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Click to read ...." Twisted Instinct " the first book from Philip Van der Mude For the sake of 2 way’d
Young Master the deepest of instincts ,,, is visible for sure you get larger thincher harder …. Able to pentrate A small hole , actually more than just 1 small hole ….. and she likes it responds to it , even in her screams of what may sound like pain is that NEED for your PENTRATION …. Her crawling away to recover after I am done fucking both her holes ,,, …is natural like the yin/yang .. crawl awy then come back , come back so she can cummmm again over and over the next time . she finds COMPLETION in being the P E N E T R A T E D ….. IT COMPLETES HER . she wants to be told that she is a good lil’slut for me ,, she wants to be what would normally be words of insult … are now words of love and my accepting of her SUBMISSION ….. now remember dipshit she is as confused as us , yet she has the brain power to move thru the word ,, that world of words more easly than you over the mikkions of years being the harem animal she had to talk with the other girls and the children … while you and I at most …grunted quietly pointing softly while we waited in ambush to hunt ….. BUFFULO .to rid the territory of a large dangerous tiger that may have terrorized the girl of both of our HAREMS … we got together for a pupse then went back to our seprate caves our separate harems … and the girls were our proterty ,, but in that we males didi come together for a COMMON PURPOSE we evolved differently thatn our cousins … like GORILLA . we created safe stable territory ,,, the banding together for protection of the girls and babies against a wild cat who comes regularly into a territory can be seen in studys of chimps who , will battle a cat ,, to the point the cat avoids the chimps territory ,,,, WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH …. ASS FUCKING? 2 waying ?
It is the nature of the girl to thank us for our part we play in their lives , and they have done that for 3,3 million years + by SUBMITTING SEXUALLY …. They enjoy it we enjoy it ,,, it is our common best interaction ….. I can not really enjoy or understand the words of love like I can understand and enjoy her expressions of love thru SEXUAL SUBMISSION to me for me ( ooooh yes for herself , because the more she screams the bigger I get the better she feels it , the more she screams the harder we BOTH CUMMMM ) yet I can talk but not like she can . it is in those words that the problems lie ,,, it is in her expectations that we think or process language like her because we talk like her that we today have such fucked up relationships …
Remember over and over ,,, the beginning of the friendship the love was actually based in the lust of HORMONES , the drug ..the friendship grew ! no matter what the professionals say ,,, you can hear the wrongness of the expectations of the male to understand what the girl is saying ..or that the male can express what he is thinking in terms the girl will really understand . but talking is important . yet that is why 3 GIRLS IS IMPORTANT .. they can talk about what I talk about kind of translate my words and my feelings when I do speak … the 3 girls gives a level of balance for them ….
It is only in the GREED of owning you young master that the girl builds the hell of the world of today ..for her and her family , the stress of being a mother and wife ,, without real support ..it is a hard job for one woman alone ,,, 1 girl alone , can take care of 10 kids , if only for a lil while especially if she is not stressed by other responsibility at the time … taking care of all the kids , while the other two girls get some ,,,, relax time , then the one who ,,, watched over the BROOD will get her own quiet time …. Never be3ing alone for days but at most only hours ,,, only hours .. and most often having a girl friend ,, a SISTER there being alone will be the UNUSSAUL .
But without the children aspect or atleast the knowledge of future children then the personal gREED creeps in , the girl does not have that bond to family only the HEDONISM of me , me , me ,…. All the sturies show , that the bond to family ,, to working to CREATE SMILES , is what creates personal health and wellness . NOT GOING SHOPPING . shopping is a DRUG ! but like us having 2 beers last night done in moderation like BEN FRANKLIN said anything in moderation is ok ….even GOOD FOR YOU … shopping should be induldged … the balance I talk of . like switching my hard cock out of her pussy and replacing my cock with the thumb I have been ass fucking her with while I pussy fucked her …. Now I have the balance which will drive her brain into EXPLOSIONS OF SENSATIONS … the balances of moving from pussy to asshole , her hands grabbing the sheets and proclamin to me how a good a ILI SLUT SHE IS FOR MY BENEFIT ….. ( it sounds like she is getting some benefits also )
An other thing , is are you getting pierced for her pleasure are you begging for her pussy by proving your BRAVERY ? you pierce your nipples and when I talk to her about that that piercing is for nipples not for the male but for the female ,,,, she curls back in revolt ,,, ohhh sure ,,,, she idi the I LOVE YOU mind fuck fuck on you …. Dipshit it is a thng girls do ,,,, to use the tool of the FEMALE words , to confuse you and she gets her greed fed ..in the long run it will back fire on her . how many different ways does she ask you to RE COMMIT your love to her ….. that word forces a strong PATHOLOGICAL TRANCE STATE in to you dipshit ..fell the commitment of giving your life for the woman you love coming into play ,,,, it is the life and death of the cave coming back at an INSTINTUAL level ….
And another thng Young master , if you do not follow that feeling in you then you will get fucked up for sure ,,,, now the feeling may not be that of POLIGMY of course because you have not seen it in your day to day life of growing up ,,, it was described as being ILLEGAL in fact when if done creatively the core relationship is marriage like yet not legal marriage so no ILLEGALITY has happened it is a relationship between consenting adults …. Choice .
But I am again here stuck feeling for my family my girlfriend especially she may or may not stick with me ,,,, as she says if she is not happy whe will leave , well that is reality always . but because of the 1 and only ,,, the love of your life mentally that creates a stress unnatural ….yes un natural to the natural world and the animal inside you ….. to the harem male if he did his job correctly and staked out a nice area , then he will attract females to the safety and food source of his locale ….. and he will be attractive ,,, female sense of male attraction is much more fluid … just look at the males women choose often it makes not sense . ex[pecially to us males well since we are males ….. our brains are different our life experiences are different .
But the one thing even in the Mars and Venus books the Surrrendered wife Books the idea that a male likes to think he is doing things that are pleasing to his female ,,,, key point that girls should understand , is that when the guy ,,,, leaves without leaving ,,, he is escaping constantly ,,,,, it is I betcha he feels deep down like he can do not RIGHT …… he felt failure in your eyes once to many times of course he will not admit it , hell he does not even know how to express such thoughts to himself how coud he express it to you ,,, that would be like ADMITTING FAILURE ….. and well that would be like a male failure to himself …… the CATCH 22
I am getting ready to leave my home .. sell out re build to establish the 3 tents …… I have to plan for this new life , daily get my mind up there say good bye to old frinds and clients here ,, get them ready for the guy who will buy my business ….. at the same time …. Describe my [plans to Deb ,,,, and each time I do … I wonder what she is realy thinkinig ……. That male wanting her to be happy is who I am ,,, it is the protective Gorilla . young master feel this in the relationships you now have , think about your past loves and think about how she was your world … and how things changed and the POSSILBE why’s
With the newer view point of being Instinctual can you think outside of the limits you have known of till NOW? Now for the male who just odes not care what his female is thinking or worrying about ,,,, is that a good male in the long run should that male realy have been the male who should have been choosen for mating? I mean the gorilla must think instinctually about the total welfare of the harem and hildren so that his DNA will survive …. So when women talk about men who donot care …… were they like that in the beiginig? If yes , then girl you choose POORLY … if he changed it may be because of the fact he is living incongriuosly to his deepest instinctual nture and rebelling thru not caring because he …welll just does not care . abuout his own instincts his deepest sefl ,,, but that is UNDERSTANDABLE …. Who ever told him the TRUTH about the flesh and bone and blood that his spirit is living thru ,,, ( spirituality for the average person only comes after the hierarchy of needs is met or it is used as ANOTHER escape , like beer or video games ) SURE IT CAN THINK but it is still AN eating breathing fucking animal and it has animal nature ….. and must be congriuos to that or shit will hit the fan .
So for me ,, I worry about Debbbie …. It fucks with my mind , but I move on to my goal because I know I really do not submit well . Pubic bone slam
Young Mastrer or should I call you more generically Instinctual Animal ….. the deepest of you motives ,,, is what often I driving you the mental health industry would describe it as Sub Consciuos … now remember dipshit , humans have had mental health science for 1000’s of years ,,, but I was using a different Jargon ,,,, the new Health Indsutry created new Jargons .. language to insure that it stayed a secret society that they could bestow , titile of Dcotor to them who learned the language thus insuring the right to CHARGE lots of $$$$$$ ….. ohhhh but to day is about sex … not economy … yet life is never clear cut never only about 1 aspect like you yourself are not what you think you are ,,, a single thing alone …. Holistic is what is really real .
Sex ….. young master when you started dationg your … subbie …. The dynamics where XYZ … the norm each was the perfect TOY of the other just what each was searching for …… and you both have great constant play times …. In the BDSM writitngs and books the idea of a 24/7 is written about as being difficult …. Not commonly attainable … why ? why it is because of your instinctual nature to PROTECT ! …. YOU ARE A GOOD MAN …. You are not the rape gang of the Chimp you are not the submissive momma’s boy male of the Bonobo female hierarchy ….. you are a TERRITORIAL harem male like the Gorilla , the lion , the Deer ….. you are not a 1 on 1 animal like the swan …. When did manamals and dinosaurs break off the evovlutioanry tree? The evidence is 225,000,000 two humdered and twenty five million years ago .. that is when the dinosaoru which became our current day birds our evidence of monogamy in nature the lovers ,, the SWANs …… that branche3d on way and mammals went another way ….. mammals who because of things like HAREMS and PROTECTIVE MALES ….. survived well grew in numbers like us humans ,,, the territioral and protective nature of you dumbass ,,,, young master ,, good man …
225 million years worth of instinct …hmmm that is deep seated motives ,,,, 3.3. million years of being a tool making camp site stable human ape …. Momangy became LAW by the Romans only 1500 years ago ……. Honestly dipshit can you realize that DNA that started forming 225 million years ago ,, mamanl DNA in you you are animals …sorry ! it is a fact . shown to you by your LUST FOR PUSSY
it is the truth behihd the giggle at the naughty nite party ,,, the instinct , is stressed because of social conventions and laws , and expresses itself as giggles of SHYNESS … the TWISTING OF INSTINCT … a stress then confusion ,,, how does this relate to the GUIDANCE OF YOUR EMOTIONS ….. when you hide it further by calling it subconsiuso thoughts ,,, but , Abraham- hicks describes it well as ,,, just guidance of emotions , feelings that the life force within you in being ……. THWARTED . in its desire to express what it came into time space to experience …. But the mind of MAN created a black pyrimad … of RULES of expectations …. Of GOD .
when in reality all you want and she wants is to have you pound your hard dick into her exposed pussy her legs wide , she positions herself so that her stretched out cunt pops out her CLIT so that my pubic bone will PUND AND POUND AND POUND …. That clit ,, and whe can scream …. A scream that sounds nothing like harps and violins like tenderness and love story fairy tale bullshit ,,, but the screams of OHHHHH MY GOD , master my poor little pussy ,,,, ooooh my god ! and she loves every second , collapsing after I finaaly cum ,,, my cock swells that last second before it pumps my hot white milk deeply into an excited pussy that has been contracting over and over ,,, why is it contracting , it is forcing the egg down the tubes to meet with the sperm ….
HMMMMMM sounds like deep hidden animal instinct , not planned human thoughts ,,, like the functions of the heart muscles which we do not control on a regular bassis ( yet we can contro thur mediation when we focus on non focus ) ….. hmmmmm un concsiuos thoughts or INSTINCTS ….. now think about emotions as your guide to what is happening …. With the real you .. and your real WANTS
Not wants of the soicial human , who acts happy in the face of friends by showing how much shit they can buy with $$$$$ yet you still feel bad and nneed the drug of buying more shit ,,, it is just a drug addiction , the drug is self generated morphins … very addictive . What are your real wants ,,, and when you do not get them you feel like you are living like ghoing to a JOB you hate ,,, a lILFE you hate so you escape by living in Video games of buying more stuff to get high or drinking or getting high …… of even escaping in sex …. Yet real sex would satisfy more if you understood the deepness of the CALLING the instincts . it is feeling your in congriuos ness Lifestyle is sex and mind and spirit
Young master , what a good nights sleep can do for a mind …. Plus especially aftere I get ggod input from important people and that I was in a mind frame that I could accept it with out the FILLTER of being defensive about my ideas ..
Now that defensiveness on my part well was an important part of the Evovlution of me of instinctualism.org , becaue in the beigining often so many were just teeling me that I was crazy or that I was GREEDY and just wanted 3 girls that I wanted only pussy …. But I think because I stuck to my guns that I continued to write to explore ,,,, the TWO FACED nature of our lives ,,, I have touched the minds of some over time to the point that I feel they do not want me to STOP , exploring my ideas to the completion of the …3 tents and a camel theory of TWISTED INSTINCT …. But in fact they are looking forward to … seeing the eveolution of it ….
That feeling ,,, that intuition …. That feeling … is based on the way they interact with me ,,, in fact very supportive of my attempts and giving me very sane clear advise on MARKETING . WOW to me the subtle change is well now eye opening .
In the past as I have tried to talk to girls to people about my complex lifestyle ideas , I had problems ,, mainly in embaraassment ….. about being not main stream when in fact I am so fucking ..what should I say conservative , family oriented , family man …. Yet I do REAL HUMAN things behind closed doors which I have opened up here on line to you the reader …… you my friends who I call dumbfuck , who I also join in that name ,, as I find my own FAULTS .
Now marketing ,,, first as I have felt for months quit clearly without the real , hard on the ground compound I do not have anything realy to disccuss except theory … but the land and homes are coming …. The building of a way to expose who I am to the world in a way that respected me ….my feelings , a way that I will be excited to hand out cards or tri – fold flyer …. With a desription otf INSTINCTUALISM …. Instinctualism not as a religion or just kinky sex … or just the fucked up writing of Philip Van Der Mude ….but instinctualism as a SOUND BITE ….. life style alterntive . see handing out business cards that ID’d me as a BDSM master/dom well that did not feel right it did not resonate with me ,,,,,YET I KNOW THAT ASPECT OF average femeale sexuality must be addressed sometime somehow …. Poligmy not as a COMMMANDMENT of some GOD ! but as the natural instinct of us ,,,, this Great Ape / Spaien …. And of course the ecomonics ….. consumption with long term balance …. Work without ecomonic slavery ,,, health and wellness based on mind states ,….. food based on our BODY design ….. That handing out BDSM czards was not Phil ,,,, handing out cards for a Religon was not Phil ….. but Phil has handed out Flyers for lets SAY for example GREEnPEACE for fucking decades …. I used to shove them in the bags of my customers at PHILS BAIT AND TACKEL ….. I would say Green Peace was my concsiense …. The balance of the pendulum … to us huinters and fisherman , that we had to protect our….OUR . wild world … so we would have a wilderness to engage in our love to RETURNING to the instinctual male who we are …all of us HUNTERS AND FISHERMAN …. Isntinctualism is promotoing fishing ….hmmmmm I can do !
How to do it ? well change the site …wwww.instincutalism.org …. Make the front page into a environmental page with a feeling of mind body spirit …. Take the whole Tao aspect and move it to a sub-set OF PAGES ,,,,, THE spirit pages ….. tie to the idea of HOLISTIC … living…… HOLISTIC living is already a venue it has many different people involved and it is very inclusive ….. the renwable engry dealers advertise and connect with holistic fairs and events ….. of course alterntive spritiual ism people do to ,,, and green eating people do to …. And broad sexual lifestyle people do to …. And I want to be out of the sexual closet as much as possible but with be ing to offensive ….. I can be offensive here ….but me here and instinctualism must be … separated …..
Good so the persona of PHILIP VANDERMUDE ….. study pussy like you would fishing …. Welll here I do generate activity I have you reading my shit …. From here you do go the the www.intinstualism .org pages by the 100’s you go …. So my howard stern style of writing does something ,,,,but instinctualism ,,, has to evolve into mainstream ….. it must be able to teach .. the more problemactic concepts in a KINDER GENTELER manner …. Helping people evoelve into the TOLERANCE of instinctual nature of human poligmy …..
I got work to do , becaue the dividing of theuman individual and family still pisses me off ,,,, the hearing about the NAUGHTY NIGHTIE party the changes of people who in the real world protraty as one person yet , become this alter ego at a DILDOE party is wrong , not that sex is wrong but ..the hidden sex , creates ,,, real problems expecially abuse …… the family who just broke up ,,it was not that they married young both still love each other greatly , yet it did not work ,,, why did the good male …….. abandon LIFE ? and the kids willl pay a price just like the majority of kids do ….. I have work to do …. Creating instinctualism into something I can mainstream hand out to people … without feeling like I am a weirdo …. See you on the other SIDE
Young Master ,,,,, hmmmm what can I say about atleast trying , stepping outside of your comfort zone ,,,, it helps clarify the idea of contrast …. Again I go back to Abraham-hicks , the Crazy Lady as I like to call her is on the mark so fotern and the idea of sensing … feeling what it is that you truthfully are feeeling well dipshit , it is true …. I mean look at the words of KORN and hear feeling…. Feeeling what you are feeling feeelings and then having the VENUE to express them ….
Ohhhh I just came back from my first meeting where I met NO ONE ….. ahhhhhh big sigh of relief , I was like going on and on for a while now that I am not a fucking RELIGON I am no proeacher ….. yes I accept mind body spirit …. Of course , yes deeply I am Taosit in the sense that I think the ancients were describing ,,, but I am not a MASTER …. A PROFESSSIONAL ….. but there must be a way to share my ideas my life style ,,,, your … life stlye , I mean if you build a compound you must be able to talk to girls intelligently about the reasonw why you became and instinctualist ….
It is not the poligmy of religon where some fucking GOD … ORDERS people to be in a multi wife life ,,, no it is the respect of the instinctual congruity that you feel in the confusion of the 1 on 1 ,,, it resepcts the nature of the female much moere than the greed of owning on male , and finding her selfesteem in his success …
But how can Phil ….. come out and talk …. Where and how ? how can you what common formum can be created for you young master ….. hmmmmm most of us are not fucking PREACHERS …. Hmmm I gotta think more … now Deb had and idea about a open formu disccusion , but I keep thinking about t themem a theme is needed to attract people to toegether , that theme …… hmmmm what could it be .. I was thinking Tao-ism ….. but the organism ,, worship mediation thing ,,, I do not know . my feelings about it .
Now while listenting to the Korn CD at the infintiy center …. See you on the other side ….. and thinking about what it would be like if some one actually came tonight ,,, ( afraid some one would show ) yes afreaid someone would show up … I was and am just not into the SHOW ? I had planned . Deb is right in that iam having a good time when I am talking about things leading people maybe into my ideas , while listenting to thiers ….. but this Religon type of idea of plan just got me all fucked up ,, but how to … have a venue for instinctualism ….. hmmmmm
Why not just instinctualism ? hmmmmm … thinking out loud …hmmmm . but I will see how to establish a way to expose my ideas in real time with real people ? Deb says all my DUMB FUCK and JACKASS calling shit , offends people , but I think about guys who you are dumbfuck ,,, young master a guy ,,, and do you not you and your friends joke around by calling each other shit for brains , it is not something that we do not do with each other ? now is it , so I believe you do not take me to seriuolsy especially since I am just a cyber being ,,,,, but I am not just a cyber being I am a real being ,,, just fucking like you dipshit , my friend .
Now how to talk with people like I talk ,,,,,, ? hmmm I will think …… maybe this relaince on Tao … is wrong … what am I feeling ,, it is in those feelings things that truth lies …. It is in those confusions that the …… problems with your girlfriend lies ….. it is in the IGNORING of the data from the emotional guidance system ….. that being INCONGRIUOS . 12 hour escape
young master the Buzz Bake , Family Values , Ozzfest , The warped tour …… these are not reality , oooh yes they are real and yes for 1 person out oevery 1000 people this industry is their way of making a living ,,, but for you dumbass it is not ,,,,, it is an ESCAPE ….. like going to a very long linteractive 3D movie …… sure even a great escape after work when you play your guitar a home or with buddies or when you do local gigs ….. but thosw eho will enter it as the 1 in 1000 most will not be the MEAT the stars but ,, will be the bussiness people of the industry ,,, the MEAT is just the packaged goods for sale , the hamburger fries and soda ,, when in reality there are all the turck drivers , the elctricialn sound people light people ,, ADVERTISERS , insurance professionals , catering , event planners , property managers ,,, people who work , at making sure the whole industry of ENTERTAINMENT keeps ong oing , whether it is Korn ,,,,,, or a Corn Cob blue grass band … who is on the MENU , for the day … the MEAT OF THE DAY ….
Now dipshit ,,,, I talk about getting out of the cycle , getting out of the city ,,, but with balance in that fuck yeahhhh! I am back in the crowd when the men has the catch of the day being ,,, NONPOINT , 3 DAY GRACE , CHEVELLE , AND PAPPA ROACH , the used etc ….. that is being balenced not being fully engrossed in the insanity , realizing that I most probably will never become MEAT ….. ( except of course always try , yes produce art and never give up on the dream , yet , in balance dipshit ….. realize if you are not getting the fan base , then GET REAL or don’t I care it is up to you …. It is your life … just stop complaining when you find out you are one of the 999 not the 1 )
For me , I love watching everyone at the concerts watching the interaction , thinking about what is going on in their lives to make them be who I see , there in the crowd ,,, what would make me paint my beard blue my moustache green , wear Tye Dye ,,, toss 100’s of ballons into the crowd and have strange people sign my clothes and write all sorts of profanity on my perosn …… why do I do that ? what makes a cute girl there tiwth a nice looking clean cut young man herself also .. looking very much the part of upper middle class 20 something girl , smoke so much dope …. While her male partner stays mostly sober ….. looking at her like YES BABY GET REAL HIGH you will fuck to night ….. hmmmm all the single girls , when it seems that mainly if they had a boyfriend they would be there with him ,,, ohh of course some have guys who could not get the day off work of course that reps a percent , but on a larger average it shows the REALITY of being a single .
Being alone ……..
There is a new movie the INVISISLBE … and if you see it look at it not just for the quality entertainment , but look at the COMMON theme …. The rich kids being alone and unhappy and the poor kids being alone and unhappy …. Why? It is greed on the parts of both sets of parents … even tho one has achieved much they think more is more important ….. the poor feels that they are trapped and want more …. Yet time is what the kids reall needs from the family and does not get …. Why?
The poly family unit is about 3 wives women supporting each other , to insure that WORK AND CARREER are not the most important factor in the life of the female …. You young master give them the stable compound home , electric natural foods ,,,, clean safe living land etc , so that they can be happy
What is happy dumbass ,,,,, an author and teacher Debbie Miranda ,, has a tool for helping peole get RIGHT with their emeotional guiadance scale , ti is to jourmal about day dreams …. Hmmmm in the day dreams you can describe all the feelings about having that level of security all the money you could want ,,,, so when you finaallly get done day dreaming about money ,,,, you find that you have to AT LAST , day dream about just being human ,,,, what would you do when you are finnally alone with yourself ,,,, not showing off by spending money , not going shopping or flying to a diffenert resort of going to a fancy resturant ,,, but finally alone , all the bills apid what would you do ?
Well if you have a lot of money and proterty you willll… be worrying about how to keep that money and peroperty ,, you will be thngking about your accounanat , your taxes , your lawyers , and all the different insurances you need to pay for ,,, you will be thinking about the securuity sysytem if it is working right a dn if your employess are mamaging your yard and pets and tropical fish pond well ,,, you will think evry now and then about if the private school which now is RIAISNG YOUR KIDS , is safe and the employeees are not pedifiles …… you will be thinkging about the future ecomony because to mainatin this life style it means you must keep getting FATTER …. Making more and more $$$ ………….. so that time relaxing int the swing on the beach under a pam tree some where …. Will be very tireing … full of deep stress and worry( ohhhh yes you will about finding some one to love since the facts are 80 percent of marriages are DISFUCTINAL and dating lives are 99 % failures )
Ahhhhh the instincutal world …… peace and commitment to FAMILY . END , OVER , RELAX …. LAY IN THAT HAMMOCK AND SLEEP depply ….. for th male knowing that 1 of the 3 females whill eant him seuxlly ,,, and he does not have to get her stoned or drunk first and then hope to GET LUCKY ….. the girls will have someone to talk to who UNDERSTANDS . who can carry on a conversation … plus kiss lightly a dn sloftly ,,,, and when the girl is excited she has a hard COCK to fuck her into satisfaction …. Hmmmmmm the isntinctualism 3 tents plan is about a….. an …. 1 …. Alternative ….. it is not like havinging 1000 different careeers paths because of the vast range of jobs and services ,,, in the real workd ther are few relationahip alterntives ….. mainly 1 on 1 ,, straight or gay ,,, yet mailny 1 on 1 ,,,, and a GREED base in that love reltaionsip ,,, the depending on the other to give you everything almost . the baisis of the 1 on 1 , is that greed of PHAROH and his QUEEN , the beginng of the ideal of the FIRST WIFE ….
Abraham-hicks …… she talks about the beast .. and of our instinctual nature … now remember she is not A GOD , she is a human thru who only 1 point of view can be expressed YET THE POINT OF VIEW IS VAST …. The point of view of that 1 human does come in ,,,, she it there to talk to those who should listen ,,, maybe you maybe not …. And then again ,,,,, how about DE MANIFESTATION , abraham jokes about hmmmmmm does abraham describe the reality , of thinking about the lawyers insurace people tax peopek etc etc etc ……. Has not the wise men of forever been saying things will not bring happiness ? hmmm does abraham really say things bring happinesss? WHO IS DOING YOUR THINKING FOR YOU ARE YOU PAYING AGAIN FOR THE THOUGHTS OF A ….PROFESIONAL ?
Wake the nieghbors
Young master , hmmmm how to put this into words ,, the idea that the wrods themselves are the problem , yet of course not the problem ,, the idea of living in paradox . in the Teddy bear meditation where I attempt to bring you into the infintie state of mind the ending is basically the experience of JUST BEING paradox ….
Where you find paradox you find power …. So what power is nto something to hoard to go after it is something to give away , in that giving you find …… that happiness
Ok dipshit what is it about DOM sex that you love so much ,,, and she ;oves so much that she starts to PRAY to GOD ,, I love how Wayne Dyer brings up this point he idi it like 15 years ago ,,, how girls when really deeply sexuality ENGROSSED , start to repeat OHHH MY GOD …. OOOOH! MY GOD …..
And dipshti what happens to you ? your dick gets harder you feel stronger better , this is SEX ! wake the nieghbors baby get loud I am feeling PROUD . ( it is for me a laugh and embarasemement , to hear the nieghbors last night turn on the radio to drown out Deb’s PRAYERS …… now this must be the real ,,,, whole – istic prayer of the animal kingdom ….. where MIND BODY AND SPRIRIT are in EQUAL – LIBRIUM …….
AND THE LOUDER SHE GETS THE HARDER I WANT TO FUCK HER , except when I stip so to get past that CUMMM feeeling so I can fuck her back to screaming again and agina and …….. ahhhhhhh living real life .
But last nights good sex started with two things … one is the tool of poisin , of chemical recreation … of BEER . when you stop drininkg dumbass those 2 lil’ glasses of beer from a bar well they have the equal punch to the 2 six paks of before …. And that allowed for the expression by accedent of hidden strress … stress I would not voice regularly because I would not want ther to feel STRESS because of my love for her ,,,, I like seeing her smile ….
The protective nature of the male gorilla ….. not the begging of the male Bonobo to the hierarchail female group . SUPPLICATION …. Check out the ideas of WWW.SPEEDSEDUCTION.COM …. To understand the pathological trance state of male dating supplication – s ..
But due to the effects of the poisin I engaged in talk , to levels of enotionality I would regualry not explore with her , since my intetn tis to provide for her stablity and happiness and to open doors of emotins of course opens doors to PROBLEMS and MIS UNDERSTANDING etc etc .
Now last night theidea of the “ BRING A Dildoe TO Church “ was the starting topic …. She wants me to succeeed and thinks that a stranger to ME , coming into the meeting room and being greeted by a Dildoe o stuck to the Podium to the talbe … well that may freak people out so much they may not stay for the whole hour , in fact leave before staying ,,, since we humans do … JUDGE THE BOOK BY THE …… COVER . well the cover ,may be a dildoe on the table at a Spiritual meeting ,,, spiritual … in the idea that people who may come , because of advertising ALONE … come because of their preconcieved ideas ofwhat is TAO – ism ……the whole yin and yang , male female magic bullshit ( the development of 500 AD not of the shamanism root sof Tao – ism )
That lead to discussing relationahips …. And well since I am in that FLUX … position I know that I will be homelss by may , shopping for land building 3 tents … a new career and market ….. and loving Deb and hearing her say …. If I am not happy I will leave ….. God knows I will miss her ,,, but my honest desire is her happiness . I know I will be ahppy in her choice to explore other relationships life choices etc …… my greed for her happiness to be DEPENDANT on my actions …. MY GREED , the greed of ADAM ! … the greed of the MALE goriilla … to create the happiness and stablity so that the female gorilla wants to FUCK . she in reality does start the whole FOREPALY process by , coming over to him in a certain way with a certain touch …. And submissiveness …. Very very very huuman like …. Or are we gorilla like ? why juge them based on US ,, remember we are the fuckedup animal the only animal the created TORTURE waterbaording and tazers etc … that kills to GENECIDAL levels …. Why should be human be the STANDARD .
When I know that you believe deeply that your pet your dog or cat has a soul ,,,, has a personality , and feels ENJOYMENT …. So why would not a complex animal like Gorilla also in nature in harmony also not … be living a life of choice and ENJOYMENT
Can you get those ideas dipshit?
So back to last night …. My stress …. The constant hearing of the happiness of the 1 on 1 ,,, love story …. In songs in the people around us ,,, who it seems that only 1 couple is a good exa,ple at the present minute , yet I see only the outside of the house ….. how many times have I seen happy familys , and then later … hear about the divorce and say ‘ THEY SEEMED SO PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER ? “ ……. PLUS of course the years of my own porgraming which are being reprogrameed ….. it takes 10 percnet of the time to reprogram a mind as it did to program it , so that means for me 4 years of retraining … and I have already 2 years in after writing my own book .. starting my own re programing ,,, the old dog new tricks …. Well it just takes time to break non functioning old habits .
I do it for my own happinesss ,,, for hers ( deb ) she is realyy happy spending time with her girls friends , now to get it so that her girlsfriends are my wives ,,, sex partners , that sex again is mainly my sex partner but of course we are friends …. Yet her main emeotional support freindshihp will be coming now from her girls friends and I am what I like to be ,,, that male who protects and FUCKS …. PrOtects … changing light bulbs , unloading the trailer etc … opening doors …. And FUCKING .
BUT WITH THREE girls who are thiere own best friends …. Why?
Why? Why can not the male be the best friend ,,, why can not the FAIRY TALE work ? my programing keep asking me , myself that question . so I believe she Deb is also in the stress of asking herself that question ,,,, why can he not just be HAPPY ? with only ME ! like that other couple …. The 1 in 99 HEB couple ,,, ( heb … highly evovled beings ) …. They are not ….. the average , the are that 20 percnet of marriages that work ….. I am so cool with that … I hope it lasts . but for the vast majority ……. The fairy tale is just that a great , sweet sticky feeling all goooey and lovey dovey … love story . that will end up ….. as it has always ENDED .
While the lesson of nature goes on for us to learn from …. So learn form it you STUPID MOTHERFUCKING ASsHOLE … excuse my french . why do you think that being human is so fucking special when you start learning to evovle you in reality become more like the animal kingdom …… hmmmm PARADOX ?
Bring a Dildoe to church
Young master my friend , being alternative means doing things that are un expected ,yes or NO? what do you think ,,, and expectation is what ? if you are acting like the average in your group ,,, what is that ,,, you are supposed to be a smart motherfucker , atleast you talk like you are one , but do you realize the data figures to describe your actions ,,,,, how you realy are a sheep following fashion only difference sometimes is the color you choose ( or some thing as simple as color shich you consider to be your expression of individulaity from your social peer groups )
What does this have to do with a dildoe? Well nothin I just wanted to rail on you get you thinking ,,,, diloes ,,, when was the last time you saw a dildoes except at a store or online or ,,, of course in your toy drawer … when did the teacher or preacher stick that suction cup on the lecturn where he was giving his lession fron ,,, suck proudly on the teachers desk … for you to realize ,,,, yes learning is great ,,, spirituality is grea ,,, that is mind and spirit …aspect of the human adventure but what about BODY ,,,, that which we ARE ! how we became!AND SOMETHING THAT FEELS GOOD , the real reason we date in the first place ,,,, honestly we date because we both want to FUCK …. Freiendhsip grows over time , sex comes first or atleast that underlieing sexual tension is there .
Ever not date a girl who is your friend just so you will not destroy that friendship you value so much ? happens to almost everyone this concept of not dating a good friend ! hmmmm why , be fucking honest than about the core reason for dating dipshit !
Now to do that in a ….. spiritual venue …. And instinctualism is that venue the blending of mind , spirit and BDOY ,,,,,, I will bring a dildoe to church and display it ,,, put that suction cup firn to the table , in the middle of everything ,,, just o force us all to THINK !
My book TWISTED INSTINCT starts of refering to the song TWIST by Korn ,,, I believe or I hear Jon sayiing THINK ,, twist out your own thoughts …. He and the band expresses the sounds of humanity the fun , the love the pain and excitement … are there in all the sounds you hear just listen . and he says 7 times think think think think think think think , in his own words , TWIST ….
Having a dildoe dispalyed I hope will get your attention DEC 4 …… mind yes learn history ,,,, spirit yes learn about who you are as the EXpERIENCER but do not FORGET what we realy are ………… an DNA … ANIMAL
And sex feels good and is the straongest motivator outside of food and immediate safety …. Those being taken care of sex … is our fun ! even to animals that only mate during clearly defined mating cycles , when the talk thru hormones , letting each know NOW ! IS THE …..TIME , lets fuck ,,, no guess work no insulting by pushing for sex ,,, no hoping for sex , not getting sex , then giving up till you do not know how to act when she does want sex …. The confusion!
I must say our clearly defined sex life , where every AM I know I will have sex with her is a GOD SEND ,,,b ecause ,,, sfternooons and nights ahave become to me the CO”NF”US”ION of every other past relationship …. I love her she became my FRIeND ….. and well when that friendship became so important wellll what happens ? is it kinda like what happened earlier in this blog ? I do love her ,,,, getting hard is not a problem I do that every moring why would any other time be anyother different ? think dubass ,, and if your experience has not equalled the content ov my bloggging ,,, realize you will become the JILES , of the commediam ,,,, stats do not lie … my friend it is your future …. 99.9 perceent of the time
I think bringing a dildoe to the JENSEN BEACH TOAIST meeting dec 4 …. At the infinty center next to the fruit stand on INDIAN RIVER DR. at 6 pm …. Willl help people ..GET REAL !( giggle giggle , chortle chortle , guffal guffal , laugh laugh …… like middle school children we act like we are inocent of something we ALL LOVE TO DO which is NTURAL ! ….. FUCKED UP HUH ? )
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Young Master , I see your blogging and that you are reading my stuff , sure I betcha some of it is because I am fun sexually extremem but then again , I see or read from you that you are looking for some idea that is really DIFFERENT , not just some statement of impossible action , like Anachary just fashionalbe expression of frustration with no real FIX ….
I hope you can think historically look back to the time when we had no PYRAMIDS …. Before the profit and power motives ,,, I hope you are realizing that as brain structures changed for the female and their use of language brouhgt about …. Hierarchy built on connncation skills , that STRATAGEY grew , to insure hierarchy thru mating ….like in the Bonobo ,,, the male’s calim to Dominace is based on the social standing of the female …
But then also listen to your instincts and compare us and that chimp ,,,,, and I think you will hear your body stating that you are a Territorial male ,, not a submisssive male ,,, you provide the stable territory for the female to CHOOSE TO be with you and mate with you …. AGAIN AD AGAIN ,,, feel your feelings dumbass … look at anture , and FIGURE THE FUCK OPUT WHY EVERTHING IS SO …… FUCKED UP .
Now I still feel that my ideas will have a very little appeal to the general ,.,, brain washed , robot masses , of christain ecomonic slaves …. Which is FINE ,,, let then enjoy their experience of being what they are …. How can a person have that possible experience except by HAVING IT … just one of the infinite possible experiences inherent in the TAO , that must be expereienced as a point of view ,,, by and experiencer who must forget … foerget … their truest nature so that this experience can be at IT’S MOST REAL-NESS …..so 390 milliion acres of farm land ,,,, 300 million people in the US ….. this is not city land or houseing land of watershed land of desert lan d , but farmland 390 ,,,,,, while you develop your compound buy the book … Square foot gardening … a milatary effeicnceny expert , those fucking army guys can write some fucked up manuals ,,, but the under lieing plans welll fucking work …. Once they train us Dumbass’s to work the EASY plan ,,, and in SFG food production you have just that a wonder plan , where by ,,,, if you dipshit have the fruit and nut trees you should ,,, these lillt 4 foot by 4 foot boxes ,,, just 3 of them give them about 15 to 20 each of RECREATIONAL care … care ,,, be 1 with you world ….. it s fun it is better than the mind fuck of watching TV of depending on making more cash keeping the cycle of ecomonic slavery going ,,, ( ohhh you my regualr readers , you have to realize how fucking PROGRAMED YOU ARE to find recreation only in the Aceept ed way ) ….. 3 boxes gives you all the food you can eat ….
Design that into a life style …. Somethng TRUTHFULLY ALTERNTIVE ,,, not just words or slogans ,,, or dogma ,, or music ,,,,, but reality ,,, ohhh yeah ad in the recreation al fishing pond , have some chickens roaming the compound with some brood boxes stragetically placed ….. and al you really miss is milk , ,and well realize that our species was designed to stope drininkg milk at age 5 ….. remember remember ,,, dumbass , the mental mind fuck of the DAIRY INDUSTRY , hidden and promoted by the governement ,,, do you trust your govermenet the tools of the indsutry ot enslave you ? ….. really fucking look at the lobby of health care , dairy cattle , cron ,,,, realize how the corn industry controled the senate of ancient ROMAN’s ….. the lobby of the Phoaroh thru his trusted advisors and priests who were getting rich selling shit to the Royal family and Phaorohs’ army’s ???? have you really been thinking shit for brain ? honestly have you ever really though on your own
Do not fight the government ,,, or any one ,, build something new … relax enjoy , and if you do the right thing than … other will want the hppines you have ,,, SHIT LISTEN TO YOURSELF . you are searching , for happiness everyone is ,,,,, but the option we have are for shit . oooooh the 360,000,000 is that we as human even in this desenly populated wrold have the space and good land to do the INSTINCTUAL thing …. If they choose FREEDOM OF CHOICE . stay complaining and find your exisitance thru another beer or that anti depressant …. Never ever thisnk about a real ALTERNATIVE
Ahhh but to go out side the box like I am , and saying I BELIEVE THIS OR THAT ….. that is very hard since what I am doing is ………. ALTERNATIVE . not just fashion , where you follow the FASHION of the everyday of your frends ….. oooooh you are so COOOL ! you are a sheep ! like your parents ! like the youth of the last 5,000 years … the same talk no real change ! becaue the most basic aspect has not been talked about ,,,,
And it has to do with SEX and POWER ,,, female hierarchy ,,,,,, each girl wants to OWN herself 1 ???? ???????????? what ??????????????? hierarchy that we lone perritorial males do not understand …. Ohhh yes we are social to extent but deep inside you are a lone instinctual male ….
Starting my www.instinctualism.org group in real time , handing out flyers laying then under car window wipers ,,,, sending emails to newpapers that a new group is forming is hard when you are alone ,,, no fashionalbe people to support you ,,, you have to be a leader ????? ru ???? yes dipshit you are , it is in you DNA to be one .
why do men like BLOWJOBS
well stats said ( the source is questionable ) 12 percent liked the feeling , 8 percent liked the Domination ( betcha this number is actually hihger ) 80 percent liked the silence …. Now do you get the joke but understand like in all jokes they do show something we all have in common ,,, the common threads which make it possible for the joke to be understand … US LAUGHING AT ourselves ….. good thin g … take yourself with a fucking grain of salt ….. be open to seeing how BAD you are young master ,,,, that is not persisiting …..that is not RESISITING …..
now also see and understand the social pressures of the girls to not accept … the TRUTH ,,, we are wired differently mentally ….. she is designed to talk more than I ma ,,, even though my girlfreind will say I talk more than most men ,,, well YES … I am a leader I have the history or being the BOSS , so I must talk more ,,, I have a responsiblilty to lead . that means communciating ….. but that I … 1 …. Out of the many …. Bossses are the EXCEPTIONS not the averages ….. on AVERAGE …. ON AVERAGE ,,, fuck peopke why do you RESISIT … so much ,, until you Quiet that mind all that porgramming and listen and learn ,, shut your mouth like your teacher said so you can learn to NO LONGER TOUCH THAT HOT STOVE ,,, dumbass !
I mean look at the pain in your life ,,, all I am doing is PRESENTING , not forcing … JUST PRESENTING … an alternative ,,, not the only ALTERNATIVE … just A . but to understand the INSTINCTUALISM alternative you have to be able to think longer than 30 seconds ,,,, this is not a sound bite commerical idea …. It is so far from your proograming that ideas held in the TRUTH of your DNA can not be triggereing new thoughts threw the use of established perjorative wording used in SOUND BITE PROGRAMING and mental state re-inforceing …. The PATHOLOGIC TRANCE of humanity .
Sure it helps you deal with the massive stress of work and money … this tendency to go into PATHOLOGICAL TRANCE ….. it helps your mind KICK INTO auto pilot ,,, go along with the training it has accepted as TRUTH ….
Well the REAL truth is our brains on AVERAGE are wired differently , yes the male can talk but he does so in limmited amount and when his inner number of words has been reached he stops talking …. Look at some great data girls … read the book Mars and Venus …. Use it to understand men ,,, not make men into girls …. That will not work , you have been trying that for years and you girls are stilll ……. In pain ?( ooooh yes there are happy times yes 20 out of 100 marriages kinda make it are not totally DISYFUCNTIONAL ….. but fuk what terrible numbers ,,,, you really just gotta silence your mind arnot be SCARED to think for yourself . ….. FINDING YOUR OWN INNER SAGE ……
Be natural and you will have more chill time , less stress not living in DIS EASE ….. mental or pyshical …. Find the passion that reason to live is your reason buildt upon … the shit you can PURCHASE ,,,, what has the wise gurus of time been saysing ? over and over money can not buy you happiness ….. then you repely but what about HEALTH INSURANCE …. I HAVE TO … HAVE HEALTH CARE !!!! …. Or do you ? hmmmmmm 3.3 million years and we human did not die off? Why if health care is so important ?
OHHHH REMEMBER dumbasss you have been trained to fear the TAO , to fear DEATH , to fear your true you ….. you have been mind fucked !
