This book started as i was designing the www.instinctualism.org web site and experimenting with a Taosit meeting group , so the name of this book changed from book 1 , and book 2 , to instincutalism . Hey enjoy the ideas  , i hope it generates a new thought ! 

Lifestyle is sex and mind and spirit

 

Young master , what a good nights sleep can do for a mind …. Plus especially aftere I get ggod input from important people and that I was in a mind frame that I could accept it with out the FILLTER of being defensive about my ideas ..

 

Now that defensiveness on my part well was an important part of the Evovlution of me of instinctualism.org , becaue in the beigining often so many were just teeling me that I was crazy or that I was GREEDY and just wanted 3 girls that I wanted only pussy …. But I think because I stuck to my guns that I continued to write to explore ,,,, the TWO FACED nature of our lives ,,, I have touched the minds of some over time to the point that I feel they do not want me to STOP , exploring my ideas to the completion of the …3 tents and a camel  theory of TWISTED INSTINCT …. But in fact they are looking forward to … seeing the eveolution of it ….

 

That feeling ,,, that intuition …. That feeling … is based on the way they interact with me ,,, in fact very supportive of my attempts and giving me very sane clear advise on MARKETING . WOW to me the subtle change is well now eye opening .

 

In the past as I have tried to talk to girls to people about my complex lifestyle ideas , I had problems ,, mainly in embaraassment ….. about being not main stream when in fact I am so fucking ..what should I say conservative , family oriented , family man …. Yet I do REAL HUMAN things behind closed doors which I have opened up here on line to you the reader …… you my friends who I call dumbfuck , who I also join in that name ,, as I find my own FAULTS .

 

Now marketing ,,, first as I have felt for months quit clearly without the real , hard on the ground compound I do not have anything realy to disccuss except theory … but the land and homes are coming …. The building of a way to expose who I am to the world in a way that respected me ….my feelings , a way that I will be excited to hand out cards or tri – fold flyer …. With a desription otf INSTINCTUALISM …. Instinctualism not as a religion or just kinky sex … or just the fucked up writing of Philip Van Der Mude ….but instinctualism as a SOUND BITE  ….. life style alterntive .  see handing out business cards that ID’d me as a BDSM master/dom well that did not feel right it did not resonate with me ,,,,,YET I KNOW THAT ASPECT OF  average femeale sexuality must be addressed sometime somehow …. Poligmy not as a COMMMANDMENT of some GOD ! but as the natural instinct of us ,,,, this Great Ape / Spaien …. And of course the ecomonics ….. consumption with long term balance …. Work without ecomonic slavery ,,, health and wellness based on mind states ,….. food based on our BODY design …..

That handing out BDSM czards was not Phil ,,,, handing out cards for a Religon was not Phil ….. but Phil has handed out Flyers for lets SAY for example GREEnPEACE for fucking decades …. I used to shove them in the bags of my customers at PHILS BAIT AND TACKEL ….. I would say Green Peace was my concsiense …. The balance of the pendulum … to us huinters and fisherman , that we had to protect our….OUR . wild world … so we would have a wilderness to engage in our love to RETURNING to the instinctual male who we are …all of us HUNTERS AND FISHERMAN …. Isntinctualism is promotoing fishing ….hmmmmm I can do ! 

 

How to do it ? well change the site …wwww.instincutalism.org …. Make the front page into a environmental page with a feeling of mind body spirit …. Take the whole Tao aspect and move it to a sub-set  OF PAGES ,,,,, THE spirit pages ….. tie to the idea of HOLISTIC  … living…… HOLISTIC  living is already a venue it has many different people involved and it is very inclusive ….. the renwable engry dealers advertise and connect with holistic fairs and events ….. of course alterntive spritiual ism people do to ,,, and green eating people do to …. And broad sexual lifestyle people do to …. And I want to be out of the sexual closet as much as possible but with be ing to offensive ….. I can be offensive here ….but me here and instinctualism must be … separated …..

 

Good so the persona of PHILIP VANDERMUDE ….. study pussy like you would fishing …. Welll here I do generate activity I have you reading my shit …. From here you do go the the www.intinstualism .org pages by the 100’s you go …. So my howard stern style of writing does something ,,,,but instinctualism ,,, has to evolve into mainstream ….. it must be able to teach .. the more problemactic concepts in a KINDER GENTELER  manner …. Helping people evoelve into the TOLERANCE of instinctual nature of human poligmy …..

 

I got work to do , becaue the dividing of theuman individual and family still pisses me off ,,,, the hearing about the NAUGHTY NIGHTIE  party the changes of people who in the real world protraty as one person yet , become this alter ego at a DILDOE  party is wrong , not that sex is wrong but ..the hidden sex , creates ,,, real problems expecially abuse …… the family who just broke up ,,it was not that they married young both still love each other greatly , yet it did not work ,,, why did the good male …….. abandon LIFE ? and the kids willl pay a price just like the majority of kids do ….. I have work to do …. Creating instinctualism into something I can mainstream hand out to people … without feeling like I am a weirdo ….

 

 

Pubic bone slam

 

Young Mastrer or should I call you more generically Instinctual Animal ….. the deepest of you motives ,,, is what often I driving you the mental health industry would describe it as Sub Consciuos  … now remember dipshit , humans have had mental health science for 1000’s of years ,,, but I was using a different Jargon ,,,, the new Health Indsutry created new Jargons .. language to insure that it stayed a secret society that they could bestow , titile of Dcotor to them who learned the language thus insuring the right to CHARGE lots of $$$$$$ ….. ohhhh but to day is about sex … not economy … yet life is never clear cut never only about 1 aspect like you yourself are not what you think you are ,,, a single thing alone …. Holistic is what is really real .

 

Sex ….. young master when you started dationg your … subbie …. The dynamics where XYZ … the norm each was the perfect TOY of the other just what each was searching for …… and you both have great constant play times …. In the BDSM writitngs and books the idea of a 24/7 is written about as being difficult …. Not commonly attainable … why ?   why it is because of your instinctual nature to PROTECT ! …. YOU ARE A GOOD MAN  …. You are not the rape gang of the Chimp you are not the submissive momma’s boy male of the Bonobo female hierarchy ….. you are a TERRITORIAL harem male like the Gorilla , the lion , the Deer ….. you are not a 1 on 1 animal like the swan …. When did manamals and dinosaurs break off the evovlutioanry tree? The evidence is 225,000,000 two humdered and twenty five million years ago .. that is when the dinosaoru which became our current day birds  our evidence of monogamy in nature the lovers ,, the SWANs …… that branche3d on way and mammals went another way ….. mammals who because of things like HAREMS and PROTECTIVE MALES ….. survived well grew in numbers like us humans ,,, the territioral and protective nature of you dumbass ,,,, young master ,, good man …

 

225 million years worth of instinct …hmmm that is deep seated motives ,,,, 3.3. million years of being a tool making camp site stable human ape …. Momangy became LAW by the Romans only 1500 years ago ……. Honestly dipshit can you realize that DNA that started forming 225 million years ago ,, mamanl DNA in you you are  animals …sorry ! it is a fact . shown to you by your LUST FOR PUSSY

 

it is the truth behihd the giggle at the naughty nite party ,,, the instinct , is stressed because of social conventions and laws , and expresses itself as giggles of SHYNESS … the TWISTING OF INSTINCT … a stress then confusion ,,, how does this relate to the  GUIDANCE OF YOUR EMOTIONS ….. when you hide it further by calling it subconsiuso thoughts ,,, but , Abraham- hicks describes it well as ,,, just guidance of emotions , feelings that the life force within you in being ……. THWARTED . in its desire to express what it came into time space to experience …. But the mind of MAN created a black pyrimad … of RULES of expectations …. Of GOD .

 

when in reality all you want and she wants is to have you pound your hard dick into her exposed pussy her legs wide , she positions herself so that her stretched out cunt pops out her CLIT so that my pubic bone will PUND  AND POUND AND POUND …. That clit ,, and whe can scream …. A scream that sounds nothing like harps and violins like tenderness and love story fairy tale bullshit ,,, but the screams of OHHHHH MY GOD , master my poor little pussy ,,,, ooooh my god ! and she loves every second , collapsing after I finaaly cum ,,, my cock swells that last second before it pumps my hot white milk deeply into an excited pussy that has been contracting over and over ,,, why is it contracting , it is forcing the egg down the tubes to meet with the sperm ….

 

HMMMMMM sounds like deep hidden animal instinct , not planned human thoughts ,,, like the functions of the heart muscles which we do not control on a regular bassis ( yet we can contro thur mediation when we focus on non focus ) ….. hmmmmm un concsiuos thoughts or INSTINCTS ….. now think about emotions as your guide to what is happening …. With the real you .. and your real WANTS

 

Not wants of the soicial human , who acts happy in the face of friends by showing how much shit they can buy with $$$$$ yet you still feel bad and nneed the drug of buying more shit ,,, it is just a drug addiction , the drug is self generated morphins … very addictive .

 

What are your real wants ,,, and when you do not get them you feel like you are living like ghoing to a JOB you hate ,,, a lILFE you hate so you escape by living in Video games of buying more stuff to get high or drinking or getting high …… of even escaping in sex …. Yet real sex would satisfy more if you understood the deepness of the CALLING the instincts . it is feeling your in congriuos ness

 

 

For the sake of 2 way’d

 

Young Master the deepest of instincts ,,, is visible for sure you get larger thincher harder …. Able to pentrate A small hole , actually more than just 1 small hole ….. and she likes it responds to it , even in her screams of what may sound like pain is that NEED for your PENTRATION …. Her crawling away to recover after I am done fucking both her holes ,,, …is natural like the yin/yang .. crawl awy then come back , come back so she can cummmm again over and over the next time .  she finds COMPLETION in being the P E N E T R A T E D ….. IT COMPLETES HER . she wants to be told that she is a good lil’slut for me ,, she wants to be what would normally be words of insult … are now words of love and my accepting of her SUBMISSION ….. now remember dipshit she is as confused as us , yet she has the brain power to move thru the word ,, that world of words more easly than you over the mikkions of years being the harem animal she had to talk with the other girls and the children … while you and I at most …grunted quietly pointing softly while we waited in ambush to hunt ….. BUFFULO .to rid the territory of a large dangerous tiger that may have terrorized the girl of both of our HAREMS … we got together for a pupse then went back to our seprate caves our separate harems … and the girls were our proterty ,, but in that we males didi come together for a COMMON PURPOSE  we evolved differently thatn our cousins … like GORILLA . we created safe stable territory ,,, the banding together for protection of the girls and babies against a wild cat who comes regularly into a territory can be seen in studys of chimps who , will battle a cat ,, to the point the cat avoids the chimps territory ,,,, WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH …. ASS FUCKING?  2 waying ?

 

It is the nature of the girl to thank us for our part we play in their lives , and they have done that for 3,3 million years + by SUBMITTING SEXUALLY …. They enjoy it we enjoy it ,,, it is our common best interaction ….. I can not really enjoy or understand the words of love like I can understand and enjoy her expressions of love thru SEXUAL SUBMISSION to me for me ( ooooh yes for herself , because the more she screams the bigger I get the better she feels it , the more she screams the harder we BOTH CUMMMM ) yet I can talk but not like she can . it is in those words that the problems lie ,,, it is in her expectations that we think or process language like her because we talk like her that we today have such fucked up relationships …

 

Remember over and over ,,, the beginning of the friendship the love was actually based in the lust of HORMONES , the drug ..the friendship grew ! no matter what the professionals say ,,, you can hear the wrongness of the expectations of the male to understand what the girl is saying ..or that the male can express what he is thinking in terms the girl will really understand . but talking is important . yet that is why 3 GIRLS IS IMPORTANT .. they can talk about what I talk about kind of translate my words and my feelings when I do speak … the 3 girls gives a level of balance for them ….

 

It is only in the GREED of owning you young master that the girl builds the hell of the world of today ..for her and her family , the stress of being a mother and wife ,, without real support ..it is a hard job for one woman alone ,,, 1 girl alone , can take care of 10 kids , if only for a lil while especially if she is not stressed by other responsibility at the time … taking care of all the kids , while the other two girls get some ,,,, relax time , then the one who ,,, watched over the BROOD will get her own quiet time …. Never be3ing alone for days but at most only hours ,,, only hours .. and most often having a girl friend ,, a SISTER  there being alone will be the UNUSSAUL .

 

But without the children aspect or atleast the knowledge of future children then the personal gREED creeps in , the girl does not have that bond to family only the HEDONISM of me , me , me ,…. All the sturies show , that the bond to family ,, to working to CREATE SMILES , is what creates personal health and wellness . NOT GOING SHOPPING . shopping is a DRUG ! but like us having 2 beers last night done in moderation like BEN FRANKLIN said anything in moderation is ok ….even GOOD FOR YOU … shopping should be induldged … the balance I talk of . like switching my hard cock out of her pussy and replacing my cock with the thumb I have been ass fucking her with while I pussy fucked her …. Now I have the balance which will drive her brain into EXPLOSIONS OF SENSATIONS … the balances of moving from pussy to asshole , her hands grabbing the sheets and proclamin to me how a good a ILI SLUT SHE IS FOR MY BENEFIT ….. ( it sounds like she is getting some benefits  also )

 

An other thing , is are you getting pierced for her pleasure are you begging for her pussy by proving your BRAVERY ? you pierce your nipples and when I talk to her about that that piercing is for nipples not for the male but for the female ,,,, she curls back in revolt ,,, ohhh sure ,,,, she idi the I LOVE YOU mind fuck fuck on you …. Dipshit it is a thng girls do ,,,, to use the tool of the FEMALE words , to confuse you and she gets her greed fed ..in the long run it will back fire on her . how many different ways does she ask you to RE COMMIT your love to her ….. that word forces a strong PATHOLOGICAL TRANCE STATE in to you dipshit ..fell the commitment of giving your life for the woman you love coming into play ,,,, it is the life and death of the cave coming back at an INSTINTUAL level ….

 

And another thng Young master , if you do not follow that feeling in you then you will get fucked up for sure ,,,, now the feeling may not be that of POLIGMY of course because you have not seen it in your day to day life of growing up ,,, it was described as being ILLEGAL in fact when if done creatively the core relationship is marriage like yet not legal  marriage so no ILLEGALITY has happened it is a relationship between consenting adults …. Choice .

 

But I am again here stuck feeling for my family my girlfriend especially she may or may not stick with me ,,,, as she says if she is not happy whe will leave , well that is reality always . but because of the 1 and only ,,, the love of your life mentally that creates a stress unnatural ….yes un natural to the natural world and the animal inside you ….. to the harem male if he did his job correctly and staked out a nice area , then he will attract females to the safety and food source of his locale ….. and he will be attractive ,,, female sense of male attraction is much more fluid … just look at the males women choose often it makes not sense . ex[pecially to us males well since we are males ….. our brains are different our life experiences are different .

 

But the one thing even in the Mars and Venus books the Surrrendered wife Books the idea that a male likes to think he is doing things that are pleasing to his female ,,,, key point that girls should understand , is that when the guy ,,,, leaves without leaving ,,, he is escaping constantly ,,,,, it is I betcha he feels deep down like he can do not RIGHT …… he felt failure in your eyes once to many times of course he will not admit it , hell he does not even know how to express such thoughts to himself how coud he express it to you ,,, that would be like ADMITTING FAILURE ….. and well that would be like a male failure to himself …… the CATCH 22

 

I am getting ready to leave my home .. sell out re build to establish the 3 tents …… I have to plan for this new life , daily get my mind up there say good bye to old frinds and clients here ,, get them ready for the guy who will buy my business ….. at the same time …. Describe my [plans to Deb ,,,, and each time I do … I wonder what she is realy thinkinig ……. That male wanting her to be happy is who I am ,,, it is the protective Gorilla . young master feel this in the relationships you now have , think about your past loves and think about how she was your world … and how things changed and the POSSILBE  why’s

 

With the newer view point of being Instinctual can you think outside of the limits you have known of till NOW?

Now for the male who just odes not care what his female is thinking or worrying about ,,,, is that a good male in the long run should that male realy have been the male who should have been choosen for mating?  I mean the gorilla must think instinctually about the total welfare of the harem and hildren so that his DNA will survive …. So when women talk about men who donot care …… were they like that in the beiginig? If yes , then girl you choose POORLY … if he changed it may be because of the fact he is living incongriuosly to his deepest instinctual nture and rebelling thru not caring because he …welll just does not care . abuout his own instincts his deepest sefl ,,, but that is UNDERSTANDABLE …. Who ever told him the TRUTH about the flesh and bone and blood that his spirit is living thru ,,, ( spirituality for the average person only comes after the hierarchy of needs is met or it is used as ANOTHER  escape , like beer or video games )  SURE IT CAN THINK  but it is still AN eating breathing fucking animal and it has animal nature ….. and must be congriuos to that or shit will hit the fan .

 

So for me ,, I worry about Debbbie …. It fucks with my mind , but I move on to my goal because I know I really do not submit well .

 

Surges

 

Young Master , your programming is deep ,,, the hunt for fame is related to the hunt for pussy and you know that just listen to the Nickel Back Song … Rock Star ….. art reflects what we commonly think it becomes POPULAR  becuae the them is something that the massssses can relate to ….. fame and pussy go hand in hand like the dick of a famouos man can fit into lots of pussys .

 

But the instinct you hold is for …STABLITLY … the fame is nice but you will crave , something else eventually and that is consisitancy in relationships ,,, the end to fights and worry when it comes to love and family … you do love to see people you care about smileing ,,, dipshit why do you buy your chick a flower at the bar …WHY ? to seee her smile! Why do you give a child a present at XMAS to see their smile … why show mom that you love her on mother;s day ? to see the GLOW in her ….. HUMAN INSTINCT  is for doing good ,,,,we are not EVIL like the church has tried to brain wash us into believing ,, they had to sell that idea to control you , have power of selling you REDEMPTION for your ORGINAL SIN ! bullshit that thye created knowing form the centurys before them how well story and myth is at controlling the masssses .

 

Ohhh but today dipshit it is about me a fellow dumbass , who again let himself slip into the dream of FAME ….. for a few hours ,, an old habit I have is to develop business plans I just do it ,, it is my nature … I believe you actually have this planning nature but you may not realize it ,, it shows up in other arts or projects ,, but it is the planning we had before starting the hunt for buffola …..

 

I am no ,,NO! writer would you agree ? yes if you read my shit you know I can’t write or even fucking spell , but I wrote a BOOK TWISTED INSTINCT … and well no literary agen picked it up so I bought a big SAvin machine to churn out books I could distribute … but now I want a good book and availiblity thur Amozon for example , so I will go thru the VANITY publishers …. Pay to publish method .. very common thru out history that writers had their works printed first with their own money . and I got thinking…

 

See one company I a subsidiary of AMaZON.com it is called SURGE books ….. their program and sales consultants are pretty good and I go thinking dreaming that some day my crazy self would once more become famous of sorts like I was back in the bait store I was the face of Fishing to many people , TV radio newpaper and nagazine ,,, it was cool to be THE PROFESSIONAL . ( even htough after I achieveing that fame I then went looking for family …that deepest motive )

I wondered my mind WANERED as I worked yesterday …. Why is not Anazon rep’d at the concerts like FYE is ? they both deal in the same products yet Amazon does not have stores . and has books … the people who pay good monoy to go to shows to stay ain the ALL DAY events are people with the resources the $ the love of ARTS suprize suprizze you young master are the future consumer of written art also you are the future writers tooooo , why is not SURGE there talking to you ,,,, how many of you have art you want produced yet you KNOW NOT , the ways of the industry and the options ?

 

I go thinking well since I wanted my book professionally done 1 because I want to use the festivals I go to , the places Deb sells her TYE DYE at to ecome the place I meet face to face with you ,,, it is thru these places that people who have my books come a snd sit and talk shit with me ,,,, I think that if you develop a booth devoted to BDSM? TAO ? twisted instinct ? I get that direct exposure attract those who want to learn but are to scared to go to achurch where the weirdo willl have a dildoe dispayed on the pulpit …. Bring a dildoe to church …. Then I go to thnking what if I talk to surge and write out a plan where by Amazon can get good advertising , SURGE can get hot leads of budding artistis ( artists who have resources behind them ) and I well I can talk and describe how and why of self publishing since I went to the extent of MANUFACTURIN paperback books , print glue and ship … since my back ground in media interviews is broad , and my book is so CONTREVERSIAL , I would get good air time , before a show in a town , and if these people SURGE ?ANAZON funded it and it followed a tour like the WARP TOUR or family values or ozzfest ….. well I would get fame for my ideas they would get the advertisng they want ,,, and I would make money fame … and pussy ? hmmmmmm is that what is deep in head ?

 

But honestly that would delay my building of the compound and the compound is what is important ,,, really especially when it comes to my own sons ,, 2 of who I have not seen again for months ( dam I miss them their mom and I agiain are fighting they are traped in the middle ,,,, the story of the wisdom of KING Solomon where the parents fought over 1 child and the king was going to cut the child in half with a sword   but the real parent said NO keep the child whole ,,, ripping the kids apart thru divorce fighting … it the current lesson in that old story ) … my conpound is the future alternative life style for my own sons and daughters the hope they will not have to live the only way they have been trained to … the 1 on 1 …. The IN CONGROUIS , relationship built upon greed and ownership of LOVE . the creation and manipulation of each other thur the NATURE  of honor ,,,,, DO YOU LOVE ME?  That question creates pathological states in you dumbass so strong as to really just fuck you up in confusions.

 

But I awake ,, the business plan gone … the nisssing of boys gone because I am focused again on the realy thing that willheop them ,, that is me doing what I believe is the way to try something different … building an isntinctualist polygamist compound . now of course that means meating girlls ,  and they needed teaching about the reason I have 3 homes …. Well build it , first then you got all the time in the world to talk ! without the compound it is just describing the unknown of the TAO .

 

True love sex guilt

 

Is not true , there are not true ,,, young master …. The conditioning of the words and the expectations behid the words the love we got that we hungered for from our family members as babies was ,,, love conditionally based on our actions as they compared to the words used to describe how WE PERFORMED AS BABIES . whether we were good enough to warrant being loved …. Ohhh ow we fucked withour children who we realy did love ,, but since we were trained animals we trained them based on our own experiences …

 

So how then can we now love unconditionally ….. not skin deep !

 

True love ? that fairy tale … look at the animals our fellow experiencers of the TAO ….. so they depend on the fashion of clothes or compare each others ass shape ,,, do they work out to enhance the curve of their asss ?

 

Does that cause the depeneding factor on whether a bottle nose dophin female will sexually excite the other female bottle nose dolphin ,,, homo sexuall recreation is common among AQUATIC MAMMALS …… sexual recreations.

Young master you have not fallen in love with a female then to experience her change in body shape , yet find no real change in your feelings for her you still desire her .. you love her … no matter how her body changes shape …yet it is she who is all FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD ABOUT HER BODY ,,,, when deep dwon all you care about is her health and in that it is good that she is not over weight getting FAT ……

 

Just like girls will agree they do not fuck our TRUCKS …. They know it is bait to attract their attention ,,, but they desire us …. Hey girls your clothes are wrapping paper …. AHHHH BUT THEY KNOW THAT  , they dress up not for us they know they have gotten us already we are easy to excite … they dress up in a SELF TORTURE OF COMPETITION with each other for HIERARCHY …. Yes hierarchy often related to the wealth of the male they are seen with ,,,,, the yin and yang of the term ARM CANDY , is in that they are the ones DISPLAYING >>>US ! .. they display the male the caught the they ,,, complaint that is is us males who DEMAND they look good ….. ooooh how mentally fucked  up we as a DNA animal mammal species have become .

 

And us male we are just fucking confused …. That is why I do not want to try to understand or play their fucked up mental torture games any more but create the compound , explore the instincts of us as animals … to free those girls who really want to find freedom from the pains of competivie torotures ……. Sure the bonobo chimps have this hierarchy struggle , but in the harem animals that hierarchy is much less torture . instead there is a working together between females a friendship . we are not bonbobes we are not gorilla we are human and I believe our mating is a mix of these two in that sexual recreation between females … present in humans … it is not just hetro sex in the harem , but girl to girl recreations also …. Frined with friend as relaxtion , and touchy intimacy ,, an intamcay that I when ppunding my cock in and out of you girl really do not provide you with ….. I do not make love … I fuck !

 

Buy you young master will I betcha feel guilt in the building of the compound ,,,, a guilt in wanting to build something that in the end will be the best thing for the children the girls and yourself … why should that make you feel guilty ? because of your training …. Who will stimulate that guilt the girlfriend you now presently have ….. her body language will stimulate it maintain it , her interactions will . the paradox of those interactions ,,, in her want for FAIRY TALES , yet her want for LASTING PEACE AND LOVE …. Her confusion will bring confusion into you , since you only want the happiness of those you call family … that you love unconditionally ! that you love when they wake up,,, as much as when they are dressed up .  GET THAT ?

 

Can  you think about that disphit?

 

Next thing yuou will fuck up at first when try to do the SFG …. Producing food ,,, you wil stumble and fail like a baby learning to walk …… will you give up because of those failtures ,,,, you often give up when failing when it has to do with girls ,, you give up and hide in BEER of video gfames ,, do you realize that that it is based on your perception of repeated failures ? tathh causes you to want to avoid being around the person who you wanted once never to get out of bed or a way from ,,, theat first flush of love/llusts ?  it is when the repeated feeling of failure hwas happening with her over and over that you started to escape ….. even in her presence you escaped …. Hide DRUG .. many forms of drug …. TV? Sport ? work ? some were forms of you trying again to grasp control over you life ,,, work and money to buy once more her smile and happiness

 

The Squae foot garden the idea of controlling your ecominc life , it is not that you can not afford to buy food … NO!!!!! … it is about FREEDOM . EXPOSING YOURSELF TO DIFFERENT IDEAS TO www.instinctualism.org THAT IS ABOUT FREEDOM ALSO . the ..thinking you have to do about yourself and the world you seee…. Look at your world dipshit …. Think behind the book c over about what you sseee and experience ,,, DO NOT JUST LISTEN TO your friends ,,, but hink and compare it to the animal world ,,, all the other DNA life …… get away form , the regular and be ALTERNATIVE … your tattoo is just common fashion everyday in so many ways you are still being trained over and over to ignore your INSTINCTS . FEEL THE ANIMAL THE SAGE THE SPIRIT IN YOU .

 

 

A vibrating egg is in the NOW

 

Young Master ,,,, the whole Tao thing was important in building a community of inclusion , still a goal ,,, but like I wrote I was feeling not shy since I was there to mmeet who ever …but is was more about bing NON CONGRIUOS … that feeling you have when the service you provide ,,,is not what you know you should provide ,,, you are in the wrong JOB description thing …..

 

Being in a now living today is important because today is what we do ,, do ,,, do , have to enjoy so find a way to enjoy it , but it is hard to unersatand what it is you REALLY want or are going to be good at when you have been limited by your constant programming , tell you what is your LOVE …. What is your should … like polotics and church saying marriage is between 1 man and 1 woman ….. hey you know my feeling about gay shit , I feel it often is an expression of frustration with hetro sexual relationships , since thye are so hard and so painful as they have been enjoying or suffered thryu … that people try ALTERNATIVES . as for that if happiness is found COOL give’em rights …..NOW ……ahhh but when you live in a religion that has brick wlls around heaven .. where things are IMPOSSIBLE  and infinity ends at a wall made of books ,, books made of words ,, words crafted by human , for reasons …….. the reason is the molding of the mind of those that will hear the words .

 

And what about Walt Disney productions …. Is the marriage scene of the ship black pearl reality ? love ? is that your life ? get fucking real and not just living on some flashing lights that stimlulate chemicals in your brains …. Producing endorphins of love dreaming ,,, dreaming is real it is THOUGHTS ….. now compare that to your girl being naked …… her pussy is interesting is it not?  That mound of bush is inviting it stimulates reality , real hormones …..

 

Now …that is a REAL now … how long you get to enjoy that now is up to you dumbass …. The smelll of that pussy the un spoken commucation of her reactions to your licks …. STOP and enjoy her reactions to the feeling of your tongue exploring her psuuy …. Enjoy the smelll of her sexuality …… remember this is life ,,, that movie was not LIFE ….. you sat like a zombie with flahing lights , controlling your experience , flshing lights who were CRAFT what was designed music sound and word .. to create the feelings ..in an AVERAGE person … a person who has been trained to be average thru socialization ….

 

But later when she has that vibrating egg in her pussssy ,, she is still average ,,, even more truthfully average she is DNA average , like 97 percent of all female ( 3 percent factor for 3 p-ercent mental and pyshical birthdefects ) …. Her enjoyement of that vibration in her pussy while you rub her clit ,,, EXTENDING  the play time as long as you want to …..remember dipshit after she cummmmmms and you fuck her then the EGO boost you get from the post climaxed pussy is much better than the ego boost you get from a fresh pussy …. See her pussy is tender like you dick after you came , but she is designed by nature to be fucked after she cummms ,, it helps move the egg into position for fertilization ,,,, and remember since she in naturally bi-sexuall and will get stimulated from her girlfriends in the harem , then your hard cock will fuck her psot ORGASIM …. That extreme sensitivity gives her great in the nOW experiences ,,, her vocalization gives you a better EGO booast than driving a big fucking truck , that you drive to show your GREATNESS in fact deep down to entice pussy to NOTICE YOU …. Hmmmmm she would notice ,,, aseires of bloggging also …..

 

Is it only about the SKIN DEEP about ther make up ,, and fancy clothes and flashy metal …. Like a fish you bite .. the pretty lure but in the morning she is natural anked ,,,, her hair messed up and her breathe tates of morning breath like yours ( over time as you share bacteria you no longer notice her morning breathe like wise whe no longers notices yours …. Ahhhhh this fancy human so dependant on single celled , life , equal life , expressions of TAO what side of the TAO do the HEB’s live )  what is the real ife of you and the girls of the world really going to finaaly change into something livable for everyone especially the family the children ,,, what is most workable ,,, to force 1 girl to do so much … when DNa design has it so that she should have help form the harem her sisterhood ….. and in the ahrem the GREED of hierarchy is subdued ….. but not in our DIVIDE AND CONQUER life creeeeated to keep humans chasing the GOLD ring … the ring of wealth , of fame , of fairy tale pussy ,,,,

 

And then look to the truth behind the written word and the living of the NOW of the SAGE ,,,, there was a sge who trained people to think for themselves his name was SO – KRATES ( lol ) his life he did not write but someone else did , and that was Aristotile ….. now look at the fairy tale shit he wrote ,,,, the romantic themes hidden in his works … hmmmmmm intersteing ,,,, the basic difference is one taught us to think for outselves … one gave us the words of a PROFESSIONAL …. Think for yourself dumbass ….. what is your NOW? And what are you doing with it ? how can you change your options for your future ? how can you do it and be congriuos with how and what youa as animal are ,,, what FEEELS   right? 4U ( leave the working man of the CIA alone they are the symptom … of your DIS EASE .. change you and they will have no job , remember you hired them to do whatever they must to provide you with the life of freedom you have ,, now use that FREEDOM responsibliy)

 

 

 

 

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Love or selfish EGO?

 

Young Master not your own natural INSTINCUTLA  fear of death , but the FEAR of th loss of loved ones …. The fear to the point that you sell yourself into ecomonic slavery or bondage to ideals and rleigons …. Bondage becaue you must conform to strict rules that limit INFINTE POSSILBES …. Atifitically limit you enjoy of your now also . because you gotta do what those who control you say so.. they control you because you fear death .

 

What no sex today ? ok dipshit the social expectation sof your controllers is for you not to really reaal enjoy sexual recreation ,,, it is supposed to be an expression of fairy tale love feelings not the hot sweaty , act of PENETRATION AND SUBMISSION … the fun of real sex which both you and the girl really want to interact in . ooooh dumbass who is built with the flesh that becomes erect and hard enough to pentrate ,,, who has to lie still enough for us to AIM ?

 

The movie JOHM Q ever watch it? The idea that amale is feeling TRAPPED by ecominc expectations? That at his death bed that TODAYS father will tell his son to SELL OUT his honesty to make cash !  sell your soul to get health insurance … being trapped by the woman ,,,now … when she wants she acts helpless and demands of the male DO SOMETHING !  ohhh but girls you want at other times to act the part of our equal , but when it serves you you emand of your male to be the responsible one …but how come while the ecomoinc GRAVE of credit wass being dug , while he was in his confusion trying to BUY YOUR KISS ,,, every kiss begins with ZALES , it begins with him asking ( begging ) for the date and the PAYING FOR IT ! ….. when times get bad all to many girls blame the malke for the ecominc hell they live in ? hmmm when in fact the female received EGO boosts from the show of wealth by the male ,,, girls thru out time love being on the arm of a male who shows WeALTH

 

What does this have to do with death and love ..well it has to do with the level of CONFUSION again it is not a SOUND BITE  dipshit snothing I can explain in one blog dumbass . but go back to SPIRIT the balancing of www.instinctualism.org … remember to understand the idea of WHOLE –IST . your fear of death , but dumbass your animal fears death when the TRAIN MISSES YOU BY AN INCH when you face death ,,, but you then feel like DIEING  when trapped by confusions of love ?

 

Well young master when you are thead of the family and the family feels pain of death you want to fight the LIONS AND TIGERS , the cave man comes back out ,, now the evidence of that fight nature is the nature of  A HAREM animal ….not other types of males who fuck then leave the female alone to raise the young …..no you dumbass have the instinct of a good man a HAReM MAN . … but death is the end of us all we will all go there , back home … if we did not totally forget about our truest nature then this life would not feel so REAL , and you would not have the OP for real adventure since you would know that it is just a door way back home . so praise your fear of death , be thankful for the instinct to survive .

 

Now personally I am more inclined to want to live without current day SLAVERY to the for PROFIT MEDICAL INDUSTRY … the largest strongest tool of your slavery BY CHOICE . the understanding of human nature the programming of your expectation that the doctors can fix you you sell your self into salvery ? because of LOVE? In fact you deny some who at a soul level are going back home their choice to leave life in it’s self is to cause you to make an other baby ,,,, to fuck to create more life to rmember them , to bless the ONENESS of the chance to experience time and space and lving …. I talk about the healing nature of our bodies ,,, but hwo am I to promote that ?

 

Have you Phil ever faced death ,,, yes , and I believe so have you the amount of time or the closeness of your face to face with death and mine , which is bigger or better do you want to compare EGO again , whether the train missed you by 1 inch or 1 mile it missed US BOTH .  I want you to feel the programming you have been living in …

 

The programming you are forced to agree with ,, or look like you are some sort of CRUEL [person , because you do not REPEAT the words of SHEEP .  

 

It is not about comparing the severity of our lives . I believe your experiences were as dire to you as mine have been for me ..OK .but why are you afraid of the world you live in? … when in fact you do yhave a spirit nature even the amn who does not talk about GOD and shit we have the warrior conncetio to death because we test death ,,, in our sprots and careers …. Careers like drug dealer , Combat soldier , commericla fisherman , window washer ( look up who is that hanging from that rope 1000 feet up ? ) everyday we understand death dipshit . and we desire our children and females to never have to face it !

 

Again over and over realize what you are deep isnde you you are that GORILLA SIVER BACK MALE ……. But you have been traped by a fairy tale by words of confusion , mainly by the VOW you give stemming from the question …. Do you love me ? and you give the w2ords of slavery in response … I love you …. In fact you say it first may many times … in attempts to secure regular PUSSY .. to secure regular sex ….. in twisted instinct I explore that , and explain that is why the SEXUAL HEALTH INDUSTRY  must be legalized to isnure that you youmg master are not longer forced into BEGGING FOR sex ,,, into become ing a slave to a vow of honor ,,, since just and honst is your real nature that of 97 good men out of 1000 … now ehen after the confusion and INCONGRUIOTY  of the real life hits you … your realize the Fairy tale was just that a LOVE STORY , created by the compartimentaized mind of the female ,,, it is her 7 year old self ..

 

COMPART- I –MENTAL- IZE ….. a factor in life , female minds do it male minds do not . to live in nature in harmony with your reall WHOLENESS …. Well if your partner is living in COMPARTMENTS not  wholeness and her love is the basisi for your GORILLA INSTINCT …. Can you start to understand the confusions you live ,, that your DADDY lived that humans have lived since we ,,,,we … we

 

Submitted or died ! yes the ROMAN empire hell every empire … either submit to the new king and his GODS and mind fuck or I the combat soldier would just kill you and enslave your womene and children ….. 1500 years of this 45 genrations …. Compared to 3.3 millions years of tool making humans 99,000 genration …. 45 to 99000 ….. hmmm think dumbass . and think about the last 45 genrrations , .. today the richest people have 0 kids the antural human have 10 …… s yes 0 … ohhh maybe 1or 2 zero population growth you know ,,,, the same went for the human of the city the last 1500 years the richer female got the less the had kids so they could spend more time tryng to find happiness thru shopping ,,, what you did not know that the shopping mall existed 2000 years ago ? have you not learned your history that you are continullayy rep[eating ,,, what did your professors tell you about history lessons …. Learn or repeat ,, touch the stove once more dumbass!

 

Ok , I watched my DAUGHTER DIE ! …. In the ICU I watched her heart beat stop ,,, I screamed I cryed ,,, I HAVE BEEN THERE . go fuck yourself reader ! I sat next to the dieing body of my mother her choice to ripp the lines of slavery from her body and say NO her last words … she lived long enough to see the foto of my secnd child … I sat and touched that dieing body slowly getting colder and colder . I sat on a toilet once with a crazy man holding a gun to my head , the feeling othat metal , and I heard the trigger pullll and the the CONFUSION ………… a confusion I can mot describe ….. a confusion I feel today so often when I watch maovies and see something that triggers those feelings and meories … the memories of HEARING LIFE … that Is what I first remembered . ( ooooh the bullet did not fire the man who wanted my death showed me the back of the bullet and said that GOD will take his revenge for him …. Maybe that is why I write decades later ? )  hearing life …… insanity unrealness pain confusion like I can not describe . realizing evwer so fuckng slowly that you hear the voices of ….

 

FEAR DEATH young mater ,,,, sell yourself into slavery . learn FEAR ! Remember the fact ………. You will live for ever in this body !

 

The proof of what this world has really become what you really are ~

 

 

 

The Oracle

 

Young Master ,,,, it is recommened to focus on what you want not what you do not want , but to know hat you want you have to first clarify what you do not want , and sometimes the clarifying process is long term learning process .

 

A Sage or a reigous leader or a channeler of non physical knowledge ,,, these have been around as long as human have been keepins written records ….. since mankind as been aware of itself as a SEPERATION FROM THE TAO …. Or atleast human kind believed it was separated from .

 

It is the drug of religon , thru the words of the oricale, of the religion ,,, you give up your power for self direction , their contrasts their wants , their ideas become your ideas .and you become the follower . if happiness it seems to flow best when you are in the presence of the religion or oricle , understand once more you are incouraging the separation that mankind has been doing to itself for 1000’s of years .

 

Instinctualism is the idea of returning to what is real human living …. Real ife yet also enjoying the city we have today ,, the city being the world of cars , and movies and restaurants and well fun . yet not getting totally HYPNOTIZED . It is lke controlling th Genie of realy good drugs …… all to often the drug wins and you become the slave to it .   City life is a drug . Spirituality is a drug . and well drugs are drugs .

 

What is returning to living a life that is what is natural for you as an animal ? It is WEIRD , yep it is that for sure , something ALTERNATIVE , something something difficult to do when everyone around you has vested interests in the world they live in and they have their own BEST WISHES for you !

 

Ahhhhh their own best wishes ,,,, so if you become balanced enough to think your own ROCKETS OF DESIRE and you factor in to that the wants of others ,,, you do not follow the REAL recommendation of the Oracle , no you do want human kind has done for years which is to make the great advise of the oracle to be 1 size fits all life style . that only feels good when you are in the life with others who are in the life.

 

What is returning to INSTINCTS …. To answer that is to realize the contrast of the world you live in . to feel your won inner wisdom ,,, of going down the same old street once more , to ignore INTUTION in favor for the short term feel good of a fairy tale . balance hmmm hard to do when you love the ones around you . hmmmmm honesty hmmmm hard when you love the ones around you .

 

Ohhh but it is easier to ignore everything and escape do the same old thing ,,,, maybe your generation has something which mine did not but the core of the choice for the expression of escape is the same …. It is a bandaid covering up the pain of CONFUSION .

 

How far should I go into the ideas of spirituality …. Is for me a bit of a current problem .. what good does it do to explore the infinite when in fact we are here to experience limits not infinty . we are here to be HUMAN . so what is it to be human ? sometimes what seems like spirituality maybe just the mental stress of livng INCONGRIUOSLY and since there is no ALTERNATIVE , the mind eases the stress by creating access into the infinite possible …… does that help in living in the here an now? How may 1000’s of years has spirituality be taught how many 1000’s of teachers and has mankind done any better ?

 

Or just ignore it , and go along once once more with the happy happy fairy tales , think the surface thoughts and not allow the hard concepts of wisdoms to sink slowly into your pattern of thinking and contrast comparisons and the following new choices for lifestyle actions which will blossom from that acceptance of being human.

 

And humans are DNA animals …..they live , they hunger , they sweat , they have sex hot dirty exciting sex ,  they cry , they miss friends and feel pain , they create art things that look pretty ,  they get cuts and bruises , they have babies , they play and they die .  like any other animal .

 

Or do you want to be more than an animal ? hmmmmm and has that worked for us during the last 10,000 years of written history ? has the evovlution into the city been good , well for you maybe ? how abut the child who dies today from starvation every 4 seconds 1 nmore smiling child dies because …. We like Maria Antonette of France ignore things and say LET THEM EAT CAKE ! ohhh the world of the rich ….. yet the rich complain that they are not still rich enough they send out more rockets of desire …wanting mo’ better . then complain that the world is fucked up . hmmmmmm the words of the oricale , how many oricales for how many centruys how many schools of thought ……. Throw the rock up in the air generation after generation … it still falls . 

 

 

Pride in your husband

 

Young master ,,,, it is good yes that a woman supports her man ,.,, correct in fact you look forward to having a wife like that …. But has nayone every described to you the deepest of instinctual motives behind , what you do that she will then show off ,,, be proud of ,,, but in reality it is she who is showing off ….. shoeing off her I LOVE YOU SLAVE …. Before we human got so trapped by words we were like every other animal and we commucated with feelings , with that connection of SPSIRT  of source , IT WAS THE FEELING hearing of the heart .

 

Then we got words ,,,, and we males had to prove ourselves based on the words many times not knowly what it is that would show the proof , related to the words I LOVE YOU ….. what does she want form me ? the difference that neither can understand about the other is the way we PROCESS words …. The deepest of inner motives . words mean XYZ to her ,,, to us it is the contract between to warriors to act in a manner …. To her it is the words between to caregivers in the cave in support of each other …..but deeper than that is the MALE IN YOU …. That like his cousin the gorilla who PORTECTED and developed a territory ,,,, felt in the heart before words , she will come and stay if she wants …. TRUST  not words , ACTIONS NOT WORDS ….. she can leave , she can stay ,,, he just does his instinctual work …. PROTECTION  of the whole family .

 

Ahhhhhh but the wife proud of her warrior husband the one whose pictured with 3 babies stuck on his rifle bayonet … that is in china ww2 ….. before the are a picture of horrors , that was used to try to get the people of America to say SOMETHING  anything to stop JAPANS  HUSBANDS ….. FROM their greed , their actions of growth which will in reality make their wives proud of their fearless men ,,, and richer and richer there by making the wives of the home land richer and richer …..

 

We in America …… for the most part ignore the horrors still happening and only act if it means that our OIL is in DANGER …. But any other actions of greed or power maybe like BLOOD DIAMONDS …. Ohhh but that is petty greed men actracting money to gather PUSSY ….. even if the make has a wife like most presidents do , the wife ,,, the first lady .. smiles while the president is a behind closed doors whore master but the whores also have pride in being the wealthy males lil’slut ….. happens all the time ,,,, when a woman will feel pride that she is fucking a rock STAR ……..think dipshit about the deepest of motives and then the cost of IGNORING  real turhts ,,, the repetitions of history sice the days of PHAROH …. That is a lot of ,,, wives proud of their husbands ,,,,, ohhh yes there were many poly family in PHAROHS  army …. Yet at the time of pharoh came the illsion of the 1st WIFE …. The 1 wife , often political connection thru marriage ,, the IDEA OF A >>> QUEEN , out side the direct constant influence of the city , in the natural world that still was on most of the planet lived , natural man ,,, the gorilla with as many wives as was natural for the territory he PROTECTED … his Action of love … NOT  words.

 

 

Mr. GQ

 

Young Master , I was working at a friends last week , a friend I met a decade ago thru his now ex wife , who was my customer first and this good man became thi chicks husband ….. all seems normal right . him a good business man a ggo d catch for this single mom , ,,, she a bunny .. sexy smiling happy struggling needing SAVING …. Ahh the damsel in distress we males love so much to take into our territory ….so you get it ,,,, I know you know what I mean , you like the girls who are some what needy ….

 

Hye I wonder if this is like the same effect that girls feel when they take on a PROJECT GUY … girls like finding that weakness in a male ( atleast what they see as a weakness ) and then they gain their ego boost feeling they are helping that male …… even though the male is feeling like he is SAVING  the female …. H,,,,mmmm CONFUSION IN OUR MATING  we allow the most natural and easy thing in life our basic recreational activity our instinctual recreational activity to be come some sort of competitions . and then competions of hierarchy …. Again I ask you to think about the lessons of nature we now have observation data on ….

 

Remember the scientists do inth the data collection also add in their social BIAS when they write their postulates and theories about activity of animals often judging things based on … the misconception of FIEDELTY … the idea that 1 on 1 is a natural human state of bredding and family

 

When in fact the idea of having many girls in a harem will help each female deal with the stress of child rearing thru the DAYCARE EFECT of other moms ,, of sister wives . that should be thinking first about the family not their own HIERACRHY . thoer own personal female power or displays of wealth ….. ohh back to Mr. GQ .

 

Who now in his 3rd divorce , told me he has to more deepley explore his own faults if he has had 3 divorces it can not be only the females who are wrong … but at the same breath he describes his new girlfriends who , tell him over and over he [picked bad girls ….OHHH but that wwas the same words the bunny told his during those dating and bonding months …. How good his is and how bad the COMPETITION was his ex’s …. Yet after he got fully invested in his words of slavery I LOVE YOU ….. she the new wife changed ,,, power corrupts absolute power corrupts absolutely … 1 on 1 is absolute power . to the deep DNA animal who we human animal males honestly are ,,,,

 

Yes Mr. GQ explore who yu are , but explore ideas outside of the box … when I talked to you about my ideas ,, you with your fancy wealth , great business and the MBA ,, everything to show that you are smarter than the common window washer ….. you chuckcle at me … and plan to explore how to better change you instincts to mold into the desires of a CONFUSED WORLD . you say to yourself I MUST BE WRONG . you are so smart I believe to be dumb ,,,, I too oftern think about the words of MARLYN MANISON … you cn not see the forest thru the treess , you can not smell your own shit on your knees .

 

I think over and over about how I ma selling away my wealth so that I cn develop the 3 tents and a camel experiemental compound ,,, a wealtht hat maybe I should sve for my children ,,,,, the selling away of a great lil’ business … like MR. GQ  said ,,, and I think and say to him ,,,, 60 percent divorce rate , 20 perenct living in marraiages that are not fucutional …,. We have the RIGHT (?)  magazines ,and marriage counselors but still it does not work ,t he odds are against our kids ,,, working class , like me , wealthy like you or poor ,,, familys ,,, not just his dick or my dick ,, but it is about family ,.,, it is about single women ,,, who live stressed lives ,,,, hand to mouth ,, realizing they have 27 cnts left in the bank , hoping their paychecks willo be bigg ….. only to spend and spend , feeding the happiness addiction thru ,, ecominc salvery ,, purchasing addictions …. Even when thye do think different thoughts

 

The deep PROGRAMING , reverses any new thoughts whilte they search for happiness based on old habit patterns of the ,,, SCOCIAL life of their up bringing .. do the same old thing …..

 

So Mr. GQ …. Yes he had a girlfriend ,,,, but how come his wife looked the other way for those 5 years ,,, how come she changed and started to live more for the business he created for her than for him , like she idid when they were first dating …. Ahhhhh the changes of POWER  AFTER THE VOW OF …. I LOVE YOU … she no longer had to try ,,, he loves me !@ ….. but in the harem !

 

IN THE HAREM there is the genral love of th male the real show of love which is to create the stable safe territiory ,t hen let the female intitate ( start ) the mating activity ,,, and she will because sex is fun and if she does not rub up against me her fellow sister wife will …. A SUBLTE SEXUAL competition , THE MALE IS ONLY concerned that his efforts are be acknowledge in a way he can understand ,,, the thank you of sexual love ……  ohh but hwat about cleaning the house or ,,, defrosting insta foods or coming home with restaurant foods …. Like most females of today think is enough ,,,,, UHHHH girl … yo , he lived with you before , the reason you to got together was sexual … not defrosting dinner ….. you are confused in your own forest of trees and shit on knees …..

 

He had a girlfriend for years and only the wife opened her eyes to it when her own business felt the current ecominc strain ,,, and whe wanted to know where HIS MONEY was going …. And where was he all of sudeen became of interst before that ,,,, he had spent 5 years sharing his life between two home and women ,,, now , your power his 3rd wife’s power structure was changing she wanted MORE ! . MR.GQ . GAVE UP  his othe girl ,,, he loved and still today loves his wife ,,,,, to the point he beats up on himself , never thinking or looking at the evidence in any other way except her way ….

 

Why can amle be so powerful in the real world but in the face of a girl who we hav e pledged our I LOVE YUOU ,,,, we become totally confused to the point of self destructionand in tha weakness we become less attractive to the girl we want to KEEP ?  catch 22 over and over

 

But to do something different like I am … to lose 200,000 dollars … so that I can atleast RY and show a different POSSILBE  to my children male and female ,,, well it is not easy , when I am surrounded by a world saying I am JUST A DUMB WORKING CLASS MALE ..…. un cultured without enough learing ,,,,hmmmmm and your example is ? your lfei of material wealth is one of ?   happiness? For how many 1000’s of years have the wisest of sages written leaders of thought repeated over and over ,,, material possension and money will not buy happiness …… and then to remember that the FAIRY TALE , the writeen love story of art ,,, is acreation that is based on those posseions and wealths ….. the idea of the king of a house houseld and the queen ,,,, the idea of the pampered PRINCESS …. All love story art illlussions of fairy tales .   WHAT ABOUT YOUR DNA ?

