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What do you want out of life ? .............  Most people would say to feel GOOD ..... HAPPY , so when you achieve that HAPPY then what life stops  ?    NO! then you want to feel even better !
WHAT YOU REALLY WANT IS TO FEEL .................. BETTER !  and you can do that, find that , feeling of BETTER no matter where you are or what is happening around you .
DO YOU WORRY? does that feel good ? do you want to feel better than the worry ?  SEE with the eyes of SOURCE with the eyes of a Taosit ..... unlimited POSSIBLITY for BETTER is possible ..always in ALL WAYS .

Do concerns about the enviroment cause you WORRY is that feeling ..good this worry?  how to feel better would be nice . now again re-ead the page on understanding the tao .... and thin out side of the box we humans are just another animal , like a weed ?  like a honey bee find the blog on PHOIBIC SEX ....  our activities could be all OK and eveh helpful to the long term MILLIONS of years lie sapn of the living planet where speices we know and love with change come and go an evovle . our activity may kill us ourselves OFF to make way fo these changes and that is ok WHA ARE WE LIL' HUMANS TO LIMIT THE ... UNTHINKABLE TOA !
 

This will serve as an introduction to the Gaia hypothesis;
It is a review by S.Miller (published in 1989)
of James Lovelock's
The Ages of Gaia

What is Gaia Theory? Stated simply, the idea is that we may have discovered a kind of living being bigger, more ancient, and more complex than anything from our wildest dreams. and that that being, called Gaia, includes all the others on our planet.

More precisely: that about one billion years after it's formation, our planet was occupied by a meta-life form which began an ongoing process of transforming this planet into its own substance. All the life forms of the planet are part of Gaia. In a way analogous to the myriad different cell colonies which make up our organs and bodies, the life forms of earth in their diversity coevolve and contribute interactively to produce and sustain the optimal conditions for the growth and prosperity not so much of themselves, but of the larger whole, Gaia. That the very makeup of the atmosphere, seas, and terrestrial crust is the result of radical interventions carried out by Gaia through the evolving diversity of living creatures.

Encountering the Earth from space, a witness would know immediately that the planet was alive. The atmosphere would give it away. The atmospheric compositions of our sister planets, venus and mars, are: 95-96% carbon dioxide, 3-4% nitrogen, with traces of oxygen, argon and methane. The earth's atmosphere at present is 79% nitrogen, 21% oxygen with traces of carbon dioxide, methane and argon. The difference is Gaia, which transforms the outer layer of the planet into environments suitable to its further growth. For example, bacteria and photosynthetic algae began some 2.8 billions of years ago extracting the carbon dioxide and releasing oxygen into the atmosphere, setting the stage for larger and more energetic creatures powered by combustion, including, ultimately, ourselves.

That is how James Lovelock discovered Gaia; from outer space.In the 1960's, during the space race which followed the launching of Sputnik, he was asked by the Jet Propulsion Laboratory and Nasa to help design experiments to detect life on Mars.The Viking lander gathered and tested some Martian soil for life with no results. Lovelock had predicted as much, by analyzing the atmosphere of Mars: it is in a dead equilibrium. By contrast, the atmosphere of Earth is in a "far from equilib rium" state- meaning that there was some other complex process going on which maintained such an unlikely balance. It occurred to him that if the Viking lander had landed on the frozen waste of antarctica, it might not have found any trace of life on Earth either. But a sure giveaway would be a complete atmospheric analysis... which the Viking lander was not equipped to do. Lovelock's approach was not popular at Nasa because Nasa needed a good reason to land on Mars, and the best was to look for life. Viking found nothing on Mars, but Lovelock had seen the Earth from the perspective of an ET looking for evidence of life. And he began thinking that what he was seeing was not so much a planet adorned with diverse life forms, but a planet transfigured and transformed by a self-evolving and self-regulating living system.By the nature of its activity it seemed to qualify as a living being. He named that being Gaia, after the Greek goddess which drew the living world forth from Chaos.

