“ Why do men fall in love so fast ? “ follow-up 6 weeks later

Most cool my muse brings up those three powerful lil’ words …I LOVE YOU  ( my muse CLaS , the good girl is still hanging in there ! ) actually great this came now , before I do the Sleep drepravtion thing …. I got one more blog a copy of someone lese’s work  MISTRESS ECHO ( female dom) great recommendations on choosing a Dom. ,, so I want you to think about some Old Bible wisdom “ the Master is really the servant ” deep ,deep …

Ok , when you buy that really cool dog ,, lets say I go get a fine hunting dog or a woman buys a fine house dog … you paid money for a thing! But that thing becomes part of you like a child to you , I mean people have run back into burning buildings to save their pets …  They take their pets to the groomers and vets more than they go to the salon or doctors themselves .. I mean they  really love that THING  they bought ! ,,, and when you bought that house ,,, did you trash the house break all the windows or is it something you contuinuely have to maintain in fact be proud of and love,  mold it to fit who you are ….. hey like training that THING  you bought with money , that you would risk you life for you trained your pet , yes ?  Oh your car , I am sure you when shopping bought that new car then never washed it or changed the oil or did shit to it ,,,NO ! you fucking spent the weekends doting upon , buying stuff to train it to be like you … NO that ain;t  right ,, yet you made it to be a reflection of you ….. WHAT I am getting at is 3 POINTS  one the purchase of something ( or someone ) is not evil or bad 2. you the purchaser cared for it till it became A PART OF  YOU 3. training , so that it fit your life style or became that part of you ,,that you never wanted to part form …VERY IMPORTANT TO YOU!

 I said before men fall in love so easy because for 2,500,000 years we did not date ,,, I would have bought a girl  from her dad or at slave auctions , I would have hired a girl as a house sevant but in reality   she was my other fuck ( the wife was a political marriage not love )  THE LOVE FAIRY TALE  ,,hurts ,,it is a fairy tale ….. the power of expectations to live our lives based on WALT DISNEYS  money making movies ,,, the love stories of the rich and famous …yes love is real but … but ..just like the love you build for that puppy , or that house or that car ….. and YES people fucking love their trucks more than their girls sometimes … and girls also love things sometimes more than their men ….LOVE is a flickle WANT .. a chemical reaction even in the brain  ,, that happens for males after good sex!

If I won the battle and killed off all the males of the village , then me and my buds went picking out the slave girls ,,,who will work in the fields and die early !  and who will suck cock get fucked and live a long life and pass down her DNA thru my children ,, and who since she squueeked when I fucked her and she was wet and loved it ,,,I FELL IN LOVE WITH HER ! …. AND WHEN I WENT BACK TO WAR ,, I did it to protect her as well as ALL my wives ….. LOVE FOR US MALES … is easy ….. and fast ! wham bam thank you … I am in love ,, my inner male feels like I should be able to claim you take you home now ass property  just because I have fucked you !  or my inner male will be thinking ,, no that chick was a prostitute because I paid just for that 1 fuck ,,,, can you see the instinct that has formed over 2,500,000 years now compare that to in reality of 1970’s rise of feminism … 40 years verus 2 million years …. OK  there is a little inner animal confusion going on here ,, I / WE ARE DNA …. DNA ANIMALS ,, sure we got fucking big brains but to forget the WHOLE … WHOLE –ISTIC   is what is geeting everyone so fucked up… I am more than just brain . If the brain could control the entire animal then I should be able alter my hair color maybe ( yes I know that sounds dumb ,,but my hair color is dependant on what ? GENETICS …. I just want us to remember the ANIMAL  in us )

So for the girls ,, they for 2,500,000 knew they would either like to be fucked at my will or be sent out inot the fields and live as a field slave and die young ( die young leave on DNA trail ) enjoy fucking and sucking live with the master have lots of kids ,, ( who are the DNA fore mothers of the girls today ! nice inwardly submissive grils confused by all the shit going on! )  The girl had no choice where they went , so when they came to the new Masters home and had to live with 5 other wives .. well 2 things ,,,1. if an older wife got bitchy what would master do ( if she was an important wife because of POLICTCAL ties in the village .. her view ruled ) 2. if all wives were equal then master would say .. look wife one ,, she is a nice lil’ girl who sucks cock just like you do , I want you to be nice to her or atleast leave her alone and do not start trouble,, or you go pick horse shit for fertilizer … just leave her alone ,,,, NOW OF COURSE  if the new il’one is a bitch and causing the stress I as master would be … hye baby yo baby here is anice new collar there are the fields …. My wives have taken good care of me before you came LATER ! Women lived by these rules for fucking EONS .. they developed the ..

COMPARTMENTS in their minds to deal with all the different personalities they needed to survive ,,, different personalities ….  they had to be leaders and dominant with their children ,  they had to be nice and social with the other wives , respectful to other males dad uncles and leaders .. and then my lil’ submissive pleasing sex kitten squeaky toy for me master dude … now adays add on 2 other compartments ,, one for the work world and one for when she is divorced .

Then throw on this un – instinctual FAIRY TALE expectation of love …. Love happened it is instinctual when we act instinctual ,,HEY BABY SUBMIT TO ME LIKE your ancestors did and guess what you will love and depend on me …. And so I to you also ,,,the master becomes the servant !  OHHH BUT FIRST PICK A WORTHY MASTER ,,,,,, but that means I gotta train worthy shitheads into becoming worthy MASTERS ! hey you dumb fuck! ,, are you listening ….. are you thinking ,, now adays you gotta prove yourself , in many ways …… and saying I LOVE YOU  is just confusing them , sure the fairy tale said it should work ,BUT THE EVEIDENCE is that the girls are confused by the GUSHY SHIT ( oooh god there is that word again …. But we start to feel it ( love ) right after we get the squeaks out of ‘em ,, it is instinct ,, and we are confused by not being able to just own them ,,, so we say GUSHY SHIT .. in hopes that begging will work .. and well it does as long as you can live being submissive ,,but in the end 80 percent are unhappy SUCK ODDS ) so temper the gushy shit with the poly relationship and then you get real new form of relationship dynamics ,, which includes the instinct woman has to be competitive …. Remember ,, when I won the battle if she was not acting all sweet and seductive ( competitive ) then why would I choose her for a wife ,, “ no she is looking bitchy to me ,, she has field slave written all over her face ) the competitive nature to attract the attention of YOU my fine young MASTER …. Ok so read Mistress’ ECHO’s good advise ,, then I will do a simple 3 night sleep deprivation idea for you …. With tons of safe guard … why am I doing this well the ideas are out there already better someone tells them with safe guards for you stupid fucks do not play out ideas based crap ideas … there is such good strong energy to be created with this training for each …. Truthfully a way to reach master and servant , yin and yang , and you understand the wisdom of “ the master is the servant ”  because without your true caring my friend during the time she is in stress , while she needs your guidance and she is repeating to her self the reason why she is putting herself thru this stress ( for you ) .. well witout you MASTER she is lost and her inner person will feel that and NOT BOND with an unworthy master ( a shithead ) .      

Ps…… I want my girls to be happy and if the fairy tale makes her smile then dam it I will be hard pressed to  NOT give her,,,, her fairytale …….. it is instinct to create smiles ,, she makes me smile with every whimper, so I want her to smile …. Instinct?

“ HEY ! you’re the balloon guy…. He’s the balloon guy, I told you about …”

REAL time , real girls , real world …..

Look , this is a quiky  , there is this lil’ check out girl at the store , now once I did a complement on her like months ago , but she got cool real quick  , I got the “ MEN ARE  TASKS WHICH MUST BE OVER COME …..”  she puts men in the realm with doing dishes and folding laundry , especially guys 20 years older ( like me )   but ,, but ,,, I must always YOU MUST always ( I am on a holding pattern for some weeks by choice ) remember the words of wisdom   … “ who are you to think for her , who are you to not let her fall in love with you ! ” who are you ! to not allow her to find something cool and neat about you! ….

Ok so , again ,, right I tell you whistle  ,, right call attention to yourself ,,, work your 10 foot circle ….. and well stand the fuck out some how , MAN !   So , I am gettinig milk , she this cashier has not given 4 words  ever just enough to work and be polite , so I have avoided her line …. Well today I am wearing my concert shirt  … and she GOES “ You are the BAlloon Guy , I was right behind you at the show  ” and she goes off talking to the bag boys about me the show etc ….. then she gives me the POUTY face “ I didn’t get a balloon they kept going over my head ” and then with jealousy describes this other girl who I had made this bikini and bra for ( I LOVE MAKING BIKINIS ) . Guy if you do the balloon thing look for that POUTY face ,,, I do not know how I missed her if she was that close ,,,,, I laugh at another girl with a pouty face who was up wind so she never got a chance at a toy ,, when I noticed her boyfriend was gone … I went over to give her a toy and get a sign on the shirt  and she wanted me to sign her pants ( that happens a lot )  she wanted An ass signature so I  bit on the ass cheek ( got my squeeek )  then signed her “ the balloon dude …BIT  me here ” ( later I noticed he BOREfriend giving me that look , of  _________ well he was not impressed ,, fuck if I care she squeeked that is all that matters )

But look shy guy ,, nice guy ,, GOOD MAN ( the difference between a nice guy and a good man is a fine line )  ….. young master do something different being comfortable on the street is important because in real time is where,,,, real girls live !  so next at bake sale she will come sit with me she promised . And I got more than 4 fucking words out of her .

Well how do you do it and why , depriving someone of sleep

If done totally for like 4 days a person enters a pyshcoes , so do not fucking do that .. this shit is not a game , but so much stuff that people do now a days in reality is not a game , that it is good that someone  says something ! well here is something.

Look this is for two consenting people ,, she wanting to find someone she trusts to commit to and you young master someone you can love take care of guide and depend on to think first about your needs ,,, why , why your needs because in satisfying your needs her needs are satisfied ,, yin and yang …trust ! GOD DAM HOW IMPORTANT  the trust is in this ,, you never will never really understand ( and I have my reasons for not explaining )  Ok for me this will be amental exercise kinda like me brain storming it …. Since I have never been involved in this out side of a team and not for this intent and not for over 25 years…..

 Her motives ,, see as she starts to weaken to need to sleep and you push her not to sleep her mind opens to you in ways that are unimagainable … as she is stressed she depends totally on your guideance … succed in proving to her you are worthy of trust and FUCK YOU HAVE A FRIEND FOR LIFE . some one deeply commited to you …. Some one you now the the responsibility for … so plan for her future ( even a future after your death , she is commiting to becoming submissive and that means she will always want and a need male direction in her life ….. I know personally two couples like this both of the masters have died 1 a man very close to me for almost my entire life , the other I barely knew but the commitment of her to him and the poem she wrote to him touched me deeply some years ago … both of these men provided for their women 1 with millions the other with just the house ,,, but it was not only the money that they provided for the girls ,,,, they provided a support system for the girls ,,, trusted male friends be it an attorney, financial adivosr or family friend  someone strong who could be trusted to guide her after his death , even if that meant into another relationship ,, which one woman choose and the other did not ( as of yet but heck she is in her 70’s now and waits to join her man ) … I was talking to a woman who asked about this aspect her fear that in becoming submissive what would happen to her if the man she submitted to died …and I  told to read this   blog because this aspect will be a big part of the blog ….

… if done right and deeply ,, she will become so trusting and dependant on you that she would be lost without you ,,,DO NOT LEAVE THE WOMEN IN YOUR LIFE WITHOUT GUIDANCE and security .  See the girl will be able to work , but most often you will do so much of her financial dealings as to become over the years , well she will become very dependant on your judgements …. Prepare for you the girls in case “ death comes to get you ” . It is not only about sex , or discipline , no it is about the satifaction you get for her expression of love thru her service to you in many common daily tasks she provides you with ,, and her smiles .. the happier you are the happier she is ….yin and yang .

