Surges

Young Master , your programming is deep ,,, the hunt for fame is related to the hunt for pussy and you know that just listen to the Nickel Back Song … Rock Star ….. art reflects what we commonly think it becomes POPULAR  becuae the them is something that the massssses can relate to ….. fame and pussy go hand in hand like the dick of a famouos man can fit into lots of pussys .

But the instinct you hold is for …STABLITLY … the fame is nice but you will crave , something else eventually and that is consisitancy in relationships ,,, the end to fights and worry when it comes to love and family … you do love to see people you care about smileing ,,, dipshit why do you buy your chick a flower at the bar …WHY ? to seee her smile! Why do you give a child a present at XMAS to see their smile … why show mom that you love her on mother;s day ? to see the GLOW in her ….. HUMAN INSTINCT  is for doing good ,,,,we are not EVIL like the church has tried to brain wash us into believing ,, they had to sell that idea to control you , have power of selling you REDEMPTION for your ORGINAL SIN ! bullshit that thye created knowing form the centurys before them how well story and myth is at controlling the masssses .

Ohhh but today dipshit it is about me a fellow dumbass , who again let himself slip into the dream of FAME ….. for a few hours ,, an old habit I have is to develop business plans I just do it ,, it is my nature … I believe you actually have this planning nature but you may not realize it ,, it shows up in other arts or projects ,, but it is the planning we had before starting the hunt for buffola …..

I am no ,,NO! writer would you agree ? yes if you read my shit you know I can’t write or even fucking spell , but I wrote a BOOK TWISTED INSTINCT … and well no literary agen picked it up so I bought a big SAvin machine to churn out books I could distribute … but now I want a good book and availiblity thur Amozon for example , so I will go thru the VANITY publishers …. Pay to publish method .. very common thru out history that writers had their works printed first with their own money . and I got thinking…

See one company I a subsidiary of AMaZON.com it is called SURGE books ….. their program and sales consultants are pretty good and I go thinking dreaming that some day my crazy self would once more become famous of sorts like I was back in the bait store I was the face of Fishing to many people , TV radio newpaper and nagazine ,,, it was cool to be THE PROFESSIONAL . ( even htough after I achieveing that fame I then went looking for family …that deepest motive )

I wondered my mind WANERED as I worked yesterday …. Why is not Anazon rep’d at the concerts like FYE is ? they both deal in the same products yet Amazon does not have stores . and has books … the people who pay good monoy to go to shows to stay ain the ALL DAY events are people with the resources the $ the love of ARTS suprize suprizze you young master are the future consumer of written art also you are the future writers tooooo , why is not SURGE there talking to you ,,,, how many of you have art you want produced yet you KNOW NOT , the ways of the industry and the options ?

I go thinking well since I wanted my book professionally done 1 because I want to use the festivals I go to , the places Deb sells her TYE DYE at to ecome the place I meet face to face with you ,,, it is thru these places that people who have my books come a snd sit and talk shit with me ,,,, I think that if you develop a booth devoted to BDSM? TAO ? twisted instinct ? I get that direct exposure attract those who want to learn but are to scared to go to achurch where the weirdo willl have a dildoe dispayed on the pulpit …. Bring a dildoe to church …. Then I go to thnking what if I talk to surge and write out a plan where by Amazon can get good advertising , SURGE can get hot leads of budding artistis ( artists who have resources behind them ) and I well I can talk and describe how and why of self publishing since I went to the extent of MANUFACTURIN paperback books , print glue and ship … since my back ground in media interviews is broad , and my book is so CONTREVERSIAL , I would get good air time , before a show in a town , and if these people SURGE ?ANAZON funded it and it followed a tour like the WARP TOUR or family values or ozzfest ….. well I would get fame for my ideas they would get the advertisng they want ,,, and I would make money fame … and pussy ? hmmmmmm is that what is deep in head ?

But honestly that would delay my building of the compound and the compound is what is important ,,, really especially when it comes to my own sons ,, 2 of who I have not seen again for months ( dam I miss them their mom and I agiain are fighting they are traped in the middle ,,,, the story of the wisdom of KING Solomon where the parents fought over 1 child and the king was going to cut the child in half with a sword   but the real parent said NO keep the child whole ,,, ripping the kids apart thru divorce fighting … it the current lesson in that old story ) … my conpound is the future alternative life style for my own sons and daughters the hope they will not have to live the only way they have been trained to … the 1 on 1 …. The IN CONGROUIS , relationship built upon greed and ownership of LOVE . the creation and manipulation of each other thur the NATURE  of honor ,,,,, DO YOU LOVE ME?  That question creates pathological states in you dumbass so strong as to really just fuck you up in confusions.

