s came if
she liked they fucked and kids came in time ,,, DADDY ACTUALL IS the center of the family as the kids grow they play around
and with daddy ..so mommy can devote time to nuturing baby and feeding and taking care of herself and kids that need care
and grooming withother females … and on occasion as her pussy needs him , she interacts with SILVVER BACK emotionalll
grooming time and sex time … but dad … just hangs around and is a center piece of stability ,, and fun . and
of information ,,, when he senses it is time to move in HIS TEERITORY TO GATHER NEW FRUITS , he signasl move time …
mom does not have to worry about that aspect he has that covered … she can be mom and girl friend and relax ….
And enjoy living . …….hmmm but what about the new car and the gold jewelry ,, and the flat screen tv ,and saving
for that ,,CRUISE someday , and getting my nails done every week and and and and …… enter
slavery ..so free you can choose bondage says the SAGE over and over …. Your Inner Being would want you to manifest everything that you decide that you want. Your
Inner Being would want you to know that you have value and the ability to have or be or do anything. Your Inner Being would
want you to fulfill every wish and whim that you could identify.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Philadelphia, PA on Tuesday, April 14th, 1998 Because from the newer point you will continue to experience
CONTRAST and thus expansion of solutions for toa to BE in growth .. you and life choocies had always
been a possible , but never THING UNTIL YOU THOUGHT IT …IN TERMS OF THE specialness of you … if I think it ..
it is me … not you ..you are another new perspective of expansion .
Yeah but yeah but …. To worry about REALITY and say well there are limits in this AGRREMENT STATE ,,,, is actually very wrong , the
agreement sate has limits of pyshcics yes so we can hae a STABLE PLATOFRM OF belief of common expectations
taught to each other as we are born ..and that does expand as each genenrtion modifies beleife systems … you are CREATOR
the changer of Belief systems … every day in every way things are getting better and better ,,, it took 10,000 years
for man to learn to fly , yet the materials for flight were always right around mankind the whole time ….. you will
never fininsh , you will leave here with things yet un done , for the next ..part of yourself to live to be born into …I
in I ….
fucking regularfucking regular so young master I can feel how I would regularlay ,,approach what I saw
and heard today , but in me is a wanting to express ..DIFFERENTLY maybe it is understanding the UNWANTED
differently …for knowing the unwated better clarifys the wanted http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html relationship are built …vibrationally …
by focus … you no her ..her on you bothe seeing the WANTED in each other and it feels good .. for you want to do the
nasty with her and she wants IT ! http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html ..... the aspect of that focus being the center o someones foucs
…is important ADDICTION to having or the needing o this focus ..for ones self worth or sense of
FEELING GOOD about life itself …. Is the trap the Eve of tady I was noticing is trapped in and she don’t know
it ,,, to bad I am sad for her ,,, ( sad ok I am not seeing with theyes of source for she is playing
her game ..her adventure this is the WANTED she wanted …and that cute lil girl will become the bitter bitch filling
prescriptions forever for more PYSCHO THERAPUDICS . hey her trip and ,,, I thank her for the watning I got ,,to inspritation
to write …. To explore …. So I amnot sad for her … and I am happy for me . she
is buyin into the ATTENTION that her boyfriend is now showering her with after doing that which society deems as wrong and
since he bought into it , and said he would live up to it ,,, I guess , he is WRONG .. he did not live the J n
H … just and honest , he was the dog that gives men bad names , yet his actions are the expression of
scoieltal manipulations … from day one from him not having a chance to express himself as the instinctual male
swhich is ….in that DNA of the human primate still . so links http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ok enough back ground the concept I am interested in this
time is the ADDICTION to being the center of attention , and how much EVE will give up in terms of FRE WILL to be that center
of attention , it is kinda nice to know your customer base so well some times that you know the SOAP OPERA aspects
f what is going one … and the replaying of themes of players happening over and over ,, from girl to girl …
the same theme/. And I thought to the words of the Sage as she was talking about self ish ness …. And
saying to depend on the POSITIVE ATTENTION form 2nd for you reason for feeling
GOOD OR SELF WORTH … you are FUCKED .. for 2nd mind actally has lied to you since day 1 Mommy said you were the most important thing in her life ,,, and realy how ong did she give you her full attention
… ? how fast was it before she complained about breast feeding …( ohh link to Le LEche leaque here http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html ) and stuck artifical chemical foods draining froma plascitc bottle propped up on a
blankey while she was doing busy work or getting on the ocnputuer or talking on the phone ..all THING S THAT ARE …not
…not giving you attention … NOT GIVING YOU ATTENTION ..the lie of you beingt eh CENTER OF ATTENTION
.having that expectation ,,,, is fucked up and FUCKING YOU UP ….. but hey if that is your WANT ….. relish
for those lilttle times you get it …… and when that plan does not work out ,,, BE SMART AND … DO ..NOT
! EXAMINE what is happening but continue down the exact same path ,,,, bring you … with yourself
…. As you travel … and youi are sure of repeating the same patterns . that have been so much fun ! WHEEEE WHOOOPIE
! Living for the attention of approval of others ….. whether mommmy daddys teachers or lovers or
bosss , you get that … great parking spor this month then losse the attention next month as some one out sells you
… you loss the attention? The boyfriend starts to watch more football than fuck youo ……
mom and dad ..work harder faster to pay bills they say is to beienfit you ….. and you say , but but but …. It
would be nice to know you too … so sorry that is not the way of being an ecocminc slave … mind fucked from day
one with no other life style choice … understandning the unwanted …. Accepting the reason we have lived as such
till now is from the lack of ,,,, understanding the UNWATED … and the not letting yourself fbe who you are ,,for you
live the trap of seeking approval of 2nd mind so you do not even explore alternative ideas … http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html Just do your best to keep yourself in balance. One of the first things that causes Energy
misalignment, is asking or demanding too much of yourself in terms of time and effort. In other words, you just cannot burn
the candle at both ends, so that you are physically tired, and then expect yourself to have a cheerful attitude. So, the rule
of thumb has to be: "I'm going to be very, very, very happy, and then do everything I have time to do after that."
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in West Los Angeles, CA on Sunday, March 6th, 2005 Ok sage I hear you …laugh laugh
… but the lessons you sometimes need to hear directly sometimes arrive in words that seem directed ..directly to you
…. And so why not accept the guidance of the OMEN … of your own greater tao self TRYING TO HARD … when the real work is to just
put on the want … is it a real want ? then you will not forget it , in fact you see evidence of what you want everywhere
… just put the want out and then BASK BASK BASK at all the the stuff you put out that IS around
you … from the kitty cat wanting petts I created that ..the great view I have for front yard I created
,,, the eating from my square foot gardens .. icreated that to meeting people ont hstreet to talk about … insitncutalism
with .. I created And I did not realy have to do any work or worry in those creations ..well the activiy of
living was full of contrast as the manifestation assembled , but it was not me , who formed thngs as much NOTICING
what I had around that I liked then ALLOWED myself to move towards …. And so if I
am feeling Off it is time to chill and find something to BASK about
hands around pussy's tiny waist Hands around pussy’s tiny waist Bask bask bask at manifestions arriving … so as
I notice her hands buried in the sheets alternating from grasping and holding to fingers spread out wide and extennted , and
I marvle at how my haodns cover that tiny waist which spreads into the baskket of un used mother hood those hips formsing
the sweet now spread ass and thighs where fro, behind her between those soft thighs I
am forcing my just ready to explode cock deep inside inside of her .not letting her squirming struggle force
my cock to explode in cummm pumpong sperm n that hungry wet pussy .. no I want to force her to be still
to let my excitement settle down my dick calming down buryed deeply inside of her , so to continue this fucking of her for
a while longer ( I am only at 6 of a 10 count down in my head ) I don’t want to blow my load of sperm in to that young
little pussy yet …. And her instinct is trying to milk it from from the hard cock buried totally in her making her
body feel more than it can bear any longer to feel . waves of orgasiming ,,not just her toes curl as I look over but seemingly
her whole foot curls in contractions , yet ,,,, the good girl submits….she no longer uses words
like , yes , oh my god or more don’t stop , you’re teasing me please fuck me ….no we are long pst that
well into her multiple orgasims a seies of moans of breathing of stugle to get away MAKE IT STOP and the
expression of her GOOD GIRL subbie self ..LETTING MASTER HAVE HIS PLEASURE …her screams she swallows I will have to
work aon that expression but not now … I I am having my own exercise of male multiple orgasims ,
and with this little girl I am having to focus in my head….. re draw all the elelctrical wiring diagrams in 12 volts
of my house project so as to keep my focus and control ……. Girls will
force you into an ALTERED STATE OF CONSISUOS . so it is best that you design t he state you want to go into before it happens
,,,, “ put your passion in your pocket to be enjoyed later “ ross Jefferies And like the
skill of a master in marital arts … also those of teaching of BROTHER ROSS http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html a guru of NLP nuero linguistic programisng ,, understanding STATES in humanity your
won first and most important for if you lose control of self , the game is lost ….. and I am reminded of thw wisdom
I had heard form so many teachers in past and the sage now says it or I extreact it …… no matter where you go
..YOU TAKE YOURSELF WITH YOU …. So start every journey there in you .. make any needed changes there first or you will
be destined to repeat what you found to be the unwated in your next destintation also . Bask bask bask
…… I do not care who I get to talk with about my ideas ,, I am so happy that I am .. I am letting myself talk
,,,, changing me befoe I make any moves for I will take myself with me …. I am not hidden young master … the
squeegee car is very noticeable and I wear BFO shirts with squeegee written on the back ( bright fucking orange BFO ) who
I am my name is there … my picture there , where I live there right on a state of Florida designated scienc drive …..
I ain’t no fucking hermeit hidden some where nope ,,, I here among everyone everyday … So
from her well preactised pick line …( her pick up line ? ) yes hers she had planned herself ,, most probably I expect
after noticing me around for a while in her FIELD of attraction ..to be ready when the attraction point
felt RIGHT for her … ,,, it is no longer Sauna weather I do not sweat all the liquids I
drink and coffe runs thru me like beer ,, so now I get to buy aonthe bump of may favorite alkaloid and get a piss break at
the same time …. Dunkin has clean johns and they are well spread out thru my territory . so after using the john having
to F’ing wait to get int , then a line at mid day I must have been there atlest 15 minutes already …. This chick
comes up to me as I am next ot order and asks ….. Are you the squeegee guy ,,, Yep just like the shirt says I reple
what can I do for you ..figure it is anew customer .. and her next word throw me into my first altered state of the the next
hour …… are you alos that INSTINCT GUY ….. wow .. what can I say but yes …
so yes , and as I start to ask how did she know of that ? she presents her LINE ….. where can I buy your book ?....
that was the line she banked would cause longer discussion .. and very correct ..for first I would talk her out of wanting
to buy it …. ( ahh the expression of my self worth when it comes to not feeling that …. Welll here again the
words of an older sage who said PHIL who are you to not let that little girl fall inlove with you ? what
gives you the right to not let her see the good she sees in you … who made you god to destroy her fun …. The
voice of the sage is everywhere ) We got coffee and started talking out doors a the dunking at
kanner n us1 …. And what a fucking tlk , I think she had studied the arts of NPL her use of my own
wording …. Finding the words they use then tlking in that langugge creates a feeling that what you say … is
coming from her own thinking process . lessening resisitance to suggestions to concevieve … to think ,, to feel ….
And then altered state 2 ,,,, ohh the girl is to cute to fucking T … buttom cute , model sweet califormia back coumty
hippie chick breed ….. and …now to me finding out how she found me .. ABRAHAM ok , some web
search for local Abraham group and I poped up on one of the pages and what was there was so weird she said she just ahd to
see what I am about ,,,, And …and ,,welll I am confusing hard to read the site needs some work , but but ,,,
she went on have you seen the tv show about the MOROMAN wives ……. So off we talked , and I explained in much
more detail what and where and why ,, like the idea of placement near a university town so that I talke with
the young up and coming people with minds like herself , she a grad who moved her because her company sent her here , she
would rather some day head back to the n. cali or Oregon county side .. italked about how I sense that I shuld r,ealy put
my efforst in talkingto girls more ,,, teaching, learning from also every good teacher is a student ,,form girls ,,for guys
do not get it .. but if the girls urged it , then they would get it ….. last month from 1 site only I got 8,000 unique
hits , then add up the other 5 sites I post to and I have over 20 k hits and of that from data I can gather 80 to85 percent
on average uniques and returns especially are from college aged girls …. Hmmmm that is my market group . those who
like her have tasted enough life to hae formed a desire ,,that as of yet is not being SERVED bythe options of of life and
and love styes avaialbe . , issues seen their mothers unhappy on antidespressants etc …. Shit just ainlt working out
twith boyfriends ,, and girl friends area great but ,,but ,,but ..… then up came up…. babys , came her dating
life ,,she likes dating Daddy .. then her own understaninding of the benefits of sister wife lifestyles ….. Bask bask bask ,,,, then ALTERED STATE time again … now this chick from first glance got
my nitce ,,, I had to atke a dep breat and center myself ,,, keep saying over and over just friends just friends , talka bout
your idea nothing more .. just intelictual conversation that is all that will come of this … while in our talk I started
to notice the classic states of of INTERST … non verbal ..VIBRATIONAL COMUNICATION we all give off to eah other
no matter how hard we try to suppress it ,,, it can come in the form of Attnetiveness on her part , great nice I like
that ….but that Bra-less shirt which formed around those perky nice not s=tiny yet smallism well full with the promise
of being food for children giving …. When the nipples started to show … I lost my shit ibg time …. And
started to slide into ALTERED STATES … and then her next OP TO GO FURUTHER … as I talked about how I have not
sold 1260 s. Indian river dr. yet ( see nothing hidden it is really forsale and well …. exposure is good for business
) and that I have been eating from a series of SFG’s square foot gardens http://www.instinctualism.org/sfg_gardening.html for over a year now but still have my own expective block when it comes to gardens
as compard to fruit trees ,,she being versed in the words of the sage understaood … my refences ..invited her self
over for her own background with gardens as a kid hae been much more positive .hher step mom was a wizzz with plants ….now
here young master , you have 2 choices ,,, give her your number ,,, or take hers ,,if you take hers you are the BEGGAR once
more …. If you do the 1st ,, you are the GORILLA advertsing who you are ,a nd letting
her freely choose you or not … I gave her my number . But who cares what will happen ( that sentence is me running the same negative SCRIPT
in my head ,,who cares? Well I must or I would not have written that statement to be honest ,,, what you resist persists )
… bask in the positives that did happen not the wanted that my remeind me of a current state of
LACK … SO bask ! … I again I got to talk ,,,, and in each and every one
of these unexpected events of talking over my ideas in such details with total strangers I I AM CHANGIN MYSELF BFORE I MOVE
ON ! …. So the self I take with me into the new will b e atuned to the new … Oooooh the opening
paragraph ,,, was the alterd state I found myself fall ing into as I saw her nipples swell in her shirt her smile grow on
her face and her talking about often likeing to date Daddy ..we went into such braod areas of my site .. no taboo left untoached
in that little talk …. Bask bask bask , in the realizing of the wants happening to you everyday n everyway things are
getting better and better . ( yet ,, I am not ready for her … I have not the site
done up … if I enter into any relationship now I bring with me …myself ! the wrong self ….
) ok how to RE FRAME the preceedeing sentence so that I feel RELIEF I feel un impossibleibly but OPPURUTUNITY
….. SHE and the girls friends she likes to have around her but feels so empty in just having them only …. If
she and them were to re do instinctualism with that GRILS TOUCH ..ok all my own work is one path stream from the opening page
but then a new web site that is directed to those young masters,,the girls will CALL YOU …. OVER
THE BIRCK WALL IN HEAVEN because they have been there … and they the MOTIVATORS that cute girl will
motivate you ..especially after she is on the other side of the wall calling you she thus ATTRACTS
HER WANTS after she clears up her own vibrations ..cool I am happy with that my want is that … is she to be with me
for ever NO ..she is to use me as tool for her own CLARITY then move on to that young master who will build it in OREGON OR
NORTHERN CALIFORINIA her wants manifested piece by piece ….with her friends also or maybe
they will call more options of young amsters to present them options to choose from ..ths possibles …..will
young master ADOPT ..we are very adoptive .. hell we adopt animals as pets we are very adoptive look at gorillas they adopt
human observers …so if she were to fuck me with the smile on her face the nipples poping out in excitement , if her
indicators are such , she will milk me for the life I shoot naturally and young master will be ahppy to
have this one cutie and baby to … just looka t how often we ..you and me young
master date girls with kids ..it is like so f’ing comonon …. . She …she
even if I feel ,,( bad feeling palce in my not allowing of the possibility she presents ) she could be the PROCESS ,,THE START
, THE UN FOLDING OF the unthinkable . to me right now ….. ahhh that feels more
like RELEIF for I am in a state of allowing the good I want !
let myself ! allow the good I want
to express to espress , feel the RELIEF of letting myself …allow . A happy life is just a string of happy moments. But most people don't allow the happy moment,
because they're so busy trying to get a happy life.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Sacramento, CA on Saturday, March 15th, 2003 Bask bask bask , in the noticing of my past wants that are surrounding
me today ,,the above girl ,,the great view I have during my moring run ,,baby cat here at my feet bothering for petting …..
all little things I had asked for ,,the pill things asked for in so many ways put out as wants tha I do get ,,so bask …bask
bask ..noticie these il things that make up life .
7:43 am est
eat meatEat meat ! Ahh the mind fuck in active evidence
, the SINGLE worst thing you can do for the enviroment is to eat commeriacally produced MEAT so they say , so the complex
evidence trail supports many tied factors ….. the effects of advertising advertising advertsing …. Telling us
we need to eat meat … your hands have NOT CLAWS they are soft and sensitve oppsoibale thumb actually made to grasp
and test ripeness of fruit and take it off the tree ,,, your teeth are not made to ripp thru animal hides …. But breat
again for eating fruit ….. like our cousin primates . …yet meat is a great source of DENSE FOOD VALUE , convient
because it could be herded behind INVADING armys to feed the slave murders of PHAROH …. Who expaned
the ideas of the 1 AND ONLY WAY of the god/kings ….. currently we have 580 million acres devoted to production of meat
,,range and pasture land while we humans are packed inot , uraband and sub urban areas living in tiny apartments and dencity
housing living and working on just 108 million acres …. http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html .... but hey i like to eat meat ,,, I like catching and killing my own food that
is why I go fishing . http://www.instinctualism.org/pest_control.html pest control ? Well go and find out how letting common MEAT animals
become wild on your http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html will be your pest control in fact be the ewatch do to wake up your
watch dog ,, and there for you to harvest … in harmony with nature …. To EAT MEAT … plus info on cleaning
them , like cleaning a fish it is not that much different , fuck that plucking the chicken like I donot scale a fish ,, I
SKIN EVERYTHING , … so you skin’em , suprizing quidk and easy not un like doing a fish … ohhhh yes I foregot
fish is meat …. http://www.instinctualism.org/ponds.html take a look a the stocking recommendations for that 4 foot
deep pond ,, that is a lot of meat to harvest yearly …. Plus the fresh water lobster and then …. With understanding
the self cleaning aspects of creative use of Algea and air movements and solar pool heaters for 129 bucks found on this page
,,, http://www.instinctualism.org/adobe_slurry.html designing piping in advance to distributed heated water for swimming season then valved
to direct water to fish production areas for winter time …. Putting in extra capped off piping which is cheap in the
beginning and as you have the cash you tie in a 12volt pump and a 15 wat panel and a solar heater and activate a line …
all of thise makes the water move giving the OP for natural claensisng , and the algae is havrvested for COMPOST ….
FERRTILIZER … watch the FOOD FOREST VIDEO ON . http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html what doe shti have to do with FUCKIN A GIRL AS SHE WANTS
TI BE FUCKED ? Because your life young master is more than just your dick and her pussy …get that
thru your head . she tooo has to embrace a diverse life style of self empowerment . and freedom …. And expansion ….
Stuff stuff stuff till you realize it is not the stuff but ,,the FEELINGs that matter . feelings of WHAT ? we got so lost
in the stuff in being like PHAROH thnking about colleting bright and shiny shit …. That we do not even know why ,,except
we believe ti will make us feel better Hmm interesting … I was talking with some one
who wasa greatly effected by conservative radio , I could tell by his repeating of the themes I have heard on them …
I wonder if he has heard that of those countrys that became capitalistic ,,,, at the fall of the WALL …. Places where
the Polls showed people feelings 90% excited about being able to get into the CHASEE FOR STUFFF … for capitalism …..
and now those numbers are 53% , and 46% even a few contrys where thenumbers of excited people are down
to in the 30% percents , having the access to stuff was not happiness … in fact the stability provided in the old ..COMMUNING
system ( yes flawed every goverent is flawed ) is now being reivived in socialisms ….. hmmmm interesting to have access
to other data streams …. Like NPR …….. http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html the micro it is almost Randist http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ayn_Rand ( I am NO fan of Rand ) but in the stabilizing the first
few layers of MASLOW allows for the movement to exploring the getting of STUFF … or not . and leaving
governemtns and minding industyrs … to mind fuck the lsaves left in the city ,, by their own free choice to not seek
alternative life styles . Everything exists for joy. There is not one other reason for life than joy. We've got nothing to prove to anyone,
because nobody other than All-That-Is is watching. In other words, we're not trying to get brownie points from some other
galaxy. We're not trying to get someplace else; we're not trying to get it done, because there is no ending--we cannot get
it done. Everything exists for the purpose of joy in the moment.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Silver Spring, MD on Saturday, May 11th, 2002 The worker slave was never going to become ..PHAROH ( unlike the golden CARROT of capatialism
where 94% will struggle and 6 will makes omething ) the worker slave had to be provided some HOPE other wise they got depressed
and no longer worked and pyramids did not get built the effects of manipulation http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html ....... yet from within the evovlution of the ..FIRE STARTER … the tool of Gaia
http://www.instinctualism.org/book_of_positve_aspects.html to free up traped biological wastes
layered thru out the bio sphere called earth ( oil is millions of years old bio logical sludge once released
, the energy is use and EXPRESSED back out to space ,,,, Gaia had become TO GOOD at capturing and storing
solar energy we the fire starter , release that energy and putting based material into the cycles once more
..this actiivyt may kill US OFF but we are just 1 nmore a larege numbers of animals who come and
go on a planet over time …. We are like ..like a weed that mines the earth for depleted and needed minerals …
the PIONEER PLANTS . which then make way for change upon their deaths when new plants can become established thru the mining
effects of weeds …. The FIRE STARTER , evolved to serve Gaia . and so that we
could have some form of JOY ,,, fairy tale hope …. Was created …. But went wild … still effecting you
if you do not think for yourself …. No god in human form ,,,no land with streets of gold that floats
on clouds …. Etc etc etc
basking pussyBasking pussy Ok young master it was great to talk to you from scratch like ,,,Well where you going phil
why is the house forsale , wacthca unna do , and instead of putting the questions off like I do with most , you I laid it
all out and at the end of a hour you EXPANDED oh sure you had confusions , but you grasped the words of Einstien I told you
to start this with this hearing of what I am doing ,,, the idea … we can not fex a problem using the thinking that
created it , so as we talk and you find resistance to what I am saying .. remember is has to do with aspects of your UP BRINGING
your training your mind fucking …. And with that we were able to ID your CLOSE HELD TRUTHS
, and expand them NOT INTO ….. something the whole world MUST DO ,,but an oppurutunity that some may ..want to do …
1 more free choice ….allowing for choice and not forcing the idea of THE RIGHT WAY …… the old mind fuck
of 1 god or PHAROH ..the 1 and only concept passed down generation to generation often thru WAR belive or DIE , you EXPANDED ,,, now young master did you know in that expansion , the
TAO …INFINITY ITSELF …GREW .
with each new thought you held a vision of you doing something new …THE WHOLE OF POSSIBLITY GREW …. For before
your new thoughts ,,there was NEVER a thought thought of you ..BY YOU .. where YOU were in ideas even remeotley
like the totality of … http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html we coverd everything form human housing //to food forest
to econimcs and retiring early, to MASLOW … oh yes sex sex sex .. 3 girls ,,,, and
mating behavior comparisons …. The MANIPULATED human nature vs ..natural human nature , 3% birth defects and socio-
pathic and hieraachial effects of king pharoh emperoror ,, we talked FUNCTIONAL aboringal
tirbes almost erased by churches who feared the evidence trails of other frunctional society out side of the Christain concept
. ..non hierarchy based cultures …. Polygamous ..of course most of humanity was orgainlly polygamous
. for they would polute the minds of the SHEEP the christian population … because they showed FREE
CHOICE another option To toa ..to stess …. To escape thru dope …. To heaven
and hell .. to ..I in I …. Now let me say it again ..to be Dead is to be
reconnected with source is good and there are INFINITE LEVELS I in the I in I
….. a grouping of 5 I’s would become a NAMED . within the I in I .. like the voice of the sage Abraham ,,, is
a grouping … of connected I’s all I … and all sespearte and now .. in thingness of choosing to commicate
..with word tool ..IN SPIRIT ACTION ……. Heaven is not to be dead in fact HEAVEN is the chance
to be in ADVENTURE to be life .. , for you get bored not having any time being INFINITE ,,being . ALL THINGS
IN ALL WAYS …ALWAYS ! but you do get to expand as YOUNG MASTER THINKIS A NEWWER THOUGTH STREAM , the possibility of
assemblages changes ,, formation happens , I the INSTANT IN TOA …. A NEW DATA EVENT OF THOUGHT ,,THEN THE LATER DATA
EVENT OF IT BEING EXPERINCED …. By you ….. the Tao feels no limits of belief for ALL IS POSSIBLE
and assembaled in the INSTANT OF being created …. Thought about . GoT that ? You here have limits here and that is …. Cool ! you have NO’s that
is cool ! … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ...... but back to SEX …. Nothing forced
only attracted , you create the stable territory as compared to the SILVER BACK GORILLA and let those who
are FREE in mind to choose you …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html Now the sage was saying ,,, bask and bask and bask loving
what you got for you will be getting something else JUST AS GOOD IN …FACT EVEN BETTER FOR IT IS BUILT UPON …..THIS
GOOD YOU ARE CURRENTLY LIVING ….hmmmm? But this is weird ..should it be that I hate now to enjoy what is next better , been hunger before you
eat …ahh ,, the sage said , you have already been the HUNGRY ,, that is what made the dream …now enjoy the process
of the eating ..life is the eating ..now is the eating of yesterdays hunger …. And from that recipe you built a betterPIE
a better recipe a better more REFINED meal is baking in the oven ….. the more you open the oven dorr the more you fuck
up the baking process .. Enjoy the meal you have for the next meal you desgned came about because of the better psositon
this life is than the point you were at before arriving here …. The next will be beeter so , enjoy the good now expect
better later ,,, Hmmm so at times when I beielve I will miss the water …. I thought to I would
miss the farm I had , for there was so much good out there in farm land there has been so much goo here on the river and the
next farm will be the combination actually of both things plus so much more as it pertains to Lifestlye ND FAMILY ….
