Naturally hot pussy
Young master , it all starts there , a life
time of real fun and contentment starts with her deepest nature to get fucked , she wants to get fucked as much maybe because
of her more intensive floods of monthly hormones at times she needs to get fucked more that we nneeed to fuck , no ,,,, no
,, you young master are ready to fuck 24/7 with the constant testosrone drip of the male body we are always ready and desire
the fun of sex ……
The contentment I talk about is the arrival of the fruit of you and your wives ,,, again I nned to get you to think
in terms outside of the FAIRY TALE , back to instinctualism truth about humans she , is happiest and under less stress if
she is in a harem ,,,, just read between the lines or the in your face words of the girls blogs , listen to their pain and
stress . the innocient smile of the children will give you a life time of pleasure and more importantly
PURPOSE ,,, why are we here , that question mankind asks itself …… welll you feel your purpose in the faces
of your children …… who in todays world have a 60 percent chance of living their lives TORN APART .. because
of the UN – INSTINCTUAL NATURE of the fairy tale of love . 6 out of 10 smiling children will ive
a life of confusion , being torn apart by the sub concisuos fighting of the parents and even worse the family that supports
each of the parensts, the aunts and uncles the gand parenst who ,,, give off ,,,, the feelings ,, the subconsiuos COMMUCATION
… ¾ of our real commucation is NON VERBAL . your ddeepest inner animals still listens with what is called …….
Heart
It is that animal commucation
of smell and intuitions , sublte commucation of the animal world that the scientist is just now realizing that we humans still
react to ,,, so when the counselor tells you to encoutage a loving relationship with your EX , and it still does not work
remember they are living in a THEORIST WORLD .. not the real work of animals ,,, DNA human animals ….
NPR ,,, go to the npr site
today and click the link about Puttin – Russia … and understand the diabolical nature of PROGRAMING , of using
the following nature of humanity of you ,,,, you want to do GOOD , the right thing so when your MODELS tell
you XY or Z is right and your life time of experience is lacking since at teens years your data banks do not have life experience
to campare against , your deep inner nature to learn the RIGHT WAY , will isten to those who you feel may be of benefit to
you , yet THE HAVE THEIR OWN MOTIVES . that is the same motive that the pharoh had 10,000 years ago . now leaving the city
to tiwst their instincts for the benift confusedly of themselves short term , happiness , instead of realizing the stress
of humanity ,, what has been written about since the days of ZHUANGZI of the Tao …. 3000 years ago
, the first attempts to wonder about , to think about , to understand ,, WHAT WENT WRONG , with what feels so good ,.
How wet p[ussy my young frind , is your savoir
,, as JON DAVIS of Korn said it ,,,,,, I see the rise and fall of my salvation ,,, he was referring to
the rise and fall of tittys as a girl breaths ….. how is pusy your savior , well if you can wrap your mind around
ALTERNATIVE IDEALS ,,, and then , be proud and disciplined enough to creat the 3 tents and a camel ,,,, then you will
be suprized at the girls who willlisten ,,, remember how it is our nature to be followers , but is a MASTER a
follower? Honestly
You who claim to be BDSM maters can you see how you most often are just begging for pussy by being DOM ….. the
reality of the averages when a DOM/sub relationship gets to the 24/7 level shows again the deepest nature …. Ohhhh
yes there are successful DOM/sub 24/7’s LTR’s but again there are succesfull fair tale marriages ,,, remember
I talk about 60 percent divorce , and out of the 40 percent over a few of those do find happiness , the average is wrong ….
It does nt respect human animal DNA nature …..
Over and over , she is a harem animal , who has been PROGRAMMED ot expecet happiness thur the high of
lust ,,,, the flood of that first flush of sexual desire we call LOVE ….. and we build our world and that of our real
happiness , our childrens smiles on the flush of hormones , of drugs produced by the brain ,,, of the asexually frustrated
animal …. Wow that is a fucked up way to create long tern happiness …. 3 tents and a camel … www.instinctualism.org is about getting you a young DIPSHIT , who can read this to think about this
to do just that ,,,, be MASTER of his world and there by give the DOM to the natural subbie in every girl
…. In that subbie , she then gets her own castle to be queen of yet with friends to help her and relieve her stress
,,, plus of course the fulfillment of MASLOW HIERACRHY of needs being met , she can help her child smile
aong with the children of her sister wives ….
Ohhhh young master why does the female of a haren only give birth every 4 or 5 years , when in human
world , because of the 1 on 1 , it had been common to force a female to give birth almost yearly ? it
is ABNORMAL ……. If she can have sex , by letting you have sex with others she will choose the times when she
is horinest ,,, and that may not be ….. DURING OVULATION ….. if she is already caring for an infant ….
Her deepest inner nature will will guide her sexual desire ,,,, and YES ANAL sex ….. ANAL sex will
allow her to enjoy reciving your passion , feeling her completeion as a woman by making you cum in her ,, they love feeling
us cum in them it gives the girl that feeling of being a girl ! ……. So you will find she will choose that ,,,,
and the natural human female will actually have less kids thatn you think ,,,, she should have only 1 every
4 or 5 years , along with her sister wives , the children always have play mates their own ages …
DO YOU SEEE UNDERSTAND THE COMPLEXITY DIPSHIT
? this can not be described in a sound bite ,, and since it can not be described in a sound bite it can not be …DEBATED
… in common person person debatees .. where we recite RETORICAL the same old sam old , reasons .
Her desire to submit
Young Master the evidence for the search for the PINK FUZZY
HAND CUFFS …. The picture off the cover of Twisted Instinct the theme that runs thru the pages of Twiusted Instinct
…. In also to be found in the choice she makes to JUMP into a religion . and some of todays reigons being that they
have professionals who study human nature and Pyshic ,. They tool their approach to fulfill this INSTINCT of
the female to find safety ….. AHHH remember the mating behavior page fron www.instinctualism.org about the female gorilla needing to feel ,,, feel comfortable before she starts
to warm up to the male and start the sexual interaction ,,,,, it is her always who starts sex , she only belives it is YOU
because of the SHAME driven programmed into minds of us as an animal confusions ….. divide and conquer
… keep the faily unit divided the population is in constant stress the population is controllable … INSTA slave
for the ecominc machine the top 1 percent ,,,, the other 99 live their lives grasping for the brass ring thinking they have
arrived when in fact if they did the actuall book work on their finances they would find themselves in BONDaGE
…….. ohh back to religion
It is earching for the ULTIMATE , thing .person to take reponsiblity finnaly …
to protect and blame when things go bad or perceived back ,,, bad as compared to good that is reflected by media , not truthful
bad of the animal being …. Which if you create first , understand teach the girl about ,,, create the 3 tents and a
camel of my writings over the last almost 2 years ,,,,, thenthe effect of MASLOW’S HIERACHY of needs is fulfilled and
she receives that DOM feeling thru you , and and and ,, she gets the keep sharp effect of the sisterhood , she can never take
you or her life for granted , because she will no longer be the MONOPLY ,,, you dumbass have studied the effects of MONONPLY
on the free market system correct ? well why would natural selection which is FREE MARJ+KET of the natural world abe
any different ,,,, the 1 on 1 ,, the feeling of TRAP that the I LOVE YOU vow , creates …. Is you
giving up and submitting to monopoly …. In the end the SUBTLE dynaincs creep into your life her
life , the childrens life
I was talking last night at JAMMIN IN jENSEN to a good man , who said , who felt ,,, whose words ,, all that he
had to describe what he felt ,,,, was that ,,, HE WAS A NICE GUY … and because of that the relationship some how fell
apart ,,, and w=he was confused because he flet it was because he was so nice that he succeeded , in his attempts to begg
for her LOVE …. 9 even though he did not see his actions as begging – not yet give him some time to reprogram
– asking and beggin are the same actions and that means some one is in the POSITION of DOM who is
being supplicated to ,,, asked permission of ,,,, he was is … is the submissive , and in the long run that insults
the deepest inner nature of the female who like the GORILLA is searched for the DOM to protect her and
her family .
I remeinded him about the first few months even that years + where she was not totally sure about his love ,,, or the
POWER of the I LOVE YOU he gave her … that was the subtle effect of competition , but in a negative
way ,,, that was forced competition of todays fucked up society ,, that is not the supportive competition of the INSTINCTUALIST
family unit , where yes there is comperitve unpinning , yet the supportive love of a sister hood who wats the whole
family to be stable loving for themselves and the children ,,, LTR !
DISHIT MY FRIEND CAN YOU , GRASP THE THEROY?
Can you think for yourself yet , is any of this making any sence ,,,, ? this is a family not divorced yet , because
the male does not want his kids RIPPED APART like mine , like she was his wife , so he avoids the home as much as he can ,
hides in work trying to buy one one smile moe more week or month of smiles ,,,, with the extra money always needing to increase
his income to create her smile and thus the smile of the family because ,,,,, A HAPPY WIFE IS A HAPPY LIFE … for hima
dn the kids , if she is tressed everyone sufferes , and who does she blame? The man for not being at home ,,, can yuou seee
the INSANTIY , the catch22 ……
It is because there isn no ALTERNATIVE …. T=other than 1 on 1 , being gay ,,,
or maybe poligmy forced by a relitgon ? FORCED , is the key …. Instinctualism is CHOICE .
everyone understanding thinking and CHOOSING BY FREE WILL . for the best LTR beinfit to themselves ….
And since our REASON for living is actually to see our kids smile ,,,, actually to see other humans smile , and you are a
human , the sisterhood is humans …. Her best interst is to at least explore an instintualist life
, BUT SHE CAN NOT IF YOU dumbass , DO NOT BUILD IT FIRST !
Ahhh but the church has built one already
a fairy tale one ,, of words and magicall promises ,,,, double talk and repeated confusions . since the days of greed first
showed up of the attempt to be rich like PHAROH And phaorh’s wife ….. the priests have , sold promises that the
ultimate DOM will help those who give money ? why does GOD the creator NEED $$$$ ?
The gift of sexual penetration
Young master , have ever heard ( I just love
NPR radio ) about the gift economy … when white men showed up here the Indians felet the world was big enough for more
humans and they had no IDEA of ownership , the world was a gift they were STEWARD of
…. During the minutes of life ….. so like wise when they gave something to a friend the expectations were for
the gift of course to be re gifted and a great story told about how the original giflt was created by the
giver ,,,, so TALL TALES , and entertainment was born thru GIFTING .
Ahh but the greed mind set of ROMAN was thickly programmed into the minds of the CHRISTAIN
( again a roman creation ) whites ,, ownership and fear of death RATHER than enjoyment of the MINUTES of
life …. So we have the phrase .. INDIAN GIVER … Indian expected the gifts to flow back and forth , use my gift
then give it back and give me somthng to use , when we did not do this they flet anger and we had warfare yet ,, even their
concept of warfare and ours was different white men ,,, learned from roman how to destroy ALL LIFE , even women and children
, while the natives gor into a rumble … often with the expectation of little loss of life or permenanet damage because
if the human male animal got permenantly damaged , handicapped he would most likely die … complex . we feel it to be
cruel becaue we fear death .
Oooo but what does this have to do with , SEX , with girls getting fucked , with the gift of your HARD COCK
….. I want so often to bring up ideas to change your programming from the inside out not give you rules of mine
but for you to THINK FOR YOURSELF DIFFERENTLY about aspects of your life ……
She is built to receive ,,,,,, you are special in
that you are built to give …. You are the special one ! oooh but master really feel about how we have been trained
to begg for pussy … it is up to us to ask ,, asking is begging ….
Now there is myth grown around the facts of .. first
nations people divorce ( they had poligmy also and 1 on1 it depened on the amount of GOOD men ) remember
that you would have been forced as a teen to go out into the wilderness for 1 year and if you returned you were treated as
a MAN ….. remember what I was talking about doing a tour of duty the 15 months of hard work to make the cas to buy
the land to get the start of your MASLOW HIERACHY OF NEEDS … taken care of so you avoid the trap of ecominc slavery
? do you understand that ?
Well , the girl takes the skins you brought back from that year , and makes a tee pee , it was her house , she
created the house … she would break it down when it was time to travel … she used her dogs to drag it it on
the rummers to the next camp area ….. you ,, like me can live in a crd board box , we can live aboard a boat in that
fiberglass cabin …. We can live under the stars , babies , can not they need protection from the elements ….
Think about hings , dumbass , I bank on GOOD MAN in you to think not just follow some plan by someone else … NOPE ,
you gotta think for your self ….
If the brave became a shit head , she just put his stuff outside the tent saying go away …..
dick head ….. sign of not a good man … simple over done …. The gift of your hard cock is not worth the
price of your ATTITUDE …. Or whatever …. Bad man … not you dumbass !
You are a ggod man , you created 3 tents a gifted
them to the girls , they get to live with you , they get electric , houses , real human food in the way you planted multitude
of fruit and nut trees and the chickens ( chickes are so fucking cool just given a place to live and they will give to you
…. Animal Food proteins ) the girl knows that she will not have the GIFT OF HARD COCK
, if she is a bitch , she has to be nice or else the other sister will get all the attentions ,, and she will , be
nice , because the stress of HAVE NOT BE .. is not there since she is not the only ,,,, 1 … she has the friendship
of the 3 sisterhood , so the times of the month when she not really social she can be unsocial with out GUILT …. There
are 2 other girls who will be social with you the GOOD MAN and the children also , it is cruel to the children and the females
toe xpect them to be nice and good mommmys everyday when in fact they are hormonialy designed to be unsocial for a few days
every MONTH …
Now the myth of the 1 on 1 in the FIRST NATIONS PEOPLE society … remember natural selection
… if you did not live your 1 year alone in the wilderness … you died , you broke your legg and later that night
wolves found your boken ass and in those few seconds as their teeth tore your flesh you felt extreme pain then the ENDORPHINES
kicked in and you left this life to return into the TAO …… ok , so 1 male less for
the tribe ….. when you were in your 20’s and hunting you slipped off the bank of the rocky riever banged your
head difted down stream in your passed out state and drowned 1 less male ,,,,,, your wife would have grieving time under the
protection of your brother/s and very possilbey become wife to one of them …. Or depending on the supply opg good men
she would attract another good man , to bring her meat and skins … HOW WOULD SHE ATTRACT YOU?
Rmember I … philip Vandermude ,,,
know I can live under the stars , I an a MAN ,,,,, how about you dipshit ever done your 15 month tour of duty PROVEN REAL
MANHOOD ? to your self ? not just bought the image of manhood by getting a redneck cadillac a big truck . how
about you in todays world ? but if you gotta beg for pussy instead of the pussy attracting you … how is the dynamics
currently in your life ?
Is it you who is putting pictures of your dick on the internet …. Dumbass rmeber she can get hard cock everyday
when ever whe wants ,,,, just by going to any place where there is males , getting clse to one guy , and touching atalking
to hima dn with in minutees ,,, she can have all the COCK she wants ,, she does not have to search out hard on on the internet
like we do PUSSY ,,, no she does not have to ask ….. of begg . she seduces … ARE YOU WORHTHY of
seduction ? just for a ride in your truck? Well maybe it does work … but it is the trapp of buying the smile which
if you study dipshit is the confused basis for future divorces ….. think think think .
No what you want to
Young master how can you KNOW what you want until
you NO what you do not want , did you get the use of KNOW and NO , to do this you need to do something called thinking , it
is hard to think when you are hard and alone … all your body is screaming is I NEED PUSSY ,, so again you put your
dick on the internet in hopes that will attract pussy …… the basic human drives .
Now how long have you been doing this? How
long have you been adking girls out? How long have you been watching the people around you BURN THEIR HANDS ON THE STOVE ,…..
of the 1 on 1 ,,,,,, how long have you been ?
Doing really alternative things will seem hard at first , the idea of giving up dating for 15 months
, sounds extreme,,, not COOL at all , but dumbass , look at the long term results of doing things the same old way , of BURNING
YOUR HANDS on the stove of 1 on 1 , if need be dig into the imensence body of art ,,, of western cuture and then realize most
of it has been created because of the expression of pain that is the nature of the TWISTED INSTINCT of
the 1 on 1 the fairy tale of love , the idea of ownership and gredd , instead of family and gifting ….. the gift of
your hardness your sperm ,,, your desire to protect ….. the CAVE MAN WHICH YOU ARE .
But to choose to create a new life style which in
reality is enons old … but new so old it is new …. Can be hard it is truethfully living outside the box …..
and remember the vast number of girls really in the world ,,, and how instead of showing pictures of your COCK on the internet
you will be showing pictures of your 3 tents and a camel , describing your self , wthe land the houses , ( 3 single family
homes not ego sized but human sized ,,, living is meant to be done a lot out doors inside was meant for sleeping and protection
from RAIn … temporary living not living in front of a TV)
If the pic’s were now showing things like your ,,,, hands on experience with not just theory
but reality , the girls who know nothing of HUMAN LIVING ,feel comfortable because they have a caring MASTER to
teach them to depend on ,,, they have a REAL MAN …. Dipshit spend some of your jack off time skinning the blogs of
the girls ,
Read past the PROGRAMING ,,
realize the girls have never been exposed to an INSTINCTUAL man , so the life they have been able to choose
up till meeting you , is different than the CONCEPTS , the newer dreams of life after …. After meeting you online and
taking time for themselves also … also to re-program to think out side the box and then maybe even meet you face to
face human to human ….
Myself 2 years later ( yet without the real land and homes yet , but that is coming my house
will sell I will move ) after having written a book putting my foto on it , writing blogs ,,,, to the world
( AND THNAK YOU WORLD FOR READING MY CONFUSING WORDS ) walking thru my city seeing customers and friends awho I know have
my book , and read my blogs ,,, I not hiding . I myself still find myself feeling …….. uncertain , it is mainly
because I have not the 3 homes yet …. The reality only theory …
Building the 3 homes for you will give you a sence of PRIDE
that theory can not . you will have hard facts to invite family friends total strangers and future girlsfriends out
to see,,,, pride …. Something really LATERNATIVE , not just a new piercing or tattoo or someflashy thing for a car
or truck …. All thing any one can purchase ,,, but building the WWW.INSTINCTUALISM .ORG compound … ahhhhh there is a STATEMENT !
An answer to the pain and confusion that
is written in the writings of nice confused girls everywhere ,,, and you dipshit have the DNA solution
to their pain ,,, the hope for a different life . but dumbass it may take you time searching thru the words of my blogs back
ward thru the years , but remember each reading is a RE PROGRAMING for yourself ,,, treating the illnesss
of the fairy tale forced into your mind since you were born .
The myspace collection is the most complete series of bogs on line …. Go back to the writing
about the PATRIOTIC PERVERT …. To think about PASSIVE SOLAR design etc . then you study on line
about these theory it will not take , stopp getting high for a while , stopp searching for peon ,, or going to MASTRUBATORY
… dating sites ,,,, and plan something real . but remember re progrmaing takes time …..
But realize , thing like bi sexual girls
, lesbians , polyamory ,,,, the multitude of alternative relationships tyles BDSM etc … all are OUR collective human
attempt to answer the question WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIING WRONG ? but I hope you dumbass are now thinking
about your DNA ……. And wht do you feel , what does the animal side of your brain tell you , the side without
words ,the intutuion side , the feeling side ? the more you KNOW , the more you can say NO to what
is not right for your deepest inner self your animal DNA you.
Th Pen as a Sword
Young Master , do not be afraid to stand up and be counted , to be the cave man at the front of the cave and die
for what is right , the protection of your family ,,, unfortunately I am sure the insanty of the FAIRY
TALE world that world of theory not , DNA intututions ,,,, is at times many many times coming into you and fucking with you
, hell it has programmed you to auch agreat extent for you to foget your own INSTINCUTALNESS ….
So I ways , the only sword you maybe able
to Wield will be that of the pen , young MASTER be not a fraid to do just that BE YOUR Warrior SELF , even
in the face of ,,, subtle manipulations … for me I am a rriving on an event of 3 years ago… a time when I was
still truthfully attempting to jump thru all the HOOPS of the fairy tale one more time ……
and my MASLOWS HIERARCHY ONF NEEDS was in stress , two hurricaines … the fucking impossible 2 CAT
3 hurricaines in 1 years hitting the same town , theye os that storm going over your home … twice in 1 year , ,,, for
me 12 years earlier to have ANDREW destroy my companies a dn home I thought was enough for a life …. But no …
Writing , writing with out fear because what
you write young master is not based in anger but based in the only course a TRUE MAN could do … the course of searching
for the best for his FAMILY ,,, protective GORILLA ….hmmm to just be come violent ? well the net return on the investment
of Voilence is not good . ahhhhhh
But hat about the old wisdom of and EYE for an EYE ….. hmmmm in fact Granma used to do
thing just like with the kids some times to hekp the young ones learn to seee the effects of what they are doing just in case
the kids DO NOT REALY UNDERSTAND ….. human adults do it to other adults … in many ways ,,,, the old SO there
… see if you like it thing ! ….. hmmmmmm sometimes it maybe all that your inner animal can come up with ,,,
but why do it , because sometimes it is the only way you can do , it ,,, it being anything OTHER THAN SUBMIT ,
Submission is not your nature young master
….. those years ago in that time of stress , when after not being able to get counseling appt for the family unit etc
etc etc ,,, I called the government for help DCF ! ahhhhhhh what a lovely nightmare of subtle contro they were ,,, the threat
the use of taking away my kids …… taking away my kids because you the government took them AWAY because I called
you ? for hekp as was recorded in the phone call ( LUCKLY ) AHHHH so when I wieled the sword of the
pen , and the eyes of the governors office came down on the local POWERFUL …. The local female control based network
…. They threatened this MAN , the caveman searching for away to help his family ….. because he HAD BEEN LIED
to by the world and told that A FAIRY TALE was real ! this cave stuggled in every way a good cave
man wouiild to find answers to create SMILES ….. AND AS HISTORY HAS SHOWN ,,, the brave do DIE sometimes defending
the cave ….. if I feared death then I would never have lived thelife I have the jobs I chose or even the recreations
….
Write young master ,,, write
, write .. write …. If your intent is for the good in the end ….. then to not write is to live like a coward
and face 1000 deaths of your spirit in EACH SUBMISSION . ( now understand shit for brains ……. It can go what
seems like in the short term to be terribly wrong ,,,, but dumbass that is warfare my friend … not with pains …
that is the fear of fighting off th pack of wolves with a spear at the mouth of the cave in protection of what is you …
your real you … DNA ) ahhhhh so today is still wield my sword day after …… and you
cut by it . bleed your thinking your programming and when you heal I hope the action of thinking may create
a new stronger and better YOUNG MASTER . ( oooh dcf gave back my kids asap but in the end so that they would not be destroyed
by continued struggle with their mom and granma ….. I did the whole Wisdom of Solomon and cutting the baby better the
baby is alive and with someone else than TORN apart …. Can not say it still does not hurt ? and that I write so that
you … young master my be able to think outside of box , come up with your new stronger better ideas not my words but
your deepest of inner wisdoms …… I beli8ev in that inner cave man the harem animal …… the GOOD
MAN in you dipshit ! )
Like lovebirds
Young master , listen to this comparision ..pf the fairy tale time of new lovers and the againg fairly tale image
of …. BIRD ? how long ago did our DNA the DNA of the mamamal branch off from the Dna of dinosaurs
which became birds …?
But that detail is not as important as learning , from the past dumbass ,,, not just ignoring ,,,,
ohhh but it feels good ,, so ignore the facts of the future …… hell I hear creack feels , goo also ,,, but I
have seen the facts about the future of ignoring the truth behind the FEELING OF GOODNESS ….. but why should we ignore
the facts of the fairy TLAE of love? Just because every one else says we should ,,, do it just because mom and dad did , and
they are happy ? or idivocred ,,,, or living in quiet desperations ,,,, self medicating their way thru ,,, EXSISITANCE ,,,,
ohhh but life is supposed to hard only exsisitance ,,,, no , no .. no …. Again I watch the animals thecats outside
, who play in society ,,, hunt and beg food from me , but life is not to be hard it is to be relaxing enjoyed with family
and friends …. Sure there are times when work must be done but on average there is enough to go around …..
DO NOT BRING UP DEER . they are the forage animal of a class of predatory animals which we humans killed off and displaced
, then we STOPPED living up to the niche of being the Deers primary predetor …. You cry ohh poor
bambi while you eat your beef jerky , your subway combo , your hamburger or steak ….. over an over you eat with out
the FEELING the reality of the kill ….
Ohhh the beauty of love ,,,,, you enjoy the high of that love without the reality of the life you will
really live …..
So people tell me stopp looking at the negative ,,,, ok I will stop looking at the negative , can I ask you ,,,,
Do you have a lighter so I can spark up this CRACK ROCK ? ….. come on ,,,, do you not prepare for
the future in many ways ,,,, but not with LOVE yet ,,, the pain of love the confusion of love will be the biggest force which
drives you to hide in the Bliss of crack or herion , or beer …. Of the never ending
MENTAL HEALTH …. Addictions beeter for a while back in therapy again , back on a nwer medication ….
Hey you do not agree with me then why waste
you time talking to me , it is not like I have not this 2 years body of works people every topic you bbring up I do explore
and over and over the WISDOM of the Taoist SAGe comes back ,,,,,,, the way of nature …… the
evidence of problems dates back 10,000 years …. And you want to ignore it because they look like some fucking birds
you read about in a book ?
Shut up phil they are happy ….. hey I do not force any one to listen to me , they did not have to interact
with me , it was their choice …. And if they FEEL …. If their animals side is talking to thems ,, if the wisdom
of their own past experiences is talking to them ,,,, who am I to stop ,,,, that ? ……….. I am all about
love what you think the POLY will be cold without the chemicals reactions of love?
See , this is the evidence of the GREED ow
ownership which is your fairy tale of love … woman ….. you do not want him to LOVE another
girl ,,,, ohh he can have sex , but not FEEEL for another female to the level he FELT for you ,,, if that happens you will
be OK with the poly ( maybe ) ……. Ohhhhh girl how confused can you get ,,, how subltly you fuck things up over
and over ,,,, and yet call yourself SUBMISSIVE . but the sublte dynamics of control , run thru your viens ,,,, like the venom
of a SNAKE ,,, wow the story tellers of years ago , just think become friends agin with
the truth about your DNA ,,, not the GREED of the last 10,000 years the wanting to be the Queen to Pharoh , it was that Fairy
Tale which … brought out your greed female …. Feel the truth ,,, not the drug flowing thru your viens ,,, self
generated drugs …. Hormonial highs ….
Ooooh Ate
Young Master , what will this year be for you , what was the last year …. Didi you begin the process of
Id’ing your personel NO’s ,,, how can you KNOW you wants … with ouNO’ing your .. don’t wants
?and to do that you gotta think dipshit ,,, and I hope in my small way I have brought new ideas to your brain ……
those neww ideas will effect you in this new year …. Of forming ROCKETS OF DESIRE … resuts of saying NO
The whole idea of coming from the ALL possible
into an experience of limited possible …. Is based on the use of …. NO ….. saying no to experiencing
everything always all the time simultanioulsy ,,,, you said NO to that some years ago ,,, you said NO to remembering the facts
of BEYOND PYSHICS …. So that you could have experience like being an HUMAN ANIMAL …..
Do you now remember that you are an NAIMAL
a DNA animal , and with that built into your cell structure something deper than the FAIRY TALE of your
programming ,, can you feel ? Feel the NO’s and from them the Rockets of Desire ?
For me ’06 was opening my eyes still ,,,,,
form the Dream state , the fairy tale ,,,, ’07 was testing ,,,, and finding that the theory of 05 and 06 were credible
… there was something to my DNA instincts … 07 has been a great year a wonderful year filled with real LOVE
and REAL family learning ,,,,, now from the NO’s experienced in 07 … the YES’s of 08 are being LIVED .
’08 . buying a Tango ,,,,
my broken toy ,, my concept car ,, the HIGH EFFIECIENCY SMALL FOOT PRINT TRANSPOTATION DEVISE …. An ESFPTD ……
that is as hard to say as the other . I am happy with my 7000 dollar purchase my green statement ,,, explore
it for yourself at … www.rtmgroupinc.com …. Next is the fact of me …leaving the fairy tale of happiness
thru money ,,, yes money is important but …. It is not real happiness , the high of spending and buying are just drugs
,,,, the use of money to create , stability allows for the baic happiness of the NALSOS HIERACHY ON NEEDS to
kick in there by allowing more stable happiness to flourish ….. is ALLOWED … the understanding of my happiness
is in the creation of the stable territory , … the ALLOWING …. Of love to come to me , if she WANTs TO ……
not trying … but allowing . I do my MALE JOB ,,,, and then ALLOW m life to reward me .
still of course the programming creeps in
, I have been trained well …. I feel the pain of the loss of 200,000 dollars of PAPER profit , but
, I have to remember times when my sticls had crashed and I lost tons’s of money , …. When my companies got destroyed
and the insurances I banked on failed me …. Depending on others for my happiness …. Hmmm the core of co-dependance
… so ingrained into our lives we do not even realize it ? so to cash out …… is to really cash it
the change in my house hold expenses , will
cahgnge so dramatically as to realize a return on investment a recovery of the 200,000 in paper losses to be recovered in
reality or paper again ,,,,, with in about 6 years not a bad return on investment . The decrease in stress
level , because I will no longer try to make a woman happy ……. Try to make her happy ,,, as much as give her
the security that she has the OPPURUTUNITY finnaly to create her own LTR , deepest true happiness and friendship
and family structure and examples …. Showing to her own family her own offspring that other options in living are available
……… and … she has the freedom ,,, to TRY THEM ,,, not ofrced to live them ,,, but allowed thru
my choice to create , not the OPPURUTUNITY ,… to try something that was not AVAILBALE BEFORE ……………..
ME .
this is ’08 ……….
Becoming what I feel is the tures of my male nature , like the silver back gorilla …… and most other harem males
, the protection of a stable territory ,,, then recieivng the thankyou fo the family … which is the smiles and laughfter
of safe healthy children …. The sexual desire of … comfortable unstressed females who freely
choose to live in the territory of the DOM MALE ….. the female unstressed able and desiring to enjoy
the reall HUMAN RECREATION …. What is real recreation ,,,, RE – creating … how do humans re – create?
What does the basic animal find pleasurable .? before TV ? before the creation of BEER
, or shopping malls ? and larger bank accounts ? what was RE creation to the human anmimal 3.3 million years ago ,,,
what is STILL FUN and desirable to do today for FUN …… what ? sex
( npr today ,, real human
foods , are green leaves and fruits , with seeds and meats for seasons of lack – winter , seeds and meats which evolved
into the diet of warfare , and soldiers because of ecomonics of armys , eventually the food industry of today where we purchase
food like produscts )
fucking or friends
Young master , remember this fact of your pasts , when you got a new girlfriend what were you doing most oftent
with that new JOY TOY? Huh? Honestly if you were to compare the time you used to psend out fishing or hanging with the guys
your friends ,,, you were now spending that time licking pussy ? the sound of her pleasure gave you EMMENSE highs of feeling
powerful , and when you fucked her after getting that pussy good and hot … and she got excited begging GOD for more
,, thanking GOD for being a girl once more ….. when she was like that did you wish you were hanging with your friends?
I mean you will be forced tne next day to
go to work and hang out with dirty hariy smelly men …… your Buds … yep great I will spend 40 hours
week with you ,,, but I would love to spend the other other hours fucking and later if that fucking brings about babies
, you will love just watching that baby smile as they explore the safe world you created for it . and later you will fuck
the mother of that baby again ,,, enojoyint the realization she has that …..she likes getting fucked … in fact
THANKS GOD ….over and over ….
So when I realize reltaionahip after real;tionship that she becomes my social life …. I cool
man …..i got it I am socializing with my buds with males hour after hour in my work ….. after work I do not
want that , I do not want to hang out with guys drunk at a bar …..BUT WHY DO girls feel that you gotta go hang with
your friends …socialize with your buds like girls do ….. OHHHH this is after the 1 on 1 coolls
,,, after she cools …. When in fact you should be fucking your other wives ….. the cooling down is normal in
the 1 on 1 …
That fast and furious sexual activity of the beginning of our common relationships is result of sexual frustration
being released , sometimes it is the sub conscious effort of the female animal to HOOK a male ….
Sometimes planned by a woman …. Often just the sexual relaease of our sexual repressions ,,, remember the Bonobo chimp
we are not totally like them yet related they have sex every 2 hours on average …. Day after day after week after year
,, fucking or atleast engaged in sexuala ctivitys every 2 hours ,,,, eat , play ,, touch . gorillas also very touching eat
play tlk and touch groom , and be sexuall a lot also you are not exactly Gorilla in all aspects nor chimp
nor bonobo , you are human , yet you are DNA an APE ….. look at our bones …
So , when a girl thinks the way to stabilize her
cooling down relationship is to get her male involved in outside friendships once more like she is now doing ………..
she is again fucking up …. The girl needs that socialization much more that LONE MALES , she for 3.3 million years
lived in a harem … I got together with other males and counted spears and counted buffalo ,,,, we were silent hunters
,,, cleaned and butchered the game animals , then went home to fuck our wives ….. me to my tents circle my brother
father cousin or friend to his tent circle …. Dam to many girls just for get the NaTURE of nature
. WHY because we have forgot that we are DNA part of the natural world we are not ,,,, some exclusive creation of god outside
of the world we live in …. Like we have be PROGRAMED to believe .
Programming you while you were young to the point that
an Educated teacher can not use the word EVOLUTION but has to say ,,,, biological changes over time ….. biological
changes over time … in fact if the teacher uses a word that mean just that ,, the PROGRMED , classroom police ,,, the
christian youth will , report the teacher to the GESTAPO ….. young master you and your age has been sutly programmed
mind control , repeated with the Fairy tale as its evidence ? that is evidence … a story created to divide and conwuer
OCCUPIED cultures that Rome wanted to absorb …. The sme tools used today
Think about the Collesium sports football
,,, the galidators entertaining the population while they poising themselves with drug ( beer ) into mindless Zombies , easy
to create sublte control over populations that will follow the lead of greedy ,, the rules who generation after generation
rise from the general populations ,, that 1 percent who think more about their ownselves than for the common good , actually
they represent a birth defect …. A percentage that does not think first about total welfare but their own welfare first
. think about history disphit ….. freedom of shoice is just that and you have the right to choose to act create a life
outside of the common effects of general programming …. If you want to .
Mostly true
Young master ripping yourself apart is not easy and
not perfect but do it .
Deb , I am sorry I caused you pain , accept it or not , I did go to Michelly’s to see if you arrived , just
in case you had a n acceident and that is why you did not answer your phone and when I saw that you were safe I left , mad.
Now
when Julie compared last night my re- actions to the feelings and things that happen .. I reply here and now , when I leave
because of a fight , I feel they are different , leaving after a fight is escaping a trap so that no more hurt will be created.
Ok , would the events that I will write about
, have happened in a poly family. Would I have had the support of other sisterhood to go over my ideas
and feelings over the last few months and upon coming acrross what I READ as XYZ ,,, when coming back home from finding that
you were safe , I would have had some one to talk to when I got home last night and I could depend that person or persons
on to talk to you , to tell you why I feel XYZ …. Think about that young master .
I say last few months , you re- assure me over and
over that you will try my life style to come , you re peat that you may leave … and I say over and over all I want
is your happiness ( last night I was hurt but I left after Proving your safety .. left you to your happiness , without conflict
.
We both love each other we
will indure certain pains to help the other be happiest they can be in the end for them …
Michelly is she your friend
or your lover , and will you hide a relationship from me ? . YES you will will you do something I would
not like and hide it , kind of hide the activity as not to hurt me ,,, yes you will , THANKYOU , FOR CONSIDERING
MY FEELINGS , and understand that I say nothing because of my love for you … you must have freedom
to choose options without stress . (Shelly is single sexually experiemental in that she has choosen to experiement outside
her race and of the age to be expected to be bi-sexual , no one is an angel I am not you are not our kids are not)
Yet I must admit to feeling USED at times
, ( hell I am no angel I have feelings I am sure you feel hurt about my not finding you my 1 and only )
but I suppress what I can till I create the compound that I believe will allow me to be more openly truthfull and allow you
to be the most truthfull you cn be , not , half in 1 on 1 and half Harem like we live now ….
When dancing came up ,
I expressed my feelings , so you told me you were going to a concert , leaving me and what we had planned
to go with michelly , to an other show , ok , but it was when you talked later about dancing of course
,, my mind ,,, changed the whole event in my memeory into an event that equates with … pain .,,,,,,, you go to a choclate
party , and do not come home for hours late ( I do not freak , you safe and local ) but when I hear HEMMINGWAYS …..
my idea about the night changes …….. the sound of the I love you’s I hear when you talk on the phone to
Shelly at times sound ???? …like the I love you’s of lover to lover … after what can be seen as untruthfulness
so far in reality of actions , the sleep overs , the push for a sleep over in fact .. almost stressfull when brought up in
your voice … well become the cheating , male or female it is still cheating face to face flesh to flesh ,,, real person
to real person , emotional support and friendship to emotional support and friendship … your happiness is what is most
important , the words I repeat to myself at every hurt . ….. ok I cheat when I jack off ? you were gone I and used
picturesthe movies we have to cheat , yes …. But a shell of cheating but cheating …
now after there was a GOOD LOGICAL change
in our trip for XMAS …. A good change I was and am happy for you . ( young master men read sports illustrated , car
and driver field and stream ,,, women read woman mags look at the covers the topics ,, the soprt of girls
is to understand men and look pretty so …… my READERS ARE GIRLS . yet I am very happy when I see some guy down
loading 100’s of pages of my work … but still on friends lists stie after site 99 perecnt
are girls )
I request female readers ….. site after site … just to open my reader base and I hope
with the opening of the female minds the TALK between male and female can happen a … girls can delvelop new ROCKETS
of desire because of my words .
So weeks ago after the change in our trip ,, when I went to do a Browse , and I found that the last
Browse on the search was for MEN in their 40’s in Colombia SC. …. I honestly got hurt , and
felt used . the manipulation about dancing ealier in the month was enough the wondering whether Shelly
was Deb’s lover was growing already , yet my concern is and was , for your ending happiness with
or without me . just be happy … but I start to feel lied to and used and played , LIKE A FOOL . but
I remeind myself over and over your happiness is what must me most important your future with or with out me , build a life
for you here I try , with or with out me your happiness ,,, I see myself writing more about young master
being alone for 15 to 18 months , that is me prepping for living alone with 3 homes some where , while I create ways to talk
face to face some day to the world . . that way young master does not get into the problem what I am living in .. loving and
caring for a woman who is lieing , but I still want her happiness so , I suppress it ….. what if she comes back saying
but you miss understand what was happening , what will I do ,,, ? say I am worng sure what ever so that she feels …
happy I will say whatever I think she wants to hear . the 1 on 1 efect .
So that , knowing that she is looking for now , not just
a female lover her and dancing here with other men ( dancing is sexual to me it is her with other men in a mating ritual )
but planning to meet men in Columbia … maybe she is planning to return to live close to her family smart idea
,,, I want her to be ahppy …. I suppress it . for weeks and all the time she is gone . up there … meeting who
she has planned to meet …….
So when I find her safely in town after a long trip , yet not thinking about calling
cell or home line ,,,, I BREAK . and lock her out of the house . who knows maybe she wanted to …….
Spend the night with her lover ? when I drove past her lovers home earlier after worrying that she was an hour late already
with no call and I see all the lights on at that house ,, I wonder is she there already ? , then when I go to make sure whether
she arrived safely in town … to see whether she is safe and find the lights out … and that
Debbie was there… I can think only that what the evidence trail has ,, given me to think … she is with her lover
after being with some other guys in Colombia …. And in my hurt I lock the door just in case
…. She does come home , she will understand there is a PROBLEM … we will have to talk some how , some time ….
Not fight but talk ……
becaue I do want her to be happy with or without me … but I feel manipulated , and used ,,, but I allow it because
I want her to be ahppy .. but what and how would this have palyed out if these last few months had gone on while she and I
were sharing our lives with , other girls who by CHOICE , were together as a HARME family . would I have
had the support of the other females who cared about me and cared about Debbie … to help me feel happier about Debbie’s
actions on her own behalf to form the ROCKETs of her desire and then put her human foot forward toward that rocket ….
But alone in the 1 on 1 ,,,
not only myself but Debbie ,, we both have to lie to each other because we both honestly care about each other , but me must
also , do what we must do to make ourselves happy while , tryiin ,, trying to create a life where the other is happy as long
as possible .
