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Blogging started as a result of watching my daughters friends during one of the many bon-fires she would have here at
home on the river > I watched the STRESS of dating and said " self , that was you back then and you now ...... this
sucks , The theory of TWISTED INSTINCT must be a dreesed in real time " and who better to do it than ME ! so enjoy book
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blogs June 06 to aug 3 , 06
Current mood: creative
Dam I hate theYdeleted my Original
site now I will never have copies of those blogs ,,, (you guys suck give a me a chance to copy my art before you shut
my fucking ass down!) OK GET THIS
THIS IS ART ,, IT IS AN ABSTRACT , RANDOM RAMBINGS OF
Me .. Phil the AUTHOR OF TWISTED INSTINCT .. DATING FROM ABOUT JUNE 06 TO AUG 3 06 ,,,,, NOTHING
IN HERE SHOULD BE CONSIDERED ILLEGAL I HOPE NEVER MY INTENTION but alternative true IF YOU are under 18 ,, I do not know the
fuckin law but I bet some where some how They got some fuckin law that says you
should not be able to read this and there fore think for yourself . It is my RECOMMENDATION THAT IF YOUA RE A MINOR DO NOT
READ MY WORKS ! Resistance is a call for helping expanding
her view of the world ,,,, fuck so much of this is regular selling skills , and I know this shit in fact used to use it back
when I was 20 , it was easy to do while selling , but even then it was difficult to do with girls I liked , because I let
my lust cloud my mind ,,, put your passion in your pocket to be enjoyed later ,,,, get that phrase engraved on the back of
your eye lids . Next , the smile pattern form yesterday is a classic make a person feel good , this is something I have noticed
in real good salesmen , they would do these patterns straight out with any girl at any time , not worrying about any convention
, or thing , fuck it slows the shopping line they would do , the remember a friend that makes you smile ,,, just to get the
girl to smile .. not even to hit on her just to get her to smile ,,, Next
is the fact girls complement each other on how good they look , guys do not ,, in fact we complement each other on how much
mud or how many cuts we have ,, we do nnot complement on how pretty we are ,, so that lack of practice makes saying it causually
to agirl ,, unnatural . so acknowledge the problem and commit to over coming , by how ???? practice it shithead .. tha is
the only fucking way Today , was going to do the smile thing with an employee
of a client ( bad magic hitting on clients ) it was to be just to make her smile she looked to serious , but fuck when I got
in the shop she was like all smiles , so I would have had a hard saying aline to get her to smile when she is already talking
to me and smiling .. next was this lil one dog groomer ,,,,, again to many smiles to do the smiles line ,, cant do many martian
on girls I work around .. since they know I am not many so 20/20 hindsight I should have done , where did you buy those ear
rings ,,,, get the answer ,,,, ohh yeah , but the wearer is a perfect example of gentic perfection ,,,,,, it is an extreme
smile maker ,,,, fuck it is like remember shit form a ¼ century ago .. but atleast thining about the 20/20 yes I am
sure some was my lust was not in my pocket next is they are my customers , dont mix pussy and your income stream bad magic.
But 20/20 ,, on her was reasonable , I do not need to totally beat myself up for fucking up each cast ,, it is good to beat
myself up to motivate myself but I gotta keep the self respect for myself fine balance other wise , you get down and end up
hiding in beer and dope ,,,,, so if you find yourself enjoying the high to much think ,, fuck head think why ? I know , the crap feeling I am writing about is the reason , you seem to be having sex with guys more
that girls ,,,,, this is an open reply to a guy who conciders himself , BI , early 20 but over the last year he has been with
one girl maybe 10 days and with some buds like almost every other free day so 300 days gay ssex ( good
fun ) and 10 nites and some weekends with this one chick .. and he also feels it is the stress of meeting girls that makes
being with guys so much easier . EXACTLY that is what I meant by you are not ruely bi ,,, but because of instinctual stress
of todays dating ,, welll , we gotta have human touch . You hand really just does not work over time .. Look up till about ONLY 100 years ago , girls were our
property there was no ,, no ,, no
dating except in the ultra rich society and that was for show to make wealth family ties ,,,,,, dating as we are evolving
into ,, is confusing ,, not just for us but the girls also are in pain ,,,,,,,,,,, I want you girls to read my shit , the
more you see how your actions effect your life , then you can make some inner decisions ,,a bout how you interact when you
have a male get the book surrendered wife . A great book to see an evolved way to be femine girlish and instinctual .. as
to my new friend . Having a fuck buddy be them amle or female ,, satisfiys the neeed , it is relationship by default ,, still
think about the skills I am writing about ,,practice ,, but without the stress ,,play ,, re frame it into ,, the idea that
you like girls as people and as people you enjoy seeing her smile , then as you get more comfortable with talking to many
,, you will find the will seduce you , like they always do .. we in reality just wait for them to jump our bones because if
we really did push like we wanted , well ,,,,,, they call the cops . You make my dick harder than Chinese calculus ,,,,, ok remember what I said about putting your lust
in yur pocket to be ejoyed later . Ok well I was in publix , and I saw a pair of legs that reminded me of that I was trying
( and failing to rmemeber ) then as I got closer , I saw those black panties framing the most perfect white butt cheeks thru
that sheer mid thigh skirt , then as I got her within my 10ft circle and she turned to me and I looked down first , not at
her face but down to her panties again , and her white skin made those panties hsow the form of a soft lower belly and the
wedge of her pubic mound her pussy framed by those soft thighs look I am 45 I went DONG likie I was 20 , now adays at my age
it need a stroke or a kiss or two to go dong ,,,, I just do not go dong from looking at a chick it is the effect of years
of NOs your dick gets trained not to just respond to good looks but action but not with this little thing wow okay you get
the idea ,,, my lust was out of the pocket she walking past out of my circle , I said something she did not respond , so I
went after her , I say something to her REMEMBER this the article of clothes the earings whatever , they are not what is pretty
,, the preson wearing the items looks pretty with that item on got it .. girls 101 ,,,, the dress is not preety ,,, you look
pretty in that shirt or that skirt , or with those earings you look great . The thing is an accent to her
SO WHAT THE FUCK DO I SAY excuse me miss , but I must tell you that is a great skirt , I am mean
a really great skirt . ,,, I got a smile and a thank you .. ( been feeling the
old predetor instinct coming back 20 years of wife hunting is different then just pussy hunting ) Ok , could have picked a check out line without talking but used my choice of lines to engage a woman
my age .. in the am , while getting a coffee , talking with a young mom at the counter ,,,,, now here is something ,,,, the
girl behind the counter was wearing her hair in pig tails ,, it was girlish innocent sexy ,,,, she was working so , I used
that as my excuse not to say anything ,,( later I was thinking about a friend ,, he is about 50 , a car slaes man ,,,, he
would have thought nothing about holding up the line of people waiting for coffee , to make sure he complimented that girl
on her hair >>> and know , she would have loved it , it would have made her feel beautiful all day long >>>
and by me not talking to her I amy have denied her the opportunity to fell real good all day and sexy ( she was married ring
but even so you make a girl feel good . That is a good thing . Next almost went out of my circle to go say something to this
young thing .. as I was walking accros the parking lot I saw she was going into the passenger door and her fred was in the
car wrong but really really good to feel the instinct to aggressively hunt , coming back . ( I was
never really good hunter , back at youalls age to fing shy ).. remember ,, the thing you notice she
is wearing is not important where idi you buy those ,, earings? , the shirt ,,,, the pants .. wait
for response ( they will respond because girls love to talk about shopping .. then say ohhh < blank > is nice , but
the wearer is a shining example of genetic perfect . GET THE GUTS ,,, even young now in school get the
fucking guts to be OUT FUCKING RAG! Remember they are girls they think
differently than use ,, speak their language not our language .. oh yes , in the bait shop right what 13 fing years , I know
you guys do more lieing the doing ,,, so fuck off . And do something not just lie to yourself. FINGERING 101 . 2 IS BEST 1 WILL DO .. TOUCH , TEASE
,,, LEARN ,, TO FEEL UP FRON CURL YOUR FINGER IN AND UP TOWARDS THE FRON ,, FEEL FOR A CHNGE IN TEXTURE A BUMPY NESS SLIGHT . Push hard ,, feel
for like two depression on each side ,, stroke them ,, ,, puch deep in , till you feel the womb entrance ,,, now stroke heavy
and hard on the front ,, turn the hand around and down and do the back ,,,,, do a flit on the the nub ,,,,,, This is re write shit ,, because the other guys words
were lots better but they were copy write I bet that is why I got shut down Take you fucking time to learn her ,,, listen to every fucking moan , encourage , listen to the breathing
,, but GO DEEP no matter what she says go DEPP ,,, fuckin is not the best ,, finding good stokes
is better . Ass play at the same ,,, is a must ( ok not amust but should be done , if she hits you away ,, gether focus back
on her pussy then do re insertion ,,,, good luve ok fuck head ,,, but learn to feel the inside of that pussy and LISTEN read
the girl her breathing and her squirms ,, and the fake ouch! its
a fairytale the truth is 8 outa 10 airplanes crash If 8 outa 10 airplanes crashed woul;d you believe the
fairytale telling you ,,no, no it is safe . No do not look at the facts just listen to us who tell you haapy happy lies ,,
the facts and numbers lie. Or do the facts and numbers lie? Look at your life in your home and family , and your neighbors
,, what are the real facts is hiding in beer or dope ,, natural , or is it just that hiding in a poisin? You
get a feeling a high , because you poisin the balance of the wonderful machine which is the human body , in fact as you get
to drunk your body gets smart and trys to throw up to get rid of the poisin ,, get the hint Oh the fairy tale , over 50% of marriages fail getting
close to 6 out of 10 ,, 2 people in marriages are in unhappy marriages with year of fighting and hiding in being drunk ,,,,
only 2 listen ONLY 2 are happy .. if the airlines facts were 8 out of 10 airplanes crashed would you believe
the advertising the fairy tale ,, a story or your own eyes ,,,, the fairy tale started with the catholic church ,, before
they made that book , every man had many wives .. or he was single and just fucked when he wanted , or was gay woman was our
toy ,, you did not have video games to play with ,, and as you learn to play with the body of a woman ,, make her beg for
more ,, you find it is great fun to be enjoyed for hour after hour ,,, what did we men do 2000 years ago for fun ,, play with
our women , watch them come over and oever just for fun Is it a lie , to tell a girl that she is a shining example of genetic perfection ,, look at every girl
you would class a 5 or above and find the fine thing , is it her smile is it her sense of humor , is it her large tits ( if
she is a bit fat , sure she has great tits , nothing wrong with a girl who is padded , great great great fun ) so , why should
you be afraid to tell her , other than we have no practice , so practice , would you have tried an ollie ? ( I do not ride
a board so I do not know you trick names ) you first day riding a board at age 4? How long did it take
you till you could do anything ,, how many time s did you practice ? so , practice talking with girls
and telling them the truth ,,,, the sound of your voice is like the whistle of a bird ,,, it touches her deep inside , at
an instinct level ,,,,,, touch thae and she will touch you at the level you understand . Unlock the compartment ,, remember
our job , is to open her compartment where every girl keeps the possible desire to fuck you even if ,,if,, if ,, you are not
her type or perfect or got a car or ,, smart , or got a job ,, or shit ,, since sex is done without ,,, those things the natural
desire to fuck , is basic ,,, find out how to get the box open to do that use your words I know it is scary .. I hell I am
showing you even at 45 it is scary for the average frustrated chump ,,AFC Letting
your lips flap without structure Yes
I know the idea that , you should always have structure in your choice of talking sounds , predatory , welll ,, yo! Dumbfuck
. Yes it is , later you can talk about whatever , but during those first few minutes , the first few contacts you use the
,, scripts to get you where in her heart you want to place your self ,,,,, I will get into more detail in second step scripts
soon , I have been still working on ,, your shyness ,,,NO ! my shyness . The shyness of 9 outa 10 of us regular males ,, no
matter what lies we tell ourselves or our friends , because if you were not honestly really very shy ,, you would have 5 or
6 girls phoning you not you waiting for 1 her to phone ,,you! Do you have a bud , who is like , always seems to be having
the girls chasing him ,, I mean really chasing him .. some times it is because of the bait ( car but remember the next guy
can buy better bait than you ) or his looks ( bait ) but when you meet the guy who does not have any real
cool bait and he has chicks calling ,, well you know he is one who ,, touches them in their core ,,, core values talks their
language , remember ,, chick porn is in the form of the romanace novel .. words pictures in their head , where ours is , the
foto off the web you think poems are fag ,,,, well I kinda agree but , they if you will listen they do touch the soul . See you gotta be open to feeling abit of what she may
feel ,,,, what if a girl came up to you and said ,, hey I like the sound of your voioce , it makes me feel
happy ,,,, what would yuou say? Would you say , thank you ,, or would you say ,,,, well that is a stupid
thing to say to me no you would say thank you , and you would feel good about yourself and you would feel good about the person
who went out of their way to say something nice to you do you get the hint ,, think about how she may feel . You
have no right to decide for her that you are not good enough for her ,,,,, think about that one , who are
you to decide for her ,, to point out your lack of quatlites maybe there is something about you she sees that she really likes
and if you do not talk to her welll, REMEMBER she is a girl the weaker sex ,, it is
our job to be BRAVE AND talk first ,,,,,, Oh today , talked with a counter girl at the coffee shop ,, I held up the line ,,,, to say you have a nice voice
you sound happy and have nice energy ,, which stopped her in her tracks enough to say thanks and say I try , to amek people
happy ,,, blah blah ,,, an I agreed some more ,, ( married 20s ) ,,, In
store , a my age , looked unhappy , all I got out was ,, be happy smile its Friday . Not planed ( my mind was off ) ,, the
check out girl I used a comment about the guy before to open up the conversation ( look for something to talk about ) then
the amount was 19.76 for me I was 26 and parting ,,, so I commented , she said she was not even born
NOW here I flapped my lips , no structure ,,, because she brought being born , I thought lust it
got outa my p[ocket , so I wanted to put in a sexual reference ,, but it was unplanned and without an over all goal .. I made
remark about something like I was making babies ,, maybe even you .WRONG WRONG ,, it is bad enough when
you last wife is a few years younger than your oldest daughter ( ok step but still my kid ) . So you do
not want to remeind the lil girl that you may in fact be her dad . Wrong . See I was flapping my lips ,, not planning structure
on how , shift this lil girls thinking into ,, thinking about passion ,, passion ,, pleasure ,, not just
sex .. connections , friendships ,, but with the sub context of sensual feelings . Then attaching those feelings to yourself
structure it really is quite natural once you study . Remember , it
is happening all around you all the fing time commercials use this under flow of words and tone , to connect with groups of
possible buyers . You are learning to do that to place you ,in her FANASTY . Tone
sound of your voice make it deep from your chest , slow ,, vibrate from your heart , creates a sound wave , that the instinct
animal pick up on an feels in her heart ,, the heart controls blood flow ,, blood flow controls sex desire instinctual ! This is not about urine until later Well I was thinking about that ariticle I put out on the directions for understanding how to touch
pussy,,,, I mean the guy did a great job of describing ,, but what is important not to think of it like directions but for
you to learn to be open to what is happening with her ,, again ,,, it is putting your lust in your pocket to be enjoyed later
, working her up and playing her like a musical instrutment .. loving the sounds she makes , while knowing youll get your
rocks off better once she is really hot but that got me rmemebering my past nad how to use urine ( yes pee , and not in the
way you may be thinking golden showers if she gives you one actually you destroy the effect you may have been working to build
. Wow you kids realy do miss out not having PHILS BAIT AND tackle here , in the store men would get together and talk ,, sure
lie , but some s,,, some knew and would teach those willing to listen ) . OK but this post is not going
to be about pee ,,,no ,,, as I wass thinking , I remembered my girls ,, and what came to mind ? Was the girls who cooked for me . Yes the girls who with
their own hands created food not just opened frozen food , but really cooked something ,, to feed the male who had pleased
them in bed .( me ) .. one girl she was just a weekend while I was working outa town ,, she fryed me 2 eggs , made toast and
( lousy ) coffee ,, but it was instinct ,, she was feeding her male ,, she knew I must be hungry and instead of saying lets
go out to eat ,( whick we did later that day and the next ,,,, but that morning she cooked for me to feed me to give me strength
again , as I rmember her sayin every woman who cooked for me I remember ,,, I mean I really remember and have that love still
in my heart for her because she cared for me . Me her male . SO YOU GIRLS WHO ARE READING MY RAMBLING
,,, learn to cook , there is some wisdom in the old sying the way to a mans heart is thru his stomach .. it is like magic
metaphysics . The thought energy she put out in the act of cooking for you guy ,, is a thought energy ,, that touches you
.. When you are hunting
if you are thinking about only your dick , and that you could care less about the girl ,, well,,,, her bullshit and shithead
,, detector registers this thought energy and you will most likely be screwed ,,, but if you are interested in her actually
smiling , in actually enjoying the person as well as her pussy and sex .. well that is good magic ,, your thought is one of
giving something good to her YOU. I think some how the food I ate was like an NLP anchor to me a male ,,,, now my next post ,,, I am going to expound
on the ideas of touching pussy ,, but I am going to describe a very powerful anchoring also ,,,,,, think about this ,,, ever
see a show ,, nature show ,, and the buck deer is checking whether the doe deer is ready to amte so , the buck , smells her
while she pees to check the level of sex scents .. urine carries hormones , when she is aroused these chemicals build in her
urine ,,,REMEMBER WE are just animals still .. hormones are drugs ,, way powerful ,, like testosterone , able to stop you
from being able to think for example . It is the reason why you feel so great and high when in love ,, it is all based on
the drug effect of hormones hint 2 inches behind her ear ,,, at the base of her hair line there is a depression between muscles
, check on yourself .. that patch of skin on a woaman , produces a sex scent .a hold over from our accient animal days . While
necking with your chick , pass your lips repeatedly over this area , and become aware of a lite sex scent very similar to
her pussy you may have to smell it underneath her perfume ,, but enjoy it , breath it deep in side ,, and you will get a high
,, better than an ounce of crypt weed .. next post master training101 ,
I am bad man I am not qualified to claim true master status , just listened to some smart men during those years at the bait
store . next post is a great example of keeping yu lust in you pocket .. in this you keep your clothes on NO MATTER HOW SHE
BEGS . Skill that will pay off . in some fucking great sex , and LOVE yes love . ( oh yes yin and yang
, she can hate you with as much passion as she once you loved you ) urine .. continued the love of money is the root of all evil ,,, not money
with money you can do get things for the people of the world ,,,, but to love money more than to love the passion of the one
who loves you ,, well young men when you get hooked up and she starts to love things,,, things that money can buy more than
she loves your touch ,, you know the end is near .. or you just submit to her will ( the difference between a nice guy and
a good man is a fine line ) Okay this is for after you have gotten some experience ,, you have learned to read her ( any girl abit ) you have
found that scent gland I was talking about . and you can feel the high of really lusting for a girl . That hunger . you gotta
feel . Now once you have
had these feelings , when you can do this ,, well first some more backgrouond remember the idea of hormones and the urine
, instinct animal thing , well ,,, the effect of the hormones trapped in her body during a Dom fore play ( dominant ) anchors
those feelings to her need to pee and peeing ,,, every time she has to pee , ( that is 3 to 4 times aday ) , at an un conciuos
level for ever , always triggering her at that un conciuos level to rmemeber the greatest sex of her life and you un conciuosly
with out her noticing it ... Now this is something that she most likely will never encounter again , because only 1%
1 out of 100 men give enough of a dam about women and girls to study and act in a manner that will bring some girls
,, honestly to tears during sex . Tears not of pain but tears of completion and satisfaction . you gotta stow this
info in your mind , gain the experience then when the time is right act . see nad understand
I do not want to let her pee , I want while in fore play to stimulate her need to pee , but prevent her
form peeing because the sex play is so strong , intense , passionate , and of course beautiful and loving . .. NLP anchoring
. while extremely stimulated and later hopefully if time permits in organism her
animal body will be producing literally tons of hormones which will be trapped in her urine in her bladder and then re absorded
back into the blood stream her instinct animal would want to pee , and there by releasing the scent of sexual desire , for
you the animal amle to catch on the winds and know it is time to come mate with her ,,,,, think about the buck deer and the
doe deer .. and remember we are DNA animals with those DNA strands still making up our human DNA . So , you have been necking right ,,,, you have been stimulating
the back of her neck and you can smell the lite scent coming out of her ,,, ok if you got this then you know you have a chance
to set the strong anchor because she is producing hormones . Work on the inside of her lower arms and wrists , touching stroking
, touching with you lips .. from the elbow on down ,, read her is she getting excited is it almost ticklish ,,, ( ihope I
hope ticklish but sexual , a confusion , a FUSION of ticklish and sexual excitement
.. because if a person is tickled they gotta go do what ??? pee ,,, work the wrist and the inside of the palm of the hand
,, sensually , sexually .. do not let her close her hand force her to open for you ( step 1 of domination training here in
the opening of her hand and submission ,,, submitting not thru the threat of force but in the desire of lust , much stronger
,, threat of force will some day be countered with a call to the cops ,, lust is a force she will live with her intire life
always searching for a man like you and she will never really understand why ) this is fucking art shithead
,,it is not building a house it is art you gotta read her reactions ,,,,, moving from shoulders , to arms ,, to neck , to
mouth back to hand and arm ,,,,,, it is art ,, read her ,, get her to be vocal ,, tell her louder ,, if she does not then
you moan ,,, and she will moan under the sounds she hears form you ,, but the louder you can get her to be , the better ..
