Book 3
Yo, Dumbfuck , I am a fuckin’ artist you gotta read my shit in
context of the whole body of work , not just in terms of 1 or 2 blogs ………. Get real people … Peace
Phil
I am her ………. Lion
, so I must protect her from …. Me !
So
, I am pretty sure most nice guy .. hopefully turning inot good men .. can understand already that desire to protect their
woman ( me women ) and so , if I am the cuase for her pain ….. I asked of her a good sub .. I said the 4 magic words
…” I want you to ” a girl who says she is sub , well she deep in her must obey those words like they came
from the god of her choice ,,that is the core of submission ,, you becoming to her her chain of command …. GOD ( jesus
, church – if the male chooses – I feel it is weakness to put those men in front of myself ) man , woman , children
…… she must choose to put you in front of her before god in the chain of command that SHE CHOOSES
,,that is submission !
Ohhhhh , but like I said , submission
of masochists ?GIRLS WHAT ARE YOU ? can you girls love more than one child in your family ? Man can you love your kids equally
? how about it people can you love your brothers and sisters equally ? A SUBMISSIVE , girls search
for a man will teach tthem submission ………
But look at “ o “ she took massive pain , to prove her love to the male ,, I will submit to pain to
show you my love ,,,, now love me in return … girl we do love you .. but why do you want to own me ..to trap me like
a slave an animal ,, you end up with that which you hate ! can you not see that ! JESUS Christ it
pisses me off , it is why I say girls are 7 years old living in fairy tale land …. That is why I want to meet girls
who are truly submissive ……….. if so , they will understand the guidance of the master they choose! Their
choice ……. But in the end it is their choice …. And god dam it hurts when I know a good girl is choosing
her own pain again !
THE
GREED OF EVE ! the snake in her mind telling her to listen to herself not , man! ,, who is supposed to
be that link in the chain between woman and god ! … I know way the fuck far out ideas ! but
biblical … yep right straight out of that fucking book , 99 percent of Americans believe in ! SO
IT IS NOT MY IDEA ,, I am just seeing that there is some wisdom in the ideas …..
To me this is COLD , BUT THE BUSINESS MAN in me , the man in me , has to close a door move
on (not lock it , I have never locked a door on any of my girls – they all have the key it is the key labeled SUBMISSIVE
) …… so guys , young masters …. On to the next step ……… if you knew that you could
meet 10 other girls today ,, would she be that important to you ! YES ! but you
still must move on ,,,,, or else be beome her slave .. and that will not bring her or you ahppiness …….. I told
my CLaS to not write for a week …….
Me
to stay sane , I will move on ,, and hunt , I will forget her not really , but unfortunatey I will forget her .. I am afraid
over time she will become maybe faceless .. I what will remember about her as the years pass …….. I mean guys
after 50 or so girls you forget them and it sucks , because each was special ( well no not each the pussy I bought was just
pussy I bought , I hardly remember shit …..) but fuck even some of the girls that I had some what long tern dating
, fuck buddy , or even intense one nite stands ,,, they all belnd ,,, and their specialness gets lost …. It is sad
. Having a ton of girls does not make life better , I do not think so I LOVE , love .
Hey , I will post the fotos of a property I saw and do some comparisons , and explain the
dynamics of the location get inot the economics …and compare it to other properties … and of course I will blog
about hunting …..
SLAP !! stop lookin’ at her Ass!
Now I , remember getting that form more that a few of my girlfriends and wives …but here and now! With me
having to have hunt for atleast 2 more wives on top of my cute lil’ Submissive ( I changed her name – currently
yet though submissive is still a reality to come … theis chick has been trained by having weak men , into becoming
WAY to dam strong – as she says a DOM by default , deep inside she never wanted the responsilbilty of dominating a male
sexually or in life ) ….. SO , I gotta feel OK at hunting and looking while I have a girl on my arms which , messes
me up! ( I am in love – gushy shit ) but at the same time I do not want to supplicate to ( but I catch myself doing
just that anyway ) and build my life and if my life is what she wants she will FOLLOW …. Yet the responsibilities of
life have to be part of the equation! THIS IS NOT FANASTY ROLE PLAYING games ..this is building a realistic
alterative lifestyle ….. not just “ FUCK ME HARD PULL MY HAIR SLAP MY ASS AND CALL ME YOUR BITCH .. ” as
one girl said If I could find a half way decent man who could do tht I would fll in love with him …………
So , like I said I was going to do ,, was still try to
work my 10 foot circle while out on the street with this chick ….. right , I mean young masters ,,you have I ma already
sure ,,been trained by your girls friends ,,like I had …. By the SLAP!!! Stop looking at her ass
!! I mean I had been getting that from when I was 16 ….. fuck like 30 fucking years , of “
I ma sorry baby , Honestly I wasn’t looking at nothing ,, I only see you! Honey ! ” and the truth , was Yes! Did
mostly only see the girlin my life who I was in love with ..but of course I saw other ass ! HELL I GOT EYES! …. So
youngmaster ,,you have been fucking trained like a fucking dog…. Stop it now while you are young OK! That
is part of the ket to the 3 TENTS and a camel …..
So while we played tourist ,,,, after we played together …. The whole ain’t breakfast time anymore we’ll
have to order lunch thing , before you leave the beach front motel … so while walking .. I start looking honestly my
training kicks in … I spy these 2 little beach bunnies ( yummm )_ but I felt scared to look noticeably .. I do not
want to insult this woman I am with HELL I AM messed up over her …but I must live my life if she
is going to FOLLOW …. The 1 on 1 will give me an 80 percent chance of unhappiness! Suck odds ! so
I look and she notices me looking ,, but I am cool , not way staring to much ,, well , on working girl at a fudge shop stops
us to tell us about the DEMO inside , I engage her in conversation ( cute , latin , softish ) I talk a bit in sapanish and
she does not understand , but does say she is from Puerto rico ,, so I got 1 girl in the circle talked to ,,( all I got to
do is talk …pass your fear talk , be friendly to girls ! they are people to not just PUSSY ) …..
next I see this girls walking past I knew she was going to work ,, but I wanted to disturb her state of mind ,,, she had a
t-shirt with writing on it , so I did the “ excuse me miss ” honestly when I started of I was
to quiet ,, so I had to rachette up my voice a bit to get her attention ,, which I did ,, and said “ can I read your
t-shirt ”
Well my CLaS
( Cute Lil’ and Submissive ) and I read her shirt ,,,, I did not say much more , made a comment , she got her state
broken , she was no longer just entering work all focused on work but made and had a smile on her face ….. well I still
tried to look at pretty grils , not much really got my attention except those 2 beach bunnies and my CLaS noticed me looking
at them as we encountered them over and over … and as we left we saw those 2 girls walking on the
street and my CLaS ,, well she mentioned how cute they were NOW REMEMBER THE KEY TO
THE 3 TENTS IS 3 GIRLS WHO KNOW THEY ARE HONESTLY BI SEXUAL …not gay but NEED !!!! man yet love
women ! ….. you are now in that position of importance in their life ,,they could live gay but do not want to ,,they
could live 1 on 1 , but it has not worked so far .. so ,,YOU young master are the 1 in 100 male for them ! GOTT
THE IDEA ,,,SHITHEAD !
So for the rest of the trip my CLaS is
judging girls for me? Well ofr herself honestly ,, she is way to fucking picky when it comes to girls ,,,
I love girls ! once I smell’em I am toast , lost in my drug of choice , I am no where near as picky
in the looks or tits or ass or face as my CLaS is …. She has great taste in girls! But honestly I love almost all girls
, I find beauty in FEMALE! ….. so back to the 10 foot circle …. At the dunkin doughtnut … my CLaS wants
a doughnut , cool the girl customer talkes about getting fat eating doughnuts … I jump in ( it was
that opne I wanted ) re framed it into I that I like a little softmness , I patted my CLaS and said little cusion is nice
on my woman ,,,, and what did the that girl say as she left … she was the one who said “ you are right a lttle
cushion is better for pushing ” guys ,,, I keep telling you the girls life and mind revolves around
sex as much if not more than ours …. I stayed in a broad refernce to sex , it was the stranger! Girl I started talking
to who brought the direct refernce to fucking ,,not me !