Starnge how we use the word fuck for things like abuse and then use that word to describe sex , even the girls using it … as if they wanted abuse ,, why ,,,? Becaue their inner nature the inner submissive is not CONGRIUOS ….. the world and her nature are not in balance , contra to her deepest instinct , she yells in her mind over and over ,,,,, buy buy buy ,,, go shopping out to eat ,, hide the pain in $$$$$ You are right Young master , I wonder when is it correct to proclaim yourself as a MASTER , a spiritual master or a sexual MASTER ,,, when what criteria is really the RIGHT critieria , WHO SHOULD JUDGE on the pages about starting an INSTUINCTUALISM groups I talk about you being , what you are a POV a point of view of infinity of the Tao ,,, for no one can explainor understand the all expecially not with this lil brain this limit of matter …. Now to gain from the Tao to gain understanding of 1 gift like the christains talk about ,, to exhibit one form of power maybe thru Rieke , or Tia Chi or manifesting $ is to concentrate on a 1 aspect of a many aspected thing of which you see a special point of view which I can not know about unless you have the guts to explain the point of view that you see …….. HEY you are a master of that point of view …
I think about how are you feeling young master being that some of who read my shit are youths ,,, what is your life , I have my era my things that are real for my point of view of my experience due to the inportant things in my life as of today , kije my girlfriend , my daughter at home my kids with their mom’s ,,, those things are important to me ,,, but you young master , with no things important except your own new ADVENTURE …. I talk from just memeory not the reality of being like you … sure I love going to the festivals like the BUZZ BAKE SALE this coming saturuday and being with you , but I can not feel your life like I used to . I can talk about the future of the ROCKS you throw up in the air , try to tell you they will fail , because you throew them up thinking believing in a fairy tale of LOVE ….. ( what is really love …. What is fairy tale that makes us feel so warm and fuzzy that druged effect ? ) Hey dipshit you will still feel that warmth that drugged effect in your fifitles heill in your 60’s 70’s 80’s as ling as you are alive those drugs will course thur your blodd , the morphine of endorphine …..stimulated by dream states … by fairy tale …
But is instinctualism love less ,, drugg based ? no of course not but like any drug that you want the high to last ,,, in a bleenced life the high is not so completely high ….. but if you learn to enjoy the subltlness of a good high you do not need to poisin yourself to get a good buzzzz …. Liieke drinking a beer vs a 6 pak ….. I used drink beer by the case when I was 20 now I catch the same buzz form 1 beer …
Master ,, in sex , well that actually is easy in that you dumbass get a hard on , that is something that musted be masterfully used , to be aimed , to be forced , into a PUSSY … into a pussy that is willinga dn , is being presented in a submissive posture ….. on her back legs spread in Presentation or on her knees like a puppy again , in a psoture of …….FUCK ME …. PLEASE ….. so the perjaoritve feelings that word gives you are really the MIND FUCK of your programing instead of the truth of humanity ….
The ancient sages knew that words were the poisin of the mind the tool for greeed and mind control …. See years agao we our ancestors … sold their freedoms (your mental freedoms ) so they could have a chance to become powerful!!! Also ,… be a maybe not ROYAL but atleast to work in or around the castle or the Pharoh or Empereor …. To become important in religons by being a monk or , even in the tribes to learn 1 aspect of natural MAJIC … to show power ! and there by be important ,,, when did we lose the 1 in the 1 feeling with our planet ….. every baby is born with that idea it is part of the all it does not understand you are he are different beings ….. hmmmmmm it is our nature to still feel the I – in - I … of the being who cme here to feel what it is like to have a human POINT OF VIEW of the Tao ……
Ok now how does building 3 single family homes change things well it is a real ,,,,,, ALTERNATIVE statement … for fucking real you will not be like any of your friends , GOOD .. out of the competive mix when it comes to pussy …… now building SIMPLICTY ,,,,, why not , when you understand if we stupid americams would only embrace the idea of gas mileage then there would be no reason to import oil and then the revenues of Islam would stop ( the owrlds largest market and the market will basically collaspe you lose ½ your income you have to cahgne yourlife style ) that means no cash of EXTRA stuff … like ? supporting Jihad ……. You dipshit can make the statement , build you can build a life for yourself so different that compared to bthe fancy painted car , the louder sound system , the more comples tatoo ,,,, the louder pipes on your bike ,,,, to femalew who will give you a better time less ,,, headaches … they will see . your compound ,,, if you let them …. And you have NO BILLS NO STRESS all you got is time to work at a job a you LIKE and time to go fishing , and time to FUCK ….. and when the ideas of kids come along ..
Well yesterday , I walked my 18 month old boy along the river we sat down in the wavelet and played with the sand we threw rocks , ran toddled … watched birds LAUGHED LAUGHED AND LAUGHED …… we lived like humans. ( not like consumer robots )
Yes Master or please master
Young master ,,, the DOM/sub relationship I think has it great merits in helping both the male and female break the bonds of the social programing we both have lived thru ,,, sometimes the pendullum needs to swing to another wxtremem ,,, then it can settle back to a more natural position ,,, that is why I suggest that you dumbass do some study and learning about twhat it is to be Mmaster , AND THEN REALIZE THAT THE GIRLS DREAM ABOUT THIS WHILE THEY MASTRUBATE AND GIRLS DO A LOT OF MASTRUBATING ALSO . in fact the amin buyer of vibrators etc , are not men buying them for their girlfriends but women buying them for their own release of sexual NEEEDS …. It has been the biggest growth market in on line sales is the females buying , the … passion party industry is a for female party …. We do not do this like they do this … so get the lil’ princess all dressed in white picture outa your mind she is a dirty lil slut , ( but that is only because of the social programing again that words … perjoratives ,,, words with meaning like SLUT , were evelved in human society … not really nature for you )
She is not slut who needs to be used , but because of her own ,,,, self picture her own deep MIND FUCKING forced on her by society ,,, she does feel that need to submit in her fanasty ….. great example of this is the romanace novel , which most women do read if only in the tabloids or now adays thru certain TV show , the same theme and characters shows up as in the romance novel ….
If you look at the MATING BEHAVIOR pages of www.instinctualism.org and go thru the links and think about the quates from those pages about … chimps , bonobo and gorilla …. You can see it is the female who does SEDUCE the male …. In the chimp it is thru sexual scents and enlarged / ready sexual organ dis[play and submissive psositioning which says … come fuck me PLEASE ….. the bononbo is constantly sexual active and the girls do choose the male …… and the gorilla the girl must find that level of security till her body and relax and become open to sex ….. what about the true human anmail ,,, what do you think disphit ,, do I have to think for you ARE YOU NOT ALLOWED TO THINK FOR YOURSELF ?
Or have you been so programeemed by the idea of the PROFESSIONAL … that you will only let a Dic oooops Doctor Phil think for you ? you young master are not stupid ! The DOM/sub starting activities do help get her in a better mind set , breaking the bonds of the MIND FUCK ,,, and if helps you ,,, but it will only be when you have go the 3 tents , the 3 single family homes that the true , nature of her seuxality can come to FLOWERING , as she comes into , a gentle competive state with her FRIENDS … their sexual acitiviy and enjoyment will keep her in a state of sexual desire also …. Each wanting the attention of the male who made their life SIMPLE , … SAFE … CONTENT ….
The compound it to create a secure life where the profit ideas are kept outside , that llife is not dependant on the city yet the city is EXTRA fun ….. the land you live from is not a PROFIT CENTER … your part time career is …. And so it their jobs ,,, coming home is QUITING TIME … it is time to tell sorys to the kids instead of watching movies , it is time to pet the cat instead of doing book work ,,, it is time to TALK TO TREES , and thank nature for its BOUNTY ,,, instead of worrying about the bank satement …. It is time to relax and enjoy a good pussy licking from you or one of the girlfriends … it is time to get fucked by you aor on e of her friends ….. and remember dipshit your dick feels better than plasitic !!!!
But to break those deep bonds of the BRAIN WASHING we have been exposed to by churches over the last 1500 years , will take the use of the DOM/sub play game ideas …. But they will dissapear ,, as you read more maybe the books on SLAVE CRAFT you will realize that as love starts to grow between MASTER amd slave ( in the matural MALE /DOM ,, female/sub ) the master slave practises disaapear , often leaving the female confused once more because her MASTER is now to loving and caring and touchy feelly …. Like the males she orginally was running away from searching for a controlling male ,,, welll you dumbas , control in that you create the stablity in her whole life ,,, like the female gorilla needs ….. yet in the sexual aspect it is not in your loving DOM nature to use you female ,,,, you young master are a GOOD MAN a proctectiv e loving man ….. not some cruel SADISTIC WOARPED FUCK OF THE FANASTY OF ….MASTER /slave …. Honstly thinking in evelutionary terms human males like that would not have been the male who women on average would want to stay with ,,, abusive people created stress depressions and early death in REAL natural ecosystems ….. now of course the last 10k years of the idea of serving a god who will give life after death … nowq that aspect really screwed us up … how come no other animal prays ….
Yet , think about you pets see how and feel how much they do have souls and relax and laugh and smile and care for you and each other ,, thye are not dumb creature3s , with out hearts souls or LOVE …… it was our churches who wanted to creat e the illusison of seperation form the TAO so they could sell us redemption … sell us the way back to GOD ,, thru servind the KING the Pharoh the chruch ….
Dipshit are you to stupid ,, to progarmamed to NOT think for yourself , that you need always some one else to say it is OK … first before you even attempt to act ATLERNATIVELY ? ooohhh but getting a tatoo is being alternative ….. yes right …. Smoking dope is being cool …. Ooooh I am sorry I forgot , doing the same stupid things that human kind has done for a long long time is …alternative , each genertion has some … activity to show it is not the same as its parents ….. the same story is written in the bible 5000 years old the story of a teenager like you are or were… hmmmmmm can you TWIST ? King KORN
Young master , well you know already my love of the music of KORN how jon davis has exposed his feelings about life and love in his cd’s the animal wxpression of twist where he asks us to TWIST to think for ourselves …. 7 times he calls out twist ,,, think for your fucking self .. feel how twisted we have become and then think .
I write because of a fathers love for his family ,,, me a father , hearing and expereincing what is the future for my lil’ 18 month old boy ,,,,, plus his bro’s and sis and said what type of father would I be if I did not have the guts to act … if I entering the us army once long ago with theugts to give my life , well here I again … the pen being mightier thant he sword …. Do it again . why Because you dumbass will not have the life you should ,,, the figures are pointing to that 1 out of two of you dipshit will live by living existiting on the drug insulin , because of the fact that actually 80 percent of your foods are porcessed and in reality based on one food KORN .. very unantural …. You will become diabectic , look at your self and your friends anc ount when thinking about these facts dumbs ,,,,you will be one othe numbers ,,, that is the odd you can not excape !.... Half get diabiets 60 outa 100 in thru the pains of atleast 1 divorce 8 out 10 will medicate to help with mental stress ,,, that is drugs from a doctor or self medication thru legal or illegal recreational chemicals more that 9 outa 10 will not get rich or wealthly or even finannacilly secure …nope nope nope ,,, you will chasse that dream always in debt to the stress it causes in chasing 7 out 10 will be over wieght , then having back problems spine problems , hormone problesm based in lifestyle and food problems BY 25 1 in 2 of my sons will neeed to take a drug to get a usable HARD-ON …. By 25 you dipshit look at you and your friends who will need drugs and why … the shy is mostly about tyour metnal expectation …it is the result of BEGGING FOR PUSSY ….. on the list can go on and on And your death will be slow and depressing
And then there is the studys that show , live naturally and Have A REASON TO LIVE ,,,,and you live better longer happier richer ….. what is the reason to live ,,,, in the studies around the globe even in the US SHOWED it has to do with the connection with other pinportant people your fucking family …… when you grow old being the old man or woman who is looked up to because you grow great grapes for wine … or are wise or paint well or play a fucking radical guitar or flute or build great fishng lures , or bake great cakes …. Or something you live for almost fucking ever ,,, and live happy and STILL DIE … we all die ,
The advertising implys ..the medical industry for profit mind fuck hides in HYPNSITIC wording the idea that you can avoid death my llistenting to their stats and taking their drugs , when reality is they DIE also ,,, everyone dies … so what theu fuck
You animal fear of death is great it does keep us here for the full time availbale to live this ADVENTURE , without being totally inot this life if you realized your deepest inner nature and no longer feared death you would check out , because fo the life stress you live the confusion of your HUMAN ANIMAL INSTINCTS ….. but because of the drive to live inherited in your DNA you forgot what it is to be the …… I - in - I You fear becoming invisible no longer remembering yourself as phil , deb , julie or sall or gabe , tony , dee … you fear and thus you are controled easy by those who say ,,, say ,, promise the impossilbe …. Life .just TWIST diposhit …. Freeedom of choice ….that is what INSTINCTUALISM .org is all about alternative shoices …
And balance ,,, I love the great fun of the city but I realize that slowing down day to day makes the rush of party time vaction time seeing afamily and friends going out to eeat everything more fun ….. slowing down …. Living in what you may think as extreme which will become very easy … after you go thru the TECHNO with dreawls …. Of the addictions to the world you have been fucking enslaved by ,,, but remember you young master are the 1 in 100 …. By doing the life styleing in the instinctualism.org pages you are really fucking ALTERNATIVE a very new choice for the girls in your world ,,,, not just another guy with a cool car or cool tatoo ….. no you are finnaly really different yet the difference is in that you are in a sustainalbe harmony with the real world ,,, your life style is a style that can be handed down to family … it is the ideal of 7 generations . and you get the fun of concerts of vacations ,,,, and SEX SEX SEX SEX …… ohh but what about the FAIRY TALE love and kisses you see on tv and movie ,,, remember the enslavement my young friends ….. ohhhh you are so fucking TRAPPED by the lies you have been trained in …
The withdrawls will be easy once you dipshit young master make the commitment to the 3 tents and a camel ,,, the 3 homes and vehichle …. The girls who choose you they themselves are the ones … like in the gorillas and apes of the MATING BEHAIVOR pages of instinctualism
They will want to creat the reall ,LOVE … not the fairy tale ,, but a love which is in harmony with their own deepest anture ,,, not based on the greed of the BRAIN FUCK …. Ohhhh the first song of green days last cd. Subconsicuos mind fuck of america I think he said ,,,,, well it was a great show the openeing concert of that tour in Miami , 5000 of us freaks there ,,, me playing me tossing my ballons out into the crowd … life is good ,,, if you will just TWIST . OH SEE YOU DEC 1 at the buzz bake sale … look for the ballonn guy come say hi Jackin off
Young master , oooh how many times have I talked about things where there was no pride boost for myself ,,, a whole fucking bunch …. It is part and parcel of the resisit / persisit equation ….. here is some complexity again sex sex sex …. I have sex daily …. Like yesterday it is clear her presenting herself as my puppy , was for my benefit ..thankyou honey ,,, but
But , sex is a syneneregy …. I like to think she likes it also … I hate to write openly because like speaking opnely I may say something , that will cause her to …. Retaliate to defend herself …. Thus creating in me that state where I feel pain that I caused … and causing her pain is non congrous ,,, like in sex it has to be something she is enjoying also or else I lose my desire …FAST
NOW , our every day sex at 8 am , has been like everyday ,,, but afternoon or night there has been noe for over amonth . the last time we played was the time when it was over she said … that her didloes were uncomfortable that she needed to experiement with the new materials ….. my mind heard , she was unhappy so the activity sub conccsiuosly ended . onver done that is taken out of the mix …. And so there was no more mix … no more sex at night since .
Ohh this is supoosed to be about me stroking my dick …. Embarrassing myself for the benefit of readers so ,, that I may have a chance to keep readers so that I feel that am touching the minds of people … so that in hopes they will see their own lives and loves in a different light , there by hoping that they can change their won cycle of PAIN . because …….. your fairy tale will end … it always does … 99 percent of dating relationship will end up in PAIN ,,,, and 80 percnt of happy marriages all that Fairy tale excitement ends up in pain and lonelyness .
So back to me stroking my dick … while she is out doing her thing …… GREAT I am so happy she is happy ! over and over that is my biggest goal is her HAPPINESS … I worry that if bring up thpoc of me jackin off she will feel guilty ,,, in her guilt tshe will want to talk ,,, I am male I can not TALK with a female … it is impossible , I feel her discomfort and my instinct kicks in and I get confused . IMPOSSIBLE IMPOSSIBLE ….. how many times do I have to fail at talking with my signifacant others of my life .. do I have do … before the world will aloow me to be ME!
There is enough evidence even in the writings of the books that females use to promote their concepts of soul mate and fairy tale love , to show that MALE does not talk . or at least talk like a female , we use different sentence structure ,,, girls are process thinkers men count buffulo ( I have not brought up this for like a year ….. buffalo speak )
OK last night ,, we did not watch a movie ,, a habit pattern had changed , we were in that RE – CONNECTING stage ,,, in fact earlier that day she presented her lower lip for my bite … that stimulation of endorphines …. That she SEEMED to enjoy so much in the being that I have not done in over a month ….. I … ALL …. Amles respond like the Gorilla to the openess of the female to touch … when she does not want touch she does not come over to the male gorilla …. All good men respeind to GIRLS MAKING THE FIRST MOVE ,, in reality .. at the animal level yuou girls actually start the sex …
Loook , I am male , my blodd is flooded with sex hormones every 45 minutes 24 hours a day ,,, there is no monthly cycle I have an hourly cycle ,,, why has nature done that … so that I would be ready to mate my wives when there are READY !!!!! nothing to do with my desire , my desire is constant …. No it is not rape ever it is the female subconscuios animal desire to be pentrated , and to be penetrated she has to be submsissive . to allow me to force my dick in her .
But human have allowed PROGRAMING and social expecetations to fuck up this .
Now I am so happy Deb is understanding and exploring the mystery of the Tao of meta pyshcihs ..etc …. Cool and I doninthat people often become un balenced when it comes to the BODY, MIND , SPIRIT …. That is to be expected often during a learning curve some one must work more on a weaker aspect to then gain balance SOME DAY … but often spirituality becomes like a DRUG … evidence is how , a good christian program can become the new addiction for the Drug addict …. Better to be addicted to Jesus that Crack …. Cool ….. so to is with spiritualism ,,,, with new age , which is in reali8ty older religons that Christainity by t1000’s of years …..but the balance can be gone for a while ..
BDSM ,, the endorphine rush ,, is a way of controling the need to escape life ,,, the BDSM pain is a powerful drug . plus sexual pleasure again it can be un balenced . but for me fun since I admit to being MALE , I have testosrone ruching thru my viens every 45 minutes … I have not allowed my training to alter the natural pattern of the big T. ohhh yes young master ,,,, thought control your body …. You lose erecetile function ( hard – on ) mainly because of your thoughts and expectations …. So I happily engage BDSM to an extent ….. it still needs to be about her happiness .
Ohhh but a good girl does not get off by being tied up …. The confusion of the female … the FAIRY TALE . that causes all the apin …..and that causes you and me to JACK OFF . because there is not sexual partner who is comeing close in signal it is time to have sex LAST night there was a chance for sex … But….. A month ago , I did not eat her pussy even though I wanted to because I did not really KNOW what she wated , our friendship and spiritual bonding is unbalencing us ..yet the stress of sepration this last weeekend brough us back to bed last night ,, THE AFTER FIGHT SEX … the baisis of the relationship is SEXUAL !!! Again some time back then the comment on how the dildoes did nto feel good …… The time …… the days gone by where we once were fucking everyday ,,, afternoons etc .. we had gone days … no blame .. I do not want to get into a discusion about blame ….. that will never ever work that is RESISTING .
Now 3 girls ……. When they want each in their own time … I am there … BUT 3 girls ….
Ahhhhhhhhh ! ,,,, S P E C I A L ….. the Z____+ is in the want to be special , to be a 1 …. To be separate ! …. Ahhhh now think about the illusion of being seperated from GOD or the Tao … it is illusion of course , but it is in that seperation that being a 1 that all the problems are formed … how human kind can be so Evil to itself …. Why because of the feeling that we are NOT all one ….. but is you are also wanting to be special … well is that not wanting to be 1 …. Not part of the all ….. it is being 2 faced …. Special
I talk about the good man as being family oriented , it is truth , men when they lose their feeling that they are the providiors that they have no REASON to live … thiey RETIRE live on average 18 months .
Understand this I like her am going thru spiritual leanring hell that is how we met because of this writing I do …. But spiritual learning is something I have been doing while still living since I was 20 …. I did not go the way of the story of the seeker in MR.. I DON’T KNOW as on the pages of www.instinctualism.org …. I know that I reflect the desire of the female in my life I love her and want what she wants for herself …. So like yesterday when she says for me to hurry up because her leg is hurting her ,,, I know that she did not want the sex .. it was for my beneift … that LEARNING WILL fuck with US …. I can ot hurt her or use her my life as Gorilla is to develop a safe place for her and hooe she stickes around and comes to me for sex …. The Gorilla does not really rape ,, in the animals yes the illusion of forced sex maybe observed but it is liken to BDSM where the female is safe sane CONSENTUAL it is her want to be submissive
Complex ideas dumbass ,, the ideas I have written everyday are here nothing new is written today !
Think abou the girl at the party as written in TWISTED INSTINCT
and the man from the fishing pier ,,,, the girl at the party at seeing another female wearing the same dress before
entering the party … wants to go home and change her dress , how she will talk with her friends to make sure she is
dress differently , so that she is not wearing the same thing as some one else …… being SPECIAL be sperated
being 1 ……. Alone ………. The male a BLOOD stained t-shirt looks like a
BLOOD stained
Is it the blood stained t-shirt male ? honestly ,,, was it the king who the females FLOCK to to become thw ife of the RICH AND POWERFUl ,, the underlying the unseen and UN AD MITTED . truths.
Girls night out
Young Master , admnit the feelings ,, realize the gorilla in you ,,,, resist it it will persisit grow and fester , it will become the worm that eats your mind and spirit as described by that ancient sages , it was a good description . But what you accept you can draw power from ? you can learn from ? adapt to ? accept……..!
Building plams based on the INSTINCT of the nature of your truest deepest feelings ,,, that DNA part of you that brought you and the girl together in the first place , to deny the PROTECTIVE NAUTRE OF HAREM , especially when you are limited UNANATURALLY to one girl 1.
Leaves you feeling ,,,, NON Congroius ….
She is going Dancing …… what does DANCING mean to you the male ,,,, I am not talking to a METRO male who has warped his instincts to fit the new Society , the male I hear females say they do not like because he is to permissive and submissive that he is not male ……. OOOOOOH the confusions … can you feel your life young master .
Now how would it be different if you were not some how forced to feel that you were trappped in depending on just one woman …… this is the sublte CONTROL AND COERCION TRAP OF THIS 1 on 1 world .. I try so hard to discuss in my own wierd way .. where I have no concrete answer only theroy based on alternatives of nature
Nature that example of the Taosit Sage …… so what should I do ,,, RUN RUN QUICK hide , go get a beer since I hurt I feel pain ….. see this blog has sparked real talk between Deb and I so , I am feeling her pain ,,, and my male does not like the idea that I am causing her confusion or pain ,, that is not the intent of me ,,, does a father want to KNOWNLY cause his children pain ? even more the male is with the females in his life ……
But DANCING is …. It is …. The vent where you ORGINALLY created the seuxall bonds with your female ,, so that instinct rushes right in when the idea of her Girls night out comes up ….
So Deb was talking about how she is in a form of hell waiting on the 3 tents and a camel since it is not here and the evnet of meeting other women can not happen in this single home ,,, no long term security can be provided by for other women .. so I am feeling like a LIAR IF I were to Poly Date while having this knowing that I am moving up to NORTH CAROLINA .
So what to do , go hide or see this as learning the real events of life ,,,,,, I have to expose myself my ideals to the world to be true about what I am … in starting a Tao group now I am getting the experience I will use later ….
Now the stress I am causing Deb….. boy does that fuck with my brain does that cuase and EXPANSION of my nueral net my brain pathways … the pain of growth . all I want is her happinss … but it must be achieved in a way that will not just collaspe like very other relationship …. So I commit to my path …. I feel bad she is unhappy , yet she is happy because my openeness has caused her to open herself ….. hmmmmmmm it is not easy . if things are so good why do I feel so bad , well I do not feel except in the idea that I am causing her stress …..
The ULTIMATE , evidence of Co dependance is my stress about her stress ….but I have always said that co D was the truth about human nature ,,,, I ,, every male who cares about family does get his pride form the heatlh and welfare of his family …. The PURPOSE for living …. I am not HEDONISTIC …. Once I have made the tent circle … I am family-ist .
Even with all the self explorations etc …. When stressed the human reverts back to past behavior patterns if you have no other patterns secured or when you are feeling trapped by reality ….. see understanding thngs like Tao is great but they are not real in the reality we do live … you live in a world where maintaining life is an instinct of the body ,,, the mind body spirit …… some people get so ,, spiritiual that they do not live in their body in the pyshical world it seems . that is not me ,,, I am into find how to live balenced.
Yesterday I got feeling trapped …. The owrds came out of Deb that got me …. Feeling … confused ….. I talked about male confusion ,, with the idea of her freedom yes , fact yet my animal nature when it comes to other males ….. my confusion in not hearing her include me in her plans …. Ok… so when I voice my feelings she comes back saying she has feelings ….. and thoughts if she is supposed not feel jeaoulsy about the 2 other women what right do I have to feelings jeoulous about her going out dancing ….. ahhhh the TRAP ….. yet her try to understand also …. Why the difference what seems like UNFAIR .
Hmmmmm my ideas ….. girls do not beg in the dating world they are the PURSUED …. It is the male who SUPLICATES ….. the Torentino movie last nihgt showed expample of this while listening to the girls the manipulations of the girls ……….. next of course is my study of dating and the stats their and the UNCONCSOUIS mind warp that dating is on both sides … but I does depend on the MAN .. a bad boy … or good man ….
Well yesterday ,, after feeling like I was going back down the path of trap ….yet once again ,,, I choose to end the paim with beeer … atleast I understood what I was doing ,, but it opened the door to realizing how …hopeless being in the trap can feel and ,,, how poor the out look is … because after being with me …. Living with me …. For a year is not enough to make changes what hope is there ? I then gotta realize if I can MENTALLY GET FUCKED UP well so can she … the old patterens are strong . great to be thinking this now , but in the pain … of wanting her ahppiness ,, wanting to be understood ,,, and yet being expected to understand her feelings ,,,, ? first ? and being commited …an not in the INSTINCT position of having 3 tents …. I got lost in in hopeless … like I did last May or Aprill …. That JUST CHUCK IT feeling ……
Like she describes ,,, the park closing when she is not looking …… she is having a good time and the company closes without notice …. Hmmmmm . well more likely than not this will not realy happen the lights will flash signally the park is closing ….but for me the feeling of hopelessness especially with the addition of the drug of beer , got feeling like a shot to the head …… was the only logic in this ….. throw the rock of relationship in the air world …. Ohhh in my head see dating is a nightmare of repeating behaivior ….and dissapearing becoming a hermit like the Tao-ist sage of 600Bc….. well that sounds like a shitty way to live when I love pusssy …. Ahhhh protecting myself from the feeling of being trapped …. Of repeating things over and over .
But I must keep Deb happy , that is my instinct . it is the …. Instinct to fight the lions and tigers to face DEATH to protect the family ,,, but I am the lion and tiger in her world that day …….. so what does my instinct make do , I wants to destroy that which is destroying its world , but means destroying itself ….. TRAP of 1 on 1 that ends up with so many males living by drinking . exisisting in a world that is not instinctual ….. in confusion . and the girl says but I will feel jealousy when you are with other females …..
That is why the freedom of choice is there and here and now ……… there is NO GUN forcing her to stay any where DOMINANCE Is not a trap . it is an illusion.a choice . but yesterday will effect us .. effect me …. Each time I realize my real place as the beggar of her pussy , when we do not realize as a couple ….. that . that the Gorilla does not rape but fucks as result of the openness of the female the female communicates ( thru hormone language ) desire then male female interaction takes places ,, that the gorilla is basically protective first … her OWWWEEEIES create states of confusion in him ….. then the choice of the female must come into play … oes whe want to remember the DELICATE balance …… or be the girls in the movie Death proof maniplating the game .. playing the game ,, creating the world they themselves COMPLAIN about . I can only do so much…. one thing I do not want is to bei feeling like I must destroy myeself to insure her happiness ,,,,, but to do that means I must separate myself from her in a way that is seperating .. breaking that instinctual bond of the inner Gorilla ….. atleast I can write about it ,,, I hope you can thnk about your feelings when they come up in you dipshit .. realize what is going on …. Superhuman cock
Young master the desire to have or be MAGICAL .. to be more than everyone else ,, to have or cultivate Power that most people do not even if that is to be used for the good of the people is the p…………. that is the problem it always has been the problem it was the same problem that was describe in the texts of the the sages ,,,,, when leaders wanted to be taught the ways of the Tao so they could cultivate that power for the AOD of the people the Sage said NO! … it will only hurt the people let the people be what and who they are ……. ANIMALS ,,, human animals …… b
But that idea is frightneing because we see animals as being cruel and …wellll …. Animals …. Look again dipshit the animal world is very compassionate … it iw us humans who are the CRUELEST thing to have ever lived on this rock called earth ,,,, us the ones who because of greed wanted to become powerful to end the cycle of life by helping that which needed no help ,,,,,, the TAO ….
To cultivate real Magic while studying the Tao is it possilbe to break the agreement and manifest magic ,,,,, is it POSSILBE ? ,,, TO NOT BE POSSILBE WOULD BE TO SAY SOMETHING IS …………. IMPOSSIBLE , and well that statement of impossiblity well that is not TAOIST … so of course it is possible within the AGREEMENT of course …… ohhh the agremeemnt you gotta do the Teddy meditation to understand the Agreement of all experiencers who build upon each for the experience of themselves …
Back to cruelity ,,, watch you wild house cats hunt , they do not hunt out of anger ,,,, ohhh yes purpose yes ,,, but it is not anger or hatered ,,,, just feeding at the same time ,,, they are the unknowing cultivators of the BETTER strands of DNA …. The are the friends who end the life process quickly so that prey animals can die and move back into the TAO with out suffereing but pass from this life in a minute instead of days ……. Of illness or okd age suffering in depressions since the animal can not really enjoy this life any more …. And not able to work like it is its nature the animals suffer in depresssion ,,,, yes animal have drepressive states like human s,,,,, not think about the suffereing of our loved ones in old folks homes ,,,, how cruel are we ,,, to deny them the freedom of death ,,,,?
The predortor animal of nature is the friend of life ,,, taking out the gentically deformed ,,, it is the HOSPISE .. of the real world …. The helper for it presy to enter heavens of possilbe new experiences …..
Now lastly ,, that super human cock……. Dipshit remember she can get off on your finger ,,, your normal cock is lot bigger than a finger and remember it is th feel of being penetrated , your whole body banging against her ,,, the act of her submisssion to PENTRATION ….. ALL THIS IS THE REALL MAGIC .. of the TAO sazte of human recreation we call a dirty word SEX >>>>>>>>>> our truest form of recreation Warped blame
Young master ,,,,, if you get to this place then you better understand , it will happen over and oever ,,, I believe it is that instinct of … protecting the territory , yet in the complex nature of the ecomonoy we live in ,,, it becomes WARPED ….. and I believe we males feel this ,,,, whether we will admit it or not … Ok here is the idea ,,, I am fucking mad at my cell phone company ,,,, but I like you put on this image to the gilr in my life to my kids … I feel this expectation of myself to live up to certain things .. like providing for my family their lifestyle …. But even for me ( I am just a working guy in an inflationary econony ) there is cash pressures … so I am all stressed about wanting to be in more control of my cash flow . instead of being at the mercy of some fucking corperation , that seems to have changed my billing by a third ….. but for me to control my own destiny means that I will have to have the memebers of my family also feel … the out flow of cash …. When before they could just no thnk ……..
Money is one of the biggest ( even writing this for me can be a problem because I know that my girl may … may read it ,, and that may lead to stress , and I do not want stress … the over and over … habit we all have of wanting to keep the happy happy going even though there is a deep inner problem …. Growning that dipshit will eventually express itself in WARPED BLAME ) problems money in the stats is the problem couples argue or feel stress about …. But in reality it is not the money really as it is the DEEPER MOTIVES . the reason of human confusions ….
You the male wanting to be the Territory providing male …. Again listen to Dr. Gray of Venus and mars how hes says over and over give a man the opourutunity to do something to provide to show his nature and SUCCEED and he will want to do more ……. But when he feels like failulre ,,, over time the continueing feeling of failure will drive him into escape …… dipshit does feeling of beer or good smoke feel better than real life ,,, why ? do you like be high ? ever think about it dumbass ,, it is not just a social thing …. It is not natural or instinctual if you rmemeber the whole idea that a high animal is a very easy kill that animal would not have survived his DNA would have died with him
And with the total amount of pressures from worka nd the amount of payouts , the stress to be social often in excess that is natural for athe male animal …. When stress builds …. You see the thing you love providing for as your passion for life as being the CAUSE of the stress … when in reality it is your own PRIDE ….. but tha pride is you the animal self
Tuff place to be ,,, it is why i talk BOUT INSTINCTUALISM … the idea of providing what you said you would ,,,, the home energy food … and oppurutunity … in the form on a car … then allowing the girls to build the rest ,, and honstly dipshit girls were desigined evolved to create , they are very smart and capapble .. especially while in a family who is living to support the grwoth and best ofr everyone …….. ? while sharing you ? hey their choice ,,,,,? It does sound weird but that is what alternative is about .
Last thing dipshit I must start exploring is your passion your reason for living and how without that with out you admitting that this deep inner thing is not respected that your fucked-up-ness gets bigger ……… and that deep feeling dumbass is instinctual ….. that gorilla in you that is saying something is wrong something does not make sense there are stresses beyond stresses … and this is unanatural no matter what the professional says … Gee your hair smells like shit
Ok young master ,,, the advertising did not say that but I wanted to get your attention like always in hopes that I may generate in you … something we as humans do not do enough of …. Our own thinking …. The product I think was named ? I think GEE your hair smells great … and that was the tag line of the advertising ,,, it was back some years as ,,, the mind control sepecialists .. the advertising community was still learning about things … like brand name about the sound bite etc ….this age we are living in is still new there a showing up so much evidence on the controllability of thuman culture thru the use of repeated exposure to IDEAS …. Advertising is just IDEAS …. How stupid that product now seemes , to have advertisng of a shampoo that was all about the smell of a girls hair …
HEY HOLD HERE ,,, dipshit ,,, do you see another under lying theme? ,,,,,,,,,,, SEX ! the reall motivation we have after we have enough to eat ,, ( and in this country we eat to fucking much 60 outa 10 are over weight ) ….. after your belly is full you desire to FUCK … hmmmmm interesting do you think ,,, now just bring up that topic FRANKLY … BLUNTLY in real time with people face to face ,, have them really think about their relationships and whether they are giving and getting the sex they desire … have people realize how much they are looking at other people when they have their best friend at home … and then ask them WHY ARE YOU NOT FUCKING LIKE YOU KNOW YOU WOULD LIKE TO ? and the do not KNOW WHY?
A lot of the reason is all the fucking confusions …. The friendship itself is a problem …. Like yesterday for … my concern for my DEB came way before my daily desire to enjoy the BAISIS relationship time we enjoy daily ,,, that touching of male into female … dick inside pussy ….. she woke in pain so her discomfort came maore important ,,, the welfare of my best friend diffinately is more important than the …… selfishness of my dick …. Do you see how I described the tenderness yet violence of male female touching male female bassis interaction ,,, the thing tha got us to really become the friends we are now ,,, it really did start with sex ….. ADMIT IT .. everyone ,,, the reason you got together with you significant other was sexual … it was very important …. Yet now it is almost scary to Force sex on a friend ….
And women who want to get fucked VIOLENTLY by their men ,,, do you understand how protective he is of … the SOUND of you getting fucked is a lot like the sound of pain ….it changes slowly form lust to discomfort and each time her scream is of discomfort my protective nature ,,,, wondering what I am doing , was this love ….. but luckly when I get the FUCK ME HARDER OUT OF HER ,,, IT KEEPS NE DRILLING HER DEEPER ADAY after day ….. even thru the sounds of discomfort … and luckly the habit patterms we have stated …. The writing I do . the ideasl I live ,, well even the morning like yesterday when she looked in pain , I was not hard and ready to fuck her her puppy pillow ready for her to curl up on …… she KNEW … that to stop this morning RITUAL .. is the beigning of the end …..
To compare the amount of afternoon sex , the night time sex we had enjoyed with what we do now ,,,,, I see the evidence trail … and it remeinds me of why , the poly must be created … her look for friendship with girlfriends … the desire that those friendships were even more close ,, yes , to have her friends available is nice but to create alamost family like friendship with other girls is a deep IDEA , tha has not vehicle for expression ,, a desire that is felt but .. because of our training it is not explored ,, the trining is the 1 on 1 relationship the idea that OWNING 1 male is some how the NATURE of the human species … a confusion … with NO ALTERNATIVE , relationship explorations available to compare to .. nothing in the real world … to meet other people and explore REALITY … with out being ASHAMED …..
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh ! the INSTINCTUALISM. Org … the toasit group … the mind body spirit exploration ……family real time real life ,, and who will provide for this VENUE ? if not you young master THAN WHO ? My dick my cock
Young amster honestly can think about girls being that greedy about a male? Does the lil’princess image give you that their actions are like them being greedy over a DICK ? girl tend to share everything their clothes their makeup girls are very giving and sharing ,,, think about the group dynamics of the non greedy family oriented family of the CAVE and then think how difficult it would have been once greed and status came in …. Yes there has always been … hierarchy but mainly of skills eveyone has a gift some it is leadership other it is cooking arts other making children smile and slisten to storys other art in weaving ……
But ego ….. fucks with the person hell it fucks with us , in very sublte ways that we can not notice because of our training the expectations we are trained with to gauge our success thur the things we OWN … or do . we in human instinctual world even for the harem male sharing is the realiry … Barney that big purple dinosaur is right SHARING IS CARING …. The male protects an territory and then shares it with the female whose ,,, yin yang part it to make that basic territory a home for the male …. And home is where the SEX IS … that is why female humans eveoved to be sexually recreation to insure that the male would stick around and want to be protective …..
So here is an example of my own ego ….. iam planning my Jensen Beach Taosit lesson for Dec 18 the goal is to have the person feel … infinite .. I have had a very hard time gettng people to understand to feel what it is to be one with the Tao the infinite ….. but I wanted the lesson to be something people could take a copy of and read to themselves …. I am proud of this HYPNO script … yet I needed to understand that the untrained person can not read this like I do , they do not understand the tempos the gentle rhythm of leading a guided imagery ….. now this writing I do here this streaming I donot read over or check the spelling or even the wording expecting you to enjoy the fun of the puszzle ….. but the following my ego wanted it to be better and it is unreadable and my ego got deflated ….BIG WHOOP I can hide or just go on ward .. to hide life ends . to go on well the adventure goes on … the next cast after tossing that fishing lure into the trees once more . falling off the skateboard once more
Teddy bears ,
Well this is an activity a story , now I want you to imagine that you have the opportunity to experience a quantum generator , the quantum is the smallest form of thing it is not particle or energy but best described as a thing . yes this sounds like science fiction that mankind has been able to create a machine to generate Quatas …. but just realize that flying metal airplanes were beyond science fiction to the pharaohs of Egypt , the car was science fiction to George Washington our first president , and the blue tooth cell phone was science fiction to even Gene Rodenberry the creator of Star Trek ….. So to doe s the idea of a quantum generator sound like science fiction …..But just image
a quantum generator is a machine some universities have been researching…. with it they create a quantum shell like the quantum shell described in Scientific American last year where the shell quanta , create the effect of physical reality inside the shell …yet the research scientists from the outside see it as holograph and can modify it like a hologram ……… well research has been going on about the effect of living matter ,,, the effect of the observer ….. from the questions posed back in the 1920’s when Quantum Theorist Schrödinger described a cat in a quatum box and Borhn gave a response back saying that…… the intent of the observer will effect the research at a Quantum level …. Now we can experience Quantum reality … with the quantum generator that creates a stable quantum bubble . And you get to do just that safely experience a quantum bubble …. Understand that the university needs new people each time to research the fresh dynamics of the intents of the experiencer , the goal seeking nature of life ……
just follow along with this story ….you have no need to listen to the sound or the tone of my voice to enjoy relaxing for the next few minutes and listen and learning and experience ….. we all learn in many different ways you learn of course by listening by hearing , but you also learn so much by feeling ,,, your emotions for example give the real deepness ….. that you ….. the inner experiencer part of you …..the chooser part of you …… your emotions give information this deepest part of you will use when making choices about how to live this life….. this adventure of being …. Being human …..
You learn also …. by perceiving the world around you thru feelings sensations of your body ….., notice the feelings of the clothes on your body …. notice wiggling your toes and feeling the shoes on your feet ….. you learn a lot about the real world around you the density of this physical world …….
You learn with your eyes too , even with you eyes closed you can learn by seeing … if you wanted to you could close your eyes right now and peer into that other nation , the nation of imagine…..nation.
now understand in the extremely large quantum field , the agreement of physics as you have experienced no longer applies , understand that laws are just agreements made by participants in a time space event …agreements made by the pariticapants big or small …. like laws of a nation give structure to the experience of that nation so to …. Is it with the laws of physics ….the physical world is an agreement state … but in the quantum field there are some new states of phyicas of time and space that you will experience ,,,
first.. There is not a defined light source …. Light is not photons coming from a source but rather an ability to perceive with sight as if everything has within it the ability to be seen … its own light source yet the field is without light or darkness …. In the field you do not need to breath or gain energy thru eating since energy is apply to the out side of the quantum field you receive……………. the atom energy needed for life ,,during the whole of this research ……….. , and lastly is the experience of time ,,, inside you will experience time as best described to be like an hypnotic time distortion ,……. what to you will seem like hours days weeks years or months outside of the field to the scientists it will be just seconds and minutes ………..yet you may experience a 1000 years of perceived time …..
To start the research you enter the quantum bubble the field and walk out into the 3000 foot bubble of quantum energy that right now is filled halfway with teddy bears since you find teddy bears to be safe soft and fun …as the research progresses you understand the field will expand outwards to a distance of 10 miles …....
you enter the bubble and lay down to sleep while the scientists finish preparing the whole field , your intent your goal is to touch the wall of the Quatum shell and to do this you will have to crawul thru like an atmosphere of soft wiehtless teddy bears , so in your mind you are prepared that it may takes a few days to finnaly make it the 10 miles to the Quatum edge …. So you enter into a deep meditative sleep feeling your body being tatlly supported in softness and comfort you feel your self relax and let go , like falling down … down … donw … deepr and deeper into the teddy bears ,,,, …
and while you are in this deep sleep the researchers completely fill and expand the quantum space with teddy bears so when you awaken in this sleep you find you self floating supported in teddy bears everywhere up and down . to the point feeling wiethtless that you do not really feel any up or down … just a sence of being here in Teddy bears ….. are teddys soft safe comfortable teddy bears ,,, the goal of this research is for you to make your way to the shell of the quantum bubble when you touch the shell the research will be over sudeenly and you will keep your eyes closed become deeply relaxed while you go over the events of the research before returning to the awakened state of this physical agreement . regular awakened consuioness.
as you gently awaken again here in your mind ….. start to make your way to the edge of the quantum bubble…. which your mind remembers may take days so when you feel tired just allow your self to sleep to regain energy and then waken and return to carwling away…… crawling slowly thru the teddy bears , almost like swiming thru an atmosphere of softness ….