next of course is getting her to say please repeat that when ever you can say please . By now you shoud be a ½ to ¾
hour into the night , ( you shuld have 3 hours to enjoy this properly ) is she wanting to pee , stopp ,,
move to forceful kissing , to the point that she forgets about peeing and again is involved in her lust for you .. . Done
right her need to pee will become second to her need to feel you sexually . move to the breast already
, and pussy ,,,, get her undressed and do not do not let her touch your thing ,,,,, ( for me when I do this I do not even
get hard at all my total focus is on what I am giving to her ,, iw ant her to go fucking nuts . ) so you
have read the article on fingering pussy ,, you hopefully have had some practice and located the areas before ,,, now LISTEN
TO HER , listen to her sounds , her moans her movements , the scent on her neck her desire for you to get your clothes off
,,,, limit her talking if she starts to talk kiss her mouth hard fast stri..ong ,, and get her feeling some other extreme
stimulation .. IE ,, you are fingerin her pussy ,,, you have your finger?2 ( 2 is always better you can give more contol and
stimulations ) ( yoo dumbass exercise for this type of play while in everyday life ,, curl your wrist up toward the inside
of your arm ,, and with two finger wiggle ,, now do this this for a fucking half hour and see how fucking hard it is and how
fucking sore your wrist and and fingers get . So practice now when you can .. so you can do the deed to the end when the time
comes ) . She should be naked and you are totally dressed every time she trys to undress you force her back down to kiss her
, finger her harder ,, get her mind ,, her mind her soul! Forcused on the pleasures you are giving her .. ( ALL THIS TIME
THE HORMONES ARE RE CIRCULATING IN HER BODY , SHE NEEDS TO PEE AND AT A SUB/ UN CONCIUOS LEVEL an assiocation
is forming between the urge to pee , extreme sexual pleasure ,, and YOU SHIT HEAD as her Dom ) o9hhh yes you may lick her
, massage her ,, you may stop and get the beg,,, say please remember .. ok final step ,, not always
possible with every woman but encourage her ,, do not press to hard ,, pass thru the nos but respect a true OUCH! . If she wants to stop she will , stop , grab her clothes and leave ,, believe me .. so kinda force but
always leave open that ,, be forceful ,, but allow her if she really really needs ,, to stop for her to do just that get her
clothes and leave if she doesnot leave it is not a TRUE OUCH ! .. PUSH ON THRU .. to where you may ask
, you are well into the first hour ,,, she should be coming or close ,, talk her into coming ,, encourage
her ,, you come for me baby ,, cum for me ,, listen girl cum for me ( demand but encourage ) you can do it .. good girl ,
yes you are my good girl .( if she starts talking with god ,, oh my god ohh my god ,,,, well we will get into using that another
day ) demand the orgaism .. now after she is having it , do not stop ,, she will want yuo to stop , slow
down a little of a few moments ( not minutes ) do nt stop ,, STOP HER TALKING BY KISING HER FORCEFULLY
,,, never never nnever be afraid that she will walk out on you ,, forget your dick ,,,, for tonite succeed in this first push
on to multiple orgaism even if she says she cnnot ,, do it and encourage demand ,, this pleasure of her ,,tell her you want
it of her you want to see her ,,, you want it ,,, more than to fuck her your desire is to watch her cum
by your hand ,, make sure she knows this ,,, tell her ,,,, keep her cumming ,, now encourage her to pass out ,,,, to let go
,, to pass out ,, tell her cumm till you pass out till you can not cumm any more ,, tell her wha to do . (HER IS WHERE YOU
GOTTA USE YOU FING BRAINS .. some girls cannot or will not reach the sort of pass out and you will have
to bring them down slowly ) the pass ouot is not a real pass out ,,, it is sensory over load , to the point that she is awake
but not any longer realy cumming actively to yur touch ,,,, not getting any higher ,, in fact she is beyond normal organism
and in a state of constant organisms when you notice this stop stimulating her ,,, touch her litely caress her very very litely
just finger tips till she cant stand it .. and runs away from you .. OHH fuck I forgot ,,, runs awys ,, often during the muti
org. she will try to scoot awy ,, keep after her , what will happen is she will end up in the corner of
the room , guide her head down and her butt up presenting her pussy to you for continued stimulation ,, you can also drive
her dirve head down into the corner a couch ,,, or in a squatting position spread legged kneeling between a table and couch
or 2 chairs ,, do what you gotta do chase her ,,,, now at the passout ,, she may or may not respond to
the lite touch if not ,,,, get up go make yourself a cup of coffee act as if nothing is happened ,, be in-different .. she
may cry ,, she may claim to hate you ! , she may even come and hit you then go into another room and cry
,, drink your coffee smoke a cigarette ,, and wait ,, either she will grab her clothes and leave or she will return to you
naked ,, and curl up in the safety of your arms ,, submissively SURRENDERED . If that happens in a few
minutes proceed with a regular sex fore play get you clothes off and fuck .. if she leaves .. that can be real good , it may
take days for her to call you maybe even weeks ,, but she will call the anchor has been set ! thru
her urine. And you have joined the ranks of you are a bad man said in that soft whisper of a voice that only a satisfied woman
can speak . why would I teach this to kids 15 ? to20 ,, because ,, you the male who is caring enough to
learn this skill loves girls .. enough to do this you complete shakespeares word ,,,, ( to love and lost is better than to
have never loved at all ! ) would I want my 2 duaghters ( yes 1 step ) to have a man do this to them YES!
Well not the lil one ,,YET! She is still to young as far as her daddy is concerned , but in 2 years I hope a man cares enough
about her to do this to her. But you male who does this ,, you open the compartment in her where her love for you is so strong ,,,
that , if things go bad her hate for you will be 10 times stronger than the love was . to quote Shakespeare
again ,, hell hath no fury equal that of a womans scorn my young friend you will understand those
words, and they will eat your soul . But only a man who truly loves women will , take the gamble ! Story telling People who know how to influence people have used these
skills since the days of ancient eygpt my dots are what is called a pregnant pause ,, in those 3 seconds the un conciuos mind
of a person runs thru all possible options for the next word bringing out the creative mind ( remember
girl porn is in the form of mind pictures brought on by words like in a romantic novel . ) while she thinks
quite often she is thinking thoughts about the person who s sound and tone of voice she finds attractive .. right at that
minute YOU ! The con struct should be ,,,,, a describing word ,,, then the action word or thng described ,,,, but pausing on
the describing word lets her mind wander as to ????? exciting what ? who ? when ? him?..... then you say feelings .next ,
drawn to pause sets up /??? ,, but learn to touch you chest often for no reason ,,,, ( but after the words drawn to tap your
chest ) Lastly ..
just test this ,, say the following really fast ,,,,, then slow with pauses ,, said really fast , the brain can not process
the words it can not process all those word pictures fast enough to be enjoyed so it will have NO POWER .. slowly and with
structure you max out the power an actor needs to earn pages and pages of words and they
do it .. what are some dumb shit that cannot learn this .. dumbass ! write it on the computer 20 five times saying the words
as you wwrite them got it. ( you and her were talking about anything because everything is perfect and still has imperfections
, like you and your acne face ) It is just like when you se a beautiful .. sunset and you know the
sunset .. has a few . Imperfections and yet you . Dont see that .. they fade away and all you see is. The beauty in fron of
you over whelming .in fact if you think about it .. that is a lot like the ideal description of the perfect
.. connection between two people you know that click you feel . Feel deep inside ( touch ) that makes you
feel drawn to . This person . On one hand you feel . Totally drawn to .. this person. And
on the other hand you have all those exciting feelings of wanting to get to know him better.. Like you have have been waiting . For someone and all of
a sudden ..the door bell rings your heart starts beating faster ..the closer you . Get to the door .. the more .. excited
you are .. then you open . Your door .. its like .what you wanted the most is .. right right now .. right in front of you
It is jjust like
when you . See a buatiful .. sunset and you know the sunset has a few imperfection and yet you . Dont see that they fade away
and all you see is the beauty iin front of you. Over whelming you .in fact if you think about it . That is a lot like the
ideal . Description of the perfcet .. connection between tow people .. you know that click you . Feel feel
.. deep inside ( touch her ) that makes you feel drawn to . This person . On one hand you feel. Totally drawn to . This person
and .. on the other hand you have all those exciting feelings of wanting to get to know them better .like you have been waiting
.. for someone and all of a sudden .. the door beell rings your heart starts beating faster . The closer you get to the door
. The more .. excited you are then you open .. your door . Its like .. what you wanted the most is . Right .. right now .
Right in front of you It is just
like when you . See a beautiful . Sunset and you know the sunset has a few impercfections and yet you dont see that . They
fade away and all you see is the beauty in front of you .. overwhelming you .. in fact if you think . About it that is a lot
like the ideal description of the perfect connection between two people . You know that click you feel feel deep inside (
touch her ) .. that makes you feel drawn to .. this person on one hand you feel totally drawn to . This person and . On the
other hand you have all those exciting .. feelings of wanting to get to know them better .. like you have been waiting . For
someone and all of a sudden .. the door bell rings .. your heart beats faster . The closer you get to the door .. the more
excited your are .. then you opne ,, your door . Its like what you wanted the most is .. right ,,, rightnow . Right in front
of you .. Add. To
urine post
If you girls understood how you have fucked things up ,,,,, If I lose my self in lust , if I have my
way with you out of total and complete passion ,,, yes , I have ot worry that the next day the coops may show up and arrest
me for rape ,,,,,,, because , after I get high , totall lustful for you and I am doing the complete and total sex ,, I describe
in urine during the driving of you ,, to the point of ouch giving the the opt. to leave but if you dont I let the animal inside
me guide and drive me ,,, honey the next day your arms will have bruise marks from where I held you , your pussy , will show
evidence of strong fucking ,,,, yes I will fucking BITE . So there is a whack of evidence that I was forceful
and you can use to hurt me because you are a isck chick ,,, look girls you want the guys in your world to be natural lovers
,, but believe me ,,, It is risky SO GUYS , KEEP MY BLOGS REPOSTED EVERY FEW WEEKS OR SO .. IN THAT WAY you
can refer to it as what you were doing and it was something that see mostly likely knew what you were doing ,,,,because it
online .. the styling of your actions ,,,, it was consentual ,, and you allowed for the ouch ,,,, but she later did a 20/20
, sick in the head chick shit thing ,, and called the clowns ,,,, so ,, use this as a safety net ,,, to refer to ,, and love
you girls with TOTAL AND FREE PASSION ,,,,, learn to lust for her ,, breathe the scent of the girl deep in your lungs and
demand she cum for you I conveyed intellectual knowledge Wrong wrong wrong , instinctual for males but wrong in this state of our mating evolution ,, dig on this 15,000
years ago we dudes would dicuss how many spears we needed for the 50 buffulo out on the plains ,, the girls well they [palyed
with the babies safe around the tent circle ,,, they played and told stories and made up fairytales , to intertain children
their babies ,, we worked in facts to make the kill to feed the family , then we would fuck our women ,, they told stories
,, ot workded with facts and figures ..ohhh , you see I was talking with this woman ( my age ---- why do I seen to explain
when I hunt 20s look youall I am still thinking of making more kids ,,, I love the idea of a woman pregnanent with my blood
, my seed ,, I am an instinctual male , and think I will continue to breed till I am ,, ancient) so in ways I am in competition
with you , yet not . I built another business just to actract breeding age girls ohh yeah make money also , got pay the child
support you know. So I am using this local practice mainly to sharpen my skills for the bait I set out , to work the relationship
started thru the business . God I am a sleaze ! Lilone Lilone has effected my hunting this weekend , will explain
that at the end the tie to to much emphisis on a . But lilone also is pissing me off ,, NO ! lilone herself is not , hell
I do no know lilone . but she symbolizes something for me personally . she is just a very tender
sweet foto I saw while expanding my friends list I like the idea that people read my whack shit so I go to the personals and
click on fotos then do a friends request . Well I saw this sweet foto of lilone and her new born baby .. I mean really beauty
, nature , woman and child . I commented how perfectly the foto showed love , well we have been writing
a little bit back and forth . What is getting me mad is the law of averages . (back to lilone after this paragraph ) Yesterday my friend next door was having a fight with the wife , I was kinda listening
into it because they had it out on the dock , while I was fighing on my dock ,,,,, the wife being smart ( like women
think they are ,,, not! ) said this ,, well then sleep iin his bed ! she used sex as a weapon ( we all know that is a no ,
no , but women have been doing it for 2000 years 1 man 1 woman house hold controlled by sex ) they have 2 years together ,
he cool like youall , lots of tatoos nice truck , 10 piercing ,, strong can whoop anyone .. now ,, getting abeer belly like
his old man , she has gotten FAT ,,,, he already ahs 1 arrest for hitting her ( great move girl , start the fight over stupid
shit he hits you then beggs to come home do like you mommy taught you ,stupid girl ) the man who returned returned begging
and weak ,, he started drinking even more ,, next fight he left drunk instead of hitting her ,,, crashed the truck lost his
liscense and his job ,,, ( smart woman to twist the instinct of a strong man now weak because he ???? he is living in a girls
fairy tale ) HEY you know the story it is the same story at your house , if you are working class
if rich , well the rich hide in buying and working and making more $ . But in the end . Well just look
at match.com ,, loads of women with great jobs , cool cars , and empty cold beds! Looking for fairy tale love . And looking
, and looking .. and listening to D.r Phil and looking . Getting fat . Back to lilone , well , you all know I am a thinker ? all our talks about infinity , the energy of
thought etc. and shit . Well I think sometimes you can just feel things , like a foto catches part of a persons soul ,,,,
the foto of lilone for caught part of a soul ,, a real nice soul , her soul ,, in her pictures area were
mainly her family ,, and in their eyes ,, I saw ,,, the law of averages the story of the preceding paragh .. in the eyes of
her mom and sisters and dad .. the eyes of pain , hope lost ,, resigning to a fate they think they have not control over .THEN
here comes some artist ,,, ( fuck I aint no artist ) but someone who thinks out of the box . And I am pissed because
, lilone should have better , but her search will be in vain ,, the law of averages , says you throw a rock up it will fall
down ,,,, the seeds of apples grow apple trees ,,, 6 out of 10 marriages divorce ,, the other 4 are un happy cold , and full
of fighting and pain , ( well not all 4 amybe one or two here and there realy do find happiness ) and
the world says ,, but this is the way it is ,,, NO NO NO NO!!!!! read Da Vinci code ,, thnk about
the yin and yang ,,, see how the imablence is fucking things up . Twisting of instinct can she a guy? Is there any good men?
LAW OF AVERAGES SHE WILL find some great guy and it will all become destroyed In the group of punks that hang around here , I got 2 groups
, 1 working class , 1 middle to professional , class ,,, the working class male , thinks he can control life thru his muscles
and violence ,, he spends a lot of his money and time during his life with police , jails and the court system . The middle
class , male he will be polite he will make money , he will beg his woman for sex , and then give up give up.