But I awake ,, the business plan gone … the nisssing of boys gone because I am focused again on the realy thing that willheop them ,, that is me doing what I believe is the way to try something different … building an isntinctualist polygamist compound . now of course that means meating girlls ,  and they needed teaching about the reason I have 3 homes …. Well build it , first then you got all the time in the world to talk ! without the compound it is just describing the unknown of the TAO .

True love sex guilt

Is not true , there are not true ,,, young master …. The conditioning of the words and the expectations behid the words the love we got that we hungered for from our family members as babies was ,,, love conditionally based on our actions as they compared to the words used to describe how WE PERFORMED AS BABIES . whether we were good enough to warrant being loved …. Ohhh ow we fucked withour children who we realy did love ,, but since we were trained animals we trained them based on our own experiences …

So how then can we now love unconditionally ….. not skin deep !

True love ? that fairy tale … look at the animals our fellow experiencers of the TAO ….. so they depend on the fashion of clothes or compare each others ass shape ,,, do they work out to enhance the curve of their asss ?

Does that cause the depeneding factor on whether a bottle nose dophin female will sexually excite the other female bottle nose dolphin ,,, homo sexuall recreation is common among AQUATIC MAMMALS …… sexual recreations.

Young master you have not fallen in love with a female then to experience her change in body shape , yet find no real change in your feelings for her you still desire her .. you love her … no matter how her body changes shape …yet it is she who is all FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD ABOUT HER BODY ,,,, when deep dwon all you care about is her health and in that it is good that she is not over weight getting FAT ……

Just like girls will agree they do not fuck our TRUCKS …. They know it is bait to attract their attention ,,, but they desire us …. Hey girls your clothes are wrapping paper …. AHHHH BUT THEY KNOW THAT  , they dress up not for us they know they have gotten us already we are easy to excite … they dress up in a SELF TORTURE OF COMPETITION with each other for HIERARCHY …. Yes hierarchy often related to the wealth of the male they are seen with ,,,,, the yin and yang of the term ARM CANDY , is in that they are the ones DISPLAYING >>>US ! .. they display the male the caught the they ,,, complaint that is is us males who DEMAND they look good ….. ooooh how mentally fucked  up we as a DNA animal mammal species have become .

And us male we are just fucking confused …. That is why I do not want to try to understand or play their fucked up mental torture games any more but create the compound , explore the instincts of us as animals … to free those girls who really want to find freedom from the pains of competivie torotures ……. Sure the bonobo chimps have this hierarchy struggle , but in the harem animals that hierarchy is much less torture . instead there is a working together between females a friendship . we are not bonbobes we are not gorilla we are human and I believe our mating is a mix of these two in that sexual recreation between females … present in humans … it is not just hetro sex in the harem , but girl to girl recreations also …. Frined with friend as relaxtion , and touchy intimacy ,, an intamcay that I when ppunding my cock in and out of you girl really do not provide you with ….. I do not make love … I fuck !

Buy you young master will I betcha feel guilt in the building of the compound ,,,, a guilt in wanting to build something that in the end will be the best thing for the children the girls and yourself … why should that make you feel guilty ? because of your training …. Who will stimulate that guilt the girlfriend you now presently have ….. her body language will stimulate it maintain it , her interactions will . the paradox of those interactions ,,, in her want for FAIRY TALES , yet her want for LASTING PEACE AND LOVE …. Her confusion will bring confusion into you , since you only want the happiness of those you call family … that you love unconditionally ! that you love when they wake up,,, as much as when they are dressed up .  GET THAT ?

Can  you think about that disphit?