You are un aware of the changes taking place to your experience of matter the scientists have been changing your bodys experience of matter by changing the matter of the Teddy bears …. The non living matter is being changed at an atomic level each teddy bear you reach for and feel ….. is a little smaller than the last … at an unperceivable level the matter of the teddy bear is also becoming less , dense ,… you are not aware of this consciously but your body at a cellular level is perceiving change and adapting to a new environment …as its environment disappears the cell of your body do so also …. And as you are already experiencing a confusion or the experience of time since you sleep or nap at will without the sun to time your cycles of life …. You do not notice that days have already become months even years … this is the time distortion that you will ot realize you are experiencing until the end of the reaearch … the perception of 1000’s of years of being like what happens sometime when you dream at night …. since living matter completely changes form every seven years evry atoms and cell of your body changes …..and your perception of time had been totally distorted you were unaware of the subtle changes tha happened to your body or the teddy bears ……. time soon fades away as the idea that the simple 10 mile walk to the distant wall is never reached …………,,, you find yourself sleeping and waking till you notice that you forgot what sleeping was and waking became…… your natural state ….. The size of the bears changed so slowly that you did not even realize that they disappeared totally and all that is …… is .. The infinite space of the quantum field…. not lite or dark in perception ,,,,, not thick or thin in feeling … just an …is .. of all possible,,,, because you remember that it once was all full of Teddy bears…the teddy bears have become the all Potential of Quatas and the quantum field ……. with you the experiencer within it ……….
, and you now realize that the living matter which you used … to perceive the teddy bears ,…. your body itself ….. that to evolved away … it has disappeared becoming quantums …… leaving just the ….real you …. The experiencer … the one who was the chooser all your life ….
You are free here in the NO ONE THING ….. the NO … one … THING ….. . Moving everywhere and yet seemly nowhere since there is not one thing to move to or from , nor is there up or down a left or right ….. just an experiencing …. An experiencing of this freedom …………you find joy in realizing who you really are … who you have been inside your body all your life … and that you ….are still ….you …even without a body … or form …. You experience. And have a mind and ….. access to memory , yet memory with out the structure of time to experience it in …….
So your intent your memory is touch the quantum shell and complete the research project …… and with this intent you move out from ….no where into … no … thing … yet , feel …… feel …. Sense …. a thing ……you then percieve …a thing .. Like a grain of sand off in a distance , yet also right in front of you depending on the perspective you choose to have of it …are you to big to see it? Or are you to far away to perceive it ?.. you choose to observe it … the grain of sand more closely and you find yourself arriving at it … a thing ….. a something so large , like a world ….a land extending beyond your ability to perceive and it has a … 3 foot high brick wall around it …..there is nothing under land or wall ,,,, yet a sky and clouds and light above this land … ….. within the area behind the 3 foot brick wall , there are trees , and birds , you see mountain rivers and lakes … and people many many people and as you choose to enter this land ,,,,this thing …. Like you are flying in landing coming out of the … no one thing …. Onto solid land ……….hoping that this maybe the quantum shell and the end of the research project ……
the people of this world respond with acceptance …..with a warmth and happiness to this event of you arriving out of the … nothing …… and they talk to you in languages you understand thru knowledge of feelings and you respond in their words of kind their language becomes yours , and you ask them what is this and they say ………… heaven. … You look back to where came from and ask them .. Then where is that where I came from ,,,
they say that is ……..the nothing … the impossible … in fact the people start asking you why you did not enter heaven the way everyone else does …. And you ask how is it that people enter heaven …. And they take you by the hand and like in a fast forward movie , matter space and time move by you and your new friends …… in a second the feeling of having traveled a million miles happened and you and in the middle of heaven ….
there is a flashing area like a ball that on all areas is changing shape , forming… doors then to pearly gates , to energy vortexes .. To golden bridges and light tunnels and people are coming thru . every second from every part there are people entering heaven and there are people there to greet them ,, happiness of seeing old friends …… you ask your guides if this is heaven is god here and they people answer yes god the father , and Jesus’ the son also … and you ask what about the holy ghost , and the answer is that the matter of heaven is the holy ghost ………
you find that here in heaven all that you could want is given in any manner you could want ……you could even ask for the experience of lack so , to make sure you do not get bored with perfection … you have the feeling of hunger so that food is satisfying once again , you can have tests , challenges and adventures , yet always knowing that you never really would die ….. and you really always win ……
you spend time here looking for the end of your quest but soon find that this infinity is just a part of the all possible inside of the quantum shell and not the shell …….. So you ask one of your friends your guides that have always been around you ….where is the brick wall …..where is the nothing …. And the answer is …..want it and you be there … and it is so , you depart from heaven knowing that it is not a good bye but a see you again when ever you may choose to …… as you enter back into the no one thing … the experience of time in heaven becomes like a dream happening that lasts for time yet is now just an …. Is and a was both at the same time …
being just thought once again is what now seems natural for you ,,, that state of being just you … not thing … but the real you the experiencer … heaven recedes in a moment … till even the speck of sand is no longer perceivable , you notice another speck and like with the first you can tell whether is is small because of you being far away or that you are to large to perceive it ….. but you desire to explore this speck also … and you find yourself arriving to enter that infinity ,, and you find it to be the heaven of Islam also with a wall surrounding the possible separating it form the impossible …yet this wall is made of stones….. After experiencing space time there again … you leave that heaven …. and find you encounter many more heavens ,
Heavens of the Hindus …of African folklore ,,, of the Mayans , the Celtics and wiccans ….. You even encounter one that does not have a manmade wall of stone ,wood or brick . …. It is as if the earth just falls off into the nothing….. like the dirt and grass continue to build and crumb off into nothing and there you meet the animals and humans before there was the idea of the separations of gods …..of tribes … of cities ….before language got complex and stories were told …. When human knew itself as part of the energy of the whole … the rock and the human were the same energy of being …just one being rock , experiencing it part of time space in rock form and the other being experiencing human , bird or plant ….. each equally important …. all just experiencing something different ….. The rock experiences itself for eons while the human or animal has just mire years ….
Yet still since the research project has not ended and your returning to the world you knew of….. in that what seems like now .. a distant past ….. You move on and on form speck of sand to speck of sand ……..yet one more speck gets your attention ….. this is different it is not .. a land…. but a field …. of thing … not like the no thing that you are comfortably being in … but a thing of glowing warmth and welcome nss … each of the heavens you visited was also welcoming and a place wonderful to visit so is this thing …. This different speck ……. Of subtle energy … light … and feelings ….
as you enter you do not become form …… human like you did in the other heavens you maintain your form as ….. not one thing ,, a nothing yet …..a being of yourself …. you realize that this field of thing….. is Buddha ,, but not just 1 Buddha but million of billions of Buddha as one Buddha … you can feel each of the billions of beings and hear their thoughts and feelings and also feel them as just being … being one feeling … both at the same time , and they all are saying over and over ….. to think about what is is to think about unthinkable thought ……..to just be the unthinkable … think about the unthinkable then be it infinitly unthinkable……
gently you start to think about that idea ,,,, and your being falls down into itself thinking about what it is ….. to be unthinkable …….
you have been here so long in the infinitely possible what could be unthinkable ….. time to you is the future and past always all the time … in your now …. form and matter and space are toys that you can become bored with …. What could be unthinkable?
You realize that you are expanding into the no one thing ,,,, and that the budahas have disappeared …… you are no longer in the nothing but the nothing is in you and you are growing out yet becoming infinity ….tiny and dense … like you are at the same time of being only 1 quanta and all quatums …... The feeling of paradox is you ….
But as this happens you notice within you is what looks like sheet of paper floating in the nothingness of you ,,, and with large gentle magical hands …palm up you gently cradle this paper for you realize that you see specks of sand on it …. And you know that the millions and billions of souls , beings animal plant rock and human …. Beings like you are happily living in their heavens by choice experiencing their infinite lives …. infinite heavens …… you know that each infinity of heaven is just a speck of sand to the Tao
……. You know that you do not need to care for them to hold the paper for them ….. for like you ……so are they also .. experiencers …infinite …. the paper becomes smaller and smaller as you grown bigger and bigger . being not one thing , yet all things , all at once ,… in every direction ….where there is no directions …..and then SLAP !
KEEP your eyes closed The research is over you have touched the quantum shell relax for a minute while you go over the experience of this research …… remembering that you now understand that even atoms themselves are experiencers depending on the agreement of subatomic particle so they can experience the being …..of being atom ,
that the rock made of compounds , made of molecules , made of atoms are all experiencers like yourself , that plants and animals are equal to yourself ,,,,, even the chair in which you now are sitting …. you become aware is experience of the being something called chair for a time in this space and pyshics …. ….
That from this day forward you will feel the equality of life in the world of experiencers a that surround you… tree and weed ,, cat and bird ,, car and person all are epxeriencers depending on other experiencers like atoms or bacteria or cell structures .. all agreeing to produce a dependable physics for the enjoynemt to this adventure of being … rock tree and human .. each equal each valid each important … each an experience a point of view of the TAO…
And as you become aware of your surrounds and feeling the clothes on your body , moving your toes and fingers becoming re accustomed to room around you ,,, you understand that you can read this story to friends and family and enjoy this story even more while sharing it as you did while listening to it ….. become awake ….aware ….feeling better than before expecting a wonder day week and year .
Ass fucking in Bhutan
Ahhhh young master , 7 years was all it took for this nation to become ……. Un ………. Happy , to have something they never knew , violent crime . What happened in Bhutan well it was not the introduction of ass fucking … no ass fucking has been around as long as sex has been fun for humans ,,, asss fucking is exciting , it is and expression of submission ,the state the female loves to be in since ,,, submission is her NATURE …. AND IF SHE CAN NOT EXPRESS THAT SHE WILL IN TIME BECOME non CONGROUIS …… her instinct gets fucked up and then life get fucked up … the ass hole is sensitve , the fucking of it while the girl allows encourages and the submitts , while she rubbes her clit in this submission she will enjoy deep wild orgasisms …. Ohhh back to why Bhutan has gotten afcuked up .
Wow they have had money for like only 10 years , the have had TV and internet for 7 and guess what ….. thye have all the pleasure and happiness of us , be fore that they were agri-socail , they had a barter ecomony …. You exchanged ,, what you craved or built or grew , with what some one else built grew or craved ,,, it has been only 7 fucking years … they were living as a nation like mankind had for millions of years …… and they were contetn …..
http://marketplace.publicradio.org/display/web/2007/11/14/consumed5_mmr_1/
there is the page for NPR ,, just take a listen to the POD cast disphit ….. hear that in the 1950’s america was not DEPRESSED and begging the menatal health industry to drug them into submsission //// drugged into submission . so that you can be a cog in the machine of ecomny ….. fucked up my friend …..
it is not easy to become something different to sxplore real alternatives …. There are so many alternatives that are really just the same old ,,, ideas hidden under a fashion .
wow to think that these peoeple bought into the lie shown on TV …but it does look pretty all the flashing lights on the scene hypnotizing you into thinking what you are seeing is some how real ,,, oooooh it is reall ,,, really mainly staged to in the end SELL you some thing to make 1 rich 1000 poor and STRESSED .. stressed in the continual attempt to become RICH ……
When in fact ,,,, you will be happier in an instinctual family ……. I have not been writing about the details of that family ,,, but you can go to instinctualis.org and click the mating behaior pages the the parental advisory banner and go to 3 tents and a camel for a blue print to the instinctual life . blue print disphit … you tweak it. Content … with tent
Young master , as you know the idea is sustainablity of happiness thru living in the manner we are designed to find contetnment ….. look dipshit do you understand the ideas about advertising a new and better product is to create in you the illusion that you have lack in your life which the adveritised product of service can erradicate …..hmmmmm
What are you designed to enjoy at the most basic level ? well you give a gift at X-mas to see a smile … so you like seeing smiles ……. You enjoy sunshine … you like to eat sweet things ….. and sex feels good …. And dipshit you have started to realize how much of your life and actions are related to sexuality ….how about the statement “ he cleans up well “ that has been said about me very often since I spent the first half of my life as a commerical fisherman covered in blood bait and sweat …. When I went to a party with a girl her friends would comment to her “ he cleans up well “” and the last 15 years I have been owner operator of a service bussiness ino ther words now covered in sweat and dirt … again I had to get Cleaned UP …. Now myself I was happy and proud of myself , the blood and sweat and dirt was a matter of MALE pride ….. think about chicks … they get their pride form their uniform also ,,, she may be in relaxed … stained clothes around the house but when she goes to the store ,,, WAHM she is done up ,,, face paint and all …… and both the BLOOD and face paint have sexuality tones ….. the blood touches the females bad boy deisre … the face paint touches our desire for youth and ripeness of breeding …. Breeding instinct .
Ohhh good ole wayne dyer …. The idea of expectations I am listning to one of his old tapes ( ihh NPR today the statement of the level of life satifaction in china has decreased over the last 15 of capitalism over all , the super rich a very small number of human more happy the other 99 out 100 , less happy much more stre4ssed ) ok back to wayne ,,,, your choice to see activities in another EXPECTATION ,,, and expectation are formed by the memeories you have kaid down in your mind they do not … predict the future but do give you reasonalbe ideas of possible futures ….. the rock thrown in the air will it fall or float away …..
Now when it omes to futures with no track record no data to draw ,,,, no real data except maybe the events that happened to people who did something in a manner diffenrent than your plan …. The expectations you should expect need not be limited by the results of others ….. in the field of all possilbe all so ,, if different result are possilbe then they are possilbe …… but then again comes into your mind feelings that have no real basis for fact …. Fear of acceptance often time is the root cause of your fear to ACT ….. even though the world has enough evidence that your action will be welcomed as an ALTERNATIVE … that is needed yet not present for people to choose from ….
Ohhh this is about starting a Tao ist group ,, look around you spirituality is BIG BUSSIONESS look at the size of the fucking churches all around you , they all have giantic electric bills and land costs and building costs etc … and it is all about a universal them of SPIRITYUALITY , aminly a female pursuit that the male engages in often to satify his mate …. So , providing the ALTERNATIVE of a Tao ist group provides a NICHE which I bet is not realy being provided in your area , there may be teachers of what is called Taoist PRACTISES …. Medicines , longiveity exerices etc ….. but not real Tao ism ,, the ideas that were before Tao ism became used a a Title for a Porfessional to sell his knowlegde to the rich …. Sell to the nobleman the serivice of advise .. the reading of th I CHING , being an advisor to the king that is the beginning of many problems , by making the simple complex ,,, and confusing ,,, by making it hard to pass the rules and tests to gain the title MASTER … and when havin that title you can get CASH. That has been going on since like when dipshit? ,, ever hear about these ideas as it pertains to ancient Eygpt ? like 8000 years BC. That is a long time of socially programing our forefathers … and it results in your fear about stepping outside the box and creating a Tao ist study group yourself with you being the leader …… just thinking my friend I am just thinking out loud like every day . hoping my thoughts will show you that your thoughts and feelings are not so fucking WEIRD after all .
What does really make you happy ,,,, how does the human animal live , what gives us bliss in life …. And what does not ,,, IDENTIFY what you do not like , then try doing things that are different ….. look at the stats then your own life feel your own feelings ,,, and do somethng different …. And I know FACT that DATING is stressfulll ,, something we are designed by nature to engage in is so STRESSFUL that you will hide in a bottle of beer ,,,, COURAGE IN A CUP ……. Is that natural ?
Now to work hard as a male to be dressed in blood bait and sweat and to create ,,, a sompound of 3 tents , which gives the girls the friendship of females , the sublte competitive ness and friendship ……. Now that will give you pride ,,,, instead of that feeling of , confusion that only drugs and beer and erase …. Think think think …. Realize from the world around you the possibles ,, compare the data of rocks tossed into the air …. At the deepest levels …. Churches on every corner the market for spriituality is great the need is VAST .
Eat local pussy
Young master , the idea of creating a local instinctualism group has its roots in a reality , of changes , since 6 out of 10 girls will be ending their current relationships , these relationships built upon the dreams and fairy tale of the pragraming we all have lined in …wellll building a commanilty of concerns building a friendship that is not nonly about sex … and that need to NOT BE ALONE , that we alll feel ….. we are not meant to live in seperated concrete box , but be in a harem family … to explore the macro and the micro … is taoism , to see the common threads , not the exact events but the underlying common .
Take pussy and beef //// if this is not comparing apples and oranges I do not know what is …. Here in the us the beef we farm has become so fatty that the fda will not let it be used by the major meat consumer of this country who is that major meat consumer Mc. Donalds plus the other ( BK wendys etc ) our beef should just be put on a diet but after the progarmaing of farmers to create well marbled steak with loads of fat …. Well us stupid ego filled humans are stubborn to cahnge … and the maojority of meat in this country eaten is not the steak it cost to much … it is hamburger and you dumbfuck eat out way to much ,,, your wealth is going into their pockets but that is another subject ….. so we spend 10 percent of our oik to ship this meat to places like Saudi Arbia places with lots of wealth OUR wealth that can afford to eat steak all the time , or china ( not some poor backward nation of rice farmers and leasant workers but millions of business owners eating steaks from america …. And we burn the AMAZON rain forest to provide grazing to create healthy less fatty cows for hamburger for Mc. Donalds … fucking whack !
You spend your time ,,, hunting the internet for a girl who will talk to you ! why because in the real world ,, man and woman are so different with differnet intersts that we do not get together except in places where we are drinking ourselves into a state where we can talk…… but the internet provides a safe area to talk to mmet ,, but what about the local girls ….. they are everywhere and just look realize that they 6 out of 10 are single or about to be ( even if they do not at that time realize it ,, the facts are the stats are they will be single ) but since the market place for meeting is limited to bars or christain churchs or ….. the internet , on the internet your are 1 male out 100 males who contacts the single female per day …… fucking really bad odds …
So like forcing the american farmer out of his zone fo PRIDE and comfort you gotta get out of your aone of comfort and pride . creating a social group that will reflect your ideas , and give the girls ideas that I am always suprized to learn that they enjoy atleast thinking about ,,, but need a MASTER a leader to form for them ….
Go back dipshit …. To her deepest of instinctual nature she will control her tent the girls will group and control the area , they need though first the male the protective harem male to create the VENUE …. The compound … ohhh yes girls can create business companys etc … they can create so much , but honestly at an instinct level they like the show of GUTS From you ….. that confidence is very attractive .
Now it will be there , in the social group you create and advertise that you will meet slowly create freindships ,, the guiding in to your harem of females interested in you ,, like the gorilla doesn’t relay force the femal , he guides her into the safety of his territoy ….. honestly study the pages on mating behavoir that I am forming in the INSTINCTUALISM .org site ,,,, I will try to create a form that leads the readers into opening their minds to ALTERNATIVES , and that will give you a slow COMFORTABLE . way to interaact to guide girls into becoming close psecial friends you will EAT LOCAL pussy . because thru the slow relationship building the choice of the girl to want you will be based on the deepest of your TRUE self .
In the career pages of the site I will post information about advertiseing and flyer design ..etc Master/slave thoughts
Young master , it has been a long time since I have directly brought up this lifestyle fashion ,,,, the popular title MASTER /slave yt while I build the INSTINCTULAISM.org site especially the pages dealing with sex , this must be explored , the deepest of the motivations must be available for you and girls to explore to realize why this is a dream of both of you …. That unspoken hidden fanasty ….. ohh the LACK f real commucation , like a new friend , he is toatlly confused by the girls in his group being that he is interested in spirtuality he is surrounded by loads of girl , the average instinctual male does not graviate to god ,,, because the instintual male still feels god ,,, it stems back from the amoung of death we face ,,, we face our death all the time GOD or SPIRT ,,, the experience after this human adventure is not so scary , WE MALES do stay protected in thecave waiting to submit ( TO BE PENTRATED by a pentrator ) to the new MASTER ….. the old programing of 3.3. million years that runs the the blood of girls …. No we go out to KILL OR BE KILLED , in war or work for the family …
Suprize suprizze that reason you do stupid , sports , sprots that fuck up your body while still young with damaging injurys , ( nott instinctual ) injusty that last a life time while still in your teens ,,, for reacreation of dangerous sports which in reality are based in proving your manhood , in an ARTIFICAL way …. Complex effects of PROGRAMING
PROGRAMING LAST NINGHT I succomed ,, to the effects of programing , not not listenting to hints of my subbie my deb .. ( I have not called her my subbie in my writings for months ) …. Her asking if I wanted to watch a movie ,,,, if not the movie then I gues we would have gone to bed more in harmony with nature instead of pushing ourselves to stay up in ATRIFICAL SUNLIGHT …. Where now this morning I feel the tiredness …. Not the harmony of sleep …. But I failed in the role of DOM ,, my concern was for her , her need to get another movie means we gotta exchange the one we have , that means picking a movie that means watching ,,,, but I could have said lets exchange and we’ll watch the movie tomorrow lets get to bed , so we can enjoy the sumrise and the real world beter .. when the sun does ARRIVE . in harmony with NATURE ….i betcha if I push that issue she will follow ….. hmmmmm ? the risk of being seen as BORING … how women use that term as way of judgeing men , of having fights with men ,,,, and that old shit runns thru the memeory banks of my mind as I make decisions , about living in this aritifical world ….
Complexity complesxity ,,,, I am starting the Taosit group got my meeting rooms , got , listing in the natura awakening , contacted the news papers for listing in with our churches , listing my Tuesday sevice / group / meeting faith is faith , christiam , buddha , islan , hebrew , Tao ….. yet the idea of nature is to find that harmony of INSTINCTUAL living . 500 years BC , the sage was having a hard time fitting into the DREAM world the fairy tale life , of the CITY and cash … the bright and shiny fashions ….. and their pains , the poverty use and abuse …. Cruelty and use of fellow humans for the recreation of the rich and powerful ,,, but everyone let it happen because they all wanted to someday achieve a level of weath and power also so they could be …what … so they could also evovle into the USER the cruel and bored , the empty IDLE RICH !..... ?
So I gotta explore the issue of DOM/sub in the pages but I do not want the INSTINCTUALISM org pages to be like these pages a reflection of me … iwant INSTINCTUALISM to be generic , so tha you can use the pages to develop your life YOUNG MASTER … so that you can build your own group ,,,, hmmm think PHIL think ….
To go back to submission …. To realsize when every morning that Deb , gasps softly as my hard dick enters her from bhening as she is comfy on her PUPPY pillow , at first it maybe DUTY what she said in the beigning to me , that there will never be a NO ,,, but with in a few strokes it is her own lust and enjoyjment in getting fucked that takes over …. DOM/sub .. the gorilla ….. now though the Bonobo chimp where the male gets his status for his MOM ,,,, the girl created a social order … where it is not the power and inteiilgence of a male to secure a teerritoy like in gorlla world … that chooses whether or not he will have a harem ,, in bonobs the the female status ,,, will be the factor on whether other female submit to pentration by a male … POLICTICS . the sme thing that happened in human 10,000 years ago as polictics , kings queeens , priests and preitsess ,,, lords and ladies .. started to evolve and humaninty got confused ,, atleast the humans a small percentage who lived derectly day to day in and around the rich well Lit city ,, with power came sunshine at night , the acting if money was no object ( it was not since they the rulers just taxed and used humans like slaves …. Like you now ) and they run their yachts burning 100 gallons for COMMONWELATH mineral wealth fuels per hour polluting your atmospshere in levels obscene when thinking they are just 1 like you are 1 , just with power thru cash ,,,, power we allow for them because …we ,,, we .. covent that power and want it to be there in case the rocks we thorow into the air do not fall back to earht and we become powerful ike them ,,, so fuck everything up ,, go ahead just give me the FAIRY TALE … of I may be there also …
Last thing , frindship and the meeting of other girls even here and now , with the sale of 12601 being in the future , and Deb not happy with online contacts ( fine with me ) she will meet friends , her friends will be exposed to the deepest of my ideas thru instinctualism.org and the sermon/lesson /group deiscusions of my Taosit groups …. So that if a female friend becomes really close then she I think will become my friend and than means in our friendship I will want that female friend to feel the pleasure of being pentrated like Deb gets to enjoy daily … it has less to do with the girls looks , the way she can dress and paint her face to fit into fshions … that generate the programing of sexual desire ,,,, the OFF shoot evolution that resemble the Bonobo instead of Gorilla , the gorllla male , mating and encourged all who came close to his territory to join the family …. The bononbo , the mating is in reality decided on by the females …. In Eygpt , the mom taught the daughter to painte her face ,,,,, the mom taught her son to lust after women who dressed and painted their faces in the way og POWER , that ID’d her social staus ….. instead of us human males in the city being like our Groilla roots … ( THEY HYBRID GORILLA CHIMP BONOBO NOT JUST ! BUT A BLEN THAT IS MORE REALISTIC ) WHERE AT the time we lose our baby teeth our milk teeth , we then spend time with the males , before going out into the world an prove ourselves ,,,,, look the continues presense of the desire for males to engage in dangerous damaging sports to show their SEXUALITY , the females who lust after that male , shows that the BONONBO , example is not the human INSTINCT MODEL ….. the city … metrosexual male is an atifical creation , that thing that leads to all the problems that the christain shurch uses to enslave our minds with ,, the EVIL … watch this movie a great peiece of emeotinal programing …. By a church ( wanting to do good in their eyes yet in the end creating the hell of milleniums ) “ ANOTHER PERFECT STRANGER “
Doing good
Young master , it is of your ego that you feel that paim of not being man enough when something attacts , something you can not go out and face like your instinct wants to ,,,, you want your instinct wants to go to the door of the cave and face that CORPERATE saber tooth tiger and kill it once and for all … but in the eco system of ecomony that is not possilbe ,,, yet for 3.3 million years your male did combat life or death to protect the family teerirtoy , the harem teerritory … now it is the abastraction of $$$$ and it confuzses you and the girl you have that wants to see you smile ,,, she is not your enenemy ,, honestly , yes the stress you feel about providing the territory with the comforts and image you promised her by , your intitatial mating displays ,,,,, rmember the talk about the commmuter car and the SUV ,,, these are the display I am talking ,,, they are the displays of lifestyle you engaged in during the dating ,,, it is the dreams of wealth that you promised her …. That are being eaten away ,,,, “ nickel and dime’ d” by coraprtate RATS that eat and piss in your grain stores ….
Can you see dipshit thecomparision of the days of old , the INSTINCTUAL desire an animal has for protecting its territory ,,, and what stress you feel in providing for your female … it is the female that you feel the stress for , in her comes the stress of children which is there but it is in her contentment that you ….. see it , her smile , or confusions , the subtle ness of replys ,,, plus there is the compnenet of EXPECTATIONS , when you read into her replys what you are feeling is your weakness , when in reality it is her accepting the change ,,, she has stress also , but is accepting the change ,,, but your protective harem male wants the female you have to never feel stress ,,,, she is suppposed have a territory that she is comfortable in and provides her with her needs and she wants to stay there …
Think about the DNA you carry in you ,,,,, think about how REMOVED you are by the ecosystem of CASH …. Sure the programin g of tTV and media tells you over and over … work harder faster harder faster ,,,, you will make it ,,,, when the DATA states NO ,,,, you will not the law of averages proves the rock thrown in the air drops back ,,,, and you become the ecomonic slave ,,, working harder faster in a NO WIN owrld designed , by ecomony monster to keep the ones who choose to ignore their instinct … who choose to be greedy for things outside of NATURE …. But still of a nature that exisitis in the thought form animal called economic ecosystem a nature of non natrual things …
So for me dipshit , when I feel that old stress of money come back and it has been back for some months … and I see how my Deb is trying to help , yet my protective male is being confused unable to …. Fight . ooooh but to admit the unablitly to fight , effects the self esteem of the male , so we will not admit to that …. The old driving that big SUV even though we deep down know we are destroying th planets REAL ecosystem and the nned for gas is why there is an war on terrorism ….. the complexity of the being of male … no more is the wolf out the door an animal I can attact with my spear . that I have guts to do , I can understand …
A puzzle of 17 differnet departments all telling differnet reason why I have a 700.oo dollar charge on my cell , again the nickel and diming ,,,,, only this time it is again in the 100’s of dollars , the almost monthy stress , of calling this animal who is designed to eat $$$ …. What should have cost 90 a month is 150 ….. the never ending of the the nickel and dining ,,,, comapany after company after company ,, how many companies do I have on auto pay cycles … each stress ….for why? Really explore it dipshit
Now when it does get accute the stress does get felt by you and the females ….. realize , who ,, who is doing it , it is not her or you , it is the UNREALNESS OF economy …
Look your animal for 3.3 million years , protected a terriroty made sure this area had food stuffs growning , …. There is a 14 years cycle for each species in natue , 7 years getting better 7 years getting worse ,,, but like in investing you diversfy your holding to portect form market swings …. In the nature of you , you had in the territory ,, apple tress , pear tress , plum tress , peach tress , hickory nut trees , chestnut tress , pecan trees , hazel nut tress , cherry treess, patches of strwberrys ,, areas of raspberrys , of elderberry , of hucleberrys , of bkuee berrys ,,, can you see the amount of DIVERSITY you had in nature , when one species is on the down turn the other specis is in an upswing …. Ohhh dipshit remember look to your figners your CLAWS your giant canine fangs ,, you have NO claws of predetor fangs … you are a fruit eater …. Only becaue of refrigerators do you eat the emat daily like you do , even 100 years ago , meat was not the thing human ate world wide average day after day , meal after meal ….. but because you have been addicted to the programing of HABIT ….you think being natural is weird ……. Ohhhh the 14 year cycle ,, and the every 25 years you had the NATURAL DIASTER …. That destroyed ½ of your life style , be it fire , hurricane , an very bad winter tha froze and killed ….. but that just meant ofr 1 year you realied on annual plants ,,, you lost your fruit crops and you body addapted , the weak died offf , the strong lived on , natures way to think things out .
Ohhh but fear of death ,,,,, fear of returning to that which we came form ,,, that thing we choose to forget so we could experience this life of contrast ,,, theing thing which is now your hobby of trying to achieve againt hru meditations and religons … instead of being HUMAN , and hanging around in the shine playing with children , building sand catle picking fruit ,,, playing balll . learning to play a wooden flute , thrown a balll to a dong ,,,, istead you force your self to FEAR death …. And run into ideas of gaining power over life and death thur , connecting with the energy of the whole , yet only in a part …. Complexity over and over we human create a complexity ….. often in trying to prove our love for each other we develop complexity . hmmm think think think …. Then TWIST out a new though a new plan ,, a plan form within ? Caveman dating
Young Master the wrong basis ..will end you with the wrong the END building upon the wrong data…. What happened back in caveman times,,, was the BC era caveman times ? is that what you think dumbass? … yo! Didi you know that now ,,, here in 2007 is the era when for the first time in HISTORY more people live in a city than on the farm ….. worldwide …. Now in 2007 … in the us this number was hit back around the 1940’s but for us as a human species this city life is a new life ,, not in harmony with YOUR NATURE …. And it was the same thing back in the BC times …
My back to natural cycles ideas and thinking things I say relate to Taoism that I say I get from Loa and chuang tzi well these were the RADICAL IDEAS of 500 bc also …. The people conditioned to the city thought the Taosist was a wierdo for wanting to leave the city and return to his nature . 500 BC …. Now I am sure you feel the US civil war was some that happened like a long long time ago …. Well it was only 100 and fifty years ago ,,, you think and feell the age of Ben franklin and Gworge washington was like in cave man days but fuck that was only like 200 years ago ….
500 BC ,,,, there were cities ,, with night lifes and parties and cash ,, and all the drugs sex and rock and roll the orgies and the greed the lies and corruptions of poliitics and of course with this we humans had WARS ….. like we have now . and the TAOSIT said ,,,, all the magicall ideas all the media http://www.crystalinks.com/taoism.html ….tions all the dreams about proests and angles all the escapes into drugs or drinking etc etc .. were just that escapes from the adventure of really being human … they did not limit the POSSILBILTY of the TAO when it came to what the dreams and angels and magic , because a Taosit can not limit the UNLIMITABLE Tao …. But they realized that being ,,,, being ,,, human was about just that being human …. Not a dream state being of the life of the TAO …. In the toa without form , in the Tao in the NON pysichcal …. You had access to every possible dream life ,,, but to be here and now ,,, in DNA and TIME SPACE well now this is a real ADVENTURE ,,, but the adventure became very hard as mankind began to WOARP AND RAPE it’s instinctual nature to fit into a fshioable model of CITY LIFE …..a city life full of fashions ,,,, yes fashions of being sexy …. Girls peircing themselves mutilating their bodies by twisiting their feet to become sexy like other females ….. often it is said these were the desires fo the males ,,, but looked at with new ideas and new data , you can see it was the effect os strsnage FASHIONS , like the flattening of a persons head in Maya times or the expanding of neck veritibrea in africa … the city of Africa was a smaller tribal city yet city life all the same ….. and in africa these fashions filtered out int to theirich and powerful of the rural villages …. But being fashionalbe it is hard to work so it idid not relflect the AVERAGE it reflected the city the organized village dweller the one who had the CASH …
now the human male animal , like our DNA cousins he does not ABUSE the female or his children …. Loook at everyfucking other species on the fucking palnet and you can not find real abuse or rape like we have ,,,, what you find is FREEDOM OF CHOICE … the protective male provideds the territory ,,, maiantains a level of securuty and the girls can honstly come and go as they want ,,,, he does not have chains hand cuffs or fenses , to prevent the female from moving on if he were a bad male ….. he does not beat the female on the head and drag her into his terrietory ,, he guides a sexually acitve horny female into his area …. She wants and he guides , and she can leave any time she wants , he is not always around watching ,, the male is often away circling the territoy , or is asleeep the FREE female can get up and LEAVE … she is not a slave ….
But to us ,, humans we create SALVERY in our addiction to comfort …… to the ease of something like a cell phone … yes a cell phone is a SLAVE collar …. The feeling in me as I am deciding to change servers , is an emotion slave collar ,,, I worry about the effects my finaancial choices will have on my Deb ….. there is a level of stress ,,, I create in my self to maintain the life style tha I projected she would have when I ….. guided her into my territory … dating like a caveman ….i did not beat her over the head with a stick … nor does the male in the animal ,,,
But man kind did do this as he became controled by sex …. In his service as a soldier ,,, his pay was if they won the got to RAPE a nd pillage …. Rape and pillage , hold back the sex so the soldier had MOTIVATIONS . then allow the TWISTED human animal ,,, become very UN – ANIMAL like examples rape and pillage …
To be raped is stress full not healthy for the female not healthy for the children …. Not real life actions of males whose familys would live on ,,, except in the artifical world of city ,,, a new eco system based on the DREAM STATE ,,,, ahhh now look to the oral tradtions of a Aboriginee and hear then talk about the current epoch as being …THE DREAM TIME .
And I find it an addiction that is hard to change ,,,, lving here in the city it is very hard …. Not having the conpouond the 3 tents … so that my female can have that freienship she needs …I am stuck in limbo and so is she, that means I takes , commitment on my part to keep my focus when regular life continues to call back me … saying YO phil ,,,, do this , do that …. Hmmmmm been there ,,,, no matter what the BOOK COVER of those smiling faces may say ,,, I know there is deeper reality in those peoples live….. sure there is a smile and then emptiness that will have them becoming the SEEKER of the story MR. I DON’T KNOW … check out instinctualism . org a story from 500 years BC
So you think the fashions of the tribal people was weird and dangerous , forced on the female by the mael WRONG it was wman to wamn , like the mom getting her pre teens to dress like mom now , and get a play TRAMP STAMP … what about todays cost and cruietly , how about … bulemia , anorexia , the drepressions that form because of social stress , the driging ourselves into Zombies so we can fit in or worse force our children to fit in … fit in ,, to the FASHION of an era in history , what will today be seen like from the eys of an historiam or freak like myself in 100 or 500 years from now ,,, do yo9u care how STUPID you will look ? NO , you do not care all you care about is fitting into today to ease the pain of trying to fit in …. It is a cycle that creates it’s own surivial ,, the more you TRY the more you TRY …. ( 1+ positive thought + 1 – negative thoutht = 0 zero thought energy ) What are you dipshit? Are you really a thought form of the TAO of infitie who came form the state of ALL POSSIBLE to experience the DNA life of time space or are you ,,, somethng cast out of heaven ugly and full of sin needing to evovle back into perfection ? or are you a nothing ? because to actually think would take effort ?
Tramp Stamp
The programing of children who look up to their parents dipshit ,,, that is what this is about ,,,, young master a group called Dishwalla had a song first on their blue cd ,,,, that talked about the sexualizing of our young ….. the programing of this current ty[pe of sexuality being drilled into the heads of the young ,,, well actually it is not as much the drilling as it is the NATURE of the young to search out their sexual place starting at ages as young as 7 ,,, girls wanna dress up like mommy ,,,, and boys become the bad boy like daddy
Now a days the TRAMP STAMP is something more and more moms have stuck permanently to their bodys ,,, what is the tramp stamp all about who sees this ART … well I do when I have some girl bent over and I forcing my hard cock into her hole/s ….. that is when the tramp stamp is looked at … personally I find it a blight on the perfection of human skin … but FASHION , is a powerful urge …. Now what I found really weird this weekend as I helped my Deb sell her Tye Dye at the street festival was watching the face painter / airbruch henna tatoo girl across the way ,,, how many times I saw , having PRE TEEN girls bent over the chair … pants lowered their shirts pulled up ,,, these young girls ,,, dreaming about some day becoming sexually acitve and mature females preparing their bodies as the society of fashion is calling for ,,, these lil girls were getting ,,,, TRAMP STAMPS ……. Realize dumbass , sexuality grows naturally in the human animal it is seen by the young as is should be ,,,, sex is natural …. But since sex is so difficult , so hidden so perverted by ,,, fucked up social religuos rules it becomes expressed as something that is UNDERGROUND , when it is the most naturla thing after eating is to all and every animal …. Sex is natural …
Sexual abuse is an example of the effect of COERICION AND CONTROL . the expression of confusions … why would any animal want to have sex with a NON MATURE ANIMAL ….. a child ? why ? well because they find that expressing their natural selves with adult mature memebers of their species is diffuclit to impossilbe ….. so it is this STRONGEST OF NATURAL IMPULSES , is finnaly expressed in ABUSE …..
This is true even of women who accept and look for , extremem forms of BDSM ,,,, these women find that they have no PLACE in nature they can not find the safety of the harem the strong male , that their inner animal is searching for so that over time when they find that strength in the BDSM world well some expression of their real nature is better than NO expression … it is because there is no open ALTERNATIVES to the social programing we have grown up with , that is why , the idea of starting a INSTINCTUALISM.ORG . disccuion group in your world dipshit is important ,how ? well just thinka bout do int it and then watch the oppurtunitys will show , it will be like starting a bussiness , do not get freaky like me thinking I am starting some sort of fucking church …. Which offends me I ain’t no fucked preacher but the idea of talking to and helping people well that is natural for everyone ,,, we like to talk to people about ideas about POINT OF VIEWS m and well TAO which is a idea that encourges the exploration of the infinte number of point of veiws ,, accepting each is as validid as the next depending on the vairables ….
So your ideas get heard hers get heard ,,, the exploration of reality ,,,,,,, 80 percnt of relationships end in divorce or in people staying together in pain and anger …. The odds suck . well without real time discussions … the pain just continues you and people you like go over and over doing the same old thing …. ONLY BECAUSE OF THE LACK OF real alternatives.
Trained for times of young innocense to accept the ways of the currwent world … preparing at age 6 or 7 to repeat the hopeless pains and angers which their parents have been living , so that their children also can live exixiting on drugs and anti depressants to find some sort of peace … and even worse , allowing themselves to express their deepest DNA anture in abusive ways ……. You read my shit about spanking about fist fucking about ass fucking and you wonder is Philip Van der Mude not also an abusive individual but read deeply dumbass ,,, think about the ideas I bring ,, and find out that girl deeply wants the ,,,, pentrator to penetrate HER … you are the pentrator , your dick gets big and hard for what reason ,,, to be forced into the body of a WOMAN ……. Ahhhh now sexual recreation … like we see in nature sex is great fun other animals like us get into varuios forms of sexual pleasures , welll , she the girls all around you ,, have very senstive bodys that can find reall strong great enjoyable PLEAURES . for the skilled concerning actions of A LOVING DOMINANAT MALE … a penetrator …… a man who feels the proctective nature of man ,,, and yet the lust of man …. Wh understands himself and encourages the female to understand and experience herself ….. not herself the fashion ,,, not her self the image in the media …. Not herself the copier of the newest tramp stamp tatos of the stars and models …. But the trues ……….. her …….. the female DNA animal .
Where are you going to have the time to explore these deepest of idea unless YOU dumbass young master become a master and , develop a Taoist church ,,, as easy as renting a disccusion room at your locla atlernative / new age store ,,, printing out some fucking business carsds , and then giving them away ,,,, invintng people to your church like you most probably did once during your lfei when you were under the BRAINWAHSING o f that christian church suprizinly most of us have some time bein a good church going christians …… and being so we were supposed to invite people into the PEACE OF CHRIST . ( hey the reall , depest meassage of the christ if you look and read btween the programing is the message of Taoism …. But you gotta get rid of the POLICIALIZATion of the message ……
It should be like a new hobby for you young master , read in the carreers section of instinctualism … org ideas on building your group …. Think dipshit the future world is the world you will leave to your kids ,,, will you love your children enough to go to war to protect them , do you love that femal your girlfirend enough to ,., ensure her freedom and happyness , so she does not have to live life based only fashioons ?
Buy a millionaire lunch
Young Master , it is good to see you live and you rmemeber some of my POV my point of view at point of view out of the whole of infinte amounts of POV ……. So WAZ UP dude ? you are I can see I can feel ….. FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD … from the 3 minutes I gave you until we meet for the luch you will buy me … in those minutes I felt your fear !
Did you feel it? Did you get the idea that I said as long as ,,, you are breathing …. No bad guys have a price on your skin and the cops are not hunting you to do hardtime ( 20+) then you honestly are fine ,,,, go relax until we talk ,,,, is the best thing you counld do for you to fix life ….. do NOTHING … some times is the best thing … you desire , your stress , your fight … shows the GOOD MAN in you that I saw and hired years ago … but the worry is based on the progammming to BE GOOD … it has nothing to do with relaity… and reality is that you fucking must have gained 20 lbs so I can tell you will not die from starvation any time soon ,,, you can find water to drink behind any commerical building you will have a hose bib giving you safe city water ……. EVERYTHING ELSE IS TOYS ….. time you got money you will make…. EVERYTHING ELSE IS TOYS , as long as you are still breathing you have the same chance as the richest man in the world Bill Gates …. In the minutes of those last breaths of living rich and poor are equal …. So we are always equal …. It is a complex POV but relax and let the ideas flow dipshit my friend
Ok m dumbass my equal ,,, are you still that confused kid I sent away 4 years ago? Will you listen to NEW and DIFFERENT programing NOW? Have you learnded that you have bought into the cultural training of your youth , the training that did not present other POV’s real alternatives ,,, not just TATOO”S music and dope .. but real life ,,,,, gathering the fucking ACORNS like animals do ?
Looking at the ECO system of mankind like the ecosystems of animals ,, understanding the SIMALARITIES .. in the visisble differences ,,, understanding yourself as male ,, and understanding then the female aspect and effect in your life . ? are you ready dipshit?as long as you are breathing you have equal chance .
