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Click to read ...." Twisted Instinct " the first book from Philip Van der Mude For the sake of 2 way’d
Young Master the deepest of instincts ,,, is visible for sure you get larger thincher harder …. Able to pentrate A small hole , actually more than just 1 small hole ….. and she likes it responds to it , even in her screams of what may sound like pain is that NEED for your PENTRATION …. Her crawling away to recover after I am done fucking both her holes ,,, …is natural like the yin/yang .. crawl awy then come back , come back so she can cummmm again over and over the next time . she finds COMPLETION in being the P E N E T R A T E D ….. IT COMPLETES HER . she wants to be told that she is a good lil’slut for me ,, she wants to be what would normally be words of insult … are now words of love and my accepting of her SUBMISSION ….. now remember dipshit she is as confused as us , yet she has the brain power to move thru the word ,, that world of words more easly than you over the mikkions of years being the harem animal she had to talk with the other girls and the children … while you and I at most …grunted quietly pointing softly while we waited in ambush to hunt ….. BUFFULO .to rid the territory of a large dangerous tiger that may have terrorized the girl of both of our HAREMS … we got together for a pupse then went back to our seprate caves our separate harems … and the girls were our proterty ,, but in that we males didi come together for a COMMON PURPOSE we evolved differently thatn our cousins … like GORILLA . we created safe stable territory ,,, the banding together for protection of the girls and babies against a wild cat who comes regularly into a territory can be seen in studys of chimps who , will battle a cat ,, to the point the cat avoids the chimps territory ,,,, WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH …. ASS FUCKING? 2 waying ?
It is the nature of the girl to thank us for our part we play in their lives , and they have done that for 3,3 million years + by SUBMITTING SEXUALLY …. They enjoy it we enjoy it ,,, it is our common best interaction ….. I can not really enjoy or understand the words of love like I can understand and enjoy her expressions of love thru SEXUAL SUBMISSION to me for me ( ooooh yes for herself , because the more she screams the bigger I get the better she feels it , the more she screams the harder we BOTH CUMMMM ) yet I can talk but not like she can . it is in those words that the problems lie ,,, it is in her expectations that we think or process language like her because we talk like her that we today have such fucked up relationships …
Remember over and over ,,, the beginning of the friendship the love was actually based in the lust of HORMONES , the drug ..the friendship grew ! no matter what the professionals say ,,, you can hear the wrongness of the expectations of the male to understand what the girl is saying ..or that the male can express what he is thinking in terms the girl will really understand . but talking is important . yet that is why 3 GIRLS IS IMPORTANT .. they can talk about what I talk about kind of translate my words and my feelings when I do speak … the 3 girls gives a level of balance for them ….
It is only in the GREED of owning you young master that the girl builds the hell of the world of today ..for her and her family , the stress of being a mother and wife ,, without real support ..it is a hard job for one woman alone ,,, 1 girl alone , can take care of 10 kids , if only for a lil while especially if she is not stressed by other responsibility at the time … taking care of all the kids , while the other two girls get some ,,,, relax time , then the one who ,,, watched over the BROOD will get her own quiet time …. Never be3ing alone for days but at most only hours ,,, only hours .. and most often having a girl friend ,, a SISTER there being alone will be the UNUSSAUL .
But without the children aspect or atleast the knowledge of future children then the personal gREED creeps in , the girl does not have that bond to family only the HEDONISM of me , me , me ,…. All the sturies show , that the bond to family ,, to working to CREATE SMILES , is what creates personal health and wellness . NOT GOING SHOPPING . shopping is a DRUG ! but like us having 2 beers last night done in moderation like BEN FRANKLIN said anything in moderation is ok ….even GOOD FOR YOU … shopping should be induldged … the balance I talk of . like switching my hard cock out of her pussy and replacing my cock with the thumb I have been ass fucking her with while I pussy fucked her …. Now I have the balance which will drive her brain into EXPLOSIONS OF SENSATIONS … the balances of moving from pussy to asshole , her hands grabbing the sheets and proclamin to me how a good a ILI SLUT SHE IS FOR MY BENEFIT ….. ( it sounds like she is getting some benefits also )
An other thing , is are you getting pierced for her pleasure are you begging for her pussy by proving your BRAVERY ? you pierce your nipples and when I talk to her about that that piercing is for nipples not for the male but for the female ,,,, she curls back in revolt ,,, ohhh sure ,,,, she idi the I LOVE YOU mind fuck fuck on you …. Dipshit it is a thng girls do ,,,, to use the tool of the FEMALE words , to confuse you and she gets her greed fed ..in the long run it will back fire on her . how many different ways does she ask you to RE COMMIT your love to her ….. that word forces a strong PATHOLOGICAL TRANCE STATE in to you dipshit ..fell the commitment of giving your life for the woman you love coming into play ,,,, it is the life and death of the cave coming back at an INSTINTUAL level ….
And another thng Young master , if you do not follow that feeling in you then you will get fucked up for sure ,,,, now the feeling may not be that of POLIGMY of course because you have not seen it in your day to day life of growing up ,,, it was described as being ILLEGAL in fact when if done creatively the core relationship is marriage like yet not legal marriage so no ILLEGALITY has happened it is a relationship between consenting adults …. Choice .
But I am again here stuck feeling for my family my girlfriend especially she may or may not stick with me ,,,, as she says if she is not happy whe will leave , well that is reality always . but because of the 1 and only ,,, the love of your life mentally that creates a stress unnatural ….yes un natural to the natural world and the animal inside you ….. to the harem male if he did his job correctly and staked out a nice area , then he will attract females to the safety and food source of his locale ….. and he will be attractive ,,, female sense of male attraction is much more fluid … just look at the males women choose often it makes not sense . ex[pecially to us males well since we are males ….. our brains are different our life experiences are different .
But the one thing even in the Mars and Venus books the Surrrendered wife Books the idea that a male likes to think he is doing things that are pleasing to his female ,,,, key point that girls should understand , is that when the guy ,,,, leaves without leaving ,,, he is escaping constantly ,,,,, it is I betcha he feels deep down like he can do not RIGHT …… he felt failure in your eyes once to many times of course he will not admit it , hell he does not even know how to express such thoughts to himself how coud he express it to you ,,, that would be like ADMITTING FAILURE ….. and well that would be like a male failure to himself …… the CATCH 22
I am getting ready to leave my home .. sell out re build to establish the 3 tents …… I have to plan for this new life , daily get my mind up there say good bye to old frinds and clients here ,, get them ready for the guy who will buy my business ….. at the same time …. Describe my [plans to Deb ,,,, and each time I do … I wonder what she is realy thinkinig ……. That male wanting her to be happy is who I am ,,, it is the protective Gorilla . young master feel this in the relationships you now have , think about your past loves and think about how she was your world … and how things changed and the POSSILBE why’s
With the newer view point of being Instinctual can you think outside of the limits you have known of till NOW? Now for the male who just odes not care what his female is thinking or worrying about ,,,, is that a good male in the long run should that male realy have been the male who should have been choosen for mating? I mean the gorilla must think instinctually about the total welfare of the harem and hildren so that his DNA will survive …. So when women talk about men who donot care …… were they like that in the beiginig? If yes , then girl you choose POORLY … if he changed it may be because of the fact he is living incongriuosly to his deepest instinctual nture and rebelling thru not caring because he …welll just does not care . abuout his own instincts his deepest sefl ,,, but that is UNDERSTANDABLE …. Who ever told him the TRUTH about the flesh and bone and blood that his spirit is living thru ,,, ( spirituality for the average person only comes after the hierarchy of needs is met or it is used as ANOTHER escape , like beer or video games ) SURE IT CAN THINK but it is still AN eating breathing fucking animal and it has animal nature ….. and must be congriuos to that or shit will hit the fan .