So much more so to enjoy my now , I get happy and look forward to MORE … The most valuable skill or talent that
you could ever develop is that of directing your thoughts toward what you want—to be adept at quickly evaluating all
situations and then quickly coming to the conclusion of what you most want—and then giving your undivided attention
to that. There is a tremendous skill in deliberately directing your own thoughts that will yield results that cannot be compared
with results that mere action can provide. http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
--- Abraham Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth &
Happiness" More important than
action , I am remeinded of the bible and the concept of .GIFT OF GOD NOT OF ACTION LEST ANY MAN SHOULD BOAST …. Ephesians
I think ? the voice of the sage runs thru the mind fuck of ROME , the sage seen by ROME as useful …. Twisted to be
a tool of manipulation . Back to
the sage …… what do you want ? it is not the $$$$ or the boat or the car ,,but the FEELINGS they will give ,,
it is the feelings of ..welll FEELING BETTER some how that is what is the WANTED ! you
can choose to find that in your now , especially I f you will find that here and now are those WANTS projected from your past
available for cureent real time eXTRACTION … just view the wanted side ,,look and uncover the wanted things …..
then this MOMENTUM of POSTIVES IS CARRYED OUT AS ENERGY STREAM FORM … for more and more positives to become attracted
to …. You become the happy ball of the LAWS OF MOTION …. And you move better without your own ressitiance. A skill takes time to learn !
eating good pussyEating good pussy Yong
master …ahh the belief of lack …let us start at something you ..you … you have little resistance to ……….
BURGER KING ….. of MC .D … or where ever .. you go to get some GRUBS ( a straving Ethiopian would have
a different belief system .. infinite experiences for toa to have … there is not DEATH only life life lie and more
life that was so BORING from the TAO you hunger for the chance to experience the urge to live …
strive to live ..bio mechanics strives to expand life …SEX ) Do
you leave the restaurant in a STATE of WORRY ABOUT never getting to eat again ? do you eat a life times worth of food because
of fear of not getting food again ? do you worry that there is no air outside so just in case you breathe a whole bunch before
you opne the door of your house in case ,,do you hold a belief ? there is no longer any air outside ? Feeling good in …in one life activity then worrying about living thru the UNWANTED ASPECTS . for fearing there
will never again be a chance to feel good ? but the UN WANTED .. that is the playground from which the
expansion of TAO is…. We need that oppurutunity to feel difference to create solutions ,,FUN REASONS TO LIVE ,,, now
in http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html and all of the whole site is about , giving some sense and
self empowerment in the trust of nature and natural systems ..LAW OF ATTRACTION … but that is ony the first 2 levels
of MASLOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow's_hierarchy_of_needs youhave all the oppurutunity for CHALLENGES for gROWTH
for expeincing UN WANTED in a managable method in more of your control . Ahh but to lick a girl who is hot and wet in her happiness
to be experiencing sex with you …her wetness , is truth expressed ..showing her IN THE NOW …. She does not have
slpit vibration ,, she is not thinking about other aspects of life ,now she is here .. wet and LICKABLE. ……
her wetness is the INVITATION FOR PNENETRATION http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html Your Life today was formed on the WANTS of your past
within the limits of beliefs you held and maybe still hold on the topics of WANTED … this is how
you EXTRACT what you notice in the world around you …. Yet you maybe not be finding those aspect s of old wants because
you are so FOCUSED on the newer wants … you are focused on lack thinking aobut the NOT YET ARRIVING
OF the newer wants … . So you live a day to day experience of LACK … this is an OLD HABIT
PATTERN that does not serve you .For what will happen because of this HABIT PATTERNS is in your future
you will receive your wants of today ( within the belief limits held of course ) aspects of them will surround you to extract
as per your belief system …and you will not ENJOY them because you are living the lack of your next expansion , When the truth about even wanting in the first place is for the action of enjoying the better and better feelings
as they arrive .. yet you do not because of simple old habit pattern , so enjoy more about the wants you HELD in the past
that are avalibale for you to EXTRACT now ! newer wants will arrive as belief in them changes . This sublte change will serve you and
is the real action of living in harmony with TOA . Breaking an old habit while living in a world that support
the old habit or life style that supports the old habit …. Is more difficult that taking YOUR FREE CHOICE …
to taking time out for your self . now a belief or guilt in doint his can happen from the support system you with right now
…. They genenrate fear … ideas that to follow your own bliss will lead to a life of ruin …… ahhhhh
sublt mind fucking fear to keep you in trap … that the well meaning people do not realize they have accepted …
it has just been the way SOCIALIZED humanity has lived for years ,,, the humans that strived to live near the citys of PHAROH
or king and queen WHILE AT THE SAME many amny humans lived outside of …socialization just fine in more paece and more
harmonoy with INSTINCTUAL SELF . …… TAKING TIME OUT . http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html You created yourself from the components of this time/space reality. You did not come from another planet.
For most of you it is (slightly) easier to believe that some spaceship came in from another planet and dropped some of you
off, and now, you've really got it going good. And the same spaceship also brought…(oh no, that's the Noah's ark story)
two of everybody else. And so, now, you've got the same problem with this story that you do with Noah's ark: It must have
been a smelly boat…And how did all those species get on it? (and where did they come from?) you see?
---
Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php Excerpted from the workshop in Kansas City, MO on Wednesday, September 15th, 2004 Cool sage what you are saying is that me…human bio machine is the evovled …
animal which I am , just bone blood hair hormones … like verything else …. NOT MORE GOD or made in the image
of some old white dude sitting on a cloud …. Just INSTINCTUAL BIO MACHINE . not 4 armed creature cut in half searching
for a SOUL MATE ,,in confusion ..now useable to the god CLASS thru our stressed state of confusion and searching …
we become weak http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html ..no we are natural animals living UNANTURAL socialized mind fucks
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Happy birthday Crystal Young master , holistic means ,,, balance of all aspects that we can think about ,,,
to best of a ability …. Sex is cool , $ ,,is cool , freedom is cool , understanding is cool , moderate escapeism of
beer is cool ( especially if you raised the barly and hops yourself and made it yourself even more cool ) ……the
totall confsuion of TOA is cool … mind body spirit www.instinctualism.org What is this whole busshit about age time ,,, in fact days OFF and holidays and vactions ,e etc…. …
again I go back to nature the vast bulk of life forms around us all seemly able to live for years and years withou the ,,,,CRUTCH
…. Of Ecomony … the thought form the creation of our own focus on it to the point it has it’s own life
force , livnig beyond the years of the workers WHO PROFIT FROM IT … it can be compared the the bacteria in our gut
who make it possible for us to live , who in fact the DNA from that bacteria is the basis for our own Dna .. We are their
kids ….. But here we are the BACTERIA and …. ECOMONY is our child who we serve .. And it so nicely even allows
us a DAY OFF ! Who a whole day off from the slavery of serving a thought form that reproduces itself expanding itself
destroying …. Aborginall cultures to to establish itself ,, and it lives on age after age beyond the humans who served
it , who by their focus upon it crearted it … Lkwe have now ..the gift of a day offf… the blessing of
Ecomony , in fact hidden thro out the yearsa dn days is ..the illusion of being specialll things like BIRTHDAYS to be celebrated
,,, to obe counted , something to keep our minds off the SLAVERY of our choice to serve eocmony … The UN-impossible
Tao .. In-fi-nite way bigger than a tiny little brain of a simple Crab fisherman , bait and tckelshop owner , windowashing
human being like myself , or you ! The EGO of ourselves to think we aRE the most important POINT OF VIEW .. In the
whole of the un-impossible is ,,,, stupid . CAN YOU GET THAT ? Will you NOT RESIST ? The I - in - I of that ….. Not
fear being less than …? The master is the slave Jesus said ….. His shistory was that realy of the concept of
UN GRAVEN …. Somthng so vast that it can not be engraved on stone tablets or pypayrus paper …. . A toaist sage
that jesus was …. What would it be like to NOT know your age to count your eyears to live your life based on
taking the day off on Sunday to worship a thought form …. To think in terms of the hours of SLAVERY 9 to 5 …..
To living based on the gift of freedom called vacations or HOLY DAYS … holidays like july the 4 memeorial day , labor
day ,thankgiving … etc. how do the animals of th forest live without it? They live long life times ,, ageless life
times stressless life times ( except when we human encroach upon tthem and , RUIN … THE HARMONY AND BALANCE OF THE
ECO-SYSTMES THAT SERVICED ALL LIFE FORMS except ecomony FOR MILLION AND MILLION AND MILLLIONS of years ) OK now to
the crystal , and the idea of being POWERFUL controlling the FLOW OF CHI…. I love the ABRAHAM thing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74OvS7SBZsk … ( remember from the no 1 thing comes thing yin and yang , master servant) and how it says over and over about
the RESPONSSIBLITY OF SELF …. Think for yourself … respond with ability … this life is here for your
enjoyment … and the experince of …. Whatever is that joy . Whwether your POWER OR EGO COMES from owning a crystal
or being able to paly amagically tuned HARP or riding a Harley Davidson Bike ,,, looking all so cool waving at each other
with that stupid look upon your face of I DON’T CARE …. You all end the end are slaves to FOOD and you without
the farmer giving of his efforts in EXCHANGE for sheets of GREEN PAPER you would not ride that harley because there would
be no fucking OIL to make that loud sound you get your EGO from … because if there is no food on the oil rigs off
the gulf of mexico or the frozen waste land of alssaka or the HOT DESERT if the farmer does not play along with the ecomony
, well there is no oil to feed YOUR POWER …. That crystal . Will grow no food unless you first plant seeds …..
Work within the agreement of this time/space … all your meta pyshihcal power is for nothing unless you have some food….
What about that young master ? http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html pretty simple to understand the root of things when you no longer RESIST but become free with tiny little understandings
…http://www.instinctualism.org/id80.html the combination of friends doing mulitple jobs in an eco system ….. Of 24/7 that has not birthdays or 9 to 5
‘s yet things seem to get along fine , DNA life forms living happy being what they are designed to be … within
the harmony of their isntinctual natures ohhh birds a Dna life which branched off from the MAMMALS like us some 20 million
years or so ….. They are a 1 on 1 … not mammlas. Even the pack of dog is not a one on one ….. But you
dumbas by evidence of the design of your COCK and the design of the lips of her pussy ..both show the evidence trail CLEARLY
of being a harem species … your hands made to feel the softness of fruit , out teeth designed to peel fruit or crack
eggs , our molars desgned to crush grass seeds like wheat or barley ……. And each life form benifiting from the
exositance othe the other like ecomony depends on us sn we on it for things like ,,, beer distrubution or the invention of
CRACK COCAINE and OPIUM ….. To dull the apin of living like Shakespeare said , 100’s of years ago as he TOO ,
just reguratated the wisdom of the ages before him …“ man lives in a state of silent desperation “ …..
freedom of choice .. Resist and it will persisit. www.instinctualism.org What is this whole busshit about age time ,,, in fact days OFF and holidays and vactions ,e etc…. …
again I go back to nature the vast bulk of life forms around us all seemly able to live for years and years withou the ,,,,CRUTCH
…. Of Ecomony … the thought form the creation of our own focus on it to the point it has it’s own life
force , livnig beyond the years of the workers WHO PROFIT FROM IT … it can be compared the the bacteria in our gut
who make it possible for us to live , who in fact the DNA from that bacteria is the basis for our own Dna .. We are their
kids ….. But here we are the BACTERIA and …. ECOMONY is our child who we serve .. And it so nicely even allows
us a DAY OFF ! Who a whole day off from the slavery of serving a thought form that reproduces itself expanding itself
destroying …. Aborginall cultures to to establish itself ,, and it lives on age after age beyond the humans who served
it , who by their focus upon it crearted it … Lkwe have now ..the gift of a day offf… the blessing of
Ecomony , in fact hidden thro out the yearsa dn days is ..the illusion of being specialll things like BIRTHDAYS to be celebrated
,,, to obe counted , something to keep our minds off the SLAVERY of our choice to serve eocmony … The UN-impossible
Tao .. In-fi-nite way bigger than a tiny little brain of a simple Crab fisherman , bait and tckelshop owner , windowashing
human being like myself , or you ! The EGO of ourselves to think we aRE the most important POINT OF VIEW .. In the
whole of the un-impossible is ,,,, stupid . CAN YOU GET THAT ? Will you NOT RESIST ? The I - in - I of that ….. Not
fear being less than …? The master is the slave Jesus said ….. His shistory was that realy of the concept of
UN GRAVEN …. Somthng so vast that it can not be engraved on stone tablets or pypayrus paper …. . A toaist sage
that jesus was …. What would it be like to NOT know your age to count your eyears to live your life based on
taking the day off on Sunday to worship a thought form …. To think in terms of the hours of SLAVERY 9 to 5 …..
To living based on the gift of freedom called vacations or HOLY DAYS … holidays like july the 4 memeorial day , labor
day ,thankgiving … etc. how do the animals of th forest live without it? They live long life times ,, ageless life
times stressless life times ( except when we human encroach upon tthem and , RUIN … THE HARMONY AND BALANCE OF THE
ECO-SYSTMES THAT SERVICED ALL LIFE FORMS except ecomony FOR MILLION AND MILLION AND MILLLIONS of years ) OK now to
the crystal , and the idea of being POWERFUL controlling the FLOW OF CHI…. I love the ABRAHAM thing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74OvS7SBZsk … ( remember from the no 1 thing comes thing yin and yang , master servant) and how it says over and over about
the RESPONSSIBLITY OF SELF …. Think for yourself … respond with ability … this life is here for your
enjoyment … and the experince of …. Whatever is that joy . Whwether your POWER OR EGO COMES from owning a crystal
or being able to paly amagically tuned HARP or riding a Harley Davidson Bike ,,, looking all so cool waving at each other
with that stupid look upon your face of I DON’T CARE …. You all end the end are slaves to FOOD and you without
the farmer giving of his efforts in EXCHANGE for sheets of GREEN PAPER you would not ride that harley because there would
be no fucking OIL to make that loud sound you get your EGO from … because if there is no food on the oil rigs off
the gulf of mexico or the frozen waste land of alssaka or the HOT DESERT if the farmer does not play along with the ecomony
, well there is no oil to feed YOUR POWER …. That crystal . Will grow no food unless you first plant seeds …..
Work within the agreement of this time/space … all your meta pyshihcal power is for nothing unless you have some food….
What about that young master ? http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html pretty simple to understand the root of things when you no longer RESIST but become free with tiny little understandings
…http://www.instinctualism.org/id80.html the combination of friends doing mulitple jobs in an eco system ….. Of 24/7 that has not birthdays or 9 to 5
‘s yet things seem to get along fine , DNA life forms living happy being what they are designed to be … within
the harmony of their isntinctual natures ohhh birds a Dna life which branched off from the MAMMALS like us some 20 million
years or so ….. They are a 1 on 1 … not mammlas. Even the pack of dog is not a one on one ….. But you
dumbas by evidence of the design of your COCK and the design of the lips of her pussy ..both show the evidence trail CLEARLY
of being a harem species … your hands made to feel the softness of fruit , out teeth designed to peel fruit or crack
eggs , our molars desgned to crush grass seeds like wheat or barley ……. And each life form benifiting from the
exositance othe the other like ecomony depends on us sn we on it for things like ,,, beer distrubution or the invention of
CRACK COCAINE and OPIUM ….. To dull the apin of living like Shakespeare said , 100’s of years ago as he TOO ,
just reguratated the wisdom of the ages before him …“ man lives in a state of silent desperation “ …..
freedom of choice .. Resist and it will persisit. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74OvS7SBZsk … ( remember from the no 1 thing comes thing yin and yang , master servant) and how it says over and over about
the RESPONSSIBLITY OF SELF …. Think for yourself … respond with ability … this life is here for your
enjoyment … and the experince of …. Whatever is that joy . Whwether your POWER OR EGO COMES from owning a crystal
or being able to paly amagically tuned HARP or riding a Harley Davidson Bike ,,, looking all so cool waving at each other
with that stupid look upon your face of I DON’T CARE …. You all end the end are slaves to FOOD and you without
the farmer giving of his efforts in EXCHANGE for sheets of GREEN PAPER you would not ride that harley because there would
be no fucking OIL to make that loud sound you get your EGO from … because if there is no food on the oil rigs off
the gulf of mexico or the frozen waste land of alssaka or the HOT DESERT if the farmer does not play along with the ecomony
, well there is no oil to feed YOUR POWER …. That crystal . Will grow no food unless you first plant seeds …..
Work within the agreement of this time/space … all your meta pyshihcal power is for nothing unless you have some food….
What about that young master ? http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html pretty simple to understand the root of things when you no longer RESIST but become free with tiny little understandings
…http://www.instinctualism.org/id80.html the combination of friends doing mulitple jobs in an eco system ….. Of 24/7 that has not birthdays or 9 to 5
‘s yet things seem to get along fine , DNA life forms living happy being what they are designed to be … within
the harmony of their isntinctual natures ohhh birds a Dna life which branched off from the MAMMALS like us some 20 million
years or so ….. They are a 1 on 1 … not mammlas. Even the pack of dog is not a one on one ….. But you
dumbas by evidence of the design of your COCK and the design of the lips of her pussy ..both show the evidence trail CLEARLY
of being a harem species … your hands made to feel the softness of fruit , out teeth designed to peel fruit or crack
eggs , our molars desgned to crush grass seeds like wheat or barley ……. And each life form benifiting from the
exositance othe the other like ecomony depends on us sn we on it for things like ,,, beer distrubution or the invention of
CRACK COCAINE and OPIUM ….. To dull the apin of living like Shakespeare said , 100’s of years ago as he TOO ,
just reguratated the wisdom of the ages before him …“ man lives in a state of silent desperation “ …..
freedom of choice .. Resist and it will persisit. http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html pretty simple to understand the root of things when you no longer RESIST but become free with tiny little understandings
…http://www.instinctualism.org/id80.html the combination of friends doing mulitple jobs in an eco system ….. Of 24/7 that has not birthdays or 9 to 5
‘s yet things seem to get along fine , DNA life forms living happy being what they are designed to be … within
the harmony of their isntinctual natures ohhh birds a Dna life which branched off from the MAMMALS like us some 20 million
years or so ….. They are a 1 on 1 … not mammlas. Even the pack of dog is not a one on one ….. But you
dumbas by evidence of the design of your COCK and the design of the lips of her pussy ..both show the evidence trail CLEARLY
of being a harem species … your hands made to feel the softness of fruit , out teeth designed to peel fruit or crack
eggs , our molars desgned to crush grass seeds like wheat or barley ……. And each life form benifiting from the
exositance othe the other like ecomony depends on us sn we on it for things like ,,, beer distrubution or the invention of
CRACK COCAINE and OPIUM ….. To dull the apin of living like Shakespeare said , 100’s of years ago as he TOO ,
just reguratated the wisdom of the ages before him …“ man lives in a state of silent desperation “ …..
freedom of choice .. Resist and it will persisit. http://www.instinctualism.org/id80.html the combination of friends doing mulitple jobs in an eco system ….. Of 24/7 that has not birthdays or 9 to 5
‘s yet things seem to get along fine , DNA life forms living happy being what they are designed to be … within
the harmony of their isntinctual natures ohhh birds a Dna life which branched off from the MAMMALS like us some 20 million
years or so ….. They are a 1 on 1 … not mammlas. Even the pack of dog is not a one on one ….. But you
dumbas by evidence of the design of your COCK and the design of the lips of her pussy ..both show the evidence trail CLEARLY
of being a harem species … your hands made to feel the softness of fruit , out teeth designed to peel fruit or crack
eggs , our molars desgned to crush grass seeds like wheat or barley ……. And each life form benifiting from the
exositance othe the other like ecomony depends on us sn we on it for things like ,,, beer distrubution or the invention of
CRACK COCAINE and OPIUM ….. To dull the apin of living like Shakespeare said , 100’s of years ago as he TOO ,
just reguratated the wisdom of the ages before him …“ man lives in a state of silent desperation “ …..
freedom of choice .. Resist and it will persisit.
M4m . F4f Young master , as you open your mind to the REAL choices and freedoms you have in this life….
And you see the CLOSED minded relationship forms of the controllers the churches mainly .. Have not worked for them did not
provide you with a happy childhood . A lot of you young masters who have more that the average brain and mind aAblitlity are
choosing to explore M4m man for man , and girls also mainly because guys are so shy because they are so confused etc ,,, the
girls also to get the affection they need that all animals need ….. They too are exploring F4f ,,, girl to girl …
this is all fine and as it seems very antural even in the the world of our cousin apes this is very very common m4m or f4f
,, but to do it without also understanding the reasons for the shoice without exploring www.instinctualism.org is to make a choice without all the DATA and understanding of the FREEDOMS of relationship choices you actually have
,,,now www.instinctualism.org is NOT supposed to promoted as the 1 and only relationship choice just because it seems to be the most natural relationship
that is TRUE ,,,,, but we humans yes..YES ,, have evolved into animal that can MORPH its instinctual calling sometimes with
pleasnat fulfilling results , Other times not ,,, this comes to mind because of the interaction I have had recently with
some gay couples ,,, m4m’s and f4f’s … and in both I found the same DOM/sub theme evovle in their 1 on
1 ….. I think even here the 1 on 1 is a stressfull relationship form . The Demand of the Silver back ,,,, to
be the boss is Supressing to 1 person … the concepts of the 3 tents ,, the 3 individual homes plus the masters quarrters
,, gives each of the girls some freedom to be in control of their own space yet ,,, also on their own terms interact with
the Silver back MALE the DOM , like in the gorilla harem the female seduces she attracts the male when she is ready to fuck
to interact with him in the way they are BIOLOGICALLY designed to enjoy interaction. See young master if you really
think about lets us say the Mars and Venus data understanding the Futility of TRYING so hard to force humanity to live in
CONTRAST to its design … here study the pages http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_links.html you can get there for that link .. Think for yourself . The 3 tents gives each human their own dynimc self the expression
which it needs and the support system of FRIENDHSIP ,,, ( ahh now if the GREED of eve shows up well that is the evidecnce
trail for that LONE indidivual for them to SELF soul search to figure out what they actually a truly want in life ) again
personel choice . Freddom of choice For everyon else the beinfits are there to BE CREATED AND ENJOYED I say created
in that it is not magic , especially when understanding that we have been trained programed c conditioned to act outside of
our nature so long it is hard to return to the loving nature that is HUMAN INSTINCT. …. The studying of nature
with out the FEAR based programming … will change how you feel. Try this page about cancer …. View it differently
..view this BODY COMMICATION for what nature actually desgned if to do … NATUES LITTLE HELPER … http://www.instinctualism.org/id74.html understand the ability for the bio -machine to SELF DESTRUCT when the GAME the ADVENTURE is just to fucking stressfull
is a very neat ….. Skill … special feature or desgn .. But if viewed with FEAR of DEATH ( which by the way is
the reason for the business of health care or relgons , the teachin of fear of death is the basis of ECOMONY and wealth creation
. Dating back from when withc doctors and priests both controled the gate ways to the after life and the concepts and skills
of medicine …. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html the first coloum of this page is the dicsusion about the fear of death …. And again to refer to the owrds of
Buddha “ all we have to fear is FEAR itself “ Now back to sex ,,,,, the fear that there is 1 man for each girl
is the fear of girls and boys , the data we have been fed … and over the last few 1000 years of birth the birth rate
has given us a closer male to female ratio …. But reality is this …. 1 in10 guys will CHOOSE to be gay ( now
adays actually 2 in 10 ) …leaves 8 … 1 in 10 will die or go to long term prison because of being DUMB ..leaves
7 1 will be A-sexual non sexual genetically … leaves 6 … the 80/20 rule states that 20% percent will be responsible
for 80 perent of the good ….. That means 2 men will be REAL MEN …. And the balance will be the bumms most girls
date and complain about ….. It is not some cut and dry birth rate data ,,,, data can be re=assembled like I just did
to give the conclusion of who ever is doing the writing to support their point of view ,,, in mine ,,, I take away ,,males
because of varying factors ..leaving just 2 good men to SERVICE to be MEN to the 10 girls …. Of aour current parody
of birth rates …. 1 man 5 girls…. The harem nature. In nautre ,,the mom can not keep the UMIBICAL CORD
. Connected to her son like we human have been doing now for years thru the use of $$$ …. And helping the weak male
to live when nautral selcetion should have selected him ( FEAR OF DEATH TAKEN OUT OF THE EQUATION ) SELECTED him for a return
trip back to the TAO … where is would still be himself in NON time space and MOM would be able to ineract with him
her lil’baby after she leaves this ILLUSION of time/sapce but because of the PROGRAMING of fear , moms have established
this idea that to let their young men …fly or live or prove themselves by themselves , is just to scary …..
So we have to many shitty men … and expect thiese shitty men to be something other than what they are … Whya
they are is OK , they should be the adventures of their own lives ,,, and live it for what is it is and if that means eventually
having a family is that they will make the EFFORTS on their own to create that future …. Ahh again going back to the
MANHOOD tests of the aborignal peoples where a man had to go alone and live a year …. In the wild before being welcomed
back to the tribal lands and allowing him to have MATES …. Girls …. If he did not leave for his man hood training
he couls stay but he would most probably express himself in gay manners ( homo sexuality was also around in aborginal tribes
…. ) hell it is kinda seen in the gorilla tribe harem also , silver backs who do not leave the ahrem but live a SUBbie
males , they provide stability and enhancement for larger groupd harems….. Their DOM drives not being stimulated sometimes
till they are much older than would be expected … then they go off to form their own harems ..or take power as the
older Silvber back becomes to weak and is ready to retire ,,,, lose his position go off into the woods and die … a
naturl death returning to the toa ,,, without tohe programmed fears of mankind. The struggle for life , the bio-machines
A, PROGRAMING IN dna TO STRUGGLE TO LIVE IS strong yet …. It is different than the fear of some fairy tale about hell
and living because of fear of death … while you read blog after blog person after person you hera the same thought
stream of that this life is hardly worht living … the bio logical desire to live the balance with the emotional guidance
of the EXPERIENCER of the tao , who uses the BIO-MACHINE to experience PONT OF VIEW of the un-impossilbe TAO …. And
then the freedom of choice of the mind of the bio - machine based on their own experience their own walk their own wants the
,,,, variety … and freedom of choice .. 1 more choice to look at , in this
world full of choices to freely ........ choose from ! The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html www.instinctualism.org is to make a choice without all the DATA and understanding of the FREEDOMS of relationship choices you actually have
,,,now www.instinctualism.org is NOT supposed to promoted as the 1 and only relationship choice just because it seems to be the most natural relationship
that is TRUE ,,,,, but we humans yes..YES ,, have evolved into animal that can MORPH its instinctual calling sometimes with
pleasnat fulfilling results , Other times not ,,, this comes to mind because of the interaction I have had recently with
some gay couples ,,, m4m’s and f4f’s … and in both I found the same DOM/sub theme evovle in their 1 on
1 ….. I think even here the 1 on 1 is a stressfull relationship form . The Demand of the Silver back ,,,, to
be the boss is Supressing to 1 person … the concepts of the 3 tents ,, the 3 individual homes plus the masters quarrters
,, gives each of the girls some freedom to be in control of their own space yet ,,, also on their own terms interact with
the Silver back MALE the DOM , like in the gorilla harem the female seduces she attracts the male when she is ready to fuck
to interact with him in the way they are BIOLOGICALLY designed to enjoy interaction. See young master if you really
think about lets us say the Mars and Venus data understanding the Futility of TRYING so hard to force humanity to live in
CONTRAST to its design … here study the pages http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_links.html you can get there for that link .. Think for yourself . The 3 tents gives each human their own dynimc self the expression
which it needs and the support system of FRIENDHSIP ,,, ( ahh now if the GREED of eve shows up well that is the evidecnce
trail for that LONE indidivual for them to SELF soul search to figure out what they actually a truly want in life ) again
personel choice . Freddom of choice For everyon else the beinfits are there to BE CREATED AND ENJOYED I say created
in that it is not magic , especially when understanding that we have been trained programed c conditioned to act outside of
our nature so long it is hard to return to the loving nature that is HUMAN INSTINCT. …. The studying of nature
with out the FEAR based programming … will change how you feel. Try this page about cancer …. View it differently
..view this BODY COMMICATION for what nature actually desgned if to do … NATUES LITTLE HELPER … http://www.instinctualism.org/id74.html understand the ability for the bio -machine to SELF DESTRUCT when the GAME the ADVENTURE is just to fucking stressfull
is a very neat ….. Skill … special feature or desgn .. But if viewed with FEAR of DEATH ( which by the way is
the reason for the business of health care or relgons , the teachin of fear of death is the basis of ECOMONY and wealth creation
. Dating back from when withc doctors and priests both controled the gate ways to the after life and the concepts and skills
of medicine …. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html the first coloum of this page is the dicsusion about the fear of death …. And again to refer to the owrds of
Buddha “ all we have to fear is FEAR itself “ Now back to sex ,,,,, the fear that there is 1 man for each girl
is the fear of girls and boys , the data we have been fed … and over the last few 1000 years of birth the birth rate
has given us a closer male to female ratio …. But reality is this …. 1 in10 guys will CHOOSE to be gay ( now
adays actually 2 in 10 ) …leaves 8 … 1 in 10 will die or go to long term prison because of being DUMB ..leaves
7 1 will be A-sexual non sexual genetically … leaves 6 … the 80/20 rule states that 20% percent will be responsible
for 80 perent of the good ….. That means 2 men will be REAL MEN …. And the balance will be the bumms most girls
date and complain about ….. It is not some cut and dry birth rate data ,,,, data can be re=assembled like I just did
to give the conclusion of who ever is doing the writing to support their point of view ,,, in mine ,,, I take away ,,males
because of varying factors ..leaving just 2 good men to SERVICE to be MEN to the 10 girls …. Of aour current parody
of birth rates …. 1 man 5 girls…. The harem nature. In nautre ,,the mom can not keep the UMIBICAL CORD
. Connected to her son like we human have been doing now for years thru the use of $$$ …. And helping the weak male
to live when nautral selcetion should have selected him ( FEAR OF DEATH TAKEN OUT OF THE EQUATION ) SELECTED him for a return
trip back to the TAO … where is would still be himself in NON time space and MOM would be able to ineract with him
her lil’baby after she leaves this ILLUSION of time/sapce but because of the PROGRAMING of fear , moms have established
this idea that to let their young men …fly or live or prove themselves by themselves , is just to scary …..