Love? Did you mean love? Or LOVE ?

 

 

Young Master , remember how mis used that word is , and rmember what words are tools for describing states of thinking … of describeing thoughts …. Love for your dog , your career your sport your mom your girlfriend and your friend who is a girl …. They all are loves ……..

 

Why is the GIRLFRIEND  love different because of the inclusion of sSEX …… even though that love will most probably evolve into the deep love of friendship which will out last the marriage ….. the relationship ? hmmmm think dumbass …. You will still feel that love for her as a friend as a human a desire for her happiness I know that from my feelings for all my EX’s ( even the 2nd wife who I hate right now , yet I still wishe her the deepest of happiness selfish I know because when she get happy again we will become friends again )

 

Love … so when you are cuddling ans your girlfriend asks the ,,, HOOK question , … do you love me? …. What are you going to say , but of course I love you and you do .. and you will always love her if you ever did you always will . but understand the HOOK the manipulation that girls have been trained ,, programmed into acting on ,, to thinking that this is REAL love when in fact it is just FAIRY TALE LOVE ….. the reall love will always be there in you ,,, ow in her…. Hmmmmm

 

Shakespeare said …. Hell hath no fury equal that of a woman’s SCORN ……  and history had stimulated his observation which he wrote in poetic form and it , that is history has proven those observations still true and vilid today ….  WHERE IS HER  love? ,,,, it is lost in that mind which compartimentalizes her life ,, breaking her into …… different personalities ( yes you do it to but not to her level ) in the newwst HARRY POTTER , Hermonie describes the mental activity of Harry’s crush , and Ron is shocked … how can anyone have so much going on her in heard ,,,, and the rpy form the female mind is to judge the male in terms of having the Emotional capac ity of a TEASPOON …. We joke about the INSTINCTUAL differences that ARE OUR TRUTH .

 

We joke , then suffer because we ignore the truth ,,, throw the rock into the air and the rock will fall …….. it is truth ….. ohhhh you may be able to force yourself into a mold of survival in the 1 on 1 marriage … if you work ….WORK REAL HARD AT IT , something which happened to start naturally became EXTREME work and study to keep it going ….

 

I am still working on myself understanding the ,, vow I have given Deb ,,, how I feel when I look at an other woman and I think about having 3 homes ….. I worry and worry and worry ,,, becaue behind my VOW is that real love for her HAPPINESS ….. and the INTUITION ,,,, based on life experience that keeps telling me over and over ….. her basis for love is still that of the fairy tale .

 

I wonder and think that any girl that will enter into a life with me , well I believe she willl be with me actively describing her own MOTIVES  in wanting to be in the poly ….. being honest as she can . I think that it would behove me to expect the level of self examinative bloging that I do from her ….. having her , to discet her feeling and confusions …. The result is not that important ,,, whether she stays will me or leaves , the benefit will be in that I am sure she is actually lilning her ….. HAPPINESS … not lieing to herself to sustain some IMAGE ,or level of pride  …. That she will not be living with me while lieing and hunting for some one new ….i believe even in the female who can compartimentalize ,,, these actions better than men can , the idea of wife is different that lover    ohhh you should explore the writings of MAJOR MARK , the writer  of the book how to sleep with married women and learn the depth of this issue …. And the numbers the real numbers ,,, NOT THE PROGRAMING , nuimbers that say we males are TERRIBLE but the real numbers evern the conservative government studies , showing the true about who cheats . but what is more important is the love of the people the real happiness we all want and don’t have .

 

AND OUR LACK OF …….. ALTERNATIVES , because of the greed to own 1

 

So young master , the stress you may feel about building first a 3 tent compound I understand …. It is hard to go outside the box of normal with you investment capital ,,,, maybe to hold off dating while you build the compound to insure that you will not have to give you vow of love to just 1 ,,, only to have to DISHONOR yourself , while you continue build the compound that the 1 on 1 girlfriend should have realized is what is your future is no matter how she thought she could manipulate away from that end …..

 

She may have entered the relationship with all ture and best intetnt , but old habits of thinking will en-trapp her , like you the CONFUSION of PROGRAMING , the constant exposure to fairytales thru movie and media and music … the scientific use of mind control to stimultate brain chemicals to insure your attention to the meida that in the end will create PROFIT  for someone/group ….. at the cost of you throwing the same old rock up into the air and working real hard with your words to blow that rock back into the air , so the rock will will not falll , which rocks do … natrurallly .

 

What is the NATURE  of the human DNA animal …. Now I understand if the girl thinks that children are not important in her life something that she can put inbetween her career and recreational time and getting her anils done reguluarly ,,,, that her children will be just a thing a number in some corperate DAYCARE system ,,, if your girlfriend really thinks this way than the benefits longterm to her of a poly will be NILL ……. Fine . she is not one who would describe in her online diary the reason why she would want to become part of a poly ,,,,

But if she thought long term … about her c hildren about you about her own longterm friendship ,,, health of body and mind ,, and her stress and ecominc realtiies then ,,, MAYBE …. Her words in her blog would describe the beifits for her long term and short . ahhhhh is there any girl who would write it?

 

Well I think yes from the amount of girls who read my confused shit of writing which as you know is real hard to read , I find that girls do read it ,,, but who is an ISNTINCTUALIST …. In their day to day life which of the GOOD MEN in their social circle has or is build a conpound ,,,,,,, how many ? ……. Probably ….. ZERO …. So why should she write about a future she will never have a chance of even dating or trying …. Why expose her own dreams to herself of ,,, living ALTERNATIVELY ,,, when you … disphsit have not the guts to try ? to do a mans job and FORGE AHEAD .

 

 

Dogma

 

Wow young master I am not writing anything that is overtly sexual boring huh? Reading about sex is fun , since sex motivates us so much ,,, actually if you study the animal world for comparisons to what is natural for humans you find that sex is the great motivator also ….. so writing about sex I should actually be doing more of but

 

Mind body spirit wholistic ,,,, you are multi faceted ,,, and you mind can side track you … I met 2 men yesterday , an arichetict and a contractor , and the good salesman I am I gave the an advertising for the thinf I want sold most right now ,,, so that was not a card for my business but a card sdvertising my house … which has to sell so I can build the off grid compound …. ( steps ) and we got talking and talking , the architect was a very well read inteigent man , a pleasure to listen to and discuss with ,,, yet dipshit when you find someone who you feel respect for , I want you ,,, you  an equal to him ,,, another fellow human ,,, you yourself a young master , to remember your self , and that you should trust your own thinking , yes ,, yes ,,, yes ,,, gather new data and iformation , but be open to wonering the reason why that person has XY or Z as his DOGMA ….

 

And the be open to thinking about that person CLOSET ,,, their deepst hidden motives ….. I ened up go on about my ideas about Poly life style ( iam getting more ane more used to idea of talking to total strangers about my alternative lifestyle , using broad references to Taosim and Great ape studies …. Of course repeating the data the current stats of our painful confused world …… as this intelligent man came back with discussions about , food chanins our agri industry ,,,, things about mass transit ,,,, and then human greed …. I watched I let my Sub C mind pick up on telltale signs and then trusted my INTUTITION … the contractor , would show agreement and a sence of “ BEEN THERE DONE THAT “ WHEN I BROUGHT UP THE  ideas of hierarchy – greed of the female as evidenced thru the advertising of ,,,,, Every Kiss Begins with Zales …. The contractor , nodded his head in knowing agreement he had done it in his life he had noticed himself buying the happiness of women in his path …. Now the arichictct’s face was NUETRAL ….. hmmm interesting , how can any man never have encountered this common truth of buying pussy by giving pussy gifts of pretty shinny stuff …. Next when I describe my desire to provide my family ,,, my children with an alternative mold outside of the common held siciences of relationships ….. the marriage counseling industry ….. my feelings for my OFFSPRING …. My biolongical DNA ….. that was again acknowledged by that sence of BEEN THERE DONE THAT of the contractor yet the architect again was EMOTION neutral ….

 

Again how can any noramal male my age not have this powerful , experienceial connection with his Brother Male … except iff the other male is in reality different … welll he made a statement that at first I brushed off , it was when I brought up the Bonobo chimps and their every 2 hour enjoyment of pyshical pleasure of recreational sex …. Every 2 hours on average the masturbate of sex play with friends ,,, and they are bisexual …. This ape is used by the gay community as example of the antural state of homosexuality in adult populations ,,,, homosexualty is very very common in imnmature animal world ,,, right as soon as the anmimal notices that a certain part of the body is fun to touch they touch it ,,,, when it start to get hardons it what to FUCK IT AWAY ( TO QUOATE KORN )  think about the dog humping your leg …… as I branched off from Bonobls to grilla siver backs ( now this was early on before I got into Instincutalism and Harems … I was laying a ground work of comparing nature and humans …  well the archietict said ,,,,, isn’t every one searching for their own Silver BACK …. ( dominant male gorilla ) ….. well I for one , am sure I am not looking for my METAPHORICAL  Silver Back ….hearing that passing reference of personal searching = longing for …. O thought wow I am not looking for a male , I am the male looking for the harem .

 

Now this very intelligent man was very much into the idea of the evolving ,,,,, METRO SPAIEN … humanity as an extension of its technology and society ,,,, where I think the Tango vehicle is a great starat evovlution towards a POD transportation system some day where the indeiviula car can be expanded to fit , the back seat for the kids and family when I need but my core car is a very hi- effecincy 2 seater ,,,, the hope some day would be that the interstate would resemebe a ride a t dismeny where my POD would lock into extreme high effeicny reail system bkebdubg the Mass transit idea with the free of Rural life …. Living not only in the CITY and depending on mass transit …..but the homosexual male ,, remember does not have that VESTED interest in future generations they do not feel the true passion of the parent for the welfare of their DNA offspring ,,, the homeo seuxla adult …. Is selfish … FINE GOOD IT IS …OK .

 

REMEMBER I AM TALKING ABOUT …… alternatives ,,, WWW.INSTINCTUALISM.ORG  is an alternative … all I want to do is explore human motives ,,t hegreed that even the architect complained about ,,,, but lets us look at the shit on his own KNEE , ( to quaote marily Manison ) …. 3 males …. 2 profesional one working class –me …. The arichetect ,,, we were comparing our water front protperty as to hurricaine effects , so I understand his address is even more exclusive thatn mine ( yes I am working clas yet invested well the smalesst historical house on millionaires row ) his SUV was the biggest of the 3 we stood around talking ,,,, he had a nice gold an diamond ring not a weddng band ( the contractor an I both divoreced no longer wore our slave by choice collar of gold .. wedding rings … his bracelet on one wrist  and watch on the other ….. and he wonders how come humanity is so greedy …. Hmmmmm his Metro Spaine depends on  the Fairy tale world he wants ,,, of the All-true –istic corperation and social capalitalism ….. yet the facts are it will serve the top 1 percnet , it will serve him ….. now think dumbass

 

When young any  sex is just recreational it is for fun in the animal world it is the being becoming aware that it can create ,, PLEASURE , buy touching or being touched …. This is PRE – SEXUALITY not homosexuality ….. true homosexuality is not DNA ,, because since they do not breed their desires their life style end with each generation …. It is a NATURAL abormailty and should be grouped in the narutual numbers of 3 percent over all birth defects …. Fine peace chill enjoy life ….. but …. When they off that MOTIVATION gain the position of the top 1 percent ….. the respected inteligencia of our society … the ones you may listen to since this non fem male is one of great external evidence trail … job home $ well read …. Well dipshit just remember to THINK FOR YOURSELF …. You do not understand the deepest of inner motives behind the GREAT IDEAS OF OTHERS ….

 

Do not get unbalanced ,,,,, it is not only about the mind ,,,, or the body or spirituality … it is the blending

 

 

It is your cock

 

Young master ,,,,,  would you ride an Orange county chopper? Are the pipes going to be loud ? would you think it cool to have a nice classic rag top Jeep ,,, you know the ones with vinly windows ?  how about a corvette a two seater car …… hmmmmm you would love one of those the above correct  ……. Ok so go here http://www.tangotrikes.com and then go test drive one …… well I bought one yesterday , and I found myself all day , feeling like I bought a clown car … which is ok for me , since I am a clown just check ou the fotos on the twistedinstinct1 myspace and see my fotos with a Profeesional I did a clown gig with ….

 

But I am also the guy who in my early 20’s had a GMC full size pick up topper gun rack and tires so loud it sounded like a tank ( actually messed up my listening to music that sound ,,,, but my male ego needed that truck …… now while am driving this micro transportation devise ( it is the first generation here in the US of real alternatives …… time to think of transportation outside of the idea of ,,, my COCK driving down the road )

 

I can feel ,,, the truth ,,, you can not make all the people happy all the time , it is stupid to try ……. To present an image which will satifasy anyone but you , but that is still hard , you must acknowledge your self ,,, your true deepest self . then remember …. TALK IS CHEAP . actions speak louder than words …. I will be the only person driving this transportation devise in this town and it is A STRANGE LIL’ TRANSPORTATION DEVISE ……

 

But to test drive it , it corners at speeds I would not comfortably force my car to turn at …. It enters traffic flow equal to that of my Kia Rio ( ohhhhh I did grow up and now have been buying cars based on things like price and warrenty and gas milage and functionality so I have owned 3 Kia’s atleast they look like everything else on the street )

 

The tango does not ! the feeling of being a WIERDO …. A visible WIERDO … well tests your resove for changes iin the world as a whole .. it is one thing to just DREAM and another to do …. Just like to create the 3 tents and a camel compound a poly life is a dream but to do it you must be able to , talk openly about it , to be in the real world where people think you are some ILLEGAL  woerdo when in fact the laws say NOTHING  about having more than one girl friend ,,,, helll girls often have more than 1 boyfriend while they search for the one they want …. They have enough boy friends to insure they are intertained ,,,, in multiple ways , one maybe a great fuck the other a good dancer theo other rich enough to provide ….. fun .

 

Oooo young master this page has a great chart of polygy and human cultures of PRE industrial humans … that is humans of this century worldwide and of the 1800 for western society ,,,, again thru thruth about our evovlution …… what is realy written in your DNA … it is nott the MARS AND VENUS  fairy tale …. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polygyny#Chimpanzees but to dream Is one thing to TALK IS CHEAP .. but to act , to model behavior …to drive a TRANSPORTATION DEVISE .. instead of car .  

 

Ohh model behavior ,, it will be easier for you to build your compound once I build mine ,,,, since you will have online access to design and foto reality …. And my sons ,, will the chance for changes …. They have 5 more years of control ahead of the ,, then they will be TEENS and think for themselves , realizing I hope that Dad was not around ,,, not by his choice since the evidence trail of their father ( me ) is that I was and still am a stable at home parent …. But was drive away from them and their life .

 

They will be smart enough to look at newer models … of OLD INSTINCTUAL life style choices …….. the 1 on 1 stressful ? is it not boys and girls are you having fun 39 something pretty woman ? stressing about your looks your cash , ? about life year after year ?

 

Sorry www.instinctualism.org is not a 30 sound bite ….. it is a hard answer to a diffuclt question .

 

That will leave a Mark

 

Young Master , yesterday at the weekely street festival where Deb sells her tye dye ….. and I just hang out , I got got talking to some interesting males , who APRECIATE , the idea of …Alternatives … one thought about himself and his own life this young master still looking for the right ? woman …yet last night allowed himself to think outside the box  …. Into a realm he ehimself had felt , his intutition had given him thi=oughts based on his own observations ..leading him to realize the deep stress that SUPPILCATION actually causes in the male/female 1 on 1 ….. he understands the theory and has understood that in the 1 on 1 no matter what after the I LOVE YOU  vowq is given by the male ( him ) the basic relationship dymanic chcnges … he becomes a nice guy ,,, and then is not as attractive to the female . unless the female is percieing him as her LTR but even then the SUBTLE  dynamics change and the relationship eventually ened . either way there was eventually fights with the female he did love … confusion on his part . and current relationship conselling theory was not natural for him nor did it work .

 

Another male was a father a I have known for years ,,, diviroced with the pain like myself of knowing he can train his children to do only the road of failure he has traevle because not other relationship ALTERNAITVES  , exisit other than … becoming homosexual * which is in reality very simaliar to hetro sexual dynamics ) or becoming extrememly male submissive which over time does not work .. for the male or female …. He could understand why I was selling out my company and special waterfront home to provide the model of experience for YOU …… the reader ,, who is in fact some of my own children old enough now to read their fathers fucked up writing …. And compare him to themselves …. To see inside the CLOSET of daddy and realize that the OLD MAN is the same as they are …… this father currently exisiting in a tenuios peace in a 1 on 1 .. understood , the ideas of instinct and of the need for CHOICE .

 

Most cool night ….. next the presence of another young lady a friend of my Deb …. I feel the stress , I am not is Deb’s head ,, she does not write ,, her deepest feelings about the activity we are involved in ,, probably because her words would effect my actions ,, I would hear of her personal pain and since I love her I may change my plans to make her HAPPY SHORT TERM … which will end in the way we ened last summer ….. so I have to think let my intuition .. tell me about what she is thinking  based on the actions I perceive ….. and that was the actions of separation …. That I took as her living thru the first effects of competition , when in fact ,,, there is not competition between this girl and Deb … both are different humans ,,,, yet both female …. If they accepted each other with out ,,, the need for greed / hierarchy and thought about the welfare of the group …. Polygenous understanding , that the male will love them both and has time for them both and they as have each other for social and emeotional interactions …. THIS IS THE DATA that must be recorded ,, even if it is monly that of my own intuition based on life , the reading of signals subconcsiuosly recorded by the animal brain within me , which talks to the Reasoning brain in feelings , not words or JUDGEMENTS , but feelings …. Ahhhhh the world of Abrhan- Hicks …. Where that voice of non physical contuse to say ,,, it is not the words of reason that are important it is the state of emeotin that must be listened to , a state free of PATHOLOGICAL STATE TRANCE . since it is not created from words , but , the messages of intutions ….. feelings of the Dinosaur brain our subconcsiuos mind .

 

Ohhh but what about the th bruises ?   …..oooh so pleasant to be me …. To enjoy the fragrance of PUSSY ,, to enjoy the the sounds of pleasure ,,, that as of late my brain has interrupted as sounds of discomfort …. The screams of sex , but to let them ,,, go and go with the animal lust which I have in me ,,,,, to the point in a sexual hunger …. To add one more sensations flow to Deb’s experience ,, on not just having to have her lil’baby pussy being forced to aceept my whole fist ,,, and to ,,, experience the 30,000 vibrations persecond of the Hitachi vibrators , being applied to her clit on and off on and off ,,, and on … on ….on …. The full mothe firm bite on the thigh kinda of settled her down , to force her to stop moving or trying to move so much and SUBMIT ….

Submit to what ? welll the most wonderful organisms that I love hearing her THANK YOU’s from after we are done ….. the constant flow of OH MY GOD  ,, no master no .. etc etc WHILE I FUCH HER WITH MY DICK  after I take out my hand ,,, her pussy is so sensitive that my cock fucking is extremely intensive …. I know will end with thank you , yet ,,, the quiet talking to herself , of ,,, ohh my poor pussy ,,,, ( young master her pussy will heal by the moringng ) and she will have the bruise , the indiviula memory of each tooth driven deeply into those soft thighs , the memory will last for days ….. and make her smile and fell that she is loved FOR what she is …..FEMALE.

 

 

For sake of wife and baby

 

Young master your core instinct is to live for thsat ,,, wife and baby … if you will allow yourself to feel this truth in you , while reading my shit , to ignore the training and deceptions of the church pragraming whwich told you about the evil of mankind the orginal sin ……. And it is not sin the act of Adam or Eve … the whole metaphor of eating an apple of KNOWLEDGE  , the beginning of this age of REASONING … of thinking and talking …

 

No it is just our evovlution to grow into a tlking species , yet deep in you the average male is a GOOD MAN … not every male even in the animal world ,, creates the Territory to then attract females to breed with ,,, for sake of wife and baby .. those a words from a song from the coal fields of west Virginia ….. why the men slaved and died for the worth of a lump of coal …

 

When just a few humdred miles away was another culture based in christain history that ignored the ways of greed ,,, chasing the DOLLAR ,,, them the Amish and Menonites ….. again dipshit don’t take everything from their example in fact ,,,, ignore the religion aspects ,, but learn and think about the LIFESTYLE ,,, of living outside of the THOUGHT FORM called ECONOMY …. Well atleast ecomony of cash ,, yes they use cash , but with much less dependence on it for the feelings of FUN …..

 

FUN is the motivavtion ,,, behind everything , yes it is the reason why we FUCK , it feels good it is FUN ….. the real human fun is sex …. By age ????? what ,, when do think the human animal starts to feel the urge for FUCKING , even if they do not really realioze that is what they are prepping for , girls who mimic ,,,, being like mommy by ages 6 7 8 …… and at the same time it is known that by those ages girls also realize they have sections of their body that have ,,, FEEL GOOD SPOTS …. Yet yo9u have been trained to ignore those in fact feel it is bad! Ooooooh shit I am entering into dangerous waters …. Talking about the nature of REALITY …..dangerous in the eyes of legal systems that reflect the BRAINWASHING of us humans … the way we take the thinking of others as our own . then inforce the idea of not thinking for yourself because you may ,,get arrested and then put into a CAGE .

Fear even bringing up the topic because some sicko , who because of the stress of sexualality ,, acts out of frustration in ways that are not natural for him or her ….. then some one may say it is because they read the words the thinking of another who , like me is trying to just get ,,,, good people to ,,, think about the truth about themselves …. How early did the MOTIVES of sex start to effect you become aprt of you ,,, girls earlier than females …. The feel good spot does not beome really good to touch for boys till they are around 12 ….. yet for boys or girls there is no one realy ,,, MODELING … natural human sexuality for them ,,, it is hidden behind CLOSET DOORS . So what can we expect but to have people who create ,,,,, abusive expression of sexual motives later on . I do not want to touch these topics with a ten foot pole right now , maybe some day … I will collaborate with other writers …. Who will not be scared to express maybe even the female view point with my INSTINCTUALISM spin ,,, comparing what they grew up in ans what ,,, ancient cultures lived and whart is potentically the deepest of MOTIVES , still at the surface of our DNA ….at that time  I will write more about those ages ….

 

But right now it is for you to just realize that you motives are to enjoy ,,, the female … it is your nature …. To look at sexally mature females with sexual lust …… and to realize that you find the sound of of happy children does make you happy ,,, listen young master to your world ,,, so you have ,,, lil’ brothers sisters ,,, nieces and nephews ? when they are smiling and playing how do you feel ? can you become ativily aware of the deepest feeling of contentment in hearing the sounds of ….smiles ?

 

This is who you are dipshit …… yet the 1 on 1 relationship … the attempt to buy the smile of your choosen 1 girl / wife , the attempt ,, because when she gets one bought smile , it is only a mmater of weeks ,,, human attention spans are short .. before the stress is for you to buy her a new smile …..

 

Ahhhhh with that in mind think about the lifestyle fo the Amish ( ohh you do not know who or what an Amish is ? sorry I will not srite about that … do something for yourself dipshit …. Or just continue in the life you have , the reality ….dumbass is 60 percent divorce ,,, the other 40 percent , are living in a state of silent desperation ,,, with a max of 1 in 10 in a state of bliss or contentment .  you odds dipshit are fucking really bad …….. I do not want to tell you what to do , I want to help you to start thinking for yourself ….. honeslty it is not that hard .

 

Weather 4 fucking

 

Young amster , the whole idea about building the 3 tents and a camel lifestyle is to create , a more stress free life .. in harmony with the instinct of you the human animal , which would mean that days that are fucking gray and gloomy you would be the boss of your life to the extent  you can say fuck it and do what your inner animal would do … and stay home inside for the most part and fuck …

 

With three wives the kids can be taken care of by the other two sister wives the friendships while ,, the one of the thtree who they choose to play with you and this day made for fucking well she would get her fucking time first ,,, iam sure you can fuck all day young master since you have not been trained to NOT FUCK like is the effect of living in a 1 on 1 … that sublte , REPRESSION of your biology /// to the point that now adays … by the aqge of 25 men are having difficulty gettinghard they have been trained not to fuck …

 

But not for you dipshit , you have created YOUR  alternative world , to represent the nature of your instinct s and that of the girls . for friendship and subtle  friendly competition a life in harmony with her deepest inner nature yet ,,, in contrary to the FAIRY TALE OF LOVE  m she has been forced feed programmed with since Disney got a hold of her mind at age 2 …. Ohh it is cool to talk with people I talked with a grand mom , for a while who admitted how she now could see how see had fucked up the mind of her second husband because she was still in fairy tale love with her first …… yet she could not expand her thinking to include the idea that her life has been …. Fucked up by the porgraming of CENTURIES ….  I could see it was me trying to teach an OLD DOG  new tricks ,,, a waste of my mental effort actually not efficient use of my personel power or emotions … to teach only one person ,, to debate one person

 

When the idea taught by a wise man of myth whose birthday we celebrate today ….. jesus , who described ,,, teaching thru MODELING , thru the WITNESS of your personell life .. and if your life is good then people will want to learn about your life  style choices … that was supposed to the method of  expanding the Christian ideals …. Not the use of force like the romans later MORPHED into .

 

You dipshit , spend your territory building years , the age of leaving the territory of your father to go out into the world and build your own territory then attract mating girls into the safety of your territory , cave man ,,, it isnot that human force fully captured females that happened after the changes came about , .. forceful mating practices are not the real evidence of our cousins DNA .. the animals who we share 98 percnet similair dna .. like the gorilla ….. yes over and over I say we a similar to our cousins not exactly like the jus ta s they are different form each other , the chimp , bonobo and gorilla all are different so are we different form them ,,,, listen to you DEEPEST inner sage ….

 

You are a protective male who enjoys seein smiles ,,, your nature is non violent except in matter of protection then you are the most dangerous of animals speicies .

 

Takeing the time from age 17 to 19 or 20 to work and build the security of paid for land , planting the land with REAL HUMAN FOODS …..  having legal , yet effeicient housing built , 3 sperate homes 3 tents per se  … building then with solar power DC… providing the family car ,,,, your life is secure , the life of girls who CHOOSE , freedom of choice …. To live with you ,,,, you no longer have to feel the STRESS  to leave on a rainy day or snowy day , because of the stress ECOMINC salvery ..to a mortage ,, no you can stay home and HIBERNATE ,,, like your inner animal .. tells you you should ,,,, hibernate and fuck your three wives one after the other thru out the day , taking rests to interact with your family like a good daddy wants to . stress free , with out the stress of , thinking about money money money  no the real basics of life the MASLOWS HIERACHY of needs are taken care of allowing you to explore the real … freedom of personel growth and pleasure ,,,, in a blenced way … sure it is fucking rainin but you lnow your boys your children will still wannna play in the mud and you ,,, you now , a free male ,,, not an ecominc slave male ,,,, tied to the ego ,, of self worth proven by banks accounts and symbolic cars or trucks that represnent your penis

…. But a relaxed real human father caould then also let himself go out and play in the mud with his biological offspring ….. in between fucking the wives …..  very different mental state form the average eocomincally stressed human house hold that you grew up in , the one where your parents were durnk or on anti depressants or smiking dope trying to escape the confusion of the deeepset feeling that their inner animal was saying to them , they had not model  buying not prime ego land or ego housing or wasteful electric use or penis sized cars or eating fashioanlbe foods ….. …. Of an ALTERNATIVE …. Like www.instinctualism.org

 

 

Building a sex life

 

Young master ,,,, what is your dating life  like? And then think about the past the stress of mating the thinking about how you would ask ( beg ) that girl out ,,,, that feeling of stress ,,,, hmmm what other DNA animal on this planet has stress similar to ours ..none , but then again there are a bunch of things that we do that no other DNA animal does ,,,,,, like pray to a god because of the fear of the death ,,, oooooh you say no other animal has tv or car or homes ? or clothes or perfume ,,, well ther I believe you are wrong , look at the beehive , that is a very complex home ,,, watch bee talk to each other describing where flowers are far away , and then , translate the distance into the size of a bee , what you see as just over a couple of hills away is for an animal as small as a bee like us traveling to a different state …ever look at the chemical trail left by ants for the other ants to follow  …. A dog rolling around in road kill to get that rich smell ?  sounds GROSS but it is just us doing the same thing ….. when our perfumes were made from natural sources .

 

Building a sex life , sex is fun ,,,, it is fulfilling , it is socializing at its best , and we are very social ,,, you young male honselty will find being DADDY to be very fulfilling you will hate to be alone after you have had a taste of being the MAN of your own house …. But during that building phase , the time when younger male animals are creating their territory the time when you are ahppy to be away from the family …. Of your youth ,,,, you will relish this time alone but use it WISELY dipshit ….. I like to compare it and YOU to a soldier in the army ,,, I want you to see if you can be   AS GOOD AS YOU CAN BE ….. that young man has to live in some forieng land where people want to kill him for 15 months …. That is like a 24/7 job being some where where you really are not free ,, but always at work kinda like a prison of work …..

 

You dipshit got freedom but do you have the guts and discipline to use that same amount of time for your own ends ,,,, just think dumbass if you worked real fucking hard for 15 months ….. I mean the soldier in reality is trapped 24/7 … I just expect form you 60+ hours of work ,,,,, a day job and night jjob and getting some weekend hours …… and lets say , you wrok hard and get to 9 or 10 bucks an hour because you are a good motivated employee , that is 600 per week ,,, now dumbass , realize ,,, if you struck a bargain with that family you are so impatient to get away from ,,, early on ,,, you will get away and NEVER COME BACK , ….. the never come is important when the stats are like , you will bounce back home in munbers of 40 percent ,,, if you go the recommended path of college . you will end college in deep debt and then go on to dig your self deeper and deeper into ecominc slavery …..to attract pussy . who will divorce you or drive you so crazy you will become a drunk or doper or become a slave to health care in the form of meantal health and their drugs ……

 

If you change the plan from the get go …… who programmed the culture with the plans for the future ,, who ? if you study it supports a wide range of industry that only a 1 percent very really find peace thru ,,,,, that top 1 percent but you get trapped in chasing happiness ,,,, never arriving at contentment , living in continula stress .

 

Now dipshit ,,,, that 600 per week translates into about 50 k in the 15 months ……. Ahhhhh that will get you the 5+ acres ,,,,, plus the 1 cabin ( the cabin is your office cabin ,, and can be of your own design , based on your OP’S ….. ) but you say ,,, how ? when to get a job I have to have a car and buy lunch everyday , and pay rent at home and go out on the weekends ,,, ihave never been able to save in the past why should I be able to save any money now ?

 

WELLL you those who ask that will not ,,,make it ! cooole for the ones who do ,,, it shows the NATURAL SELCETION process . sperating the good man from , the weak boy …. The boy who can not build his territory ,,,, who can think on his own . make commitments and prove to his supportive family that he has goals important enough for him to work SMART . for just 15 months ….. dipshit it is about driving a scooter to work , remember when you lived on riding a bycbyle ?     this 15 months is like the 15 work or a TOUR OF DUTY ……. It is not about attracting pussy short term which will create the life time of slavery like everyone else …..no dumbass those of you who can wrap their minds aroung …. www.instinctualism.org … you now have some thing very different than any one else in the dating market ….. and you have a workd of girls who are ,, just as CONFUSED  as we are ,,,, looking for something ,,, many are playing the field , totally into the FAIRY TALE ….. these girls will not open their minds their greed will insure their children will suffer the same painful fate of their mothers …..greed of a loving parent ?

 

But dispshit there are loads of girls who will respect your guts to be different …. So after 15 months you own land forever never coming home ever again except to visit ,,, you got a cabin building ( hint web search the art of converting barns into realy cool designer homes …. Fashion yet affordable … interesting ) you buy some solar electric panels systems from HARBOR FRIEGHT ….. and you got a reall good start ….. and now starts the next 15 months your next TOUR OF DUTY … how many friends who joined the army have done 2 or more tours of duty in IraQ or Afgansitan ?  so now you do your second tour , but this time it is planning furit trees ,,, ( human food ) …. Understanding chickens …. Having a pind dug … and having 3 more of those cabins built ….. now the cabin is a base which can be added to … the girl will come alone , and have kids later … unlike what I will encounter as I build the INSTINCTUALISM  compound I being meuch older I will attract girl who probably have family already ,,, maybe  I will find out in the next year or so …

 

But you ,,,,,,, after you have you land your cabing OFF GIRD ….  Paid for …. And building the next three cabins …. ( then the community  cabin ) …. You can start dating but you will date not begging her to go dating and dancing and partying like the OTHERS  amles , but , by showing her you land , your dream ,,, your thieroys .. by talking about reality instead of living in fansty and drugs and dreams and TV and Fairy tales …… you will open athe minds of girls ,a nd get fucked at the same tiem ,,,,, ohhhh yes you will get fucked a lot , because welll …. Girls are just as horny as us ,,, just give them a chance , just get alone with them , read the signals. Get close to them ,,, and touch the girl ,,,

 

Just touch , she will touch you back and that means it is time to let NTURE  take it’s place . next young master , in your cabin have an office area and a library …… yes dumbass you are supposed to be different than the other competivie males she has to choose from so be different ,,,,, and on those library shelves , go to used books stores and buy books you may some day like to read ,,, but add in ,,,,, the books suggested in www.instinctualism.org go to the mating behavior pages then click the “ parental advisory “ thing then click the DOM/sub link …… those books on your shelf the shelf she will look at to learn about the male she is dating , willl give her some thing to feel good about ,, to be relaxed about , the OPPURTUNITY that she will finally be able to …………. Be herself , with a MAN  who understands ……..

 

Naturally hot pussy

 

Young master , it all starts there , a life time of real fun and contentment starts with her deepest nature to get fucked , she wants to get fucked as much maybe because of her more intensive floods of monthly hormones at times she needs to get fucked more that we nneeed to fuck , no ,,,, no ,, you young master are ready to fuck 24/7 with the constant testosrone drip of the male body we are always ready and desire the fun of sex ……

 

The contentment I talk about is the arrival of the fruit of you and your wives ,,, again I nned to get you to think in terms outside of the FAIRY TALE , back to instinctualism truth about humans she , is happiest and under less stress if she is in a harem ,,,, just read between the lines or the in your face words of the girls blogs , listen to their pain and stress . the innocient smile of the children will give you a life time of pleasure  and more importantly PURPOSE ,,, why are we here , that question mankind asks itself …… welll you feel your purpose in the faces of your children …… who in todays world have a 60 percent chance of living their lives TORN APART .. because of the UN – INSTINCTUAL NATURE  of the fairy tale of love . 6 out of 10 smiling children will ive a life of confusion , being torn apart by the sub concisuos fighting of the parents and even worse the family that supports each of the parensts, the aunts and uncles the gand parenst who ,,, give off ,,,, the feelings ,, the subconsiuos COMMUCATION … ¾ of our real commucation is NON VERBAL . your ddeepest inner animals still listens with what is called ……. Heart

 

It is that animal commucation of smell and intuitions , sublte commucation of the animal world that the scientist is just now realizing that we humans still react to ,,, so when the counselor tells you to encoutage a loving relationship with your EX , and it still does not work remember they are living in a THEORIST WORLD .. not the real work of animals ,,, DNA  human animals ….

 

NPR ,,, go to the npr site today and click the link about Puttin – Russia … and understand the diabolical nature of PROGRAMING , of using the following nature of humanity of you ,,,, you want to do GOOD , the right thing so when your MODELS  tell you XY or Z is right and your life time of experience is lacking since at teens years your data banks do not have life experience to campare against , your deep inner nature to learn the RIGHT WAY , will isten to those who you feel may be of benefit to you , yet THE HAVE THEIR OWN MOTIVES . that is the same motive that the pharoh had 10,000 years ago . now leaving the city to tiwst their instincts for the benift confusedly of themselves short term , happiness , instead of realizing the stress of humanity ,, what has been written about since the days of ZHUANGZI  of the Tao …. 3000 years ago , the first attempts to wonder about , to think about , to understand ,, WHAT WENT WRONG , with what feels so good ,.

 

How wet p[ussy my young frind , is your savoir ,, as JON DAVIS  of Korn said it ,,,,,, I see the rise and fall of my salvation ,,, he was referring to the rise and fall of tittys as a girl breaths ….. how is pusy your savior , well if you can wrap your mind around  ALTERNATIVE IDEALS ,,, and then , be proud and disciplined enough to creat the 3 tents and a camel ,,,, then you will be suprized at the girls who willlisten ,,, remember how it is our nature to be followers , but is a MASTER  a follower? Honestly

 

You who claim to be BDSM maters can you see how you most often are just begging for pussy by being DOM ….. the reality of the averages when a DOM/sub relationship gets to the 24/7 level shows again the deepest nature …. Ohhhh yes there are successful DOM/sub 24/7’s LTR’s but again there are succesfull fair tale marriages ,,, remember I talk about 60 percent divorce , and out of the 40 percent over a few of those do find happiness , the average is wrong …. It does nt respect human animal DNA nature …..

 

Over and over , she is a harem animal , who has been PROGRAMMED ot expecet happiness thur the high of lust ,,,, the flood of that first flush of sexual desire we call LOVE ….. and we build our world and that of our real happiness , our childrens smiles on the flush of hormones , of drugs produced by the brain ,,, of the asexually frustrated animal …. Wow that is a fucked up way to create long tern happiness …. 3 tents and a camel … www.instinctualism.org is about getting you a young DIPSHIT , who can read this to think about this to do just that ,,,, be MASTER  of his world and there by give the DOM to the natural subbie in every girl …. In that subbie , she then gets her own castle to be queen of yet with friends to help her and relieve her stress ,,, plus of course the fulfillment of MASLOW HIERACRHY  of needs being met , she can help her child smile aong with the children of her sister wives ….

 

Ohhhh young master why does the female of a haren only give birth every 4 or 5 years , when in human world , because of the 1 on 1 , it had been common to force a female to give birth almost yearly ?   it is ABNORMAL ……. If she can have sex , by letting you have sex with others she will choose the times when she is horinest ,,, and that may not be ….. DURING OVULATION ….. if she is already caring for an infant …. Her deepest inner nature will will guide her sexual desire ,,,, and YES ANAL  sex ….. ANAL sex will allow her to enjoy reciving your passion , feeling her completeion as a woman by making you cum in her ,, they love feeling us cum in them it gives the girl that feeling of being a girl ! ……. So you will find she will choose that ,,,, and the natural human female will actually have less kids thatn you think ,,,, she should have  only 1 every 4 or 5 years , along with her sister wives , the children always have play mates their own ages …

 

DO YOU SEEE UNDERSTAND THE COMPLEXITY DIPSHIT ? this can not be described in a sound bite ,, and since it can not be described in a sound bite it can not be …DEBATED … in common person person debatees .. where we recite RETORICAL the same old sam old , reasons .  

 

 

Her desire to submit

 

Young Master the evidence for the search for the PINK FUZZY HAND CUFFS …. The picture off the cover of Twisted Instinct the theme that runs thru the pages of Twiusted Instinct …. In also to be found in the choice she makes to JUMP into a religion . and some of todays reigons being that they have professionals who study human nature and Pyshic ,. They tool their approach to fulfill this INSTINCT  of the female to find safety ….. AHHH remember the mating behavior page fron www.instinctualism.org about the female gorilla needing to feel ,,, feel comfortable before she starts to warm up to the male and start the sexual interaction ,,,,, it is her always who starts sex , she only belives it is YOU because of the SHAME  driven programmed into minds of us as an animal confusions ….. divide and conquer … keep the faily unit divided the population is in constant stress the population is controllable … INSTA slave for the ecominc machine the top 1 percent ,,,, the other 99 live their lives grasping for the brass ring thinking they have arrived when in fact if they did the actuall book work on their finances they would find themselves in BONDaGE  …….. ohh back to religion

 

It is earching for the ULTIMATE  , thing .person to take reponsiblity finnaly … to protect and blame when things go bad or perceived back ,,, bad as compared to good that is reflected by media , not truthful bad of the animal being …. Which if you create first , understand teach the girl about ,,, create the 3 tents and a camel of my writings over the last almost 2 years ,,,,, thenthe effect of MASLOW’S HIERACHY of needs is fulfilled and she receives that DOM feeling thru you , and and and ,, she gets the keep sharp effect of the sisterhood , she can never take you or her life for granted , because she will no longer be the MONOPLY ,,, you dumbass have studied the effects of MONONPLY  on the free market system correct ? well why would natural selection which is FREE MARJ+KET of the natural world abe any different ,,,, the 1 on 1 ,, the feeling of TRAP  that the I LOVE YOU vow , creates …. Is you giving up and submitting to monopoly …. In the end the SUBTLE  dynaincs creep into your life her life , the childrens life

 

I was talking last night at JAMMIN IN jENSEN to a good man , who said , who felt ,,, whose words ,, all that he had to describe what he felt ,,,, was that ,,, HE WAS A NICE GUY … and because of that the relationship some how fell apart ,,, and w=he was confused because he flet it was because he was so nice that he succeeded , in his attempts to begg for her LOVE …. 9 even though he did not see his actions as begging – not yet give him some time to reprogram – asking and beggin are the same actions and that means some one is in the POSITION  of DOM who is being supplicated to ,,, asked permission of ,,,, he was is … is the submissive , and in the long run that insults the deepest inner nature of the female who like the GORILLA  is searched for the DOM to protect her and her family .

 

I remeinded him about the first few months even that years + where she was not totally sure about his love ,,, or the POWER  of the I LOVE YOU he gave her … that was the subtle effect of competition , but in a negative way ,,, that was forced competition of todays fucked up society ,, that is not the supportive competition of the INSTINCTUALIST  family unit , where yes there is comperitve unpinning , yet the supportive love of a sister hood who wats the whole family to be stable loving for themselves and the children ,,, LTR !

DISHIT MY FRIEND CAN YOU , GRASP THE THEROY?  Can you think for yourself yet , is any of this making any sence ,,,, ? this is a family not divorced yet , because the male does not want his kids RIPPED APART like mine , like she was his wife , so he avoids the home as much as he can , hides in work trying to buy one one smile moe more week or month of smiles ,,,, with the extra money always needing to increase his income to create her smile and thus the smile of the family because ,,,,, A HAPPY WIFE IS A HAPPY LIFE … for hima dn the kids , if she is tressed everyone sufferes , and who does she blame? The man for not being at home ,,, can yuou seee the INSANTIY , the catch22 ……

It is because there isn no ALTERNATIVE …. T=other than 1 on 1 , being gay ,,, or maybe poligmy forced by a relitgon ?   FORCED , is the key …. Instinctualism is CHOICE . everyone understanding thinking and CHOOSING BY FREE WILL . for the best LTR  beinfit to themselves …. And since our REASON for living is actually to see our kids smile ,,,, actually to see other humans smile , and you are a human , the sisterhood is  humans …. Her best interst is to at least explore an instintualist life ,  BUT SHE CAN NOT IF YOU  dumbass , DO NOT BUILD IT FIRST !

 

Ahhh but the church has built one already a fairy tale one ,, of words and magicall promises ,,,, double talk and repeated confusions . since the days of greed first showed up of the attempt to be rich like PHAROH And phaorh’s wife ….. the priests have , sold promises that the ultimate DOM will help those who give money ? why does GOD the creator NEED $$$$ ? 

 

 

The gift of sexual penetration

 

Young master , have ever heard ( I just love NPR radio ) about the gift economy … when white men showed up here the Indians felet the world was big enough for more humans and they had no IDEA  of ownership , the world was a gift they were STEWARD  of …. During the minutes of life ….. so like wise when they gave something to a friend the expectations were for the gift of course to be re gifted and a great story told about how the original giflt was  created by the giver ,,,, so TALL TALES , and entertainment was born thru GIFTING .

 

Ahh but the greed mind set of ROMAN was thickly programmed into the minds of the CHRISTAIN ( again a roman creation ) whites ,, ownership and fear of death RATHER  than enjoyment of the MINUTES of life …. So we have the phrase .. INDIAN GIVER … Indian expected the gifts to flow back and forth , use my gift then give it back and give me somthng to use , when we did not do this they flet anger and we had warfare yet ,, even their concept of warfare and ours was different white men ,,, learned from roman how to destroy ALL LIFE , even women and children , while the natives gor into a rumble … often with the expectation of little loss of life or permenanet damage because if the human male animal got permenantly damaged , handicapped he would most likely die … complex . we feel it to be cruel becaue we fear death .

 

Oooo but what does this have to do with , SEX , with girls getting fucked , with the gift of your HARD COCK  ….. I want so often to bring up ideas to change your programming from the inside out not give you rules of mine but for you to THINK FOR YOURSELF DIFFERENTLY about aspects of your life ……

 

She is built to receive ,,,,,, you are special in that you are built to give …. You are the special one ! oooh but master really feel about how we have been trained to begg for pussy … it is up to us to ask ,, asking is begging ….

 

Now there is myth grown around the facts of .. first nations people divorce ( they had poligmy also and 1 on1 it depened on the amount of GOOD men )  remember that you would have been forced as a teen to go out into the wilderness for 1 year and if you returned you were treated as a MAN ….. remember what I was talking about doing a tour of duty the 15 months of hard work to make the cas to buy the land to get the start of your MASLOW HIERACHY OF NEEDS … taken care of so you avoid the trap of ecominc slavery ? do you understand that ?

 

Well , the girl takes the skins you brought back from that year , and makes a tee pee , it was her house , she created the house … she would break it down when it was time to travel … she used her dogs to drag it it on the rummers to the next camp area ….. you ,, like me can live in a crd board box , we can live aboard a boat in that fiberglass cabin …. We can live under the stars , babies , can not they need protection from the elements …. Think about hings , dumbass , I bank on GOOD MAN in you to think not just follow some plan by someone else … NOPE , you gotta think for your self ….

 

If the brave became a shit head , she just put his stuff outside the tent saying go away ….. dick head ….. sign of not a good man … simple over done …. The gift of your hard cock is not worth the price of your ATTITUDE …. Or whatever …. Bad man … not you dumbass !

 

You are a ggod man , you created 3 tents a gifted them to the girls , they get to live with you , they get electric , houses , real human food in the way you planted multitude of fruit and nut trees and the chickens ( chickes are so fucking cool just given a place to live and they will give to you …. Animal  Food proteins ) the girl knows that she will not have the GIFT OF HARD COCK  , if she is a bitch , she has to be nice or else the other sister will get all the attentions ,, and she will , be nice , because the stress of HAVE NOT BE .. is not there since she is not the only ,,,, 1 … she has the friendship of the 3 sisterhood , so the times of the month when she not really social she can be unsocial with out GUILT …. There are 2 other girls who will be social with you the GOOD MAN and the children also , it is cruel to the children and the females toe xpect them to be nice and good mommmys everyday when in fact they are hormonialy designed to be unsocial for a few days every MONTH …

Now the myth of the 1 on 1 in the FIRST NATIONS PEOPLE  society … remember natural selection … if you did not live your 1 year alone in the wilderness … you died , you broke your legg and later that night wolves found your boken ass and in those few seconds as their teeth tore your flesh you felt extreme pain then the ENDORPHINES  kicked in and you left this life to return into the TAO ……  ok , so 1 male less for the tribe ….. when you were in your 20’s and hunting you slipped off the bank of the rocky riever banged your head difted down stream in your passed out state and drowned 1 less male ,,,,,, your wife would have grieving time under the protection of your brother/s and very possilbey become wife to one of them …. Or depending on the supply opg good men she would attract another good man , to bring her meat and skins … HOW WOULD SHE ATTRACT YOU? 

 

Rmember I … philip Vandermude ,,, know I can live under the stars , I an a MAN ,,,,, how about you dipshit ever done your 15 month tour of duty PROVEN REAL MANHOOD ? to your self ? not just bought the image of manhood by getting a redneck cadillac a big truck .  how about you in todays world ? but if you gotta beg for pussy instead of the pussy attracting you … how is the dynamics currently in your life ?

 

Is it you who is putting pictures of your dick on the internet …. Dumbass rmeber she can get hard cock everyday when ever whe wants ,,,, just by going to any place where there is males , getting clse to one guy , and touching atalking to hima dn with in minutees ,,, she can have all the COCK she wants ,, she does not have to search out hard on on the internet like we do PUSSY ,,, no she does not have to ask ….. of begg . she seduces … ARE YOU WORHTHY  of seduction ? just for a ride in your truck? Well maybe it does work … but it is the trapp of buying the smile which if you study dipshit is the confused basis for future divorces ….. think think think .  

 

 

No what you want to

 

Young master how can you KNOW what you want until you NO what you do not want , did you get the use of KNOW and NO , to do this you need to do something called thinking , it is hard to think when you are hard and alone … all your body is screaming is I NEED PUSSY ,, so again you put your dick on the internet in hopes that will attract pussy …… the basic human drives .

 

Now how long have you been doing this? How long have you been adking girls out? How long have you been watching the people around you BURN THEIR HANDS ON THE STOVE ,….. of the 1 on 1 ,,,,,, how long have you been ?

 

Doing really alternative things will seem hard at first , the idea of giving up dating for 15 months , sounds extreme,,, not COOL at all , but dumbass , look at the long term results of doing things the same old way , of BURNING YOUR HANDS on the stove of 1 on 1 , if need be dig into the imensence body of art ,,, of western cuture and then realize most of it has been created because of the expression of pain that is the nature of the TWISTED INSTINCT  of the 1 on 1 the fairy tale of love , the idea of ownership and gredd , instead of family and gifting ….. the gift of your hardness your sperm ,,, your desire to protect ….. the CAVE MAN WHICH YOU ARE .

 

But to choose to create a new life style which in reality is enons old … but new so old it is new …. Can be hard it is truethfully living outside the box ….. and remember the vast number of girls really in the world ,,, and how instead of showing pictures of your COCK on the internet you will be showing pictures of your 3 tents and a camel , describing your self , wthe land the houses , ( 3 single family homes not ego sized but human sized ,,, living is meant to be done a lot out doors inside was meant for sleeping and protection from RAIn … temporary living not living in front of a TV)

 

If the pic’s were now showing things like your ,,,, hands on experience with not just theory but reality , the girls who know nothing of HUMAN LIVING ,feel comfortable because they have a caring MASTER  to teach them to depend on ,,, they have a REAL MAN …. Dipshit spend some of your jack off time skinning the blogs of the girls ,

 

Read past the PROGRAMING ,, realize the girls have never been exposed to an INSTINCTUAL  man , so the life they have been able to choose up till meeting you , is different than the CONCEPTS , the newer dreams of life after …. After meeting you online and taking time for themselves also … also to re-program to think out side the box and then maybe even meet you face to face human to human ….