Next thing yuou will fuck up at first when try to do the SFG …. Producing food ,,, you wil stumble and fail like a baby learning to walk …… will you give up because of those failtures ,,,, you often give up when failing when it has to do with girls ,, you give up and hide in BEER of video gfames ,, do you realize that that it is based on your perception of repeated failures ? tathh causes you to want to avoid being around the person who you wanted once never to get out of bed or a way from ,,, theat first flush of love/llusts ?  it is when the repeated feeling of failure hwas happening with her over and over that you started to escape ….. even in her presence you escaped …. Hide DRUG .. many forms of drug …. TV? Sport ? work ? some were forms of you trying again to grasp control over you life ,,, work and money to buy once more her smile and happiness

The Squae foot garden the idea of controlling your ecominc life , it is not that you can not afford to buy food … NO!!!!! … it is about FREEDOM . EXPOSING YOURSELF TO DIFFERENT IDEAS TO www.instinctualism.org THAT IS ABOUT FREEDOM ALSO . the ..thinking you have to do about yourself and the world you seee…. Look at your world dipshit …. Think behind the book c over about what you sseee and experience ,,, DO NOT JUST LISTEN TO your friends ,,, but hink and compare it to the animal world ,,, all the other DNA life …… get away form , the regular and be ALTERNATIVE … your tattoo is just common fashion everyday in so many ways you are still being trained over and over to ignore your INSTINCTS . FEEL THE ANIMAL THE SAGE THE SPIRIT IN YOU .

A vibrating egg is in the NOW

Young Master ,,,, the whole Tao thing was important in building a community of inclusion , still a goal ,,, but like I wrote I was feeling not shy since I was there to mmeet who ever …but is was more about bing NON CONGRIUOS … that feeling you have when the service you provide ,,,is not what you know you should provide ,,, you are in the wrong JOB description thing …..

Being in a now living today is important because today is what we do ,, do ,,, do , have to enjoy so find a way to enjoy it , but it is hard to unersatand what it is you REALLY want or are going to be good at when you have been limited by your constant programming , tell you what is your LOVE …. What is your should … like polotics and church saying marriage is between 1 man and 1 woman ….. hey you know my feeling about gay shit , I feel it often is an expression of frustration with hetro sexual relationships , since thye are so hard and so painful as they have been enjoying or suffered thryu … that people try ALTERNATIVES . as for that if happiness is found COOL give’em rights …..NOW ……ahhh but when you live in a religion that has brick wlls around heaven .. where things are IMPOSSIBLE  and infinity ends at a wall made of books ,, books made of words ,, words crafted by human , for reasons …….. the reason is the molding of the mind of those that will hear the words .

And what about Walt Disney productions …. Is the marriage scene of the ship black pearl reality ? love ? is that your life ? get fucking real and not just living on some flashing lights that stimlulate chemicals in your brains …. Producing endorphins of love dreaming ,,, dreaming is real it is THOUGHTS ….. now compare that to your girl being naked …… her pussy is interesting is it not?  That mound of bush is inviting it stimulates reality , real hormones …..

Now …that is a REAL now … how long you get to enjoy that now is up to you dumbass …. The smelll of that pussy the un spoken commucation of her reactions to your licks …. STOP and enjoy her reactions to the feeling of your tongue exploring her psuuy …. Enjoy the smelll of her sexuality …… remember this is life ,,, that movie was not LIFE ….. you sat like a zombie with flahing lights , controlling your experience , flshing lights who were CRAFT what was designed music sound and word .. to create the feelings ..in an AVERAGE person … a person who has been trained to be average thru socialization ….

But later when she has that vibrating egg in her pussssy ,, she is still average ,,, even more truthfully average she is DNA average , like 97 percent of all female ( 3 percent factor for 3 p-ercent mental and pyshical birthdefects ) …. Her enjoyement of that vibration in her pussy while you rub her clit ,,, EXTENDING  the play time as long as you want to …..remember dipshit after she cummmmmms and you fuck her then the EGO boost you get from the post climaxed pussy is much better than the ego boost you get from a fresh pussy …. See her pussy is tender like you dick after you came , but she is designed by nature to be fucked after she cummms ,, it helps move the egg into position for fertilization ,,,, and remember since she in naturally bi-sexuall and will get stimulated from her girlfriends in the harem , then your hard cock will fuck her psot ORGASIM …. That extreme sensitivity gives her great in the nOW experiences ,,, her vocalization gives you a better EGO booast than driving a big fucking truck , that you drive to show your GREATNESS in fact deep down to entice pussy to NOTICE YOU …. Hmmmmm she would notice ,,, aseires of bloggging also …..