So we have to many shitty men … and expect thiese shitty men to be something other than what they are … Whya
they are is OK , they should be the adventures of their own lives ,,, and live it for what is it is and if that means eventually
having a family is that they will make the EFFORTS on their own to create that future …. Ahh again going back to the
MANHOOD tests of the aborignal peoples where a man had to go alone and live a year …. In the wild before being welcomed
back to the tribal lands and allowing him to have MATES …. Girls …. If he did not leave for his man hood training
he couls stay but he would most probably express himself in gay manners ( homo sexuality was also around in aborginal tribes
…. ) hell it is kinda seen in the gorilla tribe harem also , silver backs who do not leave the ahrem but live a SUBbie
males , they provide stability and enhancement for larger groupd harems….. Their DOM drives not being stimulated sometimes
till they are much older than would be expected … then they go off to form their own harems ..or take power as the
older Silvber back becomes to weak and is ready to retire ,,,, lose his position go off into the woods and die … a
naturl death returning to the toa ,,, without tohe programmed fears of mankind. The struggle for life , the bio-machines
A, PROGRAMING IN dna TO STRUGGLE TO LIVE IS strong yet …. It is different than the fear of some fairy tale about hell
and living because of fear of death … while you read blog after blog person after person you hera the same thought
stream of that this life is hardly worht living … the bio logical desire to live the balance with the emotional guidance
of the EXPERIENCER of the tao , who uses the BIO-MACHINE to experience PONT OF VIEW of the un-impossilbe TAO …. And
then the freedom of choice of the mind of the bio - machine based on their own experience their own walk their own wants the
,,,, variety … and freedom of choice .. 1 more choice to look at , in this
world full of choices to freely ........ choose from ! The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_links.html you can get there for that link .. Think for yourself . The 3 tents gives each human their own dynimc self the expression
which it needs and the support system of FRIENDHSIP ,,, ( ahh now if the GREED of eve shows up well that is the evidecnce
trail for that LONE indidivual for them to SELF soul search to figure out what they actually a truly want in life ) again
personel choice . Freddom of choice For everyon else the beinfits are there to BE CREATED AND ENJOYED I say created
in that it is not magic , especially when understanding that we have been trained programed c conditioned to act outside of
our nature so long it is hard to return to the loving nature that is HUMAN INSTINCT. …. The studying of nature
with out the FEAR based programming … will change how you feel. Try this page about cancer …. View it differently
..view this BODY COMMICATION for what nature actually desgned if to do … NATUES LITTLE HELPER … http://www.instinctualism.org/id74.html understand the ability for the bio -machine to SELF DESTRUCT when the GAME the ADVENTURE is just to fucking stressfull
is a very neat ….. Skill … special feature or desgn .. But if viewed with FEAR of DEATH ( which by the way is
the reason for the business of health care or relgons , the teachin of fear of death is the basis of ECOMONY and wealth creation
. Dating back from when withc doctors and priests both controled the gate ways to the after life and the concepts and skills
of medicine …. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html the first coloum of this page is the dicsusion about the fear of death …. And again to refer to the owrds of
Buddha “ all we have to fear is FEAR itself “ Now back to sex ,,,,, the fear that there is 1 man for each girl
is the fear of girls and boys , the data we have been fed … and over the last few 1000 years of birth the birth rate
has given us a closer male to female ratio …. But reality is this …. 1 in10 guys will CHOOSE to be gay ( now
adays actually 2 in 10 ) …leaves 8 … 1 in 10 will die or go to long term prison because of being DUMB ..leaves
7 1 will be A-sexual non sexual genetically … leaves 6 … the 80/20 rule states that 20% percent will be responsible
for 80 perent of the good ….. That means 2 men will be REAL MEN …. And the balance will be the bumms most girls
date and complain about ….. It is not some cut and dry birth rate data ,,,, data can be re=assembled like I just did
to give the conclusion of who ever is doing the writing to support their point of view ,,, in mine ,,, I take away ,,males
because of varying factors ..leaving just 2 good men to SERVICE to be MEN to the 10 girls …. Of aour current parody
of birth rates …. 1 man 5 girls…. The harem nature. In nautre ,,the mom can not keep the UMIBICAL CORD
. Connected to her son like we human have been doing now for years thru the use of $$$ …. And helping the weak male
to live when nautral selcetion should have selected him ( FEAR OF DEATH TAKEN OUT OF THE EQUATION ) SELECTED him for a return
trip back to the TAO … where is would still be himself in NON time space and MOM would be able to ineract with him
her lil’baby after she leaves this ILLUSION of time/sapce but because of the PROGRAMING of fear , moms have established
this idea that to let their young men …fly or live or prove themselves by themselves , is just to scary …..
So we have to many shitty men … and expect thiese shitty men to be something other than what they are … Whya
they are is OK , they should be the adventures of their own lives ,,, and live it for what is it is and if that means eventually
having a family is that they will make the EFFORTS on their own to create that future …. Ahh again going back to the
MANHOOD tests of the aborignal peoples where a man had to go alone and live a year …. In the wild before being welcomed
back to the tribal lands and allowing him to have MATES …. Girls …. If he did not leave for his man hood training
he couls stay but he would most probably express himself in gay manners ( homo sexuality was also around in aborginal tribes
…. ) hell it is kinda seen in the gorilla tribe harem also , silver backs who do not leave the ahrem but live a SUBbie
males , they provide stability and enhancement for larger groupd harems….. Their DOM drives not being stimulated sometimes
till they are much older than would be expected … then they go off to form their own harems ..or take power as the
older Silvber back becomes to weak and is ready to retire ,,,, lose his position go off into the woods and die … a
naturl death returning to the toa ,,, without tohe programmed fears of mankind. The struggle for life , the bio-machines
A, PROGRAMING IN dna TO STRUGGLE TO LIVE IS strong yet …. It is different than the fear of some fairy tale about hell
and living because of fear of death … while you read blog after blog person after person you hera the same thought
stream of that this life is hardly worht living … the bio logical desire to live the balance with the emotional guidance
of the EXPERIENCER of the tao , who uses the BIO-MACHINE to experience PONT OF VIEW of the un-impossilbe TAO …. And
then the freedom of choice of the mind of the bio - machine based on their own experience their own walk their own wants the
,,,, variety … and freedom of choice .. 1 more choice to look at , in this
world full of choices to freely ........ choose from ! The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html http://www.instinctualism.org/id74.html understand the ability for the bio -machine to SELF DESTRUCT when the GAME the ADVENTURE is just to fucking stressfull
is a very neat ….. Skill … special feature or desgn .. But if viewed with FEAR of DEATH ( which by the way is
the reason for the business of health care or relgons , the teachin of fear of death is the basis of ECOMONY and wealth creation
. Dating back from when withc doctors and priests both controled the gate ways to the after life and the concepts and skills
of medicine …. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html the first coloum of this page is the dicsusion about the fear of death …. And again to refer to the owrds of
Buddha “ all we have to fear is FEAR itself “ Now back to sex ,,,,, the fear that there is 1 man for each girl
is the fear of girls and boys , the data we have been fed … and over the last few 1000 years of birth the birth rate
has given us a closer male to female ratio …. But reality is this …. 1 in10 guys will CHOOSE to be gay ( now
adays actually 2 in 10 ) …leaves 8 … 1 in 10 will die or go to long term prison because of being DUMB ..leaves
7 1 will be A-sexual non sexual genetically … leaves 6 … the 80/20 rule states that 20% percent will be responsible
for 80 perent of the good ….. That means 2 men will be REAL MEN …. And the balance will be the bumms most girls
date and complain about ….. It is not some cut and dry birth rate data ,,,, data can be re=assembled like I just did
to give the conclusion of who ever is doing the writing to support their point of view ,,, in mine ,,, I take away ,,males
because of varying factors ..leaving just 2 good men to SERVICE to be MEN to the 10 girls …. Of aour current parody
of birth rates …. 1 man 5 girls…. The harem nature. In nautre ,,the mom can not keep the UMIBICAL CORD
. Connected to her son like we human have been doing now for years thru the use of $$$ …. And helping the weak male
to live when nautral selcetion should have selected him ( FEAR OF DEATH TAKEN OUT OF THE EQUATION ) SELECTED him for a return
trip back to the TAO … where is would still be himself in NON time space and MOM would be able to ineract with him
her lil’baby after she leaves this ILLUSION of time/sapce but because of the PROGRAMING of fear , moms have established
this idea that to let their young men …fly or live or prove themselves by themselves , is just to scary …..
So we have to many shitty men … and expect thiese shitty men to be something other than what they are … Whya
they are is OK , they should be the adventures of their own lives ,,, and live it for what is it is and if that means eventually
having a family is that they will make the EFFORTS on their own to create that future …. Ahh again going back to the
MANHOOD tests of the aborignal peoples where a man had to go alone and live a year …. In the wild before being welcomed
back to the tribal lands and allowing him to have MATES …. Girls …. If he did not leave for his man hood training
he couls stay but he would most probably express himself in gay manners ( homo sexuality was also around in aborginal tribes
…. ) hell it is kinda seen in the gorilla tribe harem also , silver backs who do not leave the ahrem but live a SUBbie
males , they provide stability and enhancement for larger groupd harems….. Their DOM drives not being stimulated sometimes
till they are much older than would be expected … then they go off to form their own harems ..or take power as the
older Silvber back becomes to weak and is ready to retire ,,,, lose his position go off into the woods and die … a
naturl death returning to the toa ,,, without tohe programmed fears of mankind. The struggle for life , the bio-machines
A, PROGRAMING IN dna TO STRUGGLE TO LIVE IS strong yet …. It is different than the fear of some fairy tale about hell
and living because of fear of death … while you read blog after blog person after person you hera the same thought
stream of that this life is hardly worht living … the bio logical desire to live the balance with the emotional guidance
of the EXPERIENCER of the tao , who uses the BIO-MACHINE to experience PONT OF VIEW of the un-impossilbe TAO …. And
then the freedom of choice of the mind of the bio - machine based on their own experience their own walk their own wants the
,,,, variety … and freedom of choice .. 1 more choice to look at , in this
world full of choices to freely ........ choose from ! The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html the first coloum of this page is the dicsusion about the fear of death …. And again to refer to the owrds of
Buddha “ all we have to fear is FEAR itself “ Now back to sex ,,,,, the fear that there is 1 man for each girl
is the fear of girls and boys , the data we have been fed … and over the last few 1000 years of birth the birth rate
has given us a closer male to female ratio …. But reality is this …. 1 in10 guys will CHOOSE to be gay ( now
adays actually 2 in 10 ) …leaves 8 … 1 in 10 will die or go to long term prison because of being DUMB ..leaves
7 1 will be A-sexual non sexual genetically … leaves 6 … the 80/20 rule states that 20% percent will be responsible
for 80 perent of the good ….. That means 2 men will be REAL MEN …. And the balance will be the bumms most girls
date and complain about ….. It is not some cut and dry birth rate data ,,,, data can be re=assembled like I just did
to give the conclusion of who ever is doing the writing to support their point of view ,,, in mine ,,, I take away ,,males
because of varying factors ..leaving just 2 good men to SERVICE to be MEN to the 10 girls …. Of aour current parody
of birth rates …. 1 man 5 girls…. The harem nature. In nautre ,,the mom can not keep the UMIBICAL CORD
. Connected to her son like we human have been doing now for years thru the use of $$$ …. And helping the weak male
to live when nautral selcetion should have selected him ( FEAR OF DEATH TAKEN OUT OF THE EQUATION ) SELECTED him for a return
trip back to the TAO … where is would still be himself in NON time space and MOM would be able to ineract with him
her lil’baby after she leaves this ILLUSION of time/sapce but because of the PROGRAMING of fear , moms have established
this idea that to let their young men …fly or live or prove themselves by themselves , is just to scary …..
So we have to many shitty men … and expect thiese shitty men to be something other than what they are … Whya
they are is OK , they should be the adventures of their own lives ,,, and live it for what is it is and if that means eventually
having a family is that they will make the EFFORTS on their own to create that future …. Ahh again going back to the
MANHOOD tests of the aborignal peoples where a man had to go alone and live a year …. In the wild before being welcomed
back to the tribal lands and allowing him to have MATES …. Girls …. If he did not leave for his man hood training
he couls stay but he would most probably express himself in gay manners ( homo sexuality was also around in aborginal tribes
…. ) hell it is kinda seen in the gorilla tribe harem also , silver backs who do not leave the ahrem but live a SUBbie
males , they provide stability and enhancement for larger groupd harems….. Their DOM drives not being stimulated sometimes
till they are much older than would be expected … then they go off to form their own harems ..or take power as the
older Silvber back becomes to weak and is ready to retire ,,,, lose his position go off into the woods and die … a
naturl death returning to the toa ,,, without tohe programmed fears of mankind. The struggle for life , the bio-machines
A, PROGRAMING IN dna TO STRUGGLE TO LIVE IS strong yet …. It is different than the fear of some fairy tale about hell
and living because of fear of death … while you read blog after blog person after person you hera the same thought
stream of that this life is hardly worht living … the bio logical desire to live the balance with the emotional guidance
of the EXPERIENCER of the tao , who uses the BIO-MACHINE to experience PONT OF VIEW of the un-impossilbe TAO …. And
then the freedom of choice of the mind of the bio - machine based on their own experience their own walk their own wants the
,,,, variety … and freedom of choice .. 1 more choice to look at , in this
world full of choices to freely ........ choose from ! The opening statement of http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html
Fat dick, slit pussy Taken today form the science of others observations ,,,, I just want you to open your
mind LARGER than the Ppro’s WHO we depend on for the answers , they often think about their boservations only from within
the brick wall of books they all agree on as being THE WORD ! http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html “ Chimps have a narrow muscular penis inviting intentional displays rather than the fat hydrodynamic
penis of the human “ THIS again ? Yes you gotta get to open the idea of FOCUS ,, see if you can only think about what
has arealdy been thought you are limited to the trap of the past …. Look at the pictures on these two pages one of
a chimps which the PH’d’s all say we are like , yet the evidence trail the form of your body TEACHS something
else .. http://www.dhushara.com/paradoxhtm/homo.htm here is chimp info and http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html
“ During copulation the female exhibits compressed lips and the male exhibits pursed lips. The female will occasionally
look over her shoulder at the male, and sometimes wave her head side to side with her eyes closed and may emit copulatory
whimpers.” hmm animals like us other DNA beings , sem to FEEL SEX ….. Expression of the lips ,, whimpers , looking
back at the man who who is fucking her getting into and expressing it by shaking her head and hari…. etc. sound fammilair
? “ Parameters for monitoring ovulation induction in the gorilla appear to be similar to those for humans ‘
the massive labia enlargement of the female of the chimp family is so grossly different than that of the female Gorilla or
female human . As to again show evidnece of our DNA nature . Masturbation: Manual:An animal rubs its genitals
repeatedly with hands. Pelvic rub:A female backs up to an object (tree, rock, etc.) and rubs anogenital area against it. Haunch-bounce:While
in a squatting position, a female bounces up and down on her haunches. (Referred to as Eve's "hiccuping.") Coo
vocalization:Pursed lip vocalization sometimes given when female's masturbate. GOOD DAM DOCTORS don’t write
in regular words … but you can understand this , it is the same shit we see in our word …..DATING COMMUCICATION
,, the art of SEDUCTION …… Sexual behavior: Anogenital touch:An animal examines or fondles the anogenital
region of another. Anogenital sniff:An animal sniffs the anogenital region of another . Stare:A female stands motionless while
intensely observing the male. Head jerk:While staring, a female intermittently jerks head to the side. The body is relaxed
and lips are not compressed. (Referred to as "the come hither look".) Extended arm invitation:A female extends her
arm with open palm toward the male. Ground or object tap:While orienting toward the male, a female repeatedly taps ground,
rock or log with both hands (as if playing a drum). Haunch-scoot:While squatting, a female uses her arms to propel herself
on her haunches toward the male. Quadrupedal-bounce:While standing on all fours and facing another animal, a female bounces
hindquarters up and down. (Similar to haunch-bounce but done while animal is standing - may be form of masturbation as well
as sexual solicitation.) Pronk:While standing on all fours and facing another animal, a female hops about in a jerky fashion.
The hindquarters tend to be slightly elevated. (Behavior "invented" by Cleo.) Pronk-mount:A female pronks while
grasping another animal around the waist. Present:A female stands quadrupedally and orients anogenital region directly toward
another animal; hindquarters are slightly elevated (but not an exaggerated display as in some primates). Back-into:While presenting,
a female walks backwards directly into another animal. Play-present:A female presents in a playful context. Form is generally
exaggerated, e.g., animal bends way over with head close to ground and rump in the air. (May occur only in young animals.)
Spread-legs display:A female slides on an incline past another with legs spread widely apart. Occurs in a playful context.
Crouch:A female bends low to the ground with her limbs pulled in. Another animal may then mount dorso-ventrally. Lie prone:An
animal lies flat on the ground face downward during a sexual encounter. Lie supine:An animal lies flat on the ground face
upward during a sexual encounter. Dorso-ventral mount:An animal mounts another from behind. Ventro-ventral mount:An animal
mounts another from the front. (Both animals face each other.) Ventro-ventral mount of infant:An adult animal stands quadrupedally
over a supine infant and thrusts without making contact. Awkward mount:An animal mounts another, but orientation is improper,
e.g., mounts from side, etc. Mount and thrust:An animal mounts another and thrusts, but intromission does not occur. Copulation:An
animal mounts another and intromission occurs (hard to determine whether ejaculation occurs). Coo vocalization:Pursed lips
vocalization given by female which may occur before, during or after copulation. Reach and touch:During copulation, a female
reaches around with one arm and touches male on the head. Why get so ,,,LOST ..in thoughts that you lose
the evidence trail in easy sight? Why make it so difficult ….AHHHHH the F - word in the last sentence …the greed
of EVE Does the embryological state of genital undifferentiation suggest the possibility of a collapse of gender
from male and female singularities to a more complex, layered concept of sexuality where each of the sexes can be seen one
within the other? Could the sexual body be represented as an ontologically transparent skin through which art and science
are mutually visible? These questions are posed by the author in the form of cross-disciplinary works: original biological-visual
research into the development of the genitals in the human embryo, 3D models, drawings, videos, paintings on the body and
didactic lecture-performances. The works draw upon disparate fields of knowledge--linguistics, psychoanalysis, the histories
of visual art and biological science, the subjectivity of the artist--to propose alternative terms for the construction of
sex, sexuality and gender during this time of crisis in sexual difference as it stands at the intersection of feminism,
science, art and politics. Hey young master , this is way to complex to think about GOOD then stay LIVING THE LIFE
YOU should be a good boy , and follow in foot steps of those who went before you ,,, in others words BE A FOLLOWER ….
A slave … Not the a master …. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html “ Chimps have a narrow muscular penis inviting intentional displays rather than the fat hydrodynamic
penis of the human “ THIS again ? Yes you gotta get to open the idea of FOCUS ,, see if you can only think about what
has arealdy been thought you are limited to the trap of the past …. Look at the pictures on these two pages one of
a chimps which the PH’d’s all say we are like , yet the evidence trail the form of your body TEACHS something
else .. http://www.dhushara.com/paradoxhtm/homo.htm here is chimp info and http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html
“ During copulation the female exhibits compressed lips and the male exhibits pursed lips. The female will occasionally
look over her shoulder at the male, and sometimes wave her head side to side with her eyes closed and may emit copulatory
whimpers.” hmm animals like us other DNA beings , sem to FEEL SEX ….. Expression of the lips ,, whimpers , looking
back at the man who who is fucking her getting into and expressing it by shaking her head and hari…. etc. sound fammilair
? “ Parameters for monitoring ovulation induction in the gorilla appear to be similar to those for humans ‘
the massive labia enlargement of the female of the chimp family is so grossly different than that of the female Gorilla or
female human . As to again show evidnece of our DNA nature . Masturbation: Manual:An animal rubs its genitals
repeatedly with hands. Pelvic rub:A female backs up to an object (tree, rock, etc.) and rubs anogenital area against it. Haunch-bounce:While
in a squatting position, a female bounces up and down on her haunches. (Referred to as Eve's "hiccuping.") Coo
vocalization:Pursed lip vocalization sometimes given when female's masturbate. GOOD DAM DOCTORS don’t write
in regular words … but you can understand this , it is the same shit we see in our word …..DATING COMMUCICATION
,, the art of SEDUCTION …… Sexual behavior: Anogenital touch:An animal examines or fondles the anogenital
region of another. Anogenital sniff:An animal sniffs the anogenital region of another . Stare:A female stands motionless while
intensely observing the male. Head jerk:While staring, a female intermittently jerks head to the side. The body is relaxed
and lips are not compressed. (Referred to as "the come hither look".) Extended arm invitation:A female extends her
arm with open palm toward the male. Ground or object tap:While orienting toward the male, a female repeatedly taps ground,
rock or log with both hands (as if playing a drum). Haunch-scoot:While squatting, a female uses her arms to propel herself
on her haunches toward the male. Quadrupedal-bounce:While standing on all fours and facing another animal, a female bounces
hindquarters up and down. (Similar to haunch-bounce but done while animal is standing - may be form of masturbation as well
as sexual solicitation.) Pronk:While standing on all fours and facing another animal, a female hops about in a jerky fashion.
The hindquarters tend to be slightly elevated. (Behavior "invented" by Cleo.) Pronk-mount:A female pronks while
grasping another animal around the waist. Present:A female stands quadrupedally and orients anogenital region directly toward
another animal; hindquarters are slightly elevated (but not an exaggerated display as in some primates). Back-into:While presenting,
a female walks backwards directly into another animal. Play-present:A female presents in a playful context. Form is generally
exaggerated, e.g., animal bends way over with head close to ground and rump in the air. (May occur only in young animals.)
Spread-legs display:A female slides on an incline past another with legs spread widely apart. Occurs in a playful context.
Crouch:A female bends low to the ground with her limbs pulled in. Another animal may then mount dorso-ventrally. Lie prone:An
animal lies flat on the ground face downward during a sexual encounter. Lie supine:An animal lies flat on the ground face
upward during a sexual encounter. Dorso-ventral mount:An animal mounts another from behind. Ventro-ventral mount:An animal
mounts another from the front. (Both animals face each other.) Ventro-ventral mount of infant:An adult animal stands quadrupedally
over a supine infant and thrusts without making contact. Awkward mount:An animal mounts another, but orientation is improper,
e.g., mounts from side, etc. Mount and thrust:An animal mounts another and thrusts, but intromission does not occur. Copulation:An
animal mounts another and intromission occurs (hard to determine whether ejaculation occurs). Coo vocalization:Pursed lips
vocalization given by female which may occur before, during or after copulation. Reach and touch:During copulation, a female
reaches around with one arm and touches male on the head. Why get so ,,,LOST ..in thoughts that you lose
the evidence trail in easy sight? Why make it so difficult ….AHHHHH the F - word in the last sentence …the greed
of EVE Does the embryological state of genital undifferentiation suggest the possibility of a collapse of gender
from male and female singularities to a more complex, layered concept of sexuality where each of the sexes can be seen one
within the other? Could the sexual body be represented as an ontologically transparent skin through which art and science
are mutually visible? These questions are posed by the author in the form of cross-disciplinary works: original biological-visual
research into the development of the genitals in the human embryo, 3D models, drawings, videos, paintings on the body and
didactic lecture-performances. The works draw upon disparate fields of knowledge--linguistics, psychoanalysis, the histories
of visual art and biological science, the subjectivity of the artist--to propose alternative terms for the construction of
sex, sexuality and gender during this time of crisis in sexual difference as it stands at the intersection of feminism,
science, art and politics. Hey young master , this is way to complex to think about GOOD then stay LIVING THE LIFE
YOU should be a good boy , and follow in foot steps of those who went before you ,,, in others words BE A FOLLOWER ….
A slave … Not the a master ….
“ Chimps have a narrow muscular penis inviting
intentional displays rather than the fat hydrodynamic penis of the human “ THIS again ? Yes you gotta get to open the
idea of FOCUS ,, see if you can only think about what has arealdy been thought you are limited to the trap of the past ….
Look at the pictures on these two pages one of a chimps which the PH’d’s all say we are like , yet the evidence
trail the form of your body TEACHS something else .. http://www.dhushara.com/paradoxhtm/homo.htm here is chimp info and http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html
“ During copulation the female exhibits compressed lips and the male exhibits pursed lips. The female will occasionally
look over her shoulder at the male, and sometimes wave her head side to side with her eyes closed and may emit copulatory
whimpers.” hmm animals like us other DNA beings , sem to FEEL SEX ….. Expression of the lips ,, whimpers , looking
back at the man who who is fucking her getting into and expressing it by shaking her head and hari…. etc. sound fammilair
? “ Parameters for monitoring ovulation induction in the gorilla appear to be similar to those for humans ‘
the massive labia enlargement of the female of the chimp family is so grossly different than that of the female Gorilla or
female human . As to again show evidnece of our DNA nature . Masturbation: Manual:An animal rubs its genitals
repeatedly with hands. Pelvic rub:A female backs up to an object (tree, rock, etc.) and rubs anogenital area against it. Haunch-bounce:While
in a squatting position, a female bounces up and down on her haunches. (Referred to as Eve's "hiccuping.") Coo
vocalization:Pursed lip vocalization sometimes given when female's masturbate. GOOD DAM DOCTORS don’t write
in regular words … but you can understand this , it is the same shit we see in our word …..DATING COMMUCICATION
,, the art of SEDUCTION …… Sexual behavior: Anogenital touch:An animal examines or fondles the anogenital
region of another. Anogenital sniff:An animal sniffs the anogenital region of another . Stare:A female stands motionless while
intensely observing the male. Head jerk:While staring, a female intermittently jerks head to the side. The body is relaxed
and lips are not compressed. (Referred to as "the come hither look".) Extended arm invitation:A female extends her
arm with open palm toward the male. Ground or object tap:While orienting toward the male, a female repeatedly taps ground,
rock or log with both hands (as if playing a drum). Haunch-scoot:While squatting, a female uses her arms to propel herself
on her haunches toward the male. Quadrupedal-bounce:While standing on all fours and facing another animal, a female bounces
hindquarters up and down. (Similar to haunch-bounce but done while animal is standing - may be form of masturbation as well
as sexual solicitation.) Pronk:While standing on all fours and facing another animal, a female hops about in a jerky fashion.
