Bi sexuality is natural for girls not only natural but healthy  click this link ..the blog below maybe of help in understanding one persons life is of course thier own but maybe an aspect of thier life can help you in the clearling up of your own experince .... have fun think for yourself

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EVERYDAY IN EVERY WAY YOU ARE GETTING BETTER AND BETTER  

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Put your mean girl face on

Bask bask bask ,,it is fucking working … so I want to not just be a voice on here but a voice in the real world to ..to talk withyou all . I know that the over all idea of  http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html cannot be sound byted , so it is so much nicer to talk with some one who has some idea of what I am about before we talk , but even so as ealier this week I was able to talk to a total stranger to myself and writings for like an hour about the ideas cold ,,which is cool too

But I am so fucking honored to find an old friend customer was so interested in me , having known me for like almost 15 years seeing me carry along my lil daughter while I worked back then starting off , then getting married my now ex took over the ocmmerical route while I expanded the residencial side … then to me being a single dad again but this time to 3 kids to getting married again for what seemed like a month ( she said with a smile ) and to find out you had another child with her …..  so when ayear ago or so , you became the topic of office talke while washing the windows about youhaving a web site that was off the wall …. I had to find out more about this man I have admired …. In many ways your good spirit especially ….

I mean I am like ath=ingthis shit up , I kne that we had a nice respectful business and friendly relationship but , I was eating this shit up ! this woman who I had always guess was Lez ..or as she graphically explained chooses to refer to herself as a Gay female … well let me go back to the topic… one minute .. so it seems on the occasion that I was cleaning the office or before I would show up for the house she would ..look up my site just to see how I was REALLY DOING …. Since I exposed myself in many ways thru my web site … laughing she admiteed to sometimes thinking about the vision board blog while I would be around working … you have diefinatiely exposed yourself .   http://www.instinctualism.org/vision_board.html .... ok so she has skimmed me , finding me unreadable yet at times something would catch her eye …not just that picture remember she is Gay .. but threads of topics ,  one is Abraham .. she found the introduction to it on my site and liked my reference to Ester Hicks as JUST and entertainer ..nnot a god good . and ….EVE she got what I was talking about ,,girls are not what I am talking about ,,I AM DESCRIBING … THOUGHT FORM OR IDEAL OR PERSOANLITY ……ADOPTED BY ….GIRLS

Ahhhhh here we lead into the opener of today ,,,hey Phil you listen to NPR radio right ? ( me to myself is going yes but do I talk about that that much ,,maybe I had mentioned NPR to her during the elections ? )   yes I like NPR ( national public radio ) …did you hear that interview this morning abut that actress  ,,, in fact yes I had , why ?

Phil ….. I want to let you know I support you in your wrting and web site … like I see has been told to you already your web site is in need of work and your writing is unreadable but , I understand it and you ..form well knowing you so long ….

Wow …. Un FUCKING  expected ,,never fucking would have ever fucking guessed .. thatn a quick expanantion about the how when wheres etc ..even to her admititing that the blog TINY WAIST . well caught her interst because of the sexuality …. Sure I am gay now and hove been for a long long time ,but …

But and it was like I have written many time ,,,not nature but nurture ..and she started off likeing boys wanting and dreaming of the perfect marriage growing up , getting hurt early find love in college with girls and NEVER TURNED back …. In fact …

She starts to and with a respectful acknowledgement says ,,, I maintained the GAY personality ( wrong phrsing ) because of my concern for ..as you put it ,,2^nd .. honeslty in giving up men totally  I many times often found myself wishing I could have had it both had it all ..but to do that would have invited …. The jugements of my family if they ever found out ..i was not the fully GAY woman I made my self out to be …

And to add that my ideas of economics while again hard to grasp because my writing is so poor and the web site to disjointed ( she hopes some day I do get some help with that )  well becaue of her own experience of dipping into saving to keep her company afloat there for a while and now that things are flowing again …she syas,  I am noticing how fast I am falling abck into old spending habits …not that , that is bad because if things keep getting better I will easly afford my life style again . but .. form the satnd point of ..IF I HAD IT ALL TO DO OVER AGAIN …. What you are proposing in all of your web site is of

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I AM FUCKING HONORED BEYOND FUCKING WORDS …  

This  is a 110% percent 2^nd mind ego tripping experience getting my because of the APPROVAL …. ( ok yeah but what the fuck ..I am mind talking to sage … snd mind effects is just a part of CO CREATING … as you  say …. And in my mind sage syas .YES  fine good as it should be ,,but my message is if you will listen dumbfuck …. Ignore the bad feeling reponses of second mind and ,,do like you are doing and BASK BASK BASK in the arrival of geeds ..even if that good comes from the approval of second ,,, bask in this windy day …. Or find the bad in it ..yur free choice the same is with 2 nd mind … find the good and bask ,ignore the NON USEFUL aspects unless they serve to help EVEN BETTER FEELING of  solutions