 Now if you fail her the power of of her inner animal her subconciuos kicks in . ( do not worry if the exercise is wrong for her no matter how hard you push her ,, she her inner mind will deliver the OUCH ,,she will like in hypnosis POP out! But depending on the situation her pop out may come right away and she will sleep and no longer have the motivation to follow your directions or in like 3 days later but it will come and she will decide you are not the master for her  ) it is always based on the motivation of the person , find that and you have her key to the happiness you both seek …Pain spanking etc , is not a very good motivator , you have to constanstly remeind her why she came to you in the beginning …… so while she is stressed while she is begging to “ let me sleep master please I promise to be good ..”  ask her why she is here why ? now of course the first few days she will repeat thier conciuos reasons for wanting you to guide her in this exercise , but by day 3 you will get new reasons or atleast variations on the orginal theme new wording ,, which is good .. new wording on the orginal theme means you have a base of thruth to begin with ….. do you get the idea ,,,,OH fuck maybe I should describe what the fuck is going on first , because you do not know what the fuck I am talking about …..

Ok you gotta schedule a Thursday , Thursday nite , Friday , Friday nite , Saturday , saturady nite and a Sunday for this 3 nites for day ….. day times from 8 am to 9 pm she is to stay active ,, it is at night that that she does not get to really sleep ,,, she has to wake hourly and perform a task ,,,, the TASK is this she needs to dress for you fix her hair make herself look pretty like she is going out with you …. Then go to the room you are sleeping ( yu can not sleep together otherwise your sleepw ill be disturbed also ) at that time have read a poem for memeory to yu while you sleep or sing to you , something that espresses  herself thru emotion and art it must be about HER MOTIVATIONS to bond with you and how important you are now and are becoming to her and her hopes for YOUR future and how that will make her happy !! WHEN Your happiness becomes her reason for living then a submissive girl is finally happy …but you gotta be worthy of being served  ( yin yang ) after she is done she must go back to her room undress lay our her clothes in an exact manner and dress or undress for bed as per your desire …. Once or twice a night you must wake and check to make sure that the clothes are placed correctly ,,, if so reward her with sex ( always base sex on the activey tha her pleasure I something that you like , but sex is all about you first ! yes you like seeing her cum , but she is there just for sexual use and in beginning your psossesion for sexual use … she also will find pleasure in providing you that ,, porividing her body to you …. Support her tell her how important it is she does this ,,, that gives gives her body to you ,,,, you gotta talk and guide ,,TALK AND GUIDE .. over and over … If anything is out of place her make – up bottles are not put back , the clothes are not exactly EXACTLY laid out like you expect  DO NOT LET HER SLIDE !! you do her no favor by being easy SHE NEEDS YOUR GUIDANCE AND DEPENDS ON YOU FULLFILLING YOUR WORD TO Disipline her as HER AGREED  method ,,remember she choose this!  So if you are easy  YOU ARE NOT A MAN OF YOUR WORD ……young master this is not a game this will take much mental prep for you …DO YOU GET IT ,,,, SHE IS AWAKE DAILY LIKE REGULAR , every hour during th night she is responsible for about 20 + minutes of ritual expression of love for you ….. so she never really get to enter real sleep ,, then also she never knows when you will wake her because you have to discipline her or to enjoy her and pleasure yourself …. BWEING USED FOR YOUR!!! YOUR !! PLEASURE IS HER REWARD …  do you get it?

CAUTIONS!  1. if she smokes you have to control that other wise in her over tired state she will fall asleep while smiking and ide ( that would suck ) 2. If she enters a mental break down that your comfort love or guidance does not calm her let her sleep , do not push ,,, this is the OUCH! Try agin another week .. but do not push her into hysterics and psychoses ….  MENTAL STRESS fine a stress you guide her out of …. That love caring and guidance is what her mind remembers , it is re-inforced hour by hour and the bond is forming … 3. Cooking by Friday nite should be done with you watching  ,, NOT DOING the cooking but just making sure she is safe and does not burn shit …..   watching OUT for her ! do not be over her shoulder 4. Of course no driving and this is training to be done when any children are not at home !.5. understand her health needs , actually past mental health problems can be over come in this training if the TRUST  between you two is strong otherwise ..but be aware You may need to stop this training and try again later.

This done over days will totally destroy that .. cold in controling dominant woman that she has been forced to become and that she searched for a man like you to help her become a woman once more . …NOW YOU shit head you gotta sleep as much as possible and in fact she has to help you and encourage you to sleep … she has to understand that your clear thinking is what she depends on not only during these few days but for the rest of her life ,, and during these days and nights of mental stress that message is driven deep into her mind … but it takes effort and concern on your part young master ….  To help her realize that you are here for her to guide her for her to depend on ,,, YES EVEN punishment spanking her for a reason to help her get better ? NO! for her to be the best she ALREADY WANTS TO BE FOR YOU ! SHE DOES THIS FOR …YOU ! shithead appreciate it …. ( and herself , why because she found out that the life she was living was empty hollow , painful , never getting any better .. so ..so …so .. she followed her heart finally found a GOOD MAN ( not anice guy ,no never said I was nice …. Great but not nice ) .. the fine lines and then your demand they be held to ,, well even though you will feel uncomfortable in her discomfort ,,she is depending on you  to hold her to her responsibility … if you break and become to weak and not push her now ,,, well her inner animal will hear that ,,it will NOT TRUST YOU ! you promised to push her! And when she becomes confused and in trouble YOU promised to help her guide her thru that confusion and trouble ….. spanking and tears are expected but the goal you are trying to get is her to realize HER OWN MOTIVATIONS. That is always the key , do you understnd shithead? Only from her own inner drive will this be a lasting lifestyle change that SHE searched for.

Let su go there … now from her own guilt at letting you down and herself down , the tears should flow ,, you gotta make sure she is not doing some PAIN slut limits of the tolerance of pain thing right now ! now is not the time for that shit ,, you and her want guilt and motivation to be reason for her guilt  ,, the spanking is the training a re-inforcement , this is not sex play this time… separate  spanking form sex time during these days and nites … set up that you will spank her till she crys and ask her at day one to cry fast …set up the base amount the minum amount of spankings so that if she crys even before the spanking starts you have the responsibility to complete your job ( but you can take it easy show compassion and reward ) . But you may find if she thinks she was willful ,acting out of will to buck you ,, that she will hold back her tears herself to insure her own punsishment ,,,YOUR JOB YOUR RESPONSIBILITY is to spank till she crys tears , and asy I am sorry SIR , realize she being is will full and masochist , this is not time for masochist play , this is about submissiveness .

  This whole thing must be talked about and agreed upon by both of you .. you must think and test certain limits with her during these days  ,, but it is in your PREP work for example … listen to the words you like coming from her during those first few weeks you are together while you re starting to train her to speak the words  you want during sex  .. as you are learing about her wants IN AND OUT OF THE BEDROOM ,, AND FOR HER LIFE AND YOURS ! … and her wills in what way is she willful …. Explore it openly !!   THEIR WILL is strong , they think , but in reality the desire to become totally submissive is much stronger ,, that is why she is with you …. That motiavation is incredibly strong ,, she searched you .. so one minute she speaks of WILL  and about relationship aspects of the FAIRY TALE as you two are preparing for this training ,, then she will also talk about her desire to submit ..listen write down aspects that you find important …. BUT by nite 2 of training  she will only think about  that core desire of submission  ,, that core desire which brought you 2 together in the first place …that has been driving her for like what seems for ever ….. and it is what finnaly comes up and becomes free in her mind and she sees she can be WHAT SHE WANTS TO BE !..because OF YOU ! young master , your effort ! and caring that she trusts in ……. Your mind has gotta be right ,,it is like the difference on putting on hand cuffs on a girl who you are in a relationship where you are the supplicant ,, and the other where you were atleast role playing a DOM … the difference in mind set ….  You have to mentally prep for this ….

NEVER EVER GO OVER THIS AMOUNT OF DAYS ,, YOU MAY CREATE A MENTAL ILLNESS THAT YOU HAVE NO TRAINING OR PROFESSIONAL SUPPORT SYYTEM ON YOUR TEAM TO DEAL WITH  ( yeah ! like you ain’t got no team for this ,, this is individual one on one shit …. The bonding between you and 1 woman at a time …. ) safety idea ,,,, ON monday let her sleep in aslong as she wants of course she has sleep to catch up on ,,,, next when she wakes spend time with her let her serve you and take care of you  , have sex for you …. Yes sex  is for your benefit but in giving in giving to you she recieves…. Even her orgaism is something for your enjoyment ,, I LOVE TO HEAR what? Sqwuueeky sounds .. so when she says I am cumming I love it,, now just to add I am cumming …. for you .. that is a dynamic you will enjoy as they cum not for themselves but for you .. nice feeling to receive that from a girl …. ( wow it has been like so fucking long since I have had that received honesty from a girl , that I half forgotten how it made me feel . she came not for herself but to please me because I allowed her because I wanted to enjoy it ,, and in my enjoyment she found her right to enjoy … strange difference subtle now that I think about it …. I am thinking about  3 girls during my life were like that but I had not trained them they came into my life experienced ,, interesting hmmmm .. but the same time yes I almost always say “ cum for me , give it to me  ” so I guess I have always been directing them to cum for my pleasure  … hmmm interesting )  oooh the safety thing is thabefroe she starts training make sure there is an other person in the world who knows what she is doing one of her friends ,,,, so that friend will come to check on her by Monday afternoon , but hopefully it would be much better that Monday afternoon you bring her to her friends home for a few hours or an over nite .. pre agree on this …. You have bonded after she woke , but now she needs time away from you ,,, in that time her inner desire to return to you will re inforce everything she did for you! ( actually for herself ) she has to be given her freedom … it is always in her Motivation to be with you , that you have your right and responsibility to be her Dom.

Okay details , the alarm clock ,, she will need to wake up ,,, the daytimes  you are not home but sleeping at a friends house or motel Thursday and Friday she must phone your cell every half hour so you have time record ., have a voice activated recorder next to your bed so that while you sleep and she comes in to repeat her reasons for training to be her best .. you have the evidence you can listen to and make sure it is said properly ( yes a punishment item , the spanking is something she wants ..remember that ! ) Saturday and Sunday you have to stay home to keep her safe …. She will become confused easily … plan her house work during the 4 days have her involved in maybe a craft to insure she is totally active at all times and does not sleep …. Of course set expectations , but be understanding that she will not be able to work effectively by Sat. and Sun . praise her attempts instead of punish her failures … do you get it ?  well it is in this she really learns            WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE …. And you to see who you are when in control of another human …. Are you a smart compassionate human? Or just a sicko … ( guess what if you are a sicko , unless the chick is a real masochist , her inner self will realize that in you and pop out , in form or another and not submit to you ! I have seen the NO! of will before . After much stronger and complex efforts that these , the inner mind is real strong )  this is a training you direct and but build the plan with her …… SUGGESTION ONLY TAKES A PERSON WHERE THEY ARE ALREADY WILLING TO GO

So , this is enough ….. about an aspect of a movie so many people style their life style on ….. NEXT DO NOT DO ANYTHING I RECOMMEND .. do not go doing stupid shit then come back and sue my fucking ass … I AM A FICTION WRITER .. do not sue my ass because you fucking people are dumb ! Only do what you are told to do and live ONLY by the rules you have been trained to live by NEVER ever do anything new or different … and GOD FORBID ! never think for yourself … only follow the directions of Profesionals ….. because they have given you the world you already live in ….it is a result of their common best advise … and you know how happy you are already ! with the 80 percent chance of failure .  NEVER EVER THINK FOR YOURSELF!  

“Why does it take you so long to CUM ” was it the me being cuckold

look young master that word stems all the way back to 1250 AD  ,,, I mean the 1 on 1 rules of christainity had been around for only like 500 years ….. CUCK HOLD  you are the fucking slave the connotation is you are to weeak to fuckin leave a controlling bitch , you became an I LOVE YOU SLAVE … and dude no matter how much the girls thinks she wants you in the 1 on1 ,, I the end she get s a man she hates ….