The hindquarters tend to be slightly elevated. (Behavior "invented" by Cleo.) Pronk-mount:A female pronks while
grasping another animal around the waist. Present:A female stands quadrupedally and orients anogenital region directly toward
another animal; hindquarters are slightly elevated (but not an exaggerated display as in some primates). Back-into:While presenting,
a female walks backwards directly into another animal. Play-present:A female presents in a playful context. Form is generally
exaggerated, e.g., animal bends way over with head close to ground and rump in the air. (May occur only in young animals.)
Spread-legs display:A female slides on an incline past another with legs spread widely apart. Occurs in a playful context.
Crouch:A female bends low to the ground with her limbs pulled in. Another animal may then mount dorso-ventrally. Lie prone:An
animal lies flat on the ground face downward during a sexual encounter. Lie supine:An animal lies flat on the ground face
upward during a sexual encounter. Dorso-ventral mount:An animal mounts another from behind. Ventro-ventral mount:An animal
mounts another from the front. (Both animals face each other.) Ventro-ventral mount of infant:An adult animal stands quadrupedally
over a supine infant and thrusts without making contact. Awkward mount:An animal mounts another, but orientation is improper,
e.g., mounts from side, etc. Mount and thrust:An animal mounts another and thrusts, but intromission does not occur. Copulation:An
animal mounts another and intromission occurs (hard to determine whether ejaculation occurs). Coo vocalization:Pursed lips
vocalization given by female which may occur before, during or after copulation. Reach and touch:During copulation, a female
reaches around with one arm and touches male on the head. Why get so ,,,LOST ..in thoughts that you lose
the evidence trail in easy sight? Why make it so difficult ….AHHHHH the F - word in the last sentence …the greed
of EVE Does the embryological state of genital undifferentiation suggest the possibility of a collapse of gender
from male and female singularities to a more complex, layered concept of sexuality where each of the sexes can be seen one
within the other? Could the sexual body be represented as an ontologically transparent skin through which art and science
are mutually visible? These questions are posed by the author in the form of cross-disciplinary works: original biological-visual
research into the development of the genitals in the human embryo, 3D models, drawings, videos, paintings on the body and
didactic lecture-performances. The works draw upon disparate fields of knowledge--linguistics, psychoanalysis, the histories
of visual art and biological science, the subjectivity of the artist--to propose alternative terms for the construction of
sex, sexuality and gender during this time of crisis in sexual difference as it stands at the intersection of feminism,
science, art and politics. Hey young master , this is way to complex to think about GOOD then stay LIVING THE LIFE
YOU should be a good boy , and follow in foot steps of those who went before you ,,, in others words BE A FOLLOWER ….
A slave … Not the a master ….
Stretch that pussy Young master the angle of your penetration … is what I am talking about since a lot
of the actuall senstion for her is in the front few inches of her pussy your creativity of fucking penentration will make
all the difference sometimes in the loudness of her screams of …. Oh my GOD master NO it is just a little pussy ohhh
my god ! … Now since I hope we have talked over the years enough about the beneifits of the practise of of jacking
off , for you to develop the control to enjoy your won multiple orgaisms thru PLAYING STOP when fucking real live pussy ….
And you understand SELF , more the idea that being fast is just a reaction to the sexual frustration … the minute is
STEALNG PUSSY ..because he is afraid of getting a NO I am not into this I got something on my mind stop and lets do
it later …. in the middle of fuck . You are better aware of the realities of the reason why you choose to fuck
the way you do ,, being self aware about aspects of things that CONDITION you to do things in certain is the BEGINNING of
being able to choose CHANGE. So let us say you are in a relations hip so what stable ,, and creative … are you
UP TO IT … now are you up to it … for example , this morning I am feeling the burn of a WORK OUT on the muslces
on the top part og my legs ,, and I realized again something I had known .. Already , but it is nice to be remeinded so I
can remeind you , keep in FUCKING SHAPE …..so you can enjoy the windows … of exposed pussy and oppurutune presentations
. Look my day to day , pussy is presented to me in PUPPY FASHION , SHE IS COMFY WITH HER SPECIAL PILLOW SUPPORTING
HER body well so that she getts not back injury from our daily workout ( much less than daily now a days with a 5 years living
with us 24/7 ahhh again another benefit of the 3 moms is to have the other supporting mom there to help give each SISTER the
time to realy enjoy her penetrations! Her fucks without the fear of needing to enteratin our invited guest a child ..they
need attention they are attention seeking orgaisms…) Now at this angle on the edge of the bed , I have a wide
range of angles to choose from actually Right foot on the bed or left foot on the bed gives me great side wall pussy penetrations
and we get very good GRION to GRION ,.,GRINDING … because I am not punding her soft ass cheeks , now that sPANKING
action of my body against her ass cheeks well IS IN ITSEFL a style … doing the bouncy , that is riding up on my toes
and kness like a spring and forcing the angle of ny penetration to ride the Front wall of her cunt ….. And then with
her legs wider and me in the middle pulling her ass off the bed a bit more I get an up from under neath angle and this pulls
her on MORE clit ….. So the creativity of and speed of change ups in the PUPPU POSITIONS IS GREAT AND EASY …
and of course dumbass , you will enjoy it so much more if you make her cumm fisrt or get her so fucking hot that within a
few minutes she is cumming while fucking ,, because after her CUMMM she is so senstative that each trust and change up will
drive her screams of ooooh my GOD ,, and well I am just so fucking EGO driven that I like being called A GOD ! So ,, so ,,,
if she did not cumm to face buryed I that puppy pussy , the fingers riding the front wall of the pussy while you are stroking
your self hard … and you are not using the MACHINE ,, well TAKE HER HAND A AND GUIDE IT TO HER CLIT during your fucking
….. She will understand the message and take over and mastrubate herself ,,, I still do not understand why girls just
do not paly with themselves each and every time I am inside of them ,,, it maybe in fact that jus the enjoy ment of the penentration
is enough that climax is not the same GOAL oraientation as we have ,,, In fact much of their enjoyement is in the act of making
us CUMMM of sperm collecting ..( kinda like stamp collecting just more active and wetter ) But this reliance on one
main general method …. Does mean that I do not keep my mucles in shape for other activities… ok if you drive
her around the bed using the HITACHI you understand what I mean yuou can steer her aound like a you were driving a skiff with
a TILLER controlled engine … and end up with her head tucked down in a ball some where in a corner at the end of my
leash of the HITACHI CORD … And there you have this Whimpering ball of continuely orgasim girl THAT YOU NOW NEED
TO FUCK TO get your own needs satifyied. You can just do a simple doggy stlye bang of her cunt and ass doing a switchy …
but there is the DEEP KNEE fuck … where your lega are actually way up near her ships and the DRIVEN ANGLE OF YOUR COCK
, stretchs her pussy so greatly as to give you newer sensations on the shaft of your dick … and what a forced sesnation
she will have on the fRONT WALL her SPOT in that laready ORGASIMIC STATE … but to contiue this method means you willhave
to have in your day to day enersie , routine put in , some deep kneee exercises for to enjoy this fuck will mean you will
be playing stop pulling out standing up on the bed to stretch out your legs it gives her also 30 seconds to breathe your RE-insertion
brings on NEW lfoods of senstiona agaian ,, good for both of you …. So …. Realize and plan exercise your muclse
whether it is daily … push ups so you have good endurance fo MISSIONARY .. Of deep knee exerices so you can enjoy ,,,,
the above angle of pentation , relaize the complexity and diversity of sexual enjoyment for the both of you And how
much better it would be for you and her if she was part of a SISTERHOOD of girls who realized and freely choose to be in a
supportive family …. To enjoy the recreations of their bodys more . Because of the Dynimcs of the poly the harem family
of www.instinctualism.org … ohh do not know if touched on the feeling of the stretch ed pussy on your shaft , that tension , is a nuisance
to savored by you TOO www.instinctualism.org … ohh do not know if touched on the feeling of the stretch ed pussy on your shaft , that tension , is a nuisance
to savored by you TOO
pink folds of pussy lips ahh the complexity upon complexity ,,that confuses you young master to the point you want
to escape in getting drunk etc ... is there in each of the pussys you have ever had the pleasure to lick or atleast fuck ...
have you really looked into that pussy a real pussy not the porn pussy yet the porn graven image imprinted on the lazer disc
you watch .. ( a graven image remeber that word .. that idea we thought it had to do with idols and the father of jesus when
in fact it was source talking to the " I " in moses form ,, describing to him the TAo that which can not be
put into graven form in any manner , beyond descrition " and this is realted to that wet pussy you want so much
to feel wrapped around your hard DICK ,, yes , dumbass my friend it has to do with the whole ECosystem the .. holistic ...
theme of www.instinctualism.org each pussy from the past and each to come are all aboutthe same yet each each , each is in-fi-nite ... i brought up
ang the sub atomic particle that which without it acting in an agreed upon manner you would not be able to experience pussy
at all ,,, in fact remember the PROBIOTIC SYMIBOSIS of being human you need fucking nasty bacteria to live in and
on you for you to live ..... and the smell of her cunt well that is the bacteria again ,.... yumm yummm yummm it tells you
about her state of health if it is realy nasty you would lose your interest in fucking that SKANK BITCH ..... complexity after
complexity ,,,it is the PARADOX ... and that brings me back to something i feel is time for you to re-read ...
again it is much better if a friend reads it to you and you later it to her ,,, this allows for a much better TRIP ....
a better quiality HIGH .... tips ,,, you are to become more dense that ever thought possible yet feeling as empty as
every universe put all together at the same time , in ap[lace where you have no time time is gone ...... the effect
of bi\eing just pure being ,,,yet remember this is only a trick of the tool you use ,, the bio-machine that depends on that
whihc you are thinking about in the story ....PARADOX 1 so have fun .. and if you do not get it then count yourself
lucky to be fully invested in the dream state of human sleep ...... find in this the relaxaa\tion and bliss of ignorance ....
and relax down deepr and deeper down down dwon more and more relaxed Well this is an activity a story , now I
want you to imagine that you have the opportunity to experience a quantum generator , the quantum is the smallest form of
thing it is not particle or energy but best described as a thing . yes this sounds like science fiction
that mankind has been able to create a machine to generate Quatas …. but just realize that flying metal airplanes were
beyond science fiction to the pharaohs of Egypt , the car was science fiction to George Washington our first president , and
the blue tooth cell phone was science fiction to even Gene Rodenberry the creator of Star Trek ….. So to doe s the
idea of a quantum generator sound like science fiction …..But just image a quantum generator is a machine some universities have been researching…. with
it they create a quantum shell like the quantum shell described in Scientific American last year where the shell quanta ,
create the effect of physical reality inside the shell …yet the research scientists from the outside see it as holograph
and can modify it like a hologram ……… well research has been going on about the effect of living matter
,,, the effect of the observer ….. from the questions posed back in the 1920’s when Quantum Theorist Schrödinger
described a cat in a quatum box and Borhn gave a response back
saying that…… the intent of the observer will effect the research at a Quantum level …. Now we can experience
Quantum reality … with the quantum generator that creates a stable quantum bubble . And you get to do just that safely
experience a quantum bubble …. Understand that the university needs new people each time to research the fresh dynamics
of the intents of the experiencer , the goal seeking nature of life …… just follow along with this story ….you
have no need to listen to the sound or the tone of my voice to enjoy relaxing for the next few minutes and listen and learning
and experience ….. we all learn in many different ways you learn of course by listening by hearing , but you also learn
so much by feeling ,,, your emotions for example give the real deepness ….. that you ….. the inner experiencer
part of you …..the chooser part of you …… your emotions give information this deepest
part of you will use when making choices about how to live this life….. this adventure of being
…. Being human ….. You learn also …. by perceiving the world around you thru feelings sensations of your body
….., notice the feelings of the clothes on your body …. notice wiggling your toes and feeling the shoes on your
feet ….. you learn a lot about the real world around you the density of this physical world ……. You learn with
your eyes too , even with you eyes closed you can learn by seeing … if you wanted
to you could close your eyes right now and peer into that other nation , the nation of imagine…..nation. now understand in the extremely large
quantum field , the agreement of physics as you have experienced no longer applies , understand that laws are just agreements
made by participants in a time space event …agreements made by the pariticapants big or small ….
like laws of a nation give structure to the experience of that nation so to …. Is it with the laws
of physics ….the physical world is an agreement state … but in the quantum field there are some new states of
phyicas of time and space that you will experience ,,, first.. There is not a defined light source …. Light is not
photons coming from a source but rather an ability to perceive with sight as if everything has within it the ability to be
seen … its own light source yet the field is without light or darkness …. In the field you do not need to breath
or gain energy thru eating since energy is apply to the out side of the quantum field you receive…………….
the atom energy needed for life ,,during the whole of this research ……….. , and lastly is the experience
of time ,,, inside you will experience time as best described to be like an hypnotic time distortion ,…….
what to you will seem like hours days weeks years or months outside of the field to the scientists it will be just seconds
and minutes ………..yet you may experience a 1000 years of perceived time ….. To start the research you enter
the quantum bubble the field and walk out into the 3000 foot bubble of quantum energy that right now is filled halfway with
teddy bears since you find teddy bears to be safe soft and fun …as the research progresses you understand the field
will expand outwards to a distance of 10 miles ….... you enter the bubble and lay down to sleep while the scientists
finish preparing the whole field , your intent your goal is to touch the wall of the Quatum shell and to do this you will
have to crawul thru like an atmosphere of soft wiehtless teddy bears , so in your mind you are prepared that it may takes
a few days to finnaly make it the 10 miles to the Quatum edge …. So you enter into a deep meditative sleep feeling your
body being tatlly supported in softness and comfort you feel your self relax and let go , like falling down … down
… donw … deepr and deeper into the teddy bears ,,,, … and while you are in this deep sleep
the researchers completely fill and expand the quantum space with teddy bears so when you awaken in this sleep you find you
self floating supported in teddy bears everywhere up and down . to the point feeling wiethtless that you do not really feel
any up or down … just a sence of being here in Teddy bears ….. are teddys soft safe comfortable teddy bears
,,, the goal of this research is for you to make your way to the shell of the quantum bubble when you touch
the shell the research will be over sudeenly and you will keep your eyes closed become deeply relaxed while you go over the
events of the research before returning to the awakened state of this physical agreement . regular awakened consuioness. as you gently
awaken again here in your mind ….. start to make your way to the edge of the
quantum bubble…. which your mind remembers may take days so when you feel tired
just allow your self to sleep to regain energy and then waken and return to carwling away…… crawling slowly
thru the teddy bears , almost like swiming thru an atmosphere of softness …. You are un aware of the changes taking place
to your experience of matter the scientists have been changing your bodys experience of matter by changing the matter of the
Teddy bears …. The non living matter is being changed at an atomic level each teddy bear you reach for and feel …..
is a little smaller than the last … at an unperceivable level the matter of the teddy bear is also becoming less ,
dense ,… you are not aware of this consciously but your body at a cellular level is perceiving change and adapting
to a new environment …as its environment disappears the cell of your body do so also …. And as you are already
experiencing a confusion or the experience of time since you sleep or nap at will without the sun to time your cycles of life
…. You do not notice that days have already become months even years … this is the time distortion that you
will ot realize you are experiencing until the end of the reaearch … the perception of 1000’s of years of being
like what happens sometime when you dream at night ….
since living matter completely changes form every seven years
evry atoms and cell of your body changes …..and your perception of time had been totally distorted you were unaware
of the subtle changes tha happened to your body or the teddy bears ……. time
soon fades away as the idea that the simple 10 mile walk to the distant wall is never
reached …………,,, you find yourself sleeping and waking till you notice that you forgot what sleeping
was and waking became…… your natural state ….. The size of the bears changed so slowly
that you did not even realize that they disappeared totally and all that is …… is .. The infinite space of the
quantum field…. not lite or dark in perception ,,,,, not thick or thin in feeling … just an …is .. of
all possible,,,, because you remember that it once was all full of Teddy bears…the teddy bears have become the all
Potential of Quatas and the quantum field ……. with you the experiencer within it ………. , and
you now realize that the living matter which you used … to perceive the teddy bears ,…. your body itself …..
that to evolved away … it has disappeared becoming quantums …… leaving just the ….real you ….
The experiencer … the one who was the chooser all your life …. You are free here in the NO ONE THING ….. the
NO … one … THING ….. . Moving everywhere and yet seemly nowhere since there is not one thing to move
to or from , nor is there up or down a left or right ….. just an experiencing …. An experiencing of this
freedom …………you find joy in realizing who you really are … who you have been inside your
body all your life … and that you ….are still ….you …even without a body … or form ….
You experience. And have a mind and ….. access to memory , yet memory with out the structure of time to experience
it in ……. So
your intent your memory is touch the quantum shell and complete the research project
…… and with this intent you move out from ….no where into … no … thing … yet , feel
…… feel …. Sense …. a thing ……you then percieve …a thing
.. Like a grain of sand off in a distance , yet also right in front of you depending on the perspective you choose to have
of it …are you to big to see it? Or are you to far away to perceive it ?.. you choose to observe
it … the grain of sand more closely and you find yourself arriving at it … a thing ….. a something so
large , like a world ….a land extending beyond your ability to perceive and it has a … 3 foot high brick wall
around it …..there is nothing under land or wall ,,,, yet a sky and clouds and light above this land … …..
within the area behind the 3 foot brick wall , there are trees , and birds , you see mountain rivers and
lakes … and people many many people and as you choose to enter this land ,,,,this thing …. Like you are flying
in landing coming out of the … no one thing …. Onto solid land ……….hoping that this maybe
the quantum shell and the end of the research project …… the people of this world respond with acceptance …..with a warmth and
happiness to this event of you arriving out of the … nothing …… and they talk to you in languages you
understand thru knowledge of feelings and you respond in their words of kind their language becomes yours , and you ask them
what is this and they say ………… heaven. … You look back to where came from and ask them
.. Then where is that where I came from ,,, they say that is ……..the nothing … the impossible
… in fact the people start asking you why you did not enter heaven the way everyone else does …. And you ask
how is it that people enter heaven …. And they take you by the hand and like in a fast forward movie , matter space
and time move by you and your new friends …… in a second the feeling of having traveled a million miles happened
and you and in the middle of heaven …. there is a flashing area like a ball that on all areas is
changing shape , forming… doors then to pearly gates , to energy vortexes .. To golden bridges and light tunnels and
people are coming thru . every second from every part there are people entering heaven and there are people
there to greet them ,, happiness of seeing old friends …… you ask your guides if this is heaven is god here
and they people answer yes god the father , and Jesus’ the son also … and you ask what about
the holy ghost , and the answer is that the matter of heaven is the holy ghost ……… you find that here in heaven all that
you could want is given in any manner you could want ……you could even ask for the experience of lack so , to
make sure you do not get bored with perfection … you have the feeling of hunger so that food is satisfying once again
, you can have tests , challenges and adventures , yet always knowing that you never
really would die ….. and you really always win …… you spend time here looking for the end of your quest but soon find that this
infinity is just a part of the all possible inside of the quantum shell and not the shell …….. So you ask one
of your friends your guides that have always been around you ….where is the brick wall …..where is the nothing
…. And the answer is …..want it and you be there … and it is so , you
depart from heaven knowing that it is not a good bye but a see you again when ever you may choose to …… as you
enter back into the no one thing … the experience of time in heaven becomes like a dream happening that lasts for time
yet is now just an …. Is and a was both at the same time … being just thought once again is what now seems natural for you ,,, that state
of being just you … not thing … but the real you the experiencer … heaven recedes
in a moment … till even the speck of sand is no longer perceivable , you notice another speck and
like with the first you can tell whether is is small because of you being far away or that you are to large to perceive it
….. but you desire to explore this speck also … and you find yourself arriving to enter that
infinity ,, and you find it to be the heaven of Islam also with a wall surrounding the possible separating
it form the impossible …yet this wall is made of stones….. After experiencing space time there again …
you leave that heaven …. and find you encounter many more heavens , Heavens of the Hindus …of African
folklore ,,, of the Mayans , the Celtics and wiccans ….. You even encounter one that does not have a manmade wall of
stone ,wood or brick . …. It is as if the earth just falls off into the nothing….. like the dirt and grass continue
to build and crumb off into nothing and there you meet the animals and humans before there was the idea of the separations
of gods …..of tribes … of cities ….before language got complex and stories were told …. When human
knew itself as part of the energy of the whole … the rock and the human were the same energy of being
…just one being rock , experiencing it part of time space in rock form and the other being experiencing
human , bird or plant ….. each equally important …. all just experiencing something different
….. The rock experiences itself for eons while the human or animal has just mire years
…. Yet still since the research
project has not ended and your returning to the world you knew of….. in that what seems like now .. a distant past
….. You move on and on form speck of sand to speck of sand ……..yet one more speck gets your attention
….. this is different it is not .. a land…. but a field …. of
thing … not like the no thing that you are comfortably being in … but a thing of glowing warmth and welcome
nss … each of the heavens you visited was also welcoming and a place wonderful to visit so is this
thing …. This different speck ……. Of subtle energy … light … and feelings
…. as
you enter you do not become form …… human like you did in the other heavens you maintain
your form as ….. not one thing ,, a nothing yet …..a being of yourself …. you realize that this field
of thing….. is Buddha ,, but not just 1 Buddha but million of billions of Buddha as one Buddha …
you can feel each of the billions of beings and hear their thoughts and feelings and also feel them as
just being … being one feeling … both at the same time , and they all are saying over and over ….. to
think about what is is to think about unthinkable thought ……..to just be the unthinkable …
think about the unthinkable then be it infinitly unthinkable…… gently you start to
think about that idea ,,,, and your being falls down into itself thinking about what it is ….. to be unthinkable
……. you have been here so long in the infinitely possible what could be unthinkable …..
time to you is the future and past always all the time … in your now …. form
and matter and space are toys that you can become bored with …. What could be unthinkable? You realize that you are expanding into
the no one thing ,,,, and that the budahas have disappeared …… you are no longer in the nothing but the nothing
is in you and you are growing out yet becoming infinity ….tiny and dense … like you are at the same time of
being only 1 quanta and all quatums …... The feeling of paradox is you …. But as this happens you notice within you is
what looks like sheet of paper floating in the nothingness of you ,,, and with large gentle magical hands …palm up
you gently cradle this paper for you realize that you see specks of sand on it …. And you know that the millions and
billions of souls , beings animal plant rock and human …. Beings like you are
happily living in their heavens by choice experiencing their infinite lives …. infinite heavens …… you
know that each infinity of heaven is just a speck of sand to the Tao ……. You know that you do not need to care for them to hold the
paper for them ….. for like you ……so are they also .. experiencers …infinite ….
the paper becomes smaller and smaller as you grown bigger and bigger . being not one thing , yet
all things , all at once ,… in every direction ….where there is no directions
…..and then SLAP ! KEEP your eyes closed The research is over you have touched the quantum shell relax for a minute
while you go over the experience of this research …… remembering that you now understand that even
atoms themselves are experiencers depending on the agreement of subatomic
particle so they can experience the being …..of being atom , that the rock made of compounds , made of molecules , made
of atoms are all experiencers like yourself , that plants and animals are equal to yourself ,,,,, even the chair in which
you now are sitting …. you become aware is experience of the being something
called chair for a time in this space and pyshics …. …. That from this day forward you will feel the equality of life in the world of experiencers
a that surround you… tree and weed ,, cat and bird ,, car and person all are epxeriencers depending on other experiencers
like atoms or bacteria or cell structures .. all agreeing to produce a dependable physics for the enjoynemt to this adventure
of being … rock tree and human .. each equal each valid each important … each an experience
a point of view of the TAO… And as you become aware of your surrounds and feeling the clothes on your body , moving your
toes and fingers becoming re accustomed to room around you ,,, you understand that you can read this story to friends and
family and enjoy this story even more while sharing it as you did while listening to it ….. become awake ….aware
….feeling better than before expecting a wonder day week and year .
Miss the dress Young master keep your eyes open to the sublte programming the social conditioning ,,, and realize
that the efforts to correct the ILLS of HUMAN NATURE … are really human trying to fix up the fuck up of the first bit
of human intterferance … the sjumping off point the social conditioning ..the forcing of humanity to live and act differently
than our truest … our TRUE nature ….which honeslty even when I comes to that mean basstard at heart ….
That big muscle head whose takes to many roida nad is getting one fucking ansty attitude ,,, when you realy study him ,,,
you find a nice guy under there some where ….. But back to her dress , the conditioning the sublte BRAIN WASHING
, till you expect nothing different ,,, in fact start to feel trapped … because the faccts is the facts .. WRONG !
They are only facts bec ause you ain’t got the guts to try something new ,, BUILD IT AND THEY WILL CUMMM … The
braINWASHING TO accept the idea that TEASING sexuall is the natural way to attaract of choose mates is SO FUCKING idiotic
..to be out loud laughable when compared with the EYE opening of www.instinctualism.org which has its roots in the anc ient understanding of a simple man ,, way fucking abck when Zhauangzi …. Who
realized we … we tooo , us humans are ANIMALS , and actually nice animals AND the words of the BUDDHA are right there
is nothing to fear but fear itself … ( buddha said it first the US president just ripped it off , to stimulate young
men to join his army to die in the war of the GREEDY like slaves have done for 1000‘s of years like our own young people
are doing right now ..all these problems in support of the grreed of the VERY VERY FEW oh the best way to change the world
is to SWEEP your own door step ,, tif you are not into their CARROT AND STICK world and like christainity taught so well ,
by examples by witness you can change the mindset of those around you ,,those old ROMANS WERE Skilled at population amnipulation.)
Her learning and practising the skills of being PRETTY ,, then then , realize ,,, FEEL THE STRESS of your first
dates just remember …the EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE you were rec ieving from your inner being , the UNANATURALNESS of the whole
evening , and what was the deepest of inner themes for you , well getting that dress off of her and her legs spread wide so
you dick has access to the wett pussy inside ,,wettness being the NON VERBAL COMMINCATION … of truth … her truth
the reason why she has practised to look so pretty and teasing the TRUTH IS SHE IS A LITTLE HORNY
SLUT A hole …..
A hole which is a vacuum and NATURE ABHORS A BACUUM ,,it needs to be filled so that pussy wetts in ,,, invitation to your
FILLING it with hard cock . Can you realize the whole UN NATURALNESS of this event the first date ? The years
of preparation involved the expectations and SEXUAL FRIUSTRATIONS of the parst of both of you because she does not go thru
all the training going to the Gym , face apinting hair messing with ,, color matching etc etc etc … for no reason also
,,,,NO HER INNER ANIMAL IS AS FRUSTRATED as you . But why did we get so confused ,,, that reason the detailed details
are not as improtant as understanding that we are confused that the BEAST aspect of humanity is not EVIL ,, in fact the FEAR
of death is more EVIL that death ,, than the reutrn to the TAO . From where you came and PART ,, YES PART OF US IS STILL THERE
…. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html just take a few weeks to think about the idea of UN - impossible , about the idea of the no 1 thing , being that sacrey
place of nothing .. That fear the UNCOMFORTABLE concept of fear is ,,the TAO you saying ,, you have a chooice int his experience
to DO IT ALL WRONG ,, but I am not liking the direction of OUR choice … but from the AGREEMENT of playing in time/space
the God aspect of you ( I use god aspect to stimulate comcepts in your thinking right now ..only ) individual thinking …..