Fact fact ,,,, the basis for you and a guy gettinig together is sex in the first place ..
so why not create a life where that is respected ,,,, my new business , I hope is going to fund my 5 tents
,, and then when I encounter lilones I will have place for them to learn the job I attracted them to ,, but I teach them ,,,
the idea of 3 tents and a camel form twisted ,, the instinct family .. girls are BI .. there is a good study I will post from
a university .. to show this ,,,, girls do better in a group and are not jealous in fact become more sexually excited when
they see or know their male is being sexual with other females I AM SO FAR OUT OF THE FAIRY TALE
BOX PEOPLE YOU GOTTA . stop and really think . Now to ,,,, a 1 ,, one of the punks ( and his friend also ) if I could dam would I ilke to find away
to get those 2 committed into the idea of building their own 3 tents and camels then they could work , fuck , go hunting ,
fsih , race drink , come home fuck , play with the kids .leave to go be men ,, and come home and be men !!!! NOT FAIRY TALES
LILONE says
on her thing she is bi ,,,, hey guess what my friend ( punk ) you hook up with a chick like that ,, get her a girl friend
or two ,,,,,,, they have fun you have fun everyone respects the reason why men and woman get to tpgether in the first palce
,,, read twisted instinct ,, study polygamy I feel sad for lilone .. so I was thinking to much about one person and not about all the possible girls in the
world that I , was not motivated to hunt like I should but I see this with many , especially thru this internet . As if the
girl is real ,,, no the only real girl is the one ( ones ) who share your bed and putting all your eggs in one basket then
putting your basket in the hands of the woman .. well my fine male friend you are at her mercy . And woman can be a very cruel
animal once she knows she has power . Read your history . god dam I vague .. and for a reason , the best
ideas are the ones you come up with on your own ,,,,,,,,, think Chick magnet Now guys this is something that you do not have to think about
unconciuosly to the point that you dream bout it at night without knowing , yet feeling stronger and self assured more and
more each morning ,,,,,,, do you fuckin understand what I just told , dumbfuck? Do not try ,,,, ( when you try something you
are hinking as much about the failure as the success ,,, so just be yourself , the male inside your DNA is being trained properly
---- FINNALLY ! Ok you in you mind are going to make a chick
magnet android , like fro star trek ,, he is totally human , no one can tell the difference ,,, what qualities will it have
m, that girls will love ,, because this android ,, has no money ,, so it has no BAIT ,, and guess what it looks just like
you so it is just average ( like 9 outa 10 girls ) are in reality average because average like you is average .. we are all
average Well he should be , playful , ferocious , clean , aroused , thorough ,,, those are
good qualities , lets think about those Ferocious ,, like the male lion ,, who thru its life knew it , he wouls be the master of the womem in his life ,,
yes the master .. the leader of the pride . It is in your DNA you know it you feel it ,, just that the fairy tale has fucked
up , and trained you to be shy and weak ,, but the android is not going to be is he ? NO! why should he if deep inside of
you is already the DNA stating you are man! Clean - if you are idrty , you get her pussy dirty , she gets and infection and she can not play
,,,DUMB ,, next , clean in life ,, honest in business ,,if you are a crook , you have to hide your work , and yourself and
be afraid of the cops ,, you live in the slums and trailer trash parks ,, hiding like a dirty RAT. And
you dirty the girl with you since she with you also has to hide ,,, be clean make love. Playful means when your dick is tired and it is time to rest you take your girl out! Yes outside ,,
to the park , you slap her playfully ono the but , you enjoy taking her to a chick flick ,,,, whatever she likes , because
you enjoy seeing her smile ,,, and while in bed of on the couch ,, when you are forcing her to experience her body totally
,, you enjoy seeing it ,, watching her cum over and over ,, it is more fun than watching the fuckin tv. Or being on the fng
internet . Play with her like a toy ,, and enjoy the squeaky sound your toy makes ,,, playful
Aroused by everything in life ,, why , so
when you see any girl any where you are awake enough to see the opportunity around you to talk with her ,, you will never
get her in your bed , or you in her bed ,, if you do not first OPEN YOUR FUCKING mouth shithead !
so be aroused by life to the point that you can find anything interesting enough to talk out loud to anyone about it
,, and while talking to anyone , you get her involved in the conversation ,, then ignore the other person , and start running
.. directed conversaion with her ,,,GUIDING HER WHERE SHE WANTS TO GO! ,, guiding suggestion is just guidaence not control
. She is female ,, YOU ARE THE MALE , the lion ,, the leader so fuckin lead .. ( if she does not want to play OK , maybe it
is just her time of the month , next time she will want to play and enjoy life ) Thorough - to be with a thorough man means she is safe ,,,, it touch , her cave woman
, animal , she is protected , by your THOROUGHNESS ,, she knows yuou are taking care of the variables in
life so , she can be the playful little sex toy for you she wants to be ,,,, be alert , concerned NEVER ASK HER
do what you deep inside feel is correct for her and you ! Now , your android has this and so do you .. it is already in your DNA ,,
all you have to do like the sculptor , who chips away the rock to show the art already in the rock you chip away at
the fairy tale training your femminst mom trained you with , and become the amle , that is in your DNA ,, the male the girls
I have met really want you to be for them ,,THEY WANT YOU TO BE THEIR MAN they want to trust in you , DO
NOT LET THEM DOWN ! FUCKHEAD Every junkie knows That you cant get better
unless you admit what the fuck he is doing wrong so again , I wll admit my fuck ups in this public forum ( emabaress my fuckin
ass ) . You read urine , well to do the thing in urine that I describe but not , be the man in all aspects of the relationship
is wrong , and I did that . I tried to be a nice guy , I tryed hard to live the life the fairy tale said men and women should
be living .. and it all fucked up.. Look you are not supposed
to be her friend ,,, in a real friend sense you are to be her lover , sure you 2 may do movies and shit but the main thing
is the love the sex. The under current and it can and should last till you both are in your 80s ( fact! ) ,, for example ,,
if she asks you , your opinion , DO NOT GIVE IT TO HER ,, why because if she does the opposite it effects the nature of the
balance ,,, she should only ask you for a direct , direction ,, your ego can not stand her doing the opposite ,,, ( ohh fuck
you femeinst who says but but but ,, look at the fuckin figures the fucking facts not your stupid fucking
fairy tale ) RESPECT THE MALE respect your self , say NO! ask you friends for advise when you ask me (
your master mr. ) I will give a direction , that I eexpect you to respect .. . end discussion ,,KEEP THE RELATIONSHIP INSTINCTUAL
!!! I will be doing more on this because this is the real essence of master training ( s& m slave
Master , I not talking giggle giggle shit but the life style do it right and both are right with the nature of yin and yang
) 1 . no opinions 2. friends are friends lover are lovers . 3 master yourself fuckhead . (
Ive gotta web search a poem by a woman slave I once read she was part of group from tampa good people it
really speaks) Ok
hunting I have not reported on hunting for a few days ,,,, I made mention in a post about facts . what had happened is that
after my line we got to talking ,, I stated facts and numbers to make a point about a topic hshe was involved in . Wrong men
talk numbers of buffalo , girls tell story to children and each other of love nad fairy tales . so I noticed
she reacted to me as a regular male , I noticed the difference . I am becoming more aware . Ok , one at a store , questioned out loud whayt tyope of coffe
I might try , next I said. there sure seems like a lot , this time directing it to her , well we got talking then her husband
showed , ( regularly I would have then directed my discussion to the male at that point I learnd
the hard way when around 16 I found a knife at my throat for talking to chick ) but now I think I will ignore the fat beer
bellied slob , since the fact is this in shape wife has a 55% chance of wanting to fuck me think guys get this shit right
or , you will have a 60% divorce rate or if you do keep your wife 55 out of 100 will be fucking anyone they meet at the coffee
shop ( dony you just love femininsm , nnow ) Saw
chick cariring a flower , I made comment about someone liking her ,,, it was for a friend said , so I went
on to complement and say she deserves someone giving her flowers .. ( just doing smiles mainly , I am practicing riding the
skateboard before the next tricks . Recommendation is three months of mainly just smile luckily I am not aching for pussy
even if that were the case put your passion in your pocket ) Got small talking with a client ,, unexpected hug and ,,, unusual for her desire to have me , back in a few weeks
( I usual do not mix sex and clients unless they relly come on strong ) Broke into a conversation between two , wemen and was instantly included in the conversaion ,,,, I returned
to talking facts ( amn speak ) , I could not figure which patter to start with ,,,,, Dam I am tryin to remember 3 days owrth of activity .. so I know I am missing ,,, like 4 or 5 contacts and some mess
ups Ooohh one more thing to think about ,, reality check , it is way easy for any woman
to get laid! All she has to do is get eye contact , let me talk to her ( or any guy talk to her , then whisper lets go some
where more private , boom 10 minutes she is getting fucked ) you and I , us males , we got to interest them in a way that
talks to them . DO NOT BELIEVE THE FEMINIST BULLSHIT Fucking by Luck Honestly
, young men , most of you , fuck by luck , if she is horny and you are there well you fuck . Guess what as you grow up you
find the same pattern continues . It is the reason for all those smiling bob ad , all the advertising yu her on the Buzz for
prescription for ercetion disfunsction and prematuire ejaculation .. see it is a result of frustration ,,, you are so out
of control that when the guy does get a girl , he blows his load to fast .. and the guys who can get it up with a girl ,,
are the same guys who got no problem getting hard watching ,porn . But because , sex is something not in their control , their
body is scared that the woman will say NO again ,, lilke ahas happened year after year , girlfriend after
girl friend their dick gets trained not to EXPECT SEX And
by 25 ,, yes now adays by 25 4 out of 10 of you ,, will have a problem with your dick ,,,, and the number
is growning ,,,,SAD HUH? Maybe by the time you get 25 the numbers will be 6 out of 10
,, that means the odds are you will be one of the 6 odds are odds ,,,, so the study of pussy , puts , the
control back in the hands of the male ,,,because it is not luck having sex anymore yes we still have to RESPECT THE OUCH .
But with the wording and understanding of girl speak you no longer feel the victim ,, you feel like
the artist ,, the skate boarder who , knows some skill and can expect , to have a good ride almost everytime This is why ,,,,, thinking NOW .. be ALTERNATIVE ,, BE FUCKIN
DIFFERENT study pussy learn the skills ,, think about the evidence ,, the romantic novel
look at the womans magazine at the store ,, LOOK LOOK ! what is the headline ,, lose weight Why ? to get sexy ?
cook great foods why ? to make a man happy . Then the positions he desires straight up sex talk ,,, how attract that
man you want ,, just read the headlines ,, our magazines ,, Killer waves of costa rica , big snook at Jupiter
,, rad car paints girls sex us sports ,, sex is their sport ,,,,, but we have sex buy .. luck we get lucky Think get skilled increase you odds because you words , touch her inner sex button
in her mind ,,,, it all starts with her FANTASY MACHINE ,,, touch that with words . She wants you to be skilled enough ,,
she respects that you try it .. they like it , so do it . Legal shit , and the skateboard rode itself 1st legal shit was talking with a client who read my book , she professional
divorced has everything money can buy but love and a warm body in her bed , 2 kids either divorced or on the way ( regular
happiness of the fairy tale , right? ) set her up a my space , and while I worked she read some of my shit . Her only concerm
was to make sure I did not get busted ,,, foe whatever , expanding the minds fo youth in a free society yeah for that I guess
. so ,, kids you do know it is a felony for children 15 and under to have consentual sex with each other ,,, next under 18
and you love someone over 18 think about the danger you are putting the person who you say you love , into . Kinda
weird , that the religuos right represses love/sex and always nature finds a way to express it ,,, so instead of kids loving
male and female , just look and the percentage of you all becoming bi and the religuios right hates gayshit .. they fucked
up again repression never works . My words are for you to think about an then and only then act upon when and in a manner
that is legal when it becomes legal for you ! I do not endorse anything , I only bring up ideas ! OK BIG
BROTHER IF YOU ARE WATCHING is that good enough? Ohh my client she has problems with my ideas but she also
hass problems with the way life has turned out for her and her loved ones and the people she knows enough that even though
my ideas sound weird they have an attraction . ok to hunting ,, now my goal is to desentize myself , control my shyness , ride the skate board before pushing into
the next set of tricks .. and I know that it takes a season 90 days of practice for something to become truly easy so I am
chill with my fuck ups ,, and that I do not continue but just wish the ladies a nice day and go to work .. ( hell it has only
been lees than 2 weeks ) but today ,, stop for coffee make that opportunity in my day to talk with a female,,,, BK
while putting crème in my coffee this woman , ( nice average very doable my age or minus ) I looked for the
opportunity what was I going to say ,,,, think about someone who makes you smile ,, well no her energy was already good ,
I just felt she was already happy and open ,, so that was just not the right opener . Now her clothes were neat , oriental
,,, so where did you get that outfit it is nice ,,,, and that started her to talking and talking ,,, instead of just saying
oh great well have a nice day the skate board rode itself . ( my practice of the scripts just jumped out of my mouth )
I find you intriguing ( not interesting man words .. intriguing is woman speak like from a romantic novel their porn
) what would it take for us to get together for ( here is suprized myself ) a strong! Hot! ( I paused )
cup of coffee ,,,,,, see I stressed the strong and hot ,, paused to let her mind think whatever thoughts it wanted to think
,,, then said coffee ,,, she started to say something about . Not today , and I butted in and said well
I do not have time today any way , it would have to be Friday afternnnon or better yet Monday afternoon ( what would it take I did not beg I did not ask , I presented an opportunity
, a beg is , would you like ,, you like in those words the power is in her hands , would you
like to have a cup of coffee with me sometime ---- beg , to ask a girl out -- I did not do that , do you notice the difference
between what would take for us to get together and will you go out with me ) Next , I am have a life ( passion in my pocket ) today was not part of the question ,,,, I am to busy
for you today ! woman . I can only on these days on my terms . And so , it seems that really fucking worked ,, instead of mmeting at a coffee shop
she wants to make me coffee at her condo on the island Monday pm .. cool .now most cool about this is like ,,, I was dressed
in a paint stained older work tee shit ,,,, there was nothing about me that spoke of any bait I did not use that I have a waterfront home on the drive ,,, my business ( which
is only bait to a girl with less than me ) no bait just words ,,, and ATTITUDE ! ( to be honest I
am much more used to using bait , or just being very blantly seduced by some woman I know mainly as a friend ) It is as if a beginning rider , got on the board after a few days
of practice , and had a very good ride . without trying because it is already written in my DNA all I need
do is chip the shit away . ( the shyness ) Women speak Look shithead , yesterday
, I could have said I find you interesting interesting is a male word ,,,, intriguing Is a chick word .. Thinnk about fishing in
the lake , yuput worms on the hook not a cheese burger ,,, why dumbfuck ? because the fish eat worms
.. since I am teaching you the shit out there that the successful use ,,,, like you learn form your sprots
magazines ,,,, well .. give the girls the words that they like not our words? Sound like a smart thig to do? Next
and always respect instinct ,, do not listen to todays bullshit ,, the DNA inside us drives us strongly ,,,, think about sex
,, natural sex ,, not fairy tale sex ,, she is being your puppy on all 4s ,, she is submissive ?