Look shithead the dynamics of yesterdays exercise are very complex and lasting actually you are creating a weak form the “ Stockholm Effect ” in her by her own choosing , simple brainwashing . In the past I tried the rpeitition of master , sir please , thankyou during sex , trying to link pleasure and submission , and this one young thing that I knew never had a 27/7 relationship well her I started right form day 1 with toys and shit ,, my attempt was to create a sex addiction a pleasure addiction … but outsie forces were a greater pull in the long run … and in 8 months  she said to me the title of this blog “ why does it take you so long to cum ”  hey guys like I told you to practice your stop while masturbating so that way you are skilled enough to enjoy the girls long as you choose ,,, well can you believe she had the guts to say that to me … ( I would expect that form a 20 buck whore itching to get back to lobby , but not my trained ( not ! ) woman )  no in fact as I fell in love with her ,,,, I became the I LOVE YOU SLAVE .  I became CUCKOLD to my love for her …it fucking happens … look almost all men I have ever talked to remember the honey moon phase the “ shoot for numbers ” days and the daily 5 … and they wonder like fucking idiots what happened even blame them selves … young master ,, think about it ,, since 1250 AD the women have had a word ! for this system of mental control over us thru use of their sex ..CUCKOLD the training passed from mother to daughter form girl to girl till it has become almost ALMOST instinct ..the true instinct is in the fact that 60 percent of women fanasty is to become sub’s   60 ,,YES 60 fucking percent will admit to sub fanasty regulary …. I betcha ther are 20 more percent in the closet making it the 80/20 again but I ain’t got data to porve it just the observations of nature which allude to it …..

Dude , my friend , yes you shithead ,,, this is the effect of the 1 on 1 .. she ends up unhappy ….. like a seven year who wants what is not good for them ,, the girls at a very basic level are children in CERTAIN ways .. ( not all ways ) YESTERDAY’s exercise may seems extreme but the magic the power of it is very strong ,,, yet it in itself will not insure that you will not slip into a CUCKOLD state …. Here is ana example that came to mind a good girl form past real good girl …. She had this illness that on occasion she would like fucking pass out I mean enter sleepy land , well one of her ex boyfriends instead of being concerned for her safety and shit ( I was it always freaked the fuck out when it happened )  you know what this shit would do ,, if it happened at home , he go get the lube pull her pants down and ass fuck her …. OH THAT SOUNDS LIKE A LOVING MALE TO ME …. Honestly I could nt see myself do ing that  1^st like hearing and seeing a woman respond to my fucks , I hate cold dead fucks …. ( or a woman who says shit like when are you going to get done … )  if you ain’t enjoying pleasing me ,,then …bye baby . next I had one girl who because of the stress after a mis carrage was un responsive ….. our POSTIVE ADDICTION of constanst sexuality ( look I got no problem with menstruation times , I love sex ( maybe my ex was right I am a manwhore with a sex addiction – no , NO!  sexual oragans are not alien creations on your body they are like you lungs and eyes and male sexual oragans have created to be used every 5 hours and if I do not shoot with in 48 , my cannibalizes the sperm in me … I am not created to abstain for sex ! )   ok back to her after this break in our pattern we never got it back … in fact we became like the rest o the world and well maybe that is why she is another of my ex’s …….

I honsestly want you to fear , bonding with the girl based only on her commitment to yesterdays exercise and statement of submissive for ever !  shit will happen , it will happen ……… with very few people does it not happen !  The poly , always reminds her inner animal that the competition is there ,,,, now if you are a master / salve and you are free to fuck with out any ANY …. Bonds of I LOVE YOU to prevent you from fucking anyone at any time for any reason ,, and even if she knows or does not know she ( the salve by choice ) will be happy for you ….. sinc e that is the true total inner happiness of a totally commited sub .. is that of your happiness comes before everything else in the world …..  VERY VERY hard for most women ,, even trained it is very hard , because in the end your love for her may AWAKEN HER INNER ANIMAL that animal sees it can have control ( the greed of EVE ) the term CUCKOLD was from the age when woman was property I mean really really property ,, then how idd that phrase evolve back then if the subtle power of sex is not very strong! 

 so  , build the respectful POLY where YOUR HONOR IS THIS !    You will never knowingly hurt her !   that is what you can promise her ,, you will never hurt her ,,, yes you will love the other women but never ever will you put one child before another child ,, never will you put one wife before the other wife … to do that you would end up hurting one or the other of your wives …….  The word CUCKOLD has been around since 1250 AD  that is when it became something that was written about !   MY bitching and ideas are not that fucking NEW if you think about it …

I am going to finish this up with a tie into the STORY of “ O” ,, Sir Stephin says at one time to O ,, this life style allows you to express your sexuality … he knew that in that age women felt guilty about sexual desires ,,TODAY MY FRINED our girls do not have this same level of guilt ( and gues what they still are not happy )  next ther is never any show of Sir Stephen exercising his rights to enjoy other females only the implications of his position of I LOVE YOU SALVE  to O ,, which is how the movie ends with O branding him with her mark !  1 more important thing to realize the novel that the movie is based on was WRITTEN BY  a Woman ! ( their fanasty is submission , but they also crave the destroyer of the greed of eve to possess the male to cuckold him )

Timid Touch

Your confidence is what realy does it , your inner self I have said many times is the most important aspect . Not your looks not the bait you own ( your car , house job etc) the bait does a great job attracting the girls but will not keep them if the inner you is not the male herr inner self realy needs .  And girls need a confident male , over and over that aspect is what the girls cling to the whole sub/DOM fashion life style shit is a reflection of the truth that men and women are not equals ..not equals when in the most important a nd powerful aspect of life ,, that is in our sexual relationships ,,, SEX drives us …

Ok your touch can calm her ,,, I was looking at a salesman a few days ago and remembered my own sales training and the training to touch the client …. Our touch radiates and energy ,,, while in that first 5 minutes of meeting a real girl in real time ,, you must touch her ..but all to often you have a timid touch ,.,how can you practice touching strange girls without .. well with out getting in trouble … so I posed that question to myself and I came up with this ….SEE I KNOW PRACTISE MAKES ME BETTER I have to find a way to practice touching strange girls on the street ( sounds like fun  ) … I took off my watch ….. and I asked this woman for the time

Yes I approached her behind ( from an angle always approach her from an angle never direct from the front or back , it is an energy thing , the confrontation , never direct front on but at angle )   reached my hand out and put it on her shoulder and made sure I kept my voice up and timed ,,  “ excuse , me do you have the exact time ”  the woam I did this with at the store yesterday at first shuddered and dipped then turned , her face was offened but calemd with in a second and she gave me the time , I explained that I had to get my daughter from band practice wanted to make sure I had time an could not find a wall clock around , she smiled gave me the time ….but my intent was to touch a stranger !

Get used to touching strange women ,, I know the more I do this the more confident and raidiant my touch will become …. Plus that also gives me a new , reason to talk to women …. Working my ten foot circle but now not only talking but touching ….

In sales ,that guy who had that confident touch made money made sales well girls and pickups and firstmeeting are just sales … , well you have had a person touch you timidly ,, and it is disgusting ,, it makes a girl feel almost un clean … but confident touch , it radiates that safety she would have felt from DADDY …. And that safety she will WILL respond to …. Now you have the practice tool of talking by working your ten foot circle , now add asking for the time … while touching her …. And you are getting some dam good practice …. You gotta approach form behind ,, otherwise I feel I would hav less of a reason to touch , from behing it is logical to get her attention to touch her ..even though touching is VERY INVASIVE ..being confidently invasive while in your first 5 minutes of dating will pay off …… you must be able to touch her and in that touch have the expectation on no negative responses ,,not expecting a NO or rejection ,, believe young master your inner reprenstations are those of expecting rejections and no’ …. And not being polite or forward ….. it is like the STUPID shit , like ,, “excuse me for being forward “   excuse me for showing that I find you attractive ,, excuse me for wanting to give you a conmpliement … how fucking stupid are all those gentle man type polite rules that were drilled into your ,,IT IS BULLSHIT ….you gotta break the mold shithead …

TAlK  sure practice that ,, but now ,,,TOUCH and talk ,,, watch I bet when you start thinking and give it a try at first you will feel like there is this …. Like energy like a fucking force field that slows your hand down before you touch her ,,we have been trained not to enter other peoples space ,,,, well how the fuck are you going fuck her if you do not eneter her space ?  in the fisr 5 minutes you gotta touch her skin to skin ASAP ! to let your warmth and energy enter her ,, so practice do int on the street to gain real good strong confidence

The vast power of WANTO .. have sex

Your level of wanting ,, or what I have called wanto is ,, it is the energy of the expectation that effects sub atomic particles in that Quatum Physics experiment we talked about earlier …. Wanto ,, this dates back for to the days of National Guild of hypnotists and my active Hypnosis practice … you hypnosis got the same results in stopping amoking as anything else , patch , gum lazer whatever the numbers were about the same ,,, why? Well there was an experiment a tie inot the Hypnosis scritp where the client had to write the word yes  … just 3 little letters .. once a day for 30 days ( 21 days creates a habit ) the yes represented a desire the person had …YO! Dipshit what do you desire? What in your life is fucked up and probably never going to get any better unless YOU fuckin change IT?,, Bozo throw that rock inot the air that fuckin’ rock will never fly away , so how about throwing a fuckin bird ,,I betcha it may fly ??? different .. and 80 fuckin percent of everyone has the SAME  fuckin problem ….

SO , the YES respreented the thought about the desire ,,, ( this is way different than doing affirmations or psotive thinking both of which actually repreprogam in the negative result .. long explanation ) so there is no need to write out the whole want ,, it allows the sub conciouos mind daily to re-inforce the most powerful reason it has at that time .. and associate that to the goal …the WANT the desire … it is self correcting by only writing 1 fucking word …

Now here is some extra powerful shit ,, the exzct time ,, within a 2 hour window ,,, there must be some time veryday you are a wake ,, 99 percent of the days … a 7 day a week … a time when you can stop and with a pen , pencil , crayon ( fuck I used my finger and mullet blood once while working on the boat to write a yes …. To a problem / desire I was working on once … oh you can use this to effect things like income of your business to weight loss to lots of shit )   now you can let an alarm clock train you like a dog to write the word and that is way fine ,,much better than failure ,,for sure ,,but some day you gotta do this …. Pick the time andd within 1 hour before and 1 hour after write the word ….. because you WANTO … want to … the power of expectation ,, when you are going to see that girl who always gives you a smiling YES !  are you like fuckin on time to see her or what? When you gotta make it to work at that job you hate and see all the shithead there are you late or fucking what ( maybe not if you really NEED the job because it gives you the money you WANT … hey there is that word again the power of wanto ) how about that day yuou woke up before the alarm clock because you were pumped to go to the airport and go on vacation ,,, the sub conciouos power of want ,, IT CAN EVEN READ THE FUCKING TIME WHILE YOU FICKING SLEEP … your sub conciuos mind will delvier like a good slave any thing you want … just do some study about that and see that truth through out history and texts ….

IF YOU REALLY want it .. you will write it … and if you find you fail to do this more than 20 percent of the time ( 80/20 ) that means 6 times in amonth ..lok at yourself ,, think about DO I REALLY WANT THIS ,, hell all I had to do was write 3 little letters ,, and I could not even commit to that … it was in the realization of that ,, that  the smoker who failed in hypnosis found that they really did not want to stop … hey that is fine ,,TAKE FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR fucking life ….. do you shithead like the dating life you have ,,, do you realy think you will find happiness in a world of 80/20 stacked against you?   You like driving into that same wall over and over … HEY MOST COOL the world needs masochists ….

My friend young master , believe me the first time you try ,, to write this if you do it without the alarm clock ,, 80percent will fail ,,, with the clock 80 will succed ,,, it is better to do your first with the clock ,, 21 days forms the habit ,, it is this lack of initial habit the fucks things up ……….. play with this idea …. Prove to yourself you level of WANTO

Next ,, is the daily repetition of positive expectation ,, re programs your brain ,, as you some day do the frees tyle ( no clock ) the power you create expands ,,, big magic man !     

I know she is fucking crazy …… we are different         

We are not equal , look at our bodys , the studies have shown there are 15 differences in our brains …WE ARE NOT THE SAME … so why does anyone think we would think ..think ..the sme ..we do not …look go back into TWISTED INSTINCT … on the battle field the hunting grounds , the areas that culled our male genes our DNA . ( remember her DNA  was culled by by submission by bending over and being wet and ready to be fucked ) we needed to decide right away and gamble our life on that choice ,,, as a mana came running at me with a big stick wanting to bash in my brain ,,,, testosterone shut donw my brain so I though about only one thing how to stop him for fucking ever ,,in other words ow to crush HIS BRAIN … or if that lion came after me , the same the big T shut down my thoughts so I could act ….