The agreement that in this dream we get a chance to FUCKIT ALL UP to experience things …… but with GUIDANCE
,,, that FEELING of stress saying YO! DIPSHIT ,you may want to re- assess your options ,,your choice ,,, ahh but the brain
washed part of you , does nor realize you have options and you can choose them and STILL BE GOOD ,,,, the reason you do not
explore real options is deep down you are still respondiong the “ you’re agood boy or a bad boy coming from the
mommy of your youth “ even your choice to choose ALTERNATIVE lifestyles now , has …good boy and bad boy values
in it ,,,since in reality you choose these alternative lifestyles not because of your own FREE NEWW creative thinking but
based on the current fashions ,,, so it is the your are a GOOD BOY coming from anew mommy ,,this mommy is called social acceptance
or fashion. The complexity upon complexity …now the law that keeps all reality together ,,for there is not real
reason for atoms and sub atomic particles to form THING … there is no real idea or rule ..or LAW .. Ther is not a subatomic
police force and a prison for sub atomic particles to go to ,,, because they did not act right and stay joined together in
the form of THING OR MASS …. The baisis for EXPERIENCE IS THE AGREEMENT OF ALL THE TO OF THIS FOCUS < THIS POINT
OF VIEW TO agrree to ATTRACT each other ….. The underlying most ..unreal of all things we experience is a simple
thing you do all the time ,,, it is a thing .. And you do have some control over it within certain boundrys of NATURE .. For
the bio-machine has PARAMENTERS . Limits fo focus built in … DNA instincts. And that free dom is THOUGHT ….
The paint the creative force of the shole system , the point of view which the palyers then aggree to form to make sure each
POV getts to experience SHIT ..adventure …. Just because you have been brain washed does not mean you have to stay
that way ……because as you read and open you thoughts up to the UN - IM- POSSIBLE ….. You see well new
possibles and then FEEL …. Are you more relxed ? Hey relation feels good ,,,, ahhh aimple straight forWARD …
emotional guidance coming from where ? From where ,, emotionas are result of what …. Just animal reactions to
eviromnetal events … WHY YES ! You get 10 points …… but that is whay time/space adventure this concepts
of experiencing things .. Is about so the funtioning of the PERCEPTION DEVISE ,,,, you , the animal … must have the
ablity to choice for it self what I fells as beneficial or not Is stress beificial ,,,? If the stress is so bad that
you have to DULL the guidance with poisins to contue with the experience because it is so UNANTUIRAL … is that relaxation
or insanity ? Ohh sure you relax after you have poisined the machine with drugs or beer , but is that natural or ?being teased
by a pretty dress ,,finding your COURAGE IN A CUP …hmmm whatcha think dumbass ? www.instinctualism.org which has its roots in the anc ient understanding of a simple man ,, way fucking abck when Zhauangzi …. Who
realized we … we tooo , us humans are ANIMALS , and actually nice animals AND the words of the BUDDHA are right there
is nothing to fear but fear itself … ( buddha said it first the US president just ripped it off , to stimulate young
men to join his army to die in the war of the GREEDY like slaves have done for 1000‘s of years like our own young people
are doing right now ..all these problems in support of the grreed of the VERY VERY FEW oh the best way to change the world
is to SWEEP your own door step ,, tif you are not into their CARROT AND STICK world and like christainity taught so well ,
by examples by witness you can change the mindset of those around you ,,those old ROMANS WERE Skilled at population amnipulation.)
Her learning and practising the skills of being PRETTY ,, then then , realize ,,, FEEL THE STRESS of your first
dates just remember …the EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE you were rec ieving from your inner being , the UNANATURALNESS of the whole
evening , and what was the deepest of inner themes for you , well getting that dress off of her and her legs spread wide so
you dick has access to the wett pussy inside ,,wettness being the NON VERBAL COMMINCATION … of truth … her truth
the reason why she has practised to look so pretty and teasing the TRUTH IS SHE IS A LITTLE HORNY
SLUT A hole …..
A hole which is a vacuum and NATURE ABHORS A BACUUM ,,it needs to be filled so that pussy wetts in ,,, invitation to your
FILLING it with hard cock . Can you realize the whole UN NATURALNESS of this event the first date ? The years
of preparation involved the expectations and SEXUAL FRIUSTRATIONS of the parst of both of you because she does not go thru
all the training going to the Gym , face apinting hair messing with ,, color matching etc etc etc … for no reason also
,,,,NO HER INNER ANIMAL IS AS FRUSTRATED as you . But why did we get so confused ,,, that reason the detailed details
are not as improtant as understanding that we are confused that the BEAST aspect of humanity is not EVIL ,, in fact the FEAR
of death is more EVIL that death ,, than the reutrn to the TAO . From where you came and PART ,, YES PART OF US IS STILL THERE
…. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html just take a few weeks to think about the idea of UN - impossible , about the idea of the no 1 thing , being that sacrey
place of nothing .. That fear the UNCOMFORTABLE concept of fear is ,,the TAO you saying ,, you have a chooice int his experience
to DO IT ALL WRONG ,, but I am not liking the direction of OUR choice … but from the AGREEMENT of playing in time/space
the God aspect of you ( I use god aspect to stimulate comcepts in your thinking right now ..only ) individual thinking …..
The agreement that in this dream we get a chance to FUCKIT ALL UP to experience things …… but with GUIDANCE
,,, that FEELING of stress saying YO! DIPSHIT ,you may want to re- assess your options ,,your choice ,,, ahh but the brain
washed part of you , does nor realize you have options and you can choose them and STILL BE GOOD ,,,, the reason you do not
explore real options is deep down you are still respondiong the “ you’re agood boy or a bad boy coming from the
mommy of your youth “ even your choice to choose ALTERNATIVE lifestyles now , has …good boy and bad boy values
in it ,,,since in reality you choose these alternative lifestyles not because of your own FREE NEWW creative thinking but
based on the current fashions ,,, so it is the your are a GOOD BOY coming from anew mommy ,,this mommy is called social acceptance
or fashion. The complexity upon complexity …now the law that keeps all reality together ,,for there is not real
reason for atoms and sub atomic particles to form THING … there is no real idea or rule ..or LAW .. Ther is not a subatomic
police force and a prison for sub atomic particles to go to ,,, because they did not act right and stay joined together in
the form of THING OR MASS …. The baisis for EXPERIENCE IS THE AGREEMENT OF ALL THE TO OF THIS FOCUS < THIS POINT
OF VIEW TO agrree to ATTRACT each other ….. The underlying most ..unreal of all things we experience is a simple
thing you do all the time ,,, it is a thing .. And you do have some control over it within certain boundrys of NATURE .. For
the bio-machine has PARAMENTERS . Limits fo focus built in … DNA instincts. And that free dom is THOUGHT ….
The paint the creative force of the shole system , the point of view which the palyers then aggree to form to make sure each
POV getts to experience SHIT ..adventure …. Just because you have been brain washed does not mean you have to stay
that way ……because as you read and open you thoughts up to the UN - IM- POSSIBLE ….. You see well new
possibles and then FEEL …. Are you more relxed ? Hey relation feels good ,,,, ahhh aimple straight forWARD …
emotional guidance coming from where ? From where ,, emotionas are result of what …. Just animal reactions to
eviromnetal events … WHY YES ! You get 10 points …… but that is whay time/space adventure this concepts
of experiencing things .. Is about so the funtioning of the PERCEPTION DEVISE ,,,, you , the animal … must have the
ablity to choice for it self what I fells as beneficial or not Is stress beificial ,,,? If the stress is so bad that
you have to DULL the guidance with poisins to contue with the experience because it is so UNANTUIRAL … is that relaxation
or insanity ? Ohh sure you relax after you have poisined the machine with drugs or beer , but is that natural or ?being teased
by a pretty dress ,,finding your COURAGE IN A CUP …hmmm whatcha think dumbass ? http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html just take a few weeks to think about the idea of UN - impossible , about the idea of the no 1 thing , being that sacrey
place of nothing .. That fear the UNCOMFORTABLE concept of fear is ,,the TAO you saying ,, you have a chooice int his experience
to DO IT ALL WRONG ,, but I am not liking the direction of OUR choice … but from the AGREEMENT of playing in time/space
the God aspect of you ( I use god aspect to stimulate comcepts in your thinking right now ..only ) individual thinking …..
The agreement that in this dream we get a chance to FUCKIT ALL UP to experience things …… but with GUIDANCE
,,, that FEELING of stress saying YO! DIPSHIT ,you may want to re- assess your options ,,your choice ,,, ahh but the brain
washed part of you , does nor realize you have options and you can choose them and STILL BE GOOD ,,,, the reason you do not
explore real options is deep down you are still respondiong the “ you’re agood boy or a bad boy coming from the
mommy of your youth “ even your choice to choose ALTERNATIVE lifestyles now , has …good boy and bad boy values
in it ,,,since in reality you choose these alternative lifestyles not because of your own FREE NEWW creative thinking but
based on the current fashions ,,, so it is the your are a GOOD BOY coming from anew mommy ,,this mommy is called social acceptance
or fashion. The complexity upon complexity …now the law that keeps all reality together ,,for there is not real
reason for atoms and sub atomic particles to form THING … there is no real idea or rule ..or LAW .. Ther is not a subatomic
police force and a prison for sub atomic particles to go to ,,, because they did not act right and stay joined together in
the form of THING OR MASS …. The baisis for EXPERIENCE IS THE AGREEMENT OF ALL THE TO OF THIS FOCUS < THIS POINT
OF VIEW TO agrree to ATTRACT each other ….. The underlying most ..unreal of all things we experience is a simple
thing you do all the time ,,, it is a thing .. And you do have some control over it within certain boundrys of NATURE .. For
the bio-machine has PARAMENTERS . Limits fo focus built in … DNA instincts. And that free dom is THOUGHT ….
The paint the creative force of the shole system , the point of view which the palyers then aggree to form to make sure each
POV getts to experience SHIT ..adventure …. Just because you have been brain washed does not mean you have to stay
that way ……because as you read and open you thoughts up to the UN - IM- POSSIBLE ….. You see well new
possibles and then FEEL …. Are you more relxed ? Hey relation feels good ,,,, ahhh aimple straight forWARD …
emotional guidance coming from where ? From where ,, emotionas are result of what …. Just animal reactions to
eviromnetal events … WHY YES ! You get 10 points …… but that is whay time/space adventure this concepts
of experiencing things .. Is about so the funtioning of the PERCEPTION DEVISE ,,,, you , the animal … must have the
ablity to choice for it self what I fells as beneficial or not Is stress beificial ,,,? If the stress is so bad that
you have to DULL the guidance with poisins to contue with the experience because it is so UNANTUIRAL … is that relaxation
or insanity ? Ohh sure you relax after you have poisined the machine with drugs or beer , but is that natural or ?being teased
by a pretty dress ,,finding your COURAGE IN A CUP …hmmm whatcha think dumbass ?
Pink jelly dildoe Young master the fansty life the in the mind sex life of girls is the same as ours , until
they , get that idea about OWNERSHIP of love ..the greed …. And then the the idea about using VIOLENCE to keep their
POSSESION thiers … ( hmm like kids are not poseesions niether is your lover niether are you ) Girls as of late
have been expressing a willingness and enjoy ment , in bi-sexual … I honeslty believe that as sexualr ecreation became
part of our species those MILLIONS of years ago in the past the Bi-sexual nature of the female was very common and open agin
I want o refer to the BEASTS of the field and NOT JUDGE then as un CIVIL when the most cruel species is HUAMNITY Itself …
the most un civil thing is us . In the mating behavoir pages read the observations .. and think about the day to day SENUAL
EXPOSURE … of the wild BEAST …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html but again ohh yes notice the Evolution of CRUELITY and violence in our COUSINS , the 3 gorlilla chimp bonoboo …
again relaize the FAST about body shape design and expecially the design of something directly related to the TOPIC I write
about ,,, your COCK ,,, the chimp is desgned with a cock that deleivers spern directly into the opening of the womb , aPENCIL
dick …. The gorilla not in competition to delviver sperm has a short fat cock … the fatter cock gives the girl
better climaxs , the orgaism stimulates ovulation … the entrance of your girl pussy is the most sensitive area .. Now
after she has cumm if you deep bang her ,,,, over and over well you are causing sensations on that wommb entrance which has
been pumpped with blood because of first exterior stimulations …. Really deduce really think examine ,, and you will
see we are desgnined for the COMMITTED sexual relationship of the HAREM ,, not the RAPE natures of CHIMP/bonobbo …
But now to the teeth of today , this one writer wants to BEAT THE ASS of her POSSENSIONS other girl …. She wants
to be CRUEL , to be VIOLENT … she wants to cause PAIN … possibley kill , but mostly just cause pain to feel
POWER AND control thru causing some one else pain …. And damamge the skinn of her competitior so that she is no longer
competitive …..AND WE ARE CIVIL ? THERE is nothing like this in antue except in the Chimp world where the resulting
violence and manipulation of the female causes over 1 baby in 10 babies will be MURDERED BY competeing female ,,,, or the
effects of her aminuplations .. It is ther in the work of a great chimp observer on the mating behavior page . Ok this
girl who a few years ago used spend her nights in PLAYFUL sexual RECREATION with a girl frind she wrote about sitiing on her
girl friends face enjoying the feeling of her tongue on her pussy while she would lean forward and fuck her friend with this
pink jeely dildoe , and while fucking her friend see would VISAUALIZE , that she was watch in reality this 1 guy that they
both liked , fucking her ,,instead of the dildoe ,,, now UNDERSTAND , the loving accepting DREAM the playfull fanansty and
how she could be happy see another man fuck her friend and in watching that it drove her to acchieve GREAT flowing CUMMS and
orgasisms FROM her girl friends tonguing . BUT here it is later a few years and the truth about the LAW OF ATTRATION
showed up ,,,,, caution what you wish for you will most likely get it ….. ( THAT IS A NEGATIVE EXPECTATION FOCUS …
but the root is what I wanted ..you get whay you think about ) …. A few years later she is dating that GUY she and
her friend would fuck to , in their own personel dreams , now understand I am sure he was not the only TOOL of their fansty
,,, the dildoe is plastic it is the standin in for the real think , thru the dildoe fueled with the DREAM of rEAL HARD DICK
the joy of CUMMMM FLOWS. Ok ..now this 1st dream guy was into distnce Bicycling .. And over time she got
into Bicycleing for exercise , ok …. So they met becaue of a common Activity ,,,, but SEX is the true COMMON male female
human activity sure we can enjoy similar ,, hobbys but it does cummm down to CUMMM ..if it is going to be a love a affair
then the HIGH OF THE relase OF sexual frustration will show UP and the dynaimcs aof th friendship change ……….
Ohhh she got the I LOVE YOU STATEMENT FROM him over time and the common hobby was great with the sex etc….. but the
Dynamics of the 1 on 1 … the truth that girls do change in the 1 on 1 and do the stupid things with out realizing it
even if they KNOW BETTER 1 on 1 is UNANTURAL … it leads eventually to the list of DO NOT do’s on the MARS AND
VENUS link on this page http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_links.html http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html but again ohh yes notice the Evolution of CRUELITY and violence in our COUSINS , the 3 gorlilla chimp bonoboo …
again relaize the FAST about body shape design and expecially the design of something directly related to the TOPIC I write
about ,,, your COCK ,,, the chimp is desgned with a cock that deleivers spern directly into the opening of the womb , aPENCIL
dick …. The gorilla not in competition to delviver sperm has a short fat cock … the fatter cock gives the girl
better climaxs , the orgaism stimulates ovulation … the entrance of your girl pussy is the most sensitive area .. Now
after she has cumm if you deep bang her ,,,, over and over well you are causing sensations on that wommb entrance which has
been pumpped with blood because of first exterior stimulations …. Really deduce really think examine ,, and you will
see we are desgnined for the COMMITTED sexual relationship of the HAREM ,, not the RAPE natures of CHIMP/bonobbo …
But now to the teeth of today , this one writer wants to BEAT THE ASS of her POSSENSIONS other girl …. She wants
to be CRUEL , to be VIOLENT … she wants to cause PAIN … possibley kill , but mostly just cause pain to feel
POWER AND control thru causing some one else pain …. And damamge the skinn of her competitior so that she is no longer
competitive …..AND WE ARE CIVIL ? THERE is nothing like this in antue except in the Chimp world where the resulting
violence and manipulation of the female causes over 1 baby in 10 babies will be MURDERED BY competeing female ,,,, or the
effects of her aminuplations .. It is ther in the work of a great chimp observer on the mating behavior page . Ok this
girl who a few years ago used spend her nights in PLAYFUL sexual RECREATION with a girl frind she wrote about sitiing on her
girl friends face enjoying the feeling of her tongue on her pussy while she would lean forward and fuck her friend with this
pink jeely dildoe , and while fucking her friend see would VISAUALIZE , that she was watch in reality this 1 guy that they
both liked , fucking her ,,instead of the dildoe ,,, now UNDERSTAND , the loving accepting DREAM the playfull fanansty and
how she could be happy see another man fuck her friend and in watching that it drove her to acchieve GREAT flowing CUMMS and
orgasisms FROM her girl friends tonguing . BUT here it is later a few years and the truth about the LAW OF ATTRATION
showed up ,,,,, caution what you wish for you will most likely get it ….. ( THAT IS A NEGATIVE EXPECTATION FOCUS …
but the root is what I wanted ..you get whay you think about ) …. A few years later she is dating that GUY she and
her friend would fuck to , in their own personel dreams , now understand I am sure he was not the only TOOL of their fansty
,,, the dildoe is plastic it is the standin in for the real think , thru the dildoe fueled with the DREAM of rEAL HARD DICK
the joy of CUMMMM FLOWS. Ok ..now this 1st dream guy was into distnce Bicycling .. And over time she got
into Bicycleing for exercise , ok …. So they met becaue of a common Activity ,,,, but SEX is the true COMMON male female
human activity sure we can enjoy similar ,, hobbys but it does cummm down to CUMMM ..if it is going to be a love a affair
then the HIGH OF THE relase OF sexual frustration will show UP and the dynaimcs aof th friendship change ……….
Ohhh she got the I LOVE YOU STATEMENT FROM him over time and the common hobby was great with the sex etc….. but the
Dynamics of the 1 on 1 … the truth that girls do change in the 1 on 1 and do the stupid things with out realizing it
even if they KNOW BETTER 1 on 1 is UNANTURAL … it leads eventually to the list of DO NOT do’s on the MARS AND
VENUS link on this page http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_links.html http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_links.htmlAnd he becomes open to ..the ACTTRACTIVE efforts of other females ,, and guess who that other female turned out to
be a year later ,,,, the 1st girls old friend and bisexual playmate …… now she WRITE ME …..
If isee this this bithch if I could just catch this bitch allone I would beat her ass I would fuck up her pretty face ! WOW
ARE WE HUMAN ..EVER THE LOVING CARING ,,, HUMANE species on this planet or what …? He did what was NATURAL …
he did not chase other women ,,girls have the right to say yes or NO …. we respond to the UNSPOKEN commucation ,, eye
movements hair tosses ..etc etc etc …. and this also goes for during the relationship we respond to ALL the UN VERBAL
COMMUCATION ,,, exaple the smell of the AIR BORNES messages of HORMONES , for example that 10 percnet of her month where is
BEYOND her mental control givining of commucation in the form of hormones telling the male to GO AWAY I AM BLEEDING …..
Wha tis natural in the DAN of the male is to BE LOVING towards women who are activily commicating the desire to be LOVED ….
The ahrem nature … OF peace . AND HUMANE love and action . Not kicking ass or ripping off faces … there
is no other animal in anture as violent like this except the chimp world ,, the BEAST aspect we fear so much is rooted int
eh millions of years when we were the PREY speices EXPOSED out on the Savvanahs … we were driven from the safe hiding
places of the jungle out of our NICHE .. Already taken by the larger brothers the GRILLA us the LESSER gorilla moved out into
the open exposed savvanah and became a prey animal … and we also had to reperoduce more to deal with this PREDATION
… but that is all gone over in other blogs about 3 months back in fact days and days of that theme … that is
where WE have the ROOT fear of the BEAST …. That FEAR is one of the TOOLS the FEAR of DEATH used by the
the thought
forms of ecomony to control us ,, religons if studied you will find were realized to be many ECOMONY .. The history behind
that PHAROH who tried to form a 1 god empire , it was destroying the eoconomy of multi gods and thus he a so called GOD KING
( figure head used by the ecomonic powers ) was Assainated . Back to pussy friendship ,,, sexual recreation ,,, meeting
thru hobbys ,,, the OTHER GIRL .. And the slave ..state of I LOVE YOU … nad the cohersion and control effects (
http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html ) while it was a dream it was exciting for her to see her old friend getting fucked by the dick of an other guy ,,,,
the plasic toy , was what brought about the SOUND TRACK thatt drove her won orgasimic engine … the SOUND TRACK …that
BEAST sound we make during sex , it is not commucation or talking or fancy fucking words or logic , both she and you both
all of us are excited by the ANIMALS THE SOUNDS FO ANIMAls sex …. We ..she can love the idea of SHARING … of
friendhsip …. It can give her some the most beautifly dreams fansnty etc ..the happiest of memeories …now in
her fariy tale world … of 1 on 1 …. She has only HATE AND PAIN …. And wants to give violence .Think
about it ? She was happy in her natural self to share . In fact it was better to share … maybe BARNEY IS RIGHT SHARING
MEANING CARING ! http://www.instinctualism.org/id75.html http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html ) while it was a dream it was exciting for her to see her old friend getting fucked by the dick of an other guy ,,,,
the plasic toy , was what brought about the SOUND TRACK thatt drove her won orgasimic engine … the SOUND TRACK …that
BEAST sound we make during sex , it is not commucation or talking or fancy fucking words or logic , both she and you both
all of us are excited by the ANIMALS THE SOUNDS FO ANIMAls sex …. We ..she can love the idea of SHARING … of
friendhsip …. It can give her some the most beautifly dreams fansnty etc ..the happiest of memeories …now in
her fariy tale world … of 1 on 1 …. She has only HATE AND PAIN …. And wants to give violence .Think
about it ? She was happy in her natural self to share . In fact it was better to share … maybe BARNEY IS RIGHT SHARING
MEANING CARING ! http://www.instinctualism.org/id75.html http://www.instinctualism.org/id75.html
Raging Hard-on Young master a hard-on a stick pumped up cock , is the results of inner HORMAONIAL commucaition
…. Different parts of your brain and expectation , telling different organs in your boday how to act what to do wthru
commication thru messengers called HORMONES …. And thus you have a stiff dick I had a few minutes ,, now gone the sperm
flushed down the toilet , but back to that I a minute . The topic is of course multi=faccceted …. Cmplexity upopn
complexity … it is not simple love story and fairy tales it is the reality of ….. Those HORMONES maybe it was
a dream I was having at the time I was waking …hmmm maybe …. The reality of hormones and the DNA animal which
we ARE ,, ( we a flesh and blood animals not fairy tale story caharacters ) …. Last night my Girl frind came home after
her montlhy visit back up north to see family in fact this trip she brought back the 5 year old grand baby and the teen age
daughter …. Now I my house I still have my own teen age daughter that I have raise alone since 18 months ….
I have spent 100’s of hours in marriage counseling and 10.ooo’s of thousands of $$$ so I learned something
from that investment …way back when … when I thought that was the path to purchase my way out of a complex issue
or problem … with the bes of todays SCIENCE ..( we are just the same as the idiots of arisototles times , sure we no
longer bleed each other to release evil spirits but out understanding of the TAO is about the same …none ) back ..to
an issue ,,,WHY DOES MY BOYFRIEND NOT COME ON TO ME? I FEEL IT IS HIS PLACE TO START SEX ! I FEEL LIKE A SLUT IF I START
SEX … those are the statements girls write to me looking for ALTERNATIVE understanding about the issues of their lives
… In my 1 … one single family home I have 3 bleeding women ,,,, yesterday before the other woman came
home from her trip ,,, my daughter another bleeding woman ,,, was in the NEED to talk , see … she was HORMONIAL ….sitting
in the kitchen drinking nestlys Quick chocolate milks after chococlate milkss ….girls can understand sometimes you
just NEED CHOCOLATE ! …. And well she says to me DAD you do not understand ..this is my daughter talking to me , and
my daughter knows all about me I am like no other father on the fucking planet ….AND SHE IS RIGHT !! I do not understand
what it is to be a woman ,,, hey girls why do you think you understand a man …? Who is also hormonal , whose blody
also goes thru HORMAINAL COMMUCAITION , yours is to siganl your body to shed part of its skin to provide new fresh platform
in case BAB
Y ahppens next month ,,, mine is the the VAST growth exteneted blood restriction . For extended periods of
time that can olny be relieved by active stroking of that big hard piece f blod engorged flesh called my cock , and if I do
not get relief I hurt ..blue balls. HORMONES ….. So I listened to her and did not FIX_IT …. I learned
something … listen do not fix , even though MY INSTINCT MY HORMONES ARE OF THAT OF … a FIXER …. The female
world expects me to SUBDUE my HORMAONIAL nature because they have a hormonal nature that expresses itself as BLOOD ….
Well mine expresses itself as BLOOD ALSO ….. Trpped blood in a
RAGING HARD_ON …..my daughter described
the emotional rolerr coaster since of course I am all into finding things out so I can write about it ,, practising that science
of Arisistotle Dedcutive logic.. ( I think I am correct he was deduc not induc ) and each science has it’s own time
and place… I hear agin what I have heard from the past from every girl ,, that days before her period starts flowing
the evidence TRAIL of blood .. Is there she can feel the changes in CRYING in emotions … she talked about crying tearing
up at a simple song ,, and she realized her period was on its way …. Tears beyond her control ( sort of not total slavery
to HORMONES , but the realization that they DO PLAY PART IN HER PERSONALITY GUES WHY DUMBASS young master my friend
you also an ANIMAL like her , have moods swings based on the hormones that create that fucking HARD-ON … your DNA and
your body , still has RECEPTORS to sense the hormones of girls in the air , to find out which girl you should b ehanging around
which one is HORNY . … ! BUT in my 1 single family home at this time there are 3 hormone messages going on !