or dominate? You dirive you dick in her ,, are you submissive , begging ,, a gentle man of fairy tale ? no
you are dominating ,, while you pleasure yourself she finds completion and pleasure .. Ok , now before the sex respect the evolution of language ,,, during the time you get to more physical
attraction become more dominate . ON YOUR TERMS ,,,, like she is just one of your females .. it is instinct she expects you
deep inside her dna that you will already have your own harem ,,,, theis ,, I love you forever ,,,, white dress fairy tale
marriage of the price and princess from her dreams while 7 .. doesnot touch the souls of the sexual girl/woman of 16 , 20
, 30 , + who needs the lion of the pride to master her animal inside .. the 7 year shit is for the
pre dating ,, before dating . dating is after you all already are doing heavy kissing if ( under 16 ) or
after sex form then on . Vibrator Dependence Guys a lot of what I write is for thought , you are supposed to
be just do ing your step 1 ,, what is that practice talking any girl you see , keeping your passion in your pocket ( controlling
the effects of testosterone in your brain and speak patterns ) Now , this is
going on , aunts older sisters moms , are buying their younger women ? girls vibrators ,, saying it aids them in becoming
orgasmic that is like the comparison that LSD makes you more artist or cocaine makes you a better
better . Yes and NO! sure she will cum with a machine that generates 80,000revolutions per minute ,, but that will not help
her to learn how to experience pleasure when she does have a real man and natural pentration stimulation ,, now will it (
excuse this piece of anger ladies) ,, you dumb shortsighted ingornant fat feminist bitch ? ( and guys rmember
a girl with 20 + lbs of padding is best , the bigger the cushion the better the pushing _ enjoy what society calls fat! Girls
even more ! ) moms and concerned women how about giving her a regular dildoe and a good silcon lube
, so she can learn to stimulate her clit , while having the filling feeling of pentration stimulation ,,,thru this practice
she will truly become functionally orgasimic Guy we all jack off ( 99% of men
masturbate the other 1% lie about it ) mary palm and her 5 frinds are natural ,,,,, in fact your girlfriend will use her own
mary palm on you some day ,, right? Do this guys , learn to play stop ,, it will train you to become multi orgasimic and then you can last how ever
long you want ,, not the 3 minute average that American males average only 3 fucking minutes how do you do it ,, get close
then stop count to 5 ,, re start ,g et close and stop count and start ,, have fucking ,, and think about how you are going
to talk to Sally about where idid you buy that shirt , oh interesting . You know I think I have an Intuition about ok after
you get good at this ,, what will happen is you will use you dick to do ,, a form of what I describe in urine ,, cont
and again when you done she will curl up on the edge of the bed she will cuss you , and demand you never do that again
.. DO IT AGAIN ! THEN if she has a problem and it is her house ,, say nothing just get the fuck up get on you clothes and
leave ,, and do not listen to her ,,,,, if she begs make sure the beg is really really really ,, sincere and powerful ,, do
not beg your way back in her bed ! .. leave and say WE WILL TALK ABOUT THIS LATER ! be
cold , and leave . Let her phone you ,, and the next day talk to 5 other girls Since you now got the gut to talk to 5 girls a days ,, what do you lose when you meet a girl who wants to control
her Mr. ( master ) . Never be ashamed of being truly male ,,,remember you have been programmed by
years of TV to be a weak male . Be strong get a Job ( better yet , work for some one , learn the business , read think and
grow rich , start your own business ) be a man! Vibrator Dependence ad on repost I should warn ,,, using a silicon lube and effect some
toys . You should have a good store who knows the products if you like silicon lubes . Virgin press olive
or sesame are more natural , but stain the sheets ( who the fuck cares that is why the bed has a comforter to hide the fucking
sheets ) Locally
a great store where the owner a woman has great knowledge is Southern exposure ,,, in west palm go to Sassy
Kat ( I diametrically opposed philosophically with an of the employee of that store years ago and feel
the management is sckewed , but respect their product knowledge ) Lastly a great resource on the web for alternative lifestyle ,,, training and information ( yes actual
training , some play can be really deadly if not done without knowledge - S &M ,
B & D in some more extreme forms I feel is a symptomactic expression the result of sexual repressions
and relationship coercions read section 3 twisted instinct part about surrenedered wife ) Play safe ,,, these people are the
most sane and knowledgeable group I have even known over the years. They are MASTER QUEST out of Clearwater / St. Pete Fl. On the web search master quest
. Girl speak A patter , sex script Everyone thnks all the fuckin time , so when you are
talking with the girl her mind is giving all sorts of meaning to your words even before you are done with the sentence we
all do thid ,, so USE that fact about the human mind to open ,, THE COMPARTMENT where she is seeing herself
enjoying get love with you ! First
practice these words write them 20 times , say them out loud to your self whenever you can ,, then think how could I change
this ,,, to represent ,, a skateboarding show ,, or a surfing show ,,, or a boat ride you took ( a friend took putinf the
activity outside of you and the girl as an activity of a stranger helps the mind become more into fantasy that is a good thing
) I swaw the most
interesting show on tv , it was about this guy who makes his living making rides ,, attractions ( pat your self subtley on
the chest opne hand be hand expressive like you were an iltalian ) things like you would go on a universal studios ,,, that
would be a cool job yes ( get her to talk if she uses ceratin words , excite , or high ,, fast , rad , find her descriptive
words then use them when you can it is like to her mind her own words beins spoken you develop a deep deep connection ) Well , they were talking about the parts to go into making the ideal attraction ( tap you gets her
sub .c triggered to attraction and you ) they said there atre 3 parts to tht ideal attraction ( 3 is the
conspcet of stacking 3 ) first is when you see the ride ( when ever you say ride strewss it a bit , and pause the ride is
a metaphor for riding you like a cowboy ) you experience . A feeling of high arousal ( chick word ! ) ,
the ideal attraction makes you heart beat faster andy your breating gets faster and you just feel .that
amazing exciting rush all over ( creating body sense plus leading words that often do get her heart beating quicker just by
saying your hearts beat faster ,, suggestion only takes a person where they already want to go ! it is not tricking anyone
) Hope fully she
will agree and sya yeak , I know she may give you more infor and her own trance words
the words that
really describe her excited feelings And they said that another part to the ideal attraction ( tap who ? ) is. It is fascinating ( chick word ) . You
feel so enthralled ( c w ) ,, that you want to take this ride t(
tap ) Multiple times ( yes hint hint hint ) ,, as soon as you get OFF .. you
want to get back ON . ( do you see the subtle hint let her mind think what it wants to , remember she is a sexual animal it
is natural ,, do not shy out! ) Her
??? response And they say finally
, the most important element ,, is a sense of aover all safety ( think about this part safety is important ,, and safet y
ot totlalllet go go and experience very strong hot sex with you ,, that safety is important ) ,,, that even though the attraction
make look dangerous .. ( it is ok that for a moment she seess you dangerous like a wild sex animal then safe also ) you feel
SAFE because you relalize nothing bad can happen ( remember you are opening her box by describing real life designing a dangerous
szafe ride at Disney but letting her mind relate it instinctually to sex ,, which we humans do ! we all are sexual ) ,, so
that allows you to .. feel! ( touch her hand ) totally free to let go and ejoy that great arousal again ,, and again ,, and
again ,, can you ( squeeze her hand ,, set NLP anchor to you ) fell that , with me .. I just dig thaose type of rides (You tied feel those aroused feeling strongely you attached your ME to feeling ,,,,,
the waited an moment and talked about with me I like those rides ,, so it sounds innocent ,, but
in her mind if she wants ,, hshe tought ,,,, can you feel that with me ? it was a question and direction
,, for her to asscociate the arousal iwith you . Think about it,,, you are not ricking anyone ,, if she is not into you at
some level , where in her is a box ,, where you and her could be together this will mean nothing ,, but 9 out 10 ,, law of
average ,,,, master theory relationship ok ,, no opinions only directions and orders right? Here is something goin on now ,, this chick
I know . We talk about something at work ,, her job ,, I suggest she becomes defensive , which cause the fight again ,, I
leave .. I do not fight with a woman ,, end diccusion I just leave . So , she is holdiong hthese feelings ,, she wants to
please her inner instinct is to submit ,, she wants to ,, but can not .. because ,, she has to keep her job ,, and be self
directed at work ,,, FUCKIN WOMAN ! then do not! Do not talk to me aobut that part of your life ,,,,GOT IT! ,,, that is why
I have built the coumpond plan ,, you have 4 other girls to talk about things like work with ,, and when you are with me ,,
it can be all butterflys love children , wild flowers and kissing ,, and fuckin not fighting ,, because you are caught in
a hell YOU CREATE WOMAN ,, the hell of wanting to respect and please the male in your life ( it is instinct ) but also having
to be an individual professional in your job and experieciences ,,,w tih your mother and family .. try to read this ,, young people ,, think about some
of the fughts you have seen at ,, home , think about your dad as a LION ,, not able to order his pride around like instinct
says he should feel how ,, confused his inner instinct animal is,,,, think about the instinct family of twisted instinct ,,,, a man does his job and
only interacts with the females in a proper respect full manner ,, things like the girls job and problems the girls has with
her mom and family ,, well the other girls in your harem are there to help her with that ,,,NOT YOU ! NO
DOCTOR FUCKIN PHIL BULLSHIT that has not worked 80% of marriages are unhappy ,, FUCKIN SUCK ODDS Girls
do the same old thing get the same old result Girls if your mom throw a rock in the air and it falls
, and you see your aunt do the same shit , grandma also , neighbors and your firneds moms ,,,,, all doin the same shit listening
to the same advise ,, reading the asme books and it is all failing! Do the same old thing get the same
old result . This has 2 parts 1 is closet GAY dads and next is women getting what they give and then teaching their daughters
to be as STUIPID as they were Today
at a client the household is already confused Dad left 6 months ( he just couldnot take it anymore get to that later )
so I see next to the bed of the 15 year old the book CARE AND FEEDING OF YOUR
HUSBAND ,, I got pissed it has ruined my f ing day . I have know this family for about 8 years after my
2nd divorce the husband and I were talking and he . Used an invite after a certain train of
talking that I knew .. he is closet gay . I acknowledged the invite for what it was and we became friends ( not lovers ) understanding
each other more . Like when I wrote twisted he understands my desire to change the world . He because of money and position
, will stay in the closet and leave his children to live FUCKED UP LIVES . he will watch his wife teach his daughters to do
the same thing she did . THIS
MAN IS NOT GAY ,,,, he lusts for his wife , incredibly .LUSTS for her .. but he came out to her .. 1st his oldest
daughter last year in school comes out of the closet ,, sayd I ma gay the mom put the blame on todays MALE ,, ( not on the
idea that she pushed her daughter into sports NO!) I remember seeing this girl as a teen with aboy
around the house and she was competteing with him about how skilled she was in his sport well he just shut up after awhile
,, I knew why he shut up ,, he went into begging mode .. I can not be the man around her , and I want to try for that pussy
so I wll be the nice tender guy .. the nice guy ! .. ( moms fault , mom lived her life thru the kids ) OK back to a MAN
who loved his wife ,, he professional as the relationship broke like all happy amrraiges do , he got a girlfriend ,,
after a few years she became greedy also ,, and wanted him more and she pushed the event ,,, he had to choose in front of
his wife between the girlfriend and wife and kids ,, He LOVES his wife ( still does ,,, I know it ) he
got into a sex therapy thing at the church ,, there he got with men like himself and . On a fishing trip after drinking and
watching porn he did what ,,, every college educated man wonders about aleast a few times in his life after stress with the
women in our lives he allowed himself to be lead where he was willing to go ,,, he went gay
he knew his buddys were into it , and still married .. well this went on for like 4 years until this year . he would have
fun with his friends 2 to 4 times a week ,,,,, and fuck his wife 1 or 2 times a months ,,, get this !!!! he had to take VIAGRA
to fuck his wife , and he was fine and hard with his , friends ,,, he would often say if my wife KNEW THAT IT WOULD
,,,, KILL HER !!! ,, I say ,, kill the bitch tell her . Now that I see she is stupid enough to train her daughters in the
same books she used to train her husband DO you think my , talking about crafting our talk to women in WRONG ,, settin and NLP anchor
is wrong ? well kids ,, all these books are the same fucking thing ,, science to manipulate the minds of
men ,,,GUY GET THE FUCKING PICTURE girls have been fuckin withour minds for years ! and want to know something
else the NLP I talk about ,,,, female DOMS are like way skilled at its use on men ,, usually while he is drinking or drugged
( remember I said do not do that they females encourage ,, the consumption of a beer to help trigger states .. and Ross Jefferies
is manipulative fuck you world ) So
, the dumb bitch , woman , feminst ,, blames every thing and every one else in the world but her OWN GREEd!!!!
,,, oh but Dr. Phil says . And 10 years ago it was DR. Gray , and before that it was DR. X ,,, the
same femisnt bull shit reworded and it still does not work ! GOD I AM PISSED
, at the father ( my friend for not having the guts to tell the world ,,,, but he has to much money
and a very public position ) me I AM JUST THE CRaZY DAD OF JULIE fuck the $ ..
I am pissed at the woman ,,, but they are only women ,, the balance yin and yang ,,, instinct they should be the S in s &
M if you take that to slave Master instead of sado masichest This got me thinking out of 50 regular residencial clients half are divorced ,,,, 25 and 25 ,,, out of the married
25 ,, I got thinking and was suprized afte 2 divorces , the book and all , I have had that same pick line style of diccusion
with 5 of the guys out of 25 ( in fact one divorced ,, then got remarried , then within 4 years he was back with is buds because
the wife after marriage started to limit the sex . YO! Wake the FUCK UP ! WOMAN )
do not tell yourself lies ,,,, lie to yourself and everyone else ,,,,, these guys ,,, were guys that from the outside
,,, you thought they were the perfect PERFECT happy family , money jobs , house , good looking wives kids
. The fairy works
,,, NOT ! the other 20 are maninly older couples and religuos couple who live in pain ,,, to respect god
. WHERE IS THE FAIRY TALE .. and the books ,,, amrs and venus ,, aetc.. bullshit . oooooh ,, one guy I
kinow ,, a master his chick , used to wear the ollar , not after the 2nd kid she took it off ,,,, the collar to
her was a fashion statement . A cool lifestyle thing to play at Lucky
this dude , has built another family in another town .. and the commitment of the 1st woman ,, only lasts till
the GREED kicks in ,,, love of money is the root of all eveil ,, not the money because with money you can great works for
mankind but the love of what money can buy . So the children now only see dad every week or two ,, his new career path has
been taking him away form home for longer and longer stays .. DUMB BITCH Your inner vision of you
This is , the
thing what fucks you up ,, it has been built on the recommendations of the people around you as you grew ,, they trained you
how to interact with ,girls ,,, in a social SOCIAL setting ,,, NOT A SEXUAL setting
,, interacting with chicks sexually has not been explained or trained into you like ,, being fucking polite has ,,, so , lets
work with that Most people who try to change , they do visualaizing ,, beut they do it wrong ,,,, think about a roller
coaster ,,, think about you riding the rooler coaster ,,, on average you have a thought and idea , if you described what you
were thinking about to me , ,,, you would describe it like you were standing on the ground seeing youself in the car on the
rollercoaster ,,,, So
what in essence you are describing is what you 1 person is seeing you ( another person 2 ) doing ,,, not that you 1 is doing
it .. you may not have had formal training in this ,, ( you are fucking getting it now ) but that is on average what people
do. Now ,,, think
this ,, be in the car and tell me what it looks and d fells like to go down that big hill ,, do not describe a fanasty but
describe the actual activity from your past ,, never been on one ,, then guess based on the tv shows you have seen just guess///
then tell me what it looks like fron the front seat ,, you will not be able to describe the other cars or other people
you can not see behind you ,, because your eyes are on the front of your face ,, you describe from that perspcective ,,, NOW
,, YOU ,, 1 ,,, ARE IN THE VISION ,, BEING IN THE VISION TO THE MIND IS EQUAll to doing ,, it si true practice
never had a certain
typ of sex ,, then guess based on your masturbation ,, and the net porn you have seen . Guess ,, what it is like ,,, now think
about what you dream of when you jack off ,, the vision ,, do you look from inside your eyes seeing that girls sucking your
cock? Or can you see the whole room ,,, like you are the guy shooting the porn film ,, think and notice the difference in
,, your fanatasy ,,, SEE YOU ALREADY DO THIS ,, because men do masturbate they
are visualizing constantly ,, everyday you all jack off , other wise your brain explodes and jacks you off in a wet dream
,,, you male have to cum one way or the other next time ,,, really think about what you fantasize ,,, are you the guy running the camera ,, or are you the guy
getting his dick sucked ,, if you are the one getting you dick sucked ,, you can only see her hair ,,, pasrt of her face ,,
you can not get a side view ,, keep this perspective ,, do not allow the fanasty go to camara man view ,,,,, VERY IMPORTANT
ON META LEVEL why ,, because if you see the camera view you are practicing in your mind jacking off to
a porno ,,,, if you are fanstizing from the view of only seeing the top of her head your mind is meta generating the enrgy
to get you INTO the scene as a player not camera man ,, or at home porno watcher now see from inside your head you talking to girls ,,
not a view like the camera man ,, but in your eyes ,, there you can not see your back ,,, or her back probably ,, the view
is very limited ,,, it is limited to your eyes ,, notice thi view today ,,, when you practice , doing lines and pratise on
a fantasy ( very powerful reprogramming _) girl in your head ,, so it from inside your head ,,, you can
not really see your lips , or really judge how your body looks ,, practice and fanasty form the perspective of inside your
head not that of the camera man . This is A FORM OF SCIENCE OF MIND , VERY FUCKING POWERFUL ,,,,,,,, re- programming , and
shithead my firend you need to reprogram a bunch of lies na shit there were forced into your head ,, or
else ,,,, say hi to your next divorce attorney and the judge for idiots ,, do the same thing and expect different results
,, why ,, throw the rock up in the air ,, and what ?? what ?? you think it is going to fly away .. do something different
.. AL;ETERNATIVE point of view re-preograming because os much of our fanasty has been done from the
view of the camera operator , this exercise is so important .so fuckin important you got no idea ,, how important ,, the self
image and your inner pictures are to the experiences you actually have in life ,, so Fing important , there are 100s og books
written on it read them I am not going to re write them ,,, I need to to do a co =habitate exercise ,, this gets you to understand the girls experience ,,, close
your eyes ,, now feel you self not you body dipshit , but your real self ,, which is your thinking about your self ,, realize
,, that you now with your eyes closed , are nothing but your thoughts ,,, it is this thought form ,, this energy , this spirit
entitiy ,, that I want you to use in this fanasty ,,, Thought , can , move , where ever it wants ,, so ,, be the porn star not the camera operator ,,, and
think about that girl you got thots for ,, yuou a looking down at her sucking your hard cock ,, you see mainly her head ,,
she seems to be enjoying ,, but a part of you the nice guy is thinking you ar forcing her to do something dirty ( at a level
because she is female you equate female to the female that raied you it happens at an unconciuos level , so at that un known
to you level you equate mom as sucking you and it effects you pleasure and understanding ,,, you do not know this has been
happening but it does until you learn to change it ,, out your experience grows you out of it , but young 15 to 20 there this
un,,, un ,, known un conscious connection which makes sex dirty ) Now close your eyes , feel the thought entity , and move it into the girl sucking your cock ,, you
now share her body . She notices you arrive in her meta phycis and she says hi , and
you in her head share her experience of sucking you NO NO you do not have to feel your cock or even taste or smell it ,, keep
it comfortable for you ,,, but she says ,, from age 7 I knew some day I would have a prince ot marry me ,, when I started
to bleed I knew , I felt the need to feel this ,,, your cock , she takes it out of her mouth to look at it , you both from
inside her eyes and she talking in her head to you describes how , as a girl this is the meaning of life ,, she hungers to
feel it dep inside ,, it completes her ,,,, and sucking it , is like so much fun ,, only thing is,, is ,, she wishes you would
enjoy it more ,, lose yourself in the pleasure she is giving you ,, she says I wich you would let go ,,, and really enjoy
me ,, because that makes me feel so sexy to think you really like what I am doing when I hear ,, moan , when I feel your dick
pund and swell with blood ,, my pussy gets so wet ,, just feel my pussy inside me now as I suck you ,, cant you just ,, feel