Is it only about the SKIN DEEP about ther make up ,, and fancy clothes and flashy metal …. Like a fish you bite .. the pretty lure but in the morning she is natural anked ,,,, her hair messed up and her breathe tates of morning breath like yours ( over time as you share bacteria you no longer notice her morning breathe like wise whe no longers notices yours …. Ahhhhh this fancy human so dependant on single celled , life , equal life , expressions of TAO what side of the TAO do the HEB’s live )  what is the real ife of you and the girls of the world really going to finaaly change into something livable for everyone especially the family the children ,,, what is most workable ,,, to force 1 girl to do so much … when DNa design has it so that she should have help form the harem her sisterhood ….. and in the ahrem the GREED of hierarchy is subdued ….. but not in our DIVIDE AND CONQUER life creeeeated to keep humans chasing the GOLD ring … the ring of wealth , of fame , of fairy tale pussy ,,,,

And then look to the truth behind the written word and the living of the NOW of the SAGE ,,,, there was a sge who trained people to think for themselves his name was SO – KRATES ( lol ) his life he did not write but someone else did , and that was Aristotile ….. now look at the fairy tale shit he wrote ,,,, the romantic themes hidden in his works … hmmmmmm intersteing ,,,, the basic difference is one taught us to think for outselves … one gave us the words of a PROFESSIONAL …. Think for yourself dumbass ….. what is your NOW? And what are you doing with it ? how can you change your options for your future ? how can you do it and be congriuos with how and what youa as animal are ,,, what FEEELS   right? 4U ( leave the working man of the CIA alone they are the symptom … of your DIS EASE .. change you and they will have no job , remember you hired them to do whatever they must to provide you with the life of freedom you have ,, now use that FREEDOM responsibliy)

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Love or selfish EGO?

Young Master not your own natural INSTINCUTLA  fear of death , but the FEAR of th loss of loved ones …. The fear to the point that you sell yourself into ecomonic slavery or bondage to ideals and rleigons …. Bondage becaue you must conform to strict rules that limit INFINTE POSSILBES …. Atifitically limit you enjoy of your now also . because you gotta do what those who control you say so.. they control you because you fear death .

What no sex today ? ok dipshit the social expectation sof your controllers is for you not to really reaal enjoy sexual recreation ,,, it is supposed to be an expression of fairy tale love feelings not the hot sweaty , act of PENETRATION AND SUBMISSION … the fun of real sex which both you and the girl really want to interact in . ooooh dumbass who is built with the flesh that becomes erect and hard enough to pentrate ,,, who has to lie still enough for us to AIM ?

The movie JOHM Q ever watch it? The idea that amale is feeling TRAPPED by ecominc expectations? That at his death bed that TODAYS father will tell his son to SELL OUT his honesty to make cash !  sell your soul to get health insurance … being trapped by the woman ,,,now … when she wants she acts helpless and demands of the male DO SOMETHING !  ohhh but girls you want at other times to act the part of our equal , but when it serves you you emand of your male to be the responsible one …but how come while the ecomoinc GRAVE of credit wass being dug , while he was in his confusion trying to BUY YOUR KISS ,,, every kiss begins with ZALES , it begins with him asking ( begging ) for the date and the PAYING FOR IT ! ….. when times get bad all to many girls blame the malke for the ecominc hell they live in ? hmmm when in fact the female received EGO boosts from the show of wealth by the male ,,, girls thru out time love being on the arm of a male who shows WeALTH

What does this have to do with death and love ..well it has to do with the level of CONFUSION again it is not a SOUND BITE  dipshit snothing I can explain in one blog dumbass . but go back to SPIRIT the balancing of www.instinctualism.org … remember to understand the idea of WHOLE –IST . your fear of death , but dumbass your animal fears death when the TRAIN MISSES YOU BY AN INCH when you face death ,,, but you then feel like DIEING  when trapped by confusions of love ?

Well young master when you are thead of the family and the family feels pain of death you want to fight the LIONS AND TIGERS , the cave man comes back out ,, now the evidence of that fight nature is the nature of  A HAREM animal ….not other types of males who fuck then leave the female alone to raise the young …..no you dumbass have the instinct of a good man a HAReM MAN . … but death is the end of us all we will all go there , back home … if we did not totally forget about our truest nature then this life would not feel so REAL , and you would not have the OP for real adventure since you would know that it is just a door way back home . so praise your fear of death , be thankful for the instinct to survive .