Now this time I will , have possilbey do s osmething will give you a crimal record …… you are down and out and that is against the law to be broke ,,,, with out a place or cash …. But it is the time of the BRAVE from the tribe to leave and live in the wild world ,,,, so hear you will be arrested for tresspassing sleeping on ground you did not own or rent ,,, and from this LABEL ,,, the resources of the whole group will come into play to give your stupid dope smoking ass one more chance ….the idea of going into the wild world of human kind and concsiuolsy do somethng illegal with the intent of be BUSTED sounds WEIRD … not the norm ,,, but dupshit you have been doing some illegal for fucking years right , smoking dope in this country is illegal , I told you if you wanted to use chemical recreation go to countys that do not crimalize chemical recreation holland and canada fro example …
So why would you resist doing some illegal now ? what is the difference ? ohhh the idea of doing it with the intent of being busted , versus the idea of hiding your illegal activity and hiding like a child from DADDY …hiding is being weak …. Now young master are you ready to stand up be the man and say ,,,, I am broke . build a life where you are no longer AFRAID … that you understand if you still breath you are OK . you will rebuild , and since you have to stand up and take responsibility finnally ,,,, you will be less likely to allow yourself to fall tha far down again … because when you build back it will be not a gift from a friend or girlfriend or daddy or me … it will be from you ( yes maybe it will have some of the learning you got from me in the past and in your now but it will be you )
You being finaaly aman ,, a tribal brave living in the wild alone , without the protectiion of the mother or family .. for 1 year ,,, and when the brave returns he is respected as a man .
Today dumbass is the best thing ,,, you have the chance to break the bonds of slavery ,,, to understand ,,, MAN THE ANIMAL. So buy a millionare lunch and listen to him , if you want to learn about money ,,, buy a crack addict luch if you want to learn about failure …. Buy a fisherman luch if you want to hear about how to catch fish …etc etc etc . A picture of my dick
Young Master , so many things are to you inner mind displays of pictures of your dick …. I was checking out a new reader who clicks a bunch of blogs … and what was his foto … his fucking dick … and some sort of intro .. as to say to the girls who he hopes my click on his page …LOOK I HAVE A DICK ….. YO! DIPSHIT WELL ALL HAVE dicks … THE GIRLS ALREADY KINDA KNOW THAT …. And the size well they can fun being played with by a finger your dick is bigger than a finger I am sure so if you fuck well with all the other build ups of anticiapation and play she will lust for your dick ,,, because ,,, welll once her inner animal her INSTINCT is aroused she needs the feeling of pentration , by some thing lager than the TEASE of a finger and even more inportant dipshit is your yoour presence ,, even the hormone communcation we each send and receive thru smells of SEX ….. but back to displays of your dick
I have this hippy heart I never left my roots …. So , I have been digging that I may be able to buy a SMART car here in the US , but mercedes raised the Pricew form 10k ro 16 in one year after seeing that America will pay for the car …. GREED ….. it is worth 10 , 16 is just ego … so I find the TANGO a 3 wheeled car … most fucking cool1…. 80 MPG … dipshit ½ our oil comes from inports , these people go to muslim churches , they give 10 percent to their church like christains do , and then that money gets fummented over time to extremem Religious people ,…. AL queda and such ,,,, so !/2 of the mony you spend at the gas bump supports the buyiing of guns and training and computers and shit that we spend billions to fight against …. STUPID WE ARE FUCKING STUPID SHEEP ! your car get 20 mpg ,,,,, if you got 80 mpg we would not buy oil from them ,, end of the CASH SUPPLY ,, end of their war ./… over done they go back to living in the sand , fucking camels and drink their fucking oil ….
So at the festival where my Deb is selling her Tye Dye , I show the foto of my next TRANSPORTATION ,,, not ego not a foto of my dick … somehting big to Impress the girls …. NO something to take me from point A to point B . car my working tools , with a trailer hitch so that I can get shit at home depot when needed … 2 seats ( 1 for a girl who has a brain not an empty purse who wants me to BUY HER KISS ) and what do the males say … what is the concern that they all bring up eventually usaaly within about 4 topics , was SEX … that lil’ thing is not … NOT a chick magnet ,,, FUCK GLOBAL WARMING fuck the war ,,, fuck everything else ,,, their car must first and formost be A CHICK MAGNET …….. ohhhhh I am so FUCKING proved RIGHT !!!!!! over and over
Later that night these same guys would hang aroung talking looking a the pretty ass walking by …… and they would do the hole HYE BABY YO BABY thing mainly about 30 seconds after the girl has walked beyond ear shot … after she could not hear them talk about how preetty she is … so that the male would not have to think about his next thing he would say …… our dating rituals are not INSTINCTUAL in any way … the shit I have written over and over I see the PROOF ,,, the stresses of the 1 on 1 couples ,, the single frustations of the single males and the females ,,,,, even the poewer aspect of the hot single 20 something female who does not want commmitment who in essencs with each man she dates she trains the weakness into the culture ,, the weak male he eventually will hate , she creates her own future hell ……. The begging of pussy of the buying of pussy ……
Not a MASTER….. a dom male responsible male , a protective harem male
Well here is the foto of the tango ……. What is your choice dipshit , I once had an astro van about 10 years a go to hold all my tools and a small pick up , then went to a smaller car , then to a Kia Rio …. Each time finding that I could run my company buy learning to bring what was needed from inventory … and I had plenty of spance for my daily supplys … ow I will go eaven fucking SMALLER … and I know my CREATIVE MIND , will supply me with the solutions I need to make an 80 mpg car work plus it cost only 6k and change brand new out the fucking door …. Being so new and eco cool it will be GREAT ADVERTISING for my company … win after fucking win after fucing win ….. but you think it is all about bigger louder … the progarming of the economy … buy buy buy
Pictures of a fucking dick ……….
Twisted passions
Since young master you have not been taught about your instinctual nature how the fuck could you have respected it ,,, you sure as fuck have been taught to respct your nature to like shiny things ,,, and sweet things …. Shiny and sweet ,,,plus any escape to quiet the mind which KNOWS .. that inner sage knows something is worng and is talking to you m but because you were taught also that you are not animal but , the dirty evil seprate being that has to beg a GOD for life …. An animal knows it is supposed to be here in the activity this adventure called time space …. Your cat makes choices it is not animal … or machine , you actually when you look at the response to stimuli that really controls yuou , you dipshit are much more machine in your choices than the animal who knows its secritiy is being natural , yet can still choose to exploit the human for free stuff!
You dipshit without knowing have sold youself into slavery out of ingnorance because your parents and schools did not teach you well …. Remember public schools were designed by the industrial of the early 1900’s to create a dependable labor force labor that was cultarlized into working like COGS in a machine … learn from historicl perspective.
So when a master talks to me confused about what he knows he feels deeply in his nature ,, the life he has lived and then when his woman who forces ? is forcing a good word when the master does not understand his true legal choices because of the ingorance of his programing ,, not his fault. I believe the twqisting of his intstinct is a forcing . m.. he is forced into ,,, the 1 on 1 and then she changes into wanting a life style that he never really showerd her ,,,, OR DID HE ? ,,, yes he did show her his wealth he used money to buy the KISS …. So he in reality lied to the girl ….
IT IS A FUCKED UP SYNEnERGY … and now the guy is developing DIS-ease …. His body is talking to him ,,, his PASSIONS are confused , are slip , the inner sage is saying one thing ,,, the world and the girl ,,, his sexual partner , is demanding something else…. And he is forced into confusion , without any understanding of ALTERNATIVES .
My wiriting dipshit is alternatives , to open you mind dumbfuck . I wirte about going to sleep , and about waking up , these things are evidence of your PASSION , if you had fun today and go to sleep becaue you want tomorrow to come wquickly because life is fun ,,, and you wake up , ready and willing ,,, not slowly and with struggle , you know that you are living in harmony with the inner sage …. Your animal self your instinct .
But NO , you force yourself to , live like you are . without realizing that you can think about different ideas . it is not against a fucking law to thtink to understand ,, or even to act legally on those thoughts to experiement . to let the inner sage learn and porceess …. Over the experience of time and space events . and then correlate those experiences , and compare them to the life lived up to !~ The instinct of fist fucking ( judge this without reading it ,show you for who you are )
Now young master if you have been reading my shit for the last few years the topic of fist fucking is explored of course not every time I / we experience it but when I feel I have insight during or after the PLAY ….. now this time because of the disccusions of late coming out of the vidoes of Deepak Chopra … somethng came to mind …. We in the womb go thru all the developemental stages of all life forms on this planet that we are realted to … we pass thru all the stages … of our old ancestors …. Well in some animals when they mate the penis swells in a ball … LOCKING the mating couple till that act is done for both and fertilization has most porbably happened ,, the way of nature , to make sure sex happens ,, the penis swells … kinda like how your fist locks your hand into her cunt ….. she is stuck with your fist hidden inside of her your writst showing ,, and she orgasims and orgasims and orgaisms … so incredibly strongly …..
Now ,,, I rail so much against the HIDING OF you in the use of smoking dope or dirinking that it would be easy to think I do not use chemical recreation myself ,,, but dipshit if you also read I say over and over ,,, this word BALANCE ….. so the effects of 2 glass of beer at the tiki bar … that total of 15 ounces is enough to get us a good strong buzz ,,,, since being in bakence m,,,, a little poisin goes along way … the UN – IN – HIBIT – ING …. Effect of chemical recreation … the strippping away the PROGRAMING , the lie , to reveal ,, the TRUE human.
And the female b eing finnally true to her deepest inner self will allow finnally to be used to be fucked ,, as her nature DESIRES ….. deep inside her DNA is that animal that wants to be LOCKED .. sexually forced to experience orgasim after orgasim ,,, orgasim is ONLY the body , aiding in reproduction forcing an egg down the tube into the womb , the increase in BENIFICAIL blood supply … the pleasure which will stimulate the DESIRE TO SUBMIT in the future to the sublime pleasures of reproductive activity …. By the girl having a few beers to strip the LIE of femeinsm from her she cam again return to ther INSTINCTUALISM.org ,, to what is written in her DNA ,,, that desire to enjoy SUBMISSION ….. yes we may need to have a beer or two ,, we may need to spank her with a leather strap …. To bite her like or ancestor apes …. To blending and balencing of human ways and animals needs ….. leather and bites …and then the locking of fist in pussy? Why the human dick does not engorge to that extent….. AHHHH but as we get close to cummming dipshit your dick does engorge further … the DNA wants to get as big as your fist but ,,,, alas it does not … so our fist will , give the HUMAN female the memory experience she is strangly ,,,, fighting YET SUBMITTING TO ….. and then after she has had a LOVING DOM do this to her …FOR her … she searches again for it with him or another ,,, YEST , dunmb asss … you are afraid to give the girl you love this pleasure of her deepest animal desires , why ,,, the confusion of the PROTECTIVE MALE , who does not want to hurt the female in his harem ,…. Yet pussy is very stretchy ,, and guess what dumbass , if she does not deeply want it her pussy will not stretch out to receive it in any way that can be described as being LOVINGLY DOMINANT ….. you dipshit will notice that the pussy when ready relaeses just that tinu biot and your hand comfortabley totally slips inside and then the SNUGGING LOCK of her instinct takes over and she will ride your fist ,,, of ride .. a ride she does . byt her own struggle , the fighting she is doing is driving her won orgasims , you are just the one who gauges how long she will be able to ENJOY that which sounds like she hates , ( the confusions of a loving DOM ) you choose when to go from FIST to slipping mode and remove your hand from her cunt ….
Ohhh but now to complete the SEX … you need to fuck that pussy ,,, to complete her she needs to know that she is going to receive SPERM … in your SHOOTING OF YOUR CUMMM , into her pussy , the deepest of her female instincts is completed …. So fuck the little slut hard in a way that SATISYS YOU! … her instincts will submit to this and ,,, find completion thru this ,,, yet when you are done and she curls up in that RAPED posture of hatered of you ,,, understand if she comes back to you ,,, in 30 seconds or 5 minutes with that reaching hand for to know that you still are there protecting her ….. or that she comes back the next day … after the fight that you RAPED her ( something that has confused me in the past ) that fight the name calling of me ,, the meanie man … the bad man ….. labeling me with this ,,, you RAPED me ! …. Yet she comes back to be my friend and lover ……. READ INTO TO THAT …TRUTH ! . her words relfect the lie of humanity the programing her nature is speaking even louder in her hand reaching out for yours or her returing to freindship with you .. Can you find the instinctual confusions of being human ? your own GOOD MAN nice guy ,,, and then the deepest instincts of the female unfullfilled in most girls ,,, they feel it they fansaty it ,,, theylie about their deepest wants … because it is not socically acceptable … the other fellow femeist women would not understand ,,, yet these girls do not really understand that the tudies have shown that the other femeists sisters they put on a face for … these femeists also want to be FUCKED like their deepest nature calls out to them for ….. how to touch and talk about thte instincts of the female ,,, to the female … the discusion rooted in respecting the BALANCE ! Alter Native
Young Master , to change what is now native , doing something different …. And finding that you do things in condtioned ways because you grew up seeing everyone else doing it , I hope is EYE openeing ,, the idea of how much we all are FOLLOWERS not leaders even though we lie to ourselves and everyone else and say we are … the L:EADERS of our own life ,,, but in the end you dumbass are to fucking scared to act ……. Even when the level of LOGIC is slapped into your face …
LOGIC we are not more important thatn any other living thing ,,, and that life itself is not something that should be judged just on its use of matter …….that us humans are the highest level of evolution in the WHILE of INFINITY …. Us ,, us stupid followeres , us brainwashed slaves to ideas and native customs that we do not even realize that we are slaves to …. And it is us who is EVOVLED …. While another thought form enenrgy epxeriencr .. who takes on the form of a kitty cat or dog …. Is of less evovled ,,, it comes for the COMPLETENESS of toa to experience the ILLUSIONS of limits , to return to the TOA and remembering all knowing ….
Now the cat does not need to QUESTION GOD . or WORSHIP or even turn on lights ….. ( oh yes it did not invent lights … but the cat does invent stuff …. Invent is a reaction to the wants and desires of animals … does your cat choose things ,,,,? Will it choose to get up off your lap … will it choose to force you to SROP reading a book and pet it ,, will it refuse to eat ( until almost like dieing of hunger ) before it eats that brand of cat food it hates ? are these not evidence of CHOICE ….. and dumbass the actions it takes to fullfill those wants ,,,, are the building of a light bulb or a space shuttle ,,, expect us humans being so fucking MENTAL ,, have to destroy things to create space shuttles to fullfill the hole in our head and hearts , where the cat ,,,,,, if the food you give it sucks will go catch a nice fresh mouse ! watch the much smarter animal kingdon …. Being happy is evidence of higher EVOLUTION ……
OK last night as I was practising this whole SLEEP CYCLE shit ,,,,, I was thinking Twye lite is made for fucking …. But not last night … last night I was again shown to be the luckest Male living on this PLANET today ….. my 19 month old son I have him once a week for a few hours …. As the sun was going down and his Barney vidoe was ending I was just in AWE of him ,,,, what does this new clean life EXPERIENCER do ….. what does he do with the reality of the world ….. and his DNA …. Tell him , as the sun went down , the lights from the screen stopped flashing ….. he started to calm down …. He I could see and feel was slowing , I could have turned on the house lights but I left them off ….. I remember doing this experiment with my other kids , the experiment of letting slkeep come to the baby naturally instead of FORCED sepeeration for the parent and light and the family activitys .. like most nights …..
The little guy then noticed the bright blue light from the Computer speakers …… like a Moth to a Flame he went to the light , the stimuli to maintain activity was held in that bright lite ….. so I turn it off ,,,,, and his interst wainned ,,,, I walked him holding my finger to the bed and …… he crewled over his private TOY called daddy getting on and off the bed and daddy…… he would go to the back window of that room to look at the west lite … he would head into the Hallway which darkend with each minute till he closed the door ,,, that little toddlees draging a teddyy bear in one hand closed the door on darkness and the unknown ,, that world his eyes are not designed to fucntion in , he created for himself a safe …. Safe cave of 1 room bt clsoing a door … and he returned to playing with me and looking out the back windown ,,, but I noticed something the orange glow form a a power bar that lite which tells me those plgs are working … well that orange glw did not attract the MOTH in my son like the strong blue lite ….. hmmm interestin ,,, welll
Since I ,,, also ,, am starting to repect the human nature I have in me , that wisdom of 3,3 million years … I was in no hurry to leave my baby son to return ,, to force my self to continue to be awake when the inner animal KNOWS it is time to CHILL ….. so I was in no hurry for my son to go to sleep I could let him play …… to crwal aroung the bed to talk to his teddy bears and eventual lay himself acrros my chesst like he loves to do , grab firmly in his hand one of my fingers and go off to the deepness of sleep that the babys we love go to ….
THAT IS LIVING dumbfuck …… like fucking my Debbie that same morning is living the noisy yet silent , commucation , between ,,,,, pentrated and PENTRATOR … nature !
Being the bed of your Flesh and blood is also living ,,,,, having totall strangers talk and smile and thank you for your service to them in their life , for creating in them a smile that day that is living …… DO YOU live in you day to day life ?
Is that new Video game living , that waiting for your favorite TV proagram is that living? ,, for me in my early twentys ,, getting the FLAts grand slam was living the bonefish tarpon and permit on the same day that was living , travel was living and after that I found …. Building a family was what nature really called me to do … not just were girls something to fuck in between fishing trips … no they carryed in them something more important …. They carried in them that PURPOSE FOR FUCKING BEING ….ALIVE
After you have done all those great adventures you dreamed during your childhood have been CONQUERED … and that PURPOSE for living tha reason to keep on going .. what is yours ? do it really carry you forward with STRENGHT of PURPOSE ?
What does this have to do “ early to bed and early to rise makes a nam healthy wealthy and wise “ the words of the sage ? what does it have to do with INSTINCTUALISM.ORG everything as you start to notice that so much of your lie is nothing more thatn you BEING A FOLLOWER OF THE native ways you grew up in ,,,,not being truly ALTERNATIVE . why is it COOL to do what ever it is to do what ever it is you do ! the lifestyle you have been trained to think is natural ……. For example decorating the house for halloweeen studies have been showing is a result of the CONDITIONING of advertising over 20 years … to the point that halloweeen is the 4th largest CONSUMING season event in AMERICAN CULTURE .. not worldwide just the people who have been stupid enough to FOLLOW the orders of their MASTERS , the non-corpoerial being called ECONOMY … that thought form …. A being like us yet , we express thur matter …. We are not matter ,,, never can you find that energywhich makes the …. Atoms of your body stay in the form of body … in the body … you can not find YOU in you …. Thoughts do not live in the mind they use the mind ,, where do your wants come from ,, the wants of a cat for one food more that the other ,, isn ot in the brain of the cat ,,, it is the CHOICE OF THE CHOOSER …. Who uses the cat to experience being as CAT …. The one who uses your memeories to experience being human ,, the Chooser is not in your brain … yet uses this DNA oppurutunity to experience being human ….. ahhhh back into the Toa we go .
And now you have the choice to understand that alternative is feeling that call of your deepest feelings of nature ….. you are designed to be. Think dumbass …….. what if you did not acknowledge the CLOCK the CALENDaR …. That you let the memories be memeories without the daily forcing of themn into files of time ,,,, if you woke each day not being 20 or 30 or 40 or 17 ,, but woke being the age you were felling … if you felt a life of purpose , if you feel excited and live you were ……… alive ! not 27 …. 27 there but naybe not quite there in terms of your long term goals .. another complex theme ….. expeciall for women who fear ,,, age. Who fear that 30 is comeing and that 40 will follow that .
Sunlight pussy
Young Master it is incredible the deepness of the programing we have accepted ,,, the advise of professionalls the following along with the friends and shit like that …. Instincutalism …. Becoming myself again ,, not following the recommendations of professionals who like myself have their basis for ideas rooted in ….. the fucked up
Have you ever really been in the world before our world of convience , of having that wire full of energy always ready for your use ,,,, elcetricty ,,,, I know that you have not lived honestly without it , except if you have lived thru things like hurricines but that is tem[pered by the generator we all have down her e in florida but after Andrew , Frances Jean and wWillma well I have enough memorty about that blip ,,,, but more important was growning up on the river in a cabin built after the revolutionary war …. Where the nearnest electric lines were still miles away ,,, or the time I got to work in the back country of Santo domingo ….. expecially there in the world without money ,,,, jobs were thing that happened on ocacaion to these people candles and other lite sources cast money and money is some thing they did not have ,,, what did they do when the sun went down each and every day ….. not the special nights where everyone would want to spend their money or theier precios canldes on socializing … but the everyday world ,,, the regular everyday life …….. didthey would you waste you limited treasure on ,,, just wasting. Just to keep up soome sort of image … or would you live as humans have lived for the millions of years ,,,
Are your eyes NOCTURNIAL ? are you designed to see at night or during the day? Huh? Dumbasss ,,, what do you think ? so when the doctors say you should have 8 hours of sleep yet the sun goeas away for 11 hours who is right , about sleep times NATURE who designed us over 3.3 million years or some doctor who ,,,, bases his ideas on the social needs of the CORPARTION , who wants to over work you then have you socialize during the night stay in a form of mental stress where you will accept the ECOMONIC slavery which feeds the thought form which is ECOMONY …. When you are stressed ,, when your needs are not really being met … needs for sex , needs for friendship ,, needs for REST you become SUBTLY stressed and easly controled thru the hope of “ thing will get better just work harder and buy more things “
I think about this as I now try to experiment with living in a closer way with my instinct …. Seeing the sunrise has been my life for ever a fisherman always wants to be the first on the water , even if he went to sleep at 1 am ….. so rising with the sun or just before is my life a habit I maintain even on weekends …. Why , because to catch up on my lsepp at the cost of BURNING DAYLIGHT just sucks it is a bad habit It feels wrong …. And why do I have to catch up on sleep it is because I do not get enough fun during the day !
But for me I do have pleanty of fun during the day to try to force more happiness into mylife is like a glutton trying to force more food into his mouth just because it tastes good … but into the kong run it ain’t good for the person right ,,, BALANCE ….. over and over … BALANCE .. … so for me to have a moringing fuck …… everyday like the sunrises to enojoy the ,, closes NESS that only can be felt when my dick is hard and inside of Deb …. There is a sense , a naturalness . of being joined , that way to hear her respond , to the action of having my COCK pentrate her ,,, the proof of her own feeling and understanding of herself , to presnet her pussy everyday for PENETRATION …. This is KNOWING that is is the pentrated … that her instinct is that of submitting to that which she is for the joy of being FEMALE and relaxing and enjoying … feeing a male in her know that the male is excited by her presence in his life ,,, the connection beyond ,, words …. The INSTINCTUAL conmmucation of male and female .. happens when you dumbas are fucking her ,,, that is really talking that is realy psending quality time …..
AND THEN FOR ME TO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD ,A WORK MY OWN BUSSINESS MY service INDUSTRY BUSINESS , AND FOR ME TO WHISTLE ,, AND DAY AFTER DAY HAVE PEOPLE COMMENT …. “ You are having just to much fun “ AND WE BOTH LAUGH at the turth of of what they say YES I have way to much fun living when the rest of the world on average does not whistle does not express the joy of life hour after hour like I DO …. Ohhh people say they are happpy , but they do not spontaniuosly show it , express it in and with inner expressed musci …… ohhh no most peopl are just giving lip serive ,,,, LIP serivce to the positve thinking about saying that they are happy when in fact at the subconcsuos level they hate their life ,,,,,,,,,, THAT SUCKS .
I get a day light time ,,, full of sunshine … of seeing humans … smile because I am smiling ….. to talki tell story ,,,, have SEX everyday …. Sit and watch , Osprey and EAGles glide over my head every fucking day ,,, to close my eyes and feel the world around me and listen to the wind , to stopa nd watch clouds ….. ALL OF THE real REALITY TV . which is outside for you to live ….. and I want to wake each day rested and ready to live it … when I can see it …..
So why force myself to stay a wake at night ,,, when nature is SCREAMING with its darknes….. GO to sleep shithead ! why do I force myself to have even more fun ….. like a glutton . woow what a problem. Yet I can see find the programing of EXPECTATIONS when I sample the going to bed early! You are going to bed so early the sociaty tells me … why ? welll the why is because I want to have a great life not just exisit like you ( no matter what lie comes from your mouth ….. if you loved life then why do you worry so much about the after life or the future … that itme when things will get better … when the same world will be there next year when you have that thing …. The real world will still be there and happiness will be that next purchase away ………. Or maybe even worse it will be in an after life … a return to the place you left so that you could come play here ,, the place you can not enjoy because it is DARK like night fucking time ,, the time nature told our DNA is the CORRECT time to go to sleep ….. this is INSTINCTUALISM.ORG
Up for something
Young Master in a world where conforming ,, has been drilled intoyou rmind , since the days you were forced to grow up in a home filled with breakable objects , things it seemed that were more important to mom dad gand parents aunts and uncles ,,, things only things , yet those things were more important thatn you ,,, atleast the is the MESSAGE your little growing mind gathered from all the COMFORMITY trainng you got …. DO NOT TOUCH no no no noNO ! and it continued into schooling and the daycare years conform fit into a mold of predicablity sothat you could be WAREHOUSED and dealt with ,, efficeiently , while your slave parents worked int that abstarct place called JOB …….. it must have been slavery since when they got home they were tired from being somewhere that they HATED ……. On average most people hate their jobs !
Pretty fucked up huh? Dipshit and you are going down that same road …. Laying the ground work for your own children to feel and live the confusions you did … NEVER THINKING ABOUT AN ……. ALTERNATIVE …. Standing up for something ? is hard because you have been trained to receive your self worth from the reactions you got … the smile the body language of ACCEPTANCE we interprated that we learned to read as kids …. And still look for when we buy a kiss …..
Listening to a young woman I know who was hurt by the FAIRY TALE OF love just recently to hear her talk about ther new guy ,,,, in terms of him HAVING A JOB AND HAVING A CAR …. Means to me she learned ,,, form the lessons of the fary tale of love ,,, that the feelings of animal lust and the dreams and prince charming ideals the GREAT POTENTIALS ….. are just fairy tales
So dipshit the idea of you being like our DNA ancestors and building the poly compound when young , spending your money there while not living the life you have been conditioned to live , the EXPECTED way thing s should be ….. is ALTERNATIVE , but how to show all the 10’s of thoushands of girls in your age group in that surrounding area around you that you EXIST … how to do that ?
Well it would mean some how exposing yourself to being different realy different ,,, see having a TATOO is not idfferent it si a statement af group ,, gang ,, inclusion ,,,, it is a sheep coloring itself like the rest of the sheep . I have talked about ideas on advertising ,,, I have tried styles f business cards with ,,,, hints to BDSM lifestyle etc . but honestly the ….. resonanting feeling of working with those cards was not right deep in my INTUTITIVE mind … how how to express the complexity of this ALTERNATIVE LIFE STYLE … correctly ,,, creating the oppurutunity for slow relationship developments .
AHHH the TAO ….. spiritualism is a thing humans graivitate to ….. the tarot cards , and groups and new age stuff ….. even mainstream church are all human looking for answers . but I betcha there is not ,, TAO ist study group in your area ,, and the nice thing about TAOism is that it is a study religon faith that is meant to be changing from age to age , fro generation to genratin , the following blidnly of the recommendation of wise old words of dead men is ,,, not recommended ,,, the sriptures are the old clothes of DEAD MEN … useful if you have not made your own clothes yet , they are the designs form which you may create your won clothes ,,,
Clthes are the answer to a problem , the problem a human being cold or wet so wear fucking clothing … now you have problems with the INSANTIY of dating and debt , and work stress , and proterty ,, and the 80 percent chance your kids will grow up in the split house of divorce or hidden hatered of staying together for the kids …. What solutions do you have ,, for those problems ? AHHHH starting a after work study gorup under the concept of studying the TOA lets you oppurtunity to STAND UP FOR SOMETHING ….. but that would take guts … gut to be wrong to not be and expert ,,, but who could ever be an EXPERT on something as big as INFINTY … NO ONE that is who and if someone did state they were MASTER , well they would in reality be lieing showing their deepest FOOLISHNESS …….
But to give people the oppurutunity to visit your CHURCH …. Not your church … no like inviting people to come you’re your meeting of the local loving of TOY CARS .. or like you may have in your past if you were christain based you invited people to your church … so how about starting a study group about the TOA use the INSTINCTUALISM.ORG website as your base … meet after work at some park , for 1 hour ,, and if the market is right your magic is good you will have the OP to discuss what you believe ,,, the solutions to what is your problems ,,, stand up for something …….. and if you have aoready started building the compound you get to show it offf ….. that you are making difference in the world not just talking big shit . ….. so
Idea you first study abit about the old clothes of the wise humans of the world not just the TOAist master but even the wise words of Ben Franklin …. And make that the topic of dicssuion lead the disccuions into what is the basic drive of INSTINCT HUMAN … try to peel off the layers of 1500 years of christian social programing …. HEY DIPSHIT YOU MAY BUIILD SOME REALY GREAT FRIENSHIPS ONE PERSON AT A TIME …. Make a business card this time using the symbaolism of instinctualism .. use the mediation on the front page as the back side of the card ……… and then you for your self ,, just go once a wwek to a park and enjoy nature and if a friend comes to talk ,,, great if not you get one hour to watch the world go by in peace …. NO TV , NO WORRY .. NO PLANNING …. Creativity dipshit doyou have any?
Abstract pussy loss
Young Master it is said that 94 percent of the population feels they do not have …. Enough …. Enough money that is the vast majority of us , you and me ( I include me ) are living a life of econimc slavery because of the debt we service and the services we consume that we feel are essential to our life … or atleast our style of life .
Now when that money tightness comes up in a very accute way ,, to the point that you really feel it touching your WEALTH .. how do you deal with it? Is there a MALE EGO component ,,, the Gorilla in you that is feeling like it is losing control over the territory it staked out …. It is this protected territory that the Gorilla has that is the safety that makes the female feel comfortable to live with him to have its sex with him to raise the young under his protection ,,,,
Some sort of stablity is searched for ,,, for the beninfit of raising children .. to think about it in abstract the iea that energy forms need anything seems weird is not an energy form beyond the stress of need , yes if it stays in the field of infinte possiblity then it is a is …. A possilbe …. But here in a thing …. There is ADVENTURES , adventure is impossible ? in a place where nothng is impossilbe . so to insure that this game this life ,, theis movie this novel ,,, is around for others to enjoy also ,, we must stress about the new energy forms that are growing up under our care ….kids.
Kids come out of pussys that were fucked by you and me ,,, whether we are Gorilla or human ….. the desire to fuck is natural it started in you when you were like what 12 , 13, 14 ? it is NATURAL ! not bad , it is INSTINCTUAL .
Your ability to provide security ,,, reflects the siver back in you ,, the thickness fo your lions main … the largeness of your tusks , the rack of your buck deers head …. But the dynaimcs we have the dynamics of …. Increases in home owners insurances to the point that they are insane ,,, penny by penny changes in the toatl cost of the world and life style you preesented your female ….. the lie you feel when you find yourself almost unable to provide without effecting the deepest levels of wealth ……… COMPLEX shit huh , dumbass
And why are we in this stress? Because we were programed to expect that the fairy tale of ECOMONY , the fairy tale of love ,,, the EVERY KISS BEGINS WITH ZALES …. The begging and buying of love begging for pussy …. Especially if you have only 1 pussy ,, something so strongly motivating as pussy and you are allowed to have only 1 ,,, in evry other important aspect of life I build an account of that important stuff to provide me with that security that that ,,, need will be .
Ok , so dipshit if you will look around you if you are young still not totally invested in the lie of the ECOMONY who wants you to VOLUNARYLY enter into slavery to get some sort of shining thing to attract a pussy ,,,, and the depest feeling of stress because you know it was that shiny bait which attracted the pussy ,,, you can not help but a att a subconciuos level feel and then act as if you worth is that ability to BUY ,,,, a kiss . buying the kiss , having a kiss around to hopefully hear the YES of I want to fuck … completes that INSTINCT that every male DNA animal strives for …. Think dipshit!
Now if you were to think about the concepts of homesteading plans I put forth ,,, the ideas of the 3 tents ,,,, the land the commuting distance etc etc ,,, buying them based on MONEY IN HAND ….. then letting the girls buy their won shiny stuff ….. and then presenting yourself your life style to the MARKET PLACE of females and see who bites …. Who becomes interested ….. the ownership lie of the I LOVE YOU salvery understood . it is a lie , no matter how you think it is not , remember so much of what you think over and over is just the decades of daily PROGRAMING coming back to haunt you . minute by minute …. The facts of 60 percent divorce/20 unhappiness 80 perenct … the rock tosed into the air ….
Oooooh I gotta say one of the facts I used my be wrong ,,,, Gray of the books Mars and Venus ,,,, well I know for a fact about his divorce/s but the timing may be something to contet whether they were before after or during the Mars venus period of his life . either way ,, if he is part of that 20 in 100 who do find , a level of contentment in 1 on 1 marriage …. Then that is why there is that number .. he represents the UNUSUAL not the average …. He is in fact that evidence of how un common it is to even be able to foollow his own advise . if his ideas were so great honestly , the book would have been in every hand and now almost 20 years later divorce would be amsmot existinct. Because I rmemeber studing his book in 1990 in marrage consonseling . 17 fucking years ago …… GRAY HAD FANSITIC observations ,, reall fucking truths exposed . yet only a POINT OF VIEW …..not complete , for it did not for example explore the idea of POLIGMY that alternative never showed up …… why? Becaue it would not have SOLD ! the baisis behind publishing books is to make sure they SELL first then help later ….. but it can not help any one if it does not SELL .
And selling means money …….. and there is never enough of that .
So dumbass I recommend that you build that stablity area , then allow the girls to generate wealth to levels matching their own inner ….. WANTO . all I recomment is create and then present to the market place ,,,, the homestead …. Some girls of course will want the big truck ( mindless on the effects of global warming ) other will want the country club life style … others other things ,, but it is a big big world …. And lots of ALTERNATIVE girls …. In you town there are 500,000 people ,,,, 300,000 female …. Break that into 10 age groups and you have 30,000 girls in your age group ….. and 0 nada none … truthfully alternative MaLES for them to choose form ….. you donot think that you can mmet 1 girl out of every 10,000 who is trip enough to understand you ?
Then you truely have a NEGATIVE MENTAL ATTITUDE … oooh abatract pussy loss well that is your ( mine ) NMA showing because of the life I created for myself because I was not shown that there is an ALTERNATIVE LIFE TO BUILD ….. you reader have the chance to build alternatives ….. to begin with. Tied blindfolded and smiling
Young master , we can not understand the dynamics honestly but that should not prevent us from enjoying and PROVIDING htat which is needed by the many … this concept goes for me when I am dressed as a clown part of me feels foolish because I am foolish but I men like me will not dress like a clown act like a clown then people can not play ………
If you will not act like a BDSM master she can not release and relax to the point of experiencing what is natural for FEMALE …. Remember over and over , she is built to receive , to be PENTRATED , to have your hard cock forced YES … FORCED in to her body ….. and she wants it so much that her body produces a LUBE IN ADVANCE SO THAT THE PENTRATION CAN HAPPEN ,,, SHE WANTS IT !
SO WHEN I get the direct gift of coming home to my girl naked on the bed where nothing but the blindfold , she has 3 tea candles on the bedside table ready for me ,,,, the string tail flogger on the bed with the bag of dildoes plus the vibrating toys and the SPORT CUFFS ( the velcro sport cuffs are a better choice than hand cufffs hand cuffs are great to start the idea of her trying ……. Surrender …. But honstly the possibliity of damage to her wrists is to great … the flexablilty of the sprts cuffs allows her to struggle freely ) Ok young master , putting on the ROBES , the persona of master ,,,, I have been thinking about creating INSTINCTUALISM into what it is actually A SCHOOL OF TOASIT THOUGHT … I see on every fucking corner a christain church , programing people into thinking they are WRONG that they need FORGIVENESS for being INSTUNCTUALLY HUMAN ….. so I think I should provide the real time in your face oppurtunity for you people to dicuss your INSTINCTS m and this thruth … in an organized sane manner ….why?
So the female can feel better about herself when she presents you with the gift of her self ,,,, whci is as much a GIFT TO HERSELF ….. because , after she was tied to the head board and I had spent an half hour of teasing her , teasing dumbass ,,, getting her to beg ,, to push her pussy up into the air begging you ,,, please touch it ,,, please master please master ….. touching her body lightly when her inner animals wants to be held ruffly ,,, in advance of being PENETRATED …. BEING HELD SO THAT YOU CAN CONTROL HER FOR …….. Penis-tration …. PENETRATION ….
Now of course the gift of her SCREAMs .. her repeated orgasisms ,, something so strong if allowed she would stop with one , but she wants more ,,, the deepest part of her wants more and moe ,,, she is able to experiecnce MULTI ORGASISMS , in fact it is her INSTINCTUAL nature to be forced to experience them ,,,,, but our training as nice guys , that illusions of fairy tale love and FRIENDSHIP prenevents us form prodiding her with what she DEEPLY needs and what we love to hear ….. YOU KNOW YOU LOVE TO HEAR HER SCREAM WHILE SHE IS GETTING FUCKED … is just makes my fucking cock pump up and fucking grown fater and longer I can feel IT . the louder I grunt the louder she screams the bigger my dick getts the deeper I fuck her the more shecreams , the longer my cock is the more I get to enjoy the slow … slow … slow down phase as I drag the fuck out for a hour or more ….
Ohhh but I recommend dipshit use the fucking tools …. The dildoes .. the vibrators ,, before you succumb to your own lust your own need to fuck …. Get that pussy into it’s first strong orgsisms ,,,, the following fucking will be better for you both … and remember she is tied up she is not going any where …… so when I fuck her asshole with that dildoe with the large ribs , the one that she feels like when it is going in that she is being PENETRATED OPENED with the passing of each rib ….. and the pulling out of action of that dildoe ,,,, I wonder what she feels I hear her sounds and wonder about MY FRIEND …. ( THE FREINDSHIP THING IF SHE HAD 3 FRIENDS IN THE COMPOUND I BELIEVE MY CONFUSION MY POSITION AS HER MAIN FRIEND AROUND THE HOUSE would be lessened and I could enjoy this fucking of her better … but I will get there give her the gift of girlfriends and still the trust that I love her for her … for her ) …. Ohhh dumbass with this style of dildoe in her ass fuck her pussy stick some fingers in her pussy and feel the ribbing thru the thin wall between PUUSY AND ASS , and realize you get to enjoy that ribbing also while fucking her ans reaching around her ass to hold the dildoes in while you fick her …. AHHHH THE PLEASURES , you BOTH enjoy ….. AND FOR HER the experience of DOUBLE PENTRATIONS … feeds that need ….. for rape . for submissions. It is in evry female ,,, this deeply hidden need , it comes to her in occasional fansty and thoughts but she will DENY her INSTINCTS . because of training ob ,, the solidarty of being feminst ….. and she will joint the numbers of the DEPRESSED who deny their turest inner nature that should be experienced with ah LOVING DOMINAnT male like you dipshit ……..ohh the real time dicusion venue of providing a natural ceremony of toaism to compete with the every corner churh ….. hmmmm an idea to wear the BLACK ROBES of a toasit mater … is it any more than wearing the face paint of the clown>?
Ok , dummy ,,,, the black robes mean that you can understand that you ,, tha I ,,, am DUMB , that we choose to forget the triest reality so that we can experience this illsuion of time space … that we can become female and male animals ….. so that I can ITE HER UP nad fuck her into PARADISE ,,,, INTO THE SUBLIME orgasims ….
Oh yes disphit ,,,,, 1 dildoe in 1 hole 1 dildoe in the other hole ,,,, and your cock forced down her throat …. And you will have a very happy girl ! ( if not do not worry she will not SUBMITT , I trust in your deepest INSTINCT for the preservation of the females in your harem …. You will not hurt really that which you love ,, and in her submission she is NOT BEING HURT ! ….. just rmember to take you dick out of her mouth so she can BREATHE ….. the gasping for breath tha is good and should be repeated ,,, but kinda of count to yourself ,, so that you donot choke her for more that 30 seconds . …PLAY SAFE dumbass … and then when you are enjoying the PENETRATIONS , with your own dick .. remember she pussy is SO SENSITVE that no matter how big the dildoe is your COCK feels even bigger no that she has had a second to relax into the orgasims before fucking her ….. her pussy closes ,,,, enjoy dipshit ,,,, fucking take yourself to the edge over and over … do not interpert the screams as paim ,,,,, but remember the turth in the end …. No mater what you think in the end she will want you to do it again! …….. if not she will would have left you after the first time you fucked her like this ,,, but she can not tell you that with her mouth ,, I know it is not LOGICAL … she does not act like a male ,, she is not like us ,, we can not understand her needs … that agins is why having the HAREM .. is best for her! And what is best for the girls in the end is best for you ,, and will be st for the children ,,,, I bring up children because of having my baby boy at home yesterday ,, having 3 moms gives each girl the choice to play exactly when she is ready to play ,, with the babies never ever focred to paly ,,,, because kids need endless attention ,, but be able to take time for them selves knowing that 3 moms are around to SUPPORT EACH oterh .. to be UNDERSTANDING FRIENDS TO EACH OTHER .. allowing me to be ME ….. a PENETRATOR.
Taste of live skin
Young master to say that everything I write about is about PUSSY well ,,,,, yess I agree I can bring it all back into a form where it would relate to pussy …. Even something as strange as todays blog ….. thought form … the shit of meta thinking thru out history there have tow people talking to you dipshit , talking to every young master from the beginning of written hisotory ,,,, schools of thinking ,, the realistic one and the boooga boooga one ,,, ohhh what is boooga boooga …… GOD …. Us humans trying to explain something that is un-percievable thur REAL sensory organs like sight and hearing and feeling ….and we dumbass humans we for some reason believe we are something special the 1 animal with a soul , the one animanal that feels enjoyemnt and love …. The amount of programing you have gone thru that came from the enviroment you grew up in …. And you accepted with out knowing about … till you look around expecting that this feeling ing is real that you are some how fucking more special than every other living being on the planet ,,, that you are not just a Cog in some other animals world ….
The TOAist can understand that he/she is a THOUGHT FORM , energy in a matter form ,,,, and that energy of thought is what gives that matter form with out the spark of energy the matter would not have collected INTELIIGENTLY into a FORM …. Your fucking body dumbass .
The body soemthing I can percieve ,, I can see , touch , hear feel even taste (SEE I TOLD YOU I WOULD GET BACK TO LICKING PUSSY TASTING THE SKIN OF AGIRL YUMMMMMY ! ) now my ability to see is limited I can not percieve sight like a snake can which use more than its eyes to genertate a VISION which includes light/heat ,,, or the eagle which can things in the same limited spectrum of light that I can use but at much smaller levels … or the cat which can hear noises that are invisible to perception of ny organs or smells that DOGS can gather and understand that I never know is in the air I am breathing also along with my dogs ….. SO I ,,, HUMAN AM IN REALITY a dumbass … a limited dumbass . I am the same as dog , cat , eagel , snake ,,, just energy expressing as form that when the energy no longer has purpse of wanting ,, the level of wanto ,,, it leaves the body in one vehicle or another … and the atoms of the body decay and disperse to be used again by another thought form to experience time spance life ….
Now here is the question ,,,, ecomony is a thought ….. it is a living animal without an atomic body that I can UNDERSTAND or percieve ,,, but dumbass remember there is much I can not p[ercieve ,,, my abiltiy is less than a DOGS ….. since energy is what keeps my atoms together and it is energy which keeps the machine the MATRIX of economy together can it also now be itself a thought form ,, just that the thought is not atomic ,,,, and am I not part of that body like the bacteria of my gut enable me to live ,,,, is my life more important thatn the life forms that make it possible for my body to live ? does the bacteria of my gut have the abilty to understand the grandness of the body in which it lives , does the bacteria KNOW IT CAN KILL ME by going on strike ? kill me and yet kill itself …. Can the bacteria percieve me with it’s limited sensory organs ,,, it odes have abilty to sense what is food for it and non food or else they would be eating each other which they do not ….