Young master can you feel this in any thing from your past ? guess what it will happen again and again …. Women
wonder why we males ,, eventually blow up and get mad about them having affairs and it is the evidence trail that our male
minds READ ….. men and women are different … over and over I repeat that theme … and in the 1 on 1 ,,,it
will come to a stressful head on fight .
A great fuck
Young master the stress of a fight can create
the opt of great sex , now that I will ink to the history of your DNA later but let me expose my life , my folly …..
my real problems because the THEME’s are ones you will ,,, yes you will live ….. and to find that me and my DEB
each created our own pains ….
For Deb she did a classic female thing ,,, say hse wants one thing and expect me to do otherwise because
of my GREED for her ….. she wanted a fairy tale response frome and got , and true deep loving response , real unconditional
…… and we had one hell of a fight because ….. we here understand your mind dipshit
,,,, the building of Assumptions because of INTUITION … ( I was wrong but not as wrong as I could have been )
Mostly true
Young master ripping yourself
apart is not easy and not perfect but do it .
Deb , I am sorry I caused you pain , accept it or not , I did go to Michelly’s
to see if you arrived , just in case you had a n acceident and that is why you did not answer your phone and when I saw that
you were safe I left , mad.
Now when Julie compared last night my re- actions to the feelings
and things that happen .. I reply here and now , when I leave because of a fight , I feel they are different , leaving after
a fight is escaping a trap so that no more hurt will be created.
Ok , would the events that I will write about ,
have happened in a poly family. Would I have had the support of other sisterhood to go over my ideas and feelings over
the last few months and upon coming acrross what I READ as XYZ ,,, when coming back home from finding that you were safe ,
I would have had some one to talk to when I got home last night and I could depend that person or persons on to talk to you
, to tell you why I feel XYZ …. Think about that young master .
I say last few months , you re- assure
me over and over that you will try my life style to come , you re peat that you may leave … and I say over and over
all I want is your happiness ( last night I was hurt but I left after Proving your safety .. left you to your happiness ,
without conflict .
We both love each other we will indure certain pains to help the other be happiest they can be in the
end for them …
Michelly is she your friend or your lover , and will you hide a relationship from
me ? . YES you will will you do something I would not like and hide it , kind of hide
the activity as not to hurt me ,,, yes you will , THANKYOU , FOR CONSIDERING MY FEELINGS , and understand
that I say nothing because of my love for you … you must have freedom to choose options without stress . (Shelly is
single sexually experiemental in that she has choosen to experiement outside her race and of the age to be expected to be
bi-sexual , no one is an angel I am not you are not our kids are not)
Yet I must admit to feeling USED at times
, ( hell I am no angel I have feelings I am sure you feel hurt about my not finding you my 1 and only )
but I suppress what I can till I create the compound that I believe will allow me to be more openly truthfull and allow you
to be the most truthfull you cn be , not , half in 1 on 1 and half Harem like we live now ….
When
dancing came up , I expressed my feelings , so you told me you were going to a concert , leaving me and
what we had planned to go with michelly , to an other show , ok , but it was when you talked later about
dancing of course ,, my mind ,,, changed the whole event in my memeory into an event that equates with … pain .,,,,,,,
you go to a choclate party , and do not come home for hours late ( I do not freak , you safe and local ) but when I hear HEMMINGWAYS
….. my idea about the night changes …….. the sound of the I love you’s I hear when you talk on
the phone to Shelly at times sound ???? …like the I love you’s of lover to lover … after what can be seen
as untruthfulness so far in reality of actions , the sleep overs , the push for a sleep over in fact .. almost stressfull
when brought up in your voice … well become the cheating , male or female it is still cheating face to face flesh to
flesh ,,, real person to real person , emotional support and friendship to emotional support and friendship … your
happiness is what is most important , the words I repeat to myself at every hurt . ….. ok I cheat when I jack off ?
you were gone I and used picturesthe movies we have to cheat , yes …. But a shell of cheating but
cheating …
now after there was a GOOD LOGICAL change in our trip for XMAS …. A good change I was and am
happy for you . ( young master men read sports illustrated , car and driver field and stream ,,, women
read woman mags look at the covers the topics ,, the soprt of girls is to understand men and look pretty so ……
my READERS ARE GIRLS . yet I am very happy when I see some guy down loading 100’s of pages of my work … but still
on friends lists stie after site 99 perecnt are girls )
I request female readers ….. site
after site … just to open my reader base and I hope with the opening of the female minds the TALK
between male and female can happen a … girls can delvelop new ROCKETS of desire because of my words
.
So weeks ago after the
change in our trip ,, when I went to do a Browse , and I found that the last Browse on the search was for MEN
in their 40’s in Colombia SC. …. I honestly got hurt , and felt used . the manipulation about dancing
ealier in the month was enough the wondering whether Shelly was Deb’s lover was growing already ,
yet my concern is and was , for your ending happiness with or without me . just be happy … but I start to feel lied
to and used and played , LIKE A FOOL . but I remeind myself over and over your happiness is what must me
most important your future with or with out me , build a life for you here I try , with or with out me your happiness ,,,
I see myself writing more about young master being alone for 15 to 18 months , that is me prepping for
living alone with 3 homes some where , while I create ways to talk face to face some day to the world . . that way young master
does not get into the problem what I am living in .. loving and caring for a woman who is lieing , but I still want her happiness
so , I suppress it ….. what if she comes back saying but you miss understand what was happening , what will I do ,,,
? say I am worng sure what ever so that she feels … happy I will say whatever I think she wants to hear . the 1 on
1 efect .
So that , knowing that she is looking for now , not just a female lover her and dancing here with other men ( dancing
is sexual to me it is her with other men in a mating ritual ) but planning to meet men in Columbia …
maybe she is planning to return to live close to her family smart idea ,,, I want her to be ahppy …. I suppress it
. for weeks and all the time she is gone . up there … meeting who she has planned to meet …….
So when I find her safely
in town after a long trip , yet not thinking about calling cell or home line ,,,, I
BREAK . and lock her out of the house . who knows maybe she wanted to ……. Spend the night with her lover ? when
I drove past her lovers home earlier after worrying that she was an hour late already with no call and I see all the lights
on at that house ,, I wonder is she there already ? , then when I go to make sure whether she arrived safely in town …
to see whether she is safe and find the lights out … and that Debbie was there… I can think
only that what the evidence trail has ,, given me to think … she is with her lover after being with some other guys
in Colombia …. And in my hurt I lock the door just in case …. She
does come home , she will understand there is a PROBLEM … we will have to talk some how , some time ….
Not fight but talk ……
becaue I do want her to be happy with or without me … but I feel manipulated , and used ,,, but I allow it because
I want her to be ahppy .. but what and how would this have palyed out if these last few months had gone on while she and I
were sharing our lives with , other girls who by CHOICE , were together as a HARME family . would I have
had the support of the other females who cared about me and cared about Debbie … to help me feel happier about Debbie’s
actions on her own behalf to form the ROCKETs of her desire and then put her human foot forward toward that rocket ….
But alone in the 1 on
1 ,,, not only myself but Debbie ,, we both have to lie to each other because we both honestly care about each other , but
me must also , do what we must do to make ourselves happy while , tryiin ,, trying to create a life where the other is happy
as long as possible .
Young master can you feel this in any thing from your past ? guess what it will happen again and again
…. Women wonder why we males ,, eventually blow up and get mad about them having affairs and it is the evidence trail
that our male minds READ ….. men and women are different … over and over I repeat that theme … and in
the 1 on 1 ,,,it will come to a stressful head on fight .
Now that blog should have been posted yesterday
, but because of an agreement between DEB and I things like that will not be published without discussion , and actually using
the writing was my way of …. Forming what I wanted to say to her …. Her response was to , tell me in her way
, what I heard , was that she was hurt , she had tried so hard for so long to be the BEST ,,, she had jumped
thru my hoops … etc etc .. etc ….and it worked I felt terrible about her being sad ,,, the
TEARS effects , the weapon of the female ,,, it works they know it ,,,.so . everything changed and the discusiion turned around
to how terrible I am …kinda ? terrible for not seeing her as being good ,,,
I NEVER SSAID SHE WAS NOT
A GREAT BEYOND COMPARABLE TO . woman or that I did not love her very deeply ,,, unconditionally like in the blog and romantically
as a possession /greed ( YET I SUBDUE THAT LOVE of greed in favor for true unconditional love )
She asked to stop at her friends house , but deep
inside she wanted me to be GREEDY and say NO COME HOME I MISS YOU ….. so she set up the conditions that ended up in
me being hurt and the door being lockied and us feeling more confused …… all events that help each of us with
the 5 points got to www.instinctualism.org .. the 5 things you do to clarify your real wants in life . .. she wanted an
expression of fairy tale love all the while receiving the long lating truest deep cuncondtional love …. Of humanity
.
Now on her defense , she is
not in an affair ,,, with either a male or female ,,, even though she does admit to talking about starting a bi-sexual affair
but her friend was not interested …. Hmmmm interesting was my INTUITION picking up then on that ? sycronicity they
say ? the male search was for an old sick friend … OK fine . but the dancing part , the make effect on me , she reminded
me I said OK about it 2 months ago , she also reminded herself it I did effect me even to say OK , it was a painful day ….
But yesterday because the reply she gave me was mainly about how much she had tried to prove her love for me ,,, we never
touched on the topic …. Of hiding her nights of going dancing ,,, I write about it as LIEING which makes a person defensive
…. Later that day I heard a country song about , a guy getting locked out of the house because of
his girl thinking he was cheating ( which he was ) … so I felt a little better about my choice to lock her out when
I was feeling that she was cheating . a common reaction I guess ….
But after we talked , I must admit I do lover her ….
I have since the first day I sw her … I still ,, I did while I thought she had a lover … only ever do I want
her to find happiness and peace .
She admits to knowing that I would take the sign out of the yard , to stop my progress toward a POLY life to prove
my love for her ,,, but in time because of life stress it would creep back into my thinking and we would fight …….
Wow ….. the complexity of the Roamantic
love … vs a love deeper and more real …. Of being HUMAN . of really loving not wanting control .she jumped thru
my hoops she reacted to my blogging ,,, in attempts to ? to do what I do not know ? she already has my
deepest love and trues concern for her happiness , what is the real deepst problems between us ? why jump thru hoops ? whay
do I feel like I do ? they META – spiritual community tell us to feel our
INTUITION .. because there is some truth in it ,,, as with me the details were wrong but the truth maybe in ….. the
deepest of her desire to have me , love her Romanitcally not HUMANly …hmmm?
But as the fight/discussion went on ,,,, my desire
for her grew , and when we hugged she smelled sexy , it was very HOT … so I later let the realization of the study
of stress in apes ,,, and during stress , the female produces more stress hormones in the form os SUBMISSIVE sex
hormones , the fight ends in fucking ……… hey we humans still do , that post fight sex is often the strongest
and most intense .
I let her love me ,,,, I let her love me …. I did not try .. she led me by the hand , she kissed me , she undressed
me , she sucked my dick with passion that I felt so deeply … she rode me … she came for herself and because
of her want for peace with me …. She wanted me … and we had sex ………. The same fact as always
it is because of her wants that sex , happens … we still respond to sexual scents … it is not about ……..
words … or games …. Of I LOVE YOU …. Test of your love will only confuse everything ,,, young master
you prove your love with the Teerritoy ….. yet she wants more? And in the end we all lose everything . and fight until
the animal nature kicks in … and we have great sex … the bandiad that covers up the problem till NEXT TIME
(ohhh next time is coming , you can bank on that )
A sideways fuck
Like always young master I use sex as the eye catcher , but you know the content is more about an relationship
or life issue that I believe you should think about , think dipshit my friend . becaue again the pleasure of great sex , all
the different ways in which you can make your girlfriend CURL HER TOES , in extascy … is wonderful for you and her
, so try fucking her in so many unnatural directions … the way you hard cock forces that pussy to stretch and be pushed
,,,, will open her eyes in lust for more and
And why ? here it is me , exploring my world once more , WHY ? during our talk of a few days ago Deb
described jumping thru hoops ,,, well she reads my blogs , not every day but over time ,, so that she is not in fear of my
, but she does have and idea of my thoughts generally ,,, so when I start to explore topics ,,, like friendhship and I love
you …… as I am trying to figure out why our 1 on 1 always seems to fall apart and I look at the feelings I am
going thru ,, well she changes herself ,, in any , and all attemps to make me happy … like I said she is a very good
girl and nice person .
But the ATTEMPT was ignoring what I was also writing about the poly dynamic the MULTI FAWCETTED subtle dynamics
of sisterhood by choice outside of city life each with a personel desire for the life style , not forcing themselves into
but sold on it by themselves not by …me?.. well Debs attempts I thank her bur what was going on dep in her what were
her deepest whys ,,,, what list os NO’s was exploring …. She explored the poly she tried meeting girls online
but there was just Wrong MoJo with it …. And I she says that I sid she was going to fast back then she was a head of
me making me feel uncomfortable ? dam I wish I could remember exactly why I said that …… see with my writing
because I have no ONE else’s life explored in relationsip books like we have for the 1 on 1 ,, the
bools after bools on how to make a 1 on 1 work ,, we do not have anything about the HAREM or POLY ,,,,,
The great sex of the MAKE
– UP period ,, deb and I have gone thru a couple of periods of great make up sex …. And for me , I an happy to
look back 20/20 and see , it was not just Deb and I who had this but every LTR I had experienced these events ,, and I am
sure inher life she experienced the same patterns in her past … we all do . I AM NOT SPECIAL OR
DIFFERENT . only that I will do my best to explore it openly not just accept ….. ROMANCE … the fairy tale …
all pretty and true … LOVE IS REAL … and I believe I will love each girl very deeply llll ohhh the word RO man
CE ,,,,, Roman …. The change that Europe noticed in the sex life of culture and found it
to be the change of the RICH …. The fairy tale … the roman’s
Who broke apart UNCONDITIONAL love in to GREED and
subtle controls , again you gotta look and understand the history of relationhip dynamics polictics of sex …. The wife
of Caliguala … examples …. The events of your life ,, the ups and downs of the BLISS of your
sex life and love … is history …. Do you really realize the REPETITION of themes
…..l the harem is basd in INCONDITIONAL love …. And freedom of choice .it is not the salvery we have
been trained to think it is , remember that ,,,, often what is written or talked about is the BAD NEWS the
DIRTY LAUNDRY …. The 3 % un common ,,,, like news event sof today , which hisroty will use to JUDGE , this age will
be tainted by ,, the extremems of what is recorded ,….
What is recorded is the story which will get attention ,,, the regular life is boring we , needed ,,
to have great storys to attract atttntion so that the TRAVELR the trader ,, who years ago went for camp fire to camp fire
, buysin selling and trading , could ENTERTAIN , people ,,,, with stories fo the terrible , the extreme …..
It is kinda like my sex …. Luckly
Deb is a lover of varying sex ,,, more so than other girls ,,, I worry sometimes that girls who read my stuuf , and will read
it , and then say I do not want to meet phil ,,, his sexual tastes are to extreme for me … but rmemeber my sexual tastes
is for to get the climax for my lover ….. her JOY and bliss drives ,,me it drives you ,,, we do whay they want more
than it is that we have to have the events exactly what we do as much as it is the ORGAISMS that we search for those animals
sounds coming out of the girls … and for each girl a different set of actions may be needed or succesfull in creating
the sounds out of her …
Deb says that … i am so luckey to have met her … when I did , and I am so luck y to have had the
great variation of relationship events while with her ,, the pains of our stress …. I feel for her ,, hell I feel for
my own pains but , it is these that are OUR LIVES … the remeinders we all have aor are going to be experiencing common
themes . and then to explore the truth ,,, not the happy ending of a movie where the love WINS …. Remember it is a
movie ,,, but love is REAL but just not a movie …. So when you have a chnce young master to explore your NO’s
Ahhh the current pleasure
of holding Deb . to feel her presence ,,,, then to know at the same time I WILL sell this house , the house
she and Julie ARE GOING TO arrange to live in like it will be there’s forever and I worry each and
everytime I write that I hurt them …. And I worry about my love fore DEB …. Not that I will not love her but
her expectations ,,,, will she feel that it is a lie ,,, but I must now realize the freedom of choice fo DEB to think one
way when the reality of me is the other ….. two different rockets of desire …. All I want is for her to realize
what is her deepest NO’S AND KNOW’S …
Like ester says ,,, Abraham – Hicks … if
you got 2 choices and both kinda are good and bad ,, well choose one and make that path a GOOD
path , find the bliss in it ,,, concentrate on tha bliss ,,, it is what I do , I see bliss in and beauty in the 1 on
1 love story of course ,,, but , take that bliss in the poly also … I compare the lifes tlyes based on whatever evidence
I can think of and then create the GOODS of the harem …. Amking it the best of the 2 paths ,,,,,
from the outside it sems like I am trashing 1 on 1 ,, but no , I say go for it if youw ant , but when it becomes the Repeat
….. really think. I sure ain’t no professional but atleast I have tried to explore whatever I live OUT OF THE
CLOSET DOORS ….
A beer a day
Ahhh young master when I saw myself wanting a beer a day for 3 days in a row , I knew I was in trouble , the beer deadens
the emotions ….. the emotional guidance ,,, the dance of life ,,, my own personel feelings ,, not what others think
is good , ( which may have merit , but it is not my ,, MY path ….. you are taught very young to ignore your path in
favor of the RIGHT path that your parents and teachers tell you ,,, the fairy tale of SHOULD )
Ok Deb and I most weeks do drink a beer after
Jammin in Jensen her work night …… but that is it , but I found myself joining in with everyone else in the
drinking the hididig of feelings the next night , and the an other night … why very complex , but the action was a
signal to me , Phil you are going somewhere you had been before ,, and a place that will kill you in darkenss and depression
… no fun I like fun . so I had to admit …. To myself there was a very deep problem with Deb and I
A simple problem but a deep problem , it
is called LOVE ….. we each care for the other and want to be loved for who we are , wheich is good enough ,,,, but
each of us has a PATH ,, and our paths are different … bummer ! commucation ahh now that can be ahrd a problem for
many for all of you actually dependant on expectations of the response of the other person who you will commucate with , the
expectation formed by the past commucations …. Valid expectations .
Yet contrast is important the rain is not as fun a s a
sunny day yet it is nneded to have rain to keep things growning and going …. Ahhhh I can finally breate again I can
write again , I can be proud of the ideas I spew out to the world to see and think about even if I am insulting … insulting
does do something I forces people to look at themselves form a adifferent angle ,,, and I trust that most people see the pain
ths spawned the words not just the words …… in knowing the paom pf one MAN you can understand the pains and
confusions of many men ,,, who CONFORM hide in that BEER …. To end that feeling , done for so many days weeks months
years to the point they lose contact with their own emotions …. Their path , their deepest inner GOOD MAN NATURE ,
the DNA of the protective harem male …..
The paim and confusion cause THE TIWSTED INSTINCT …. And the good man becomes
the bad man .. the lousy male … the guys so may girls have to date because they have no other ALTERNTIVE … I
cn now return to writng and openly talking about alternatives becaue I listened not to the WELL MEANT SHOULDS , but to the
evidence that I was ignoring my feelings my own path . and commucated in the way I was able to … with Deb .
Did I cause her pain and discomfort , does
that slap the face of the protective harme male which is my instinctual self , that wants so much for my female to be safe
a nd protected and loved and happy ,,, YES ,,,, my words hurt her made her life stressful , but only because to her my PATH
is ALTERNTIVE … not one she realy wants in her life , not needed ….. that is fine , I do not ,, do not ….
Want my ALTERNATIVE to be a should but a choice ….. well I write now becaue we have cchoosen to
sepreate our paths …. Each supporting and loving each other yet knowing in a very short matter of weeks we will separate
pyshiclly to each walk our own paths ,,,, friendship and love and good wishes for each other . and honestly the deepest of
hopes that each will porve their own path to be a good ALTERNATIVE in the KITCHEN OF THE UNIVERSE ,, something
of use to themselves and others . aSOLUTION to something instead of just aceepting reality as a reality .. saying NO , there
is hope to live outside of the shoulds . what are your shoulds young master ,,,, feel them ! do not drink them away ,,, your
shyness in dating is evidence of your TRYING TO LIVE IN A SHOULD ! … a complex realizing if you can really ,,,,, think
about it .
Looking into Cleavage
Why young master are you interested in TITS?
WHEN YOU are without regular pussy and you repeat cerertain sexually frustrated patterns of thinking during masturbation maybe
you even convince yourself that titties are something that some how fulfills YOU , when in fact dipshit ,,,, it is about her!
Again I want you to keep the
image of the silver back gorilla male the protectrive nature that is you , the you that just does not VIOLATE every woman
you see at any time , the good average man who does respect NO . you only get PUSSY when the pussy wants to be GOTTEN …
and there is a direct line between her tits and the wetness of her pussy …. Ok this is evidence of the MUTATION
of us as an ape … we are the only ape with such latge engorged TITS even when the female is not feeding young ….
Her tits are hard wired to make her pusy wett , yes big tits talk to you saying that female can feed her young and will give
you kids , so over our warfare eveolvution years these last 10,000 years of living in greed that we learned fron PHAROH ,
you kept women you won by war based on first glance …… love at first sight
Ohhh here I go again destroying the fairy tale ……
laove at first sight based in the spoils of warfare , deciding which would become a tent slave good for sex and which would
be used up in the fields as a worker slave .. one who would die leaving no DNA trail because they were worked to death quickly
,, while the girl who looked the part of a good Puppy would be kept young and fresh for the tent your pleasure .
Now realize something dipshit ,,,, get a
movie ,,,, HE WAS A QUIET MAN … and realize the truth behid ,,, the old words of wisdom about the state of modern man
( these words are 100’s of years old ….. ) man lives in a state of silent desperation …… look for
the section and that beautiful cleavage and then realize the current state of sexual MANIPLULATION ,,,,,, later when the hero
is playing with titties , think about it …. When you play with tits you actually do it to get her hot ,,,, AHHH to
get her ready relxed to get her to be like the female gorilla wanting to be fucked ….. getting yes not a NO . that
is what titty love is all about , not that the feeling of a nipple makes you feel great no it is her reactions her response
and relaxtion and opening , her wetness driving her … and then allowing you to act ,,, to fuck ,,,
Some women think that titty love is about
males , reliving their mother hood connection , WRONG , when your male girls starts to think of you like MOM , he is then
responding to you as a CONTROLER , and that will kill his desire for you ,,, again go back to what I have wrtiing about CONTROL
AND COHERCIEN . and rmember it is not my words but the wors of experts ,,, like I say dipshit , I am also a dipshit ,,,, look
at the words of POr’s and think , feel for yourself , not just floolow blindly the SHOULDS … but get the pearls
of wisdom and trash the rest …. No you do lust for tittties because you are looking for mommy , you do not want to
fuck your mother ……. You lust for tities to excite the female to get the sounds that she does love and desire
you ,,, the animal sounds , the non verbal commucation of WIGGLES AND WETTNESS ….that say the truth ,, she loves you
like she DNA is designed to …. She wants you sexually. Everything else is fairy tale shit
very changeable and forgettable .
A cigarette a joint a valium
Young master , when you get the idea of the Toa ,,, the idea that what you are seeing thinking about
and feeling , this reality , that fells like a sild glass in which you can pour water and the water will stay confined …
the hard ness of GLASS …..when you understand that the reality behind reality is UNREALITY , it is something we can
not understand int his limited form of being form ,,,,, being inside a body . when you get it , the meta , of the idea of
QUATUM PYSHICS ,,,, the idea of vibrations … being the deepest expression of THING .
But if we are I and I ,, if we are all the same of
the same stuff , then how come we do not understand each other ,,, BECAUSE dipshit you came here to experience
LIMITS ,,, you cam form the everything the vibration , to experience ILLUSION of thing .. of a stop ,, of a no ,, we all agreed
to forget what is real , so that we could be experiencers of THING … I had to forget that in me in each cell of me
, is ME ,, an awareness equal to me , that I depend on for this human body to function …….
So that I can have this adventure of being some fancy human …. Now when you get this
You are outside of the agreement ,,,, well at least
the agreement of some ,, because osme want to really live limited , to be bound by ,,,, the idea that a glass is solid real
and unchangeable …. OK GREAT HAVE FUN , but look at the evidence trail of the lives of those people on average , not
the fairly tale , ideals of their beliefs but the day to day working of the people who live that way …… and
you will find the need for CIGARTTES , JOINTS AND VALIUM , to suppress their spirit who wants to express itself in the body
to think outside the fairy tale of limits …. But tha breaks the agreements and to insure the agreements of LIMITED
AWARENESS survivies your kill your self with mind NUMBING DRUGS …..
Your personal EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM ….. telling
you where to go for you , but you fear that human nature is evil you fear youself that you will be SELFISH in the eyes of
others … living in shoulds … when in fact your DNA is one of love and protection , for tha whole you , direct
family in fact even the whole city tribe culture even you have feelings for all of life every where , you feel for animals
dogs and cats …… you honestly feel for everything …. Human nature is basically loving ,,,,
So why fear being selfish in following your
guidance system ,, and dumbasss realize that the feelings you have today , will CHANGE ,,, they will evolve as you learn more
,,, you couold be adamant about the idea od LOVE and Romance and th 1 on 1 ….. and if you listen
to your sould the VIBRATING of the quatum particles of your being … over time you may evolve into and INSTINCTUALIST
…. Thinking outside the agreement of limits of IMPOSSIBLITY . finding reason that things are impossible look for them
reason and you will find , hey how about looking at the equal truth about your own life …. The reason why it is not
working for you or the people you know , how about looking equally at that , as you judge the ideas of others , and guess
whay you will find reasons why your current life is wrong
Well no life is WRONG it is just adventures ,,,,,, and you can not experience that type of life without
living it ,,, walking in the shoes of one who believes and lives ,, that agreement , that limit …..
But when you expand dumbass , you may have
a hard time interacting with the limited ones …. You may have to lie , to keep old friendships ….. but feel
it dumbass , when you want to live like them ,,, when you need that BEER JOINT of Valioum …….ahhhhh whay are
you doing? Why is that chemical life more fun than real if what changed in you ? think young master think
Bag of DOG SHIT
I must be doing something RIGHT ! young master you
can not make all the people happy all the time ! now with me I want YOU TO THINK , I hope to generate thoughts ? any thoughts
is better than having people just be blind deaf nad DUMB sheep following the programming of the media and
religions . so when I just found a copy of my book in a zip lock bag filled with what looks like DOG SHIT ! I
said to myself ….. self you must be doing something RIGHT !~ I got someone to feel to think to EXPAND their
mind and emotions enough to express themselves in a GRAPHIC WAY . ( and smelly I am sure , I do
not know because that is why god invented shovels to pick up things at a distance )
But think dumbass , if you are always jumping the
the hoops of societies shoulds and ignoring your deepest feelings what does that feel like , does it feel like the depression
you live in and hide frome thru recreation chemical use ,,, or even video gaming? Or whatever it is that you do that you hide
in …. Finding something that you think you can be GOOD at ! jumping thru a hoop if you would realy look at the activity
, and what is it that you are hiding from dipshit?
Ibetcha it is your feelings of frustration with the opposite sex , it is a constant topic of your life
, a constant deep emotional stress , realize the truth young master , hell I do not care if you get this or not ,,,, I just
want to give the opportunity to become happier to you ,,,, I do not depend on your happiness for mine . enjoy your adventure
young master keep driving into that tree in the road of life ,,, the blonde tree , the brunette tree , the redhead tree (
this goes for girls also , guys have different colored hair and guys can create a lot of broken hearts and lies and problems
….. ahh but girl how about choosing next time SOME THING ALTERNATIVE ? HMMMM now that would be alternative
to choose something alternative … now a boy covered in tattoos is not alternative no he is fashionable ….. )
Ohhh well atleast I know I
have touched the heart of another human ! and they commucated directly with me ………. Your book is shitty
! ( I never said I was a good writer now did I ? lol )
The golden touch of pussy
Young master ever heard the ad TRUST THE MIDAS TOUCH ,,,, it is from the car place right ?i was talking
with womeone about her car and questimned her on her choice og service professional and all she could say is that while looking
she saw the sing and remembered the jiggle the advertising she had heard her whole life and then turned in like a robot she
turned into their driveway …… hmmmmm intereting how powerful a stupid little jiggle is … repeated over
and over …. The 1 on 1 is a jiggle and something repeated so much that you act like a robot going towards it without
deeply thinking about OPTIONS , and DAM IT ! think because you are based on the law of averages going down the road of
DYSFUnCTION … personal stress and family stress and … this is very important for young ladies who may
read , the child some day you want so much to love and cuddle to see her or him smile and coooo …. That child will
have to deal with your STRESS AND ISNSANITY only because the choice you have made now to IGNORE THE POLY because and idea
was repeated to a point that your brain could fathom nothing else.
Next to death ,,,, the fear of the fact …. I shoveled up once more one of my
ferrel cats off the road …. And I felt sadness .. I sai to myself ohhhhh poor baby mamma cat ….
She was one of the kittens now grown that looked just like mamma cat . and who was I to judge that the spirit of life the
expression of infinte source that was experiencing living was not correct in it’s own personal choice to have that minute
as theminute of the FACTUAL eventual ending ? who am I to judge ? to feel saddnnes ? why because again of my training my programming
about death , the animal world does show a missing of a fellow traveler , the other cats came while was burying their friend
and sister …… they knew she was gone …. And within minutes though life went on , that means bothering
me for a hand out …. The circle of life , they doing their job , getting free food instead of hunting which they all
do as evidence from the field mice bones I find … yet begging from me is also fun I guess . yet I feel sadness . in
the loss of this wid cat . every living thing is alive who am I to judge one more alive than another ? is not a weed still
life? A living plant ! now how and who chooses the things which will be programmed into your thinking ?
Who were the romans who crafted the bible
from history to create such a wonderful creative way to control a varied group of populations they called an EMPIRE ? who
but those who were PROFESSIONAL the learned , the book taught …. The product of programming ….
The PROFESSIONAL , were trust the professional all to often to think for us because life is so complex , only complex dumbass
because you let yourself get trapped into the materialism things … control you and separate you from your animal side
that understands life is a circle friends come and go and SO WILL YOU !
Fancy fucking doctors
Give us their oppion and we
accept their words ,, their ideas .. ideas of life of spirit of inteillgence , not unlike us , only one that choose to learn
and study something different to become and expert in XY or Z … where I choose to become expert in window washing …
to break the bond of PROGRAMING can oftern take ? ANGER ! Wow in my own personal anger ,,,o foimd step
one of the climb up the emotional guidance system is to get angry find a plan and understand your won motives …. I
can now open my eyes to what is already out there ….. the wide accepting variety all ready , studied by FANCY FUCKING
DOCTORS here is something from a cool web site http://www.lovemore.com/news/QuickNews.asp
This presentation will be an experiential
exploration of what it is we want when we talk about intimacy. People are often looking for ways to go beyond just talking
about relationships. You will interact in groups of various sizes and experience new ways to be friendly/intimate with close
friends and near strangers. We will look into ourselves to find what we mean when we say we are poly, swinger, or into BDSM
or any other lifestyle we are exploring. You will be able to choose to take some risks, open yourselves to others, and have
an opportunity to do some safe touching, and be touched, if you are ready. No one will be admitted after the workshop begins.
Everyone will always be at choice as to how they participate, and what they share. Please dress in comfortable, loose clothing.
after you
realize you have been force fed a fucking fairy tale since you were a baby , maybe you can feel more confident with outside
ideas with the understanding that PRO’S accept the variety and encourage it . in fact train you in
it ! atleast this time you are in control of your own PROGRAMING .
To Dodge or Ram a hot wet Pussy
Young Master , would you put this bummer sticker on your Dodge Ram Dueli ?
“ If I wanted to hear the pitter patter of little feet I would put shoes on my dog “ well would
you ? hmmm think honestly , the reason why you do not , is it because you honestly do not like little humans ? is it because
you think it would scare off a prospective girlfriend ( hmmmm jumping thur hoops not expressing your current feelings so that
you can get laid …. Mis representing yourself )
Now young master on average girls mature faster than men , mature in that they feel the urge
to have a child , the deepest of DNA drives of lilfe ,,,,,, they depend on locating
a stable male with a stable territory so that they can relax and then produce and raise 1 or more children in safety ,,, think
about the animal nature and then compare the reality of human dating , and find the similarity ,,,, now mind you we human
have PERVERTED …. Our instincts , because of the 1 on 1 laws enacted by Rome 1500 yeears
ago ( not the whole of mankind but the ones under the control of rome ) why? I will write more later
but with the question rooling around in your brilliant mind I amd sure you will find answers on your own …. You are
no dumby , dipshit my firend .
Now for you , you are not focused on family at age 20 ,,,, while a teen you do your fairy tale dreaming during
your practice dating your first few LOVES … actually very important bonding activity that if was natural …..
you would have left the early love of that girl to go out into the world build your territory then return to invite ( claim
your love ) the female to see if she wants you still ….. but not now in the CONFUSING world of profit matierialism
, and ecominc slavery ,, rmember the whole idea born by ROME was to use the bright and shiny , the greed of the lazy and drunk
, to control the mass ,, and as ruler learned from the evidence of their army personnel use sex to control the male ,,, use
sex to control the make ,,,, like the Bononbo female uses her sex to confuse the male in to peace ….. so we human learned
to do the same thing ,, force the male into a 1 on 1 , keep him in a state of sexual stress at home a HOME AT WAR …..
is a male who can not focuc on the political machine and the crooks who use it ,,,,, like our current ….. right wing
rome based chritian president ( roman based ? all christiamnity is Roma based or atleast Rome
altered )
So young master ,,, if right
now you are not focused on being a father /husband etc , that is normal ,,,, are you happy just getting laid on occasion and
spenind the reast of your time humting and fishing ?
Ahhhhhh , good you are so normal ……. You throw the rock of unhappiness into the air ,
because dipshit , your DNA will speak to you shortly … theurge for something , more life will seem empty and you will
search , to fill it ….. and the 1 on 1 Roman trap is your only option your programming is teeling you you have nothing
else to model from . YET, you are a HAREM ape ,,,,, not a bonobo or chimp but much more like the gorilla
I speak from experience after
rising to the top of my sport , Recreational Sport fishing in the wolrd wide center of the Sport Miami Fl. Having fishing
lure factories in the Islands and my products and name being sold world wide , I found the emptiness creep in , I felt I needed
something more ……….. then I looked to my model ….. my dad …. Some one who succeded at the
fairy tale he and my mother were the 1 out of 100 who were happy all the days of their lives ….
And form that Model comes comes me , promoting the HAREM the poly ….. why ? because I found out that it was a lucky
fairy tale that they lived they were truly luckey and they knew it .
Think about your notivations right now young master ,,,, realize the learning , that
you will CHANGE ! and prep for the Ttruth OF YOU DNA ….. life urges are strong
you are a DNA ANIMAL ! you are not above the DNA which you expess life source energy thru …. Think
dipshit think .
Sex in a bubble bath
Young master , a hot bath is the better than
drugs for you for her for both and all of you … if you do go down the poly road … my friend lets say it is a
cold day what better way to re heat your core self than to soak in a good bath ? ever do it? Why not? I betcha because of
your COOL your image , how you perceive yourself based on the images , the shoulds of others ,,,,, well that is fucked up
and you call yourself MASTER , not master no salve to the whims of others , their ideas , for to be master is to travel the
road less traveled …. Taking time ,,, dipshit in instead of spending time ….. you control your life if you want
. that is the core of the 3 tents plan in www.instinctualism .org out of the rat race , the struggle to fit into the modle
, creating a world where you are MASTER not economic slave …. And then you wi8ll RELISH the bubble bath and the hand
job ….
Yes a nice pleasant play with MASTER’S DICK , hand job , lasting a long time bringing you to the edge over and
voer , just playing with you like a toy …… just to see you shot your white cumm up in the air in the bath with
1 wife or 2 or 3 ….. what ever and how many ever you include in your BUBbLE … ahhh now another use for the word
bubble , that space outside of the insanity of the world of regulars …. The bubble you create , yet ,,, what if a girl
does not fit into the bubble well , she will feel her own path in time , trust , the TAO … if you are truly living
like a toasit then you will show her hwe own bubble … encourage her to create her won bubble , aid her in this creation
….. as you travel your raod less traveled in your bubble . think dipshit about the bbubble of your up brining , and
your current world , what is atround you ,…. Sleep with dogs wake with fleas …. But disphit do not blame
,,, no young master do not blame be thank full THANKFULL ,f ro they give you contrast things to compare to , so that
new ideas cn be born new creations made , and infinty experiences itself as thing because of your choice to move to act based
on the effects of contrasts you no longer want to experience …. Infinty KNOWS ITSELF . because the possible of you
coming up with the idea was always a POSSILBE3 , but until you ,,, YOU AND ONLY you did it … was the reality
of infinite possibility realized ? get that ? huh ? think dumbass ! enjoy bubbles !
Now after everything is done tis day
the bath is over the hand job a pleaasnat memory and the good night puppy fuck just sweat on bodys of both of you two
, what do you think as you go to sleep , rmemeber I so often talk about the COMPOUNDING effect of SUBTLE
things the harem does provide a subtle effect for the girls in so many ways , positive ways especially for the kids of the
family having the extra moms to lessen the stress on a ! mom by having 3 moms , the effect of a child in their own changes
finding that person that day which BEST resonates with their vibrations their feelings that day ….. subtle things .
like the feelings you have as you go to sleep , do you go off to sleep anticipating the adventure of tomorrow , in fact you
can not wait to go to sleep so that tomorrow comes?
I am sure you have had days like that nights where you rushed to go to sleep so that tomorrow will
come , and why is not every day like that? Why? Why is staying up late the activity when the freshness of a new day is not
looked forward to ? the stale old smell in fact odor of a bar full of drunks is anticipated nmore than the freshness of a
sunrise?how did you allow yourself to be programmed like this?
Well it probably again was the repeating of the life you had as a kid , where mom and dad got to sty
up late! And so you to wanted this special event to be your reality …. Why did mom and dad think staying up late was
so great and morning was so terrible ,,, they hated their lives and going to wrok ,,, work the service of humanity the creation
of smiles their your effort the opportunity to create happiness by doing a good job ? ooooooh right ! they were not masters
of their lives they were VICTIMS OF life ! LIKE YOU ARE BECOMING!THE ECONOMIC SLAVE …. The submissive to the woman
in your life , the I LOVE YOU slave , collared with a wedding band … sublte compounding events ….
So how about altering thigns abit a and going
to sleep thinking your won thoughts ? it is your life your body your mind ,, no one is there with a gun saying ,,, think as
I say so , for I can read your mind your personel hidden anticapations ….. no one can read your mind but YOU ! IT IS
YOUR PERSONEL BUBBLE
Love of sex? Or the sex of love ?
Young master since your long term experience is not.. to say you have not had the time it takes for
things to age in the mind and thus change , the experience you have now is different from the experiences you will have ,,,,
but you will have them , just listen to the wise old advise about the changes in relationships …and if you would then
,, think with your own mind not the mind of PROGRAMING and expecting reality to live up to the articles
written in magazines in the case of girls or the image imprinted on your mind by TV and movie .. but think from LOGIC ,,,,,,
ahh but love and logic are supposed to be diametrically oppsosed ,,, no! they are not that again is the statement of the LOVE
FAIRY TALE created a misconception of expectations .
Love is the action of creation of the territory the long term health and wellness of the family unit
….. ohhh but this is not sexy writing , you want to hear about dirivng your thumb deep into the pussy of a WANTING
hot girl … and the moans of pleasure that will follow this pentration …..AHHHH LOGIC … cause and
effect …. Not love. Yes logic , because the relaxed female after the stress of life is take out of the arena wants
to relax in NATURAL HUMAN RECREATION , the pleasures of the flesh … and her flesh is sensitive to touch , when she
is once relaxed no longer stressing g the MASLOW’S HIERARCHY OF NEEDS …. Then she can relax and enjoy the sensations
of her tits and how they connect to the wetness of her pussy the punding of her growning clit which wants to be touched by
a DIFFERENT HAND , the unexpected action of the touch of that different hand your hand . it is different thah her time of
masturbating .
But young master as time goes on you , get lost in the stress of showing love thru sex , your animal may get confused
by sex and love …. It is showing up now adays in sexual dysfunction of men in their 20’s men who now a days FEEL
for the love …. And get confused .