So for me ,, I worry about Debbbie …. It fucks with my mind , but I move on to my goal because I know I really do not submit well . Pubic bone slam
Young Mastrer or should I call you more generically Instinctual Animal ….. the deepest of you motives ,,, is what often I driving you the mental health industry would describe it as Sub Consciuos … now remember dipshit , humans have had mental health science for 1000’s of years ,,, but I was using a different Jargon ,,,, the new Health Indsutry created new Jargons .. language to insure that it stayed a secret society that they could bestow , titile of Dcotor to them who learned the language thus insuring the right to CHARGE lots of $$$$$$ ….. ohhhh but to day is about sex … not economy … yet life is never clear cut never only about 1 aspect like you yourself are not what you think you are ,,, a single thing alone …. Holistic is what is really real .
Sex ….. young master when you started dationg your … subbie …. The dynamics where XYZ … the norm each was the perfect TOY of the other just what each was searching for …… and you both have great constant play times …. In the BDSM writitngs and books the idea of a 24/7 is written about as being difficult …. Not commonly attainable … why ? why it is because of your instinctual nature to PROTECT ! …. YOU ARE A GOOD MAN …. You are not the rape gang of the Chimp you are not the submissive momma’s boy male of the Bonobo female hierarchy ….. you are a TERRITORIAL harem male like the Gorilla , the lion , the Deer ….. you are not a 1 on 1 animal like the swan …. When did manamals and dinosaurs break off the evovlutioanry tree? The evidence is 225,000,000 two humdered and twenty five million years ago .. that is when the dinosaoru which became our current day birds our evidence of monogamy in nature the lovers ,, the SWANs …… that branche3d on way and mammals went another way ….. mammals who because of things like HAREMS and PROTECTIVE MALES ….. survived well grew in numbers like us humans ,,, the territioral and protective nature of you dumbass ,,,, young master ,, good man …
225 million years worth of instinct …hmmm that is deep seated motives ,,,, 3.3. million years of being a tool making camp site stable human ape …. Momangy became LAW by the Romans only 1500 years ago ……. Honestly dipshit can you realize that DNA that started forming 225 million years ago ,, mamanl DNA in you you are animals …sorry ! it is a fact . shown to you by your LUST FOR PUSSY
it is the truth behihd the giggle at the naughty nite party ,,, the instinct , is stressed because of social conventions and laws , and expresses itself as giggles of SHYNESS … the TWISTING OF INSTINCT … a stress then confusion ,,, how does this relate to the GUIDANCE OF YOUR EMOTIONS ….. when you hide it further by calling it subconsiuso thoughts ,,, but , Abraham- hicks describes it well as ,,, just guidance of emotions , feelings that the life force within you in being ……. THWARTED . in its desire to express what it came into time space to experience …. But the mind of MAN created a black pyrimad … of RULES of expectations …. Of GOD .
when in reality all you want and she wants is to have you pound your hard dick into her exposed pussy her legs wide , she positions herself so that her stretched out cunt pops out her CLIT so that my pubic bone will PUND AND POUND AND POUND …. That clit ,, and whe can scream …. A scream that sounds nothing like harps and violins like tenderness and love story fairy tale bullshit ,,, but the screams of OHHHHH MY GOD , master my poor little pussy ,,,, ooooh my god ! and she loves every second , collapsing after I finaaly cum ,,, my cock swells that last second before it pumps my hot white milk deeply into an excited pussy that has been contracting over and over ,,, why is it contracting , it is forcing the egg down the tubes to meet with the sperm ….
HMMMMMM sounds like deep hidden animal instinct , not planned human thoughts ,,, like the functions of the heart muscles which we do not control on a regular bassis ( yet we can contro thur mediation when we focus on non focus ) ….. hmmmmm un concsiuos thoughts or INSTINCTS ….. now think about emotions as your guide to what is happening …. With the real you .. and your real WANTS
Not wants of the soicial human , who acts happy in the face of friends by showing how much shit they can buy with $$$$$ yet you still feel bad and nneed the drug of buying more shit ,,, it is just a drug addiction , the drug is self generated morphins … very addictive . What are your real wants ,,, and when you do not get them you feel like you are living like ghoing to a JOB you hate ,,, a lILFE you hate so you escape by living in Video games of buying more stuff to get high or drinking or getting high …… of even escaping in sex …. Yet real sex would satisfy more if you understood the deepness of the CALLING the instincts . it is feeling your in congriuos ness Lifestyle is sex and mind and spirit
Young master , what a good nights sleep can do for a mind …. Plus especially aftere I get ggod input from important people and that I was in a mind frame that I could accept it with out the FILLTER of being defensive about my ideas ..
Now that defensiveness on my part well was an important part of the Evovlution of me of instinctualism.org , becaue in the beigining often so many were just teeling me that I was crazy or that I was GREEDY and just wanted 3 girls that I wanted only pussy …. But I think because I stuck to my guns that I continued to write to explore ,,,, the TWO FACED nature of our lives ,,, I have touched the minds of some over time to the point that I feel they do not want me to STOP , exploring my ideas to the completion of the …3 tents and a camel theory of TWISTED INSTINCT …. But in fact they are looking forward to … seeing the eveolution of it ….
That feeling ,,, that intuition …. That feeling … is based on the way they interact with me ,,, in fact very supportive of my attempts and giving me very sane clear advise on MARKETING . WOW to me the subtle change is well now eye opening .
In the past as I have tried to talk to girls to people about my complex lifestyle ideas , I had problems ,, mainly in embaraassment ….. about being not main stream when in fact I am so fucking ..what should I say conservative , family oriented , family man …. Yet I do REAL HUMAN things behind closed doors which I have opened up here on line to you the reader …… you my friends who I call dumbfuck , who I also join in that name ,, as I find my own FAULTS .
Now marketing ,,, first as I have felt for months quit clearly without the real , hard on the ground compound I do not have anything realy to disccuss except theory … but the land and homes are coming …. The building of a way to expose who I am to the world in a way that respected me ….my feelings , a way that I will be excited to hand out cards or tri – fold flyer …. With a desription otf INSTINCTUALISM …. Instinctualism not as a religion or just kinky sex … or just the fucked up writing of Philip Van Der Mude ….but instinctualism as a SOUND BITE ….. life style alterntive . see handing out business cards that ID’d me as a BDSM master/dom well that did not feel right it did not resonate with me ,,,,,YET I KNOW THAT ASPECT OF average femeale sexuality must be addressed sometime somehow …. Poligmy not as a COMMMANDMENT of some GOD ! but as the natural instinct of us ,,,, this Great Ape / Spaien …. And of course the ecomonics ….. consumption with long term balance …. Work without ecomonic slavery ,,, health and wellness based on mind states ,….. food based on our BODY design ….. That handing out BDSM czards was not Phil ,,,, handing out cards for a Religon was not Phil ….. but Phil has handed out Flyers for lets SAY for example GREEnPEACE for fucking decades …. I used to shove them in the bags of my customers at PHILS BAIT AND TACKEL ….. I would say Green Peace was my concsiense …. The balance of the pendulum … to us huinters and fisherman , that we had to protect our….OUR . wild world … so we would have a wilderness to engage in our love to RETURNING to the instinctual male who we are …all of us HUNTERS AND FISHERMAN …. Isntinctualism is promotoing fishing ….hmmmmm I can do !