"The name of the living planet, Gaia, is not a synonym for the biosphere-that part of the Earth where living things are seen normally to exist. Still less is Gaia the same as the biota, which is simply the collection of all individual living organisms. The biota and the biosphere taken together form a part but not all of Gaia. Just as the shell is part of the snail, so the rocks, the air, and the oceans are part of Gaia. Gaia, as we shall see, has continuity with the past back to the origins of life, and in the future as long as life persists. Gaia, as a total planetary being, has properties that are not necesarily discernable by just knowing individual species or populations of organisms living together...Specifically, the Gaia hypothesis says that the temperature,oxidation, state, acidity, and certain aspects of the rocks and waters are kept constant, and that this homeostasis is maintained by active feedback processes operated automatically and unconsciously by the biota."

Even the shifting of the tectonic plates, resulting in the changing shapes of the continents, may result from the massive limestone deposits left in the earth by bioforms eons ago.

"You may find it hard to swallow the notion that anything as large and apparently inanimate as the Earth is alive. Surely, you may say, the Earth is almost wholly rock, and nearly all incandescent with heat. The difficulty can be lessened if you let the image of a giant redwood tree enter your mind.The tree undoubtedly is alive, yet 99% of it is dead.The great tree is an ancient spire of dead wood,made of lignin and cellulose by the ancestors of the thin layer of living cells which constitute its bark. How like the Earth, and more so when we realize that many of the atoms of the rocks far down into the magma were once part of the ancestral life of which we all have come."

The root question of Gaia's critics, and a central point in his theory concerns the difference between a planetary environment which might only be the aggregate result of myriad independent life forms coevolving and sharing the same host, and one which is ultimately created by life forms deployed, so to speak, to accomplish the purpose of the larger being. Is the idea of Gaia only a romantic and dramatized description of the terrestrial biosphere and its effects, or is there a planetary being, whose life cycle must be counted in the billions of years, which spawns these evolving life forms to suit the purpose of its being. Do our kidney cells ask each other these sorts of questions? While your white blood cells thrive and reproduce, going about their business,they are indisputably serving the life of the larger body which you use, though whatever consciousness they experience in their realm is certainly far from that which you, the larger being, the whole, experience.

Recent scientific work, such as in the field of complex systems, have begun to give us the impression that this opposition of terms, the larger caused by its constituents, or the costituents created by the larger, may be one of those oppositions which are the constructs of our own minds, and must be dropped if we are to understand the truth, which is neither the one nor the other, but more difficult to comprehend and more fascinating to behold. Perhaps there is awareness appropriate at every level.Perhaps that is a property of life.

And what might be the nature of its evolution, this planetary being called Gaia? Anthropocentrists to the last, we might assume that the production of the human species is a great step upward for Gaia, a sort of rapidly evolving brain tissue. Or that she prepares the earth as a cradle and crucible of consciousness evolving. Other analogies come to mind: are we part of her arsenal of interplanetary spores?

And what might constitute a life cycle for such a being- might it be as strange as that of the slime mold? What stage would Gaia be in now? Is our species part of her maturity or an incubation period? Is Gaia herself somehow part of a larger living being, perhaps on a galactic scale? If so how do the cells of this larger being remain in communication? Will we eventually be able to experience something of the awareness which Gaia has?

Lovelock points out that Gaia, being ancient and resourceful enough to have carried out these successive changes of the planet in spite of asteroid collisions and other setbacks, is herself probably not endangered by the relatively momentary depradations of the human species, as it befouls and cripples the bio-dynamics of its environment. Rather,the danger is to the human race, not only from our own actions, but also by Gaia's reaction to them.

He adds the caveat however, that the passage of a bullet is also momentary, but the damage nontheless lethal, and that we are not in a position yet to say whether or not some sudden, human caused imbalance, at a critical juncture, might be catastrophic to Gaia.

Lovelock first exposed his idea in his 1979 book, Gaia, a New Look at Life on Earth. The science behind the hypothesis was still sketchy, and it provoked a storm of criticism. It also provoked a lot of research, and the resulting body of information has encouraged Lovelock to publish this second book, a more confident and complete exposition of the Gaia hypothesis.The Ages of Gaia is easily readable for the educated layperson, but includes plenty of scientific depth.

The idea of Gaia may facilitate the task of converting destructive human activities to constructive and cooperative behavior. It is an idea which deeply startles us, and in the process, may help us as a species to make the necessary jump to planetary awareness.