Understand this dumbass ,,, bacteria have inteligence ,,,, so why is it that you think just because you have the ablility to think more thought ( and there by become confused and depressed to the pointo of choosing self destruction ) that you are better than any other thinking expresion of thought ,, bacteria thinks bacteria type of thoughts ,,,, to an THOUGHT FORM as grand as econmy would my limited concerns and thoughts and hopes and even my life would be off no concern ,,, whether I live or die ,, economy lives ON ! while countless humans die and fight and eat each other ( hey bacteria do not even eat each other , unless they are of a different species prey and predator species ,, or a mutate of the orginal now becoming a predator of the parent strain )
The matrix of which you are plugged into …. Hmmm do you ever think about this this dumbass ? why think about it , because dipshit you have choices , the system wants ecominc slavery ,,, it needs people to buy its shit and slave for more shit ,, to fear death .. so the worker can be controlled ,,, in a state of managed discomfort … DIVIDE AND CONQUER ….yet dumbass the idea of homesteading will bring you a level of self control over your basic existence to allow you FINNALLY freedom of choice …. Homesteading …. And in this study of homesteading come with it the concepts that basic drive for human interactions ,,, and let me say it again and again , SEX SEX SEX …. And there again to understand the real ,, human NATURE our real instinct ,, not a fairy tale …. A thought form …. But what and hwho is written in the inteligence of your DNA ….. not chimp not gorilla ,,, but simliar ,,,99.9 percnt similar …. But different because of the socialness of US … we are actually a very very very freiendly species at heart ….
The thankyou change
Young master , the subtle changes that happen in relationships …. The evlution of love ,,,, that the fairy tale says we must live with ,,,yet when it does happen it does not make iether party happy yet since no you , SCREAMS ,, HEY what the FUCK ,,,,it goes on and on ,, eventually you two are not the same people who met in the first place ,,,, and you end up searching again for that person you met during the dating phase …. Wha was that girl ?
She said thatnkyou after you fucker her so hard she screamed …… yes she said OUCHIE and ooowiiee ,,, and then eventually her safe word ….. but at the end was a THANK YOU a real in words thank you …. Not a kinda reading between the lines thank you , but she actuaaly says , thank you for fucking so hard it was beyond my level of comfort but thank you for taking me THERE … to that level of PENTRATION …. Which needs submission for her to receive … the act of the PENTRATOR me ..
But young master , I want you to think back I know you arleady , comparing the girl you first met with the girl you know now …… in each part of the relationsbhip is a constant on your part which is you wanting to ntoce a smile from her ,,,, a real smile , a word of thank you , something which says you were good …. Is it the searching for the love of mommmy?
Is it the protective nature of the silver back Gorilla ,, who also like to hear certain commucative sounds and have his female rub agaisnt him in affections and thankyous …
Your search for the smile from your female of degrades … DEGRADES into the search of a smile from a MOMMY figure ….. instead of if you were a HAREM male with more than one female …. The chance of getting appreciated for being the PENETRATOR , I feel is strong … since the girls need to compete at certain levels for the finite time you have , even though you are able to satify the females ,,,, because after the first flush of sexual activity she would like to have the sex less than daily … after that first flush …. After that first few months of feeding sexuall and she feels the sex will not go away her need .. her lust cools NOT DISAPPEARS … that disappearing happens because of the confusions that evolve … the confusions
Like you receeding after you get slaps insteads of thankyous , now mind you the other body oanguage and ations speak of thanks ,,,,, but there is also an increase in the commucation of YOU ARE BEING TO RUFF …. WeLL the gorilla in me will stop , he does not want to hurt the female NO ,,, sadism is not natural ( but that FEMDOM I wrote of a day ago , for her to evlove into sadism is expected ) sadism would destroy the health of the female who will bring forth DNA shildren ….
FORCING PENTRATION AND ORGASIM is idfferent than sadism ,,,, ruff sex KICK SATRTS .. the sexuall immune system and ovulation .
But the frindship you develop with the 1 on 1 female will destroy the TOA that brought you two together ,,,, the TOA being the natural flow of INSTINCTS …. In the beigning she said thanyou and she laid the twitching in continued orgasims , and she cleaned my cock and dryed the sweat off my body , and later cuddled up next to me and said thanyou . in word and action ….. now after those minutes of continued orgasimsing end ,,,,,, I get hit 9 PLAYFULLY 9 but more and more I am being hit , the MIXED message that will eventually lead the male into doing NOTHING …. For fear of not being GOOD …. Ahhhhhhhhh , it is so fucked up ,,,, the same old patterns re-emerge of interactions sublte changes that will lead to no GOOD….. I can not wait to build the compound … to complete the TERRITORY …. To get it over to not longer suffer sublte jokes about my Gorilla ideas … but do it live it … be the good male I feel I should be , then I can PROUDLY talk to other women and describe my ideas ,,, for without the compound I talk just stories ,,, empty air , the lies ….. ( hey universe genie dude the ask has been made it is time for manifestation , yo! Are you listening ? knock knock any infintie power there ?) I want to experience another AN ALTERNATIVE , to get real time comparisons ……. And write and think , and feel what the fuck is the reality .( my current reality is wonderful ,,, I got great girl who is growning and becoming some one different than who I met and I am extrememly happy for her and wish her nothing but happiness …………. NOTHING BUT HAPPINESS …. What do yu wish when you buy a girl that … every kiss begins with ZALES ….. thing … do you do it so she will be UN HAPPY ? …. SO as the relationship evovles it evlovles thru you desire for what you think is her communcation of her Hppiness , you do what you think will provide her happiness
BUT SUBMISSION DEMANDS … the igornace of what seems logical and the folllowing of that which is isnticntual … and her inner self needs….. to submit … to PERMIT …. PENTRATIONS. Beautiful lie
Young master …. They say it over and over ,, it is filtered into storys … even self help programs .. I think about the movie the Secret , the issues they talk about the issues that catch peoples attenion …. Money , health and sex ….tear apart the world around all the HYPNO programing of the advertising professionals …. And you will find that they use you ,,, your ,, everyones lust for money ,,, their fear of death of seperation from GOD? To sell health to live for 5 more minutes when everyone does DIE no matter what ,, and SEX ,,, and sex is a basic animal drive … YOUR DNA speaking it is not the fairy tale of soul mate
To have SOUL MATE you would have to live in a toa where reality was that you and I ,, are not I-n-I .. where we are GENDERLSS and the toa itself is gender-LESS not a human male god where the hieght of evovlution is being a stupid human animal ,,,,, talk about fucking EGO ..to think we are the most HIGH of the hogh in the whole of this universe and that this universe is all there is in an INFINTY OF ALL POSSILBES ….. but remember dipshit you have been porgrammed to accept the idea of IM-POSSIBLE . you most probably have some where in your mind this idea that something is im[possible that infinty ends wherever you think ,, impossible starts. Remember dumbass ,,, to the ancient Egyptian priest and Pharo flying pieces of metal were IMPOSSILBE , but here on the same planet only time passed and nothing else happened we have the same general world the same sands of eygpt blowing around ,, and we have hunks of metal flying all over the place … IMPOSSIBLE , only until your little finite mind can understand POSSILBITY a new view of PHYSICS . ooooh this was to about soul mate ….
The idea that 1 person is more important than another person …. The rationale of NOT SHARING LOVE … of owning 1 person, thru the words and expectations built in and around a concept of SOUL MATE !
But really talk really listen to the girls who want to find their soul mate and you will hear them say things to explain their past relationships , like this ,,,,,,, ohhhh yes everything was great for 3 years , yes I loved him but I was young and thinking with my body not my soul …… over and over you will find girls who have loved …. Then hated . now why?
If you were to think about the effects of control and coercion ,,, you will find that often this is what happened .. the girl started off being submissive when she got the commitment she started to desire more moremore ,,, that greed of the basic female animal for sefl protection and wealth and food gathering for her won health and the baby she will grown and the baby she must feed … so her instinct is for GREED it is nature … the male is thinking about baisc gorups concepts … protecting a territory which he thinks is rich enough to provide for his goruop of females ,,, the day to day details of wealth / food resource destribution he leaves in the “ surival of the fittest “ hierachy function of the female world ,,, just like the male had to live alone .. prove it could fight out its own territory male hierarchy testing …. Ohhh wait this is about soul mate ( what animals do not have souls … what about that dog or cat you love so much , with it’s personality ,, animals express depression happiness and contentment even wild animals … evidence of the relflection the mirror of soul relflecting the experience of TOA )
Soul mate ,, the beautiful dream … the songs and emotional movie thems and storyes the peictures of smiles and togetherness …… the PROGRAMING repeated over andover for 1ooo , 500 years till it has become something real ….. and theeffect of it was to confuse the instinct of the human DNA and since the human DNA had not role model to learn from ….. it felt confused …. And hid in BEER? The male finding that the SOUL MATE he had no longer was happy with the territory he developed ,, but she was no longer smiling except when eh brought her more , more more more ,, the kiss began with ZALES ….. to the point he gave up and let her become the male ,,,, let her workk .. maybe thru , him ,,, she became the power behind the man . and US their slaves … ohhh yes just TWIST your thinking dipshit … YO! Dumbfuck it is your thinking what you think about in your mind is … YOURS .. you are allowed to think ALTERNATIVE THOUGHTS … there is no police office who can read you thoughts ? but you fear even thinking !
The girls I talk with ,,,,,, like yesterday 2 women , one was interested in my ideas ,,, my logic ,,, in the idea of her own DNA history the other ,,,,, TOOK CONTROL ….. demanding that the fairy tale of SOUL MATE was real …. Even though she lives a life of ,,,, STRUGGLE … day after year after decade …… all the time proclaiming this male new male is her ssoul mate , FINDING HER HAPPINESS IN A ??????? something or one other than herself , denying her own HOLISTIC-NESS ….
Just like her new Hybrid SUV …. Ohh the image of being concerned .. fashion ….. she has not family or need for such a large transportation machine …. So if conserving resourses so that we ahumans no longer have to blow up babies ,,, burning the alive in twisted wars of control … and divide and conquer politoco/profit religons ….. when she sould be driving the FOURTWO not a hybid but a real statement of CONCERN ….. but NO it is the stupidness of a greedy animal ….. like the rat who reproduces till it pisses and shit so much in its eviroment that the enviroment becomes TOXIC and the colony of rats kills itself offf .. Like INCA , ROMAN , GREEK , HAUN CHINA , EYGPT ..etc etc ….. from the macro cultures to the micro family …. The basics problems is the baisc problem . what is the problem DIPSHIT ? what do you think
Fucking mind? Or mind fucking ……… young master gleen from this whatever you find usefull , I am actually talking to someone who thinkis they are OHHHHH SOOOOO and I say to her ( no actually all three of the females NO to every female with DOMINATRIX fanasty ) but the her since I knon her have known her since her boy was born ,,,, DO YOU WANT THAT TO BE YOUR baby BOY in 10 years ? actually I am afraid she honestly does not care she has gotten so WARPED …. ( it made me think about my own daughters 4 in toatl I count as daughters steps and bio 3 adults 1 a bleeding teen so in total all women … I talk about submission do I want to submit ? but read about my observations of female submission and bdsm read and think about the instinctual aspects and then the history the mind fuck of society )
So what happened , IT TAKES 1 TO KNOW 1 … a doper can spot another doper and … a freak ( me ) can spot another freak ( them ) , them old friends and customers for like 14 years , he a blonde surfer did some illegal farmeing made some money made ti legal in a good bussiness made a ton shit load of good cash ,,,, her his cute receptionsit 14 years ago gave him a baby girl then a few yeats later a baby boy … they were the regular DID ALRIGHT family ,, both got a little fatter him a little balder , but it seemed OK from the outside , but about the same time I was going thru my second divorce he went thru his first ….. and he ( and she ) were back out in the sexual market place , sure he had cash but not longer that blonde young surfer body of lifestyle ,, he was the work hard make the cash husband type , now living under MAX stress fo broken family and loads of attorneys fees .. and $$$$$ worries about joint property ,, plus he missed his kids , ESPECIALLY that lil’ boy the lil’ boy she … she .. she was so porud of , I remember her saying how he was going to grow up just like dad , go surfing with long blonde hari of his ……
What now BITCH ,, would you want to see him wathch his wife cock and ball torture your son now ,, ? like you do his dad ?
Look during his bad times he and I talked he got one of the first few copies of my poorly written book , just two guys feeling the same confusions and angers ….. now this family I serve twice amonth often I am alone inside the family house cleaning windows room to room over a decade plus you get to know people all to fucking welll especially when you are a freak also ….. today was just to weird ,,,
What was it ? she parading her SLAVES or the idea that the Burha was there ….. I only guess that she is BURHA .. the latina word for witch ,,, now there are fairy tales and them there are myths .. witch craft is myth it has its basis in facts … yes FACTS . thru out history women have been the ones who knew the poisins and rugs , the effects and ways to use this to kill off a BAD male if warrented …. Or to maniplate the weaker males when needed ,,, traditions and herbs , passed thur centuries …. A tradition of the latina .. befrore my friend and his wife got back together his last girlfriend friend was this one fucking HOT latina …… and today as I clean the outside of the patio windows who do I see with his wife another hot chick but his old girlfriend from like 2 years back …..
The simple cute mom and wife I knew over a decade ago ,, started th=o change just bedfore she left to live in one of their investment protpeties …. She got hot real fast like in a matter of months from average … to a 10 ….. and the worker the guy that was always around working on their properties , that doper ,,, easy to control just keep him in good herb and he would be a good DOG … I knew that about him from day one … never one to do anything on his own always looking for SKIRT to hide behind …. The guy that she kept while she and my friend were broken up …. Has been living in the same house together the happy freaky family 1 bitch and 2 males …..
Now she and I have talked ,, my friend no longer talks she talks for him more ano more over the last 2 years untill as of late even when I meet him alone he has nothing to say ,, where he and I would tak about he ideas in my book the confsuions ans sexual stress the feelings of frustration in believing we did the right things how come it all went so FUCKING BADLY …. But now she says for him we … we …. We .. do not agree with the ideas in your book , the change grows subtley the confidence and power the contempt for the male of her species it ooozes from this woman ,,, but today to have her parade him and the other guy into the room and have them try … try .. try to sit , those grown men in the 30’s maybe my friend is 40’s ,,,, nakked except for the shorts they were waering , as compared to the women who still looked like they were dressed for a day at the office ,( at the office normally where he would be except when he was home getting the boat ready to go fishing ….) squirming those two looking at the floor the feeling was thick ,,, my FREAK O’METER WAS JUST GOING OFF , THE LOOK OF SWEAT on the guys of sweat and struggle and …. Restraint? That redness around my friends neck …. I was glad I had only a few more windows to finish before the parade ,,, I was not forced to witness what was surely making the women proud acting as if I was not there face stuck to the window forced to look ………ooooh she likes to think I am her servant .. since YES I AM IN THE SERVICE industry I in her mind am her servant … POWER CORRUPTS ABSOLUTE POWER CORRUPTS ABSOLUTELY ……..
What about your son bitch ,,,,, understand , everyone wants to be loved ,,,, the male trained by modeling , seeks love like he was modeled ,,,, in that family ….. it started off quite average america then became weird ,,, the male will learn to beg and buy pussy ,,, every kiss begins with Zales jewelers …. The slow slide into slavery ,, looking fior some sort of love ….. and men can do a few things ,,, become mean , become wimps , become gay ? as I have written the list of Reactions to coercion and controls from the book PARENT EFFECTIVENESS TRaINING ….
The history ,, well young master if you really opened your eyes to developments of ancient societys ,, you will seee the under lying moverment before the decay of those cultures to the presence of women in the highest of POWER circles ,,, hidden behind the face of aman was really the greed and selfishness fo a female animal …
That instinct of selfishness ,,, lets look to the harem of gorillas ,,, the make will give his life to defend the troops while the girls run away to protect themselves and their children ,,,, safety being in numbers like any group animals the predetor is able to pick off the weakest link …. While the male is occupied defending …. While the male is doing his protective territory patrols and the girls fight over foods and the control of the sweetest fruti ,, of course making sure the individual is strongest …. As long as the fights do not get out of hand the male does not get involved …. Allowing the nature of GREED to take its course creating the strongest female to be healthy ……
Ahhh but what if the male gorilla had to beg to mate ,, what is the female now in control does not want to have shildren because she may get saggy tits of stretch marks what happens to the society ….. dipshit look back to ancient Eygpt ,,, and Greeece and Rome even Chinese dynastys you can see the rise of female , power thru the weakness of sex ,,, the HORIZONTAL court of FRANCE before the revolution …. The decadance and selfish ness ….. the men actually jumpong thru hooops to fuck the prettiest of the females ,,,,,, the idea of the FASHIONABLE ,,,, again go back to eygpt greece , china , the MAYA in fact as fashion became the goal ….. and the men were trained to worry , to beg for pussy ,, to wear purfumes and get cleaned up … not be proud of their tendency to work and sweat ….but to become , METRO SEXUAL . the effect of GQ and even playboy ,,, most mens mags are actually controlled by the enviroment which is full of female employees and afemenant male writers ….. an world where the white collar decision makiners are increasingly becoming female , so that the worker male must DRESS TO IMPRE#SS …. A slow twisting of humanities instinctual nature ,,,,,, just think dipsit just think . and female what about your baby boys? Your fansty is it what you want for your son ,,, are you that sick , becoming worse than what you hated in men ? Panties off
And the whole pants also …… young master if that does not yell FUCK ME than what does ? you dipshit are expected to be her friend then ,, USE her for your Pleasure … but in the friendship world you do not FUCK your friends especially not like I FUCK ( MEANIE MAN ) .. now I am ready 24/7 to fuck yes if I had just cummmm I may need a few minutes till I can go again , but if the girl is hot for me then my dick will respond …. So it is not of your desire that sex is started …. Like in the animal world also … over and over repeat repeat … I need to get to your training the amount of programing you have lived … to get you to DEAL
So even I do get a bit confused about spanking ,,, look pants offf while I was on the phone ….. so after I got off that call I went looking I know there was a pussy wanting to get fucked in my house somewhere and she was laying across the bed …….. and I proceeded to enjoy the frangrence of FEMAKE to smell her body then leading down to her pubic hairs , enjoying the smell of sex …. And then the sounds of lust after my tongue touches her pussy lips , and the gasps of submissions as I stop and then bite increasing the pressure till I get a certain level of moan , bite either the tops of her thighs or her pussy lips areas ….. but I am getting that VOICE the vocalizations … of her NEEDS . I can sense she is feeling empty …
Dipshit , think about that she feels empty ….. she needs to be filled … but instead of taking responsibility for that NAUTTRAL need , because of her “ princess all dressed in WHITE ” training and programing she subconccsiuosly looks for DOMINATION to allow herself to be filled …. This a womoan I have fucked at least 1000 times still needs to be FORCED . and I love to make sure she knows it … so I personellly stradle her closing her legs with my knees and work on the TITS …. Why ,, because whe wants to open up … she wants to expose herself for PENeTRATION
Who and what are you? You the one with a hard on a piece of flesh that becomes hard build to be forced FORCED back and forth in and out of a body in and out of her hole …. You are the FORCER the PENETRATOR …. She wanst to submit to lay ther to RECEIVE … in fact she needs it to the point it is really that she is a takeer … taking SPERM
Now dumbass the sting of a spanking is like the exciting ride on your board ,,, it pumps the boady with hormones and excitement chemicals , making the EVENT more ,, more …. More exciting …. So when I do let her opne for me , to PRESENT her holes for my FILLING …. Well a few good hard ass slaps even a short spanking to remeind her that she was just begging to OPEN ,,, “PLEASE let me open my legs it hurts so bad ”,,, yes dumbass it is a pain of desire for the chick . I guess I am still trying to get a girl to understand she wants to get fucked as much as I want to fuck her .. so why …. Why … why do we have to play this game of submission and domination …
Ahhhhh my hope , that once I have built the compound , and that I expose myself to the world … I date in the manner of saying HELLO I am a POLIGAMIST … that I can explain the reasons why to girls who want to listen and fact is YOUNG MASTER , gilrs to do love to expand their mind to find out the reasons why a male thinks this way or that way . ahhhhh but the girls who understand And want to live and ALTERNATIVE life that you will offer . OKKKK so the idea that 3 gilrs the subltle sexuall air to the whole family life ,,,, brings the sexual resposnibilbity that will free your mind from the need to be her MAIN friend into what you should be naturally her FUCK yes a friend but mainly the nature of male female realtiosnhips FUCKING ….. because again the idea of forcing my friend to scream ,,, like I do is fucked up to my mind , but I love hearing a woman FEEL to hear her FEEL ,,, and honesltly dipshit the girls FEELS more herself if she is allowed encouraged to scream to express what is happening ,, and what is happening to her I am forceing a enlarged piece of meat in and out of her body IN FACT LOOKING ANGLEING to find those areas of her pussy which give me more noises …..the louder she is the hppier she is ,,, so again A SPANKING WHILE FUCKING , the demand she getss loud the hair pulling to make sure she does not hide her expression of feeling my cock fuck her , hiding that scream in the matress , but expressing it loudly for everyone to hear and be proud of herself getting FUCKED ..
PRIDE IN HERSELF GETTING FUCKED … sound strange young master?how does your gut feel about those words that idea ? young mr.nice guy. So spanking her to get her to be louder ,,, hair pulling to force her head up so she will EXCLAIM proudly …. Then not stopping ….. yep dipshit not stopping fucking and fucking and fucking ….ohhh yes stopping but not cummming ,, stiopiong to rest your dick … topping t ALLOW her psuuy to rest so it will feel …feelll …. See dumbass she can get kinda over excited to the point she does not feel your fucking and that is NO FUN so STOP let that pussy calm down and the fuck her harder again …. Experiement dumbass and all the while think about what is happening what are you thinking what is she feeling deep inside , because after she gets over the fucking …. She will act as of she was raped all the while the truth is and was …… “ PLEASE LET ME OPEN MY LEGS … IT HURTS SO BAD ” she has to be that lil’princess all dressed in white Heels and Earings
Geggle Geggle ( dam I can’t spell or I can’t use this dam keyboard ) her heels stuck in her earings giggle giggle … young MASTER …. Look around you the world YELLS the truth in it’s actions , I am so glad that people are just themselves … ALL FUCKED UP ! … AND that gives you a chance dipshit to see to look to figure out for your fucking self whether I have anything in my writing or not … just think shitforbrains …. Break down the motives for the cahoices and actions you see , do not look at face value , NOT with a BANDAID mentally but further down , the bandaid covers the cut ,, what did the cut? Why did the person become distracted to allow thenselves to be cut …
All the lil’ fights stresses EXPECTATIONS about actions are little tiny cuts in the fabric of male/female relationships the eventually both parties are like all cut up and damaged dis-ease enters these cuts the tiny worm of negative thoughts.repeated over and over by a [person not understanding the deepest of why’s … the INSTINCTUAL motives behind their own thoughts and the actions of others that genrate their thoughts about their lives ….
Ok , I was watching a good man … do what he thought was right , he was going to protect his family he was going to insure that his defensive position were strong so lions and tigers could not arrive in the center cave and eat his family … he was going to fix up his rental property!
Huh? Fixing the cave protections form lions and tigers …reantls property? Yes dipshit I want you to strip the world around you back wards to the basic …. Animal shit see the world our tools and building as NESTS to birds caves to cavemen ,, territory to harem anaimals …. Rocks for banging clams to sea otters … sticks to monkeys for eating termites …..
This good man had complex decisions to make with the STRESSED limited free time he had ,, he works , 5 days with commute he does 10 to 12 hours a day … he has wife and kids and now grandkids …. His wealth in houses is the protection he developed for his family to protect them form being USED by the world , ( being eaten by the world ) his family does not have to feeeeel the pain like many others do ,,, but in that safe position fo a well stocked cave ,,,, not feeling the stress of danger ,, the female forgets … how that freedome that safety is and was actually gotten and how , it can be lost ! RENTAL PROTETY IS safety and profit … it is a psosotion where the smart male hires other humans to defend and they pay for the privilgde in rent ,,, yet the rental property needs maintence …. When when when
Life is short and full of stuff for you YOUNG MASTER , never is it going to be empty…… when it is over well it will when you are dead ,, not one minute before … so this Master had to choose form so many time slots to when he would fix this wall in his cave defese system … fix the rental unit … do it during a work day ( loss his job ? ) do it during the week of that vacation they have in europe ( loos the money spend on amking his wife happy ? ) do it during the party for the grand baby ( be seen as unfeeling ? )
The master is caught in ricl and a hard place , and the girls in his world they do not u nderstand ,,, yet theses girlw work ,, they make money the act like they are the MEN but look and really count wht they bring in and where it is spent ….. hmmmmmm . and on average on average AGAIN on average …. It is not for the basis items of CAVE and FOOD but towards the BELLS AND WHISTLES .. like the upgrading of a car ,,, a car is 4 wheels and a motor …. But sipshit look at your car …. Clothes are blood stained t-shirts … look at the females closet ( oooooh girls you wanna talk about your males clothes his colgne …. Hmmmmm )
Lets talk common phrase ,, HE CLEANS UP WELL …. He cleans up well …. Why is it that idea is about the male cleaning up to go out ,, to ienteratin his PUSSY so she will be in the mood to fuck , the old every kiss begins with ZAKES buying and begging for a fuck …… go deeper now
Girls wet to fuck they lust for sex , they bleed 10 percent of their life ofr hard dick ……… yet they have been programeed to be innocent little girls … the little princess dressed in white that does not bleed or get fucked , or say OH MY GOD FUCK ME HARDER ! or feels a tingle in a spanking ….. that day after day expectations to be GOOD and we all like being good people smile at us when we are good life is smooth if we are good , it is the TWO year old looking for love from mom and gandmaom …. Being GOOD …. So wanting to get fuckined is not good now in the beginning of the dating process this becomes second to the NEED for sex … but as sex becomes an activity oOK’d by the relationship form ,,, then the lil’girl training comes back ,, and the females needs to be , dominated or , guilty …. If I spend the money she will put out! … she feels guilty , she will now act like her instincts demand of her and rub up against the buck deer ,,, ( harme animal mating activity it atkes lots of twisting your mind and thinking to see it ) the buying a kiss is the GUILT ……
Engaging in BDSM especially agfter losing control with a drink or drug ….. is allowing herself to be herself ….. she is rubbing up agaionst the amle lions saying smell me is am getting gready , bite me …. Bite me my neck ! stimulated my egg production ,,, be mean to me ,,,, make me strongers so that my vigina’s immune system is at a hieghtened state so that it will kill off weak spern and only let the strongest spern to touch the eggg ….. DEEPEST thought dipshit , things happeneing at the NIMALS SUBCONCIUOS mind .. instints …..
The girl does this also ,,, except ! when she thinks more with the mind of her TRAINERS … the society .. the expections of the programings , the TV and friends and family ….. but DUMBASS remember time and time again it is girls who read my shit …. They are victims of repeating old programing without thinking JUST LIKE YOU ! open you thinking and smile at the world for giving you such a great SHOW of insanity Master / slave hibernation
Right back in the 1920’s , young master I just heard that on NPR the difference fo rich and poor is like it was in the old days when things started to change and a middle class started to evovle ….. you dipshit by your habits by your sddictions to comofts allowed this ….. real quick on the topic of the title she dumbass may need that hiding time ,, a time to become a person again , yet with the love of the SEXUAL slave staying in her heart after understanding that her master does not want to TAKE as much as RECEIVE her choice of shoosing him …. Choosing you …. I can see it in girls in their teens and I feel it is natural for a girl to search a GOOD DOM a good man , to protect her to think for her in many many ways while she learns to think for herself ,, see she is not designed to … become an adult in a CRUCILBE of life and death like the male like the BRAVE of tribal life , like the male harem animal that neeeds to develop his own teritory ….. no she goes from one form of protections then because of the family the familiarty of scents , the inner drive to NOT inbreeed … she moves out away from the family circle on explorations and there encounters the other males of her own species …. And has the choice to be guided into his territory or not , and to RUN AWAY … if she finds the new male to be abusive ,,, abusive in the animal world since I have no other word to touch your emotional thinking I use abuse to show that in the animal world if a male is not the right male a female does and WILL choose to leave in fact returing to her home ,, yet the drive in her to find new males will cause her to explore the other side of the family territoy to find a new male ,,,,, if the male close to her family territory still do not fullfill her well she will explore the edge of the next territory ,,, yet the percentages compared to what we human do , the changing of girls with males is not where natural to other harem animals , but females in the animal world do have the freedom of choice like humans do … it is not a fixed in stone caged life like we think animals live it is that they are more natural and in being more natural they do not SEEEK some FAIRY TALE . here dumb ass is where the idea of MASTER / slave comes in , it is a fairy tale but susefull like a special diet is to a person who has to lose wieght ,, it shocks the mind Master / slave shoices the choice to allow some one to force you girl ( which in truth is not a force but a choice on the part of the subbie not force all ) helps you break habits … like a special diet can help you realize that you can live without ,,, the prepared foods and junk you have allowed yourself to become addicted ,,, thinking it, the foods are really what humans eat ….. like thinking that feminism is the way humans were meant to live …… think about it giving her time to hide gives her time to HEAL to re learn what is natural and right for her
Now dipshit addiction to life style ,, to technology ,,, deb was consuling talking with this girl about mediatation and stuff , and the topic about night time the time when the noise level the distraction level ends and we all have to live with the thoughts in our head …… and I got to thinking ,,,,
Electric lights are not natural ,,, people think that humans spent the nights from the time that fire was started , they spent their nights talking and partying around camp fires ,,, well dumbass ,that is part and parcel of the fairy tale ,,,, not good science ,, see fire wood is a resource ,,,, needed for hrat and cooking ,,, lite is a play iten great for festivals and sure people love to socialize and have a drink and celebrate the full mooon each month with a little extra artifical light and drink some beer finaaly aged for a month or whatever spirit guide mushroom they use to KNOW GOD ….become 1 with the spirit of the animals and land around them …. But they did not do this daily ,,, no because the fuel , the wires were not full of the DRUG of lite …. The DRUG of becoming lazy and part of the 60 percent over wieght …. The drug of easy way without thinking ,, remember dumbass electric light is less than 100 years old , LESS than 100 years old ,,,, before the 1920’s ,,,, only city centers had electricty …. 99 percent of homes did not have lights …. It is 2007 … less than 100 years ,,, the homes the 99 percent ,, sure had candles ,, but get real ,, radio listening was not the habit or fashion untill the 1940’s …. No elctricty …. There was not TV or video games ,,,, and dipshit have you ever really tried to read by candle light , you hear stories about people learning to read at night by candle light , brave slaves or women who faought against the STUPID controls of humanity that evolved from the MANIPULATION OF Roman religion ( the great mind fuck ) sure very very few did rea by candle lite ,, but most read during the day light ….
You dipshit are designed to sleep when the sun goes down and wake up when the sun comes up ,,,, but today ,, your force your self to live in artifical lights ,,, then you hate to WAKE UP …. Strange , think about it shit for brains ….can you? Could you think about electricty in terms of foods in a diet ? think like a drug addict who has to give up something bad for them … in the long term . but how hard it is to get clean then live once more among their friends who still use with the drug of their love ,, their escape for the rest of their UNATURAL LIFE …. Your animal self is confused and in your confusion you become CONTROLABLE .. SIMPLE WARFARE and polictical science … Divide and Conquer ….and you do it to yourself
My dad would describe humanity to me in terms of the monkeys he used to catch in SUMATRA .. during his world travels …. They would bore a hole in a cocnut fill the coconut with rice and the chain the cocnut to a tree ,,, they would lay aline of rice along and animal path way ,,, know that the monkey would pass that way …. 9 MONKEY dna SPAPIENS dna HOMO spapiens , ever looks at dogs the great Dane and the Tea cup mini poodle , both bark both play with balls both wag their tales 9 … the monkey would taste the rice then in their greed feel the rice in the coconut and fill their hands … but they could not get that FULL hand out of the coconut ….. now they would stay that way till the next day , when he and friends would come and collect the monkeys for the pet trade …. The monkeys would see the danger of large SPAPIENS coming toward them but the stupid monkey would choose the greed of a sweet food ,,, a sweet foood … a not natural to them sweet food … like a drug over reality and life and danger …. Dad would take the chain off the tree and drop the monkey in a cage qucik easy simple late by feeding the monkey rice from a bowl the monkey would finnally let go of the rice in the coconut because it have this bingger bowl of drugs .. free rice ,, remember these monkeys were not straving to death unable to live in the jungle without human help ,,, no mankind just showed up to harvest the BOUNTY of healthy strong wild monkeys ….but out family member the monkey acts a lot like us ? what do you think dumbass ? is the monkey a DUMBASS are you ?
Keeping the pump
Young Master my friend ,,, being alternative is just that not being totally outside of everything but noticably Aatlernative … NOW while you are building this ,, of course during the first period your first flush of committed energy ,,, you willl have no problems … keeping your pump … but later on as life hits you and you may feel the NEED the ADDICTION to spending money to fix problems comes in you dipshit goottta … understand this is part and parcle of being ALTERNATIVE …. To feel the feeling of an addict a junkie ,,, yet the world keeps telling you that … this is what is correct …. But dumbass look around you understand it is a system designed to keep the vast majority of humans in this state of NEVER ARRIVING always striving ,,, always in stress , in the idea of I will be happy when …. This system has been growning in the human world for more than 100 years but it is accute now with the constant input into your computer of ADVERTISING , something created by MIND CONTROL PORFESSIONALS … people who study how to slowly over time develop in the majoirty of the population a NEED for a thing/service /idea ….
Dumb ass being ALTERNATIVE IS NOT getting a tatoo , then smoking dope then drinking the newest advertised beer , and going to that party at the latest club ….. ohhhhh that is the way SHEEP that is the way of the niche age demographic fashion alternative underground … it is only on average somethng that happens during that phase of oeaving the nest …. The time of pushing away from the familiar ,,, like the animals who leave the harem to be caught by a newer male or the male who is slowly pushed out of the territory …. This drive is in you and since you do not understand it you ,,, let yourself ,,, listen to the best advise of your friends ,,,, WE ARE GREAT LEARNING ANIMALS . learning is being FOLLOWER not a leader ,, in most cases you let the advise think for you ,,, not you think for you …. Feel it dipshit think for your self young master ….
But during the time after you understand ,,, and you are out of the loop the temporary ,,,, loneliness can effect your commitments ,,, ond thinkg dumbass is to make sure you put saving in a form that you can not access that you can not dip into …. Us savings bonds ….. they are not something that you mentally feel like you can access at any time , they ae much more distant than an ATM card ….
Next especially you young who like so many , so , very very many of you , still actually live at homw or are very likely of bouncing back into homw ehn things go bad …. That sfety net of being able to live with in the territory for a short while more this ablitly of humanity ,,, well dumba ss use this as a tool ,,, see and understand this is your HUMMER , this is your bait , this is proving your TRUEST proff of being alternative … this land 3 homes , fishing pond , off grid using photovoltaics , and wind and battery ,, and growing basic freedom foods ,,,, buying land within a 45 minute commute of a town you like …. On thing is to have books to study .. next is a thing called a vision board . my picture of the day
This vision board helps you dream about the aspects of the life style you are building ,,,, from 3 different women to the idea that children will be part of your life to the relaxation of fishing , the ease of building an ediible forsest where , fruit and nuts and vegitables grown naturally ,,, now dumbass over and over I am not talking about becoming a fucking hermit or a for profit farmer depending on the land for you income ,,, no , you build the safety of the basics , and then use the wealth of the city for fun ,,, it is WORKING BECAUSE YOU WANT TO NOT BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO …. When you kick you addiction to MO’BETTER … way of dating and realize loads of great girls date really weak lousy guys ,,,, why? BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO REAL alternative CHOICE …. That is right dipshit , buy builiding the compound and then being proud of the CHOICE you have made the BRAVE statement of ALTERNATIVENESS .
I mean if you look at my board I have a set of stocks and a girls secured to it with a freshly spanked ass ,, a pic of deb and I with my riding crop , another two girls … and a gif SPANKED BY MASTER … under on of the girls …. It is all about brringing your mind your emotions into alinement with your dreams , POSITEV EXPECATANCY …
But I understand in the short term if your are a single male , you will be thinking urging ,, your brain will be , pushing you ..get pussy get pussy ,, do the RIGHT thing like everyone else ,,,,, hye great do that ! be like everyone else throw the rock into the air ,,,, and it will fall…. It is the very very very very few who will have the guts to be really ALTERNATIVE . now making a new vision board every few weeks should be fun , if you find it becoming not fun , realize the resaon is about money , is it the believablity that you will achieve your desries ? if so , then take some time to daydreams but ,,, but and this is very important is to day dreams with the understanding that ,,, you are allwqoed to dream , to SUSPEND .. responsibility ,, to go out side of that responsible nature you have ,….. if you read this then do this then you may beigin to feel to understand what I mean , as your responsible self is fighting to maintain control .. to drag you back into the world of shoulds ,, THE WORLD OF EVERYONE ELSE … a gentle sublt pull back down into the life of ECONOMIC SLAVERY … build the solid basis then you can really enjoy the things life has to offer ,,, but if you do the RIGHT THING ! the ting advertised and expected get into living in the right way ,,, going to the right schools to get the right hjob to marry the right girl …… So you can have a 60 percent chance of divorce ,,,, an 80 percent cahnce you will hate you life so much that you can not relax with out the use of beer or wine or drugs ,,,, the 1 in 2 people who have done the right thing who need drugs to survive ,, prescibed drugs be them anti – depressant , anti anxiety , sleeping pills , or other bandaid drugs that mask the symptoms of stress related DISS – EASE …. Iiiih do the right thing … go to the right college start you life , broke and indebt in the form of student loans ,, LEARN TO LIVE THE LIFE YOU WILLL CONTINUE TO LIVE , STIVING NEVER EVER ARRIVING …. Be come the slave to the machine the matrix …. It feeds you you feeed it ! if fucking reminds me of the movie … yet us who choose to unplug get to live in paradise not hiding underground … you get to choose a [paradise ,,, I will be hunting land again this weekend ,,,, this land is mountain view ,,, 45 minutes from two different major cities … recreational mountain trails with in 1 hour ,,,, OXXFEST comes only and hour and half away , and the ocean is a little over 3 hour drive …
It is about keeping your pump up shithead …. Build the basics ….. then understand you will build coolness later ,,, I look out across the INDIAN RIVER LAGOON my fron yard to Nettles Island and look at all the cool homes and then think inside eachof those homes is still a moblie home that the owner customized around it into a realy cool home …. Possibles dipshit ,, what do you want ?
No stop , fuck me harder
Young Master, the idea the training of being her best friend is what confuses both of you and could lead to epxectations about sex , that will destroy the anturalneess of submission ,,,, her own deepest TRUEST desire is torel;ax and open herself to the experience of being fucked ,,, now of course if you get a girl who does not understand herself ,,,,, if she is still CLINGING to the fairy tale in confusion , well she will not be the one for you ,,, but in reality she does not ,,, it is only after and before ggod hard strong sex that she ,,,, lets herself belieeve the LIE of souls mate and fairy tale tender . love ,,, when she is nude exposed , and being pentrated ,,, REMEMBER submitting to pentration ,,, your cock is hardd to enbale you to FORCE your cock back and forth in and out …… it is in her realization that SUBMISSION is what she reaaly craves ,,, and then with thte friendly support of the other girls who have like her come to their own inner peace their own truest awarenes of who and what it really means to be a FEMALE …. Then she will and does enjoy sex ,,, while all the while she is being force ,,, it is in reality PARADOX ,,,,, the girl you love and want to care for you feed from her screams …..
Screams that one minute are saying no no no ,,,, OHH MY GOD NO ,,, then change like magic in the same breath to no no don’t stop … fuck me fuck me ..FUCK ME MASTER PHIL …..
The idea of paradox , is the bsic truth of illusions …. Of dependable phyical reality … inside a TOA of infinte possiblity ,, to think that almost every culture has this theme as the spirituality of their ancestors ,,, for example Shinto of Japan who believe that everything is alive in a way ,, all is energy ….. for 1000’s of years that idea has always been there for all peoples who felt their connection to the experience the illusions ,,,, so to IS THE EXPERIENCE OF SUBMISSION … just and illusion since it is she that desires , that beggs for more all the while screaming in what may sound to you ( good man caring man loving protective man ,,, disphit ) to you it sounds like pain ,,, we males can not understand WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE EXPERIENCING ,,,, but the key will be when she returns to you , maybe at first she wants to slap you and say how mean you are ,,,,,, next she smiles gigggles , feels guilty about likeing it,,, Guilty about liking what is NATURAL. Anture of a female one who is designed to submit to trust a amale of her choice….. IF YOU ARE NOT DRAWN INTO BEING HER BEST FRIEND YOU CAN MAINTAIN THE POSITION of being what you really are her male ,,,, her protector her lover , that is friendship ….. Hidden behind a skirt Young master ,,,, in old time really when compared to 3.3 million years it was not a long time a go ,,, but to us human we who have been trained to have a smaller on average attention that a 5 year old , we live in the expectation that complex issues can be explained in the 30 seconds of a TV commericial …… weel for that person you ,,, a long time a go in a place called psarta it was common , ( not just in sparta ) that after a male child reached the age of weaning it lost its Milk teeth the baby teeth …the male child would move into the world of men ,,, and in that world the child would eventually bee trained and,,, nad ,,, and more importantly tested ,,, with out the compassion the tears the …. OHHH NY BABY ! SCREAMS OF THE WOMEN FOLK ,,, TESTED BY THEMSELVES ACTUALLY FOR A GOOD MAN does test himself in comparision to himself , being that it is our instinct to be more a loner animale ,,, where the female is a group animal and conmpares herself in terms of others in the group ,,,, hence the growth of greed , COVETTING the position and pssessions of others in the gorup …. But the boy becoming aman had to pass test of manhood!
With out being able to hid behind a SKIRT ….. be protected by mommy , in whatever form ,,,, any girl girl protecting enableing ,,, a male becomes in a way a mommy ,,, and the inner man some day will resent himself and take out his choice to hide … on the helper the female who SAVED him! It is a subtle self destructive pattern that many many many males in todays world get trapped in and since you dipshit do not really think about yourself your life in instinctual terms you do not see this dymanic in yourself ,,,,, you listen to more women you go on learning more ane more bullshit ,,,,, sfeeding only 1 part of the 3 p[arts which make up animals , like us ,, mind boy and spirit … you feed the mind more knowledge , maybe from Proffessional like therapists , who put band-aids on your life issues helping you , proetecting thru ,, accute life issues of DRUGS/alcohol self poisining and job carreer issues , without though really understanding that you the male animal , needed this………
You needed to be treated like you were eveovled to be treated ,,, like the lion , or male deer , the young maturing elephant , or gorilla ….. as he started sexually mature he was driven out of the family circel slowly pushed to toward the edge of the territory eventually dad growed and said leave …… go become a man!~….. the BRAVE ( why did that word become the english translate for the indain word for a GOOD MAN …. He was sent out of the territory ,, somewhere ,, where mom , sisters lovers , aunts and grandmoms could not help him ,,, he was expected to live … YES live , and more … he was expected to come back a year later bringing gifts of arts he made during those long hours alone in the lean too houseing he created , he was exted to bring back bone and antler tools ,,, dryed foods and meats and berries …. Skins …. Thing to show he was aman who could take care of himself and a family ….. or he was expected to be amale who if allowed to be PROTECTED , to be hidden by the skirts of his tribe , well that male , forced to live alone would get sick … he would get illl , unable to live alone eh would ,, be culled out by NATURAL FORCES … and the women of the tribe would MORN him ,, when theyear came and went without the son nephew grandbaby boy did not come back ……
Disphti , I remember living on the streets for a while , hanging , and LESSON one ,,, was to learn how to say BELIAVABLEY to any woman ,,, I LOVE YOU …. For any trained male in our wilderness of humanity knows ,,, say that and the girls will take you in her home ,, she will feed you take care of you ,, SEE IN YOU POTENTIALS … and give you $$$ so you can hang out playing pool drinking a beer instead of building a life ,,,
Dipshit think about your lfie ,,, do you let a woman with a little money capture you , do you stop being motivated in reality when this girl helps you , when she becomes your biggest …customer ,,, it seeems like it is work but dumbass ,,, having only 1 client to depend on is …. Being not male it is depenadancy …. Like a baby to a tit … now the street is hard, but it will make you or break you ,,, it is the choice of the BRAVE to become the man…. Or hide behind a skirt ..