 

Myself  2 years later ( yet without the real land and homes yet , but that is coming my house will sell I will move )  after having written a book putting my foto on it , writing blogs ,,,, to the world ( AND THNAK YOU WORLD FOR READING MY CONFUSING WORDS ) walking thru my city seeing customers and friends awho I know have my book , and read my blogs ,,, I not hiding . I myself still find myself feeling …….. uncertain , it is mainly because I have not the 3 homes yet …. The reality only theory …

 

Building the 3 homes for you will give you a sence of PRIDE  that theory can not . you will have hard facts to invite family friends total strangers and future girlsfriends out to see,,,, pride …. Something really LATERNATIVE , not just a new piercing or tattoo or someflashy thing for a car or truck …. All thing any one can purchase ,,, but building the WWW.INSTINCTUALISM .ORG  compound … ahhhhh there is a STATEMENT !

 

An answer to the pain and confusion that is written in the writings of nice confused girls everywhere ,,, and you dipshit have the DNA  solution to their pain ,,, the hope for a different life . but dumbass it may take you time searching thru the words of my blogs back ward thru the years , but remember each reading is a RE PROGRAMING  for yourself ,,, treating the illnesss of the fairy tale forced into your mind since you were born .

 

The myspace collection is the most complete series of bogs on line …. Go back to the writing about the PATRIOTIC PERVERT …. To think about PASSIVE SOLAR  design etc . then you study on line about these theory it will not take , stopp getting high for a while , stopp searching for peon ,, or going to MASTRUBATORY … dating sites ,,,, and plan something real . but remember re progrmaing takes time …..

 

But realize , thing like bi sexual girls , lesbians , polyamory ,,,, the multitude of alternative relationships tyles BDSM etc … all are OUR collective human attempt to answer the question WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIING WRONG ?  but I hope you dumbass are now thinking about your DNA ……. And wht do you feel , what does the animal side of your brain tell you , the side without words ,the intutuion side , the feeling side ?   the more you KNOW , the more you can say NO to what is not right for your deepest inner self your animal DNA you.

 

 

Th Pen as a Sword

 

Young Master , do not be afraid to stand up and be counted , to be the cave man at the front of the cave and die for what is right  , the protection of your family ,,, unfortunately I am sure the insanty of the FAIRY TALE world that world of theory not , DNA intututions ,,,, is at times many many times coming into you and fucking with you , hell it has programmed you to auch agreat extent for you to foget your own INSTINCUTALNESS ….

 

So I ways , the only sword you maybe able to Wield will be that of the pen , young MASTER  be not a fraid to do just that BE YOUR Warrior SELF , even in the face of ,,, subtle manipulations … for me I am a rriving on an event of 3 years ago… a time when I was still truthfully attempting to jump thru all the HOOPS  of the fairy tale one more time …… and my MASLOWS HIERARCHY ONF NEEDS  was in stress , two hurricaines … the fucking impossible 2 CAT 3 hurricaines in 1 years hitting the same town , theye os that storm going over your home … twice in 1 year , ,,, for me 12 years earlier to have ANDREW destroy my companies a dn home I thought was enough for a life …. But no …

 

Writing , writing with out fear because what you write young master is not based in anger but based in the only course a TRUE MAN could do … the course of searching for the best for his FAMILY ,,, protective GORILLA ….hmmm to just be come violent ? well the net return on the investment of Voilence is not good . ahhhhhh

 

But hat about the old wisdom of and EYE for an EYE  ….. hmmmm in fact Granma used to do thing just like with the kids some times to hekp the young ones learn to seee the effects of what they are doing just in case the kids DO NOT REALY UNDERSTAND ….. human adults do it to other adults … in many ways ,,,, the old SO there … see if you like it thing ! ….. hmmmmmm sometimes it maybe all that your inner animal can come up with ,,, but why do it , because sometimes it is the only way you can do , it ,,, it being anything OTHER THAN SUBMIT ,

 

Submission is not your nature young master ….. those years ago in that time of stress , when after not being able to get counseling appt for the family unit etc etc etc ,,, I called the government for help DCF ! ahhhhhhh what a lovely nightmare of subtle contro they were ,,, the threat the use of taking away my kids …… taking away my kids because you the government took them AWAY because I called you ? for hekp as was recorded in the phone call ( LUCKLY )   AHHHH so when I wieled the sword of the pen , and the eyes of the governors office came down on the local POWERFUL …. The local female control based network …. They threatened this MAN , the caveman searching for away to help his family ….. because he HAD BEEN LIED  to by the world and told that  A FAIRY TALE was real ! this cave stuggled in every way a good cave man wouiild to find answers to create SMILES ….. AND AS HISTORY HAS SHOWN ,,, the brave do DIE sometimes defending the cave ….. if I feared death then I would never have lived thelife I have the jobs I chose or even the recreations ….

 

Write young master ,,, write , write .. write …. If your intent is for the good in the end ….. then to not write is to live like a coward and face 1000 deaths of your spirit in EACH SUBMISSION . ( now understand shit for brains ……. It can go what seems like in the short term to be terribly wrong ,,,, but dumbass that is warfare my friend … not with pains … that is the fear of fighting off th pack of wolves with a spear at the mouth of the cave in protection of what is you … your real you … DNA )  ahhhhh so today is still wield my sword day after …… and you cut by it . bleed  your thinking your programming and when you heal I hope the action of thinking may create a new stronger and better YOUNG MASTER . ( oooh dcf gave back my kids asap but in the end so that they would not be destroyed by continued struggle with their mom and granma ….. I did the whole Wisdom of Solomon and cutting the baby better the baby is alive and with someone else than TORN apart …. Can not say it still does not hurt ? and that I write so that you … young master my be able to think outside of box , come up with your new stronger better ideas not my words but your deepest of inner wisdoms …… I beli8ev in that inner cave man the harem animal …… the GOOD MAN in you dipshit ! )

 

 

Like lovebirds

 

Young master , listen to this comparision ..pf the fairy tale time of new lovers and the againg fairly tale image of …. BIRD ? how long ago did our DNA the DNA of the mamamal  branch off from the Dna of dinosaurs  which became birds …?

 

But that detail is not as important as learning , from the past dumbass ,,, not just ignoring ,,,, ohhh but it feels good ,, so ignore the facts of the future …… hell I hear creack feels , goo also ,,, but I have seen the facts about the future of ignoring the truth behind the FEELING OF GOODNESS ….. but why should we ignore the facts of the fairy TLAE of love? Just because every one else says we should ,,, do it just because mom and dad did , and they are happy ? or idivocred ,,,, or living in quiet desperations ,,,, self medicating their way thru ,,, EXSISITANCE ,,,, ohhh but life is supposed to hard only exsisitance ,,,, no , no .. no …. Again I watch the animals thecats outside , who play in society ,,, hunt and beg food from me , but life is not to be hard it is to be relaxing enjoyed with family and friends …. Sure there are times when work must be done but on average there is enough to go around …..  DO NOT BRING UP DEER . they are the forage animal of a class of predatory animals which we humans killed off and displaced , then we STOPPED living up to the niche of being the Deers primary predetor ….  You cry ohh poor bambi while you eat your beef jerky , your subway combo , your hamburger or steak ….. over an over you eat with out the FEELING the reality of the kill ….

 

Ohhh the beauty of love ,,,,, you enjoy the high of that love without the reality of the life you will really live …..

 

So people tell me stopp looking at the negative ,,,, ok I will stop looking at the negative , can I ask you ,,,, Do you have a lighter so I can spark up this CRACK ROCK ?  ….. come on ,,,, do you not prepare for the future in many ways ,,,, but not with LOVE yet ,,, the pain of love the confusion of love will be the biggest force which drives you to hide in the Bliss of crack or herion , or beer …. Of the never ending           MENTAL HEALTH …. Addictions beeter for a while back in therapy again , back on a nwer medication ….

 

Hey you do not agree with me then why waste you time talking to me , it is not like I have not this 2 years body of works people every topic you bbring up I do explore and over and over the WISDOM of the Taoist SAGe comes back ,,,,,,, the way  of nature …… the evidence of problems dates back 10,000 years …. And you want to ignore it because they look like some fucking birds you read about in a book ?

 

Shut up phil they are happy ….. hey I do not force any one to listen to me , they did not have to interact with me , it was their choice …. And if they FEEL …. If their animals side is talking to thems ,, if the wisdom of their own past experiences is talking to them ,,,, who am I to stop ,,,, that ? ……….. I am all about love what you think the POLY  will be cold without the chemicals reactions of love?

 

See , this is the evidence of the GREED ow ownership which is your fairy tale of love … woman ….. you do not want him to LOVE  another girl ,,,, ohh he can have sex , but not FEEEL for another female to the level he FELT for you ,,, if that happens you will be OK with the poly ( maybe ) ……. Ohhhhh girl how confused can you get ,,, how subltly you fuck things up over and over ,,,, and yet call yourself SUBMISSIVE . but the sublte dynamics of control , run thru your viens ,,,, like the venom of a SNAKE  ,,, wow the story tellers of years ago ,  just think become friends agin with the truth about your DNA ,,, not the GREED of the last 10,000 years the wanting to be the Queen to Pharoh , it was that Fairy Tale which … brought out your greed female …. Feel the truth ,,, not the drug flowing thru your viens ,,, self generated drugs …. Hormonial highs ….

 

 

Ooooh Ate

 

Young Master , what will this year be for you , what was the last year …. Didi you begin the process of Id’ing your personel NO’s ,,, how can you KNOW you wants … with ouNO’ing your .. don’t wants ?and to do that you gotta think dipshit ,,, and I hope in my small way I have brought new ideas to your brain …… those neww ideas will effect you in this new year …. Of forming ROCKETS OF DESIRE … resuts of saying NO

 

The whole idea of coming from the ALL possible into an experience of limited possible …. Is based on the use of …. NO ….. saying no to experiencing everything always all the time simultanioulsy ,,,, you said NO to that some years ago ,,, you said NO to remembering the facts of BEYOND PYSHICS …. So that you could have experience like being an HUMAN ANIMAL …..

 

Do you now remember that you are an NAIMAL a DNA animal , and with that built into your cell structure something deper than the FAIRY TALE  of your programming ,, can you feel ? Feel the NO’s and from them the Rockets of Desire ?

 

For me ’06 was opening my eyes still ,,,,, form the Dream state , the fairy tale ,,,, ’07 was testing ,,,, and finding that the theory of 05 and 06 were credible … there was something to my DNA instincts … 07 has been a great year a wonderful year filled with real LOVE and REAL family learning ,,,,, now from the NO’s experienced in 07 … the YES’s of 08 are being LIVED .

 

’08 . buying a Tango ,,,, my broken toy ,, my concept car ,, the HIGH EFFIECIENCY SMALL FOOT PRINT TRANSPOTATION DEVISE …. An ESFPTD …… that is as hard to say as the other .  I am happy with my 7000 dollar purchase my green statement ,,, explore it for yourself at … www.rtmgroupinc.com …. Next is the fact of me …leaving the fairy tale of happiness thru money ,,, yes money is important but …. It is not real happiness , the high of spending and buying are just drugs ,,,, the use of money to create , stability allows for the baic happiness of the NALSOS HIERACHY ON NEEDS  to kick in there by allowing more stable happiness to flourish ….. is ALLOWED … the understanding of my happiness is in the creation of the stable territory , … the ALLOWING …. Of love to come to me , if she WANTs TO …… not trying … but allowing . I do my MALE JOB ,,,, and then ALLOW m life to reward me .

 

still of course the programming creeps in , I have been trained well …. I feel the pain of the loss of 200,000 dollars of PAPER  profit , but , I have to remember times when my sticls had crashed and I lost tons’s of money , …. When my companies got destroyed and the insurances I banked on failed me …. Depending on others for my happiness …. Hmmm the core of co-dependance … so ingrained into our lives we do not even realize it ? so to cash out …… is to really cash it

 

the change in my house hold expenses , will cahgnge so dramatically as to realize a return on investment a recovery of the 200,000 in paper losses to be recovered in reality or paper again ,,,,, with in about 6 years not a bad return on investment .  The decrease in stress level , because I will no longer try to make a woman happy ……. Try to make her happy ,,, as much as give her the security that she has the OPPURUTUNITY  finnaly to create her own LTR , deepest true happiness and friendship and family structure and examples …. Showing to her own family her own offspring that other options in living are available ……… and … she has the freedom ,,, to TRY THEM ,,, not ofrced to live them ,,, but allowed thru my choice to create , not the OPPURUTUNITY ,… to try something that was not AVAILBALE BEFORE …………….. ME .

 

this is ’08 ………. Becoming what I feel is the tures of my male nature , like the silver back gorilla …… and most other harem males , the protection of a stable territory ,,, then recieivng the thankyou fo the family … which is the smiles and laughfter of safe healthy children …. The sexual desire of … comfortable unstressed  females who freely choose to live in the territory of the DOM MALE …..  the female unstressed able and desiring to enjoy the reall HUMAN RECREATION …. What is real recreation ,,,, RE – creating … how do humans re – create?     What does the basic animal find pleasurable .?  before TV ? before the creation of BEER  , or shopping malls ? and larger bank accounts ? what was RE creation to the human anmimal 3.3 million years ago ,,, what is STILL FUN and desirable to do today for FUN …… what ?   sex 

( npr today ,, real human foods , are green leaves and fruits , with seeds and meats for seasons of lack – winter , seeds and meats which evolved into the diet of warfare , and soldiers because of ecomonics of armys , eventually the food industry of today where we purchase food like produscts )

 

fucking or friends

 

Young master , remember this fact of your pasts , when you got a new girlfriend what were you doing most oftent with that new JOY TOY? Huh? Honestly if you were to compare the time you used to psend out fishing or hanging with the guys your friends ,,, you were now spending that time licking pussy ? the sound of her pleasure gave you EMMENSE highs of feeling powerful , and when you fucked her after getting that pussy good and hot … and she got excited begging GOD for more ,, thanking GOD for being a girl once more ….. when she was like that did you wish you were hanging with your friends?

 

I mean you will be forced tne next day to go to work and hang out with dirty hariy smelly men …… your Buds … yep great I will spend 40 hours  week with you ,,, but I would love to spend the other other hours fucking and later if that fucking brings about babies , you will love just watching that baby smile as they explore the safe world you created for it . and later you will fuck the mother of that baby again ,,, enojoyint the realization she has that …..she likes getting fucked … in fact THANKS GOD ….over and over ….

 

So when I realize reltaionahip after real;tionship that she becomes my social life …. I cool man …..i got it I am socializing with my buds with males hour after hour in my work ….. after work I do not want that , I do not want to hang out with guys drunk at a bar …..BUT WHY DO girls feel that you gotta go hang with your friends …socialize with your buds like girls do ….. OHHHH  this is after the 1 on 1 coolls ,,, after she cools …. When in fact you should be fucking your other wives ….. the cooling down is normal in the 1 on 1 …

 

That fast and furious sexual activity of the beginning of our common relationships is result of sexual frustration being released  , sometimes it is the sub conscious effort of the female animal to HOOK a male …. Sometimes planned by a woman …. Often just the sexual relaease of our sexual repressions ,,, remember the Bonobo chimp we are not totally like them yet related they have sex every 2 hours on average …. Day after day after week after year ,, fucking or atleast engaged in sexuala ctivitys every 2 hours ,,,, eat , play ,, touch . gorillas also very touching eat play tlk and touch groom , and be sexuall a lot also  you are not exactly Gorilla in all aspects nor chimp nor bonobo , you are human , yet you are DNA an APE ….. look at our bones …

 

So , when a girl thinks the way to stabilize her cooling down relationship is to get her male involved in outside friendships once more like she is now doing ……….. she is again fucking up …. The girl needs that socialization much more that LONE MALES , she for 3.3 million years lived in a harem … I got together with other males and counted spears and counted buffalo ,,,, we were silent hunters ,,, cleaned and butchered the game animals , then went home to fuck our wives ….. me to my tents circle my brother father cousin or friend to his tent circle …. Dam to many girls just for get the NaTURE  of nature . WHY because we have forgot that we are DNA part of the natural world we are not ,,,, some exclusive creation of god outside of the world we live in …. Like we have be PROGRAMED to believe .

 

Programming you while you were young to the point that an Educated teacher can not use the word EVOLUTION but has to say ,,,, biological changes over time ….. biological changes over time … in fact if the teacher uses a word that mean just that ,, the PROGRMED , classroom police ,,, the christian youth will , report the teacher to the GESTAPO ….. young master you and your age has been sutly programmed mind control , repeated with the Fairy tale as its evidence ? that is evidence … a story created to divide and conwuer OCCUPIED cultures that Rome wanted to absorb …. The sme tools used today

 

Think about the Collesium sports football ,,, the galidators entertaining the population while they poising themselves with drug ( beer ) into mindless Zombies , easy to create sublte control over populations that will follow the lead of greedy ,, the rules who generation after generation rise from the general populations ,, that 1 percent who think more about their ownselves than for the common good , actually they represent a birth defect …. A percentage that does not think first about total welfare but their own welfare first . think about history disphit ….. freedom of shoice is just that and you have the right to choose to act create a life outside of the common effects of general programming …. If you want to .

 

 

Mostly true

 

Young master ripping yourself apart is not easy and not perfect but do it .

 

Deb , I am sorry I caused you pain , accept it or not , I did go to Michelly’s to see if you arrived , just in case you had a n acceident and that is why you did not answer your phone and when I saw that you were safe I left , mad.

 Now when Julie compared last night my re- actions to the feelings and things that happen .. I reply here and now , when I leave because of a fight , I feel they are different , leaving after a fight is escaping a trap so that no more hurt will be created.

 

Ok , would the events that I will write about ,  have happened in a poly family. Would I have had the support of other sisterhood to go over my ideas and feelings over the last few months and upon coming acrross what I READ as XYZ ,,, when coming back home from finding that you were safe , I would have had some one to talk to when I got home last night and I could depend that person or persons on to talk to you , to tell you why I feel XYZ …. Think about that young master .

 

I say last few months , you re- assure me over and over that you will try my life style to come , you re peat that you may leave … and I say over and over all I want is your happiness ( last night I was hurt but I left after Proving your safety .. left you to your happiness , without conflict .

 

We both love each other we will indure certain pains to help the other be happiest they can be in the end for them …

 

Michelly is she your  friend or your lover , and will you hide a relationship from me ? .  YES you will will you do something I would not like and hide it  , kind of hide the activity as not to hurt me ,,, yes you will , THANKYOU , FOR CONSIDERING MY FEELINGS ,  and understand that I say nothing because of my love for you … you must have freedom to choose options without stress . (Shelly is single sexually experiemental in that she has choosen to experiement outside her race and of the age to be expected to be bi-sexual , no one is an angel I am not you are not our kids are not)

 

Yet I must admit to feeling USED at times , ( hell I am no angel I have feelings I am sure you feel hurt about my not finding you my 1 and only  ) but I suppress what I can till I create the compound that I believe will allow me to be more openly truthfull and allow you to be the most truthfull you cn be , not , half in 1 on 1 and half Harem like we live now ….

 

 When dancing came up , I expressed my feelings , so you  told me you were going to a concert , leaving me and what we had planned  to go with michelly , to an other show , ok , but it was when you talked later about dancing of course ,, my mind ,,, changed the whole event in my memeory into an event that equates with … pain .,,,,,,, you go to a choclate party , and do not come home for hours late ( I do not freak , you safe and local ) but when I hear HEMMINGWAYS ….. my idea about the night changes …….. the sound of the I love you’s I hear when you talk on the phone to Shelly at times sound ???? …like the I love you’s of lover to lover … after what can be seen as untruthfulness so far in reality of actions , the sleep overs , the push for a sleep over in fact .. almost stressfull when brought up in your voice … well become the cheating , male or female it is still cheating face to face flesh to flesh ,,, real person to real person , emotional support and friendship to emotional support and friendship … your happiness is what is most important , the words I repeat to myself at every hurt . ….. ok I cheat when I jack off ? you were gone I and used picturesthe movies we have  to cheat , yes …. But a shell of cheating but cheating …

 

now after there was a GOOD LOGICAL change in our trip for XMAS …. A good change I was and am happy for you . ( young master men read sports illustrated , car and driver field and stream  ,,, women read woman mags look at the covers the topics ,, the soprt of girls is to understand men and look pretty so …… my READERS ARE GIRLS . yet I am very happy when I see some guy down loading 100’s of pages of my work … but still on friends lists stie after site  99 perecnt are girls )

I request female readers ….. site after site … just to open my reader base and I  hope with the opening of the female minds the TALK between male and female can happen a … girls can delvelop new ROCKETS  of desire because of my words .

 

So weeks ago after the change in our trip ,, when I went to do a Browse , and I found that the last Browse on the search was for MEN  in their 40’s in Colombia SC. …. I honestly got hurt , and felt used . the manipulation about dancing  ealier in the month was enough the wondering whether Shelly was Deb’s lover was growing already  , yet my concern is and was , for your ending happiness with or without me . just be happy … but I start to feel lied to and used and played , LIKE A FOOL .  but I remeind myself over and over your happiness is what must me most important your future with or with out me , build a life for you here I try , with or with out me your happiness ,,, I see myself writing more about  young master being alone for 15 to 18 months , that is me prepping for living alone with 3 homes some where , while I create ways to talk face to face some day to the world . . that way young master does not get into the problem what I am living in .. loving and caring for a woman who is lieing , but I still want her happiness so , I suppress it ….. what if she comes back saying but you miss understand what was happening , what will I do ,,, ? say I am worng sure what ever so that she feels … happy I will say whatever I think she wants to hear . the 1 on 1 efect .

 

So that , knowing that she is looking for now , not just a female lover her and dancing here with other men ( dancing is sexual to me it is her with other men in a mating ritual )  but planning to meet men in Columbia … maybe she is planning to return to live close to her family smart idea ,,, I want her to be ahppy …. I suppress it . for weeks and all the time she is gone . up there … meeting who she has planned to meet …….

 

So when I find her safely in town after a long trip , yet not thinking about calling  cell or home line  ,,,, I BREAK . and lock her out of the house . who knows maybe she wanted to ……. Spend the night with her lover ? when I drove past her lovers home earlier after worrying that she was an hour late already with no call and I see all the lights on at that house ,, I wonder is she there already ? , then when I go to make sure whether she arrived safely in town … to see whether she is safe  and find the lights out … and that Debbie was there… I can think only that what the evidence trail has ,, given me to think … she is with her lover after being with some other guys in Colombia …. And in my hurt I lock the door just in case …. She does come home , she will understand there is a PROBLEM … we will have to talk some how , some time ….

 

Not fight but talk …… becaue I do want her to be happy with or without me … but I feel manipulated , and used ,,, but I allow it because I want her to be ahppy .. but what and how would this have palyed out if these last few months had gone on while she and I were sharing our lives with , other girls who by CHOICE , were together as a HARME  family . would I have had the support of the other females who cared about me and cared about Debbie … to help me feel happier about Debbie’s actions on her own behalf to form the ROCKETs of her desire and then put her human foot forward toward that rocket ….

 

But alone in the 1 on 1 ,,, not only myself but Debbie ,, we both have to lie to each other because we both honestly care about each other , but me must also , do what we must do to make ourselves happy while , tryiin ,, trying to create a life where the other is happy as long as possible .

 

Young master can you feel this in any thing from your past ? guess what it will happen again and again …. Women wonder why we males ,, eventually blow up and get mad about them having affairs and it is the evidence trail that our male minds READ ….. men and women are different … over and over I repeat that theme … and in the 1 on 1 ,,,it will come to a stressful head on fight .  

 

 

A great fuck

 

Young master the stress of a fight can create the opt of great sex , now that I will ink to the history of your DNA later but let me expose my life , my folly ….. my real problems because the THEME’s are ones you will ,,, yes you will live ….. and to find that me and my DEB each created our own pains ….

 

For Deb she did a classic female thing ,,, say hse wants one thing and expect me to do otherwise because of my GREED for her ….. she wanted a fairy tale response frome and got , and true deep loving response , real unconditional …… and we had one hell of a fight because ….. we here understand  your mind dipshit ,,,, the building of Assumptions because of INTUITION … ( I was wrong but not as wrong as I could have been )

 

Mostly true

 

Young master ripping yourself apart is not easy and not perfect but do it .

 

Deb , I am sorry I caused you pain , accept it or not , I did go to Michelly’s to see if you arrived , just in case you had a n acceident and that is why you did not answer your phone and when I saw that you were safe I left , mad.

 Now when Julie compared last night my re- actions to the feelings and things that happen .. I reply here and now , when I leave because of a fight , I feel they are different , leaving after a fight is escaping a trap so that no more hurt will be created.

 

Ok , would the events that I will write about ,  have happened in a poly family. Would I have had the support of other sisterhood to go over my ideas and feelings over the last few months and upon coming acrross what I READ as XYZ ,,, when coming back home from finding that you were safe , I would have had some one to talk to when I got home last night and I could depend that person or persons on to talk to you , to tell you why I feel XYZ …. Think about that young master .

 

I say last few months , you re- assure me over and over that you will try my life style to come , you re peat that you may leave … and I say over and over all I want is your happiness ( last night I was hurt but I left after Proving your safety .. left you to your happiness , without conflict .

 

We both love each other we will indure certain pains to help the other be happiest they can be in the end for them …

 

Michelly is she your  friend or your lover , and will you hide a relationship from me ? .  YES you will will you do something I would not like and hide it  , kind of hide the activity as not to hurt me ,,, yes you will , THANKYOU , FOR CONSIDERING MY FEELINGS ,  and understand that I say nothing because of my love for you … you must have freedom to choose options without stress . (Shelly is single sexually experiemental in that she has choosen to experiement outside her race and of the age to be expected to be bi-sexual , no one is an angel I am not you are not our kids are not)

 

Yet I must admit to feeling USED at times , ( hell I am no angel I have feelings I am sure you feel hurt about my not finding you my 1 and only  ) but I suppress what I can till I create the compound that I believe will allow me to be more openly truthfull and allow you to be the most truthfull you cn be , not , half in 1 on 1 and half Harem like we live now ….

 

 When dancing came up , I expressed my feelings , so you  told me you were going to a concert , leaving me and what we had planned  to go with michelly , to an other show , ok , but it was when you talked later about dancing of course ,, my mind ,,, changed the whole event in my memeory into an event that equates with … pain .,,,,,,, you go to a choclate party , and do not come home for hours late ( I do not freak , you safe and local ) but when I hear HEMMINGWAYS ….. my idea about the night changes …….. the sound of the I love you’s I hear when you talk on the phone to Shelly at times sound ???? …like the I love you’s of lover to lover … after what can be seen as untruthfulness so far in reality of actions , the sleep overs , the push for a sleep over in fact .. almost stressfull when brought up in your voice … well become the cheating , male or female it is still cheating face to face flesh to flesh ,,, real person to real person , emotional support and friendship to emotional support and friendship … your happiness is what is most important , the words I repeat to myself at every hurt . ….. ok I cheat when I jack off ? you were gone I and used picturesthe movies we have  to cheat , yes …. But a shell of cheating but cheating …

 

now after there was a GOOD LOGICAL change in our trip for XMAS …. A good change I was and am happy for you . ( young master men read sports illustrated , car and driver field and stream  ,,, women read woman mags look at the covers the topics ,, the soprt of girls is to understand men and look pretty so …… my READERS ARE GIRLS . yet I am very happy when I see some guy down loading 100’s of pages of my work … but still on friends lists stie after site  99 perecnt are girls )

I request female readers ….. site after site … just to open my reader base and I  hope with the opening of the female minds the TALK between male and female can happen a … girls can delvelop new ROCKETS  of desire because of my words .

 

So weeks ago after the change in our trip ,, when I went to do a Browse , and I found that the last Browse on the search was for MEN  in their 40’s in Colombia SC. …. I honestly got hurt , and felt used . the manipulation about dancing  ealier in the month was enough the wondering whether Shelly was Deb’s lover was growing already  , yet my concern is and was , for your ending happiness with or without me . just be happy … but I start to feel lied to and used and played , LIKE A FOOL .  but I remeind myself over and over your happiness is what must me most important your future with or with out me , build a life for you here I try , with or with out me your happiness ,,, I see myself writing more about  young master being alone for 15 to 18 months , that is me prepping for living alone with 3 homes some where , while I create ways to talk face to face some day to the world . . that way young master does not get into the problem what I am living in .. loving and caring for a woman who is lieing , but I still want her happiness so , I suppress it ….. what if she comes back saying but you miss understand what was happening , what will I do ,,, ? say I am worng sure what ever so that she feels … happy I will say whatever I think she wants to hear . the 1 on 1 efect .

 

So that , knowing that she is looking for now , not just a female lover her and dancing here with other men ( dancing is sexual to me it is her with other men in a mating ritual )  but planning to meet men in Columbia … maybe she is planning to return to live close to her family smart idea ,,, I want her to be ahppy …. I suppress it . for weeks and all the time she is gone . up there … meeting who she has planned to meet …….

 

So when I find her safely in town after a long trip , yet not thinking about calling  cell or home line  ,,,, I BREAK . and lock her out of the house . who knows maybe she wanted to ……. Spend the night with her lover ? when I drove past her lovers home earlier after worrying that she was an hour late already with no call and I see all the lights on at that house ,, I wonder is she there already ? , then when I go to make sure whether she arrived safely in town … to see whether she is safe  and find the lights out … and that Debbie was there… I can think only that what the evidence trail has ,, given me to think … she is with her lover after being with some other guys in Colombia …. And in my hurt I lock the door just in case …. She does come home , she will understand there is a PROBLEM … we will have to talk some how , some time ….

 

Not fight but talk …… becaue I do want her to be happy with or without me … but I feel manipulated , and used ,,, but I allow it because I want her to be ahppy .. but what and how would this have palyed out if these last few months had gone on while she and I were sharing our lives with , other girls who by CHOICE , were together as a HARME  family . would I have had the support of the other females who cared about me and cared about Debbie … to help me feel happier about Debbie’s actions on her own behalf to form the ROCKETs of her desire and then put her human foot forward toward that rocket ….

 

But alone in the 1 on 1 ,,, not only myself but Debbie ,, we both have to lie to each other because we both honestly care about each other , but me must also , do what we must do to make ourselves happy while , tryiin ,, trying to create a life where the other is happy as long as possible .

 

Young master can you feel this in any thing from your past ? guess what it will happen again and again …. Women wonder why we males ,, eventually blow up and get mad about them having affairs and it is the evidence trail that our male minds READ ….. men and women are different … over and over I repeat that theme … and in the 1 on 1 ,,,it will come to a stressful head on fight . 

 

Now that blog should have been posted yesterday , but because of an agreement between DEB and I things like that will not be published without discussion , and actually using the writing was my way of …. Forming what I wanted to say to her …. Her response was to , tell me in her way , what I heard , was that she was hurt , she had tried so hard for so long to be the BEST ,,, she  had jumped thru my hoops … etc etc .. etc ….and it worked I felt terrible about her being  sad ,,, the TEARS effects , the weapon of the female ,,, it works they know it ,,,.so . everything changed and the discusiion turned around to how terrible I am …kinda ?  terrible for not seeing her as being good ,,,

I NEVER SSAID SHE WAS NOT A GREAT BEYOND COMPARABLE TO . woman or that I did not love her very deeply ,,, unconditionally like in the blog and romantically as a possession /greed ( YET I SUBDUE THAT LOVE  of greed in favor for true unconditional love )

 

She asked to stop at her friends house , but deep inside she wanted me to be GREEDY and say NO COME HOME I MISS YOU ….. so she set up the conditions that ended up in me being hurt and the door being lockied and us feeling more confused …… all events that help each of us with the 5 points got to www.instinctualism.org .. the 5 things you do to clarify your real wants in life . .. she wanted an expression of fairy tale love all the while receiving the long lating truest deep cuncondtional love …. Of humanity .

 

Now on her defense , she is not in an affair ,,, with either a male or female ,,, even though she does admit to talking about starting a bi-sexual affair but her friend was not interested …. Hmmmm interesting was my INTUITION picking up then on that ? sycronicity they say ? the male search was for an old sick friend … OK fine . but the dancing part , the make effect on me , she reminded me I said OK about it 2 months ago , she also reminded herself it I did effect me even to say OK , it was a painful day …. But yesterday because the reply she gave me was mainly about how much she had tried to prove her love for me ,,, we never touched on the topic …. Of hiding her nights of going dancing ,,, I write about it as LIEING which makes a person defensive ….  Later that day I heard a country song about , a guy getting locked out of the house because of his girl thinking he was cheating ( which he was ) … so I felt a little better about my choice to lock her out when I was feeling that she was cheating . a common reaction I guess ….

 

But after we talked , I must admit I do lover her …. I have since the first day I sw her … I still ,, I did while I thought she had a lover … only ever do I want her to find happiness and peace .

 

She admits to knowing that I would take the sign out of the yard , to stop my progress toward a POLY life to prove my love for her ,,, but in time because of life stress it would creep back into my thinking and we would fight …….

 

Wow ….. the complexity of the Roamantic love … vs a love deeper and more real …. Of being HUMAN . of really loving not wanting control .she jumped thru my hoops she reacted to my blogging ,,, in attempts to ?  to do what I do not know ? she already has my deepest love and trues concern for her happiness , what is the real deepst problems between us ? why jump thru hoops ? whay do I feel like I do ?  they META – spiritual community tell us to feel our INTUITION .. because there is some truth in it ,,, as with me the details were wrong but the truth maybe in ….. the deepest of her desire to have me , love her Romanitcally not HUMANly …hmmm?

 

But as the fight/discussion went on ,,,, my desire for her grew , and when we hugged she smelled sexy , it was very HOT … so I later let the realization of the study of stress in apes ,,, and during stress , the female produces more stress hormones in the form os SUBMISSIVE  sex hormones , the fight ends in fucking ……… hey we humans still do , that post fight sex is often the strongest and most intense .

 

I let her love me ,,,, I let her love me …. I did not try .. she led me by the hand , she kissed me , she undressed me , she sucked my dick with passion that I felt so deeply … she rode me … she came for herself and because of her want for peace with me …. She wanted me … and we had sex ………. The same fact as always it is because of her wants that sex , happens … we still respond to sexual scents … it is not about …….. words … or games …. Of I LOVE YOU …. Test of your love will only confuse everything ,,, young master you prove your love with the Teerritoy ….. yet she wants more? And in the end we all lose everything . and fight until the animal nature kicks in … and we have great sex … the bandiad that covers up the problem till NEXT TIME  (ohhh next time is coming , you can bank on that )

 

 

A sideways fuck

 

Like always young master I use sex as the eye catcher , but you know the content is more about an relationship or life issue that I believe you should think about , think dipshit my friend . becaue again the pleasure of great sex , all the different ways in which you can make your girlfriend CURL HER TOES , in extascy … is wonderful for you and her , so try fucking her in so many unnatural directions … the way you hard cock forces that pussy to stretch and be pushed ,,,, will open her eyes in lust for more and

 

And why ? here it is me , exploring my world once more , WHY ? during our talk of a few days ago Deb described jumping thru hoops ,,, well she reads my blogs , not every day but over time ,, so that she is not in fear of my , but she does have and idea of my thoughts generally ,,, so when I start to explore topics ,,, like friendhship and I love you …… as I am trying to figure out why our 1 on 1 always seems to fall apart and I look at the feelings I am going thru ,, well she changes herself ,, in any , and all attemps to make me happy … like I said she is a very good girl and nice person .

 

But the ATTEMPT was ignoring what I was also writing about the poly dynamic the MULTI FAWCETTED subtle dynamics of sisterhood by choice outside of city life each with a personel desire for the life style , not forcing themselves into but sold on it by themselves not by …me?.. well Debs attempts I thank her bur what was going on dep in her what were her deepest whys ,,,, what list os NO’s was exploring …. She explored the poly she tried meeting girls online but there was just Wrong MoJo with it …. And I she says that I sid she was going to fast back then she was a head of me making me feel uncomfortable ? dam I wish I could remember exactly why I said that …… see with my writing because I have no ONE  else’s life explored in relationsip books like we have for the 1 on 1 ,, the bools after bools on how to make a 1 on 1 work ,, we do not have anything about the HAREM  or POLY ,,,,,

 

The great sex of the MAKE – UP period ,, deb and I have gone thru a couple of periods of great make up sex …. And for me , I an happy to look back 20/20 and see , it was not just Deb and I who had this but every LTR I had experienced these events ,, and I am sure inher life she experienced the same patterns in her past … we all do .  I AM NOT SPECIAL OR DIFFERENT . only that I will do my best to explore it openly not just accept ….. ROMANCE … the fairy tale … all pretty and true … LOVE IS REAL … and I believe I will love each girl very deeply llll ohhh the word RO man CE ,,,,, Roman …. The change that Europe noticed in the sex life of culture and found it to be the change of the RICH …. The fairy tale … the roman’s

 

Who broke apart UNCONDITIONAL love in to GREED and subtle controls , again you gotta look and understand the history of relationhip dynamics polictics of sex …. The wife of Caliguala … examples …. The events of your life ,, the ups and downs of the BLISS  of your sex life and love … is history …. Do you really realize the REPETITION  of themes  …..l the harem is basd in INCONDITIONAL love …. And freedom of choice .it is not the salvery we have been trained to think it is , remember that ,,,, often what is written or talked about is the BAD NEWS  the DIRTY LAUNDRY …. The 3 % un common ,,,, like news event sof today , which hisroty will use to JUDGE , this age will be tainted by ,, the extremems of what is recorded ,….

 

What is recorded is the story which will get attention ,,, the regular life is boring we , needed ,, to have great storys to attract atttntion so that the TRAVELR the trader ,, who years ago went for camp fire to camp fire , buysin selling and trading , could ENTERTAIN , people ,,,, with stories fo the terrible , the extreme …..

 

It is kinda like my sex …. Luckly Deb is a lover of varying sex ,,, more so than other girls ,,, I worry sometimes that girls who read my stuuf , and will read it , and then say I do not want to meet phil ,,, his sexual tastes are to extreme for me … but rmemeber my sexual tastes is for to get the climax for my lover ….. her JOY and bliss drives ,,me it drives you ,,, we do whay they want more than it is that we have to have the events exactly what we do as much as it is the ORGAISMS that we search for those animals sounds coming out of the girls … and for each girl a different set of actions may be needed or succesfull in creating the sounds out of her …

 

Deb says that … i am so luckey to have met her … when I did , and I am so luck y to have had the great variation of relationship events while with her ,, the pains of our stress …. I feel for her ,, hell I feel for my own pains but , it is these that are OUR LIVES … the remeinders we all have aor are going to be experiencing common themes . and then to explore the truth ,,, not the happy ending of a movie where the love WINS …. Remember it is a movie ,,, but love is REAL but just not a movie …. So when you have a chnce young master to explore your NO’s

 

Ahhh the current pleasure of holding Deb . to feel her presence ,,,, then to know at the same time I WILL  sell this house , the house she and Julie ARE GOING TO  arrange to live in like it will be there’s forever and I worry each and everytime I write that I hurt them …. And I worry about my love fore DEB …. Not that I will not love her but her expectations ,,,, will she feel that it is a lie ,,, but I must now realize the freedom of choice fo DEB to think one way when the reality of me is the other ….. two different rockets of desire …. All I want is for her to realize what is her deepest NO’S AND KNOW’S 

 

Like ester says ,,, Abraham – Hicks … if you got 2 choices and both kinda are good and bad ,, well choose one and make that path a  GOOD  path , find the bliss in it ,,, concentrate on tha bliss ,,, it is what I do , I see bliss in and beauty in the 1 on 1 love story of course ,,, but , take that bliss in the poly also … I compare the lifes tlyes based on whatever evidence I can think of and then create the GOODS  of the harem …. Amking it the best of the 2 paths ,,,,, from the outside it sems like I am trashing 1 on 1 ,, but no , I say go for it if youw ant , but when it becomes the Repeat ….. really think. I sure ain’t no professional but atleast I have tried to explore whatever I live OUT OF THE CLOSET DOORS …. 

 

 

 

A beer a day

 

Ahhh young master when I saw myself wanting a beer a day for 3 days in a row , I knew I was in trouble , the beer deadens the emotions ….. the emotional guidance ,,, the dance of life ,,, my own personel feelings ,, not what others think is good , ( which may have merit , but it is not my ,, MY path ….. you are taught very young to ignore your path in favor of the RIGHT path that your parents and teachers tell you ,,, the fairy tale of SHOULD )

 

Ok Deb and I most weeks do drink a beer after Jammin in Jensen her work night …… but that is it , but I found myself joining in with everyone else in the drinking the hididig of feelings the next night , and the an other night … why very complex , but the action was a signal to me , Phil you are going somewhere you had been before ,, and a place that will kill you in darkenss and depression … no fun I like fun . so I had to admit …. To myself there was a very deep problem with Deb and I

 

A simple problem but a deep problem , it is called LOVE ….. we each care for the other and want to be loved for who we are , wheich is good enough ,,,, but each of us has a PATH ,, and our paths are different … bummer ! commucation ahh now that can be ahrd a problem for many for all of you actually dependant on expectations of the response of the other person who you will commucate with , the expectation formed by the past commucations …. Valid expectations .

 

Yet contrast is important the rain is not as fun a s a sunny day yet it is nneded to have rain to keep things growning and going …. Ahhhh I can finally breate again I can write again , I can be proud of the ideas I spew out to the world to see and think about even if I am insulting … insulting does do something I forces people to look at themselves form a adifferent angle ,,, and I trust that most people see the pain ths spawned the words not just the words …… in knowing the paom pf one MAN you can understand the pains and confusions of many men ,,, who CONFORM hide in that BEER …. To end that feeling , done for so many days weeks months years to the point they lose contact with their own emotions …. Their path , their deepest inner GOOD MAN NATURE , the DNA of the protective harem male …..

 

The paim and confusion cause  THE TIWSTED INSTINCT …. And the good man becomes the bad man .. the lousy male … the guys so may girls have to date because they have no other ALTERNTIVE … I cn now return to writng and openly talking about alternatives becaue I listened not to the WELL MEANT SHOULDS , but to the evidence that I was ignoring my feelings my own path . and commucated in the way I was able to … with Deb .

 

Did I cause her pain and discomfort , does that slap the face of the protective harme male which is my instinctual self , that wants so much for my female to be safe a nd protected and loved and happy ,,, YES ,,,, my words hurt her made her life stressful , but only because to her my PATH is ALTERNTIVE … not one she realy wants in her life , not needed ….. that is fine , I do not ,, do not …. Want my ALTERNATIVE  to be a should but a choice ….. well I write now becaue we have cchoosen to sepreate our paths …. Each supporting and loving each other yet knowing in a very short matter of weeks we will separate pyshiclly to each walk our own paths ,,,, friendship and love and good wishes for each other . and honestly the deepest of hopes that each will porve their own path to be a good  ALTERNATIVE in the KITCHEN OF THE UNIVERSE ,, something of use to themselves and others . aSOLUTION to something instead of just aceepting reality as a reality .. saying NO , there is hope to live outside of the shoulds . what are your shoulds young master ,,,, feel them ! do not drink them away ,,, your shyness in dating is evidence of your TRYING TO LIVE IN A SHOULD ! … a complex realizing if you can really ,,,,, think about it .

 

 

Looking into Cleavage

 

Why young master are you interested in TITS? WHEN YOU are without regular pussy and you repeat cerertain sexually frustrated patterns of thinking during masturbation maybe you even convince yourself that titties are something that some how fulfills YOU , when in fact dipshit ,,,, it is about her!

 

Again I want you to keep the image of the silver back gorilla male the protectrive nature that is you , the you that just does not VIOLATE every woman you see at any time , the good average man who does respect NO . you only get PUSSY when the pussy wants to be GOTTEN …  and there is a direct line between her tits and the wetness of her pussy …. Ok this is evidence of the MUTATION of us as an ape … we are the only ape with such latge engorged TITS even when the female is not feeding young …. Her tits are hard wired to make her pusy wett , yes big tits talk to you saying that female can feed her young and will give you kids , so over our warfare eveolvution years these last 10,000 years of living in greed that we learned fron PHAROH , you kept women you won by war based on first glance …… love at first sight

 

Ohhh here I go again destroying the fairy tale …… laove at first sight based in the spoils of warfare , deciding which would become a tent slave good for sex and which would be used up in the fields as a worker slave .. one who would die leaving no DNA trail because they were worked to death quickly ,, while the girl who looked the part of a good Puppy would be kept young and fresh for the tent your pleasure .

 

Now realize something dipshit ,,,, get a movie ,,,, HE WAS A QUIET MAN … and realize the truth behid ,,, the old words of wisdom about the state of modern man ( these words are 100’s of years old ….. ) man lives in a state of silent desperation …… look for the section and that beautiful cleavage and then realize the current state of sexual MANIPLULATION ,,,,,, later when the hero is playing with titties , think about it …. When you play with tits you actually do it to get her hot ,,,, AHHH to get her ready relxed to get her to be like the female gorilla wanting to be fucked ….. getting yes not a NO . that is what titty love is all about , not that the feeling of a nipple makes you feel great no it is her reactions her response and relaxtion and opening , her wetness driving her … and then allowing you to act ,,, to fuck ,,,

 

Some women think that titty love is about males , reliving their mother hood connection , WRONG , when your male girls starts to think of you like MOM , he is then responding to you as a CONTROLER , and that will kill his desire for you ,,, again go back to what I have wrtiing about CONTROL AND COHERCIEN . and rmember it is not my words but the wors of experts ,,, like I say dipshit , I am also a dipshit ,,,, look at the words of POr’s and think , feel for yourself , not just floolow blindly the SHOULDS … but get the pearls of wisdom and trash the rest …. No you do lust for tittties because you are looking for mommy , you do not want to fuck your mother ……. You lust for tities to excite the female to get the sounds that she does love and desire you ,,, the animal sounds , the non verbal commucation of WIGGLES AND WETTNESS ….that say the truth ,, she loves you like she DNA is designed to …. She wants you sexually.   Everything else is fairy tale shit very changeable and forgettable .  

 

 

A cigarette a joint a valium

 

Young master , when you get the idea of the Toa ,,, the idea that what you are seeing thinking about and feeling , this reality , that fells like a sild glass in which you can pour water and the water will stay confined … the hard ness of GLASS …..when you understand that the reality behind reality is UNREALITY , it is something we can not understand int his limited form of being form ,,,,, being inside a body . when you get it , the meta , of the idea of QUATUM PYSHICS ,,,, the idea of vibrations … being the deepest expression of THING .

 

But if we are I and I ,, if we are all the same of the same stuff , then how come we do not understand each other ,,, BECAUSE  dipshit you came here to experience LIMITS ,,, you cam form the everything the vibration , to experience ILLUSION of thing .. of a stop ,, of a no ,, we all agreed to forget what is real , so that we could be experiencers of THING … I had to forget that in me in each cell of me , is  ME ,, an awareness equal to me , that I depend on for this human body to function ……. So that I can have this adventure of being some fancy human …. Now when you get this

 

You are outside of the agreement ,,,, well at least the agreement of some ,, because osme want to really live limited , to be bound by ,,,, the idea that a glass is solid real and unchangeable …. OK GREAT HAVE FUN , but look at the evidence trail of the lives of those people on average , not the fairly tale , ideals of their beliefs but the day to day working of the people who live that way …… and you will find the need for CIGARTTES , JOINTS AND VALIUM , to suppress their spirit who wants to express itself in the body to think outside the fairy tale of limits …. But tha breaks the agreements and to insure the agreements of LIMITED AWARENESS survivies your kill your self with mind NUMBING DRUGS …..

 

Your personal EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM ….. telling you where to go for you , but you fear that human nature is evil you fear youself that you will be SELFISH in the eyes of others … living in shoulds … when in fact your DNA is one of love and protection , for tha whole you , direct family in fact even the whole city tribe culture even you have feelings for all of life every where , you feel for animals dogs and cats …… you honestly feel for everything …. Human nature is basically loving ,,,,

 

So why fear being selfish in following your guidance system ,, and dumbasss realize that the feelings you have today , will CHANGE ,,, they will evolve as you learn more ,,, you couold be adamant about the idea od LOVE  and Romance and th 1 on 1 ….. and if you listen to your sould the VIBRATING of the quatum particles of your being … over time you may evolve into and INSTINCTUALIST …. Thinking outside the agreement of limits of IMPOSSIBLITY . finding reason that things are impossible look for them reason and you will find , hey how about looking at the equal truth about your own life …. The reason why it is not working for you or the people you know , how about looking equally at that , as you judge the ideas of others , and guess whay you will find reasons why your current life is wrong

 

Well no life is WRONG it is just adventures ,,,,,, and you can not experience that type of life without living it ,,, walking in the shoes of one who believes and lives ,,  that agreement , that limit …..

 

But when you expand dumbass , you may have a hard time interacting with the limited ones …. You may have to lie , to keep old friendships ….. but feel it dumbass , when you want to live like them ,,, when you need that BEER JOINT of Valioum …….ahhhhh whay are you doing? Why is that chemical life more fun than real if what changed in you ? think young master think

 

 

Bag of DOG SHIT

 

I must be doing something RIGHT ! young master you can not make all the people happy all the time ! now with me I want YOU TO THINK , I hope to generate thoughts ? any thoughts is better than having people just be blind deaf nad DUMB  sheep following the programming of the media and religions . so when I just found a copy of my book in a zip lock bag filled with what looks like DOG SHIT !  I said to myself ….. self you must be doing something RIGHT !~ I got someone to feel to think to EXPAND  their mind and emotions enough to express themselves in a GRAPHIC WAY . ( and smelly I am sure , I do not know because that is why god invented shovels to pick up things at a distance )

 

But think dumbass , if you are always jumping the the hoops of societies shoulds and ignoring your deepest feelings what does that feel like , does it feel like the depression you live in and hide frome thru recreation chemical use ,,, or even video gaming? Or whatever it is that you do that you hide in …. Finding something that you think you can be GOOD at ! jumping thru a hoop if you would realy look at the activity , and what is it that you are hiding from dipshit?