Women ,,, waited in fear alone in the cave .. worrying that the one that loved them would never come back and that they would be alone ….  This alone , feeling ,, is their big fear ,, it shows up all the time ,, it prevents them form commitiing because they are always planning for us never coming back … SO THEY LIVE IN STRESS …. Intead of relaxing when they can .. the girl today creates her own stress … look like in the SLEEP exercise , I make sure you understand you have a responsilbity to create a support system for her ,,, protect her even after your death ….. but that girl you are dealing with today ,,,CAN NOT UNDERSTAND … and it is confusing you …. You try to talk to her logically ,,because they tell you ,,they say WE CAN THINK WE ARE LOGICAL AND SMART …. But out logic and theirs is different …. So accept you will get pissed off at them …. But this is part of the FOLLOW OR LEAVE … I cn not think like a woman  and neither can you young master ,,,   THEY WAITED IN fear ,, yes often in that group making plans to be SEXUALLY SUBMISSIVE to the stranger who would come to rape them ,,,, and there by they would live and and ,,and ,, THE MALE WOULD FALL IN LOVE WITH them right away ,, not kill them or their kids ….

WHY DO YOU GOOD MAN ..good man ….. ( no dick head mother fucker ,,, but you shithead young master )  fall in love so fast and give a dam about her and her kids because it is iin our DNA … wewe fuck’em and expect them to follow , shut the fuck up and serve and follow and when they do not LIKE TODAY …. We are confused ,, and guess what so is the girl ,,they are so fucking confused and unhappy … creating the pain they hate …..over and over …. I got 2 rigth now doing it …. Both because of their actions … well I could let them control my life and actions , BUT THAT IS IMPOSSILBE . you can not build life totally around her ….. she has rights and well she very well may not ruely submit …..NO MATTER WHAT LIES SHE TELLS HERSELF ……. And off the crazy shit goes again ,

What do you do without submitting , well , you do not give her a NO yet , express you are pissed ,, explain she has insulted you … INSULT… give her a chance to make amends ,, and scratch a 1 into a wall ( 3 she is out ) now nice thing about the wall it you scratch it litesl , well the scratch will fade in a year or so … if you are really pissied you will idgg deep and etch that one in for life ….. next time she does it you will scratch it inot  wood or or birick once more ….. that way you do not have to keep the memory in you it is there on a wall …….. and if she does what she promised the number will fade

MEN AND girls are not the same ……… the fairy tale of LOVE ! when it starts to be the reason you and her are together instead of the true reason you are together TRUE REASON ,,YOU FUCKED  and want to continue DOING THAT … tenderness happens ,, auto mactically with a GOOD MAN … if the stupid girl ( stupid girl hell girls write sone about stupid girl ,,not my words …. Girls say that about themselves …they know! They are doing it )  and then,,then ,,next thing you know ,, you here you kids are moving in with another drunk fuck head ….. ohh yes he wants love ,,, dumb girl dumb girls … or maybe she has a stress in her life ,, and instead of trusting you to listen and decide a path for her / with her …. And that you would change your mind based upon info that comes along … NO  they will try to do it on their won ONCE MORE … and what will happen that lost girl you first met …….. well she will not submit … you will break .. and guess what she is lost again ….. she  will not submit … they will break she will be lost …. New man she will not submit , he submits she gets disgusted .. and leaves( or her in time ) .. and she is alone

Guy …….. she is one girl ,,,,,, you gotta build your compound ,,, since enough have shown interest and you have the guts now to talk on the street ,, now you cathe their attention ………..BAIT .. hint .. tickle their interst ………. Just like they do tease .. they dress to sexually tease ..guess what sex is part of who they are .. more than us….. our only hope isin the numbers game ,,, you love’em all even after 1 fuck , we are easy to please ..just like 5,000 years go the same simple rules  FEED ME AND FUCK ME and I will go kill lions to protect you ……….NO FAIRY TALE BULLSHIT … simple you pay for a safe stable tent circle ,, 3 homes and a car ……….now feed me and fuck me and I will love you forever …. CRAZY BITCHES …. ( you effect not just yourself but the kids …YOU do IT ! ) young master you know you can go out today and meet 10 more ,,, so , I know it does get tiring but ..fact we got NO REAL RIGHTS  the DOM /sub game is just that her fanasty game …. Her fairy tale again she is just a 7 year old ,,,,

She is never alone in the sisterhood

This is off track ,,, IF I DID SAY … DUMBASS , then I will pay for that the rest of my life …. I know that from experience I have still an old friend / lover of 23 years who has remained me of the hurt I caused her , but still comes to me to talk … so I will pay for ever in fact now I go to repai that scratch in the wall and paint it so for me it is not even a momory , my bad to me is worse that the insult I got ….. next a lil’ ego item ,,young master then to sisterhood and HOW WE ARE NOT MEANT TO TALK TO EACH OTHER …you are not how fucking perfect your materail possessions are ,,, your worth I is in , that you are ,, still there to talk to her …. There is no way to have THINGS in your life perfect so do not trash your won self image ,,, but if you will stand at the cave for her

…. That is all that matters .. and standing at the cave can mean just being there for her to talk to ………. Do not reply we do not speak woman!

That is why they should have women to talk to ,, look study the poly relationship thru ,, fiction historical novel , bible implications ,, anything ,, and you will find the women ,, knew the deall,, if we keep him fed and fucked he will stick around protect us , get us meat ,, buy us stuff , give us tents ,,, and he will be a good fuck ,,, so lets treat a man LIKE A MAN …. We girls talk work out most of our problems when we are stuck we agree to let the male decide for us ,… other wise keep him out of it ,,, but keep him around ,, he ( me ) is a nice toy to have around kinda of fun , to get fucked by , and pleasant to sleep with …..WOMEN SPEAK WOMEN , we men young master do not

THIS IS A CORE of the poly ,, and the faster you get another woman involved and they become friends , the better for her and them and you ….. the reason you to first met ,,THE CORE ,, was sex ,, not talking not friendship ,,in fact when a woman feels about a man ,, that he is a good frienda safe and comfortable , causaul comfort ,, see has no sex drive for that male … I will explore ,,the INSTINCTUAL female ,,does not want me to be her friend ,,it is only the fairy tale female who wants ,,that … and that fucks it up ,,, the poly she has her sisters and the girls by choice stay because you are a good young master ….. you are a man they can not find ,,you are 1 in 25,000 males like at the concert ,,

But shit head you gotta ,,, build the compound ,,, not get trapped ineracting 1 on 1 ,… it willl destroy the good relationship …. Why/ because shithead , you like me will use words like DUMBASS ,,, when infact once you understand the whole story , your smart ( dumb ) male mind will go ,,OK ,, yes babe you were bad but hey lil’one I understand everything is ok … but NO , see I am a big stupid dumb male … and I will say stupid things like DUMBASS ,, now if by me using that word ,,, I lose my lil’puppy  … a good sexuall submissive girl …. Welll yo! My bad ain’t the first time I have done ,, I hope to make a life where by it may  MAY be the last time I do it ..because I know in the 1 on 1 where I am her support , where she does no have other females to go to in the family commited to the family ,,not selfish or greedy ,,but care about me , themselves and each other ,,welll I can be kept out of EMOTINAL shit ,,that I have no business in ,,, and I can be treated like the big dumb male I am ,,feed me , fuck me , and I will stick around,,wow is that easy or what!

Whistling “The Diary Of Jane “

LOOK, shit head , the street is full of females , sure the cyber world is safe but someday you will have to meet’em out here so , get comfortable out here and you will do better any where …. And the more you practice young master ,, well the more natural shit becomes , I like used to compare it to learning to ride a skate board soon it bocmes like antural to live on that fuckin board with wheels …..

OK whistling ,, just listen , when you are out just listen ,,quiet isn’t it ,,, hmmmm nnow is someone had the guts to not be quiet what happens…. Hmmmm well people look and guess what girls fall into that group of “ people ”  yep girls are people to …. This is about me just having a nice day … some good things are happening and planed for my life ,, so I had to go Home Depot for  a brick ( wrong fucking size , shit they discontinued my brick ) and to Wally World to get the boys some socks and shit ,, and well of course I am whistling ,,, I always fucking whistle … and I fair to good ,,, got some good effects after all the years of whistling to the cd player while working m ( I love being self employed no boss to tell NO )

So at home depot ,,,, I am make a nice happy noise and of course I am getting looks , mainly from the girls … it is like whistling touches their inner bird and their head snaps to look at who is whistleing ( at them ) …. But today I had like 8 girls talk to me about the whistling …. Not uncommon , no not un commom for a woman to make mention “ you sound happy ”,, “ is their a canary around ”  and they always smile ,, the girls are always smilling at me when I whistle.so Home Depot most of the girls are with guys ,,REMEMBER the facts even married 8 out 10 are un happy and 6 out of those 8 will get divorced … now if they are just dating 99 out of 100 wilol be single soon … so the OPS are there always … to be noticed …. 2 in home depot  talked to me ,, I was not looking to talk with the ladies , iw as shopping but I was looking for girls who had on a WRIST WATCH ,, to do a shoulder touch ,, practice my cold touch … but no ops showed.,,, NOW at Wally world ,, shit I w2as getting women talking to me left and right it seemed .. but what I dug was the last one in line at caheck out ! 

She said the usual “ you sound happy “ and my standard reply yep “I am it ‘s  another great day ” well she was buying a piece of paper for 90 bucks , ( hey an opt to talk further )   so I get talking about bying a piece of paper for 90 bucks ,, it turns out to be for a patio rocking chair ,, well I scoped her already no rings nice girl .. 30 ish … so I continue about relaxing after work in the cahir rocking chair are nice ,, etc ,, and well she talks on back , about relaxinig after work ,,,  , with a wine ,,, I could see was reading my face then she said a beer ,,,, so I corrected her and said a coffee …. Which got her Hmmmm out of her ,, so I finished it with ,,  “ the coffee keeps my ENERGY up for the rest of the evening , you should invite me over sometime ” ….. it is getting so I do not notice that I ma even hitting on them ….. the coffee instead of beer or wine got one facial rxpression ,, but the keeping my energy up for the rest of the night ,, got a distinct change in interest and facisl expression ….. BUT I HAVE PROMISED #1 that I would not HUNT# 2 or #3 without her inclusion …… so again , I left a nice girl hanging with only have a nice day ,, and I walk …….. THE STREET MY FRIEND IS ALIVE WITH GIRLS ………  and just something as simple as being happy and whistling the DIARY OF JANE will get them to open the conversations with you !   why live only in cyber land. I still think I f had the personal card printed up ( ain’t done the art yet ) with the hi-light of the fuzzy pinks cuffs ,,, it is kinda like hanging cuffs off your rear view mirror but a lot more portable and realistic…. Girls understand the cuffs and 60 percent fanastize about it…. And the card well would sure have been easy to slip out of my wallet and say …. OH yes call me about that after work coffee  ok …. And then say have a nice day and walk away … BUT THAT WOULD TAKE SOME GUTS AND hell you are to scared to fucking even whistle in public ,,that  is why I am the only one out of 1000’s who does … just listen and hear how quiet it is out there …. Shithead .

It ain’t 24/7 , it’s MORE like 16/2.3 with a sick mother fucker like ME !!

Weekly in the 1 on1 she has ( hell you to dumbfuck ) get fuckin burnt mans sure during that first year you get your daily 5 ,,, but we all been there as that slips away , and if you ain’t been there welll , just listen to the world around you and you’ll hear all about ….. so in a 3 wife poly ,,,, the reality of 1 divided by 3 ,, giving a living solution in mathimatics of a repeating decimal ….. 0.33333 …    ///  she has you 5 pm to 8 am what 16 hours and hell 8 or those hours you is asleep ( hey does anyone else out there sleep fuck? I have been accused of that like way to much , you know you get that 3 AM hardon and well you roll on over and hit it up ……  well yes I have fallen asleep during it , so I get accused of Sleep Fucking ) but back to life ….. she got you 2 . 3 days aweek yes 2.3  the day after tomorrow …. What she has gotta wash 1 pair of jeans and two t-shirts , what dinner plate and 1 breakfast plate 2 coffee cups ( am /pm ) oh yeah 2 forks ….. uuuh this is a pain in the ass for sure ,, oh I forgot she gotta feed me ,, egg toast coffee I’m gone ,,, after work coffee and toastada plus lay on one extra plate ,,remember the girl is cooking for herself and the kids already …… you are not really that much of a pain in the ass ….