Now dipshit if yo9u are smart you during your yuouth grown the savings needed to buy land put down the first tent , in CCORD with your own budget not based on becominmg trapped by loans ,,, not based on buying [pretty things or styles to compare yourself thru the eyes of the female who you are trying to impress or who is trying to help you DOTHE RIGHT THING …. No dumbasss it you who has to do what is right for you ,,, but our training is in direct conflict with our natures …. And it has been repeated over and over that the best advise is just that BEST … yet you look AT THE EVIDENCE TRAIL all around you ….
And then you choose dipshit … what lessons can you dipshit extract from thinking about your animal nature the ways of the ancient man …. So you buy based on your own money and ideas ….. you do like the BRAVE , but within the world of having everyone IMPROTATN TO you thinking for you ,,,,IF YOU ARE LUCKY m and can explain these INSTINCTUAL concepts to those who are important ot you …. They willl become quit and if you talk about your dreams with them they will LOVE you enough to insure that you do not ,,,, hide behind a skirt act just to make her happy …… if I build my life just in terms of her ,,,, it will all be destroyed why?
Because I am not feeling my own dreams ,,, following my own path because I do things with her in mind instead of trusting that . it is my instinct to build what is right … she will not be building somethng for her self ,,, because it is a man’s job to tdo a man’s job ,, IT IS HER JOB . to choose that man at the end or not ….. TO CHOOSE or not … to choose or not , it is in here that the child care issues and trap need to be explored more ,,, for ifff she chooses you during that intiall attraction phase ….. that horniness phase and SHE ALLOWS herself to create life , ( remember you a re loaded each and every fuck .. babys are her choice ) is she cooses then re chooses , later after the fact of baby ,,, is it your FAULT ….. you showed her your lie time commitment your life style , the compound the homes , the way you work and take care of things , you have food treees etc . etc . to show you are FREE …. You work because you love work not only because of NEED because you are a SLAVE to the banks and credit card companies or even MUCH WORSE , to the addictive medical for PROFIT insdustry ………..
If she leaves you and you are still being the same BRAVE , providing like you did in day 1 ,,, in fact hpefully in the system where you are not repsonsible to her ills or dreams for her $$$$ ,,, you provide her the basis for safety , you supply MALSOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS …. For her safety …. But money ,,, you dumbass can keep your money for making you land even better …..if that is what is reality then if she leaves ,,, why should you be respinsuible for CHILD CARE ,,, you have chold care here in the world you created ,,, it was her greed that is why she is leaving not that you YOUNG MASTER have not done your thing ,,,, in the POLY she has a resposniblity to herself to create happiness within the family …. She needs to SEDUCE YOU …. The fact of sublte competitions , if she does not and finds herself feeling alone , without attention ,, is she really trying any more to seduce you like she really did in the beginning ,,, sublties of life dipshit …. Seduciton is in the forms of many things …. Go back to tWISTED INSTINCT… why be trapped by built to be forced like an ecomoinc slave , when you have the truest form of stablity in your compound , housing power and food …. Again , examples mobile houseing a park here in jesne opened up in 1938 ,,,, and home there from the 50 & 60’s the exteriors redone over and over , the insides rebuilt …. Lived thru 3 cat 3 hurrincanes still are being living in ….. solar power , carbon cylce wood burning heating …. Wind power and personel understanding of power usage …. And FOOD ,,, just think about the RICE DIET ,, from DUKE unvierstiy ,,,, it will REVERSE diabeties and heart dis-ease …. And much more chronic ills , and what is it ,,,, FRUIT ! ….. trees are real easy to grown amd acres can grow tree after treee …. Secerutiy ! ,,., mental fucking secruty , for you for the girls …. Think about it study it Girls thinkings
Young master I guess the best way I have heard a woman and girl explain one of the most important the benfits of the poly relationship is this expample . two women shared a family that is that the first woman who had a daughter still iving at home , well this woman had a son who by chance ended up for a while in with her , in the home of the man , and as nature took its natural course , the son of the woman and the daughter of the man got to become a couple , welll
The daughter had troubles with her new man , issues about himi that she was not contetn with ,,,, the woman had issues with her man the dad …. Well the girls now being girls yet sharing common loves for each of the men would discuus their MAN TROUBLES . yet instead of talking to a girl friend who would normally trash the MALE ,,,, the girls talked to another female who had some sort of love for the man in qquestion ,,, so yes they coulc understand the troubles but they also loved the male …. And would help each other find the good in the male ….
It was in this experience that both the girls staerted to understand the IDEA behind the POLY and how it could benefit the whole as long as the jealousy aspect was not to much troulbe ,,,, still a giant step to be experienced . to be thought about in the mind is one theng reality will be another …. It will be real
Caution what you wish for for you will get it ,,, haveyou really explored your wants and DON”T wants …. Have you explored in reality the alternarives available , did they work out? Have they worked for others …. Yet when you start to get close to your NEW unexplored dreams ,,,, there will be self doubt ,,, no doubt … because of your condidtioning your training to do things in XYZ way ,, even thought that did not work for you or the peopke you have modeled , your lief is based on modeling the choices the examples of others that is is basis of our life we speak our language based on modeling the sounds we have heard and we understand are used to describe a thing action or shit …. It is all us modeling someone elses thoughts who modeled someone else who … someone else …. Etc etc… of course with in a limited parameter of self choice and individual changes , but honselty , you dipshit have changed very little from the model language of lifes tyle choice , honeslty you may have just added the new words of a newer groups again modeling todays fashions ,,,,, your bi-sexuality etc , again is fashion ,,, and the 1 on 1 , well is the fashion of the ROMAN empire still controling YOU today ,,, neat huh? Sumbshit , tio think your soul mate dreams are built upon the fanasty of old dead roman romantics ….. who modeled greeek arsticracy the rich and famous while the POLY harem life stlye was still the norm in the real world out side of the organized city state of Eygpt , Babalyon and baby greece at the time ,,, go back go back , and find out when the 1 on 1 showed up ,,,,,, it showed up when polictics ,, having marriages to establish power and peace showed up ,, thE PRINCESS / WIFE gift to a king used to keep the peace thur new blood relationships ,,, now making that wife a FIRST wife a more inportant wife ,,,,, GREED ! ,, not on the womans part yet on the womans part not on the man’s part but yes on the man;s part just imagine explore your thinking dipshit …
Now thousands of years later with richess beyond compare available to us , gadgets . slave machines to work for us so we can VEG in front of trained show actore and movies palyers …. Like kings getting entertained ….. we found BOREDOM and lack of purpose leading to depressions and escape .
And then girls who have lived pain start to realize there is more than what they have been seeing ,, whay they have had to MODEL .. they experince talking to each other … and they themselves thinking mmmmmmm , maybe the poly is and ALTERNATIVE , they cann live with and enjoy ,,,BUT
Where are all the GOOD MEN for them to choose which compound which group of girls they would want to live with which amles suits their sexual and intelilectual tastes .. whose life stltye is balenced to their idea of ,, comfy?
WHERE ARE THE CHOICES …? There are none !~ who else writes like I write ,,, ? where are they ? the choices ,,, well young master you are young you got a brain you got choices on building a life and LIFESTYLE …. Much more than I had in your day .. watcha gonna do …. Throw the rock into the air like , 80 percent of people do? Watcha goona do ….
Watch out for what you wish for you will get ! That is twat important
Young master , on the Instinctualism dot org websites , the opening picture is what? It is a gof. Of the Mind / Body ? sporot theme ,,,, hmmmm I wonder if the instinctualism respects something other than just the STUDY OF PUSSY …when things are off balance some times you must put emphisis on the place of weakest learning ,,, now you may say that withh all the worldly emphisisi on sex ,, and the availbilty of porn etc , that the world already is quite aware of SEX …. Yes ,, aware ,, teased ,, confused ,,, giggling like school children .. supressed by moral conventions ,,,,, BUT NOT BALENCED ! dumbass twat is important ! yes twat ,,, hey everyone look I am using a bad! Word ,,, TWAT … goggle giggle ,, hye look he writes using the words dumbass and shit for brains … giggle giggle …
That smile on your face is the vidence trail that you are not REALLY in balance ,,,,yes you willl discuss the idea of SOUL MATE the spirit … as if one souls was more imporatnt than another …. If one side of the toa was better than an other , as if love were to hoarded because there is a lack of , as if you can not love someone else ..? yet you dream over and over about soul mates ,, confused nad learned and trainned in an idea that is OUT OF HARMONY with harmony ,,, you are not congrouis ….
I have this woman writing me trashing me because o write about pussy and I am crude enough to get her attention ( my goal was to get attention I succeeded a mind now exploring …. her mind exploring because of my rudeness ) she says that my emphisis on Pussy is out of balance she is more than her pussy …. And she wants to proetect her daughters form people like me ,,, so what they your daughters can grow up to live the same fucked up life you have alike the fucked up life of your mother , also , that is the love you want to give to your children ….. wow you are a CRUIEL parent ! she writes what about friendshhip …. Again and again , look at the evidecne trail ,,, girls and boys ,,, usssaully become deep friends with those who are in their same sex , yes a special friendship does grown after sex ,, it is natural ,,,, at the deepest instinct levels , the female and male understand that sex brings with it the continueation of themselves thru the children offspreing of sex … so a freindship is benifincial ….. but honestly girls need ,, need … to talk with girls there are topics and times what a male can not interact with girls like girls need ….
But in sex … when that nother who wrote me , when she was making those babies ,,, during the practise times , when she was ,,, saying to the male who was fucking her ( oooh that male is no longer in her life ,,, hmmm I wonder why ? ) WHEN she was feeling her TWAT getting pentrated ,, and she was saying fuck me ,,, fuck me ,,, don’t stop ,, don’t stop ….. there there WAS TRUTH … reality ,,, no fairy tale of soul mates of best friends ….. both which are dreams form books not REAL in terms of TOA or the biolongy of the human brain …. It was the truth of the BODY . we are a 3 part ( + ) being you dumbass are so fucking complex , you think you are so fucking important but without that bacteria in your gut ,,, bacteria , living reproducing orgaisms … without them your lie is impossilbe ,,, you fucking soul mate dreams end ,, the great cencient brain of your dies and withers … in paim laking the nutrition to suustain life ,,,, you are just an animal . with a great memeory and the tool to use the memeory and them the spiritual desire to use that tool to experience this illusion of sepration form the TOA …. To be able to live in a thing where you can fear the fear of the illusion of being seprated from the EVERYTHIUNG the toa …. To forget the hide of how can a universe that comes form NO thing and will some day expand or contract back into INFINITY …. How can it which is in INFINTIY not be part of INFINITY ,, and thus everything that is in the umverse is part of what the unvierse is part of ,,,,GOD or TOA or whatever you call it ….
Think shit for brains … feel .. dumbass .. understand that so much stuff has confused you ,, young master that much of your stress is built upin lack of animal security …. The co9mpound the plants the homes …. 3 homes ,,,, girls get girls to talk to …. Remember even when you are .. building that friendship with your girls friend it is in the END the kiss which will be the JUDGE …of the whole relationship ,, if she does not feel that SPARK in the kiss of a friend then the relationship will not happen only a friendship will happen ,,,, the balance of LUST actually is not a balance NOW IS IT ! .. no with out the TWAT getting wet feeling the desire to be fucked be PNETRATED . used like a little slut ,,,, she will not continue with you her best friend ,, no so and her become just that friends …..
DAM YOU GIRLS ,,,, are you that fuckeing [programed , has all that wonderful brain power controled you …yes it has , girls actually my friend young master have much more brain and learning potential than us ,,, in fact we are blessed by the effects of testorione int hat the big T shuts down brain fucntions making us stupid so we can FOCUS where the female brain is over loaded with ideas thoughts and FEELINGS ….. and in feelings the concern for how others think and feels and percieve ( that is why we can be happy in blood stained tshirts and girls are dressed to the 9’s ) ijn that fear ,, in that control of what other thingk ,,,, they get SELF programed to be GOOD GIRLS ,, when it is their nature to be fucking sluts ,,, within the teerritory of their choosen male ,,,, then building the bonds that will provide the stablity for the offs pring to grow up safely and healthy … with good role models .
But dumb ass really explore the nautre of PAIN in ART ,, the art often come from the paim of old relationships , the BROKEN dreams mind and spirits of the artists …. Read the great western arts , then compare our art forms and musics to the tribal forms ,,,,, and you will see in tribal forms in the herds traditions the paim of LOVE was not there so the hight of art was differnet ,,,, what is more imortan some fucking art of the cntruies of ABUSE we suffer as a whole just for a few peiople to live a DREAM. You really gotta think dipshit I never never never said I was going to write the answers I only want to get you to open your fucking stupid little mind to ALTERANTIVES … ( 3 tents and a caml is a 1 ) Zach de la Rocha
“ some of those that work forces are the same that burn crosses ” Young master what forces was zach talking about ? Dipshit for 4 months you have in my sphere of daily contact and like you said I can twist everything into my Instinctualism ideas and poly life style as the human answer for our twisted eco-system …. I know you understand the concept of eco system and that you can understand the idea macro ( big ) and micro ( small ) and see the common in each , well the world as a whole is a big eco system ,,, which animals ,, things made up of DNA interact in a long term system ,,,, now along comes us 3.3 million years ago , we also are part of that system … most probably the cave ape … not a tree ape and not the water ape ( the dolphin was most likey the water ape ) we existed in a niche like all animals , but we may have evolved tools use more readly to surive cave life ,,,, IE using stones to throw at animals ,, hey look at the defensive actions of shimps and their organized use of stone throwing,,, just let yourself dream on , dipshit about the POSSILBES … and then remember the TOA the field of all possilbes and yep you can come up with some great ideas ,,,, things built from the tool of MIND ideas thoughts ,, POSSILBES .
possibles, forces , thoughts , energy …. Next records history ,, written shit for us to learn from if we choose to want to learn ,, hey dipshit I know you like to learn I see you learn about stupid shit like fancy fighting techinques of the fashions of music and cars … you like to learn what you want to learn …. And in the END PUSSY still is on your mind your actions still move around in in that , one constant .. moving from one pussy to another pussy … from one yes to andother yes … and you still asking her .. living in her world by her rules honeslty . OUR BRAIN that brain that learned by example to throw rocks to secure the cave , that mind that noticed sparks when rock hit rock ,, something the chimp did not see since it lived and trhew rocks mainly in the soft jungle floor .. while we threw rocks in hard caves and over time , saw sparks ,,, felt heat .. accidently made fires . cave life meant a constant temperature and less need for hair and less parasites and grooming with less hair . hmmmm possilbe ? our brain that learned and passed on that knowledge .. thru modeling or call it programing ,,, IT IS DONE THIS WAY , OUR WAY …. Like other complex animals with learned behavior and long term memories like elephants … which pass on much knowledge thru modeling over the years of youth .
the human eco system …. Dipshit a system based not in the cause and effects of the eviroment of nature , but in the evoriments we created in nature in the anture of our MINDS our plans became REALIZED we understood what we thought about BECAME “ THING ”!…first in small ways like making fire then in more ane more complex ways THOUGHT BECAME THINGS … .. to the point we have grown to where we effect the whole eco system ,, us with our nests or beehives …. And you dumbass the slave NOW to a system you created and maintain yet you COMPLAIN about that which you sustain . look around you dumbass ,,, everyday you send 2 billion dollars to china ,, 2,000,000,000 a day every day …. That is 2 bucks for every man woman achild in china ,,, and there are only 300,000,000 us .. so in reality your buying habits as a group make it 6 bucks a day you send there … that is our COMMON WEALTH being sent some where else 24/7 year after till they own us ,,, fine with me … that is the way of nature in harmonoy with the TOA…. But look disphit look at the evidence trail of your new choosen ruling class … look at their history ….. and then see what is happening there now ……. The car to own is a HUMMER ,,,, they are copying US ,,,,, day by day so it is not only US who is blindly shitting in their own fish tank to the point of making it POISINOUS … and not knowing not feeling it ,, not smelling their own shit .
why dumbass ,,,, why there also , welll a few years ago about 20 they made a 1 baby rule ,, to curb over population ,,, but that culture esteemed males over females so today to have a female a wife is a prize ,,, see they killed off aborted female babys till the raio of men to woman was unatural ,, and so attract the female for marriage ,,,,, you must be showing with your wealth …… each kiss begins with zALES …….. big trucks … fishing bait to catch pussy . hmmmmm twisted . they will not be the ones to save the plaet from the shit we have made they will just make it more poisinous …… evovling to live off the MATRIX , to drink bottled water and depend on medicial professionsl to only exist so they can work harder to buy more shit to keep themselves from feeling the pain of being SO FUCKING UNATAURAL …
my friend I only want to expand your thinking … give you shit to think about ,,,,, be alternative ,,, so you can choose to sweep your own door step to feel like you have a choice in life … NOW YOU DO WHAT THEY TOLD YA ( now you under control ) , so tell yourself dipshit are you alternative or have you returned again to be the “ scared white boy in black nieghbor ” a mind once expanded does not return it’s ORGINAL SHAPE , like the waist band of underwear once strecched out over and over it will not sanp back … well dumbass that is you … you jhave no where to go but to go …… on and think for yourself . look for the evidence trail and again remember the words of wome one we both enjoy …….. Zach
FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME ! FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME ! FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME ! FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME ! FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME ! FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME !
Ok dipshit ,,,, I talked about a man born in the 1800’s who knew nature , and my pop who knew the nature of man’s world ,,, was that old timer some old stupid farmer what is your guess ? to know nature like he did ….. well he was an accountant , during his day he sat on the board of and OIL , timber and mining company , a company still so powerful enough today that not 1 person on the NORTH american contient on a daily basis does not interact with that companies products ….. he knew nature ,,,he knew the ecosystem of life he knew the ecosystem of of the human …… balance dipshit ….. balance that is why I gave you SCIENTIC AMERICAN , BARONS AND MOTHER EARTH NEWS …. My used copies to expand and balance you fucking dipshit mind ……
Are you alternative or do have the subastance of that ink that is living under your skin ……. Are you ALTERNATIVE enough to have the guts and brains the understanding of ZACH de la Rocha Re inventing the wheel
I am not talking about the wheel of fortune young master ,,, I am saying that you have lost the chance to learn form father and grandfather your uncles , the basics ,,,,, oh you may haved learned about the new human eco – system , but we have lost the 3.3 million years of learning in just 100 years , we are idiots ( me, tooo )
Now dumbass you know my past right 1980 I quit college opened Phil’s Bait and Tackle in Miami Fl. … what is fishing ever think about it , what is ti that 80 out of 100 american males have done and want to do again , what is it that yes girls come with us but they do not choose to do it alone ( or at least it is 10 out 100 as compared to our 80 ) what is it ….. well alll the years of watching you , in Miami seeing every body evry gorup rep’d there in the world capital of fishing So. Florida and the Keyes and Bahamas ( my play ground ) what is it ,, this most expensive and cheapest sport …? You only need a cane pole a piece of string a hook and then dig up a worm … or a Million dollar boat ….. what is it behind it all ? it is what I called back the RECREATION FOOD GATHERING ,, hunting and fishing I understood that as like many peopke who live their hobby eventually need new hobbies because their hobby became WORK and stress * yet fun * and I saw this one pro who went hunting wild MUSHROOMS , traveling the world over to hunt in the woods for mushrooms ,, wow , then I found myself 20 years learning about wild foods and especially fruit and fruit storage
Re- inventing the wheel the knowledge my dead grandfather would show me when I was just a toddler until age 5 we would go out into the woods , hunting and fishing and eat , eat eat ,,,, he was born in the 1800’s and knew the woods he never brought a picnic basket only the hooks and fishing pole and we ate , nuts and berries ,, chewed wild spruce gums …… my father learned the ways of the new ECO- system the world of electric lights TV and credit ,, how to buy mom another Diamond ring or mink stole aor bigger car insure he would get his kiss,,, every kiss begins with zales jelwelrs….. HE TAUGHT ME THAT …. The grandfather was the father of my mother , my father was raised by another man of the human eco-system the city the civil world the world of warfare and money and greed and stress , not knowing the woods,
So I hate admitting when I do something wrong , embarassed but why , did you get meabarassed when you blew it at a skateboard trick? No it was learning and practised especiaaly if you had not real teacher and were self teaching in fact you had a sense of pride in your fuck ups …. Well I produced a batch of wild grape jam that was toxic …. Tdangerous for the family and friends who over the last 12 years depend on the gifts of my jars of jam the flavor of nature differnet than the chemo-foods of the Matrix our masters who have developed in us a hunger for processed foods homoginzed palettes and flavor expectations ,,, when I person aloows themselves to get used to the nature of food it is a hunger of their INSTINCT to want real food …. But I since I have to RE – INVENT the weheel re learn the processing of the fuit this time fucked up ,,, grape seed extract is now a herbal medicine that I get thru fruit processing but this time instead of completeing a batch in one day I left the cooked to fruit to stay in its juice with sikins and seeds for a couple days because I was busy , then I re cooked it and crushed out the juice ,,, but by allowing the grapes to STEEP ( like a Tea if steeped to long if becomes bad ) the grape seed became soft and leeched to many chemeicals into the pulp …..aaaah but if I had the teachers of old , the teachers who would train the young ABORINAL male the way to live in the woeeds , for that year … that year alone to prove he was a man and did not poisin himself or strave to death or get eaten by a bear or panther or wolves ..etc etc if I had the 3.3 millions years of knowledge handed down thru , daily life examples ,, of MODELING ,, I would have know not to extract to much grape seed extrract , because the pukp futher cooked down and concetrated aloowed the medicines to become poinsins ….. AND I HAD FUN YESTERDAY remembering the training of survialv school and the basic lesson of being alone in a foreign land with plants I have never seen needing to stay hidden form those hunting me…. You are to Eat a little of strange common plant and if you do not get sick and throw up the BODY CLEANSNG IT SELF OF POISIN like how you throw up when drunk dumbasss ,, well if you do not die you try eating more …. Well yesterday after testing the new batch of wild food on myself first like I always to … that training of age 20 now being my instincts for decades …. I let my animal feel the food ….. and let myself purge ..way fucking cool the complex instinct you carry dipshit , the machine we use to experince the life of being human …….. but then I had to admit to everyone I fucked and the end of the wild grape season gone ,,,, my crop ruined toxic …. I feel the fool for even trying to LIVE ALTERNATIVELY see dumbass it is not about saving money ,,, the foods I talk about you raising , dipshit it is about basic ,, human freedom ,, a KNOWING , that in the end you will always be OK . IT IS LIKE FISHING a pounf of fresh kingfish fillet can cost you $1,000, 000 or a fresh catfish can cost you 5 pennies for the hook and you get the stick and string and bait from the wolrd around you . it is about the feeling of FREEDOM .. dipshit which translates into self confidence dumbass which translates into ,,, the pussy ……… the purchase of a kiss with diamonds , or a fancy truck or a real life . think for your self shit for brains . BDSM and chronic back pain
Young master , the idea that you may start y our compound your honestead well a little older than at 20 ,,,, because at 20 you are still under the influence of th barain wanshing the limiting of beliefs ,,,,, you wanna try over and over the fairy tale or you just to scared to think out side of the box … And bdsm ,,, the whole idea of whipping your girlfriend intio submmission , sounds BAD ,, how can that be LOVE? Again dipshit what you call love is really just a fairy tale not an animal reality ,, and how can a spanking be an animal reality ,,, do lions spank .. no they do not go to the sotre to buy a floggere and lions do not drive cars nor watch , nor buy BEER …. But they do get ruff when fucking …. The fore play of many animasl is a play that can be related to the human females desire for BDSM and guess what dipshit about your age the idea that a girl as she gets into her later 20’s well she fucked up her back while acting … acting like a guy …. Living on the edge or just riding horses way to much whatever the idea that she can develop chronic pain , well dumb , a good flooging stimulates ENODROPHINES , which ,,, end discomfort , the flogging focuses her mind away from sites which carry chronic paimn ,,, now to the acute location of sexual play pain ,,, and her soon to arrive violent fucking ….. change in focus and finnaly relaxation….. so biting eating her flesh so to speak allowing yourself to be yourself and enjoy the smell and floavor of female ….. also stimulates endorphines ….
But dipshit watch what happens if you get to close touchy feely , to brother sisterish ,, with your subbie , she is no longer your subbie she is your friend , your sisiter and well you do not fuck your sister . your friendship dumbass started because of the nature of your two sexes ,,, then then a friendship and dependancy grew ,,,, now to dependancy
When I said sign a contract about NO CHILD support here is why…. If you provide a compound a homestead ,,, put it into a family trust …. She has safety life ong safety somethin unussual in this world ,,,, she lives /dates you till such time she comes over to live with you for a while … choice freedom of choice … like tha nimal male does not hand cuff the female her NUDGES HER into his territory , and she is out searching a new male because of her age and her mating instincts are motivating her to be open to new male …. He pushes her toward his ceter territory where his sent is strongest where his other females congregate ,, and the girl then can become friends with the other females or like I say she can just dissapear ehen the male is off at the edge of his territory on patrol or at night no cages of threats or guns like us humans who threaten and kill each other in jealously … it is all about CHOICE
So dumbass , you provide something different really really ALTERNATIVE … freedom of choice and securuty and ( hopefully natural sex , BDSM flavors ) the female has time to decide and if she … she … SHE decides to mate when she is ripe ( rmember she the human female can leave at anytime ) like any animal if she chooses not to leave because of money or security heyy , hint ,,,, her freedom of choice , but lets say later on she decides that she wants to re-enter the fairy tale world after she has choosen to alow you to fuck her … remember you are loaded 24/7 ,,, everytime you fuck you can produce a baby ,, it is always her choice to bring a new baby into the world I can not every really know their reproductive cycles unless they really want to keep me daily informed , even then she has the choice not leave not get fucked not return to your homestead 3 tents compound she has the right to leave her work in the city and go some where else ….. no CAGE .. only real choice and RESPOND WITH ABLITY .
So if she chooses later to leave the life long safety that you build for your harem like a good male should , if she in her menatl responsisiblity feels it is better for her child to chase the ILLUSIONS of buying happiness thru money ,,, how come you you should have to be forced to pay for her choice….. it was her choice ,,, you have done you job in creating the compound allowing her to dicoverr the life style ,,,,, why should I have to become and ECOMINC SLAVE because she is GREEDY ?
Ahhh the insantiy of todays mental/family profeesional , limited in their thinking by having no alternatives to 1 on 1 , well they developed a BLANKET law ….. treat every human like the cog of the machine ,,, just a number like me except I have 3 sets of numbers and 3 ex wives three groups of children with deep hidden mental divisions because of divorce ,,,, the poly has not legal marriage liscense no legal contract … it is freedom of choice the girl wants to be with you ….
If she started off be friendly with everyone and fucking you the way you naturally fuck , but she decided to change ,,,,then why should you be punished? Except that you are just a slave in this world a part of a sublte ecominc machine …. And reality plays not part in it except to provide that the industrila machine continues and a low padi work force is kept available thru maintianing the GREED thru social programing …. Divide and conquer and limiting of freedom of choice … of life liberty and the pursuit of happiness . and is building stablity the pursuit of happiness ? is tieing that new girlfriend up and fucking her with a dildoes having her call you master …. And fucking her ass and pussy at will , your willl … and then like she came freeely hse can leave freely but if she stays if she moves the fuck into one of your homes … and after she stays for days weeks months …. Who and what is her choice of the pursuit of happiness ? stay true to you dipshit …. Actually if you build the life you feel comfortable with .. if you engage in sex which is very very natural for animals and human animals ,, sex that is ruffer that VANILLA touchy feely tenderness and softness … guess what dumbass you will find the real you . a person who does not really need much , that fisherman I studied years after year at phils bait and tackle , the bank president and jantior who each Came in the shop wearing a blood stained t-shirt ,,, NATURAL MALE . you want for her to want you … the fairy tale deoends on you BEGGING FOR PUSSY …… every kiss begins with Zales with blood soaked diamonds , with greed and fancy car , with world wide enviromental degradation so you can show an image of wealth to a greedy EVE ,,, and in doing this you show the waekness of Adam his greed to forget the whole family to attract just one ! face painted , sexy clothed bitch … think dumbass , look at life’s evidence trail the law of averages ,,,,
If you plant you sedds during indain summer because you want to ignore nature ,, because to day it is warm you want to think the warmness is a signal that winter will never come so you plant your seeeds … only to see the investment die at the first frost of winter , since the law of averages states winter will come … sure maybe once every 100 years there will be a mild winter ….. ahhhhh but the law of averages …. Think dipshit Baby baby baby
Young master first listen to your world is it full of other voices , not live real voices but the words thoughts and and activities of others unreal other braoadcast others , WHY ? have that aroung you 24/7 … why it is because you do not want to hear that voice in your own head questioning you about YOU ……. Here is one of the basic questions it is not a question to the animal kingdom only to the human dominion ….. a baby … do you want me to have a baby ? do you want me to have a baby ? what type of confusing question is that for me to answer for her ….. get that get what I just said ,,, whay type of confusing question is that for me to answer for her ?
Look dipshit if you have done you PREP , if like you followed your instinct like any other animal harem master …. Like the wild hog or gorilla or lion , you left the family as a sexually maturing male , dad grwled and said time to move to the edge of my territory and build your own territory my son I have modeled the actions of a good male for you long eneough now is time for you to prep a territory and the show it to the girls who come around wandering looking for love and security a place for them to answer their own questions ,,, DO I WANT A BABY ? dipshit have you been reading my writing have you been thinking remember I do not tell you what to do I give you reasons to think outside the PROGRAMING you have grown up with ,,, to test the MASTER instinct you have to see if you are truly WORTHY of being called master ,,,, I think about 2 men who have been fucking girls I know recently and the girls now are alone again ,,, these males did not prep a compound like I propose they dated and fucked like the human waorld has been suggesting .. and living the 1 on 1 .. and of course the law of stats showed true again ,, THROW A ROCK INTO THE AIR , what are the stats about it falling to the ground ? two women I have known for years two I have watched date a myrid a bunch of guys again are alone …. And sad and mad ….. the master they wanted was to the boy they dated …. Think dumbass . turn off the noise around do not be afraind any longer of the wisdom of your own mind …. Be ALTERNATIVE …. ( that means not fashion not just adding 1 more tatoo … that example of males showing alternative-ness pierceing and tatoo .. again yesterday I was able to see how that is just fashion with no reality behind it … a weak useless male acting strong in reality being useless only a shell of ALTERNATIVE immages in form of TATOOs)
A baby , young master we can not realy understand what it is like to grown a baby ,,,, when she is pregenat if you are her only suppoert ,, her 24/7 at home well the horminal insantiy ,,, ( insanity to us ) will stress you both ,, she expects us to understand them , to understand femaleness ,,, the expectations built by the femeisnt FAIRY TALE ,, WHEN in reality your instinctual job is to provide the basic safety and life needs and the girls ,,,, a supportive gorup of girls wh thru FREEE WILL AND CHOICE , choose a male who has proven his metal and love by the territory her provided ( make lions and etc each in their won stake out erritory prep that teerritoy in the way natural for their species … ush humans by having long term food prducing plants and trees and tents ,,, human nesting locations ) I have four babys living right now on planet earth and with each I was happy that she was pregenta but alos , a part of me was worried about the health of the female the girl I was fucking ……. I am being brutally honest ,,, not nice , I worried about the pussy I fucked ,, I felt that …. Yes I wanted the baby also especially after having my first child I found out that kids are like so wy fucking cool nothing is comparable to the chance to give a little human asafe stable loving place to grow up and PLAY PLAY PLAY SMILE SMILE SMILE … nothing is like it … but sex is not like it either sex , is a totally different arena … a different need , a different experience …. But to femeales whose body and sexuality and children are much more intertwined ,, to levesl you DUMBASS can not really feel ,, no matter what Dr. Phil says or the guy who wrote mars and venus of anyother PRO of out day ,,, the ignore the nature and have placed expectations on us and the relationships that are UNNATURAL ,,, that is a for of cohersion of control since we human animals try so hard to be good it is our loving nature it is the basisi loving nature of all animals … to love protect care about and protect eachother especially in the family unit
Even in warfare in the animal world it is not warfare , but the idea of get away form territory can you not smell my shit this is OUR land leave of I will growl really fucking loud …. Or maybe even come over and start a fight ,, but LEAVE peacefully now… that is the real actions transpiring when we see that on TV or with a group of squirels under a tree ….
Babys ….. dipshit you can not control when she gets pregenant ,, first ask her to sign a contract stating that if she chooses to leave she will not seek child support from you … ask that she not get pregagnt until after you have gotten her a sister … who will enjoy the [pregancy and the exicted expectations ,,,, who can help …. Remember yo9u young master have the responsibility ofr only certain $$$ items and that is ….. houseing food and warmth ,,,, the cave , the protected territory where the girls can harvest fruits and berries and veggies with out being scared of lions an tigers …. And fire wood … the 3 homes , the site preped land , and the solar / wind electric system ,,, plus a camel .. the car the camel is part of the safety to gather food … the basic car makes sure the girls can develop the oppurtunities in the SAFE world you have opened up for them ,,,, they can go outside the cave to gather food .. or creidts .. our DOLLARS ….. what they sped it on is their thing not mine ,,,, the basics I have provided real deep down basics , housing , foods , warmth , family ( 3 sisters ) …. “ Maslows hierachy of needs” has been covered allowing now the expansion of the self . INSTINCTUALISM dot org ,,, dumbass , I am a lot more than the sex and shit I write about fuck head , the nature of the TOA , the desire of the toa to experience being a sseperation and in you it is experienceing human animals ness ,,,, not being 1 any more , you came from 1 to be a non1 .. embrace it do not resisit it , what you resist persisits ,,,, babys …….. babys …. Hmmmmm intersting …. Think dipshit …. Babys are part of nature. ( I say no more ) Scream my friend
Young master , well feel it , do not fight it , realize it , donot suppress it , then talk about it , yep talk about it , but of course if you are in a 1 on 1 you risk the friendship , what friendship well that growing friendship that almost brother and sister feeling you are having for the girl you love to hear SCREAM ….. and the part which is becoming her brother does not want to hear her scream but the part that first met her met her to fuck her ,, admit it ,, you love the sound of her screaming over and over ,, when you fuck her the louder her screams the more she fights and wiggles , the more she beggs to gett fucked ,,, when you tease her ,,,,, you do tease her right young master , teasee her to get that plead that beg ….. fuck me I … I need to feel your cock , please master FUCK ME ! …. You do fuck her to develop that strong orgasism in her so that after ,,, after . EACH AND EVERYTHRUST FEELS TO HER LIKE AND INVASION LIKE YOU COCK is ripping her apart it is so big ….. the screams sounding so painful ,,, yet give her 5 minutes after you get off of her , she will come back to you , YES , she will cuddle up to you if you wait and do not beg to her forgiveness for hurting her ,,, YOU DID NOT HURT HER ….. she will come to you still calling you MEANIE MAN and rsting cuddling … felling ( well I really do not know how girls fell I am not a girl I can understand how after so many screams she can want me like she wants … I am total confusion ,,,, still at age 47 I am still confused all I know I love to hear the screams of a girl feeling my fuck )
Fucking admit it , yes a friendship was there but honestly there was an emptiness for her and you and it was that , that was the reason you and a girl got together for _________ ( friendship ? my ass ) it was about sex for both of you . but in growing the friendship aspect confuses her and you bringing a sexual stress that niether you or her understand ,,, since you and her were programed to believe that relationships are all about deep deep friendship … when if fact we , that animal I keep trying to show you that you still are deep inside … well that animal builds relationship lastling protective ,c aring friendly realtionship based upon sex ,,,, why all this brother and sister love level of family friendship well , maybe it has to do with that FAIRY TALE ,. Of laove after sexuality ends ….HUH? sexulaity ends? In the animal kingdom sexuality ends for the male at the near death age …. OHH BUT US humans have become so afraid of the end… the fact that and end will ,, will willl ,, no matter what the doctor tells you … you WILL die . get OK with the idea of your end time … so ,,, we have built an FAIRY TALE built around becoming old and weak , becoming NON SEXUAL ….. so we waste the energy and pleasure of our life to insure we can save face? Have a long slow painful death but not be sexually alone ,,, this idea is a leap but I feel there is something to this …. Friendship is about the fear of death having someone in your life to keep you alive in times of trouble ,,, to be WEAK ?
Fear DEATH young master listen to the doctors become their slave pay them money money money ,,, come to them to worship them ( even though it is your own helaling body which does the real work if you study ) wait for your minute with the PRIEST of you life an health ….. how did human live for the last 3.3 millions years before today health care system ,,, if it was so bad we would have died offf … what BRAINWASHING HAVE YOU BEEN allowing to control you? Go back into the mountains , go back country and find the old grave markers , and read the dates , sure some babys , some teens , some twentys ,,,, just like today …. And loads of old folk ,,, 80 and 90 years old , way back in the maountains where they were born in the late 1700’s no hospitals and NO doctors ever ….. we while people invaded a land full of small tribes of human who lived with out hosptials or doctors …. Learn FEAR OF DEATH young master ,,,
Waste your life of today in confusion …… learn to fuck like brother ansister , learn to be POLITE ,,,, learn to suprress the animals you and her both were when you both first met ….. NOW WHAT ABOUT THE instinctualism , the polyamorus ,,, in there , she has friends …. Your are their friend but not that emeotional friend that the sister hood will give her ,, you are her friends in that your fuck her to the point of feeling like she was going to die and you do not HURT HER REALY ( well nothing that will not heal ) your sexual violence is the expression of you male nature , because day after day she seeing you work to provide the compound for her and her sisters and the children ,,, this this this , is the love we males dumbass are designed by nature to enjoy with females ….. when she becomes you BEST FRIEND ,,, when it becomes a doctorphil thing a FAIRY TALE ….. then the glue that first drew you to together will dissapear ,,,, as she starts to pity fuck you , just to do her duty ,,, and well alteast enjoy something ….. aome sex .. some sex that kinda reseembles sex .NOT ! ……way complex young master , and to creat , to use our brain instead of live in the Tao of our natural animal ,, well look around at how the efforts of control eventually lead to well unnaturallness ….DIS EASE . meantl or pyshical …. Think diphit about the feelings and experiences you live ….. Loving Meanie man
Young master , it is there in the animal world the reasons we act like we do ,, no dumbfuck not action for action , but a general comparision , here is the problem I love sex right , we have sex every morning it is like our coffee if for some reason we do not fuck it is like life is just wrong … but we get out of the habit of having reall good fun MEANIE MAN sex play tieing her up giving her a good dildoe fucking and teasing ,,,,, and I know I love hearing her respond to that , I know I love knowing her lust for getting touched , as KORN SAID IT FEELING THE DISEASE INSIDE …… well why would I not push a girl who I love why would I not push her to have that sex … because I feel like I am pushing ,,,,
Loook the animal kindon the DOM male may push the female dom her but that is when she is ripe her scents is speaking I need a good fucking , well we are sexually recreational ….. yes we do scent but we also recreate in sex , but we also recreate in work and movie watching …. And plus we hide our sex because of the other pwople in the house will hear our activities ,,,,, so a good evening fucking can sometimes become something we do not do enough of …
The animal , pushes the female after the female has TALKED TO HIM , talked to him with hormone messages … yelling to him with a chemical language more precise and pwoerful than the words we use … ( AND WE THINK WE ARE DEVELOPED , I THINK ANIMALS ARE MORE COMPLEX ) so dipshit you love your females and the 1 girl you have is special in the beiging you fuck like rabbits but then you slow down ,,,,, hmmmmm not good why one she wants a something , she needs a something ,,,, well in the POLY she gets that something in that group sexual dynamic the freindship competition of her sisterhood , the knowing they are having fun sexually remeinds her how she want it and so the PUSH comes from within and the enviroment ….. the male being the LOVING meanie-man we are the cave man protector when she communcates a level of openenss to and fdesrie for ,, well our protective side can recide and we can be the MEANIE MAN the female desires ,, the meanie man whose actions stimultate good egg production and healthy sexual immune system responses ,,,,
So I instinctually am not a rapest even though in BDSM sex the appearance of rape is percieved ,,,, I respond first to her MESSAGE to me of desire then I fuck like is my anture .. it is a PROTECTIVE SYNERGY …. My purpose the motive that drives humanity ,, our purpsoe which when we have one that we feel is ATTAINABLE , keeps us going living happy and excited … my purpose is to provide the smiles for every one who chooses to live within the territory I protect and maintain ,,,,, like the gorilla male , the lion male even the wild hog …. Far fucking out ,, yes I love recreation hard teasing fucking ,,, but only when it is the want of the female her messages …. In the poly the idea that group dynaimcs effect this is very resaonalbe . Instinct of pussy licking
Young Master , I think I should explore DOMINION , now being sexually a DOM well dipshit again I remenind you to read you body , you grown a fuckin hard on for what ? to PENeTRATE to dominate to force that dick ina and out back and forth and girls they are designed to find pleasure and relaxation and hunger in the actions you take to achieve their submission …..ACHIEVE THEIR SUBMISSION so they can relax and enjoy the action of your dick your DOMINANCE …… but that is different than DOMINION … dominion is the right to control .. to CONTROL … and dumbass you have no real control guess what you will leave this adventure called life some day every thing that lives will stop living some day even the fucking atoms slowly decay …. Everything , 1 thing will return to awareness of being a I in the I the illusion over the adventure complete till I want to forget that connection with the totall I and have another experience another adventure of BEING a THING even if that THING is just the basic building block for every other I’s oppurtunity to have adaventure ,,,, being a quark … an organization of energy a dependable state following a law an agreement. But DO<IMANCE is an ILLUSION within an ILLSION … and mostly unnatural .
We all animals fear death ,, yes animals fear their own MORTALITY … babies who have no knowledge of death the ceasing of life still have instinctual reactions to DANGER , why? They have not had experience to build memeory of danger but the DNA carrys in it the loessons of our animal past , to proetect us so we have a better chance to live …. Animals are born which many more of these the BONEFISH for example is designed to inhabit very dangerous water very shallow waters so , it is designed in it’s DNA to not need to think through memeory about leaving the flats the shallow water when ever a SHADOW passes over head the shadown of a bird , a preditory animal … who will eat the GENTICALLy stupid ,,, keeping the gene pool strong ,,, ending the adventure the illusion of an I ,, THE BONEFISH IS AN i ….. equal in reality to our “ i ”… can you fuking see that … so how can we actually feel we have DOMINION over energy forms fellow experiencers/travelers/adventures that are our equals … that is our illusion ….