2 teens on the RAG ,, the commmuncation is STAY AWAY FOR NOW I AM BLEEDING ….. And my REAL ACTIVE sexual partner is
starting the beginning of change of life very EARLY … so she tooo is talking to me with scents …. So times come
here lets fuck others WEEKS ON END IT IS STAY WAY ! Do not ignore this aspect , if the hormoes can cause the girls to drink
vast amounts of chocolate milk and cry at songs they would normally not and if ….. The other 2460 mamal species still
respond to air borne SEXUAL messages and we humans still have those receptors in our noses ( which we do ! ) .. How can any
logical person think we
TOO do not repsond …. To the messages . The compounding effects …of NO
NO NO ,,, after a while you just stop TRYIN G and you wait till she comes on to you ….well reader girls can you DEDUCE
can you use the LOGIC … I know you are capable of to relaize … the confusion of your boyfriends … I know
and say over and over it is COMPLEXITY UPON COMPLESITY and since we are trying to force the DNA to live based upon the shoulds
of some fucking fairy tale slove story , we all are in states Of sexual frustration .. NOW DURING the first few months
of the relationship with my girl friend if I woke with hard on , I would just CRAM it into her and because we were in that
PHASE of the relationship , that pahase where she is … getting that HONOR STATEMENT of I LOVE YOU FROM ME …
the turst that I will be there that I will go into NON-SEXUAL STATES FOR EXTENED periods of time because of the honor statement
of I love you ..for her …but before she is comfy with my I LOVE YOU SLAVE STATEMENTS … she is open to 24/7 pentration
….. In fact encouraging me to fuck over and voer … coming on to me ..being the little slut tha you reader girl
NOW DOES NOT WANT TO BE yet expects the boyfriend to to ignore his GORILLA PROTECTIVE nature … and come on to you any
way , after he has been trined by weeks or months of complex confusion NO after hormaoanil NO’S plus the real no’s
tha come from your mouth To the point that in the desperation of SEXUAL release the Toliet RECIEVES THE BULK of his
sperm …. Remember a healthy male is ready every 7 hours he is totally frustrated within 48 hours … frustrated
at an animal level … like the girl crying at a sone or drinking choclate milk ,,,, not TOTLLY controled but ,,effected
by hormones . So are you young master . Effected by hormones .. We are animals not characters in love storys and plays
and TV or childrens fairy tales .. We are DNA animals ….. www.isntinctualism.org …. animals that also think so I present the balance of mind body spirit ….. Making profit - mind ,,,
jackin off in a toleit - body .. The I-in - I of toa - spirit …the concepts of sexual flogging of using dildoes and
vibrators … of ceomincs …. It is not JUST ABOUT THE DREAM OF A SOUL MATE ….. Becaue if source energy
is correct ….. The sould mate we search for is every other expresion of life on the planet , … even that which
we kill for food is our soul mate the I - in -I …. www.isntinctualism.org …. animals that also think so I present the balance of mind body spirit ….. Making profit - mind ,,,
jackin off in a toleit - body .. The I-in - I of toa - spirit …the concepts of sexual flogging of using dildoes and
vibrators … of ceomincs …. It is not JUST ABOUT THE DREAM OF A SOUL MATE ….. Becaue if source energy
is correct ….. The sould mate we search for is every other expresion of life on the planet , … even that which
we kill for food is our soul mate the I - in -I ….
APOCALYPTICA … I swear I don’t care ……hmmm young master this is not
INSTINCTUAL …. CHECK OUT THE BAND … APOCALYPTICA … THE Sound track tracks startw with I’m not Jesus
,, but the next song is what is sparking my interest that along with the flow theme of a lot of letters I have been getting
, of course mainly from girls .. Questioning me about shit …. Now the topic is BREAKING UP …… and
that was leading back over and over to the idea of listening to our emotional guidance …. And then the PERSONAL responsilblity
we each have after realizing that our NON-Physwical self our toa self is commucating with us thru urges often relating to
the dymincs of the DNA bio-machine we ARE using for this ,, this 1 ,, time/space adventure … your current NOW . And
I left with an evidence trail in fact again … my assumptions to follow I think are even supported by the observations
of Dr.Gray of mars and venus books which can be linked to form the LINKS page also . BUT THE KEY IS ….. BREAKING
IT OFF ,,, OR BREAKING UP IS THE RESPONSIBLITLY of the girl . The instinctual males of the MAMMAL world do their
own thing and if that thing is good in the eyes of the girls then the girls come and stick around that male ,,,,, or MOVE
ON ,…. In search of that hard dick to fill the vacuum of their HOLE , for we all KNOW that NATURE abhors a vacuum and
her pussy being ahole is a state of vacuum in search in fact self lubricating …. The vacuumm searching to be
filled with SPERM …. I am supposed to be living my life and if she likes it she will follow , the creedo of the
BDSM master , but because ot the TWISTED nature of the 1on1 fairy tale , that idea that girl did not our grow at age 7 …
of the prince coming to save them …. Human mating behavior has gotten screwed up and stressful she is NOT LISTENING
TO HER EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE , if there is something about you , or that guy she is dating and she is un happy she should move
on ….. But NO she starts fights with the male in actuallity causing the vent of moving on but in an UN INSTINCTUAL
MANNER …. you are DNA ….. Flesh blood bones ,, hardons AND WET PUSSY , you are hormones ,, not ,, dressed
up in white fairy princess’ waiting for the hansome pricne … the love story book ideal of a SOUL mate ,,, you
are of the TOA in THE … TAO , never seperated from the TAO ,,, we are all part of each other in the I and I …
the I in I ….. his nature is to create the stable territory ,,,, and if she likes it she stays if not she moves to
the edge of the territory exploring the other male and famliy there and then moves over there ,,,, NO FIGHTING between ex
lovers she is just GONE …….. And the MALE keeps on keeping on , making the girls who stay happy ….
Now if he has not GIRL then that is natural selection at work he must be a drunk dumb useless bumm….. Whose territory
is acard board box under and over pass on I - 95 ,,,,,, instead of the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html …. So if a gril is currently in relationship with some guy who is doing things she
does not feel good about … and she sticks around because the ..SOCIETY the social mores , expectations of a GOOD GIRL
who should stick around ,,,,, SHOULD living based on the shoulds of the CONFUSE and CONQUER ,,, thought forms . If she is
listening to the THEMS the programming ….. Who is at fault the male who is living his own TAO ? Natural selection
if the guy is a bum ..why are the girls with him ? Ahhh how fucking confused is the whole system , and then to blame the MALE
…. For being what and who he is when she met him … or did she drive him away ….. http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 the 5 things girls do to drive men away …. No it is her job to BREAK UP … it is the
amans job to do what ever he is doing …. Becaue as evedenced in the beginning he was trying to CREATE smiles , that
is why she gott together with him in the first place now …WHY DID HE CHANGE ….. Aoooh now why ? Did he change
…. The chicken or the egg ? http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html …. So if a gril is currently in relationship with some guy who is doing things she
does not feel good about … and she sticks around because the ..SOCIETY the social mores , expectations of a GOOD GIRL
who should stick around ,,,,, SHOULD living based on the shoulds of the CONFUSE and CONQUER ,,, thought forms . If she is
listening to the THEMS the programming ….. Who is at fault the male who is living his own TAO ? Natural selection
if the guy is a bum ..why are the girls with him ? Ahhh how fucking confused is the whole system , and then to blame the MALE
…. For being what and who he is when she met him … or did she drive him away ….. http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 the 5 things girls do to drive men away …. No it is her job to BREAK UP … it is the
amans job to do what ever he is doing …. Becaue as evedenced in the beginning he was trying to CREATE smiles , that
is why she gott together with him in the first place now …WHY DID HE CHANGE ….. Aoooh now why ? Did he change
…. The chicken or the egg ? http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 the 5 things girls do to drive men away …. No it is her job to BREAK UP … it is the
amans job to do what ever he is doing …. Becaue as evedenced in the beginning he was trying to CREATE smiles , that
is why she gott together with him in the first place now …WHY DID HE CHANGE ….. Aoooh now why ? Did he change
…. The chicken or the egg ?
Tied teased and fucked Young master remember it is nothing that she does not ddeply inwardly really desire
…. Ok just to go over it again you were born with something that will ENLARGE and get stick called a COCK that is a
DNA expression … she was born with a HOLE … that wants to be filled in fact it wetts it is SELF LUBRICATING
an expression of her NATURE her DNA to be pene trated http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html due to the TEACHING due to the BRAIN WASHING , the continues repition of the ideas of the CONTROLERS
, you have come to feel and think about sex as being UN NATURAL , when it is the most of NATURAL things in fact it is your
INSTINCT .. It is your DNA ,, you are an ANIMAL , hairy with flesh and bones ans skin and HORMONES etc . like any other animal
. In the MAMMAL ANIMAL KINGDOM , VARIATIONS ON THE poly / harem theme ARE THE BY far THE MOST COMMON family unit .. For many
many reason and one is …To allow the recreation of SEX ? Think about the fact that you very well maybe a daddy some
day in fact every one of you young master who I meet with a child on the way for example you guys are so frucking proud and
EXCITED with the idea of being Daddy ,,, yet you are still worthless bumms most of you not working and not saving , just starting
life off like the ECONOMIC SLAVE model you grew up seeing … again think about the concepts on this page about modeling
you become a person often like the people who riased you http://www.instinctualism.org/id75.html But back to having time to realy enjoy , tieing her up to free her to feel that sensative body ,
to relax and be submissive finnally to be the PENETRATED http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html AND THE FACTS ABOUT THE harem lifestyle THA FAMILY UNIT MOST easy FOR HUMANS TO REALY enjoy LIFE BY
living … THE MOST EASY AND RELAXING LIFESTYLE …. Instinctualism… think about the opening statement of
this page . http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html And undersstand ..the contrst the comparison between the stress of the NUCLEAR BOMB FAMILY of the
society that has programed ,,, where the instinct of the child that you are so proud to create and invite into thtis world
well it’s instinct to have attention will overwhelm you and your lover ….by having the 3 moms there is FREEDOM
and benefits for everyone , the natural flow , the… the … truth behind the saying it takes a village to raise
a s child well the single family concrete box home of 1 on 1 fairy tale about the handsome prince and the cute princess living
in BLISS alone together … Is not the reality you have seen in the world around You want to have time and
have space to CREATE ….. A play room ,, and then also have time to use it , and she too would love to have the FREEDOM
to be used in your PLAY ROOM … http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm.html ( ohh this page is still in the building I will putting in the links as time goes on ) Now rmember
build it and they will come and cummm …. The action of your action will brin into your world those who are like minded
with you …… the law of ATRRACTION ….. What yu are doing is not UNATURAL or evil or bad it is very very
natural , and even the St,Andrew Cross is as natural to sexual ..submission to returning to her instincts as ,,,using electricty
is for nioght time light ,,, just a tool that the human mind has created to aid it in enjoying it’s own personel experience
of living ..for the only natural night time light is moon and star light , but we use light bulbs and in fact have in the
past on occaions used more direct fuel based lighting like fire flame and candle …… the CREATIVE TABLES AND
BEDS AND AND SHIT THAT YOU CAN BUILD IN YOUR …your home see 5 acre site plan ½ down the page http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …well like buying a nice massage table is not WEIRD Or shit …. So why would building a
puppy chair be weird ,,, oh a pussy chair is a comfy like foot stool thing to tie her to , so she can get fucked like a puppy
,, and of ourse played with and of course whipeed ,,,,Why whipping , it is not for the damamging of her skin ,,NO NO NO
… THE FLOGGER WITH ITS MULTI FINE STRANDS GIVES A CARESS TO HER SENSATIVE SKIN LIKE NOTHG ELSE CAN ,,, IT IS AN exciting
FLAVER OF BEING TOUCHED AS NATURAL AS …. Well as getting a chocolate milk shake … for the milk shake itself
can not be found in NATURE it is the xperince of the creative mind of man ,,, and a treat to be enjoyed …. Every thin
done in MODERATION is ussaly ok ,,, ( some excepts maybe herion and crack ..but hey they are not fun they are suicides in
reality , poisins) the feeling of the barbers strap …. Now that need some skill in using for the corse leather of the
barbers strap could cause real damamge to skin ….. Ahhh but that is like the stretched muscles the skinned knees of
really giving it your all in your favorite active sport , sometimes thing do go kinda wrong but it is not CALL to stop riding
the orse just because you felll off ……. But young maste now with the baby on the way ,,, now tith you
having to live hand to mouth at a job you hate ,,, now tih living in a 2/2 apt. where and how are you EVER gonna have the
dungeon ? The paly room because facts are facts you will become 96 out of the 100 …. The ODDS are …. You will
just be a slave. And worse than that ,,, you will most likey be a divorced salve in afew years … ohh but if you Thought
first http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html would could your future be like ,,, and why why , buck the REALITY of time/space we all have agreed
to live within ,,, we came here to experience time/sapce as human animals not as indiviual GODS …. But as cool thinking
animals …… with built in knowledge of how the bio-machine works and is designed …. And of our DNA designed
favortie recreational activity all aready programmed in ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html why make living more complicated than it is naturally desgned to be ,,,, JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY
like the priest of some fucking CHURCH ? Your alsmost dead grandmom ( god rest her soul soon ) just to live up to SHOULDS
. http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html due to the TEACHING due to the BRAIN WASHING , the continues repition of the ideas of the CONTROLERS
, you have come to feel and think about sex as being UN NATURAL , when it is the most of NATURAL things in fact it is your
INSTINCT .. It is your DNA ,, you are an ANIMAL , hairy with flesh and bones ans skin and HORMONES etc . like any other animal
. In the MAMMAL ANIMAL KINGDOM , VARIATIONS ON THE poly / harem theme ARE THE BY far THE MOST COMMON family unit .. For many
many reason and one is …To allow the recreation of SEX ? Think about the fact that you very well maybe a daddy some
day in fact every one of you young master who I meet with a child on the way for example you guys are so frucking proud and
EXCITED with the idea of being Daddy ,,, yet you are still worthless bumms most of you not working and not saving , just starting
life off like the ECONOMIC SLAVE model you grew up seeing … again think about the concepts on this page about modeling
you become a person often like the people who riased you http://www.instinctualism.org/id75.html But back to having time to realy enjoy , tieing her up to free her to feel that sensative body ,
to relax and be submissive finnally to be the PENETRATED http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html AND THE FACTS ABOUT THE harem lifestyle THA FAMILY UNIT MOST easy FOR HUMANS TO REALY enjoy LIFE BY
living … THE MOST EASY AND RELAXING LIFESTYLE …. Instinctualism… think about the opening statement of
this page . http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html And undersstand ..the contrst the comparison between the stress of the NUCLEAR BOMB FAMILY of the
society that has programed ,,, where the instinct of the child that you are so proud to create and invite into thtis world
well it’s instinct to have attention will overwhelm you and your lover ….by having the 3 moms there is FREEDOM
and benefits for everyone , the natural flow , the… the … truth behind the saying it takes a village to raise
a s child well the single family concrete box home of 1 on 1 fairy tale about the handsome prince and the cute princess living
in BLISS alone together … Is not the reality you have seen in the world around You want to have time and
have space to CREATE ….. A play room ,, and then also have time to use it , and she too would love to have the FREEDOM
to be used in your PLAY ROOM … http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm.html ( ohh this page is still in the building I will putting in the links as time goes on ) Now rmember
build it and they will come and cummm …. The action of your action will brin into your world those who are like minded
with you …… the law of ATRRACTION ….. What yu are doing is not UNATURAL or evil or bad it is very very
natural , and even the St,Andrew Cross is as natural to sexual ..submission to returning to her instincts as ,,,using electricty
is for nioght time light ,,, just a tool that the human mind has created to aid it in enjoying it’s own personel experience
of living ..for the only natural night time light is moon and star light , but we use light bulbs and in fact have in the
past on occaions used more direct fuel based lighting like fire flame and candle …… the CREATIVE TABLES AND
BEDS AND AND SHIT THAT YOU CAN BUILD IN YOUR …your home see 5 acre site plan ½ down the page http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …well like buying a nice massage table is not WEIRD Or shit …. So why would building a
puppy chair be weird ,,, oh a pussy chair is a comfy like foot stool thing to tie her to , so she can get fucked like a puppy
,, and of ourse played with and of course whipeed ,,,,Why whipping , it is not for the damamging of her skin ,,NO NO NO
… THE FLOGGER WITH ITS MULTI FINE STRANDS GIVES A CARESS TO HER SENSATIVE SKIN LIKE NOTHG ELSE CAN ,,, IT IS AN exciting
FLAVER OF BEING TOUCHED AS NATURAL AS …. Well as getting a chocolate milk shake … for the milk shake itself
can not be found in NATURE it is the xperince of the creative mind of man ,,, and a treat to be enjoyed …. Every thin
done in MODERATION is ussaly ok ,,, ( some excepts maybe herion and crack ..but hey they are not fun they are suicides in
reality , poisins) the feeling of the barbers strap …. Now that need some skill in using for the corse leather of the
barbers strap could cause real damamge to skin ….. Ahhh but that is like the stretched muscles the skinned knees of
really giving it your all in your favorite active sport , sometimes thing do go kinda wrong but it is not CALL to stop riding
the orse just because you felll off ……. But young maste now with the baby on the way ,,, now tith you
having to live hand to mouth at a job you hate ,,, now tih living in a 2/2 apt. where and how are you EVER gonna have the
dungeon ? The paly room because facts are facts you will become 96 out of the 100 …. The ODDS are …. You will
just be a slave. And worse than that ,,, you will most likey be a divorced salve in afew years … ohh but if you Thought
first http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html would could your future be like ,,, and why why , buck the REALITY of time/space we all have agreed
to live within ,,, we came here to experience time/sapce as human animals not as indiviual GODS …. But as cool thinking
animals …… with built in knowledge of how the bio-machine works and is designed …. And of our DNA designed
favortie recreational activity all aready programmed in ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html why make living more complicated than it is naturally desgned to be ,,,, JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY
like the priest of some fucking CHURCH ? Your alsmost dead grandmom ( god rest her soul soon ) just to live up to SHOULDS
. http://www.instinctualism.org/id75.html But back to having time to realy enjoy , tieing her up to free her to feel that sensative body ,
to relax and be submissive finnally to be the PENETRATED http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html AND THE FACTS ABOUT THE harem lifestyle THA FAMILY UNIT MOST easy FOR HUMANS TO REALY enjoy LIFE BY
living … THE MOST EASY AND RELAXING LIFESTYLE …. Instinctualism… think about the opening statement of
this page . http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html And undersstand ..the contrst the comparison between the stress of the NUCLEAR BOMB FAMILY of the
society that has programed ,,, where the instinct of the child that you are so proud to create and invite into thtis world
well it’s instinct to have attention will overwhelm you and your lover ….by having the 3 moms there is FREEDOM
and benefits for everyone , the natural flow , the… the … truth behind the saying it takes a village to raise
a s child well the single family concrete box home of 1 on 1 fairy tale about the handsome prince and the cute princess living
in BLISS alone together … Is not the reality you have seen in the world around You want to have time and
have space to CREATE ….. A play room ,, and then also have time to use it , and she too would love to have the FREEDOM
to be used in your PLAY ROOM … http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm.html ( ohh this page is still in the building I will putting in the links as time goes on ) Now rmember
build it and they will come and cummm …. The action of your action will brin into your world those who are like minded
with you …… the law of ATRRACTION ….. What yu are doing is not UNATURAL or evil or bad it is very very
natural , and even the St,Andrew Cross is as natural to sexual ..submission to returning to her instincts as ,,,using electricty
is for nioght time light ,,, just a tool that the human mind has created to aid it in enjoying it’s own personel experience
of living ..for the only natural night time light is moon and star light , but we use light bulbs and in fact have in the
past on occaions used more direct fuel based lighting like fire flame and candle …… the CREATIVE TABLES AND
BEDS AND AND SHIT THAT YOU CAN BUILD IN YOUR …your home see 5 acre site plan ½ down the page http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …well like buying a nice massage table is not WEIRD Or shit …. So why would building a
puppy chair be weird ,,, oh a pussy chair is a comfy like foot stool thing to tie her to , so she can get fucked like a puppy
,, and of ourse played with and of course whipeed ,,,,Why whipping , it is not for the damamging of her skin ,,NO NO NO
… THE FLOGGER WITH ITS MULTI FINE STRANDS GIVES A CARESS TO HER SENSATIVE SKIN LIKE NOTHG ELSE CAN ,,, IT IS AN exciting
FLAVER OF BEING TOUCHED AS NATURAL AS …. Well as getting a chocolate milk shake … for the milk shake itself
can not be found in NATURE it is the xperince of the creative mind of man ,,, and a treat to be enjoyed …. Every thin
done in MODERATION is ussaly ok ,,, ( some excepts maybe herion and crack ..but hey they are not fun they are suicides in
reality , poisins) the feeling of the barbers strap …. Now that need some skill in using for the corse leather of the
barbers strap could cause real damamge to skin ….. Ahhh but that is like the stretched muscles the skinned knees of
really giving it your all in your favorite active sport , sometimes thing do go kinda wrong but it is not CALL to stop riding
the orse just because you felll off ……. But young maste now with the baby on the way ,,, now tith you
having to live hand to mouth at a job you hate ,,, now tih living in a 2/2 apt. where and how are you EVER gonna have the
dungeon ? The paly room because facts are facts you will become 96 out of the 100 …. The ODDS are …. You will
just be a slave. And worse than that ,,, you will most likey be a divorced salve in afew years … ohh but if you Thought
first http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html would could your future be like ,,, and why why , buck the REALITY of time/space we all have agreed
to live within ,,, we came here to experience time/sapce as human animals not as indiviual GODS …. But as cool thinking
animals …… with built in knowledge of how the bio-machine works and is designed …. And of our DNA designed
favortie recreational activity all aready programmed in ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html why make living more complicated than it is naturally desgned to be ,,,, JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY
like the priest of some fucking CHURCH ? Your alsmost dead grandmom ( god rest her soul soon ) just to live up to SHOULDS
. http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html AND THE FACTS ABOUT THE harem lifestyle THA FAMILY UNIT MOST easy FOR HUMANS TO REALY enjoy LIFE BY
living … THE MOST EASY AND RELAXING LIFESTYLE …. Instinctualism… think about the opening statement of
this page . http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html And undersstand ..the contrst the comparison between the stress of the NUCLEAR BOMB FAMILY of the
society that has programed ,,, where the instinct of the child that you are so proud to create and invite into thtis world
well it’s instinct to have attention will overwhelm you and your lover ….by having the 3 moms there is FREEDOM
and benefits for everyone , the natural flow , the… the … truth behind the saying it takes a village to raise
a s child well the single family concrete box home of 1 on 1 fairy tale about the handsome prince and the cute princess living
in BLISS alone together … Is not the reality you have seen in the world around You want to have time and
have space to CREATE ….. A play room ,, and then also have time to use it , and she too would love to have the FREEDOM
to be used in your PLAY ROOM … http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm.html ( ohh this page is still in the building I will putting in the links as time goes on ) Now rmember
build it and they will come and cummm …. The action of your action will brin into your world those who are like minded
with you …… the law of ATRRACTION ….. What yu are doing is not UNATURAL or evil or bad it is very very
natural , and even the St,Andrew Cross is as natural to sexual ..submission to returning to her instincts as ,,,using electricty
is for nioght time light ,,, just a tool that the human mind has created to aid it in enjoying it’s own personel experience
of living ..for the only natural night time light is moon and star light , but we use light bulbs and in fact have in the
past on occaions used more direct fuel based lighting like fire flame and candle …… the CREATIVE TABLES AND
BEDS AND AND SHIT THAT YOU CAN BUILD IN YOUR …your home see 5 acre site plan ½ down the page http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …well like buying a nice massage table is not WEIRD Or shit …. So why would building a
puppy chair be weird ,,, oh a pussy chair is a comfy like foot stool thing to tie her to , so she can get fucked like a puppy
,, and of ourse played with and of course whipeed ,,,,Why whipping , it is not for the damamging of her skin ,,NO NO NO
… THE FLOGGER WITH ITS MULTI FINE STRANDS GIVES A CARESS TO HER SENSATIVE SKIN LIKE NOTHG ELSE CAN ,,, IT IS AN exciting
FLAVER OF BEING TOUCHED AS NATURAL AS …. Well as getting a chocolate milk shake … for the milk shake itself
can not be found in NATURE it is the xperince of the creative mind of man ,,, and a treat to be enjoyed …. Every thin
done in MODERATION is ussaly ok ,,, ( some excepts maybe herion and crack ..but hey they are not fun they are suicides in
reality , poisins) the feeling of the barbers strap …. Now that need some skill in using for the corse leather of the
barbers strap could cause real damamge to skin ….. Ahhh but that is like the stretched muscles the skinned knees of
really giving it your all in your favorite active sport , sometimes thing do go kinda wrong but it is not CALL to stop riding
the orse just because you felll off ……. But young maste now with the baby on the way ,,, now tith you
having to live hand to mouth at a job you hate ,,, now tih living in a 2/2 apt. where and how are you EVER gonna have the
dungeon ? The paly room because facts are facts you will become 96 out of the 100 …. The ODDS are …. You will
just be a slave. And worse than that ,,, you will most likey be a divorced salve in afew years … ohh but if you Thought
first http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html would could your future be like ,,, and why why , buck the REALITY of time/space we all have agreed
to live within ,,, we came here to experience time/sapce as human animals not as indiviual GODS …. But as cool thinking
animals …… with built in knowledge of how the bio-machine works and is designed …. And of our DNA designed
favortie recreational activity all aready programmed in ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html why make living more complicated than it is naturally desgned to be ,,,, JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY
like the priest of some fucking CHURCH ? Your alsmost dead grandmom ( god rest her soul soon ) just to live up to SHOULDS
. http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm.html ( ohh this page is still in the building I will putting in the links as time goes on ) Now rmember
build it and they will come and cummm …. The action of your action will brin into your world those who are like minded
with you …… the law of ATRRACTION ….. What yu are doing is not UNATURAL or evil or bad it is very very
natural , and even the St,Andrew Cross is as natural to sexual ..submission to returning to her instincts as ,,,using electricty
is for nioght time light ,,, just a tool that the human mind has created to aid it in enjoying it’s own personel experience
of living ..for the only natural night time light is moon and star light , but we use light bulbs and in fact have in the
past on occaions used more direct fuel based lighting like fire flame and candle …… the CREATIVE TABLES AND
BEDS AND AND SHIT THAT YOU CAN BUILD IN YOUR …your home see 5 acre site plan ½ down the page http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …well like buying a nice massage table is not WEIRD Or shit …. So why would building a
puppy chair be weird ,,, oh a pussy chair is a comfy like foot stool thing to tie her to , so she can get fucked like a puppy
,, and of ourse played with and of course whipeed ,,,,Why whipping , it is not for the damamging of her skin ,,NO NO NO
… THE FLOGGER WITH ITS MULTI FINE STRANDS GIVES A CARESS TO HER SENSATIVE SKIN LIKE NOTHG ELSE CAN ,,, IT IS AN exciting
FLAVER OF BEING TOUCHED AS NATURAL AS …. Well as getting a chocolate milk shake … for the milk shake itself
can not be found in NATURE it is the xperince of the creative mind of man ,,, and a treat to be enjoyed …. Every thin
done in MODERATION is ussaly ok ,,, ( some excepts maybe herion and crack ..but hey they are not fun they are suicides in
reality , poisins) the feeling of the barbers strap …. Now that need some skill in using for the corse leather of the
barbers strap could cause real damamge to skin ….. Ahhh but that is like the stretched muscles the skinned knees of
really giving it your all in your favorite active sport , sometimes thing do go kinda wrong but it is not CALL to stop riding
the orse just because you felll off ……. But young maste now with the baby on the way ,,, now tith you
having to live hand to mouth at a job you hate ,,, now tih living in a 2/2 apt. where and how are you EVER gonna have the
dungeon ? The paly room because facts are facts you will become 96 out of the 100 …. The ODDS are …. You will
just be a slave. And worse than that ,,, you will most likey be a divorced salve in afew years … ohh but if you Thought
first http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html would could your future be like ,,, and why why , buck the REALITY of time/space we all have agreed
to live within ,,, we came here to experience time/sapce as human animals not as indiviual GODS …. But as cool thinking
animals …… with built in knowledge of how the bio-machine works and is designed …. And of our DNA designed
favortie recreational activity all aready programmed in ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html why make living more complicated than it is naturally desgned to be ,,,, JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY
like the priest of some fucking CHURCH ? Your alsmost dead grandmom ( god rest her soul soon ) just to live up to SHOULDS
. http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …well like buying a nice massage table is not WEIRD Or shit …. So why would building a
puppy chair be weird ,,, oh a pussy chair is a comfy like foot stool thing to tie her to , so she can get fucked like a puppy
,, and of ourse played with and of course whipeed ,,,,Why whipping , it is not for the damamging of her skin ,,NO NO NO
… THE FLOGGER WITH ITS MULTI FINE STRANDS GIVES A CARESS TO HER SENSATIVE SKIN LIKE NOTHG ELSE CAN ,,, IT IS AN exciting
FLAVER OF BEING TOUCHED AS NATURAL AS …. Well as getting a chocolate milk shake … for the milk shake itself
can not be found in NATURE it is the xperince of the creative mind of man ,,, and a treat to be enjoyed …. Every thin
done in MODERATION is ussaly ok ,,, ( some excepts maybe herion and crack ..but hey they are not fun they are suicides in
reality , poisins) the feeling of the barbers strap …. Now that need some skill in using for the corse leather of the
barbers strap could cause real damamge to skin ….. Ahhh but that is like the stretched muscles the skinned knees of
really giving it your all in your favorite active sport , sometimes thing do go kinda wrong but it is not CALL to stop riding
the orse just because you felll off ……. But young maste now with the baby on the way ,,, now tith you
having to live hand to mouth at a job you hate ,,, now tih living in a 2/2 apt. where and how are you EVER gonna have the
dungeon ? The paly room because facts are facts you will become 96 out of the 100 …. The ODDS are …. You will
just be a slave. And worse than that ,,, you will most likey be a divorced salve in afew years … ohh but if you Thought
first http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html would could your future be like ,,, and why why , buck the REALITY of time/space we all have agreed
to live within ,,, we came here to experience time/sapce as human animals not as indiviual GODS …. But as cool thinking
animals …… with built in knowledge of how the bio-machine works and is designed …. And of our DNA designed
favortie recreational activity all aready programmed in ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html why make living more complicated than it is naturally desgned to be ,,,, JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY
like the priest of some fucking CHURCH ? Your alsmost dead grandmom ( god rest her soul soon ) just to live up to SHOULDS
. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html would could your future be like ,,, and why why , buck the REALITY of time/space we all have agreed
to live within ,,, we came here to experience time/sapce as human animals not as indiviual GODS …. But as cool thinking
animals …… with built in knowledge of how the bio-machine works and is designed …. And of our DNA designed
favortie recreational activity all aready programmed in ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html why make living more complicated than it is naturally desgned to be ,,,, JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY
like the priest of some fucking CHURCH ? Your alsmost dead grandmom ( god rest her soul soon ) just to live up to SHOULDS
.