Now 24/7 you become a pain in the ass ….. the 16/2.3 …. You are a date . o F COURSE SURE  over the fucking years .. you ain’t a date , but … you ain’t that everyday lump of shit that most women bitch about ,, and you do not have to do ½ the house work , look fool , she knows that in reality she will end up divorced any way .. and have to live alone and end up dating some unemployed drunk mother fucker most likely … but instead she gott YOU , she gotta share you with 2 of her friends ,, and that ain’t that bad after a while because like …… you ain’t always under foot ,, she don’t ever feel like your slave …. And you ain’t got no begging duty … it is a very different dymanic ….

Now I differ from histoy in that  in history the male had a tent of his own and the wive would visit his tent to COMFORT HIM .. fuckin bible like polite shit for saying she fucked him …. Hell chicks are comfortable ,,,, built for comfort not for speed is the best type …. In the three tents ,,, you got no home other than you office ( hey but the office .. well may I make a suggestion ,,, a couple of 2 inch eye bolts suppended for the ceiling now make sure you have got some good wood ,,,, because a girl can get heavy if you build a swing for her ,, but those eye bolts can be useful for so many thing just get 2 set of fuzzy pinks ….. and let you mind wander ,, then enjoy …. So you got a tent or play room ,, and the girls ain’t got clean up a whole nuther house ,, they take care of their won homes and kids …… and when it comes to to do some real loud screaming play ,, well that is for your office ,,, now when it comes to sound proofing the best I have had in the past was a carpeted wall then covered by paneling …. Hopefully  the walls that are there are already insulated , solid core doors and again a thick pile rug does wonders ….for the windows You will make something like the paneling with carpet back to fit the windows which is removable ,,, in that way you can get some real play in with out disturbing anyone ( ie the lil’ones )

Now dude ,, get real , if you is like me ,, well I am a do it yourselfer type ,, but dam do I SUCK at finish work … the girl wants her house to be nice and when she is doing aditions and shit help her pick a good affordable craftsman ,, but remember it is her money .. just help her budget it…OK .. your job is maintence ,, not building shit ,, you wanna be a = do it yourselfer = and you scuk like me , stay in the realm of cutting the fucking grass and painting he house …. Let the girl have pride in her place do the landscaping decorating and shit ….

Dude the girl really will be crazy if she does not work ,, they all want to be stay at home mom’s until they become one ,,then they go  BONKERS !  NO , THEY ARE REAL FUCKINGHAPPY DOING SOME SORT OF CARREER AND BALENCING KIDS ,,, AND ATLEAST THEY DO NOT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR FUCKING ASS 24/7 …only 16/2.3

YOU GET IT ,, THE WIFE HAS MANY GOOD POINTS ,, THEY GOT FRIENDS THAT SPEAK WOMEN , we do not speak woman fluently and when we do ,,, well they fucking lose respect ofr us ,…. Damed if we do dammed if we don’t .. unless you get’em friends like other wives who speak chick speak … plus they got friends to help baby shit ans ,, stuff while she is in the paly room !~  BONUS PLAN !

She can not get this life anywhere except with a crazy mother fucker like you  young master ( oh yeah are you a DO IT YOURSELFER … hint make a really cool table just the right height for your pentrating style ,, swing up stirrups … maybe 4 boat cleats for rope work … oooh what fun is to be “ a sick mother fucker like ME !! ”  

Friendship and casual comfort and a sex Hobbiest

Hobby ,  sex as a hobby ,,, sex as a past time …. What the fuck did ancient man ( and woman ) have to do way beack when be fore FOOTBALL ….. hobby and  well fuck what do call grown men getting so excited over a bunch of other grown men chasing an inflated bag of leather …. They are not ENTERTAINMENT PROFESSIONALS .. like the men on the field who are just that and only that ,, ENTERTAINMENT PROFESSIONALS ….. the romans learned 1000’s of years ago to control a population keepe’em entertained … well it is a hobby it ain’t fucking work , it in realtiy means shit !

But sex ,, that does not mean …. Shit ,no ,, it gives the receivers and the doers satisfaction ,, it is healthy use of body functions ,,ORAGANS . exercise ,, hell it even produces natural pain killers …. You never feel pain while in love , except whe the ,objaect of that love ain’t around ….. OHH WHAT IS THE point today ,, 2 kind’a thinga are on my mind one a girl who is eyeing 3 dudes she wants someone in her life something commited but , the 3 she yes are like not into LTR things ,,,,hmmmm , I wonder about that , not inot LTR’s   but when you look around at all the men begging for LTR’s  … how come she is only thinking about the 3 who ain’t into it ….. yo! Shit you got any guess’s ….. when you hear a girl feels asfe with you like you are her good friend …. Well my firend think about that chick you know that you do not think of sexually and then think about the effect of casual comfort and friendship ….. DUDE IF YOU ARE BUILDING THAT WITH THE GIRLS YOU KNOW ……….. YOU ARE building a grave not a bed of fucking lust and fucking ….  Why ,,, think back to the cave like …. Mom sisters aunts … they were female YEP but not sex toys ….. casual comfort and friendship ….. they smelled like females ,, the hormones they produced and you inhaled were female but ……… age 15 ,,dad would have gotten you a wife ,,, facts was facts ,,, you would have had property to satify your sexual needs ….. and she would not have started off as a friend no ,, she came inot your life with the full intent of being that sex toy a young HUMAN needs …( waz up NOW , did we forget our instincts  or did a governing body like maybe a churh that taught us to fear GAD and death ,, unless you kiss their ass , a group who learnd to control warriors by controlling them with sex treats if they won ,,- rape ,,, mind control DIVIDE AND CONQUER )  you young master are designed to recreate by having sex … but when your inner animal gets confused by begging well in expressed itself in new  HOBBYS ………. Like football

Now to football , I took my lil’ boys out roller skating 1 digs it the other is like his dad and figures if god wanted me to wheels on my feet well god would have put’em there … I chill  while one entertains himself with his own push for speed ,,most cool and the other just palys around ,, and I talk to mom’s ….. and the husbands boyfriends and other males are glued to a fucking box with flashing lights watching other men chase a leather bag inflated with air …. Now I understand these males are stastically not getting it very often , why? What broke down ,, their females a dressing seductively ,, they smile they talk to me , even though it is very hard to talk with the music being so loud ….. they dance girls dance , they feel the music ….. and show it ….. and the males ,,do not …. Oh , I guess this ties into another girls letter talking about nite out where she spent the night dancing … with girls …….. not the guys who hung around ….. hung , well stood around looking cool! Looking attractive , but would not move ….. FUCK I KNOW I CAN NOT DANCE BUT I LOVE MUSIC so I let the music move me , but I feel self conscious sure but I remeind myself ,, who fucking cares ,,, it is like whistling I could be scared … HEY  DUMBFUCK ,do got 1 of those NO! FEAR ! decals on your ride , but are you to fuicking scared to dance ,,,ohhh you are so fucking brave alright ,, you scare me ! So learn to find your hobby in football ….. or hanging hoping a girl will have the guts to ask you …. Because you ain’t go the guts … you of NO FEAR …. It was a good ady I met a girl who works at one of my commercials , luckly her male was more interested in football , I was able to let us get to know each other .  And since I had my kids with me they are always asking any girl I am talking with if …DADDY IS SHE A GIRL FRIEND … so dad can say something good like ,,,, not yet … and just wait to see how many more times in the day we talk this ,, not my girl firend and I …..  I KNOW FOR FACT …  all those males watching TV would love to feel the right to fuck 5 times a day ,, the girls would love ( atleast some days ) to get fucked 5 times aday especiall =y if the male enjoyed them making squeaky sounds …. SQUEEKY sounds ….. if that is one of your hobbies to hear SQUEEKY sounds …..  but the RIGHT TO FUCK …. The honest feeling that it si right not a thing that we beg for …..  

THAT ……… FEELING OF RIGHTS……..  well as she gives you 850 no’s per 6 six mopnths you get trained to change your hobby ……. So… SO …. SO !!!  do not become her friend and create that felling of casual comfort like she would about a family member … not a MAN who will take her as his right and her inner animal desires …. Creat the commited LTR  but make it a POLY …. And how do you prove ti ,, hey how about investing in a compound in stead of fancy cars ,,, expesive toys all in a lame attempt to prove to girl you are a good catch , then invest all your cash in one home ….. the odds are if you talk to enough chicks you willg et the 3 ,, and as you meet girls into they will help you …they.. THEY WILL HELP YOU !  so ,,,, it si all about downsizing things like car and apt. getting drunk chasing pussy the old fashioned way … and putting tha cash away .. and puttinig it down on land ASAP …… that is BAIT .. for 3 girls who will forever compete for you and you will never have to pick up watching football and sitting around drinking beer as you hobby … think about it … look around you ! do what they have done get what they have ….

Don’t fuckin’ catch HER!

The idea of GUSHY GOO! Touchy feely , clingy men ,,, GOD girls hate that ,,, so I have been thinking about that ,,how can you young master if ,,, you ago the fucking smarats to open your ears and realize that you do this how ,,, can you change it ?  YO! Shithead , listen to thngs she says , she will fucking tell you when you are doint the gushy goo clingy all soft sweet touchy feely shit …. ( the girl wants to be taken when you desire because you lust for her , you need female )

Ok , wait till she grabs on to your arm …. While walking , when she does it ,,, when she wrpas on remind her tell her that you like it …. You can grab her and wrap her on to your arm ,,, but make it a 50/50 deal ,, and hand holding ….. again make it a 50/50 thing let her search for you …I KNOW SHITHEAD , you feel better while walking have her attached to you ,, it is like having a collar on her ,,, it satisfies us ….but they like to wnader free ……….. we ( yes me too ) gotta accept this ,,, and let her wander but go get her ,,, it is a fucking balance ….. when she wants to get caught she will pass within catching distance ,,TAKE THE OP ! YEAH ,, YEAH ,,THAT IS WHAT IT IS LIKE , SHE DRIFTS IN SNAGGING DISTANCE LIKE A FISH DRIFTING CLOSE  almost watning to be snagged …. The constanst , kissy shit makes you seems needy ,, and with out confidences …..

OHH shit like norm I get side tracke this is like ,,, the test … I AM BEING tested ,, cool 2 weeks … to be just PHIL ……… hey I have cautgh enough girls and had the relationships ,,a ll fall apart ,,, and since I am pretty god dam confident ,,iin my hunting skills ….  I DO NOT WANT TO CATCH THIS CHICK , ( now I love her , yep being around her is so comfortable fun cool , and is this girl ever SQUEEKY , and tastes good ,,AND FUCKING SEXY CUTE , and do my kids love her ……….ALL OF THE ABOVE ) but I ain’t going to catch ……her … I will let her jump in the boat … and cool thing is ,, one part of me and I think her wants a 1 on 1 with each other ,, and at the SAME  time everyone! We know , has had a hell of a time in 1 on 1’s so she also is testing me to think about the POLY …. So new it is ,, hard to talk about at times , because we both respect the love nd desire of the 1 on 1 ….. YOUNG MASTER ,,, do ing this whole thing is not easy ….. but the 1 on 1 is …. And 80 percent chance of unhappiness ,,SUCK ODDS …….

So for the next 2 weeks I will blog the events ….. to give you all I can about well my un real reality peace people …… OHHH if you get a loud squeaky toy and you got kids at ahome ,,, well it is time the kids learn to sleep with the radio on their room  !

Tongues do NOT have TEETH !!