Now personally I am more inclined to want to live without current day SLAVERY to the for PROFIT MEDICAL INDUSTRY … the largest strongest tool of your slavery BY CHOICE . the understanding of human nature the programming of your expectation that the doctors can fix you you sell your self into salvery ? because of LOVE? In fact you deny some who at a soul level are going back home their choice to leave life in it’s self is to cause you to make an other baby ,,,, to fuck to create more life to rmember them , to bless the ONENESS of the chance to experience time and space and lving …. I talk about the healing nature of our bodies ,,, but hwo am I to promote that ?

Have you Phil ever faced death ,,, yes , and I believe so have you the amount of time or the closeness of your face to face with death and mine , which is bigger or better do you want to compare EGO again , whether the train missed you by 1 inch or 1 mile it missed US BOTH .  I want you to feel the programming you have been living in …

The programming you are forced to agree with ,, or look like you are some sort of CRUEL [person , because you do not REPEAT the words of SHEEP .  

It is not about comparing the severity of our lives . I believe your experiences were as dire to you as mine have been for me ..OK .but why are you afraid of the world you live in? … when in fact you do yhave a spirit nature even the amn who does not talk about GOD and shit we have the warrior conncetio to death because we test death ,,, in our sprots and careers …. Careers like drug dealer , Combat soldier , commericla fisherman , window washer ( look up who is that hanging from that rope 1000 feet up ? ) everyday we understand death dipshit . and we desire our children and females to never have to face it !

Again over and over realize what you are deep isnde you you are that GORILLA SIVER BACK MALE ……. But you have been traped by a fairy tale by words of confusion , mainly by the VOW you give stemming from the question …. Do you love me ? and you give the w2ords of slavery in response … I love you …. In fact you say it first may many times … in attempts to secure regular PUSSY .. to secure regular sex ….. in twisted instinct I explore that , and explain that is why the SEXUAL HEALTH INDUSTRY  must be legalized to isnure that you youmg master are not longer forced into BEGGING FOR sex ,,, into become ing a slave to a vow of honor ,,, since just and honst is your real nature that of 97 good men out of 1000 … now ehen after the confusion and INCONGRUIOTY  of the real life hits you … your realize the Fairy tale was just that a LOVE STORY , created by the compartimentaized mind of the female ,,, it is her 7 year old self ..

COMPART- I –MENTAL- IZE ….. a factor in life , female minds do it male minds do not . to live in nature in harmony with your reall WHOLENESS …. Well if your partner is living in COMPARTMENTS not  wholeness and her love is the basisi for your GORILLA INSTINCT …. Can you start to understand the confusions you live ,, that your DADDY lived that humans have lived since we ,,,,we … we

Submitted or died ! yes the ROMAN empire hell every empire … either submit to the new king and his GODS and mind fuck or I the combat soldier would just kill you and enslave your womene and children ….. 1500 years of this 45 genrations …. Compared to 3.3 millions years of tool making humans 99,000 genration …. 45 to 99000 ….. hmmm think dumbass . and think about the last 45 genrrations , .. today the richest people have 0 kids the antural human have 10 …… s yes 0 … ohhh maybe 1or 2 zero population growth you know ,,,, the same went for the human of the city the last 1500 years the richer female got the less the had kids so they could spend more time tryng to find happiness thru shopping ,,, what you did not know that the shopping mall existed 2000 years ago ? have you not learned your history that you are continullayy rep[eating ,,, what did your professors tell you about history lessons …. Learn or repeat ,, touch the stove once more dumbass!

Ok , I watched my DAUGHTER DIE ! …. In the ICU I watched her heart beat stop ,,, I screamed I cryed ,,, I HAVE BEEN THERE . go fuck yourself reader ! I sat next to the dieing body of my mother her choice to ripp the lines of slavery from her body and say NO her last words … she lived long enough to see the foto of my secnd child … I sat and touched that dieing body slowly getting colder and colder . I sat on a toilet once with a crazy man holding a gun to my head , the feeling othat metal , and I heard the trigger pullll and the the CONFUSION ………… a confusion I can mot describe ….. a confusion I feel today so often when I watch maovies and see something that triggers those feelings and meories … the memories of HEARING LIFE … that Is what I first remembered . ( ooooh the bullet did not fire the man who wanted my death showed me the back of the bullet and said that GOD will take his revenge for him …. Maybe that is why I write decades later ? )  hearing life …… insanity unrealness pain confusion like I can not describe . realizing evwer so fuckng slowly that you hear the voices of ….