Nude on a $1.50 yacht Ok young master , honestly I am into PROFIT ( http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html ) …. I love the OP of being able to have THINGS ,,, but , but ubt ….. If you are living
a trap of buying more ane more shit ,,, just to escape to escape the pains of living the life of of working like a SLAVE only
to buy more and more shit to escape the pain of working so hard like slave to buy more shit ……. If you are in
this trap then ,, then I believe that if you WANT TO … you can ahange the dynaimcs by understanding the WHYS ,, real
the whys …not the BANDAID whys that you think are the real reason , but the basic , instinctual urges un met ,,,ignored
coming out in the HURT THAT buying more shit helps you escape from the trap of working to buy more shit …The idea
that you can live simple enjoy living simply seeing that in the simple is the everything you NOW buy …buy …
ok what do I mean ,,, I went out for ride on my 1.50 yyatch while I watched my nieghbor leaving to do the same thing but he
left his dock fdriving 30k worth of boat ….. He had the family with him and a load of Rafts to float around on …
they were probably heading upt the indian river lagoon to this place that boaters gather ….. The same water just that
it will cost my nieghbor about $100 …ok so what …. 100 bucks …. Now while I am running in the morning
he is leaving to drive to work ,,,, in the evening as wee mmet at our docks talking acroos the water to each other ,,he with
that 3rd beer of the night ,,, is fiannally feeling NO PAIN ……. Sure he makes 50 per hour but most
of that hour is spent AT THINGS HE HATES , sure there is a basic love of his career but it has grown into something that he
hates ……. And needs to poisin his mind to stop the PAIN ….. So in his escape from his pain he must
work 2 more hours at the pain he is trying to escape from … while I also float on the same indian river lagoon on a
$1.50 raft and in my tiney OWNER OPERATOR BUSINESS one of the cash cows described … http://www.instinctualism.org/cash_cow.html I have to SLAVE for about 2 minutes … while he has to suffer for about 2 hours … ( butrsince
I have not allowed myself to get trapped I work still at the job I loved in the beginning while he had to evovle the carreer
he once loved into a trapp he know has to DRINK TO FORGET … ) hmmmm do you get it ? I realy do not lsave for those
2 minutes ,,, I do what I love …. I create smiles .. I provide service ,,, I express PRIDE FOR 2 MINUTES ….
To enjoy the same whater he does …. Except he know enjoys the water in a gorup of others like himself all getting drunk
to escape the TRAP they used to get the paradise they now enjoy with me ….. Complexity after complexity ….Ahhh
but on my yatch I must move my arms gently to slowly and comfortably push my yatch out inot the lagoon so I can ride the wind
back to shore like a SAIL BOAT … ( going nowhere slowly the creedo so the sailor ) while I listen to the waves and
sea birds mainly enjoy the SILENCE , aand feel the sunshine an the RHYTHM of the waves directly traslated to my body thru
the raft I ride ……. Ahhh but me Phil ,, the owner of how many boats in ly past , the git there fast boats
of my past ,,, the pains of buying and slaveing …. To find the pleasure ….. Told to me I would find in OWNERSHIP
of the MO’Better …. But young master , the design of the compound the ,,,,, nude and a ntural lifestlye
, the harem . Life style the understanding of ,, child rearing in terms of the invited guest ,, and the toa of their own experience
and adventure which is not mine , but thiers .. To experience as they choose based on their , interuptations. The fun of the
freedom of knowing that the most baisc life issues like food housing etc , are in your total control not some mortage company
of grocery store …. And YET YOU HAVE …. CASH COWS ……….. To buy more and more shit
….. Not to escape a terrible life or job or relationship ! BUT TO ENHANCE THE ALLREADY GOOD YOU LIVE DAY TO DAY
… GET IT? Picking wild grapes is not about profit it is about recreation ….. I could choose to VEG in
front of the TV or computer … I could work harder buy more stuff and then dringk to hide the pain ….. Or I could
enjoy the fresh air and PRIDE of nature I have all around me ……….. And have that fresh natural foods
that most people have to go to fansy stores to get , things like pills that are derived from the fruits I pick from nature
for free while I enjoy the action and feel pride in the end result. …… hmmmm it is not Welchs it is not hybred
it does not taste the same as the surgary sweet shit we have been trained to drink …. Ohh NO , it tastes wild like
the flavor of wild game is different than , the meats which are tasteless creations of indsutrial farming …. Hmmmmm
ALTERNTIVES all around you …. But you can not see it ! And guess what it is free , the same EFFORT redirected …..
Into living by CHOICE INSTEAD OF TRAP . Ohh the nude part ….. Welll since the hurricanes have destroyed my screen
of shorline trees I can only enjoy nude floating in close to shore , and what happened since my property is for sale to fund
the compound ….. I am designing and want to build to prove …. To give a place to experience .. www.instinctualism.org well I am enjoying the sun in the shallows the neighbors gone for the day I know I am cool to be a http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html … an dam if I don’t hear some one pull over to pick up a flyer and the sound of a talking
couple who are moving toward the cliff the enjoy the view of the waterfront ,,,, I had to bail off the raft and pull on my
shorts ….. Bummer …. Hence the reason for the 25 ft privacy of woods I design in http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html plus that 25 foot will provide fire wood if processed into spliffs or bricks … a pellet stlye
fire wood but in brick form . And to allow you to be dressed in the way that humans are designed to be dressed and that is
UNDRESSED ! http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html ) …. I love the OP of being able to have THINGS ,,, but , but ubt ….. If you are living
a trap of buying more ane more shit ,,, just to escape to escape the pains of living the life of of working like a SLAVE only
to buy more and more shit to escape the pain of working so hard like slave to buy more shit ……. If you are in
this trap then ,, then I believe that if you WANT TO … you can ahange the dynaimcs by understanding the WHYS ,, real
the whys …not the BANDAID whys that you think are the real reason , but the basic , instinctual urges un met ,,,ignored
coming out in the HURT THAT buying more shit helps you escape from the trap of working to buy more shit …The idea
that you can live simple enjoy living simply seeing that in the simple is the everything you NOW buy …buy …
ok what do I mean ,,, I went out for ride on my 1.50 yyatch while I watched my nieghbor leaving to do the same thing but he
left his dock fdriving 30k worth of boat ….. He had the family with him and a load of Rafts to float around on …
they were probably heading upt the indian river lagoon to this place that boaters gather ….. The same water just that
it will cost my nieghbor about $100 …ok so what …. 100 bucks …. Now while I am running in the morning
he is leaving to drive to work ,,,, in the evening as wee mmet at our docks talking acroos the water to each other ,,he with
that 3rd beer of the night ,,, is fiannally feeling NO PAIN ……. Sure he makes 50 per hour but most
of that hour is spent AT THINGS HE HATES , sure there is a basic love of his career but it has grown into something that he
hates ……. And needs to poisin his mind to stop the PAIN ….. So in his escape from his pain he must
work 2 more hours at the pain he is trying to escape from … while I also float on the same indian river lagoon on a
$1.50 raft and in my tiney OWNER OPERATOR BUSINESS one of the cash cows described … http://www.instinctualism.org/cash_cow.html I have to SLAVE for about 2 minutes … while he has to suffer for about 2 hours … ( butrsince
I have not allowed myself to get trapped I work still at the job I loved in the beginning while he had to evovle the carreer
he once loved into a trapp he know has to DRINK TO FORGET … ) hmmmm do you get it ? I realy do not lsave for those
2 minutes ,,, I do what I love …. I create smiles .. I provide service ,,, I express PRIDE FOR 2 MINUTES ….
To enjoy the same whater he does …. Except he know enjoys the water in a gorup of others like himself all getting drunk
to escape the TRAP they used to get the paradise they now enjoy with me ….. Complexity after complexity ….Ahhh
but on my yatch I must move my arms gently to slowly and comfortably push my yatch out inot the lagoon so I can ride the wind
back to shore like a SAIL BOAT … ( going nowhere slowly the creedo so the sailor ) while I listen to the waves and
sea birds mainly enjoy the SILENCE , aand feel the sunshine an the RHYTHM of the waves directly traslated to my body thru
the raft I ride ……. Ahhh but me Phil ,, the owner of how many boats in ly past , the git there fast boats
of my past ,,, the pains of buying and slaveing …. To find the pleasure ….. Told to me I would find in OWNERSHIP
of the MO’Better …. But young master , the design of the compound the ,,,,, nude and a ntural lifestlye
, the harem . Life style the understanding of ,, child rearing in terms of the invited guest ,, and the toa of their own experience
and adventure which is not mine , but thiers .. To experience as they choose based on their , interuptations. The fun of the
freedom of knowing that the most baisc life issues like food housing etc , are in your total control not some mortage company
of grocery store …. And YET YOU HAVE …. CASH COWS ……….. To buy more and more shit
….. Not to escape a terrible life or job or relationship ! BUT TO ENHANCE THE ALLREADY GOOD YOU LIVE DAY TO DAY
… GET IT? Picking wild grapes is not about profit it is about recreation ….. I could choose to VEG in
front of the TV or computer … I could work harder buy more stuff and then dringk to hide the pain ….. Or I could
enjoy the fresh air and PRIDE of nature I have all around me ……….. And have that fresh natural foods
that most people have to go to fansy stores to get , things like pills that are derived from the fruits I pick from nature
for free while I enjoy the action and feel pride in the end result. …… hmmmm it is not Welchs it is not hybred
it does not taste the same as the surgary sweet shit we have been trained to drink …. Ohh NO , it tastes wild like
the flavor of wild game is different than , the meats which are tasteless creations of indsutrial farming …. Hmmmmm
ALTERNTIVES all around you …. But you can not see it ! And guess what it is free , the same EFFORT redirected …..
Into living by CHOICE INSTEAD OF TRAP . Ohh the nude part ….. Welll since the hurricanes have destroyed my screen
of shorline trees I can only enjoy nude floating in close to shore , and what happened since my property is for sale to fund
the compound ….. I am designing and want to build to prove …. To give a place to experience .. www.instinctualism.org well I am enjoying the sun in the shallows the neighbors gone for the day I know I am cool to be a http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html … an dam if I don’t hear some one pull over to pick up a flyer and the sound of a talking
couple who are moving toward the cliff the enjoy the view of the waterfront ,,,, I had to bail off the raft and pull on my
shorts ….. Bummer …. Hence the reason for the 25 ft privacy of woods I design in http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html plus that 25 foot will provide fire wood if processed into spliffs or bricks … a pellet stlye
fire wood but in brick form . And to allow you to be dressed in the way that humans are designed to be dressed and that is
UNDRESSED ! http://www.instinctualism.org/cash_cow.html I have to SLAVE for about 2 minutes … while he has to suffer for about 2 hours … ( butrsince
I have not allowed myself to get trapped I work still at the job I loved in the beginning while he had to evovle the carreer
he once loved into a trapp he know has to DRINK TO FORGET … ) hmmmm do you get it ? I realy do not lsave for those
2 minutes ,,, I do what I love …. I create smiles .. I provide service ,,, I express PRIDE FOR 2 MINUTES ….
To enjoy the same whater he does …. Except he know enjoys the water in a gorup of others like himself all getting drunk
to escape the TRAP they used to get the paradise they now enjoy with me ….. Complexity after complexity ….Ahhh
but on my yatch I must move my arms gently to slowly and comfortably push my yatch out inot the lagoon so I can ride the wind
back to shore like a SAIL BOAT … ( going nowhere slowly the creedo so the sailor ) while I listen to the waves and
sea birds mainly enjoy the SILENCE , aand feel the sunshine an the RHYTHM of the waves directly traslated to my body thru
the raft I ride ……. Ahhh but me Phil ,, the owner of how many boats in ly past , the git there fast boats
of my past ,,, the pains of buying and slaveing …. To find the pleasure ….. Told to me I would find in OWNERSHIP
of the MO’Better …. But young master , the design of the compound the ,,,,, nude and a ntural lifestlye
, the harem . Life style the understanding of ,, child rearing in terms of the invited guest ,, and the toa of their own experience
and adventure which is not mine , but thiers .. To experience as they choose based on their , interuptations. The fun of the
freedom of knowing that the most baisc life issues like food housing etc , are in your total control not some mortage company
of grocery store …. And YET YOU HAVE …. CASH COWS ……….. To buy more and more shit
….. Not to escape a terrible life or job or relationship ! BUT TO ENHANCE THE ALLREADY GOOD YOU LIVE DAY TO DAY
… GET IT? Picking wild grapes is not about profit it is about recreation ….. I could choose to VEG in
front of the TV or computer … I could work harder buy more stuff and then dringk to hide the pain ….. Or I could
enjoy the fresh air and PRIDE of nature I have all around me ……….. And have that fresh natural foods
that most people have to go to fansy stores to get , things like pills that are derived from the fruits I pick from nature
for free while I enjoy the action and feel pride in the end result. …… hmmmm it is not Welchs it is not hybred
it does not taste the same as the surgary sweet shit we have been trained to drink …. Ohh NO , it tastes wild like
the flavor of wild game is different than , the meats which are tasteless creations of indsutrial farming …. Hmmmmm
ALTERNTIVES all around you …. But you can not see it ! And guess what it is free , the same EFFORT redirected …..
Into living by CHOICE INSTEAD OF TRAP . Ohh the nude part ….. Welll since the hurricanes have destroyed my screen
of shorline trees I can only enjoy nude floating in close to shore , and what happened since my property is for sale to fund
the compound ….. I am designing and want to build to prove …. To give a place to experience .. www.instinctualism.org well I am enjoying the sun in the shallows the neighbors gone for the day I know I am cool to be a http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html … an dam if I don’t hear some one pull over to pick up a flyer and the sound of a talking
couple who are moving toward the cliff the enjoy the view of the waterfront ,,,, I had to bail off the raft and pull on my
shorts ….. Bummer …. Hence the reason for the 25 ft privacy of woods I design in http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html plus that 25 foot will provide fire wood if processed into spliffs or bricks … a pellet stlye
fire wood but in brick form . And to allow you to be dressed in the way that humans are designed to be dressed and that is
UNDRESSED ! www.instinctualism.org well I am enjoying the sun in the shallows the neighbors gone for the day I know I am cool to be a http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html … an dam if I don’t hear some one pull over to pick up a flyer and the sound of a talking
couple who are moving toward the cliff the enjoy the view of the waterfront ,,,, I had to bail off the raft and pull on my
shorts ….. Bummer …. Hence the reason for the 25 ft privacy of woods I design in http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html plus that 25 foot will provide fire wood if processed into spliffs or bricks … a pellet stlye
fire wood but in brick form . And to allow you to be dressed in the way that humans are designed to be dressed and that is
UNDRESSED !
Seducing my hard cock Young Master the act of SEDUCTION is the CONTINUEING responsibility of the female ,
actually that is the core teaching of the REAL …KAMA SUTRA ,,, it has been lost in the newer Feminist trasnlations
amd manipulations of the ancient theme of the KAMA SUTRA which was taught female to female they understood still back then
the INSTINCTUAL the DNA of their bodies . … But the CONFUSE AND CONQUER got brouthg in ..that BOX
from which you think you choose your life and actions … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html step 1 again understand what you do not want ….. UNDERSTAND THE STRESS and un-naturalness of
the relationship world you have to choose from … understasnd that this is only a CONSTRUCT of society and ecomony ,,it
is not real … REAL limits … rmember the TACO BELL commericail think out side of the BUN out side of the box
.. Of limmits ….. Outside of the wall in heaven ( ½ way down the page read Zhuangzi’s old story http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ) … understand that way back in time of PHAROH mankind was understanding how to manipulate populations
.. For the benift of the FEW …. And you dumbshit are one of the MASSES , still used by the few controled in sublte
ways … look at the hisory behind the PROGRESSIVE MOVEMENTS around the 1900’s the exposing of ECOMINC SLAVERY
then realize why …why did people choose to allow themselves to be used when they really did have options like not gravitating
towards citys .. Why did they leave the farms and go to town in the first place ? WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR HARD
DICK ?Because I know you read my shit , searching for the BANDAID , the simple tool for getting your rocks off …
wether it is for mastrubation or for actual leraning about dating to get laid or LUCKY more often http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html … but in reality I am MODELING FOR YOU , giving you tidbits of thoughts of concepts so that your
BOX expands slowly …. And you have new OP’s to choose from the POSSILBEITY expands the wall in INFINITY MOVES
…outward allowing new possilbes to exisit in the wall … since we humans like the safety of the CAVE the wall
… the direction of some one who knows more than US. The recommendations of PRO’S AND PREISTS AND KINGS AND PRESIDENTS.Ok
so there is this girl who wrote to me upset about her feeling SLUTTY for having to seduce …. The hardeness of her boyfriend
COCK … she felt it was not her job to be nice and sexy … ohhh yes she would be sexy , maybe wear a TEDDY
or something ,,,, but it was TO LITTLE TO LATE http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 ahh the great work of DRGRAY amrs and venus … she had already poisined the relationship …
the effects of the 1 on 1 , had confused and conquered her male that she first fell in love with , ( again the first flush
of love is the eefects of sexual frustration , because of living within the BOX of sociala expectiatons , it is not the natural
real love of humanity ) So , over time this young lady .. Has gotten mad at ahving to seduce her male … Look
he , in the beginning was being fucked 5 times a day by a girl was UNKNOWING to herself was in competition with every other
girl in the world ,, her instinct was to fuck him into the trapp of 1 on 1 love , then as she felt she had security , she
received the ILOVE YOU STATEMENT form him , she started slowly …. Saying NO … NO … NO .. I am busy I
have a headache I am on my period , I have school work lets go out instead of fucking like we used ,,, small little tiny changes
over time ,,, each is a NO to the instinctual mind of the male . Yet the HONOR aspect of that instinctual male is also very
strong ,,, the honor aspect is the INSTINCT OF PROTECTOR …. OF THE territory and harem … ( read down the bottom
of the page when I bring up data on Gorillas http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ) Ok no dipshit my friend ( I call you dispshit ass I call myself like wise ) …..
It is hard to understand , that is the EVIDENCE TRAIL of the confuse and conquer , the effeciency of this tool of SOCIAL CONTROLS
learnes and put into action so many 1000’s of yearsa ago , perfected and tweeaked by …. Very intelligent policitc
scientist of their ages like for example the ROMANS , discussed by leaders around the ORGY ROOM …… sahred culture
to culture king to king , in fact QUEEN TO QUEEN … because THE WOMEN ALSO HAVE MUCH REXPOSNLIBLITY IN THE UNDER LIEING
MOVEMENT OF THE Greed ASPECT …. REMEMBER WE LIKE AND ARE COMFORTABLE IN OUR BLOOD STAINED t-shirts ,, the wearing of
bright and shiny gold , will scare of game while we are having fun hunting and fishing … the trapping and fasions are
thingsthat are REAL only in the CITY and the thought form ECO SYSTEM called ecomony and city ….. The safety of the
cave and walls while we , men like the outdoors even today , it is hard to ride your skateboard in the house , yes you may
have a skate park but you gravite to that large WILD HILL …. The search for freedom ….has its eviedence trail
in you still today … the INSTINCTUAL PART OF YOU .is real ! So that girl , breaks up with her boyfriend because
the sex is bad ,, he has been CONDITIONED to not expect sex .. To the poin the becomes NON-SEXUAL in fact he my even have
started to rranslate her ..sublte controlling actions to be equal with the controller of his youth ,,,, MOTHER ,, and by association
she like wise became mommy ,,, and well we do no like to FUCK MOMMY …. Mommy is natractive . YET OUR GIRLS FRINDS ARE
NOT NOT MOMMY …. So what happens is like the eeefects of themeantl box of personality that women live in ,,, one personality
for those at work , one for her family mom and dad , one for her husband the good wife and one for sex… the slut ….
Well BOXES are not natural for the male mind ohh we can be trained to create them but ,, we do not have the ablitly to switch
form personality to persoanlity as wuicly as females do … so the end result is , the TRAINED good honorable male ,
who learned to RESPECT your NO’S ….. is left confused when she the female ahnges once more and expects us to
react ..in kind when our brains are not wired like that . If you are in the HARME OR POLY , the effects of the 1 on
1 never get started since the competition for your affection is still there yet , again with the instinctual nature and stablity
of the SILVER BACK GORILLA our instinctual nautre http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html as her desire for sex EBBS and FLOWS she can come and seduce the hardness of my cock …. Because
I will always be around some where ….. The instinct of protection ….. Of territory and family … you gotta
take all this ,, get UN- CONFUSED … think for yourself , take aspects to think about a little at a time , expand the
box of the possible .Or continue on the same ROAD ….. Doing the same old thing getting the same old results …. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html step 1 again understand what you do not want ….. UNDERSTAND THE STRESS and un-naturalness of
the relationship world you have to choose from … understasnd that this is only a CONSTRUCT of society and ecomony ,,it
is not real … REAL limits … rmember the TACO BELL commericail think out side of the BUN out side of the box
.. Of limmits ….. Outside of the wall in heaven ( ½ way down the page read Zhuangzi’s old story http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ) … understand that way back in time of PHAROH mankind was understanding how to manipulate populations
.. For the benift of the FEW …. And you dumbshit are one of the MASSES , still used by the few controled in sublte
ways … look at the hisory behind the PROGRESSIVE MOVEMENTS around the 1900’s the exposing of ECOMINC SLAVERY
then realize why …why did people choose to allow themselves to be used when they really did have options like not gravitating
towards citys .. Why did they leave the farms and go to town in the first place ? WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR HARD
DICK ?Because I know you read my shit , searching for the BANDAID , the simple tool for getting your rocks off …
wether it is for mastrubation or for actual leraning about dating to get laid or LUCKY more often http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html … but in reality I am MODELING FOR YOU , giving you tidbits of thoughts of concepts so that your
BOX expands slowly …. And you have new OP’s to choose from the POSSILBEITY expands the wall in INFINITY MOVES
…outward allowing new possilbes to exisit in the wall … since we humans like the safety of the CAVE the wall
… the direction of some one who knows more than US. The recommendations of PRO’S AND PREISTS AND KINGS AND PRESIDENTS.Ok
so there is this girl who wrote to me upset about her feeling SLUTTY for having to seduce …. The hardeness of her boyfriend
COCK … she felt it was not her job to be nice and sexy … ohhh yes she would be sexy , maybe wear a TEDDY
or something ,,,, but it was TO LITTLE TO LATE http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 ahh the great work of DRGRAY amrs and venus … she had already poisined the relationship …
the effects of the 1 on 1 , had confused and conquered her male that she first fell in love with , ( again the first flush
of love is the eefects of sexual frustration , because of living within the BOX of sociala expectiatons , it is not the natural
real love of humanity ) So , over time this young lady .. Has gotten mad at ahving to seduce her male … Look
he , in the beginning was being fucked 5 times a day by a girl was UNKNOWING to herself was in competition with every other
girl in the world ,, her instinct was to fuck him into the trapp of 1 on 1 love , then as she felt she had security , she
received the ILOVE YOU STATEMENT form him , she started slowly …. Saying NO … NO … NO .. I am busy I
have a headache I am on my period , I have school work lets go out instead of fucking like we used ,,, small little tiny changes
over time ,,, each is a NO to the instinctual mind of the male . Yet the HONOR aspect of that instinctual male is also very
strong ,,, the honor aspect is the INSTINCT OF PROTECTOR …. OF THE territory and harem … ( read down the bottom
of the page when I bring up data on Gorillas http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ) Ok no dipshit my friend ( I call you dispshit ass I call myself like wise ) …..
It is hard to understand , that is the EVIDENCE TRAIL of the confuse and conquer , the effeciency of this tool of SOCIAL CONTROLS
learnes and put into action so many 1000’s of yearsa ago , perfected and tweeaked by …. Very intelligent policitc
scientist of their ages like for example the ROMANS , discussed by leaders around the ORGY ROOM …… sahred culture
to culture king to king , in fact QUEEN TO QUEEN … because THE WOMEN ALSO HAVE MUCH REXPOSNLIBLITY IN THE UNDER LIEING
MOVEMENT OF THE Greed ASPECT …. REMEMBER WE LIKE AND ARE COMFORTABLE IN OUR BLOOD STAINED t-shirts ,, the wearing of
bright and shiny gold , will scare of game while we are having fun hunting and fishing … the trapping and fasions are
thingsthat are REAL only in the CITY and the thought form ECO SYSTEM called ecomony and city ….. The safety of the
cave and walls while we , men like the outdoors even today , it is hard to ride your skateboard in the house , yes you may
have a skate park but you gravite to that large WILD HILL …. The search for freedom ….has its eviedence trail
in you still today … the INSTINCTUAL PART OF YOU .is real ! So that girl , breaks up with her boyfriend because
the sex is bad ,, he has been CONDITIONED to not expect sex .. To the poin the becomes NON-SEXUAL in fact he my even have
started to rranslate her ..sublte controlling actions to be equal with the controller of his youth ,,,, MOTHER ,, and by association
she like wise became mommy ,,, and well we do no like to FUCK MOMMY …. Mommy is natractive . YET OUR GIRLS FRINDS ARE
NOT NOT MOMMY …. So what happens is like the eeefects of themeantl box of personality that women live in ,,, one personality
for those at work , one for her family mom and dad , one for her husband the good wife and one for sex… the slut ….