how sucking you gets me so incredibly ,, horny please enjoy me sucking you as much as I enjoy sucking ,,,you Think about that , as you open your eyes and look down
at this girl who lookes up takes your codk out of her mouth long enough to smile at your then .. like a hungry puppy , sucking
on moms tit for milk she returns ,, sucking and stroking your cock ,,NOW FUCK HEAD , REALY ENJOY IT , FEEL IT ,, AND CUM STROKE
YOU COCK THINKING LIKE THIS masturbating , is equal to practice and you experience what you practice ,,
if you practice , seeing thru the eyes of the camera , then you will have more experiences of jacking off to porn ,, if you
see thru the eyes of the pron star ,, you get mmore experiences of having your dick sucked ,,,, IT IS FUCKING ,,, MAGIC !!!! I do NOT apologize for being male Get that mind set , live that mind set ,, why feel like you gotta say ,,, any thing . If you approach
with a level of respect . You are only expressing that you! Are a male! Think it over think about your shyness and see if
this idea has some part to play in the .. confusion that was programmed into your mind by the fairy tales.. I whistle , whistling touches girls at instinct level
I really think it activates the bird strands left in our DNA ok next it shows a male who actracts attention
to himself ,, well just look at what the fuck I wrote and am writing and you can see ,, I call attention to mayself . So I
suggest that you guys when listening to your IPOD learn to whistle the tunes ,, do it strong and proud ,, you will get lots
of looks atleast ,, and you guys being young ,, welll that is a lot easier than being my age , when it comes to getting anywhere
with girls your age . Today
, worked a lot of commercials so , I was talking to women and girls all day .. I suprized myself .. the more I talked the
more look backs I was getting as I engaged the next female in some sort of hello or whatever .. One a fucking 10 young 20 , walking by got out , a hello
and some thing else , and pleasant responses , but she kept walking a little pause ,,,, next thing couple minutes I notice
she had walked past again ,, but stpped a few stores down ,,,, I found my ,, head explode ( you understand what I mean ,)
when I saw that butt my head exploded I cut out a cat whistle which I could add easly to the song I was whistling ,, and got
the look back and the coy smile .. I kinda expected her to walk past again ,, but did not get that chance .. but I was ready
this time ,, those words kept repeating in my head ,, : I dont apologize for be ing a man I
was going to do the ,, excuse me miss but you are a shining example of genetic perfection (ok now think about the wording
like a foreign language ,, you are speaking girl ,, like speaking spanish or French or whatever ) I was fucking practicing to make sure my timing would
be right ,, next step , is a blatant challenge , and cockiness I wonder if the person inside
.is as beautiful as the person out side. ( quick and smooth ) go to ,, what would have to happen for you and I to get togher
for coffee .. ( present and opportunity Look she is cute right! She knows it ,, so by ,,, putting you passion in your pocket and saying that knowing her
inside is as important to you as her outside FUCKING you are no beggar! She is
used , hey baby hey baby ,,,, not a guy like this ,, she isused to controlling men thru that face tits and ass ( ooh god what
an ass! ) ,, you blow her world apart by ,, saying the above ,, but it takes the mind set and the timing ,,, and in the end
what bad could happen ,,,, if you do not talk , then you have 100% chance of rejection ,, this way ,, you got her notice and
I had had her notice already .but she did not come back out of publix ,, it may have been her shift. Boy friend killer Understand , if the chick is getting her core values
met by her man ,, no matter what words you use ,, you will get nothing ,,,, core values ,,, goes the same for you shit head
if you aint filling your girls core values core values ,, ( not the fairy tale of money , but the woman as she needs to be
treated by a man .. core values ) if you aint then if she meets a man who has guts ,, she WILL stray .. I saw this cute couple ,,, little doll 5 ft. cute as
a button ,,,, the first walk by , I made the respectful head nod to her boyfriend ( remember I am talking way to often to
girls who coulod be my own child ) but this cute couple went in to the furniture store ,, some form of commitment to be furniture
shopping , correct .. a little later a friend mmets up with this couple and I hear her saying ,,, ohhh so you ! boyfriend
is here and you are going to leave with your boyfriend ! remember I want you to stress words and time them
,, well this chick was doing the same thing on her man well she walked off towards me ,,, and she did get the beg ,, beg ,,
beg from her boyfriend ,, ( that is all she really wanted was to create the chance to get her man begging
___ stupid girl in the long run you learn to disrespect him each time he beggs you you LOSE! A piece of
his masculine appeal ,, dumb cunt , ,,,,but way cute ) as she walked by I got a stop out of her as I used
the fact that he left with aman over her . I got a great smile , and and explaination ,,, and the usual have nice weekends
out of each of us ,,, so she got hit on ,, she liked that .. I got past another girl who makes my head explode
Okay now to direct
boyfriend killer ,,,,,,, in NLP .. things that are trash or in the past are represented as being small
and down low ,, down in the trash use your tone of voice ,, in distane ,, next refer to him ..in a language anbuigity as a
borefriend .. say it fast and she will not notice ,, the bore reference ,, always do a hand movement away
from you two ,, and towards the ground ,,,, distane think ini your head the idea of smelly trash as you say his name ,, it
is the poewer of thought ( will have no effect if the dude to filling her core values ,, will be effective
if he is not ) Anint nothing really new! ,youall think , you say that your actions are more than the past ,, more sex , more drugs , more rock and roll
.. well NO! again I say over and over learn history drugs have been part of human cativities since pre
history . The eygtion got high , so did acient maya got hig ,, sex ,, remember before the 1900ss you were married girls right
after you started bleeding .. ( regular 99% of working / farming class , the richest 1% dated for power connections in royal
families ) Men by 16 you were expected to become a husband earn a living farming or ranching AND the major part of the world
you would 2 or 3 wives by in your 20s ( only the roman empire changed that thru using Christian religion
that they changed to create social disfunction thru restricting sex , great way to divide and conquer , by using GOD! the
roman empires influence is still here today ) but even in this age ,, me class class motto we smoke refer by the crate senior
class of 78 I would have loved to have parties where the only real activity was getting high ( but
there were none except at a church and you had to pledge allegence to a god to be part of them . Now , I go back to a cool man I know ( my dad ) and as he told me aint nothing new and he would talk about smoking
opium and hash he a business a professional kids nothing really new .. YES ,,, I GIVE YOU ! fact your style
is your style ours was ours , my fathers was my fathers .. yes new ,, but at some levels the same .. This is why a lot of what I bring you from book and shit
, I want you to really think about ,, look at your won life ,, THINK SHIT HEAD THINK .. it is so fucking
true invest a couple hundred dollars if you must to study the shit of ,,,, someone like Ross Jefferies
,, instead of spending a $1000.00 to trick out your ride ( short term bait ) your learning and practice
stay with you a life time the car will get old ,, in a couple of years think shit thead things are new ,, in the fashion or
style ,, the instinct drives and problems have been around since the powers used sex to manipulate poplutions .. you all are
victims of an age old political control system . divide and control the working / farming classes . ( the most basic divide
is of man and woman and avery powerful ddivide it is ) Quote Ross Jefferies A great deal of the success and power qwith women has nothing to do with
how you act and feel about , but a lot to do with how you act and feel about yourself . What were really talking about here
is SELF-RESPECT . Pleanty of men who wouldnt take a bit
of crap from another guy turn into down right SPINE-LESS wimps when it comes to women . Whether thay are
reliving old dramas with a MOMMY They could not please as children or are .. The mommy aspect ,, respect the power of your unknown
mind that mind that directs so much of your personality with out you knowing it ,,, the unconciuos /// mom ,is a female (
I know I do my best to sleep with them , they are girls ) your inner animal ,, dectes the similarirty
the sexual smell of mom when you were a baby is written in your UNCONCIOUS mind .. and the things
you had to , HAD TO! , do to please that female ( mom ) ,, effects your actions today with how you interact with breeding
age girls here and now . In
the past , you male by age 7 wopuld have been spending time around males ,,, men ,, and you would have been trained in a different
social interaction with females ,,,, BUT NOT NOW !!! Todays feminist bullshit.. and girls you know you are unhappy and confused . You handle it ,, you adapt .. but
deep inside you want to be a femine female , and have man A MAN! Not a boy who begs in a mans body Guys do not be afraid , to say NO!~
it takes guts to feel the effects that mom has on your unknown mind but she does effect you today .. say NO to your
girl friend ,, be ready to leave her ,,, and say hi to the next 10 girls you see on the street ,, the next 10 girls who come
into your WHAT? Your 10 foot circle of practice ,, till practice becomes so much fun , and successful , every girl that knows you
,,WILL KNOW , will be sayin to herself if you want to keep this man with guts ,, you girls gotta be a nice
sweet femine girl who will want to be around .be cause this boyfriend will never begg ,, he loves me he
will love me BUT NEVER BEG the difference between a nice guy and a GOOD man is a fine line he is sweet to you but you know
, if you push the line , he will turn and walk away from you ,,,, like he throws a used paper cup in the
trash! 1 more fucking
time it must be a fuckin fairy tale look at the numbers ,, closing in on 60% divorce rate ! how many of the rest are happy ,, or just tolerating each
other to respect ? something . todays relationships are fucked ,, now when I say today , yes I am
talking about something that has been boing on for 2000 years ,,, out of 2,500,000
years ,,,, 2k is nothing ,, a drop in the instinctual bucket ,,,, yin yang ,, male dominate , female submissive ,,,,, but
BY CHOICE ON EACH PART marriage of today , the begging male .. asking princess for her hand in marriage the story book of
love you are programmed with on tv.. think about all your broken relationship ,, not talking about marriages ,, all the broken
loves your broken heart think people think tomorrow , I got someone to .. it is kinda whack , ok , my real goal in life is to build the 3 tents and camel from twisted instinct ,, but I
am going do to the 5 ,, 5 wives ,, yes 5 wives it is not illegal to have 5 girlfriends so , as long as you do not marry them
on paper thru the government , and arrange it . directly with the girls ,, then it aint illegal . So low and fuckin behold
,,, as of now I have 2 ,, 2 40% of the 5 ,,, and they both read my blogs .. it bums me , because personally I am a committed
type of guy ,, yes committed to 5 ,, so to be going out tomorrow with the direct intent of trying to bed this woman I met
last week , to me is kinda like cheating on these 2 since they are going to read about what I am doing .. I hate wearing the
fucking party hat that is why I am so glan I am working to get 5 ,, never be without a girl who wants me ,, and since we are
all family . I do not have to wear a party hat .. but tomorrow I better bring a party
hat . ok my plan is to work this script inot the conversation ,, a form of this script ,,, again this is the art of Ross jeffereis
,, kind a word for word ,, but to make sure he get sasles ,, go buy his shit. This is a hypnotic induction . Basic sensory patter ,, to get the person out of the regular world and
into where girls really live ,,,,,, touch the area of the romanaitc novle ,, the girl porn centers I have this friend bill
and once I and his girlfriend were talking about all sorts of things and we got on the top of dates and learning about
people ( everyone like s to learn about people it is a universal topic ) ,, she told me a story
how she noticed on this date something unusal , when she started to listen to this guy talk , the warmth of his voice was
something tht she really became aware .. of .. and as she heard this sound she noticed that other sounds around her disappered
as she enjoyed . The rich feeling of listening to hime , it was like they were forming an incredible connection .. ( move
hand look at finger invade her space touch in middle of chest almost touch tits vary invasive and bold , but ends up simple
and safe ,,,, anchors excited sexual possilbities ) like you can feel it coming from inside here to this other person ,, (
motion to me ) and she said it was like we were breathing in time with each other ,,, and she said a person can find themselves
relaxing so deply that I almost nodded my head and fell asleep but ,, she was becoming more and more . Interested ..just in
the sound of hearing him talk . Fasinated by his presence that feeling of conncetion grew stronger and she the felings of
safety around him was just .. right to aat that time I said to her you know , that minds of this
show on the tv I saw about attractions the rides you take .. like at universal studio ,,,,, they say . OK if you have been reading my posts , then you already
have this script if not go back about 5 days and you will , find it It is wrong of me , to let 2 other girls influence , this event except ,,,EXCEPT YOU SEE THESE TWO
girls represent my real wants in life ,,, fucking some stranger just to
fuck .. is not what I want we talked about the core values of chicks ,, well guys , guess what most of your guys also have
core values that are as equally important as just getting fucked. Core values
Warrior self This is abouot shyness, also ,,,,,,,,,,,,,The idians were to have said something like this it a good day to die
that is a sound bite ,,, one of those phrases that are drilled into your head by political and business concerns ,,,, fear
,, fuckin fear ,, is the only thing to fear ,, being human is having a fatel sexually transmitted disease .. that is fuckin
fact . Now think about the real meaning behind , today is a good day to die ,, these people only 200 years ago , being descended
directly fro everyone before them ( like us ) never had real doctors who were going to _ cheat death __
lie never did the doctor cheat death ,, death always won ,,, so the warrior celibrated life ,, he knew my liefe has
been good ,,, whatever today is it is good,,, YES will die ! ( fuckin fact lieing fucking for profit medical
industry shut up! )so today is a good day , I celibrate my life . NO FUCKIN FEAR no fucking wimp crying
to a doctor everytime he has a sneeze ,, save me doctor , save me doctor ,,,, this wimp slave male is scared ,, I fear , the
fact ,, the fact that I will I WILL DIE ,, save me doctor lie to me and take my money
think shit head ,,, feel the WARRIOR self inside ,, and real fuckin _ ize ( eyes ) being human meant
you willl ,, willl ,, die , so why fear something that WILL HAPPEN ,, BUT THE IMPORTANT IS THE CONSTANT PROGRAMING OF FEAR ,, MAINLY A FEMALE THING NOT A WARRIOR THING ,,
A RESULT OF THE GIRL FEAR LIVING IN THE CAVE WHILE THE MEN FOUGHT .. FEAR IS OF THE FEMALE ,,, BUT WE MALES HAVE BEEN TRAINED
TO SUBMIT ,,, think ,, you will. What? So why fear? Feel the Fear inside your warrior self . and notice how easy it is
to slip back into fear ,,,, now these ideas you do not have to understand with your thinking and planning mind no , that would
be foolish to understand / staY STUPID , KEEP THE SAME FUCKED UP LIFE YOU ALREADY ARE LIVING ,, NEVER EVER GET THE FUCKIN
GUTS TO THNK OUTSIDE OF THE BOX ,, YOU WERE FORCED TO GROW UP IN ,,NEVER BE A FREE THINKING MAN ,, ALWAYS BE THE SLAVE ,,
YOU MOMMY TRAINED YOU TO BE!! (
now stupid , balance this with the undersanding if you kill or hut people you , no longer are the valiant warrior of old ,,
no you become , pig in a cage a pen , in STARK florida where the only fucking you will be doing is with other hairy ill tempered
stupid men like yourself ! Dropped
basket of eggs I
got stood up! Most cool , deluxe , learning experience!. Look do not put all your eggs in one emotional
basket and then hand that basket to thin soft female fingers , which will tire and drop your basket breaking all your eggs
! Do you get what the F ,,, I am saying , how many times have you waited on 1 girls call , been feeling that knot in your
stomach of expectation only to ont get the call or whatever ,,,,, Right ! ok , so when you are not the supplicator not the beggar ,, and you have been practicing , you
catching skills like a good fisherman ,, welll , you are like so wha the fuck , when you get stood up ,,,,, hell you can say
, I was casting already to day for more , one is just 1 outa 3, billion with a fuckin B one is no bigeee. Now , I do not remember if I gave her my number , I got
hers and the address , well to gain entrance into any condo out on the island you gotta use the phone system to get past the
gate , well , I got her answering machine ,, so I remembered the voice ( distinctive enough to be remembered ,) so I was given
the correct address the intent was proven ,, so I left a message in case she was like in another room or on the balcony or
bathroom , it is me , Ill wait a couple of minutes here is my cell number . ( no begg anywhere in my voice
presentation or message ) MOST FUCKIN COOL , being stood up ,,, if you landed each fish it would be called
catchin not fishing do not put all your eggs in 1 basket .. other wise you gotta begg the bitch to hold on to the basket ,,
no man! Hold your own basket ! she calls back great , she does not ,,,, there was this girl this morning , she stepped out
from an office to smoke , and I started a tlking ,, ane we talked and talked , but dam , if ,, the skate board was not driving
by itself this time and I just could not get the desire to say . Hey I find you interesting ,, what would
have to happen for us to get to together for coffee ,,,, my motivation was not strong .. why? - I talked about core values last
post . My core values is family I want breeding age girls and girls who I think will be likely to go for ,,, the farm out
in Georgia ,,this girl was way into her career , her starting her final step in college for her RN not likely candidate for
one of my 5 wives and a ( druggfree ) hippie style life . No she is searching for fairy
tale happiness thru creating a big income ..
- I am not aching for pussy ,,,,
to do this work experiment for these blogs , I really got to get my desire UP!~ to complete the pick up more often I am losing
all fear to just walk straight up to 20 somethngs and start talking .. that is truely becoming easy ,, and what it is only
a couple of weeks .
HEY
DUMB FUCK if this old man can like do it , you can practice riding the
skateboard also,, jus t fuckin open your mouth ,, put your passion in your pocket and commit to talk to
every female ( within reason if you are 18 do no hit on fat 50 year olds ) within ten feet of you. Actually I got to watch , it ! ,, I was patting
the butt of one of my daughters friends MOM last time I saw this woman , we are friendly but ,,,,, I was just not thinking
, politely . It was an action ( patting her on the butt ) that was to ,, how should I say it . To intimate for our relationship
of just being parents of friendly kids ever think about the word intimate ,, IN TO MATE
. I made a commitment
to do this exercise for 90 days , I will continue , and I gotta force myself to work more on setting dates ( date is a bad
BAD ! word , Ill explain later it is a pathological trance inducer ) getting the to meet for coffee step that
is better , it breaks the state , which breeds SHYNESS!! Picking wildflowers this is 4 the girls Kinda at the request of the nice guys who know you , and you .. treat like nice guys. Maybe this is 4 both of youall , at a DNA level instinct level , when she starts mating age 15 , her
inner self expects that the male mating with her will be around to be the father for her young . to protect her and fuck her
as he wants ..INSTINCT LEVEL thoughts , basic animal thoughts left over form the 2.5 million years of human life ,,, not the
last 100 years shit or last relly fucked up 30 years
So when she starts mating , then changing guys ,,, like now aday , a piece of her heart , apiece of her soul ,, ties
in the sex act . and when she changes guys , that piece is lost thrown away into that NLP trash can that I talk about .. after
awhile . She becomes heartless , and cold turely a slut ,, not the fun sexual plaything ,, but a
cold slut .. empty but usable. Use able .. and it makes the good men around you sad I say good
men ,,, not nice guys , because it is my goal to make these guys into ,,,, good men , never to begg again , but true to love
protect 1 or more females like men of ,,INSTINCT . And like good men , good fathers in their heart they feel pain in seeing
a lovely girl , lose her soul I understand their pain , so this is for a girl who may like to pick back up some of her heart
and soul before she gets to totally fucking cold . Just everyday pick a wild flower off the ground . And when you do this think about the idea that you are taking
back some of that instinctual hope that that male who you fucked , was going to be that instinctual master of you that your
inner animal desired .. let a name , let a picture , let what ever comes to come up ,, and as you take back ,, the image of
your soul ,, in the form of that flower say good bye to that name , that picture that thought NOW !!!! Most important is to put this part of your love back
into play ,, you must give it away . So put the flower somewhere anywhere ,, that some one , anyone may find it , so that
all day you will think ,, maybe the mail amn may find a flower in the mail box , and smile ,,, maybe a person will find it
on a car and smile ,, the energy ,, of giving ,,,freeing passing on the energy .. just think about it Im
stepping in a pile of shit INCEST , RAPE , ABUSE NOW THIS YOU GOTTA THINK ABOUT I AINT IN ANY WAY CONDONING OR EXCUSING , IN FACT CON DEMING ,, YES , BUT WANT OT
EXPAND THE DISCUSION ESPECIALLY WHERE CONSIDERING THE DAMAGE DONE TO THE GIRL AND LOOK AT OPTIONS IN HEALING Abuse , rape , incest , all of these words to most people
generate a state which is called trance.Some people call it a pathological trance word ,, what the fuck that means , is the
owrd has such a strong conditioned response , that when the topic is brought the individual automactically limits all and
any thoughts , based on their conditioned training . Making areal open understanding impooislbe , because you CAN NOT THINK
OUT OF THE BOX even at a theory level . well do the same old thing get the same old result!