When the truth is sex is sex and love is love …. Now the poly and www.instinctualism.org is about breaking up the fairy tale connection ,,, so that sex can once more
be the natural HUMAN RECREATION it is and nature designed it to be . thus you will not create the stress and confusion and
possible sexual dysfucnction . .
Her pussy and her body n general is a big pleasure toy .. once she changes her mind about sex and LOVE
…. You also are a big play thing that expands when pleasured and touched … when you get erect the excitement
of the girl growns as pride growns in her mind at what she is creating , but but but , the 1 on 1 can destroy this nature
. and it does destroy tis nature time and time again with its confusing demand to tie love and sex together . LOVE IS
when you create the 3 tents and a camel ideal … the territory the basis of stability then allowing for stress
free living and more sexuall desire . because of the lack of life stress .
Then you can PLAY WITH HER PUSSY MORE OFTEN ,a nd playing
with pussy is pleasant it is much fun to listen to her respond to my touch I get that pleasant rush in haering her sounds
I say to myself I am doing that the pride grown and so does the hardness and thickness of my dick .. but if I am worrying
about the love dysnaics of our relationship , the LTR aspects of our friendship then I get confused and I lose my hard on
even though if iw ere to be jacking off where there is no Relationship stress I maintain very good hardness and thicknees
…..the never a NO effect of fanasty ,,,, and girls just say well you are not working for the relationship ,,, WORKING
nd stress not conducive to sexual recreation in her or me …. Oa spiting of concentration expressed in a deflaltion
of and hard on !
I wonder if grisl can understand the 1 on 1 fairy tale they desire is in fact that which destroys that which the y
call love . because of the DIVIDE AND CONQUER . does work so well …. And in conquering a male ….. he loses and
she loses .
Somplex ideas for you to think
about rmemeber I am not here to think for you but to bring up ideas for you to thinka bout for yourself . thin about the facts
you love forcing fingers in to a wet pussy who is thinking aonly about the action of being fucking , she is not thinking about
other ideas her focus is on what she is feeling … and she responds and feels and shows it in wetness and sounds , of
being fucked . amd you too are then focused .
Compare your reality your experience with … well sicne there is not real discussion ro alternative
modeling you have nothing to compare to ! bummer ….. in time young master in time ,, a few short months away ….
Will be the instinctualism compound the BUILD IT AND THEY WILL COME … in fact you are invited to come over take a load
off and explore your possible future ….. kinda like the www.lovemore.com does workshops to help you understand the reality of alternatives so will the
3 tents compound be there for your learning and thinking ….. a compound where the facts of sexual pleasure are as important
as the facts surrounding love ….
A bed is for more than fucking
Young master that soft thing called bed is the door to oppurutunity . a door to dreams and adventure
,,, oh yes I am sure the sensation of thrusitn your cock in and out of a naturally wett hot pussy is a dream , hearing her
respond controlling that wiggleing puppy ass a you fuck her is adventure but I am talking about something else that has to
call you from the day before for it to be something that will become reality …. A GOAL
Now I am all about making the sex part of that goal
, the effect of the 3 sisiter will give you better sex since you will not … slip down the slope of the I LOVE YOU SLAVE
, of sourse you willl love each of the sisters each of your wives each in her own way for her own provate spirit , but but
the dynamic of having three , when there is one 1 hard cock means that a certain amount of female NATURE , of friendly competition
slips into her life which actually will become a sub concicuos goal on her part to stay healthy not focus on problems and
UN REALIZED EXPECTATIONS which leads to expressions of drpressions that can take the form of pain ,,, the
body talking to her .. telling her something is wrong …. The competition is so good for you and her …
Now the goal is to best the best a man can
be ,,, it is the competition with yourself … since we are deeply solitary animals us males ,,, yes we are social also
, but do not ignore that solitary male DNA aspect …expressed in the evidence of my territory is richer and safer than
his territory ,,, yet when the girls has much stalbity to choose from well they will then choose from the heart and by the
image , the sexual attraction factor of pretty ….all good things that keep sharp . sure when you create the compound
some of the girls may in the beginning have to hibernate to re-center themselves and their lives to re-program themselves
, but after that period while they are returing into the world and thinking with expanding and relaxed eyes and understanding
you again will be in competition with the males of the world ,,,,, SHE IS NOT YOUR … I LOVE YOU .. SLAVE
either . it is freedom of choice . and if you love her you would be happy for her no maltter what she may choose al
long as it is not done manipulatively ,, in other words she is not hiding and lieing ….
Like the female gorilla , can leave the territory
at any time and just wander off into the jungle to meet and other male and eneter his teeritory so are you ……
But back to bed time , when you want to go
to sleep so that tomorrow will arrive quicker so that you will be able to create and work toward your goals that next day
, complete one more thing on your list of things to do ,,, ( make a list ….. it is your best tool to build what you
want like a blue print for building a house is a vital toola so is your personel to do list ) ….. when you find yourself
going to sleep wanting to listen to the old wisdown of ,,, early to bed and early to rise makes a man health wealthy and wise
,,, when those words become your truth , you are on your way ……. You are at theat point on the emotional guidance
system scale where your , vibration and that vibration of the source energy are becoming in line and you will see and feel
and taste * and smell the pussy ) of MAINIFESTATION.
And to manifest a compound an ALTERNATIVE , island of reality , a new choice of life style for your
self and females and the children that WILL HAPPEN … the security and helpfulness of the sisterhood , the friendship
….. the idea of never WORKING BUT ALWAYS
DOING THINGS YOU LIKE which people give you money for …. Think about how you feel about tomorrow
as you go to sleep are you ,,, excited with the idea of SLEEP ? if not you are not excited about your goals in life ……
get it dipshit?
The NLP of her clitoris
Young master in fact two you , it has been
like almost 2 years since I have the pleasure to talk with you guys about your lives , and to encounter two of you in my daily
travels in one day was most cool ,,,, to address here the 1 whose background with Anthony Robbins Training your understanding
of NLP of mental states etc ,,, why do you ignore that when it comes to girls , I hope I was able to open you mind to how
your mind states get altered by the flood soxual hormones that rush thru your viens when you find the BAIT sexy ….no
do not get trippy aboput what sounds like anger it is only to get you to think , but I write BAIT , and I mean to spark the
thoughts of MANIPULATIONS ,,,,, understanding then the subconcciuos actions of both you and her , and how they do not serve
,,,, they do not serve as I again brought you back to observing the facts of your life dating to date ,,, with your mom and
dad , and the familys you have observed …. So why not get ANGER . if the anger will hekp you commit to changes ?
But back to finginering that girl for 20
minutes and she not CUMMING , ok dipshit remember mental states and how important they are in the expression of living , deep
in her was confusions … yes I betcha she was enjoying your skill and attempts , her wetness and sounds of pleasure
was proof ,,, but you also said she had a good buzzzzz on , ok so her body was altered and maybe have been numbed ….
Her mind is also numbed …. Her deepest reason for sexually wanting you a stranger to her so quickly is evidence of
her own sexuall frustrtations …. Probably in her mind she had ,,, NEGATIVE expectations of you and
herself ….. thus blocking her totall relaxtion .
Now to you 19 and you got soft during a blow job ….. hmmm it is like pulling teeth to get a
male to ADMIT ….. to admit his won stress for you view it as weakness when in fact it is not your
fault , you the what looks like from the outside is the consummate BAD BOY but in you is the nice guy ,,, so in that car with
a girl who attracted you deeply who you had know for a half hour before becoming sexuall , part of your good man was ,,,,
saying this is to fast …. In that she did not fully cummmm you felt that you had not done your job ,,, you felt guilty
…. And the constant programming that describes oral sex as a form of INSULT …… just compounds a deep
mental confusion and the resulting softness , lucky you did use your mind , your menstl state you you realized it , you brought
yourself back into a PORNO state of mind where you could insult a girl who your DEEPEST inner DNA animal found worthy of protection
and life long commitment to … respect and love …. Thus deep sexual connection and recreation .
But you brought her into the vision of a
slut in a porn that you were using and you were able to regain full hardness and girth and give her the milk of sperm she
was sucking so hard to produce , ( which she then spit out like it was poiosing ,,, confusing isn’t it the compounding
of this event is what is also fueling that softness , because that was not the first time you had the … INSUTL of having
your sperm treated like it was poisin ) YET SHE WANTS TO BE responsible for making you cumm with her mouth
,,, a very confusing activity for her and you …. Full of social expectationa dn programming ,,, why do girls think
sperm is POISIN ? only reason is the repeated idea and social conditioning of peer groups ….so you got your rocks off
she felt proud ,,, she enjoyed a good fingtering but you did not get the pride of feeling her cummmm
Well young master , tell me abouthow the
mind and programming comes into play?
Now to you my friend , I have known you since you were in grade school now the fine young man , the
future mental health professional the thinker and infinte traveler of the mind ……… and again with girl
troubles ,,,, the eventual ,,, became the event while you were having cooffe with me , she broke up with , you ,,, you did
not break with her ,,,, because you do love her , but the unalbity of you two to really understand the deepest motives of
each makes really commucating impossible ,,, sure both of you are schooled in commucation like no other generation before
… AND STILL IT FAILS …… why Mr. Samrt Guy ? why ,,, why ,,, why …. You do love her but she wants
something else , not real male love but a fairy tale that you can not realy deeply understand ! …. And she says that
you do not feel like she feels CORRECT ,, SHE HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD ! , she says that I am RIGHT ,, she does not feel or
think like you do , we are different and not supposed to intearcat like the fairy tale model ! that you are learning to promote
in Universtiy ,,, yes you will help others live in desperation their whole life , treating the sym[ptoms that I am treating
by dicussing the root pPROBLEM ,,,, the confusion of male/female relationship stress , that you I know have been living thru
since you were like fucking 12 ….. just a fucking chick magnet .and it failed and failed and failed to the point where
you honestly stoped trying to hard .. the expectation of failure is ingrained so deeply ! NUT WITH GOOD !!!! REASON . because
the fairy tale is a fiary tale .
Love is that deep truest male feelings that I know you harbor …. And I know that you understand the ideas
of my theory yet ,,, again SOCIAL PROGRAMING , living in the world of SHOULDS ,,, serving two masters …. The expectations
of others and the deepest INTUITITION your DNa talks to you with ….. ahhhh so you are coming up
to visit the compound huh? Most cool , I will love to show you it , when it is done the years of theory needs to end ,,, and
me your suuragute Uncle has to move away to do it …. So you can have a NEW UNIVERSITY of relationship study and actually
potentically realy aid the patients of your future , as you say , mental healt is a JOB SECURUTY industry ! aaaaaaahhhh throw
the rock into the AIR ,, the facts of the law of averages , the build up of relationship stress finaaly expressed in silent
depreation zand meantal ikkness tress and addiction ,,, and confused self abusive treatment of ones self…. Peace young
masters ,,, wow to meet tow of you in one day both again with girls troubles like always !( yes and it is nice to hear that
you both have been secretly reading my stuff on occasion ….. thinking but NOT COMMITING )
Pearls in her ass
Young master the range of toys to explore the SENSATIONS
of the body is vast , and ANAL PEARLS are one , how can I twiste ananl pearls and a lesson about
Abrham-Hicks well I will but lets first talk toys …… and the desire she has to explore the sensations she can
experience and to explore she needs a MASTER to perform the acts to her ….. now the word master means a person who
can MASTER themselves first , because to trust you with her safety is it not logical that she would expect
you to be able to control your own life and future?
Ahhh but in the frustration of finding a good relationship many girls just pick and male who claims
a title online or in person , witn no real evidence trail or understanding about him , is he worthy ,,, are you worthy ……
why do you want to see a girl in DISCOMFORT ,,, do you realize it is the exploration of sensation or are you working out your
anger at women thru this sex … or are you just going thru the actions to get the pussy ,,,,, getting the pussy is probably
the correct one since you are most often limited to having just one pussy in your life . and you will do almost anything to
secure her ….
The beads the ananl pearls , well make sure they are large enough to be felt , make sure the distance between beads
is long enoung for the ass to close a bit between beads … and if you make you own beads make sure the cord is strong
enough your knots are good and that you KEEP IT CLEAN !
Now back to pearls ,,, finding pearls in dirt ,,,, Ester is an entertainer ,, she is like a writier
who writes a strem of thoughts and feelings , STREAM OF CONSCIUOSNESS ….now a MASTER does not worshitp a god! That
was something that evolved much later it is not in your DNA …. It is social programming passed down from generation
to geneneration …. If you want to find the pearls in Ester’s words , do just that find the wisdom ,, feel what
she is saying before you think about it ,, and watch the followers the submissives w2ho think she is gifted beyong themselves
….and remember you are YOUNG MASTER dumbass …. An expression infinte vibration energy all the things that our
limited atomic mind can undertstand you are the UNTHINKABLE . so listen to her wlike you are hunting pearls hidden in shit
….. and pearls in shit can be fun , it is not disgusting it is exciting … this is the lesson of Anthony Robbins
understanding how you mind set , your state of mind , will form your real experience . and who controls your state of mind
dipshit , who is in your head , who makes your minute to minte choices? Your mother or father , NO they
are old messages of TRAINERS , who did things for your best interest , but you dumbass must now choose your ADVENTURE ……
now something will fuck it up , and on is the using of chemical recreation instead of living . when you look forward to having
your chemical your beer more than you look forward to seeing tomorrows sunrise and the work ahead of you in building your
won dreams , when the relaxtion and hiding in beer is what you look forward to …. Think like a 1 who can master himself
!
She is more than a pretty ass
Young Master , the effect of sexual attraction
creates in you an altered state of functioning due to the flood of sexual hormones , when thr truth of relationship is that
you will still love her ( Or like her very very very much – actually a better description less fraught will sub concoicuus
expectations ) in the morming when her hair is messed up her make up is not there and those sexy clthes are piled up on the
floor , can you see young master the USE OF MANIPULATION in the habit of being sexy …..
It is systemeic in our culture it is the
bank account girls depend on , and it slao creates in them a level of stress that grows as they age … always worrying
about their looks , instead of their health ,,, now for a woman to want to lose weight because it is good for her ehatlh so
she can walk and run easier , so that her back will be healthier sure that isa great reason to diet , but because she is still
in a competition of attraction with other females , that is crueility she creates in her own mind , a system of ego and power
that womanhood created on their own yet they blame men for , but open you thinking and realize when the good man falls in
love ( I meaann vvvery vvery deep like ) he always she her real beauty for ever she is like the first time he saw her , because
he / you will see her so often not being sexy just being human and accept her and like her very very very deeply …..
wanting nothing but her happiness
But ass the female doubts herself so she expresses this seof in atoms ,,, yo9u have her or know about the idea
when you feel sick you look sick , well when you feel certain ways you look that way ,,, people with sour looks on their face
most often deep inside are people with sour dispositions ….. we show what we think , our loves show what we think ….
That whole meta idea of the power of thought
Well the power of thought is about not … Worrying …. REALIZING THAT
THINGS YOU REALYY want does come to you ,,, but the path maynot be the path you would have choosen , in part because the path
of the universe is to get you really ready for the arrival of your DEEPEST want ….. you gotta have enough skill or
experience to enjoy the thing you are about to receive ….. so when you have a want ,,,, relax look for things that
you can do … and need to do and do those things ,and stop worrying about things that you can not effect with you actions
…. It is kinda hard to understand this ,,, but little things like getting , certain paperwork all in line is important
,, especially if it is important papers of themes in the papers ….. the end result maybe being delayed because you
have not gotten the parwork ready for the arrival of that person or thing that will need it ….
You maybe be focusing on the future …
daydreaming when in fact you got tons of little jobs to do now to get that future ,,, ready ….. like working the 10
foot circle , talking to girls …. I was talking to a young master and describing the PRACTISE system of working a ten
foot circle ,,, to get comfortable talking with girls ,, even though you think your EGO is so gereat I am suprized over and
over and I forget how easy it is to forget how , basically SHY WE MALES are , and that if you can not talk you limit yourself
and talking can be something you can get better at by … just saying something to every female that comes into your
ten foot circle ,,, just being a friendsly human ……even if your goal is to be holding a whip or riding crop
and having that girl tie lieing on the bed , wanting the sting of that whip ,…… guess whay you will first have
to TALK TO HER …. So ……. Getting that aspect of your world ready PUTTING YOUR HUMAN foot
forward in something that you can effect right now , well that is better than just daydreaming or worrying about out come
…. Because it is action with the POSITVE EXPECATITONS of future success …… just say
HI !
Perfectly pentrated pussy
Young master , to touch again on the word
LOVE first that word is full of expectations and it is in the UN REALIZATION of those expectations that life’s dysfucntions
starts to grown ,,, the un fulling of expectations that were told to you when you were young in fairy tales ti whole idea
of HAPPYLY EVER AFTER ,,, the dreams of fairy tales , that were accedently programmed into your expectations . but you honestly
do not realize the power of that childhood programming , it happens in the silent time , the self talk you … WE …
all have when we compare what we think AHOULD BE happening and what is happening ……. Now
think dumbass , what you are expecting comparing to is in reality a SHOULD , the life of some one elses
creation …..thier happy happy story , it is not LOVE .
Watch animals …… and see LOVE also …. Why is it that we feel
that wee are the only DNA life that feels love? Again it goes back to ideas based most often in religions that told your fore
fathers that you were above your DAN you were not animal but you were GOD . you are not GOD just an animal with a brain that
can think way to much … you are an animal … and love just like animals do , very deeply and profoundly if you
open your eyes to the LOVE of nature ,, not the GREDD and OWNERSHIP of the fairy tale of love you expect to experience ……
With that in mind think about
the pleasure you like her to experience while you fuck her ,,,, you know young master the more sounds of experience you hear
coming out of her with you thrust your cock into her , the more excited you are the better the fuck . so here is something
to try ,,, to teach her if she does not already know , and if she does welll ENCOURAGE her to do ….
Because ,, when she is CUMMING , I am rocking ….. it is using her bent kness and her feet … to ride to angle
your leg … she places then like levers , like angles along side your legs and with her shifting of her legs she can
control the depth of my thrusting to her likeing … which is OK , because I like her to LIKE MY FUCKING …. The
faster she cummms , the faster I get the REAL SOUNDS OF HER SEX ….. I get those OH MYGODS AS I FORCE MY DICK EVEN DEEPER
THEN because she is in that state of constatnt orgasism she can not control anything … finnaly SUBBMISSIVE
.
So by her using her legs to guage the angle of my pentration early on , she gets that excitement that she MAY need
that time , each time cn be different for her depending on a lot to her time of the month .. and mental state …. So
by her riding me on her legs she can control her stimulation better cumm faster ,,,,, then I can get the OHHH MY GODS , the
owwies OF MY CONSTANST DEEP thrusting the
driving my dick into her feeling the nub of the entrance to her wome , which is exciting painful and , creating the screams
of a good FUCK … OVER AND OVER … the attempting to escape my fuck yet the over whelming body sensation of being
deeply fucked , over rides her attempts to evade my deep pentrations …..that is fucking that your DNA is asking you
to have …. The sounds of NATURE … the Dna response ! the animal LOVE ! so again use that voice that I hope you
are practicing with by practicing the 10 foot circle the sayi8ng hi to every female who enters the circle , the being a nice
human and complementing every girl in some way , seeing the individual beauty of the person not just the BAIT of her clothes
or clown makeup …. Ooops I insult girls with the make comparision , she is pretty no matter what ,, correct , with
the make up or in the moring with the make up wiped of into the sheets her face was buryed in while she did what comes naturely
… while SHE WAS SUBMITTING TO …… PENTRATION …. You are the pentrator ,,, rememeber
young master who you are do not let the programming of the polite loving good man ,, totally erase your deepest nature ,,,
YOU8R ARE A FORCEFUL PENTRATOR , she is the pentated she must submit to receive the pleasure that wet , pussy wants ! that
her animal side needs , that is her deepest INSTINCT .. SHE IS AN www.instinctualism.org member and odes not realy believe it but she acts it when she presents her self
to PENTRATION.
White sticky cumm
Young master that white stuff that cummms out of the end of your dick , makes the most fanstastic thing in your
life …. The events that create that white sticky stuff are fun the girl you will enjoy making the white sticky stuff
with I hope is your very very very good friend some one you realy realy realy like so much that her happiness is in reality
more important that your love for her ! ( stick that idea in your brain )
What doe3s white hot sticky cummm make , well it
makes babies ! and last night I gott to enjoy one of the few more weeks I will have with my lil’est one close by , he
is not quite yet 2 years old , not even two ,,,, and yesterday evenings visit her slept the whole time ( he has a cold ) like
so many times before when I bring him home and taken him out of his car seat for his few hours of visit with his Daddy , he
cuddles up into my arms tucks his head under my china nd beard and goes straight off to sleep before I can even carry him
inside , and like the first day I met this FANSTATIC thing my white stuff made , back when he was about
8 months old , he curled up on my chest and slept his visti away ,,,, with me singing the same lullabyes that I sang to his
two older brothers and one older sister ,,, who all spent many a nap on Daddy’s belly being a belly booskie ……..
That is what you cum is good for , but will
your fanstatic thing live the life like you ,,, was your family dysfunctional? Like the average? Were your parents stressed
, was mom nuts having to be responsible all the time ,,,, the benefits of the sisterhood of a poly family … was there
ecomininc stress because your parents were slave to THiNGS , ? was there much worse going ? was there divorces also , fitghts
, and that feeling of being ripped apart by your love and loyality to one parent of the other ?
Oooooh the fairy tale of love ! for 99 out
of 100 the above to some great extent is reality …….. this is love? I would rather realy realy realy like someone
very very very MUCH , than to hurt them with my love .
So for a few short more weeks I enjoy my fantastic
thing ,my son ,,, then I go ahead of him to create the ALTERNTIVE FOR HIM and his brothers , for his sisters also ……
the choice the evidence trail that he can follow ,,, if his FREEDOM OF CHOICE leads him that way … or her way …….
I seel my piece of the Jesne beach post card leave a profitable business to , start from stratch ,,,, once more . to prove
to him JUST DO IT ! .
Nothing I hate more young master than to hear you tell me that NO ONE WILL ………
GIVE YOU A JOB ! …. Like I telll you over and over fuck the begging! For you also young master I go out once more to
prove something . and you will read about it and have to say to yourself that you are not man enough to complete with this
old man ? huh? Is that what you want ? to be less than than ME ? I think not ! I still have more faith in you than you have
in yourself young master ! dumbass!
Dipshit , my friend when you call my house and you say that you are interested in the Tao ,,,,,, I
wonder what your espectation is in using the WORD …. Like getting the job , like buying the land like building an laternative
life style with new hopes and goals for the total family unit ….. it has to do with the thinking you do , and your
EXPECTATIONS …. See the Tao is just a word it is a word for the spirit the majic of the scientific word INFINITY ….
I gotta get you to FEEL again Abraham-Hicks mumbo jumbo …. But the pearls of the guidance in your feelings , and thinking
for yourself not limiting your thoughts because of the PRGRAMED shoulds you have been filled with by people
like your friends and media … an parents if you truly have interest in the TAO , then think for yourself for a while
do not follow me , read , plan dream ,,, FEEL ,, truthfully FEEL what is in you!
Realize how much things like SMILES , really mean
to you , then realize that creating smiles builds that good feeling in you , the pride of doing something that creates smiles
, is what you really like to do ! and the easier fastest way to change that idea into money is to realize the idea of a service
industry job ! which will mean you will have to let go of the EGO of whay your friends will think …….. whay
your friends will think ,,, it is time to GROW UP out of the teens years , that animal JUVENILE
STATE . where young males band together before the create their personel territory that the females
will judge them on and choose who they will settle with for their life and mating …. For LOVE …. Where is the
Tao in this ,, it is everywhere in it!
The newer blow job
Young master , expectations and realizations , in yur life right now I betcha are about , what you want ! life
is pretty good there is that balance of having fun and getting pussy and well there is not the urgency for any commitment
or planning ….. yep yep yep , ohhh boy I do remember those days . the days of watching her taste my dick , like I was
a new piece of candy to watch her caress my cock with her tongue for to watch her breath my sexual scent and relish and enjoy
the act of me enjoying the blow job . the hooter I got the hotter she got , just you when she gets horning and wett .
But the tuffing up period does come actually
it is , and has been happening since the first few break ups ,,, each left their learning that caluos the little toughness
of skin to help when you encounter the same event again …. But the newness of sex , the experiementing with the pleasures
that she enjoys providing for you …. That hard dick is such a wonderful toy to a girl when she feels free to enjoy
it without … without expectations on your part with out judgements ,,, of being forced by her own mental have to’s
…. When she herself starts to realize that she has sexual freedom of choice ,, then your dick is such a wonderful toy
to play with ….. yep that is a fun time for both are you experiencing that now ? I hope so , but how about the pain
of the break up of that relationship ,,, did you feel for her and in her new freedom she left … did you feel some confusion
yet the next girl , covered up that feeling …….correct….
It got covered up like the feeling of her sucking your
cock would cover up the feeling of being tired from working hard all day as a carpenter or laborerer …… as two
young bodys happy and non judgement about their looks or sex appeal relax ,,, and enjoy the sensations that are our NATURLA
RECREATIONS ….. it covers up , the ac tions of the mind as the mind is creating with out your knowledge , TUFF SKIN
,,, and expectations of failure .
Bummer me and my GLOOM AND DOOM …. But the expectations are there and they effect the out come because ,
whay you think about has a away of coming true …… your expectations come back to you . the compounding of experience
till the point that you no longer realy notice what you think but it is what you experience …. Because you deeply expect
it .. the power of thoughts . so why RESIST what is a fact of how your brain works ?
Why not understand it as CONTRAST ,, and
build solutions to a problem , create something new for you in your KITCHEN of the universe … so that the new , blow
job will be as much fun as the old new blow job was ….. the blow jobs you are experiencing for the first time now …..
that is what your reading of my blogs is all about to , help you realize the “ what is happening “ of your current
happenings
.
Ok so think allow yourself to think dumbass , soon as you start to realize that you are learning about girls ,
changing the way you expect things to happens , starting to lose the hope of LOVE m and start to just use every girl for sex
and only sex …. while you play at other activities , with a good supply of available pussy to satisfy your need while
you explore living ….. this is the creation of the tuff skin . and girls are experiencing this too
, for them it can be the expeience of being TOO PRETTY ,,, TOOO SEXY ,,, it itself creates a certain expectation ,,, it czan
be a girl who is what would be considered to PLAIN ….. tha creates expectation in her ….
AHHHHH EXPECTATIONs ….. what do you
think the expectation are for the “ fate au complete “ what are the expectations a girl will have ehen they meet
and INSTINCTUALIST master ? when you have created a life style so , out of the norm
yet so , comfortable and ntural , and and you have 3 tents , 3 single family homes already there , the expectations the thoughts
that willl circle around in the mind of the female whose nature is that of the CAT , the curicousity … what is natural
fo male or female humans to seek knowledge and understanding ,,,,, that part of you that wants to show its alternative side
with Tatoos is what also drives you to learn about a wide range of things ….. she will WONDER about
the concept behind the benifts of being part of a sisterhood …… the drive to understand to try it !
But without the homes it is just MASTRUBATION ….
The subtle dynamics do not act in the beinfit of both ….. so , keep reading dipshit ,,, and if you got my guts , act
ahead of me , use that wonderful mind to create even before me ….. have some fucking uts and prove wome fucking skill
in creativity . because she wants to KNOW ! she likes sucking cock …. She too has that TUFF skin
of experience , alevel of expetations , that you are just like everyone else ….. but the hard facts of www.isntinctualism.org …. THE OFF grid life the 3 real homes etc …. The idea of NOT WORKING
A JOB more than 1 day a week and having a 6 figure life style ? huh ? so much to have done .. and ready
so that it is not just talk ,,, but a reality that she can jump right into and suck on …… she can relax into
the newer blow job like it was when she was a bit younger , when sex and life was brand new ….. a time before JUGEMENTS
AND experiences . a 6 figure lifestyle ,,,,? Now think first dipshit what is the moey about it is about
buying a smile .. your own smile and often your smile is created when people you like are smiling ….. hmmmmm …..
the $$$ I only a tool of smile creations ….. a 6 figure life style does not mean the need ofr making $$$$ …
but having the smiles that 6 figures normally buys ! 1 day a week ? 1 job 1 day , yet 3 or four cash cows means never really
working at a job more than 1 day a week , no! boredom or trap !
Camel toed pussy peeks
Young master , why do they do it? Ohh there is a reason because all you need to do is compare girl when they are
in different stages of likfe and relationships and you will find they no longer ACCENDENTALLY allow camel
toes to form when they are in comfortable relationships that they like ….
So the camel toe is ADVERTISING …. But the
result for us is , the rush of sexual fansty and thus the flood of the drug Testosrone ,,,, and the altered state the drug
induced state ,,, of NOT BEING ABLE TO THINK , the effect of the Big T is to clear the mind to ready the make animal for fights
or fucking …. It helps us focus and be tasked oriented where the girl human ape is left with floods of varying thoughts
we luckly have natural food of The Big T 24/7 which help us to clear our mind and become less confused by random thinking
…
The Goals then can be worked
on PROVEN instead of talked about … talking the fore-tay of the female , they evolved in the cave talking about things
with the other sisiters the other wives ,,,, while we silently hunted or protected out in the woods …. Girls commucted
in the fields constantly like animals so that if a predotor showed up the ALARM the alert of talking of sound would alert
all the females and insure the survivila of the group to run back to the cave and ALERT me to arrive and kill the preditor
which means I like the preddetor must be HUNTER SILENT …. Focused on a life and death GOAL .
And this has to do what with the pretty little
camel toes so many girls sport for us to think about ? well it is a hard example of what I sdeeply happening in her mind …
it is evidence of her desire to be SUBMMISIVE ,, yes it is , she wants to be taken ,,, she is asking some one who is of the
quality that I want PLEASE COME TALK TO ME …. She may say NO NO NO but she wants to open those legs let that pussy
breathe and be played with and then fucked over and over …..
So when you do talk , why are yur numbers ,,, YOUR LUCK so bad so often , well because
of your expectations your thinking , the past being replayed ,, now your past is based on the you ,,,, the self esteem of
the you built in your teens , that you have compared to the FREAM STATE of media advertising ,,,, the perfect male …..
as described by the repetive images you have been fed … the perfect image that ends up in divorce most often , again
it is the facts the DATA …. The image that buys and buys ,,, that is is invovoed in the ecominc slavery system of buysing
happiness thur getting the MO BETTER …. More and better stuff .
Now dipshit , your talk is one thing but your actions
are the truth her camel toe is TRUTH ……. Graphicly telling me she is advertising some ONE NEW .. still trying
…. Until she finds contentment or JUST GIVES UP 1 AN D SETTLES , to live the life os silent desperation , the female
equal to what we live neither realy thinking about the vest choices of alternatives ,,,, the vast kitchen of infinty we are
supposed to create . the expanding universe that leading edge creative thougt forms are to make , into THING ! OOOH I AM GETTING
INTO toaism again the meta pysichal , do not get trapped in just the REAL the atomic world remember the
balenc of mind body and spirit ….
Dipshit what is your truth , what is your action ,,,, ? what are you studying ,,, porno? Are you stuck
in the fansty of DRUGS yes it is self generated drugs as powerfull as any street bought drug and just as addictive , in fact
used to often it will lead to the lessening of the enjoyment of real sex …… because you can alter your stroke
in a way that is instantly gratifying while fucking or reicieving blowjobs is much more vaired …. And often not quite
right like your hand will do with out you even thinking about it …
What else , do you care about the future that some day
you will want to have a FANSTIC THING IN YOUR LIFE ? kids ? how about a relaxing work life ,,,, how about recreations ,,,,
in fact the average does love fishing and building sit ,, and farming their own land it is in your nature
, it is much more natural than going to the bar … the bar is something you do because you have never thought about
anything else because you never realized your total options ….. dumbass it is your life ,,, your choices ,, and they
are effected in the end my your actions ….. your gorals your plans .
Howabout if you were the ALTERNATIVE guy that this camel
toes advertisng sweety walked by ….. she came into your 10 foot circle ,,, you an instinctualist male , who now no
longer views himself in terms of the ADVERTISED MODEL OF MALE ,,,,, maybe you are the male she is wanting not to say NO NO
NO to , but she can not if you do not talk ,,, what are the current expecatation in the mind of a man who has taken an alternative
life path ….. his self comfidence level does he need to find it in a bottle of beer like every one else?
But it starts with plans and actions ,,,,,, and
that is pre dated with comparing contrasts which give rise to desire for changes and then studying options and solutuiions
. then the actions …… 18 months of hard work then you never have to work hard agin but work because you find
fulfillment ,,, it is a change in life style the thinkig away from the trap of industrial dependence . go to www.instinctualism.org , explore the ideas of building an anchor life , think about your body and the
earth from which all foods grow …. And they GROW EASY WITH OUT MUCH HELP … real fucking human food which when
you realize is your natural foods that feed the pussy behind that camel toe also , when she becomes excited about becoming
different and the oppurutunity ……. The new plans , to make a little cash but spend most of her time with her
firnds and family her sister hood and you and the mother of us all ,,,, mother nature .. in the evidence of your action …..
the compound ….. thnk dumbass , use that brain be open to your own power .
Her 60 second climax
Young master , evry thing can be brought down into
the smallest parts then the grand THING will not seem so daunting so grand so impossible , now her orgasim well that is grand
but not daunting yet at time it can seems allusive , that is her own combination of hormaone states and mental stress …..
her body goes thru monthy cycles of receptivity and replusivity and so does her ablitly to climax easily
change ,, thank god most girls understand our GOAL oriented nature and give us the satisfaction of the fake orgasimn so we
will stop pounding them ….. they in fact some days feel just fine in knowing that they were used as the object of my
sexual relelase to provide that is satisfying as a good climax some times . this idea is on www.instinctualism.org
But back to the 60 seconds of her climax , for example using a tool a vibrator if you keep it sationary
still for like a full minute that area of her pussy will get numbed ….. and you defeat the purpose of using the tool
. and even those times when she is on the edge and she needs the continued contact or type of stimulation if you were to count
out the seconds of that activity ( bery hard to do while enjoying the moment ) but if you did you would find out what seems
like forever is actually just a minute ….of course there are those times that you are diriving your fingers deep into
her and the angle is just wrong and your fore arm is crampong , but she is so close you do not want to stop but you want to
seee and her her cummm ( just like she likes to see hear and feel you throb as you shot your whit hot cumm in her pussy ….
The same desrire and pleasure in providing for the other … CREATING SMILES … 9 HUMAN NATURE IS BASICALLY GOOD
0 welll during those series of 60 seconds you are not actually providing exactly the same action no you
are varying the action so again ,,, it can be brought down to the smaller 60 seconds of each type of movement .
Now dipshit building a house is the same
thing , it is just like stacking blocks to a 3 year old , each nail the gum shoots , is an INDIVIDUAL 60 second action , each
PVC JOINT YOU GLUE IS AN indiviula action ,, each wire nut you twist is a 60 action ,, added together thinking and concentrating
on the 60 you experience you will eventually look back after it is all down and go wow
! fucking hell I built a fucking house all by myself , because dumbass , you are smart enough to follow simple directions
to do the actions involved in each of the 60 seconds steps , yet to look at the WHOLE house
it semms over whelming .
Building a business is the same thing , the realization of of ,,, that your h uman nature is to enjoy creating
smiles and people love to receive that … and that you can do each 60 step well when you stapy focused on that 60 second
step … with tha confidence you do another 60 second step with a DEEP LEVEL OF INNER CONFIDENCE , now ,, why because
it is no longer a big thing but a series of little things you are good at …. And that confidence when you describe
to a client in 60 seconds what service you provide for them so they will have a smile created by you for them which , in the
end is the YIN AND YANG of human interaction and commerce . your self employement income will grow 60 seconds at a time …
Next is to the simplifaction of living well
, living in an organized space is comforting you are less stressed with the nagging deep thoughts of I HAVE THIS OR THAT TO
DO or where is this or that . but to look at your dirty messed up house and life it is as big a projct
as building a home , well dumbass , start the proving right here … the proving and realizing of everything above I
have written , when you go into your room an look at your bed a ll messed up , a small part of you is feeling messed up ,,,
if it were made you would not have to look at it and say to yourself , sub consciuoly 9 I SHOUL HAVE MADE THE BED , BUT I
DID NOT I AM A SLACKER 0 … so prove this , start counting ‘ ONE , ONE THOUSAND , TWO ONE THOUSAND THREE ONE THOUSAND
“ and so on and start to straighten up the bed ,,,, straightern up , not a full amiking of it , but a simple everyday
like straightening up , move the comforter back , pull the sheet a bit not fucking perfectly ,, then pull up the comforter
again not fucking perfectly , but it will be a whole lot BETTER than the mess you started with ,,,,, and
count while you do it , it will take 20 to 25 seconds . and later when you walk back into that room, you will feel better
about you and your life ,,,,
Next 60 seconds , pick up your clothes toss them into a laundry basket hidden in a corner of your room
, put the magazine on a dresser pick up the dirty glass and palte and walk out of the room again now the room is cleaned in
less than 60 seconds , and how may rooms should you realy have in your personal life DIPSHIT ?
Bed ,living, bath, kitchen/dining …..
wow four fucking minutes a day and you have a clean life ! stress fucking free well dumbass when it comes
to growning food in the compound it is the same thing it is made up of a minute here and aminute there ….. nature really
does the reast ,,, understand the yin and yang of mother nature , you say to a n apple tree here I will start you off in great
soil I will protect and feed you and you will grow happy strong and feeed me and my familys , and guess what the apple , peach
, plum , pear , almond , walnut , hazelnut , cherry , nectarine , black berry bush , blue berrys , etc
etc etc , will all say thank you for turning on the water …. Turning a valve 60 seconds …… walking around
the yard with a back pack sprayer , mixing the formula with water 60 seconds , walking past each tree , 60 seconds …..
done onver , basic human food is always available to you and your family for fucking ever buy commiting to a simple series
of 60 second step ,,, and YOU LIVE STRESS FREEER ! ….. if you want dipshit it is choice , you can stay living like
you are a ecomonic slave like your mom and dad did or put a series of 60 second steps into you daily or
weekly life ,,,, the growing of food is more a weekly thing ,,, the four minutes of self organization … is well four
fucking minutes you waste that much time sitting like a vegetable watching COMMERICALS on tv , you waste that waiting for
the computer to down load , you waste that at a fucking ReD LIGHT in trafiic ……
It is all about 60 seconds make sure to move
that vibrator around shit the angle just a little it is now a newer experience 60 seconds plus the last 60 seconds and the4
anticapaiton of the next 60 seconds an you will get that climaxing hot wett pussy which is even more sensitive
and fun to fuck ,,, forcing her to have multiple orgasims actually , hurts her , yet is fun for her …..think
about it dumbass
My bigger tits
Young master , well first feel you attraction for tits , understand the DNA nature behind TITS what is their real
purpose ? is their purpose 13 million years ago when mammals were younger on this planet was the purpose back then when titis
distinqueshed us from Dinosaurs was the purpose a Breast to be displayed in a Designer Fashion Blouse ? So that 1 female can
sho some sort of $ status when her other female friends look at ther .. was that why tits showed up 13 million years ago?