How to do it ? well change the site …wwww.instincutalism.org …. Make the front page into a environmental page with a feeling of mind body spirit …. Take the whole Tao aspect and move it to a sub-set OF PAGES ,,,,, THE spirit pages ….. tie to the idea of HOLISTIC … living…… HOLISTIC living is already a venue it has many different people involved and it is very inclusive ….. the renwable engry dealers advertise and connect with holistic fairs and events ….. of course alterntive spritiual ism people do to ,,, and green eating people do to …. And broad sexual lifestyle people do to …. And I want to be out of the sexual closet as much as possible but with be ing to offensive ….. I can be offensive here ….but me here and instinctualism must be … separated …..
Good so the persona of PHILIP VANDERMUDE ….. study pussy like you would fishing …. Welll here I do generate activity I have you reading my shit …. From here you do go the the www.intinstualism .org pages by the 100’s you go …. So my howard stern style of writing does something ,,,,but instinctualism ,,, has to evolve into mainstream ….. it must be able to teach .. the more problemactic concepts in a KINDER GENTELER manner …. Helping people evoelve into the TOLERANCE of instinctual nature of human poligmy …..
I got work to do , becaue the dividing of theuman individual and family still pisses me off ,,,, the hearing about the NAUGHTY NIGHTIE party the changes of people who in the real world protraty as one person yet , become this alter ego at a DILDOE party is wrong , not that sex is wrong but ..the hidden sex , creates ,,, real problems expecially abuse …… the family who just broke up ,,it was not that they married young both still love each other greatly , yet it did not work ,,, why did the good male …….. abandon LIFE ? and the kids willl pay a price just like the majority of kids do ….. I have work to do …. Creating instinctualism into something I can mainstream hand out to people … without feeling like I am a weirdo …. See you on the other SIDE
Young Master ,,,,, hmmmm what can I say about atleast trying , stepping outside of your comfort zone ,,,, it helps clarify the idea of contrast …. Again I go back to Abraham-hicks , the Crazy Lady as I like to call her is on the mark so fotern and the idea of sensing … feeling what it is that you truthfully are feeeling well dipshit , it is true …. I mean look at the words of KORN and hear feeling…. Feeeling what you are feeling feeelings and then having the VENUE to express them ….
Ohhhh I just came back from my first meeting where I met NO ONE ….. ahhhhhh big sigh of relief , I was like going on and on for a while now that I am not a fucking RELIGON I am no proeacher ….. yes I accept mind body spirit …. Of course , yes deeply I am Taosit in the sense that I think the ancients were describing ,,, but I am not a MASTER …. A PROFESSSIONAL ….. but there must be a way to share my ideas my life style ,,,, your … life stlye , I mean if you build a compound you must be able to talk to girls intelligently about the reasonw why you became and instinctualist ….
It is not the poligmy of religon where some fucking GOD … ORDERS people to be in a multi wife life ,,, no it is the respect of the instinctual congruity that you feel in the confusion of the 1 on 1 ,,, it resepcts the nature of the female much moere than the greed of owning on male , and finding her selfesteem in his success …
But how can Phil ….. come out and talk …. Where and how ? how can you what common formum can be created for you young master ….. hmmmmm most of us are not fucking PREACHERS …. Hmmm I gotta think more … now Deb had and idea about a open formu disccusion , but I keep thinking about t themem a theme is needed to attract people to toegether , that theme …… hmmmm what could it be .. I was thinking Tao-ism ….. but the organism ,, worship mediation thing ,,, I do not know . my feelings about it .
Now while listenting to the Korn CD at the infintiy center …. See you on the other side ….. and thinking about what it would be like if some one actually came tonight ,,, ( afraid some one would show ) yes afreaid someone would show up … I was and am just not into the SHOW ? I had planned . Deb is right in that iam having a good time when I am talking about things leading people maybe into my ideas , while listenting to thiers ….. but this Religon type of idea of plan just got me all fucked up ,, but how to … have a venue for instinctualism ….. hmmmmm
Why not just instinctualism ? hmmmmm … thinking out loud …hmmmm . but I will see how to establish a way to expose my ideas in real time with real people ? Deb says all my DUMB FUCK and JACKASS calling shit , offends people , but I think about guys who you are dumbfuck ,,, young master a guy ,,, and do you not you and your friends joke around by calling each other shit for brains , it is not something that we do not do with each other ? now is it , so I believe you do not take me to seriuolsy especially since I am just a cyber being ,,,,, but I am not just a cyber being I am a real being ,,, just fucking like you dipshit , my friend .
Now how to talk with people like I talk ,,,,,, ? hmmm I will think …… maybe this relaince on Tao … is wrong … what am I feeling ,, it is in those feelings things that truth lies …. It is in those confusions that the …… problems with your girlfriend lies ….. it is in the IGNORING of the data from the emotional guidance system ….. that being INCONGRIUOS . 12 hour escape
young master the Buzz Bake , Family Values , Ozzfest , The warped tour …… these are not reality , oooh yes they are real and yes for 1 person out oevery 1000 people this industry is their way of making a living ,,, but for you dumbass it is not ,,,,, it is an ESCAPE ….. like going to a very long linteractive 3D movie …… sure even a great escape after work when you play your guitar a home or with buddies or when you do local gigs ….. but thosw eho will enter it as the 1 in 1000 most will not be the MEAT the stars but ,, will be the bussiness people of the industry ,,, the MEAT is just the packaged goods for sale , the hamburger fries and soda ,, when in reality there are all the turck drivers , the elctricialn sound people light people ,, ADVERTISERS , insurance professionals , catering , event planners , property managers ,,, people who work , at making sure the whole industry of ENTERTAINMENT keeps ong oing , whether it is Korn ,,,,,, or a Corn Cob blue grass band … who is on the MENU , for the day … the MEAT OF THE DAY ….
Now dipshit ,,,, I talk about getting out of the cycle , getting out of the city ,,, but with balance in that fuck yeahhhh! I am back in the crowd when the men has the catch of the day being ,,, NONPOINT , 3 DAY GRACE , CHEVELLE , AND PAPPA ROACH , the used etc ….. that is being balenced not being fully engrossed in the insanity , realizing that I most probably will never become MEAT ….. ( except of course always try , yes produce art and never give up on the dream , yet , in balance dipshit ….. realize if you are not getting the fan base , then GET REAL or don’t I care it is up to you …. It is your life … just stop complaining when you find out you are one of the 999 not the 1 )
For me , I love watching everyone at the concerts watching the interaction , thinking about what is going on in their lives to make them be who I see , there in the crowd ,,, what would make me paint my beard blue my moustache green , wear Tye Dye ,,, toss 100’s of ballons into the crowd and have strange people sign my clothes and write all sorts of profanity on my perosn …… why do I do that ? what makes a cute girl there tiwth a nice looking clean cut young man herself also .. looking very much the part of upper middle class 20 something girl , smoke so much dope …. While her male partner stays mostly sober ….. looking at her like YES BABY GET REAL HIGH you will fuck to night ….. hmmmm all the single girls , when it seems that mainly if they had a boyfriend they would be there with him ,,, ohh of course some have guys who could not get the day off work of course that reps a percent , but on a larger average it shows the REALITY of being a single .
Being alone ……..
There is a new movie the INVISISLBE … and if you see it look at it not just for the quality entertainment , but look at the COMMON theme …. The rich kids being alone and unhappy and the poor kids being alone and unhappy …. Why? It is greed on the parts of both sets of parents … even tho one has achieved much they think more is more important ….. the poor feels that they are trapped and want more …. Yet time is what the kids reall needs from the family and does not get …. Why?