The book courage to heal says if I remember correctly 1 in 3 girls have been abused sexually in the broadest terms
of the word , and with a possible of 1 in 6 having been involved in incest .. here I am going to talk about incest mainly
1 in 6 are figures that represent WAY OUT OF the balance of yin/yang numbers as I use a 3% abnormalities
number in TWISTED INSTINCT 1 in 6 is close to 20% way out of line . there is a problem .. NOW PLEASE ANY READER UNDERSTAND I NEED! ,, NEED !
explode your pathological trance and talk out of the box ,, and use possible ,,,, the idea of in-fi-nite
possible ,, something most groups hate to use because they can not control the result .. CONTrOL result
to justify their position and theory .. to insure they maintain their status as a PRO. ( and there by make
the money of a pro ) but they do it out of the desire to help people I JUST WANT TO GIVE alternatives .
YOU can not BE right for EVERYONE ,, there has to be alternative discussions . we
are not machines we are individual humans . I respect the law , and health care , I
STATE FOLLOW ALL LAWS , AND FOLLOW ALL TREAT PLANS OF YOUR CHOOSEN HEALTH CARE PROVIDOR ( ok? Big brother , am I legal ? or
am I going have the SS come arrest me ? for talking out side of the box ?) Will I go into why , every thing I have ever seen read , or just feel inside mh hunch , no! it would
take to long ,,,, just say I have had to many girlfriends who have this past , worked with the girls and health care pro ,
seen the movies etc etc etc ,,, and in the words of Richard Bach , everything I write is wrong ! By age 7 little boys and girls if left alone start playing
Ill show you mine if you show me yours this natural not abuse related , it is natural . WHY? If children were not told that
masturbation was dirty when young continullay trained and conditioned they would probably be openly playing with themselves
often ( I am I touching a nerve yet?) that idea you can nnot even think about can you ( evidence of the pathological trance
realize this conditioned state in your mind ) think about a book called pleasure kingdom , and the animals which pleasure
themselves , pygm chimps for example ( close cousin to use the human animal think about us as the human animal )
2,500,000 years is a long time ,,,, 5,000 years of written history and laws and rules is very short time , when compared
. Why does the human animal child want to do show me your Ill show you mine
? The mental health
industry has its explanation , and it is great based on great scienc ,, but like science of 400 years ago that said the world
is flat ,, all science thinks it is SO FUCKING perfect that no other ideas should be talked about ,, remember this while I
bring up ,,,,, these ideas 7
seven year old girl plays dress-up today , she dresses up in MOMs clothes wanting to be like mommy ,. And mommy supports this
,, mommy helps ,, and encourages her .. did 1,000,000 years did the mommy of then also encourage her daughters to do the things
that mommy did ? (
todays 20% is abnormal ,,,, why would a sexually non- NON repressed male want to mate
an instinctual drive mating , needs a mate of sexually ripe age .. why would todays human animal become twisted and desire
UN RIPE mates? Why? Go back to effects of controls anc coericion
in TWISTED INSTINCT maybe 3% MAXIUM not 20% ) 1,000,000 years ago , why would we being in the state
of EDEN NOT BOUND BY CIVIL RULES naked ,one with god ,,,,, why would mom and dad hide the sex acts , we
would have been hourly sexual just like some other animals ,,, it is logical ,,,,, and the children of that age would have
sen the daily pleaure hourly pleasure as natural .. and would they be playing with there things at a young age ,, yes ,, and
mom and dad , would have encouraged it . Of course ,,, they have no pathological trance state conditioning to say that GODS
eden is evil . Wow!
Am I stepping in a feminists pile of shit . Just to think outside of their rules . BUT WHY should I even attempt , why , because even if
the treatment plans that today may help some , ( kinda my opinion it warps the mind into even tighter patholocial states but
I aint no pro. I have no ego to protect or income or books to sell my book is no real book it is just babble )
girls are still in pain , hiding in drugs and mental health , and well unhappy .. so I say ,, think out fo the box
. So , 1,000,000
years ago a little girl askes mommy what is it like to get fucked by daddy ,, of course the lil girl want s to do what she
sees mommy do ,, and in eden sex is the main recreation , ( no tv , or internet or shopping malls ,, or mental health counselors
and prescritiondrugs to take to create states that resemble nature peace and happiness of the instual animal )
human is an animal with instincts deep inside . Would this girl
want to get fucked? By daddy or her older brothers or her uncles or others of her animal group ,, ( look to naute now adays
) would the moomy want to teah her young TO ENJOY THE PLEASURES OF NATURE ! YES but a
natural male of 1,000,000 ago wouldh have tons of open breeding with breeding age girls girls whose sex makes his sex hard
,,,, look to nature ,, the lion does not push sex with young they do not smell sexual! ( our actions are a result of mutated
and sexual repressions ) My
thing is this ,, a girlw who is trying to pass ,, her incest past ! maybe she should reconnect to into at the animal level
,,, the visualization of that at an ANIMAL level , her body was ok with the sex , her
trained mind of today , was confused , and her perp ( was and is a sick mother fucker ) but the perp re-inforced and the confusion
that RIPS the victim girls mind apart ,,, NOW THE USE OF THE victim WORD again dgenerates a patholocial
state and brings you to thinking about the girl in only one way ,, I gotta break that state ,,, she is not victim ( yes she
is but ) her inner animal if the sex acts were 1,000,000 ago done with the help and encouragement of her mom , in some form
of helping or taraining a 7 year old girl to play dressup , to train in the pleasure and lifestly of the adult , which girls
and moms do today ,, but in the reality of 1,000,000 years past , where sex like in the animal world , where sex was OK ,
not only OK , but the hourly recreation natural for our species ,,,,,A MOM would help a girl to enjoy the
act even at age 7 so toady , a girl who is abused ,, MYABE ,, at some level her body found pleasure , that pleasure is confused
by her training , the shame , and the direction of the perp .. CAN YOU SEE HOW ALL FUCKED UP a young girl
would get ,, all the while her body may have found some sexual stimulation that her instinct ! INSTINCT
animal found interesting maybe even enjoyable , ( exceopt when being truly abused since there was not a mom tohelp
the little girl undertand what is happening ) CAN YOU SEE THE CONFUSIONS ,, do you feel the
confusions ,, can you feel how your mind will not let you even think or conceive of any discurion outside of the BOX
.. the control drilled into your mind maybe thru another form of sex work , girls abused could passssssss ,,,,, their past
, while respecting yin/yang .. infinite possilbes not only TODYS professionals who are they themselves limited in their ablity
to think ARE YOU REALLY ,,,,, alternative ? or just another sheep ,, who thinks they are cool because
they have 10 earrings , and tattoos, and o drugs? A fools errand , making enough $ to satisfy a woman ,
the responsible dad This
is kinds to respond to the kid who wanted a responsible dad .. I was thinking about my own efforts to be that RESPONSIBLE
no matter how well you do , she will eventually make you feel like a failure ( dumb bitch ) and you tend to give up
I want to explore the instinct behind , the female , greed drive and compare to our ,, happiness in the blood stained t-shirt
,, read TWISTED INSTINCT , and think . I know it is hard to read that makes the thought your own ,better
than mine being installed programmed in like veryon else does to you! 1 the garden of eden story was a story to tell you , girls are greedy men respect nature and god !
be aware ! 1,000,000 years
ago girl used her sex to attract the strongest male in the tribe , to get the best food and skins from him ,,, used her sex
! does that sound logical , can think that my have happened?a sexy girl seduced the biggest and strongest today the sexy seduces the biggest and strongest , but
now the biggest and strongest to a female of 22 is the one with great $ or bait ..but if the chick has a good job herself
she will hunt ,, that sexual I man that disrespects her ,, she will look for her instinctual fuzzy pink hand cuffs the bad
boy . Now if you become
the amle of the fairy tale , and she looks to you for the $ ,,,, well she will look for completion thru $ impossible ,,fact
THE MORE YOU MAKE THE MORE YOU SPEND it never ends . The 3 tents and camel ,, is for you to return to instinct ,,,
your provide a safe cave or tent circle and then the girls work , they always worked , never have they lived a fairy tale
life like the story of the husband working and the single family home ,,NO! you will always be pushed to make unbelievable
health care costs , car costs insurance costs ,, till you just give the fuck up ,, and there is no responsible father ,, so
just give the girl the tent secure , everything else she wants they got build for themselves ,, you did your instinctual job
. Or LIVE A FUCKING 7 YEAR OLD GIRLS FAIRY TALE ,, FROM HELL ! and become the father you hate so much ! I am different for a reason ! giveem the basics I FUCKED-UP AGAIN , IT IS A PROCESS NOT A THING
1st
I gotta respond to someone about the father thing , YOU STUPID FUCKIN cunt , you made the bed you lie in , your lies , to
yourself if the fuckhead father of your 3 kids was such an asshole then why ,, would such a great and wonderful woman like
yourself , sith such vast intelligence have had 3 kids with him ,, HUH? Whjy because inside of you is a
7 year old , who thinks about fairy tales ,,, and disresecpts good mens and nice guys alike ,, and then has the GALL to complain!
Do not curse the tiger for having , stripes ,,,, think you about it stupid cunt . excuse me , but I do get pissed off
at women ,,,,, HYE
GUYS , PLEASE learn form these writing , think about the isues , look at the world and families around you ,, look past the
happy happy amiling shit and really see , what the fuck is going .. do not ,,, accept ,, the trance state brought on by WORDS
and advertising and your mothers fairy tale storys ,, think young shitheads ,,, think . ( oh the
lies are those compartments girls live in , one as a wife/girlfriend , one for work school , one for friends , one for family
,,,, all different personalities ,,, this is atrait men do not have if we try we end up going mental but women can live these
lies and soon start to believe them ,,,, it is the acts of a 7 years old . ) Now , on to my fuck up ,, I let the nice guy run my lips again .. I talked without a clear path ,,
I supplicated and begged ,,, I did what I was trained to do by society and by example of my father . I followed the best advise
of books ( an Dr. Phil ) it is a PROCESS ! Love is it a thing or a process ,,, grab and hold the mouse of your computer , in your hand it is a thing
you can go to the store and buy another . Love where is it? Is like the mouse you can hold it ? is it like a glass
that you can hold and use to drink water from ? NO love is a processs ,, life is the same nice guy or good
man .. or bad boy .. all processs ,,, not a thing you hold . What happened , I asked the lil girl ia m courting what was her dreams , what did she want out of life
and me ? WRONG! It is impossible to ever satisfy any woman for longer than 6 months
with a thing NOW YOU CAN SATISFY HER with a Process . Not a thing . when I started that line of talk
with this lil girl I opend her up to CONFUSIONS ,, see she is what I want 20s single mom lilbaby up for making babies ( cool
to me ) Submissive ,,,, she will follow a man . If she does not get caught by me then mostly she will end up in the hands
of a bad boy again , like the daddy of her child .. she needs to be lead ,, you can see it in her eyes this is a nice average
girl ,, not 10 no ,, just girl ,, she is not a NUMBER she is a human female with infant . Just what I want
( she is early in my game plan by 2 years fucking up my budget and stuff _ I have a biz stated just to attract this age group
of girls into my life to fill up my compound 5 tents but that is a 2 year plan ,,,, I am supposed to be just whoring around
till then ) but , this girl reps my core values. And I slipped back into nice guy asking her what does
she want what does she want ??? that confused her ,, what she wants is a man who will drive and in that way she can finally
feel safe she wants a man she can trust to make the decisions for her in life ,, needs a DADDY (
hey ! your mom who dated the bad boy because he touched her submissive instinct , was looking for
someone ,,like a DADDY - but bad boys are not responsible are they ? no!
dumb cunt , oops that slipped out ) By asking her what her dreams were I was putting life in her hands Good man does this , ( I hope I get the bandaid chance
) honey this is my life , this is my dreams , these are my plans , this is exactly ,, exactly ( exactly
so she knows the rules will not change and you will get mad) exactly what I expect . ? do you
want to live with me or not?...... and walk away , like a man and let her think ,,,,, if she chooses you, great if not ,,,
well her life ,, she may want to be a dumb cunt ( ooops , I am pissed at that bitches letter or what ? ) and pick a bad boy
again ,,, Remember , it
is her life , not your let her live it .. the old lead a horse to water , pearls before swine ,, NO ,, it is her life , her
process ,, let her live it ,,,, You my fine GOOD man ,,, move the f on. 3 billion more to go BUT , the nice guyin me feels for this lilgirl , and yes she is a submissive , bonus but fuck phil
this is not the only sub you have been nice to in your past ,, and in being nice you confused them and lost the relationship
,,,once you show a sub. That nice guy side ,,, it is very ahrd to be the master or good man
again ,, it will take some creative wording on my part to re-establish ,,,, her confidence in me ,,,,, CONFIDENCE IN ME
not submission thru fear of violence ,, but surrender by reason of confidence .. thnk ,my friend think
. It is a process ,,, this learning done NOW! While you are young will erase the programming of your past .. think I will give in , I will resent it and I will start the passive aggressive behaviors again ,, cool ,,
I got it ! ,, yes I have always been a good man , and by being a nice guy , iw ould self destruct cool ,, so , actually I
never did any good , by being nice to the girls , in fact ,, that insured that the relationship would end ,, because ,, I
am not a nice guy ,,, no! I am the DICK EHAD controlling mother fucker , I have always been . But tried
to be nice ,,,, See
, like I said in twisited instinct , we are amart us males we try to adapt but neither I nor my girls really
beinifted from ,, the fairy tale , model ,, the unreality ! SO FUCKIN SIMPLE Hi Jamie I think it is a good idea if I tell you what my dreams
are , and why . One
big why , I think that a girl should have her house and invite me into her home . sharing a home man and wife causes stress. More than 1 woman , means , you do not have to put out
you have sex with me , because you want to . never because you fell like you have to. My job is just to give you a home , it is your job to
buy everything else you want in life . I provide you with a home my job is done . Keep your house clean on the days that you invite me
to spend the night. Do
not fight with me , you got a problem write it out ,on paper or talk with the other girls on the property . If we ever do fight , remember the house is in the name
of a trust you do not own it I do not own it ,. You can not sue me for it . All the girls on the property must have an equal income so , there will be no jealousy . That means
pooling gross income and then dividing that by the number of girls. I will make sure each girl has forced saving incase she
ever leaves she has some savings . 10% has to go into the trust to cover any child support payments I may have to make to
you or any other girl. This is contract stuff . The idea is to make , life a choice . To make love of a male ( having sex with me ) a pleasure something
special , not the fighting everyone else has at home . You will be expected to baby sit for the other women and let the other women baby sit for you . You will be expected to work , or be getting SSI or other
government aid if you are unable to work . You can not spank or hit your children or anyone elses ( I may spank you but that will be for fun) Since you have your own home you do your own cooking , you run your own life , if you need my help
in budgets and things ask . If I find you are having problems with your budget I will budget your money for you .
And let me direct
things , trsut me . and if you stop trusting me . Leave in peace and friendship knowing we both really tried hard .
I think that is about it . You
have come into my life early , I was not supposed to be buying or building this compound for 2 years > I got
a call from jen and she is thinking about it this also . I AM WORRIED ABOUT where you are livng right now
, but worry even more about having you live with me! I am a hard man to live with every single day . I have 3 ex- wives to prove that . I must not
be an easy man to please , so I worry about you living here with me during the next 6 months . But I also worry about you
and the baby living where you are if , you are gong to be worrying about leaving with baby out in to the streets at night
. I CAN NOT HAVE THAT . so , if you came here just clean house , cook tofu and kiss me and we should be
able to live together for 6 months . After those 6 months it will be more like you want to invite me to stay at your house
for the night. Instead of living in MY house .. which is bad for a woman , woman must have her own house
.