 

Ibetcha it is your feelings of frustration with the opposite sex , it is a constant topic of your life , a constant deep emotional stress , realize the truth young master , hell I do not care if you get this or not ,,,, I just want to give the opportunity to become happier to you ,,,, I do not depend on your happiness for mine . enjoy your adventure young master keep driving into that tree in the road of life ,,, the blonde tree , the brunette tree , the redhead tree ( this goes for girls also , guys have different colored hair and guys can create a lot of broken hearts and lies and problems ….. ahh but girl how about choosing next time SOME THING ALTERNATIVE ? HMMMM  now that would be alternative to choose something alternative … now a boy covered in tattoos is not alternative no he is fashionable ….. )

 

Ohhh well atleast I know I have touched the heart of another human ! and they commucated directly with me ………. Your book is shitty ! ( I never said I was a good writer now did I ?  lol )

 

 

The golden touch of pussy

 

Young master ever heard the ad TRUST THE MIDAS TOUCH ,,,, it is from the car place right ?i was talking with womeone about her car and questimned her on her choice og service professional and all she could say is that while looking she saw the sing and remembered the jiggle the advertising she had heard her whole life and then turned in like a robot she turned into their driveway …… hmmmmm intereting how powerful a stupid little jiggle is … repeated over and over …. The 1 on 1 is a jiggle and something repeated so much that you act like a robot going towards it without deeply thinking about OPTIONS , and DAM IT ! think because you are based on the law of averages going down the road of  DYSFUnCTION … personal stress and family stress and … this is very important for young ladies who may read , the child some day you want so much to love and cuddle to see her or him smile and coooo …. That child will have to deal with your STRESS AND ISNSANITY only because the choice you have made now to IGNORE THE POLY because and idea was repeated to a point that your brain could fathom nothing else.

 

Next to death ,,,, the fear of the fact …. I shoveled up once more one of my ferrel cats off the road …. And I felt sadness ..  I sai to myself ohhhhh poor baby mamma cat …. She was one of the kittens now grown that looked just like mamma cat . and who was I to judge that the spirit of life the expression of infinte source that was experiencing living was not correct in it’s own personal choice to have that minute as theminute of the FACTUAL eventual ending ? who am I to judge ? to feel saddnnes ? why because again of my training my programming about death , the animal world does show a missing of a fellow traveler , the other cats came while was burying their friend and sister …… they knew she was gone …. And within minutes though life went on , that means bothering me for a hand out …. The circle of life , they doing their job , getting free food instead of hunting which they all do as evidence from the field mice bones I find … yet begging from me is also fun I guess . yet I feel sadness . in the loss of this wid cat . every living thing is alive who am I to judge one more alive than another ? is not a weed still life? A living plant ! now how and who chooses the things which will be programmed into your thinking ?

 

Who were the romans who crafted the bible from history to create such a wonderful creative way to control a varied group of populations they called an EMPIRE ? who but those who were PROFESSIONAL  the learned , the book taught …. The product of programming …. The PROFESSIONAL , were trust the professional all to often to think for us because life is so complex , only complex dumbass because you let yourself get trapped into the materialism things … control you and separate you from your animal side that understands life is a circle friends come and go and SO WILL YOU !  

 

Fancy fucking doctors

Give us their oppion and we accept their words ,, their ideas .. ideas of life of spirit of inteillgence , not unlike us , only one that choose to learn and study something different to become and expert in XY or Z … where I choose to become expert in window washing … to break the bond of PROGRAMING  can oftern take ? ANGER ! Wow in my own personal anger ,,,o foimd  step one of the climb up the emotional guidance system is to get angry find a plan and understand your won motives …. I can now open my eyes to what is already out there ….. the wide accepting variety all ready , studied by FANCY FUCKING DOCTORS here is something from a cool web site http://www.lovemore.com/news/QuickNews.asp

 

This presentation will be an experiential exploration of what it is we want when we talk about intimacy. People are often looking for ways to go beyond just talking about relationships. You will interact in groups of various sizes and experience new ways to be friendly/intimate with close friends and near strangers. We will look into ourselves to find what we mean when we say we are poly, swinger, or into BDSM or any other lifestyle we are exploring. You will be able to choose to take some risks, open yourselves to others, and have an opportunity to do some safe touching, and be touched, if you are ready. No one will be admitted after the workshop begins. Everyone will always be at choice as to how they participate, and what they share. Please dress in comfortable, loose clothing.

 

 after you realize you have been force fed a fucking fairy tale since you were a baby , maybe you can feel more confident with outside ideas with the understanding that PRO’S  accept the variety and encourage it . in fact train you in it ! atleast this time you are in control of your own PROGRAMING .

 

To Dodge or Ram a hot wet Pussy

 

Young Master , would you put this bummer sticker on your Dodge Ram Dueli ?    If I wanted to hear the pitter patter of little feet I would put shoes on my dog “ well would you ? hmmm think honestly , the reason why you do not , is it because you honestly do not like little humans ? is it because you think it would scare off a prospective girlfriend ( hmmmm jumping thur hoops not expressing your current feelings so that you can get laid …. Mis representing yourself )

 

Now young master on average girls mature faster than men , mature in that they feel the urge to have a child , the deepest of  DNA drives of lilfe  ,,,,,, they depend on locating a stable male with a stable territory so that they can relax and then produce and raise 1 or more children in safety ,,, think about the animal nature and then compare the reality of human dating , and find the similarity ,,,, now mind you we human have PERVERTED …. Our instincts , because of the 1 on 1 laws enacted by Rome 1500 yeears ago ( not the whole of mankind but the ones under the control of rome ) why? I will write more later but with the question rooling around in your brilliant mind I amd sure you will find answers on your own …. You are no dumby , dipshit my firend .

 

Now for you , you are not focused on family at age 20 ,,,, while a teen you do your fairy tale dreaming during your practice dating your first few LOVES … actually very important bonding activity that if was natural ….. you would have left the early love of that girl to go out into the world build your territory then return to invite ( claim your love ) the female to see if she wants you still ….. but not now in the CONFUSING world of profit matierialism , and ecominc slavery ,, rmember the whole idea born by ROME was to use the bright and shiny , the greed of the lazy and drunk , to control the mass ,, and as ruler learned from the evidence of their army personnel use sex to control the male ,,, use sex to control the make ,,,, like the Bononbo female uses her sex to confuse the male in to peace ….. so we human learned to do the same thing ,, force the male into a 1 on 1 , keep him in a state of sexual stress at home a HOME AT WAR ….. is a male who can not focuc on the political machine and the crooks who use it ,,,,, like our current ….. right wing rome based chritian president ( roman based ? all christiamnity is Roma based or atleast Rome altered )

 

So young master ,,, if right now you are not focused on being a father /husband etc , that is normal ,,,, are you happy just getting laid on occasion and spenind the reast of your time humting and fishing ?

 

Ahhhhhh , good you are so normal ……. You throw the rock of unhappiness into the air , because dipshit , your DNA will speak to you shortly … theurge for something , more life will seem empty and you will search , to fill it ….. and the 1 on 1 Roman trap is your only option your programming is teeling you you have nothing else to model from . YET,  you are a HAREM ape ,,,,, not a bonobo or chimp but much more like the gorilla

 

I speak from experience after rising to the top of my sport , Recreational Sport fishing in the wolrd wide center of the Sport Miami Fl. Having fishing lure factories in the Islands and my products and name being sold world wide , I found the emptiness creep in , I felt I needed something more ……….. then I looked to my model ….. my dad …. Some one who succeded at the fairy tale he and my mother were the 1 out of  100 who were happy all the days of their lives …. And form that Model comes comes me , promoting the HAREM the poly ….. why ? because I found out that it was a lucky fairy tale that they lived they were truly luckey and they knew it .

 

Think about your notivations right now young master ,,,, realize the learning , that you will CHANGE !  and prep for the Ttruth  OF YOU DNA ….. life urges are strong you are a DNA ANIMAL !  you are not above the DNA which you expess life source energy thru …. Think dipshit think .

 

Sex in a bubble bath

 

Young master , a hot bath is the better than drugs for you for her for both and all of you … if you do go down the poly road … my friend lets say it is a cold day what better way to re heat your core self than to soak in a good bath ? ever do it? Why not? I betcha because of your COOL your image , how you perceive yourself based on the images , the shoulds of others ,,,,, well that is fucked up and you call yourself MASTER , not master no salve to the whims of others , their ideas , for to be master is to travel the road less traveled …. Taking time ,,, dipshit in instead of spending time ….. you control your life if you want . that is the core of the 3 tents plan in www.instinctualism .org out of the rat race , the struggle to fit into the modle , creating a world where you are MASTER not economic slave …. And then you wi8ll RELISH the bubble bath and the hand job ….

 

Yes a nice pleasant play with MASTER’S DICK , hand job , lasting a long time bringing you to the edge over and voer , just playing with you like a toy …… just to see you shot your white cumm up in the air in the bath with 1 wife or 2 or 3 ….. what ever and how many ever you include in your BUBbLE … ahhh now another use for the word bubble , that space outside of the insanity of the world of regulars …. The bubble you create , yet ,,, what if a girl does not fit into the bubble well , she will feel her own path in time , trust , the TAO … if you are truly living like a toasit then you will show her hwe own bubble … encourage her to create her won bubble , aid her in this creation ….. as you travel your raod less traveled in your bubble . think dipshit about the bbubble of your up brining , and your current world , what is atround you ,…. Sleep with dogs wake with fleas …. But disphit do not blame  ,,, no young master do not blame be thank full THANKFULL ,f ro they give you contrast things to compare to , so that new ideas cn be born new creations made , and infinty experiences itself as thing because of your choice to move to act based on the effects of contrasts you no longer want to experience …. Infinty KNOWS ITSELF . because the possible of you coming up with the idea was always a POSSILBE3 , but until you ,,, YOU AND ONLY you did it … was the reality of infinite possibility realized ? get that ? huh ? think dumbass ! enjoy bubbles !

 

Now after everything is done tis day  the bath is over the hand job a pleaasnat memory and the good night puppy fuck just sweat on bodys of both of you two , what do you think as you go to sleep , rmemeber I so often talk about the COMPOUNDING  effect of SUBTLE things the harem does provide a subtle effect for the girls in so many ways , positive ways especially for the kids of the family having the extra moms to lessen the stress on a ! mom by having 3 moms , the effect of a child in their own changes finding that person that day which BEST resonates with their vibrations their feelings that day ….. subtle things . like the feelings you have as you go to sleep , do you go off to sleep anticipating the adventure of tomorrow , in fact you can not wait to go to sleep so that tomorrow comes?

 

I am sure you have had days like that nights where you rushed to go to sleep so that tomorrow will come , and why is not every day like that? Why? Why is staying up late the activity when the freshness of a new day is not looked forward to ? the stale old smell in fact odor of a bar full of drunks is anticipated nmore than the freshness of a sunrise?how did you allow yourself to be programmed like this?

 

Well it probably again was the repeating of the life you had as a kid , where mom and dad got to sty up late! And so you to wanted this special event to be your reality …. Why did mom and dad think staying up late was so great and morning was so terrible ,,, they hated their lives and going to wrok ,,, work the service of humanity the creation of smiles their your effort the opportunity to create happiness by doing a good job ? ooooooh right ! they were not masters of their lives they were VICTIMS OF life ! LIKE YOU ARE BECOMING!THE ECONOMIC SLAVE …. The submissive to the woman in your life , the I LOVE YOU slave , collared with a wedding band … sublte compounding events ….

 

So how about altering thigns abit a and going to sleep thinking your won thoughts ? it is your life your body your mind ,, no one is there with a gun saying ,,, think as I say so , for I can read your mind your personel hidden anticapations ….. no one can read your mind but YOU ! IT IS YOUR PERSONEL BUBBLE

 

Love of sex? Or the sex of love ?

 

Young master since your long term experience is not.. to say you have not had the time it takes for things to age in the mind and thus change , the experience you have now is different from the experiences you will have ,,,, but you will have them , just listen to the wise old advise about the changes in relationships …and if you would then ,, think with your own mind not the mind of PROGRAMING  and expecting reality to live up to the articles written in magazines in the case of girls or the image imprinted on your mind by TV and movie .. but think from LOGIC ,,,,,, ahh but love and logic are supposed to be diametrically oppsosed ,,, no! they are not that again is the statement of the LOVE FAIRY TALE created a misconception of expectations .

 

Love is the action of creation of the territory the long term health and wellness of the family unit ….. ohhh but this is not sexy writing , you want to hear about dirivng your thumb deep into the pussy of a WANTING  hot girl … and the moans of pleasure that will follow this pentration …..AHHHH LOGIC … cause and effect …. Not love. Yes logic , because the relaxed female after the stress of life is take out of the arena wants to relax in NATURAL HUMAN RECREATION , the pleasures of the flesh … and her flesh is sensitive to touch , when she is once relaxed no longer stressing g the MASLOW’S HIERARCHY OF NEEDS …. Then she can relax and enjoy the sensations of her tits and how they connect to the wetness of her pussy the punding of her growning clit which wants to be touched by a DIFFERENT HAND , the unexpected action of the touch of that different hand your hand . it is different thah her time of masturbating .

But young master as time goes on you , get lost in the stress of showing love thru sex , your animal may get confused by sex and love …. It is showing up now adays in sexual dysfunction of men in their 20’s men who now a days FEEL for the love …. And get confused .

 

When the truth is sex is sex and love is love …. Now the poly and www.instinctualism.org is about breaking up the fairy tale connection ,,, so that sex can once more be the natural HUMAN RECREATION it is and nature designed it to be . thus you will not create the stress and confusion and possible sexual dysfucnction . . 

 

Her pussy and her body n general is a big pleasure toy .. once she changes her mind about sex and LOVE …. You also are a big play thing that expands when pleasured and touched … when you get erect the excitement of the girl growns as pride growns in her mind at what she is creating , but but but , the 1 on 1 can destroy this nature . and it does destroy tis nature time and time again with its confusing demand to tie love and sex together . LOVE IS  when you create the 3 tents and a camel ideal … the territory the basis of stability then allowing for stress free living and more sexuall desire . because of the lack of life stress .

 

Then you can PLAY WITH HER PUSSY MORE OFTEN ,a nd playing with pussy is pleasant it is much fun to listen to her respond to my touch I get that pleasant rush in haering her sounds I say to myself I am doing that the pride grown and so does the hardness and thickness of my dick .. but if I am worrying about the love dysnaics of our relationship , the LTR aspects of our friendship then I get confused and I lose my hard on even though if iw ere to be jacking off where there is no Relationship stress I maintain very good hardness and thicknees …..the never a NO effect of fanasty ,,,, and girls just say well you are not working for the relationship ,,, WORKING nd stress not conducive to sexual recreation in her or me …. Oa spiting of concentration expressed in a deflaltion of and hard on !

 

I wonder if grisl can understand the 1 on 1 fairy tale they desire is in fact that which destroys that which the y call love . because of the DIVIDE AND CONQUER . does work so well …. And in conquering a male ….. he loses and she loses .

 

Somplex ideas for you to think about rmemeber I am not here to think for you but to bring up ideas for you to thinka bout for yourself . thin about the facts you love forcing fingers in to a wet pussy who is thinking aonly about the action of being fucking , she is not thinking about other ideas her focus is on what she is feeling … and she responds and feels and shows it in wetness and sounds , of being fucked . amd you too are then focused .

 

Compare your reality your experience with … well sicne there is not real discussion ro alternative modeling you have nothing to compare to ! bummer ….. in time young master in time ,, a few short months away …. Will be the instinctualism compound the BUILD IT AND THEY WILL COME … in fact you are invited to come over take a load off and explore your possible future ….. kinda like the www.lovemore.com does workshops to help you understand the reality of alternatives so will the 3 tents compound be there for your learning and thinking ….. a compound where the facts of sexual pleasure are as important as the facts surrounding love ….

 

 

A bed is for more than fucking

 

Young master that soft thing called bed is the door to oppurutunity . a door to dreams and adventure ,,, oh yes I am sure the sensation of thrusitn your cock in and out of a naturally wett hot pussy is a dream , hearing her respond controlling that wiggleing puppy ass a you fuck her is adventure but I am talking about something else that has to call you from the day before for it to be something that will become reality …. A GOAL

 

Now I am all about making the sex part of that goal , the effect of the 3 sisiter will give you better sex since you will not … slip down the slope of the I LOVE YOU SLAVE , of sourse you willl love each of the sisters each of your wives each in her own way for her own provate spirit , but but the dynamic of having three , when there is one 1 hard cock means that a certain amount of female NATURE , of friendly competition slips into her life which actually will become a sub concicuos goal on her part to stay healthy not focus on problems and UN REALIZED EXPECTATIONS  which leads to expressions of drpressions that can take the form of pain ,,, the body talking to her .. telling her something is wrong …. The competition is so good for you and her …

 

Now the goal is to best the best a man can be ,,, it is the competition with yourself … since we are deeply solitary animals us males ,,, yes we are social also , but do not ignore that solitary male DNA aspect …expressed in the evidence of my territory is richer and safer than his territory ,,, yet when the girls has much stalbity to choose from well they will then choose from the heart and by the image , the sexual attraction factor of pretty ….all good things that keep sharp . sure when you create the compound some of the girls may in the beginning have to hibernate to re-center themselves and their lives to re-program themselves , but after that period while they are returing into the world and thinking with expanding and relaxed eyes and understanding you again will be in competition with the males of the world ,,,,, SHE IS NOT YOUR … I LOVE YOU .. SLAVE  either . it is freedom of choice . and if you love her you would be happy for her no maltter what she may choose al long as it is not done manipulatively ,, in other words she is not hiding and lieing ….

 

Like the female gorilla , can leave the territory at any time and just wander off into the jungle to meet and other male and eneter his teeritory so are you ……

 

But back to bed time , when you want to go to sleep so that tomorrow will arrive quicker so that you will be able to create and work toward your goals that next day , complete one more thing on your list of things to do ,,, ( make a list ….. it is your best tool to build what you want like a blue print for building a house is a vital toola so is your personel to do list ) ….. when you find yourself going to sleep wanting to listen to the old wisdown of ,,, early to bed and early to rise makes a man health wealthy and wise ,,, when those words become your truth , you are on your way ……. You are at theat point on the emotional guidance system scale where your , vibration and that vibration of the source energy are becoming in line and you will see and feel and taste * and smell the pussy ) of MAINIFESTATION.

 

And to manifest a compound an ALTERNATIVE , island of reality , a new choice of life style for your self and females and the children that WILL HAPPEN … the security and helpfulness of the sisterhood , the friendship ….. the idea of never             WORKING BUT ALWAYS DOING THINGS YOU LIKE  which people give you money for …. Think about how you feel about tomorrow as you go to sleep are you ,,, excited with the idea of SLEEP ? if not you are not excited about your goals in life …… get it dipshit?

 

 

The NLP of her clitoris

 

Young master in fact two you , it has been like almost 2 years since I have the pleasure to talk with you guys about your lives , and to encounter two of you in my daily travels in one day was most cool ,,,, to address here the 1 whose background with Anthony Robbins Training your understanding of NLP of mental states etc ,,, why do you ignore that when it comes to girls , I hope I was able to open you mind to how your mind states get altered by the flood soxual hormones that rush thru your viens when you find the BAIT sexy ….no do not get trippy aboput what sounds like anger it is only to get you to think , but I write BAIT , and I mean to spark the thoughts of MANIPULATIONS ,,,,, understanding then the subconcciuos actions of both you and her , and how they do not serve ,,,, they do not serve as I again brought you back to observing the facts of your life dating to date ,,, with your mom and dad , and the familys you have observed …. So why not get ANGER . if the anger will hekp you commit to changes ?

 

But back to finginering that girl for 20 minutes and she not CUMMING , ok dipshit remember mental states and how important they are in the expression of living , deep in her was confusions … yes I betcha she was enjoying your skill and attempts , her wetness and sounds of pleasure was proof ,,, but you also said she had a good buzzzzz on , ok so her body was altered and maybe have been numbed …. Her mind is also numbed …. Her deepest reason for sexually wanting you a stranger to her so quickly is evidence of her own sexuall frustrtations …. Probably in her mind she had ,,, NEGATIVE  expectations of you and herself ….. thus blocking her totall relaxtion .

 

Now to you 19 and you got soft during a blow job ….. hmmm it is like pulling teeth to get a male to ADMIT  ….. to admit his won stress for you view it as weakness when in fact it is not your fault , you the what looks like from the outside is the consummate BAD BOY but in you is the nice guy ,,, so in that car with a girl who attracted you deeply who you had know for a half hour before becoming sexuall , part of your good man was ,,,, saying this is to fast …. In that she did not fully cummmm you felt that you had not done your job ,,, you felt guilty …. And the constant programming that describes oral sex as a form of INSULT …… just compounds a deep mental confusion and the resulting softness , lucky you did use your mind , your menstl state you you realized it , you brought yourself back into a PORNO state of mind where you could insult a girl who your DEEPEST inner DNA animal found worthy of protection and life long commitment to … respect and love …. Thus deep sexual connection and recreation .

 

But you brought her into the vision of a slut in a porn that you were using and you were able to regain full hardness and girth and give her the milk of sperm she was sucking so hard to produce , ( which she then spit out like it was poiosing ,,, confusing isn’t it the compounding of this event is what is also fueling that softness , because that was not the first time you had the … INSUTL of having your sperm treated like it was poisin ) YET SHE WANTS TO BE  responsible for making you cumm with her mouth ,,, a very confusing activity for her and you …. Full of social expectationa dn programming ,,, why do girls think sperm is POISIN ? only reason is the repeated idea and social conditioning of peer groups ….so you got your rocks off she felt proud ,,, she enjoyed a good fingtering but you did not get the pride of feeling her cummmm

 

Well young master , tell me abouthow the mind and programming comes into play?

 

Now to you my friend , I have known you since you were in grade school now the fine young man , the future mental health professional the thinker and infinte traveler of the mind ……… and again with girl troubles ,,,, the eventual ,,, became the event while you were having cooffe with me , she broke up with , you ,,, you did not break with her ,,,, because you do love her , but the unalbity of you two to really understand the deepest motives of each makes really commucating impossible ,,, sure both of you are schooled in commucation like no other generation before … AND STILL IT FAILS …… why Mr. Samrt Guy ? why ,,, why ,,, why …. You do love her but she wants something else , not real male love but a fairy tale that you can not realy deeply understand ! …. And she says that you do not feel like she feels CORRECT ,, SHE HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD ! , she says that I am RIGHT ,, she does not feel or think like you do , we are different and not supposed to intearcat like the fairy tale model ! that you are learning to promote in Universtiy ,,, yes you will help others live in desperation their whole life , treating the sym[ptoms that I am treating by dicussing the root pPROBLEM ,,,, the confusion of male/female relationship stress , that you I know have been living thru since you were like fucking 12 ….. just a fucking chick magnet .and it failed and failed and failed to the point where you honestly stoped trying to hard .. the expectation of failure is ingrained so deeply ! NUT WITH GOOD !!!! REASON . because the fairy tale is a fiary tale .

 

Love is that deep truest male feelings that I know you harbor …. And I know that you understand the ideas of my theory yet ,,, again SOCIAL PROGRAMING , living in the world of SHOULDS ,,, serving two masters …. The expectations of others and the deepest INTUITITION  your DNa talks to you with ….. ahhhh so you are coming up to visit the compound huh? Most cool , I will love to show you it , when it is done the years of theory needs to end ,,, and me your suuragute Uncle has to move away to do it …. So you can have a NEW UNIVERSITY of relationship study and actually potentically realy aid the patients of your future , as you say , mental healt is a JOB SECURUTY industry ! aaaaaaahhhh throw the rock into the AIR ,, the facts of the law of averages , the build up of relationship stress finaaly expressed in silent depreation zand meantal ikkness tress and addiction ,,, and confused self abusive treatment of ones self…. Peace young masters ,,, wow to meet tow of you in one day both again with girls troubles like always !( yes and it is nice to hear that you both have been secretly reading my stuff on occasion ….. thinking but NOT COMMITING )

 

 

Pearls in her ass

 

Young master the range of toys to explore the SENSATIONS  of the body is vast , and ANAL PEARLS  are one , how can I twiste ananl pearls and a lesson about Abrham-Hicks well I will but lets first talk toys …… and the desire she has to explore the sensations she can experience and to explore she needs a MASTER to perform the acts to her ….. now the word master means a person who can MASTER  themselves first , because to trust you with her safety is it not logical that she would expect you to be able to control your own life and future?

 

Ahhh but in the frustration of finding a good relationship many girls just pick and male who claims a title online or in person , witn no real evidence trail or understanding about him , is he worthy ,,, are you worthy …… why do you want to see a girl in DISCOMFORT ,,, do you realize it is the exploration of sensation or are you working out your anger at women thru this sex … or are you just going thru the actions to get the pussy ,,,,, getting the pussy is probably the correct one since you are most often limited to having just one pussy in your life . and you will do almost anything to secure her ….

 

The beads the ananl pearls , well make sure they are large enough to be felt , make sure the distance between beads is long enoung for the ass to close a bit between beads … and if you make you own beads make sure the cord is strong enough your knots are good and that you KEEP IT CLEAN !

 

Now back to pearls ,,, finding pearls in dirt ,,,, Ester is an entertainer ,, she is like a writier who writes a strem of thoughts and feelings , STREAM OF CONSCIUOSNESS ….now a MASTER does not worshitp a god! That was something that evolved much later it is not in your DNA …. It is social programming passed down from generation to geneneration …. If you want to find the pearls in Ester’s words , do just that find the wisdom ,, feel what she is saying before you think about it ,, and watch the followers the submissives w2ho think she is gifted beyong themselves ….and remember you are YOUNG MASTER dumbass …. An expression infinte vibration energy all the things that our limited atomic mind can undertstand you are the UNTHINKABLE . so listen to her wlike you are hunting pearls hidden in shit ….. and pearls in shit can be fun , it is not disgusting it is exciting … this is the lesson of Anthony Robbins understanding how you mind set , your state of mind , will form your real experience . and who controls your state of mind dipshit , who is in your head , who makes your minute to minte choices?  Your mother or father , NO they are old messages of TRAINERS , who did things for your best interest , but you dumbass must now choose your ADVENTURE …… now something will fuck it up , and on is the using of chemical recreation instead of living . when you look forward to having your chemical your beer more than you look forward to seeing tomorrows sunrise and the work ahead of you in building your won dreams , when the relaxtion and hiding in beer is what you look forward to …. Think like a 1 who can master himself !

 

 

She is more than a pretty ass

 

Young Master , the effect of sexual attraction creates in you an altered state of functioning due to the flood of sexual hormones , when thr truth of relationship is that you will still love her ( Or like her very very very much – actually a better description less fraught will sub concoicuus expectations ) in the morming when her hair is messed up her make up is not there and those sexy clthes are piled up on the floor , can you see young master the USE OF MANIPULATION in the habit of being sexy …..

 

It is systemeic in our culture it is the bank account girls depend on , and it slao creates in them a level of stress that grows as they age … always worrying about their looks , instead of their health ,,, now for a woman to want to lose weight because it is good for her ehatlh so she can walk and run easier , so that her back will be healthier sure that isa great reason to diet , but because she is still in a competition of attraction with other females , that is crueility she creates in her own mind , a system of ego and power that womanhood created on their own yet they blame men for , but open you thinking and realize when the good man falls in love ( I meaann vvvery vvery deep like ) he always she her real beauty for ever she is like the first time he saw her , because he / you will see her so often not being sexy just being human and accept her and like her very very very deeply ….. wanting nothing but her happiness

 

But ass the female doubts herself so she expresses this seof in atoms ,,, yo9u have her or know about the idea when you feel sick you look sick , well when you feel certain ways you look that way ,,, people with sour looks on their face most often deep inside are people with sour dispositions ….. we show what we think , our loves show what we think …. That whole meta idea of the power of thought

 

Well the power of thought is about not …  Worrying …. REALIZING THAT THINGS YOU REALYY want does come to you ,,, but the path maynot be the path you would have choosen , in part because the path of the universe is to get you really ready for the arrival of your DEEPEST want ….. you gotta have enough skill or experience to enjoy the thing you are about to receive ….. so when you have a want ,,,, relax look for things that you can do … and need to do and do those things ,and stop worrying about things that you can not effect with you actions …. It is kinda hard to understand this ,,, but little things like getting , certain paperwork all in line is important ,, especially if it is important papers of themes in the papers ….. the end result maybe being delayed because you have not gotten the parwork ready for the arrival of that person or thing that will need it ….

 

You maybe be focusing on the future … daydreaming when in fact you got tons of little jobs to do now to get that future ,,, ready ….. like working the 10 foot circle , talking to girls …. I was talking to a young master and describing the PRACTISE system of working a ten foot circle ,,, to get comfortable talking with girls ,, even though you think your EGO is so gereat I am suprized over and over and I forget how easy it is to forget how , basically SHY WE MALES are , and that if you can not talk you limit yourself and talking can be something you can get better at by … just saying something to every female that comes into your ten foot circle ,,, just being a friendsly human ……even if your goal is to be holding a whip or riding crop and having that girl tie lieing on the bed , wanting the sting of that whip ,…… guess whay you will first have to TALK TO HER …. So ……. Getting that aspect of your world ready PUTTING YOUR HUMAN  foot forward in something that you can effect right now , well that is better than just daydreaming or worrying about out come …. Because it is action with the POSITVE EXPECATITONS  of future success …… just say HI !

 

 

Perfectly pentrated pussy

 

Young master , to touch again on the word LOVE first that word is full of expectations and it is in the UN REALIZATION of those expectations that life’s dysfucntions starts to grown ,,, the un fulling of expectations that were told to you when you were young in fairy tales ti whole idea of HAPPYLY EVER AFTER ,,, the dreams of fairy tales , that were accedently programmed into your expectations . but you honestly do not realize the power of that childhood programming , it happens in the silent time , the self talk you … WE … all have when we compare what we think AHOULD BE  happening and what is happening ……. Now think dumbass , what you are expecting comparing to is in reality  a SHOULD , the life of some one elses creation …..thier happy happy story , it is not LOVE .

 

Watch animals …… and see LOVE  also …. Why is it that we feel that wee are the only DNA life that feels love? Again it goes back to ideas based most often in religions that told your fore fathers that you were above your DAN you were not animal but you were GOD . you are not GOD just an animal with a brain that can think way to much … you are an animal … and love just like animals do , very deeply and profoundly if you open your eyes to the LOVE of nature ,, not the GREDD and OWNERSHIP of the fairy tale of love you expect to experience ……

 

With that in mind think about the pleasure you like her to experience while you fuck her ,,,, you know young master the more sounds of experience you hear coming out of her with you thrust your cock into her , the more excited you are the better the fuck . so here is something to try ,,, to teach her if she does not already know , and if she does welll ENCOURAGE  her to do …. Because ,, when she is CUMMING , I am rocking ….. it is using her bent kness and her feet … to ride to angle your leg … she places then like levers , like angles along side your legs and with her shifting of her legs she can control the depth of my thrusting to her likeing … which is OK , because I like her to LIKE MY FUCKING …. The faster she cummms , the faster I get the REAL SOUNDS OF HER SEX ….. I get those OH MYGODS AS I FORCE MY DICK EVEN DEEPER THEN  because she is in that state of constatnt orgasism she can not control anything … finnaly SUBBMISSIVE . 

 

So by her using her legs to guage the angle of my pentration early on , she gets that excitement that she MAY need that time , each time cn be different for her depending on a lot to her time of the month .. and mental state …. So by her riding me on her legs she can control her stimulation better cumm faster ,,,,, then I can get the OHHH MY GODS , the          owwies OF MY CONSTANST DEEP  thrusting the driving my dick into her feeling the nub of the entrance to her wome , which is exciting painful and , creating the screams of a good FUCK … OVER AND OVER … the attempting to escape my fuck yet the over whelming body sensation of being deeply fucked , over rides her attempts to evade my deep pentrations …..that is fucking that your DNA is asking you to have …. The sounds of NATURE … the Dna response ! the animal LOVE ! so again use that voice that I hope you are practicing with by practicing the 10 foot circle the sayi8ng hi to every female who enters the circle , the being a nice human and complementing every girl in some way , seeing the individual beauty of the person not just the BAIT of her clothes or clown makeup …. Ooops I insult girls with the make comparision , she is pretty no matter what ,, correct , with the make up or in the moring with the make up wiped of into the sheets her face was buryed in while she did what comes naturely … while  SHE WAS SUBMITTING TO …… PENTRATION …. You are the pentrator ,,, rememeber young master who you are do not let the programming of the polite loving good man ,, totally erase your deepest nature ,,, YOU8R ARE A FORCEFUL PENTRATOR , she is the pentated she must submit to receive the pleasure that wet , pussy wants ! that her animal side needs , that is her deepest INSTINCT .. SHE IS AN www.instinctualism.org member and odes not realy believe it but she acts it when she presents her self to PENTRATION.

 

White sticky cumm

 

Young master that white stuff that cummms out of the end of your dick , makes the most fanstastic thing in your life …. The events that create that white sticky stuff are fun the girl you will enjoy making the white sticky stuff with I hope is your very very very good friend some one you realy realy realy like so much that her happiness is in reality more important that your love for her ! ( stick that idea in your brain  )

 

What doe3s white hot sticky cummm make , well it makes babies ! and last night I gott to enjoy one of the few more weeks I will have with my lil’est one close by , he is not quite yet 2 years old , not even two ,,,, and yesterday evenings visit her slept the whole time ( he has a cold ) like so many times before when I bring him home and taken him out of his car seat for his few hours of visit with his Daddy , he cuddles up into my arms tucks his head under my china nd beard and goes straight off to sleep before I can even carry him inside , and like the first day I met this FANSTATIC  thing my white stuff made , back when he was about 8 months old , he curled up on my chest and slept his visti away ,,,, with me singing the same lullabyes that I sang to his two older brothers and one older sister ,,, who all spent many a nap on Daddy’s belly being a belly booskie ……..

 

That is what you cum is good for , but will your fanstatic thing live the life like you ,,, was your family dysfunctional? Like the average? Were your parents stressed , was mom nuts having to be responsible all the time ,,,, the benefits of the sisterhood of a poly family … was there ecomininc stress because your parents were slave to THiNGS , ? was there much worse going ? was there divorces also , fitghts , and that feeling of being ripped apart by your love and loyality to one parent of the other ?

 

Oooooh the fairy tale of love ! for 99 out of 100 the above to some great extent is reality …….. this is love? I would rather realy realy realy like someone very very very MUCH  , than to hurt them with  my love .

 

So for a few short more weeks I enjoy my fantastic thing ,my son ,,, then I go ahead of him to create the ALTERNTIVE FOR HIM and his brothers , for his sisters also …… the choice the evidence trail that he can follow ,,, if his FREEDOM OF CHOICE leads him that way … or her way ……. I seel my piece of the Jesne beach post card leave a profitable business to , start from stratch ,,,, once more . to prove to him JUST DO IT ! . 

 

Nothing I hate more young master than to hear you tell me that NO ONE WILL ……… GIVE YOU A JOB ! …. Like I telll you over and over fuck the begging! For you also young master I go out once more to prove something . and you will read about it and have to say to yourself that you are not man enough to complete with this old man ? huh? Is that what you want ? to be less than than ME ? I think not ! I still have more faith in you than you have in yourself young master ! dumbass!   

 

Dipshit , my friend when you call my house and you say that you are interested in the Tao ,,,,,, I wonder what your espectation is in using the WORD …. Like getting the job , like buying the land like building an laternative life style with new hopes and goals for the total family unit ….. it has to do with the thinking you do , and your EXPECTATIONS …. See the Tao is just a word it is a word for the spirit the majic of the scientific word INFINITY …. I gotta get you to FEEL again Abraham-Hicks mumbo jumbo …. But the pearls of the guidance in your feelings , and thinking for yourself not limiting your thoughts because of the PRGRAMED  shoulds you have been filled with by people like your friends and media … an parents if you truly have interest in the TAO , then think for yourself for a while do not follow me , read , plan dream ,,, FEEL ,, truthfully FEEL what is in you!

 

Realize how much things like SMILES , really mean to you , then realize that creating smiles builds that good feeling in you , the pride of doing something that creates smiles , is what you really like to do ! and the easier fastest way to change that idea into money is to realize the idea of a service industry job ! which will mean you will have to let go of the EGO of whay your friends will think …….. whay your friends will think ,,, it is time to GROW UP out of the teens years , that animal JUVENILE STATE . where young males band together before the create their personel territory that the females will judge them on and choose who they will settle with for their life and mating …. For LOVE …. Where is the Tao in this ,, it is everywhere in it!

 

 

The newer blow job

 

Young master , expectations and realizations , in yur life right now I betcha are about , what you want ! life is pretty good there is that balance of having fun and getting pussy and well there is not the urgency for any commitment or planning ….. yep yep yep , ohhh boy I do remember those days . the days of watching her taste my dick , like I was a new piece of candy to watch her caress my cock with her tongue for to watch her breath my sexual scent and relish and enjoy the act of me enjoying the blow job . the hooter I got the hotter she got , just you when she gets horning and wett .

 

But the tuffing up period does come actually it is , and has been happening since the first few break ups ,,, each left their learning that caluos the little toughness of skin to help when you encounter the same event again …. But the newness of sex , the experiementing with the pleasures that she enjoys providing for you …. That hard dick is such a wonderful toy to a girl when she feels free to enjoy it without … without expectations on your part with out judgements ,,, of being forced by her own mental have to’s …. When she herself starts to realize that she has sexual freedom of choice ,, then your dick is such a wonderful toy to play with ….. yep that is a fun time for both are you experiencing that now ? I hope so , but how about the pain of the break up of that relationship ,,, did you feel for her and in her new freedom she left … did you feel some confusion yet the next girl , covered up that feeling …….correct….

 

It got covered up like the feeling of her sucking your cock would cover up the feeling of being tired from working hard all day as a carpenter or laborerer …… as two young bodys happy and non judgement about their looks or sex appeal relax ,,, and enjoy the sensations that are our NATURLA RECREATIONS ….. it covers up , the ac tions of the mind as the mind is creating with out your knowledge , TUFF SKIN ,,, and expectations of failure .

 

Bummer me and my GLOOM AND DOOM …. But the expectations are there and they effect the out come because , whay you think about has a away of coming true …… your expectations come back to you . the compounding of experience till the point that you no longer realy notice what you think but it is what you experience …. Because you deeply expect it .. the power of thoughts . so why RESIST  what is a fact of how your brain works ?

 

Why not understand it as CONTRAST ,, and build solutions to a problem , create something new for you in your KITCHEN of the universe … so that the new , blow job will be as much fun as the old new blow job was ….. the blow jobs you are experiencing for the first time now ….. that is what your reading of my blogs is all about to , help you realize the “ what is happening “ of your current happenings

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Ok so think allow yourself to think dumbass , soon as you start to realize that you are learning about girls , changing the way you expect things to happens , starting to lose the hope of LOVE m and start to just use every girl for sex and only sex …. while you play at other activities , with a good supply of available pussy to satisfy your need while you explore living …..  this is the creation of the tuff skin . and girls are experiencing this too , for them it can be the expeience of being TOO PRETTY ,,, TOOO SEXY ,,, it itself creates a certain expectation ,,, it czan be a girl who is what would be considered to PLAIN ….. tha creates expectation in her ….

 

AHHHHH EXPECTATIONs ….. what do you think the expectation are for the “ fate au complete “ what are the expectations a girl will have ehen they meet and INSTINCTUALIST  master ?  when you have created a life style so , out of the norm yet so , comfortable and ntural , and and you have 3 tents , 3 single family homes already there , the expectations the thoughts that willl circle around in the mind of the female whose nature is that of the CAT , the curicousity … what is natural fo male or female humans to seek knowledge and understanding ,,,,, that part of you that wants to show its alternative side with Tatoos is what also drives you to learn about a wide range of things ….. she will WONDER  about the concept behind the benifts of being part of a sisterhood …… the drive to understand to try it !

 

But without the homes it is just MASTRUBATION …. The subtle dynamics do not act in the beinfit of both ….. so , keep reading dipshit ,,, and if you got my guts , act ahead of me , use that wonderful mind to create even before me ….. have some fucking uts and prove wome fucking skill in creativity . because she wants to KNOW !  she likes sucking cock …. She too has that TUFF skin of experience , alevel of expetations , that you are just like everyone else ….. but the hard facts of www.isntinctualism.org …. THE OFF grid life the 3 real homes etc …. The idea of NOT WORKING A JOB  more than 1 day a week and having a 6 figure life style ? huh ? so much to have done .. and ready so that it is not just talk ,,, but a reality that she can jump right into and suck on …… she can relax into the newer blow job like it was when she was a bit younger , when sex and life was brand new ….. a time before JUGEMENTS AND  experiences . a 6 figure lifestyle ,,,,? Now think first dipshit what is the moey about it is about buying a smile .. your own smile and often your smile is created when people you like are smiling ….. hmmmmm ….. the $$$ I only a tool of smile creations ….. a 6 figure life style does not mean the need ofr making $$$$ … but having the smiles that 6 figures normally buys ! 1 day a week ? 1 job 1 day , yet 3 or four cash cows means never really working at a job more than 1 day a week , no! boredom or trap !

 

 

Camel toed pussy peeks

 

Young master , why do they do it? Ohh there is a reason because all you need to do is compare girl when they are in different stages of likfe and relationships and  you will find they no longer ACCENDENTALLY allow camel toes to form when they are in comfortable relationships that they like ….

 

So the camel toe is ADVERTISING …. But the result for us is , the rush of sexual fansty and thus the flood of the drug Testosrone ,,,, and the altered state the drug induced state ,,, of NOT BEING ABLE TO THINK , the effect of the Big T is to clear the mind to ready the make animal for fights or fucking …. It helps us focus and be tasked oriented where the girl human ape is left with floods of varying thoughts we luckly have natural food of The Big T 24/7 which help us to clear our mind and become less confused by random thinking …

 

The Goals then can be worked on PROVEN instead of talked about … talking the fore-tay of the female , they evolved in the cave talking about things with the other sisiters the other wives ,,,, while we silently hunted or protected out in the woods …. Girls commucted in the fields constantly like animals so that if a predotor showed up the ALARM the alert of talking of sound would alert all the females and insure the survivila of the group to run back to the cave and ALERT me to arrive and kill the preditor which means I like the preddetor must be HUNTER SILENT …. Focused on a life and death GOAL .

 

And this has to do what with the pretty little camel toes so many girls sport for us to think about ? well it is a hard example of what I sdeeply happening in her mind … it is evidence of her desire to be SUBMMISIVE ,, yes it is , she wants to be taken ,,, she is asking some one who is of the quality that I want PLEASE COME TALK TO ME …. She may say NO NO NO but she wants to open those legs let that pussy breathe and be played with and then fucked over and over …..

 

So when you do talk , why are yur numbers ,,, YOUR LUCK so bad so often , well because of your expectations your thinking , the past being replayed ,, now your past is based on the you ,,,, the self esteem of the you built in your teens , that you have compared to the FREAM STATE of media advertising ,,,, the perfect male ….. as described by the repetive images you have been fed … the perfect image that ends up in divorce most often , again it is the facts the DATA …. The image that buys and buys ,,, that is is invovoed in the ecominc slavery system of buysing happiness thur getting the MO BETTER …. More and better stuff .

 

Now dipshit , your talk is one thing but your actions are the truth her camel toe is TRUTH ……. Graphicly telling me she is advertising some ONE NEW .. still trying …. Until she finds contentment or JUST GIVES UP 1 AN D SETTLES , to live the life os silent desperation , the female equal to what we live neither realy thinking about the vest choices of alternatives ,,,, the vast kitchen of infinty we are supposed to create . the expanding universe that leading edge creative thougt forms are to make , into THING ! OOOH I AM GETTING INTO  toaism again the meta pysichal , do not get trapped in just the REAL the atomic world remember the balenc of mind body and spirit ….

 

Dipshit what is your truth , what is your action ,,,, ? what are you studying ,,, porno? Are you stuck in the fansty of DRUGS yes it is self generated drugs as powerfull as any street bought drug and just as addictive , in fact used to often it will lead to the lessening of the enjoyment of real sex …… because you can alter your stroke in a way that is instantly gratifying while fucking or reicieving blowjobs is much more vaired …. And often not quite right like your hand will do with out you even thinking about it …

 

What else , do you care about the future that some day you will want to have a FANSTIC THING IN YOUR LIFE ? kids ? how about a relaxing work life ,,,, how about recreations ,,,, in fact the average does love fishing  and building sit ,, and farming their own land it is in your nature , it is much more natural than going to the bar … the bar is something you do because you have never thought about anything else because you never realized your total options ….. dumbass it is your life ,,, your choices ,, and they are effected in the end my your actions ….. your gorals your plans .

 

Howabout if you were the ALTERNATIVE guy that this camel toes advertisng sweety walked by ….. she came into your 10 foot circle ,,, you an instinctualist male , who now no longer views himself in terms of the ADVERTISED MODEL OF MALE ,,,,, maybe you are the male she is wanting not to say NO NO NO to , but she can not if you do not talk ,,, what are the current expecatation in the mind of a man who has taken an alternative life path ….. his self comfidence level does he need to find it in a bottle of beer like every one else?

 

But it starts with plans and actions ,,,,,, and that is pre dated with comparing contrasts which give rise to desire for changes and then studying options and solutuiions . then the actions …… 18 months of hard work then you never have to work hard agin but work because you find fulfillment ,,, it is a change in life style the thinkig away from the trap of industrial dependence . go to www.instinctualism.org , explore the ideas of building an anchor life , think about your body and the earth from which all foods grow …. And they GROW EASY WITH OUT MUCH HELP … real fucking human food which when you realize is your natural foods that feed the pussy behind that camel toe also , when she becomes excited about becoming different and the oppurutunity ……. The new plans , to make a little cash but spend most of her time with her firnds and family her sister hood and you and the mother of us all ,,,, mother nature .. in the evidence of your action ….. the compound ….. thnk dumbass , use that brain be open to your own power .

Her 60 second climax

 

Young master , evry thing can be brought down into the smallest parts then the grand THING will not seem so daunting so grand so impossible , now her orgasim well that is grand but not daunting yet at time it can seems allusive , that is her own combination of hormaone states and mental stress ….. her body goes thru monthy cycles of receptivity and replusivity  and so does her ablitly to climax easily change ,, thank god most girls understand our GOAL oriented nature and give us the satisfaction of the fake orgasimn so we will stop pounding them ….. they in fact some days feel just fine in knowing that they were used as the object of my sexual relelase to provide that is satisfying as a good climax some times . this idea is on www.instinctualism.org

 

But back to the 60 seconds of her climax , for example using a tool a vibrator if you keep it sationary still for like a full minute that area of her pussy will get numbed ….. and you defeat the purpose of using the tool . and even those times when she is on the edge and she needs the continued contact or type of stimulation if you were to count out the seconds of that activity ( bery hard to do while enjoying the moment ) but if you did you would find out what seems like forever is actually just a minute ….of course there are those times that you are diriving your fingers deep into her and the angle is just wrong and your fore arm is crampong , but she is so close you do not want to stop but you want to seee and her her cummm ( just like she likes to see hear and feel you throb as you shot your whit hot cumm in her pussy …. The same desrire and pleasure in providing for the other … CREATING SMILES … 9 HUMAN NATURE IS BASICALLY GOOD 0  welll during those series of 60 seconds you are not actually providing exactly the same action no you are varying the action so again ,,, it can be brought down to the smaller 60 seconds of each type of movement .

 

Now dipshit building a house is the same thing , it is just like stacking blocks to a 3 year old , each nail the gum shoots , is an INDIVIDUAL 60 second action , each PVC JOINT YOU GLUE IS AN indiviula action ,, each wire nut you twist is a 60 action ,, added together thinking and concentrating on the 60 you experience you will eventually look back after it is all down and go wow     ! fucking hell I built a fucking house all by myself , because dumbass , you are smart enough to follow simple directions to do the actions involved in each of the 60 seconds steps , yet to look at the  WHOLE  house it semms over whelming .

 

Building a business is the same thing , the realization of of ,,, that your h uman nature is to enjoy creating smiles and people love to receive that … and that you can do each 60 step well when you stapy focused on that 60 second step … with tha confidence you do another 60 second step with a DEEP LEVEL OF INNER CONFIDENCE , now ,, why because it is no longer a big thing but a series of little things you are good at …. And that confidence when you describe to a client in 60 seconds what service you provide for them so they will have a smile created by you for them which , in the end is the YIN AND YANG of human interaction and commerce . your self employement income will grow 60 seconds at a time …

 

Next is to the simplifaction of living well , living in an organized space is comforting you are less stressed with the nagging deep thoughts of I HAVE THIS OR THAT TO DO or where is this or that .  but to look at your dirty messed up house and life it is as big a projct as building a home , well dumbass , start the proving right here … the proving and realizing of everything above I have written , when you go into your room an look at your bed a ll messed up , a small part of you is feeling messed up ,,, if it were made you would not have to look at it and say to yourself , sub consciuoly 9 I SHOUL HAVE MADE THE BED , BUT I DID NOT I AM A SLACKER 0 … so prove this , start counting ‘ ONE , ONE THOUSAND , TWO ONE THOUSAND THREE ONE THOUSAND “ and so on and start to straighten up the bed ,,,, straightern up , not a full amiking of it , but a simple everyday like straightening up , move the comforter back , pull the sheet a bit not fucking perfectly ,, then pull up the comforter again not fucking perfectly , but it will be a whole lot BETTER  than the mess you started with ,,,,, and count while you do it , it will take 20 to 25 seconds . and later when you walk back into that room, you will feel better about you and your life ,,,,

Next 60 seconds , pick up your clothes toss them into a laundry basket hidden in a corner of your room , put the magazine on a dresser pick up the dirty glass and palte and walk out of the room again now the room is cleaned in less than 60 seconds , and how may rooms should you realy have in your personal life DIPSHIT ?