Ain’t no secret I bite and bruise … but honestly it wasn’t me! I was just licking you there it couldn’t have been me! ….. the bruises still on her from last time we were together and now 24 hours late ,,, It makes me wonder how any woman could ver think about being with for to many days in a row ..WELL that goes for girls who like a lil’ SPICE ….. SPICE !!!  ( wet pussy does not lie )

In the past I described to you young master to be aware of the quality of her wetness ,,, lite watery- she is getting close to drying up , you will get an ouch , there is something not right YOU GOTTA CHANGE up or lose her ….. good lube , well is GOOD ! good things are good ….. and thick , well thick like ejaculate well that is a VERY GOOD THING !  but also means it is going to be time to stop … give a half to be ale to become re- stimulated ……

NOW YO! Shithead ,,, 1 finger is a fucking tease for most girls you do … do .. now that right ,, and just thrusting also ain’t always what is needed ,,, you gotta read her wetness… well this is about those Ouwwieees! I love so much to hear , and the stimulation of GOOD LUBE …. So fuckin obvious ,,, but you need the time sometimes with the chick to learn to read her …. It sometimes is n the rpriotion of events that you learn , right sure one time you may have gotten GOOD lube from ,, spanking …. But you gotta test it free ! free of other direct stimulation to really understand ,…..

I have yet not alked about those firt minutes of the first kissing ,,, MY bad! 1/ Grab her by the wrists like you were the PINK FUZZY CUFFS …. Then hold her arms behind her back and depending on the feeling you get then move into like a ½ nelson .. just to read her potential for sexual submission ,,,,, 2 is when caressing her face while kissing probably after you have done some neck biting ,,, move your hand down and move to a full hand frontal choke grasp .. right now1 like in the first 15 minutes or so of meeting this girl DO NOT  tighten ,,, tighten up later another day . r later that night … but the RELAXATION YOU GET  from these will tell you about the girl…. Enough to judge a stranger , one who has not come to you openly looking for  a master .

But NOW back my tongue having teeth ….. I was getting a dry time …. And so I bit and got a good Oouwwiee ( not one of her trys to stop me early ouwiees but a true OUWEEEII )  she wet like a fucking river ….. LEARN THE GIRL ,,, the same thing went for some hard sharp butt spanking ,,, I needed to get some ..some .. good splaps in to get the wetness I needed for what I was prepping to do …… ON YO! SHTI head ,, keep! You pants … yes keep you pants ON! …. If you dick gets excited I betcha you will wanna fuck not play .. and fucking is FINE   … but play is good to …. REAL good … but to play you gotta put you focus on enjoy the CONTROL ASPECT OF ..SEX! … and getting her to CUM FOR YOU .. to give you her gift …. SO READ

Read her wettnes ……… NOW  I know this chick needs ..NEEDS more than just a spanking ,,,,, but your GENTLEman training may prevent you from giving her what her body WANTS …wet pussy does not lie!       I MEAN it is NOT a want ,,, but A NEED .. if you read her body talking clearly ,, It is no longer just simple SPICE or kink but a part of who she is ,, to ignore it would to in REALITY .. in reality that would be UN- gentleman like of you ,,, were not trained to be polite ? the whole open the door etc?  well that girl who responds to the wrist hold to the throat choke ,, step 1 tests ,, well I betcha she will be a river ,, after her as is red and hot burning and your ears ring with OWWWIIEEES! …… so when you get to the toys….. the cutesiie  fogers and stuff ,,, it is time to make sure it stings ……. Test the                 waters !!!! dry , watery , good lube … .. thick is her gift ….. and log the info compare notes on each session 

I read her , wrong , and learned about me

Yep , there was girl a couple of years ago I ened up biting off part of her nipple god was she pissed and a hurting kitten for a long time afterwards ,,,, it is acciendental things like thisI do not realize , I think it happened when she pulled away …. SO , this other girl I have been looking for what I call her shudder spots ,,, it is not tickle spots but getting her to feel  Her body it seems like she is almost still cumming and cumming just by touching then push it she hates me ! …. After fucking …. Well ok , first it starts with her cumming before before I even enter her , then I start to fuck her ……. And play stop

ACTUALLY let me start at the beginning ,,, the beginning would be laying down at the end of the dock last night , with her resting her head on my arm . She was finding hearts in the clouds a nice breeze on the water  we  were listening to the sound of the waves and I was tripping to myself how this girl was finding hearts in the clouds ( cool ! ) .. and I was enjoying again the lil’ town I lived in Jensen Beach and to think I actually owned a beach with this dock jutting out into the lagoon …. I was going to myself in my head .. life is good , this girl is some one special and yet all my writing talk so much about 3 … 3 wives and here I am digging her more and more … but … I gotta remember , to be me ( whatever that is ? ) and plan for my 3 . even thought the more I spend time 1 on 1 with her the more I love her…. The confusion setting in .. in fact this morning when I looked at her asleep and she looked so GOD DAM pretty  I almost did not wake her to …fuck.

So , you get the idea , I am digging this chick ….. so back to sex . Part of me and in my writing I still say to myself who the fuck am I to write shit . But I am a person and in that what I do is … well is real and if I do not write it then how can others learn something form it …. OH  this is about how I   FUCKED UP !  first I thought all day I had fucked up in 1 way ,, well to nite found out I fucked up in an other way ……. SHE was PISSED but not the way , I wanted her to be pissed ….

 (  HEY MAYBE WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE IS  submissive and masochist  issues )  plus my feelings about ?? guilt for hurting that which I love … and the feeling of not being worthy ?  did my inner little boy get chastised for pissing off mommy ?  what the fuck am I feeling ? am I now afraid to touch her with lust ? hmmmm am I  expecting her leave me ( self destructive thinking ) , and if she does , well … well that is what the 2 week test is all about , for me to be me and not catch her not TRY ( to hard to be anything other than me ) …. Look young master ,, fuck I will 46 in like 2 weeks and still I am FUCKING CONFUSED .

the attempt ( lite touch full body orgasism )  is to force her to feel many more but not lite muti’s ( got go back to another blog where I describe it )  , I search around her body to try to get her body to feel ,,,,, I want to find sensitivity to her body that continues the sudders  …. Like what I have seen to be almost orgasisms just thru touch ….. so finnaly last nite I got the reactions I wanted form her finally I got that shudder …. It is not a tickle but close and you want to tie it to sexual locals but no longer excite the breasts , to much or her pussy … but in reality get her to feel her skin …. ONE FINGER ….. when I get that I then proceed to pin her down . one arm I pin under my body ,, I grab her wrist of the other arm and twist it and pinn it , and then I scissor trap her legs ,,,, and I start touching and touching her litely …. Over and over and over ,, and when I get that mad NO! I stop for a minute … but then I restart again in an other local in about 30 seconds ,,, it feels good but then it becomes to much … I stop promise to give her a break , but I do not ,, instead I pick that other area … feather touching her touching her litely with my toungue ….. I keep this up for .. well for fucking ever until I get that crazyness I want form her …….. what I expect is to get her into an excited state where her body is over excited .. YOU WILL HAVE TO EXPERIMENT TO UNDERSTAND … but last I nite HMMMM I blew it? Interesting ( oooh but I found out from her I was biting way to hard ….. hmmmm interesting ….. Irealy must like the sound of OWWWIEE more than I realize , but I love her presence in my life also , NOT JUST sex this person I talk to , she as a human person )

see when she finally gave the fights , the twists of her body and I would force back for more and more ,, then I was getting that anger out of her ….. but submission ,,, BUT ANGER … well I stopped !  it was what I was looking for and …. I push it to a level that in the pst provided me OR provided the woman! With that chance to be ANGRY  with me !

WELL all day I have been mad at myself because I left her in the wrong way ( seeing the events only thru my eyes not being able to realy read her mind ) ,, first I left her with weakness/ supplication  … I said something , I do not rmember ,, but is was a touchy feely thing comment about … like are you ok ? and I touched her litely to re connect ….  when I have done this in the past and it worked the best was when I just walked way and let her deal with the PAIN and ( pleasure ? ) ( the girl alst nite is now saying I was to pain ful … hmmmm inerseting )     BUT IT WAS WAY LATE SO INSTEAD OF LEAVING THE ROOM AND GOING TO MAKE coffee or go out side and leave her to cry by herself …. No this time I was like saying to myself I gotta go to sleep I gotta be up and on the road in 3 hours … so I just made a ciggarte and went back to bed …. But I watched her ,,, she did not NOT curl up into a little ball and weep and shudder …. No she laid there flat out rigid thinking … I could feel she was thinking … strange ! I thought is not normal …. Then she left the bedroom ( see she left , I should have been the one to leave right after I stopped )

Now , she is mad at me ……….. wow , cool . I AM NOT used to a girl being mad at me for doing that lite touch thing  .. interesting ……… but in this is where MY ( our ) lack of self confidence , grows ,,,  interesting   …. You! Shithead realize this test of self confedience , but at the same it is humanity ( I was and can be painful ) it is realizing your feelings for 1 girl and       why      do you feel love for her ,,, WHY ? is she important ….. how did I choose to make it all better .. did I just beg say I AM SORRY please for give me … did I fear losing her to the point that I sold out !  NO , I listened to her I honestly showed my feelings that I .. felt bad and sad for her … I accepted that I can do things that are , not right for every girl ,,, yet she said there were parts she liked …. Hmmmm ….. LISTEN TO HER SHITHEAD , do not just freak about hurting her or become afraid of her leaving …. See I talk big shit about BIG DEAL IF SHE LEAVES .. well yes it is a big deal ! ! And NO! it is not a big deal even though she is  a great  chick , if she leaves .. if she leaves …. It is because it is right for her ! ( DO NOT RY TO CATCH HER )  but I must be me ,, yin yang in side of me . 

Now balancing ,,, DOM role playing …. With real domiant male self confidence and your own self worth , DAM I AM HEARNING SO MUCH ABOUT HOW MEN are lacking self confedience .  Then seeing in myself also , that I like her … I wett when I hear her Owwiees I get excited ,,, did I write about testing her to see how she wets because of a spanking and  owwiees …. And what to expect from a submissive girl !  it is not just bedroom , yes the bedroom is very important …very very very important ,, but you do have a real person here ….. IS SHE GOING TO BE totally controlled by you? Is that what she is searching for ? For you to think totally for her ? What is her fine line ….  A GOOD WOMAN has a fine , the difference between a nice guy and a good man is a fine line ………. It must go for women also a difference , that I have not thought about  it ….  AND YOU MUST THINK about it personally ,, it she just a toy just dating ,, is he the 1 of the 3 ….. is he the 1 again to test the 1 on 1 …… ( 1 on 1 is a bad habit ) and ,, and … realize your own Sadist nature …. WOW I AM A FUCKING SADIST  … hmmmm interesting …. LISTEN TO HER , but do not fear what you hear !

Hunting number 2 with number 1… off to the STRIP CLUB

I mean every time we are out like last time we were together , I was blown away by dicscussing girls with a girl …. It still is a bit unusual ( to say the least ) I mean we are walking around and when she seeing an interesting girl she squeezes my hand … looks at me and smiles …. Now , to be true I see 20 pretty girls to every one pretty girl she sees .. but the girls she notices well are very pretty ,,not Barbie dolls only , no , she has some sort of taste in other women ,,, they just have to be pretty , I mean realy pretty it is like you can see the prettiness and sexuality in the women she notices …FUCKING INTERESTING ….

So tonite we are going to a titty bar together , yep a TITTY BAR with a chik , now it is not un heard of , but fuck I am not a TIITY BAR reagular myself ,,,,, if I go to have 1 beer and watch some dancers during my single times ,, it may ad up to going once or twice a year max …. I’ll spend 20 buck give money to a good cause “ support single mom’s “ visit your local titty bar … I think  it is a good idea , the lat time together we talked about it , so now we are going … it is a good way to get the feel maybe of having a second undressed woman around ….. see I bet she will get some sort of feeling about me and other women ,,, and so will I have some sort of intuition about her and other women ……. I want 3 bi-sexual girls right …right? So here is a quick way to get a feel for having another chick around ….

So what the fuck do you talk about with strippers ,,,,,? How about their kids your kids …. How about the idea that we , her and I are building a poly family ,,,, fuck talk about any fucking thing , shit man strippers are human also …. BUT HOW ABOUT PLAYING FIRST !  yes playing just tripping on the girls , let the girl dance and do what girls do SEDUCE MALES ! and laugh while you feed them dollar bills ,, the girlsa re happy and you and you girlfriend will be happy ……… NOW  off to the strip club .  