The domion over the girlfriend ,, is another illusion the idea of ownerhsip just because of a LAW , an agreement a statement , the phrase I love you ,,, the expectation behind that proclaimation …. Again dumbass look to nature FINNALLY use all this technologyto be an observer …. Look at the movies of our cousins animals … the male of the harem and realize what we may see as control is just the action of sexual doimance to provoke sexual submisssion which both parties will enjoy after that act …. Choice iw what comes into play the male does not 24 cage the female ,,, no the female can leave and move on to be found like that male found her , wandering near the edge of his territory ( aterritory not of ownership but useful dependant on ABILTIY a young strong male protrols a larger territoy infact scenting into the area of competeing males then if the other male wants to fight about it ,,,, then they do but death is rare ,,, both animals have the instinct to fear death )
Why do animals fear death what are they ging to go to HELL? Do they fear god? Or do they want to live , they just want to live to be the adventurer and forget the energy which they came from for the monentary ,, second … before they rewaken to the fact that they are just energy playing inside the agreements of energy in the form of a stable universe …… so why fear death ,,,, why should you because you really want to live here to live this adventure .
Over and over dumbass I want you to realize how much in common you have with the animal kingdon , ni hopes that thur that you can seee that ALTERNATIVES , to the confusion greed and pains of this life , can become a choice to change ,,,, and the push for change comes in the feelings of AnGER , AND HATE …..
Now how much dominion do you need ….. about 1 half acres per peron in your harem ….. 3 girls your self , 9 kids … about 7 acres …. That area is enough for us ,, especially now that we have learned so much science about our ecology for use to create sustainable ecosystems to feed ourselves to create mimi edible forest systems …. Then still enjopy the dream workd of the city … the human community . this whole thing dumbass can not be explained or felt , by yo9u … in a fucking sound bite like a TV advertisement ,,, no , you gotta think then feel your life ,, feel your life , and the life of your loved ones and then say ,,,, DO THE SAME OLD THNG GET THE SAME OLD RESULTS …
Dipshit girls do better in groups we males do better as loners ,, you enojy , working and then having a horny girl come to you being all kissy and attentive and horny to be fucked …. That is our nature …. The relaxation after work ,, and by having 3 girls the natural sublte level of sexuall competition keeps the girls attentive to their own ,, yes their own need for attention sicne thye are not the 1 and only ,,, they have competion for the attention of the male …. Complex dipshit it is complexity ,,, competition between friends ,, but not a compettion like playing foootballl like life or death , like in bussiness , but for attention plus the nature of mating cycles ,, hormonal changes ,that girl have .. think dumbass think , and now TALK , have the fucking uts to talk to ,,,,, explore my blogs with other not as if I am the AUTHORITY ,,,but as if I am a commedian who states a truth in afunny way which then allows for the topics to be expored …. Get it ? dumbass … LOL
Wild Hogs
Young Master , Observe learn from the inter connections of us all the commoness . learn whatever you can but do not expect all the answer from 1 source ..OK dipshit is it a deal …… wild animals and stupid movies …first to the animal
On a customers property is a teeange wild boar that just arrived over the last few months …. She was at first all cool thinking sure come eat some acorns get fat move on ,,, but the teenager has not moved on ,,,, so she learned abit more about that animal from a local wildlife ranger before choosing whether or not to have it captured and remeoved for this woman feels her presence on the land is one not of ownership but use and stewardship during her stay on this planet …. ( an example of a spiritual woman yet an alone woman going thru relationship over the decade I have know often MAD at men , yet she lives the ideal of HIB highly evovled being …. Yet she is too an animal and forget and is ALONE ) SO I LEARNED about the harem aspects of wild hogs , ( pigs in this country came from domestic animals that went wild ..back to their nature ! ) when a male pig becomes sexual ,,, his dad runs him off from the family ,,, in the family he had time to learn how to feed himself and how to avoid the dangers of life ( we still got large wild cats in our wooods ) but when it is time it is time ,, it is nature , he must leave ! that is the INSTINCT in every harem group …. Now certain COLONY ANIMALS ,,, THERE CAN be multi generational living things like Murcats and parie dogs but we humans really do not have colony mentally as much as harem mentally , harem mentally allows for the existance of nieghbors …. But not the total mixing of colony … we think dumb look around …. The pig become a teen … it fights with dad , it leaves ….. you become a teen you finght with dad you leave …..
The same goes for the female ,,,,, as the female matures she fights with mom …… and she leaves and finds that male who is circling around the harem we now have ,,, just expand the way you see you own upbringing , dipshit …. Yes you had a father and nother or just a single parent but , look at our maturing traits , and then the traints , the INSTINCTS … of many many many many other animals and seee how in common we are ….. anre remember we ARE NOT Chimp or Gorilla we like there is not just one dog … there are not just 1 primate ,,,, we are a primate though look at the similar aspects of our bones … yet things like shoulder blades will tell stories about lives more often in trees and who did not …. Our nose is like the blends of 3 different monkey …. We are not gorilla ,,, yet the gorilla family and the wild pig family the basic FUCNTIONING of the family the harem ,,, between species so dis- simmilar you would think there should be NO comparisions , but ithe harem family works the same alsmot in every animal … and then see the functioning of that INSTINCTS , in our family ,,,,
Now think about the effects of control when you are being controled and you KNOW your controler you then can direct YOUR ANGER ,,,, your hate … HATE is good! It is the stimuli the power to get up and go to make chnges … but when you have been controled by a FAIRY TALE , a story book by a MIND FUCK … so that you would become docil and a good worker bee … ( yo! Dipshit it is one thing to compare you to a mamal but a bee …. The DNA of bee split off from us human 100’s and 100’s of millions of millions of years ago ….your DNA is much more related to something like Gorilla than bee ) you have beeen controled by the mind that you use to create dominion over the world ,,, IRONIC that which we thinks gives us control actually is what is causing YOU DUMBASS to be an ECONOMIC slave , and you the samrt mother fucker yo9u are can not see it …. Hence I call you ( and myself ) DUMBASS . But as to control if you can not iID the controler than in time you seek to express control so you PICK ON SOMETHING WEAKER THAN YOU ,,,, you become sicko..twisted …… the siver back gorlla does not abuse his harem , he protects and gets fucked and leads his family to nes foods That teenage wild pig was establishing its territory , by its rootsing and tearing up certain pathways it was actually farming ,, yes farming , its actions created , good growning areas for the foods the pig likes and it shiteed out the seeds of it’s favorte foods , the ones with the sweetest berries or best flavor is what it aite … ( just like you dumbass ) and wo while it was back into it territory any seeds in its shit that it got from outside expiditions well they got shitted into freshly tornup ( prepared ) soil to grown into foods ,,, that when a girl pig from the surrounding harems gets pushed to the outsdie of the pack and he finds her ,,,, he will herd her into his prepared territory where she will find peace ….do you see the INSTINCTUAL comparision with 3 teenst and a camel , you think dipshit ? or does one have to totlly explain things .
Next the movie…. Wild hogs …. Look at MODERN MAN …… look how sad and twisted and in enslaved we are and alos our women are …. Are you HAVING FUN YET dumbass?
I am an ALTERNATIVE . for the male strong and smart enough to fucking think ….. Be the Dildoe
Young master this is a simplfied description of the TOA again ,to help you with dating actually … in the comfort zone of greeting any girl with a .. : hey honey , would you do me ____________ ? ( a favor and get me 4 quarters out of the cash drawer I need to use the pay phone ) It is understanding the “ I in I ” at the deepest level , a self worth and postive expectancy issue I do not know how many times when talking aface to face with you didpshit you have not reaaly gotten the idea but here I go again . remember the course that can discoursed is not the course , the infinity that can be writtin is not infinty , the toa that can be described is not the toa . and lastly remember the idea about the wall that is in you’re your idea of infintiy where on one side is the impossibel and the other side is the impossible … ass if infinite possiblities were limited by a fucking wall
Dumbass , aborginal peoples were instinctual ? yes closer to their animal nauter ? ok and they oftern felt that the life force the earth spirit the energy of the all flowed thur the rocks and trees as well as themselves .. they were not seprarte from the world around them but another expresion of it …
How long does an atom live … and why did I choose to describe the atom as LIFE … like it was and organ – ism ,,, dumbass what is an organ – ism … something that depends on the actions of others things so that it can BE … I do not control the growth of new SkIN cells but I would die if that actions stoppped , correrct dipshit ? do you control each pump of yuour heart but if that action ,, action , expression of enenrgy stopped and expression of energy beyoond your consciuos control … if your heart wanted to stop ,, the FANCY all powerful evolved being , cencient , a special being better than lets say a stupid slug or an evil poising ivy plant . so how fucking fancy are we humans when we compare ourselves our level of evovling to a MASTER . who is able to be Enlightened enough to mediate with aclear mind ? to remember what it is nice to the toas again to be every thing and all time and infinite .
Ok , so atoms DEPEND on sub atomic particles to be themselves so that the atom can be an atom …. The atom does not control the decay of the sub atomic particle …. But you may say but particles staying particlaes is a LAW OF PYSHICS …. A law ..hmmm what is law law is nothing more than the agreement of the parties involved to agree to do a certain dependable action so that the combined exixtance can be ependable ….. DEPENDABLE . a dependable universe …. How many unverses could their be in infinty .. could a unverse explode into existance then decay within seconds ? is it POSSISBLE ? and if not how are you able to limit the TOA by proclaiming something is infinity … you something so simple that you can not even control your own SKIN . so a law can be broken do you break LAWS? … so if the quarks of this universe stopped being quarks ( for what ever reason in hell I do not understand why ,, energy the basis energy which I am an expression of also ,, why energy would want to be a multi-billion year old Quark ) so if all quarks went on strike , atoms would stopp being atoms …. And the all fancy CENCIENT being you are would just be toa again . organ-ism .. organization ( oh remember you can lose cencient thought if your brain is damaged so what are you then ? life able to surive without selfawarenes or atleast the awareness to interact in language with other limited energys called all important humanity , but since you may still be alive in motion as an expression of enegy holding the form of living human not changing or morphing at the spedd of light into ? other forms or death … you are still self aware enough to not die , yet )
how long do atoms last , some do decay quickly they decay and expression energy in the form of radio activity ….. quickly they die as compared to other atoms which live on and on billions of years. Hmmmm
now dipshit are you more advanced than that rock ,,, you are mimited by the brain you percieve thru …. The atoms percievs thru the action of itself it knows itself as energy using sub atomci particles to experience itself as an BORON atom …. The tree is an enegry a soul knowing itself as tree with the instinct in it to strive for light .
Dipshit when your energy life force leaves this bag of water and minerals what happens to the bag of water and minerals they break apart ……. Human is only human because of the energy of a something …. Atoms are only atoms because of the enrgy of a something ,,, the quark we now know has sub quark paritcles and so the quark depends on something so it can experience being a quark ….. hmm think dumbass ,, I KNOW IT IS HARD . to expandd out into infinty but get the idea the aborignal peoples were right the energy of rock is the enegry of themselves ….. you and your DILDOE are both CENCIENT . you just because of your agreement to forget that you are part of the toa , you can experience values … good and bad ….. where as energy ( an individual expression of energy in a unique thing retains it’s TOA-ness ) being an atom a special atom , not randomly changing into other atoms but being cencient of its role as being an atom which makes this experience of time and space deopendable … with certain Laws of pyshics all the expereincial energies can depend on to experience that which they wanted to . yes they wanted to … your value judgement is the only reason you would think that to an INFINITE being an atoms for billions of years would be boring ,, to an INFINITE a 100 billions yearrs is just a second a wink of it’s eye to use our agreed upon description of a short time . what is 100 billion in terms of true infintiy ? it is nothing .
What are you dipshit with out the bacteria in your gut ? nothing ….. what is the bactiria withput the atoms agreeing to maintain their centcient nature their uniqueness.
So dumbass if you can wrap your mind around this then you can see from the deepest level you and the girl you want to meet are very equal … it is only the instinct of you that flood of testostrone that floods your brain and creates stress , it is only there that you find the problem of talking with an energy form equal to you a girl who is only an energy form equal to you in the real terms of INFINTE . equal to the tree the energy holds it together .. to the atom where energy holds it together giving it life and a defined nature . wow I wonder how many centicint energy forms equal in importance to me are fucking my girlfriend with me each time I fuck her with a dildoe ? ( dam I am a fucked up writer or what ? ) The head of your cock
Young master , it is in you instincts that come form the cave man of 3.3 million years past that animal man , his nature is yours STILL ….. now dipshit that includes recreational sex … the ablitlty for girls to enjoy and desire a lot of sex is the reason why we developed into the harem culture where may other animals only gather when it is mating season as animals had more sex the male hung around and provided security for the females to nuture and take care of the bebies , the male sometimes giving his life to ward off , predatory threats ….. we still go to war and during basic training they remind us males we figtht and die for the females aback home , they bring out that INSTINCT IN US …..
Ok recreation those relaxing times what did we all do when there was not fucking TV to suck the life out of our life , well when you matured sexually you engaged in SEX … and when sex is open and plentifull you dipshit get to enjoy experimenting with sex ,, when you are controlled by your sexual partner thru the fear of her leaving ….. her leaving … the fight …. The reason you beg her to stay and LIE about her being the 1 and only ,,, honestly it is the lie of eons ,,, that we have been trained to REPEAT … the FAIRY TAKE if love when love is the ACTION ob being a good male providing family stability the basics of life from where the females can then grown themselves and their offspring ….. so after doing your work you want to have fun …. Living with only 1 girl you are in a SUB CONCSIUOS levleo f fear about losing her that fear of losss effects your apprecialtion and experiementaion in FUCKING …but when you finnaly do feel comfortable experimenting dipshit .. experiement with this.
Just fuck the entrance of her pussy , put your hand on the shaft of your cock like you do while jacking off and then fuck her hard but you will only be able to pentrate her for an inch or 2 you will be able to withdrawl and get a good aim for re entry ….. this stimulation you can read in the sounds of EXPERIENCE that comes out of her mouth …. Then on occasion , move your hand and give her a deep thrust ,,, and fucking then returning to the entrance fuck .
Women wonder why men are scared to be dominate , the wonder why the men in their lives change over time , either becoming more and and more pussy whipped or becoming more and more mean …. Well girls it is the natural expression of fucking with ignoring the nature of our animals instincts , the EFFECT OF CONTRol …. In the last past of TWISTED ISNTINCT , I have that list of effects of control written by that doctor and compare it to the common actions of us males in relationships ,,,, yo! Dipshit see yourself there … now before those controls the effects take hold you get reall good sex lots of fun ,, much experiementaion … then the control of I LOVE YOU kicks in ….
Now open marriage ,,, slaps the instinctual face fo a natural man ,,,, in this way if the girl wants antoher male good leave may harem and go , but when she wants to have the other males and live in my harem , have her basics of secrutiy provided by you YOUNG MASTER , but fuck other men ,,, it is not natural …. You get angry but if she leaves so whay you got atleast 2 others you wish that girl happiness find a beeter man ,,,, that is love of nature … the harem animals loses females from his harem and gathers others ,when a lone females wanders close to his harem he HERDS her in now remember if she is nto happy she will leave later that night while the male sleeps ,,, nothing by relation to true force comparable to how us humans operate . the nature of instinctual love is to herd the girl to me , yes it looks like domination , but while I am out hunting she can leave in fact all the girls can leave each and every day they stay by choice not because some one has a gun ,,,, if a girl leaves the harem on a gorilla or lion the male ,,,, just lives on looking for the next wantdering girl who left the other males protection .
This diphsit is the life we are designed by nature to have no anger or fighting or ownership/marriage or gun fights over a crazy bitch …. … no the girls are free to choose or leave … now following is and article for a Porfeesional read and understand you are an animals young master ,,, so is she , yet she has not op’s no alternatives but live as she has beeen trained …by TV and church
Like hunter-gatherers in the jungle, modern humans are still experts at spotting predators and prey, despite the developed world's safe suburbs and indoor lifestyle, a new study suggests. The research, published online this week in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, reveals that humans today are hard-wired to pay attention to other people and animals much more so than non-living things, even if inanimate objects are the primary hazards for modern, urbanized folks. The researchers say the finding supports the idea that natural selection molded mechanisms into our ancestors' brains that were specialized for paying attention to humans and other animals. These adaptive traits were then passed on to us. "We're assuming that natural selection takes a long time to build anything anew and that's why this is left over from our past," said study team member Leda Cosmides, an evolutionary psychologist at the University of California, Santa Barbara (UCSB). Ancestor's eyes Immersed in a rich, biotic environment, it would have been imperative for our ancestors to monitor both humans and non-human animals. Predators and prey took many different forms—lions, tigers and bears—and they changed often, so constant eyeballing was critical. While the environment has changed since then, with high-rises emerging where forests once took root and pampered pets taking the place of stalking beasts, our instinct-driven attention has not followed suit. "Having this pop-out attentional bias for animals is sort of a vestigial behavior," said study team member Joshua New of Yale University's Perception and Cognition Lab. In the study, groups of undergraduate students from UCSB, watched images displayed on computer monitors. The flashing images alternated between pairs of various outdoor scenes, with the first image showing one scene and the next an alternate version of that scene with one change. Participants indicated each time whether they detected a change. The photographs included animate categories, such as people and other animals, as well as inanimate ones, such as plants, artifacts that can be manipulated (stapler or wheelbarrow) and fixed artifacts, such as landmarks (windmill or house). Modern hunter-gatherers Overall, the subjects were faster and more accurate at detecting changes involving all animals compared with inanimate objects. They correctly detected nearly 90 percent of the changes to "living" targets compared with 66 percent for inanimate objects. In particular, the students spotted changes in elephant and human scenes 100 percent of the time, while they had a success rate of just over 75 percent for photos showing a silo and 67 percent for those with a coffee mug. Though we are more likely to meet death via an SUV than a charging wildebeest, the results indicated subjects were slower and less successful at detecting changes to vehicles than to animals. The researchers compare our attentional bias toward animals to the appendix, an organ present in modern humans because it was useful for our ancestors, but useless now. These results have implications for phobias and other behaviors that involve focus toward specific categories of objects over others. "People develop phobias for spiders and snakes and things that were ancestral threats. It's very infrequent to have somebody afraid of cars or electrical outlets," New told LiveScience. "Those statistically pose much more of a threat to us than a tiger. That makes it an interesting test case as to why do tigers still capture attention."
Feminist Blog
Young master , the girls around you often think like a group in terms of a fashion , trained from youth to feel the failed plans of the feminst movement are not really happening … ignoring their own unhappiness continueing to search for happiness and contetnent and personel purpose in things like making money in careers ,,,, in buyiong more stuff …. Sipshit I hope you have some basisi in ancient wisdosm every sage of the eons has talked and talked about getting rid of the desire to won stuff , ever since we started this whole stuff lifestyle , wanting to be rich like the king ,,, ever since we became greedy for shiney metal and having slaves work for us so we can become sick and lazy and fat … the sage has been saying , …
You want happiness humanity? Then let go of the LOVE of money ,, the love of things …
And so when I read a womens blog where in her office the topic of polty came in this loud woman , led the charge of the current femeinst ideals , when other more mild girls hear those PROCLAIMS OF THE BENEFITS of todays world … they shy away from speaking their opions ,, and in silence they en power the STATUS quo ….. more of the same with limited ALTERNATIVES , strange how the alternative ideals of the past ,, the free thinkers of just 40 or 50 yearas ago now are the CLOSED MINDED ones who do not want even any disscusions about ALTERANTIVES , how fast we humans forget what was an alterantive in the 60’s femeinism became a reality a freem=domo of choice and a right! Only because of people who allowed freedom of discussions and actions and ALTERNATIVES …
So the feminst yells protests and in the majority female run office the of today where the male has become the manual laborer working out doors like we love and the offices are populated with a majority of females working in doors , living off of ARTIFICAL enviromentals in temperature control ,,,,,, controlled by the machine of industry ,, allowing themselves to become SLAVES to comfort and SLAVES to fear of death ( YO every body animal and human will die ) become salves to a health care industry . So the woman raises her voice and demeans the male who just wanted to discuss , the ideas of POLY ….hmmmm interesting open minded supportive female who now is the group in power ,,,, POWER CORUPTS …. And women are very corruptible
Instinctually m the female animal is selfish for reason of the beinfit of the offspring it just had! Where the male is selfish in terms of caring for the GENERAL welfare of the whole ,, whole ,, harem …. The GREED of EVE the Greed of ADAM …..
The female who wrote her feminist blog stated that drugs like Viagrage where developed as much to benefit women sicne men can not have durable erections any more ,,, TREAT THE SYMPTOM ,,,, this is a great example of that foolishness … of treating the symptom instead of admitting the baiss for th problem …. The 1 on 1 ,,, the life where a man feels controlled his instincts are suppress he lives in a world of ,,,, instinctual dis ease not being able to express his real nature ,, but only express a nature that SOCIETY ALLOWS , a society built to support a rich few , by ,, training humans to depend on a central power ,,,, GOD .
Oooh dipshit , do you do this , ( I do often without noticing ) do you when you hear or read some really good logic some good ideas , ideas pretty much like yours ,, do you start to agree more and more with almost everything said by that person or group ? it is the effect of the YES set any professional salesman understands the YeS SET … get a customer saying yes and they tend to continue ,,, if a political person a teacher of religion ,, gets you to agree with some things over time you start to trust them more than your won thinksing ,,,,, it happens subltly …. Just the bad habit of being trained like we have ,,,, we as animals were designed to be schooled until we reached the age of sexual desire ,,, 14 or 15 ,,,, then branch off and liove off the skills we learned and evolve those skills …. But not for the last 100 years we have continued to be schooled ,,,, till 18 , 20 , or 22 …. These extra years …. Helped train us as animals to believe in the PROFESSIONAL .. DEPEND ON THE ideas and recommendations of others and less on ourselves ,,, why , because life has gotten complex ,,,, we love the stuff that money can buy ….?then we bought so much stuff that we can no longer manage it with out professionals … providing things like energy electricity ,,, housing and food ,,, these sound like the basics of life ,,, but in reality dipshit every thing other than your next BREATHE is a toy …. Your large fancy , pretty home ,,, and manicured lawn an detailed car ,, and French tipped nails …. Etc etc …. They are toys that enslave you …
The poly is an lifestyle ALTERNATIVE , instinctualism is an lifestyle alterantive . by philip van der mude Fingering fun
Young master ,,,, ever listen to how much fun a girl has with your finger ,,, ever think about that dipshit … just a finger ,,,, have you really explored the inside of her pussy , feel textures feel indentations areas where you get and extra OOOOH YES … actually my passion today is not to write how to’s on sexual stimulation after all , I am not into discussing dating problems and 1 on 1 relationship stress … no , I think more important is your mental state while you build the compound , keeping your pump up while you are saving the money to buy the land which will provide you with that DIFFERENCE .
And dipshit the difference of building a compoing that is off gird ,,, no more will you be giving to much money to the Gulf states because of your involvement in the common energy cycle …. Once you have the land once you have two of the tents ,,,, then your dating the YOU will be so different as be well now you are SPECIAL like having the real cool car.
But during that building time …. I wanted to go over something called level of wanto … dipshit if you pissed your pants 1 out of every ten times you had to go ,,, if you love baseball but 1 out of every ten throws you just dropped the ball like a 2 year old , if you were a doctor/surgeon and 1 out of every 10 people you worked on died ,,,, if you were a fisherman and 1 out of every ten casts you fucked up on …. If at work you only showed up 1 out of every ten days … what do you think that says about your level of WANTO about the activity ,,, if you realy wanted to not pee in your pants and it was just being fucking lazy that you ened up peeing your pants , if you found out it was just being fucking lazy in all the above activities that was the reason for fucking up …… would you agree that maybe on some level that activity is not realy that important to you ?
I am mean think about it , fucking 1 in 10 times doing it right 9 times then fucking up ,,, especially at an activity that you can do … not something you are learning but something you can and do ,,, do ok at . fucking 10 percent of the time . brings into question your real wants .
Now if you really want something you will get it ,,, it just seems to be one of those laws about reality ,,, because if your realy wanto , you really want it you work and work and work ….. till you no longer fuck up 1 in 10 times . and you succeed .
Now many many times beople say they want this they want that , yet they do not do whatever it takes to achieve it , the evidence trail does not support their stated want , well there was a technique it was , just writing once a day your want , this is especially powerful in some thing like stopping smoking ….. just write once day , 1 want to stop smoking … just write those words doen not just say them but atleast take the effort and have the planning and fore sight to have a pen and paper , with you to write those couple of words … I want to stop smoking …. Ohhh important is to choose a special time a day for when to write your want …. Now dipshit can you commit to that ?
Would you commit to just writing your all important want only once a day …? For only 30 days ,, what you can not commit to some thing for 30 days yet you want . to commit to a life time withone girl and the kids .. or 3 girls and the kids …. Or working the job of your dreams versus a job you hate ,,,, would you commit to writing your want one quick simple sentence to describe / just name the want ,,,, not a whole fucking book ,, just a word or two whichi is important to you ,,, for only 30 days …. But but but , if you find you FUCK UP 1 in ten times …. And you do not have a pen to write … or you miss the scheduled time or you find that something else is more important thatn the idea of your greatest biggest most important WANT … then re think your want ,,, do you really want it?
Hey if you find yourself wanting to do something else MORE ,,, if you can not take 30 seconds to your self , excuse yourself like to go to the john or something … ( kinda the pissing in the pants that is why I used that you would stop everything and excuse yourself to go use the john instead of PISS your pants ) but if you find yourself choosing your OTHER WANTS , more instead of the want you CLAIM is all important than ,, re think yoiur wants ,,,
Now if you do do the 30 days anad do not have a failure rate of 10 percent ,,,, well many many time magic happens .. all the expectation of enjoying the idea of writing , all the expectation of the arrival of the time when you will write your IMPORTANT want everyday ,, that positive expectation generates it activates the infinite potential fields …. That enengy of magic for lack of a more scientific word ,,,, you will find especially when it come to like smoking when you end the 30 days and you do choose a STOP date , you do realy stopw with out any withdarawls or efforts it is just so natural …. With almost everything , things just line up for you to receive what ever that wants is … and you find yourself much much closer than ever before …. There is a power in clearify your wants .. to programming your mind that tool ?
How does this work when it come to building the compound , well the real day to day choice to prove that you will do this ,,,, writing ,,, the proof of the level of wants . if you do not do it and choose to watch a movie instead ,,, or spend that 30 seconds entertaining some one else ,, or becoming distracted … welll thr truth the EVIDENCE TRAIL …. Speaks to the universe … that whole idea of the law of attraction , the ideas that have been proven by evidence trail and evidence trail written in history . to the point the evidence is impossible to deny that a LAW OF ATTRACTION does exisit . so prove the law your self by really wanting one thing more than all the distractions in life … all you gotta do is write astupid little sentence everyday for 30 days , all you gotta do , is have a pen and paper … all you gotta do is choose a time ,,, a time that you are a wake everyday …. There must be some time of the day that everyday you are a wake .
So dipshit ,, think about what you want , think about the evidence trail of the world you grew up in ,,, were you from a divorce family do you really want that for your kids … and what do you think you do not want kids .. dipshit , you want kids , and wives , yep having and just palying being free sure is fun but at some time wyou will want the family and it is worth ,,, everything , kids are so cool and the girls who give birth to them are great fun and very loving caring ,,, well if … if … and it semms only if , the reality of your harem is just aht a reality . other wise you will most likely slip back into 1 on 1 rensentments and stresses . So dipshit so starting early towards the idea of the harem will allow you much more freedom during your twenties and later . look at your bank account dumbass , look at the floor board of your car what is ther CASH ? bage from fast foods places empty red bull cans …… really think about your wants and your evidence trail . Sensation of pussy lips
Honestly young master have you taken time to enjoy her pussy lips and if not why ….. why is fucking something so much a stress for so many ,,,, or for a few of you guys you really are not all that interested , you think and act on that I LOVE YOU SO much she gives you that you act as if the girl is not realy that important that she is the person trapped because of LOVE and dipshit you are right up to a point , on average that love commitment on her part her being the natural submissive will last until you show that you are not worthy to be MASTER ……now I really so not want to waste my time writing to you if you are the male reading this no ,,, I am more into wrting to that NICE guy who has in him that realy good man , that master but finds … jumping thru the emotional hoops of today dating system to be fucking insane ,,, he /you can feel the extremem tension and say to yourself it should not be this fucking hard to been fucking ….
The idea that you build a life you put forth the effort and smarts ,, then let the evidence trail prove you …. It is like again I will use a movie to show ourselves to ourselves ,,, that movie lonely hearts near the end a young girl a store clerk who brings the main character a box of ceral he forgot , well the girl comments oh how COOL his car is ,,, she like 90 percent of the girls in the real world ,, are attract by life’s bling the shiney … they see a really cool new style car and they want the experience of riding in that car so they use their sexuality to achieve that end ….. and if during the interaction with the cars owner they find that male to be of their likeing well then a relationship will develop ,,, but the thing that brough them the boy and girl was the girls GREED ….. 4 wheeels that bring a good man from point A to point B …. Is not fun or exciting ….. but that new design of sports car , that corvette , that Jag , that rag top …etc. that Fairy tale now that is fun . and the guy must have money look at what he owns ….. ahhhhhhhh you know this is what is happening dumbass you know we all talk about it us guys talk about it … but we still buy … bling to attract pussy .
That is where and when the problem with enjoying the texture of her pussy lips come in since the relationship is not built upon the real needs and INSTINCTS of the human animal . but built on the idea of the money …. Yet the money was used to buy fishing lures to attract and catch pussy to … enable you a male to GET LUCKY …. It is a relationship that atarts out on the wrong foot and you wonder why 60 percent of EVEN marriages fail , marriages which are dating relationships that have ENDURED longer than the regular date …… which ends at level of 99 percent …
Ok so your evidence trail your … amount of goats and tents how many camels you have … these things like the level of your ROAR or the way you pound your chest of the size of your horns … do if you were a lion dear or gorilla … your car home clothes the loudness of your music whatever it is that you feel you can show off .. to prove to the animal in the girl that you are special …. Starts to ball off , but the 1 on 1 is a road to and end .
It continues the problems of fucked up children because of power plays that most people do not erealy even realize they are play , each person feeling they are right the other is WROMG , when at the most basic of real reality at the QUATUM level of the psychics we all share ,, you and she are the same energy or spiritual force , the way the atoms assemble into human form and face …. The memeory wach of us have and the things we each feel is important based on our personnel morals and ideas ,,,, thos actually deep down are the same , because the base TOA-ist energy of life is a constant ….and that is a constant of changes variation of infinte possibilities . here to experience just that a variation of life not the 1 and only life . hmmmmm not a 1 a life of restricted choices .
Dipshit , just think about the idea of …. ALTERNATIVES … after you have the evidence trail , then to talk proudly of what you have built and why , will give the girl hunting ,,, the girl who only has the choice of dating because of BLING , it will give her a nes choice …. To go live with this male this family … this poly amourus life , where she has the friendship of girls and the sex and friendship of a male , without the greed of eve or the greed of adam ….. you the male have already proven your commitments , you have built 3 tents , you have provided the OFF gird power life style , you have natures foods growing every where in your own private Idaho or paradise ….. something that girls can not get form just any one …
Ok so this way if the girl get s pregnant and then want so leave well leave ,,, she can never control you …. Even sing the child/ren will ot work over the long run because the kids will see the truth of the greed of that female , of tha mother …. When they grow up and see that you dipshit did your TRUE GOOD MAS JOB ,,, ot a job of just buying shit having expenseive FIARY TALE weddings and honey moon ….. but actually you spent your time an effort inot building a sustainable life style where you as a male , father and shuband to three females would have had time to enjoy and be there to inteat with every in a relaxed manner not over working to buy the next new …… toy or house or vaction …
I promote doing something different , based on just plain JUST AND HONEST shit , and yet I expect to be free to enjoy the girls in deeply sexual ways ways ,,, but of course this is all about …. FREEDOM of choice no girl should be with you or give you a child thinking that it is thru the child that she gains a level of control over you or the family … having or giving you a child is a subconsiuos control tool for manymany women …. In the poly she will realize up front control is not possible …. PARTICiPATION is the reality …. And you children also will see Truth not a fairy tale . ohhh yes back to sex …. Since for me to relax and enjoy sex is important …. Having then the time ,,, having then the location where you can enjoy with alevel of privacy ….. all of this is available because of your choice to create something before you ,, created the relationships … not like me being invested deeply to the tone of big bucks in fairy tale land …. Having to wait and wait day after day for a miracle ….. a buyer. Well miracles happen everyday my buyer is here somewhere , and then I get to build what you can build from the beginning … and once you got it on the way ,,, you can be as proud of the poly compound as you would have been with the cool truck …. And you will be suprized that over coffee how OPEN MINDED GIRLS REALY ARE . from Philip Van der Mude
Same as sex Or is it same sex ,,, the oppisite of Co – Ed , young master here is the evidence from the pro’s that they are becoming aware of the effects of the animal side of humanity on humanity …… the return in experiemental terms to aingle sex class rooms …hmmmm the returen to , that is important to realize because up until 1970 , single sex class rooms were the NORM . The rules , like the rules of POLY lifestyle that were written down in the reigous book of our human history were there because they were found to be words of wisedom ,,,,,wis words that helped mankind for eons , the writttne wisedom from time before writing. HIDDEN in religion religion is not all bad , to throw out the good in the ancient written religious traditions and laws , is to throw the ababy out with the dirty bath water you were using to clean just that baby …. Do you get that picture dumbass? You want to clean a baby yso you give the baby a bath , and then being stupid you throw out the baby also because the baby happens to be in the dirty bath water …. Mankind needed a way to write rules , GOOD IDEAS , and to write just good ideas well that was hard , now writing religion books , books that were used by some to create power for themselves … well shit like that happens , people who like power are a very small percentage of average people …. They are like a human birth defect . GOOD ideas based upon the life of humanity , now being studied by todays PROFESSIONAL … today pro , the leaders of knowledge like in the days of Colombus the leader were so stupid as to think the world was flat . OHHH dipshit Colombus cme up a round world because he observed nature and the wise of old sages also leaded him to understand the concept of the idea of universal roundness. Have single sex shool keeps us SANE . the kids can think about storing shit in their memory instead of being concerned of dealing with mating and SEX ….. just listen to kids as young as 2nd grade already the girl are make believing that they are playing house and getting attractive for their future PRINCE . the fairy tale. The abnormals the people of power wanted a break down of humanity so that a few females could gain more pwer …. The greed of a few l has lead to the suffering of many .. the wisdom of the poly is already written , plus it is in you ,, gad dam it is in theDNA of the girls you date , but programming confuses you. Now building your 3 tents it is very important it is something that you do , by your own plans , it is very hard to follow your dream when others are putting in their 2 cents worth ….to listen to them during your building phase is like living for them and not yourself ,,, trust yourself and when you are done if you did a good job they will come , if the girls do not come that is the evidence trail you need to alter your designs . Look my plan is to be off grid , like the ECO touritst the skindiver says ,,,, take only fotos leave only bubbles … leave no impact on planet earth . be like the beast of nature so that mother earth will be healthy …. So I am planning things like using soar cells for electricity , wind w=power , and solar cookers … now a stone solar cooker gives heat and stores heat like a brick oven . it will be different for the girls to use not like the wasteful stove and oven she is used to … but if we humans went in this direction became less centralized we would be less stressing on earth . things like CONSUMER spending economies …. Finding happiness thru buying shit when happiness is relaxing and fucking more often , stopping to enjoy nature and listen to birds , watching the fruit trees change day after day becoming heavy with fresh live foods . Ohhh yes that means spanking your girl FRIENDS .. friends with a “ S ” …. Just think dipshit about us as a different a speicies not like the chimp not exactly like the gorilla , and yu can see how we used the safety of harems to create stability in our groups to allow for the development of our brains ….. and as like the professional of today are understanding the ancient wisdom of single sex class rooms , as they experiement with the idea of having 3 teachers in larger class rooms and finding that the 3 teachers creates a day to day dymanic of allowing children to change form day to day to the adult which they find on THAT day to fill their individual need for attention and learning ….. the POR’S are learning how about you dipshit ? got the guts to learn to do something different . 3 teachers mainly teachers a female
in K thru 9 grades , that 3 allows for the hormone cycles of the females to not confuse the kids a woman in hormonal stress
is not forced to act unnaturall be cause that teacher has support form 2 other teachers who most likey are not on the exact
day to day cycle …. The kids benift. WE ARE DNA
as much as mind and spirit. Mean terrible bad Master Young Master , with
a smile on your sybbie face after the fact … after the fact you will be called mean , terrible and bad … then
she will cuddle up to you and almost purrrr .Submission over and over I talk about the NATURE of submission ,,,, and for you
dipshit Dominance , sumbass just think honestly about how you feel when you view Dom/sub porn , I know look at be honest dam
you would be supprized to know the girls who look , yet act as if , they do not want it ……… being teerrrible
and bad ,,, look dumbass my friend have you enjoyed sex honestly , have you learned to go past that urge to cummm fast because
of the fear she will change her mind and the opportunity to fuck her will be gone m or that you are so sexually twisted that
you have to cumm fast ? just because of the inner pressure . Well
when you finally do get comfortable with some girlfriend and you can take the time to enjoy sex and just play ,, well then
I hope you will enjoy licking and teasing that pussy , in fact her whole body ,,, driving her desire higher to the point of
pain ,,, hey like that pain of desire we feel so often that feeling of needing to burst to just cumm fast … ( girls
wonder why we cumm so fast ? welll goo thru a session of orgasism denial with your male DOM and you will understand the pain
most of you ex-boyfriends lived thru everyday and probably still live like ) so Young master when you are able well than take
it! The time , to prolong herdesrie to the point of pain and frustration , and then let her cumm in your mouth …. Ohhh god it had been like what 10 days maybe 2 weeks since since I had licked
her pussy ,, strange how you can have sex everyday even twice a day and not get the real time to enjoy everything …
so I had fun last night forcing her to cummmm and cummm and cummmm poor girl …she got whipped with her leather belt
, she got licked and teased and her body touched and bitten … her pussy fingered her ass fucked ….. over and
over she PROCLAIMED , her GOD ,,, ohhh my god …. Ohhh my god ….. and then about an hour after her first orgasim
I finally let myself shoot my load …. Ohhh dipshit remember playsing STOP you get to multi orgasim also so , I got
to enjoy that state of PRE EJACULATION at least 10 times …. Before I let it go … and pulled out of her ,,,,and
watched with PRIDE Yes dumbass pride I , can remember in my youth
in my past worrying about the girl who would curl up into a little ball twitching moaning aome of the girls in tears crying
, as they continue to orgasim to feel like they are still be ing fucked in their pussy and ass while ,,,, I do reach arounds
to rubb pinch stimulate their engorged clit … only to get a good screa, out them ,,, then return to fucking then hard
or soft , fast then slow ,,, ass for 3 strokes then pussy for 10 or visa versa ….. with pride to watch a grown woman
lay on the bed for minutes twisting twitching moaning feeling her body her pussy her asss …. And then and then The come back to you YOUNG MASTER , yes they find you they reach out to their
master , for comfort and protection ,, to feel your skin and body again ,,, and msybe even to start the
whole event 1 more time …. The screams pain forgotten and the lust for SENSATION , take back over her animal side wanting
to submit once more PLEASE MASTER her body is saying .. she seeks you out where ever you maybe , still in the room just enjoying
watching in her after shocks of your fucking or if you give her time to experience those shocks alone … she may find
you or me in the kitchen re fueling getting ready to fuck the hell out of her again ……. WHY BECAUSE IT IS YOUR
NATURE dipshit ! you like to see her feel her body that sound of her screaming … OHHH MY GOD OOOOH
MY GOD , while she is getting fucked on makes you dick harder even larger and thicker …. It is the
reason you become creative in your rythms and angles of pentrations …. You strive to find ways to hear those PROCLAMATIONS
of your divinty of becoming her GOD …. PLEASE OHHH MY GOD DON’T STOP PLEASE MASTER FUCK ME HARDER !
she says that in the first 15 minutes and she says it again 45 minutes later alittle more tired very much more sore
,,, but still FEELING what it is that is NATURAL for a female to desire …… fuck ne harder MASTER , that is you
dipshit! Master . I am programming you dipshit reprogramming getting
you to think about other , alternatives , not the RIGHT THING that you were trained in by society …. Ohh training programming mmm let see what is in the news welll there is a
WHACK JOB , preacher a power hungery God wanna-be , who trains brain washes people like he was brain washed , programmed like
his parents before him ,,, like you were dipshit … this Preacher tells little girls and little boys that if you do
not do what he thinks is the CORRECT thing that they will burn for ever ini some fairy tale hell of pain ….. yet reigon
serves people we like it ,, mostly because we are to scared to think for our selves or we do not understand that religion
is not natural really ,,, it is a control of power passed down for 1000’s of years to the point most people really do
not understand the history of how their religion actually really developed … it develops thru people who wanted to
control the mass of people they were king or ruler over , using that incredible power of threat ….. SEE THAT LIGHTING
OR THAT EARTH QUACKE …. That is the power of god , learn fear ! So
this Wahck job , serves many that is why he is head of his sect many many many people love him and his ideas m many many POLY
FAMILYS LIVE IN HEALTH AND PEACE , under his ideas and 1 girl did not want to and this power hungry idiot welll believed in
his own power , and told a little girl go home and be a wife ,, he said the same thing he has for years told many many manyhappy
women go home and be a wife …. But this 1 instead of being responsible for herself because of the effects of the brainwashing
of her whole life .. not her fault yet her fault .. this young one allowed herself to enter a marriage she did not want ….
BUT SHE DID LEAVE …. Like history has proved many girls do leave freedom of choice . and now the whack job preacher
is in front of a judge but with him all preachers who recommend the life style of sexuality common to their faith are also
in front of that same judge ,,,b ecause he told a folloewer to FOLLOW the words of the GOD they created
. Well dipshit as you have read my words I am all about freedom
of choice , the nature of polygamy I feel is nautrual for the human animal it supports the female and male in our BASIC DRIVE
… that drive I explored in the beginning of this blog that drive where she the female desires more attention of that
male of her FREE choice who has just be … MEAN TERRIBLE BAD . Mean terrible bad Master
Young Master , with a smile on your sybbie face after the fact … after the fact you will be called mean , terrible and bad … then she will cuddle up to you and almost purrrr .Submission over and over I talk about the NATURE of submission ,,,, and for you dipshit Dominance , sumbass just think honestly about how you feel when you view Dom/sub porn , I know look at be honest dam you would be supprized to know the girls who look , yet act as if , they do not want it ……… being teerrrible and bad ,,, look dumbass my friend have you enjoyed sex honestly , have you learned to go past that urge to cummm fast because of the fear she will change her mind and the opportunity to fuck her will be gone m or that you are so sexually twisted that you have to cumm fast ? just because of the inner pressure .
Well when you finally do get comfortable with some girlfriend and you can take the time to enjoy sex and just play ,, well then I hope you will enjoy licking and teasing that pussy , in fact her whole body ,,, driving her desire higher to the point of pain ,,, hey like that pain of desire we feel so often that feeling of needing to burst to just cumm fast … ( girls wonder why we cumm so fast ? welll goo thru a session of orgasism denial with your male DOM and you will understand the pain most of you ex-boyfriends lived thru everyday and probably still live like ) so Young master when you are able well than take it! The time , to prolong herdesrie to the point of pain and frustration , and then let her cumm in your mouth ….