 

Bed ,living, bath, kitchen/dining ….. wow four fucking minutes a day and you have a clean life ! stress fucking free  well dumbass when it comes to growning food in the compound it is the same thing it is made up of a minute here and aminute there ….. nature really does the reast ,,, understand the yin and yang of mother nature , you say to a n apple tree here I will start you off in great soil I will protect and feed you and you will grow happy strong and feeed me and my familys , and guess what the apple , peach , plum , pear , almond , walnut , hazelnut  , cherry , nectarine , black berry bush , blue berrys , etc etc etc , will all say thank you for turning on the water …. Turning a valve 60 seconds …… walking around the yard with a back pack sprayer , mixing the formula with water 60 seconds , walking past each tree , 60 seconds ….. done onver , basic human food is always available to you and your family for fucking ever buy commiting to a simple series of 60 second step ,,, and YOU LIVE STRESS FREEER ! ….. if you want dipshit it is choice , you can stay living like you are a ecomonic slave like your mom and dad did  or put a series of 60 second steps into you daily or weekly life ,,,, the growing of food is more a weekly thing ,,, the four minutes of self organization … is well four fucking minutes you waste that much time sitting like a vegetable watching COMMERICALS on tv , you waste that waiting for the computer to down load , you waste that at a fucking ReD LIGHT  in trafiic ……

 

It is all about 60 seconds make sure to move that vibrator around shit the angle just a little it is now a newer experience 60 seconds plus the last 60 seconds and the4 anticapaiton of the next 60 seconds an you will get  that climaxing hot wett pussy which is even more sensitive and fun to fuck ,,, forcing her to have multiple orgasims actually , hurts her , yet is  fun for her …..think about it dumbass

 

My bigger tits

 

Young master , well first feel you attraction for tits , understand the DNA nature behind TITS what is their real purpose ? is their purpose 13 million years ago when mammals were younger on this planet was the purpose back then when titis distinqueshed us from Dinosaurs was the purpose a Breast to be displayed in a Designer Fashion Blouse ? So that 1 female can sho some sort of $ status when her other female friends look at ther .. was that why tits showed up 13 million years ago?

 

But tits have become like aCyrstal China display ,, something to show off as a MATERIALISTC  posseision …. Someelse to worry about to have a ddep constant feeling of stress about , because with each possession that you own you fear it’s loss , at a Sub C level it is a constant stress that needs insurance , and if it is lost your ego will be less that it is now , you are less . hmmm think about it her tits once operated on are now a deep level of worry about whether the operation needs to be re done some year , will they cause her cnacer ? etc etc ……

 

Now , animals so use things to attract the opposite sex , large tittys are very strange in the animal world we are on of the 3 out of millions of animalw whose females have large tits when they are not feeding a baby …. That in itself is strange …. Now some birds look at the nests to see what strange shiny thinkgs are in it before they choose a mate ,,,, some insects also glur tiwigs to their bodys ,,, but in HAREM AMIAMLs ,, it is the quality of the territory and that in reality if you were to study it has to do with HUSBANDRY ,,, instinctual husbandry .. even the predator his hunter takes the disease out of the herds creating better health among the animals ….. the wild boar who brings his favorites seeds back to his territory in his shit so that his local territory after a season or two is rich in his favorite foods that he foraged from far and wide ….. and if his taste in foods is the same as a girl pig looking of a DOM a mate , then she will pick him ….. OF COURSE  the beauty of him is important if he is eating good meat from a herd which he harvests from the Lion King is healthy , if the pig is eating ggod foods he too is healthy and looks good a shiny coat of fur . The Grolla our very very very close relative , also looks best when he has a great big stand of wild celery to eat from ( remember that big powerful ape – we are apes also – is a vegetarian – apples peaches pears plums cherrys and nuts all foods easy to pick by an animal that walks on two legs alsong with the eggs from the nest of birds in those trees …. Real huma foods , the fruit trees and with free range chickens )

 

But the deep stress you feel about the manufactured Ego items you carry around thru out life , does not realy in the end serve you once you GENERALLY leave the Grredy life of the city to build a compound , the friendship and family and the pride in the territory you maintain and create is much more important , the view of watching your Belly Booskies going out in the suhshine safely breathing fesh clean air in a safe neighbor hood to feed on sun warmed ripe strawberrys , and tree ripe pears ,,,, the playing and running of them , the smiles of of ththier mommys and ths sound of friendship between the moomies who live less stressed in NATURE that you created and manintain ….. that my friend is LIVING THE TAO !

 

Yet you will want to enjoy the world of the city from time to time , but why depend on the COMPETION of bigger titis or a bigger truck or fancy cloths , depend on the acceptance of strangers , to get your personel power and Self Esteem ? why ? why worry which you DO ! yes you do ! you may not notice it until now but start to feel the deepest of worry you carry 24/7 while you live with your Esteem tied to posseions … like her bigger tits , or your bigger boat … or how well you can bag your pants or how many tattoos you have or how big the hole is in your piercing ? always with some one else bigger and better than yours ,,,

 

While in fact you should create a world of your personel likning…. A herd of strong healthy feed animals your lion nature can hunt from , the shitting of seeds in the land you own , the planting of trees, the digging of your recreation and food producing pond , what catfish ? fresh fryed to your liking or is it large mouth bvass of hybrid stripers , the fresh egss gathered from the roost boxes you placed in the tree line where the lfock of wild free range chicken feed from you wood land , and the fresh human foods ripeining in the sun , and then gathered and dryed in a solar cooker for the winter season , to be made into peach tarts , apple turn overs ,,,, having the time ,, having the world created so that the girls can work 1 DAY A WEEK and have the cash they want for things they like to purchase , in balance yes have nature and have the cash for enjoying some city life , leaving much time for each girl to live life and create ART ? yes why not let her create arts and crafts and sell them but with out the stress of depending on it for her income , making art fun .. separating …. That is what Master training thru www.istinctualism.org will provide for you , the chance soon to experience the compound and hands on training in every aspect of creation and life style building , then it is FREEDOM of choice ….. you do not get in line to supplicate to some chick with fake tits like the average frustrated chump ….. no you are the Dom with something they can not get in the world but she may want and you allow freedom of choice …. My way , no more your way … it is freedom of choice …. You young master creating a stabilized environment that can and will be destabilized by letting the greedy spriti of eve to , pollute your creation ,,, it is Freedom of choice over and over …. Only 3 girls out of how many thousands of girls in your towns and citys ?   100’s of thousands and you just want 3  who GET IT !

 

 

Fuck me , fuck ME !

 

Young amster that plead , or demand ( yes coming from some girls is sounds like a demand , this girl has become a Dom by default ) that vibration that sound as her desire builds and her nneeds ,, her animal needs start to control her once more , she expresses her DNA nature the , nature of the PENTRATED … hear that word .. pntrated , she is a receiver …. She I less with out you … she NEEDS you . and who and what are you ,,, are you not just like the plastic dildoes only in truth smaller thinner than many dildoes ? why does she NEED YOU?

 

WHOO ARE YOU IS  the pentrator ,,, the active …. The Dom … she submissive by design so that her target can be PUNCTURED … pentrated . you are not the size of your cock you are a whole PRESENCE of activity and desire which gives her the understanding that she is worth something in this crazy world ,,, this world where programming keeps telling her and she accepts their judgement , the TV advertising keeps saysing she is lacking she ,,, needs to add something to her so that she will be viewed by other human as a worthy person , so buy you fucking her you getting hard her inner animal feels WANTED .. the banging of your body against hers , the way you grab her waist to drive your dick into her while you PUPPY fuck her ,,,, is a commuccation form ….

 

Ohh commucation forms , I have been reading Eckerd Toll with Debbie ( actually she is reading and when something is interesting she will read it out loud to me ) well this artist writer commuctes in a great Fashionalbe manner , with words that excite the pride of the reader … you feel so fuckin fancy to be in the click of reading such shit ,,, ooops it is not shit , the message is the message of the ages , the deep message is that you are NOT YOUR MIND , but the animal … you are the toa coming to experience living as a human animal … and part of animal life is SEX …. Not thinking and thinking and thinking to the point where you think about the thoughts of thinking living in unreality of minds and words , like Zhauanzi talked about the trap of words …. Now the www.instinctualism.org ideas are about getting yo9u back into balance with nature ,,, and that means sometimes , the discomfort of learning to be natural once more to give up the ADDICTION to the grocercy store maybe and the restaurant , sure balance things ,, keep the ecomony going for sure but you as a 1 ,, of 1 of very few , you sweep your own door step by changing your actions there by changing your world your vibrations , and your section of the wrodl and the world is a lil better ,,, do not say , well let them ,, let someone else do it first then I will follow , that is not YOU YOUNG MASTER … if yu are truly master .

 

Onnn back to Toll , well he is popular his art is a fashion and he sells a lot of ideas ,, great for his ideas are good , guess whay I FINNALY HAVE A PUBLISHER …. I need on that first retail some people to write their reviews of my words , GOOD BAD OR UGLY I want your true feeling ,, did I spark a new thought in you ? if so SAY SO ! an I impossible to read ? ( fine I accept that I never said I was a writer ) but , go to http://www.lulu.com/content/2019732 and write a short review , if you have read all or part of TWISTED INSTICNT or my blogs which is a part of the total series ….. I thank you in advance .

 

Back to you thinking about her sounds of desire ,,, and the importance in the poly life , the girl who will want to change who will want the alternative , will commucate with you during penetration , she will express her deepset submissive nature and need you to take her to use her for your pleasure for that is the YIN AND YANG of the human DNA ,, the reason why you a thought of the infinite unlimited stream of poosibleity , of ideas , you came form the toa into form to beome a THING , a human dependant on other thought forms who make up the atomic world , they experiencing the being ,, the being ,, the xperience of being and ATIM ,,, how can you an INFITNIY long lived consiuosness of you ever know aht it would be like to live the life of a tree except by truey be a tree or a worm or a bee or a carobn atom , or a human … the total parts and palyers that make up the ADVENTURE of a bing a single thing … out of the all possible things in the Tao . ]

 

And this brings you back to the sounds of her sex , which will create the baby that you compound will protect feed and allow the baby to grow up healthy and safe with 3 moms who are not stressed by the constant demands of PROGRAMING , to be what she SHOULD BE ., but she can be , they can be human females with a male living an INSTINCUTALIST  life like the DNA in you calls you to do … think for yourself dumbass and oooh yes go write a short note of your           POINT OF VIEW AT ….   http://www.lulu.com/content/2019732

 

 

In pumpkinheads room

 

Young master do I write to you ? does it matter if you read this , ? yes and no , because you are pumpkin head , boyboy and peritio and booskie , you are m kids  , I was in your room pumpkinhead , that room that you spent so much time in TIME OUT  in …. And I wondered what went thru the head thru the mind of a 4 year old , why was daddy so stressed why was life so hard , why did everything you did seem  wrong some times well alteast the times that you were in time out ? and I that room , I nned to pack that room up now , get everything ready to move on , to create a newer model .. of living for you .. so you have a choice .

 

Why , is the stress in the life of tha parent transferred to the kids , how can it not be , the parents who do lve the kids so much day in day out are fucking livng in stress and transefereing it to kids in their UN ABLITY , yes UN … ablity to just be DADDY or MOMMY … I read that article those few years ago about the school using 3 teachers in the class , the explaination that the individual child as well a s the teacher changes from day to day and in havng 3 teachers those daily challenges of personality of moods , can have expressions and understanding with the freedom of choosing which teacher to learn from that day , to have the suupoort of other teachers on those days that the stress of adult life just is tom much , yes we are loving adult humans , but we can NOT be at the TOP of our game 24/7 and this insane 1 on 1 this single family concrete box living is qwrong , for an animal that is a harem animal …. Again look to nature

 

Is daddy always plyful no . after a while his ears get sore , from being bitten on by the babies and he grolws …. Same with the moms , but in having multiple moms ,,,, having a dad living stress free ( oer atleast more stress free ) the abilty to give love , and not time outs is more likely ….. who cares if I sell books …. Should I write for that reason , or to bring up new ideas different ideas , not just FASHIONABLE , trendy Swanky ideas …. But to hopefully generate ,, deeper thoughts plans ideas concepts ,,, leaving FAIRY TALE BEHIND , in favor of … UN BROKEN FAMILYS

 

So I was in pumpkinheads room , having been 7 months since I seen my sons , because of the power struggle of women to prove themselves RIGHT at the cost of … of …. Of their children .  prove their greed to be right only my way ….. I have been wronged I am the victim ,,,, not my fault , it was the man who created the mess ?OR WAS IT ?  look back to the reason 1 on 1 was created and became the       law       . back in rome ,, why to create a tablity for women who maybe should not have EARNED the right for stability ,, the GREED of EVE as written into the bible a myth a parable a story to learn from , the fisrt thisnkign about what is happening to us as a human animal , why did we forget         OUR INSTINCTS . … how can a weak force manipulate subtly a strong force … like water carving out the grand canyon , water seems so soft so gentle and it cuts like cold hard chisel in time . the effects become irreversible … habits of thinking … etched in stone .. passed for mom to daughter allowed by father and son …..

 

Options and freedom of choice … ALTERNATIVES . in livng , in food , in housing , in power , in careers and arts , in sexual recreation and love and friendships and greed …. In the family unit . ahhh but to get you young master to get your attention by talking about that which interestes you and the subbies all around us ,,,, to do that I bring up sex sex sex ….. because it is our nature … our recreation .

 

My kids all broken from the others ,,,,  if I love then would I not also love that which they will ove and will they love their kids ? will they have broken familys living stressed in body and mind by demands of not understanding their lover by , the need of the $$ addictions ? and so wil they not also someday be lieing down in their childs room missing that childs smile? And wondering             WHAT THE FUCK WENT WRONG  ?  so to love punpkinhead is to love his child and to love that child means to foget greed  fashion , public acceptance , money and CREATE AN ALTERNATIVE .

 

 

Contented in hand cuffs

 

No young master a first thing , is that the metal ahnd cuffs even the fussy covered ones , are wrong! If the girl is up for trusting you then she is up for you to have good tools , get the Velcro cuffs , they are flexible and that will allow her to feel ! the fucking not the twinge of the paon of metal cutting into her wrists ,,, and you do want ti to be about PAIN maybe the taste of choclate verusu vanilla but proper creative sensation , just like eating straight powered coco is yucky and quality chocolate is sublime , so is the difference between the freedom of being restrained with flexible cuffs that hold her writs firmly and sercurely tied to her lower legs and you have such a pretty presented puppy to play with .

 

She can feel the spanking the teasing of her psuuy the desire build and zstruggle with all her might when you are fucking her holding the Hitachi on her clit directly pulliong the hood back she can stroggle with force that if she had struggled like that in metal hand cuffs they would cut into her wrists and ,,, take the fun out of being fucked like her deepest inner nature desries to be fucked

 

She wants this freedom , that her EGO has been denyed by being the “ I “ that Eckard Tolle writes about in his newer book , that “ I “ that associates her ddeepst inner desires with the un attatinable of freedom to be herself . for if she is herself she is no longer be a TODAYS WOMAN …. The hight of the Eve model from parables of old . the sublt control of adam in that adam did not want to be ALONE . so he ignored God and nature to have PUSSY  in his life and ate of the GREED so that he would keep Eve smiling ,,,, feel how you eat of the apple today young amster , feel also the tie you have to the things in your life which you feel are4 you ! again I refer to the words of Tolle who is describing in fancy words the same shit I use ,,, fuck you and disphit shit to get your attentions .

 

But that idea of alone …. I can remember in my childhood my mom chuckling about how lost my dad was those times he would have to come home to an empty house because hse and the kids were out of town , how loney he was …. She felt it cute . AHHHH the message of Adam and Eve proven in todays world ,, hell proven with me just this past weekend in a choice I made to throw away three beers ,,, I berate you for drinking , yet I have said I do choose to drink alone when I am in states of deep hurt and confusion … well Sunday I was alone like my dad was , I had done much work that day work for the family so was not alone since I had my family in my mind , like when I work Monday thru firday …. Like I found the REASOn for living was nore than just BEING PHIL of phil’s bait and tackle … that family was much more satisfying . so after working hrd , and still looking at Pumpkinhead’s and Boy- Boy’s rooms and knowing that I miss them so deeply and that I have to apck them up without seeing them one more time , leaving with out seeing them , because to see them willonly bring up the pain of the seprstion more acutely for them , they live in the bliss of mainly forgetting they have a daddy .. focusing only on their new family unit they have stability peace and the most happiness every thing I could want for them given the circumstances .

 

So , I choose to drink to take the edge off the FEELINGS of ADAM the loneliness ,,, now dipshit in a 3 wife compound instinctualism family woult that be reality very often .. how differently complex would the idea of being the GORILLA  tha protects the territory for the ahrem of females and children , and receiving the gifts of their sexuall submission as the compfrtable feeling desire to give it ,,,, a rises and stimulates her freedom , FREEDOM OF CHOICE ,  to want to be tied , to be fucked with a dildoe in one in minute and my hard dick in the next minute to be fucked from asshole to pussy back and forth till she screams shaking her head in a blend of orgasimic bliss and spanked sensations …… of freedom to express and yelllll and let the hormonial drigs wash over her mind brain and body ….. NOT HAVING  this for me , or her’s ( 3 ) left me feeling alone TRAPPED by the lifestyle of my fathers who followed like good warriors the rules of their generals the governments and releigons … without really deeply thinking . of feeling the contrasts of the emotional guidance system .

 

So to drink 3 and throw away 3 for be brings that deeop felling of being a liar , of not living up to the recommendations is spew …. But fuck I am just ADAM ….. taken from the garden because of the teaching of the past forefathers …. Because of the love fo family that Adam had and he FEARED being ALONE more than trusting in the concept that a GOOD EVE did exisit ….. does a natural EVE live or are they all only ,, the things they they OWN , again the words of TOlle ?fancy words which are so far remeoved from eve when she is tied with a dildoes ticking out of her pussy with my hand reaching down to keep it in as my hard cock is fucking her ass and she is screaming in SENSATIONS breatihing hard from orgasism after climx  , feeling the bliss of being the PENETRATED !

 

 

Contract pussy

 

Young master this day is the day of LOVE? Or is it a fashion and fairy tale event created by our SLAVE MASTER the thought form ecomony who itself hsve inteillgence different from that which we understand , likie we are comaparable to the beneficial bacteria of your gut interms of the life of the thought form …. Love is much deeper that the feel good drug of infatuations in real life it is a contract … in books like Slave Craft there is much reterence to the BDSM contract , even in the lvoning Dom and that great work of the Dom chick who felt her nature and became submissive , the link to her book can be found at www.instinctualism.org from the bating behaviors pages click the warning …. But to the contract and how , I think you should RECREATE IT …. Not just the BDSM but for the life of the love . the family because if there is going to be more than just some fun tieing her up and helping her to become FEMALE again ,, to become her natural self subbbie … then if it is just fansty and pay time then young master you are just being used manipulated once more …… and why should a GOOD MAN a yfine young master let himself be … used , when there is such a lack of men like you who …. Think for themselves , you are RARE young master , dumbass my friend , …. What you have to offer is important and something to be proud of ,,,,

 

So disphit let us understand the reality of contract pussy , which dtes back to when mankind first used contracts . it evolved and changed and I do not want to go over allt he hisoty I just wann touch on the ancient pratise  of contract pussy , it was a gift to the female as well ass to the males , insuring peace among tribes , and good oves for girls who understood in fact Zhauangizi made reference it . yet marriage of TTODAY is an example of one of the most cruel and ILLEGAL contract forms , so bindin as to be un inforceable in normal traditions ….. yet if you were to bring up a PRE nupe your future Miss would say , but why do you not LOVE ME ?   ahhhh the fairy tale in use for manipulative igornance when desired ,,, and when you go for the liscencse the government will remeind you ,,DUMBASS THIS IS A LEGAL CONTRACT NOT LOVE !!!!! dumbass go to the marriage liscense office and get the book you have to say you have read first beoffore you can get a liscense for marriage now a days in Florida ,,, and understand ,,,, it is nota bout fairy tales .

 

The BDSM contract is also not about fairy tales actually it brings both of you back into reality    why are you together what is really  HAPPENING . why does she feel the need to be herself and can she trust you to understand and care? Especially when there are so many weirdo males with fotos of themselves , ejaculating and shit on the web males who are so far remeoved from THEIR OWN instinctual nature as to Grope for human interaction thru ransty exclusively to the point of becoming warped ,,, agin the effects of TRUSTING THIS FAIRY TALE WORLD  as truth which the fairy tale IS NOT ! it is … skin ddp … looks not the person is the valued aspect .

 

In your contract one important point should be …. Child support … you are loaded 24/7 , it is not your fault she gets preganant she knows her cycle and SUB .C’ly chooses to open her legs to submit at the time of fertility …. The time you can not feel be she does , she instinctually feels and now jst because she knows the dates of bleeding. So if you are committed and have produced the life style and if she chooses to allow herself to get pregenant , then changes … then returns to the search for happiness of GREED  of I ,,,  of EVE … and the family breaks she leaves or wants to destroy your world , should it be your responsibility?

 

For much more of this topic of course explore the instinctualism web pages , to get contract and child support ideas of the legal aspect . it is very important to be real , because other wise you may get trapped by an Eve who has not really thought or felt her EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE system before letting herself creat life , a baby was just a fashion that she will now want you to PAY for … when you created a whole world , that was PAID IN ADVANCE  to provide for her and any children , yet a pre paid system not like the world of $$$$  so if she were to want to destroy things over the CARROT of materialism she will want you to alter your PEACEFULL world to create cash for her hunger of power . I believe deep in her is the instinctually loving person yet per programming the JUNKIE  the drug addiction of $$$ is so proigramed into many people se to cloud DNA happiness .

 

So contract , talking , having the compound as a STATE in advance willl , create a new subtle dynamics neither you or I  or her can understand till it is real . is it worth to experiement with ALTERNATIVES  not just fashion alternatives of tattoos or piercings and wearing black ? remember one thing I you created a ccompound once you can do it again , it is the gift of being a master that inner confidence . The reason the young Indian brave had to survive alone so that if he ever needed to create a world alone for himself and family he COULD . the gift of the 18 month tour of duty in the jungles of Ecomony.

 

Roman orgy

 

Young master what was the manipulation of Clauidus emperor of rome early on that created 1 on 1 , marriage , so that he could generate larger armys he illegalized SEX ! restricted HUMAN ISNTINCTS , yet remember in the end he was controlled by the greed of his wife who in the end murdered him ,,,, the basisi in part of the EVE myth was from Rome of this age 100’s of years before the use of Chrsitanity faith as population control ! oooooh DUMBSHIT  have you ever been sold a bag of shit or WHAT ? passed down from generation to generation , hidden in failry tales and hormone highs !

 

See they understood that when a male gets wife he wants to stay home ! it is instinct to be home taking care of his fruit trees and territorya dn fucking and plyng with the kids , the greed of the zking for more money and territory was on no interest to the average human , so , to insure that he got ARMYS the kig made marrying at the age of hormomal nature to be illegal ! thus in the amles sexual frustration he would fight harder kill better and make the king richer !

Well 1 preist went right on marrying humans agaist the law , and he was thrown in the Roman jail , and sentenced to death , while in that state of HIGH STRESS of being in prison , he was denyed sex of course and denied love and affection , well on eof the guards daughters who came to feed the prisoners and knew of what the preists crime was , was nice and kind to the priest so the priest fell in love , and expression of sexual frustration love without , touch …. And before eh dies he writes this girl and professes ROMAN – TIC  love ,,,, fansty caused by fairy tale desires that are un Requited due MANIPULATIONS …. And he signed it your Valentine ….

 

Thinka  bout the mental stress , thinka bout the greed of Calidus’s wife , have you ever realy learned anything about the amn Calsuidus ? he was a scholar , yet of course absolute power corrupts absolutey and his wife , manipulated this scholar , with common human love lust and drugs …. Ahhhhh the skill of  WITDHCRAFT . the understand of the power of suggestion of what we call Hypnosis today but pratised 2000 years ago ,,,, by very smart women who gathered power by amrraige and sex . ooooh the victim yes she was the victim …. The victim of walking thestreets? Like girls today drunk and dressed to be fucked and what happens they get raped !  by a male mad at women , it is a CRIME opf power the effect of subtle coercion and control over a life time expressed finally in violence …. It has less to do with sexual frustartaion that getting back at the accumulated female of the perp’s life . that only act as they have been subtly programmed to do since there was not other ALTERNATIVES , no real open disccusions about what is HUMAN DNA INSTINCTS ….

 

Think dumb ass  …… if you got the inteeligence and guts them amaybe even act ….. plan … produce an alternative . and I betcha you will be suprized at the fgirls who want to come and visit .

 

Or is it CUMM during a visit , I am sure a part of your own twisted mind is thinking that , and feeling it is nature , when I fact nature is that you care for her freiendshipt as much as her pussy …. These two are a different two important human aspects , once the ROMANCE is understood as deep mental stress expressions the nature of commited friendship and sexuall expression can grown in you , it will become that VIBRATION that Ester Hicks describes …. Comfortable and feeling RIGHT.

Last night I had again a time to watch a good looking woman , invest emotionally and sexually into the Fairy tale only to have it get crushed and then the depressions return to her face , a beauty she is so I know she knows that she can have dick all she could want ,,, from the men that were around last night , but it was not just the expectation of sex , she wanted something more form this new missing boyfriend of hers ,,,, did she want the security of his money , probably not she haas a job , YET having 2 incones is better more secure and being secure helps a person relax ( ahhhhh really understand the deep security of the isntinctualism plan the blend  , read the Free Food page and thnk ) does she want the friendship of a male in her life she has plenty of girlfriends but having a make is nice to have around ,,, and then the Cute lili’ smile she had early last night while talking with her girls friends about him , the hints of that he maybe waiting at home already , THE HORMONES RUNNING THRU HER VIENS AS SHE EXPECTS THE BLISS OF BEING penetrated ! ………. But the fact of him being missing with out the concern this night for being ROMAN enough to tell her where and why he is where ever he is ….. being ROMAN enough romoanitic , playing the GAME !

 

But look at her depression and tell me that male female relationships are GAMES  , it is this fairty tale of game that causes such day after day … pain and feeling of UNCONTROL  of ones own life , the deep stress that ages us humans ,,,, look at animals the all look the same age , ( wild animals not the humanized house pet ) they all look fit and healty , unti they suddenly age when close to time to TRANSFER back into the general state of TAO ….. why submit yourself young master to this ?

 

When last night also a few girls came directly to me to talk to ask , PHIL are you really selling that lil’ house ong PARADISE STREET? , will you not look back and say to yourself ,,, I did something stupid ?  and I have to discuss , living for the general betterment of my family the most truest job of a man and a father ….. and I am creating something not out of greed but in a MODELING  for my children to have an alternative ….. and for them , the girls who talked to me to look at and think about their own lives …. And then to see their body language the interst of their eyes , thea puppy dog look and attention that is described in Speed Seduction as an altered state similar to waking hypnosis ….. a wanting to be lead into something NEW AND DIFFERENT …. The direct statement of when you are settled . let me know what it is like so I can come and visit because the rumor around town is very  A-VAN GUARD  this life style you plan to form , different from just the Fashions of the PLAYER .  ahhhhhh tha is so nice to hear , it is this which really gives me confidence for you young master , not the girls who comment only about being tied up and finding a guy who will do that , but females who understand the total friendship package the sharing of a world and realizing the deepest of human natures ,,, re – discovering our INSTINCT .

 

 

 

Hypnotic submiisives

 

Young master , I talk often of “Abrham Hick s when I want to balance you , between the Body SEX , mind MONEY , and spirit TAO . I say look for the pearls in her wise words and understand she is here having the adventure of being an entertainer ….. for how can 1 infintie bineg tell another ininte being anything other than that which they already know …. But while we play here in theis adventure world a place with limits that are so believeable that you got who you are ,,,,, we do forget and she helps you remember usefull things ….. what does that have to do with HYPNOSIS …. Welll something

 

First there are girls who would love to have some one hypnotize them into being submissive , desire being controlled when in fact it is always just the relaxation into allowing the adventurere inside of you to experience that which , the EGO I self that personality you think you are that you show everyone else ,,,, you [put that self aside in the hypnosis and in remembering what happened in hypnosis the EGO sel;f has the confidence to incorporate the things it learned during hypnoisi if YOU … you really want it …

 

Ester says there is no SUB  C. mind ,,,, welll there is the infinite mind or awaress that is so large that it can not be crammed into a thing as small as THING ,, a brain is a thing , a thing that can experience events 1 at a time instead of everything all the time always ,,, that atae we are in infinity ……. The EGO self is the self generated by your choice of POSSENSIONS ,, this is mine ,, I am an owner or controller of this thing ,,,, you can ID me by me being the controller of this thing my thing ,, it starts to form ….. when the baby when you were like TWO and started to control things take possenion of a toy or activity and told mom and dad NO …… I the player of this game or toy does not want to stop playing and take a nap , or go shopping ,,,, I the adventurer ,,,, that WAS the beginning of EGO self ,,,, well like girls have many many ,,, compartimentalized EGO selfs , one that they show their mom and dad ,, who is still the good little princess ,,, who is not the dirty little slut who get fucked in the ass and enjoys it ,,, that is 1 ego self ,, there is the ego self of the work place that is strong adult and powerful to be the amanger at work she is not a 7 year old preincess ….. and there is the lil slut ,,, the DNA submissive she wants to be but can not find a good man or master to relax and trust with her complex life desires …… she has an ego self which she has when around different girl friends and society in general …

 

Now you dumbass , have much less in differences often between the self you ast to mom and dad when you are 25 ,and the self at work and the self you show friends and girlsfriends , we a re som what luckey to be able to be proud that we fuck our girls frinds in the ass and they like it and we can be proud of that in fornt of everyone ….

 

Now to the SUB C self , that self is the in between between  the self that is infinte and want s to experience an adventure of things and one by one events of time/space …… and the different ego selves … this sub c self is a clearer state of MIND FUCNTION … of TOOL use ,, the brain is not you it is the tool of the infinte awaress of infinty …. The area the SUB c , I swhere in a dream aperson can safely try out , examples of new ADVENTURES .. in a dream directed by a trusted person who leads them thru hypnosis … in the state they can become , the submissive girl the PENTRATED GIRL , of her DNA instinctual nature ,,, again the tool the body ,, the tool ….

 

So when Ester says there is nothing but shoice ,,, no SUB C or Consisius she is correct because she is talking about the infinte self mainly ….. Abrahan wants you to realize you are an OTTER  playfully here in this TOOL ….. this tool of atoms of time and space .

 

So what could hypnosis do for you young master well first it will help you get out of the PROGRAMING of your EGO self ,a nd to explore a great variety of EGO sel;ves ….. in the skill of leading yourself ,,, you could lead a girl who is earching for a little peace , one who is wanting to RELASE the trap of the EGO sel;f she has to live in front of family and friends ,a dn think for herself ….. sound interesting ?

 

 

Time to fuck

 

Young master I am drawing a blank on a word ______cycle , it is the idea of the inner clock , that DNA idea that you are designed to live from sunrise to sunset ,,, and while the sun is settinig we wind down , and make thet tent that area of new soft leaves like the gorilla does then sleep ….. what is that word ?_______ cycle ain’t it great to know that the ideas I bring up for you to explore to think about , that you are not being actually filled by PROGRAMING  again , since you know that I ain’t no! professional that you have been trained to respect and value their ideas , it has been a progeraming since you were tiny to respect , the Dcotor the proffesoer the book learned man …

 

Time to fuck when is it time to fuck? Especially after the kids show up , that terrifc thing you will WANT TO LIVE FOR  ., be happy to wake with the sun for . young master do not fear the changes that your HOT WHITE STICKY CUMM  will prodice , it will be natural and fun once you change the PRAGRAMED in parameters of life , remember it is NOW YOUR LIFE  ,,, to create you do not have to d what THEY SAY ! and still you can co-exisit with their insanity just not join in ….and you will have pleanty of time to fuck , but back to the relaxing cycles of living ….

 

I have had this problem with every relationship I have ever been in , and it is not fault , even though I in the past got mad , feeling that there was fault , but how can there be fault when there is no KNOWLEDGE of other ideas , I am lucky to have grown up as a kid living in the backwoods of cananda , 4 to 5 months a years , back in a cabin built by my family around the time of their fleeing the America n Revolution ,,,, no wires no rummin water ,,, I was lucking in my 20’ to spend a year and half in the back woods of Santo Domingo the RD . again no electric no water ….. and I experienced what my girls in my life had never ….. the bozo is me to expect some one who has never to understand the impssoble ,,,, like you the things I bring up are so foreign they are the impossible to you …

 

Now the truth is candle or oil lamps did not give light that was very usable , it was a thing that gave an estra hour to the twilight of the setting sun … it gave light as you walked to the bed room …. The was not addictive ,,, entertainment devises , to fuel that , need for constant entertainment to the point that human forget how to talk , or even just be , alone and interspective , like we have to learn later in life as we praoctise medtations . to regain that calmness of NATURE  to our INSANE life , of city living ….. the backwoods of my youth and of my 20’s from the tropics to the frozen north ,, the truth of night time activities were similar . …..

 

The kids live as the nature in them wants , as a kid , I went to sleep with out fighting it .,,,, it didin not hear the activity still going on after dark in the sound of radio or TV ,….. the child just goes off to sleep since maybe the only sounds the child would hear would be moans of fucking coming from a roon , the same sounds they heard while in the womb …. In the crib , that NATURAL SOUNDS OF HUMAN INTERACTION , some thing that signaled , night time and sleep time …..

 

But you think that people spent their money and energy staying up late way back when in human history this image drilled into your mind ffrom programming …. YES THE RICHEST MAY HAVE STAYED UP WIT THE USE  of candles like in the royal houses of Europe . the changes of candle during the break in an opera …. But the commoner , the 99 perceint of humans did not waste resources , be it the costly candle or lamp oil ,,,, of even fire wood to expand daylight into nite time very fucking day …..

 

In Canada there was a community bon fire every week on the water fueled by the drying of drift wood , to waste the energy of home fire wood just for light was insane ….. but us kids so comfortaqble in the idea of playing hard and sleeping equally as hard when it got dark would fall asleep on blankets around the fire while the adults socialized ….. again I found that same event happening in theRD. Not an every night activity so that the natural speepong and waking cycles were never destroyed ……

 

Now time to fuck ,,, having 3 wives creating for them stress free living , the have no need to create money for things like housing or electric or phone or internet hook up …… they can nuture themselves and their friendships and children by , nuturing nature … gorowning drying preserving the bounty of the world … so when yo add in your addition of the fishing pond and the free rainge chickens and hunting meat is again a non issue , how much money do they need for shamppo? Or tolit paper . or dish soap .. or tampons per week ,,,?honesylt 5 bucks …. So the girls works a job ,,, a job , 1 day ,,, she works an art 1 day a week ,,, she will end up with 100 buck per week to spend freely on whatever she wants ,,,, do the girls you now now have 100 bucks per weeks for spending moey go to shopping?

 

Time to fuck with desgning and their won desire to enjoy their lives they will take on ceratin important scheduling aspects also , the girls will lways have a sister to watch the baby while that female plays with youa and you with her …. Time to fuck ! ….. evey night as the sum goes down and the INSTICNTUALLY  raised child feels the call of it’s DAN to easly with out fighting go to sleep in its stress reduced living compound ,,,,, which is desgned based on the www.isntinctualism.org , the idea of their animal nature . you have time for that comfortable day after day , night after night one on one time with a girl who each of the 3 chooses to be the one , for that night without jealousy but as a thankyou for the SILVER BACK  gorilla who created the compound …. He desrives the tenderness of w a womans touch ,,,,, NOT THE GREED OF EVE  to own the idea of fairy tale love …. But for each to know that they say thoank thru their time and touch , the give and RECEIVE during this touch time also ….. the non everyday expection to be the one and only gives better ops’ for the building of sexuall expectations , the one who wants , or needs lots of day after day sex , will have it t, and when she needs alone time , the next girl will be in her own state of needing more that is normal for her , time to fuck ….. work only 1 day a week , that goes for you also dumbasss….. 1 day at 1 job , yet do 4 jobs and 1 day of art , and when the art becomes profitable , it becomes 2 …. Work for yourself so that you leave you home at 9 am , come back by 4 pm even though you commute 1 hour to the isanitly of the GREEDY CITY ……. Think dipshit ,,, do not just let that programmed mind accept the limits just because you have NOT YET! Not yet ,, lived an alternative .

 

 

Pussy likes being looked at

 

Young master , her likes of your desire for her packaging …. You hide your staring , but your energy speaks thur the meta psychical , the unspoken desires are yelled to ward each other , she for the desire to have a male pentrate her , she needs that there is nothing like the feeling of a hard engorged hot dick throbbing deeply inside her body but not just the cock but you yourself , acting out your pleasure by your thrusting in and out of that pussy , the pussy which wetts , in antication , which LUBRICATES , invititaion to PENETRATION . yt dumbass you do not talk to that cute young female you stare at silently clandestinely thinking that your body language is not felt and heard by her inner animal that she does not SEMLL you and at the DNA level she hears your desire to penetrate her …..  she too has that flood of drugs flooding her body creating shynesssw …. Because she too is expected ,, lining in shoulds and models created my MEDIA  “ am I pretty enough ? is my package good enough ? to end this period of having no daily male in my life her animal mind is repeating over and over as she waits for you to ,,, GROWL to shake a tree to show your strength ….. ahhhh but you have created a symbol of your strength  and advertising in your TATOO

 

That musta hurt , she says to open the conversation with you …. Hmmm interesting ….. the idea of PAIM the proof of your male strength in you permitting the sticking of needles in your body … shows strength ….. hmmmmm but I want you to think , getting a tattoo , creates a flood of endorphins a heroin type of drug self created highs …… escapes of reality and your real world while the needle stimulates that flood of self creates DOPE ….. does that show strength or addictions and the tendency for that male you ,,, to escape ?

 

Or would proof of really suffereing long term pain be better ? real pain , real strength …. The TOUR OF DUTY … in the military you would be in a form of lock down for like 2 years …. During your training you get very few liberty days , your tour of duty in this year after year age of ENDLESS WARS …. Very common to hear about 250 days with only 10 days of liberty , that is one day off for each 25 days ….. now that shows STRENGHT not , handleing the pressure of SEKF INFLICTED pain which is in reality just paying for drugs again ….. paying to have some flood your brain with high quality opiates called endorphins .

 

Dumb ass , I spend time in advace of the sale of my home the changing of assets which my pains have created ( falling 3 storys , walking on the concrete crawling away healing and returing to work , that is pain , but with no sysmbol to show the public bravery like a TATOO is supposed to symbolize , but the waterfront home on Millionaires Row does show something though ) the pains I expect from you ,, you creating the MASTER DEGREE , form UHK tech , a school of instinctual Taosit study . the unvierstiry of hard knocks . …. 10 acres within 1 hour of a good sized town tha itself is within commuting disitance  of a major regional city like Orlando , or Atlanta , or St. Louis or where ever you would like to live , land is only 2,700 per acres to 3k ….. 30k for ten acres ,,,

 

Now owning 10 acres that is a tattoo that most POSERS can not show . they can not muster the true inner stenthg to suffer the pains to create the savings to buy it out right , but why disphit? So many of you will suffer toatl control months of training then 250 days with only 10 days off , that is 250 , 24/7’s since wartime shifts are long and fucking people shoot at you with real bullets not video blips bullets . why , go there when you can do the tour of duty here , even working at the Oil change place getting 11 an hour , the a second job at 9 ,,,,, will net you 600 per week that is 30 k in the same tour of duty …..  

 

Ahhhh but the ink on your skin the same ink which makes you hard to employ anywhere where , you maybe seen by the customer , because ,,, the company image , the cleanness of the store , the cover of the book , the packaging is important , look at that pretty pussy the effort she puts into her package which you want to rip off to get to the wett lubricating pussy ….. but her package makes a lot of difference , the package the BRAND name of the bar you got to , the clothes we wear the shoes we own … the IMAGE . is very important and your INK limits where you ,,, a package that needs to make money can be displayed to make , money ,,, I KNOW YOU THINK IT IS UN FAIR  to judge the book by it’s cover , but the double standard is that you dumbass ,,, read books , companys clothes , video games ,,,,, girls , buy their cover all the time so WHY NOT YOU TOO ? you ink will limit you on auffering paim to create the compound , the RETIRE MENT  LIFE AT AGE 23?   ,,,,,, 18 month s 2 years , getting Master Degree from UHK … ( helll in fact do it an I will print you out a fancy piece of paper to show your parents , but I think the land ownership and 3 sigle family homes , the design that has natures food growing every where ,, homes that have NO electric bills ,,, and the whole thing     free and clear ,,, NO MORTAGE , like your mom or dad , who are ecominc slaves …. Wishing that someday they my retire ,,,,, you will do it in 24 months …… start here dumbass , find a bank where you can buy a US saving bond EE , buy a 50 , it will cost 25 …. During the 24 months no mater how many 10’s o thousands you gather never worry about return on invest ment , this is only a tool to safely lock away saving disphit …. Find the cheapest dive to live in since all you will be doing is sleeping there like a bunk aboard ship ….. the rest of the time will be working and , every week on day drink a 6 apks with buddys ,,, never never never tell anyone your plans , it is the jungle ,, and you are alone ,,,, not a gang member but the lone Indian brave , the lone male lion ,,, the instinctual male has to be alone for alwhile to prove himself , you just gotta be alon in the crowd ,,,

 

Ohhhh while this is going on , talk to girls … work the ten foot circle to don’t force the girl to ask you DID IT HURT ?  as she opens the coverstaion about your tattoo , why is she talking to YOU? Why do you think dumby ,,, watch their eyes ,,, as you walk thru the world when she does not want ….to ….. your eyes will not meet ….think for yourself about the meaning about the skills of not allowing eye contact , and allowing eye contact , then compare that to the starting of a coverstaion .  

 

Creepy old dudes

 

Young Master the saying “ 15 will getcha 20 “ is meant to deter wierdos like me , it is not meant for you …. But the importance of your concerm about sexuall legality , about date rape threats and law suits etc. etc. our new male reality ,,, another example of cohercion and control in subtle ways and the effects of this manipulation that women do and they really do not understand the long term effects of their actions ….. but back to your question why ,,,, is she chasing me?

 

Well it is www.instinctualims.org again ,,, it is her deepest inner nature , it is EVOVLUTION ( I can use that word again here in FLORIDA it is legal once more to say Evolution in schools … ohh how fucked up churches make us ) open your mind once more dipshit ,,, back to Chimps , bonobos and Gorilla ,, which do you think we are more like and why , which ape did we come from ? are we a grassland and shrubland ape who stood up to see predators , did we live in rock piles and caves there by learn to use hard tools instead of soft wood tools of our jungle brothers ? did living with the fire ecosystem help us understand those sparks we made while playing with rocks ? is that US ?

 

And when it comes to CUMMING  which type of dating of mating is more like us ,,, the chimp is a rape system to avoid in breeding the young female ready to mate STRAYS form the family territory allowing herself to be RAPED by the male gangs of the neighboring territory ,, thus being im preganated , she can sexually service her family father brother and uncles with out concerm that INSTINCT to avoid inbreeding …… ?  or are we bononbo ,,, who at night lives in acity of familys who split up to forge during daylight ,,, when the young girl becomes Ripe she hangs out near the most powerful older females and there by interesting the males of that HIERACHY to fuck her …. ? or are we the Harem of the Mounatain and lowland jungle Gorilla are we the thinner gorilla of the Savvanha ? and thus the young female who does not get raped by the protective loving siver back , who does not Rape the girls his wives but fucks then when they come to him for attention ,,,, in that safety does the young female when ready , after a few cycles maybe even a year of sexual frustration , does she not stray near the edges of her territory looking at the other older males to see who they are what they are like , is their land a quality place to live ? ……. And if so she enters his territory , where the male willl make HIS DOM SHOW , he will show of his tattoo , his power he will shake a tree , but not ,, not .. rape! And if and when she feels comfortable there that breeding cycle that month or not ,,, maybe next month maybe never ,, she will go to him groom him like she saw her mother do to DADDY , and allow and enjoy  his PENETRATIONS ,,’ S ….. what if she does like that male does she not again stray to the edge of another territory to check out the competion there ? what style of dating more seems antural for us humans , RAPE , POLITICS OR LOVE ?

 

 So of course she is chasing you , even at 18 your beard and boday size displays to her your association with a safe male , her daddy ,,, boys are boys men are men , but your confidence being that you also understand your personel wealth in terms of trust funds , exudes from you in confidence . , her inner animal while she is young still speaks loudly in human females , that is why young girls do act and seduce their teachers yet ,,, the hurch calls it the fault of the amle teacher …. If realy explored you will see the yin/yang synergry of human nature.  OHHHH yet because of the twisted instinct of us males in todays twisted world we males DO RAPE ! .

 

Ahhhhh , now the law is , a human cannot even have CONSENTUAL sex under the age of 15 in flrida , so , she is the 15 will getcha 20 even to her own desires …. To males her won age even , experiemental female play time would be considered a felony …. At this age … even thoug she had been breeding ready from 1 year past her first bleeding , NATURE , not our newer judgements based on building lives of ecomicn slavery which means getting dregrees and educations which cost $100,000.00 making sure a person enters adult hood a SLAVE . when did the 15 will getcha 20 start ?

 

It started again in ROME , actually before that with the wife of PHAROH , she had to make sure she had NO COMPETITION before she could produce a male ,,, male hier for PHAROH …. The presence of new younger wives wanting to get his dick ahrd ,,, was competition , the hierarchy of the bononbo of the GREED AND WEALTHY , but remember when we , tasted the APPLE of economy of money , of materialism ….. well can you piece it together ,,, the sublte control of the female thru her smile and tears ,,, again I refer to the time called the HORIZONTAL COURT  of French history . a good documented time where the women of court modeled the age while on their backs and knees providing and enjoying the recreation of humanity … SEX .

 

The current idea , stops the human animal from quickly finding that comfortable safe home , where rape does not happen . instead it favors the USE AND ABUSE of the power hungry , for their own personl gain with out concerm of the greater scope of human needs  . the ME FIRST  of the rullers of the tribal leaders which evolved into the building blocks that pharoh sprung up from that the greeks learned from that the ROAMSN copied and then hid in a most powerful force ther FEAR OF GOD !

 

So dumbass back to you and that cute cirl who is cahsing you , your worrying about every chick and wheter you need a contract with each girl ,,, I suggest again , to respct the law of the nation you choose to live ,,, like I say if you really wanta POKE SMOT …  smile pot , go to cananda or Holland different laws ,,,,, girls not of age well that is a felony …. And the fear of a girl changing her mind and YELLING RAPE , where you have ot prove your innocience because we are judged guilty based on , the last age of sexual manipulations and conhercions that have bredd rape into an animal that deoes not RAPE by nature …..    I suggest you print and file as much , text messages and enails as you can , look at the websites of the girls who talk with you , notice the amount of sexuall suggestiveness on their pages , and then make sure you , place something on your friends list to himt to the idea that you are and INSTINCTUALIST ,,,, hence her continued connact with you is with a male who advertises his sexual male DOM perpective , respectfully , yet proclaimed . thus it shows a level of consent on her part to be with you and infere the forth coming sexuality in your relations with her . … did I get the idea across to you dipshit?

 

 

Indian Tittys

 

Young master , oooooh the interest of the feeding glands of the female …… INSTINCT? This is two parts today , one is for you to release anger after the anger has done its job , which is to motivate you to creative ,,, creative ,,, creative ,, changes , growth of the experience of the TAO the all possible , moving possiblitiy into a form … a thing because of the contrast between whatch like and don’t like ,,,,, yesterday

 

I hate the idea that my childrem from one of my past marriages are forced , are in the middle , like a puppy dog called by two owners in some sort of competition for love ,SEE IT LOVES ME MORE …. Yuoung humans sense right fast where their bread is buttered and know they must show love based on the powers that be , because later , LATENT  hostility will cause stress back home .

 

I was expecting a moment of time when one of my childrem would not have to suffer this tearing apart a momonet after 7 months of not seeing as to not foster those events of tearing apart … I would be able to be his daddy once more . but the other side still not understanding this deep idea , made sure to be there to create that stress of PROVING LOVE AND dEVOTION thus propping their ego of that parental side …. ( I have no side other than the side of my childs peace and stability ) …… I understand I harbor deep hate ,,,, so I looked at the wall most of yester day and found a book on INDIAN TITTYS …. Native American tribes , cool thing was the info , the historiam used and tranmistted .

 

POLY family of course was very common , and , and , these tribes were FREE of MURDER AND VIOLENCE ! … as compared to the hieracrchy based tribes …. And something more cool was the reactions to this FUNCTIOANAL example of human culture was tha t it was desrroyed faster and more completety than other tribes by the FAGGOT PREIST of the Christ based faith .

 

Why? ,,,, fist understand , even in the Indian tribes the www.instincutalism.org . life style that existed birth defects happened , to be an animal born which did not desire to reproduce itself is a form of defect at a Genetic level . but instead of , doing like what we do now,,,, abusing that different human even murdering and being violent towardsthe person ,   a nautrual human lets live what is living respecting the SPIRITUAL tralever whose DNA does not want to reproduce , because who cares ?

 

US we , the moms( and the dads who loved the moms and were slaves to that desire )  of the past who created greed and power and EGO based world , that based worth on being BETTER than some one else , like two fighting parents over the kids …. Well a Gay child was tormented if not even KILLED , the proetectiv enature of the mom was to creat a way her child could live ,,,, and becoming a PRIEST  who did not need to like girls was a great plasce to hide you  A FEMENINANT  your gay child. And over 100’s even thousands of years of this dating back to tribal and Pharoh DAYS  there was a culture of secreacy , like today , where PEDIFILE PRIESTs TEST THE ASSHOLES OF THEIR young male believers to find the next friend and future priest.

 

Now having EMENCE power the control of GOD himself …. The priest the DEFENDER of the faith saw ,,, functional peaceful oving familys in the new world and ,, quickly and completey destroyed evidence of the ,,, burning the books and wiping the world memory of these functioning societys ….. the winner gets to re write history , Christ based cultures have always burned books .

 

So I found in this book the names and descriptions of cultures I had never heard of before ,a nd understand this newer book did not rely mainly on the historical basis which , most books have come from those of the writttings of the priest observer , but this newer hisotiriaon had , other streams of info from which to re create these lost PEACEFUL FUNCTIONAL SOCIETIES ,

 

Neat how the defender the priest  of the PRINCE OF PEACE , would understand he is seeing gods own design for HUMANITY living in peace ,,, living in a manner simaliae to the desgn of TWISTED INSTINCT available for pusrchase at http://www.lulu.com/content/2019732.... and quicly order his army to kill the EVIL SAVAGES …..ohh but luckly some of those same soldiers wrote their own descriptions their own POINT OF VIEWS … in journals and letters and today ,,, this year of our lord 2008 when it is finally lego to use the word EVOLUTION in the school system of Florida a cosmopolitian state in the Freest country on this fucked up earth ,,,,, today we can use this form of historical information to study the EVIL SAVAGES and srite newer texts for children to study from ,,, and SEE the trueth about human interattion is not …. Just … GREED BASED  dumbass first relaize the subtle programming of us the human race , next find the siver lining the good available in uncomfortable events , and last you do not have to join in on the fighting . peace dipshit allows more time in your day to enjoy those tittys which attract your atttnetion .