Wll , let me see ,, what next ? ohh at dinner this was not working the 10 ft. circle .. but it
was openly in front and with my CLaS engaging a young man ( future master ) in the ideas of my book ,,,,
in a crowed restaurant in normal conversational tone so that people at other talbes would be able to hear me talk about the
importance of the FUZZY PINK CUFFS and girls intisnctual search for male dominace ! ……
well from there my CLaS was at the little girls room before we left that resutrant we , closed it so while she was fixing
herself up on of the girl servers engaged me in talk ,,,, bummer it was not in ftont of my CLaS ,, it did not help me much
to talk with that young woman …. Last thing was was when ..leaving check out time and the ride down
the elevator … I got into talking with this soft lil’ thing heading to the beach ….. so all in all I was
happy ,, a step 1 … of talking and looking while having a chik I am messed up on ,, on my arm ! NOT
ONE SLAP! She was happy for me , secure in my desire for her! And happy I love women !
When leaving town we saw 2 more lil’ beach bunnies walking doen this stretch of raod
,, and my CLas was ,, they are cute we should stop and give them a ride ..but the back seat was full of stuff , and I had
a 12 drive ahead of me ,,,, ( the mater must choose ! actually this will be the next blog … my CLaS
gave me a few NO’s over the weekend .. and a lot had to do with her …worrying about things and times …
her old responsibliy to master a weak male ! we will explore this ! next )
The STORY “ O” starting to
explore , a classic movie and theme …. Why
Twisted Instinct is about the manipulation of the male ,,hell
relationship ,, by woman , the GREED of Eve .. the opening story of the bible was not as much about creation as a word of
worning ,,, about ………. The manipulation by the female ….. THE STORY OF “ O”
is a classic bdsm movie , I had never seen it only heard of it ,, and my CLaS had wanted to watch it with me ….
Well the netflix rental came to late for this last visit . but this movie has ben used as a code word in the community for
years ….. it will be great to explore and compare it to ,,my concepts of SIR !
Young Master , here is some of what is going on in my world , hope you
learn form it :
SHE TALKING
i could talk to you all day...this is bad for me....im
confused....not sure if i like this or not...i want to like it, i want to feel this but that thing in me is saying NO! your
not allowed to feel happy for too long...or youll pay...that thing in me....i wish it would go away..but that thing is my
protector, my keeper....and it is saying.....debbie...your gonna get hurt again....dont feel this feeling or your gonna be
crushed again and im not gonna save you anymore.....im scared phil....where did you come from, why are you here? why do you
make me feel safe, you are only a man, not a god....what put you in my life? i know myself....i dont think i can be one of
ur many, unless i was the ONE of your many...and i dont think your plan is designed that way...and i want you to be happy...you
are a good man and you deserve to have what you want,,,,but i do to, and i CANT settle for less anymore....so im confused
but still know what i want....and i want to be the ONE, weather it be to you or someone eles....like an ethiopian...i will
always be starving....and have the need to be filled up, mind body and soul.....i dont mind sharing but i have to be the ONE.....you
and i , one on one is a beautifull thing....you make me feel the most important....but what happens when your plan comes in
to play...and someone eles becomes your main focus and im put second.....and i know me, and i know me.....and you will have
an unhappy cute lil sub on ur hands.....and i will leave....cause i know me......this is only part of me that is greedy and
im sorry....and you realize this is that thing in me....my protector, my keeper who says this to me and to you....the little
girl in me say....run to him and let him be your keeper and he will never let you hurt again.....but she is just a little
girl...what does she really know...........?
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ME TALKING
i got a feeling ........ i do not kow what it is either .. i have been
wondering " who is ____ ? , why didi she show up ? " I left you Sunday , feeling she is only
going to hurt me ....... i can feel my heart breaking already .
but then i rmembered you , your life , your friends
lives and i started to think ........ NO! _______ has done the old ways long enough , she has tryed , she has seen her girl
friends become gay and still end up un happy . her mom ,, alone , OK but not with someone ......
and here i am
, saying ......... be DIFFERENT ,,, it is not easy , no but you ______ are special . There is something specialin and about
you ________ ... come take my hand let go of the ROCK . Follow me ....
I was thinking to myself how is _________
gonna feel when she she me get dizzy kissing another woman ?
i will fall in love with them
passionatly also ........... will you be happy to see me lust for them like i lust for you ..will you be happy for the other
girl a girl you MUST BE FIRNEDS WITH ! someone you have dated .. real bi sexuality , not gay not hetro , you are not just
getting me a play toy ... you _____________ are building a friendship .. with a co-worker ? ( bad comparison but i have no
other ,, i have NO ROLE models ...... i am not building the clasic ,MASTER/ slave lie what is in "O" ..no something
more respectful of you and the smart woman i met .. and thw smart women we will WE WILL ! meet . )
look I can
buy ooutside of ______________ just s easy as anywhere ........ and like life always is ... you have free will follow or leave
,,,, i can do no more that live my own life ! SC , GA , FL , ohh fuck Cambodia .... to me it is just another
place ....... but a you ......... hmmmm , you ae interesting , with you ... with you ... i can build a real world family ,,,
based upon THE NEEDS OF THE WOMAN ( this need to be the 1 ) needs met in a special DIFFERENT WAY !
LIFE IS AN
ADVENTURE ( Illusions ..) adventures are filled with new experiences and learnings .... and GOOD KARMA ! .... take my hand
, let go!
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SHE TALKING
i can handle you getting dizzy kissing another girl, as long as my kisses make you the most
dizzy.....i cant help it phil....when i love..i love BIG and real....as you say, we can meet other women and build a different
kind of life, and can love those other women, but i will love you the most, the deepest and they will get what i have left...i
have a big heart...really i do...so there will be enough, but YOU will get the biggest part,your needs will come before thiers
and your happiness will be the most important to me and i have to have the same in return..in other words, if something where
to happen and all the girls you chose had to go away, and you could only have one.....i would be the one you chose.....i wont
settle, i cant settle...i would rather be alone in this life than be second to anyone....i deserve to be the most important
to someone, ive been through too much, ive been second too many times...i can share and let you love others, we can love others
but i have to be the ONE..
i want so badly to let go, take ur hand and let you keep me and be yours for all that
you need and want...share your life, your world with you and others....but if i cant be the most special to you, then i can
be at all....and my eyes are leaking from telling you the truth, risking loosing you, my heart is hurting cause i want you
so badly but i have to be true to myself and to you.....you deserve my honesty, ......so im gonna leave this page and im not
coming back for a bit....i have to put my big girls pants on, eccept that you may not be able to give me what i want, then
ill come back to face it....
love to you phil,
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i could say " please _________ ,
don't go ,, i love you i do not want to lose you " ..... ohh _________ , believe me , i could say that very easy
........
_____________ how many men have said that to you?
how many have who have said that ini the
past , have hurt you?
ALL ! all of them said it and all of them hurt you!
being different means just
that being different , putting your big girl pants on ! NOW is the time , to be that big girl and do somethng different
because the next guy is going to SAY TO YOU ,, I LOVE YOU and then he will not! ( facts are facts )
I
am saying expand your mind , leave the little girls fairytale behind you .. and puT on those big girl pants , take my hand
and let us go to WORK! not a fairy tale , but build a real life ! ( fuck the faiy tale that is bringing us so much pain and
confusion ........ you can! CAN ! share me and there is enough of me to go around ! )
it never will come down
to ,,just 1 ... if another girl like you one that i kiss with passion that makes me dizzy and said she had / has my child
.... and said PICK 1 only me .... well ______________ how many other women on this planet have my children
? how many did I say to follow or leave .. it is who I am !