FEAR DEATH young mater ,,,, sell yourself into slavery . learn FEAR ! Remember the fact ………. You will live for ever in this body !

The proof of what this world has really become what you really are ~

The Oracle

Young Master ,,,, it is recommened to focus on what you want not what you do not want , but to know hat you want you have to first clarify what you do not want , and sometimes the clarifying process is long term learning process .

A Sage or a reigous leader or a channeler of non physical knowledge ,,, these have been around as long as human have been keepins written records ….. since mankind as been aware of itself as a SEPERATION FROM THE TAO …. Or atleast human kind believed it was separated from .

It is the drug of religon , thru the words of the oricale, of the religion ,,, you give up your power for self direction , their contrasts their wants , their ideas become your ideas .and you become the follower . if happiness it seems to flow best when you are in the presence of the religion or oricle , understand once more you are incouraging the separation that mankind has been doing to itself for 1000’s of years .

Instinctualism is the idea of returning to what is real human living …. Real ife yet also enjoying the city we have today ,, the city being the world of cars , and movies and restaurants and well fun . yet not getting totally HYPNOTIZED . It is lke controlling th Genie of realy good drugs …… all to often the drug wins and you become the slave to it .   City life is a drug . Spirituality is a drug . and well drugs are drugs .

What is returning to living a life that is what is natural for you as an animal ? It is WEIRD , yep it is that for sure , something ALTERNATIVE , something something difficult to do when everyone around you has vested interests in the world they live in and they have their own BEST WISHES for you !

Ahhhhh their own best wishes ,,,, so if you become balanced enough to think your own ROCKETS OF DESIRE and you factor in to that the wants of others ,,, you do not follow the REAL recommendation of the Oracle , no you do want human kind has done for years which is to make the great advise of the oracle to be 1 size fits all life style . that only feels good when you are in the life with others who are in the life.

What is returning to INSTINCTS …. To answer that is to realize the contrast of the world you live in . to feel your won inner wisdom ,,, of going down the same old street once more , to ignore INTUTION in favor for the short term feel good of a fairy tale . balance hmmm hard to do when you love the ones around you . hmmmmm honesty hmmmm hard when you love the ones around you .

Ohhh but it is easier to ignore everything and escape do the same old thing ,,,, maybe your generation has something which mine did not but the core of the choice for the expression of escape is the same …. It is a bandaid covering up the pain of CONFUSION .

How far should I go into the ideas of spirituality …. Is for me a bit of a current problem .. what good does it do to explore the infinite when in fact we are here to experience limits not infinty . we are here to be HUMAN . so what is it to be human ? sometimes what seems like spirituality maybe just the mental stress of livng INCONGRIUOSLY and since there is no ALTERNATIVE , the mind eases the stress by creating access into the infinite possible …… does that help in living in the here an now? How may 1000’s of years has spirituality be taught how many 1000’s of teachers and has mankind done any better ?

Or just ignore it , and go along once once more with the happy happy fairy tales , think the surface thoughts and not allow the hard concepts of wisdoms to sink slowly into your pattern of thinking and contrast comparisons and the following new choices for lifestyle actions which will blossom from that acceptance of being human.

And humans are DNA animals …..they live , they hunger , they sweat , they have sex hot dirty exciting sex ,  they cry , they miss friends and feel pain , they create art things that look pretty ,  they get cuts and bruises , they have babies , they play and they die .  like any other animal .

Or do you want to be more than an animal ? hmmmmm and has that worked for us during the last 10,000 years of written history ? has the evovlution into the city been good , well for you maybe ? how abut the child who dies today from starvation every 4 seconds 1 nmore smiling child dies because …. We like Maria Antonette of France ignore things and say LET THEM EAT CAKE ! ohhh the world of the rich ….. yet the rich complain that they are not still rich enough they send out more rockets of desire …wanting mo’ better . then complain that the world is fucked up . hmmmmmm the words of the oricale , how many oricales for how many centruys how many schools of thought ……. Throw the rock up in the air generation after generation … it still falls . 