But tits have become like aCyrstal China
display ,, something to show off as a MATERIALISTC posseision …. Someelse to worry about to have
a ddep constant feeling of stress about , because with each possession that you own you fear it’s loss , at a Sub C
level it is a constant stress that needs insurance , and if it is lost your ego will be less that it is now , you are less
. hmmm think about it her tits once operated on are now a deep level of worry about whether the operation needs to be re done
some year , will they cause her cnacer ? etc etc ……
Now , animals so use things to attract the opposite sex , large tittys are very strange
in the animal world we are on of the 3 out of millions of animalw whose females have large tits when they are not feeding
a baby …. That in itself is strange …. Now some birds look at the nests to see what strange shiny thinkgs are
in it before they choose a mate ,,,, some insects also glur tiwigs to their bodys ,,, but in HAREM AMIAMLs ,, it is the quality
of the territory and that in reality if you were to study it has to do with HUSBANDRY ,,, instinctual husbandry .. even the
predator his hunter takes the disease out of the herds creating better health among the animals ….. the wild boar who
brings his favorites seeds back to his territory in his shit so that his local territory after a season or two is rich in
his favorite foods that he foraged from far and wide ….. and if his taste in foods is the same as a girl pig looking
of a DOM a mate , then she will pick him ….. OF COURSE the beauty of him is important if he is eating
good meat from a herd which he harvests from the Lion King is healthy , if the pig is eating ggod foods he too is healthy
and looks good a shiny coat of fur . The Grolla our very very very close relative , also looks best when he has a great big
stand of wild celery to eat from ( remember that big powerful ape – we are apes also – is a vegetarian –
apples peaches pears plums cherrys and nuts all foods easy to pick by an animal that walks on two legs alsong with the eggs
from the nest of birds in those trees …. Real huma foods , the fruit trees and with free range chickens )
But the deep stress you feel about the manufactured
Ego items you carry around thru out life , does not realy in the end serve you once you GENERALLY leave the Grredy life of
the city to build a compound , the friendship and family and the pride in the territory you maintain and create is much more
important , the view of watching your Belly Booskies going out in the suhshine safely breathing fesh clean air in a safe neighbor
hood to feed on sun warmed ripe strawberrys , and tree ripe pears ,,,, the playing and running of them , the smiles of of
ththier mommys and ths sound of friendship between the moomies who live less stressed in NATURE that you created and manintain
….. that my friend is LIVING THE TAO !
Yet you will want to enjoy the world of the city from time to time , but why depend on the COMPETION
of bigger titis or a bigger truck or fancy cloths , depend on the acceptance of strangers , to get your personel power and
Self Esteem ? why ? why worry which you DO ! yes you do ! you may not notice it until now but start to feel the deepest of
worry you carry 24/7 while you live with your Esteem tied to posseions … like her bigger tits , or your bigger boat
… or how well you can bag your pants or how many tattoos you have or how big the hole is in your piercing ? always
with some one else bigger and better than yours ,,,
While in fact you should create a world of your personel likning…. A herd of strong healthy feed
animals your lion nature can hunt from , the shitting of seeds in the land you own , the planting of trees, the digging of
your recreation and food producing pond , what catfish ? fresh fryed to your liking or is it large mouth bvass of hybrid stripers
, the fresh egss gathered from the roost boxes you placed in the tree line where the lfock of wild free range chicken feed
from you wood land , and the fresh human foods ripeining in the sun , and then gathered and dryed in a solar cooker for the
winter season , to be made into peach tarts , apple turn overs ,,,, having the time ,, having the world created so that the
girls can work 1 DAY A WEEK and have the cash they want for things they like to purchase , in balance yes have nature and
have the cash for enjoying some city life , leaving much time for each girl to live life and create ART ? yes why not let
her create arts and crafts and sell them but with out the stress of depending on it for her income , making art fun .. separating
…. That is what Master training thru www.istinctualism.org will provide for you , the chance soon to experience the compound and hands on
training in every aspect of creation and life style building , then it is FREEDOM of choice ….. you do not get in line
to supplicate to some chick with fake tits like the average frustrated chump ….. no you are the Dom with something
they can not get in the world but she may want and you allow freedom of choice …. My way , no more your way …
it is freedom of choice …. You young master creating a stabilized environment that can and will be destabilized by
letting the greedy spriti of eve to , pollute your creation ,,, it is Freedom of choice over and over …. Only 3 girls
out of how many thousands of girls in your towns and citys ? 100’s of thousands and you just
want 3 who GET IT !
Fuck me , fuck ME !
Young amster that plead , or demand ( yes coming from some girls is sounds like a demand , this girl has become
a Dom by default ) that vibration that sound as her desire builds and her nneeds ,, her animal needs start to control her
once more , she expresses her DNA nature the , nature of the PENTRATED … hear that word .. pntrated , she is a receiver
…. She I less with out you … she NEEDS you . and who and what are you ,,, are you not just like the plastic
dildoes only in truth smaller thinner than many dildoes ? why does she NEED YOU?
WHOO ARE YOU IS the pentrator
,,, the active …. The Dom … she submissive by design so that her target can be PUNCTURED … pentrated
. you are not the size of your cock you are a whole PRESENCE of activity and desire which gives her the understanding that
she is worth something in this crazy world ,,, this world where programming keeps telling her and she accepts their judgement
, the TV advertising keeps saysing she is lacking she ,,, needs to add something to her so that she will be viewed by other
human as a worthy person , so buy you fucking her you getting hard her inner animal feels WANTED .. the banging of your body
against hers , the way you grab her waist to drive your dick into her while you PUPPY fuck her ,,,, is a commuccation form
….
Ohh commucation forms , I have been
reading Eckerd Toll with Debbie ( actually she is reading and when something is interesting she will read it out loud to me
) well this artist writer commuctes in a great Fashionalbe manner , with words that excite the pride of the reader …
you feel so fuckin fancy to be in the click of reading such shit ,,, ooops it is not shit , the message is the message of
the ages , the deep message is that you are NOT YOUR MIND , but the animal … you are the toa coming to experience living
as a human animal … and part of animal life is SEX …. Not thinking and thinking and thinking to the point where
you think about the thoughts of thinking living in unreality of minds and words , like Zhauanzi talked about the trap of words
…. Now the www.instinctualism.org ideas are about getting yo9u back into balance with nature ,,, and that means
sometimes , the discomfort of learning to be natural once more to give up the ADDICTION to the grocercy store maybe and the
restaurant , sure balance things ,, keep the ecomony going for sure but you as a 1 ,, of 1 of very few , you sweep your own
door step by changing your actions there by changing your world your vibrations , and your section of the wrodl and the world
is a lil better ,,, do not say , well let them ,, let someone else do it first then I will follow , that is not YOU YOUNG
MASTER … if yu are truly master .
Onnn back to Toll , well he is popular his art is a fashion and he sells a lot of ideas ,, great for his
ideas are good , guess whay I FINNALY HAVE A PUBLISHER …. I need on that first retail some people to write their reviews
of my words , GOOD BAD OR UGLY I want your true feeling ,, did I spark a new thought in you ? if so SAY SO ! an I impossible
to read ? ( fine I accept that I never said I was a writer ) but , go to http://www.lulu.com/content/2019732 and write a short review , if you have read all or part of TWISTED INSTICNT or
my blogs which is a part of the total series ….. I thank you in advance .
Back to you thinking about her sounds of desire ,,,
and the importance in the poly life , the girl who will want to change who will want the alternative , will commucate with
you during penetration , she will express her deepset submissive nature and need you to take her to use her for your pleasure
for that is the YIN AND YANG of the human DNA ,, the reason why you a thought of the infinite unlimited stream of poosibleity
, of ideas , you came form the toa into form to beome a THING , a human dependant on other thought forms who make up the atomic
world , they experiencing the being ,, the being ,, the xperience of being and ATIM ,,, how can you an INFITNIY long lived
consiuosness of you ever know aht it would be like to live the life of a tree except by truey be a tree or a worm or a bee
or a carobn atom , or a human … the total parts and palyers that make up the ADVENTURE of a bing a single thing …
out of the all possible things in the Tao . ]
And this brings you back to the sounds of her sex , which will create the baby that you compound will
protect feed and allow the baby to grow up healthy and safe with 3 moms who are not stressed by the constant demands of PROGRAMING
, to be what she SHOULD BE ., but she can be , they can be human females with a male living an INSTINCUTALIST
life like the DNA in you calls you to do … think for yourself dumbass and oooh yes go write a short note of
your POINT OF VIEW AT …. http://www.lulu.com/content/2019732
In pumpkinheads room
Young master do I write to you ? does it matter if you read this , ? yes and no , because you are pumpkin head
, boyboy and peritio and booskie , you are m kids , I was in your room pumpkinhead , that room that you
spent so much time in TIME OUT in …. And I wondered what went thru the head thru the mind of a 4
year old , why was daddy so stressed why was life so hard , why did everything you did seem wrong some
times well alteast the times that you were in time out ? and I that room , I nned to pack that room up now , get everything
ready to move on , to create a newer model .. of living for you .. so you have a choice .
Why , is the stress in the life of tha parent transferred
to the kids , how can it not be , the parents who do lve the kids so much day in day out are fucking livng in stress and transefereing
it to kids in their UN ABLITY , yes UN … ablity to just be DADDY or MOMMY … I read that article those few years
ago about the school using 3 teachers in the class , the explaination that the individual child as well a s the teacher changes
from day to day and in havng 3 teachers those daily challenges of personality of moods , can have expressions and understanding
with the freedom of choosing which teacher to learn from that day , to have the suupoort of other teachers on those days that
the stress of adult life just is tom much , yes we are loving adult humans , but we can NOT be at the TOP of our game 24/7
and this insane 1 on 1 this single family concrete box living is qwrong , for an animal that is a harem animal …. Again
look to nature
Is daddy always plyful no . after a while his ears get sore , from being bitten on by the babies and he grolws ….
Same with the moms , but in having multiple moms ,,,, having a dad living stress free ( oer atleast more stress free ) the
abilty to give love , and not time outs is more likely ….. who cares if I sell books …. Should I write for that
reason , or to bring up new ideas different ideas , not just FASHIONABLE , trendy Swanky ideas …. But to hopefully
generate ,, deeper thoughts plans ideas concepts ,,, leaving FAIRY TALE BEHIND , in favor of … UN BROKEN FAMILYS
So I was in pumpkinheads room , having been
7 months since I seen my sons , because of the power struggle of women to prove themselves RIGHT at the cost of … of
…. Of their children . prove their greed to be right only my way ….. I have been wronged
I am the victim ,,,, not my fault , it was the man who created the mess ?OR WAS IT ? look back to the reason
1 on 1 was created and became the law .
back in rome ,, why to create a tablity for women who maybe should not have EARNED the right for stability ,, the GREED of
EVE as written into the bible a myth a parable a story to learn from , the fisrt thisnkign about what is happening to us as
a human animal , why did we forget OUR INSTINCTS . … how can
a weak force manipulate subtly a strong force … like water carving out the grand canyon , water seems so soft so gentle
and it cuts like cold hard chisel in time . the effects become irreversible … habits of thinking … etched in
stone .. passed for mom to daughter allowed by father and son …..
Options and freedom of choice … ALTERNATIVES .
in livng , in food , in housing , in power , in careers and arts , in sexual recreation and love and friendships and greed
…. In the family unit . ahhh but to get you young master to get your attention by talking about that which interestes
you and the subbies all around us ,,,, to do that I bring up sex sex sex ….. because it is our nature … our
recreation .
My kids all broken from the others ,,,, if I love then would I not also love that which they will
ove and will they love their kids ? will they have broken familys living stressed in body and mind by demands of not understanding
their lover by , the need of the $$ addictions ? and so wil they not also someday be lieing down in their childs room missing
that childs smile? And wondering WHAT THE
FUCK WENT WRONG ? so to love punpkinhead is to love his child and to love that child
means to foget greed fashion , public acceptance , money and CREATE AN ALTERNATIVE .
Contented in hand cuffs
No young master a first thing , is that the
metal ahnd cuffs even the fussy covered ones , are wrong! If the girl is up for trusting you then she is up for you to have
good tools , get the Velcro cuffs , they are flexible and that will allow her to feel ! the fucking not the twinge of the
paon of metal cutting into her wrists ,,, and you do want ti to be about PAIN maybe the taste of choclate verusu vanilla but
proper creative sensation , just like eating straight powered coco is yucky and quality chocolate is sublime , so is the difference
between the freedom of being restrained with flexible cuffs that hold her writs firmly and sercurely tied to her lower legs
and you have such a pretty presented puppy to play with .
She can feel the spanking the teasing of her psuuy the desire build and zstruggle with all her might
when you are fucking her holding the Hitachi on her clit directly pulliong the hood back she can stroggle with force that
if she had struggled like that in metal hand cuffs they would cut into her wrists and ,,, take the fun out of being fucked
like her deepest inner nature desries to be fucked
She wants this freedom , that her EGO has been denyed by being the “ I “ that Eckard Tolle
writes about in his newer book , that “ I “ that associates her ddeepst inner desires with the un attatinable
of freedom to be herself . for if she is herself she is no longer be a TODAYS WOMAN …. The hight of the Eve model from
parables of old . the sublt control of adam in that adam did not want to be ALONE . so he ignored God and nature to have PUSSY
in his life and ate of the GREED so that he would keep Eve smiling ,,,, feel how you eat of the apple today young amster
, feel also the tie you have to the things in your life which you feel are4 you ! again I refer to the words of Tolle who
is describing in fancy words the same shit I use ,,, fuck you and disphit shit to get your attentions .
But that idea of alone …. I can remember
in my childhood my mom chuckling about how lost my dad was those times he would have to come home to an empty house because
hse and the kids were out of town , how loney he was …. She felt it cute . AHHHH the message of Adam and Eve proven
in todays world ,, hell proven with me just this past weekend in a choice I made to throw away three beers ,,, I berate you
for drinking , yet I have said I do choose to drink alone when I am in states of deep hurt and confusion … well Sunday
I was alone like my dad was , I had done much work that day work for the family so was not alone since I had my family in
my mind , like when I work Monday thru firday …. Like I found the REASOn for living was nore than just BEING PHIL of
phil’s bait and tackle … that family was much more satisfying . so after working hrd , and still looking at Pumpkinhead’s
and Boy- Boy’s rooms and knowing that I miss them so deeply and that I have to apck them up without seeing them one
more time , leaving with out seeing them , because to see them willonly bring up the pain of the seprstion more acutely for
them , they live in the bliss of mainly forgetting they have a daddy .. focusing only on their new family unit they have stability
peace and the most happiness every thing I could want for them given the circumstances .
So , I choose to drink to take the edge off the FEELINGS
of ADAM the loneliness ,,, now dipshit in a 3 wife compound instinctualism family woult that be reality very often .. how
differently complex would the idea of being the GORILLA tha protects the territory for the ahrem of females
and children , and receiving the gifts of their sexuall submission as the compfrtable feeling desire to give it ,,,, a rises
and stimulates her freedom , FREEDOM OF CHOICE , to want to be tied , to be fucked with a dildoe in one
in minute and my hard dick in the next minute to be fucked from asshole to pussy back and forth till she screams shaking her
head in a blend of orgasimic bliss and spanked sensations …… of freedom to express and yelllll and let the hormonial
drigs wash over her mind brain and body ….. NOT HAVING this for me , or her’s ( 3 ) left me
feeling alone TRAPPED by the lifestyle of my fathers who followed like good warriors the rules of their generals the governments
and releigons … without really deeply thinking . of feeling the contrasts of the emotional guidance system .
So to drink 3 and throw away 3 for be brings
that deeop felling of being a liar , of not living up to the recommendations is spew …. But fuck I am just ADAM …..
taken from the garden because of the teaching of the past forefathers …. Because of the love fo family that Adam had
and he FEARED being ALONE more than trusting in the concept that a GOOD EVE did exisit ….. does a natural EVE live
or are they all only ,, the things they they OWN , again the words of TOlle ?fancy words which are so far remeoved from eve
when she is tied with a dildoes ticking out of her pussy with my hand reaching down to keep it in as my hard cock is fucking
her ass and she is screaming in SENSATIONS breatihing hard from orgasism after climx , feeling the bliss
of being the PENETRATED !
Contract pussy
Young master this day is the day of LOVE? Or is it a fashion and fairy tale event created by our SLAVE MASTER the
thought form ecomony who itself hsve inteillgence different from that which we understand , likie we are comaparable to the
beneficial bacteria of your gut interms of the life of the thought form …. Love is much deeper that the feel good drug
of infatuations in real life it is a contract … in books like Slave Craft there is much reterence to the BDSM contract
, even in the lvoning Dom and that great work of the Dom chick who felt her nature and became submissive , the link to her
book can be found at www.instinctualism.org from the bating behaviors pages click the warning …. But to the contract
and how , I think you should RECREATE IT …. Not just the BDSM but for the life of the love . the family because if
there is going to be more than just some fun tieing her up and helping her to become FEMALE again ,, to become her natural
self subbbie … then if it is just fansty and pay time then young master you are just being used manipulated once more
…… and why should a GOOD MAN a yfine young master let himself be … used , when there is such a lack of
men like you who …. Think for themselves , you are RARE young master , dumbass my friend , …. What you have
to offer is important and something to be proud of ,,,,
So disphit let us understand the reality of contract pussy , which dtes back to when mankind first
used contracts . it evolved and changed and I do not want to go over allt he hisoty I just wann touch on the ancient pratise
of contract pussy , it was a gift to the female as well ass to the males , insuring peace among tribes , and good oves
for girls who understood in fact Zhauangizi made reference it . yet marriage of TTODAY is an example of one of the most cruel
and ILLEGAL contract forms , so bindin as to be un inforceable in normal traditions ….. yet if you were to bring up
a PRE nupe your future Miss would say , but why do you not LOVE ME ? ahhhh the fairy tale in use
for manipulative igornance when desired ,,, and when you go for the liscencse the government will remeind you ,,DUMBASS THIS
IS A LEGAL CONTRACT NOT LOVE !!!!! dumbass go to the marriage liscense office and get the book you have to say you have read
first beoffore you can get a liscense for marriage now a days in Florida ,,, and understand ,,,, it is nota bout fairy tales
.
The BDSM contract is also
not about fairy tales actually it brings both of you back into reality why are you together what
is really HAPPENING . why does she feel the need to be herself and can she trust you to understand and
care? Especially when there are so many weirdo males with fotos of themselves , ejaculating and shit on the web males who
are so far remeoved from THEIR OWN instinctual nature as to Grope for human interaction thru ransty exclusively to the point
of becoming warped ,,, agin the effects of TRUSTING THIS FAIRY TALE WORLD as truth which the fairy tale
IS NOT ! it is … skin ddp … looks not the person is the valued aspect .
In your contract one important point should be ….
Child support … you are loaded 24/7 , it is not your fault she gets preganant she knows her cycle and SUB .C’ly
chooses to open her legs to submit at the time of fertility …. The time you can not feel be she does , she instinctually
feels and now jst because she knows the dates of bleeding. So if you are committed and have produced the life style and if
she chooses to allow herself to get pregenant , then changes … then returns to the search for happiness of GREED
of I ,,, of EVE … and the family breaks she leaves or wants to destroy your world , should
it be your responsibility?
For much more of this topic of course explore the instinctualism web pages , to get contract and child support
ideas of the legal aspect . it is very important to be real , because other wise you may get trapped by an Eve who has not
really thought or felt her EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE system before letting herself creat life , a baby was just a fashion that she
will now want you to PAY for … when you created a whole world , that was PAID IN ADVANCE to provide
for her and any children , yet a pre paid system not like the world of $$$$ so if she were to want to destroy
things over the CARROT of materialism she will want you to alter your PEACEFULL world to create cash for her hunger of power
. I believe deep in her is the instinctually loving person yet per programming the JUNKIE the drug addiction
of $$$ is so proigramed into many people se to cloud DNA happiness .
So contract , talking , having the compound as a STATE in advance willl , create a new
subtle dynamics neither you or I or her can understand till it is real . is it worth to experiement with
ALTERNATIVES not just fashion alternatives of tattoos or piercings and wearing black ? remember one thing
I you created a ccompound once you can do it again , it is the gift of being a master that inner confidence . The reason the
young Indian brave had to survive alone so that if he ever needed to create a world alone for himself and family he COULD
. the gift of the 18 month tour of duty in the jungles of Ecomony.
Roman orgy
Young master what was the manipulation of Clauidus emperor of rome
early on that created 1 on 1 , marriage , so that he could generate larger armys he illegalized SEX ! restricted HUMAN ISNTINCTS
, yet remember in the end he was controlled by the greed of his wife who in the end murdered him ,,,, the basisi in part of
the EVE myth was from Rome of this age 100’s of years before the use of Chrsitanity faith as population control ! oooooh
DUMBSHIT have you ever been sold a bag of shit or WHAT ? passed down from generation to generation , hidden
in failry tales and hormone highs !
See they understood that when a male gets wife he wants to stay home ! it is instinct to be home taking
care of his fruit trees and territorya dn fucking and plyng with the kids , the greed of the zking for more money and territory
was on no interest to the average human , so , to insure that he got ARMYS the kig made marrying at the age of hormomal nature
to be illegal ! thus in the amles sexual frustration he would fight harder kill better and make the king richer !
Well 1 preist went right on
marrying humans agaist the law , and he was thrown in the Roman jail , and sentenced to death , while in that state of HIGH
STRESS of being in prison , he was denyed sex of course and denied love and affection , well on eof the guards daughters who
came to feed the prisoners and knew of what the preists crime was , was nice and kind to the priest so the priest fell in
love , and expression of sexual frustration love without , touch …. And before eh dies he writes this girl and professes
ROMAN – TIC love ,,,, fansty caused by fairy tale desires that are un Requited due MANIPULATIONS
…. And he signed it your Valentine ….
Thinka bout the mental stress , thinka bout the greed of Calidus’s wife ,
have you ever realy learned anything about the amn Calsuidus ? he was a scholar , yet of course absolute power corrupts absolutey
and his wife , manipulated this scholar , with common human love lust and drugs …. Ahhhhh the skill of
WITDHCRAFT . the understand of the power of suggestion of what we call Hypnosis today but pratised 2000 years ago ,,,,
by very smart women who gathered power by amrraige and sex . ooooh the victim yes she was the victim …. The victim
of walking thestreets? Like girls today drunk and dressed to be fucked and what happens they get raped ! by
a male mad at women , it is a CRIME opf power the effect of subtle coercion and control over a life time expressed finally
in violence …. It has less to do with sexual frustartaion that getting back at the accumulated female of the perp’s
life . that only act as they have been subtly programmed to do since there was not other ALTERNATIVES , no real open disccusions
about what is HUMAN DNA INSTINCTS ….
Think dumb ass …… if you got the inteeligence and guts them amaybe
even act ….. plan … produce an alternative . and I betcha you will be suprized at the fgirls who want to come
and visit .
Or is it CUMM during a visit
, I am sure a part of your own twisted mind is thinking that , and feeling it is nature , when I fact nature is that you care
for her freiendshipt as much as her pussy …. These two are a different two important human aspects , once the ROMANCE
is understood as deep mental stress expressions the nature of commited friendship and sexuall expression can grown in you
, it will become that VIBRATION that Ester Hicks describes …. Comfortable and feeling RIGHT.
Last night I had again a time
to watch a good looking woman , invest emotionally and sexually into the Fairy tale only to have it get crushed and then the
depressions return to her face , a beauty she is so I know she knows that she can have dick all she could want ,,, from the
men that were around last night , but it was not just the expectation of sex , she wanted something more form this new missing
boyfriend of hers ,,,, did she want the security of his money , probably not she haas a job , YET having 2 incones is better
more secure and being secure helps a person relax ( ahhhhh really understand the deep security of the isntinctualism plan
the blend , read the Free Food page and thnk ) does she want the friendship of a male in her life she has
plenty of girlfriends but having a make is nice to have around ,,, and then the Cute lili’ smile she had early last
night while talking with her girls friends about him , the hints of that he maybe waiting at home already , THE HORMONES RUNNING
THRU HER VIENS AS SHE EXPECTS THE BLISS OF BEING penetrated ! ………. But the fact of him being missing
with out the concern this night for being ROMAN enough to tell her where and why he is where ever he is ….. being ROMAN
enough romoanitic , playing the GAME !
But look at her depression and tell me that male female relationships are GAMES ,
it is this fairty tale of game that causes such day after day … pain and feeling of UNCONTROL of
ones own life , the deep stress that ages us humans ,,,, look at animals the all look the same age , ( wild animals not the
humanized house pet ) they all look fit and healty , unti they suddenly age when close to time to TRANSFER back into the general
state of TAO ….. why submit yourself young master to this ?
When last night also a few girls came directly to me to talk to ask , PHIL are
you really selling that lil’ house ong PARADISE STREET? , will you not look back and say to
yourself ,,, I did something stupid ? and I have to discuss , living for the general betterment of my family
the most truest job of a man and a father ….. and I am creating something not out of greed but in a MODELING
for my children to have an alternative ….. and for them , the girls who talked to me to look at and think about
their own lives …. And then to see their body language the interst of their eyes , thea puppy dog look and attention
that is described in Speed Seduction as an altered state similar to waking hypnosis ….. a wanting to be lead into something
NEW AND DIFFERENT …. The direct statement of when you are settled . let me know what it is like so I can come and visit
because the rumor around town is very A-VAN GUARD this life style you plan to form ,
different from just the Fashions of the PLAYER . ahhhhhh tha is so nice to hear , it is this which really
gives me confidence for you young master , not the girls who comment only about being tied up and finding a guy who will do
that , but females who understand the total friendship package the sharing of a world and realizing the deepest of human natures
,,, re – discovering our INSTINCT .
Hypnotic submiisives
Young master , I talk often of “Abrham Hick s when I want to balance you , between the Body SEX , mind MONEY
, and spirit TAO . I say look for the pearls in her wise words and understand she is here having the adventure of being an
entertainer ….. for how can 1 infintie bineg tell another ininte being anything other than that which they already
know …. But while we play here in theis adventure world a place with limits that are so believeable that you got who
you are ,,,,, we do forget and she helps you remember usefull things ….. what does that have to do with HYPNOSIS ….
Welll something
First there are girls who would love to have some one hypnotize them into being submissive , desire being controlled
when in fact it is always just the relaxation into allowing the adventurere inside of you to experience that which , the EGO
I self that personality you think you are that you show everyone else ,,,, you [put that self aside in the hypnosis and in
remembering what happened in hypnosis the EGO sel;f has the confidence to incorporate the things it learned during hypnoisi
if YOU … you really want it …
Ester says there is no SUB C. mind ,,,, welll there is the infinite mind or awaress
that is so large that it can not be crammed into a thing as small as THING ,, a brain is a thing , a thing that can experience
events 1 at a time instead of everything all the time always ,,, that atae we are in infinity ……. The EGO self
is the self generated by your choice of POSSENSIONS ,, this is mine ,, I am an owner or controller of this thing ,,,, you
can ID me by me being the controller of this thing my thing ,, it starts to form ….. when the baby when you were like
TWO and started to control things take possenion of a toy or activity and told mom and dad NO …… I the player
of this game or toy does not want to stop playing and take a nap , or go shopping ,,,, I the adventurer ,,,, that WAS the
beginning of EGO self ,,,, well like girls have many many ,,, compartimentalized EGO selfs , one that they show their mom
and dad ,, who is still the good little princess ,,, who is not the dirty little slut who get fucked in the ass and enjoys
it ,,, that is 1 ego self ,, there is the ego self of the work place that is strong adult and powerful to be the amanger at
work she is not a 7 year old preincess ….. and there is the lil slut ,,, the DNA submissive she wants to be but can
not find a good man or master to relax and trust with her complex life desires …… she has an ego self which
she has when around different girl friends and society in general …
Now you dumbass , have much less in differences often
between the self you ast to mom and dad when you are 25 ,and the self at work and the self you show friends and girlsfriends
, we a re som what luckey to be able to be proud that we fuck our girls frinds in the ass and they like it and we can be proud
of that in fornt of everyone ….
Now to the SUB C self , that self is the in between between the self that is infinte
and want s to experience an adventure of things and one by one events of time/space …… and the different ego
selves … this sub c self is a clearer state of MIND FUCNTION … of TOOL use ,, the brain is not you it is the
tool of the infinte awaress of infinty …. The area the SUB c , I swhere in a dream aperson can safely try out , examples
of new ADVENTURES .. in a dream directed by a trusted person who leads them thru hypnosis … in the state they can become
, the submissive girl the PENTRATED GIRL , of her DNA instinctual nature ,,, again the tool the body ,, the tool ….
So when Ester says there is
nothing but shoice ,,, no SUB C or Consisius she is correct because she is talking about the infinte self mainly …..
Abrahan wants you to realize you are an OTTER playfully here in this TOOL ….. this tool of atoms
of time and space .
So what could hypnosis do for you young master well first it will help you get out of the PROGRAMING of your EGO
self ,a nd to explore a great variety of EGO sel;ves ….. in the skill of leading yourself ,,, you could lead a girl
who is earching for a little peace , one who is wanting to RELASE the trap of the EGO sel;f she has to live in front of family
and friends ,a dn think for herself ….. sound interesting ?
Time to fuck
Young master I am drawing a blank on a word ______cycle , it is the idea of the inner clock , that DNA idea that
you are designed to live from sunrise to sunset ,,, and while the sun is settinig we wind down , and make thet tent that area
of new soft leaves like the gorilla does then sleep ….. what is that word ?_______ cycle ain’t it great to know
that the ideas I bring up for you to explore to think about , that you are not being actually filled by PROGRAMING
again , since you know that I ain’t no! professional that you have been trained to respect and value their ideas
, it has been a progeraming since you were tiny to respect , the Dcotor the proffesoer the book learned man …
Time to fuck when is it time to fuck? Especially
after the kids show up , that terrifc thing you will WANT TO LIVE FOR ., be happy to wake with the sun
for . young master do not fear the changes that your HOT WHITE STICKY CUMM will prodice , it will be natural
and fun once you change the PRAGRAMED in parameters of life , remember it is NOW YOUR LIFE ,,, to create
you do not have to d what THEY SAY ! and still you can co-exisit with their insanity just not join in ….and you will
have pleanty of time to fuck , but back to the relaxing cycles of living ….
I have had this problem with every relationship I
have ever been in , and it is not fault , even though I in the past got mad , feeling that there was fault , but how can there
be fault when there is no KNOWLEDGE of other ideas , I am lucky to have grown up as a kid living in the backwoods of cananda
, 4 to 5 months a years , back in a cabin built by my family around the time of their fleeing the America n Revolution ,,,,
no wires no rummin water ,,, I was lucking in my 20’ to spend a year and half in the back woods of Santo Domingo the
RD . again no electric no water ….. and I experienced what my girls in my life had never ….. the bozo is me
to expect some one who has never to understand the impssoble ,,,, like you the things I bring up are so foreign they are the
impossible to you …
Now the truth is candle or oil lamps did not give light that was very usable , it was a thing that gave an estra
hour to the twilight of the setting sun … it gave light as you walked to the bed room …. The was not addictive
,,, entertainment devises , to fuel that , need for constant entertainment to the point that human forget how to talk , or
even just be , alone and interspective , like we have to learn later in life as we praoctise medtations . to regain that calmness
of NATURE to our INSANE life , of city living ….. the backwoods of my youth and of my 20’s
from the tropics to the frozen north ,, the truth of night time activities were similar . …..
The kids live as the nature in them wants
, as a kid , I went to sleep with out fighting it .,,,, it didin not hear the activity still going on after dark in the sound
of radio or TV ,….. the child just goes off to sleep since maybe the only sounds the child would hear would be moans
of fucking coming from a roon , the same sounds they heard while in the womb …. In the crib , that NATURAL SOUNDS OF
HUMAN INTERACTION , some thing that signaled , night time and sleep time …..
But you think that people spent their money and energy
staying up late way back when in human history this image drilled into your mind ffrom programming …. YES THE RICHEST
MAY HAVE STAYED UP WIT THE USE of candles like in the royal houses of Europe
. the changes of candle during the break in an opera …. But the commoner , the 99 perceint of humans did not waste
resources , be it the costly candle or lamp oil ,,,, of even fire wood to expand daylight into nite time very fucking day
…..
In Canada there was a community
bon fire every week on the water fueled by the drying of drift wood , to waste the energy of home fire wood just for light
was insane ….. but us kids so comfortaqble in the idea of playing hard and sleeping equally as hard when it got dark
would fall asleep on blankets around the fire while the adults socialized ….. again I found that same event happening
in theRD. Not an every night activity so that the natural speepong and waking cycles were never destroyed ……
Now time to fuck ,,, having
3 wives creating for them stress free living , the have no need to create money for things like housing or electric or phone
or internet hook up …… they can nuture themselves and their friendships and children by , nuturing nature …
gorowning drying preserving the bounty of the world … so when yo add in your addition of the fishing pond and the free
rainge chickens and hunting meat is again a non issue , how much money do they need for shamppo? Or tolit paper . or dish
soap .. or tampons per week ,,,?honesylt 5 bucks …. So the girls works a job ,,, a job , 1 day ,,, she works an art
1 day a week ,,, she will end up with 100 buck per week to spend freely on whatever she wants ,,,, do the girls you now now
have 100 bucks per weeks for spending moey go to shopping?
Time to fuck with desgning and their won desire to enjoy their lives they will take on ceratin important
scheduling aspects also , the girls will lways have a sister to watch the baby while that female plays with youa and you with
her …. Time to fuck ! ….. evey night as the sum goes down and the INSTICNTUALLY raised child
feels the call of it’s DAN to easly with out fighting go to sleep in its stress reduced living compound ,,,,, which
is desgned based on the www.isntinctualism.org , the idea of their animal nature . you have time for that comfortable day after
day , night after night one on one time with a girl who each of the 3 chooses to be the one , for that night without jealousy
but as a thankyou for the SILVER BACK gorilla who created the compound …. He desrives the tenderness
of w a womans touch ,,,,, NOT THE GREED OF EVE to own the idea of fairy tale love …. But for each
to know that they say thoank thru their time and touch , the give and RECEIVE during this touch time also ….. the non
everyday expection to be the one and only gives better ops’ for the building of sexuall expectations , the one who wants
, or needs lots of day after day sex , will have it t, and when she needs alone time , the next girl will be in her own state
of needing more that is normal for her , time to fuck ….. work only 1 day a week , that goes for you also dumbasss…..
1 day at 1 job , yet do 4 jobs and 1 day of art , and when the art becomes profitable , it becomes 2 …. Work for yourself
so that you leave you home at 9 am , come back by 4 pm even though you commute 1 hour to the isanitly of the GREEDY CITY …….
Think dipshit ,,, do not just let that programmed mind accept the limits just because you have NOT YET! Not yet ,, lived an
alternative .
Pussy likes being looked at
Young master , her likes of your desire for
her packaging …. You hide your staring , but your energy speaks thur the meta psychical , the unspoken desires are
yelled to ward each other , she for the desire to have a male pentrate her , she needs that there is nothing like the feeling
of a hard engorged hot dick throbbing deeply inside her body but not just the cock but you yourself , acting out your pleasure
by your thrusting in and out of that pussy , the pussy which wetts , in antication , which LUBRICATES , invititaion to PENETRATION
. yt dumbass you do not talk to that cute young female you stare at silently clandestinely thinking that your body language
is not felt and heard by her inner animal that she does not SEMLL you and at the DNA level she hears your desire to penetrate
her ….. she too has that flood of drugs flooding her body creating shynesssw …. Because she
too is expected ,, lining in shoulds and models created my MEDIA “ am I pretty enough ? is my package
good enough ? to end this period of having no daily male in my life her animal mind is repeating over and over as she waits
for you to ,,, GROWL to shake a tree to show your strength ….. ahhhh but you have created a symbol of your strength
and advertising in your TATOO
That musta hurt , she says to open the conversation with you …. Hmmm interesting …..
the idea of PAIM the proof of your male strength in you permitting the sticking of needles in your body … shows strength
….. hmmmmm but I want you to think , getting a tattoo , creates a flood of endorphins a heroin type of drug self created
highs …… escapes of reality and your real world while the needle stimulates that flood of self creates DOPE
….. does that show strength or addictions and the tendency for that male you ,,, to escape ?
Or would proof of really suffereing long
term pain be better ? real pain , real strength …. The TOUR OF DUTY … in the military you would be in a form
of lock down for like 2 years …. During your training you get very few liberty days , your tour of duty in this year
after year age of ENDLESS WARS …. Very common to hear about 250 days with only 10 days of liberty , that is one day
off for each 25 days ….. now that shows STRENGHT not , handleing the pressure of SEKF INFLICTED pain which is in reality
just paying for drugs again ….. paying to have some flood your brain with high quality opiates called endorphins .
Dumb ass , I spend time in
advace of the sale of my home the changing of assets which my pains have created ( falling 3 storys , walking on the concrete
crawling away healing and returing to work , that is pain , but with no sysmbol to show the public bravery like a TATOO is
supposed to symbolize , but the waterfront home on Millionaires Row does show something though ) the pains I expect from you
,, you creating the MASTER DEGREE , form UHK tech , a school of instinctual Taosit study . the unvierstiry of hard knocks
. …. 10 acres within 1 hour of a good sized town tha itself is within commuting disitance of a major
regional city like Orlando , or Atlanta , or St. Louis or where ever you would like to live , land is only 2,700 per acres
to 3k ….. 30k for ten acres ,,,
Now owning 10 acres that is a tattoo that most POSERS can not show . they can not muster the true inner
stenthg to suffer the pains to create the savings to buy it out right , but why disphit? So many of you will suffer toatl
control months of training then 250 days with only 10 days off , that is 250 , 24/7’s since wartime shifts are long
and fucking people shoot at you with real bullets not video blips bullets . why , go there when you can do the tour of duty
here , even working at the Oil change place getting 11 an hour , the a second job at 9 ,,,,, will net you 600 per week that
is 30 k in the same tour of duty …..
Ahhhh but the ink on your skin the same ink which makes you hard to employ anywhere where , you maybe
seen by the customer , because ,,, the company image , the cleanness of the store , the cover of the book , the packaging
is important , look at that pretty pussy the effort she puts into her package which you want to rip off to get to the wett
lubricating pussy ….. but her package makes a lot of difference , the package the BRAND name of the bar you got to
, the clothes we wear the shoes we own … the IMAGE . is very important and your INK limits where you ,,, a package
that needs to make money can be displayed to make , money ,,, I KNOW YOU THINK IT IS UN FAIR to judge the
book by it’s cover , but the double standard is that you dumbass ,,, read books , companys clothes , video games ,,,,,
girls , buy their cover all the time so WHY NOT YOU TOO ? you ink will limit you on auffering paim to create the compound
, the RETIRE MENT LIFE AT AGE 23? ,,,,,, 18 month s 2 years , getting Master Degree
from UHK … ( helll in fact do it an I will print you out a fancy piece of paper to show your parents , but I think
the land ownership and 3 sigle family homes , the design that has natures food growing every where ,, homes that have NO electric
bills ,,, and the whole thing free and clear ,,, NO MORTAGE , like your mom or dad , who are
ecominc slaves …. Wishing that someday they my retire ,,,,, you will do it in 24 months …… start here
dumbass , find a bank where you can buy a US saving bond EE , buy a 50 , it will cost 25 …. During the 24 months no
mater how many 10’s o thousands you gather never worry about return on invest ment , this is only a tool to safely lock
away saving disphit …. Find the cheapest dive to live in since all you will be doing is sleeping there like a bunk
aboard ship ….. the rest of the time will be working and , every week on day drink a 6 apks with buddys ,,, never never
never tell anyone your plans , it is the jungle ,, and you are alone ,,,, not a gang member but the lone Indian brave , the
lone male lion ,,, the instinctual male has to be alone for alwhile to prove himself , you just gotta be alon in the crowd
,,,
Ohhhh while this is going
on , talk to girls … work the ten foot circle to don’t force the girl to ask you DID IT HURT ? as
she opens the coverstaion about your tattoo , why is she talking to YOU? Why do you think dumby ,,, watch their eyes ,,, as
you walk thru the world when she does not want ….to ….. your eyes will not meet ….think for yourself
about the meaning about the skills of not allowing eye contact , and allowing eye contact , then compare that to the starting
of a coverstaion .
Creepy old dudes
Young Master the saying “ 15 will getcha
20 “ is meant to deter wierdos like me , it is not meant for you …. But the importance of your concerm about
sexuall legality , about date rape threats and law suits etc. etc. our new male reality ,,, another example of cohercion and
control in subtle ways and the effects of this manipulation that women do and they really do not understand the long term
effects of their actions ….. but back to your question why ,,,, is she chasing me?
Well it is www.instinctualims.org again ,,, it is her deepest inner nature , it is EVOVLUTION ( I can use that
word again here in FLORIDA it is legal once more to say Evolution in schools … ohh how fucked up churches make us )
open your mind once more dipshit ,,, back to Chimps , bonobos and Gorilla ,, which do you think we are more like and why ,
which ape did we come from ? are we a grassland and shrubland ape who stood up to see predators , did we live in rock piles
and caves there by learn to use hard tools instead of soft wood tools of our jungle brothers ? did living with the fire ecosystem
help us understand those sparks we made while playing with rocks ? is that US ?