I do not choose the women , the
women NOW must ! choose me ............ like i said form the first minute in
waffle house ,,,,, the choice is your to
let go of the rock ,,, think about the rock ......... it has been a ROCK
i wait to hear from , you , if i don't
i will be sad
love Phil ......... take all the time you need ... time we got use it! no rush ... just hope , ok
( be happy ___________ please , dam it ! all i want is a girl to be fucking happy !)
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SHE TALKING
cant find my big girl pants... :( ..im looking
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SHE TALKING
i cant explain the feeling im having...i just know it
hurts, i dont know what or why.....it just hurts, im going to bed, my back is out and cant hardly walk and my heart is heavy
and i dont know why...so sleep..and maybe ill be able to find my big girl pants in the moring.....nite and peace to you phil,
dont mind me.
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ME TALKING
don't mind you ,,, don't mind you ..what the fuck
do you mean by ,,don't mind you ..... look ____________ ! ,, i wish we were together so you could see me MAD! BECAUSE
I GET MAD!
i WATCHED THE story of "o" with ______ , she stayed and i was happy .. yes happy i wanted
her to see .. the length people will go ... for love? that is LOVE?
well yes it is ,, and no it does not have
to be .....
the core of the story " O " is in choice .........but also it is manipulation n the part
of the woman .
but i admit i will have to watch it over and over to respect , the themes in it ..........
_____________ , i can phone you and say with my mouth , you
are important to me ......... that i love you like man has always loved woman ! the man at the cave ! the man before all this
crazy shit ... " O " showed me just different crazy shit the level of manipulation on the part of "O"
to own her SIR ..... yes she owned him in the end !
I am the man at the front of the cave ,,,, what i propose
is intinctually different ... deep down different .. mine is family the balence the harmony ... mine is the the family !
Yes i claim you ! thru sex the first night my inner animal said _________ is mine ..... so for ever you will be important
to me , when you hurt i will hurt for you ! i like the man in front of the cave I will want to fix your pain , to kill your
lions ! and like the man in front of the cave i will have others ( other women ) ............ the choice .. is yours woman
I HAVE NO CHOICE , i a stuck loving you because i claimed you ! and for ever you will be some one... a person
i wish will find happiness ,, with or without me !
YOUR fucking happiness ,,, and because they are yours and important
to you .. the happiness of your offspring , your children , when claimed a man also claimed that females babies , and when
he killed the lions , it was for her and her offspring ! FAMILY .....
DON'T MIND YOU ......... i am forced
by what is me ! That which i am , to mind you ........ even now after just having you a few times , even with bleeding your
monthly blood which says you are not pregenanat with my kid ... i claimed you ! which means i can do NOTHING but ,,mind you
.... nothing but feel for you ..... but in the end it is always the CHOICE OF the female .... to stay , or to become a runaway
slave , or to die by depresion .... or do what she is supposed to do ,, what you said you wanted to learn to DO !
submit to a man
but I am stuck forever ,, minding you , following or leaving me , a part of me will always "
mind you "
OK , shitheads ,, young masters ,, I expect
to go thru a lot of girls , probably until I get my 3 ,, and then chronicle that experience ,, and in the books that follow
…. You will have that REAL WORLD ROLE MODEL ,,, not the fansty of of the STORY of “O” …
even though there are viable relationships built upon tha form of female domination .. oh yesss ! “O” in the end
is the DOM ! and the sir only her slave ………
TWISTED INSTINCT proven once again
I am confused by getting … submission
I DO NOT HAVE TO SELL HER ! My ideas ae what she has been looking for in a GOOD MAN ! …So
, young master , dam if , I am not feeling like a shithead myself this morning . Honestly I have never had a real submissive
girl only MASOCHISTS , girls who liked pain! And because they would submit to pain in sex play they thought they were submissive
….. SO , I am way confused by this new girl my cute lil’ Masoschist … well I think she may not be a masochist
but in reality be a submissive ……… to me actually meeting areal submisse is like locating the extinct
Ivory billed Woodpecker … I mean that bird has been exticnt for only like 100 years and occasion there are reports
of sightings … but not enough good hard evience …SO , I am FUCKING CONFUSED !
Look for 25 years I have done the whole
“ highest mountain and deepest sea ” thing , that is all about trying to find out what the girl wants then ..TRYING
to make her happy by giving her what she wants to the BEST of my ability … the 2 key ideas ,,TRY
to make her happy… and BEST of my ability… when you try you are thinking about failure ..
the expectations are equal between creating ahppiness and sadness …. Now to the best of my ability … well if
the girl is greedy .. if she wants more and bigger always looking for the next new and better thing ..
well your ability is never good enough ! and you get into the trap of Mo’ better ,, buy
more and better ,,, and you end up with the old ,,” the more money you make the more money you spend ” never achieving
the happiness a good man is trying to give to the girl of his choice ….. it is IMPOSSIBLE a never ending spiral of
Mo’ better ensues ….. the greed of EVE fueled by the hypnosis of todays media and advertising
……… so for me , I am used to this ,,it is what I do
So , I have been with this new woman in my life ,the sex is great , she is cute beyond cute and
she is reading my stuff ,,, but I am still screwed up responding to her our in real
time interaction.. thru the haze of my PROGRAMMIN it is still kicking ,, ( I am getting better! – not trying ,, but
getting better – but …she is confused by the 2 personalities the me in my writing which is diffenert from me
in real time ) like whenever I talk to her on the phone , I get inot that begging mode , I am looking for a way to say things
to her in a way …. That will make her happy ! … inside my mind I am thinking ,,, “
I should ask her what town she may like me to build my compound in ,,,maybe she would be happier in X Y or Z town …..
” …or .. “ how can I phrase this so she will understand and not be offended ” … I am twisting
myself into shapes based on very little information … I listen to her responses ( like I did in past relationships
) , then change my tone of voice , change the topic maybe the line of reason I ma working on ,,, this is
happening in me on AUTO – PILOT … I have been doing this when dealing with women all my life …….
actually it pissed off this one pain slut back around 10 years … she would say something like !
just live your life I will follow ,,, but hurt me beyond the level you are now ! …I found it confusing a decade ago
… but now I am like confused but saying .. WOW this is neat , I have been here before that girl
years ago was a cute lil’italian and what a fucing great cook ..life
was sweet except for … that her need for pain was .. a drug need and she was unsatisfied and begged … actually
sad when I could not bring myself to be really cruel … I STILL DO NOT WANT THAT ! but
I want everything else ,,and it is confusing …. Be , True to yourself young master look into yourself .. explore your
weakness …IF I DO NOT MASTER THIS I CAN NOT MASTER HER OR 2 OTHERS ,, fucking fact… and DUDE , it is not easy
, you have been trained to think about the girl first ! make the princess happy ….