Pride in your husband

Young master ,,,, it is good yes that a woman supports her man ,.,, correct in fact you look forward to having a wife like that …. But has nayone every described to you the deepest of instinctual motives behind , what you do that she will then show off ,,, be proud of ,,, but in reality it is she who is showing off ….. shoeing off her I LOVE YOU SLAVE …. Before we human got so trapped by words we were like every other animal and we commucated with feelings , with that connection of SPSIRT  of source , IT WAS THE FEELING hearing of the heart .

Then we got words ,,,, and we males had to prove ourselves based on the words many times not knowly what it is that would show the proof , related to the words I LOVE YOU ….. what does she want form me ? the difference that neither can understand about the other is the way we PROCESS words …. The deepest of inner motives . words mean XYZ to her ,,, to us it is the contract between to warriors to act in a manner …. To her it is the words between to caregivers in the cave in support of each other …..but deeper than that is the MALE IN YOU …. That like his cousin the gorilla who PORTECTED and developed a territory ,,,, felt in the heart before words , she will come and stay if she wants …. TRUST  not words , ACTIONS NOT WORDS ….. she can leave , she can stay ,,, he just does his instinctual work …. PROTECTION  of the whole family .

Ahhhhhh but the wife proud of her warrior husband the one whose pictured with 3 babies stuck on his rifle bayonet … that is in china ww2 ….. before the are a picture of horrors , that was used to try to get the people of America to say SOMETHING  anything to stop JAPANS  HUSBANDS ….. FROM their greed , their actions of growth which will in reality make their wives proud of their fearless men ,,, and richer and richer there by making the wives of the home land richer and richer …..

We in America …… for the most part ignore the horrors still happening and only act if it means that our OIL is in DANGER …. But any other actions of greed or power maybe like BLOOD DIAMONDS …. Ohhh but that is petty greed men actracting money to gather PUSSY ….. even if the make has a wife like most presidents do , the wife ,,, the first lady .. smiles while the president is a behind closed doors whore master but the whores also have pride in being the wealthy males lil’slut ….. happens all the time ,,,, when a woman will feel pride that she is fucking a rock STAR ……..think dipshit about the deepest of motives and then the cost of IGNORING  real turhts ,,, the repetitions of history sice the days of PHAROH …. That is a lot of ,,, wives proud of their husbands ,,,,, ohhh yes there were many poly family in PHAROHS  army …. Yet at the time of pharoh came the illsion of the 1^st WIFE …. The 1 wife , often political connection thru marriage ,, the IDEA OF A >>> QUEEN , out side the direct constant influence of the city , in the natural world that still was on most of the planet lived , natural man ,,, the gorilla with as many wives as was natural for the territory he PROTECTED … his Action of love … NOT  words.

Mr. GQ

Young Master , I was working at a friends last week , a friend I met a decade ago thru his now ex wife , who was my customer first and this good man became thi chicks husband ….. all seems normal right . him a good business man a ggo d catch for this single mom , ,,, she a bunny .. sexy smiling happy struggling needing SAVING …. Ahh the damsel in distress we males love so much to take into our territory ….so you get it ,,,, I know you know what I mean , you like the girls who are some what needy ….

Hye I wonder if this is like the same effect that girls feel when they take on a PROJECT GUY … girls like finding that weakness in a male ( atleast what they see as a weakness ) and then they gain their ego boost feeling they are helping that male …… even though the male is feeling like he is SAVING  the female …. H,,,,mmmm CONFUSION IN OUR MATING  we allow the most natural and easy thing in life our basic recreational activity our instinctual recreational activity to be come some sort of competitions . and then competions of hierarchy …. Again I ask you to think about the lessons of nature we now have observation data on ….

Remember the scientists do inth the data collection also add in their social BIAS when they write their postulates and theories about activity of animals often judging things based on … the misconception of FIEDELTY … the idea that 1 on 1 is a natural human state of bredding and family

When in fact the idea of having many girls in a harem will help each female deal with the stress of child rearing thru the DAYCARE EFECT of other moms ,, of sister wives . that should be thinking first about the family not their own HIERACRHY . thoer own personal female power or displays of wealth ….. ohh back to Mr. GQ .