Well BOXES are not natural for the male mind ohh we can be trained to create them but ,, we do not have the ablitly to switch
form personality to persoanlity as wuicly as females do … so the end result is , the TRAINED good honorable male ,
who learned to RESPECT your NO’S ….. is left confused when she the female ahnges once more and expects us to
react ..in kind when our brains are not wired like that . If you are in the HARME OR POLY , the effects of the 1 on
1 never get started since the competition for your affection is still there yet , again with the instinctual nature and stablity
of the SILVER BACK GORILLA our instinctual nautre http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html as her desire for sex EBBS and FLOWS she can come and seduce the hardness of my cock …. Because
I will always be around some where ….. The instinct of protection ….. Of territory and family … you gotta
take all this ,, get UN- CONFUSED … think for yourself , take aspects to think about a little at a time , expand the
box of the possible .Or continue on the same ROAD ….. Doing the same old thing getting the same old results …. http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html … but in reality I am MODELING FOR YOU , giving you tidbits of thoughts of concepts so that your
BOX expands slowly …. And you have new OP’s to choose from the POSSILBEITY expands the wall in INFINITY MOVES
…outward allowing new possilbes to exisit in the wall … since we humans like the safety of the CAVE the wall
… the direction of some one who knows more than US. The recommendations of PRO’S AND PREISTS AND KINGS AND PRESIDENTS.Ok
so there is this girl who wrote to me upset about her feeling SLUTTY for having to seduce …. The hardeness of her boyfriend
COCK … she felt it was not her job to be nice and sexy … ohhh yes she would be sexy , maybe wear a TEDDY
or something ,,,, but it was TO LITTLE TO LATE http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 ahh the great work of DRGRAY amrs and venus … she had already poisined the relationship …
the effects of the 1 on 1 , had confused and conquered her male that she first fell in love with , ( again the first flush
of love is the eefects of sexual frustration , because of living within the BOX of sociala expectiatons , it is not the natural
real love of humanity ) So , over time this young lady .. Has gotten mad at ahving to seduce her male … Look
he , in the beginning was being fucked 5 times a day by a girl was UNKNOWING to herself was in competition with every other
girl in the world ,, her instinct was to fuck him into the trapp of 1 on 1 love , then as she felt she had security , she
received the ILOVE YOU STATEMENT form him , she started slowly …. Saying NO … NO … NO .. I am busy I
have a headache I am on my period , I have school work lets go out instead of fucking like we used ,,, small little tiny changes
over time ,,, each is a NO to the instinctual mind of the male . Yet the HONOR aspect of that instinctual male is also very
strong ,,, the honor aspect is the INSTINCT OF PROTECTOR …. OF THE territory and harem … ( read down the bottom
of the page when I bring up data on Gorillas http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ) Ok no dipshit my friend ( I call you dispshit ass I call myself like wise ) …..
It is hard to understand , that is the EVIDENCE TRAIL of the confuse and conquer , the effeciency of this tool of SOCIAL CONTROLS
learnes and put into action so many 1000’s of yearsa ago , perfected and tweeaked by …. Very intelligent policitc
scientist of their ages like for example the ROMANS , discussed by leaders around the ORGY ROOM …… sahred culture
to culture king to king , in fact QUEEN TO QUEEN … because THE WOMEN ALSO HAVE MUCH REXPOSNLIBLITY IN THE UNDER LIEING
MOVEMENT OF THE Greed ASPECT …. REMEMBER WE LIKE AND ARE COMFORTABLE IN OUR BLOOD STAINED t-shirts ,, the wearing of
bright and shiny gold , will scare of game while we are having fun hunting and fishing … the trapping and fasions are
thingsthat are REAL only in the CITY and the thought form ECO SYSTEM called ecomony and city ….. The safety of the
cave and walls while we , men like the outdoors even today , it is hard to ride your skateboard in the house , yes you may
have a skate park but you gravite to that large WILD HILL …. The search for freedom ….has its eviedence trail
in you still today … the INSTINCTUAL PART OF YOU .is real ! So that girl , breaks up with her boyfriend because
the sex is bad ,, he has been CONDITIONED to not expect sex .. To the poin the becomes NON-SEXUAL in fact he my even have
started to rranslate her ..sublte controlling actions to be equal with the controller of his youth ,,,, MOTHER ,, and by association
she like wise became mommy ,,, and well we do no like to FUCK MOMMY …. Mommy is natractive . YET OUR GIRLS FRINDS ARE
NOT NOT MOMMY …. So what happens is like the eeefects of themeantl box of personality that women live in ,,, one personality
for those at work , one for her family mom and dad , one for her husband the good wife and one for sex… the slut ….
Well BOXES are not natural for the male mind ohh we can be trained to create them but ,, we do not have the ablitly to switch
form personality to persoanlity as wuicly as females do … so the end result is , the TRAINED good honorable male ,
who learned to RESPECT your NO’S ….. is left confused when she the female ahnges once more and expects us to
react ..in kind when our brains are not wired like that . If you are in the HARME OR POLY , the effects of the 1 on
1 never get started since the competition for your affection is still there yet , again with the instinctual nature and stablity
of the SILVER BACK GORILLA our instinctual nautre http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html as her desire for sex EBBS and FLOWS she can come and seduce the hardness of my cock …. Because
I will always be around some where ….. The instinct of protection ….. Of territory and family … you gotta
take all this ,, get UN- CONFUSED … think for yourself , take aspects to think about a little at a time , expand the
box of the possible .Or continue on the same ROAD ….. Doing the same old thing getting the same old results …. http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 ahh the great work of DRGRAY amrs and venus … she had already poisined the relationship …
the effects of the 1 on 1 , had confused and conquered her male that she first fell in love with , ( again the first flush
of love is the eefects of sexual frustration , because of living within the BOX of sociala expectiatons , it is not the natural
real love of humanity ) So , over time this young lady .. Has gotten mad at ahving to seduce her male … Look
he , in the beginning was being fucked 5 times a day by a girl was UNKNOWING to herself was in competition with every other
girl in the world ,, her instinct was to fuck him into the trapp of 1 on 1 love , then as she felt she had security , she
received the ILOVE YOU STATEMENT form him , she started slowly …. Saying NO … NO … NO .. I am busy I
have a headache I am on my period , I have school work lets go out instead of fucking like we used ,,, small little tiny changes
over time ,,, each is a NO to the instinctual mind of the male . Yet the HONOR aspect of that instinctual male is also very
strong ,,, the honor aspect is the INSTINCT OF PROTECTOR …. OF THE territory and harem … ( read down the bottom
of the page when I bring up data on Gorillas http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ) Ok no dipshit my friend ( I call you dispshit ass I call myself like wise ) …..
It is hard to understand , that is the EVIDENCE TRAIL of the confuse and conquer , the effeciency of this tool of SOCIAL CONTROLS
learnes and put into action so many 1000’s of yearsa ago , perfected and tweeaked by …. Very intelligent policitc
scientist of their ages like for example the ROMANS , discussed by leaders around the ORGY ROOM …… sahred culture
to culture king to king , in fact QUEEN TO QUEEN … because THE WOMEN ALSO HAVE MUCH REXPOSNLIBLITY IN THE UNDER LIEING
MOVEMENT OF THE Greed ASPECT …. REMEMBER WE LIKE AND ARE COMFORTABLE IN OUR BLOOD STAINED t-shirts ,, the wearing of
bright and shiny gold , will scare of game while we are having fun hunting and fishing … the trapping and fasions are
thingsthat are REAL only in the CITY and the thought form ECO SYSTEM called ecomony and city ….. The safety of the
cave and walls while we , men like the outdoors even today , it is hard to ride your skateboard in the house , yes you may
have a skate park but you gravite to that large WILD HILL …. The search for freedom ….has its eviedence trail
in you still today … the INSTINCTUAL PART OF YOU .is real ! So that girl , breaks up with her boyfriend because
the sex is bad ,, he has been CONDITIONED to not expect sex .. To the poin the becomes NON-SEXUAL in fact he my even have
started to rranslate her ..sublte controlling actions to be equal with the controller of his youth ,,,, MOTHER ,, and by association
she like wise became mommy ,,, and well we do no like to FUCK MOMMY …. Mommy is natractive . YET OUR GIRLS FRINDS ARE
NOT NOT MOMMY …. So what happens is like the eeefects of themeantl box of personality that women live in ,,, one personality
for those at work , one for her family mom and dad , one for her husband the good wife and one for sex… the slut ….
Well BOXES are not natural for the male mind ohh we can be trained to create them but ,, we do not have the ablitly to switch
form personality to persoanlity as wuicly as females do … so the end result is , the TRAINED good honorable male ,
who learned to RESPECT your NO’S ….. is left confused when she the female ahnges once more and expects us to
react ..in kind when our brains are not wired like that . If you are in the HARME OR POLY , the effects of the 1 on
1 never get started since the competition for your affection is still there yet , again with the instinctual nature and stablity
of the SILVER BACK GORILLA our instinctual nautre http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html as her desire for sex EBBS and FLOWS she can come and seduce the hardness of my cock …. Because
I will always be around some where ….. The instinct of protection ….. Of territory and family … you gotta
take all this ,, get UN- CONFUSED … think for yourself , take aspects to think about a little at a time , expand the
box of the possible .Or continue on the same ROAD ….. Doing the same old thing getting the same old results …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ) Ok no dipshit my friend ( I call you dispshit ass I call myself like wise ) …..
It is hard to understand , that is the EVIDENCE TRAIL of the confuse and conquer , the effeciency of this tool of SOCIAL CONTROLS
learnes and put into action so many 1000’s of yearsa ago , perfected and tweeaked by …. Very intelligent policitc
scientist of their ages like for example the ROMANS , discussed by leaders around the ORGY ROOM …… sahred culture
to culture king to king , in fact QUEEN TO QUEEN … because THE WOMEN ALSO HAVE MUCH REXPOSNLIBLITY IN THE UNDER LIEING
MOVEMENT OF THE Greed ASPECT …. REMEMBER WE LIKE AND ARE COMFORTABLE IN OUR BLOOD STAINED t-shirts ,, the wearing of
bright and shiny gold , will scare of game while we are having fun hunting and fishing … the trapping and fasions are
thingsthat are REAL only in the CITY and the thought form ECO SYSTEM called ecomony and city ….. The safety of the
cave and walls while we , men like the outdoors even today , it is hard to ride your skateboard in the house , yes you may
have a skate park but you gravite to that large WILD HILL …. The search for freedom ….has its eviedence trail
in you still today … the INSTINCTUAL PART OF YOU .is real ! So that girl , breaks up with her boyfriend because
the sex is bad ,, he has been CONDITIONED to not expect sex .. To the poin the becomes NON-SEXUAL in fact he my even have
started to rranslate her ..sublte controlling actions to be equal with the controller of his youth ,,,, MOTHER ,, and by association
she like wise became mommy ,,, and well we do no like to FUCK MOMMY …. Mommy is natractive . YET OUR GIRLS FRINDS ARE
NOT NOT MOMMY …. So what happens is like the eeefects of themeantl box of personality that women live in ,,, one personality
for those at work , one for her family mom and dad , one for her husband the good wife and one for sex… the slut ….
Well BOXES are not natural for the male mind ohh we can be trained to create them but ,, we do not have the ablitly to switch
form personality to persoanlity as wuicly as females do … so the end result is , the TRAINED good honorable male ,
who learned to RESPECT your NO’S ….. is left confused when she the female ahnges once more and expects us to
react ..in kind when our brains are not wired like that . If you are in the HARME OR POLY , the effects of the 1 on
1 never get started since the competition for your affection is still there yet , again with the instinctual nature and stablity
of the SILVER BACK GORILLA our instinctual nautre http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html as her desire for sex EBBS and FLOWS she can come and seduce the hardness of my cock …. Because
I will always be around some where ….. The instinct of protection ….. Of territory and family … you gotta
take all this ,, get UN- CONFUSED … think for yourself , take aspects to think about a little at a time , expand the
box of the possible .Or continue on the same ROAD ….. Doing the same old thing getting the same old results …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html as her desire for sex EBBS and FLOWS she can come and seduce the hardness of my cock …. Because
I will always be around some where ….. The instinct of protection ….. Of territory and family … you gotta
take all this ,, get UN- CONFUSED … think for yourself , take aspects to think about a little at a time , expand the
box of the possible .Or continue on the same ROAD ….. Doing the same old thing getting the same old results ….
You can spank me ? When she is asking this young master well what is the deeper evidence trail
? Have you been thinking at all? About the evidence trails I try to bring up the SOCIAL /CUTLURE the civil conditioning the
training to be what we ARE NOT .. Living based on the PHILO of a nut like myself called ASTRISTOTLE …. It si so suprizing
to reaaly understand how much of our ACCEPTED lifestyle and expectations were and are STIll being based on ideas set into
wqriting by just a HUMAN …. A FLAWED confused human , because the sexual manipulations of the ancient greek city/state
.. I am sure left impressions on that great mind we call Aristotole and thus his writings … ahh but there are new crazy
wrtings www.instinctualism.org Ohm but back to spanking actually to slavery ,, to the idea of sexual slavery … and the BY
CHOICE of the BDSM DOM/sub … MASTER/ slave relationship ,,the using of a tool ? The fashio for one , but the choice
to express one’s self in this fashion is again the evidence trail of deeper DNA urges ….. The urge the natural
call of the girl the PENETRATED ,. http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html …. Calling herself back to HER NATURAL state oof being ,, where for a great portion of her life
she depends on A PROVEN DOM MALE ..the protector and the penetator ..that male is , he FREES the instinctual female to enjoy
this experience of TIME/SPACE ….. To be ZEN finnally after all the lies and greeds of EVE have proven to be HOLLOW
and stressful just lies to to TRICK A HUNGER GREEEDY human into the slavery real slavery of the thought form called ECOMONY
….. Now the action of spanking her ,,,, ahhh will be even after years of experience , some what confusing to your
inner animal young master ,,,unless of course you have adopted the FASHION of MASTER to the point where you again have WARPED
your protective instincts , the pendullum swinging as you are learning to swing back to your INSTINCTUAL NATURE …..
The loving protective nature since you like wise have been lied to for so long has been lost in the lies of your training
to be CIVIL ohh yes we humans are civil ? We slaughter each other and hurt each other and the rest of the living the rest
of life forms LOVING LIFE FORMS … on this planet ,, WE ARE CIVIL ? Who told us these untruths who started all of these
lies , amybe those who wanted controls teaching us that the BESAT NATURE was a SINFULL dangerous nature ….. So
young master the idea of understanding the concepts of BDSM is actually the SKILL to free young girls ,,back into feeling
their body ,,,, the way it was desgned to be felt to be ENJOYED http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html THE yin/yang of it all , the more you focus on your own personel enjoyment the more she comes closer
to climax …… now I am not talking about being minute man , the idea that you because of the WARPED sexual frustration
, you are so FAST in shooting your white hot sticky sperm ,,, in your frustration you cummm in just afew minutes …
she is barely worked up and then left to ROTT ….. NO I am talking about finnaly being free to enjoy sex as we TOO are
meant to enojy sex ,,,, the idea of playing stop of fucking for the pleasure of it ,,, OUR OWN pleasure ,,,, and that the
half hour instead of half minute ,, she too finanlly FEELS , her body like she is supposed to and has the climaxes the orgasims
as she is ALLOWED
TO …….ohhh allowed to ,,,, now beeing HIDDEN under clothes expected to be sexy to attract
our attention , the competition and expection to live up to the IMAGE of fashion of a day and age …. Constant training
instilled in the female mind ,, which shee startes to accept and copy and base her world on , things like being the rpincess
at age 5 ,,years of training , and wfor us the parents it is the fun of watching aour kids grow , yet the damage is in that
when they age we do not
TELL THEM THE TRUTH … but ignore real HUMAN INSTINCTAUL NATURE http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html TILL IN DESPERATION …. Till the stress of living against our own DNA nature we GRASP out to things
like BDSM ,,,,, and again very often finding the soicio-path mind the abnormality ,,that 1 percent of wierdos …. You
young master understanding the instinctualism whole-istic THEMes…. CAN USE THE TOOLS of SEX slavery the freedom of
choice ,,remember it is freedom of choice …. Next hought is the Dynamic of the POLY ,,,, because without having other
girls ,, without the harem ..the sexual needs of the female in time return to instinctual balance , her drives become more
cyclic and monthly based , with 2 highs and lows based around her blood and hormone flow to and REPRODUCTIVE ….urges
… and you and YOU ,, well you are stilldesgned to shoot a load of sperm every 7 hours , if not within 48 hours then
your body starts to cannabialize the un-used sperm ,,,,,, YOU ARE DESGNED TO SERVICE SEXUALL MORE THAN 1 GIRL ,,, and sex
is fun to insurre that we reproduce and keep the species alive …. SEX IS SUPPOSED to be RECREATIONAL ! Spanking
is her desire to free herself from the TRAP of lies she has grown up in , it is her deepest INSTINCTUAL nature talking to
her ,,, saying please master be worthy and free me? …. But you young master are all to often just a FASHION your self
,,,,, with hand cuffs on your mirror ….. No pot to piss in and not window to throw it out of … do you understand
that anciet idea , coming from the reality of the dirty nasty street of EUROPE of civil amnkinds city … we are not
designed to live in groups like slaves … it is unanatural it is good for the ruling class to have ample hunger dirty
, dependadnt work force to exploit , but it is not our nature ,,,, I got to put more info about the POLY tribes of the American
south west ,,, the aborrignall peoples of America and when the Preist saw the FUCNTIONING OF antural human society , the peace
the lack of crime , the LOVE OF THE BEAST HUMAN ….. In fear of his own JOB , the the priest a human so PERVERTED as
to be non=seuxal or atleast closeted sexually in again sex that is not natural not an AID TO THE FURTURE OF THE SPECIES ..
In the the expression will not lead to children yet again ,,,, SEX IS FUN ….. The constant REALITY … but the
preist slaguhtered the native american tribes that were working ,,, that functioned , because if that culture was allowed
to live it would taint the control of the working slave soldier of Spain ,, he they would realize in time the LIARS are the
churches themselves …. She desire to find a MASTER … what is it ,, are you ready or are you fashion ,,, but
hey fashio is good escapism is good ,,, just another drug to become addicted to as ther person accepts their SLAVEHOOD REALY
TO ecomony . www.instinctualism.org Ohm but back to spanking actually to slavery ,, to the idea of sexual slavery … and the BY
CHOICE of the BDSM DOM/sub … MASTER/ slave relationship ,,the using of a tool ? The fashio for one , but the choice
to express one’s self in this fashion is again the evidence trail of deeper DNA urges ….. The urge the natural
call of the girl the PENETRATED ,. http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html …. Calling herself back to HER NATURAL state oof being ,, where for a great portion of her life
she depends on A PROVEN DOM MALE ..the protector and the penetator ..that male is , he FREES the instinctual female to enjoy
this experience of TIME/SPACE ….. To be ZEN finnally after all the lies and greeds of EVE have proven to be HOLLOW
and stressful just lies to to TRICK A HUNGER GREEEDY human into the slavery real slavery of the thought form called ECOMONY
….. Now the action of spanking her ,,,, ahhh will be even after years of experience , some what confusing to your
inner animal young master ,,,unless of course you have adopted the FASHION of MASTER to the point where you again have WARPED
your protective instincts , the pendullum swinging as you are learning to swing back to your INSTINCTUAL NATURE …..
The loving protective nature since you like wise have been lied to for so long has been lost in the lies of your training
to be CIVIL ohh yes we humans are civil ? We slaughter each other and hurt each other and the rest of the living the rest
of life forms LOVING LIFE FORMS … on this planet ,, WE ARE CIVIL ? Who told us these untruths who started all of these
lies , amybe those who wanted controls teaching us that the BESAT NATURE was a SINFULL dangerous nature ….. So
young master the idea of understanding the concepts of BDSM is actually the SKILL to free young girls ,,back into feeling
their body ,,,, the way it was desgned to be felt to be ENJOYED http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html THE yin/yang of it all , the more you focus on your own personel enjoyment the more she comes closer
to climax …… now I am not talking about being minute man , the idea that you because of the WARPED sexual frustration
, you are so FAST in shooting your white hot sticky sperm ,,, in your frustration you cummm in just afew minutes …
she is barely worked up and then left to ROTT ….. NO I am talking about finnaly being free to enjoy sex as we TOO are
meant to enojy sex ,,,, the idea of playing stop of fucking for the pleasure of it ,,, OUR OWN pleasure ,,,, and that the
half hour instead of half minute ,, she too finanlly FEELS , her body like she is supposed to and has the climaxes the orgasims
as she is ALLOWED
TO …….ohhh allowed to ,,,, now beeing HIDDEN under clothes expected to be sexy to attract
our attention , the competition and expection to live up to the IMAGE of fashion of a day and age …. Constant training
instilled in the female mind ,, which shee startes to accept and copy and base her world on , things like being the rpincess
at age 5 ,,years of training , and wfor us the parents it is the fun of watching aour kids grow , yet the damage is in that
when they age we do not
TELL THEM THE TRUTH … but ignore real HUMAN INSTINCTAUL NATURE http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html TILL IN DESPERATION …. Till the stress of living against our own DNA nature we GRASP out to things
like BDSM ,,,,, and again very often finding the soicio-path mind the abnormality ,,that 1 percent of wierdos …. You
young master understanding the instinctualism whole-istic THEMes…. CAN USE THE TOOLS of SEX slavery the freedom of
choice ,,remember it is freedom of choice …. Next hought is the Dynamic of the POLY ,,,, because without having other
girls ,, without the harem ..the sexual needs of the female in time return to instinctual balance , her drives become more
cyclic and monthly based , with 2 highs and lows based around her blood and hormone flow to and REPRODUCTIVE ….urges
… and you and YOU ,, well you are stilldesgned to shoot a load of sperm every 7 hours , if not within 48 hours then
your body starts to cannabialize the un-used sperm ,,,,,, YOU ARE DESGNED TO SERVICE SEXUALL MORE THAN 1 GIRL ,,, and sex
is fun to insurre that we reproduce and keep the species alive …. SEX IS SUPPOSED to be RECREATIONAL ! Spanking
is her desire to free herself from the TRAP of lies she has grown up in , it is her deepest INSTINCTUAL nature talking to
her ,,, saying please master be worthy and free me? …. But you young master are all to often just a FASHION your self
,,,,, with hand cuffs on your mirror ….. No pot to piss in and not window to throw it out of … do you understand
that anciet idea , coming from the reality of the dirty nasty street of EUROPE of civil amnkinds city … we are not
designed to live in groups like slaves … it is unanatural it is good for the ruling class to have ample hunger dirty
, dependadnt work force to exploit , but it is not our nature ,,,, I got to put more info about the POLY tribes of the American
south west ,,, the aborrignall peoples of America and when the Preist saw the FUCNTIONING OF antural human society , the peace
the lack of crime , the LOVE OF THE BEAST HUMAN ….. In fear of his own JOB , the the priest a human so PERVERTED as
to be non=seuxal or atleast closeted sexually in again sex that is not natural not an AID TO THE FURTURE OF THE SPECIES ..
In the the expression will not lead to children yet again ,,,, SEX IS FUN ….. The constant REALITY … but the
preist slaguhtered the native american tribes that were working ,,, that functioned , because if that culture was allowed
to live it would taint the control of the working slave soldier of Spain ,, he they would realize in time the LIARS are the
churches themselves …. She desire to find a MASTER … what is it ,, are you ready or are you fashion ,,, but
hey fashio is good escapism is good ,,, just another drug to become addicted to as ther person accepts their SLAVEHOOD REALY
TO ecomony . http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html …. Calling herself back to HER NATURAL state oof being ,, where for a great portion of her life
she depends on A PROVEN DOM MALE ..the protector and the penetator ..that male is , he FREES the instinctual female to enjoy
this experience of TIME/SPACE ….. To be ZEN finnally after all the lies and greeds of EVE have proven to be HOLLOW
and stressful just lies to to TRICK A HUNGER GREEEDY human into the slavery real slavery of the thought form called ECOMONY
….. Now the action of spanking her ,,,, ahhh will be even after years of experience , some what confusing to your
inner animal young master ,,,unless of course you have adopted the FASHION of MASTER to the point where you again have WARPED
your protective instincts , the pendullum swinging as you are learning to swing back to your INSTINCTUAL NATURE …..
The loving protective nature since you like wise have been lied to for so long has been lost in the lies of your training
to be CIVIL ohh yes we humans are civil ? We slaughter each other and hurt each other and the rest of the living the rest
of life forms LOVING LIFE FORMS … on this planet ,, WE ARE CIVIL ? Who told us these untruths who started all of these
lies , amybe those who wanted controls teaching us that the BESAT NATURE was a SINFULL dangerous nature ….. So
young master the idea of understanding the concepts of BDSM is actually the SKILL to free young girls ,,back into feeling
their body ,,,, the way it was desgned to be felt to be ENJOYED http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html THE yin/yang of it all , the more you focus on your own personel enjoyment the more she comes closer
to climax …… now I am not talking about being minute man , the idea that you because of the WARPED sexual frustration
, you are so FAST in shooting your white hot sticky sperm ,,, in your frustration you cummm in just afew minutes …
she is barely worked up and then left to ROTT ….. NO I am talking about finnaly being free to enjoy sex as we TOO are
meant to enojy sex ,,,, the idea of playing stop of fucking for the pleasure of it ,,, OUR OWN pleasure ,,,, and that the
half hour instead of half minute ,, she too finanlly FEELS , her body like she is supposed to and has the climaxes the orgasims
as she is ALLOWED
TO …….ohhh allowed to ,,,, now beeing HIDDEN under clothes expected to be sexy to attract
our attention , the competition and expection to live up to the IMAGE of fashion of a day and age …. Constant training
instilled in the female mind ,, which shee startes to accept and copy and base her world on , things like being the rpincess
at age 5 ,,years of training , and wfor us the parents it is the fun of watching aour kids grow , yet the damage is in that
when they age we do not
TELL THEM THE TRUTH … but ignore real HUMAN INSTINCTAUL NATURE http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html TILL IN DESPERATION …. Till the stress of living against our own DNA nature we GRASP out to things
like BDSM ,,,,, and again very often finding the soicio-path mind the abnormality ,,that 1 percent of wierdos …. You
young master understanding the instinctualism whole-istic THEMes…. CAN USE THE TOOLS of SEX slavery the freedom of
choice ,,remember it is freedom of choice …. Next hought is the Dynamic of the POLY ,,,, because without having other
girls ,, without the harem ..the sexual needs of the female in time return to instinctual balance , her drives become more
cyclic and monthly based , with 2 highs and lows based around her blood and hormone flow to and REPRODUCTIVE ….urges
… and you and YOU ,, well you are stilldesgned to shoot a load of sperm every 7 hours , if not within 48 hours then
your body starts to cannabialize the un-used sperm ,,,,,, YOU ARE DESGNED TO SERVICE SEXUALL MORE THAN 1 GIRL ,,, and sex
is fun to insurre that we reproduce and keep the species alive …. SEX IS SUPPOSED to be RECREATIONAL ! Spanking
is her desire to free herself from the TRAP of lies she has grown up in , it is her deepest INSTINCTUAL nature talking to
her ,,, saying please master be worthy and free me? …. But you young master are all to often just a FASHION your self
,,,,, with hand cuffs on your mirror ….. No pot to piss in and not window to throw it out of … do you understand
that anciet idea , coming from the reality of the dirty nasty street of EUROPE of civil amnkinds city … we are not
designed to live in groups like slaves … it is unanatural it is good for the ruling class to have ample hunger dirty
, dependadnt work force to exploit , but it is not our nature ,,,, I got to put more info about the POLY tribes of the American
south west ,,, the aborrignall peoples of America and when the Preist saw the FUCNTIONING OF antural human society , the peace
the lack of crime , the LOVE OF THE BEAST HUMAN ….. In fear of his own JOB , the the priest a human so PERVERTED as
to be non=seuxal or
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