I have honestly found myself falling
back in and out of thinking about doing a 1 on 1 with her because since she is sexually submissive and
wants to be in a 24/7 .. I start thinking “well maybe a 1 on 1 could work …I should ask her
what type of home she may want and where she may want to live .. ” all my old
patterns come back FUCK WHAT DO I EXPECT 30 fucking years of practice following the unsuccessfull model the model that leads
to 80 percent guarantee of unhappiness WELL IT has been drilled into my nice guy brain ….. but it has never really
been the true me ! ….YO! young master start changing your thinking young ,, you will not have the programming in yourself
engrained by decades to change
When we went
over the topic ,, about when she said “ you can’t ” ,, she understood! She really understands
and gives a dam … about how I deep inside feel about it ! but when she expressed her sadness , about some things ,,
when she sounded ,,, hurt concerned about my feelings of being offeneded as a s MALE ……
I GOT CONFUSED … all I wanted to do was make it better , but honestly my approach made it worse …. Understand
I was feeling this … does she? ,, really know or trust that I do care for her
and that things I write or say ,, well in they may hurt her ,, it is not my desire to hurt her ………
on the CONTRARY the girl has been beyond understanding about theories and ideas …… both of us understand ..the
old programming in both of us is deep . She like me , has had enough failures in the past , like most girls she is tired of
the failures iin relationsips and they want .. something different ! BUT I HAVE NOT BEEN LEADING .. leading like or in a way
she needs ……… fuck it is a bitch when there is NO role models for me to learn from! Only
the repeating programming in my mind SUPPILCATE !
All
I can do is think , about that other chick ,,, WHO SAID ! live your life , Phil I will follow ! AND listen to this
new girl saying the same thing ….. live your life I will follow …. Actually , that same theme
has been said by quite a few girls over the years and still in time ,, well it bcame a life revolving around the girls goals!
But the starting off with ,,LIVE YOUR LIFE PHIL I will follow , that was the start!
Now , getting that from a chick who is totally sexually submissive … I have had only
1 out of 50 like that and that lasted only about what like 4 months or so …. Not much training or experience as compared
to 30 years …… THINK about it shithead , this girl wants to understand why … her saying to me
YOU CAN’T got me pissed ! ( pissed but not mad , it touched that level of frustration that I am now allowing
myself to feel ..ALLOWING MYSELF TO FEEL ! ) all I can say is WOW … usuall y I would say Hmmmm and
think ,, but as this is evovlong it is moving from theory and the sounds of thinking HMMMM into the reality of ..wow …
does not make it easy ..
But it is natural ,, it feels good , to
live without having to twist yourself to please some WANT in the girl in your life … always guessing what will make
her ahppy .. always listening to the sound of her voice listening for clues …then getting it wrong and the what happens
…….. I GET PISSED OFF! Passive aggressive …… because I tried I failed
and well I get pissed off because she is pissed off ….you will understand this someday young master ,, you want to
Protect her from lions … in that
you earn the sex … but when you fail in that a fight starts and you are like going ,, what the fuck bitch ! what the
fuck will make you happy ! OHH fuck it I give UP! You job is not clear cut , there are no lions ,,no
thee is an ever present stream of advertising and WANTS AND WANTS AND wants ..never ending!
So , this girl …… is saying …GO PHIL LIVE ! I will
follow , and I will never say NO , you will never begg for my pussy ! your pleasure is my pleasure , I promise to always to
provide you that without a NO! ……….. GUYS BELIEVE ME , it is confusing ! a part of
me is still saying “ honey but what is your highest mountain tell me so I can climb it and bring you back that which
will finally make you happy ” …. You can never make a woman happy! Nothing you buy her will make her ahppy for
longer than 6 months , the horse , the car , the new house , the addition , the vacations ..nothing ….. but this girl
says seeing ME smile is what makes her smile ??????????? con- fucking – fusing .. but I know this chick is not alone
in the world ,, many girls are like her … and they would love to serve a GOOD MAN !
In terms of ……….. her
Here is another good example you gotta
become aware of in your own life ,,fuckhead ! last night my daughter is like dad you are going to see your girlfirned , you
gotta trim up your moustache ….. un derstand the people around you also ,,ewverything in your life
is directing you young master to live your life in terms of her wants ,, what may please her …when in reality it is
the girls who are happiest when thye live with our pleasure in mind …
BUT , they like a man who wants to take care of himself and his stuff ,,, it is the story from TWISTED INSTINCT
about .. if you are the type of guy who cleans his gun , cares about his new tractor or leaves it out in the rain ,,
if you maintain wax and shine your cherry red 1967 SHELBY … if you do the things you do ,,for yourself ,, if you care
about yourself ,,or are you only trimming your beard and moustache getting that hair cut ,,to begg for her pussy …..
it was cool to here her saying “ DAD ! you gotta! ” a fine example of living thru HAVE
TO’s ,,, when in reality the only livable life Is alife of wanto’s … so , my hair
was long that is bad for business it had to be cut anyway ,,, plus my moustache was long that
sucks while kissing ,, and I like kissing . I do not want to feel my moustache I want to feel her LIPS .. so am I living for
her or my own wanto ….yes I know you think ,that she is my wanto….. but dude it ain’t the same ….
You goota live for yourself and if that is a life she likes and wants . well that is where she will go… and follow
you ,,,,
hey shithead following is easy ..alot
less stress than being the one to have to come up with all the things to do ,, all the ..stuff to eat , to go to , be responsible
for everything ,,we make the girls responsible for so much shit …..
but back to living terms of ……… live like you live and well if you are a pile of shit ,, want
do you expect ,, a cute chick is gonna want ot live with a pile of shit !!! well yes , if the pile of shit ,,,, is true to
himself and makes her life ..easy ,,well easy in certain respects …. It is a confusing concept .. I know it will take
time to explain it ,,hell I do not even really got it down … but I am getting the hints … by dominating her
she does not have to be so fucking stressed all the time coming up with ideas on how to please herself and you!
Because you give her clear directions ,,,” honey do this ! ” and she does that and you are happy ,,, and
guess what STUPID finally we get what we want ,, a happy girl!!! Wow so fucking easy ,,, so why is it so fucking hard ,,well
you were trained and programmed WRONG!
The 80 / 20 rule of PUSSY and business
There is a general rule in business you get 80 percent of your business form 20 percent of
your customers ,, well that 80/20 those munbers you would be suprized how they relate to so many aspects
of life ,,they keep showing up in general terms ,,give or take 5 percnt . were gonna
explore that and street dating in aminute I GOT THE PLAN !! MAN !!
First I gotta , thank my muse ,, that chick my CLaS , she has been my muse for a long time
now …. I am sad she is freaking the way she is , especially since I would not have been her first POLY relationship
, she had others in the past and the all exploded … next she had a girl friend who did a poly while in amarriage and
DAM what hell that was ,, it otre the family even the KIDS ( well 1 kid ) got by accident all screwed up in the adults world
,,,,, the greed the manipulation ,,,, it is bad KARMA man bad karma …. Hey baby if you read this ,,please do not go
down the same street , do not do the same old thing expecting different results .
Bur the old saying ,, NOTHING BY CHANCE ,,, if it were not for yesterdays letter I would not
have come up with todays idea … and fuck what an idea … I never wanted to be famous from TWISTED INSTINCT
I have already had my decade in the spotlight ,,, but I would have been really cool becoming something of a CULT
book .. I think I can do that … and give you shitheads the program pick up system you fucking little minds need
… to get you out s SHY land .. so young master ,, I got the plan , if it were
not for yesterday my CLaS would have given me forever a constant stream of cute little beach bunnies … ( dam I must
be stupid or what , to want more 3 wives than a selfish life full of young cute pussy …and ONE really sweet nice pleasant
inteligent comfortable obedient great cook , better in bed SUB than you could ever believe , .but…..
but I want real PEACE ! ) actually I had gone over the seed ideas for this plan with her last weekend ,,but now it has jelled
so cool!
But on to the numbers game ,, first I
gotta sell you young master on the numbers before it teach you the techniques …. And give you all the props and wording
and shit !
The numbers will
give you hope that 3 wives and a camel are doable. 80/20 is a rule you can find it in nature in business
if you look around fuck you will see it every where …
The KEY is
if you do not ask you have 100 chance of a no …. If you talk you have a 50/50 chance of a yes or a no ….. yes
or no ..50/50 .. say nothing 100 percent NO!