“ You eat PUSSY like a Woman ! ” now that’s a complement

at the strip club well we both get to really talk about what we like about girls as 2 equal humans who love girls ,…. FUCKHEAD! Understand this , girls go to other girls a lot because WE MALES are such SHITTY LOVERS .. and we are fucheads . So a lot girls are bi , the other girls are not competition to your woman/women’s  affections because if you STUDY shithead young master well you may get a complement like the one I got from her last night ….. Having a woman say that you eat pussy like woman … there is almost no other complement any better …. Oh back to girls

Well for one , you dude gotta realize how you are kept TEASED by the world around you look at the advertising for   >> True << for example that dating site , the sexuality of the models , just look at advertising , now , at a strip club my face is inches away for something I just love the smell of MY DRUG OF CHOICE ….yo dumbfuck do you really enjoy the falvor and smell of your woman’s cunt ,,, learn to , relish her natural scent …. Think like this when she talks about cleaning herself first … “ If I wanted the flavor of a washed pussy , I would eat a bar of Ivory soap and drink a Pierrer water ”  enjoy the fresh natural flavor of woman , learn it by eating her fresh as she wakes when ever possible , make it your daily to have that hunger for her scent and flavor is as strong as my need for coffee ….. NEXT  keep a pair of fresh panties in your glove compartment … not to jack off to like some sicko , but to enjoy her scent .. MY REASON FOR GOING TO WORK!!  Smelling my woman’s scent reminds why! ,, why I work ,, is to enjoy that pussy ! and when you eat it! Spread it push your mouth against her hole and suck like you mean it ,, trying to get that moisture try to drink form her …. I really gotta learn more about the biologally of girls who are GUSHERS … they are rare real tru gushers but dam they can dam near drown you and actually give really mouth fulls of pussy water … a very different moisture than regular intercourse lube hse makes I gotta learn more about that to see if any form of hypnosisi my help a woman develop that TRAIT …. Now that would be so COOL . next guy donot donot spend all your time on her clit ,, listen to her responses move around and as she gets close her to finish and cum keep doing exactly what you are doing she needs that reptition at that moment  but love to suck on pussy because you love it… do not just like pussy to make her ahppy ,, but do it because you love it ,, there is something there you really realy lust for ,,, and then gues what ,, she feels it and you will get great SQUEEKY sounds .. it becomes icing to the cake of just enjoying the SCENT  of a woman .. BaCK TO TEASING …. That teasing drives you nuts and while single it just makes jacking off more ,,, more ,, well jacking off relieves pressure it does not satisfy ….. realize the effects of teasing …

So luckly this woman understands me , and knows I am lilke so fucking hungry at this titty bar ,, and knows that she will get the result of this pent – up desire in me .. happy girl ! But I got to see her around women and really enjoy and understand her , what she likes in girls , and we are so similar , the person , the presence of the girl ,, actually is the most important thing … she can thin or padded but that presence she has is the first reason we would tip her ,,, the girls attitude … her presence … I HAVE WRITTEN SO MUCH ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT your PRESENCE is ….. your confidence …. Remember girls can get girlish attention form other girls ,, when she wants a MAN’S presence and you are doing the TOUCHY FEELY nice guy thing with the girl ,, your presence is nothing she does not have available thru all her female friends already …. Being MALE is OK! You do not need to be  prick but be male!

Well we both got worked up , had a great nite after the club , hell we were part of the show in the club , and especially in the parking lot …. DO NOT GET DRUNK STUPID! You have read enough about how when you are drunk her inner animal feels abandoned because you are weaker ! let the girl get as wAsted AS  YOU WANT as you want .. do not let her go over bard ,, if she does you may not realy get to enjoy her and often when they are drunk it can be harder to get ‘em to Cum .. they lack sensitiviy ! right they are drunk or high …sure they may get real wild … but they may end up passing out ,, that would SUCK… I do not get no pleasure from sleeping chick ( my sleep fucking well is just that almost beyond my control that is different )  . So SAY NO ! to her when if she starts wanting to get higher … and keep yourself sober and enjoy her in this aware , feeling , uninhibitied state . ( since I do not drink regulars this is the first time I have seen this chick high , well I think she will not share me to easily when she is high , her desire is so strong … I wll have to put on a BARNEY CD to remind her that SHARING IS CARING ,, LOL ,, when there are other girls in our life and she has a buzz on to help her share )    All in all this was a great way for us to explore , the addition of other girls in our life …… for her to feel that no matter what my desire for her is stronger than any desire I have for other women …. And for herself an me to see the emotional aspect of having the 2^nd and 3^rd wives inn our lives is as important to her as  my sexual desires ( and her sexual desire for a girl  , and theirs ) for other women . YEP THE BALANCE IS … instinctually there .  INSTINCTS

A sensitive little ball

From a rigid defiant woman  to a twitching sensitive curled up ball of girl , ONE FINGER …..  wow this 2 week trial brings with  it dynamics I never expected . When you talk with this girl who you love to have in your life , this person I have learned so much about and who has learned so much about me , as we talk and  talk , and then  we become silent ………. A uncomfortable silence at times , because we have to talk  about life … that ever present future that must be talked about .. all those important things people talk about to other people who happen to be around … things like school activities and concerts buying x-mas presents  all jut regular world life activities   ,, but talk about them with out mentioning each other ,,, we have to talk about a life  without each other ………. A future without each other ….. and if we bring up a fututer with ach other it must be ……. Said be fore we talk and during the time we talk this is only … only a what if

Because to talk about a life , with each other would be like committing to each other , and 2 people with honor , we would be … feeling ,, feeling responsible to that implied commitment . The 2 week trail is supposed to be just that a trail … a test , to see abit about each other , sure we fuck and that of course is only getting better by the day .. we talk and learn about each other …. Little things like that she hates un loading the dishwasher , ,,, ain’t got no problem with cleaning amintance of her kitchen  and he has already kept her adopted kitchen organized and clean enough for her ( much cleaner that I ever kept ) but unloading the dishwasher is her ..her …” thing ” hmmmmm so , young master while I am with her in her house I just figure I will unload that dish washing machine  …. In this short time I have stated a habit ( make things like this a habit shit ) in the morning just put the dishes away …… she has another quirk ( but linked to a shoulder injury ) is swaping the heavier wet laundry digging it out of the machine a swapping it into the dryer ……… something simple …. Two simple things ……… will I have to do simple things every 3 days when I get 3 wives …. To be to them each a individual part of their home ….. hmmmm interesting I will have to find out .

But now , my , biggest thing is just , realizing , I am happy with her . That I could dream about building a life with just just her , raising my/hers/our remaining children …. As a part time parents ,  and well me I got 1 one still in diapers so we got kids for a long time to come ………. But having another woman another wife in our life , is just so possible ,,, the spices of life life the intisnct needs I allude to in TWISTED INSTINCT ,,, she being better by having another woman in our life , my need to protect her while I let her get fucked by another man …. And not freak out or become jealous ..because it is a male of my choice , but I know as a good ( animal ) husband …….. the history of the festival activities …. The change up is good for her ……. OHHHH it is so easy to write a bunch of fucking words …BUT FUCKING HARD … to live them when she comes shuffling out of the bedroom her hair a total mess , her eyes still closed and sat just a minute ago on my lap ….. and asked me “why am I awake ” ….. and I kiss her and say I don’t know baby go back’a bed babe …………. And I know I am in love ,,, and this 2 weeks trail has it’s diffcultly … that pleasure of having her company and yet having to talk about a future without her ………… wow … I need to think ….. but not now , now it is time to join her back In the bedroom … and breath in her scent and be happy for atleast these last few days ….. and try to not talk about anything past this coming Thursday .  wow    

Learn NOW , she likes to see shot sperm

To be your self …. Look shithead while you are young you love sex , welll…. Noever give that up just ofr one woman , because what happens you get trained to not be sexual , then you become timid ,,,,, and it takes times to teach your girl how to do what you need her to do , PLUS ,,, you gotta hope she is not going to get all weird about it …..

Girls do love to make us cum ,,, but if you get a girl and fall in love with her and she is like ,,, yuck I got SPERM on me , well that trains you because of your love for her . Falling in love is hard because her happiness is so important to your happiness …. It is a great and fulfilling thing to be in love but , it can wreck you to put so much of yourself into one girl ….. because they are girls and they ,, they ,,, well they are girls and that is confusing ,, they do not think like us ,,,, BUMMER ….. but they fel the same way the wish at a certain level we thought like them …

Oh , back to your sperm ,,, and the morning cum ,,, hey look when you toy is broken and you will end up staining her good sheets to get your morning cum ,,, well whatcha going do , jack off ,, jacking off is a bad habit , it is much better to have jack you off than do it yourself ,,,, if you are younger and have less of the background shit like me having any chick jack your dick will get you squirting ( I hope ) if not you have been jacking off alone to many times and you notice that she doesn’t do it like your own good old friend MARY PALM …. Ok no big fucking deal … get over the mebarssment and do it yourself with her kissing you and bring her hand into play ,and explain and teach her how you like it …. I do not know how other guys like their dick jacked off , but me I am the type who likes the pulling rather than the pushing ,,, pushing is where she makes her hand kinda pussy tight and pushes your dick into her hand , and my favorite ( I guess how I do it alone ) is a loose push but a tight pull kinda like a  milking ,,,, ( hey read about dick enlargement and I understand the recommend the pulling milking style of jacking off ) but teach your girl friend ,,, you gotta open you mouth YOUNG master ,,remember you are allowed to talk ,,, talk now , before you allow yourself to passive and listen more than talk ,,, but at the same time the gentle man things we nice guys … hopefully turning inot good men and then Masters ….. well you gotta talk , and inside you remember you are important ….. dam I am going to have to talk more about that ….

It is so easy to slip back into supplicating ,,, to almost begging to the girl especially as you find yourself falling love ,,, her smiles are so fucking important ….. but she wants so much to have the male in her life to be strong someone she follows ….. and we ,,well we slip back into soing almost anything to make her smile ,,because in her smile we smile … but TO FIND THE BALANCE ,, IN LOVE AND STRENGTH …. TO BE ABLE TO ADMIT TO MYSELF , TO YOURSELF YOUNG MASTER ,, I AM SLPIING ,, ATLEAST ADMIT to yourself shit head …… to thine ownself be true …. Fuck I have not been writing much , because ,,,, I have been fucking way to much ( fuck no! I have not been fucking enough if I still have 5 minutes to write , I could have been fucking , I rather hear her squeek ) remember it is in your strength that she finds safety and tyhen she will truly smile for ever ,,,, not in you supplicating to her .

A flower on the car

And so , she says give me a rock ,,, you gasve other owmen flowers and you can not give me what you gave them ….. but when you live on a beach it is impossible to find pretty rocks everday maybe if I lived in the mountains I could give her a pretty rock everyday ,,,, giving her something of myself to say “ I love you “ without using words , but from my actions ,,, actions speak louder than words …. So I was thinking ( dangerous thing me thinking ) wellll how about my words ,,if I continue to write ,, but of course I know I will write with that concern for her ,, I know she will read this , but to write as hoset as I can , and to continue ,, in my exploration of self relationship ,, and our relationship out here in front of the world ,,, and still maybe I can touch people and her ,, in that I still write ,, and she still my muse as she has been for so many months already …….. hmmmmm cool

So here is your special flower babe

I am the fuckin’ FREAK of the week

Yo, Dumbfuck , I am a fuckin’ artist you gotta read my shit in context of the whole body of work , not just in terms of 1 or 2 blogs ………. Get real people … Peace Phil

Ok is everyone happy now? There a proloque to introduce myself form now on so you fucking people will not get so f ‘ing upset at how I write ,,,, but today I gotta explain that I am ,,, I ASKED …. To enter into a 1 on1 ….. yep me the poly dude ,,, me the 3 tents and a camel has asked a chick will you … I asked I want you to ,,, ( 4 majic words ) to be in a 1 on 1 with me ……….. WHY?