And when it comes to CUMMING which
type of dating of mating is more like us ,,, the chimp is a rape system to avoid in breeding the young female ready to mate
STRAYS form the family territory allowing herself to be RAPED by the male gangs of the neighboring territory ,, thus being
im preganated , she can sexually service her family father brother and uncles with out concerm that INSTINCT to avoid inbreeding
…… ? or are we bononbo ,,, who at night lives in acity of familys who split up to forge during
daylight ,,, when the young girl becomes Ripe she hangs out near the most powerful older females and there by interesting
the males of that HIERACHY to fuck her …. ? or are we the Harem of the Mounatain and lowland jungle Gorilla are we
the thinner gorilla of the Savvanha ? and thus the young female who does not get raped by the protective loving siver back
, who does not Rape the girls his wives but fucks then when they come to him for attention ,,,, in that safety does the young
female when ready , after a few cycles maybe even a year of sexual frustration , does she not stray near the edges of her
territory looking at the other older males to see who they are what they are like , is their land a quality place to live
? ……. And if so she enters his territory , where the male willl make HIS DOM SHOW , he will show of his tattoo
, his power he will shake a tree , but not ,, not .. rape! And if and when she feels comfortable there that breeding cycle
that month or not ,,, maybe next month maybe never ,, she will go to him groom him like she saw her mother do to DADDY , and
allow and enjoy his PENETRATIONS ,,’ S ….. what if she does like that male does she not again
stray to the edge of another territory to check out the competion there ? what style of dating more seems antural for us humans
, RAPE , POLITICS OR LOVE ?
So of course she is chasing you , even at 18 your beard and boday size displays to her your
association with a safe male , her daddy ,,, boys are boys men are men , but your confidence being that you also understand
your personel wealth in terms of trust funds , exudes from you in confidence . , her inner animal while she is young still
speaks loudly in human females , that is why young girls do act and seduce their teachers yet ,,, the hurch calls it the fault
of the amle teacher …. If realy explored you will see the yin/yang synergry of human nature. OHHHH
yet because of the twisted instinct of us males in todays twisted world we males DO RAPE ! .
Ahhhhh , now the law is , a human cannot even have
CONSENTUAL sex under the age of 15 in flrida , so , she is the 15 will getcha 20 even to her own desires …. To males
her won age even , experiemental female play time would be considered a felony …. At this age … even thoug she
had been breeding ready from 1 year past her first bleeding , NATURE , not our newer judgements based on building lives of
ecomicn slavery which means getting dregrees and educations which cost $100,000.00 making sure a person enters adult hood
a SLAVE . when did the 15 will getcha 20 start ?
It started again in ROME , actually before that with the wife of PHAROH
, she had to make sure she had NO COMPETITION before she could produce a male ,,, male hier for PHAROH …. The presence
of new younger wives wanting to get his dick ahrd ,,, was competition , the hierarchy of the bononbo of the GREED AND WEALTHY
, but remember when we , tasted the APPLE of economy of money , of materialism ….. well can you piece it together ,,,
the sublte control of the female thru her smile and tears ,,, again I refer to the time called the HORIZONTAL COURT
of French history . a good documented time where the women of court modeled the age while on their backs and knees
providing and enjoying the recreation of humanity … SEX .
The current idea , stops the human animal from quickly finding that comfortable safe home , where rape
does not happen . instead it favors the USE AND ABUSE of the power hungry , for their own personl gain with out concerm of
the greater scope of human needs . the ME FIRST of the rullers of the tribal leaders
which evolved into the building blocks that pharoh sprung up from that the greeks learned from that the ROAMSN copied and
then hid in a most powerful force ther FEAR OF GOD !
So dumbass back to you and that cute cirl who is cahsing you , your worrying about every chick and
wheter you need a contract with each girl ,,, I suggest again , to respct the law of the nation you choose to live ,,, like
I say if you really wanta POKE SMOT … smile pot , go to cananda or Holland different laws ,,,,,
girls not of age well that is a felony …. And the fear of a girl changing her mind and YELLING RAPE , where you have
ot prove your innocience because we are judged guilty based on , the last age of sexual manipulations and conhercions that
have bredd rape into an animal that deoes not RAPE by nature ….. I suggest
you print and file as much , text messages and enails as you can , look at the websites of the girls who talk with you , notice
the amount of sexuall suggestiveness on their pages , and then make sure you , place something on your friends list to himt
to the idea that you are and INSTINCTUALIST ,,,, hence her continued connact with you is with a male who advertises his sexual
male DOM perpective , respectfully , yet proclaimed . thus it shows a level of consent on her part to be with you and infere
the forth coming sexuality in your relations with her . … did I get the idea across to you dipshit?
Indian Tittys
Young master , oooooh the interest of the feeding
glands of the female …… INSTINCT? This is two parts today , one is for you to release anger after the anger
has done its job , which is to motivate you to creative ,,, creative ,,, creative ,, changes , growth of the experience of
the TAO the all possible , moving possiblitiy into a form … a thing because of the contrast between whatch like and
don’t like ,,,,, yesterday
I hate the idea that my childrem from one of my past marriages are forced , are in the middle , like a puppy dog
called by two owners in some sort of competition for love ,SEE IT LOVES ME MORE …. Yuoung humans sense right fast where
their bread is buttered and know they must show love based on the powers that be , because later , LATENT hostility
will cause stress back home .
I was expecting a moment of time when one of my childrem would not have to suffer this tearing apart a momonet
after 7 months of not seeing as to not foster those events of tearing apart … I would be able to be his daddy once
more . but the other side still not understanding this deep idea , made sure to be there to create that stress of PROVING
LOVE AND dEVOTION thus propping their ego of that parental side …. ( I have no side other than the side of my childs
peace and stability ) …… I understand I harbor deep hate ,,,, so I looked at the wall most of yester day and
found a book on INDIAN TITTYS …. Native American tribes , cool thing was the info , the historiam used and tranmistted
.
POLY family of course was
very common , and , and , these tribes were FREE of MURDER AND VIOLENCE ! … as compared to the hieracrchy based tribes
…. And something more cool was the reactions to this FUNCTIOANAL example of human culture was tha t it was desrroyed
faster and more completety than other tribes by the FAGGOT PREIST of the Christ based faith .
Why? ,,,, fist understand , even in the Indian tribes the
www.instincutalism.org . life style that existed birth defects happened , to be an animal born which
did not desire to reproduce itself is a form of defect at a Genetic level . but instead of , doing like what we do now,,,,
abusing that different human even murdering and being violent towardsthe person , a
nautrual human lets live what is living respecting the SPIRITUAL tralever whose DNA does not want to reproduce , because who
cares ?
US we , the moms( and the
dads who loved the moms and were slaves to that desire ) of the past who created greed and power and EGO
based world , that based worth on being BETTER than some one else , like two fighting parents over the kids …. Well
a Gay child was tormented if not even KILLED , the proetectiv enature of the mom was to creat a way her child could live ,,,,
and becoming a PRIEST who did not need to like girls was a great plasce to hide you A
FEMENINANT your gay child. And over 100’s even thousands of years of this dating back to tribal and
Pharoh DAYS there was a culture of secreacy , like today , where PEDIFILE PRIESTs TEST THE ASSHOLES OF
THEIR young male believers to find the next friend and future priest.
Now having EMENCE power the control of GOD himself …. The priest the DEFENDER
of the faith saw ,,, functional peaceful oving familys in the new world and ,, quickly and completey destroyed evidence of
the ,,, burning the books and wiping the world memory of these functioning societys ….. the winner gets to re write
history , Christ based cultures have always burned books .
So I found in this book the names and descriptions of cultures I had never heard of before ,a nd understand
this newer book did not rely mainly on the historical basis which , most books have come from those of the writttings of the
priest observer , but this newer hisotiriaon had , other streams of info from which to re create these lost PEACEFUL FUNCTIONAL
SOCIETIES ,
Neat how the defender the priest
of the PRINCE OF PEACE , would understand he is seeing gods own design for HUMANITY living in peace ,,,
living in a manner simaliae to the desgn of TWISTED INSTINCT available for pusrchase at http://www.lulu.com/content/2019732.... and quicly order his army to kill the EVIL SAVAGES …..ohh but luckly
some of those same soldiers wrote their own descriptions their own POINT OF VIEWS … in journals and letters and today
,,, this year of our lord 2008 when it is finally lego to use the word EVOLUTION in the school system of Florida a cosmopolitian
state in the Freest country on this fucked up earth ,,,,, today we can use this form of historical information to study the
EVIL SAVAGES and srite newer texts for children to study from ,,, and SEE the trueth about human interattion is not ….
Just … GREED BASED dumbass first relaize the subtle programming of us the human race , next find
the siver lining the good available in uncomfortable events , and last you do not have to join in on the fighting . peace
dipshit allows more time in your day to enjoy those tittys which attract your atttnetion .
Eating an after dinner pussy
Young master the scent of female , the scent
of her pussy , is exciting to your mind , the warmth of the air thick with hormones ( airborne sex drugs ) from
between her legs as you lick her thihgs and tummy , that rich yet gentle smell of sex . the tang of the first few licks …..
the knowing that she is exciting and desiring attention . like an addict to a drug , well we all are addicted to love , to
the chemicals that wash our brains during sex …. The feelong of your tongue the wttnees of it , is a touch so silky
smooth you my not realy be able to enjoy on your cock since we get exciting by the violence of thrusting …. We often
can not really enjoy the subtleness of the texture of her tongue on our shaft for example , but when the head of your dick
is realy touchy you can feel that texture wome what ,,,,, but her clit , her clit which lives it’s life tucked under
the hood , is much more able to decern the texture between being rubbed ruffly by
A hard cock fresh out of her pussy be thrusted back
a forth against it , forcing that lil’ clit out of its hidden home of her hood AND THE FEELING OF THE RIM OF YOUR COCK
HEAD FLICKING THE CLIT . , or the fingers of a working man with out much lube , ruffly forcing the clit
in air and the suffereing of our sand paper like sking , and the soft gentle slightly bumpy warm wett , TONGUE . passsng around
and into the sensitive folds of pussy the sucking of that clit out of its hiding ppalce . the movement
of her body in response her direction and desire commucated thru this movement .
But I am shocked over and over to hear how you will
not eat pussy unless it is , washed so clean that it is UNNATURAL … as if pussy were Drudgery , that word sticks in
my head since it is how one man described sex … him a subbie to his mistress wrote in a poly site about how he wished
his master/mistress would take on another male to end his life of drudgery …… wow have we all gotten weird ….
That human recreation human friendship , human love is so unanatural as to become drudgery . and this goes for girl also they
being the 1 and only love of their male in time , find being the 1 and only is a form of drudgery ….. see it is the
greed and the forcing , the idea of being better than someone else or more important that other humans
, which causes all of us to ,,,, build these unnatural life styles . that become our own lives of slavery .
A 1 male 3 female life , allows for the idea
… of when I am ready ,,, now you dumbass , are realy remady 24/7 , but luckly ,,,, NATURAL SELECTION favors the male
ike me who , if he feels the girl does want his attention , and he feels the grooming of her , in us this gromming of the
gorilla would more just be her close presence and gentle touch , her desire to talk , and be close encouraging my touch ,
and leading me into touching her more and more …. Without her having to be a slut ….. I do get the hint if the
hint is strong enough … if I were to be realy realy over tired then , the female suprizingly enough is very bisexual
by nature , they are deisgned to respond to the sexuall scents of her sisters and when this isn not looked down on but allowed
to flourish naturally they enjoy the giving of pleasures to each other in frindhsip …. Licking each others pussys ,
to provide each other with skilled licking the senasation of human tongue massageing clit … while yes I will do it
and like it , at times it is nice for a girl to give and receive from each other especially if it were not in the idea of
ownership or drudgery , but from freedom and friendship …. And with the male around , the freedom of choice makes it
more sweet and personel to interact girl to girl . with out hiding or feeling that the event is unanatural .
The male who does no understand this , welll
, even 400 yearsa ago here in this land which was not widl and barren but full of humans living every where ,,,, and many
many of them polygamous …. Those males who wanted well they created territories … they had a native word for
it an idian word that resembles the word RANCH . the amles not interested , well , they would not create the stable envirmonet
where girls could relax into a decent life of ample food protection friendship and mother/sister hood support and sexuall
availability form a guy who naturall waS PREDEPOSED TO ENJOY LICKING PUSSY AFTER DINNER .
Again the old becomes brand new ,,,,, these freedom
of choices that were not available to be even considered by the young of the 1960’s even in the beginning age of Free
Love … the poly system was not realy understood the programming of Christainity was deeply driven into the minds of
us as a culture I has taken time for things to evolve .. for us humans to learn the OPTIONS . to take time like you are now
to think really think about your life .
University , is great becoming a professional is wonderful marrying tha fair ytale girl , is you are
so lucky ,,,,, working that 9 to 5 in a profession of your dreams so cool , having a grand $ a week as
pocket money is cool , the idea of building your self image thru the purchas of that important item is great …. But
also the idea of , taking off your bling , looking at your self as a HUMAN … finding that which your realy like , and
letting go of the rest of material items …. Choosing a career where you get to change , the details of your work life
everyday ,,,, this day I provide this service , tomoorow I do something different , I use different skills I produce a different
art or prove my self in new ways PRIDE with out drudgery , yet the core of all JOBS ANE WORK is service …( HELL LICKING
PUSSY IS ABOUT SERVICE , IT IS ABOUT ENJOYING THE SMILE OF ANOTHER HUMAN , AND KNOW WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
IN LOVE ) so dumbass , to creat 4 simple service industry professions mean you do not have to generate
so many customers , you do not have all your eggs in one financial basket , you can relax making $ but not worrying about
having to fill a full time scheldule of 1 form of customer …. 4 different services ,,,, will allow you in a few short
years to cull your client base out the CREAM OF THE CROP client , remember dumbass , natural selection very few men , have
the guts or desire to be like you . young master .
The body language of pussy
Young Master , to understand yourself ,,,
realize you are first average , you are just like the other guys you should be watching sometimes , your girlfiriends have
been like the girls those guys are MACKING on 94 out of 100 are average and guess what you are part of that 94 honestly when
it comes to 94 out of 100 aspects of life , so even if your tattoos or those big holes in your ears , place you in the 6 …out
of 100 , it is the 6 as it pertains to that aspect of humanity .
Watch a good guy who macks well , I was doing just that this weekened while we were watching some friends
play music at a local tiki bar …. This new Yorker was so fucking classic in his presence ,,, he deeply understands
that girls like sex , they want to be fucked ,,, as much as we want sex , females want it ,,, when they want it , the flood
of hormones drive them insane ,,, and often into continuesing depression because of their own MIS UNDERSTADNING OF the biolongly
of sexual drugs running thru their viens and how that ignoring it stresses them ….. NOW US WE ARE in
a 24/7 balance of having constanst flooding of sexuall hormones .
Now dipshit , while you lPRACTISE practice practice
talking with girls , so that when you want it , you will not BLANK OUT . when that ruch of tstosrone comes when the chick
is so god dam pretty ,,,, you are practicing the 10 foot circle right ,,,? Well watch the guy who
SEEMS to
have it all going on … watch the face , of him and the girls ….
The girls ,, will start defensive ( the problem of the
misunderstanding of hormones , created by being in the POSITION OF CONTROL … she knows we are BEGGING HER FOR PUSSY
,,, asking the queen supplicating .. asking her out … please princess . look favorable at me , choose me fuck me ….
He , the guying putting on
that image of comfidence , if he is feeling the need! Needyness … in the approach towards this girl ,,, if he does
not really feel she is just 1 of 4 billions girls not really that important … except that he knows he is supposed to
have only 1 …. Not a poly life ,,,, and if he is trying to score his second ,,,, he has to hide , not to get caught
and lose the pussy he already has ….
But really look at him his face as he talks , as he becomes VESTED in that MACK ,,,,, you can see he
PLEADING for acceptance , do you like me? Says his facial expressions ,
And she as he talks , you can se the level of her
importance begins to raise ,,,,, she feels his NEED for her , and that she fells that she is the one ,
in the seat of choice …. Of control …. Her face talks saying , I think you to be a fool , a clown that I can
choose to fuck if I want or not ,,, or I will just play you for a while to entertain , me and my girls
friends , but you are not getting NOTHING TO NITE ….. you can feel the CRUELITY of this manipulative control in her
face ,,, just read that look compare that look to a piss asss bosss , who loves the control of being the important employer
…. The power humgery manger who , is in reality weak and scared but loves the POSISTION of being powerfull the Boss
…. If you will look at the girls face you will see compare facial expressions passing across her face spcially as she
is talking to her girls fridns while the guy is macking ,,, while the guys I doing
His mating responsibility as PROGRAMED by the world
we have allowed to be …. Where mating is done based on sexual frustrations , and we hide in the toxic effects of poisins
like beer ,,, in-toxic –ated , toxic is the key word …. So the basis of many relationships were first formed
in this fucked up mating rituals ,,, of waiting till both partys are confused by sexuall hormone frustrations , both partys
in this biolongicl pain and confusion , get a GRIP thru the use of a drug ,,, beer ….. then because of the human nature
to be JUST AND HONEST ….
The words of love the commitment for love what may have been stemmed from this first contact and cations , based
in frustrations and poisins ,,,, these commitments a
UPHELD …. In the following dates …. When in fact , the relationship was based on . sandy ground shifting
sands , no FOUNDATIONS .
Now dumbass , if you did your tour of duty ,,, if you built for example a compound ready for 3 wives ,,, the foundations
is there ! yes most girls will be SUPRIZED TO MEET A POLY MALE ….. but the courisotiy … will
also be there since , the common 96 out of 100 males ,, are not like you …. You present the FIRST real
.. difference in dating that she has ever known …. Yo9u bring out in her the ideas and thoughts that her DNA resonate
with ,,, at the very deepset unknown level …. But you TALKING , because you have practiced talking because you work
a 10 foot circle talking to human females so that females are not strangers but humans , people , smiling
friends , first , then you can tell her about the ideas the theiroy , the idea oabout HUMAN SEXUAL FRSUTRATION ,,,, you can
talk like no other male can … you can describe a life style where the kids come first where stress is something other
feel …. Where the mom get support never to be over worked because of the constant idea of 2 parenst at home at all
times , inerstanding the tyurth that kids want the attention of [arents ,, more than thngs like socializing at soccer practice
,,,,
Until age 10 – 12 kids
are much happier the security of the family unit , when their own sexual flood of hormones arrive they want to explore the
edge of the territory ,,,, remember what was written about the gorilla ? well that is true for the boy and girl each looking
out side the safety of the territioy daddy created and that mom(s) make pretty and home like …. But for the mom who
, deeply every month are remeinded that they are designed to have a baby ,,, but they currently ignore that drive because
of the PROGRAMING ,,, that was started greatly by dyke females who watnted to be men ,,, creating , the idea of IGNORING
her femaleness , in favor of ,,,, $$$$ and power ,,, ??? well is the female happier ? or are they ven more deopressed
than in any time in human history? Read their blogs ….. realize that are your local gathering area
, there is just a tiny fraction fo the toall amount of girls even there , many many many , have given up already and stay
home . and dream in fanasty …. Wishing some day to meet MR. RIGHT .. a fairy relationship and soul mate will appear
on their path ….. unrealizing even if the guy is RIGHT , the nature of the 1 on 1 will create , SUB .C
stress that will destroy the real relationship that they both started in the beging , and in the end the dreaming about
a fairy tale relationships starts to happen again but this time while the couple lives in SILENT DEPSERATION of the 1on 1
marraiage , the creation of ROME .
Observe nature disphit , remember you are nature , you are just DNA to learn more www.instinctualism.org
Fuck like a cop
Young master , whya inner feelings do you
think a cop must eventually build in their ego ? what is it like to be the one who carries a gun openly and not be afaraid
of the cops because you are the cops ….now of course to day with our law suit happy culture the cop also must be cautisious
..be concerned about his actions more than ages past … one of the benefits to this LAWSUIT happy
life ,, and the problem we you and I young master some what protect ourselves from so we can give the girls what they really
want …
To be taken ,,, to have their inner animal satisfied by ,,, the ILLUSION of RAPE . it feeds the inner SUBBIE who is
the natural girl within her DNA , who is expected to be a dyke by the society no ,, not that I got a problem with the biological
diverstiry that creates a female who is very male and thus acts and sounds that way whether or not she is gay or not is unimportant
….. but the understanding the social EXPECTATIONS , to ignore the basic animal drive our DNA is what I want to bring
back into your mind over and over to help you re program yourself …. And then remember she does not have to come back
if she feels you were to ruff . freedom of choice
Yest remember , it is us who thrustes a hard object into their pussy , the object is a growth of our
body ,,, our cocks which are designed by DNA , to be able to be FORCED into the holes
of a girl for the MUTUAL … MUTUAL . pleasure of both , she wants it . to be fucked like the cop
not the attorney ….but can you feel that the truth of your love for a her as the potential mother of your child is
within you als , so being truly violent is not natural also …. It is a confusion this concept of a RUFF FUCK …..
it is the frustration of not being true to our own animal natures , and realizing this has been going on for a few thousand
years mainly effecting the cultures which were and are very organized , again , go back to thinking about the aboriganl peoples
ones who developed ecomony of hierarchy or the natural one or the polygamist groups tribes …. And then realize the
pressures to comform in the hierarchy society ,,, conform so you can move up the ladder of power and wealth getting lazy ,
having slaves to work and serve you . like getting rich today having servants having cash to eat at resutrants when ever you
want . conforming to move up the ladder of power in the populations ,
As compared to people living less densely populated conditions out side of the city ….
In the territory ,,, the 3 tenst idea of www.instinctualism.org …. 3 single family homes for 3 womoen their basic needs taken care of
the stress of NEEDS . lessened allows for personal development of art friendships and family , unless of course she still
wants the $$$ the power …. Then expect the same DIs-ease of the city to slowly grow in your territory also . the disease
of greed . and then the sublte changes where the girl is thinking more about $$$4 than getting FUCKED when she thinks happiness
can be bought when in fact for example ,,,,,, in the US there was 225 million perscritptions fo ANTI DEPRESSANTS
written last year ,,,, then realize there is only 330 million people mean women and children in the US … and
over half take anti depressants ,,, look at your friends did you know how many of them are taking a happy
pill because there are in reality very very very sad ! hopelss trapped in this un- instinctual life , and who young amster
is giving that girl a real alternative , a good strong fucking ? you may think she is getting it when in
reality the odds are she is on anti depressants because the hunt for happiness thru $$$$$ is not working .
The idea of living less densely , yet close
enough that going out on occasion is very realistinc , here in the US ….. Earthship …a
building design and life style ,,, http://www.earthship.net/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=45 that can use very poor land properly in harmony with the environment …. Thus moving mankind out
of the society in to the privacacy of a territory , where you have the space to fuck her while like a tied up PUPPY ,,, on
a custom made fucking chair ,,,, while , her sisters her firnds by choice ,,, watch the kids …. Baby sit so she can
getted well fucked because she wants to get the freedom of being tied to the puppy chair and having her pussy played with
touched and teased and dildoes and fucked , feeling the diffenerence between plaicts and hard hot cock …. O
got get you the link for the building designs for your play romm ,,, her play roome their play room , the
The , dynamic of 3 females , will not be
real to you until you do the TOUR OF DUTY .. you do the work . when you are done then also those millions of unhappy girls
who have NO OPTIONS , yet brilliant minds who can feel that deep need to be fucked hard …. To get taken like
FUCKING COP ,, of her fanasty …. There is a dynaicn of the 3 girls knowing that each likes a certain of amounf
of sex , and the alone time she realizes tha her sister is having sexual fun ,,, the idea of just freely watching the action
she now only feels , she can watch and become involved int , she can stimulate her friends her sister to hear the screams
othat she rmembers herself making , she can better enjoy seeing you hard dick forcing itself into the sister / friend ,,,,
add to your sensations because she likes you ,,, very very very very much … but is will not be real until you provide
the territory , and then ….. well the old saying is BUILD IT AND THEY WILL CUMMMM .
Deeper inner love
Young master you want to drive your hard cock deep
inside her and I am sure during that first fucking that is her desire also , her inner animal is searching to get …
sperm driven deep in her to be shot toward the entrance of her womb … but later as the relationship ages and both and
or all of you , when you have the 3 wives , the security of the relationship being deeply felt as love and safety ….
Now the sexual frustration of that dating time has gone it is the past , it is time to explore the tool you have been given
your dick . to explore how to enjoy the entrance of her pussy , the teasing of her pussy with that hard blood engorgerd tool
called a cock …. Sure pentration she wants she submits to
She submits to , she opens her legs in PRESENTATION and submission ,, she becomes
a willing taget for your Arrow of pentration …. Over and over I want you to realize the truth behid the ideas of DOM
and Subbie themes ,, PENETRATOR , and penetrated . I want you to feel , the truth . like listensing to the mountain stream
.
What the mountain stremm ?
the current of nature dumbasss ,,, an old ZEN story about the student and the teacher ,,,, when sitting nature near a mountain
stream the student asked ? how do I find the Toa , a Zen state here in this crazy world , and the teacher brought his , focus
of thought back to toward nature and the sublte things happening all around him ….. the teacher said DO
YOU HEAR THE STREAM ? AND THE STUDENT SAID YES , …. Ok start there listen to the sublte things happening in your awaresness
, your experience of being human ,,, RIGHT NOW ! …… HMMMM THINK dumbass , sex is really happening to you , it
is a force that flows thru both girls and boys ,,, us 24/7 we are regularly flooded with Testosrone , the drug that wipes
our tool of mind the brain clean and clear allowing us to focus again on finding a willing pussy to fuck …. The girls
goind thru monthly highs and lows of desire , of seuxla floods of hormones creaing states of searching for the male to pentrate
her , she knows she has to be still so that your cock can enter her ….. she has to submit .
That is the hearing of the maountain stream
…..
The the mind keeps questioning
,,, life instead of living it ,,, we think we are so fucking smart by thinking so much and so did the student those 1000’s
of years ago in nature , and he asked the teacher what if I had not hear d the stream? And the teacher said , well then start
there!
? start there ? but where I hear no stream ? so the teacher says , the stream is there you can see eveidence of it
, you know that I hear it , but you can not ,, SO DUMBASS WHY ? ( OK I AM SURE THE TEACHER DID NOT CALL HIS STUDENT DUMBASS
) WHY? Are you not hearing it?
Why young master are you not hearing the inner nature of the human animal ? what sounds are clouding your hearing
?
The deep inner love , the
wanting of your hot white mild to be presented to the door of the womb so that by CHOICE she can allow
herself to become pheavy with child ,,,, we talk so much about abortion and birthc control as if it were a new topic , the
arts of herbs and witchcraft , have been the domain of the female since females began the talking around the cave teaching
each other about local plants what made who sick , what happened when this plant is eaten and every woman loses her babys
after a week of two ….. oral traditions , RECONGNIZED , by the church of ROME who needed to create strong Roman armies
… so they ILLEGALIZED , birth control plants and herbs and abortion plants and herbs ,,, both things important when
a pregnancy is timed wrong for the benefit of the whole family …… yet pussy is always ready to produce a baby
, the options , the feedom of choice .. to responsibility of the mom to choose the best time to bring a baby in toa stable
family unit a peacefull stable territory …. A time when she does not have to eat the plants which will stop the pregnancy
….. THIS IS THE STREAM dipshit ,,,, the sounds of human DNA .. can you hear the river in the background
.
Can you feel the deep inner
love , of the NON PYSHICAL …. That wants nothing but really cool things for it self .feel the awares
ness , in you that experiences the evnts of the DNA body ….. and thoughts are just events that happen to your body
, that you the awareness … experiences , remember with some good strong SHOORN tea your thoughts will have no basis
… in the reality of the AGREEMENT of pyshics that the reat of us humans experience , you drink the
tea and enter a state of NON agreement your experience different PYSICHAL WORLD , than the rest of us ….
Why do that ? whty are you bored with the world you have ?
Learning to fuck that pussy to feel confidenet that she
and you ,, that the other wives will want you , that you do not have to BUY HER LOVE . with the gold aor diamonds or the new
car ,,, the gifts , the BUYING HER KISS THAT STARTS WITH ZALES jewlers. The begging . is the sound of the steam , and when
both and all of the poly family unit are listening to the steam , you can relax and she can you can the others can enjoy how
the cock feels just it teasinginly fucks the mouth of the pussy , which it nature is to need that depth TOOO! Yet in relaxtion
now can love the the tease be fore getting that deeper in love of of a hard driving fuck as your passion drives your fucking
thrusting …… listen , “ aware “ for your self young master not hink for your self ,,,” aware
“ your experience .
THE MOVEMENT OF SEXUAL RECREATIONS
Young Master , Ever heard of RAGE ,,, RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE ,, ever felt the emotional guidance
after listening to ZACK SCREAM HIS point of VIEW ?everywhere is someone trying to tell you whay he or she thinkis their own
personal view is , what they feel is INSTINCTUAL for everyone ….. honestly I am talking about alternative , another
choice ,,, in an INFINTIY of choices …. No big fucking rush , no need to fight , it is about sweeping
your own door step after you realize that your door step is full of the bags of shit depsoisted by a world
trying to sell you on their ideas …. 1 important thing about all those bags of SHIT , is that shit
is the building block of something very important ,,, compost , a good healthy environment is built upon shit ,,,, animal
shit which worms eat which bacteria eat , each of them change the animal shit into worm shit or bacteria shit , releasing
the wealth of vitamins and minerals locked up in the bag of shit ,,,,,,
Now back to ZACK a great MOTIVATOR , with a good holod on his
EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM , ( www.abrahan/hicks.com ) in the song freedom he talks about the movement ,, this is great , get your
ass to feel , to feel that anger and ahtered , but what do you do with these feelings , with the movement ? once you find
that yourrealize that the world is fucked up ? well dumbass just continueing to get pumped up , with out somewhere to place
all that GREAT enenergy is as bad if not worse than staying a ZOMBIE of your programming , because atleast as a zombie , there
is a level of peace no one is blwing up buildinga and shit ,,,,
Now using that power the pump of the expression of music energy , of feeling power , of anger and hate
, towards the system that programmed you ,,,, find a workable system ,,, a PLAN , and put all that emeotional VIBRATION …
there in that PLAN …. As you vibrate resonate with the plan the QUANTA the particles that flash
in and out of time/space …the intfinte number of points of view … INFINITE NUMBER OF EXPERIENCERS , all coming
into this 1 time/space umiverse … so we have building blocks to form MATTER … these quata’s ,, which are
experiencers like yourself ,,, equal to you … come to form that which is being vibrated here ! ,, in you ,, the come
and group together , birds of a feather flock together … they flash in and out replaced by like vibrating points of
view of the TAO … and in our moment by moment experience they grow into the PLAN , you think about ,,,,,
Every bit of programin of shit ,, evry experience
gives you the mineral ideas , the building block vibrations that our friends back in the TAO , will feel ,,, not hear with
ears .. but feel as expressions of energy ,, thyus when they come in , as the building blocks we use to experience THING …..
from the NO 1 THING ,,, into the world of things ….. thye support our ever changing growning .. MOVEMENT ….
A vibration ,,,, that starts as anger changes to hope and excitement as we …. YOU dipshit learn that ,, a NEW LIFE
is possible … quanta by quanta , by , quark by gluon and blueon , into atoms and molecules and then things we
can see and build with …..
The music of RAGE AGAISNT THE MACHINE , is great to fuel the passion for changes …. The beat the pump ,,,
but to have a place and plan to put all this great vibrational energy is even better …. Now , do not just sweep away
the shit ,, be a good builder do not be afraid , be a good farming , who understands the nature …. And how nature supports
him he is not afraid of shit , and without the farmer ther is not food and no food means no energy and no energy means you
will not be able to FUCK! Because you are to weak because you are straving to death because no one has the guts to work with
natures fertilizer SHIT .
Biotech ,,,, find the link at , human housing at www.instincutalism.org a great idea , but not KISS , keep it simple shithead ,,, k.i.s.s. … to
expensive for the gains ,, to time comsuming a great plan for your green house for the root cellar ,, but th start up units
the first 3 homes , it is best you build stick built , faster and cheaper , keep watching the human housing pages for more
info …. I need you to do your tour of duty , make the simple cash , buy cheap build sound and eco friendly , fast ..
owner builder .. wimple , and CHEAP …… be a good naturalist and learn to talk with birds ,,, cheep , cheep ,
cheep …. The girls will make these houses homes ,,,, it is your job to create the safe , sound eco
friendly place where everyone can be HUMAN ,, and enjoy life in many ways on which is very important is SEUXAL RECREATION
.
Haromonic Hips
Young master remember the idea about www.instinctualism.org is being WHOLE-ISTIC …. Dumbass there is more to it … living than
the importance in the NOW of a single part , the sum of the parts creates DYMANICS . unrealized until combined . unknown until
assembled correctly … correctly … and that means tha you dumbass being a MASTER must have a rounded background
in a bunch of shit ,.a bumch of topics . one is to graspt the idea of long loved , I use the wrting of a Taosit sage Zhuangzi
a lot , his sotries about the fruit fly , the huma the tortoise and th tree , each dies in their own time , each life is important
….. but shit for brains , really if you get the IN – FI – NIOTE thoughts of the teddy
bear meditation .. thinking the unthinkable moving beyond EGO mind into VIBRATIONAL mind or FEELINGS …. This is different
that the shy mind , the ego mind , the I am pretty enough mind …. But a non-mind that just feels it’s NOW .
Once there , how important is a life span
of less than 1 nano second like the quark … something so important that without them we could not assemble and experience
THING …. This universe . or living a day . or 100 years of 1000 years like a tree ( a tree has mind memory and experience
changing and adapting based of preferred feeling , I like more sum let me grow that direction , I need more water let me grow
more roots , etc . not unlike us except it is stationary ) HOW IMPORTANT IS IT TO AN AWARENESS THAT IS INIFITE !
.. a you that has all infintiry to play ? one experience of time it lives for a nao second , next 100 years , but in
terms of multi dimensional universe posibles , IN-FI-NITE possibles …. SO WHAT there is always more
ever expanding infinty. But…but but …. To a shy set of hips
Hips walking this world , feeling that they are not as
good as other hips …… the experience of time is very REAL .. those hips which hold an ass which in its roundness
invite mating , I know that when I will be pounding that pussy like a puppy , I will have a cushion ..
the roundness of that ass , is an invitation to dream about her actually holding her cheeks open , spreading herself …
spreading herself in inviting …. Expressing her own desire ofr giving herself up to the feeling of being used for my
pleasure , the pleasure of serive of creating smiles , hwere a person gets more than they give … , preparing for
the violation of her lil’ tiny baby ASSHOLE , for her to submit to the unanatural penetration of my hard cock being
forced into and out of her ass hole till I start my grunting of extreme pleasure ,,,,, my reactions to the sounds of discomfort
. of her feeling this fuck ….. the diffenerce in the feeling of the ass hole as compared to the puppy pocket ( is a
pussy a pocket or a tunnel or a hole ? ) is her walk the nature of the movement of her hips … really congruent with
the desires of the girl within , does she allow her self to show herself ? to attract my attention ? does she think over and
over about her sexuall ATRACTION weak POINTS ?
It si ego ,, it is value ,, it is thinking the package is more important than the person
who will talk and laugh with you and the family later ..b ut when she feels that she is not pretty enough , when you dumbass
feel yourself LACKING in some manner … you hold back and do not talk .
Now the dynamic of building the 3 home compound , creating
the “ fate au complete “ creating FATE ! … creates new dymanics in you a new ego , that
can not be experienced until the homes are a reality … then even that girl who does not feel her own worth actually
feels a strength in your show of POLYIGMY …. Because you real you have space for her in your TERRITOY , you are the
gorilla and she can safely come by and talk to you , to see if she can find , friendship in any females that already live
in the territory ….. dynamics unknown until created yet , in us humans so many factors play into our day to day actions
and plans and feelings of self worth ….. things like the fear of DEATH …. Our TAOSIT equality as awareness of
the infite TAO , never better or more prettier than any other awareness of the TAO , be that awareness or experiencer
be a tree or Quark , or butterfly each very important in the fuctioning of the whole universe , individual planet ,
local eco-system …
Thos hips have a nature , harmony , between the legs that hold up those hips ,,, is another part of a WHOLE BEING
…. It is a pussy , something moist that just loves to be touched , such a small PATCH OF FLODED SKIN , can drive the
heart of YOU and her WAY UP ! … her reactions to your caressing and touching her pussy , makes your cock pump up like
a balloon …. WHOLE – ISTIC .. can you think dumbass , realize that the parts alone do not tell the whole picture
……
PARTS like your programming to think that the 1 on 1 fairy tale is the only way humans can live HAPPY EVER AFTER ….
That the ROMAN ideals expressed in the beauty of peoetry of Shakespeare , to love and lost ibetter than to have never love
at all ???? did I write it right ? the roma ideals built upon the Greek Targic Love stories and their programming from people
like Aristole who wrote that a SOUL MATE was a soul spkit in two then re joined here on earth ….
Programming to think that the TAO is …… splitable …. That awareness is a unit without constant connection
tto that which it is aware of being tha a thing or other awarres-ness – esss …. Dipshit my friend realize the
WHOLE NESS of the human ,,, of your .. living the limits of having a time /space brain … THE LIMITS OF THE TOOL OF
brain …. Whole-istic dynanimcs ….. can not be worked with until they move from theory into facts …..
do your TOUR OF DUTY , make that cash , create the self employment , build the off grid self sufficient territiory land ….
Then date in earnest .
Shaved pussy
Young master , the concern for the world eco system to see it s a eco system made up or the combvination of the parts
, where in you find newer dynamics un-understood until experienced in it’s combined form …… ahhh just
like I wrote yesterday about the poly family is unknown able until created , you building the compound then you have something
real for girls to feel … the DEEP VIBRATION inside of looking for some thing different out of this experience of living
….
But what odes this have to
do with shaved pussy , why is sahved pussy so nice ? well it does limit the amount of hairs I get stuck in the back of my
throat since I do like ,,, I savor the fragrance the and flavor of female hormones like a quality choclate a good coffee .
and a shaved pussy makes it much more enjoyable …. How about his girl readers instead of spending your money on putting
ink inside your FLEAH ,,,, making something that we men already find as pretty and perfect ,,, ( there was an article on a
womans magazine about why men love you as you are , even when you find yourself getting softer we still love you ) or boring
holes and putting hard metal into the soft things I like to taste lick and suck on , ears , tits pussy lips , and mouth lips
and tongues …. If iw ant to chew on metal , I would stay at work with a mouth full of finishing nails ……
I do not want metal , sure it is your statement of submission , piercing is what owners have done with slaves since the beginning
of slavery a way to create pain .
But back to shaved pussy , BOB EDWARDS wweekend on NPR radio . such great topics , 1 world
population when women are educated they have less kids … great ! freedom of choice the girl who wants kids may have
some the ones who do not will not , a net decrease in world population . 2 the CIA , they do our bidding , they do what we
as a population ask them to do for our national interest , so , it you change you DOORSTEP , if the smalesst ecosystem changes
and that is multilplied , the effect will change the larger system . 3. eniviroment …. We have enough wid power in
Nebraska and texas to full fill the total americn energy needs ., the electric car battery should
be a quick chnge unit , and not sold to the individual but recharged and re installed by brand name energy dealers , mobil
– shell – etc….. keep the profit system going , thus we can move to electric cars . not hybrid or gas ….
( in Scientifi America last month , we can do it with solar … at a cost of less than hlf the Iraq war , it just takes
a war like commitment from you … end the purchase of gas , end the cash flowing to the Islamic terror groups they will
return to farming ) OOOOO HASHAVED PUSSY …. The effects of the shaving heads that are not recycled is UN IMPORTANT
…. They are so fucking small as to be unimportant ,,,,, it is being PENNY WISE AND DOLLAR FOOLISH ,,, and dam we are
so fucking dollar foolish
So honey shaving your pussy is a good thing , better would be to spend your money instead of
ruining a perfectly perfect sexuall toy , with dirty ink and hard metal … to slectively eradicate hair , some hair
is nice actually softens the skin and makes you more animal human like ,,,, but on your pussy lips it is nicer and more fun
for both of us if it is barren ….. instead of going thru the pain to take the tiney un noticeable hairs off your legs
with wax , spend a few weeks and the same money and have that pretty little pussy , zapped clean . thank you .