Lets look at my town ,,,, with in a comfortable 45 minute comute I have over 250,000 people
,,, so half of that is 125,000 20 percent will be of a type age and etc .. I will be attracted to ….. that gives me
25,000 girls just within 45 minutes of me ,, remember 60 percenty of the married ones will be getting divorced ,,, the total
of the marriages have 80 percent un happy ness .. so married or with boyfriend or whatever does not matter , if she is happy
if he is filling her core values your attention is just a daily complement which makes her smiles ,, talk to every girl ….
But 80 percnet of yur pussy will come from 20 percent of the girls remember ….. so lets take 20 percnet of 25k …….
Yo! Shit head that is 5,000 girls …. That is a lot of girls that would be talking to 5 ,, everyday 7
days a week , everyday for like fuck what close to 4 fucking years … that is a lot of chicks .
Now lets get down to the numbers … it is an averages
game .. and many time what happens in the beginning until you make you first sale , your first score ,,your energy , the energy
of expectation … remember schrodinger cat .. well that fucks your numbers up in the beginning ,, so you will need to
commit to getting 0 percent for you first hunderend then later the balance will show up …. That is talking to 100 girls
and getting nothing ( I am also tapping into the meta of the theory of the 100th monkey .. quasi-science
) but then the magic changes …. So after you first 100 ,,, you should the get 2 out of each 10 …….
Step one ….. it will be the regular ,,get ‘em
smiling line ,, you have been doing in your ten foot circle ….. but instead of asking about coffee which allows her
to give you her stock answer since ffor women men are just TASKS to be dealt with …. You will structure
opportunity … in this way …. Tell her what you want .. and leave her guessing .. A CHALLENGE . …
“ hey I find you intriguing , I want to meet you for coffee , I have a story to tell you ,,, and give her your card
.. then leave ….. the 2 you will get will do this ,,,,, see 8 will toss the card in the trash ,,cool no problem her
lose , you iknow are a good man ! now 2 will go tth web site on the card ,, not here I will restart a DOT COM for the card
…. The key is just like the fuzzy pink hand cuffs , tickle the imagaination of the girls already ! right they are very
sexual and girls have fanasty just as wild as ours … the FUZZY PINKS will attract 2 out of 10 ,, it will catch the
attention of those 2 ….
Step 2 ……. After 10 girls
have ( 10 of those 2’s ) have gone to the page the law of 80/20 kicks in and you will get you 2 calls ….. for
coffee …. So dude you have to realize you have talked with a bunch of chicks to get these two girls who are magically
drawn to you … well kinda magic … rmember the hypnoscript I was goona write well I am going to change it , into
a PROCESS STORY imbedded hypno script ,, but realize this the girl who will meet you will already know the fucking script
….. you ain’t hiding shit ,, actually .. she is testing your fucking ass ,, in the way you are able to pull off
the script ,, control is in her hands ,, choice freedom of choice …. She gets to judge if you ,,YOUNG MASTER
are worthy of that title master …. By your presence and confidence ... or if you is shit . so …. 80/20
…. Out of 10 girls you meet for coffee 2 .. you will bed and hopefully build a relationship with …..
So you will have to work the street pick up 100 times first
and get nothing ,, ( good things do not come easy , if it were easy then every shithead could do it ! ) then you will start
getting at best 2 calls out’a ten ….. YOU gotta remember you GOTTA open you fucking eyes ..
look at the girls pages here on myspace , shithead ..look open your fucking theya re advertising sex sex sex …. Your
guys do not have pages as overtly sexual ike the girls do ,,not the girls .. are just advertising sex …. Guess what
the girls on myspace are the same girls you see walking the fucking street , at the gas station in the grocery store , at
work in the park fucking everywhere and fuck everyone has a fucking myspace …. Girls are girl they are sexual ! They
like boys ,,no they like men !
But you will 100 percent NO’s if
you do not open your fuckin mouth ….
Ok
it , will be simple , so your regular ,, excuse me miss , tell her the complement … then hand her your card .. and
tell her like a master you want … I want you to meet me for coffe , I have a sotry to tell you …. Give her the
card and leave ,,,, talk no more !
Look this
whole thing is there to kinda pre-qualify her .. does she have that inner submissive nature ,,if yes ,, the 4 magic words
well will be magic ,,, I WANT YOU TO … to a girl who is inwardly ,, submissive .. well they are
.. words she wants to hear ! IF YOU DO NOT SAY THOSE WORDS YOU HAVE A 100 PERCNET CHANCE OF A …………
NO !!! say them and you have a 50/50 chance of YES! 50/50 is
good fucking odds …… now figure that the card is based on the cover of twisted instinct ,, and hightlights the
FUZZY PINKS …. Plus on the back is just the repeat ofyour I WANT YOU TO ( magic words ) meet me for coffee I have a
story to tell you !
Your
name and phone number …………
On
the bottom I want you to go to this website …… www. Twisted __ ___ .com
and there well she will get the idea more about
the LTR of the instinctual alternative relationship ,,, as it is
alternative to the traditional relationship and to mainstream BDSM relationships ….. so after your first 100 …
then 10 will give you 2 ,, and of ten of those 2’s you will get 2 ….. but 2 who know hat is happening .. up front
! so I think the figures work out to 150 ,, complements so , plan on doing 10 complements per day and in 15 days you should
be banging it ….. but you will be banging your hand .. if you lie to the girl! ………
do you shit head GOT 3 TENTS AND A CAMEL .. do you even got a pot to piss in or a window to thorw it out of….? Huh?
Whatcha got shithead .. shit is that all ?........... so since you gto shit ,, you will just begg for pussy like you always
have and hope the 80/20 will not come true and ( which it will ) and you will be one of the 20 which will not happen ,,otherwise
shit head you would not be reading my words …. A man who reads my words is aman who willnever do well submitting to
a woman ! so shit head ,, you ain’t got a prayer in the 80/20 , 1 on 1 world …. But you got a prayer ,, in fact
the numbers are fucking great ! if you TWIST YOUR THINKING . OK I WLL DESIGN OUT THE
CARD , YOU WILL BE TO COPY THE ART OFF MY SPACE … nad I will re up a twisted.com again …
then you just gotta open you mouth……. Fuck my muse is hot today !
Shopping for tents – buffalo speak
You
remember buffalo speak right ,, facts and figures counting the buffalo and talking about how many spears , MAN talk ….
Girls talk process speak they talk about stories to babies and children they talk about feelings ….