 

 

Eating an after dinner pussy

 

Young master the scent of female , the scent of her pussy , is exciting to your mind , the warmth of the air thick with hormones ( airborne sex drugs )   from between her legs as you lick her thihgs and tummy , that rich yet gentle smell of sex . the tang of the first few licks ….. the knowing that she is exciting and desiring attention . like an addict to a drug , well we all are addicted to love , to the chemicals that wash our brains during sex …. The feelong of your tongue the wttnees of it , is a touch so silky smooth you my not realy be able to enjoy on your cock since we get exciting by the violence of thrusting …. We often can not really enjoy the subtleness of the texture of her tongue on our shaft for example , but when the head of your dick is realy touchy you can feel that texture wome what ,,,,, but her clit , her clit which lives it’s life tucked under the hood , is much more able to decern the texture between being rubbed ruffly by

 

A hard cock fresh out of her pussy be thrusted back a forth against it , forcing that lil’ clit out of its hidden home of her hood AND THE FEELING OF THE RIM OF YOUR COCK HEAD FLICKING THE CLIT .  , or the fingers of a working man with out much lube , ruffly forcing the clit in air and the suffereing of our sand paper like sking , and the soft gentle slightly bumpy warm wett , TONGUE . passsng around and into the sensitive folds of pussy  the sucking of that clit out of its hiding ppalce . the movement of her body in response her direction and desire commucated thru this movement .

 

But I am shocked over and over to hear how you will not eat pussy unless it is , washed so clean that it is UNNATURAL … as if pussy were Drudgery , that word sticks in my head since it is how one man described sex … him a subbie to his mistress wrote in a poly site about how he wished his master/mistress would take on another male to end his life of drudgery …… wow have we all gotten weird …. That human recreation human friendship , human love is so unanatural as to become drudgery . and this goes for girl also they being the 1 and only love of their male in time , find being the 1 and only is a form of drudgery ….. see it is the greed and the forcing , the idea of being better than someone else  or more important that other humans , which causes all of us to ,,,, build these unnatural life styles . that become our own lives of slavery .

 

A 1 male 3 female life , allows for the idea … of when I am ready ,,, now you dumbass , are realy remady 24/7 , but luckly ,,,, NATURAL SELECTION favors the male ike me who , if he feels the girl does want his attention , and he feels the grooming of her , in us this gromming of the gorilla would more just be her close presence and gentle touch , her desire to talk , and be close encouraging my touch , and leading me into touching her more and more …. Without her having to be a slut ….. I do get the hint if the hint is strong enough … if I were to be realy realy over tired then , the female suprizingly enough is very bisexual by nature , they are deisgned to respond to the sexuall scents of her sisters and when this isn not looked down on but allowed to flourish naturally they enjoy the giving of pleasures to each other in frindhsip …. Licking each others pussys , to provide each other with skilled licking the senasation of human tongue massageing clit … while yes I will do it and like it , at times it is nice for a girl to give and receive from each other especially if it were not in the idea of ownership or drudgery , but from freedom and friendship …. And with the male around , the freedom of choice makes it more sweet and personel to interact girl to girl . with out hiding or feeling that the event is unanatural .

 

The male who does no understand this , welll , even 400 yearsa ago here in this land which was not widl and barren but full of humans living every where ,,,, and many many of them polygamous …. Those males who wanted well they created territories … they had a native word for it an idian word that resembles the word RANCH . the amles not interested , well , they would not create the stable envirmonet where girls could relax into a decent life of ample food protection friendship and mother/sister hood support and sexuall availability form a guy who naturall waS PREDEPOSED TO ENJOY LICKING PUSSY AFTER DINNER .

 

Again the old becomes brand new ,,,,, these freedom of choices that were not available to be even considered by the young of the 1960’s even in the beginning age of Free Love … the poly system was not realy understood the programming of Christainity was deeply driven into the minds of us as a culture I has taken time for things to evolve .. for us humans to learn the OPTIONS . to take time like you are now to think really think about your life .

 

University , is great becoming a professional is wonderful marrying tha fair ytale girl , is you are so lucky ,,,,, working that 9 to 5 in a profession of your dreams so cool , having a grand  $ a week as pocket money is cool , the idea of building your self image thru the purchas of that important item is great …. But also the idea of , taking off your bling , looking at your self as a HUMAN … finding that which your realy like , and letting go of the rest of material items …. Choosing a career where you get to change , the details of your work life everyday ,,,, this day I provide this service , tomoorow I do something different , I use different skills I produce a different art or prove my self in new ways PRIDE with out drudgery , yet the core of all JOBS ANE WORK is service …( HELL LICKING PUSSY IS ABOUT SERVICE , IT IS ABOUT ENJOYING THE SMILE OF ANOTHER HUMAN , AND KNOW WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND  IN LOVE )  so dumbass , to creat 4 simple service industry professions mean you do not have to generate so many customers , you do not have all your eggs in one financial basket , you can relax making $ but not worrying about having to fill a full time scheldule of 1 form of customer …. 4 different services ,,,, will allow you in a few short years to cull your client base out the CREAM OF THE CROP client , remember dumbass , natural selection very few men , have the guts or desire to be like you . young master .    

 

 

 

The body language of pussy

 

Young Master , to understand yourself ,,, realize you are first average , you are just like the other guys you should be watching sometimes , your girlfiriends have been like the girls those guys are MACKING on 94 out of 100 are average and guess what you are part of that 94 honestly when it comes to 94 out of 100 aspects of life , so even if your tattoos or those big holes in your ears , place you in the 6 …out of 100 , it is the 6 as it pertains to that aspect of humanity .

 

Watch a good guy who macks well , I was doing just that this weekened while we were watching some friends play music at a local tiki bar …. This new Yorker was so fucking classic in his presence ,,, he deeply understands that girls like sex , they want to be fucked ,,, as much as we want sex , females want it ,,, when they want it , the flood of hormones drive them insane ,,, and often into continuesing depression because of their own MIS UNDERSTADNING OF the biolongly of sexual drugs running thru their viens and how that ignoring it stresses them ….. NOW US WE ARE  in a 24/7 balance of having constanst flooding of sexuall  hormones .

 

Now dipshit , while you lPRACTISE practice practice talking with girls , so that when you want it , you will not BLANK OUT . when that ruch of tstosrone comes when the chick is so god dam pretty ,,,, you are practicing the 10 foot circle right ,,,? Well watch the guy who

 SEEMS to have it all going on … watch the face , of him and the girls ….

 

The girls ,, will start defensive ( the problem of the misunderstanding of hormones , created by being in the POSITION OF CONTROL … she knows we are BEGGING HER FOR PUSSY ,,, asking the queen supplicating .. asking her out … please princess . look favorable at me , choose me fuck me ….

 

He , the guying putting on that image of comfidence , if he is feeling the need! Needyness … in the approach towards this girl ,,, if he does not really feel she is just 1 of 4 billions girls not really that important … except that he knows he is supposed to have only 1 …. Not a poly life ,,,, and if he is trying to score his second ,,,, he has to hide , not to get caught and lose the pussy he already has ….

 

But really look at him his face as he talks , as he becomes VESTED in that MACK ,,,,, you can see he PLEADING  for acceptance , do you like me? Says his facial expressions ,

 

And she as he talks , you can se the level of her importance begins to raise ,,,,, she feels his NEED  for her , and that she fells that she is the one , in the seat of choice …. Of control …. Her face talks saying , I think you to be a fool , a clown that I can choose to fuck if I want or not ,,, or  I will just play you for a while to entertain , me and my girls friends , but you are not getting NOTHING TO NITE ….. you can feel the CRUELITY of this manipulative control in her face ,,, just read that look compare that look to a piss asss bosss , who loves the control of being the important employer …. The power humgery manger who , is in reality weak and scared but loves the POSISTION of being powerfull the Boss …. If you will look at the girls face you will see compare facial expressions passing across her face spcially as she is talking to her girls fridns while the guy is macking ,,, while the guys I doing

 

His mating responsibility as PROGRAMED by the world we have allowed to be …. Where mating is done based on sexual frustrations , and we hide in the toxic effects of poisins like beer ,,, in-toxic –ated , toxic is the key word …. So the basis of many relationships were first formed in this fucked up mating rituals ,,, of waiting till both partys are confused by sexuall hormone frustrations , both partys in this biolongicl pain and confusion , get a GRIP thru the use of a drug ,,, beer ….. then because of the human nature to be JUST AND HONEST ….

 

The words of love the commitment for love what may have been stemmed from this first contact and cations , based in frustrations and poisins ,,,, these commitments a             UPHELD …. In the following dates …. When in fact , the relationship was based on . sandy ground shifting sands , no FOUNDATIONS .

 

Now dumbass , if you did your tour of duty ,,, if you built for example a compound ready for 3 wives ,,, the foundations is there ! yes most girls will be  SUPRIZED TO MEET A POLY MALE ….. but the courisotiy … will also be there since , the common 96 out of 100 males ,, are not like you …. You present the FIRST  real .. difference in dating that she has ever known …. Yo9u bring out in her the ideas and thoughts that her DNA resonate with ,,, at the very deepset unknown level …. But you TALKING , because you have practiced talking because you work a 10 foot circle  talking to human females so that females are not strangers but humans , people , smiling friends , first , then you can tell her about the ideas the theiroy , the idea oabout HUMAN SEXUAL FRSUTRATION ,,,, you can talk like no other male can … you can describe a life style where the kids come first where stress is something other feel …. Where the mom get support never to be over worked because of the constant idea of 2 parenst at home at all times , inerstanding the tyurth that kids want the attention of [arents ,, more than thngs like socializing at soccer practice ,,,,

 

Until age 10 – 12 kids are much happier the security of the family unit , when their own sexual flood of hormones arrive they want to explore the edge of the territory ,,,, remember what was written about the gorilla ? well that is true for the boy and girl each looking out side the safety of the territioy daddy created and that mom(s) make pretty and home like …. But for the mom who , deeply every month are remeinded that they are designed to have a baby ,,, but they currently ignore that drive because of the PROGRAMING ,,, that was started greatly by dyke females who watnted to be men ,,, creating , the idea of IGNORING  her femaleness , in favor of ,,,, $$$$ and power ,,, ??? well is the female happier ? or are they ven more deopressed than in any time in human history?  Read their blogs ….. realize that are your local gathering area , there is just a tiny fraction fo the toall amount of girls even there , many many many , have given up already and stay home . and dream in fanasty …. Wishing some day to meet MR. RIGHT .. a fairy relationship and soul mate will appear on their path ….. unrealizing even if the guy is RIGHT , the nature of the 1 on 1 will create , SUB .C  stress that will destroy the real relationship that they both started in the beging , and in the end the dreaming about a fairy tale relationships starts to happen again but this time while the couple lives in SILENT DEPSERATION of the 1on 1 marraiage , the creation of ROME .

 

Observe nature disphit , remember you are nature , you are just DNA to learn more www.instinctualism.org

 

 

Fuck like a cop

 

Young master , whya inner feelings do you think a cop must eventually build in their ego ? what is it like to be the one who carries a gun openly and not be afaraid of the cops because you are the cops ….now of course to day with our law suit happy culture the cop also must be cautisious ..be concerned about his actions more than ages past … one of the benefits to this LAWSUIT  happy life ,, and the problem we you and I young master some what protect ourselves from so we can give the girls what they really want …

 

To be taken ,,, to have their inner animal satisfied by ,,, the ILLUSION of RAPE . it feeds the inner SUBBIE who is the natural girl within her DNA , who is expected to be a dyke by the society no ,, not that I got a problem with the biological diverstiry that creates a female who is very male and thus acts and sounds that way whether or not she is gay or not is unimportant ….. but the understanding the social EXPECTATIONS , to ignore the basic animal drive our DNA is what I want to bring back into your mind over and over to help you re program yourself …. And then remember she does not have to come back if she feels you were to ruff . freedom of choice

 

Yest remember , it is us who thrustes a hard object into their pussy , the object is a growth of our body ,,, our cocks which are designed by DNA  , to be able to be FORCED  into the holes of a girl for the  MUTUAL … MUTUAL . pleasure of both , she wants it . to be fucked like the cop not the attorney ….but can you feel that the truth of your love for a her as the potential mother of your child is within you als , so being truly violent is not natural also …. It is a confusion this concept of a RUFF FUCK ….. it is the frustration of not being true to our own animal natures , and realizing this has been going on for a few thousand years mainly effecting the cultures which were and are very organized , again , go back to thinking about the aboriganl peoples ones who developed ecomony of hierarchy or the natural one or the polygamist groups tribes …. And then realize the pressures to comform in the hierarchy society ,,, conform so you can move up the ladder of power and wealth getting lazy , having slaves to work and serve you . like getting rich today having servants having cash to eat at resutrants when ever you want . conforming to move up the ladder of power in the populations ,

 

As compared to people living less densely populated conditions out side of the city …. In the territory ,,, the 3 tenst idea of www.instinctualism.org …. 3 single family homes for 3 womoen their basic needs taken care of the stress of NEEDS . lessened allows for personal development of art friendships and family , unless of course she still wants the $$$ the power …. Then expect the same DIs-ease of the city to slowly grow in your territory also . the disease of greed . and then the sublte changes where the girl is thinking more about $$$4 than getting FUCKED when she thinks happiness can be bought when in fact for example ,,,,,, in the US there was 225 million perscritptions fo ANTI DEPRESSANTS  written last year ,,,, then realize there is only 330 million people mean women and children in the US … and over half take anti depressants ,,, look at  your friends did you know how many of them are taking a happy pill because there are in reality very very very sad ! hopelss trapped in this un- instinctual life , and who young amster is giving that girl a real alternative , a good strong  fucking ? you may think she is getting it when in reality the odds are she is on anti depressants because the hunt for happiness thru $$$$$ is not working .

 

The idea of living less densely , yet close enough that going out on occasion is very realistinc , here in the US ….. Earthship …a building design and life style ,,, http://www.earthship.net/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=45  that can use very poor land properly in harmony with the environment …. Thus moving mankind out of the society in to the privacacy of a territory , where you have the space to fuck her while like a tied up PUPPY ,,, on a custom made fucking chair ,,,, while , her sisters her firnds by choice ,,, watch the kids …. Baby sit so she can getted well fucked because she wants to get the freedom of being tied to the puppy chair and having her pussy played with touched and teased and dildoes and fucked , feeling the diffenerence between plaicts and hard hot cock ….   O got get you the link for the building designs for your play romm ,,, her play roome their play room , the

 

The , dynamic of 3 females , will not be real to you until you do the TOUR OF DUTY .. you do the work . when you are done then also those millions of unhappy girls who have NO OPTIONS , yet brilliant minds who can feel that deep need to be fucked hard …. To get taken like  FUCKING COP ,, of her fanasty …. There is a dynaicn of the 3 girls knowing that each likes a certain of amounf of sex , and the alone time she realizes tha her sister is having sexual fun ,,, the idea of just freely watching the action she now only feels , she can watch and become involved int , she can stimulate her friends her sister to hear the screams othat she rmembers herself making , she can better enjoy seeing you hard dick forcing itself into the sister / friend ,,,, add to your sensations because she likes you ,,, very very very very much … but is will not be real until you provide the territory , and then ….. well the old saying is BUILD IT AND THEY WILL CUMMMM .

 

 

Deeper inner love

 

Young master you want to drive your hard cock deep inside her and I am sure during that first fucking that is her desire also , her inner animal is searching to get … sperm driven deep in her to be shot toward the entrance of her womb … but later as the relationship ages and both and or all of you , when you have the 3 wives , the security of the relationship being deeply felt as love and safety …. Now the sexual frustration of that dating time has gone it is the past , it is time to explore the tool you have been given your dick . to explore how to enjoy the entrance of her pussy , the teasing of her pussy with that hard blood engorgerd tool called a cock …. Sure pentration she wants she submits to

 

She submits to , she opens her legs in PRESENTATION  and submission ,, she becomes a willing taget for your Arrow of pentration …. Over and over I want you to realize the truth behid the ideas of DOM and Subbie themes ,, PENETRATOR , and penetrated . I want you to feel , the truth . like listensing to the mountain stream .

 

What the mountain stremm ? the current of nature dumbasss ,,, an old ZEN story about the student and the teacher ,,,, when sitting nature near a mountain stream the student asked ? how do I find the Toa , a Zen state here in this crazy world , and the teacher brought his , focus of thought back to toward nature and the sublte things happening all around him ….. the teacher said  DO YOU HEAR THE STREAM ? AND THE STUDENT SAID YES , …. Ok start there listen to the sublte things happening in your awaresness , your experience of being human ,,, RIGHT NOW ! …… HMMMM THINK dumbass , sex is really happening to you , it is a force that flows thru both girls and boys ,,, us 24/7 we are regularly flooded with Testosrone , the drug that wipes our tool of mind the brain clean and clear allowing us to focus again on finding a willing pussy to fuck …. The girls goind thru monthly highs and lows of desire , of seuxla floods of hormones creaing states of searching for the male to pentrate her , she knows she has to be still so that your cock can enter her ….. she has to submit .

 

That is the hearing of the maountain stream …..

 

The the mind keeps questioning ,,, life instead of living it ,,, we think we are so fucking smart by thinking so much and so did the student those 1000’s of years ago in nature , and he asked the teacher what if I had not hear d the stream? And the teacher said , well then start there!

? start there ? but where I hear no stream ? so the teacher says , the stream is there you can see eveidence of it , you know that I hear it , but you can not ,, SO DUMBASS WHY ? ( OK I AM SURE THE TEACHER DID NOT CALL HIS STUDENT DUMBASS ) WHY? Are you not hearing it?

 

Why young master are you not hearing the inner nature of the human animal ? what sounds are clouding your hearing ?

 

The deep inner love , the wanting of your hot white mild to be presented to the door of the womb so that by CHOICE  she can allow herself to become pheavy with child ,,,, we talk so much about abortion and birthc control as if it were a new topic , the arts of herbs and witchcraft , have been the domain of the female since females began the talking around the cave teaching each other about local plants what made who sick , what happened when this plant is eaten and every woman loses her babys after a week of two ….. oral traditions , RECONGNIZED , by the church of ROME who needed to create strong Roman armies … so they ILLEGALIZED , birth control plants and herbs and abortion plants and herbs ,,, both things important when a pregnancy is timed wrong for the benefit of the whole family …… yet pussy is always ready to produce a baby , the options , the feedom of choice .. to responsibility of the mom to choose the best time to bring a baby in toa stable family unit a peacefull stable territory …. A time when she does not have to eat the plants which will stop the pregnancy ….. THIS IS THE STREAM  dipshit ,,,, the sounds of human DNA .. can you hear the river in the background .

 

Can you feel the deep inner love , of the NON PYSHICAL  …. That wants nothing but really cool things for it self .feel the awares ness , in you that experiences the evnts of the DNA body ….. and thoughts are just events that happen to your body , that you the awareness … experiences , remember with some good strong SHOORN tea your thoughts will have no basis … in the reality of the AGREEMENT  of pyshics that the reat of us humans experience , you drink the tea and enter a state of NON  agreement your experience different PYSICHAL WORLD , than the rest of us …. Why do that ? whty  are you bored with the world you have ?

 

Learning to fuck that pussy to feel confidenet that she and you ,, that the other wives will want you , that you do not have to BUY HER LOVE . with the gold aor diamonds or the new car ,,, the gifts , the BUYING HER KISS THAT STARTS WITH ZALES jewlers. The begging . is the sound of the steam , and when both and all of the poly family unit are listening to the steam , you can relax and she can you can the others can enjoy how the cock feels just it teasinginly fucks the mouth of the pussy , which it nature is to need that depth TOOO! Yet in relaxtion now can love the the tease be fore getting that deeper in love of of a hard driving fuck as your passion drives your fucking thrusting …… listen , “ aware “ for your self young master not hink for your self ,,,” aware “ your experience .

 

 

THE MOVEMENT OF SEXUAL RECREATIONS

 

Young Master , Ever heard of RAGE ,,, RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE ,, ever felt the emotional guidance after listening to ZACK SCREAM HIS point of VIEW ?everywhere is someone trying to tell you whay he or she thinkis their own personal view is , what they feel is INSTINCTUAL for everyone ….. honestly I am talking about alternative , another choice ,,, in an INFINTIY  of choices …. No big fucking rush , no need to fight , it is about sweeping your own door step after you realize that your door step is full of the bags of shit depsoisted by  a world trying to sell you on their ideas …. 1 important thing about all those bags of SHIT  , is that shit is the building block of something very important ,,, compost , a good healthy environment is built upon shit ,,,, animal shit which worms eat which bacteria eat , each of them change the animal shit into worm shit or bacteria shit , releasing the wealth of vitamins and minerals locked up in the bag of shit ,,,,,,

 

Now back to ZACK a great MOTIVATOR , with a good holod on his EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM , ( www.abrahan/hicks.com ) in the song freedom he talks about the movement ,, this is great , get your ass to feel , to feel that anger and ahtered , but what do you do with these feelings , with the movement ? once you find that yourrealize that the world is fucked up ? well dumbass just continueing to get pumped up , with out somewhere to place all that GREAT enenergy is as bad if not worse than staying a ZOMBIE of your programming , because atleast as a zombie , there is a level of peace no one is blwing up buildinga and shit ,,,,

 

Now using that power the pump of the expression of music energy , of feeling power , of anger and hate , towards the system that programmed you ,,,, find a workable system ,,, a PLAN , and put all that emeotional VIBRATION … there in that PLAN ….  As you vibrate resonate with the plan the QUANTA the particles that flash in and out of time/space …the intfinte number of points of view … INFINITE NUMBER OF EXPERIENCERS , all coming into this 1 time/space umiverse … so we have building blocks to form MATTER … these quata’s ,, which are experiencers like yourself ,,, equal to you … come to form that which is being vibrated here ! ,, in you ,, the come and group together , birds of a feather flock together … they flash in and out replaced by like vibrating points of view of the TAO … and in our moment by moment experience they grow into the PLAN , you think about ,,,,,

 

Every bit of programin of shit ,, evry experience gives you the mineral ideas , the building block vibrations that our friends back in the TAO , will feel ,,, not hear with ears .. but feel as expressions of energy ,, thyus when they come in , as the building blocks we use to experience THING ….. from the NO 1 THING ,,, into the world of things ….. thye support our ever changing growning .. MOVEMENT …. A vibration ,,,, that starts as anger changes to hope and excitement as we …. YOU dipshit learn that ,, a NEW LIFE  is possible … quanta by quanta , by , quark by gluon and blueon , into atoms and molecules and then things we can see and build with …..

 

The music of RAGE AGAISNT THE MACHINE , is great to fuel the passion for changes …. The beat the pump ,,, but to have a place and plan to put all this great vibrational energy is even better …. Now , do not just sweep away the shit ,, be a good builder do not be afraid , be a good farming , who understands the nature …. And how nature supports him he is not afraid of shit , and without the farmer ther is not food and no food means no energy and no energy means you will not be able to FUCK! Because you are to weak because you are straving to death because no one has the guts to work with natures fertilizer SHIT .

 

Biotech ,,,, find the link at , human housing at www.instincutalism.org a great idea , but not KISS , keep it simple shithead ,,, k.i.s.s. … to expensive for the gains ,, to time comsuming a great plan for your green house for the root cellar ,, but th start up units the first 3 homes , it is best you build stick built , faster and cheaper , keep watching the human housing pages for more info …. I need you to do your tour of duty , make the simple cash , buy cheap build sound and eco friendly , fast .. owner builder .. wimple , and CHEAP …… be a good naturalist and learn to talk with birds ,,, cheep , cheep , cheep ….  The girls will make these houses homes ,,,, it is your job to create the safe , sound eco friendly place where everyone can be HUMAN ,, and enjoy life in many ways on which is very important is SEUXAL RECREATION .   

 

 

 

Haromonic Hips

 

Young master remember the idea about www.instinctualism.org is being WHOLE-ISTIC …. Dumbass there is more to it … living than the importance in the NOW of a single part , the sum of the parts creates DYMANICS . unrealized until combined . unknown until assembled correctly … correctly … and that means tha you dumbass being a MASTER must have a rounded background in a bunch of shit ,.a bumch of topics . one is to graspt the idea of long loved , I use the wrting of a Taosit sage Zhuangzi a lot , his sotries about the fruit fly , the huma the tortoise and th tree , each dies in their own time , each life is important ….. but shit for brains , really if you get the IN – FI – NIOTE  thoughts of the teddy bear meditation .. thinking the unthinkable moving beyond EGO mind into VIBRATIONAL mind or FEELINGS …. This is different that the shy mind , the ego mind , the I am pretty enough mind …. But a non-mind that just feels it’s NOW .

 

Once there , how important is a life span of less than 1 nano second like the quark … something so important that without them we could not assemble and experience THING …. This universe . or living a day . or 100 years of 1000 years like a tree ( a tree has mind memory and experience changing and adapting based of preferred feeling , I like more sum let me grow that direction , I need more water let me grow more roots , etc . not unlike us except it is stationary ) HOW IMPORTANT IS IT TO AN AWARENESS THAT IS INIFITE !  .. a you that has all infintiry to play ? one experience of time it lives for a nao second , next 100 years , but in terms of multi dimensional universe posibles , IN-FI-NITE possibles …. SO WHAT  there is always more ever expanding infinty. But…but but …. To a shy set of hips

 

Hips walking this world , feeling that they are not as good as other hips …… the experience of time is very REAL .. those hips which hold an ass which in its roundness invite mating , I know that when I will be pounding that pussy like a puppy , I  will have a cushion .. the roundness of that ass , is an invitation to dream about her actually holding her cheeks open , spreading herself … spreading herself in inviting …. Expressing her own desire ofr giving herself up to the feeling of being used for my pleasure , the pleasure of serive of creating smiles , hwere a person gets more than they give … , preparing  for the violation of her lil’ tiny baby ASSHOLE , for her to submit to the unanatural penetration of my hard cock being forced into and out of her ass hole till I start my grunting of extreme pleasure ,,,,, my reactions to the sounds of discomfort . of her feeling this fuck ….. the diffenerce in the feeling of the ass hole as compared to the puppy pocket ( is a pussy a pocket or a tunnel or a hole ? ) is her walk the nature of the movement of her hips … really congruent with the desires of the girl within , does she allow her self to show herself ? to attract my attention ? does she think over and over about her sexuall  ATRACTION weak POINTS ?

 

It si ego ,, it is value ,, it is thinking the package is more important than the person who will talk and laugh with you and the family later ..b ut when she feels that she is not pretty enough , when you dumbass feel yourself LACKING in some manner … you hold back and do not talk .

 

Now the dynamic of building the 3 home compound , creating the “ fate au complete “  creating FATE ! … creates new dymanics in you a new ego , that can not be experienced until the homes are a reality … then even that girl who does not feel her own worth actually feels a strength in your show of POLYIGMY …. Because you real you have space for her in your TERRITOY , you are the gorilla and she can safely come by and talk to you , to see if she can find , friendship in any females that already live in the territory ….. dynamics unknown until created yet , in us humans so many factors play into our day to day actions and plans and feelings of self worth ….. things like the fear of DEATH …. Our TAOSIT equality as awareness of the infite TAO , never better or more prettier than any other awareness of the TAO , be that awareness or experiencer  be a tree or Quark , or butterfly each very important in the fuctioning of the whole universe , individual planet , local eco-system …

 

Thos hips have a nature , harmony , between the legs that hold up those hips ,,, is another part of a WHOLE BEING …. It is a pussy , something moist that just loves to be touched , such a small PATCH OF FLODED SKIN , can drive the heart of YOU and her WAY UP ! … her reactions to your caressing and touching her pussy , makes your cock pump up like a balloon …. WHOLE – ISTIC .. can you think dumbass , realize that the parts alone do not tell the whole picture ……

 

PARTS like your programming to think that the 1 on 1 fairy tale is the only way humans can live HAPPY EVER AFTER …. That the ROMAN ideals expressed in the beauty of peoetry of Shakespeare , to love and lost ibetter than to have never love at all ???? did I write it right ? the roma ideals built upon the Greek Targic Love stories and their programming from people like Aristole who wrote that a SOUL MATE  was a soul spkit in two then re joined here on earth …. Programming to think that the TAO is …… splitable …. That awareness is a unit without constant connection tto that which it is aware of being tha a thing or other awarres-ness – esss …. Dipshit my friend realize the WHOLE NESS of the human ,,, of your .. living the limits of having a time /space brain … THE LIMITS OF THE TOOL OF brain …. Whole-istic dynanimcs ….. can not be worked with until they move from theory into facts ….. do your TOUR OF DUTY , make that cash , create the self employment , build the off grid self sufficient territiory land …. Then date in earnest .

 

 

Shaved pussy

 

Young master , the concern for the world eco system to see it s a eco system made up or the combvination of the parts , where in you find newer dynamics un-understood until experienced in it’s combined form …… ahhh just like I wrote yesterday about the poly family is unknown able until created , you building the compound then you have something real for girls to feel … the DEEP VIBRATION inside of looking for some thing different out of this experience of living ….

 

But what odes this have to do with shaved pussy , why is sahved pussy so nice ? well it does limit the amount of hairs I get stuck in the back of my throat since I do like ,,, I savor the fragrance the and flavor of female hormones like a quality choclate a good coffee . and a shaved pussy makes it much more enjoyable …. How about his girl readers instead of spending your money on putting ink inside your FLEAH ,,,, making something that we men already find as pretty and perfect ,,, ( there was an article on a womans magazine about why men love you as you are , even when you find yourself getting softer we still love you ) or boring holes and putting hard metal into the soft things I like to taste lick and suck on , ears , tits pussy lips , and mouth lips and tongues …. If iw ant to chew on metal , I would stay at work with a mouth full of finishing nails …… I do not want metal , sure it is your statement of submission , piercing is what owners have done with slaves since the beginning of slavery a way to create pain .

 

But back to shaved pussy , BOB EDWARDS  wweekend on NPR radio . such great topics , 1 world population when women are educated they have less kids … great ! freedom of choice the girl who wants kids may have some the ones who do not will not , a net decrease in world population . 2 the CIA , they do our bidding , they do what we as a population ask them to do for our national interest , so , it you change you DOORSTEP , if the smalesst ecosystem changes and that is multilplied , the effect will change the larger system . 3. eniviroment …. We have enough wid power in Nebraska and texas to full fill the total americn energy needs ., the electric car battery should be a quick chnge unit , and not sold to the individual but recharged and re installed by brand name energy dealers , mobil – shell – etc….. keep the profit system going , thus we can move to electric cars . not hybrid or gas …. ( in Scientifi America last month , we can do it with solar … at a cost of less than hlf the Iraq war , it just takes a war like commitment from you … end the purchase of gas , end the cash flowing to the Islamic terror groups they will return to farming ) OOOOO HASHAVED PUSSY …. The effects of the shaving heads that are not recycled is UN IMPORTANT …. They are so fucking small as to be unimportant ,,,,, it is being PENNY WISE AND DOLLAR FOOLISH ,,, and dam we are so fucking dollar foolish

 

So honey shaving your pussy is  a good thing , better would be to spend your money instead of ruining a perfectly perfect sexuall toy , with dirty ink and hard metal … to slectively eradicate hair , some hair is nice actually softens the skin and makes you more animal human like ,,,, but on your pussy lips it is nicer and more fun for both of us if it is barren ….. instead of going thru the pain to take the tiney un noticeable hairs off your legs with wax , spend a few weeks and the same money and have that pretty little pussy , zapped clean . thank you . 

 

Penny wise dollar foolish , is canning food at home this? No , the glass jar once made lasted ofr decades , the effect on the environment of buying thigs that grown in your back yard for free in worse …. Even recycling is not that great compared to re using home canning jars , the energy ,can be carbon neutral if you learn and enjoy the skill of the wood stove and the growth of the hybrid poplar tree.… the time .//  time … TIME … that thing we have so much freedom with thay you spend on average 2 hours , 2 full hours every fucking day , being a       VEGATABLE … in fron of the TV. Return to the world of real life , make so money but fuck the corp and the life of making $$$$ live a human life , with the kids of the educated woman who chooses this , freedom , family ties in creation of fruit cups from the food falling on the ground behind the house right now , why is it falling because you bought into the idea of ecomincs that working at the job and buying food , is easy going to a GYM to get the exercise that picking up the fruit of gardening should have given you is better … you have been ADVERTISED INTO ECOMINC SLAVERY …. And we have becom slaves to anti depressants because if it , or self medicated with beer , 225 million perscritions for anti depressants to a population fo 3330 likkion is OBSCENE .. insane ,, when living a human life of family friends and fucking would be so fun and busy , expecting the buds of food from trees , to talk and care for plants . to socialize with friends and kids , to fuck wildly …… ahhh study the concepts of the www.instinctualism.org website ,w atch for the newer pages as they come along week after week . be FREE TO CHOOSE  be educated .

 

 

A good day for living

 

Young master , the spirit the vibration the energy ( for lack of the correct word ) the UNDESCRIBABLE what ever it is that is the TAO , the choice of awareness so that you can be her to experience a …. 1 of infinte number of choices of adventures , each can end in a NAO SECOND . like the girl who flipped her car last month over the cliff in front of my house ,,,, 1 minute driving along next minute dead ….

 

DUMBASS my firned it is a good day to live , but myth has it also that Indians , the aboriginal cultures of American some would say before they went to war ,,,” it is a good day to die “ animals and more animal like human , do not worry about the END . they do not build large church devoted to fear of returning to the toa , of saying GOODBYE , of the end of this adventure . even though I can feel frome the friendship of the wild animals I have around my house , anoimals that use me for free food and yet come and spend time with me , near me , talk in spirit form with me thru , the FEELONGS of heart of PRESENCE …. That they are equal to me … fellow  AWARENESS’S  of the toa . even though they are not fancy filled with words like me , they are aware of themselves as a being . they do not WORRY so much about leaving this adventure , yet they do not TRY TO GET KILLED … like you so dumbass! Like us humans so much thru warfare thru ECONOMY and greed that we take on jobs or ideaology that creates warfares … that will mean someone may die … when there is no real need …… the world is not over populated , there is way to much energy and land for every one to have the life of comfort ,,,,, you say but but but … I say ,,,, you have been programmed by greedy leaders who like to have employees ,, slaves the power of life and death over others ,,, and to maintain that they created ECOMONY the fear of lack the fear of death ….

 

Back to the tAO…. I have been doing some TAO writing as of late , maybe it was aprelude for this happening in my life ….. so , to you dumbasss , infinte choices ,,,,, you could die in the next minute there mybe a hidden brain anurisum ……in your head ready to explore which will kill you in any minute , you may unknowninly walk into a puddle at night that is hot with an electric cord , or get hit by lightning . of drive off a cliff ….. GAME OVER , your passing will be an event that I will have to adapt to , the good bye , more final than the last time you disappeared …. And you said ,,,, good bye master philip I gotta split once more ,, your teaching is to hard for me …. I am not MAN  enough right now to commit .  I misseed your presence the watching of a son to me , grow and becoming  a man , I missed that . but even when you were safe here I knew that every second was the only real second that I had to enjoy your presence or for your to even enjoy your             own             presence here in this time/space  ADVENTURE PLAYGROUND .  you could have been washing a windown holding that metal pole 2 stories in the air and have lighting hit you ….. remember it happened to me , but since it was before my time ….. I woke to learn form the experience WOW that shit is realy ecetriclty fuck is that powerful.

 

Dipshit , reader my young master …… what choices will you choose that are just plain and simple stupid , I talk about the tour of duty , well doing TIME is a 24/7 job that you do not get paid for , ….. army another 24/7 job when you realize that training and being sent over seas are realy like being in PRISION ….. or even the university where you pay 100 grand to work hard for four years .. and at the end of the 4 years you are 100 grand in debt a SLAVE … and you still got find a job at the end of 4 years ….. while my hardness , my path of the human jungle is in reality quited easy …. And only takes 2 years , and you get to take one day off a week for partying with friends ( within limits )

 

Dumbass my friend where are you , what did you do , should I morn , the great good bye once more of another friend ,,,,,  my human side my greedy side which says he left me! Who am I to say that you knew what you were doing and that this was your time ….. it has purpose in my learning to even hear of it …but my own greed in losing a son , is PISSING ME OFF . did the the father of the warrior brave get pissed off …. When the year ended and his son did not return ? …. Days went by weeks went by a month the son was LATE ,   the mother and father remembering how cute their son was a ababy , learning to walk , doing the stupid cite learning things like KITTENS faling off a rick in play …… the parenst pride and joy ……. Did not pass his test of manhood . where is the silver lining ,,, who is the greedy one , to say that … you ,y son in this life did not come here to leave  EXXACTLY on your own terms . not mine …… still dumbfuck if you did what I hear some say they think you may have done …… ONLY FOR $$$  to make the tour of duty fast and easy …. I just , I am ,,,, without words . … part of me is mad , the other sad ….. other realizing my own greed in wanting to know that you just dissapered once more hiding alive some where . my own greed as a parent to a young master yet I was only your teacher but ….. you piss me off dipshit . you mother fucker better be alive and stay fucking hidden , if conditions call for that . STUPID STUPID STUPID CHOICE , we went over and over these choices , your own past you said had taught you better . THEN WHY ?   was it because that is the script for this life adventure ? your life not  mine to be lived on your terms not mine ? to be ended in your way NOT MINE . well thank you for coming into my life for those short months dipshit , you were a help to me , thank you for this fear of unknowing …. Another gift , realizing I have a choice to enjoy that which is real ,, the memory ,,,, and release the unreal , my life script for you . the indains would say “ it is a good day to die …….. “ they could say that because they lived thru each day …. A good day for living .

 

Young master master are you aware of this life the mountain streams all around you ? are you really living ALL OF this day ? will that quick cash help you live today? Or is ti tied to a dream tied with a very high price that only you have the choice to pay . freedom of choice.   Ok , to newer young masters who will have choices to do , to think they are acting like a man , retaining , distributing even trucking is all fine , remember you just maybe doing 24/7 some year when they come with that survellence photo and pick your ass up tieing you to god knows what ,,,, but a word to you dumbass , NEVER EVER  join a cleaning crew . depending on how close you are to the person who wants the job cleaned up , will depend on whether you happen to be that LAsT THING THAT NEEDS TO BE disposed of . a smart young master will be able to understand the wisdom of these words . the current human jungle as compared to the year alone in the wodds that our ancestors had to do to prove man hood.

 

 

DisneyLand Dick

 

Young master ,. When she is opening and closing her hands , she is shaking her head her hair flying m the fragrance often from her pussy is richer rising up frum that fucked holed to reach your nostrils , the sounds of her saying over and over …… ooooooh my god MASTER …. Ooooh my god .. no No NO ! fuck me ….. maybe even you get a confusing  ‘ stop stop stop  ‘ mixed in with the sounds of her multiple orgasims …….. ( oooh this will also tie into yesterdays blog )

 

All of the above is ,,, IN THE NOW  living …. This is natural ZEN . much more real than sitting trying to reach a un-natural state of zen awareness of bing thru being still instead of living the life you came here to live ,,, for I also am totally inot the actions of driviner my cock in and around that pussy over and over to continue those sounds of total attentions upon ME ! I am holding back over and over again , making my cummm my pressure build my cock throb inside of that very very sensitive e pussy ,,, a pussy so well fucked as to be extra sensitive and able to feel the heat of the blood filling my cock she can feel the throbbing as I build up to ward cumming as I stop with my cock grinding deeply inside of her pussing against the opening of her womb ,,,, I am taking a break and at the same time forcing her to continue to feel my DOMINATION … getting that break in stimulations so I can continue to force myself back and forth in and out of that pussy , taking my cock and re forcing it back in to give her that feeling of first entry …. again for another set after other set ….

 

This is the mental living event that a ride at a an amusement park gives you , it focuses the animal YOU on the idea of extreme danger while the designer built in many mnay safety factors ,,, you fear immentetn death , because on the ride you are forced to experience spends and events that signal unanatural danger to our animal instincts …. These rides bring you into the NOW of living being happy to be alive ….. the same thing happens mentally in a good movie ,,, you mind gets brought into the lives of the character to the point that you feel like you are living their adventure …. So for the 2 hours of a GREAT ! movie you foregt your life to live another life …

 

During a great fuck she lives that event forgetting everything else .

 

Well , being HERE on planet earth , this place built upon the vibrations of things thags are nothing more than vibrations exixiting in TIME /SPACE for flashes of on and off … a whole universe of countless stars and planest and metors , and stuff , each built on infitie pieces of atoms , built on infite numbers of vibrating events that create this ILLUSION of thing …. For YOU to come here to use this for a RIDE llll like a realy cool amusement park … the meantl part of you comes here blank into a body with no DATA in its brains , to function in this world , the baby brain starts to record events , to realize the rules of RIDING  this ride ,,, it is the beginning of the movie where you learn the caharacters who you will soon feel so much for that you mentally become them for a period of time / space … forgetting you !

 

Well that awareness that comes into the baby … at conception or later ….. even at conception even aborted it is an ADVENTURE that it can not have unless it HAS IT ! . everything is perfect . the you that knows what the TAO is , that infinitey is much larger than a brain can think , life is much larger than the 2 hour movie that can bring you into the birth life and death of a character so deeply that you forget the outside world , the disneyLand ride that for 5 minutes is the whoel world of life and death ,,, the hard fucking that is the most human activity that can end up in the bringing forth of another fellow TRAVELER … a baby , an equal in the whole of the TAO .

 

If you remembered the TAO , this ADVENTURE would not be so SWEET , so real , if while in the fuck she is thinking about work ,,, it is not so good ,,, if on the DisneyLand ride ,,,, you can think about how well your Stick portfolio is doing …. It is not a good ride , if the movie does not capture so that you are thinking about leaving instead of staying ….. because you know that REALITY outside is better , than the movie is not so much fun ….. IF YOU REALLY kept the truth about your infitinte nature ,,,, with out the questions of is awareness really real ,,,, with out the doubt this life would not be so important you would not fight for it , you would get depressed and split quickly , give up ….. but you do not because ….. it is boring to being …. Infinte in always ..always … life without limits or adventure is boring ….. so you have to foregt things like past lives ,,, you have to enter into the AGREEMENT TO FORGET  our real selves … we join in on this trained level of LIMITS …  conditioned to expectations from the second of being aware that you are inside a body , in the womb or if you arrive dutring the first breath …. You gotta forget ,,,so that you can have fun ….

 

And part of the fun is the missing the feeling of loss ……. Feeling of life and importance that a person important to you is no longer here to interact with ,,, where did they go …. They are again who they realy are ,,, they came here ,, not a PHIL or  SALLY  or john or Mandy …. In the Tao you and I are everything always , the I – in  - I , here I can feel the movement of things , one at a time …. Even the feeling of LOSS . and the challenge of it …..

 

Have you lost , money , or friends or boyfriends . or health care insurance . or a house or a child ? money is a thought form the value of SERVICE …. Service in the form of work , or a created good sold to create a smile … or the laughter of comedy show . ….. a house , the experience of the flashing of infitinte numbers of friends …. Fellow awareness’s of the TAO in and out of exisitance so that house can have some form that is noticeable to the receptors of the ANIMAL …..hav you lost something which never was really here ? a friend who is part of the I-in-I that makes up everything still ?

 

Even our cock is made up of friends that create the atoms of your body ,,, atoms who are experiencing themselves as ATOM , which built upon each other allow you to fuck your Subbie . till she expeiernces nothing other than your DOMINACE . until she is being ZEN not listening to a far off mountain stream but swimming in the strean of your sperm .   

 

Tour of Duty

 

Young amster I use this term a lot lately , lets you and me understand some shit first OK ! fact 1. the average YOU who goes to school 4 years to get that ALL IMPORTANT 4 YEAR  degree . with all the help form mom and dad and student s grants ETC . ends up with $23, 735.00 in student loan debt ( not to mentions the now rising level of student credit card debt to maintain that all important image while in school )  2. the average starting salary for a person with a 4 year degree is $28,000. ( 538.00 per week ) 3. the MODE income average of people with 4 years degrees is $ 42,000 per year ( $807 per week or 200 a day )

 

Mode income , take away that tiny percentage of bums , take away that tiny percentage of the TOP performers and what do the average Joe and Jeosphine make ….. 42k ( if they have a degree )

 

Now this is the great life, that the advertisers tell you to buy into ,,, and you should do this , it is very secure , and will afford you your place in the structure of the economic slavery world . so do the right thing . like every one else . and go to college !

 

NOW for the other tiny tiny tiny , percentage of MEN ( young masters )  out there who can handle the pressure of being alone ! yes ALONE , this can not work if you have to tell every one your plans , be part of a crowd or even tell the truth to mommmy and daddy ….. ( special mentor is good but only a true mentor self employed with 20+ years of success will do )  .   Being ALONE is vital ! It is the core of thinking for yourself , it is you who will take the ideas ,,, thoughts … which are nothing but tools to YOU , those who can think for themselves .. ALONE ! . Take my ideas and your own , and the evidence trails of DATA , to forge a newer world of opportunity . Oh yeah WORK HARD AND LONG FOR  2 YEARS ego-less-ly , then 2 for EGO , then enjoy the fruits for a life time still work , but now you ….. “ go see your friends ”  once you understand this you never work another day in your life , every job is serving friends : I gotta charge my friends because my enemies don’t shop here : old words of wisdom hung on a BAIT AND TACKLE STORE WALL . (mine).

 

In the same time it would take you to do , a 4 year Degree or a 4 year term in the army or 4 years in prison , you can be for all appearances RETIRED at age 22 . HOW you ask ? WELL dumbass the answers are hidden thru out my writings , and it is for those men who can think on their own to DIG OUT THE GOLD , to find the PEARLS in all the shit I write on www.instinctualism.org , to take pen and paper in hand and think . Once you do that , you will find more and more information which will make more and more sense to you ( actually not cents but dollars ) . For me to just write out the plan would do you a GREAT DIS-SERVICE ! 

 

I do not want to train idiots ! It is a service to the girls who would call you MASTER , to know that you are really a MASTER , not just a fashionable male with a hard dick and a whip and some CHARISMA.

The girls like to call Master during  play time .

 

The healthcare of sexual bondage

 

Young master , an important mind fuck in our current world one of the deepst fears , repeated and repeated until , the GODS of Profit arrive to help ….. HEALTH CARE ….. the biggest Lie they have fucked you in the ass with …. Young master I call for you to search DATA on www.instinctualism.org young master training page …. And I mean really dig for gold , not just accept the data of Paxcil an anti depressant we now find studies showing that it did not DO BETTER THAN the Placebo , they had to continue the trials until they could beat the surgar pill , the POWER OF THE MIND .

 

I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND THE miracles OF  Mary Baker Eddy …. The miracles of the mind … for me it touches home because I as from an area with many of her follower my family for one , EXCEPT my MOM ,, who died at 78 ,,, in the bible 5000 years it is said the time of man is 70 plus years , hmmmmm why have we been dieing so early for the last 2000 years ( becaue of stress working our selves to death for greed or because we were Ecominc slaves Serfs etc ) back to my dead mom ( the shell not the Taoist essence which is because she was ) at her memeorial I heard over and over “ ohhh she dies so young she was just a baby “ 78? A baby , but then I started to study my family and fuck if every one there was like 100 years old and yes she was the baby of that generational group and to die so fucking young and in bad health at 78 ,,, to them was unthinkable , these men and women who still go out each spring in Canada to grow some food in the land GOD GAVE THEM ,,,, their belief ! their thoughts …. Created a youth in people over 100 that I was suprized to look at them and remember my dieing mother ,,,, and say ,,, the health care system ,,, the GODS of Profit lied to my mom hell lied to most of the old people I have seen age and die … when you can study something else ,, why is it not explored advertised ?

 

IT WOULD NOT BE PROFITABLE ,  understand business young master , fixed over head … it is called that student loan debt you build while studying for the profit making job of being Doctor the god of life and death ….. the retailer of the DRUG industry … for with out the retailer there will be no prescriptions written ,,, 225 million prescritptiosn for drugs that barely beat the surgar pill … the power of the mind .

 

So asshole forget digging for alterntive data , eat the PROGRMAING  of the FOR PROFIT , health care industry , blindly follow them because the have been given a piece of paper from other people like them ,,, like them … who need to support the industry !

 

Now for the girl ,,, who by freedom of choice .. want to be tied up , to be re- leased form the OBNDAGE .. of her programming to live the instinct of her …. Pentrated … nature ,, apussy that desire the  PENIS THE PENTARATOR …. You ! ….. the ties , free her to be herself to be human finnaly , if only for a few hours with some MASTER , who has learned the Charisma ….

 

She wetts , profusely before arriving at masters Dungeon , that again the example of the power of the mind , for no stimulation to her cunt is happening then why is she wett?..... girls know they go to doctors much more than men , but they also know that their own , mental state is why they have pussy problems , they know that when they are stressed their reproductive organs fuck up their pussy gets sick ,,, one of the first things to show the stress of this life … is our nost natural part ,,, our sexual organs ,,, even for you didpshit the amount of younger men with stress related sexual dysfunction is increasing , even though the for PROFIT DOCTOR the god , wants you to think it is a problem with the machine … the body a chemical problem that he and his business partnerst the Drug companies can fix , as long as you believe ,,, believe …. Listen to them for they have the PAPERS of Doctorial Degress … that awer given for a price by others who need to keep the for profit system going ,,,,, the buddy system . ohhh but doctors are healers ?

 

But the data shows that the maojority of them go into health care because the MONEY $$$$ THE CASh IS  great !.

 

Once tied and relaxed your wife /wives will be free like they never can be in any other way , the extreme is neede to combat the EXTREME of the mnd fucking of the life time of repeated programming , over and over …. Til we forget other ideas that have been recoreded since man started writing things down , the years of man is 70 + years ,,, the statement of history and today , we live in health for 70 years ,,, but much more if we believe health . that belief that which the drug company trys over and over to beat , the surgar pill the bleif ….. the mind , the expectations .

 

What expectations does a girl have when she is secured nude and exposed …. What is her expectations …. Look a the covers of the romance novel the theme of the romance novel the biggest selling form of literature , over 50 percent of all books sold are romeance novel , the girl living life thru voyeurism …. The theme is the girl being taken by the adventuros male , the submitting to HIS right of dominace . … so disphit I will not talk about the budget aspect of paying for health insurance , since , this is a concept new to the evolution of human kind , we have been around for about 3.3. million years since the bones and evidence of Georgia man …. With out health insurance , living in health till over 70 , then aging after than and returing to the tao …. Aging after the baby of your baby has babys ….. when your mind feels you are not needed so much any more , your time of service is over you return naturally to where we came from the TAO. SO WHAT , no matter what the doctor tells you ,,, you STILL DIE! IN THE END !