You can never have enough good Karma - good magic . Try at least to send out , mentally
good KARMA . So ,if ( when) that girl you were hopeful about , do not work out . Hey kiddo send her out some thought
honeslty hopeful for her future happiness. You never know what will happen tommorrow , " nothing happens by chance "
atleast send out some good Karma in the form of thoughts. Thought energy has a reality , so send out a thought for the
happiness of this person . But! do not ! get stuck. Yes she is a person , yes ! But she is also a fish , make the next
cast. What is goin on is , the instinct of the fahter
and husband kickes in , you wnat this woman in your harem . You feel complete with the idea of takeing care of her .........
because you are a nice guy . This is instinctual . but today in our feminist world she does not need ! NEED you like
she ahs needed you for the last 2, 500, 000 . the rules have changed . So adapt or die ........... i know it feels in your heart all fucked up , but it is todays evovlution
. Since she can make money for herslef,,,, since she can buy and own property free of a male , ( in fact she often makes more
money than you ) ... your animal ego maybe confused . Understand this , accept it don't fight ... try another cast . Like
atleast 10 a day . In this day , the bad boy is what a woman needs , since she does not need , us for
protection around the cave ,,, she does not need us to go out hunting for meat and skins ......... so , she lives her wants
, and look around you ,, what honestly do the girls go for ? BAD BOYS ..... nice
guys get shit on ,, bad boys get chased ? It is going to take re-programing for you the instinctual nice guy ,,
to become a real bad boy . If you act , the nice
guy will always come back out . so , be that good providor , make the cash , Plan a life ..... well I will describe these
options later ...The girl is always the one who REALLY . Jumps your bones Thnk
back shithead ,,,, and realize if you jumped her bones ,,,the next day it is a visit form the clowns and
a date rape charge .. no! if you think back ,, she either jumped your bones or became so submissive that the clothes fell
off . like the floor was a magnet and her dress was metal , Wham . Right , it
was never never ever hard to jump in the sack when she is hot .. SO , REMEMBER this is the reality! The
reality , they may blame you for getting fucked , but NO! it was they , who really started it .
So , there is nothing you can do to FORCE sex ,, like you may think a BAD BOY does ,,, no what he
does is present that illusion ,, but it is her INNER WILLINGNESS WHICH makes her panties drop like a ton
of lead . boom , legs spread . It is the lie they tell themselves the girls tell themslebves
,, the effect of living in a compartimentalized mind , that we males do not understand because some day
you will have one , bitch you out for raping her ,, when you are like going ,, Wha? The fuck you were naked in my bed ?
rape? You crazy woman ? Yes
they are crazy.. natural split personality , that evolved for survival our brains our minds well , we WERE
men ( up until about 100 years ago ) we were 99 out of 100 farming , hunting , fishing , sailing , warrior , men ,, one mind
set survive , fuck , or die .. nothing else realy happened in our lives other than those themes be of 1 mind male . Women
, no they evolved differently . Ok , so as you understand her a bit more , then you can realize why talking in the chick porm
method is so good talking to that part , that other compartment it is like the no ,no ,nno ,,,, and she opens her legs ,,
she says something like . She
disgusted by certain rude sexual comments ,, but she does not leave you while talking at the party,,,,? It
is like the ouch where you stop but she does not grab her clothes and go running and crying out of the house ,, NOT A REAL
OUCH! The test sexual , blantant , open crude sexual discussion ,, tests limits ,, especially if
you can USE something like a dirty joke ,, use my book! ,, use a movie ,, use the events told to you by,,,
by ,, by a woman friend ,, who you make-up and lives in another town . She will relate in her mind woman
to woman event . Nice tricky ,, works OH SHIT THIS theme was supposed be about how as a nice guy , you never really lose
your nice guy stripes ( tigers have stripes ) , you always will tend to be the gentle man .. and she will still jump your
bones .. so chill relax , put the tension and passion and expectation in your pocket ,, be indifferent IN DIFFER
ENT .. it drives em nuts ,, they like to see you squirm , like a weak ,, male lusting for what they got ( pussy )
but if you are cool ,, really cool deep inside you know , they are just 1 of 3 billion to you .. and! you will get
her TWAT when she is ready ( and she better be ready real soon ) or you will be moving on ,, no big ting
,,, you are as important to her life and sexual needs and emotional fulfillment , as her cunt is a fulfillment
to your life .. sure I love pussy I love her presence in my life ,, but I do not need to beg GET THAT FEELING ,, feel how
you act and talk with the girls ,,,, so what if you cannot change 100% ,, be yourself with that attitude and you have some
awesome . Awesome magic. Be yourself your tiger sprites maybe that of a nice guy ,, OK! But a nice guy who does not beg ,
does not squirm for pussy ,, is a nice guy she can NOT! Control ,, and if you are not CONTROLABLE ,, THEN YOU IN REALITY ARE
NOT A nice guy . Not a NICE GUY . You are something she will try to conquer , and work harder for ,, the panties ,,, get really!
really REALLY ! fuckin heavy and slip off easy . Where
did I make the mistake. Your call You find it ..its easy///// in wendys , the line is slow
an old fart ( my age ) is talking shit about how slow it is .. I figure I will try and re=frame his experience ( rmember the
declaration of INdp. All men are created equal ,, your dick get hard>? Ok you is man , speak up! Wether I ma 46 or not
) hey guy , it still beats having to drive all the way up to us1 ,, and look they are short staffed
.. well I countered his shit for about 3 response ( 3 is average till you get a re=frame ) ( stack in 3s later blog ) he chilled
actually . Well the girl was like ,, starting out liking me ,, I looked for the thing to talk about . Black finger nail polish
awww , black fingernail polish why you are so pretty .. ,, she it fashion me
I know but maybe for ozzfest comingup nest we .. are you going ? ( I do not want the date , but if she
is going I want her to come up inot the lawn and get a balloon from the freaky ballon dude AND sign my shirt 100s of smiling
young girls sigiin MY shirt dumb fuck ..? being different is not in piercing or tats if everyone already has 7 )
she ,,, I dont have the money ,, me so whatabout Korn only 9 bucks , you gotta come
to that one .. she well I dont have a ride .. you know how that is
that stopped me , would it have stopped you ? ( my thinking 1 am really do not think this
lilgirl is one of the girls for my 5 , next the look her age she could be 16 or 17 and not have a car . OOOPS jail bait ,,
could be 20) Now you dip ,,
my friend ,,, shit ,,,,, what could you ,, what should you have said ,, flat out .. look guy ,, you protected her from the
jerk customer ,,, she is working serving the next customer after me ,, while I want for my order and still talking with me
,,,, she is face to face looking smiling eye contact ,, not looking down ,, or stepping back away from talking ,,,, NO! what
is she doing ???? huh ???? huh ???? she ,,, she! Makes the call for HELP! Again the damsel in distress
, who I protected from the jerk a minute ago ,, she ,, looks at me and says ,,,, I dont have a ride ,( pause ) you know how
that goes ( apuse ) it can be a problem . A problem she went OUT of hwer way to describe to me ,, to re- inforce to me ,,
not once , but twice! There were pause long enough for me to have jumped right in with the solution
in the forms of a beg.. do you want to go , or I wll drive you ,, both stock pick up lines ,, which generate and auto response
based on .. preconceived PRECONCIEVED ,, ATTRACTION CRITERIA ! Or , structure
challenge or opportunity .. hey , what would have to have for me to drive you to Ozzfest of korn two
choices not a YES OR NO QUESTION . The answer to yesterdays question ,,, you got it wrong
,, I know you are worng I did allow her to choose me! I thought for her .. I HAVE No RIGHT TO
SAY NO !!!! for her ,, she may want to be one of my 5 ,, she may have been 22 . Hell I was with
a nice lilone all afternoon yesterday age 21 ,, who wants to one of my 5 ,, who for weeks had been talking to me about JUST
THAT ! who am I to choose for , the girl ,,, WHO THE FUCK R U!!!
to choose 4 her you have no right not to let her fall in LOVE with you . Dumb shit head ( ohh that
is me talking to myself ,, read page ten of twisted and youll see me refer to myself as shithead
,, just like I do to U 1111 shithead Girls love to be touched You are scared touch her ,,,, fact ! I
hope you are now , aceeptiing the idea , you can not grow if ,, you do not first , accept ,the limits you have . Accept where
you are , stop fighting with yourself and .. then make new plans . BUT FIRST ACCEPT . You were trained
to be scared . You were trained to DENY your sex ,, ( hint ,, it started with the clothes and has been
re-inforeced all the time ) But girls start to publicly undress at age 13 ,,, SEXY clothes .. us no! Think ,,,,, they have to be more accepting of their body ,, we got 1 lb of flesh ( in the words of
Shakespeare ) our dick and balls are small comared to the melon girls got . WE DO NOT have to clean up blood 4 times a day
for 10 percent of our days ,, think about that dipshit ,, cleaing blood out of our body ,,because of SEX!
,, BECAUSE OF sex 1 day cleaning the blood ! out of your body not once but 4 maybe 5 times during the day then 9 days
OK ,, then the hormaones ,, that fuck up her mind , which causes her body to BLEED! Sure we get cut falling
off the board we bleed . There body bleeds because SEX hornmones cause the body to bleed! We are so fucking different ! you are scared to touch
,, you lust to touch her , but the nice guy in you has been trained ,,,not to come on to strong !... you were trained NOT
TO BE STRONG ,,, like a man should be . Think all the TV shows , all the fairy tales .. all the training , the repetitions
of ,,, NON instinctual ,,, mores . Wrong ideas . the girls body is a sense organ ,, it is her fun toy ,,,
that ALSO has been trained to hide .. some what .. the wild desire is there in a box ,, in a compartment
and when opened ,, she WANTS ,,NEEDS ,, TO BE TOUOCHED AND ENJOYED AND LUSTED FOR .. she likes it ,,,she wants you to llust
for her ,,,, AT the right time
,,, not at the begging stage ,, NO ,,, after her box is open she wants you to lust ,, before , you are a begger because hse
is in a different mental box , a different personality detached form her sexuality ..her instincts .. it will take time for
you to see this ,, but look around you ,, learn as you esperience ,, you are ONLY getting better each day ! Fro 2, 500,000 years sex was our ONLY recreation ,, there
was no! internet , video games , skateboards , going to the mall , movie . fuckin TV ,, nothing just sex
, or getting drunk gettinf drunk really started to become important after ,, Political power noticed that if they could control
the sex thru religions and the threat of offending a GOD .. they could confuse populations , create stress ,,,DIVIDE AND CONQUER
, ( READ tiwste instinct ) at the ANIMAL LEVEL she ahs a box ,, which has the
label PLEASE FUCK ME LIKE A LIL S L U T
!!!!!! And your gentle man programming
stops you from completely opening that box ,,, and she is FRUSTRATED AT u !~~!
Ok accept look around ,, think ,, learn practice ,, do not bitch at your self when you fall off the skate board ,,,
I know it is easy to get practice time at skateboarding ,, and not as easy to get practice time ,, necking , kissing touching
girlsOR is it? The
limit in getting girls is only that of .you NOT FUCKIN opening you FUCKIN mouth ,,, you shy bastard !
gotcha Using porn ,,, correctly ,, yep I said correctly First accept that your dick is an organ , a part of your body ,, like your fucking lungs or legs ,,
if you stopped using your legs ,, well the would atrophy .. stop using your lungs you die ,, your dick and balls are ACTIVE
organs ,, part of the male animal ,, they flood your brain hourly ,, HOURLY with sex hormones . The animal
,,, ( not the civil man of only 5,000 years but the 2,500,000 year old animal ) inside you wa designed to mate ,, to find
pleasure and recreation in sex ,,,,,, many times per day ,,that is INSTINCT . Hint tell her if you get caught in a 1 woman 1 man live in relatinshiip .. tell her if you aint emptying my dick
atleast when I wake and when I go to sleep ,,, I WIL:L be doing it myself ,, and if that goes on to long ,,,,, I will be saying
SO LONG LATER IN ANOTHER
MASTER TRAINING blog , I will describe using masturbation ,, you jacking off in front of her as ,, a tease ,, and a programming
step remember the programming only takes a person where they are willing to go ,,,, it is opening the box inside her she already
has the one with your name on it that says ,,,,,, please master _______ fuck me like a lilslut The Mr. in front of your name is the ancient status of MaSTER . Back to porn . Look and learn ,, listen ,, you already know to see from the eyes of the porn star not
the camera operator ,, because when jacking off like this ,, your sett meta phyiscis in action to bring to you that which
you visualize . Strong magic .. takes time , be patient . but ,, I want you to study with your passion in your pocket .. no
jackin off .. study ACTING yes acting the actress ,, in the industry ,,,,all acting , an actor becomes
the part .. the good ones forget the camera is there and they ,, live and feel , they open the box so ,, even you kids with
your DVD burners I know are sharing porn at a young age ,,,, so , look ,,, the cheap shit the poor actress they , play for
the camera ,, watch them ,, but also ,, watch for those moments when the truly . Lose themselves in the acts and feelings
,,, make mental notes ,, she is acting ,, she is playing to the camera ,, she is forgetting the camera .. on better ones ,
remember she is a good actress some is real feeling because she is truly playing the part .. it takes time to see the difference
,,, why WHY even look for this why? Well shithead ,, I want you to see how , they DO LOVE to be touched
and fucked .. I
want to break you out of the GENTLE MAN box imprinted on your brain neuron pathways ,,
and show youfacts! She wets for a good strong lustful fuck ,,,, so when you are with her BREATHE in her
scent let her air borne hormone DRUG grab your mind ,, lose yourself totally and
completely . Bite , grab ,, hold ,,, ( in the back of your mind listen for true OUCH! ) LUST for the girl
you are with . And remember they love it ,, it completes ,, their life like absolutely NOTHING else can
,, they live their life in search of ,,, MAN ,, they dress ( actually not dress much but show advertise their sex ) to attract
us! If you can use porn to RE PROGRAM , YOUR SELF ,, TO ERASE ALL THE ,, SUBCONCIUOS BULLSHIT ,, IMPRINTED on
your mind by years and yuears of SESAME STREET . ( sesame street is good , but it should have been balanced
by the daily expsore to hearing your dad wildly fuck your mom , and hearing them scream in passion and re- creation ) then
do it, use it .. GOD dam ,, am I , whack or what .. re programing using porn , YES! Use what is useful
! The difference
between a nice guy and a good man is a .fine line Cross it baby ,,,, and you are a non . Ok , you are a nice guy ,, ( you
got those stripes ) we have been working on how to fully enjoy life while accepting who we are ,, learning
not to beggg. Or supplicate to a monarch ( queen ) With the shyness leaving you more and more with each time you open our mouth .. she has to realize ,,,,, you are
not a nice guy . No you are a good man and she should be happy or ,,, go back to that crack smoking drunk mother fucker ,,
have fun baby ,, you were replaced before I left you ..THINK LIKE JACK! LOOK THIS SHIT TAKES TIME ,, YOU HAVE HAD ATLEAST 15 TO 25+ YEARS OF PRoGRAMMING , AND SELF PROGRAMING
,, JUST HEARING SOMETHING 1 TIME WILL GeT LOST IN ALL THE ruts ,, roads , pathways developed
in you brain , your nerves , the very fiber of your thought ,,,,, SO fuckhead ,, just practice ..remember I make no! apologies
for my DESIRES as a MAN! When she says , no , stop for 30 seconds and restart ,, talk
again ,, get her thinking about the box ,,thinking in chick porn ,, and start again close the sale ,, over
and over ,,, resistance is her asking for help in surrendering she is asking ofr help when she talks ,,,,, OR IF IT IS A REAL
OUCH! She will grab her things and go! Are you getting what I am saying ,, repeat it to yourself
over and over AND JUST GO FOR
IT ,,if she is with you it is for a reason ,, hell she could be at home washing her ,,hair she is with you ,,listening to
you ,, why? To learn the finer points of rigging plastic worms for bass fishing? She
is wear ing those clothes that attract your attention to her body ,, why? So , you will think about how
to fix her car ? she wears make up and red lipstick ,, because the birds flying IN the sky think
IT is pretty and come talk to her , or so you will think she is pretty AND COME TALK TO HER AND WHY DOES
SHE WANT YOU TO CUM CLOSE TO HER ??? OK BACK TO THE LINE in your mind ,, the line is already in her bed and she right now is on the
wrong side of it OKKK accept that not as her fault .. you are the man you gotta use your voice ,,, like the bird or the lion
,, and open her box .. plus your touch .. plus touch ( oh the wrong side of the line , is the side where
you two are not already sexually active with each other) ,,, I have been talking about using your words ,, using stories ,,
but still while you are practicing you are not NOT getting it .chill my firend remember it is just practice ,, this woman
is not! The world ,, that type of thinking ,, the highest mountain , the deepest sea ,,, the white dress marriage ,, you on
bended knee begging with diamond in hand . IS RESULT OF THE marketing and andvertising ( programming )
done only during this century of consumerism .. did you KNOW that ,, it is fact! Pre 1900 this
shit we take for granted now ,, only happened in the top 1 percent of the population ,, to the working class it was the stuff
of story books and FAIRY TALES ( hmmm fairy tales I wonder . Who plays fairy tale dress up princess games ,,, ) there is a
lot of $$$$$$ money in the dating industry , in selling diamonds ,,, just fucking rocks,,,,, gold again fucking rocks . You
are made to be a slave ,, an ECONOMIC SLAVE ,, instead of the slave in the roman empire of old the old romans figured out
it was hard to control people just thru swords and armies they were not dumb .. they developed a STORY
book ,, read the Da Vinci code but the motives of the emperor ( was also directed by his women too , fact ) woman
have had a behind the scenes control thru being pretty and sexual and submissive ,, read TWISTED INSTINCT ,,
subtle power sex . think ,,, understand ,, gain real power over your life my fiend shithead . Where
to go on a date wrong . Dating is a bad word Dating is something you do with girls you ae already sleeping with .there is logic to that .Look you need some
place to talk with the girl ,,,, to walk , with things to talk about ,, things that you maybe able to use .. able to use to
direct the conversaion in the direction or topic that you want . Remember ,,,, so where will you take this girl to talk Not the movies you can not talk ,, great place for a
girl you are already sleeping with not a new friend Fancy dining again not a place with enough stimulation ,, great place to go over your
pasts activities together Go
to a park that has a walking path ,, and water Zoo . Musem . Free street festival not to loud flea market NOT the mall .. Roof top ,, yes a roof top basket dinner . Cool you can
come up with ,,, the connection patters wordin up there .. pleanty of ops Any open air show , festival ,, NOT to exciting something simple you want
her more interested in what you will be saying ,, than in the activiy around her .. All the usual stuff you think about is wrong ,,,,,,
what would have to happen for us to get together this weekend an go to that art show in the park ,,,,,, I kinda dig
on certain types of abstracts and I wann see if there anyone there doing a special ink a friend of my buudy tom ,, his girlfriend
jill , frined sally was in town last month and showed me this trip ink it is hard to explain ,, but this
.. art was exciting . To look at . I can go on but that will be another blog ,, this is me just streaming . But can you remember
the other patters .here again I ma trying to pause behind suggestive words .. give the pause to let her mind think what ever
it wants ,, then ,, say this touch more motion to me .. remember . So in
the challenge and opportunity you can go into a short patter ,, then return the the well.. what would have
to happen for us. ( pause connect that you two are a us ) to get together Lol sorry i can be confusing. and dont worry i will keep in touch :p im not mean and just stop talking
to people and stuff like that.