Now , I will go over with you my ideas on your choice of work later , but being master in
all areas of yur life is important starting your own company gives you that ,,being a slave to a corp , well makes you a slave
…
Ggirls need their own space something
they cn decorate that is theirs ,,NOT YOURS ! theirs ,,, you live in their homes ( you get the barn – but fuck dude
make you office in the barn a cool play ,,, that is hwere you can put in all the real kinky play shit ,,, ever thought about
setting up a saw horse for sex play ,,well in your office in the brn ,, set up an a/c carpets sound system ,,, that is your
private space ,, ) each girl get her own home … think about city living right a nice neighbor hood
in town 200k home fuck they only have a 100 x 100 lot , the illusion of land and privacy is created by trees around the lot
,,, so you may depending on land size you buy , well , think Aussie trees , great for lot lines and grow fast in 2 years they
are like 10 foot tall , you want the girls to get the same privacy like a in town home even on the farm …. Think about
the way animals hide their young ,,yes we are social animals but women – human women need space ! DO NOT ATTEMPT TO
POLY IN 1 HOME
Ok
, the home in this foto is in Ga. A town called New Castle just outside of Tifton ,, it is down a county maintained
What I am looking for is within a 45 minute commute to have
a population of 250,000 , 45 minute if you live in a big city you know you can not drive form one side
to the other during the rush hour in 45 minutes ,,well in the country you are not stuck jacking you dick in traffic , you
travel miles in that 45 minutes .. approx. 30 mile circle of commute .. that gives the girls pleanty of ops for careers and
plenty of shopping , university and community colleges , movies … everything is there all in a time ( bigger distance
but equal drive time ) equal to living in the city … OK for me ,,,, I got 2 OZZFEST venues Jax and
Atlanta both within drive time ( ok atalnta is like 4 hours but , fuck that is like me going down to Miami now for Warp Tour
and I do that ) plus I got surf castinf for Bluefish runs on the Atlantic 2 hours east ,, and Scalloping on the Gulf 1 and
½ south .. so I am cool … ohhh for my work even though out of the 250k a lot are farmer and working class ,,
farmers now adays some make bigg cash , and need and want service pros to maintain their homes ( my business services industry
,, good owner op – no employees no stress ) this area I picked has a bed room community within the circle of comute
that town the home start at 150k + great services industry business , another town is college and milarty with a growing retirement
community great health care ops for the girls ,, and the closest town is a farm industry hub , great clerical and etc work
ops … so the girls got work I got work ………. This home is down that road 1 mile nice neighbors
homes owners of local farms ( industry farms PRO’s $$ ) turn left go ½ to a quicky mart for for bread and milk
,,turn right go 3 miles ( 4 minutes ) to graocery stores , gas , dollar stores , pizza …. The elematary school and
doctors is in 7 minutes , high school in ten minutes , and the farm hub city ( 35k pop.) is 15 minutes
with mall , movies , sushi bar , red neck bars …. Etc etc …
Ok , the properties I looked at , this trip ,, one was a 3 acres but it was inside a small town ,, in the town ..
not the country feel I want … good neighbors but also nieghobrs in older homes also , yes some children near by ,,
but with 3 wives they have have their own children near by to play with ,,it is not the 1 women stuck alone ,,NO ! she has
neighbors her sisterhood .. and the kids grown up with friends …. So I do not need to look for neighbors with kids
…. Plus I know more about my kids neighbors because the neighbors and ½ brothers and sisters for my kids on
the compound . the 3 acres needed clearing $2k but had city water no well needed … but not goo magic
not view
Another was 5 acres close to a golf country
club , advertisied as growing area , good investment ,,, I saw ,,, yes in 20 years , that road will have traffic and shopping
,,, the homes that will be built will be in the form of planned developments ,, so my country lifestyle will be in conflict
with ,,the YUPPIE image of planned developments ,, the road will become commercial with development entrances ….. no
again bad magic .
The down the dirt road …. Cool
, this road will be maintained well because of the home owners that are on the road are the type of farmer with large recreational
vehicles and large boats good money ,, they need a well maintained road , in fact this road will be paved within ten years
my bet . the zoning in this area the land quality and growth patterns means this land will never grown in value fast no ,,it
will just maintain value and grown with inflation , theses farms will be worked for 100 more years …. OK for me I am
not turning land for profit this is home ,,, not a profit generator . it is only 2.5 acres that meas each
home only gets ¾ acres , but ¾ acres is better than living in a condo or apt. or in townhouse or ZERO lot line
developments and shit …. Just creative placement of the homes and putting in the fast grown hedge and the girls get
their own yards , hiding their homes like the den of the animal mother likes ,,INSTINCTS …. This came with 1 home only
4 years old 1800 sq ft. well already popped $3k and cleared $ 2k .. the home already is good for me I got a place to stay
no more motels while I get home number placed on the land ….i need 2 … you need 2 ..befoe you hunt ,,having
the 2 lets your first girls friend understand ,,the reality of SHE IS NEVER GONG TO CONTROL YOU INTO A
1 ON 1 .. no the visible of the 2 lets her know , and trust in you ….TRUST IN SO FUCKING IMPORTANT
! after 2 you can wait a year before putting down number 3
Ohhh yes this piece came fenced for horses ( shitty fence but fenced ) plus a tack room my office …. But I
will have to put up a pole barn out at a corner for the girls HORSES girls love horses … ( think about riding horses
, it is a sexuality thing at certin levels )
So
…. I can buy 3 acres in town for 25k and clearing and shit 28 ,,, put donw a re-manufactured home 25 … I am
at 53k… ohh yes I am putting on pre fab homes ,,, after 3 hurricaines hitting my town directly a beach town Frances
Jean and Wilma all with winds over 120 … I am suprized at the strength of prefabs …. I am from homestead , I
built my farm home down there used UNION men my customers to build it 10%+ over code and Andrew ripped it apart taking the
shutters and everything off it …. Here being 1 hour plus in land any hurricane will be slower so , my fears are less
and torandos will destry eve a brick home … act of GOD your number is up your number is up!
The 5 acres was 40k clearing 3k well 3 k septics 3 k prefab re-man. 28k $80k
The 2.5 with home …. 52,000 asking been on the market
ovwer 1 year ,, the area is not growning it is not activie except for people who would work at local farms , I can tell by
the entrance that the house has not been shown for months … and the look is dirty ,( cleaning home exteriors is my
bussines ) so from the raod it will not attract buyer … move in ready … all I need to do , is contract pending
the sellers gets the .. zoning variance of “ family 3 home “ that means the land cannot be divided but 3 home
can be placed for the use of family members ..they do not come and do DNA tests ,, all you gotta say … is 1 home is
for you , your siter . and aging parents … done you state that , and well well my parents did’nt want the other
home ,,, my sister also , so my other wives get them …. And once the girls has you child …. Well it is blood
relation … but the real shit is about NO reantals homes and not dividing the land … that is what governments
want to insure . now a 2.5 if I design the land to resemble the lots of inside town 100x 100 with hedges …. The girls
get manageable yards they can decorate …. I will have enough to dig a 100x100 fish pond ( I gotta have fishing , I
have never been so far a ways for an ocean in my life ) plus I will have some area for I guess 2 horses ,,,, not riding land
but fuck the whole area is riding land .. miles of it ….
So shit head … think ok ,,,, prefabs maintained will last a lie time ,, they can be added to …
siding put on , fuck in time they will look just like a brick home if you want …. And you ge in for 50 ,, put and other
for 28 with new carpet tile appliances everything and later another for 28 …. Dude 3 homes for $106,000 ,, 3 homes
comparable to 100k club homes in town remember club homes are just fucking stick built home , prefabs are just stick built
home also ….. 100k mortgae … what $800 inc tax monthly ,,, now remember your job is provide the homes maintain
them give the girls a spare car …. Now all they gotta do , is feed you and fuck you , once every three days …..
Look SHITHEAD , GIRSL EXPECT TO BE DIVORCED THEY
PLAN THEIR LIVES AROUND US BECOMING DRUNK USELESS SHITHEADS .. that leave them with the kids bills and
apt. payments … the girls can pay their own electric and stuff…. Ok , how about this shithead you pay for the
satieltte tv…. With boxes for each home and 1 for you office ….. even though I think tv is is POISIN
TURN OFF THE TV.. AND FUCK YOU GIRLS …… much better idea .. or go out side and play
with the kids or go fishing in your pond or ride a horse ,, or go 4 wheeling … fuck TV… but to start you gotta
,,,,, have atleast 20k to put down on the land …we will talk about getting you that 20k start …. We will work
on the ideas from JOHN Comuta’s book it is worth buying .
No matter how much I love her
I know from
experience and the world around me to crumble .. to allow myself to go again down the road of the 1 on 1 , male and female
relationship will ..be that road to disaster …. ( the root of that word is , to disassociate for the astral ) ….
That means what I do now want will happen ,, what do I not want ,,well that is unhappiness for my woman or women …
CAN I LOVE EQUALLY more than 1 woman ,,, why ? does man have to prove his love by committing to 1 woman
when the facts show that will not bring happiness …look at all the art created from the pain of the 1 on 1 thru out
history …..