 

 

Penis display

 

Young master to ignore the animal aspect has been what has to problem over 100’s of years , we hid ourselves ,,,,, we put ourselves under pressure in bonds of REPRESSIVE rules , TWISTING INSTINCT our animal instinct we have clothes it is called skin . what difference does the girls French Maicure really do for her when she is sitting around the home in the evening being human , being a NATURIST …. The newEr word for living Human – MAINLY ….  Being a nudist ,,, http://www.instinctualism.org/id44.html ... this link actually brings you to some other great links the understanding about the real  ive dynamics of a life long commitment to living FREE OF EGO at home . and the TA – BOO ,,,, boooooo booooo I scare you , your programming shows up …. ( go to the mating pages and under stand the nature of incest …. The effect of the SYMPTOM … of our RESPRESSIONS , put on enough pressure to the animal and the animals will SQUIRT OUT in a VERT ,, diverted ,,, under pressure we everything will find expression reaction to the pressures the confusions …..and so I HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY OWN … ta booooo … I scare me ….. booooooo scarey

 

What about the families who decide that clothes are something they do not want to be forced to wear while at home ? what about that?to even think about it , the mind SHUTS DOWN .

 

What about the age old practice of penis enlargement ,,, the pulling on your cock to encourage blodd flow ,,,, masturbation ,,, penis display ,, sexual recreation while no one else is there to fuck you young master , yet in that time of display you encourage your ,,, HAREM , females to feel their own desire to stop ,,, foraging to stop talking TO STOP AND FUCK , to engage in human recreation …. In the mating page in the article about chimps , you hear that the PENIS  of a chimp is not like OURS …. Yes we share more DNA with the Chimp that with THE GORILLA … but honestly in many many ways seually we are close to the Gorllia ,, in the stability of tribe harem family ,,, in protective nature ,, yet of course there is the simaiarity to chimps , NOTHING IS WRITTEN IN STONE , I am not either one .

 

I am the savannah ape , the coastline ape …

 

So being nude at home , young master can you even think about it really NOW , in your current world of living where ever you are living ? where do you live , what is your SHORT TERM living goals , I ask you in the tour of duty blog to do A 90 % and you say that is insane ,,, un do- able ,, but dipshit remember the times you were broke and just go back to living like that for the tour of duty the faster you start the faster you find those ….. EE’s adding up and then you own the PRIVATE LAND ,

 

Explore the 5 acrce site plan on the human housing page ,,, the place where is it legal as per the laws you will read on the books at the page nude and natural links …… you are allowed to BE HUMAN ! with out the PRESSURE . and you will be better for it ! now lets say you are chilling and massaging your penis ,,, pulling the root upward filling th shaft with blood over and over ,,,, a healthy thing ….. in this ISPLAY , do you not think your girls friends and wives will not totally enjoy making you CUMMMMM do girls not also get bigwarm wonderful feelings when they make us cummmmm ….. DO YOU THIN SHE DOES NOT JUST LIKE WATCHING YOUR WHITE HOT STICKY CUMMM ,,, shot and fly out of the slit hole of the ned of your full deep purple hot cock in her hand , to wath the sperm fly like a thick milk thru the air in space for a change ?

 

For a change ? sexual recreations ,,, what ever 2 or more ADULT ,,, adult ,,, humans desire ,,, why would any natural normal animal want an ,,,,, immature mate ? well they DO NOT it is us ,,, who are repressed , sexually who get fucking weird , ooooh it is intereting the data on the chimps , the manipulative nature of female actions in the TRIBAL ,,,, not harem .. chimps are TRIBAL …. When it comes to SEX . interesting reading for those who want to explore what is NATURAL FOR human since we have become so un- natural as to have forgotten the freedom of displaying your COCK in your own territory ! your silver back gorilla territory ….. living in the clothes that DNA desgned for the savannah ape . short haired , ever look at the wide range of dogs … all doga ,,, why not apes ? not monkeys but apes .

 

To think freely to understand your DNA to live legally ,,, and maybe if more people understood the effects of  COERCION AND CONTROLS , the need for continued printing of the fine book  COURAGE TO HEAL …. May be over …. ( great book to TREAT THE SYMPTOM ….. the TABOOOOO is a symptom of the real problem !~ , a very painful confusing damaging symptom) 

 

 

Happy Gilrs

 

Young Master watch the world do the thing that the Taosit Szage did 100’s of year ago and learn the simple lessons , one lesson is that nothing is black and whilte like we want it to be , simple like the man made symbol of the Tao the inter=twined white and blacm , when you know the truth there is only shades of grey , white always ahs some black a black has some white . like economy compared to here and lets say NEW ZEALAND … the feeling of the population one here who has been trained ot value , fighting in terms of co-operation ,,, what do you feel or see as the POSSIBLES  for you , what have you bought into as the BEST way to STRIVE for living here on earth during this ,,, this life . are you stuck in the value or trap of one life 1 existatnce , there is no IN-FI –NITE possilbes for you …. If you do have some infinity in your spirit how about looking then at the possibles in the wolrd of choices about life styles and ecomincs and family and GOALS …. So explore what you feel or think is the possible for you , are times hard and you describe your world as hard , then , can you maybe think about the possibles outside of that description and then work to explore those possibles .

 

When you read my shit , you understand I proclaim ,,, it to be shit that I am not the OFFICAL .. Phd. But also read the words of others and underatand they are represented in their way of seeing things …. Two writers describe the actions of SEXUAL safari;s OF FEMALE CHIMPs yet use different words and each words timulates feelings of RIGHT OR WRONG in the emotions of the reader and those emotions are based upon the PROGRAMING of the reader .and the hidden desire of the writer who crafts sords to effect the world to encourage the world they want , but just remember it is an INFINITE  reality , why limit the kitchen of it’s spices , the things we use to create tasty foods dishes , things to enjoy ,,,, why should a pio be only the fruit and the wheat and ,,, what about some honey or surgar , or cinnamon or nutmeg , or ginger , or mixing of fruits … what about adding ice cream later ????

 

Your observation should take into account the changes that you young master go thru , some guys stay in the adolescent stage of being a member of a POSSE or Crew ,,, some men grow up and do their TIME ALONE …. Yet once the Indian brave returned to the tribal area he developed relationship supportive friendship with males once more , now girls tend to be friendship oriented for a life time , each supporting each other , the Evovlution of APE . she can not EASLY raise a child a lone , yes she can but it is stressfull …. Ahhh a flaw FLAW  in the single family home design , a design forced upon human kind buy the ecomony , that wanted to sell concrete boxes to the ecomonic slave of industry ,,,,, dividing us , into nuclear families ,,, nuclear bombs ready to explode , that need to be drugged into submission with anti depressants of a constanst flow of beer .

 

( I nothing against beer how about making it yourself ,,,, maybe you would have more respect for it if you had to grow the barley and whenat and malt those hops and do the brewing maybe it would be much more sweet to take the full moon ceremony to enjoy a good  beer HIGH )

 

I see the writing about the fighting of the male Gorilla , the Phd. Saying that the gorilla male lives it’s life , fighting , when in fact the test and challenges the siver back get yearly is very rare it is often a teen agers , just testing … the other siver backs . live in co-operations with diffined territory ,,, and the kid of course while trying to find space in the world ends up starting short lived fights here and there , the perecentage of stress , that you view in the confusing complex  tribal chimp life and stable gorilla life is very different . and this peace of the HAREM allows for personell growth ,,, maybe the reason why us HUMANS DID EVOVLE … was this harem with broad co-op ties between silver backs , like the harem Indian tribes seen here in the Americas , with their , lives that had NO MURDER … to even get mad in the resolution of an argument was ,  the MAD person ostrisizzed for a season …. To live with out friendly co operation …… maybe even his females going to live outside of his territory …. Open your mind while you read young master.

 

Next is the feeling of losing touch with the ground once you go out on your own ,,,,, on one side is excitement on the other if you were the rich and comfortable one , to leave that comfortable safe life for the unknown is …… harder . but is living in a gold plated cage what you want? If YES great stay where you are ! again I can go back to the writings of Zuanghzi …. Describing wild bird kept in golden cages living on the best of human foods and dieing ,,,, dieing because what is good for one animal is not good for another . what has been good for you , and what has not ,, remember the lesson you have LIVED . do not get drugged by comfort back into the submission of life as usual ,,, and remember the one on one ROCK WILL FALL , it always does . couple after couple , year after year , century after century …… why just do the same old thing ? Because you do not have the guts to expand the options ,,, the spices in the kitchen of the universe …. .is it because you have no MODEL ? no plan shown to you ? ok well that is changing before your eyes on www.instinctualism.org

 

 

Penis in pussy recreations

 

Well young master , that projection on your body is made to be put inside a body … now what body ddid you dream about when you were younger  when you were first getting that hard projection what body stimulated it ? when you jacked off as a kid … did you ever think about GIRLS ? ( ohh I am questioning a guy who says he is gay and I question this choice in terms of DNA ) this same question I ask of some girls , did the thought of a man ever stimulate that wetness between your legs , the lubrication .. the inner wanting to be PENTRATED , by the hard hot engorged cock of the boy you had been looking at ?

 

If you dipshit have ever been excited by the nature of your plumbing than please give me that ~ … give me the fact that NATURE is you are HETRO , but of course you have free choice now a days very cool this choice thing . now sexual recreations for girls the nature of human recreation is for the relaxation of sex …… and girls being the social animals they are , to give love attention friendships girl to girl is natural and friendly and fun and relaxing and within the bounds of nature ….. for the lone male it is more a trange activity , once the black back teen gorilla is actively trying to fuck his sisters or aunts ,, DAD ,,, chases him out of the territory telling him it is time for him to do his TOUR OF DUTY , to form his own private territory ,, then attract his own females ,,,, ATTRACT HIS WON FEMALES …. Because on average the other males are doing like the black back and thinking about sticking their dicks in a girl so , the develop territories ,, they protect banan trees , they shit out tasty plant seeds the gather in their stomach while forging far and wide ….. they shit the plants they found tasty into the home territory thus creating garens of food for girls who like the same foods as he does …..

 

Or is the balck doing this to attract another black back male ? yes the black back male may have have mutual masturbation with his brothers and cousin with the interaction of his siters … that play then became him wanting to fuck his sister , which then got the attention of dad who said in his best dad voice ,,,,,, TIME TO GROW-UP SON …

 

Young mast and miss , the stress of current human development ,,, the man hate young master of your mom ,,,, now I fi remember my numbers well ,, the symptom of human sexual mainpultion and repression …… called incest touches the lives of 1 in 6 womoen ,,, and your mom a woman ,,, and that 1 in 6 means count 1 , 2 ,3 ,4 ,5 and then mom , it is about the law of averages ….. the same effects that the perp exhibited now the victims exhibit ,,, and there is a great chance your mom , is 1 of those 1’s …. Even in her FASHIONABLE move to encourage you to be femine ,,,,, playing with dolls , a ALONE male child with a woman who hates men …. Yet married ,, complex shit young mater ( and young miss , you also are being SOCIALIZED into being more male ,) just open your mind here http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html .... dammm if this wacko does not bring you a bunch of cool links ….

 

Now think about the variation of dogs in a liter , the RUNT the small one often is the smarter one or else it will not feed aand it will die , nature gives it a better brain , we …. Before we were savannah apes , were lush jungle apes , but we being thinner and weaker had to learn how to live in MARGINALL AREAS …..we had to LEARN ! ….  To live …. We learned to understand how fire burnt the savannah and yet there was till food , cooked animals and popped corn and wheat ,,, kernels , that actually were easier to digest , the cooked animal being smoked now ,,,, did not spoil so fast , and the sparks from our new toys the rocks of acave as compared to the soft sticks of lush jungles …. The rocks hitting each other created sparks which by accident made small fies ,,,, that dad remembed cooked small aminals making them easier to eat , since we are not meat eating by DNA design .

 

Yet we eat meat ,,,, you are not GAY by design yet you needin human touchbecome gay , you being confused by the STRESS of dating girls ,,,,, you the male who has been encoursged to act and feel like a girl …… you learned to be gay ….. truth homo sexual genes , can not live on because true homo sexual genes have no children to pass down , their genes to since they are ,,,,, homo sexual ,,, non – sexual ,, in numbers that would support the living of that gene in the competitive natural world , so being gay should be part of the 3 percent  it should be 1 of 100 possible genetic changes …. That happen by mistake , like being born missing a finger or hair lip , or downs syndrome …. Or what ever the 100 gentic variations of the human can come up as , and being truthfully HOMO SEXUAL SHOULD BE JUST  1 of those events …… aht did you feel or dream about when it came to the opposite sex , just between you an me ? becaue I know your mom , if she knew you were reading my stuff , she would take the JAG away from you again ,,,, the controlling open minded fashionable TODAYS  woman that she is , very scraed you may THINK FOR YOURSELF ! ( ooooh the fear of losing the CAR the $ , the CONTROLED you can you feel it ?)

 

 

Hard nipples in her brain

 

Young master sex ,,, is frist in your brain , it is in your EXPECTATIONS , sure there is some evidence then you realy get hard but it stats in the thinking about it then the flood of hormones , which motivate the get up and go … then the compounding of fresh hormones at the presensece of the girl ( or the hardenness of a nipple when she sees that guy comong closer and closer ) it is not a single action or thought or activity , but still with out thinking nothing would have happened …..

 

So your thoughts play a big part in your current reality ,,, your thoughts cummm from the rules placed in your brain from day one ,,,,, being in a body and not knowing the rules on how to OPERATE , the arms ,,,,, that is you’re the TOA ,, the 1 awareness …. Who has to be you so that the story of the infinte number of story POSSILBE in IN – FIN – NITY ,, can be! …. So you gotta be a 1 because it is possible … just be cause it is possible means it must happen … linear time and space are possible ,,, linear time and space you meet a girl , you both are hormonal animals , so the flood of drugs gets both of you wanting to fuck each other and well within the hour you both leave to go home and fucka total stranger …… this is linear time …. Infinte .. is to experience all that as a flood of events all the time all the events being available always in a constant flood the shooting of your load of sperm in her at the same time as meeting her and the leaving her mixed in with the veryother possible vent you could have in a time/space life mixed in with every event I have in a time/space life , in the tao you have very second but because there is no seconds you experience everything available always till it is numbing the constant totall volume of ALL POSSIBLIES being and happening constantsly .

 

So time space is kind a fun we get to savor ,, each events ,, unfolding . we get to think ..and feel each event .no the feeling part is the real you , the FEELER is the experiencer …. You are the 1 who feels the effects of having your nipples become swollen and hard when you see that boy if you are a girl ,,,,, or you are the one who feels the rush of sweat as you avoid a car accident and you fear the pain of a car crash . you are the feeler of the flooed of event response HORMONES .

 

This becomes important as you learn the rules behind living inside a body ,,, say after day the baby learns about its body , at first it semms to be FLAYLYING  in’t arms and legs which it is doing it is learning about time and space .. event after evernt , it is learning that when you flip the light swithch the light goes on , when it starts to learn to operate the body which is in need of food and air to survie , the YOU is learing what is is like to be in time /space … thinking and feeling … making jugements , this feels good , this mommy milk , the shell this machine I experience time space thru is feeling stronger and lives …. The body has instinct to suckle …. AUTO PROGRAM , so that you do not have to RE-LEARN  the most basic of events , LIKE SEX DRIVE …. With out it you may not re produce and life would END , the abilty to come back for more   TIME SPACE EVNTS . would end , because there would be not new shells ofr our friends in the TAO to live thru to FEEL thru ….

 

As you learn the rules about the body , as you learn the agreements of this time space life , we accept that there are limits to make this life , less like the experience of the TAO …… that constant all powerful state , where ever awareness is every awareness , the I in I …. We accept certain limits here for fun of it

 

But , we also have great freedom of choices , and becoming a harem amle is a freedom of choice , becoming a harem males also gives girls a freedom of choice , so many girls are feeling trapped in the LACK of choice ,t hey choose males who are  DYSFUNCTIONAL . because of the lack of choice , but how do you young amster bcoem a relxed financially stable master of your life , first so that you can really give a choice to the females all around you that would love to listent to explore your ideas ,,, they have the freedom of choice to look learn listen and experience , it is a free time and age , and harem s are legal int hat there is NO marriage licsence the trap of LAWS that the thought form ecomony wants it’s slaves to accept , yet , there is always choices .

 

How do you start ,,,, homstly your modeling about money is often your biggest hurdle ….. because it does take $$$ , it is the seeds the male Boar or gorilla shits into the territory it lives in , the land it found un lived in . it was far enough away from other strong males that those males left the younger male alone ….. the younger male would forge in the silver backs territory then return to shit in his own land , and thus providing him in a year aor two with good food there .this is the saving account of SHIT . of money which is SHIT =$ ….but you can be the stupid male that most girls have to choose frim , they spen their money looking like a fucking peacock with powerfull trucks and cool cars . Desinger clothes  …. Which do work in attracting females who will always need more and moer and more of these things to stay happy …. Until they realize that it does not work then they will try the DRUGS of doctors to end their pain . and depressions .

 

How do you start honestly the easiest way to start iw with of course baby steps , stoeps you make alone without the fear of being judged by your girlfriends or buddys … and the easiest way to lock money way …. Lock it yet in 6 months you can get it , but remember the tour of duty will lat atleast 18 month … so 6 months is that help to get those first few or 10 grand saved and locked away , the tool is the US SAVINGS BOND ……… go search for it , in fact go to www.instinctualism.org And I will link to it from the masters training page . ( ohh the jobs , I talk about ,, bemember this think about this why do you give a present at chirstmas ? what do you want ? you want to recive a smile . service is about creating smiles and getting paid for it ! you feel good and get paid for it , while for me I am whistling and working listening to KORN and RAGE now this is a job )

 

But it all starts with thoughts and feelings , if you WANT TO you will ACT . if you really do not want to you will not act! If you want to you will start to realize the truth of operating in this time space , you have choices , you can learn to act ! … IF YOU WANT TO ,,, again the want ,,, and wants arise based on FEELINGS …. So thinka bout what it is you are realyy feeling , but since you are stoned and drunk , drugged into a state of not feeling .. well you can not think about feeling how about this dipshit ,,,, the book is AMAZING POWER OF DELBREATE INTENT . Abraham-hick try page 72 and see if you can understand the choice to thisnk about the possible ways to think about the same event . what does a girl think about when her nipples re getting harder hwo about you dickweed what do you think when after a year or tw with your girlfriend you expect more no’s than yes’s ?the poly- harem family will create newer dynamics ones unknowlable unitill their creation in real time /space.

 

 

Half past fuck o’clock

 

What time is it young master , and if you said it is time or past time to fuck once again well you are correct , it is not 6:50 , there is no 6:50 except in our agreement ………. ( I talk a lot about the agreement at a meta pyshical level that allows for the assemeby of sub atominc into some thing we can translate in a reality , form no one thing into things )  our agreement , our trained ideas .

 

STOP < NO < IT HURTS are also things like 6:50 AM ….. when said by that girl who by choice comes back over and over to be with me in my world , if they were the truth why is does she come back ? so why does she say the words at all , well , because it does hurt , … she does want it to stop ,,,,,, no no no I am cumming very very very strongly , cumming , cummming at a different level . Young master the high we get when we pass certain levels of stress while working , yet when the job is done we feel so great , we look at what our pain and strength and work  and struggle built and we feel great ,,,, she gets that type of orgasimsm when you ignore her NO > STOP > IT HURTS ….

 

But dumb ass there are limits for each girl it will be something you have to kinda of feel your way thru , remember how much a pussy is designed by natural to be able to stretch …….streeeettccchhhh …… and if done while stimulating ther clit the effects are , it feels so GREAT IN THAT SPECIAL BAD WAY , that she can not do to herself even if she wanted …..  she really does want it from you , and over and over the benift of some alcohol is that allowing of her to express her deeper self and submit to my desire to see her …… cummmm to see her feel the sensations that her body can feel …..

 

Yet that means I will become MEANIE MAN ,,,, bad man ,,,, being accused of breaking her pussy ….. and yet that same broken pussy within 10 or 15 minutes can be the puppy pussy that will take my cock into so that I can be satified also ,,,, that broken pussy still VERY sensitive and on the edge of orgasim , will have a few other as it serves me , and serves her ,,, giving her that satifaction of know that hard on she rubbed into being a few minutes ago has the warm wet hole to move back and forth in , till it shoots its white sticky milk … swelling throbbing and spurting my cumm into her , giving her that filling ….. creamy filling a d , inner pride of being a Goood girlfriend . Yet I need to deal with the idea of agreement ….. the idea of passing NO . STOP , IT HURTS . to give her what she deeply desires and what I love , to see and hear , HER ATTENTION … to see her spread herself wider as she kind of squirms and wiggles away . into the corner moving a little , in response to my fucking her withthat larger dildoe or the fingers everywhere , or the event of the fingers skipping towards a fisting … as her pussy invites it …. Even though her mnouth says NO NO NO ,, the opne legs the wetness ,a nd her presense , yes , squirming away , but not , getting up , mad or realy fighting it ……..

 

Reality ,,,,,,, not 6:50 am ….. rioght now outside it is not 6:50 am , it is before sunrise ….. my inner animal asys I can not see safely , it is not time for me to run my morning mile ….. because it is not safe , to do this in the dark , I as an animal am not designed for this time of the natural day . like my daughter cutting her foot last nite and me having to clean the wound and dress it . remeinds me , walking around in the dark is not our nature …… the trusting to fate the walking blind..

 

Why do we humans alow ourselves to get so unnatural , the exposing of a girl of herself to deep prentations the feelinf of that fun is natural and desirable  ,,,,,,, but often can noly be requested from me by , her hiding in beer ….. but beer happens in nature in regular cycles of the fruits we ate she had those times which were relaxing in her mind … to experience more intense sex .

 

Now what time is it 6:50 that serves the thought form of ecomony , I am to ecomony like the intestinal flaura and fauna are to me , these beginnings ….. life formes , that taste and test their environment they florish in health and reproduce when thing s are GOOD … life forms much much older than us new comers humans , animals which choose to reproduce , yes triggered by reproducitive hormones but so are we humans also triggered by reproductive hormones , with out these urges by instinct we may become so hedonistic as to not create new , VESSELS in which TAO awareness can experience time and space … and getting deeply fucked …. Or lving in a world ….. an uviverse … that we can not or do not want to realize is , a LIFE … full of tastes and choices and experiences … that of being intestinal bacteria , … needed so that I can live ,…. I am some thing unreal to my intestinal bacteria ,,,, I am an something un noticed by the thought form ECOMONY ……  the rules of eneomy says , go here at this time do that ,, so that I can live ….. and so to , we influence the environment of the needed bacteria in our animal guts , each complex animal depends on the beneificial bacteris in and around the body . neither understanding the other , each beinging , is just a thought form to the other …. That place in which they live . their environment .

 

What does that hve to do with , DOM/subbie sex , ? nothing except , every thing the inter connection betweent he lives that live in you that keep you ALIVE ….. the ecomony of environment that we choose to live in …. What is human kind designed to live in ? what evidence it there that we create our won stress by choosing the aid the creation of ecomony by ignoring its effects on us . we created ,,,, GREED . like the bacteria created the COLONY  bacterial orgaisnism a billion years ago . complexity of infite parts , so that she can ,, choose to expose her pussy , spread her legs wide and complain , because it does hurt , and yes her pussy  is being broken and stretched and it in the end after she twitches and whimpers and lets the experience flow thru her body as she recovers in that state of waves of orgasisms ,,,,, she and I realize it is natural . and good . and fun . and  yes . and I gotta pass the limits of my programming with a level of skill and care . that is being MASTER of  “ our “ world . so she can experience submission safely once more .

 

 

Licking Passion

Young amster , that feeling of WANTO , when it comes from inside you not dependant on what an other or group of others feel about whay you want to do , if you still want it , and it gets you up and out of bed every morning , well then you got passion , you got a vibration about you that will attract to you what is needed for you as , you learn how to be ready for what it is that you are deeply wanting ….

 

I sound like a funking positive thinking book , but the constant theme in every fucking positive thinking book is the same mother fucking theme ,,, it is about you personally wanting something and then the universe forms its atoms into that which you realy realy realy want , now if that want has behind it the ,,,,, self image in terms of what others think , you are then living THEIR WANTO. Yet you think you call it yours .

 

Wanting to be rich , wanting $ …. Is about smiles for the people in your life or the people who you realy want to be in your life ,, you dipshit are a social animal , you do not do well honeslty alone ,,, a ALONE  male gorilla is NOT ….. you the DNA MALE ANIMAL  wants to create a place that female will enjoy being , in the enjoyment , in her smile and comfort you hope she will spread her legs easly without fight and you can lick that pussy , creating the sounds of music ,,, music zand singing so sweet and exciting that your dick gets hard ,,,,, the sound of her excitement get your dick wildly hard ,,, does the sound of KORN get your dick hard ,,,,, hey I am not rashing KORN in any way , over half of my book TWISTED INSTINCT ( selfless plug link for purchase is on the page www.instinctualism.org ) it gives you a great pump because it touches your anger and frustration ant not understanding this CONFUSING world ,,, when what I am talking about it trying to get you to become in line with your deepest PROGRAMING , the molecular P[ROGRAMING , of your DNA ,,,,,, and the 1 on 1 is a slap in the face of your HAREM nature .

 

I talk so much about the slap in the face , the un nature of the 1 on 1 , the happy fairy tale , because , I feel it deeply , my own personel passion , to find a solution to that which sucks the passion out of living ,,,,, what is realyy sucking the passion out of you? You think it is about $$$$ but the reason you want money is to cover the wound of love , offinding your place in a scila structure ,,, which is so confusing , and every one else is telling you how it should be , but thery themselves are living in hell , so how can they put on the SMILING  face and expect you to be the happy one so they can feel there is still hope for themselves ,,,,,,

 

I watched an old movie last night , the PRINCE OF TIDES , and it was so depressing in that every family was so dysfunctional and every one was SMILING ,,, looking for the fairy tale .. yet living in frustration .

 

The 3 wife dynamics when it comes to stress relief for the mothers , in that having 3 moms and a wide range of child ages , and the brother sisiter friendships because of the common daddy figure . …. It is designed to create the most natural family for humans ,,,, the sexual desire of the female is als o stimulated by the music of sex , in that she hears the pleasure her sister wife is having if the female is not GREEDY  or jealous ,,, but is passionate inher desire to live something different then she will happily get very stimulated by the sounds of her sister being licked by me till she cummms ,,,,, the other wife , the sister if she is loving towards the benifts of the whole family unit first before her own greed to won a MALE ….. she will then feel deep FREE PASSION to feel the male tongue , you tongue your cock …..

 

But dipshit , without the 3 tents the territory natural to the aharem instinct of A HUMAN ,,,, the 3 single family homes ,,,, the 3 nesting areas of the gorilla female , they share the family unit yet they make their own beds and sometimes share beds , but the ability to find time ALONE  or in the family within the secure territory , where the food and safety are some what guaranteed . but it can not be realized until the passion of you to create something , is finished , what is your private passion , what is thedesrie behind all your WANTS …. The real truth behind things , I mean something like building your sprots career is mainly about you alone , but the money that comes from that I betcha if you thnink about what plans you have for thata cash you will find the evidence of creating smiles for others ,,,, the GORILLA NATURE , of building a  territory …. The www.instinctualism .org  pages are all about helping you create a natural territory , free food yet slf employment incomes where buying food is easy , but the deep security of having the natural food supply gives a freedome that cash in the bank living in a city where everything is trucked in …. Where you live DEPENDANT on others …. Well there is a deep un certainty at a DNA LEVEL …. That the simple fruit tree will fix ,,,, the nature of moving living of exercise which the 5 minutes a day of the SFG will give you and buy loving the land which gives us everything the peace of mind of living more naturally .

 

But ,,,,,, the 1 on 1 fairy tale does happen , the happiness that you think you see behind the smile ing faces of unhappy people are based in the real happiness of some one  ,,,,,, remember you live in infinte possibles  ….. the 1 on 1 did work and does work .

 

What is your passion and how does the expectations of others influence that passion ? both parts of that questions need yout to think deeper than you normally think , do not aceept the surface response that you feel .

 

 

Buying pussy

 

Young master with a state governor in the news a great tool for understanding the programming you have been given because thru the constant expectation that we humans live against what is NATURAL for us , you understand the DIVIDE AND CONQUER tools of Ecomony ………. No not just government but that which is behind even government the idea of ecomony-s .

 

The evidence of history , to show that HAREM  cultures survived next to greed based cultures warfare cultures , that the INSTINCTUAL harem goups tribes , survivied while warfare power ecomonies come and go thru out history . another great movie to show you no the ,,, PUMP that most people find in it , onw groups see a great love story and wishes for that fairy tale love 1 on 1 . NOR the bravery in battle , the pump you young master may fell why watching a good bang/bang/shoot’em up ….. but to look at the art of the movie in showing the behind the scenes truths about ourselves …. The search for some for power and the FRIENDLY PEACEFUL nature of the over whelming numbers of us ,,, us , the common people , who just want to live our lives and fuck . look behind the surface themes disphit .

 

Behind the scenes of buyng pussy ,,,,,, how in fact even dating is buyng pussy , as compared to the pussy shopping for a good man they lwait to be bought and say that that is the same INSTINCT  as shoping basesd on facts ,,, they say to themselves the guy that can purchase a good date etc … show his worthiness , but in fact what they are looking at is BLING …. It is fashion .. to be able to purchase the things of living ,, for the common person . ooooooh I am wrong , because the average common person is so INGRAINED in living in the ecomony of being and ecomonci salvery that they SEEM un- seperable . money and living .

 

Yet they are not , just that you have not allowed your self to THINK FOR YOUR SELF . yet . but that means realizing things during those times of confusion , the times you are worrying about talking to that cute girl , feeling you life , and then questionsing why is dating so fucking hard ? if your focus was to create a good territory and if girls were free to shop based on instinctual drives and life times desires and their won deepest feelings ,,, not expectations of having the newest purchased THING !  from a store , that temporary high of buying recreation and happiness . if she could shop with out fear of APE ,,,,

 

Now buying a product or service which is natural for each person and does not hurt either person and is of ExERCISE and Emotional benefit ,, why limit or illegalize it ,,,,, because you , dipshit have been programmed to think that it the girls who choose this way of creating $$$$ do it because they are forced some how ,,,,, but if you really look at it . you can see it is girls who coose freely , yes maybe they do not want to do it… or atleast when asked in public ,,, in public ,,, they do not want to do it , yet the evidence of their life is they DO CHOOSE it …..that is because of greed , I am not talking about junkie chicks walking the street but high quality women many with some level of higher education choosing to enjoy their bodys and provide males with the exercise and emotional comfort for money like a doctor prescribes Therapy . Certain deep instinctual needs not  many men can  get from the TRAP of marriage 1 on 1 enough so that no matter what having another woman keeps showing up in this FAIRY TALE OF  of love we now live and thin is reality .…. ILLEGALIZING  nature is  A GREAT DIVIDE and Conquer. Keep the population un settled then the population becomes a programmable and ok slaves …..

 

The harem life of our cousins the animal world , remember to touch yourself , you are covered in fine hairs you breathe air , you eat , you respond to hormoinal triggers at certain timew without your CONCSISUs control ….. you are and ANIMAL . and a very depressed animal at that , no other animal is as depressed so self destructive ….. or GENECIDIAL like we are ….. now we can live a harem culture and realize the truth about the average human , WE ARE A VERY VERY VERY …. CO-OPERATIVE  animal , we co-op with nature as evidenced by the old time average farmer who loved his land , it gave his and his family food woood housing everything pus it allwed for the exchange of gifts and arts ,,,,, we co-op’d in harem cultures we are natural 12 BRAVOS … combat engeneers .. creating defensives against the warfare tribes , to the point that peaceful harem tribes lived for ever even shile CANNIBAL tribes grew and died off thru history. When you realize the peaceful nature of the average US and then look at a movie like BRAVE HEART and watch the truth a 1 or 2 or 3 or 4 greed based humans can fuck everything up . then look at our own history and times ,,,, Exxon made more money last year in 1 uear than any single company has ever made in the history or the world … that is our truth …. When we have the data and designes already to live without them at all ,,,,, and you feel stress you the ECOMINC SALVE . I ask you disphit to think for yourself .

 

 

Friendship fucking

 

Young master , you have not come to read this because you have found the deep joy of good friendship and caring a and hope that the story book happky ever after 1 on 1 love , not love affair which is easy to come by ,,, but the life that will provide stability we humans desire the friendships we humans dsire the life that is best for raising the thing that our hormones force us to want ,,, kids , the reason for living ,,,,, the simple joy of seeing your kid grow up healthy and happy with a mom and a dad and family who are not fighting all the fucking time . you have not come to reading my shit on and off because you are already in a relationship that gives you it ALL already ,,, so

 

So , realize the deep inner expectations that the lose of a dream can bring to the building of a new dream ,,,, that idea of settling for SECOND BEST , is the expectation of not getting what your deepest self realy wants ,,, but WHAT DOES YOUR DEEPEST SELF REALLY ……. Really …. WANT ? and since the story book idea of love and family was found by you to be a story book ,,,,  again I will refer to KORN and listen to Jon’s words in shoots and ladders , his way of saying to the world  OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES . to the programming of OURSELVES …. The words that cause all this EVIL ( I can still remember everytime I hear or think about that song the first time I saw Jon and Korn do it live ,,,, and him blowing the pipes … a great ENTERTAINER  they are ) but what is it you were looking for in the fairy tale of love , the only idea you were trained to think love is ….. the NUCLEAR BOMB FAMILY .. waiting to explode over and over …. The forcing of an animals to live as it was not designed ….

 

The Harem faily the Poly Family provides the needs of the human , male and female ,,,, it is stable and dynamic enough to allow ffor the individual enjoy family and creative and work lives ,,,, with the freedom you have never ever dreamed of … from the aspect of the ecominc slavery issue . and $$$$ is a very important issue ,,, believe it or not ,,,, for most couples love is not enough , because as the money grows and the couple gets used to living a certain way and then the eventuall change in inceom comes , ( the same events happen in www.instincutalism.org in understanding each tree species will go thrugh 7 years cycles of productivity , yet having the diversity of investnments in varied species of strees the human is CO –OP ‘ING  with nature once more not forcing on animal / tree species to deliver when it is in a natual SLOW cycle , the farmer/ protective human can nuture that tree while reaping bunker crops from other who had been emerging from their own SLOW period . )   

 

But as an ecomonc slave usually all  your EGGS are in 1 basket . in that one career or company and ecominic go thru cycles also leaving you and your LOVE in stress because the income has changed . the fun bought by MONEY is limited . the fun BOUGHT ! the idea of instincutalism , yes is to create wealth $$$ but to find , FUN in the idea of being HUMAN , of being happy with the friendships of family children the EARTH itself . and this idea is the SECOND CHOICE  life style ?

 

It is the second choice because the OWNERSHIP idea of love is gone ,,, yet the sex ,,, that sex that brings you and her together in the first place , those chemicals that flow thru our viens in our teens that bring us together ,,, the chemicals are not fairy tales … they are the TRUTH.  About being an animal which you are ,, you are not some CONCEPT this idea of spirit being ,,, no you were that before you came here to experience time and space living of being a DNA animal … you are a concept being still , but experiencing the agreement of hard matter . so why not realize it and enjoy it for what it is ? why not ? what is so second best about being what you are ?

 

But that story book that created all this EVIL runs in your mind over and over ,, you feel SLIGHTED  by life that lied to you , …. Life did not lie it has been YELLING TO YOU , listen to you emotional guidance ,,, understand conficts and choices … create what is is that will make you DEEPLY HaPPY ….. listen to the programming of fear ,,,, the slave chains of the medical industry who tells you over and over the human body is weak when the doctor does not grown new skin cells the body does that all by itself ,,, the slave chains of health care and insurance … when the fact is you will DIE .. with or with out a doctor you will die , the health of your body is dependant on the FEELING of your life …. When happy you feel no PAIN , look and feel you life and you will understand this truth in your self . sex is fun , talking with friends is fun , watching smiling playful free children is fun , layng the sun is fun , sweet fresh from the garden strawberrys are fun , puppy dogs are fun …… waking up depressed and with ahang over is not fun , but the talking with friends the night before was fun ,,,,,, so talking with friends is fun so do it with out being DRUNK every day ? hmmmmm it must be hard to do because we do drink a lot us the money making adults in this PROMISED  land of gold covered streets ,,,, when the real happiness seens to be the interaction with the living beings of the planest , not with the interaction with cold hard  MINERALS . like gold and diamonds …

 

Think dumbass what should be your first choice or your second choice when it comes to your own STORY BOOK OF HAPPINESS ?

 

 

Tao-ist titty

 

Young master , what is it about spiritual sit that is so important ? well it is something that this wonderful mind of ours thinks about , we are creative animals formsing tools to help ourselves , from rocks for knocking birds out of trees when we were Savanah Apes , to Auto macitic twisting silcon Dikdoes for recreation of the girl and you ,,,, you know you love seeing and hearing her get sexually excited , you love to deny her her orgasim for 1 more minute angain and again ,,,, she hates you but loves that you will not listen to her begging for relief and force to get close yet not let her cummmmm ,, till it realy realy hurts .

 

Oooh shit spirit world stuff , not sex … but sex is everywhere it flows thru your viens dumbass in the form of hormones in bursts every 45 seconds micro doses of testosterone …. “ sometimes we hear you speak of the word PERFECT and perfect sounds ( or feels in the vibration that you offer when you say it ) like you think that you will get everything checked off your list , and life will be PERFECT “ once I’m looking at all conditions that p[lease me , then life will be perfect “ amd we say and then you would be DEAD , and we do not mean dead the way you mean DEAD  , we mean dead in the way that there is no DEAD , we mean finished , we mean the opposite of the Eternal Being that you are . [ THIS IS JERRY AND ESTER HICK FROM THE BOOK DILBERATE INTENT]

 

It is shit like that which draws me to the entertainment and writing of Abraham ….. to be an adventurere or experiencer ,,, of something IN-FI-NITE  is to always in always have experiences , to be perfect is to have nothing more to add or change ,,, it is stagnant like a dead swamp . no action or movement . it is the state of the UN THINKABLE , the non experiencable ? dipshit even in the harem life you will have DYNAMICS , you will have experiences and changes and living , but because you are living in the HARMONY  of your DNA ….. you are not resisting your HORMAONIAL nature and neither is the girls who choose , ( free will choose to live with you )

 

Yet because of these choices wthere will be doubts about whether , there maybe another path , maybe the old path of the fairy tale which is more better ………. Mo’better …. Which could lead a girl to leave and return to the world of greed , GRET !  her adventure ,,, but it should not be your responsiblitty to house feed or others wise provide for this human after she chooses her new path …….. you dumbass in your animal territory honor to provide your HAREM  and family with what?

 

Housing , electric , food ( avialbe for picking and nutruing ) and transportation ,,,, and you honor to do this for a good number 3 is good number , it slows for slpit decisions for majority rule . but if a woman with your children decided to choose you ……… she is fertile when she is and she knows it , you are fertile 24/7 ,,, the babys are something of her choice to want to get pussy fucked during her time which she n=knows of and feels in her being ….. you can not know this you are not responsible ….. you are responsible for creating a stable territory if she choose to settle in your territory and create child , that is her free choice if she wants to leave again her choice , she is the one who ……… is………. Making her won bed and that of her kids . I am 24/7 ready so it is my NATURE  to want kids ,,,, there are really cool to watch to chase to rool balls to to watch smile and listen to them laugh and grow up ….. it is MY NATURE to protect and love them . it is DNA nature of this friendly co-operative animal called HUMAN .

 

If she leaves my $ and effort are concentrated on providing for my territory not another territory of someone who by free choice , left the life theyFIRST CHOOSE  by free choice , then left ….

 

So that is an for example of a bummer , an experience possible of the Tao , the experience the unfolding of the everything ,,,,, not a still dead being of perfect . being of perfect where nothing can be added or taking away , still dead over ,,,,, to have everything totally complete over done PERFECT .  life is an adventure . now you have shoices dipshit to live … in some form of harmony with your DNA programming while you experience this tiny experience called being human ,,,, 70+ years out of IN-FI-NITE  years ….. infitny 1 billion years 70 outa 1,000,000,000 it aht infinite 1 billion ? no a billion is a grain of sand to infinity …. So during this life ,,, you have freedom of choice , feel ….. DUMBASS be still , use that brain which is able to create or buy really cool DILDOES …… use that same brain to feel what it is to be HUMAN ANIMALS …. 

 

 

Wild house pussy

 

Young master have you not yet learned not to judge my blogs by their titles ….the package designed created for display tio gain interst ,, you and your big truck ( sumb move as gas creeps toward #$4 ) the makeup of the girl the dress which is colorfull sttracting attention to me , an d only me ,, selfishneesss is in both of us this look at me . I am spcial . this dis-ease we have allowed ourselves to become .

 

And it is dis ease , the sexual stress of dating the hinting of what is a natural urge in both of us ….

 

But actuall today is about the Tao again , this aspect is important as much as writing things that are of a MASTUBATORY NATURE things to stimulate your fansty life ….writing about sex or looking at the pics everywhere of NUDE HUMAN ANIMALS ,,,, no trucks no make up and clthes

 

The wild house cat ,,,,, my fisherman past is to always have catsa round , an to watch that they are all different they have PERSON- AL – ITY … each different the offspring of genenrations of house cats so easly fall back into their wild roots ….. yet the free food of the though form ecomony , the surgary sweet salty tastes of bagged cat food keeps the coming back even though I watch them hunt and eat prey from the wild also . so,e develop closer relationships withus humans some do not , so  realy enjoy getting rubbed by me and picked up and played with , some do not , and they like to play with each other , they clean each other play with each other even as adults ….. the looks and lack of looks they commucazte with each other ….. friendly co-opeartive

 

To day while on my runn a group of guys was un packing their trucks to go fishing as I passed one guy with his hands full said to his buddy YO give me a hand here , and his buddy jokinly brought me a total stranger into their world by saying get that guy running by to help may hands afull also , so the cordial greeting of ggod morning and good luck were exchanged as I passed by ……… FRIENDLY CO-OPERATIVE  HUMAN ANIMALS NATURE ….. we are not inherently EVIL on average

 

Sure a tiney percentage of us will be born mutated to express variations in DNA and Genes that are Socio-Pathic  , greddy non co-opearative very selfish to the point of destrictive , but it is not the greater average , it is the Friendly greater average nature of mankind that allowed us to get this fucking populated world wide , yet we can because of this friendly nature be lead , by a selfish 1 into acting against our own long term best interst or against our freindsly nature

 

Look back to warfare , men who had to …HAD TO .. trained taught paid , threatened with jail if they did not do what was told them ,,, the warrior of our armies …… they can return to the countrys of people that earilier in their lives they killed spilled their blood with ( with deep personal cost of memeory of acting unnaturally ) yet we become friendly again ,,,, we talk shake hands do business have lunch and just build friendship witht eh EVIL ONES once the programmers have changed the programes they feed us ,, the beating of the drums of warfare ….. over and over Americas enemeies have become Americas friends ….

 

And do you think it effected the soldier of time , who when he wom the war would take the local girls as his extra wives ? the evil ones were wet pussy ….. the deepest nature os us is to be co-operative , we get told there is LACK ….. so we must protect what we have , the greed for gold ,, bright and shiny shit ,,,, the leader that tiny percentage stirs us up with words form bibles and gods ,,,, to gather more shiny shit for the church because god needs to know that we love him ,,,, and nust show it though giving god shiny shit or money to buy shit ? god needs to go the the MALL (huh?)

 

Now remember the GREED OF EVE , she is designed to be greddyduring the time she is growing a second person in her belly , hell I see that in the wild cats while one is pregenanat she is not as nice as other times she is more forcefull to become the first at the sqweet and surgary foods of Ecomony ,,,,, yet while wild hunting she is a bit more co-operative and in fact is the food is abundandt , the other cats leave her extra scarps in fact making extre Recreational kills for mamma cat to feed from . ( kills are not bad there are the ticket back into the Tao for the chance to relive another life ,, maybe as an Advarrk ?) ( or a bacteria or tree )

 

The greed of eve when she is so far removied from nature as to think of her self better than other humans ….. the FIRST WIFE … the warrior comes back with captured wives ,, and they are SECONDS less than in the eyes of the first wives ,.,,,, but you the warrior think that way while you have that new girl nude in bed and she is liking the fingering the licking the fucking the dick sucking while she is living her NATURE …… do you think you dumbass really care abouit 1st wife or second wife ….. or are you in the MINUTE       the now , being naturally human …..look at your self MAN , we do not on average dress or wear make up or wear as much BLING as the girls do ………. And let allow yourself to realize things about the greed of eve. The animal who because of LOVE for the chold growing in her belly does what nature designed her to do ,,,, become greedy for a short period ! A SHORT PERIOD . 

 

 

Fucking Penny

 

Ahhhh penny she is so good to you when you kinda understand her a bit she will be all around you  , even though she looks like a man in a foto is is 100% girl ….. young master what the fuck am I talking about …. PENNY a girl who looks like a man ….. you know what the PACKAGING …. Is less important than the person and her psuuy feels the same as that girl who FIT THE CURRENT  fashion model of CUTE …..the current fashion model has changed for decades what you think is cute today is not what was cute for males of history , historically there has always been changes in fashion even in body shape ,,,,, now the inner person who shares your vision of a full life and family ,, the person who is happy with that vision and that life is the friendly person you want in your harem …. And tied happlyly by her own free choice to a …. Puppy platform ….. to be teased and spanked and fucked till she is nuts screaming in continous orgasisms and sensations ….. a girl who after getting untied would call you a BAD MAN yet want to ge fucked like that maybe even torrrow aor later that same day ….. this girl is beautiful .

 

But what if she looked like a man ….. well they do not look like men they look like themselves , the girl I am talking about is the girl reference to thing …… like a car is thing and we call it she ,,, welll a PENNY is a thing and I have called her she and well if you look it looks like a MAN…..  that little unnoticlable unimportant thing …. Maybe like a girl who does not catch your attention but once UNDERSTOOD  respected brought into your lie would be the greatest lover and friend and femeale you could ever call yours … the PEENY is the same that little HIT ….. of cash the 1 cent ,,, once understood how with 400,000,000 people all giving just one more penny , like .9 of a gas price sign ….. just 1 of those .9’s is 4 million dollars … always looking at money in terms of the BIG HIT  amking that big dollar can be a trap , when in fact it is the recurring income of pennys that will give you security in ECOMOINC TERMS …. And $ and understanding it has a part in your life , because we want to co-exisit with the world around us , just have freedom from the salvery of traps hidden in the ecomony …. Gets lo9ts of little PERCENTS … per cents … cents … pennys , from many different streams all come together to form 4,000,000 dollars …..

 

But $ will not buy happiness , the more money you make the more you depend on that income stream for the HAPPINESS of the DRUG of buying shit ,,, the DRUG of buying shit ,,, of buyinig lifes BLING THINGS … if feels like happiness , well so does crack cocaine ,, it feels like happiness while you are able to purchase that high ,, that drug ,,, so is the 6

$6.00 producing in her or you that rush that high that feel good . I was watching and listening to a couple ,,, who ending up fighting ,,, then smiling ,,,, she NEEDED , 6 dollars ,,, she NEEDED a THING … A THING ….. a bling  ITEM …. Something she muchof in her life , but today to support her high she NEEDED just one more hit o9f the DRUG of PURCHASING … something anything …… and she had to ask her male for an OK ,,,,,, to make the choose not of her but of him ,, asking him , CAN I SMILE BY , BUYING MY WAY INTO SMILING ….. and

 

and he said NO , but then the ADDICT  started pouting ,,, the damage of his ego forn not releasing a simple 6 dollars ,,,, and he remeinded her of the shooping Friday night , the dinner out Saturaday and now the lunch at the St. pattys  parade they had spent enough cash this weekend she did not NEED ,,,,, NEEED …. ( like it was air to breathe , need ) she did not NEEEEED !  that stupid magnetic braclet/necklace ………… it was not a need , it was a drug the constant high and low of a DRUG ……. The JUNKIE  getting her fix , him , T-shirts and jeans , SHE fashionabley relaxed trendy dressed with proper ACCESSORIES …… dipshti really feel the difference in things like the way we hide our body with shit like bling and clothes , realize you may have some fashion clothes but you honestly are happy ,,, with or with out fashion clothes ( if not …… if you have to have the fashion label ….. hmmmmm you are an interesting male , )

 

the drug of a fucking PENNY ………. ( is hse friend or foe , she is friend once understood , the tool for purchasing territory which is then legally yuours and you will not have other gorillas coming by to confront you for your harem …… AHHHH example of the friendly co-operative nature of the AVERAGE human …… the penny is interesting )

 

 

A Deep growling fucking

 

Young Master , the grunting you make as you cummmm maybe be the only releic of our nature , many many men do not talk during sex do not interact during the fuck ,,, sure it is part because we are focused in the sensations on our cocks , and in the nature that the male is not the talking member of this species …. But it is also in ,, the idea of fear of offending the girl ,,, the one who wants to SUBMIT . her whole body design is to be a curled up lil’ ball on her back her pussy and asshole exposed and then to let you fuckin penentrate her over ane over for the ENOJYMENT OF BOTH.  And during this , is the sounds of the fucking yes the  SLOOOP POP SLURP of you dick in her wet pussy is exciting . but the deep GROWL  coming out you during thr fuck is exciting touching her deepest animal side while she is tied up in her DESIRED SUBMITTING posisition .

 

Now dipshit this DEEP SOUND  and it’s assoiciation with sex is hearable , all around you ……. Every fucking day and understanding it could have stopped prevented the closing of BEAR STERNS and inbvestment bank ,,, how could my ideas of fuckina d sex and instinctual nature of the PENTRATED PUSSY effect ecomony ? what is about the deep sounds around US what are they …

 

Well fisrt dipshit ,,,, 60+ billion dollar of  COMMON WEALTH is shipped out of the US every month , that is every month …. 60 billion the trade deficit is mainly OIL ….. and that defeicit is over 100 , that is our wealth leaving this land to enrich another land ….. that is you being a farner and giving away your food to the point you realize you do not have enough food for you and your family ,,,, simple comparison .

The sound of sexual ATTRACTION is the sound of the pipes of your car , not just you the punk 16 , 17 , 20’s but the sound of your dad at 40 buying his harley ,, buying that Chysler which has a designer exhaust to enhance the echoes an produce a GRUMBLE … where none was with old exhaust systems …. They actually design cars to grumble , to be strong sounding so that you dumb ass FEEL STRONGER  and thus the females feel like you are the MALE OF THEIR FANSTY …….eve ,,,,, the spirit of eve …..