Why did I want a 1 on1 when I say it has and 80 percent chance of failure …….. well it is interesting I must say fucking interesting …… ok 1 I fell in love ,,, I did that quick like all men did ,, but after having in my life for a few weeks and well …. I gotta admit to having my eyes fill with tears at the thught that she was going to be leaving me …… it was ruff …… I was really messed up in the game …….. and happy about it ……. And the last night out walked on the beach ,,,, it was bad .. for me and her we have been saying good bye to each other for days ….. why well I will try to explain that sometime … but the most important thing ,,, is she knew she could not have me love another woman like I love her ,,,IT WOULD HURT  HER ….. I would hurt her to love another woman like I love her ….. and could i? can I love another woman like I love her ……

NO! not in reality have I ever loved any owman like I love her ,,, but I say I hve loved my other wives and women ,,, so was I lieing?  She also has loved other men ,, yet says she loves me ,,,, and she does love me …. So is she lieing or is she albe to love differently each and everyman , she loves them differently ……. Yet loves them ,,,, is it the greed of eve ?   BUT  wait I asked her for the 1 on 1 ,,, am I showing a GREED  also ,,,YES! I want to own this chick …. Actually this is where my desire for marriage comes in ,, I am trying to get her public honot commitment of love .. a way of controlling her ,,,, a statement of public HONOR to a good man is a very strong motivator ….. marriage is a way you young master want to use to control the girl …..

But , the 1 on 1 …. With an instinctual dynamaic ….. the daynamic  is that is still hunt pussy ………. And that I show pride in my ownership of my woman by letting other men enjoy her beauty ( without touching ) it was so cool when I was talking about this aspect that she filled in the blanks ofr me ,, she started to describe to me exactly the instinct ideas …. She said ,, yes when you complement another woman , inside me I feel the competition that you describe as the GOOD THING out of the 3 wives that thing that keep a woman shap ………….. she said it was a good thing for me to work my ten foot circle not only does it just make the world a happier place to create smiles by complementing and talking with other humans but …… in our little world this activity kepps her sharp ,, she feels that need to stay nice happy actractive sexy ….. FOR ME !

WHAMO THE EFFECT OF  the poly world in a 1 on1 ,,,, but Phil you may ask why stop going for the 3 wives …. Well in my own little world I have thngs that make the 3 tents a bit of a bitch ,,, but more than that is this …. I DO NOT WANT HER TO BE HURT …. She like me ,,,, yo! Shit head girls are humans like us they have the same feelings , think about yours and you can guess at hers …..  well I how how would I feel if she was in love as passionately with another person even a woman ….. yes there is confidence issues in jealousy ,,, and that cn be a growth thing …. But the hurt is real …. I do not want this woman to be hurt seeing me be in love with another woman ………..

BUT WOULD ANOTHER LVOE BE THE SAME AS . the love I feel for her NO!  it can not be ,, she is special absolutely special …. There is no other girl just like her ,,,, I can never love another woman exactly lik I love her .. do I have space to ove more than one person , well I have a WHACK of kids and love them all …. But you know what , right now ,,,, I would not gamble this girl for anything ,, and the theory of 3 wives and shit is not worth gambling not having this woman in my life ….. SO I WILL NOT   try …. Try ….. ( try is planning to fail thinking sub conciuosly about failure ) no I will not ry to make this 1 on 1 work out .  NO I will just make make our love work out , it is not a 1 on 1 ,, it is not theory ourt of a book , it is 2 real people living a series of nows together ….  ZEN things . and dam I can spank her till her squirms , but to realy hurt her like , in me loving another woman ,, welll that real hurt I can not cause her …. That would be like the cave man me allowing the tiger to enter the cave and chew on her heart …. And cave man me is instinctually sworn to not allow her to feel any pain if I can avoid it ….. so I ASKED HER FOR THE  1on 1 ……. Doing my instinctual duty ! do you get any of this shithead my friend ? there is a DYNAMIC 1 on 1 … on that can use the instinctual aspects of the poly  to enhance the 1 on1 ….. and things like gong to the strip club ,,, like stopping girls on the street while with your woman ,, to talk twtith the strange girl complement her ,, things like this touch the competivie instincts of your chick helping her feel sharp about herself , she is rememinded ,,,, PHIL can leave any time but does not because he loves me!!!   I better stay sharp for him!   Talking to other women and then comeing back to  loving and kissing her makes her feel GREAT !  it is PARODOX ,, ther is fanastic power in paradox! ( matter- antimatter … look back to your pyshics )  

Wassabi ,,,, Awww the joy of spankings

Yo, Dumbfuck , I am a fuckin’ artist you gotta read my shit in context of the whole body of work , not just in terms of 1 or 2 blogs ………. Get real people … Peace Phil

Young master , when you read mys hit I hope it opens your mind and as your life experience comes along ( and it will especially if you is doing your 10 ft circle ) you will remember all the shit this crazy fool is writing about and you will test some shit here and there OK , cool ,, do you understand shit head !  Wassabi ,, I hope I spelled it right , well is that real fuckin hot japensse mustard ,,,, great stuff ! Sapankings are like wassabi to a girl who likes them ,,, and you know what most girls like them ,, even if they do not yet know it!

Now how to open her up to enjoying we’ll talk about that later first , I need to work on your mind , to get you to understand you can and should spank the girl who wants it , with passion! Yes spank her like you mean it ,,, now do you mean it? NO! probably not , you were trained not to hurt that which you love es[pecially girls ,,, so you are in conflict when spanking a chick … I know it it is a fact all to many girls talk about ,, and the sick shits who do spank often times are just that sick shits ,, they need read the woman ,,READ THE GIRL ! especially when she is new to you ,, check her wetness often reach down there and spread her lips ,, do not toy around outside her pussy lips , but dig on in ,, dig on in ,,,, and feel it! Ok mental exercise time!

Ever ride horses well horses are trained to no longer be wild they are broke and trained to be docile ,,,, but inside the horse is the desire to run and run fast to full out gallop ,, that is what the riding crop is for ,,, you whack the horse , to tell her hey baby girl it is time to run and run fast ,, and guess what the horse is happy and free wild once more ..INSTINCTUAL ….. now think about that when you spank you girl ,,, she has been trained to suppress her sexuality …. To be a good girl … but a little sapnk ,,NO  a good hard spanking , is what is needed plus the words , of encouragement come baby it is time to gallop ,, come baby it is time to feel my sex ,, to get fucked ,, to feel my cock in your hole ….. feel me fuck your hole ,,,, talk to your woman ,, convince her it is time to be free! Once more ,,,, but spank her hard ,, if your hand don’t sting , then you ain’t hitting her hard enough ,,, WASSABI !   3 good spanks and a rub it out ,, the feather touch her and  tease her and spank her agin 3 more hard times , remember to balance the cheeks and talk to her and test her wetness ,,,, and double or triple finger circle rub her clit with her wetness ,,,,,, and play play play ,,,,, ½ hour ….. and ,, and ,,, pulling her skirt down her pants down any where in the house or where ever and giving her 3 good hard ones at any time for any reason ,,,, DO IT ! .. now do not do it every day ,,, 3 days in a row ,, and skip 1 ,,, or 2 then give 1 day and skip 3 and then 2 days spankinga and skip 1 ,,, mix it up ,, you gotta understand chicks get bored easy ,,, with routine , they are not like us ….  I will talk about building a 2 weeks routine some day ,,,, it helps you keep things mixed up and her happy . the 2 week routine you have your repertoire of skills and games set up in advance for 2 weeks  in your daily planner it gives you something to look forward to .

Now , for young girls ,,, 18 to 20’s who have never been spanked ,,,, some day when she is wearing something shear ,,,,, in her panties ,,, or bikni … not during sex yet! This is prep work !  Give her a real hard slap spank ,,, sting your hand ,,,, and no matter what her reaction ignore it ,,, at most give her that playful ,,” aaw my poor baby “ and kiss her and ignore any comments form her except comments like “ do that again “ …. But all others ignore ….. DO NOT PLAY PATT HER HER ASS!  Spank her hard and un expectedly …. Later after she has opened up to spankings you can re – inforce the expectation of future spankings with ass patting ,, but , to get her mind opened to WASSABI …. Test her with a hard ass slap ….. then wait about 2 days do it again ,,,, listen to her but do not respond …. If the reaction this second or 3^rd time is realy negative , then get her to be you happy lil’puupy fuck her hard ….. and during that time when she is realy getting into it … spank her real hard and demand she to fuck you!  , for her to bang into you ! …. If you do not do this already , realize girls are a lot tuffer than you think ,,, dig your fingers into her love handles ( they got that name for a reason ) real dig in , grab her and pull her back on to you dick ….. after that hard spank …. And then realize ( I betcha , the passion of your fuck right after the spank , it is       WASSABI ) she did not stop fucking you , in fact if you will open your eyes and ears she [probably got more into the fuck …. OK ,,, so she bitched about the spanking but now responded during sex ….. when you spank her tomorrow in the kitchen remind her how hard she fucked after the spanking she got while being your lil’puppy …. YO , shithead , young master ,,,, read think test and try ,,but fucking do it man ! the girls realy fucking want it it ,, do not force it especaily when she is new ,,but ease her in ,,, a lil’ here and there ,,, especially while she is in the heat of passion of being fucked then re inforce and remeind her later in the kitchen …talk to her during sex ….. say things like ,” take my cock in your lil hole girl , fuck me bitch , bang your pussy on my coock ….”  And fucking enjoy it , let her hear you enjoy her !   … let her know you like fucking her! It gives her a sense of pride to create lust in you !

( yo! Fuckhead learn to breath in the scent of the girl search her neck for that lite scent of sex ! ) 

lisa and mandy and my boys

Yo, Dumbfuck , I am a fuckin’ artist you gotta read my shit in context of the whole body of work , not just in terms of 1 or 2 blogs ………. Get real people … Peace Phil

Ok so , my significant other ( girlfireind ) and I were talking with this single mom we met yesterday and of course we got inot my ideas ,,, I got no fuckin idea how that happens except that I am such an egotistical SOB I love talking about myself ,,,, well this woman 30 ‘s built for comfort not for spedd ( nice and padded ) was like into knowing how to help her son to become not shy when he grows up ,,, she asked how to role model for him since she had no male in her life for him to model from …. She was like so fucking burnt out by the men she had dated ,,,, fuck like men on average are form 2 extremes the bad boy she lusted for that was worthless and even worse became a wimp after the realationship got mature or the nice sensitve guy that she got bored with after about 6  months …… so the idea that her son should see a role model of complementing women ,, working the 10 foot circle ,, well my Deb came up the idea saying you ( this single mom ) just complement women ,, complement the check out girl at the grocery store find something anything that you can complement any clerk girl about then engage your son to also complement that women also …… at first I came back and put in my 2 cents thinking maybe this woman should complememnt men , so the kid would see amle female interaction ,,,, but later I thought about it ,, and it would give the wrong role model to have his mom coming on to men and the boy would have no reason to complement men ,,,NO , it is better that he learns and practices complementing women ,,, and even a single mom can do that and engage her son in it …

So , like I said it is something I have been doing with my boys ,,, TEACHING BY MODELING for my sons , my future young masters to work a ten foot circle , today I picked them up for the weekend ,, we went to Mc D’s to get the 49 cent ice cream ,,, and thru the drive thru the girls voice was just so pleasant I know I would see a smiling face , and there was , a smiling chocolate skinned girl ( I wish Deb was there she would loved this cutie ) so it was easy to read her name tag and say “ hey lisa you have such a great smile ,,, hey boys doesn’t Lisa have a great smile “ and my boys both spoke up complementing Lisa , while we waited to get to the next window the boys asked if I knew her ,,, I said no , but making girls smile is a good thing , hell making anyone smile is a good ….. so low and behold we get the ice creams and well Mandy was just as ahppy and smiling as lisa ,, and I of course brought the boys into play , thanking her for the ice creams and complementing her on her smile ………… I AM RAISNG some self confident young men ….. WHO THE FUCK REALY TRAINS THEIR KIDS ABOUT SEX ,,, think about your past young master you got NO fucking training , think girls who read my shit , did you dad realy train your brothers about girls  , sex , pick ups or shit ,,,no!

And sexuality is so fucking important , it drives us all crazy …….. study pussy like you would fishing , helll , I teach my boys to fish ,, I teach them to bang nails while we build the tree fort ,,,, I teach’em bunchs of shit ….. but not something as important as things about girls that would be a crime ,, so it is just logic  then do some real world work street work pick up and complementing , and let my young men learn to OPEN YOUR FUCKING MOUTH when in front of a girl .