The poly relationship do not shve the
legacy of art rooted from pain ,, for a reason! Yes for a reason ,,the pain was not there ! so there was no great story or
art to be left behind for a peace in harmony with nature life …. It is like news programs ,,they talk about the extreme
,the dirty laundry ,,not the every day happiness and contentment because that would not sell news , it is so common …
there ae no love ballads of heart ache and pain written about the poly life style only ,,the life style of greed ,,the ownership
,, is ownership realy love? Is 1 on 1 really love ?
She hurts and I hurt , her offspring , her children hurt ,,, I do not even know them , but they are of her and I
love her … so I love them . And the male in me , that guy who loves the job of being in front of
the cave to protect his family ….. well I hurt when they hurt .
BUT I CAN NOT ALLOW the pain to continue , the 1 on 1 must end , the greed
must stop!
3 guarded the cave entrance as the celebration
of DEFTONES raged!
Look the pit is an expression of who we
( males ) are ,,,, I do not par take of the festivities of the pit rather get my hits
form those friends I meet during the day , just to remind me of my roots …. OOOH WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS WELL .. this
is an exploration about all you mother fuckers at the FAMILY VALUES TOUR ,, trying to see the instincts in what the fuck I
saw in my life ,,like I always do !
At the fesitavls
I get to watch and interact with 25,000 of you mother fuckers males and females , and you know me ….thank for coming
to say hi what I got 84 signs on my shirt some form old friends shows after show ,,, most form new people … well you
can not miss the balloon dude , while 20,000 outa 25,000 are all dressed in black along comes balloon dude with his brite
blue beard and green moustashe tossing out clown ballons and watching how all the freaks turn into little kids once again
! PEACE PEOPLE . I walk thru you and you stop me and talk . I am a lawn person . So
I watch YOU! Because see when I toss the balloons I see which girl is building a hat and that is the girl go to talk and get
a sign on the shirt . ( heck one of my friends who started watching me and doing some lsat ozzfest well he , was using my
tools tossing balloons when eh saw girl he liked playing he would blow up 4 more ballons and go make her ahat sit and talk
for while .. then come back and do it all over again … most cool looks like when I move someone will keep up the tradition
)
But I watch you ….. and I will go over that …
but first lets go to the PIT and a man’s instinct to protect his women …. I was down front this time ( I sit
where the wind will blow my balloons the fatherest ) well down front means the most pits with end up on top of you everytime
…. During the day I just put the stuff on the other side of the chain and when the pit hits the cahin well the YELLOW
shirts come to drive the pit back up the hill. But the pit approached last nite during DEFTONES ( now Deftones
must be celebrated with some pits , a holy expression of rock and roll must be preformed in honor of the Deftones ) but I
had what 4 girls in my care , one guy behind me had 1 girl and the other 2 guys had 1 girl ,,,, now next to me was 2 girls
1 guy , in with my girls was a young man dumb enough to get 2 facial piercing the morning of the show and by evening he was
a hurting puppy – but honestly this guy hell he would have been in the pit not PROTECTING THE GIRLS SO THEY COULD ENJOY
THE SHOW … so myself and the 3 other guys took up positions and made a wall to keep the pit away fro the girls …
we took some good hits ate some dirt , but did our job ….. I find the men who choose to take the hits for the girls
interesting ….. and those who did not to be interesting ….
1 guy with one girl , he was not touching his date .. they were their on a date .. it was not
a LTR gone cold ,, hell once when I while he was gone I got to talk to his girl ,,, I thought I knew her
from some where …. ( yeah sure heard that before ) … the other 2 guys 1 girl ,,, the one who brought her was
like way into the music to much ,, that she ended up spending a lot of time talking to my buddy the other balloon dude ….
Now the 2 girls next me , and the guy who did not stand at the cave door and take his hits but let me take his hits for him
( wimp mothr fucker my shoulder and knee ache –got clipped well )) … well he got no kissing ,, down time between
bands at shows are made for necking at least some necking … he was the one taking the couple shots on the camera of
him and his girl while she was occupied …. I could feel beggin begging begging … in fact saw all to much ,,
of this .. I do not know .. it is like ,, the male rubs against the female .. like a child begging for her attention ….
( I know I have done that shit ) hinting kiss me … instead of kissing her WE
FORCE THE WOMAN TO BE RESPONSIBLE BY THIS HINTING AND BEGGING , NOW IF YOU JUST KISS HER AS MUCH AND AS OFTEN AS YOU WANT
,,WELL IF SHE DOES NOT LIKE IT SHE CAN LEAVE AND NOT FOLLOW !!! ( and that will prove the reason why you need 3 wives ! )
,, it pisses the girls off when we beg ! But later , I watched after he smokes up a bit and drink back
a couple of glasses of liquid courage he is taking his woman and she …….. RESPONDS ! But , she is mad at him
because he is a useless stoned drunk but she responds to being taken …Assertively…
ohh those 2 girls I felt like I was taking hits for .. well the single one who all day would
hardly talk with meor even smile and all girls smile at the balloon dude ( and she gave me ZERO eye contact ) well she finally
signed my shirt to say thanks for taking the hits that their man did not take for them COOL ! the best thank you on my shirt
!
Show after show , I see how timid men are with their
women ,,,, I watch the girls who care for their gladiators who celebrate in the pits .. they remind me of ROMANs the girls
and the guys these women dote on these men of the PIT…. And these men are crase and un thankful ….. GO FIGURE
? but these men kiss their women , they take their women hold their women ….. while .. the nice
guy beggs or gets drunk enough to act out of chemical courage ……
And the single male ……… walks around DROOLING like idiots ….. over
teases . Some males wearing collars being lead by women … some women wearing collars being lead by other women …
and of course the LTR couples with miles of space between them .. or the new loves with NO AIR between them ….. SEX
SEX SEX ,, when I hear the girls screaming the words to “ freak on a leash “ YOU SUPPOSED TO
BE A CHEAP FUCK FOR ME TO LAY …. I wonder why are you ( myself also ) shy young master why ! the gurls begg for assertive
sexuality from you ….. GETTING RID OF SHYNESS , it is a numbers game my friend … it has nothing to do with self
worth … fuck love ! until after you are all ready fucking her THEN YOU WILL FIND YOUR INNER ANIMAL LOVING HER INSTINCTUALLY
…. Before that it is only a numbers game ….. the more you talk .. the more 50/50 chances you get …. Then
the TOUCH , you gotta touch her ! NOT BEG HER TO TOUCH you!
GOD I LOVE watching people …. I got to describe one ..only 1 male I respected at this show ,,, 1 master
1 SIR ! who dressed and acted the part then got shut by some fucking faggots … he about my
age his chick 20 , well his presence was that of MASTER and as he walking she would hide and move in his wake thru the crowds
… they came into my sight as He reached way int to sky seemly like 10 foot and snatched one of my toys to give his
baby girl …. It popped with in a minute and I watched her pouting face and how he re-framed that by Kissing her …..
well I watched them throughout the day . well during Stone sour , he had his girl pinned up against the Wall dry humping his
girl ,,,HAPPY HAPPY girl ,, then puts her on the wall sticks his hand under her short skirt and makes her even happier …….
When along down the chain this group of FAIRIES and Tranies call over a Yellow shirt and I notice then pointing at the Mater
and his girl ( only 1 master out of 25,000 people ,,,,, shit 20 collared males …. This girl was not collared she followed
by choice ) well the Yellow shirts shut MASTER down , he lovingly took his little tiny girl off the wall carried her in his
arms back up inot the lawn . It was sad , WHAT FAGGOTS SINCE IT IS NOT 2 GUYS SUCKING DICK YOU GOTTA SHUT IT DOWN ? I bet
they would not have called the yellow shirts if it was 2 guys …. And the girls in my group and around me ALL LOVED
THE master and what he was doing with his property ….. the girls saw it as LOVE .