The poly family unit is about 3 wives women supporting each other , to insure that WORK AND CARREER are not the most important factor in the life of the female …. You young master give them the stable compound home , electric natural foods ,,,, clean safe living land etc , so that they can be happy
What is happy dumbass ,,,,, an author and teacher Debbie Miranda ,, has a tool for helping peole get RIGHT with their emeotional guiadance scale , ti is to jourmal about day dreams …. Hmmmm in the day dreams you can describe all the feelings about having that level of security all the money you could want ,,,, so when you finaallly get done day dreaming about money ,,,, you find that you have to AT LAST , day dream about just being human ,,,, what would you do when you are finnally alone with yourself ,,,, not showing off by spending money , not going shopping or flying to a diffenert resort of going to a fancy resturant ,,, but finally alone , all the bills apid what would you do ?
Well if you have a lot of money and proterty you willll… be worrying about how to keep that money and peroperty ,, you will be thngking about your accounanat , your taxes , your lawyers , and all the different insurances you need to pay for ,,, you will be thinking about the securuity sysytem if it is working right a dn if your employess are mamaging your yard and pets and tropical fish pond well ,,, you will think evry now and then about if the private school which now is RIAISNG YOUR KIDS , is safe and the employeees are not pedifiles …… you will be thinkging about the future ecomony because to mainatin this life style it means you must keep getting FATTER …. Making more and more $$$ ………….. so that time relaxing int the swing on the beach under a pam tree some where …. Will be very tireing … full of deep stress and worry( ohhhh yes you will about finding some one to love since the facts are 80 percent of marriages are DISFUCTINAL and dating lives are 99 % failures )
Ahhhhh the instincutal world …… peace and commitment to FAMILY . END , OVER , RELAX …. LAY IN THAT HAMMOCK AND SLEEP depply ….. for th male knowing that 1 of the 3 females whill eant him seuxlly ,,, and he does not have to get her stoned or drunk first and then hope to GET LUCKY ….. the girls will have someone to talk to who UNDERSTANDS . who can carry on a conversation … plus kiss lightly a dn sloftly ,,,, and when the girl is excited she has a hard COCK to fuck her into satisfaction …. Hmmmmmm the isntinctualism 3 tents plan is about a….. an …. 1 …. Alternative ….. it is not like havinging 1000 different careeers paths because of the vast range of jobs and services ,,, in the real workd ther are few relationahip alterntives ….. mainly 1 on 1 ,, straight or gay ,,, yet mailny 1 on 1 ,,,, and a GREED base in that love reltaionsip ,,, the depending on the other to give you everything almost . the baisis of the 1 on 1 , is that greed of PHAROH and his QUEEN , the beginng of the ideal of the FIRST WIFE ….
Abraham-hicks …… she talks about the beast .. and of our instinctual nature … now remember she is not A GOD , she is a human thru who only 1 point of view can be expressed YET THE POINT OF VIEW IS VAST …. The point of view of that 1 human does come in ,,,, she it there to talk to those who should listen ,,, maybe you maybe not …. And then again ,,,,, how about DE MANIFESTATION , abraham jokes about hmmmmmm does abraham describe the reality , of thinking about the lawyers insurace people tax peopek etc etc etc ……. Has not the wise men of forever been saying things will not bring happiness ? hmmm does abraham really say things bring happinesss? WHO IS DOING YOUR THINKING FOR YOU ARE YOU PAYING AGAIN FOR THE THOUGHTS OF A ….PROFESIONAL ?
Wake the nieghbors
Young master , hmmmm how to put this into words ,, the idea that the wrods themselves are the problem , yet of course not the problem ,, the idea of living in paradox . in the Teddy bear meditation where I attempt to bring you into the infintie state of mind the ending is basically the experience of JUST BEING paradox ….
Where you find paradox you find power …. So what power is nto something to hoard to go after it is something to give away , in that giving you find …… that happiness
Ok dipshit what is it about DOM sex that you love so much ,,, and she ;oves so much that she starts to PRAY to GOD ,, I love how Wayne Dyer brings up this point he idi it like 15 years ago ,,, how girls when really deeply sexuality ENGROSSED , start to repeat OHHH MY GOD …. OOOOH! MY GOD …..
And dipshti what happens to you ? your dick gets harder you feel stronger better , this is SEX ! wake the nieghbors baby get loud I am feeling PROUD . ( it is for me a laugh and embarasemement , to hear the nieghbors last night turn on the radio to drown out Deb’s PRAYERS …… now this must be the real ,,,, whole – istic prayer of the animal kingdom ….. where MIND BODY AND SPRIRIT are in EQUAL – LIBRIUM …….
AND THE LOUDER SHE GETS THE HARDER I WANT TO FUCK HER , except when I stip so to get past that CUMMM feeeling so I can fuck her back to screaming again and agina and …….. ahhhhhhh living real life .
But last nights good sex started with two things … one is the tool of poisin , of chemical recreation … of BEER . when you stop drininkg dumbass those 2 lil’ glasses of beer from a bar well they have the equal punch to the 2 six paks of before …. And that allowed for the expression by accedent of hidden strress … stress I would not voice regularly because I would not want ther to feel STRESS because of my love for her ,,,, I like seeing her smile ….
The protective nature of the male gorilla ….. not the begging of the male Bonobo to the hierarchail female group . SUPPLICATION …. Check out the ideas of WWW.SPEEDSEDUCTION.COM …. To understand the pathological trance state of male dating supplication – s ..
But due to the effects of the poisin I engaged in talk , to levels of enotionality I would regualry not explore with her , since my intetn tis to provide for her stablity and happiness and to open doors of emotins of course opens doors to PROBLEMS and MIS UNDERSTANDING etc etc .
Now last night theidea of the “ BRING A Dildoe TO Church “ was the starting topic …. She wants me to succeeed and thinks that a stranger to ME , coming into the meeting room and being greeted by a Dildoe o stuck to the Podium to the talbe … well that may freak people out so much they may not stay for the whole hour , in fact leave before staying ,,, since we humans do … JUDGE THE BOOK BY THE …… COVER . well the cover ,may be a dildoe on the table at a Spiritual meeting ,,, spiritual … in the idea that people who may come , because of advertising ALONE … come because of their preconcieved ideas ofwhat is TAO – ism ……the whole yin and yang , male female magic bullshit ( the development of 500 AD not of the shamanism root sof Tao – ism )
That lead to discussing relationahips …. And well since I am in that FLUX … position I know that I will be homelss by may , shopping for land building 3 tents … a new career and market ….. and loving Deb and hearing her say …. If I am not happy I will leave ….. God knows I will miss her ,,, but my honest desire is her happiness . I know I will be ahppy in her choice to explore other relationships life choices etc …… my greed for her happiness to be DEPENDANT on my actions …. MY GREED , the greed of ADAM ! … the greed of the MALE goriilla … to create the happiness and stablity so that the female gorilla wants to FUCK . she in reality does start the whole FOREPALY process by , coming over to him in a certain way with a certain touch …. And submissiveness …. Very very very huuman like …. Or are we gorilla like ? why juge them based on US ,, remember we are the fuckedup animal the only animal the created TORTURE waterbaording and tazers etc … that kills to GENECIDAL levels …. Why should be human be the STANDARD .
When I know that you believe deeply that your pet your dog or cat has a soul ,,,, has a personality , and feels ENJOYMENT …. So why would not a complex animal like Gorilla also in nature in harmony also not … be living a life of choice and ENJOYMENT
Can you get those ideas dipshit?