Penny wise dollar foolish , is canning
food at home this? No , the glass jar once made lasted ofr decades , the effect on the environment of buying thigs that grown
in your back yard for free in worse …. Even recycling is not that great compared to re using home canning jars , the
energy ,can be carbon neutral if you learn and enjoy the skill of the wood stove and the growth of the hybrid poplar tree.…
the time .// time … TIME … that thing we have so much freedom with thay you spend on average
2 hours , 2 full hours every fucking day , being a VEGATABLE … in fron
of the TV. Return to the world of real life , make so money but fuck the corp and the life of making $$$$ live a human life
, with the kids of the educated woman who chooses this , freedom , family ties in creation of fruit cups from the food falling
on the ground behind the house right now , why is it falling because you bought into the idea of ecomincs that working at
the job and buying food , is easy going to a GYM to get the exercise that picking up the fruit of gardening should have given
you is better … you have been ADVERTISED INTO ECOMINC SLAVERY …. And we have becom slaves to anti depressants
because if it , or self medicated with beer , 225 million perscritions for anti depressants to a population fo 3330 likkion
is OBSCENE .. insane ,, when living a human life of family friends and fucking would be so fun and busy , expecting the buds
of food from trees , to talk and care for plants . to socialize with friends and kids , to fuck wildly …… ahhh
study the concepts of the www.instinctualism.org website ,w atch for the newer pages as they come along week after week . be FREE
TO CHOOSE be educated .
A good day for living
Young master , the spirit the vibration the energy ( for lack of the correct word ) the UNDESCRIBABLE what ever
it is that is the TAO , the choice of awareness so that you can be her to experience a …. 1 of infinte number of choices
of adventures , each can end in a NAO SECOND . like the girl who flipped her car last month over the cliff in front of my
house ,,,, 1 minute driving along next minute dead ….
DUMBASS my firned it is a good day to live , but myth has it also that Indians , the aboriginal cultures
of American some would say before they went to war ,,,” it is a good day to die “ animals and more animal like
human , do not worry about the END . they do not build large church devoted to fear of returning to the toa , of saying GOODBYE
, of the end of this adventure . even though I can feel frome the friendship of the wild animals I have around my house ,
anoimals that use me for free food and yet come and spend time with me , near me , talk in spirit form with me thru , the
FEELONGS of heart of PRESENCE …. That they are equal to me … fellow AWARENESS’S
of the toa . even though they are not fancy filled with words like me , they are aware of themselves as a being . they
do not WORRY so much about leaving this adventure , yet they do not TRY TO GET KILLED … like you so dumbass! Like us
humans so much thru warfare thru ECONOMY and greed that we take on jobs or ideaology that creates warfares … that will
mean someone may die … when there is no real need …… the world is not over populated , there is way to
much energy and land for every one to have the life of comfort ,,,,, you say but but but … I say ,,,, you have been
programmed by greedy leaders who like to have employees ,, slaves the power of life and death over others ,,, and to maintain
that they created ECOMONY the fear of lack the fear of death ….
Back to the tAO…. I have been doing some TAO writing as of late , maybe it was
aprelude for this happening in my life ….. so , to you dumbasss , infinte choices ,,,,, you could die in the next minute
there mybe a hidden brain anurisum ……in your head ready to explore which will kill you in any minute , you may
unknowninly walk into a puddle at night that is hot with an electric cord , or get hit by lightning . of drive off a cliff
….. GAME OVER , your passing will be an event that I will have to adapt to , the good bye , more final than the last
time you disappeared …. And you said ,,,, good bye master philip I gotta split once more ,, your teaching is to hard
for me …. I am not MAN enough right now to commit . I misseed your presence the
watching of a son to me , grow and becoming a man , I missed that . but even when you were safe here I
knew that every second was the only real second that I had to enjoy your presence or for your to even enjoy your
own presence here in this time/space
ADVENTURE PLAYGROUND . you could have been washing a windown holding that metal pole 2 stories in
the air and have lighting hit you ….. remember it happened to me , but since it was before my time ….. I woke
to learn form the experience WOW that shit is realy ecetriclty fuck is that powerful.
Dipshit , reader my young master ……
what choices will you choose that are just plain and simple stupid , I talk about the tour of duty , well doing TIME is a
24/7 job that you do not get paid for , ….. army another 24/7 job when you realize that training and being sent over
seas are realy like being in PRISION ….. or even the university where you pay 100 grand to work hard for four years
.. and at the end of the 4 years you are 100 grand in debt a SLAVE … and you still got find a job at the end of 4 years
….. while my hardness , my path of the human jungle is in reality quited easy …. And only takes 2 years , and
you get to take one day off a week for partying with friends ( within limits )
Dumbass my friend where are you , what did you do
, should I morn , the great good bye once more of another friend ,,,,, my human side my greedy side which
says he left me! Who am I to say that you knew what you were doing and that this was your time ….. it has purpose in
my learning to even hear of it …but my own greed in losing a son , is PISSING ME OFF . did the the father of the warrior
brave get pissed off …. When the year ended and his son did not return ? …. Days went by weeks went by a month
the son was LATE , the mother and father remembering how cute their son was a ababy , learning to
walk , doing the stupid cite learning things like KITTENS faling off a rick in play …… the parenst pride and
joy ……. Did not pass his test of manhood . where is the silver lining ,,, who is the greedy one , to say that
… you ,y son in this life did not come here to leave EXXACTLY on your own terms . not mine ……
still dumbfuck if you did what I hear some say they think you may have done …… ONLY FOR $$$ to
make the tour of duty fast and easy …. I just , I am ,,,, without words . … part of me is mad , the other sad
….. other realizing my own greed in wanting to know that you just dissapered once more hiding alive some where . my
own greed as a parent to a young master yet I was only your teacher but ….. you piss me off dipshit . you mother fucker
better be alive and stay fucking hidden , if conditions call for that . STUPID STUPID STUPID CHOICE , we went over and over
these choices , your own past you said had taught you better . THEN WHY ? was it because that is
the script for this life adventure ? your life not mine to be lived on your terms not mine ? to be ended
in your way NOT MINE . well thank you for coming into my life for those short months dipshit , you were a help to me , thank
you for this fear of unknowing …. Another gift , realizing I have a choice to enjoy that which is real ,, the memory
,,,, and release the unreal , my life script for you . the indains would say “ it is a good day to die ……..
“ they could say that because they lived thru each day …. A good day for living .
Young master master are you aware of this
life the mountain streams all around you ? are you really living ALL OF this day ? will that quick cash help you live today?
Or is ti tied to a dream tied with a very high price that only you have the choice to pay . freedom of choice.
Ok , to newer young masters who will have choices to do , to think they are acting like a man ,
retaining , distributing even trucking is all fine , remember you just maybe doing 24/7 some year when they come with that
survellence photo and pick your ass up tieing you to god knows what ,,,, but a word to you dumbass , NEVER EVER
join a cleaning crew . depending on how close you are to the person who wants the job cleaned up , will depend on whether
you happen to be that LAsT THING THAT NEEDS TO BE disposed of . a smart young master will be able to understand the wisdom
of these words . the current human jungle as compared to the year alone in the wodds that our ancestors had to do to prove
man hood.
DisneyLand Dick
Young master ,. When she is opening and closing
her hands , she is shaking her head her hair flying m the fragrance often from her pussy is richer rising up frum that fucked
holed to reach your nostrils , the sounds of her saying over and over …… ooooooh my god MASTER …. Ooooh
my god .. no No NO ! fuck me ….. maybe even you get a confusing ‘ stop stop stop
‘ mixed in with the sounds of her multiple orgasims …….. ( oooh this will also tie into yesterdays
blog )
All of the above is ,,, IN
THE NOW living …. This is natural ZEN . much more real than sitting trying to reach a un-natural
state of zen awareness of bing thru being still instead of living the life you came here to live ,,, for I also am totally
inot the actions of driviner my cock in and around that pussy over and over to continue those sounds of total attentions upon
ME ! I am holding back over and over again , making my cummm my pressure build my cock throb inside of that very very sensitive
e pussy ,,, a pussy so well fucked as to be extra sensitive and able to feel the heat of the blood filling my cock she can
feel the throbbing as I build up to ward cumming as I stop with my cock grinding deeply inside of her pussing against the
opening of her womb ,,,, I am taking a break and at the same time forcing her to continue to feel my DOMINATION … getting
that break in stimulations so I can continue to force myself back and forth in and out of that pussy , taking my cock and
re forcing it back in to give her that feeling of first entry …. again for another set after other set ….
This is the mental living event that a ride
at a an amusement park gives you , it focuses the animal YOU on the idea of extreme danger while the designer built in many
mnay safety factors ,,, you fear immentetn death , because on the ride you are forced to experience spends and events that
signal unanatural danger to our animal instincts …. These rides bring you into the NOW of living being happy to be
alive ….. the same thing happens mentally in a good movie ,,, you mind gets brought into the lives of the character
to the point that you feel like you are living their adventure …. So for the 2 hours of a GREAT ! movie you foregt
your life to live another life …
During a great fuck she lives that event forgetting everything else .
Well , being HERE on planet earth , this place built
upon the vibrations of things thags are nothing more than vibrations exixiting in TIME /SPACE for flashes of on and off …
a whole universe of countless stars and planest and metors , and stuff , each built on infitie pieces of atoms , built on
infite numbers of vibrating events that create this ILLUSION of thing …. For YOU to come here to use this for a RIDE
llll like a realy cool amusement park … the meantl part of you comes here blank into a body with no DATA in its brains
, to function in this world , the baby brain starts to record events , to realize the rules of RIDING this
ride ,,, it is the beginning of the movie where you learn the caharacters who you will soon feel so much for that you mentally
become them for a period of time / space … forgetting you !
Well that awareness that comes into the baby … at conception or later …..
even at conception even aborted it is an ADVENTURE that it can not have unless it HAS IT ! . everything is perfect . the you
that knows what the TAO is , that infinitey is much larger than a brain can think , life is much larger than the 2 hour movie
that can bring you into the birth life and death of a character so deeply that you forget the outside world , the disneyLand
ride that for 5 minutes is the whoel world of life and death ,,, the hard fucking that is the most human activity that can
end up in the bringing forth of another fellow TRAVELER … a baby , an equal in the whole of the TAO .
If you remembered the TAO , this ADVENTURE
would not be so SWEET , so real , if while in the fuck she is thinking about work ,,, it is not so good ,,, if on the DisneyLand
ride ,,,, you can think about how well your Stick portfolio is doing …. It is not a good ride , if the movie does not
capture so that you are thinking about leaving instead of staying ….. because you know that REALITY outside is better
, than the movie is not so much fun ….. IF YOU REALLY kept the truth about your infitinte nature ,,,, with out the
questions of is awareness really real ,,,, with out the doubt this life would not be so important you would not fight for
it , you would get depressed and split quickly , give up ….. but you do not because ….. it is boring to being
…. Infinte in always ..always … life without limits or adventure is boring ….. so you have to foregt
things like past lives ,,, you have to enter into the AGREEMENT TO FORGET our real selves … we join
in on this trained level of LIMITS … conditioned to expectations from the second of being aware
that you are inside a body , in the womb or if you arrive dutring the first breath …. You gotta forget ,,,so that you
can have fun ….
And part of the fun is the missing the feeling of loss ……. Feeling of life and importance that a
person important to you is no longer here to interact with ,,, where did they go …. They are again who they realy are
,,, they came here ,, not a PHIL or SALLY or john or Mandy …. In the Tao you
and I are everything always , the I – in - I , here I can feel the movement of things , one at a
time …. Even the feeling of LOSS . and the challenge of it …..
Have you lost , money , or friends or boyfriends . or
health care insurance . or a house or a child ? money is a thought form the value of SERVICE …. Service in the form
of work , or a created good sold to create a smile … or the laughter of comedy show . ….. a house , the experience
of the flashing of infitinte numbers of friends …. Fellow awareness’s of the TAO in and out of exisitance so
that house can have some form that is noticeable to the receptors of the ANIMAL …..hav you lost something which never
was really here ? a friend who is part of the I-in-I that makes up everything still ?
Even our cock is made up of friends that create the
atoms of your body ,,, atoms who are experiencing themselves as ATOM , which built upon each other allow you to fuck your
Subbie . till she expeiernces nothing other than your DOMINACE . until she is being ZEN not listening to a far off mountain
stream but swimming in the strean of your sperm .
Tour of Duty
Young amster I use this term a lot lately
, lets you and me understand some shit first OK ! fact 1. the average YOU who goes to school 4 years to get that ALL IMPORTANT
4 YEAR degree . with all the help form mom and dad and student s grants ETC . ends up with $23, 735.00
in student loan debt ( not to mentions the now rising level of student credit card debt to maintain that all important image
while in school ) 2. the average starting salary for a person with a 4 year degree is $28,000. ( 538.00
per week ) 3. the MODE income average of people with 4 years degrees is $ 42,000 per year ( $807 per week or 200 a day )
Mode income , take away that tiny percentage
of bums , take away that tiny percentage of the TOP performers and what do the average Joe and Jeosphine make ….. 42k
( if they have a degree )
Now this is the great life, that the advertisers tell you to buy into ,,, and you should do this , it is very secure
, and will afford you your place in the structure of the economic slavery world . so do the right thing . like every one else
. and go to college !
NOW for the other tiny tiny tiny , percentage of MEN ( young masters ) out there who can handle
the pressure of being alone ! yes ALONE , this can not work if you have to tell every one your plans , be part of a crowd
or even tell the truth to mommmy and daddy ….. ( special mentor is good but only a true mentor self employed with 20+
years of success will do ) . Being ALONE is vital ! It is the core
of thinking for yourself , it is you who will take the ideas ,,, thoughts … which are nothing but tools to YOU , those
who can think for themselves .. ALONE ! . Take my ideas and your own , and the evidence trails of DATA , to forge a newer
world of opportunity . Oh yeah WORK HARD AND LONG FOR 2 YEARS ego-less-ly , then 2 for EGO , then enjoy
the fruits for a life time still work , but now you ….. “ go see your friends ” once
you understand this you never work another day in your life , every job is serving friends : I gotta charge my friends because
my enemies don’t shop here : old words of wisdom hung on a BAIT AND TACKLE STORE WALL . (mine).
In the same time it would take you to do , a 4
year Degree or a 4 year term in the army or 4 years in prison , you can be for all appearances RETIRED at age 22 . HOW you
ask ? WELL dumbass the answers are hidden thru out my writings , and it is for those men who can think on their own to DIG
OUT THE GOLD , to find the PEARLS in all the shit I write on www.instinctualism.org , to take pen and paper in hand and think . Once you do that , you will find
more and more information which will make more and more sense to you ( actually not cents but dollars ) . For me to just write
out the plan would do you a GREAT DIS-SERVICE !
I do not want to train idiots ! It is a service to the girls who would call you MASTER
, to know that you are really a MASTER , not just a fashionable male with a hard dick and a whip and some CHARISMA.
The girls like to call Master
during play time .
The healthcare of sexual bondage
Young master , an important mind fuck in our current world one of the deepst fears , repeated and repeated
until , the GODS of Profit arrive to help ….. HEALTH CARE ….. the biggest Lie they have fucked you in the ass
with …. Young master I call for you to search DATA on www.instinctualism.org young master training page …. And I mean really dig for gold , not just
accept the data of Paxcil an anti depressant we now find studies showing that it did not DO BETTER THAN the Placebo , they
had to continue the trials until they could beat the surgar pill , the POWER OF THE MIND .
I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND THE miracles OF
Mary Baker Eddy …. The miracles of the mind … for me it touches home because I as from an area with many
of her follower my family for one , EXCEPT my MOM ,, who died at 78 ,,, in the bible 5000 years it is said the time of man
is 70 plus years , hmmmmm why have we been dieing so early for the last 2000 years ( becaue of stress working our selves to
death for greed or because we were Ecominc slaves Serfs etc ) back to my dead mom ( the shell not the Taoist essence which
is because she was ) at her memeorial I heard over and over “ ohhh she dies so young she was just a baby “ 78?
A baby , but then I started to study my family and fuck if every one there was like 100 years old and yes she was the baby
of that generational group and to die so fucking young and in bad health at 78 ,,, to them was unthinkable , these men and
women who still go out each spring in Canada to grow some food in the land GOD GAVE THEM ,,,, their belief ! their thoughts
…. Created a youth in people over 100 that I was suprized to look at them and remember my dieing mother ,,,, and say
,,, the health care system ,,, the GODS of Profit lied to my mom hell lied to most of the old people I have seen age and die
… when you can study something else ,, why is it not explored advertised ?
IT WOULD NOT BE PROFITABLE , understand
business young master , fixed over head … it is called that student loan debt you build while studying for the profit
making job of being Doctor the god of life and death ….. the retailer of the DRUG industry … for with out the
retailer there will be no prescriptions written ,,, 225 million prescritptiosn for drugs that barely beat the surgar pill
… the power of the mind .
So asshole forget digging for alterntive data , eat the PROGRMAING of the FOR PROFIT , health
care industry , blindly follow them because the have been given a piece of paper from other people like them ,,, like them
… who need to support the industry !
Now for the girl ,,, who by freedom of choice .. want to be tied up , to be re- leased form the OBNDAGE
.. of her programming to live the instinct of her …. Pentrated … nature ,, apussy that desire the
PENIS THE PENTARATOR …. You ! ….. the ties , free her to be herself to be human finnaly , if only for
a few hours with some MASTER , who has learned the Charisma ….
She wetts , profusely before arriving at masters Dungeon , that again the example of
the power of the mind , for no stimulation to her cunt is happening then why is she wett?..... girls know they go to doctors
much more than men , but they also know that their own , mental state is why they have pussy problems , they know that when
they are stressed their reproductive organs fuck up their pussy gets sick ,,, one of the first things to show the stress of
this life … is our nost natural part ,,, our sexual organs ,,, even for you didpshit the amount of younger men with
stress related sexual dysfunction is increasing , even though the for PROFIT DOCTOR the god , wants you to think it is a problem
with the machine … the body a chemical problem that he and his business partnerst the Drug companies can fix , as long
as you believe ,,, believe …. Listen to them for they have the PAPERS of Doctorial Degress … that awer given
for a price by others who need to keep the for profit system going ,,,,, the buddy system . ohhh but doctors are healers ?
But the data shows that the maojority of
them go into health care because the MONEY $$$$ THE CASh IS great !.
Once tied and relaxed your wife /wives will be free
like they never can be in any other way , the extreme is neede to combat the EXTREME of the mnd fucking of the life time of
repeated programming , over and over …. Til we forget other ideas that have been recoreded since man started writing
things down , the years of man is 70 + years ,,, the statement of history and today , we live in health for 70 years ,,, but
much more if we believe health . that belief that which the drug company trys over and over to beat , the surgar pill the
bleif ….. the mind , the expectations .
What expectations does a girl have when she is secured nude and exposed …. What is her expectations
…. Look a the covers of the romance novel the theme of the romance novel the biggest selling form of literature , over
50 percent of all books sold are romeance novel , the girl living life thru voyeurism …. The theme is the girl being
taken by the adventuros male , the submitting to HIS right of dominace . … so disphit I will not talk about the budget
aspect of paying for health insurance , since , this is a concept new to the evolution of human kind , we have been around
for about 3.3. million years since the bones and evidence of Georgia man …. With out health insurance , living in health
till over 70 , then aging after than and returing to the tao …. Aging after the baby of your baby has babys …..
when your mind feels you are not needed so much any more , your time of service is over you return naturally to where we came
from the TAO. SO WHAT , no matter what the doctor tells you ,,, you STILL DIE! IN THE END !
Penis display
Young master to ignore the animal aspect has been what
has to problem over 100’s of years , we hid ourselves ,,,,, we put ourselves under pressure in bonds of REPRESSIVE rules
, TWISTING INSTINCT our animal instinct we have clothes it is called skin . what difference does the girls French Maicure
really do for her when she is sitting around the home in the evening being human , being a NATURIST …. The newEr word
for living Human – MAINLY …. Being a nudist ,,, http://www.instinctualism.org/id44.html ... this link actually brings you to some other great links the understanding
about the real ive dynamics of a life long commitment to living FREE OF EGO at home . and the TA –
BOO ,,,, boooooo booooo I scare you , your programming shows up …. ( go to the mating pages and under stand the nature
of incest …. The effect of the SYMPTOM … of our RESPRESSIONS , put on enough pressure to the animal and the
animals will SQUIRT OUT in a VERT ,, diverted ,,, under pressure we everything will find expression reaction to the pressures
the confusions …..and so I HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY OWN … ta booooo … I scare me ….. booooooo scarey
What about the families who
decide that clothes are something they do not want to be forced to wear while at home ? what about that?to even think about
it , the mind SHUTS DOWN .
What about the age old practice of penis enlargement ,,, the pulling on your cock to encourage blodd flow ,,,,
masturbation ,,, penis display ,, sexual recreation while no one else is there to fuck you young master , yet in that time
of display you encourage your ,,, HAREM , females to feel their own desire to stop ,,, foraging to stop talking TO STOP AND
FUCK , to engage in human recreation …. In the mating page in the article about chimps , you hear that the PENIS
of a chimp is not like OURS …. Yes we share more DNA with the Chimp that with THE GORILLA … but honestly
in many many ways seually we are close to the Gorllia ,, in the stability of tribe harem family ,,, in protective nature ,,
yet of course there is the simaiarity to chimps , NOTHING IS WRITTEN IN STONE , I am not either one .
I am the savannah ape , the coastline ape
…
So being nude at home , young
master can you even think about it really NOW , in your current world of living where ever you are living ? where do you live
, what is your SHORT TERM living goals , I ask you in the tour of duty blog to do A 90 % and you say that is insane ,,, un
do- able ,, but dipshit remember the times you were broke and just go back to living like that for the tour of duty the faster
you start the faster you find those ….. EE’s adding up and then you own the PRIVATE LAND ,
Explore the 5 acrce site plan on the human
housing page ,,, the place where is it legal as per the laws you will read on the books at the page nude and natural links
…… you are allowed to BE HUMAN ! with out the PRESSURE . and you will be better for it ! now lets say you are
chilling and massaging your penis ,,, pulling the root upward filling th shaft with blood over and over ,,,, a healthy thing
….. in this ISPLAY , do you not think your girls friends and wives will not totally enjoy making you CUMMMMM do girls
not also get bigwarm wonderful feelings when they make us cummmmm ….. DO YOU THIN SHE DOES NOT JUST LIKE WATCHING YOUR
WHITE HOT STICKY CUMMM ,,, shot and fly out of the slit hole of the ned of your full deep purple hot cock in her hand , to
wath the sperm fly like a thick milk thru the air in space for a change ?
For a change ? sexual recreations ,,, what ever 2 or more
ADULT ,,, adult ,,, humans desire ,,, why would any natural normal animal want an ,,,,, immature mate ? well they DO NOT it
is us ,,, who are repressed , sexually who get fucking weird , ooooh it is intereting the data on the chimps , the manipulative
nature of female actions in the TRIBAL ,,,, not harem .. chimps are TRIBAL …. When it comes to SEX . interesting reading
for those who want to explore what is NATURAL FOR human since we have become so un- natural as to have forgotten the freedom
of displaying your COCK in your own territory ! your silver back gorilla territory ….. living in the clothes that DNA
desgned for the savannah ape . short haired , ever look at the wide range of dogs … all doga ,,, why not apes ? not
monkeys but apes .
To think freely to understand your DNA to live legally ,,, and maybe if more people understood the effects of
COERCION AND CONTROLS , the need for continued printing of the fine book COURAGE TO HEAL ….
May be over …. ( great book to TREAT THE SYMPTOM ….. the TABOOOOO is a symptom of the real problem !~ , a very
painful confusing damaging symptom)
Happy Gilrs
Young Master watch the world do the thing that the Taosit Szage did 100’s of year ago and learn the simple
lessons , one lesson is that nothing is black and whilte like we want it to be , simple like the man made symbol of the Tao
the inter=twined white and blacm , when you know the truth there is only shades of grey , white always ahs some black a black
has some white . like economy compared to here and lets say NEW ZEALAND … the feeling of the population one here who
has been trained ot value , fighting in terms of co-operation ,,, what do you feel or see as the POSSIBLES for
you , what have you bought into as the BEST way to STRIVE for living here on earth during this ,,, this life . are you stuck
in the value or trap of one life 1 existatnce , there is no IN-FI –NITE possilbes for you …. If you do have some
infinity in your spirit how about looking then at the possibles in the wolrd of choices about life styles and ecomincs and
family and GOALS …. So explore what you feel or think is the possible for you , are times hard and you describe your
world as hard , then , can you maybe think about the possibles outside of that description and then work to explore those
possibles .
When you read my shit , you
understand I proclaim ,,, it to be shit that I am not the OFFICAL .. Phd. But also read the words of others and underatand
they are represented in their way of seeing things …. Two writers describe the actions of SEXUAL safari;s OF FEMALE
CHIMPs yet use different words and each words timulates feelings of RIGHT OR WRONG in the emotions of the reader and those
emotions are based upon the PROGRAMING of the reader .and the hidden desire of the writer who crafts sords to effect the world
to encourage the world they want , but just remember it is an INFINITE reality , why limit the kitchen
of it’s spices , the things we use to create tasty foods dishes , things to enjoy ,,,, why should a pio be only the
fruit and the wheat and ,,, what about some honey or surgar , or cinnamon or nutmeg , or ginger , or mixing of fruits …
what about adding ice cream later ????
Your observation should take into account the changes that you young master go thru , some guys stay
in the adolescent stage of being a member of a POSSE or Crew ,,, some men grow up and do their TIME ALONE …. Yet once
the Indian brave returned to the tribal area he developed relationship supportive friendship with males once more , now girls
tend to be friendship oriented for a life time , each supporting each other , the Evovlution of APE . she can not EASLY raise
a child a lone , yes she can but it is stressfull …. Ahhh a flaw FLAW in the single family home
design , a design forced upon human kind buy the ecomony , that wanted to sell concrete boxes to the ecomonic slave of industry
,,,,, dividing us , into nuclear families ,,, nuclear bombs ready to explode , that need to be drugged into submission with
anti depressants of a constanst flow of beer .
( I nothing against beer how about making it yourself ,,,, maybe you would have more respect for it
if you had to grow the barley and whenat and malt those hops and do the brewing maybe it would be much more sweet to take
the full moon ceremony to enjoy a good beer HIGH )
I see the writing about the fighting of the male Gorilla , the Phd. Saying that the
gorilla male lives it’s life , fighting , when in fact the test and challenges the siver back get yearly is very rare
it is often a teen agers , just testing … the other siver backs . live in co-operations with diffined territory ,,,
and the kid of course while trying to find space in the world ends up starting short lived fights here and there , the perecentage
of stress , that you view in the confusing complex tribal chimp life and stable gorilla life is very different
. and this peace of the HAREM allows for personell growth ,,, maybe the reason why us HUMANS DID EVOVLE … was this
harem with broad co-op ties between silver backs , like the harem Indian tribes seen here in the Americas , with their , lives
that had NO MURDER … to even get mad in the resolution of an argument was , the MAD person ostrisizzed
for a season …. To live with out friendly co operation …… maybe even his females going to live outside
of his territory …. Open your mind while you read young master.
Next is the feeling of losing touch with the ground once
you go out on your own ,,,,, on one side is excitement on the other if you were the rich and comfortable one , to leave that
comfortable safe life for the unknown is …… harder . but is living in a gold plated cage what you want? If YES
great stay where you are ! again I can go back to the writings of Zuanghzi …. Describing wild bird kept in golden cages
living on the best of human foods and dieing ,,,, dieing because what is good for one animal is not good for another . what
has been good for you , and what has not ,, remember the lesson you have LIVED . do not get drugged by comfort back into the
submission of life as usual ,,, and remember the one on one ROCK WILL FALL , it always does . couple after couple , year after
year , century after century …… why just do the same old thing ? Because you do not have the guts to expand
the options ,,, the spices in the kitchen of the universe …. .is it because you have no MODEL ? no plan shown to you
? ok well that is changing before your eyes on www.instinctualism.org
Penis in pussy recreations
Well young master , that projection
on your body is made to be put inside a body … now what body ddid you dream about when you were younger
when you were first getting that hard projection what body stimulated it ? when you jacked off as a kid … did
you ever think about GIRLS ? ( ohh I am questioning a guy who says he is gay and I question this choice in terms of DNA )
this same question I ask of some girls , did the thought of a man ever stimulate that wetness between your legs , the lubrication
.. the inner wanting to be PENTRATED , by the hard hot engorged cock of the boy you had been looking at ?
If you dipshit
have ever been excited by the nature of your plumbing than please give me that ~ … give me the fact that NATURE is
you are HETRO , but of course you have free choice now a days very cool this choice thing . now sexual recreations for girls
the nature of human recreation is for the relaxation of sex …… and girls being the social animals they are ,
to give love attention friendships girl to girl is natural and friendly and fun and relaxing and within the bounds of nature
….. for the lone male it is more a trange activity , once the black back teen gorilla is actively trying to fuck his
sisters or aunts ,, DAD ,,, chases him out of the territory telling him it is time for him to do his TOUR OF DUTY , to form
his own private territory ,, then attract his own females ,,,, ATTRACT HIS WON FEMALES …. Because on average the other
males are doing like the black back and thinking about sticking their dicks in a girl so , the develop territories ,, they
protect banan trees , they shit out tasty plant seeds the gather in their stomach while forging far and wide ….. they
shit the plants they found tasty into the home territory thus creating garens of food for girls who like the same foods as
he does …..
Or is the balck doing this to attract another black back male ? yes the black back male
may have have mutual masturbation with his brothers and cousin with the interaction of his siters … that play then
became him wanting to fuck his sister , which then got the attention of dad who said in his best dad voice ,,,,,, TIME TO
GROW-UP SON …
Young mast and miss , the stress of current human development ,,, the man hate young master
of your mom ,,,, now I fi remember my numbers well ,, the symptom of human sexual mainpultion and repression ……
called incest touches the lives of 1 in 6 womoen ,,, and your mom a woman ,,, and that 1 in 6 means count 1 , 2 ,3 ,4 ,5 and
then mom , it is about the law of averages ….. the same effects that the perp exhibited now the victims exhibit ,,,
and there is a great chance your mom , is 1 of those 1’s …. Even in her FASHIONABLE move to encourage you to
be femine ,,,,, playing with dolls , a ALONE male child with a woman who hates men …. Yet married ,, complex shit young
mater ( and young miss , you also are being SOCIALIZED into being more male ,) just open your mind here http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html .... dammm if this wacko does not bring you a bunch of cool links ….
Now think
about the variation of dogs in a liter , the RUNT the small one often is the smarter one or else it will not feed aand it
will die , nature gives it a better brain , we …. Before we were savannah apes , were lush jungle apes , but we being
thinner and weaker had to learn how to live in MARGINALL AREAS …..we had to LEARN ! …. To
live …. We learned to understand how fire burnt the savannah and yet there was till food , cooked animals and popped
corn and wheat ,,, kernels , that actually were easier to digest , the cooked animal being smoked now ,,,, did not spoil so
fast , and the sparks from our new toys the rocks of acave as compared to the soft sticks of lush jungles …. The rocks
hitting each other created sparks which by accident made small fies ,,,, that dad remembed cooked small aminals making them
easier to eat , since we are not meat eating by DNA design .
Yet we eat meat ,,,, you are not GAY
by design yet you needin human touchbecome gay , you being confused by the STRESS of dating girls ,,,,, you the male who has
been encoursged to act and feel like a girl …… you learned to be gay ….. truth homo sexual genes , can
not live on because true homo sexual genes have no children to pass down , their genes to since they are ,,,,, homo sexual
,,, non – sexual ,, in numbers that would support the living of that gene in the competitive natural world , so being
gay should be part of the 3 percent it should be 1 of 100 possible genetic changes …. That happen
by mistake , like being born missing a finger or hair lip , or downs syndrome …. Or what ever the 100 gentic variations
of the human can come up as , and being truthfully HOMO SEXUAL SHOULD BE JUST 1 of those events ……
aht did you feel or dream about when it came to the opposite sex , just between you an me ? becaue I know your mom , if she
knew you were reading my stuff , she would take the JAG away from you again ,,,, the controlling open minded fashionable TODAYS
woman that she is , very scraed you may THINK FOR YOURSELF ! ( ooooh the fear of losing the CAR the $ , the CONTROLED
you can you feel it ?)
Hard nipples in her brain
Young master sex ,,, is frist in your
brain , it is in your EXPECTATIONS , sure there is some evidence then you realy get hard but it stats in the thinking about
it then the flood of hormones , which motivate the get up and go … then the compounding of fresh hormones at the presensece
of the girl ( or the hardenness of a nipple when she sees that guy comong closer and closer ) it is not a single action or
thought or activity , but still with out thinking nothing would have happened …..
So your thoughts play a
big part in your current reality ,,, your thoughts cummm from the rules placed in your brain from day one ,,,,, being in a
body and not knowing the rules on how to OPERATE , the arms ,,,,, that is you’re the TOA ,, the 1 awareness ….
Who has to be you so that the story of the infinte number of story POSSILBE in IN – FIN – NITY ,, can be! ….
So you gotta be a 1 because it is possible … just be cause it is possible means it must happen … linear time
and space are possible ,,, linear time and space you meet a girl , you both are hormonal animals , so the flood of drugs gets
both of you wanting to fuck each other and well within the hour you both leave to go home and fucka total stranger ……
this is linear time …. Infinte .. is to experience all that as a flood of events all the time all the events being
available always in a constant flood the shooting of your load of sperm in her at the same time as meeting her and the leaving
her mixed in with the veryother possible vent you could have in a time/space life mixed in with every event I have in a time/space
life , in the tao you have very second but because there is no seconds you experience everything available always till it
is numbing the constant totall volume of ALL POSSIBLIES being and happening constantsly .
So time space is kind a
fun we get to savor ,, each events ,, unfolding . we get to think ..and feel each event .no the feeling part is the real you
, the FEELER is the experiencer …. You are the 1 who feels the effects of having your nipples become swollen and hard
when you see that boy if you are a girl ,,,,, or you are the one who feels the rush of sweat as you avoid a car accident and
you fear the pain of a car crash . you are the feeler of the flooed of event response HORMONES .
This becomes
important as you learn the rules behind living inside a body ,,, say after day the baby learns about its body , at first it
semms to be FLAYLYING in’t arms and legs which it is doing it is learning about time and space ..
event after evernt , it is learning that when you flip the light swithch the light goes on , when it starts to learn to operate
the body which is in need of food and air to survie , the YOU is learing what is is like to be in time /space … thinking
and feeling … making jugements , this feels good , this mommy milk , the shell this machine I experience time space
thru is feeling stronger and lives …. The body has instinct to suckle …. AUTO PROGRAM , so that you do not have
to RE-LEARN the most basic of events , LIKE SEX DRIVE …. With out it you may not re produce and
life would END , the abilty to come back for more TIME SPACE EVNTS . would end , because there would be
not new shells ofr our friends in the TAO to live thru to FEEL thru ….
As you learn the rules
about the body , as you learn the agreements of this time space life , we accept that there are limits to make this life ,
less like the experience of the TAO …… that constant all powerful state , where ever awareness is every awareness
, the I in I …. We accept certain limits here for fun of it
But , we also have great
freedom of choices , and becoming a harem amle is a freedom of choice , becoming a harem males also gives girls a freedom
of choice , so many girls are feeling trapped in the LACK of choice ,t hey choose males who are DYSFUNCTIONAL
. because of the lack of choice , but how do you young amster bcoem a relxed financially stable master of your life , first
so that you can really give a choice to the females all around you that would love to listent to explore your ideas ,,, they
have the freedom of choice to look learn listen and experience , it is a free time and age , and harem s are legal int hat
there is NO marriage licsence the trap of LAWS that the thought form ecomony wants it’s slaves to accept , yet , there
is always choices .
How do you start ,,,, homstly your modeling about money is often your biggest hurdle
….. because it does take $$$ , it is the seeds the male Boar or gorilla shits into the territory it lives in , the
land it found un lived in . it was far enough away from other strong males that those males left the younger male alone …..
the younger male would forge in the silver backs territory then return to shit in his own land , and thus providing him in
a year aor two with good food there .this is the saving account of SHIT . of money which is SHIT =$ ….but you can be
the stupid male that most girls have to choose frim , they spen their money looking like a fucking peacock with powerfull
trucks and cool cars . Desinger clothes …. Which do work in attracting females who will always need
more and moer and more of these things to stay happy …. Until they realize that it does not work then they will try
the DRUGS of doctors to end their pain . and depressions .
How do you start honestly the easiest way
to start iw with of course baby steps , stoeps you make alone without the fear of being judged by your girlfriends or buddys
… and the easiest way to lock money way …. Lock it yet in 6 months you can get it , but remember the tour of
duty will lat atleast 18 month … so 6 months is that help to get those first few or 10 grand saved and locked away
, the tool is the US SAVINGS BOND ……… go search for it , in fact go to www.instinctualism.org And I will link to it from the masters training page . ( ohh the jobs , I talk
about ,, bemember this think about this why do you give a present at chirstmas ? what do you want ? you want to recive a smile
. service is about creating smiles and getting paid for it ! you feel good and get paid for it , while for me I am whistling
and working listening to KORN and RAGE now this is a job )
But it all starts with thoughts and
feelings , if you WANT TO you will ACT . if you really do not want to you will not act! If you want to you will start to realize
the truth of operating in this time space , you have choices , you can learn to act ! … IF YOU WANT TO ,,, again the
want ,,, and wants arise based on FEELINGS …. So thinka bout what it is you are realyy feeling , but since you are
stoned and drunk , drugged into a state of not feeling .. well you can not think about feeling how about this dipshit ,,,,
the book is AMAZING POWER OF DELBREATE INTENT . Abraham-hick try page 72 and see if you can understand the choice to thisnk
about the possible ways to think about the same event . what does a girl think about when her nipples re getting harder hwo
about you dickweed what do you think when after a year or tw with your girlfriend you expect more no’s than yes’s
?the poly- harem family will create newer dynamics ones unknowlable unitill their creation in real time /space.
Half past
fuck o’clock
What time is it young master , and if you said it is time or past time to fuck once
again well you are correct , it is not 6:50 , there is no 6:50 except in our agreement ………. ( I talk
a lot about the agreement at a meta pyshical level that allows for the assemeby of sub atominc into some thing we can translate
in a reality , form no one thing into things ) our agreement , our trained ideas .
STOP <
NO < IT HURTS are also things like 6:50 AM ….. when said by that girl who by choice comes back over and over to
be with me in my world , if they were the truth why is does she come back ? so why does she say the words at all , well ,
because it does hurt , … she does want it to stop ,,,,,, no no no I am cumming very very very strongly , cumming ,
cummming at a different level . Young master the high we get when we pass certain levels of stress while working , yet when
the job is done we feel so great , we look at what our pain and strength and work and struggle built and
we feel great ,,,, she gets that type of orgasimsm when you ignore her NO > STOP > IT HURTS ….
But dumb
ass there are limits for each girl it will be something you have to kinda of feel your way thru , remember how much a pussy
is designed by natural to be able to stretch …….streeeettccchhhh …… and if done while stimulating
ther clit the effects are , it feels so GREAT IN THAT SPECIAL BAD WAY , that she can not do to herself even if she wanted
….. she really does want it from you , and over and over the benift of some alcohol is that allowing
of her to express her deeper self and submit to my desire to see her …… cummmm to see her feel the sensations
that her body can feel …..
Yet that means I will become MEANIE MAN ,,,, bad man ,,,, being accused of breaking
her pussy ….. and yet that same broken pussy within 10 or 15 minutes can be the puppy pussy that will take my cock
into so that I can be satified also ,,,, that broken pussy still VERY sensitive and on the edge of orgasim , will have a few
other as it serves me , and serves her ,,, giving her that satifaction of know that hard on she rubbed into being a few minutes
ago has the warm wet hole to move back and forth in , till it shoots its white sticky milk … swelling throbbing and
spurting my cumm into her , giving her that filling ….. creamy filling a d , inner pride of being a Goood girlfriend
. Yet I need to deal with the idea of agreement ….. the idea of passing NO . STOP , IT HURTS . to give her what she
deeply desires and what I love , to see and hear , HER ATTENTION … to see her spread herself wider as she kind of squirms
and wiggles away . into the corner moving a little , in response to my fucking her withthat larger dildoe or the fingers everywhere
, or the event of the fingers skipping towards a fisting … as her pussy invites it …. Even though her mnouth
says NO NO NO ,, the opne legs the wetness ,a nd her presense , yes , squirming away , but not , getting up , mad or realy
fighting it ……..