I want you to re-frame ,,,,your polite gentle man ,, ideals
into ,,, sexual assertive behavior ,,,, assertive is not aggressive ,,since you will stop and not rape but listen NOT for
the NO! but the true OUCHES ! BITE HER GET the whimper , she is a squeaky toy and you are a DOG .
I got some NO’s
Yep ,, even though she said I would not get … even a SINGLE…. NO
! I think I remember 3 over the weekend ….. the respondsiblity young master is ours ,, to be aware
of NO and implied NO …. It is our job to understand the root of that NO ,, it will be strange to confront her but do
it , remember it is she as much as you who wants this type of relationship ….. submission is a gift , you give a grown
woman ( yes 18 is a grown woman her intincts have developed the possible of being mother is reality ) …. Thee is a
freedom in being lead , having responsibility in the hands of a trusted other .. now she can be free to be prettier more relaxed
happy FINNALLY FUCKING HAPPY … but the training my frined is our JOB … my job is about to begin it will start
with a 2 week test , AND I AM THE ONE BEING TESTED .. yes we are the ones being tested to see if we can be true to our word
to protect , serve and GUIDE ,,, and in that guidance an amount of obedience is to be expected . but REMEMBER , always remember
she wants this freedom ….
You my fine
frined ,, I call you shit head because well , we have been acting like shitheads for to long … but no one mainstream
has taught us anything other than begging to the princess ….. please with respect you would give to a child ( are you
to young to have your won children , then I hope atleast you have owned a dog and trained it ,,,not ONLY trained it , but
loved and cared for it ) your girl is like a child ,, I have made much of this in my writings and shown
the instincts behind it …. Now would you let a 7 year old run everything ..SHE IS NOT 7 , but in certain ways she is
… confused , fuck yeah I know we were sold a book full of fucking lies ,, both the girls and us ….. she is in
her career ADULT. But with you she longs for a leader ( daddy – without the taboo connotations )
… start to be aware of the NO’s the disobediences … that she her self does not want to give ……
Next is the choice of punishments ,, the punishments?
Women say ? they say , they say … some love it as spice to the sex ,,but thos who really desire to RELAX
and trust a SIR ,, well they want to be reminded when they displease ,,because they ..GET A SENCE OF PRIDE!!
In being a good girl ! If you were to study PET parent effectivess training , and realize
that even children respond better when they are involved in their own LEARNING …. It is learning ….. it is NOTHING
BAD ! young master , if you are WORTHY ,, hell she would fight to have you ! core values my friend
and 1 of the biggest core values of girls is to be LUSTED FOR SEXUALLY … remember they spend all
that time looking pretty ….. for a reason and the reason IS YOU !
BACK to a weekend past ,,,,, I got no’s actually based in her …her still controlling the flow of our
life … and what is much worse is that it was MY FAULT .. that I did not correct her right away … but had to
realize what was happening until the last NO!
See
this woman , has had to direct the lives of her husbands and boyfriends ( fucking drunks some , unemployed others
– bad boys becaue bad boys came on to strong enough to be respected ….. they would be honest if she upset them
,,,, honest enough to leave her … YES HONEST ENOUGH TO LEAVE HER … not begging or supplicating lieing yes begging
and shit is a lie ,, it is not natural SO OUR BODY LANGUAGE … YELLLS !!!! LIAR ,,, their
inner animal reads our body language) … the problem was dinner and check out time ,, oh yes beach walk time …..
each time I got a no! she was doing the scheduling making sure we got there on time SHE
WAS BEING STRESSED AND HELD RESPONSILBE …. Dude can you see …. By her thinking abut the timing she has 2 issues
on her mind one Pleasing me because I am always hoorny or need coffee or whatever ,,, and then having to keep us on schedule
reminding me … to be the MAN !
Wellll …
the dinner NO! became a fun yes actually and we made it on time ,, ( barely but early is still early… they would have
held the table ) ……. The check out again became of very pleasant ( but testing – she
fucking tested me a good one by clamping shut … I will talk that one later – good girl ) and again my timing
was JUST fine …. The next NO the beach walk at night ….. I submitted to ! I say I submitted
to becaue since she came up with the NO ! and I agreed to it ,.,,,, without re-framing , which would have been for example
proceeding with fore play till she was hot , the stopping and saying “ lets go for the walk ,,, NOW ! I wanted this
3 minutes of play !” ooooh but would it be scary to do it …… out of the box of
comfort , where we .. do all we can to please her
Pleasing
her is fine … in important issues , LIKE HEALTH , car , home , get your priorities dubfuck ,, think and think …..
it is ok , to SAY NO! I want to fuck … still get the NO,,,, well that is where the punishment you both have choosen
comes in ! Take some time , yourself ….. NO fuckhead , it is NOT all about whips and chains and
acting all BIG AND BAD ….. it is about direction and guidance … and RE – INFORCEMENT punishment ….
It is good if the pusnishment is separate form sex play ,,, sex play can come quickly after ,, but seperate the 2 …..
She does ot nedd to be FUCKING respondsible
for every fucking detail of life …. Take some fucking respondsiblity ,,b ecome aware of her needs , and act with out
ASKING HER ….. like in restaurant picking and activity picking later on that ..
If you blow it , if you back slide and do not confront her ,,well atleast fucking journel
the event learn .. shit head , fuck you journel you fishing activities ,, pussy is a lot more important … HAVING HER
CONTENTLY submissive , will provide you with that peaceful home ( 3 home for me ) that will finnaly give you enough peace
that you can really be f’ ing creative in life , love and work ! WATCH HER AND HOW SHE
IS TAKING ON TO MANY OF YOUR !!! YOUR responsibilities ….. then discuss it with her ,,,, start the
discussion like you start the kiss ,, just DO IT ! ( all she can do is leave ..) which she will not becaue
you are doing what she ahs always prayed a man would do , CARE !
Three days without sleep - !!! GIRLS make sure you KNOW this
guy first !!!
Ok , this is something out of “
The Story of “ O” I said , I would explore it since it is a cult classic …especially since it is based
on real world training and activities … I want you young master to know the roots of some of the training . Well the
first time I watched “ O “ and they described how she was kept for days in a room where she did not KNOW day or
night ….. and I thought GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS ,, please fucking know who the fuck is training you ! PLEASE FUCKING KNOW
WHO THE FUCK THIS GUY IS … this reminds me of simple start to “ torture ” now adays on the NEWS you hear
a lot about the CIA and our fine men of the Intelligence Service ( public servants who have the worst of JOBS ) but if you
understood the selection process and training these men had to go through before they got the terrible responsibility to work
in that hell of a trade ..well they are choosen for their ability to be compassionate yet ….. yet
TERRIBLE . Then trained tested and apprenticed in the trade , the men who do it are not SICK but are like doctors who work
in opposite …… NOT a FUCKING game ! …. GIRL..who , who , who gave your new master the Psychological testing
to insure he is not just a sicko but has balance needed to maintain his HUMANITY when in a position of TOTAL CONTROL ! …
So I say ,, does this guy have a compound started , does he have his OWN business ( agreat sign a man knows responsibility
) , has he shown the desire in some REAL WAY ? ( ohh , one last word ,, do not BITCH about the men who
serve you America in that hellish trade , they are your public servants , they are fathers , husbands , sons …
they are the most humane professionals in that trade on the planet !! RESPECT our Intelligence servicemen
!! )
Ok , so , it is something again of the
motivation of the girl …. See like I have said before the first law of hypnosis “ suggestion only takes a person
where they are already willing to go ” Motivation on the part of the girl , can stem form many many reasons ,,, know
that ,, listening to her and then re-inforcing her own desires , reminding her why she wanted to become 1 with you young master
. Helps both of you in connecting with each other in deep ways !