So back to last night …. My stress …. The constant hearing of the happiness of the 1 on 1 ,,, love story …. In songs in the people around us ,,, who it seems that only 1 couple is a good exa,ple at the present minute , yet I see only the outside of the house ….. how many times have I seen happy familys , and then later … hear about the divorce and say ‘ THEY SEEMED SO PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER ? “ ……. PLUS of course the years of my own porgraming which are being reprogrameed ….. it takes 10 percnet of the time to reprogram a mind as it did to program it , so that means for me 4 years of retraining … and I have already 2 years in after writing my own book .. starting my own re programing ,,, the old dog new tricks …. Well it just takes time to break non functioning old habits .
I do it for my own happinesss ,,, for hers ( deb ) she is realyy happy spending time with her girls friends , now to get it so that her girlsfriends are my wives ,,, sex partners , that sex again is mainly my sex partner but of course we are friends …. Yet her main emeotional support freindshihp will be coming now from her girls friends and I am what I like to be ,,, that male who protects and FUCKS …. PrOtects … changing light bulbs , unloading the trailer etc … opening doors …. And FUCKING .
BUT WITH THREE girls who are thiere own best friends …. Why?
Why? Why can not the male be the best friend ,,, why can not the FAIRY TALE work ? my programing keep asking me , myself that question . so I believe she Deb is also in the stress of asking herself that question ,,,, why can he not just be HAPPY ? with only ME ! like that other couple …. The 1 in 99 HEB couple ,,, ( heb … highly evovled beings ) …. They are not ….. the average , the are that 20 percnet of marriages that work ….. I am so cool with that … I hope it lasts . but for the vast majority ……. The fairy tale is just that a great , sweet sticky feeling all goooey and lovey dovey … love story . that will end up ….. as it has always ENDED .
While the lesson of nature goes on for us to learn from …. So learn form it you STUPID MOTHERFUCKING ASsHOLE … excuse my french . why do you think that being human is so fucking special when you start learning to evovle you in reality become more like the animal kingdom …… hmmmm PARADOX ?
Bring a Dildoe to church
Young master my friend , being alternative means doing things that are un expected ,yes or NO? what do you think ,,, and expectation is what ? if you are acting like the average in your group ,,, what is that ,,, you are supposed to be a smart motherfucker , atleast you talk like you are one , but do you realize the data figures to describe your actions ,,,,, how you realy are a sheep following fashion only difference sometimes is the color you choose ( or some thing as simple as color shich you consider to be your expression of individulaity from your social peer groups )
What does this have to do with a dildoe? Well nothin I just wanted to rail on you get you thinking ,,,, diloes ,,, when was the last time you saw a dildoes except at a store or online or ,,, of course in your toy drawer … when did the teacher or preacher stick that suction cup on the lecturn where he was giving his lession fron ,,, suck proudly on the teachers desk … for you to realize ,,,, yes learning is great ,,, spirituality is grea ,,, that is mind and spirit …aspect of the human adventure but what about BODY ,,,, that which we ARE ! how we became!AND SOMETHING THAT FEELS GOOD , the real reason we date in the first place ,,,, honestly we date because we both want to FUCK …. Freiendhsip grows over time , sex comes first or atleast that underlieing sexual tension is there .
Ever not date a girl who is your friend just so you will not destroy that friendship you value so much ? happens to almost everyone this concept of not dating a good friend ! hmmmm why , be fucking honest than about the core reason for dating dipshit !
Now to do that in a ….. spiritual venue …. And instinctualism is that venue the blending of mind , spirit and BDOY ,,,,,, I will bring a dildoe to church and display it ,,, put that suction cup firn to the table , in the middle of everything ,,, just o force us all to THINK !
My book TWISTED INSTINCT starts of refering to the song TWIST by Korn ,,, I believe or I hear Jon sayiing THINK ,, twist out your own thoughts …. He and the band expresses the sounds of humanity the fun , the love the pain and excitement … are there in all the sounds you hear just listen . and he says 7 times think think think think think think think , in his own words , TWIST ….
Having a dildoe dispalyed I hope will get your attention DEC 4 …… mind yes learn history ,,,, spirit yes learn about who you are as the EXpERIENCER but do not FORGET what we realy are ………… an DNA … ANIMAL
And sex feels good and is the straongest motivator outside of food and immediate safety …. Those being taken care of sex … is our fun ! even to animals that only mate during clearly defined mating cycles , when the talk thru hormones , letting each know NOW ! IS THE …..TIME , lets fuck ,,, no guess work no insulting by pushing for sex ,,, no hoping for sex , not getting sex , then giving up till you do not know how to act when she does want sex …. The confusion!
I must say our clearly defined sex life , where every AM I know I will have sex with her is a GOD SEND ,,,b ecause ,,, sfternooons and nights ahave become to me the CO”NF”US”ION of every other past relationship …. I love her she became my FRIeND ….. and well when that friendship became so important wellll what happens ? is it kinda like what happened earlier in this blog ? I do love her ,,,, getting hard is not a problem I do that every moring why would any other time be anyother different ? think dubass ,, and if your experience has not equalled the content ov my bloggging ,,, realize you will become the JILES , of the commediam ,,,, stats do not lie … my friend it is your future …. 99.9 perceent of the time
I think bringing a dildoe to the JENSEN BEACH TOAIST meeting dec 4 …. At the infinty center next to the fruit stand on INDIAN RIVER DR. at 6 pm …. Willl help people ..GET REAL !( giggle giggle , chortle chortle , guffal guffal , laugh laugh …… like middle school children we act like we are inocent of something we ALL LOVE TO DO which is NTURAL ! ….. FUCKED UP HUH ? )
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Young Master , I see your blogging and that you are reading my stuff , sure I betcha some of it is because I am fun sexually extremem but then again , I see or read from you that you are looking for some idea that is really DIFFERENT , not just some statement of impossible action , like Anachary just fashionalbe expression of frustration with no real FIX ….
I hope you can think historically look back to the time when we had no PYRAMIDS …. Before the profit and power motives ,,, I hope you are realizing that as brain structures changed for the female and their use of language brouhgt about …. Hierarchy built on connncation skills , that STRATAGEY grew , to insure hierarchy thru mating ….like in the Bonobo ,,, the male’s calim to Dominace is based on the social standing of the female …
But then also listen to your instincts and compare us and that chimp ,,,,, and I think you will hear your body stating that you are a Territorial male ,, not a submisssive male ,,, you provide the stable territory for the female to CHOOSE TO be with you and mate with you …. AGAIN AD AGAIN ,,, feel your feelings dumbass … look at anture , and FIGURE THE FUCK OPUT WHY EVERTHING IS SO …… FUCKED UP .
Now I still feel that my ideas will have a very little appeal to the general ,.,, brain washed , robot masses , of christain ecomonic slaves …. Which is FINE ,,, let then enjoy their experience of being what they are …. How can a person have that possible experience except by HAVING IT … just one of the infinite possible experiences inherent in the TAO , that must be expereienced as a point of view ,,, by and experiencer who must forget … foerget … their truest nature so that this experience can be at IT’S MOST REAL-NESS …..so 390 milliion acres of farm land ,,,, 300 million people in the US ….. this is not city land or houseing land of watershed land of desert lan d , but farmland 390 ,,,,,, while you develop your compound buy the book … Square foot gardening … a milatary effeicnceny expert , those fucking army guys can write some fucked up manuals ,,, but the under lieing plans welll fucking work …. Once they train us Dumbass’s to work the EASY plan ,,, and in SFG food production you have just that a wonder plan , where by ,,,, if you dipshit have the fruit and nut trees you should ,,, these lillt 4 foot by 4 foot boxes ,,, just 3 of them give them about 15 to 20 each of RECREATIONAL care … care ,,, be 1 with you world ….. it s fun it is better than the mind fuck of watching TV of depending on making more cash keeping the cycle of ecomonic slavery going ,,, ( ohhh you my regualr readers , you have to realize how fucking PROGRAMED YOU ARE to find recreation only in the Aceept ed way ) ….. 3 boxes gives you all the food you can eat ….