Reality ,,,,,,, not 6:50 am ….. rioght now outside it is not 6:50 am , it is
before sunrise ….. my inner animal asys I can not see safely , it is not time for me to run my morning mile …..
because it is not safe , to do this in the dark , I as an animal am not designed for this time of the natural day . like my
daughter cutting her foot last nite and me having to clean the wound and dress it . remeinds me , walking around in the dark
is not our nature …… the trusting to fate the walking blind..
Why do we humans alow ourselves
to get so unnatural , the exposing of a girl of herself to deep prentations the feelinf of that fun is natural and desirable
,,,,,,, but often can noly be requested from me by , her hiding in beer ….. but beer happens in nature in regular
cycles of the fruits we ate she had those times which were relaxing in her mind … to experience more intense sex .
Now what time is it 6:50 that serves the thought form of ecomony , I am to ecomony like the intestinal
flaura and fauna are to me , these beginnings ….. life formes , that taste and test their environment they florish
in health and reproduce when thing s are GOOD … life forms much much older than us new comers humans , animals which
choose to reproduce , yes triggered by reproducitive hormones but so are we humans also triggered by reproductive hormones
, with out these urges by instinct we may become so hedonistic as to not create new , VESSELS in which TAO awareness can experience
time and space … and getting deeply fucked …. Or lving in a world ….. an uviverse … that we can
not or do not want to realize is , a LIFE … full of tastes and choices and experiences … that of being intestinal
bacteria , … needed so that I can live ,…. I am some thing unreal to my intestinal bacteria ,,,, I am an something
un noticed by the thought form ECOMONY …… the rules of eneomy says , go here at this time
do that ,, so that I can live ….. and so to , we influence the environment of the needed bacteria in our animal guts
, each complex animal depends on the beneificial bacteris in and around the body . neither understanding the other , each
beinging , is just a thought form to the other …. That place in which they live . their environment .
What does
that hve to do with , DOM/subbie sex , ? nothing except , every thing the inter connection betweent he lives that live in
you that keep you ALIVE ….. the ecomony of environment that we choose to live in …. What is human kind designed
to live in ? what evidence it there that we create our won stress by choosing the aid the creation of ecomony by ignoring
its effects on us . we created ,,,, GREED . like the bacteria created the COLONY bacterial orgaisnism a
billion years ago . complexity of infite parts , so that she can ,, choose to expose her pussy , spread her legs wide and
complain , because it does hurt , and yes her pussy is being broken and stretched and it in the end after
she twitches and whimpers and lets the experience flow thru her body as she recovers in that state of waves of orgasisms ,,,,,
she and I realize it is natural . and good . and fun . and yes . and I gotta pass the limits of my programming
with a level of skill and care . that is being MASTER of “ our “ world . so she can experience
submission safely once more .
Licking Passion
Young amster , that feeling of WANTO , when it comes from
inside you not dependant on what an other or group of others feel about whay you want to do , if you still want it , and it
gets you up and out of bed every morning , well then you got passion , you got a vibration about you that will attract to
you what is needed for you as , you learn how to be ready for what it is that you are deeply wanting ….
I sound
like a funking positive thinking book , but the constant theme in every fucking positive thinking book is the same mother
fucking theme ,,, it is about you personally wanting something and then the universe forms its atoms into that which you realy
realy realy want , now if that want has behind it the ,,,,, self image in terms of what others think , you are then living
THEIR WANTO. Yet you think you call it yours .
Wanting to be rich , wanting $ …. Is about smiles for the people in your life or the
people who you realy want to be in your life ,, you dipshit are a social animal , you do not do well honeslty alone ,,, a
ALONE male gorilla is NOT ….. you the DNA MALE ANIMAL wants to create a place
that female will enjoy being , in the enjoyment , in her smile and comfort you hope she will spread her legs easly without
fight and you can lick that pussy , creating the sounds of music ,,, music zand singing so sweet and exciting that your dick
gets hard ,,,,, the sound of her excitement get your dick wildly hard ,,, does the sound of KORN get your dick hard ,,,,,
hey I am not rashing KORN in any way , over half of my book TWISTED INSTINCT ( selfless plug link for purchase is on the page
www.instinctualism.org ) it gives you a great pump because it touches your anger and frustration ant
not understanding this CONFUSING world ,,, when what I am talking about it trying to get you to become in line with your deepest
PROGRAMING , the molecular P[ROGRAMING , of your DNA ,,,,,, and the 1 on 1 is a slap in the face of your HAREM nature .
I talk so
much about the slap in the face , the un nature of the 1 on 1 , the happy fairy tale , because , I feel it deeply , my own
personel passion , to find a solution to that which sucks the passion out of living ,,,,, what is realyy sucking the passion
out of you? You think it is about $$$$ but the reason you want money is to cover the wound of love , offinding your place
in a scila structure ,,, which is so confusing , and every one else is telling you how it should be , but thery themselves
are living in hell , so how can they put on the SMILING face and expect you to be the happy one so they
can feel there is still hope for themselves ,,,,,,
I watched an old movie last night , the PRINCE
OF TIDES , and it was so depressing in that every family was so dysfunctional and every one was SMILING ,,, looking for the
fairy tale .. yet living in frustration .
The 3 wife dynamics when it comes to stress relief for the mothers , in that having
3 moms and a wide range of child ages , and the brother sisiter friendships because of the common daddy figure . ….
It is designed to create the most natural family for humans ,,,, the sexual desire of the female is als o stimulated by the
music of sex , in that she hears the pleasure her sister wife is having if the female is not GREEDY or
jealous ,,, but is passionate inher desire to live something different then she will happily get very stimulated by the sounds
of her sister being licked by me till she cummms ,,,,, the other wife , the sister if she is loving towards the benifts of
the whole family unit first before her own greed to won a MALE ….. she will then feel deep FREE PASSION to feel the
male tongue , you tongue your cock …..
But dipshit , without the 3 tents the territory natural to the aharem instinct of A
HUMAN ,,,, the 3 single family homes ,,,, the 3 nesting areas of the gorilla female , they share the family unit yet they
make their own beds and sometimes share beds , but the ability to find time ALONE or in the family within
the secure territory , where the food and safety are some what guaranteed . but it can not be realized until the passion of
you to create something , is finished , what is your private passion , what is thedesrie behind all your WANTS …. The
real truth behind things , I mean something like building your sprots career is mainly about you alone , but the money that
comes from that I betcha if you thnink about what plans you have for thata cash you will find the evidence of creating smiles
for others ,,,, the GORILLA NATURE , of building a territory …. The www.instinctualism .org
pages are all about helping you create a natural territory , free food yet slf employment incomes where buying food
is easy , but the deep security of having the natural food supply gives a freedome that cash in the bank living in a city
where everything is trucked in …. Where you live DEPENDANT on others …. Well there is a deep un certainty at
a DNA LEVEL …. That the simple fruit tree will fix ,,,, the nature of moving living of exercise which the 5 minutes
a day of the SFG will give you and buy loving the land which gives us everything the peace of mind of living more naturally
.
But ,,,,,, the 1 on 1 fairy tale does happen , the happiness that you think you see behind the smile
ing faces of unhappy people are based in the real happiness of some one ,,,,,, remember you live in infinte
possibles ….. the 1 on 1 did work and does work .
What is your passion and
how does the expectations of others influence that passion ? both parts of that questions need yout to think deeper than you
normally think , do not aceept the surface response that you feel .
Buying pussy
Young master
with a state governor in the news a great tool for understanding the programming you have been given because thru the constant
expectation that we humans live against what is NATURAL for us , you understand the DIVIDE AND CONQUER tools of Ecomony ……….
No not just government but that which is behind even government the idea of ecomony-s .
The evidence of history
, to show that HAREM cultures survived next to greed based cultures warfare cultures , that the INSTINCTUAL
harem goups tribes , survivied while warfare power ecomonies come and go thru out history . another great movie to show you
no the ,,, PUMP that most people find in it , onw groups see a great love story and wishes for that fairy tale love 1 on 1
. NOR the bravery in battle , the pump you young master may fell why watching a good bang/bang/shoot’em up …..
but to look at the art of the movie in showing the behind the scenes truths about ourselves …. The search for some
for power and the FRIENDLY PEACEFUL nature of the over whelming numbers of us ,,, us , the common people , who just want to
live our lives and fuck . look behind the surface themes disphit .
Behind the scenes of buyng
pussy ,,,,,, how in fact even dating is buyng pussy , as compared to the pussy shopping for a good man they lwait to be bought
and say that that is the same INSTINCT as shoping basesd on facts ,,, they say to themselves the guy that
can purchase a good date etc … show his worthiness , but in fact what they are looking at is BLING …. It is
fashion .. to be able to purchase the things of living ,, for the common person . ooooooh I am wrong , because the average
common person is so INGRAINED in living in the ecomony of being and ecomonci salvery that they SEEM un- seperable . money
and living .
Yet they are not , just that you have not allowed your self to THINK FOR YOUR SELF .
yet . but that means realizing things during those times of confusion , the times you are worrying about talking to that cute
girl , feeling you life , and then questionsing why is dating so fucking hard ? if your focus was to create a good territory
and if girls were free to shop based on instinctual drives and life times desires and their won deepest feelings ,,, not expectations
of having the newest purchased THING ! from a store , that temporary high of buying recreation and happiness
. if she could shop with out fear of APE ,,,,
Now buying a product or service which is natural for each person and does not hurt either
person and is of ExERCISE and Emotional benefit ,, why limit or illegalize it ,,,,, because you , dipshit have been programmed
to think that it the girls who choose this way of creating $$$$ do it because they are forced some how ,,,,, but if you really
look at it . you can see it is girls who coose freely , yes maybe they do not want to do it… or atleast when asked
in public ,,, in public ,,, they do not want to do it , yet the evidence of their life is they DO CHOOSE it …..that
is because of greed , I am not talking about junkie chicks walking the street but high quality women many with some level
of higher education choosing to enjoy their bodys and provide males with the exercise and emotional comfort for money like
a doctor prescribes Therapy . Certain deep instinctual needs not many men can get from
the TRAP of marriage 1 on 1 enough so that no matter what having another woman keeps showing up in this FAIRY TALE OF
of love we now live and thin is reality .…. ILLEGALIZING nature is A GREAT
DIVIDE and Conquer. Keep the population un settled then the population becomes a programmable and ok slaves …..
The harem
life of our cousins the animal world , remember to touch yourself , you are covered in fine hairs you breathe air , you eat
, you respond to hormoinal triggers at certain timew without your CONCSISUs control ….. you are and ANIMAL . and a
very depressed animal at that , no other animal is as depressed so self destructive ….. or GENECIDIAL like we are …..
now we can live a harem culture and realize the truth about the average human , WE ARE A VERY VERY VERY …. CO-OPERATIVE
animal , we co-op with nature as evidenced by the old time average farmer who loved his land , it gave his and his
family food woood housing everything pus it allwed for the exchange of gifts and arts ,,,,, we co-op’d in harem cultures
we are natural 12 BRAVOS … combat engeneers .. creating defensives against the warfare tribes , to the point that peaceful
harem tribes lived for ever even shile CANNIBAL tribes grew and died off thru history. When you realize the peaceful nature
of the average US and then look at a movie like BRAVE HEART and watch the truth a 1 or 2 or 3 or 4 greed based humans can
fuck everything up . then look at our own history and times ,,,, Exxon made more money last year in 1 uear than any single
company has ever made in the history or the world … that is our truth …. When we have the data and designes
already to live without them at all ,,,,, and you feel stress you the ECOMINC SALVE . I ask you disphit to think for yourself
.
Friendship fucking
Young master , you have not come to
read this because you have found the deep joy of good friendship and caring a and hope that the story book happky ever after
1 on 1 love , not love affair which is easy to come by ,,, but the life that will provide stability we humans desire the friendships
we humans dsire the life that is best for raising the thing that our hormones force us to want ,,, kids , the reason for living
,,,,, the simple joy of seeing your kid grow up healthy and happy with a mom and a dad and family who are not fighting all
the fucking time . you have not come to reading my shit on and off because you are already in a relationship that gives you
it ALL already ,,, so
So , realize the deep inner expectations that the lose of a dream can bring to the building
of a new dream ,,,, that idea of settling for SECOND BEST , is the expectation of not getting what your deepest self realy
wants ,,, but WHAT DOES YOUR DEEPEST SELF REALLY ……. Really …. WANT ? and since the story book idea of
love and family was found by you to be a story book ,,,, again I will refer to KORN and listen to Jon’s
words in shoots and ladders , his way of saying to the world OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES . to the programming
of OURSELVES …. The words that cause all this EVIL ( I can still remember everytime I hear or think about that song
the first time I saw Jon and Korn do it live ,,,, and him blowing the pipes … a great ENTERTAINER they
are ) but what is it you were looking for in the fairy tale of love , the only idea you were trained to think love is …..
the NUCLEAR BOMB FAMILY .. waiting to explode over and over …. The forcing of an animals to live as it was not designed
….
The Harem faily the Poly Family provides the needs of the human , male and female ,,,, it
is stable and dynamic enough to allow ffor the individual enjoy family and creative and work lives ,,,, with the freedom you
have never ever dreamed of … from the aspect of the ecominc slavery issue . and $$$$ is a very important issue ,,,
believe it or not ,,,, for most couples love is not enough , because as the money grows and the couple gets used to living
a certain way and then the eventuall change in inceom comes , ( the same events happen in www.instincutalism.org in understanding each tree species will go thrugh 7 years cycles of productivity
, yet having the diversity of investnments in varied species of strees the human is CO –OP ‘ING with
nature once more not forcing on animal / tree species to deliver when it is in a natual SLOW cycle , the farmer/ protective
human can nuture that tree while reaping bunker crops from other who had been emerging from their own SLOW period . )
But as an ecomonc slave usually all your EGGS are in 1 basket . in
that one career or company and ecominic go thru cycles also leaving you and your LOVE in stress because the income has changed
. the fun bought by MONEY is limited . the fun BOUGHT ! the idea of instincutalism , yes is to create wealth $$$ but to find
, FUN in the idea of being HUMAN , of being happy with the friendships of family children the EARTH itself . and this idea
is the SECOND CHOICE life style ?
It is the second choice because the OWNERSHIP idea
of love is gone ,,, yet the sex ,,, that sex that brings you and her together in the first place , those chemicals that flow
thru our viens in our teens that bring us together ,,, the chemicals are not fairy tales … they are the TRUTH.
About being an animal which you are ,, you are not some CONCEPT this idea of spirit being ,,, no you were that before
you came here to experience time and space living of being a DNA animal … you are a concept being still , but experiencing
the agreement of hard matter . so why not realize it and enjoy it for what it is ? why not ? what is so second best about
being what you are ?
But that story book that created all this EVIL runs in your mind over and over ,, you
feel SLIGHTED by life that lied to you , …. Life did not lie it has been YELLING TO YOU , listen
to you emotional guidance ,,, understand conficts and choices … create what is is that will make you DEEPLY HaPPY …..
listen to the programming of fear ,,,, the slave chains of the medical industry who tells you over and over the human body
is weak when the doctor does not grown new skin cells the body does that all by itself ,,, the slave chains of health care
and insurance … when the fact is you will DIE .. with or with out a doctor you will die , the health of your body is
dependant on the FEELING of your life …. When happy you feel no PAIN , look and feel you life and you will understand
this truth in your self . sex is fun , talking with friends is fun , watching smiling playful free children is fun , layng
the sun is fun , sweet fresh from the garden strawberrys are fun , puppy dogs are fun …… waking up depressed
and with ahang over is not fun , but the talking with friends the night before was fun ,,,,,, so talking with friends is fun
so do it with out being DRUNK every day ? hmmmmm it must be hard to do because we do drink a lot us the money making adults
in this PROMISED land of gold covered streets ,,,, when the real happiness seens to be the interaction
with the living beings of the planest , not with the interaction with cold hard MINERALS . like gold and
diamonds …
Think dumbass what should be your first choice or your second choice when it comes to
your own STORY BOOK OF HAPPINESS ?
Tao-ist
titty
Young master , what is it about spiritual sit that is so important ? well it is something that this
wonderful mind of ours thinks about , we are creative animals formsing tools to help ourselves , from rocks for knocking birds
out of trees when we were Savanah Apes , to Auto macitic twisting silcon Dikdoes for recreation of the girl and you ,,,, you
know you love seeing and hearing her get sexually excited , you love to deny her her orgasim for 1 more minute angain and
again ,,,, she hates you but loves that you will not listen to her begging for relief and force to get close yet not let her
cummmmm ,, till it realy realy hurts .
Oooh shit spirit world stuff , not sex … but sex is everywhere it flows thru
your viens dumbass in the form of hormones in bursts every 45 seconds micro doses of testosterone …. “ sometimes
we hear you speak of the word PERFECT and perfect sounds ( or feels in the vibration that you offer when you say it ) like
you think that you will get everything checked off your list , and life will be PERFECT “ once I’m looking at
all conditions that p[lease me , then life will be perfect “ amd we say and then you would be DEAD , and we do not mean
dead the way you mean DEAD , we mean dead in the way that there is no DEAD , we mean finished , we mean
the opposite of the Eternal Being that you are . [ THIS IS JERRY AND ESTER HICK FROM THE BOOK DILBERATE INTENT]
It is shit
like that which draws me to the entertainment and writing of Abraham ….. to be an adventurere or experiencer ,,, of
something IN-FI-NITE is to always in always have experiences , to be perfect is to have nothing more to
add or change ,,, it is stagnant like a dead swamp . no action or movement . it is the state of the UN THINKABLE , the non
experiencable ? dipshit even in the harem life you will have DYNAMICS , you will have experiences and changes and living ,
but because you are living in the HARMONY of your DNA ….. you are not resisting your HORMAONIAL
nature and neither is the girls who choose , ( free will choose to live with you )
Yet because of these choices
wthere will be doubts about whether , there maybe another path , maybe the old path of the fairy tale which is more better
………. Mo’better …. Which could lead a girl to leave and return to the world of greed , GRET
! her adventure ,,, but it should not be your responsiblitty to house feed or others wise provide for this
human after she chooses her new path …….. you dumbass in your animal territory honor to provide your HAREM
and family with what?
Housing , electric , food ( avialbe for picking and nutruing ) and transportation ,,,,
and you honor to do this for a good number 3 is good number , it slows for slpit decisions for majority rule . but if a woman
with your children decided to choose you ……… she is fertile when she is and she knows it , you are fertile
24/7 ,,, the babys are something of her choice to want to get pussy fucked during her time which she n=knows of and feels
in her being ….. you can not know this you are not responsible ….. you are responsible for creating a stable
territory if she choose to settle in your territory and create child , that is her free choice if she wants to leave again
her choice , she is the one who ……… is………. Making her won bed and that of her kids
. I am 24/7 ready so it is my NATURE to want kids ,,,, there are really cool to watch to chase to rool
balls to to watch smile and listen to them laugh and grow up ….. it is MY NATURE to protect and love them . it is DNA
nature of this friendly co-operative animal called HUMAN .
If she leaves my $ and effort are concentrated
on providing for my territory not another territory of someone who by free choice , left the life theyFIRST CHOOSE
by free choice , then left ….
So that is an for example of a bummer , an experience possible of the Tao , the experience
the unfolding of the everything ,,,,, not a still dead being of perfect . being of perfect where nothing can be added or taking
away , still dead over ,,,,, to have everything totally complete over done PERFECT . life is an adventure
. now you have shoices dipshit to live … in some form of harmony with your DNA programming while you experience this
tiny experience called being human ,,,, 70+ years out of IN-FI-NITE years ….. infitny 1 billion
years 70 outa 1,000,000,000 it aht infinite 1 billion ? no a billion is a grain of sand to infinity …. So during this
life ,,, you have freedom of choice , feel ….. DUMBASS be still , use that brain which is able to create or buy really
cool DILDOES …… use that same brain to feel what it is to be HUMAN ANIMALS ….
Wild house
pussy
Young master have you not yet learned not to judge my blogs by their titles ….the package designed
created for display tio gain interst ,, you and your big truck ( sumb move as gas creeps toward #$4 ) the makeup of the girl
the dress which is colorfull sttracting attention to me , an d only me ,, selfishneesss is in both of us this look at me .
I am spcial . this dis-ease we have allowed ourselves to become .
And it is dis ease , the sexual stress
of dating the hinting of what is a natural urge in both of us ….
But actuall today is about
the Tao again , this aspect is important as much as writing things that are of a MASTUBATORY NATURE things to stimulate your
fansty life ….writing about sex or looking at the pics everywhere of NUDE HUMAN ANIMALS ,,,, no trucks no make up and
clthes
The wild house cat ,,,,, my fisherman past is to always have catsa round , an to watch
that they are all different they have PERSON- AL – ITY … each different the offspring of genenrations of house
cats so easly fall back into their wild roots ….. yet the free food of the though form ecomony , the surgary sweet
salty tastes of bagged cat food keeps the coming back even though I watch them hunt and eat prey from the wild also . so,e
develop closer relationships withus humans some do not , so realy enjoy getting rubbed by me and picked
up and played with , some do not , and they like to play with each other , they clean each other play with each other even
as adults ….. the looks and lack of looks they commucazte with each other ….. friendly co-opeartive
To day while
on my runn a group of guys was un packing their trucks to go fishing as I passed one guy with his hands full said to his buddy
YO give me a hand here , and his buddy jokinly brought me a total stranger into their world by saying get that guy running
by to help may hands afull also , so the cordial greeting of ggod morning and good luck were exchanged as I passed by ………
FRIENDLY CO-OPERATIVE HUMAN ANIMALS NATURE ….. we are not inherently EVIL on average
Sure a tiney
percentage of us will be born mutated to express variations in DNA and Genes that are Socio-Pathic , greddy
non co-opearative very selfish to the point of destrictive , but it is not the greater average , it is the Friendly greater
average nature of mankind that allowed us to get this fucking populated world wide , yet we can because of this friendly nature
be lead , by a selfish 1 into acting against our own long term best interst or against our freindsly nature
Look back
to warfare , men who had to …HAD TO .. trained taught paid , threatened with jail if they did not do what was told
them ,,, the warrior of our armies …… they can return to the countrys of people that earilier in their lives
they killed spilled their blood with ( with deep personal cost of memeory of acting unnaturally ) yet we become friendly again
,,,, we talk shake hands do business have lunch and just build friendship witht eh EVIL ONES once the programmers have changed
the programes they feed us ,, the beating of the drums of warfare ….. over and over Americas enemeies have become Americas
friends ….
And do you think it effected the soldier of time , who when he wom the war would take
the local girls as his extra wives ? the evil ones were wet pussy ….. the deepest nature os us is to be co-operative
, we get told there is LACK ….. so we must protect what we have , the greed for gold ,, bright and shiny shit ,,,,
the leader that tiny percentage stirs us up with words form bibles and gods ,,,, to gather more shiny shit for the church
because god needs to know that we love him ,,,, and nust show it though giving god shiny shit or money to buy shit ? god needs
to go the the MALL (huh?)
Now remember the GREED OF EVE , she is designed to be greddyduring the time she is growing
a second person in her belly , hell I see that in the wild cats while one is pregenanat she is not as nice as other times
she is more forcefull to become the first at the sqweet and surgary foods of Ecomony ,,,,, yet while wild hunting she is a
bit more co-operative and in fact is the food is abundandt , the other cats leave her extra scarps in fact making extre Recreational
kills for mamma cat to feed from . ( kills are not bad there are the ticket back into the Tao for the chance to relive another
life ,, maybe as an Advarrk ?) ( or a bacteria or tree )
The greed of eve when she is so far
removied from nature as to think of her self better than other humans ….. the FIRST WIFE … the warrior comes
back with captured wives ,, and they are SECONDS less than in the eyes of the first wives ,.,,,, but you the warrior think
that way while you have that new girl nude in bed and she is liking the fingering the licking the fucking the dick sucking
while she is living her NATURE …… do you think you dumbass really care abouit 1st wife or second
wife ….. or are you in the MINUTE the now , being naturally
human …..look at your self MAN , we do not on average dress or wear make up or wear as much BLING as the girls do ……….
And let allow yourself to realize things about the greed of eve. The animal who because of LOVE for the chold growing in her
belly does what nature designed her to do ,,,, become greedy for a short period ! A SHORT PERIOD .
Fucking
Penny
Ahhhh penny she is so good to you when you kinda understand her a bit she will be all around you
, even though she looks like a man in a foto is is 100% girl ….. young master what the fuck am I talking about
…. PENNY a girl who looks like a man ….. you know what the PACKAGING …. Is less important than the person
and her psuuy feels the same as that girl who FIT THE CURRENT fashion model of CUTE …..the current
fashion model has changed for decades what you think is cute today is not what was cute for males of history , historically
there has always been changes in fashion even in body shape ,,,,, now the inner person who shares your vision of a full life
and family ,, the person who is happy with that vision and that life is the friendly person you want in your harem ….
And tied happlyly by her own free choice to a …. Puppy platform ….. to be teased and spanked and fucked till
she is nuts screaming in continous orgasisms and sensations ….. a girl who after getting untied would call you a BAD
MAN yet want to ge fucked like that maybe even torrrow aor later that same day ….. this girl is beautiful .
But what
if she looked like a man ….. well they do not look like men they look like themselves , the girl I am talking about
is the girl reference to thing …… like a car is thing and we call it she ,,, welll a PENNY is a thing and I
have called her she and well if you look it looks like a MAN….. that little unnoticlable unimportant
thing …. Maybe like a girl who does not catch your attention but once UNDERSTOOD respected brought
into your lie would be the greatest lover and friend and femeale you could ever call yours … the PEENY is the same
that little HIT ….. of cash the 1 cent ,,, once understood how with 400,000,000 people all giving just one more penny
, like .9 of a gas price sign ….. just 1 of those .9’s is 4 million dollars … always looking at money
in terms of the BIG HIT amking that big dollar can be a trap , when in fact it is the recurring income
of pennys that will give you security in ECOMOINC TERMS …. And $ and understanding it has a part in your life , because
we want to co-exisit with the world around us , just have freedom from the salvery of traps hidden in the ecomony ….
Gets lo9ts of little PERCENTS … per cents … cents … pennys , from many different streams all come together
to form 4,000,000 dollars …..
But $ will not buy happiness , the more money you make the more you depend on that income
stream for the HAPPINESS of the DRUG of buying shit ,,, the DRUG of buying shit ,,, of buyinig lifes BLING THINGS …
if feels like happiness , well so does crack cocaine ,, it feels like happiness while you are able to purchase that high ,,
that drug ,,, so is the 6
$6.00 producing in her or you that rush that high that feel good . I was watching and
listening to a couple ,,, who ending up fighting ,,, then smiling ,,,, she NEEDED , 6 dollars ,,, she NEEDED a THING …
A THING ….. a bling ITEM …. Something she muchof in her life , but today to support her high
she NEEDED just one more hit o9f the DRUG of PURCHASING … something anything …… and she had to ask her
male for an OK ,,,,,, to make the choose not of her but of him ,, asking him , CAN I SMILE BY , BUYING MY WAY INTO SMILING
….. and
and he said NO , but then the ADDICT started pouting ,,, the damage
of his ego forn not releasing a simple 6 dollars ,,,, and he remeinded her of the shooping Friday night , the dinner out Saturaday
and now the lunch at the St. pattys parade they had spent enough cash this weekend she did not NEED ,,,,,
NEEED …. ( like it was air to breathe , need ) she did not NEEEEED ! that stupid magnetic braclet/necklace
………… it was not a need , it was a drug the constant high and low of a DRUG ……. The
JUNKIE getting her fix , him , T-shirts and jeans , SHE fashionabley relaxed trendy dressed with proper
ACCESSORIES …… dipshti really feel the difference in things like the way we hide our body with shit like bling
and clothes , realize you may have some fashion clothes but you honestly are happy ,,, with or with out fashion clothes (
if not …… if you have to have the fashion label ….. hmmmmm you are an interesting male , )
the drug
of a fucking PENNY ………. ( is hse friend or foe , she is friend once understood , the tool for purchasing
territory which is then legally yuours and you will not have other gorillas coming by to confront you for your harem ……
AHHHH example of the friendly co-operative nature of the AVERAGE human …… the penny is interesting )
A Deep growling
fucking
Young Master , the grunting you make as you cummmm maybe be the only releic of our nature
, many many men do not talk during sex do not interact during the fuck ,,, sure it is part because we are focused in the sensations
on our cocks , and in the nature that the male is not the talking member of this species …. But it is also in ,, the
idea of fear of offending the girl ,,, the one who wants to SUBMIT . her whole body design is to be a curled up lil’
ball on her back her pussy and asshole exposed and then to let you fuckin penentrate her over ane over for the ENOJYMENT OF
BOTH. And during this , is the sounds of the fucking yes the SLOOOP POP SLURP of you
dick in her wet pussy is exciting . but the deep GROWL coming out you during thr fuck is exciting touching
her deepest animal side while she is tied up in her DESIRED SUBMITTING posisition .
Now dipshit this DEEP SOUND
and it’s assoiciation with sex is hearable , all around you ……. Every fucking day and understanding
it could have stopped prevented the closing of BEAR STERNS and inbvestment bank ,,, how could my ideas of fuckina d sex and
instinctual nature of the PENTRATED PUSSY effect ecomony ? what is about the deep sounds around US what are they …
Well fisrt
dipshit ,,,, 60+ billion dollar of COMMON WEALTH is shipped out of the US every month , that is every month
…. 60 billion the trade deficit is mainly OIL ….. and that defeicit is over 100 , that is our wealth leaving
this land to enrich another land ….. that is you being a farner and giving away your food to the point you realize
you do not have enough food for you and your family ,,,, simple comparison .
The sound of sexual ATTRACTION
is the sound of the pipes of your car , not just you the punk 16 , 17 , 20’s but the sound of your dad at 40 buying
his harley ,, buying that Chysler which has a designer exhaust to enhance the echoes an produce a GRUMBLE … where none
was with old exhaust systems …. They actually design cars to grumble , to be strong sounding so that you dumb ass FEEL
STRONGER and thus the females feel like you are the MALE OF THEIR FANSTY …….eve ,,,,, the
spirit of eve …..
It is not truth of nature it is RE-CREATED nature .
Now dumbass for the cost
of a fucking 40 cent stamp you can talk with that dumbass mother fucker in Washington who , thinks he knows what you are thinking
,,,, because the oil company told him what you think ….. the player of ecomony created situations to support themselves
when it comes to attracting pussy ,,,, buying pretty young pussy , for part time toys behind the backs to the legal responsible
of the 1 on 1 the female they married supported , yet the rich wife the smart rich wwife looks the other way ,,, as long as
her trained husband does not , EMBARRASS her with his sexual toys girls ……
During the
90’s GM had a design to RE-FIT every exisiting car with a hydrongen power system ,,,,,, the car you
now drive they can retro ift …… we have enough wind energy passing over 3 states to power the entiere country
,,,, that passied into water makes , H H O ,,, two atoms of hydrogen and 1 oxyengen … the cost of changing to a Hydrogen
ecomny is only about 600 billion in governemt investment and backing ….. the cost of retro fitting the cars included
,,, the RIO , returnon investment when thinking about the US as a whole , the 60 billion amonth NOT LEAVING THE SHORES but
being kept in our FARM , circulating thru out the country instead of leaving ,,, means the 600 billion would be recovered
in 1 year ,,, that is 1 year ….. and we have the funds to back a Bear Stern buy out to the tune of 30+ billion , lost
gone wasted money , the few humndred dollar tax checks this year again wasted money , since the drain of wealth will continue
, the reality is with oil over $100 … we are being stupid ,,,
Because the SOUND OF THE
GRUMBEL IS SEXY , the sound of electric the silent sound of power is SILENT not sexy , the sound of a HARLEY
? the sound of YOUR TRUCK .. the sounds of sex ….. so when you worry about you income ,,, your debt load , your future
,,,, you complain about gas going to $4 , when you see the Ice shelf melting ,, THE SUMMERS GETTING HOTTER , REMEMBER
it would cost 40 cents to change it by sending the dumb mother fucker this blog ……… ooooooh actuall
she would rather hear the grumbles coming out of your heart and chest while you are enjoying her act of sexual submission
much more than the loud sounds of the pipes of your bike …… so be expressive during youf fucking young master
. ( ohh the address to you senator is simple , your state name / senator , Washington DC ….. and guess what the post
office will deliver the letter based upon just aht much of an address ,,,, you lazy fuck do it )
The goodest
feeling of fucking
Young master , feel the good feelings the reasons why you like doing things , think
about them as much as possible , sure acknowledge the thing that passes into you life that is not so good , try to understand
it , then create and idea a plan to alter that ,,,,, but retrun to ght activity of doing that which is pleasnt ASAP ……..
the real activity not the dreams of doing something some day … but the what you can do now , do that . this is about
the health care aspect of your life and the life of your family , the deep programmed in concern about the fear of life and
death and of pain and discomfort ,
The slow idea that we allow into our lives and bodys states of decay and dis-ease …
when in fact the body is very well designed to live healthy , again I go back to nature to wild animals who live and have
lived without the help of MEDICAL doctors long before man learned to write the animal who we now worry about like our pets
, what happened to that animal why does it need the help of a HUMAN doctor to stay alive
when it’s body is desgned to not be sick ,,,, the animal in nature is NOT sick unless it is stressed .
You dumbass
do not get sick until stressed , the compounding of stress over years , the sugeestion that Dis ease is common then allows
you to accept the idea that you SHOULD be getting sick , you expect to catch colds and get sick or develop
cancer while the evidence is that our bodys create mutated cells all the time and destroy them as they arrive through out
life ….. but as you let youself get programmed ( A HARD THING TO AVOID it is shoved down our throats
from the second we arrive here in this human life , it comes from every other human we talk with .)
The idea
of of chasing what feel good , really feels good m now poisoning your self into NOT FEELING , is not the same as feeling good
,,,,,, getting high or drunk is not feeling good as much as it is masking pains and loss in your life ….. yes it does
feel good because your life sucks so much . you have forgotten what feeling ,, realy feeling good is like . even the happy
activities you used to engauge in are now tainted with the memeory of thinking while doing them , thinking about the problems
of your life …….. you can love fishing or surfing , and while doing that you can get totally into the ZONE of
living ion the now being ZEN …… but when you start to think about the pain of your last break-up … the
worry about your last girlfriend . or your job or car payments ,,, during your fun time ….. you are no longer totally
ZEN in the activity any more ,,, and this starts to happen over and over till , your fun time becomes like the rest of your
life and the only way to make that activity fun again is to be HIGH while doing it ……. To
stop FEELING .
Now the great feeling of fucking …… I think you should take some time
to watch some porn for STUDY , whether you have an active girlfriend or not ,,,, it is the idea of the study of watching the
pleasure the girl gets while getting fucked ….. you can not see and understand or think about what is happening while
it is your cock doing the fucking …. I KNOW , that porn is mainly ACTING , but is you watch some of it ,,,, the cheap
shit type that is just fucking and sucking shots , you will notice some are ,,,,, true cumm shots on the parts of the girls
, the male is easy to tell if he is cumming a woman can and does fake it often ,,,,, THE CUMMM actually
is even not so important , it is the acceptance of the pentration I want you to realize that is happening in the porno ……
do not watch the cock or even the pussy or asshole , but watch her body and face , read the emotions ,,, read the body language
, read the state of muscles and facial tensions ….. legs and hands ,,, rmember or atleast compare later to whay your
girl friend tells you thru her own body language ….
Seee , I understand at any second over
half of us humans , that is 1 out 2 ,,, look areoung count 2 people 1 of them is single or soon to become single ….
And because we are seuxall we will use something stimulate those organs functioning ,,, girls use the STORY the romance novel
it is the porno of the mind , us males use real porno , not to say do not enjoy just a good TOKE of porno also , but it some
thin you dipshit comsume often … to stimulate your sexuall oragans and blood flow ….. HEY IT IS SOMETHING THAT
FEELS GOOD but try not to let it get tainted by thinking about the bummer shit of your past …..
keep it Zen .
Why study porno ,,,, I want you young dipshit ….. I want you to see her being
held by her hips and getting fucking ,,, the PENTRATOR the male with a hard on forcing it over and over into the body of the
submissive PENETRATED …… and how the subbie even moving in rhythm ov acceptance and desire
a nd horny slutnness of ,, DO NOT STOP DO NOT STOP ……. Hey stopping ,,,, when she says do not , helps her to
realize whay type of deep reality she is expressing ,,, that she is controlled ruled by HER FEEL GOOD SPOT ,,,
the only real ZEN time of her life is when she is saying DO NOT STOP …. So when
you stop and do the MASTER THING and say Do you want it ,, are you horny , give her a but slap and call her slut before you
re-INSERT …… do yu think it does not effect her mind ,
What is her response ,
to you , does she take control , do you submit because you are begging for pussy ? how has sex really been for you in your
past ….. UNDERTAND IT A BIT so you can create newer future more in harmony with the deepest NATURAL
YOU . you the hard cock which is the FORCER …. She the one held by her hips to be fucked and PENTRATED ….. yet
she the one who bangs backward in lust and ZEN pleaure. Do not stop do not stop …..
The key to health is the
MORE THAN …ignoring of the concept of DIS EASE ,,,,, being in your life so deeply that we no longer
are around programming of dis –ease needing companies and for protifts like doctors and drug companies …….
Being in your ZONE activities like fucking anturall , now when fucking itself brings in baggage like you brought it withyou
on your surf board ,,,,, so that getting high was needed to earase life ….. well that sucks .
I want you
to realize your life dipshit , the deep shit about the ecomony of $$$ the simple ideas of keeping $$$ moving around our own
country istead of it going out side to build big skyscrapers in Saudia arabie or BuiDia ….. 60 billion a month , that
can pay for the hydrongen eco system , after 5 years of war we ould have tatlly paid for the hydrogen ecomony , and the terrotist
world would be bank rupt with out funding to maintain any terror organization ,,,,, and the world would have stopped the 90
% of gloabal warning ….. but NO! because you are to SCARED TO send a LETTER …. To say ,,, hey I UNDERSTAND …..
using gas to grown crops to make gas is stupid ther is negative results , when in only 3 states 3 out of fity ,,,, we do not
even need windmills here on the vacation shore line ,,, we have loads of wind passing over empty miles and miles of the centra
part of the us , in fact we have not even talked about the suspended water mill in the gulf stream which is very friendly
to sealife yet catchs energy , and right there breaks it in to HH O …..
Think about
thing that feel good , not just the anger of the warfare of them and us ,,,, realize , understand ,, plan
, act … ( to get you to act it takes anger ,… then use that anger …. ) but move on to the next best comfy
happy feeling thoughts . how about fucking ?
A vision of pussy
Young master this is called , this tech. idea
is called a vision board I am sure I have refered to it before let me explain it more in depth go to ..
www.instinctualism.org/id47.html and you can read
this blog and see what the fuck I am talking about
First what do you see ,,,
do you see pussy pussy pussy , do you see a dildoe in that young womans asshole? Do you she the other smiling
intensely as she is fisted ? what caught you eye the mountain scenes or the SEX ? the family scenes or the soft chick exposed
in the woods? I want you to realize how much you love for the search for FANASTY masturbatory content
When I fact
I want to get you to think about concepts important and life changing ….. life changes to get you living in a NOW instead
of DREAM …… but the future is started with those dreams so dreaming is good , but how do you feel while you
dream , what is your vibration ,,, your feelings about the life you are living today ,,,, OK some of the conditions of your
life today are and were created by peopke other than yourself ,,, from PARAMETERS …… parameters like living
in an agreement of rules about how ATOMS will react ,,, a common thread for us to experience time and space without it becoming
a chosa of each person doing some sort of META PYSHICAL MAGIC … each person acting like a god and being all pwerfull
… breaking up an agreed upon structure of equall ….. so if you are the type of person who wants to USE
the TAO for yuour own benefit or the benift of mankind like the Emperors of old who hired sages to advise them ….
If this
is you today who wants special control and pwer outside of the normal ,, because you are so fucking spirituall advanced ,
well you are breaking the agreements of this reality …. Which says , sure you can effect your future thru INTENT AND
WANTTO …. Within the rules of the game
And rule number one is enjoy what you got , even if that shit you got is very UN-ENJOYABLE
, find the daisys and butterflys outside the prison windows , enjoy the air you breathe , enjoy the idea that you even breathe
at ALL !! enjoy feel good , honestly feel good .. while yes having some dreams about other things …..