-Stephen Miller, 1989.

all quotes from James Lovelock, taken from The Ages of Gaia


Life today was formed on the WANTS of your past within the limits of beliefs you held and maybe still hold on the topics of WANTED …. Yet you maybe not finding those old wants because you are so FOCUSED on the newer wants …. So you live a day to day experience of LACK … this is an OLD HABIT PATTERN  that does not serve you .For what will happen because of this HABIT PATTERNS is in your future you will receive your wants of today ( within the belief limits held of course ) and you willnot ENJOY them because you are living the lack of your next expansion ,

 

When the truth about even wanting in the first place is for the action of enjoying the better and better feelings as they arrive , so enjoy more about the wants you HELD in the past that are avalibale for you to EXTRACT now ! 

This sublte change will serve you and is the real action of living in harmony with TOA .  


HUMANITY IS THE ...FIRE STARTER ... a speices designed by random DNA expression to clean the guts of Gaia of the sludge of stored solar enegry , we are the recyclers of many biological wastes like the shell waste in limestone formations , freeing things trapepd for MILLIONS  of years now able to decay in mere 1000's of years , eventually toxic to us , but we are nothing but bacteria to Gaia .....

Tears of blood

 

Ih ave been crying on and off since thurday afternoon after getting the HAPPY NEWS , a very dear friend has come in to her OWN , most probably for the firt time in her life , you are not of your own realy while under the roof and stuff of a pareant and all to often we RE CREATE lives with similar themes fromt then on ,  repeating dysfunctions we saw growing up . thinking that is what life is

 

  You can not see the silver lining unless you are looking at the clouds “ the word of a sage …

 

so I told myself I was going to FEEL this event not hide and distract myself like I know I can get FOCUSED     on work and goals .. and all the gREAT AND WONDERFUL things all around me …no ..now I was going to FEEL this

 

so as my friend cam e back home satruday I met at the door tears in my eyes , she so ex cited and full of LIFE AND SELF EMPOWERMENT  and tales of her growth …. I knew she was leaving ( me ) …. And I am happy , sad, torn the fuck up , I have of course cryed over many girls . mainly in blame and anger and confusion to , and LONELYNESS poor phil alone again shit … this time it was COMPLEX … and the tears were/are … what they call in ARTS bitter sweet tears … ( lucky it started to rain and that is forcing me to let myself write . …. In spirit action )

 

the soul is of the I in I …. The illusion of separation is the gift of TIME/SPACE … sure all great fucking logical shit I understand MENTALLY ..but this morning as I was taking her positive affirmation POST IT notes off the cabnet in the bathroom , I started to cry and scream and shake … like a trapped animal IN THE THROES OF LIFES .. transition , the change of being BIO MECHINCAL  and that what state of mind ,, and the returning to SOURCE self which knows ALL IS WELL … as the sage says you maybe screaming as you leave this play ground but you are not screaming as you re-enter the TOA .

 

so in the BLENDING  bio mechincs and emotional ….. difference between a BRAODER SELF which is all all times all ways ….  And a me here and now that has the chnce to FEEL PAINS … to FEEL to taste .. laugh ,, to cry … to plan to work … to relax and play .. to stress or trust … I ws crying YELLING  so hard so much that my MACHINE tasted what it translated to the BODY as blood …….OOOOOPS  this is bad … !

 

crying blood would be a bad thing for a bio machine . the machine in tis desire for self preservation needed to ACCESS the data .. was this taste of blood …blood?  Stop …look .. access …   Lucky NO , but it was a shock of the 2 parts of being-ness , THE ME WHO  feels happiness and losss ….and the bio machine that wants to Live … IN  all my pains and feeling oppurutunity the bio machine continues to process data , to grow hair to breathe to digest , to grow finger nails … etce tcetc …while I think the world is coming to an end in the part I live thru the 2 GIG A BYTES  of consiuos brain use … processing

power .  