Design that into a life style …. Somethng TRUTHFULLY ALTERNTIVE ,,, not just words or slogans ,,, or dogma ,, or music ,,,,, but reality ,,, ohhh yeah ad in the recreation al fishing pond , have some chickens roaming the compound with some brood boxes stragetically placed ….. and al you really miss is milk , ,and well realize that our species was designed to stope drininkg milk at age 5 ….. remember remember ,,, dumbass , the mental mind fuck of the DAIRY INDUSTRY , hidden and promoted by the governement ,,, do you trust your govermenet the tools of the indsutry ot enslave you ? ….. really fucking look at the lobby of health care , dairy cattle , cron ,,,, realize how the corn industry controled the senate of ancient ROMAN’s ….. the lobby of the Phoaroh thru his trusted advisors and priests who were getting rich selling shit to the Royal family and Phaorohs’ army’s ???? have you really been thinking shit for brain ? honestly have you ever really though on your own
Do not fight the government ,,, or any one ,, build something new … relax enjoy , and if you do the right thing than … other will want the hppines you have ,,, SHIT LISTEN TO YOURSELF . you are searching , for happiness everyone is ,,,,, but the option we have are for shit . oooooh the 360,000,000 is that we as human even in this desenly populated wrold have the space and good land to do the INSTINCTUAL thing …. If they choose FREEDOM OF CHOICE . stay complaining and find your exisitance thru another beer or that anti depressant …. Never ever thisnk about a real ALTERNATIVE
Ahhh but to go out side the box like I am , and saying I BELIEVE THIS OR THAT ….. that is very hard since what I am doing is ………. ALTERNATIVE . not just fashion , where you follow the FASHION of the everyday of your frends ….. oooooh you are so COOOL ! you are a sheep ! like your parents ! like the youth of the last 5,000 years … the same talk no real change ! becaue the most basic aspect has not been talked about ,,,,
And it has to do with SEX and POWER ,,, female hierarchy ,,,,,, each girl wants to OWN herself 1 ???? ???????????? what ??????????????? hierarchy that we lone perritorial males do not understand …. Ohhh yes we are social to extent but deep inside you are a lone instinctual male ….
Starting my www.instinctualism.org group in real time , handing out flyers laying then under car window wipers ,,,, sending emails to newpapers that a new group is forming is hard when you are alone ,,, no fashionalbe people to support you ,,, you have to be a leader ????? ru ???? yes dipshit you are , it is in you DNA to be one .
why do men like BLOWJOBS
well stats said ( the source is questionable ) 12 percent liked the feeling , 8 percent liked the Domination ( betcha this number is actually hihger ) 80 percent liked the silence …. Now do you get the joke but understand like in all jokes they do show something we all have in common ,,, the common threads which make it possible for the joke to be understand … US LAUGHING AT ourselves ….. good thin g … take yourself with a fucking grain of salt ….. be open to seeing how BAD you are young master ,,,, that is not persisiting …..that is not RESISITING …..
now also see and understand the social pressures of the girls to not accept … the TRUTH ,,, we are wired differently mentally ….. she is designed to talk more than I ma ,,, even though my girlfreind will say I talk more than most men ,,, well YES … I am a leader I have the history or being the BOSS , so I must talk more ,,, I have a responsiblilty to lead . that means communciating ….. but that I … 1 …. Out of the many …. Bossses are the EXCEPTIONS not the averages ….. on AVERAGE …. ON AVERAGE ,,, fuck peopke why do you RESISIT … so much ,, until you Quiet that mind all that porgramming and listen and learn ,, shut your mouth like your teacher said so you can learn to NO LONGER TOUCH THAT HOT STOVE ,,, dumbass !
I mean look at the pain in your life ,,, all I am doing is PRESENTING , not forcing … JUST PRESENTING … an alternative ,,, not the only ALTERNATIVE … just A . but to understand the INSTINCTUALISM alternative you have to be able to think longer than 30 seconds ,,,, this is not a sound bite commerical idea …. It is so far from your proograming that ideas held in the TRUTH of your DNA can not be triggereing new thoughts threw the use of established perjorative wording used in SOUND BITE PROGRAMING and mental state re-inforceing …. The PATHOLOGIC TRANCE of humanity .
Sure it helps you deal with the massive stress of work and money … this tendency to go into PATHOLOGICAL TRANCE ….. it helps your mind KICK INTO auto pilot ,,, go along with the training it has accepted as TRUTH ….
Well the REAL truth is our brains on AVERAGE are wired differently , yes the male can talk but he does so in limmited amount and when his inner number of words has been reached he stops talking …. Look at some great data girls … read the book Mars and Venus …. Use it to understand men ,,, not make men into girls …. That will not work , you have been trying that for years and you girls are stilll ……. In pain ?( ooooh yes there are happy times yes 20 out of 100 marriages kinda make it are not totally DISYFUCNTIONAL ….. but fuk what terrible numbers ,,,, you really just gotta silence your mind arnot be SCARED to think for yourself . ….. FINDING YOUR OWN INNER SAGE ……
Be natural and you will have more chill time , less stress not living in DIS EASE ….. mental or pyshical …. Find the passion that reason to live is your reason buildt upon … the shit you can PURCHASE ,,,, what has the wise gurus of time been saysing ? over and over money can not buy you happiness ….. then you repely but what about HEALTH INSURANCE …. I HAVE TO … HAVE HEALTH CARE !!!! …. Or do you ? hmmmmmm 3.3 million years and we human did not die off? Why if health care is so important ?
OHHHH REMEMBER dumbasss you have been trained to fear the TAO , to fear DEATH , to fear your true you ….. you have been mind fucked !
Starnge how we use the word fuck for things like abuse and then use that word to describe sex , even the girls using it … as if they wanted abuse ,, why ,,,? Becaue their inner nature the inner submissive is not CONGRIUOS ….. the world and her nature are not in balance , contra to her deepest instinct , she yells in her mind over and over ,,,,, buy buy buy ,,, go shopping out to eat ,, hide the pain in $$$$$ You are right Young master , I wonder when is it correct to proclaim yourself as a MASTER , a spiritual master or a sexual MASTER ,,, when what criteria is really the RIGHT critieria , WHO SHOULD JUDGE on the pages about starting an INSTUINCTUALISM groups I talk about you being , what you are a POV a point of view of infinity of the Tao ,,, for no one can explainor understand the all expecially not with this lil brain this limit of matter …. Now to gain from the Tao to gain understanding of 1 gift like the christains talk about ,, to exhibit one form of power maybe thru Rieke , or Tia Chi or manifesting $ is to concentrate on a 1 aspect of a many aspected thing of which you see a special point of view which I can not know about unless you have the guts to explain the point of view that you see …….. HEY you are a master of that point of view …
I think about how are you feeling young master being that some of who read my shit are youths ,,, what is your life , I have my era my things that are real for my point of view of my experience due to the inportant things in my life as of today , kije my girlfriend , my daughter at home my kids with their mom’s ,,, those things are important to me ,,, but you young master , with no things important except your own new ADVENTURE …. I talk from just memeory not the reality of being like you … sure I love going to the festivals like the BUZZ BAKE SALE this coming saturuday and being with you , but I can not feel your life like I used to . I can talk about the future of the ROCKS you throw up in the air , try to tell you they will fail , because you throew them up thinking believing in a fairy tale of LOVE ….. ( what is really love …. What is fairy tale that makes us feel so warm and fuzzy that druged effect ? ) Hey dipshit you will still feel that warmth that drugged effect in your fifitles heill in your 60’s 70’s 80’s as ling as you are alive those drugs will course thur your blodd , the morphine of endorphine …..stimulated by dream states … by fairy tale …
But is instinctualism love less ,, drugg based ? no of course not but like any drug that you want the high to last ,,, in a bleenced life the high is not so completely high ….. but if you learn to enjoy the subltlness of a good high you do not need to poisin yourself to get a good buzzzz …. Liieke drinking a beer vs a 6 pak ….. I used drink beer by the case when I was 20 now I catch the same buzz form 1 beer …
Master ,, in sex , well that actually is easy in that you dumbass get a hard on , that is something that musted be masterfully used , to be aimed , to be forced , into a PUSSY … into a pussy that is willinga dn , is being presented in a submissive posture ….. on her back legs spread in Presentation or on her knees like a puppy again , in a psoture of …….FUCK ME …. PLEASE ….. so the perjaoritve feelings that word gives you are really the MIND FUCK of your programing instead of the truth of humanity ….