It is feeling
good now and feeling good later ,,, but when you feel bad in a HERE AND NOW , you vibration is what? If the vision board is
your only happiness and day to day is terrible …. You major vibration is one onf terrible ,, and you create a tomorrow
full of more terrible . there is a subtle MESSAGE here …… you understand when you are it ……
So back
to the vision board it is full of things that I feel good about , it is not that my day to day life sucks ,,,,, and if ind
escape in my vision boards ,,,, no ,,,, I live in an almost fucking paradise ,,,, I breathe the air I have , I see the birds
and flowers and butterflys all around me … and I have dreams about a life to come , so I feel good and I notice good
and I then notice more good as time goes by I keep noticing good stuff , the block by block atoms by atoms ,,, experiences
come my way ,,, and will come your way , in fact everything in you way ,, your world is the atms built by your expectations
built upon the events of your arrival here ,,,, the game you came to play , you game into a HELL OF A FAMILY …. Well
that was your Tao game for yourself …..
There are NUTS on the board ,, there are trees on the board , there is the 5 acres site
plan ( available for review on the human housing page of instinctualism ) theres is the starter house plan the rib construction
plan…… ok balance that again with PUSSY ,,, the girl positioned like a puppy on the left she is chunky she is
HEALTY ,, sshe is soft …. Not unhealthy wehre she would benefit from returing to an instinctualsit diet for 1 year
,,,, eating real fresh foods with a … 1 .. only 1 meal prepared or restuant meal per week …. Eating real foods
fresh fruits drinking WATER ( aqua es vida ! ) ….. that giel is healthy now an behind her is a window , looking out
to another visibale buildking whit tons of nature around ,,,,, ahhhhh my vision of fucking in the future in 1 of the bedrooms
of 1 of the girls homes ….. a soft young lady , like I have now over lover looking natrure presenting herself like
a puppy for my penetration .
There is solar panels , there is a copy of the book Zhuangzxi the sounds of nature TAO-ism
….. there are pictures of friends and family (the faces BLOCKED OUT HERe on the web for respect to their privacy but
for me my copy I see friends and family I will see in my NOW creating assembling future ) the is a picture
od cherry fruit and almonds ,,,,, there is a Green living roof system being installed …. There is a girl fucking herself
with a thihc dildoes , look at her face and see the espression of PENETRATION as she is forcing the CARROT PLUG into her self
into her hole ….. there is pictures of my own sex …… again I would not be a GENTLe
MAN if I did not respect the young ladies whose fotos I used so I blicked out there body parts … but for me I remember
the afternoon or day ,,,, I remember how ike the SPORTS CUFFS instead of hard dangerous hand cuffs or the danger behind TIGHTENING
knots of ropes ….. I think about how that DIKDOE with the suction cup is easy to control and thrust , the balls
sack , is good for rubbing up angaisnt her clit and how with the 2headed HITACHI one head on the suction
cup and one on her clit shaft ,, I get great SQUEEKY SOUNDS ….
The picture of me , is
2 fold sure is was a great shot ,,, I s was well lodged deeply in her and with drew enough shaft to allow for a good foto
,,,, but myself mike most people in general ,, am not accustomed to seeing there own body in a FOTO ,,, your realy hate your
won body ,,,, when we are all different shapes sizes ,, we are human …. But because we are not MODELS , we look at
ourselves our bodys with disgust ,,, I need and want to change that ,,,, sure I am cool with my back cover book foto , me
the fisherman ,,,, but me the NAKED mpw there I arrive in unchareted acceptance .
yet that foto is of GOOD VIBRATION a great memeory …….
Still the
fotos should bring up great feelings ,, not remind of how LIFE SUCKS NOW ….. but in and of themselves
enhance the best of what ever is your TODAY …… yet the girl botton right corner ,,, is a BITCH …. ( Ohhhh
the girls you see their faces , they are stock porn used to stimulate the idea that I will be meeting strangers again not
just people I now know ) …… the POSER BITCH …… the EVE …. To resist her is for her to persist
,,,, there will be rainly days in your futer just like today ,, aceeptance not resitance , what you resist persists ……
so I put in a girl who was not in her fot enjoying her body , every other girl had the feeling of some one who was actually
enjoying the activity they wwere being fotographiced doing , except her she was a for profit bitch .( oooh I know all the
others did it for the $ also , but their fotos also show they entered their ZEN state of living the experience )
Look not
just at the sex , but balance a vision board with sailing ,,,, and family , and stuff , now pring a copy or two and place
it your briefcase or tool box some where …. Where you will every now and then look at IT …. Not some where you
remeind yourself how TIDAY SUCKS and you will be happy WHEN …. Being happy WHEN …… it is meant to accent
life , a teaspoon full of surgar mixed inta an already OK Aadventure called HUMAN LIFE . ( ohh you make this with simple cut
and pastes )
Eve with fangs
Wow I got a letter asing if I am cheating? Wow
the thinking in terms of all that we have to think in terms of …. Is part and parcel of the diffuculty of starting
something as truthfully DIFFERENT as instinctualism is ……… the whole concept of lie-ing cheating , hiding
being UN – INSTINCTUAL to yourself young mater is whay you do nto date before you finish the compound atleast not date
with any hint of LTR in that dating ,, sex and friendship only …. Of get her into understanding you up front so that
while you are building she is understanding
NO CHEATING when you rlife is an advertisement that you will have
3 wives …. Where is the cheating ? and why would you cheat dumbass ?
The letter asked me , am
I cheating , did I break up with Deb? And the answer is no to both ….. but the dynamics between my reality and terms
of phrasing and expereices , and you the vanilla world is very different …… did we Deb and
I Break up NO ….. yet she can not really FEEL the INSTINCTUALISM reality until it is a reality …then if she
chooses to not live with me it will NO BE A BREAK UP , it will be freedom of choice in respect and the deepest of love and
wish for her happiness on my part to she her develop her newer life …. So as we live together now , as I sell my lil’piece
of paradise on the water to free up my investments ( you young master will not tie your money up in an investment not liquid
like mine , you young master go to the training page for investment vehichles suggested for you ) as it sells , I will lucky
be in a position to hekp my daughter to establish herself here in this great area the Treasure Coast of Florida and since
she and Deb have a great relationship .. Deb will stay here while I build what is my passion to build to maek real for myself
and the proving of ideas for my sons to have another choice of life style when they grow up ,,,, yes and for you dipshit to
get real time expience reading thru the blogs …..
When the compound is done then I will….
Cheat ! but it will not be cheating … since the STATEMENT of having three home is there hard in wood and concrete and
tree and drivesways etc …. It will not be cheating to start and INSTINCTUALISM group in the bedroom city of the large
region city ,,,,, it will not be cheating to work my ten foot circle and then invite the women I talk to to my TAOIST meetings
, where they comfotabley can be INTRODUCED ,.to me! No cheating no hiding no lieing just FREEDOM OF CHOICE .
The Fangs
of EVE ,, a woman at the weekly art show has a piece of work where EVE has fangs well that started a disccusion between her
and I ….. at most I will contact her thru the WEB so that she can explore other ideas about EVE and evolution outside
of her Christian based fansty world …. To think of EVE as a myth used to describe the evlovution of SUBTLE FEMALE CONTROL
OVER HAREM MALES THRU SEX AND POLITICS , …..eve with fangs ..!!! the lies that eve does not even
allow herself to realize she is telling the world .
Wow , I can see a whole thread of blogs arising
from today …
One a young lady has been hovering around the art show for months ,,, her body language
and mine I am sure commucate ,,, and deb has body language ….. that in relationship to what it would be like if the
3 tents and a camel were already built ….. because without the 3 tents .. NOTHING IS REALLY REAL ! … the stress
is unnatural .
That above event really will bring up things like attractions thru advertising , thru
the way a girl dresses ,,, the real person who is female who when she is naked and I would be touching her wetness ,,, my
attraction would be great , as compared to seeing this female not dressing in the common advertisng sexy manner …..
as compared to lets say Deb … who is a very very sexy attractive woman at all times … YET this other girl is
a very nice person
Who will my other women be ? see right now iam surrounded by a w2orld
full of people who maybe reading my shit and I do not know who you are , I walk down my street and go to work and on occasion
some one will refer to my writings , but …. But …. Every onw knows I write ! and no one refers directly to a
blog ,,, and that is understandable , who … would ,, be so BRAVE as to show their face to talk in public ….
Look at the WEB you all are very BRAVE here ! the place you can lie and hide who yu realy are …. Me I can not and do
not ! …… in fact while I was advertising for my INSTINCTUALISM group meetings ,,,, in newspapers magazines and
on the web ehll you all had my home telephone number ….. it makes my RIGHT NOW difficult like I
am half in the closet , since I do not want to meet another woman here in this situation …… it is just wrong!
1 home is wrong for 3 women ….. the ecominc reality I live here is just wrong …..
for 3 women ….
I can see some good blog streams coming from this …. The stress of Deb right
now is a good blog , I can not feel her feelings I can only read what ever body language I see as being a Repititious and
most of the time ,,,,,,, the ass-u-me ….. the assumptions I make because of repeated body language . and the fact that
we humans lie even to OURSELVES . yet assumptions does make an ass out of you and me …. Assume … ass- u –
me …..
Thanks for reading people thanks for commenting and writing ,,,,, and no I am not cheating
no I have not broken up …… but yes I am expanding my base of friendships and yes I allowing for the best happiness
of the indivilual and freedom of choice with the greatest life stability I can provide to be expressed
in my world for everyone who I care about .
69ing is better than 52
ing
first young GORILLA , I wanna talk about a quality fairy tale a great escape from reality ……
the dream of HOLLYWOOD …. Jerry Maguirre that movie about a sprots agent …… its got
foot ball a good demanding bitch Dom bitch fucming scene , it has the CLASSIC LOVE story and soul mate concept ,,,,, the fairy
tale ,,,,
the gorilla you is ABLE to live alne in fact that is how he proves and builds his territory
,,, he is not HALF A MAN unable to live without …. Not complete without his 1 true love ….. the DNA ape in you
the REAL man in you is not a MAMA’S BOY ….. who needs EVE to think for him he is Capable to act to be to forge
a life sutable for the female of the species to be safe secure and having time to raise her young …….
But the Fairy
tale ,, subtley fed into your expectations thru touchy feely programming and the use of HORMONE , sexual Frustrtaions …
of not matingg frequently ,,, mating is another word for ,, 69 … something enjoyed in the APE world , again read the
www.instinctualism.org page mating behavior go down to the description of our 99%
DNA cousing the chimp called Bonobo .. we car cousins not the same but similar … ok ,,, in the movie , good old whatever
his name …… is stressed because he is unemployed to stressed to fuck a woman he loves because he is an APR without
the money to create a stable territory for a female he desires and her young ,,, WE ARE FRIENDLY CARING ANIMALS …..
this is why they break up ,,,, he is the gorilla without the territory , living in the insanity which is the thought form
ECOMONY …. Un natural state . later when he makes the cash he is able to realize his love …. He is PROUD AMLE
…..
Ahhhhh but the moral of the story is TWISTED … to program everyone for the fairy
tale of love the soul mate , where he is empty without her ,,, YES I AM EMPTY WITHOUT THE FAMILY AND FEMALE ….. yes
true , but it has been twisted ,,, the gorilla builds the rritory not so her can live alone , but so he can provide for people
he loves , the gorilla faces the leporads or lions or hunter human , to protect the family because it is OUR DEEPEST DNA INSTINCT
…. Love. Ttrue …… but they / we have been twisting this idea and using sexual frustration the MARLIZING
OF SEX ACTS .. the illegalizing of sex … and marriages since the days of PHAROH … to create twisted minds controllable
and usable for the armys and the greeddy . temember the 1 on 1 laws of Rome … the timinf of marriage to insure the
male would have to be a soldier a warrior first before he had the right to get pussy andhave a fmily ,,,, that deepest of
our natural urges ….
In this movie you see the TWISETED CONFUSIONS OF THE HURT …. HURT
female , demanding life be a fairy tale they join in groups to complain about how the fairy tale did not work out again
and again …… you see the real life evidence of the life you lived … young master but it ends HAPPOLY
EVER AFTER ,, with the 1 on 1 fairy tale ,,, the hero found out he was HALF A MAN without her …
Wow ,. So
girls you should be looking for a ½ man , go date a mama’s boy since he is half aman he can not live on his own
, like a WHOLE MAN LIKE THE PROTECTIVE GORILLA OR MASTER …. Girl go out and find a drunk
whose other half is the bottle of booze or can of beer … find the looser junkie find half a man ,,, so you can complete
him …….. sounds real fucking smart ! half a man …
Jerry and ester hicks ,
the entertainers known as Abrahan/Hicks … iver and over talk about the whole person , especially when talking about
relationships … and love .. the UN-NEEDY human experience ,,,, the gorilla male is un needy ,,, he provides safety
and food developed over time , and he protects this area , and is availbe for fucking ans sucking when the female is horny
….. simple INSTINCTUAL …… the amster is not HALF A MAN .
Ok , 52 and 69 ……
the programming of fear thru news ,, the headlines are the arrival of DRUGG RESISTANT T.B. Ahits England ,, be afraid be afraid
,,, divide and conquer us with fear ,,, ecomony make sure we live in a state of fear ,,,,, so what the biggest out break of
this die- ease amoung humans , was in a bunch of stressed out pepele struggleing to live like Americans in poor citys , fighting
for the ever powerfull dollar , often selling themselves for that money as sex toys in an unregulated natural service industry
,,,,, if it were regulated there would be safety factors for everyone , keep it illegal keep it underground out of site and
the rich people have slaves scared to come into the light of day because of fear of jail …. Sex industry or drug use
,,, laws create underground slavery ….. in tha bigg dangerous out break 53 people die in this backward AFRICAN NATIon
, AMONG Aids already infected human group …. 52 people died over months ….
This weekend in the UNITED
STATES ….. more than 52 people will die in their cars while rushing back and forth in our stressed out world , they
will most often die because of theat person who hates living so much they live thru POISINING themselves
with drugs and alchol ,, the drunk driver …… the HALF A MAN OR HALF A WOMAN , who is looking to live in the
fairy tale promised them in all the story that created all this evil and Jon from KORN described in snakes
and laddrs ,,,t he constant fairy tales told to you by MOMMY and the TV. The expectation of you first girls
friends when you were a teen , thr confusion and frustration that made the now drunk irrrespsonible human ape who is controlling
a 5000 lb piece of metal while he is POISINED …… some one who just ………..
__________ ( oooh here you are expected to insert your own thoughts , think for yourself)
Sound bite , owwwie
Ok young
master this blog will not be about the stimulation of ENDORPHINE thru sexually biting your lover …… that high
of the firm feel of teeth on random and sleected parts of the female body ,,,, or how this action on your part to hear her
submission or her desire for the bite ,,,,,, goes all the way back to the nicking during coupulation of animals still in the
DNA strands we carry yes diluted over time ane experiences of generations of ape and humans but still , that high she gets
from a firm bite ,,,,, the idea that you have in you the DNA of the Dinosaur our common cousin with the bird ( some birds
are 1 on 1 for life but remember we broke away from them to grow out of the mammals line of DNA strands ….. 100+ million
years ago ,,, birds went one way we went another … we meaning hairy live birth animals with tits …..
no today is not about how if she does not repond with submission and delight you RECOIL in instinctual confusion as
she takes the DOM position sexually , the drivers seat as you do your best to dance around what you ASS- U – ME ,,,
assume she wants , when in fact she often does not know what she realy wants because she expects LOVE to be like the models
she is fed ,, thru TV and magazxines and stories from friends and the dreams ,,, the failed fairy tale dreams of her own mother
,,,, who lives ther romanaitc dreams , vicariously . thru their daughters like men live their sprots dreams thru their sons
…. In lil’league baseball no todays blog is not about how if she
Really thought for herself
really felt her EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM ….. she would realize that she is the PENTRATED ,,,, just look at the movie
GOOD LUCK CHCUCK for example it is funny to the MASSES ,the average person because of the depth and thruth behind the common
themem and images ,,, the images of girl after girl getting fucked …… allowing themselves to be PENETRATED in
one way or another …. Hint hint ,,, submission . the permiting of PENTRATION BY A …….. PENIS A PENTRATOR
…..
No today is about the idea that I can not describe or stimulate your thoughts thru the SOUND
BITE ….. because the sound bite dsicusion the RETROICAK discussion is based on the idea that both parties are socialized
and think in common manners about certain topics ….. and well www.instinctualism.org is so different that you can not be emotionally triggered into expected states
of respinse in a simple disccusion about INSTINCTUALISM when you have not done some of your OWN deep thinking ….. it
is why my writing is so hard to read ,,,, I nned you to go on a roller coaster of THOUGHTS …. So that I get a reader
is is free to think for themselves , free of the PROGRAMING THEY think ,, you think you are not VICITM
of you think you think for yourself , but YOU ON AVERAGE , think the thoughts of your parenst with a slight change
in the outward appearance ,,, a fashionable or SYMPTOMACTIC change ,,, not true deep feeling
of your EMOTINAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM ,,,, the touching of your complex DNA strand .
So when
this weekend while we had an Easter party and people coming and going all weekend and I of course am in vloved in the discussion
about why I am selling my piece of THE DRIVE ….. I can not explain it in a 30 second sound bite , in fact I can not
explain it in terms of things like relationship symptoms or in comparison ot other relationship sounseling forms …
because I need the person I talk to to be in TOUCH the girls I talk to ,,,,,, since this weekend I like spent 1 male ( me
) with like 8 to 10 girls …… I need the person I talk to be able sense her won SUBMISSIVE
DEEPEST NATURE to be able to describe sex in terms of REALITY that she is the PENTRATED , but she can not because that would
mean , admitting her …. Fairy tale …. Is not congruent with her DNA …..
To discuss would be to easy when
she thinks about it , when she looks at the DNA strand ….. and her own real deepest desires , her own HORNY-NESS …..
an plus with out the 3 tents , as PROPS FOR THE DISCUSSION ….. the 3 single family homes , the human sized homes and
the alive with food territory prop ,,,, things to be explored on the human housing pages and free food pages of www.instinctualsim.org …….. it makes talking about my whys ,,, talking
about the evidence of the DATING STRESSES very hard ,,,, ohhh she n=knows about dating stress , again I refer to common arts
, which has to touch COMMON feeling of COMMON people because of a COMMON e[pxerience I go back to GOOD LUCK CHCUCK the movie
,,,, to the movie enchanted ….. the dating stress themes ,,, the STRESS the PAIN THE HURT … THE DESIRES for
changes it can not be explained in the same amount of time it takes to generate the flood of hormones , relaxing the female
into the desire of wanting ,,,NEEDING penetration ….. the bite on a lip or ear or neck ,,,, the touch to her breast
, and body , the feeling of being penetrated by a simple finger ………. All this happens quickly bringin
up the DNA URGES , that are behind the DATING insanity of the 1 on1 ,,,, the relationship most common in the DNA that broke
off from mammals contless millions of years ago ….. we the DAN atrand that has many many forms of Harems …..
AND co-operative society groups .complex ideas
Teasing the clit
Young master
, rubbed thru her dress or pants the attention ,,the devoted attention to her in her your life is something she craves like
a child craves the attention of mom or dad ,,,,, and the stimulating of her clit brings her back to the basic reason we both
got together , it was actually for sex , no matter what else we went thru in terms of learning about each other personalitilies
, a good and very very valid important aspect of building freidnships , but the event of sexual fun , is the CLINCHER
In the relationship moving onward ….. so any playful clit stimutlation helps bring her back to realizing what is important
, brigning both of you back to your roots ….. root chachra stuff ……… things that really feel the
best in life ….
Now being polite is a fact trained into us ,,, even more so it is part of the loving
nature of loving animals , we males do not on average realy rape except when we are trained to think of the female as some
one BENEATH us …. I am not talking under as in under me while I drill my drill in and out of her pussy ,,, the act
she desires …. But beneath as if she was UN IMPORTANT ,,,, now that is a SYMPTOM of the ages of training from organized
groups wanting something from you …. They pumped up the groups of humans years ago , getting everyone excited over
some thing BRIGHT AND SHINEY ,,,, an described a plan for warfare and how to gain that bright and shiniy
goal ….. the teaching of they are UN WORTHY , BENEATH US , we are the CHOOSEN FEW …. WELL THAT mind
set became something that human brought into their familys ,,, and put women under men in importance , instead of understanding
the yin and yang ,,,, hell I would not be here if it was not for a woman , who liked to get fucked! Mommy liked getting fucked
.
The compounding generations of sublte brain washing or programming of training of using a book OF GOD
.. to justify the greed of the leader the richest people who like being in power and being worshiped ….. and thus we
have the male who does not realy love women because he is confused because of his training …. Confused because he has
never seen any other relationship form . he does what he sees ,,, monkey see monkey do …..we are just evolved monkeys
,,,, a different style of monkey called apes … and we are really smart we do learn what we see ….
MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO …. We are able to learn . from our models . the generations of warfare ecomonys
the idea of taking slaves , and treating them as less than human , since the rules of warfare are win or die , so the losers
are only alive because of our inner nature of kindness , which is being being confused because of the greed for the bright
and shiny things of the world ……
But dipshit what realy feels BEST TO YOU ….. I am dipping into the teaching of
Ester and Jerry hicks …… what feels best ? if you took a hunk of bright and shiny stuff and
putt in on the ground ,,, and touched it looked at it ,,,, then compared doing that to touching a girls clit , watcheing her
reactions , did the hunk of gold react? ,,,, when you feel the wetness of that excited pussy ,,,, your
feel excited you are involved with something that is responding to you ,,, does the hunk of bright and shiny gold , move squirm
warm up or wet ?
Rub your hard dick acroos the humk of gold what will happen you will eventually build
a callous … and if you rubb your dick in and out of a hot wet open expsed submitting pussy ,,, you make milk and get
softer healthy dick skin …..
Money or gold or the bright and shiny is not what you desire deep inside you , now the
attention you get by having bright and shiny shit , is something you want ….. ATTENTION ,,,, when you drive that CAR
YOU WANT ,,,,, you will get attention … and it is that attention actually that you realy want sure ,,,, the action
of driving the car riding the cycle , going fishing at 50 mph ….. in your fast boat is fun and does feel good , but
somewhere in that fishing trip is the idea of sharing the event with another human … it is the tellsing the story later
, the inviting of freidnds to enjoy your Bright and shiny ,.,,,,, your boat that really is behind the buying of the fast boat
,,,, eventually.
When in fact you as a LIVING BEING …. Love …. Love …. You like
interacting , you like being wanted ,,, so when I stimulate that pussy I create a flood of hormones , that make her want me
bad ….. good fun …..
The basic theme of Ester is for us humans to realize that living
and finding the dppest best feelingsof the world you live in now .. willl help you bring into your life more of that ,,,,
the best ,,, sure you think movies like the secret are all about making money buying happy ness thru owning something bright
an shiny so people can oooooohhh and ahhhhh over you , give you attention ….. when in fact the ideas are foryou to
realize you can have that BEST feeling in petting a fucking cat , you can have the bright and shiny everyday by waking up
to meet the sunshine ….. and well me , saying you can get that best , by licking pussy ….. they all tell you
find tha happy happy , stay focused on that and the LIKE ATTRACTS LIKE …. When you are feeling good you attract good
things , when you bummed the day form bad to worse ….. and well a life is made up of days , daysar made up of events
, and evnts are made up of our feelings about them ,,, is this the best or even good or does this sucks fucking shit …..
and if it sucks shit what is the butterfly and daisy outside the prison window of that experience that minute that now …..
So dumbass , I tell you to think about trying to developa new life style …. An www.isntinctualism.org life alternative … since the 1 on 1 has many factors
which are INHERENTLY not supportive of your DEEPEST DNA nature …… over an over I gotta get you dumbass to think
, this is not a sound bite you can do with out thinking like you live now ,,,just doing the same things that your father did
… just because he did it .or just because your friends do it ,,, dumbass open your mind and think
Now the
tour of duty the building of $$$ to buy your way out of Ecomonic slavery …… buying out of ecominc slavery ….
This period of time takes ,just that TIME , the day to dday experience of TIME SPACE …. The empering
of your desire , you can easy fall back into the expectations of your freidns and fathers before you ,,,, living just for
the GREEED of the bright and shiny not understanding the deepest reasons you want bright and shiny shit ,,,, since , to be
stuck on an island alone with a great car will become loney ,,, and eventually you would rather be stuck on an island with
three girls who ,,, love life and interactions , like sucking on you cock ,,, that tail pip of your car on the deserted island
will not enjoy sucking your cock in fact is can not suck your cock , it will not get pleasure from watching and hearing you
feel pleasure ,,,,
The tour of duty ….. helps you prove to yourself ,,, what you realy want to see
what may distract you ,,,, survivial of the fittest .
Fucking 11 times a day
Infant- i- cide …the killing of babies that are still on the nipple ,,,, the battle for hierarchy
and dominance ….. seen in humans that are social based with royals family ties so power and money flows down to the
kids …..GREED ……. Ok dipshit you can fuck 11 times in a day ,,, sure we all have done that or more just
to see how times you can do it ina day and still get hard enough to penetrate her …… listen to that think about
that , and still get hard enough to penetrate her ….. who is the DOM in that ? who is the pentrator and who is the
subbie ? our bodies tell us so much about what ourreltaionships should look like … so young master when I look back
ward to some one who looked at nature for understanding his confused fucking reality of warfare greed and stress hunger drunkness
family violence ….. I am talking about the SAGE of Taosism Zhauangzi ….. I hope you a person able to think now
for yourself who is starting to trust his won emotional guiadance system ,,,,,, sy\ays to yourself ,,,, this vibrates with
me …. This idea feels logical , feeling is vibration ,,, at a quatum level , this whole universe is nothing but the
less than noano second expression of a 1 single thing coming into being vibrating and leaving …. Compounded and compounded
, like vibrations JOINING TO BECOME ,,, THING ….. law of attraction , birds of a feather flock together …..
Your choice to engage in a POLY family is a vibration , tha will
attract it’s …..LIKE …. And like is our nature , our deepest DNA heritage ….. I brought up infant
i cide for a reason ,,,, we humans are realy very nice on average a few very greedy sociopathic mutations are able …
we able to learn how to motivate us the nice masses , into becoming greedy of fearfull and create armies and warfare to support
the PHAROH and emproors and kings and presidents ,,,, the same thought form with different names …
In the chimp
world of tribes of , male family groups and hierarchy batlles in the troops/tribes plus wioth out side tribes ….. or
the genrally peacefull passing down of power from silver back male to sivler back male , the test and challenge of strength
so that the females and children have the best protector to provide the safety and stability for the family unit …..
so when the silver back gets old , he is beaten by a younger silver back ,,,, not a teenager but a silver back who lived next
dorr in peace for year yet now that the grandpa silver back has become weaker and ready to return to the TAO for this adventure
of being thing ….. he beats his neighbor in battle , ( most gorilla battles do not end in DEATH
or even real permanaent damage like broken bones , yet the great exercition the amount of energy used in the batlle leaves
one who is older to realize it is time to pass on ….. in peace alone in his sleep like the old warrior Indian did as
they walked away form the tribe to die in thie woods they hunted and called home …….
Infant I
cide , is the cause of death in chimp and bonobo worlds to the common level of 14% ….. loads of babies die because
of infanticide of males and very often females greedy or scard that the baby was born of the dnda , there by having the SCENT
of the DOM tribal male ,,,, so a competive female will kill that moms baby given a chance …. Are we humans realy that
bad , the we kill over 1 in ten of our neighbors children?
In Gorilla HAREM life
, with a stable siver back ,,, infant i cide is almost un heard of ( ans what may have been seen could be mistake accidental
or the example of ,, gentics mutation on the males part killing his own DnA kids ) even when comes to a
new silver back taking over ,,,,, infant I icde is the choice … the choice of the female who wants to create strong
alliance or bond or HIERACRHY with that new silver back …. It is not the silver back going around
hunting and killing babies …. It has been noticed that it is a result of a female wanting to form GREEDY ? selfish
bods with that new sivler back .. and sacrificing her youngest ….. to the new god .
Think dumbass about us
, over millions of years developing more complex language when goriila nd chimp can be taught to commucate with us to levels
like ar 4 or 5 year human child ….. they store and remember sign language very well and form complex disccusions asking
us about our famly and friendships ,, not just asking for a TV show or a banana ….. they ask deep questions like a
5 year would …. Think how much we have changed letting language change us ,,,, us who are very loving ……
we accept and adopt the young of our females very easy , we love seeing a hppy woman with child , andaccept her as our wife
and woman very easily …… without killing the kids one out of 10 ,,, and then remember myth has a basis in facts
The EVIL step mother ,,,,, the sublte infant I cide …. Of the female who marries the rich man and then wants
her own offspring to receive the benfit of her search for a DOM male …. Dom in the competive tribal world as compared
to the co-operative world of an expanding harem society , yes , the you teen must find a neww farm he must be smart enough
to create a territory out side of the … ideal or perfect local …. Thus we … the RUNT genencitally of
another great ape litter was forced to live in marginall areas , and like nature always does it gives what it takes away in
hopes the animals will surive , the almost blid hear and smell better …… the runt ape living out side of the
jungle in the savannahs or the slatwater coast line learned to live on different foods …. No longer able to create
comfy beds each night from fresh leaves … I lived in rocky caves …. It played with rocks instead of saplings
,,,,, it had to run from the fires of the savannah ecosystem 1 , 2 , 3 times a year , it ate , the popped corn , or wheat
puffs ( surgar smacks to you and me wheat puffs heated grass seed , wheat is grass ) ….. our paly created fire which
made old wheat seed better to eat ,,,, it smoked and cooked animals cought in the fire , the meat tasted bdifferent it lasted
longer with out getting green and smelly filled with maggots …. We the runt of the gorilla ape world , being forced
to be creative ,,, forced to develop … lone male TERRITORY … instead of the support of the chimp tribe world
where males stay inside of the tribe for life ,,,, there is no need for the LONE MALE TO BE SO CREATIVE like in the gorilla
world and a gorilla forced out of paradise because he was smaller or thinner a runt of the litter , this runt of the litter
being the smaller one , happens all the time a very common gentic condition …..
I keep wanting to remind you
of you HARME NATURE ….. because ,,, there are no NO GOOD MOVIES OUT THERE SHOWING THE …….
SOUL MATE nATURE OF THE HAREM … FAMILY ! …. We only have the fairy tale of the 1 on 1 …. Within a tribal
world … where there is great evidence that we are co-operatively harem based … where are the movies from HOLLY
WOOD showing us the programming of happy harem familys….. where is the pretty dresses of marriage
for the young woman who is joining the harem family ? the ahrem family may feel like FAILURE
of the fairy tale …. A second best life …. When in fact it is the NATURAL LIFE OF US HUMANS ….
Us the greates average number who are not really that greedy .. you may think you are greddy but think about this will you
really work just for money just for greed ? without having some emotional tie to the work ? on average you will not work just
for money for long ….. look at this www.twisted.bhipglobal.com if you like th product you will get involved … if the idea that this company
slapped the face of FDA and the surgar and atirifical sweetners industry … to produce something great with STEVIA ….
Then yu0 will join to make $ and do something good , but to just make $$$ only ? you will not do
it on AVERAGE …. The un-anverage the mutated greddy human ,,, ohhhh he will get rich with this idea …. Who are
you dipshit ? ain’t nothing worng with buying your way out of ecominc slavery money lis like a gun
….. a gun does not shoot itself … money is just paper …
Spanked
by Appointment
Last year young master , I wrote a lot about the events of course I was experiencing
each day like today , and I was comparing my thoughts about the MASTER/ slave likestyle and reality …. Yes the MASTER/slave
based relationship is reality but it is also one based on a joint choice between the parties often based on the BDSM contract
… so iwas realizing the UN- INSTINCTUAL nature of it ,,, sure in my past the Role Playing of DOM/subbie
had been fun ,,, with Deb and I the contract based MASTER/ salve relationship was cool to sexplre , and
the digging into the …. Culture and finding out that MASTER/ slave bassed relationships often in
high percentages end up like all the rest of relationships , that are not based on the EOMOTINAL GUIDANCE SCALE …..
the feeling of you deepest inner nature …. So I got again deeply committed to figuring our what is my DEEPEST inner
nature ,,, since I have been so fucking programmed to expect life to be a STORY BOOK ….. MASTER / slave was gain a
s story book .
Now that is not to say that the girls deepest desire to be totally submissive , to experience
the release of endorphins is outside of her DNA instincts , no , in fact it is VERY instinctuall , again I go back the the
bite on the neck that so many mammals do during sex , and how this violent strong neck biting of the male is infact a trigger
for EGG release , in fact the PAIN Pleasure OF ruff sex , is seen in the BRANCH of DNA the branced off
100’s of millions of years ago during DINO times ,,, in birds , ducks for example do the neck biting thing ….
So it is deep in the DNA of female to like a bit of SPICE DURING SEX …
But last year I remember my reactions
to getting to many safe words during sexual play , while providing the stimulation she liked so much in pasts SCENES but now
she is finding flaws and ouches ,,,, not he stimulating OOOOWWWIIIES .. but sharp ,,, ouches ,,, and the deepest level of
ny inner Groilla does nt want the female in my territory to feel real OUCHES ….. in fact I would
join armies to fight and die for my country ,, to protect my family ,,, ( hey I sound like my old drill sergeant , the programinfg
I choose to learn in a volyunteer army ) so the deepest nature of a good man is not to hurt
the female who will bring up give and carry , nuture and provide love for ,,, my ,, my DNA legacy ,,,, children , so to REALLY
HURT HER is un- INSTINCTUAL …. www.instinctualism.org ….
Yet I love see her wett and twisted
in her ddpest need for my cock …. I love to see her being INSTINCTUAL …. In her lust for getting filled with
hot hard , blood pumping live dick ….. yes the dildoes with their ribs and rings , and ball sacks ,,,, the vibrating
wands to move in and out and around her pussy to tuch the entrance of the womb , to find that spot on the front
wall of her cunt . for her to feel pop in and out of her ass ,,,, is great , but the spanking is great also , the ZEN
of her being spankined ,,, I may not net quite so Zen in in the because I I concerned about my aining about creating balance
,, about timeing of the stokes ,,, the blending like a chef , between a sting , and and a sexual tease ….. the words
,,,, of what may seem DEGRADATION , but in fact are the urging her to be the lil’ horny SKUT which is her deepst nature
,,,, ok I show so much about how we are not chimp ,,,,, yet we are not all Grollia ,, do not ,, DO NOT limit
things dipshit …. But the GORILLA harem does seem to resemeble our FAMILY VALUES ….. they
are very sexual animals also , but the chimps ,,,, 1/2 of the time she is in heat …..and she is very fucking horny
to the point of getting banged 50 times a day , she uses her pussy as a PASSPORT TO travel freely among rival tribes fucking
her way around the jungle …… and to us the way she gets fucked by the groups of males in new tribes would be
compared to GANG BANGS AND RAPES ,,,,,
OK SO , it is likely this is some where in the girl human ….. the idea of liking
a good RAPE ,, HOW TO live the dream …. One was the MASTER / LSAVE , yet I found my desire and her
was not equal in time she felto ouches , so I stopeed ….. yet she still wants it , but the fairy tale princess inside
can not ask for it ….. the fairy tale rpincesss all dressed in white the GOOD girl ….. but , in nature instinctualism
,,,, she does ask for it , in the gorilla workd it is ALL the female coming on to the Silver back , seducing him thru sexuall
scents ,and seduction ….. in humans it is her also in her manner of dress and her YESS .,or the no no no no as her
legs open wider and wider ….
So , if she can ask for a back rub ,
to have the Hitachi used to create a healthy spine thru it strong violent , vibrations stimulating healty bliid flows ,,,,,
why should she not ask to be tied up , teased whipped spanked , maybe even candled ( not this time I did some candling last
time , I like to create a good ride a good adventure ….. hey maybe the barbers strap ? hmmmmmm , bad man )
Why can
not ,, since the decisison to join in a MASTER/ slave is not what a “ good girl “ does ….. why can not
the instinctualist girl ask to be tied to night ? why not ….. at least that way I know the chances of common activities
will not bring about ouches , because the deepst inner need of the female is her own choice to now experience , as an free
adult.
What is instinctual ………. Love is instinctual for you disphit , the protective
caring male who when seuxllay pumped likes ,,, NO LOVES to hear feel and see that the girl he is fucking is FEELING IT ! it
geemrates more and thick richer sperm , it realeses the egg form her pussy …… it is BDSM , it is www.instinctualsim.org
PRetty hot Dick
To qoate Elivs Presley “ thankya
thankya thank you very much “ but you do not have to be coy and hide your desires or compliements in those three lil’
letters behind your name Ph.D , and I am suprized to receive such a cmpliiement like that form a woman
like you after a letter full of such a convincing argument against my line of REASONING ….. your data and great wrting
and readable presentation shows the quality of your formal schooling ….. if I
had not opened my mind up to the idea that since the days of PHAROH , the learned had been supporting the LEARNEDD ,,, with
their degree systems of priest or Doctor …… it is like a blinder keeping you and the people who listen to you
looking inside the walls of a BOX . a box that is book shapped .
Young master for you to
think for yourself is very important …. To realize that we have 10,000 years of ecominc $$$ greedy reasons to think
inside the box , to boost the ego of our teachers so that we can be placed policatically in the ecominc and govermenetal position
and make that $$$$ cash …. The above letter I am suprized to have received I must have touched a
nerve of A SO CALLED professional ,,,, I offened her social policatial values , hey I betcha her kid was reading my shit (
remember do not read my shit unless you are 18 …. Disclaimer to get myself off an fucking legal fucking HOOK , they
want to complete the programming while you are young ) so in her fear she decided to throm her DATA SEEN FROM HER POINT OF
VIEW , TAINTED WITH HER DEEPLY held values .
And I say thank you …….
But another out of the box point of view about human evolution and anthropology …… as compared to our DNA cousin
the chimp , yes they are more closely related to us than gorillas ,,, true true true , I will not argue with that fact and
data … the gorilla is about a 10th of 1 single percent more different ,,,, but they are more closey relted to each
other than we are to them and look at the varying social structures in terms of mating they have … so with that level
of variance …… I say we could easly be very different in mating from the chimp …. Your using of chimp
data to support the idea of FEMale ,, suppression coming to an end now adays , leading to the current stress .. is natural
because of the compounding of centurys of female dominanation by males ….. and that todays female is an example of
the chimp heritage coming back to light ,,,, the female gaining more soicall and poikictial power … like in the chimp
world which to a great level is dominated by female manipulations . IT PAYS TO BE CUTE …….
Dipshit
my friend do you go to places like the Spearmint Rhino or any other titty bar , there you are in a place actually run by women
, yes a man may own the building but it si the women who behind the scenes realy run the show that the man makes a profit
from ….. and it is all about MANIPULATION …… of your HORMONES …. That powerful self created drugs
store of the body . tease tease tease …. And when you are hot , get your GOLD your bright and shiney ,,, your green
backs ….
Dumbfuck , realize the Professional needs to make sure your LOOK UP to
them when you start to realize that HEALTH CARE IS All based on comparing themselves to the placebo effect the surgar , the
power of them mind … when you realize that mental health industry is an industry that needs to maintain A CLIENT BASE
….. so to realy explore and cure the CAUSES fo human stress would in the end … END the profession
,,,, the self geneerting mill mill of schools and profession practiced ,,,, close their minds and ONLY TREAT … SYMPTOMS
W tihout really thinking in terms of the causes ,,, give you a Pyscotherpuedic DRUG …. And mimiamal talk therapy ….
Yes it is great when so one is bleeding to death ,,, from being cut up emotionally by an UN INSTINCTUAL life , that their
inner animal in its confusion is so depressed that is can not function …. Yes end the bledding and pain … but
why not think about
ALERNATIVES ,, since the world the Ph.D and Professionals have created
by DEFAULT over the last 10,000 years since the Priests of the ?Days Of PharoH …. We have accepted
the world given us by our fathers and mothers , based on the wisdom of TAINTED books of gods and SMART men
….. who designed system to support the children they had who would follow in their foot steps into the same UNVIERSITYS
thru Alumni societys ,,, to then provide the same for their children generation after genertation ,,,,, and it comes down
to $$$ the buying of bright and shiny shit , the ability to shoe a cute girl how rich you are , to become a 1 on 1 , like
the Empire of Rome’s LaWS said to do .
Ohhhh dipshit my friend think for yourself !