Ohhh god it had been like what 10 days maybe 2 weeks since since I had licked her pussy ,, strange how you can have sex everyday even twice a day and not get the real time to enjoy everything … so I had fun last night forcing her to cummmm and cummm and cummmm poor girl …she got whipped with her leather belt , she got licked and teased and her body touched and bitten … her pussy fingered her ass fucked ….. over and over she PROCLAIMED , her GOD ,,, ohhh my god …. Ohhh my god ….. and then about an hour after her first orgasim I finally let myself shoot my load …. Ohhh dipshit remember playsing STOP you get to multi orgasim also so , I got to enjoy that state of PRE EJACULATION at least 10 times …. Before I let it go … and pulled out of her ,,,,and watched with PRIDE
Yes dumbass pride I , can remember in my youth in my past worrying about the girl who would curl up into a little ball twitching moaning aome of the girls in tears crying , as they continue to orgasim to feel like they are still be ing fucked in their pussy and ass while ,,,, I do reach arounds to rubb pinch stimulate their engorged clit … only to get a good screa, out them ,,, then return to fucking then hard or soft , fast then slow ,,, ass for 3 strokes then pussy for 10 or visa versa ….. with pride to watch a grown woman lay on the bed for minutes twisting twitching moaning feeling her body her pussy her asss …. And then and then
The come back to you YOUNG MASTER , yes they find you they reach out to their master , for comfort and protection ,, to feel your skin and body again ,,, and msybe even to start the whole event 1 more time …. The screams pain forgotten and the lust for SENSATION , take back over her animal side wanting to submit once more PLEASE MASTER her body is saying .. she seeks you out where ever you maybe , still in the room just enjoying watching in her after shocks of your fucking or if you give her time to experience those shocks alone … she may find you or me in the kitchen re fueling getting ready to fuck the hell out of her again ……. WHY BECAUSE IT IS YOUR NATURE dipshit ! you like to see her feel her body that sound of her screaming … OHHH MY GOD OOOOH MY GOD , while she is getting fucked on makes you dick harder even larger and thicker …. It is the reason you become creative in your rythms and angles of pentrations …. You strive to find ways to hear those PROCLAMATIONS of your divinty of becoming her GOD …. PLEASE OHHH MY GOD DON’T STOP PLEASE MASTER FUCK ME HARDER ! she says that in the first 15 minutes and she says it again 45 minutes later alittle more tired very much more sore ,,, but still FEELING what it is that is NATURAL for a female to desire …… fuck ne harder MASTER , that is you dipshit! Master .
I am programming you dipshit reprogramming getting you to think about other , alternatives , not the RIGHT THING that you were trained in by society ….
Ohh training programming mmm let see what is in the news welll there is a WHACK JOB , preacher a power hungery God wanna-be , who trains brain washes people like he was brain washed , programmed like his parents before him ,,, like you were dipshit … this Preacher tells little girls and little boys that if you do not do what he thinks is the CORRECT thing that they will burn for ever ini some fairy tale hell of pain ….. yet reigon serves people we like it ,, mostly because we are to scared to think for our selves or we do not understand that religion is not natural really ,,, it is a control of power passed down for 1000’s of years to the point most people really do not understand the history of how their religion actually really developed … it develops thru people who wanted to control the mass of people they were king or ruler over , using that incredible power of threat ….. SEE THAT LIGHTING OR THAT EARTH QUACKE …. That is the power of god , learn fear !
So this Wahck job , serves many that is why he is head of his sect many many many people love him and his ideas m many many POLY FAMILYS LIVE IN HEALTH AND PEACE , under his ideas and 1 girl did not want to and this power hungry idiot welll believed in his own power , and told a little girl go home and be a wife ,, he said the same thing he has for years told many many manyhappy women go home and be a wife …. But this 1 instead of being responsible for herself because of the effects of the brainwashing of her whole life .. not her fault yet her fault .. this young one allowed herself to enter a marriage she did not want …. BUT SHE DID LEAVE …. Like history has proved many girls do leave freedom of choice . and now the whack job preacher is in front of a judge but with him all preachers who recommend the life style of sexuality common to their faith are also in front of that same judge ,,,b ecause he told a folloewer to FOLLOW the words of the GOD they created .
Well dipshit as you have read my words I am all about freedom of choice , the nature of polygamy I feel is nautrual for the human animal it supports the female and male in our BASIC DRIVE … that drive I explored in the beginning of this blog that drive where she the female desires more attention of that male of her FREE choice who has just be … MEAN TERRIBLE BAD .
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Young Master , the smell of fresh pussy is a drug it carries with it is the Pheromones , subtle drugs produced by her body which your male body is designed to respond to . And well it is just fucking fun to listen to her repond to relax and expect even more even futher stimulation . to let your female remember that she is also ,, ALSO driven by her sex drive the drive of finding her BLISS of finding natures happiness .
It has nothing to do with thing with what money can buy ,,, in fact to realy enjoy the feelings of getting her pussy licked , her body touched she has to submit , to allow my tongue to explore her body to explore the folds of the lips of her pussy . She must be still to allow me to flick her clit to circle her clit with my tongue . to dips ans force my face , my tongue into the hole of her pussy as I search for more and more success …. SEARCHING FOR SUCK CESS ….. THAT sound of her responding to my actitiy … and during the whole pussy licking I get higher and higher … from that scent and taste of her animal hormones . this has nothing to do with money but is sure is fun ,,,, it is something that can be enjoyed where ever and whenever ,,, well those words would be more real if we ,, as a culture a society realized and acted in accord with the animal side which we have ignored .
But over and over just look around and also dipshit realize your own responses …. To the hope anw wish we have for the FAIRY TALES of love we see around us ….. I too , hope the best for everyone I hear that feels they have found that 1 special someone ,,,,, I love to see the smiles , the drug like giggdyness of the chemicals of love which flood the human body because of love and lust ,, the synengery of a good friendship and a sexual actraction ,,, the trust of freindship that helps aperson to feel connected and safer in an unpredictable world and life ….. that is a high in itself the opportunity to relax and trust something ….. and the then smelll of pussy .. or for the girl it would be the smell of her own pussy on the male . god dam girls can and do smelll pussy as much as we do , the scents of other women in and around the home or work place eefect the reproductive cycles of the women . so dumbass understand your soft spot for the fairy tale …
But does this soft spot ofr the fairy tale have to mean that creating the POLY is without SPECIALNESS? Being special is very important … and it is impossible for a human to not be special ,,, UNLESSS , that person creates in themselves the aura of NOTHING – NESS . or being unworthy of specialness .
But be understanding even at you syouthful age that you will treat each women with , specialness it is not something that you have to learn it comes naturally ,,, the fear of not neing special is that GREED OF EVE …. That FEAR . you treat all you male friends specially , you treat everyone of importance in your life already uniquely …… when you become a Daddy it is natural to love each child in that childs special way yet you … you DO love all your children not one more than an other ,,, you love the children ALL . you love everyone and each person , brothers sisters cousins mom and dadn and friends each you love and each person is AUTOMACTICALLY treated uniquely ,, WIT SPECIALNESS . it is only in the mind of the girl that UN WORHTYNESS , comes in … and she feels the only way ,, THE EASIEST way to change that is to force you! Into say
SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME ,,, become my I LOVE YOU SLAVE ,,,, give me that words , that vow ,, which the soldier inside you that warrior deep inside of you with attempt to honor with its life .
A movie , our movies expose us as a culture ,, comedians also expose us ,,, the average [person in this world … a movie Lonely Hearts ,,, the core is THE GREED OF EVE …and the GREED OF ADAM …. Her desire to be special to the 1 and him the desire to make a female happy ,,, yet once pushed to prove his VOW of love to prove and prove and prove …. In this movie based on facts , the proof was to murder murder murder ….. fucked up… onw the girl it is said was the VICTUM of sexual child abuse ….explore that and find out it comes out of this confused sexuality of the 1 on 1 … the trap of the fairl tale love gone NUTS , where the CONTROLED MALE , expressed thru controlling the weaker humans he has around ,,,,, even though in public a husband can seem to be controlling of the female , in the end when he finds that he hurt his female ,,, the abusive male …. Gets on his KNEES to beg of the female forgiveness …. To show her who is reality in power .
Dipshit this is very subtle almost invisible ,,, macro and micro …. The whole universe is shaped by the unseen force of dark matter gentlely ahpping things and cotnroling actions , yet that gentle constant force ,,,, looks weak in the face of a SUPER NOVa ,,, a woman looks weak in the face of the angery male ….nut dipshit ,,, if it were not for the times that the male had begged and promeised to be tter ,, gave his vow of love and asked her for her understanding that is just a male and males are violent …. Etc etc … but listen and look … at the real power and control
Then like in TWISTED INSTINCT as I went over that list of the effects of coercion … of control … and you will see that power play that child sexual abuse is ,,, is nothing but the effects of that power sometimes modeled over generations ….. repeating of a patterns almost like an AUTO POLIT diss ease ……. Fucked up
The PLY , the three girls gives a great number a good dynamics of personalities , of friendship of commitments , of safety and trust …. Especially when it is a good group of you and understand desiring rils who create the pOLY family …. Understanding each person motivies for searching out and ALTERNATIVE Gorilla Love by Philip Van der Mude Gorilla Love Young master do harem animals love? do animals love? would we realy love like we love without the hormones of sex that attract us to the opposite sex ? sure we develop strong lasting friendships that have nothing to do with “ love ” and … that “ love ” we write love storys about fairy tales about is based in the HIGH we animals get from the chemicals of PROCREATION … that motivating force to find someone to fuck …… Look at the animal kingdom the force the mating call …. We Us , we the scientific observer has been tainted by our belief in the FAIRY TALE of love and we judge the actions of animals as not having LOVE like we have love … nor do animals form friendships like we form friendships … but dumbass , if you have been reading ,my shit then you may have a mind open enough to see … animals build friendships .. the LOVE we have they have ,,, otherwise why would the harem animal defned his harme like he does like the cave man did ,, like we men do now by working ourselves to death . Love ….. Now so while I am living my life feeling my feelings ,, exploring my own “ rockets of desire “ to put things in a metapyshical way …. I write about what I feel sometimes , yet over the last year I have also kept my feelings hidden to keep the peace …. So the same old thing get the same old result ….yet Being that I am an intelligent person , I do have some what of an open mind and give what another person my recommend a good look over in fact accept other ideas as mine ,, while I TRY >>> TRY …. To internalize another point of view ….another point of view may actually be another person ROCKET OF DESIRE …. The reflection of their life force mirror shining more brightly than my own . to understand that reference look up some day the writings of Debbie Miranda and her discussions about MIRRORS . and how the wants of others can influence your experience of your own life . So when I notice my own motivations change , I know my feelings are being confused , what was once my personel drive for my personel life I notice becomes a drive based upon the ROCKETS OF DESIRE of another person …. Very common young master how often do you do things based all in part on the desries of the important female in your world . In nature does the Gorilla really base his movements on the ideas of the females or does he do what he feels is best and if the GIRLS , want to follow well they follow …. Remember there are no cages no bars or guns to keep the girl gorillas in the tribe … observers watch as girl lions gorillas , deer , walrus ALL HAREM females leave sometimes . YES LEAVE THE TRIBE . sure if the male is awake and watching he will try to herd his ggirl back , but just like you dipshit her can not be there 24/7 to herd every girl every time back into the tribe . And well the nature of nature is that there is a young master always circle just outside the harem tribe territory just waiting for a girl to leave with him …. Him the new younger male . How does that Iinstinctual MALE CHOOSE THINGS LIKE WHERE TO LIVE WHEN TO MOVE ,,, HE DEOS IT BASED ON HIS GUT FEELINGS ,,,, ahhh FEELINGS IF IT FEELS RIGHT THE ANIMAL MOVES OR DIES .. feelings , emotions … friendship love and we think we humans are so fucking special. No as of late the last month I have been TRYING 9 there is that word again ..trying ) to feel good about my Deb’s ideas her RoCKETS OF DESIRE . about dating and about how to design the conpound …. And very often I have had to suck up my own ideas because of her Feelings , which meant that I lived with feelings of confusion as I tried to learn a new way to see if it was ME … and well dipshit listen to your guts , that master part of you ,,,, but to do that you rsik losing a good thing maybe? You risk acting in a way that maybe judged as not , not LOVE . and to act in a way perceived as not LOVE , would make me a liar because I say I LOVE YOU .i use the words of the fairy tale . Yet my instincts say , dating based on the sexual desire of one of my girls is confusing I am trying to fulfill her ROCKET OF DESIRE . hmmmm why does the animal female stay with the male ? What is my expectation of females who may choose me ?well I expect them to want my happiness and that their happiness is based in knowing that I am happy , and they know that their happiness is based upon my well being ,,, if the girl is living in TWO worlds …. The fairy tale and the instinctual …. If she is thinking about herself outside of the well being of the male of her choice then she is in REALITY living in the fairy tale world …. Her choices of girls friends based on her idea and wants . And are her wants some what based on the avoidance of competition ? she wants to BE THERE ! to insure that I do not form any bonds that may endanger her position of FIRST WIFE . ahhh this is what I am feeling , my intutition , my instinct talking to me . my perception , some thing real to the inner ME. My orginal idea of 3 sepreate homes yet with a group building ( not a home per say but a group building , the idea of alone time for each girl , designed and choosen by the girls in the tribe ,,, Makes for a respect of the nature of HAREM . NOW , my choice of girls ,,,, sure I do want the girls to be friends , but I must explore the idea that just like in the real world of business of work , diverse girls become friends because of the common need for work ….. yes of course people come and go especially early on when people find they just do not fit in … but the choice of employees is up to the boss not the other employess ….IN THE FAIRY TALE OF love to compare our human love to that of NAIMAL LOVE . or to other relationship DYMANICS , well that pisses people off ,,, theny want to maintain the illusion of HUMAN LOVE fairy tale love as being some thing built in and around the SECURITY OF spirit and majic … Ok if that bing the case how come ther is 80 percnet disfunction 60 percnet divorce? If spirit and majic are so important so powerful? And all the while real comparision are all around us humans in the animal world and human world. But young master to open you mouth you must be able to convince anothther person …. And if that does not work either submit yourself or risk ending . it is a fucking bummer , that is why I write if I do not wirte who will . Who out there is writing the ideas I write about ? no one ! It is easier and it sells more books to just write about the fairy tale . But dipshit in the end what are you really doing feel your gut , notice your self your motivations , your evidence trail .. are you feeling your usual powerful self or are you just going along following the ROCKET OF SOMEONE ELSES DESIRE . easy thing to do especially when you do love her ……. Does the gorilla love? is ther tenderness in the non sexual time the mutual cleaning times , the time the females are friendly with the male and each other , does the male play with the babys ….. yes! Animals love. why do the girls fooolw their choosen male , they have no bars guns or cages to keep them force them to stay .
Sexual power over
Over ? as in like control? Young master honestly , think dipshit about how you act with a chick you really like and think about the facts of evolution and … especially depression how depression factors into the life of any animal ,,, all animals observers have been noticing can show effects of stress which eventually manifest as depression which then leads to death ….. wow what a way to start death …
Dumbass you get excited by the idea of sexual control you see in porn you dream about it while you jack off …. But in the real world you care for the female you want her to feel but you also want her to be happy and healthy so sometimes you hear her screams and you slow down so she can catch her breathe ,,WRONG ! …. In sex the PENTRATED , the submissive needs the force of a good fucking to stimulate blood flow to the sexuall organs to ripen the egg , to exercise the imunine system to create STRENGTH for the months of preganacy ,, so the girl will be in top form to grown her baby in her belly a stronger and healthier mom create a stronger and healthier baby ,,, and the POWER of your fucking is the stepping stone towards that end that has been designed by nature …..
If were to fuck to exchange sperm and egg in peace and harmony …. All soft and butterfly and daisy like then we would have evolved ,, we ALL animals would have evolved a more peaceful SEX ACT . but look dumbass sex is POWERFUL ,,, it is violent ,,, VIOLATING .. of anothers body with our ,, engorged sex organ our hard fucking dick …that stimulates ,,,, this pentration , this force stimulates ,,, feel good hormones , of the brain , it stimulates the inumine system to be ready for invaders …. It stimlulates the whole body to be ready to be STRONG .
Now if it were not a desired activity for the female or if the male was truly abusive , then hopeless-ness creeps into the awareness fo the female , the inner animal feels trapped …. HEY DUMBASS , do you feel that way about your JOB or the dating scene you live in? is that why you hide try ,, try to find release and pleasure thru getting high ,,, getting a buzz on? And then depression… to depress is to push somoething down and in time turn something almost off , and if that is done to a dynamic orgaism like an animal … YOU FUCKHEAD are an animal … she is an animal … then in that almost stopped start the animal is open vunerable to infections , intruders of a maliced nature DIS – EASE …. And over the last 3.3 millions of years those girls for example forced trapped to live under a truly sick males RULE OR POWER . WELL THOSE GIRLS DIED OFF their dna did not nove on ,,, MORE IMPORTANTLY , is that the DNA of that male did not move on , it did not grow like the male who was better to his females …
Better did not mean fucking her softly , for to fuck her softly would mean she would not be in her healthiest state ready to bring forth the stronges baby , the healthiest baby and herself being strong and ready to care for that new young life ,,, and the DNA trail of the male goes on ,,, the truesly power hungry male ( not the bad male of today who because of the social net is able to exisit and reproduce … in nature he would have died off ,,,, the genes the DNA of that male would have only shown up on occasion as a nautral ABNORMALITY a mutation … that regular 3 percent of all births that are ? deformed ? ) being NICE IS IN OUR NATURE , we are pre disposed to being nice and caring ,,YET
In sex we fuck our females till they scream in what sounds like pain , BUT ACTUALLY IS her way of saying THANKYOU MASTER ,,,, ohhh my god thank you master fuck me harder please , make me stronger healthier love me please love me enough to hurt my poor tiny little pussy , fuck me like a little slut … ohh thank you master !!!
Sexual power …… ? hmmmm think dumbass . feel your own life dumbass ,,,, what may outwardly be viewed by the FILTER of your subconcsuios your training , things you do that may seem wrong yet ,, when you are thinking or planning with that idea in mind you feel stronger your runn that morning is stronger your breating is better …. You feel NO more twinges of pains from old injuries ,,, then FEEL dumbass the days you do the RIGHT THING , what ever that correct life or action is and you find yousefl feelinging tired , feeling aches and pains ,, wanting to relax with that beer after work … feel your lie dumbass ,, and trust not the CORRECTNESS …. Of the mind but the feelings of the body … be aware … she is , that awareness , that is why after a good fucking she returns for more . by Philip Vandermude
Young Master , what is really important to you in the end when you look back , when you realize what was the real deepest motivation that drove your activity over the last few years …. I am sure yes because of your programming you will see your motives to be your pursuit of? What a sport ? the sport of proving how high you can get ? actually again the competition of male against male which actually is you competeing against you to develop the self worth needed to prove to yourself you are WORTHY to mate ,,, to fuck Self worth issues ,,,,, you an energy experiencing limits of time and space ,,,, without real memeory in the package called baby something with out memeory that tool of body function the brain …. The thing you use to experience limited awareness ,,, the took that yu agreed to use to experience the idea of NO ,,,, not yes ,, but experience NO a lack of a lot . and since you have no memeory of what is ,,, and you believe totally in what you are experiencing is the real and only ….. is . well then you judgement about who you are based on the in put ,,, IN PUT , the shit people told you about you ,, is how you developed your self worth …. And it is that self worth that is expressed in sex acts ,,, the act of re creation of life in mating . YES RECREATION ALSO . just plan fun sex is fun so that we would want to do it and so create lots of us … But the DNA animal needs to be worthy , the female wants a worthy mate . what does this have to do with fucking with the lights on dipshit …. Well th expectation of society that you show your worth in it’s manner … it’s manner . Dumbass , listen to everyone who is complaining about work and bills and health care and terror/war and problems of relationships and divorce , and their hangovers . OHH the gifts of todays life style ! and we want to give all this to 250 million in Africa …. We want to give then a gift so they can study at night so they can work longer hours so they too … they also , can enjoy what we enjoy , what we drink our selves into states of POISINING to forget so we can finnaly relax and interact get fucked .. women will submit happily when realy drunk when she lets her nature express itself in HARMONY with it’s deepest animal self . stripped of the artificial self worth that memeory and programming created ,,,we the developed want to give the simple gift of STRESS and ecominic slavery to others We are going to give them atleast , eco friendly stuff this time not addicting them to excess like us ,,, we are giving these 250 million Africans SOLAR POWERED . light , so they can do what? SO THEY CAN LEARN TO WORK WORK WORK WORK , be slaves to the greed of buying more , showing their sefl worth thru buying more shit making more money so they can buy ,,,,, grapes grown in CALIFORNIA , instead of their own yard , so they can show off , their cash by eating a BRAND NAME GRAPE … dumbass have you ever eaten fruit eggs or foods direct of the farm ? probably not! If so you would know that fresh and ripe is great store bought is a pale second ….. Like the difference between jacking off to internet porn or having cybver sex ,,,, and real real good sex , real male female sex , DOM/sub sex where the girls does act like her nature wants to act ….. kinda like you being sober and her being drunk and using those solar lights for a real good purpose like fucking that submissive girl ,,, that girl who consumed a poisin so toxic it can and does cause death by poisoning to many many people each year , she gambles her own life in the attempt for just a few hours of being able to express her TRUEST nature …. And now the AFRICAN can see himself fucking his girl in the dark ! NOW THAT IS A WORTH WhILE use of the solar lighting ,,, to work harder just to eat unripe foods from another continent ? to prove to the people around youhow rich your are so that you can attract a girl who looks at your money , which is her nature to look at wealth to judge if you will be able to take care of her offspring before she enjoys what her deepest nature realy wants ,, the reason she dresses so sexy …. The reason why she spends the money she makes on face paint . to attract me , so that I will stuff my hard dick in a place far away from her face while she is on all fours . and I can’t even see her face …. But atleast if I am African I can look forward to see her pussy get fucked with my new solar powered lighting …. 250 million living UN- ADDICTED . to the stress we live in ,, and we want to give them the gifts of our great life , 60 percent divorce , 1 in 2 adults using drugs or alcohol or medications to make life bearable … BEARABLE . because of diagnosed or undiagnosed … depressions or life hatered …. We want to give these natural people this GIFT . YO !!! AFRICA ,,,, you are Adam and Eve and we the fancy developed peoples of this planet are the SNAKE ….. there is some wisdom in the dirty bath water of religion along with the baby of understanding energy / spirit … yes there is the control of religion , one of the books probably expected to be studied with thoase solar lights so that the young African can become part of an econmy and make cash to buy grapes from California …..instead of just enjoy fucking when the sun goes down or during the afternoon after picking the ripest sweetest grapes to be eaten from his own vines in the afternnooon the fucking like an animal in the day light ,,, I AM A FLESH AND BLOOD ANIMAL . by Philip Van der Mude Hmmmm , attracting pussy Ok young master ,ok ima gunna get metapyshical on you again dipshit , accept that part but do not be dazzled by it that part of you and everyone , it is just a part of life not all important ,,,, with out the pyshical what is there for the non- pyshical to experience ? I wonder what you think is it your instinctual body or that part of infinite energy which is the thing which realy is responsible for calling forth the creative energy of source , toa , infinity ? take wanting pussy for example , that sex drive that starts in you on AUTO – PILOT . as you mature in happens in you your sex organs the FEEL GOOD spot drives you and many of you because of the stress of sex your want becomes confused …dating is hard confusing not natural , not based on game rules that you can really anticipate and then plan and work to wards winning at. YOUR WANT IS SPLIT Because I think if it were not the animal me who does the calling then why would the I which is the experienecial part of infinte energy which is being … being me … why would I have a split thought a split callong , that Try the positive thought energy +1 and at the same time the limiting thought or negative thought of doubts -1 which so often stops the creative energy of all possibility from generating my want ….. +1 + -1 = 0 no thought energy …. I collapse the wave function so to speak . So it is the machine this bio-chemical machine itself which is responsible for the creations of wants and “ not wants “ and this machine has instincts which we all agree to , sub currents created by hormones , which yes can be reduced and changed by thoughts … but . only when it seems that the natural course is unattainable or undesireable based on …. UNNATURAL influences , IE , moral bullshit and expectations. Your desires / wants / feel good things your bliss just like a plant heading towards sunlight …. your buts/self doubts / limiting beliefs the effect of training and memory and deductive reasoning . both things are in the realm of BODY for with out the properly functioning body mind does not exist . and what of spirit well that is in reality a part of ininty just playing just sitting watching a movie experiencing the idea of TIME . when in reality it is all possible always. So pussy is a desire of the animal ,,, and it does feel good your dick feels good , and there is the high you get from seeing her respond to your actions …… the want for pussy is ? from where ? mind body or spirit yet one does not realy function with out the other and each has its own specialized job ,,,,, hey like male female child …. They function and each has its own place in the total experience ….. You are the pentrator she is the ? and child is the next newest design model to take over after you leave this experience . now instincts tell you good young man , young master my friend and fellow dumbass , your love to see her smile out of bed you love to hear her moan in bed …. Now the most basic needs of human life when a person is living with those as being the motivator they can control and enjoy the process of succeeding at that WORK and still have plenty of time to enjoy the TV of nature …. And enjoy morning afternoon and night time .. pleasure spot activities ,, sex , that sublime pleasure but the drive to find happiness thru CASH money well now you are working and working thinking and thinking wanting and wanting …. Not relaxing and enjoying what is available . WELL ATLEAST most of us arenot enjoying , sure some are that 1 percent but I write not about that 1 percent that you may become , but the 99 perent that actually ARE . If you get caught up in the SECRET and jerry and ester hicks and other MOTIVATORS to the point of wanting to MANIFEST , meta pyshical power and create stuff in your life like cash well you will get it … fact law of attraction if your level of wanto is really that strong you will get the CASH …. But then again what are you getting the stuff for? To feel pleasure to feel enjoyment when enjoyment in reality is very cheap to have . it is the activity of life that is really the enjoyement not the things in the life ,,, it is the activities the actions of taking care of your house and yard interacting with family and friends it is the action of watching kittens play and birs fly by , and plants growing and of course , tieing your girl friend up with her Velcro hand cuffs , so she can escape the level of stimulation you are forcing her to feel …. That is really enjoyment . WITH BASIC HUMAN NEEDS MET you can relax and enjoy the experience …… not work at enjoying the experience not slip back into the AVERAGE down fall of depending on things to make you happy but being happy being the HUMAN ANMIMAL that a human animal is … look dipshit we were talking about your land you had with that last wife what are you dumbass 21 now what was that 5 acres at 19.5 k it was and hour outa town nice rural land ,,,, so the possible was that you could have started working at age 15 for 6 bucks and hour ,,, while living at home 10 hours a week ,,,, 60 bucks a week ,,, now before you did not even have 6 bucks a week of income now at 15 you got 60 and like most people you end up blowing the money and never really understand where the cash went …. But if you would have a design in mind , you would have spent $6 saved 54 so by 16 you would have almost 3,000 in the bank , by 17 another 3 for a total of 6 , and from 17 to 18 still living at home you doubled your work hours and still got you’re your high school diploma you would have 12k in the bank at 18 ….. and OK so what you still ride a fucking bike but you can now buy out right a motor scooter not a harley but TRANSPORTATION ONLY …. And either choose to still go for more schooling or go into work …. Either way is cool I mean what parent would stress a good young man who by 18 had 12k in the bank and still wants the help of keeping his room for another year so he can buy his land , which 12k plus 6 more eaquals 18 ,,, 18 19 whatever it is so close that by the time you are 19 you show girls that have 5 acres of land as compared to a car with loud speakers and a lift-kit . by age twenty and the end of an AA degress with that years savings you have the cash to PLOP down your first tents ….. I have been like so programmed to believe a tent is not enough .. that you must have a CBS home … then I look at my town and see ,,, tents .. tin cans mobile homes waterfront in the same place since the 60’s now over 40 years old that lived thru 3 CAT 3 hurricaines it is all about enjoying the process of life , of yes relaxing after work but never working so hard or letting the bills get so high that work becomes stressful …. So that when you come home and relax for a bit after work you still have the desire and energy to continue to work ,,,, not so stressed that comeing home means ,, opening up a beer or smoking a joint to relax , which makes you unable to have PLEASURE , work activities that will keep your tents clean safe stable for a life time …. So by 20 you own 5 acres of land and 1 home ….the land will provide food in the forms you enojoy growning ,,,, the job willl provide 2 more home in the next year …. And you will BE A 1 IN A 1000 male a different male to date ,, a real alterntive male …. Not just the Goth guy the tattooed guy that every girl sees every day who she is dating … you will really be different you have a something really different to talk about while on a date or out for coffee …. You have some place real to take her to show her ,,, not just a tricked out car life every one else has . And girls like things that are different ,, we
all tend to look for different experiences and learning . that wi why we on average work so hard to continue to buy
THE NEWEST different stuff . you are the newest different MALE . and it could be all done and securely
paid for by like age 20 ,,,, no more real stress …. Housing and food needs taking care of ,,, everything else is just
toys ! and well I am really cool on buying toys . so dumbass that land was 19.5 …. The trade you
now know is needed in that city also …. But what are you doing with the cash you now get ,,,,, just look at the stupid
things you let yourself spend it on ,,,, how did you live without the cash all those times you lived without cas flow .. but
with cash you feel like you DESERVE stuff , stuff that costs $ and so you end up with no money …. Because you spent
it all . hmmmmm , interesting what are you wants? The real deepest wants . yes you can become the 1 percent the richest you
can become the 99 percent the trapped ,,,, or you can become and ALTERNATIVE. Your choice . and with the alternative you get
more time for really cool sex . Ass
fingering Ok Young Master , I have had this whole meta theme going on for
a while actually you can find reference to it from the beginning understanding infinite possibility is a good thing , but
that is why I am also so basic …. Instinctual Because being ANIMAL
is why you are here you are not an animal trying to earn the right to become spiritual . NO you are part of the whole energy
potential that is expressing in a NOW the idea the STOP the NO … of being a thing … 1 thing out the the all
,,, the NO 1 thing , the nothing you became animal. And in being animal
in a PREDICTABLE universe , brings with it certain , agreed upon rules of how time and space and THING will act.
What does this have to do with fingerin your girl friends asshole ? lots dipshit the new ( old ideas this fashion of
positive thinking just like bull markets in the stocks , spec markets in land ) ideas of the SECRET well they promote relationship
ideas ,,, your love life will be perfect if you will only do XY and Z if you force your mind to act unnaturally force your
body to expect that a state of being unnatural is GOOD . it is possible I do not ,, DO NOT say that all 1 on 1’s are
dis functional I say that only 80 percent are so 20 work out ..cool I am happy and the tools like in the secret probably are
the reason atleast in part . But me I talk about being …. Returning
to being human .. feeling our human-ness and that means sex RECREATIONS and understanding the reality of that fun , the fun
of lining in harmony with nature even your own nature and her nature ….. her nature is that of being PENETRATED , being
submissive to allow your pentration ,, she wants to be fucked , she wants to feel you lust for her sounds
of submission . And getting ass fucked is being submissive , now
while you PUPPY fuck her and if you finger her while doing that , playing just playing with her ass ,,, then deny her you
cock so that her NATURAL LUST , starts to take over her mind … all that positive thinking all the metapyshcial spiritual
things disappear as her lust for the sublime Pleasure . OF SEX takes over her NATURE her and your real reason for becoming
a THING leaving the TOA to be a thing human an animal …. So , you return to fucking her and you add in the sensation
of your finger fucking her asshole … creating an exciting and anal exploration … now ( do not worry about it being dirty or urinary tract infections these are common in the first few
fucks any way because you bring into her body your own CULTURE of bacteria and aslong as you keep fucking her daily you both
grow each others cultures and no infections occur ) slip your dick into
her ass ,,,, then back out and in to her pussy ….. time for SWITCHY ! …. And ask her to say
thank you MASTER … remember dumbass ,,, your are young master CORRECT ! well ask her to tell you that you are her master
,,, her choosen master , the one she is now choosing to be still for to allow for you to pentrate her so that she can feel
her PUSSY LIKE THE NATURAL LITTLE ANIMAL SLUT she is , like all girls are NATURALLY . OHHHH yes they can
force their animal side to disappear as the girl explores her spiritual side ,,,, but that is not the real REASON why she
left the TOA also … she became a female human to enjoy the NAMIAL life aof being a female human
and that means getting FUCKEd IN THE ASS and liking it! So switchy , back and forth ass to pussy ,,, pussy
to ass …. And then holding on to your sperm resting plyaing stop so you can enjoy her screams of submission ,,,,,her
screams of feeling her body … her screams of her enjoying being what she REALLY DEEPLY TRUTHFULLY wanted in the first
PLACE … feeling something . to be separated for the infinte field of the all
possible and all time and all space ,,,, always , to experience the idea of forgetting agreeing to live in an predictable
universe agreed upon rules . to allow our own ADVENTURE . pain and pleasure ,, CONTRAST . yes you can have what ever you want
, just think and REALLY WANT IT …. Get equal with it , but dipshit , look at your own evidence trail , that often tells
you want your own TRUEST DEEPEST wants really are , yes they represent flawed poragraming training and
confused expectations , but remember the message of the SECRET has always been around every year there are people writing
that secret … positive thought and the rules about it have been explained over and over . taught to each generation
, yet we humans DO NOT want to be INFINTELY POWERFUL , your deepest want is to be just a plain old fashioned ANIMAL . you
have gotten hypnotized by flashy lightrs TV’s , easy stuff and actually very selfish thru using money istead of using
an interdependence on the tribe . the tribe 3 wives and you dumbass …..THE ALTERNATIVE OF BEING WHAT YOU ACTUALLY CAME
HERE TO BE. You , you animal after age 12 wwants GIRL and
she also by age 12 is looking at boys … and by your late teens it is the basic motivating factor , in your choice of
what you will MANIFEST ….. with the power of thinking …. You can have anything you can think about just keep
at it , whenever and where ever ,,,, as oppurtunites arise … as long as you reaaly want it , you
will everyday find new OP’s to work at that thinking thing ……… now think about it ,, what aspect
of that thing! What aspect does it play in you getting pussy … and guess what the pussy wants to be GOTTEN and the
pussy likes its asshole played with ,,,, the scream of pain is a thankyou of her TOA – self , saying thankyou for helping
me feel what is is like to be human to ffell alive to be female and INSTINCTUALLY SUBMISSIVE . thankyou that is what her screaming
is saying or else she would not come back for more . Ass fingering
Ok Young Master , I have had this whole meta theme going on for a while actually you can find reference to it from the beginning understanding infinite possibility is a good thing , but that is why I am also so basic …. Instinctual
Because being ANIMAL is why you are here you are not an animal trying to earn the right to become spiritual . NO you are part of the whole energy potential that is expressing in a NOW the idea the STOP the NO … of being a thing … 1 thing out the the all ,,, the NO 1 thing , the nothing you became animal.
And in being animal in a PREDICTABLE universe , brings with it certain , agreed upon rules of how time and space and THING will act. What does this have to do with fingerin your girl friends asshole ? lots dipshit the new ( old ideas this fashion of positive thinking just like bull markets in the stocks , spec markets in land ) ideas of the SECRET well they promote relationship ideas ,,, your love life will be perfect if you will only do XY and Z if you force your mind to act unnaturally force your body to expect that a state of being unnatural is GOOD . it is possible I do not ,, DO NOT say that all 1 on 1’s are dis functional I say that only 80 percent are so 20 work out ..cool I am happy and the tools like in the secret probably are the reason atleast in part .
But me I talk about being …. Returning to being human .. feeling our human-ness and that means sex RECREATIONS and understanding the reality of that fun , the fun of lining in harmony with nature even your own nature and her nature ….. her nature is that of being PENETRATED , being submissive to allow your pentration ,, she wants to be fucked , she wants to feel you lust for her sounds of submission .
And getting ass fucked is being submissive , now while you PUPPY fuck her and if you finger her while doing that , playing just playing with her ass ,,, then deny her you cock so that her NATURAL LUST , starts to take over her mind … all that positive thinking all the metapyshcial spiritual things disappear as her lust for the sublime Pleasure . OF SEX takes over her NATURE her and your real reason for becoming a THING leaving the TOA to be a thing human an animal …. So , you return to fucking her and you add in the sensation of your finger fucking her asshole … creating an exciting and anal exploration … now
( do not worry about it being dirty or urinary tract infections these are common in the first few fucks any way because you bring into her body your own CULTURE of bacteria and aslong as you keep fucking her daily you both grow each others cultures and no infections occur )
slip your dick into her ass ,,,, then back out and in to her pussy ….. time for SWITCHY ! …. And ask her to say thank you MASTER … remember dumbass ,,, your are young master CORRECT ! well ask her to tell you that you are her master ,,, her choosen master , the one she is now choosing to be still for to allow for you to pentrate her so that she can feel her PUSSY LIKE THE NATURAL LITTLE ANIMAL SLUT she is , like all girls are NATURALLY . OHHHH yes they can force their animal side to disappear as the girl explores her spiritual side ,,,, but that is not the real REASON why she left the TOA also … she became a female human to enjoy the NAMIAL life aof being a female human and that means getting FUCKEd IN THE ASS and liking it! So switchy , back and forth ass to pussy ,,, pussy to ass …. And then holding on to your sperm resting plyaing stop so you can enjoy her screams of submission ,,,,,her screams of feeling her body … her screams of her enjoying being what she REALLY DEEPLY TRUTHFULLY wanted in the first PLACE … feeling something .
to be separated for the infinte field of the all possible and all time and all space ,,,, always , to experience the idea of forgetting agreeing to live in an predictable universe agreed upon rules . to allow our own ADVENTURE . pain and pleasure ,, CONTRAST . yes you can have what ever you want , just think and REALLY WANT IT …. Get equal with it , but dipshit , look at your own evidence trail , that often tells you want your own TRUEST DEEPEST wants really are , yes they represent flawed poragraming training and confused expectations , but remember the message of the SECRET has always been around every year there are people writing that secret … positive thought and the rules about it have been explained over and over . taught to each generation , yet we humans DO NOT want to be INFINTELY POWERFUL , your deepest want is to be just a plain old fashioned ANIMAL . you have gotten hypnotized by flashy lightrs TV’s , easy stuff and actually very selfish thru using money istead of using an interdependence on the tribe . the tribe 3 wives and you dumbass …..THE ALTERNATIVE OF BEING WHAT YOU ACTUALLY CAME HERE TO BE.
You , you animal after age 12 wwants GIRL and she also by age 12 is looking at boys … and by your late teens it is the basic motivating factor , in your choice of what you will MANIFEST ….. with the power of thinking …. You can have anything you can think about just keep at it , whenever and where ever ,,,, as oppurtunites arise … as long as you reaaly want it , you will everyday find new OP’s to work at that thinking thing ……… now think about it ,, what aspect of that thing! What aspect does it play in you getting pussy … and guess what the pussy wants to be GOTTEN and the pussy likes its asshole played with ,,,, the scream of pain is a thankyou of her TOA – self , saying thankyou for helping me feel what is is like to be human to ffell alive to be female and INSTINCTUALLY SUBMISSIVE . thankyou that is what her screaming is saying or else she would not come back for more .
Instinct for fun
Young Master , are you better than , everything else ion the planet ? Now for some time I have gotten off the nuts and bolts of pussy of dating ideas and your concepts as a Master the exploration of why we males have allowed our to be controlled by pussy and how it has effected us and the girls ,,,,, I have talked about the reality about your day to day fun and your day to day level of stress ,, diss – ease and of course drepressions hiding in chemical recreation .
1926 ,,,,, most people did not even have a radio . so they did not know that a hurricaine was coming …. NPR radio reporting about the hurricane of 1926 in Miami Fl.
the need for finding bliss , it is instinctual , but honestly what did you do for fun ,,, us humans who are able to have recreation thur sex any time we want to … there are other animal who can have sex just for fun and gues what they do …. They have sex . what did us humans do thru out history ? before we got fancy got all wrapped up in the idea that to get a female we have to bee rich … be able to afford her. Think about it didpshit you know that on average your self worth in the eyes of girls your ,,,, your concept of what she is thinking ( but honestly what you thin she thinks and what she thinks is often very close … especially when it comes to money or atleast , the reality of what money does buy …. So maybe it is not about the moneyu but it is about the image and or comfort that only only money can buy .
are you dumbass better than a bird , is your vibration higher than a bird? Are you more important to god because you can think because you are the leading edge of thoughts? But wait god does not NEED anything …. Infintiny does not lack anything ,,,, not even the idea of experience itself …
so I watching an osprey gliding by ,,, not this time of year out front on my beach the water is full of food , so . this bird I guess was most probably full , so it was spending its time gliding on the cushion of air , being pushed over the cliff out front …… hmmmm gliding for why? Well to watch that bird , twsit and turn dips and soar ,,, all I can think about is a skate boarder experimenting with moves just for fun ………. Hmmm so I watched a grass hopper this morning …. The grass has been pleantiful soft rich in water and green , it is summer ,, this grasshopper was not stressed that when it landed on the blade of grass that I began to eat like it was straving , no It walked around the blade of grass almost like to get into a nice place to sun itself .
and a morning dove this morning during my run , lands in front of my while I run in it’s animal eyesight and brain something developed thru time to insure that this style of animal will live on and . its DNA will survive …. Any thing larger than it , if the bird notices that the thing moves , the bird leaves .. fast … because the natural selection process has proven to the bird ….. trees to do move to wards it but foxes , wild dogs , wild cats etc do move and the birds that did not move first well their DNA ended
DNA ENDED …….. when the bird I saw got out of my way to a distance of safety as programmed by the DNA memeory record of that birds forefathers , like the memory record that you carry so that you can live thru DIS EASE that American Indian DNA could not , yes , we Europeans did die off because of child hood disease ,,,, but not in the 80 or 90 of the popilution numbers that native peoples did , why because the DNA of tha ntives had no ,, no memeory or instinct …. No memeory of it parents beating the stress the lack of ease that a child hood infection represented …
And then what id the bird do as I watched still like a tree this time … what did the bird do ,,,, quickly eat eat eat …. Work work work ….. no it walked …. And looked at its world it was having bird fun …… instinct to have fun . like th ferrel cats around the house , sunning themselves the dog tossing the stick for itself to chase ….. just animals having fun . but these are animals who do not have the body which is designed to have fun thru causual sexual activity .. we humans are .
So when I hear about the TRIAL of the RELGIUOS control freak that is being tried for rape because a person who choose .. the person and family choose to become a SLAVE to a god designed by man for the benefit of men to control the masses , thru confusions and fear …. When that person blames the preditior for being hwat a preditior is ,,, istead of the human being animal and leaving and uncomfortable life , like a bird …. Twisted by expecatations and controls we haumans have become , we have lost the truth about
SEXUAL RECREATION …. To force a girl to have sex , when in fact the male of that sect has three wives and in that having a female who also should want to feel recreations and relaxation thru sex , instead of working working working ……I see the problem which is your problem and it is simple , the lack of seeing the we all are just the same animals who like having fun . like a bird cat dog ,or grasshopper … except us humans …. No us humans we are to important to much like ? GOD ? and the reat of life is wrong we are right …… the last 3.3 million years without RADIO was wrong |
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