The ancient sages knew that words were the poisin of the mind the tool for greeed and mind control …. See years agao we our ancestors … sold their freedoms (your mental freedoms ) so they could have a chance to become powerful!!! Also ,… be a maybe not ROYAL but atleast to work in or around the castle or the Pharoh or Empereor …. To become important in religons by being a monk or , even in the tribes to learn 1 aspect of natural MAJIC … to show power ! and there by be important ,,, when did we lose the 1 in the 1 feeling with our planet ….. every baby is born with that idea it is part of the all it does not understand you are he are different beings ….. hmmmmmm it is our nature to still feel the I – in - I … of the being who cme here to feel what it is like to have a human POINT OF VIEW of the Tao ……
Ok now how does building 3 single family homes change things well it is a real ,,,,,, ALTERNATIVE statement … for fucking real you will not be like any of your friends , GOOD .. out of the competive mix when it comes to pussy …… now building SIMPLICTY ,,,,, why not , when you understand if we stupid americams would only embrace the idea of gas mileage then there would be no reason to import oil and then the revenues of Islam would stop ( the owrlds largest market and the market will basically collaspe you lose ½ your income you have to cahgne yourlife style ) that means no cash of EXTRA stuff … like ? supporting Jihad ……. You dipshit can make the statement , build you can build a life for yourself so different that compared to bthe fancy painted car , the louder sound system , the more comples tatoo ,,,, the louder pipes on your bike ,,,, to femalew who will give you a better time less ,,, headaches … they will see . your compound ,,, if you let them …. And you have NO BILLS NO STRESS all you got is time to work at a job a you LIKE and time to go fishing , and time to FUCK ….. and when the ideas of kids come along ..
Well yesterday , I walked my 18 month old boy along the river we sat down in the wavelet and played with the sand we threw rocks , ran toddled … watched birds LAUGHED LAUGHED AND LAUGHED …… we lived like humans. ( not like consumer robots )
Yes Master or please master
Young master ,,, the DOM/sub relationship I think has it great merits in helping both the male and female break the bonds of the social programing we both have lived thru ,,, sometimes the pendullum needs to swing to another wxtremem ,,, then it can settle back to a more natural position ,,, that is why I suggest that you dumbass do some study and learning about twhat it is to be Mmaster , AND THEN REALIZE THAT THE GIRLS DREAM ABOUT THIS WHILE THEY MASTRUBATE AND GIRLS DO A LOT OF MASTRUBATING ALSO . in fact the amin buyer of vibrators etc , are not men buying them for their girlfriends but women buying them for their own release of sexual NEEEDS …. It has been the biggest growth market in on line sales is the females buying , the … passion party industry is a for female party …. We do not do this like they do this … so get the lil’ princess all dressed in white picture outa your mind she is a dirty lil slut , ( but that is only because of the social programing again that words … perjoratives ,,, words with meaning like SLUT , were evelved in human society … not really nature for you )
She is not slut who needs to be used , but because of her own ,,,, self picture her own deep MIND FUCKING forced on her by society ,,, she does feel that need to submit in her fanasty ….. great example of this is the romanace novel , which most women do read if only in the tabloids or now adays thru certain TV show , the same theme and characters shows up as in the romance novel ….
If you look at the MATING BEHAVIOR pages of www.instinctualism.org and go thru the links and think about the quates from those pages about … chimps , bonobo and gorilla …. You can see it is the female who does SEDUCE the male …. In the chimp it is thru sexual scents and enlarged / ready sexual organ dis[play and submissive psositioning which says … come fuck me PLEASE ….. the bononbo is constantly sexual active and the girls do choose the male …… and the gorilla the girl must find that level of security till her body and relax and become open to sex ….. what about the true human anmail ,,, what do you think disphit ,, do I have to think for you ARE YOU NOT ALLOWED TO THINK FOR YOURSELF ?
Or have you been so programeemed by the idea of the PROFESSIONAL … that you will only let a Dic oooops Doctor Phil think for you ? you young master are not stupid ! The DOM/sub starting activities do help get her in a better mind set , breaking the bonds of the MIND FUCK ,,, and if helps you ,,, but it will only be when you have go the 3 tents , the 3 single family homes that the true , nature of her seuxality can come to FLOWERING , as she comes into , a gentle competive state with her FRIENDS … their sexual acitiviy and enjoyment will keep her in a state of sexual desire also …. Each wanting the attention of the male who made their life SIMPLE , … SAFE … CONTENT ….
The compound it to create a secure life where the profit ideas are kept outside , that llife is not dependant on the city yet the city is EXTRA fun ….. the land you live from is not a PROFIT CENTER … your part time career is …. And so it their jobs ,,, coming home is QUITING TIME … it is time to tell sorys to the kids instead of watching movies , it is time to pet the cat instead of doing book work ,,, it is time to TALK TO TREES , and thank nature for its BOUNTY ,,, instead of worrying about the bank satement …. It is time to relax and enjoy a good pussy licking from you or one of the girlfriends … it is time to get fucked by you aor on e of her friends ….. and remember dipshit your dick feels better than plasitic !!!!
But to break those deep bonds of the BRAIN WASHING we have been exposed to by churches over the last 1500 years , will take the use of the DOM/sub play game ideas …. But they will dissapear ,, as you read more maybe the books on SLAVE CRAFT you will realize that as love starts to grow between MASTER amd slave ( in the matural MALE /DOM ,, female/sub ) the master slave practises disaapear , often leaving the female confused once more because her MASTER is now to loving and caring and touchy feelly …. Like the males she orginally was running away from searching for a controlling male ,,, welll you dumbas , control in that you create the stablity in her whole life ,,, like the female gorilla needs ….. yet in the sexual aspect it is not in your loving DOM nature to use you female ,,,, you young master are a GOOD MAN a proctectiv e loving man ….. not some cruel SADISTIC WOARPED FUCK OF THE FANASTY OF ….MASTER /slave …. Honstly thinking in evelutionary terms human males like that would not have been the male who women on average would want to stay with ,,, abusive people created stress depressions and early death in REAL natural ecosystems ….. now of course the last 10k years of the idea of serving a god who will give life after death … nowq that aspect really screwed us up … how come no other animal prays ….
Yet , think about you pets see how and feel how much they do have souls and relax and laugh and smile and care for you and each other ,, thye are not dumb creature3s , with out hearts souls or LOVE …… it was our churches who wanted to creat e the illusison of seperation form the TAO so they could sell us redemption … sell us the way back to GOD ,, thru servind the KING the Pharoh the chruch ….