 

It is not truth of nature it is RE-CREATED nature .

 

Now dumbass for the cost of a fucking 40 cent stamp you can talk with that dumbass mother fucker in Washington who , thinks he knows what you are thinking ,,,, because the oil company told him what you think ….. the player of ecomony created situations to support themselves when it comes to attracting pussy ,,,, buying pretty young pussy , for part time toys behind the backs to the legal responsible of the 1 on 1 the female they married supported , yet the rich wife the smart rich wwife looks the other way ,,, as long as her trained husband does not , EMBARRASS her with his sexual toys girls ……

 

During the 90’s GM had a design to RE-FIT  every exisiting car with a hydrongen power system ,,,,,, the car you now drive they can retro ift …… we have enough wind energy passing over 3 states to power the entiere country ,,,, that passied into water makes , H H O ,,, two atoms of hydrogen and 1 oxyengen … the cost of changing to a Hydrogen ecomny is only about 600 billion in governemt investment and backing ….. the cost of retro fitting the cars included ,,, the RIO , returnon investment when thinking about the US as a whole , the 60 billion amonth NOT LEAVING THE SHORES but being kept in our FARM , circulating thru out the country instead of leaving ,,, means the 600 billion would be recovered in 1 year ,,, that is 1 year ….. and we have the funds to back a Bear Stern buy out to the tune of 30+ billion , lost gone wasted money , the few humndred dollar tax checks this year again wasted money , since the drain of wealth will continue , the reality is with oil over $100 … we are being stupid ,,,

 

Because the SOUND OF THE GRUMBEL IS SEXY , the sound of electric the silent sound of power is SILENT  not sexy , the sound of a HARLEY ? the sound of YOUR TRUCK .. the sounds of sex ….. so when you worry about you income ,,, your debt load , your future ,,,, you complain about gas going to $4 , when you see the Ice shelf melting ,, THE SUMMERS GETTING HOTTER , REMEMBER  it would cost 40 cents to change it by sending the dumb mother fucker this blog ……… ooooooh actuall she would rather hear the grumbles coming out of your heart and chest while you are enjoying her act of sexual submission much more than the loud sounds of the pipes of your bike …… so be expressive during youf fucking young master . ( ohh the address to you senator is simple , your state name / senator , Washington DC ….. and guess what the post office will deliver the letter based upon just aht much of an address ,,,, you lazy fuck do it )

 

 

The goodest feeling of fucking

 

Young master , feel the good feelings the reasons why you like doing things , think about them as much as possible , sure acknowledge the thing that passes into you life that is not so good , try to understand it , then create and idea a plan to alter that ,,,,, but retrun to ght activity of doing that which is pleasnt ASAP …….. the real activity not the dreams of doing something some day … but the what you can do now , do that . this is about the health care aspect of your life and the life of your family , the deep programmed in concern about the fear of life and death and of pain and discomfort ,

 

The slow idea that we allow into our lives and bodys states of decay and dis-ease … when in fact the body is very well designed to live healthy , again I go back to nature to wild animals who live and have lived without the help of MEDICAL doctors long before man learned to write the animal who we now worry about like our pets , what happened to that animal why does it need the help of  a HUMAN  doctor to stay alive when it’s body is desgned to not be sick ,,,, the animal in nature is NOT sick unless it is stressed .

 

You dumbass do not get sick until stressed , the compounding of stress over years , the sugeestion that Dis ease is common then allows you to accept the idea that you SHOULD  be getting sick , you expect to catch colds and get sick or develop cancer while the evidence is that our bodys create mutated cells all the time and destroy them as they arrive through out life ….. but as you let youself get programmed ( A HARD THING TO AVOID  it is shoved down our throats from the second we arrive here in this human life , it comes from every other human we talk with .)

 

The idea of of chasing what feel good , really feels good m now poisoning your self into NOT FEELING , is not the same as feeling good ,,,,,, getting high or drunk is not feeling good as much as it is masking pains and loss in your life ….. yes it does feel good because your life sucks so much . you have forgotten what feeling ,, realy feeling good is like . even the happy activities you used to engauge in are now tainted with the memeory of thinking while doing them , thinking about the problems of your life …….. you can love fishing or surfing , and while doing that you can get totally into the ZONE of living ion the now being ZEN …… but when you start to think about the pain of your last break-up … the worry about your last girlfriend . or your job or car payments ,,, during your fun time ….. you are no longer totally ZEN in the activity any more ,,, and this starts to happen over and over till , your fun time becomes like the rest of your life and the only way to make that activity fun again is to be HIGH while doing it …….  To stop FEELING .

 

Now the great feeling of fucking …… I think you should take some time to watch some porn for STUDY , whether you have an active girlfriend or not ,,,, it is the idea of the study of watching the pleasure the girl gets while getting fucked ….. you can not see and understand or think about what is happening while it is your cock doing the fucking …. I KNOW , that porn is mainly ACTING , but is you watch some of it ,,,, the cheap shit type that is just fucking and sucking shots , you will notice some are ,,,,, true cumm shots on the parts of the girls , the male is easy to tell if he is cumming a woman can and does fake it often ,,,,, THE CUMMM  actually is even not so important , it is the acceptance of the pentration I want you to realize that is happening in the porno …… do not watch the cock or even the pussy or asshole , but watch her body and face , read the emotions ,,, read the body language , read the state of muscles and facial tensions ….. legs and hands ,,, rmember or atleast compare later to whay your girl friend tells you thru her own body language ….

 

Seee , I understand at any second over half of us humans , that is 1 out 2 ,,, look areoung count 2 people 1 of them is single or soon to become single …. And because we are seuxall we will use something stimulate those organs functioning ,,, girls use the STORY the romance novel it is the porno of the mind , us males use real porno , not to say do not enjoy just a good TOKE of porno also , but it some thin you dipshit comsume often … to stimulate your sexuall oragans and blood flow ….. HEY IT IS SOMETHING THAT FEELS GOOD  but try not to let it get tainted by thinking about the bummer shit of your past ….. keep it Zen .

 

Why study porno ,,,, I want you young dipshit ….. I want you to see her being held by her hips and getting fucking ,,, the PENTRATOR the male with a hard on forcing it over and over into the body of the submissive  PENETRATED …… and how the subbie even moving in rhythm ov acceptance and desire a nd horny slutnness of ,, DO NOT STOP DO NOT STOP ……. Hey stopping ,,,, when she says do not , helps her to realize whay type of deep reality she is expressing ,,, that she is controlled ruled by HER FEEL GOOD SPOT  ,,, the only real ZEN time of her life is when she is saying  DO NOT STOP ….  So when you stop and do the MASTER THING and say Do you want it ,, are you horny , give her a but slap and call her slut before you re-INSERT …… do yu think it does not effect her mind ,

 

What is her response , to you , does she take control , do you submit because you are begging for pussy ? how has sex really been for you in your past ….. UNDERTAND IT A BIT  so you can create newer future more in harmony with the deepest NATURAL YOU . you the hard cock which is the FORCER …. She the one held by her hips to be fucked and PENTRATED ….. yet she the one who bangs backward in lust and ZEN pleaure. Do not stop do not stop …..

 

The key to health is the MORE THAN  …ignoring of the concept of DIS EASE ,,,,, being in your life so deeply that we no longer are around programming of dis –ease needing companies and for protifts like doctors and drug companies ……. Being in your ZONE activities like fucking anturall , now when fucking itself brings in baggage like you brought it withyou on your surf board ,,,,, so that getting high was needed to earase life ….. well that sucks .

 

I want you to realize your life dipshit , the deep shit about the ecomony of $$$ the simple ideas of keeping $$$ moving around our own country istead of it going out side to build big skyscrapers in Saudia arabie or BuiDia ….. 60 billion a month , that can pay for the hydrongen eco system , after 5 years of war we ould have tatlly paid for the hydrogen ecomony , and the terrotist world would be bank rupt with out funding to maintain any terror organization ,,,,, and the world would have stopped the 90 % of gloabal warning ….. but NO! because you are to SCARED TO send a LETTER …. To say ,,, hey I UNDERSTAND ….. using gas to grown crops to make gas is stupid ther is negative results , when in only 3 states 3 out of fity ,,,, we do not even need windmills here on the vacation shore line ,,, we have loads of wind passing over empty miles and miles of the centra part of the us , in fact we have not even talked about the suspended water mill in the gulf stream which is very friendly to sealife yet catchs energy , and right there breaks it in to HH  O …..

 

Think about thing that feel good , not just the anger of the warfare  of them and us ,,,, realize , understand ,, plan , act … ( to get you to act it takes anger ,… then use that anger …. ) but move on to the next best comfy happy feeling thoughts . how about fucking ?

 

 

A vision of pussy

 

Young master this is called , this tech. idea is called a vision board I am sure I have refered to it before let me explain it more in depth go to   .. www.instinctualism.org/id47.html         and you can read this blog and see what the fuck I am talking about 

 

First what do you see ,,, do you see pussy pussy pussy , do you see  a dildoe in that young womans asshole? Do you she the other smiling intensely as she is fisted ? what caught you eye the mountain scenes or the SEX ? the family scenes or the soft chick exposed in the woods? I want you to realize how much you love for the search for FANASTY masturbatory content

 

When I fact I want to get you to think about concepts important and life changing ….. life changes to get you living in a NOW instead of DREAM …… but the future is started with those dreams so dreaming is good , but how do you feel while you dream , what is your vibration ,,, your feelings about the life you are living today ,,,, OK some of the conditions of your life today are and were created by peopke other than yourself ,,, from PARAMETERS …… parameters like living in an agreement of rules about how ATOMS will react ,,, a common thread for us to experience time and space without it becoming a chosa of each person doing some sort of META PYSHICAL MAGIC … each person acting like a god and being all pwerfull … breaking up an agreed upon structure of equall ….. so if you are the type of person who wants to USE  the TAO for yuour own benefit or the benift of mankind like the Emperors of old who hired sages to advise them ….

If this is you today who wants special control and pwer outside of the normal ,, because you are so fucking spirituall advanced , well you are breaking the agreements of this reality …. Which says , sure you can effect your future thru INTENT AND WANTTO …. Within the rules of the game

 

And rule number one is enjoy what you got , even if that shit you got is very UN-ENJOYABLE , find the daisys and butterflys outside the prison windows , enjoy the air you breathe , enjoy the idea that you even breathe at ALL !! enjoy feel good , honestly feel good .. while yes having some dreams about other things …..

 

It is feeling good now and feeling good later ,,, but when you feel bad in a HERE AND NOW , you vibration is what? If the vision board is your only happiness and day to day is terrible …. You major vibration is one onf terrible ,, and you create a tomorrow full of more terrible . there is a subtle MESSAGE here …… you understand when you are it ……

 

So back to the vision board it is full of things that I feel good about , it is not that my day to day life sucks ,,,,, and if ind escape in my vision boards ,,,, no ,,,, I live in an almost fucking paradise ,,,, I breathe the air I have , I see the birds and flowers and butterflys all around me … and I have dreams about a life to come , so I feel good and I notice good and I then notice more good as time goes by I keep noticing good stuff , the block by block atoms by atoms ,,, experiences come my way ,,, and will come your way , in fact everything in you way ,, your world is the atms built by your expectations built upon the events of your arrival here ,,,, the game you came to play , you game into a HELL OF A FAMILY …. Well that was your Tao game for yourself …..

 

There are NUTS on the board ,, there are trees on the board , there is the 5 acres site plan ( available for review on the human housing page of instinctualism ) theres is the starter house plan the rib construction plan…… ok balance that again with PUSSY ,,, the girl positioned like a puppy on the left she is chunky she is HEALTY ,, sshe is soft …. Not unhealthy wehre she would benefit from returing to an instinctualsit diet for 1 year ,,,, eating real fresh foods with a … 1 .. only 1 meal prepared or restuant meal per week …. Eating real foods fresh fruits drinking WATER ( aqua es vida ! ) ….. that giel is healthy now an behind her is a window , looking out to another visibale buildking whit tons of nature around ,,,,, ahhhhh my vision of fucking in the future in 1 of the bedrooms of 1 of the girls homes ….. a soft young lady , like I have now over lover looking natrure presenting herself like a puppy for my penetration .

 

There is solar panels , there is a copy of the book Zhuangzxi the sounds of nature TAO-ism ….. there are pictures of friends and family (the faces BLOCKED OUT HERe on the web for respect to their privacy but for me my copy I see friends and family I will see in my NOW  creating assembling future ) the is a picture od cherry fruit and almonds ,,,,, there is a Green living roof system being installed …. There is a girl fucking herself with a thihc dildoes , look at her face and see the espression of PENETRATION as she is forcing the CARROT PLUG into her self into her  hole ….. there is pictures of my own sex …… again I would not be a GENTLe MAN if I did not respect the young ladies whose fotos I used so I blicked out there body parts … but for me I remember the afternoon or day ,,,, I remember how ike the SPORTS CUFFS instead of hard dangerous hand cuffs or the danger behind TIGHTENING  knots of ropes ….. I think about how that DIKDOE with the suction cup is easy to control and thrust , the balls sack , is good for rubbing up angaisnt her clit and how with the  2headed HITACHI one head on the suction cup and one on her clit shaft ,, I get great  SQUEEKY SOUNDS ….

 

The picture of me , is 2 fold sure is was a great shot ,,, I s was well lodged deeply in her and with drew enough shaft to allow for a good foto ,,,, but myself mike most people in general ,, am not accustomed to seeing there own body in a FOTO ,,, your realy hate your won body ,,,, when we are all different shapes sizes ,, we are human …. But because we are not MODELS , we look at ourselves our bodys with disgust ,,, I need and want to change that ,,,, sure I am cool with my back cover book foto , me the fisherman ,,,, but me the NAKED  mpw there I arrive in unchareted acceptance .    yet that foto is of  GOOD VIBRATION a great memeory …….

 

Still the fotos should bring up great feelings ,, not remind of how  LIFE SUCKS NOW ….. but in and of themselves enhance the best of what ever is your TODAY …… yet the girl botton right corner ,,, is a BITCH …. ( Ohhhh the girls you see their faces , they are stock porn used to stimulate the idea that I will be meeting strangers again not just people I now know ) …… the POSER BITCH …… the EVE …. To resist her is for her to persist ,,,, there will be rainly days in your futer just like today ,, aceeptance not resitance , what you resist persists …… so I put in a girl who was not in her fot enjoying her body , every other girl had the feeling of some one who was actually enjoying the activity they wwere being fotographiced doing , except her she was a for profit bitch .( oooh I know all the others did it for the $ also , but their fotos also show they entered their ZEN state of living the experience )

 

Look not just at the sex , but balance a vision board with sailing ,,,, and family , and stuff , now pring a copy or two and place it your briefcase or tool box some where …. Where you will every now and then look at IT …. Not some where you remeind yourself how TIDAY SUCKS and you will be happy WHEN …. Being happy WHEN …… it is meant to accent life , a teaspoon full of surgar mixed inta an already OK Aadventure called HUMAN LIFE . ( ohh you make this with simple cut and pastes )

 

 

Eve with fangs

 

Wow I got a letter asing if I am cheating? Wow the thinking in terms of all that we have to think in terms of …. Is part and parcel of the diffuculty of starting something as truthfully DIFFERENT as instinctualism is ……… the whole concept of lie-ing cheating , hiding being UN – INSTINCTUAL to yourself young mater is whay you do nto date before you finish the compound atleast not date with any hint of LTR in that dating ,, sex and friendship only …. Of get her into understanding you up front so that while you are building she is understanding

 

NO CHEATING  when you rlife is an advertisement that you will have 3 wives …. Where is the cheating ? and why would you cheat dumbass ?

 

The letter asked me , am I cheating , did I break up with Deb? And the answer is no to both ….. but the dynamics between my reality and terms of phrasing and expereices , and you the vanilla world is very different ……  did we Deb and I Break up NO ….. yet she can not really FEEL the INSTINCTUALISM reality until it is a reality …then if she chooses to not live with me it will NO BE A BREAK UP , it will be freedom of choice in respect and the deepest of love and wish for her happiness on my part to she her develop her newer life …. So as we live together now , as I sell my lil’piece of paradise on the water to free up my investments ( you young master will not tie your money up in an investment not liquid like mine , you young master go to the training page for investment vehichles suggested for you ) as it sells , I will lucky be in a position to hekp my daughter to establish herself here in this great area the Treasure Coast of Florida and since she and Deb have a great relationship .. Deb will stay here while I build what is my passion to build to maek real for myself and the proving of ideas for my sons to have another choice of life style when they grow up ,,,, yes and for you dipshit to get real time expience reading thru the blogs …..

 

When the compound is done then I will…. Cheat ! but it will not be cheating … since the STATEMENT of having three home is there hard in wood and concrete and tree and drivesways etc …. It will not be cheating to start and INSTINCTUALISM group in the bedroom city of the large region city ,,,,, it will not be cheating to work my ten foot circle and then invite the women I talk to to my TAOIST meetings , where they comfotabley can be INTRODUCED ,.to me! No cheating no hiding no lieing just FREEDOM OF CHOICE .

 

The Fangs of EVE ,, a woman at the weekly art show has a piece of work where EVE has fangs well that started a disccusion between her and I ….. at most I will contact her thru the WEB so that she can explore other ideas about EVE and evolution outside of her Christian based fansty world …. To think of EVE as a myth used to describe the evlovution of SUBTLE FEMALE CONTROL OVER HAREM MALES THRU SEX AND POLITICS , …..eve with fangs ..!!!  the lies that eve does not even allow herself to realize she is telling the world .

 

Wow , I can see a whole thread of blogs arising from today …

 

One a young lady has been hovering around the art show for months ,,, her body language and mine I am sure commucate ,,, and deb has body language ….. that in relationship to what it would be like if the 3 tents and a camel were already built ….. because without the 3 tents .. NOTHING IS REALLY REAL ! … the stress is unnatural .

 

That above event really will bring up things like attractions thru advertising , thru the way a girl dresses ,,, the real person who is female who when she is naked and I would be touching her wetness ,,, my attraction would be great , as compared to seeing this female not dressing in the common advertisng sexy manner ….. as compared to lets say Deb … who is a very very sexy attractive woman at all times … YET this other girl is a very nice person

 

Who will my other women be ? see right now  iam surrounded by a w2orld full of people who maybe reading my shit and I do not know who you are , I walk down my street and go to work and on occasion some one will refer to my writings , but …. But …. Every onw knows I write ! and no one refers directly to a blog ,,, and that is understandable , who … would ,, be so BRAVE as to show their face to talk in public …. Look at the WEB you all are very BRAVE here ! the place you can lie and hide who yu realy are …. Me I can not and do not ! …… in fact while I was advertising for my INSTINCTUALISM group meetings ,,,, in newspapers magazines and on the web ehll you all had my home telephone number ….. it makes my RIGHT NOW  difficult like I am half in the closet , since I do not want to meet another woman here in this situation …… it is just wrong!   1 home is wrong for 3 women ….. the ecominc reality I live here  is just wrong ….. for 3 women ….

 

I can see some good blog streams coming from this …. The stress of Deb right now is a good blog , I can not feel her feelings I can only read what ever body language I see as being a Repititious and most of the time ,,,,,,, the ass-u-me ….. the assumptions I make because of repeated body language . and the fact that we humans lie even to OURSELVES . yet assumptions does make an ass out of you and me …. Assume … ass- u – me …..

 

Thanks for reading people thanks for commenting and writing ,,,,, and no I am not cheating no I have not broken up …… but yes I am expanding my base of friendships and yes I allowing for the best happiness of the indivilual and freedom of choice  with the greatest life stability I can provide to be expressed in my world for everyone who I care about . 

 

 

69ing is better than 52 ing

first young GORILLA , I wanna talk about a quality fairy tale a great escape from reality …… the dream of HOLLYWOOD …. Jerry Maguirre  that movie about a sprots agent …… its got foot ball a good demanding bitch Dom bitch fucming scene , it has the CLASSIC LOVE story and soul mate concept ,,,,, the fairy tale ,,,,

 

the gorilla you is ABLE to live alne in fact that is how he proves and builds his territory ,,, he is not HALF A MAN unable to live without …. Not complete without his 1 true love ….. the DNA ape in you the REAL man in you is not a MAMA’S BOY ….. who needs EVE to think for him he is Capable to act to be to forge a life sutable for the female of the species to be safe secure and having time to raise her young …….

 

But the Fairy tale ,, subtley fed into your expectations thru touchy feely programming and the use of HORMONE , sexual Frustrtaions … of not matingg frequently ,,, mating is another word for ,, 69 … something enjoyed in the APE world , again read the www.instinctualism.org  page mating behavior go down to the description of our 99% DNA cousing the chimp called Bonobo .. we car cousins not the same but similar … ok ,,, in the movie , good old whatever his name …… is stressed because he is unemployed to stressed to fuck a woman he loves because he is an APR without the money to create a stable territory for a female he desires and her young ,,, WE ARE FRIENDLY CARING ANIMALS ….. this is why they break up ,,,, he is the gorilla without the territory , living in the insanity which is the thought form ECOMONY …. Un natural state . later when he makes the cash he is able to realize his love …. He is PROUD AMLE …..

 

Ahhhhh but the moral of the story is TWISTED … to program everyone for the fairy tale of love the soul mate , where he is empty without her ,,, YES I AM EMPTY WITHOUT THE FAMILY AND FEMALE ….. yes true , but it has been twisted ,,, the gorilla builds the rritory not so her can live alone , but so he can provide for people he loves , the gorilla faces the leporads or lions or hunter human , to protect the family because it is OUR DEEPEST DNA INSTINCT …. Love. Ttrue …… but they / we have been twisting this idea and using sexual frustration the MARLIZING OF SEX ACTS .. the illegalizing of sex … and marriages since the days of PHAROH … to create twisted minds controllable and usable for the armys and the greeddy . temember the 1 on 1 laws of Rome … the timinf of marriage to insure the male would have to be a soldier a warrior first before he had the right to get pussy andhave a fmily ,,,, that deepest of our natural urges ….

 

In this movie you see the TWISETED CONFUSIONS OF THE HURT …. HURT  female , demanding life be a fairy tale they join in groups to complain about how the fairy tale did not work out again and again …… you see the real life evidence of the life you lived … young master but it ends HAPPOLY EVER AFTER  ,, with the 1 on 1 fairy tale ,,, the hero found out he was HALF A MAN without her …

 

Wow ,. So girls you should be looking for a ½ man , go date a mama’s boy since he is half aman he can not live on his own , like a    WHOLE MAN LIKE THE PROTECTIVE GORILLA OR MASTER …. Girl go out and find a drunk whose other half is the bottle of booze or can of beer … find the looser junkie find half a man ,,, so you can complete him …….. sounds real fucking smart ! half a man …

 

Jerry and ester hicks , the entertainers known as Abrahan/Hicks … iver and over talk about the whole person , especially when talking about relationships … and love .. the UN-NEEDY human experience ,,,, the gorilla male is un needy ,,, he provides safety and food developed over time , and he protects this area , and is availbe for fucking ans sucking when the female is horny ….. simple INSTINCTUAL …… the amster is not HALF A MAN .

 

Ok , 52 and 69 …… the programming of fear thru news ,, the headlines are the arrival of DRUGG RESISTANT T.B. Ahits England ,, be afraid be afraid ,,, divide and conquer us with fear ,,, ecomony make sure we live in a state of fear ,,,,, so what the biggest out break of this die- ease amoung humans , was in a bunch of stressed out pepele struggleing to live like Americans in poor citys , fighting for the ever powerfull dollar , often selling themselves for that money as sex toys in an unregulated natural service industry ,,,,, if it were regulated there would be safety factors for everyone , keep it illegal keep it underground out of site and the rich people have slaves scared to come into the light of day because of fear of jail …. Sex industry or drug use ,,, laws create underground slavery ….. in tha bigg dangerous out break 53 people die in this backward AFRICAN NATIon , AMONG Aids already infected human group …. 52 people died over months ….

 

This weekend in the UNITED STATES ….. more than 52 people will die in their cars while rushing back and forth in our stressed out world , they will most often die because of theat person who hates living so much they live thru POISINING  themselves with drugs and alchol ,, the drunk driver …… the HALF A MAN OR HALF A WOMAN , who is looking to live in the fairy tale promised them in all the story that created all this evil and Jon from KORN  described in snakes and laddrs ,,,t he constant fairy tales told to you by MOMMY  and the TV. The expectation of you first girls friends when you were a teen , thr confusion and frustration that made the now drunk irrrespsonible human ape who is controlling a 5000 lb  piece of metal while he is POISINED …… some one who just ……….. __________ ( oooh here you are expected to insert your own thoughts , think for yourself)

 

 

Sound bite , owwwie

 

Ok young master this blog will not be about the stimulation of ENDORPHINE thru sexually biting your lover …… that high of the firm feel of teeth on random and sleected parts of the female body ,,,, or how this action on your part to hear her submission or her desire for the bite ,,,,,, goes all the way back to the nicking during coupulation of animals still in the DNA strands we carry yes diluted over time ane experiences of generations of ape and humans but still , that high she gets from a firm bite ,,,,, the idea that you have in you the DNA of the Dinosaur our common cousin with the bird ( some birds are 1 on 1 for life but remember we broke away from them to grow out of the mammals line of DNA strands ….. 100+ million years ago ,,, birds went one way we went another … we meaning hairy live birth animals with tits …..  no today is not about how if she does not repond with submission and delight you RECOIL in instinctual confusion as she takes the DOM position sexually , the drivers seat as you do your best to dance around what you ASS- U – ME ,,, assume she wants , when in fact she often does not know what she realy wants because she expects LOVE to be like the models she is fed ,, thru TV and magazxines and stories from friends and the dreams ,,, the failed fairy tale dreams of her own mother ,,,, who lives ther romanaitc dreams , vicariously . thru their daughters like men live their sprots dreams thru their sons …. In lil’league baseball no todays blog is not about how if she

 

Really thought for herself really felt her EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM ….. she would realize that she is the PENTRATED ,,,, just look at the movie GOOD LUCK CHCUCK for example it is funny to the MASSES ,the average person because of the depth and thruth behind the common themem and images ,,, the images of girl after girl getting fucked …… allowing themselves to be PENETRATED in one way or another …. Hint hint ,,, submission . the permiting of PENTRATION BY A …….. PENIS A PENTRATOR …..

 

No today is about the idea that I can not describe or stimulate your thoughts thru the SOUND BITE ….. because the sound bite dsicusion the RETROICAK discussion is based on the idea that both parties are socialized and think in common manners about certain topics ….. and well www.instinctualism.org is so different that you can not be emotionally triggered into expected states of respinse in a simple disccusion about INSTINCTUALISM when you have not done some of your OWN deep thinking ….. it is why my writing is so hard to read ,,,, I nned you to go on a roller coaster of THOUGHTS …. So that I get a reader is is free to think for themselves , free of the PROGRAMING THEY  think ,, you think you are not VICITM  of you think you think for yourself , but YOU ON AVERAGE , think the thoughts of your parenst with a slight change in the outward appearance ,,, a fashionable or SYMPTOMACTIC    change ,,, not true deep feeling of your  EMOTINAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM ,,,, the touching of your complex DNA strand .

So when this weekend while we had an Easter party and people coming and going all weekend and I of course am in vloved in the discussion about why I am selling my piece of THE DRIVE ….. I can not explain it in a 30 second sound bite , in fact I can not explain it in terms of things like relationship symptoms or in comparison ot other relationship sounseling forms … because I need the person I talk to to be in TOUCH the girls I talk to ,,,,,, since this weekend I like spent 1 male ( me )  with like 8 to 10 girls …… I need the person I talk to be able sense her won SUBMISSIVE DEEPEST NATURE to be able to describe sex in terms of REALITY that she is the PENTRATED , but she can not because that would mean , admitting her …. Fairy tale …. Is not congruent with her DNA …..

 

To discuss would be to easy when she thinks about it , when she looks at the DNA strand ….. and her own real deepest desires , her own HORNY-NESS ….. an plus with out the 3 tents , as PROPS FOR THE DISCUSSION ….. the 3 single family homes , the human sized homes and the alive with food territory prop ,,,, things to be explored on the human housing pages and free food pages of www.instinctualsim.org  …….. it makes talking about my whys ,,, talking about the evidence of the DATING STRESSES very hard ,,,, ohhh she n=knows about dating stress , again I refer to common arts , which has to touch COMMON feeling of COMMON people because of a COMMON e[pxerience I go back to GOOD LUCK CHCUCK the movie ,,,, to the movie enchanted ….. the dating stress themes ,,, the STRESS the PAIN THE HURT … THE DESIRES for changes it can not be explained in the same amount of time it takes to generate the flood of hormones , relaxing the female into the desire of wanting ,,,NEEDING penetration ….. the bite on a lip or ear or neck ,,,, the touch to her breast , and body , the feeling of being penetrated by a simple finger ………. All this happens quickly bringin up the DNA URGES , that are behind the DATING insanity of the 1 on1 ,,,, the relationship most common in the DNA that broke off from mammals contless millions of years ago ….. we the DAN atrand that has many many forms of Harems ….. AND co-operative society groups .complex ideas

 

 

 

Teasing the clit

 

Young master , rubbed thru her dress or pants the attention ,,the devoted attention to her in her your life is something she craves like a child craves the attention of mom or dad ,,,,, and the stimulating of her clit brings her back to the basic reason we both got together , it was actually for sex , no matter what else we went thru in terms of learning about each other personalitilies , a good and very very valid important aspect of building freidnships , but the event of sexual fun , is the  CLINCHER In the relationship moving onward ….. so any playful clit stimutlation helps bring her back to realizing what is important , brigning both of you back to your roots ….. root chachra stuff ……… things that really feel the best in life ….

 

Now being polite is a fact trained into us ,,, even more so it is part of the loving nature of loving animals , we males do not on average realy rape except when we are trained to think of the female as some one BENEATH us …. I am not talking under as in under me while I drill my drill in and out of her pussy ,,, the act she desires …. But beneath as if she was UN IMPORTANT ,,,, now that is a SYMPTOM of the ages of training from organized groups wanting something from you …. They pumped up the groups of humans years ago , getting everyone excited over some thing  BRIGHT AND SHINEY ,,,, an described a plan for warfare and how to gain that bright and shiniy goal ….. the teaching of they are UN WORTHY , BENEATH US , we are the CHOOSEN FEW …. WELL THAT  mind set became something that human brought into their familys ,,, and put women under men in importance , instead of understanding the yin and yang ,,,, hell I would not be here if it was not for a woman , who liked to get fucked! Mommy liked getting fucked .

 

The compounding generations of sublte brain washing or programming of training of using a book OF GOD .. to justify the greed of the leader the richest people who like being in power and being worshiped ….. and thus we have the male who does not realy love women because he is confused because of his training …. Confused because he has never seen any other relationship form . he does what he sees ,,, monkey see monkey do …..we are just evolved monkeys ,,,,  a different style of monkey called apes … and we are really smart we do learn what we see …. MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO …. We are able to learn . from our models .  the generations of warfare ecomonys the idea of taking slaves , and treating them as less than human , since the rules of warfare are win or die , so the losers are only alive because of our inner nature of kindness , which is being being confused because of the greed for the bright and shiny things of the world ……

 

But dipshit what realy feels BEST TO YOU ….. I am dipping into the teaching of Ester and Jerry hicks …… what feels best ?  if you took a hunk of bright and shiny stuff and putt in on the ground ,,, and touched it looked at it ,,,, then compared doing that to touching a girls clit , watcheing her reactions , did the hunk of gold react? ,,,, when you feel  the wetness of that excited pussy ,,,, your feel excited you are involved with something that is responding to you ,,, does the hunk of bright and shiny gold , move squirm warm up or wet ?

 

Rub your hard dick acroos the humk of gold what will happen you will eventually build a callous … and if you rubb your dick in and out of a hot wet open expsed submitting pussy ,,, you make milk and get softer healthy dick skin …..

 

Money or gold or the bright and shiny is not what you desire deep inside you , now the attention you get by having bright and shiny shit , is something you want ….. ATTENTION ,,,, when you drive that CAR YOU WANT ,,,,, you will get attention … and it is that attention actually that you realy want sure ,,,, the action of driving the car riding the cycle , going fishing at 50 mph ….. in your fast boat is fun and does feel good , but somewhere in that fishing trip is the idea of sharing the event with another human … it is the tellsing the story later , the inviting of freidnds to enjoy your Bright and shiny ,.,,,,, your boat that really is behind the buying of the fast boat ,,,, eventually.

 

When in fact you as a LIVING BEING …. Love …. Love …. You like interacting , you like being wanted ,,, so when I stimulate that pussy I create a flood of hormones , that make her want me bad ….. good fun …..

 

The basic theme of  Ester is for us humans to realize that living and finding the dppest best feelingsof the world you live in now .. willl help you bring into your life more of that ,,,, the best ,,, sure you think movies like the secret are all about making money buying happy ness thru owning something bright an shiny so people can oooooohhh and ahhhhh over you , give you attention ….. when in fact the ideas are foryou to realize you can have that BEST feeling in petting a fucking cat , you can have the bright and shiny everyday by waking up to meet the sunshine ….. and well me , saying you can get that best , by licking pussy ….. they all tell you find tha happy happy , stay focused on that and the LIKE ATTRACTS LIKE …. When you are feeling good you attract good things , when you bummed the day form bad to worse ….. and well a life is made up of days , daysar made up of events , and evnts are made up of our feelings about them ,,, is this the best or even good or does this sucks fucking shit ….. and if it sucks shit what is the butterfly and daisy outside the prison window of that experience that minute that now …..

 

So dumbass , I tell you to think about trying to developa new life style …. An  www.isntinctualism.org  life alternative … since the 1 on 1 has many factors which are INHERENTLY not supportive of your DEEPEST DNA nature …… over an over I gotta get you dumbass to think , this is not a sound bite you can do with out thinking like you live now ,,,just doing the same things that your father did … just because he did it .or just because your friends do it ,,, dumbass open your mind and think

 

Now the tour of duty the building of $$$ to buy your way out of Ecomonic slavery …… buying out of ecominc slavery …. This period of time takes ,just that TIME , the day to dday experience of  TIME SPACE …. The empering of your desire , you can easy fall back into the expectations of your freidns and fathers before you ,,,, living just for the GREEED of the bright and shiny not understanding the deepest reasons you want bright and shiny shit ,,,, since , to be stuck on an island alone with a great car will become loney ,,, and eventually you would rather be stuck on an island with three girls who ,,, love life and interactions , like sucking on you cock ,,, that tail pip of your car on the deserted island will not enjoy sucking your cock in fact is can not suck your cock , it will not get pleasure from watching and hearing you feel pleasure ,,,,

 

The tour of duty ….. helps you prove to yourself ,,, what you realy want to see what may distract you ,,,, survivial of the fittest .  

 

 

Fucking 11 times a day

 

Infant- i- cide …the killing of babies that are still on the nipple ,,,, the battle for hierarchy and dominance ….. seen in humans that are social based with royals family ties so power and money flows down to the kids …..GREED ……. Ok dipshit you can fuck 11 times in a day ,,, sure we all have done that or more just to see how times you can do it ina day and still get hard enough to penetrate her …… listen to that think about that , and still get hard enough to penetrate her ….. who is the DOM in that ? who is the pentrator and who is the subbie ? our bodies tell us so much about what ourreltaionships should look like … so young master when I look back ward to some one who looked at nature for understanding his confused fucking reality of warfare greed and stress hunger drunkness family violence ….. I am talking about the SAGE of Taosism Zhauangzi ….. I hope you a person able to think now for yourself who is starting to trust his won emotional guiadance system ,,,,,, sy\ays to yourself ,,,, this vibrates with me …. This idea feels logical , feeling is vibration ,,, at a quatum level , this whole universe is nothing but the less than noano second expression of a 1 single thing coming into being vibrating and leaving …. Compounded and compounded , like vibrations JOINING TO BECOME ,,, THING ….. law of attraction , birds of a feather flock together …..

 

 

Your choice to engage in  a POLY family is a vibration , tha will attract it’s …..LIKE …. And like is our nature , our deepest DNA heritage ….. I brought up infant i cide for a reason ,,,, we humans are realy very nice on average a few very greedy sociopathic mutations are able … we able to learn how to motivate us the nice masses , into becoming greedy of fearfull and create armies and warfare to support the PHAROH and emproors and kings and presidents ,,,, the same thought form with different names …

 

In the chimp world of tribes of , male family groups and hierarchy batlles in the troops/tribes plus wioth out side tribes ….. or the genrally peacefull passing down of power from silver back male to sivler back male , the test and challenge of strength so that the females and children have the best protector to provide the safety and stability for the family unit ….. so when the silver back gets old , he is beaten by a younger silver back ,,,, not a teenager but a silver back who lived next dorr in peace for year yet now that the grandpa silver back has become weaker and ready to return to the TAO for this adventure of being thing …..  he beats his neighbor in battle , ( most gorilla battles do not end in DEATH or even real permanaent damage like broken bones , yet the great exercition the amount of energy used in the batlle leaves one who is older to realize it is time to pass on ….. in peace alone in his sleep like the old warrior Indian did as they walked away form the tribe to die in thie woods they hunted and called home …….

 

Infant I cide , is the cause of death in chimp and bonobo worlds to the common level of 14% ….. loads of babies die because of infanticide of males and very often females greedy or scard that the baby was born of the dnda , there by having the SCENT of the DOM tribal male ,,,, so a competive female will kill that moms baby given a chance …. Are we humans realy that bad , the we kill over 1 in ten of our neighbors children?

 

In Gorilla HAREM  life , with a stable siver back ,,, infant i cide is almost un heard of ( ans what may have been seen could be mistake accidental or the example of ,, gentics mutation on the males part killing his own DnA kids ) even when comes to  a new silver back taking over ,,,,, infant I icde is the choice … the choice of the female who wants to create strong alliance or bond or HIERACRHY  with that new silver back …. It is not the silver back going around hunting and killing babies …. It has been noticed that it is a result of a female wanting to form GREEDY ? selfish bods with that new sivler back .. and sacrificing her youngest ….. to the new god .

 

Think dumbass about us , over millions of years developing more complex language when goriila nd chimp can be taught to commucate with us to levels like ar 4 or 5 year human child ….. they store and remember sign language very well and form complex disccusions asking us about our famly and friendships ,, not just asking for a TV show or a banana ….. they ask deep questions like a 5 year would …. Think how much we have changed letting language change us ,,,, us who are very loving …… we accept and adopt the young of our females very easy , we love seeing a hppy woman with child , andaccept her as our wife and woman very easily …… without killing the kids one out of 10 ,,, and then remember myth has a basis in facts

The EVIL step mother ,,,,, the sublte infant I cide …. Of the female who marries the rich man and then wants her own offspring to receive the benfit of her search for a DOM male …. Dom in the competive tribal world as compared to the co-operative world of an expanding harem society , yes , the you teen must find a neww farm he must be smart enough to create a territory out side of the … ideal or perfect local …. Thus we … the RUNT genencitally of another great ape litter was forced to live in marginall areas , and like nature always does it gives what it takes away in hopes the animals will surive , the almost blid hear and smell better …… the runt ape living out side of the jungle in the savannahs or the slatwater coast line learned to live on different foods …. No longer able to create comfy beds each night from fresh leaves … I lived in rocky caves …. It played with rocks instead of saplings ,,,,, it had to run from the fires of the savannah ecosystem 1 , 2 , 3 times a year , it ate , the popped corn , or wheat puffs ( surgar smacks to you and me wheat puffs heated grass seed , wheat is grass ) ….. our paly created fire which made old wheat seed better to eat ,,,, it smoked and cooked animals cought in the fire , the meat tasted bdifferent it lasted longer with out getting green and smelly filled with maggots …. We the runt of the gorilla ape world , being forced to be creative ,,, forced to develop … lone male TERRITORY … instead of the support of the chimp tribe world where males stay inside of the tribe for life ,,,, there is no need for the LONE MALE TO BE SO CREATIVE like in the gorilla world and a gorilla forced out of paradise because he was smaller or thinner a runt of the litter , this runt of the litter being the smaller one , happens all the time a very common gentic condition …..

 

I keep wanting to remind you of you HARME NATURE ….. because ,,, there are no NO GOOD MOVIES OUT THERE SHOWING THE  ……. SOUL MATE nATURE OF THE HAREM … FAMILY ! …. We only have the fairy tale of the 1 on 1 …. Within a tribal world … where there is great evidence that we are co-operatively harem based … where are the movies from HOLLY WOOD  showing us the programming of happy harem familys….. where is the pretty dresses of marriage for the young woman who is joining the harem family ?   the ahrem family may feel like FAILURE  of the fairy tale …. A second best life …. When in fact it is the NATURAL LIFE OF US HUMANS …. Us the greates average number who are not really that greedy .. you may think you are greddy but think about this will you really work just for money just for greed ? without having some emotional tie to the work ? on average you will not work just for money for long ….. look at this www.twisted.bhipglobal.com if you like th product you will get involved … if the idea that this company slapped the face of FDA and the surgar and atirifical sweetners industry … to produce something great with STEVIA …. Then yu0 will join to make $ and do something good , but to just make $$$ only ?   you will not do it on AVERAGE …. The un-anverage the mutated greddy human ,,, ohhhh he will get rich with this idea …. Who are you dipshit ?  ain’t nothing worng with buying your way out of ecominc slavery money lis like a gun ….. a gun does not shoot itself … money is just paper …   

 

 

Spanked by Appointment

 

 

Last year young master , I wrote a lot about the events of course I was experiencing each day like today , and I was comparing my thoughts about the MASTER/ slave likestyle and reality …. Yes the MASTER/slave based relationship is reality but it is also one based on a joint choice between the parties often based on the BDSM contract … so iwas realizing the UN- INSTINCTUAL  nature of it ,,, sure in my past the Role Playing of DOM/subbie had been fun ,,, with Deb and I the contract based MASTER/  salve relationship was cool to sexplre , and the digging into the …. Culture and finding out that MASTER/  slave bassed relationships often in high percentages end up like all the rest of relationships , that are not based on the EOMOTINAL GUIDANCE SCALE ….. the feeling of you deepest inner nature …. So I got again deeply committed to figuring our what is my DEEPEST inner nature ,,, since I have been so fucking programmed to expect life to be a STORY BOOK ….. MASTER / slave was gain a s story book .

 

Now that is not to say that the girls deepest desire to be totally submissive , to experience the release of endorphins is outside of her DNA instincts , no , in fact it is VERY instinctuall , again I go back the the bite on the neck that so many mammals do during sex , and how this violent strong neck biting of the male is infact a trigger for EGG release , in fact the PAIN Pleasure OF  ruff sex , is seen in the BRANCH of DNA the branced off 100’s of millions of years ago during DINO times ,,, in birds , ducks for example do the neck biting thing …. So it is deep in the DNA of female to like a bit of SPICE DURING SEX …

 

But last year I remember my reactions to getting to many safe words during sexual play , while providing the stimulation she liked so much in pasts SCENES but now she is finding flaws and ouches ,,,, not he stimulating OOOOWWWIIIES .. but sharp ,,, ouches ,,, and the deepest level of ny inner Groilla does nt want the female in  my territory to feel real OUCHES ….. in fact I would join armies to fight and die for my country ,, to protect my family ,,, ( hey I sound like my old drill sergeant , the programinfg I choose to learn in a volyunteer army )    so the deepest nature of a good man is not to hurt the female who will bring up give and carry , nuture and provide love for ,,, my ,, my DNA legacy ,,,, children , so to REALLY HURT HER is un- INSTINCTUAL …. www.instinctualism.org ….

 

Yet I love see her wett and twisted in her ddpest need for my cock …. I love to see her being INSTINCTUAL …. In her lust for getting filled with hot hard , blood pumping live dick ….. yes the dildoes with their ribs and rings , and ball sacks ,,,, the vibrating wands to move in and out and around her pussy to tuch the entrance of the womb , to find that spot on the front  wall of her cunt . for her to feel pop in and out of her ass ,,,, is great , but the spanking is great also , the ZEN of her being spankined ,,, I may not net quite so Zen in in the because I I concerned about my aining about creating balance ,, about timeing of the stokes ,,, the blending like a chef , between a sting , and and a sexual tease ….. the words ,,,, of what may seem DEGRADATION , but in fact are the urging her to be the lil’ horny SKUT which is her deepst nature ,,,, ok I show so much about how we are not chimp ,,,,, yet we are not all Grollia ,, do not ,, DO NOT  limit things dipshit …. But the GORILLA  harem does seem to resemeble our FAMILY VALUES ….. they are very sexual animals also , but the chimps ,,,, 1/2 of the time she is in heat …..and she is very fucking horny to the point of getting banged 50 times a day , she uses her pussy as a PASSPORT TO travel freely among rival tribes fucking her way around the jungle …… and to us the way she gets fucked by the groups of males in new tribes would be compared to GANG BANGS AND RAPES ,,,,,

 

OK SO , it is likely this is some where in the girl human ….. the idea of liking a good RAPE ,, HOW TO live the dream ….  One was the MASTER / LSAVE , yet I found my desire and her was not equal in time she felto ouches , so I stopeed ….. yet she still wants it , but the fairy tale princess inside can not ask for it ….. the fairy tale rpincesss all dressed in white the GOOD girl ….. but , in nature instinctualism ,,,, she does ask for it , in the gorilla workd it is ALL the female coming on to the Silver back , seducing him thru sexuall scents ,and seduction ….. in humans it is her also in her manner of dress and her YESS .,or the no no no no as her legs open wider and wider …. 

 

So , if she can ask for a back rub , to have the Hitachi used to create a healthy spine thru it strong violent , vibrations stimulating healty bliid flows ,,,,, why should she not ask to be tied up , teased whipped spanked , maybe even candled ( not this time I did some candling last time , I like to create a good ride a good adventure ….. hey maybe the barbers strap ? hmmmmmm , bad man )

Why can not ,, since the decisison to join in a MASTER/ slave is not what a “ good girl “ does ….. why can not the instinctualist girl ask to be tied to night ? why not ….. at least that way I know the chances of common activities will not bring about ouches , because the deepst inner need of the female is her own choice to now experience , as an free adult.

 

What is instinctual ………. Love is instinctual for you disphit , the protective caring male who when seuxllay pumped likes ,,, NO LOVES to hear feel and see that the girl he is fucking is FEELING IT ! it geemrates more and thick richer sperm , it realeses the egg form her pussy …… it is BDSM , it is www.instinctualsim.org

 

 

 

PRetty hot Dick

 

 

To qoate Elivs Presley “ thankya thankya thank you very much “ but you do not have to be coy and hide your desires or compliements in those three lil’ letters behind your name Ph.D  , and I am suprized to receive such a cmpliiement like that form a woman like you after a letter full of such a convincing argument against my line of REASONING ….. your data and great wrting and  readable presentation  shows the quality of your formal schooling ….. if I had not opened my mind up to the idea that since the days of PHAROH , the learned had been supporting the LEARNEDD ,,, with their degree systems of priest or Doctor …… it is like a blinder keeping you and the people who listen to you looking inside the walls of a BOX .  a box that is book shapped .

 

Young master for you to think for yourself is very important …. To realize that we have 10,000 years of ecominc $$$ greedy reasons to think inside the box , to boost the ego of our teachers so that we can be placed policatically in the ecominc and govermenetal position and make that $$$$ cash ….  The above letter I am suprized to have received I must have touched a nerve of A SO CALLED professional ,,,, I offened her social policatial values , hey I betcha her kid was reading my shit ( remember do not read my shit unless you are 18 …. Disclaimer to get myself off an fucking legal fucking HOOK , they want to complete the programming while you are young ) so in her fear she decided to throm her DATA SEEN FROM HER POINT OF VIEW , TAINTED WITH HER DEEPLY  held values .

 

And I say thank you ……. But another out of the box point of view about human evolution and anthropology …… as compared to our DNA cousin the chimp , yes they are more closely related to us than gorillas ,,, true true true , I will not argue with that fact and data … the gorilla is about a 10th of 1 single percent more different ,,,, but they are more closey relted to each other than we are to them and look at the varying social structures in terms of mating they have … so with that level of variance …… I say we could easly be very different in mating from the chimp …. Your using of chimp data to support the idea of FEMale ,, suppression coming to an end now adays , leading to the current stress .. is natural because of the compounding of centurys of female dominanation by males ….. and that todays female is an example of the chimp heritage coming back to light ,,,, the female gaining more soicall and poikictial power … like in the chimp world which to a great level is dominated by female manipulations . IT PAYS TO BE CUTE …….

 

Dipshit my friend do you go to places like the Spearmint Rhino or any other titty bar , there you are in a place actually run by women , yes a man may own the building but it si the women who behind the scenes realy run the show that the man makes a profit from ….. and it is all about MANIPULATION …… of your HORMONES …. That powerful self created drugs store of the body . tease tease tease …. And when you are hot , get your GOLD your bright and shiney ,,, your green backs ….

 

Dumbfuck , realize the Professional needs to make sure your LOOK UP  to them when you start to realize that HEALTH CARE IS All based on comparing themselves to the placebo effect the surgar , the power of them mind … when you realize that mental health industry is an industry that needs to maintain A CLIENT BASE ….. so to realy explore and cure the CAUSES  fo human stress would in the end … END the profession ,,,, the self geneerting mill mill of schools and profession practiced ,,,, close their minds and ONLY TREAT … SYMPTOMS W tihout really thinking in terms of the causes ,,, give you a Pyscotherpuedic DRUG …. And mimiamal talk therapy …. Yes it is great when so one is bleeding to death ,,, from being cut up emotionally by an UN INSTINCTUAL life , that their inner animal in its confusion is so depressed that is can not function …. Yes end the bledding and pain … but why not think about

 

ALERNATIVES ,, since the world the  Ph.D and Professionals have created by DEFAULT over the last 10,000 years since the Priests of the ?Days Of  PharoH …. We have accepted the world given us by our fathers and mothers , based on the wisdom of TAINTED books of gods and SMART  men ….. who designed system to support the children they had who would follow in their foot steps into the same UNVIERSITYS thru Alumni societys ,,, to then provide the same for their children generation after genertation ,,,,, and it comes down to $$$ the buying of bright and shiny shit , the ability to shoe a cute girl how rich you are , to become a 1 on 1 , like the Empire of Rome’s LaWS said to do .

 

Ohhhh dipshit my friend think for yourself !   

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