Who now in his 3^rd divorce , told me he has to more deepley explore his own faults if he has had 3 divorces it can not be only the females who are wrong … but at the same breath he describes his new girlfriends who , tell him over and over he [picked bad girls ….OHHH but that wwas the same words the bunny told his during those dating and bonding months …. How good his is and how bad the COMPETITION was his ex’s …. Yet after he got fully invested in his words of slavery I LOVE YOU ….. she the new wife changed ,,, power corrupts absolute power corrupts absolutely … 1 on 1 is absolute power . to the deep DNA animal who we human animal males honestly are ,,,,

Yes Mr. GQ explore who yu are , but explore ideas outside of the box … when I talked to you about my ideas ,, you with your fancy wealth , great business and the MBA ,, everything to show that you are smarter than the common window washer ….. you chuckcle at me … and plan to explore how to better change you instincts to mold into the desires of a CONFUSED WORLD . you say to yourself I MUST BE WRONG . you are so smart I believe to be dumb ,,,, I too oftern think about the words of MARLYN MANISON … you cn not see the forest thru the treess , you can not smell your own shit on your knees .

I think over and over about how I ma selling away my wealth so that I cn develop the 3 tents and a camel experiemental compound ,,, a wealtht hat maybe I should sve for my children ,,,,, the selling away of a great lil’ business … like MR. GQ  said ,,, and I think and say to him ,,,, 60 percent divorce rate , 20 perenct living in marraiages that are not fucutional …,. We have the RIGHT (?)  magazines ,and marriage counselors but still it does not work ,t he odds are against our kids ,,, working class , like me , wealthy like you or poor ,,, familys ,,, not just his dick or my dick ,, but it is about family ,.,, it is about single women ,,, who live stressed lives ,,,, hand to mouth ,, realizing they have 27 cnts left in the bank , hoping their paychecks willo be bigg ….. only to spend and spend , feeding the happiness addiction thru ,, ecominc salvery ,, purchasing addictions …. Even when thye do think different thoughts

The deep PROGRAMING , reverses any new thoughts whilte they search for happiness based on old habit patterns of the ,,, SCOCIAL life of their up bringing .. do the same old thing …..

So Mr. GQ …. Yes he had a girlfriend ,,,, but how come his wife looked the other way for those 5 years ,,, how come she changed and started to live more for the business he created for her than for him , like she idid when they were first dating …. Ahhhhh the changes of POWER  AFTER THE VOW OF …. I LOVE YOU … she no longer had to try ,,, he loves me !@ ….. but in the harem !

IN THE HAREM there is the genral love of th male the real show of love which is to create the stable safe territiory ,t hen let the female intitate ( start ) the mating activity ,,, and she will because sex is fun and if she does not rub up against me her fellow sister wife will …. A SUBLTE SEXUAL competition , THE MALE IS ONLY concerned that his efforts are be acknowledge in a way he can understand ,,, the thank you of sexual love ……  ohh but hwat about cleaning the house or ,,, defrosting insta foods or coming home with restaurant foods …. Like most females of today think is enough ,,,,, UHHHH girl … yo , he lived with you before , the reason you to got together was sexual … not defrosting dinner ….. you are confused in your own forest of trees and shit on knees …..

He had a girlfriend for years and only the wife opened her eyes to it when her own business felt the current ecominc strain ,,, and whe wanted to know where HIS MONEY was going …. And where was he all of sudeen became of interst before that ,,,, he had spent 5 years sharing his life between two home and women ,,, now , your power his 3^rd wife’s power structure was changing she wanted MORE ! . MR.GQ . GAVE UP  his othe girl ,,, he loved and still today loves his wife ,,,,, to the point he beats up on himself , never thinking or looking at the evidence in any other way except her way ….

Why can amle be so powerful in the real world but in the face of a girl who we hav e pledged our I LOVE YUOU ,,,, we become totally confused to the point of self destructionand in tha weakness we become less attractive to the girl we want to KEEP ?  catch 22 over and over

But to do something different like I am … to lose 200,000 dollars … so that I can atleast RY and show a different POSSILBE  to my children male and female ,,, well it is not easy , when I am surrounded by a world saying I am JUST A DUMB WORKING CLASS MALE ..…. un cultured without enough learing ,,,,hmmmmm and your example is ? your lfei of material wealth is one of ?   happiness? For how many 1000’s of years have the wisest of sages written leaders of thought repeated over and over ,,, material possension and money will not buy happiness …… and then to remember that the FAIRY TALE , the writeen love story of art ,,, is acreation that is based on those posseions and wealths ….. the idea of the king of a house houseld and the queen ,,,, the idea of the pampered PRINCESS …. All love story art illlussions of fairy tales .   WHAT ABOUT YOUR DNA ?