 

Sunday as we fininshed loading the car , we told ourselves we would do some other things , acting AS IF everything was … normal . BUT  by now she to was crying too ,,, she had to leave THEN FAST go be happy  … I had,,, HAD  the oppurutunity to touch her hair ONCE MORE in the middle of the night like I had done a 1000 times before to check to see she was OK …. And I cryed myself back to sleep … I got one more TIME to scour the yard for that perfect flower … fo r the kitchen , to bring her coffee once more as I wake her ,, and like I would day after day , just enjoy looking at her before I woke her up , touching her curls , maybe lightiy kissing her forehead …

 

I HAD HURT HER IN SO MANY FOR SO MANYYEARS …  and now she is BEYOND ME …. Safe from hurt feeling hurt unless she wanted to FEEL IT .. for hwt you RESSIT  will only persist …

 

I do not resisit this sadness …. Why I feel sad , when the other part of me is so FUCKING COMPLETELY happy in the strength happiness and life of my friend ..well that is now and will be gifts of learning . ,,,of INSPIRATIONAL ties of events and stimulations to thought paths .

 

Like Thursday night as only few hours had passed , and I was dealing LOGICALLY with the events I know were coming , I talked with my gay friend ,,, one we got on the topic of his JSUTIFACTION for being gay but before that

 

“ what if in the ahrem he asked a girl wanted to leave and the reason was for another male ..how would you respong ,, would you invite the other male into your world to keep her in your world ? “

 

ahh the depth and confusion we are all having …because of being trained away form the meesage of BIO MECHNICS .. and listen to FAIRY TALES  of love … the TRAGIC LOVE STORY which is the basis for my tears of pain . not my tears of JOY .

 

no I would not …invite himin to keep her SHE IS NEVER MINE TO ….. KEEP like property …. That is the observable to be found in the Gorilla world , the wives the females can come …. They first need to find peace with the other females , then find peace with the male then maybe there may even be MATING / FUCKING … and like wise she is free to walk away and join up withsome other dudue and that does happen

 

but ..the silver back a good silver back who …  did the right thing is not left alone , he would only be left alone if he was UN WORTHY . if he was mean cruel or stupid … that in fact would be NATURAL SELELCTION at work … a self centered soicopathic expression who does not care about tohers would not live for the benefit of the FAMILY UNIT … so no suruving DNA .. would be left to re create … ( ahh but some how in  human we have allowed the sociopath to live on ) not my current desire to write about hat now

 

no I want to BE the emotional confusion the pain of loss ..the happiness and pride of seeing a friend gorw and know I helped in some tiny way ….. and I said to my gay frind …. If she was ahppy ….. I would side by side fill the car with her new boyfriend .. ( I am glad to see to that my girl friend is not living dependnant on another guy right now , she is LIVING FROM HER  OWN strength this time cool … and form that position her next love will be ….. what ever it will be )

 

but I as the ….. male she is leaving would not myself be in an UN NATURAL STATE of …alone-ness . fro we humans are social animals … being alone is a PUNISHMENT .. that is what we do to prisioners in jail ..put them inot SOLITARY CONFINEMENT …. I am happy that this time , this break up , I am alone no kids to watch my melt down to be confused ..at the stress expressions … there is no need to SUPRESS and stay strong so the kids willnot see dad be weak they are kids and need stability in a parent …

 

NO this time there is GREAT LEARNING from the tears … like the idea of how  I limit my action and so does she based upon …living in the same house exampled by the cleaing out of the junk drawer yesterday …. There is much supporoitn evidence trails in this pain and feelings and support and love and hope . and alones to ..to bring into http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html  ( this blog realy will have to find its way inot the page of positive aspects

 When a child has a dream and a parent says, "It's not financially feasible; you can't make a living at that; don't do it," we say to the child, run away from home... You must follow your dream. You will never be joyful if you don't. Your dream may change, but you've got to stay after your dreams. You have to.
--- Abraham
http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Asheville, NC on Sunday, May 1st, 2005

You do KNOW THAT at an atomic level they say that not 1 atom of your living bio mass is over 7 years old ..we are ALWAYS  still kids .

 I have been following my dream ..writing and that writing actually has been hurting my friend …. For we do not see things the same way …. On many many subjects form relationship core issues to economics etc …. So my RUNNING  away from home , caused her many tears ,, and from  those EMOTIONS … wants were projected and she hasnow let herself ..have her wants ….. I am happy … I know I wll be crying soon as I continue the process of packing up her stuff ready for her last return in a few weeks to get thte bigg stuff ….  But it will be all of these little things that make me cry . happy or sad .. I am still ..confused about .


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