Dipshit are you to stupid ,, to progarmamed to NOT think for yourself , that you need always some one else to say it is OK … first before you even attempt to act ATLERNATIVELY ? ooohhh but getting a tatoo is being alternative ….. yes right …. Smoking dope is being cool …. Ooooh I am sorry I forgot , doing the same stupid things that human kind has done for a long long time is …alternative , each genertion has some … activity to show it is not the same as its parents ….. the same story is written in the bible 5000 years old the story of a teenager like you are or were… hmmmmmm can you TWIST ? King KORN
Young master , well you know already my love of the music of KORN how jon davis has exposed his feelings about life and love in his cd’s the animal wxpression of twist where he asks us to TWIST to think for ourselves …. 7 times he calls out twist ,,, think for your fucking self .. feel how twisted we have become and then think .
I write because of a fathers love for his family ,,, me a father , hearing and expereincing what is the future for my lil’ 18 month old boy ,,,,, plus his bro’s and sis and said what type of father would I be if I did not have the guts to act … if I entering the us army once long ago with theugts to give my life , well here I again … the pen being mightier thant he sword …. Do it again . why Because you dumbass will not have the life you should ,,, the figures are pointing to that 1 out of two of you dipshit will live by living existiting on the drug insulin , because of the fact that actually 80 percent of your foods are porcessed and in reality based on one food KORN .. very unantural …. You will become diabectic , look at your self and your friends anc ount when thinking about these facts dumbs ,,,,you will be one othe numbers ,,, that is the odd you can not excape !.... Half get diabiets 60 outa 100 in thru the pains of atleast 1 divorce 8 out 10 will medicate to help with mental stress ,,, that is drugs from a doctor or self medication thru legal or illegal recreational chemicals more that 9 outa 10 will not get rich or wealthly or even finannacilly secure …nope nope nope ,,, you will chasse that dream always in debt to the stress it causes in chasing 7 out 10 will be over wieght , then having back problems spine problems , hormone problesm based in lifestyle and food problems BY 25 1 in 2 of my sons will neeed to take a drug to get a usable HARD-ON …. By 25 you dipshit look at you and your friends who will need drugs and why … the shy is mostly about tyour metnal expectation …it is the result of BEGGING FOR PUSSY ….. on the list can go on and on And your death will be slow and depressing
And then there is the studys that show , live naturally and Have A REASON TO LIVE ,,,,and you live better longer happier richer ….. what is the reason to live ,,,, in the studies around the globe even in the US SHOWED it has to do with the connection with other pinportant people your fucking family …… when you grow old being the old man or woman who is looked up to because you grow great grapes for wine … or are wise or paint well or play a fucking radical guitar or flute or build great fishng lures , or bake great cakes …. Or something you live for almost fucking ever ,,, and live happy and STILL DIE … we all die ,
The advertising implys ..the medical industry for profit mind fuck hides in HYPNSITIC wording the idea that you can avoid death my llistenting to their stats and taking their drugs , when reality is they DIE also ,,, everyone dies … so what theu fuck
You animal fear of death is great it does keep us here for the full time availbale to live this ADVENTURE , without being totally inot this life if you realized your deepest inner nature and no longer feared death you would check out , because fo the life stress you live the confusion of your HUMAN ANIMAL INSTINCTS ….. but because of the drive to live inherited in your DNA you forgot what it is to be the …… I - in - I You fear becoming invisible no longer remembering yourself as phil , deb , julie or sall or gabe , tony , dee … you fear and thus you are controled easy by those who say ,,, say ,, promise the impossilbe …. Life .just TWIST diposhit …. Freeedom of choice ….that is what INSTINCTUALISM .org is all about alternative shoices …
And balance ,,, I love the great fun of the city but I realize that slowing down day to day makes the rush of party time vaction time seeing afamily and friends going out to eeat everything more fun ….. slowing down …. Living in what you may think as extreme which will become very easy … after you go thru the TECHNO with dreawls …. Of the addictions to the world you have been fucking enslaved by ,,, but remember you young master are the 1 in 100 …. By doing the life styleing in the instinctualism.org pages you are really fucking ALTERNATIVE a very new choice for the girls in your world ,,,, not just another guy with a cool car or cool tatoo ….. no you are finnaly really different yet the difference is in that you are in a sustainalbe harmony with the real world ,,, your life style is a style that can be handed down to family … it is the ideal of 7 generations . and you get the fun of concerts of vacations ,,,, and SEX SEX SEX SEX …… ohh but what about the FAIRY TALE love and kisses you see on tv and movie ,,, remember the enslavement my young friends ….. ohhhh you are so fucking TRAPPED by the lies you have been trained in …
The withdrawls will be easy once you dipshit young master make the commitment to the 3 tents and a camel ,,, the 3 homes and vehichle …. The girls who choose you they themselves are the ones … like in the gorillas and apes of the MATING BEHAIVOR pages of instinctualism
They will want to creat the reall ,LOVE … not the fairy tale ,, but a love which is in harmony with their own deepest anture ,,, not based on the greed of the BRAIN FUCK …. Ohhhh the first song of green days last cd. Subconsicuos mind fuck of america I think he said ,,,,, well it was a great show the openeing concert of that tour in Miami , 5000 of us freaks there ,,, me playing me tossing my ballons out into the crowd … life is good ,,, if you will just TWIST . OH SEE YOU DEC 1 at the buzz bake sale … look for the ballonn guy come say hi Jackin off
Young master , oooh how many times have I talked about things where there was no pride boost for myself ,,, a whole fucking bunch …. It is part and parcel of the resisit / persisit equation ….. here is some complexity again sex sex sex …. I have sex daily …. Like yesterday it is clear her presenting herself as my puppy , was for my benefit ..thankyou honey ,,, but
But , sex is a syneneregy …. I like to think she likes it also … I hate to write openly because like speaking opnely I may say something , that will cause her to …. Retaliate to defend herself …. Thus creating in me that state where I feel pain that I caused … and causing her pain is non congrous ,,, like in sex it has to be something she is enjoying also or else I lose my desire …FAST
NOW , our every day sex at 8 am , has been like everyday ,,, but afternoon or night there has been noe for over amonth . the last time we played was the time when it was over she said … that her didloes were uncomfortable that she needed to experiement with the new materials ….. my mind heard , she was unhappy so the activity sub conccsiuosly ended . onver done that is taken out of the mix …. And so there was no more mix … no more sex at night since .
Ohh this is supoosed to be about me stroking my dick …. Embarrassing myself for the benefit of readers so ,, that I may have a chance to keep readers so that I feel that am touching the minds of people … so that in hopes they will see their own lives and loves in a different light , there by hoping that they can change their won cycle of PAIN . because …….. your fairy tale will end … it always does … 99 percent of dating relationship will end up in PAIN ,,,, and 80 percnt of happy marriages all that Fairy tale excitement ends up in pain and lonelyness .
So back to me stroking my dick … while she is out doing her thing …… GREAT I am so happy she is happy ! over and over that is my biggest goal is her HAPPINESS … I worry that if bring up thpoc of me jackin off she will feel guilty ,,, in her guilt tshe will want to talk ,,, I am male I can not TALK with a female … it is impossible , I feel her discomfort and my instinct kicks in and I get confused . IMPOSSIBLE IMPOSSIBLE ….. how many times do I have to fail at talking with my signifacant others of my life .. do I have do … before the world will aloow me to be ME!
There is enough evidence even in the writings of the books that females use to promote their concepts of soul mate and fairy tale love , to show that MALE does not talk . or at least talk like a female , we use different sentence structure ,,, girls are process thinkers men count buffulo ( I have not brought up this for like a year ….. buffalo speak )
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