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From:
TwIsTeD InStInCt , want a copy jus' ask
Date: Jul 31, 2006 11:06 AM
OOOPs
, i think I may have miss read you .
" sounds great , i hope it works
out for you "
well that is easy to read , .... you means me and women ( other
than you )
cool , well the book is in the mail . and please keep in contact
. Find your happy ever after ( hint it is somethng that can not be bought , it is a process not a thing ,,, a mouse for a
cmputer is a thing , a car is a thing .. things you can buy .... but to fall in love ,,,,, love is not a thing it's a
process)
Have a great day Phil
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From: Jamie
Date: Jul 31, 2006 10:47 AM
Sounds
great. Hope it all works out for you
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt , want a copy jus' ask
Date: Jul 31, 2006 4:18 AM
Good Morn. Jamie
I want you to go to this site www.r.com
that is 1 of my companies . It is my goal , that you women ( my 5 wives ) of course
have a career but not spend your life working . No 3 days fo work then you spend 4 days with yur child , your sister ( your
friends , my wives ).
I have been land shopping near T Ga. it is just out side
of Tallahssee Fl. nice area , and only a little over 1 hour to the coast ( i have to have an ocean close by) 5 acres 5 3/2
homes. You as a women need a home you for your self aplace to decorte .Well your home , not mine , not your sisters . But
a home a yard of your own .To plant your flowers , to pick fruit off the trees . To take your daughter ( my adopted daughter
down to the pond to fish , to our pool to play with her family. some where you our next children ( in time ) can grow up forever
.
Tallahasse is a big city , good ops for building a safe home cleaning bis.
plus lots to do for you and all the girls to go shopping with kids and play . Plus I still get my concerts coming thru town
( here i got ozzfest in 2 weeks , family values in Sept , and bakesale in nov. life is good ! ) . Working only 3 days there
will always be 2 of you girls out on our farm to care for the children so , never is any one woman alone or over worked .
Having friends and support is important . Since also we are family and I must build wealth and long term security for you
and all the children. This land like the waterfront property here in Floirda , will be part of the Trust . Which you will
be by contract a part . YOur security is important.
As you read my blogs ,
the core view I have ,,,, is that a man should provide a life for a woman so comfortable that , show SURRENDERS in the feeling
,,, that finnaly she is HOME .
You , will notice my way of writing is ,,, IN
YOUR FACE! I want to shake things up. Fo myself , for you , for the future of all my children.
We
have some months to go , it is looking like 6 months till I am ready , with 2 homes ( now maybe I may need 3 ) . The homes
will be 3/2 prefabs ( i call them tents in my book - good enough for 1 life time yours ) 1 life time then our children can
re-build thier own tents for thier life .. I am basing much on respecting ancient values and ways . While still having fun
TODAY!
I am glad we are talking , I hope , that this idea brings you some hope
. and Maybe in a few months I will meet you your family freinds as our relationship grows . Your family and friends are important
, they will be coming down , to visit OF course ! ..... Phil
ps. I am not rich ,
I work but do have enough wealth to create what we need .
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Yeah im a Libra. I did it was very sweet
and no she is 5 months she was born on FEB 10th of 2006. You have a nice night and sleep well.
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From:
TwIsTeD InStInCt , want a copy jus' ask
Date: Jul 30, 2006 6:55 PM
libra?
have a nice night , read the comment i left of the cute foto of your daughter ,,, is she about 8 months?
Nice talking to you , leaving for the night Phil
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Date: Jul 30, 2006 6:41 PM
I
look forward to reading the book. Cant wait to get it. Oh.. And i will be 18 in October.
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt , want a copy jus' ask
Date: Jul 30, 2006 6:34 PM
Jamie
,
do not judge men on the acts of a boy. It is my goal thru my book my blogs
, and a project starting with a DJ. to train boys to be men , to help them touch that male DNA to become whole again ,, not
just htese programed wimps .... todays world has forgottent ,,, the instinct of man ,, is to prtect woman and child ...
the first half of TWisted instinict is and exploration of the lyrics of KORN's greatest
hits ( yeah got my tix for the sept show ! ) but ,, in there you will read a part about when i left the dock before a hurricaine
and a marine patrol officer says to me " phil if you leave the dock i will not go look for your BODY until after the
storm " but me being the male i am said " i got bills to pay kids to feed and money in the sea " and i left
the dock ..... the act of a man ,, to live and ie for his women ( more than 1 ) and children ,,, the male of milions of years
had more than one ,, wife .. so , i too , am in the process of returning to my instincts ...
one
girl i finnaly met for lunch and met her friends and family yesterday 21 baby of 5 weeks ,, another in her thirties that has
been interested for some onths also ... I am a bit ahead of my budget , but i got the funds for the homes just tied up ......
you are 17 you will be 18 ,, like the blog of last night ,,, and the QUESTION ,, the answer I posted today ,, WHO AM I ..
TO NOT ALLOW THAT GIRL LAST NITE NOT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME ? ,,
YES WHO IAM
,, TO THINK FOR YOU ,, a woman with child ......... A WOMAN in the reality of the word! Phil
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Well,
I would not know. The only man.. Or well boy because he was a total dick. He never did that with me. He was my first and as
of right now my last.. I have not been with anyone else. and i have a child with him and he wants nothing to do with her.
But It seems nice.
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt , want a copy jus' ask
Date: Jul 30, 2006 5:42 PM
when you
get the book ,, you will see , I think that making love was probably ,, in evolutionary terms ,,our real only re - dreation
for 2,500, 000 and the last 100 years ( actually 2000 christainity ) has twisted that instinct .. to enjoy the nature of our
( you - female , and me - male ) our real only PLEASURE
I still say the only
real peace a woman will ever feel is during those hours she is held , warmly , in safety ,, the arms of a man who made love
to her earlier , wrapped around her , and his face nestled in her hair ..
NOTHING
EQUALS THAT ! ( MY OPINION ,,, from the stand point of the one doing the holding )
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thats alot of kids :p lol sounds like you
had fun.
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt , want a copy jus' ask
Date: Jul 30, 2006 5:32 PM
how
can i place a sweet comment about ,, your reason for living if you ,, ain't my friend ?
I've
got 4 bio's from 3 wives 16 girl , 2 boys 5 ,7 , and 1 boy 4 months and two steps
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From: Jamie
Date: Jul 30, 2006 5:16 PM
Is that
a problem that i did?
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt , want a copy jus' ask
Date: Jul 30, 2006 5:05 PM
No
There is alot of of things on my site to read, and
you , girl found them ,,,,,, interestiing . Good.
Phil
we'll
talk
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I read all that stuff on your page and the blogs and stuff.. its very interesting.
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt , want a copy jus' ask
Date: Jul 30, 2006 2:44 PM
I
remember , you a mom ,,, the most imporatnt thing on the planet .......... for you it si my pleasure to give.
so send an address , where you want it shipped to , and consider it shipped
Phil
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How much is the book Man speak wo man speak I have been preaching
about opening the box ,, in her mind where she can see herself with you ! Right , and to do that you gotta speak in woman
,, Here is a perfect example of ME ! speaking man ,, way to early ( why did I speak man , well I am a man , and my concern
is first for the well being of the family unit ,, not the fairy tale ) Now , you all know my site , right did you see my who I want to meet : WHO
I AM LOOKING TO ......... MEET . I wanna meet you ! Everyone. But when it comes to a love interest , you will have to explore
my ideas to undertand the INSTINCT behind this! 5 girls BI- sexual girls , with ayoung child ( under 2 ) preferred . Girls
who have been hurt one time to many times .... a bonus . YOu have a motivation , needed to make our VISIABLE life doable ...
Living an example of ALTERNATIVE lifestyle . 5 tents .... what that means is i provide 5 single family homes ( 3/2's )
each woman gets her own place , in Georgia
. On a farm build the instinct family girls helping girls being friends , and one male to be the male . Write me to learn
more Ok , so if that is yours and your site has the shit in it that mine does ,,, when you get this what would you be
thinking I read all that stuff on your page and the blogs and stuff.. its
very interesting. Look at her myspace and yep she fits
my expectations to the letter ,, a little young my daughter said , but I said she is woman , having given birth is a fact
of instinctual womanhood in the truest sence of the word Now I do some woman speak , honeslty it is not that I was trying at all ,, this
is something I really believe never is a girl more at peace , never is a woman ever truly purring like after sex ,, and you
two lay together I always have one arm under pillow ( its may way ) then the other wraps around her and pulls her sinto safety
next to me . To feel a woman almost try to press her back into like she was trying to hide herself inside your body and spirit
.. breathing her in and feeling of her hair on the pillow we both share that is the only peace a woman ever really feels (
I have said this before when talking about the difference in the happiness a woman feels from the purchase of fro ex. A new
car which ages and rusts ,,,, and the only real peace she ever knows , is in my arms. The above , is
a WORD picture ,, it brings to mind love , safety ,, being tired after great sex ,, AFTER GLOW
! yeah ! for me when I tell that to a woman well it is from my heart from the view point of man , who truly feels ,, that
for him ,too , This is his only real time of peace ,, he has ever felt . That was girl speak ,,, no facts no figures ,,,, just touching the mind and emotions That got me quite
a few letters , continued chat ,,,,,, and the direct reference to a time when she could be open to meet with me There is a
big detail I am dancing around ,, but I said to her ,,,, ooops I cant talk to you ,, and she comes back well that will change
in about 6 weeks Based on the interaction and a letter os sweet girlish concern
and tone , I found in the morning ,,,, I did what a MAN does .. the nice guy who thinks about the girl and the child ..before
the fairy tale .
COMPARE The example of girl speak above TO THIS
I
want you to go to this site www.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.com
that is 1 of my companies .
It is my goal , that you women ( my 5 wives ) of course have a career but not spend your life working . No 3 days fo work
then you spend 4 days with yur child , your sister ( your friends , my wives ).
I
have been land shopping near Thomasville Ga. it is just out side of Tallahssee Fl. nice area , and only a little over 1 hour
to the coast ( i have to have an ocean close by) 5 acres 5 3/2 homes. You as a women need a home you for your self aplace
to decorte .Well your home , not mine , not your sisters . But a home a yard of your own .To plant your flowers , to pick
fruit off the trees . To take your daughter ( my adopted daughter down to the pond to fish , to our pool to play with her
family. some where you our next children ( in time ) can grow up forever .
Tallahasse
is a big city , good ops for building a safe home cleaning bis. plus lots to do for you and all the girls to go shopping with
kids and play . Plus I still get my concerts coming thru town ( here i got ozzfest in 2 weeks , family values in Sept , and
bakesale in nov. life is good ! ) . Working only 3 days there will always be 2 of you girls out on our farm to care for the
children so , never is any one woman alone or over worked . Having friends and support is important . Since also we are family
and I must build wealth and long term security for you and all the children. This land like the waterfront property here in
Floirda , will be part of the xxxxxxxxxx Trust . Which you will be by contract a part . YOur security is important.
As you read my blogs , the core view I have ,,,, is that a man should provide a life for
a woman so comfortable that , show SURRENDERS in the feeling ,,, that finnaly she is HOME .
You
, will notice my way of writing is ,,, IN YOUR FACE! I want to shake things up. Fo myself , for you , for the future of all
my children.
We have some months to go , it is looking like 6 months till I
am ready , with 2 homes ( now maybe I may need 3 ) . The homes will be 3/2 prefabs ( i call them tents in my book - good enough
for 1 life time yours ) 1 life time then our children can re-build thier own tents for thier life .. I am basing much on respecting
ancient values and ways . While still having fun TODAY!
I am glad we are talking
, I hope , that this idea brings you some hope . and Maybe in a few months I will meet you your family freinds as our relationship
grows . Your family and friends are important , they will be coming down , to visit OF course ! ..... Phil
ps. I am not rich , I work but do have enough wealth to create what we need .
This is counting the buffalo facts figures , the future ,, time frames . Man
speak , not girl speak it did nothing much really to open the box in her dreams where she keeps
those feelings of being loved held , caressed protected . The reall feelings held in JUST one second the real process of love
between 2 who ever they may be or how different , but that description of you and her where ,,YOU my friend
YOU also really only find peace is when she is in your arms.. Not the business and future And the response to man speak " sounds great , i hope it works
out for you " So , a girl who after her second or third contact , admits to reading my shit ,,,,,and
is interested moves after hearing MN SPEAK into . for you not us , but you .. she is not in the facts and
figures ,, no ,,,, she is woman , the soft ,the passion , the lust ,, the sublime 3/2 prefabs .
Wrong ! ok the learning from , this , is , keep the facts to yourself ,,,until she asks if she asks ,,, if she is surrenedered
, then she may never ever ask GOT it you do not have to explain nothing ,, she has the right to leave someday in the future
if she does not like what she sees ,, and they will ,, no doubt , they will walk out that door into the rain and snow carrying
a baby it is not LOGIC it is woman . as master yours is not to explain
,,,, just live you life and she will or will not choose to be part of it what she needs is the dream the words and life she
can understand not man speak ( and do you think I ever get it really right , no nothing by chance ) Words kill the male female relationship..5 tents Look again , I am going back into TWISTED instinct . And instinct itself ,, we are not designed to talk with each
other ,,,, example yesterday , me doing an online man speak . I talk about how many buffalo are out there with my buds ,,
she talks with ther women folk about children and beauty ,,,,, I an designed to ineract with you woman , with my PENIS ,,,
that is the most natural way we communicate . And the only way we will have a lasting relationship is to base our interactions
on that ,,,,, look around you people ,, the fairy tale ,,, has an 80 percent chance of utter failure bummer I know but ..that
is why 5 wives is good .. hey you have girls to talk with me to kiss .! Pretty simple if I do say so myself . Now the fairy tale . All the good advose of Drphil and Dr. gray ( amrs and venus) all the talk talk , relationship
, eharmony , match .com ,, if it worked we would all be happy ,,, you ficking people are ignoring the basics
,, the shit ,, the reason you want to be together ,, is sex ,, so girls talk with girls and then fuck me ..fuck me .. play
with ,, come play for hours , relax , have fuckin fun .. stoop talking and play people I should get back to hunting but I ma afraid right now , my work has to be at building the compound first . Hunt
later , but my mind and focus must be on that so my blogs will change during this time .. to be more 5 tent related instead
of hunting related .. What is going on in my head 5 tents Well guys ove the last month
+ you have seen me start writing and journelling all sorts of things ,,, well now ,, here is what is happening in my head
as I ,, go to build my 5 tents .. 1st . I have that nice guy battle going on in my head ,, part
of me ,, is returning to wanting to make mommy happy .. right that I tie I believe that we actually react to women based on
the interactions we had with the first instinctual woman in our life , the reasonyou are a nice guy . so what I am feeling is a confusion , 3 girls , what do they want , cn I build a place they will be happy with
,, right , you rmemeber this while dating you worry so fucking much wether she will like this or that ,,,,, wrong , rmember
read in the lines of the oder blogs ,, she is a natural follower , instinctly ,, she wants aman who is living a life of his
own , but has space in his life for her , he has created a safety area for her to be part of his already busy life then her
instinct to seduce will come in ,, because to get your attention ,, away from other things she has to seduce you to her ,,
that satisfies her instinct and,,THAT MAKES HER HAPPY ,, NOTHING YOU COULD BUY HER WILL MAKE HER HAPPIER THAT THE OPPURTUNITY
TO .. win ,,, you attention. Fuck I have the equities to build this straightout , but I have the responsiblites
to keep those funds invested where they are for atleast 3 years sothat means I must create debt to the tune of 150K ,, and
shit man you guys know I am just a window washer .. so I gotta bank on my own funds to pay for the property ,, not any in
flow form the girls , even though I have placed a percentage of the total family income ( all the girls income must be dealt
with as a family income in that way as the girls go their cycles thierup and downs , all the girls share a common income equality
, family helping family details later ) for you guys ,,,, well if you plan now , you will be in a different
position . WHY am I building 5 tents ,, just to fuck 5 girls? Yes and NO .. look , one
of the girls has 2 of my children ,, wow maybe I may get to watch those boys grow up instead of the alternative next I get
to watch the growth of the other 2 girls ili daughters ,, bonus I totally loved raising my daughter as a single dad all her
life (yes I had 2 wives and many girl friends , but I was always the 1 here ) so , when I am tired of fucking
I get to goutside and watch my children .. all my children and the babies to come and I love that ,, I
really reall really love that .. SO why am I building the 5 tents? To make the women happy ,,, hell women
come and go ,,, NO! to make me happy ,, it is totally selfish .. with the space for a woman ,, for 5 women ,, who want to
be part of my life ,, well I make a space for them to be part ,, but I do ..DO NOT depend on them for anything this is just
my mind rambling ,, but can you get the ideas ,, is there apattern in all the things I write and the coppies of shit I post
form others ,,, that help you see ,, understand ,, girls abit more ,,, I HOPE ,, becauses ,,, you young men , will be the
Mr. for my daughters ,, I d ont want my daughters to be sad like their moms have been . I WANT change! Ok I refer to 3 .. he is a reply I got back from man speek wo ,,,man speak ,,,, On that old blog resistance . Right the problems the issues she brings up
is her asking for help EXPANDING HER VISION OF THE WORLD to where it includes you! (
basic salesmanship like I said remember ) but iis fact ,, now later I wll go over this in more details ,,, because thee is
differences ,, some are just perception and styling .. but that later . Prologue? Intro ... to older blogs
Current mood: contemplative start at the first ,and go from there , it sucks , but some of the first blogs with alot of background
info was lost . This whole line of blogging stemmed from a bon fire at the house ... my 16 old daughter has'em every few weeks
.. adn welll one of the girls wanted to dance and all the guys SHYED out ,, they were out front with me telling lies
, ( it was like at my bait shop ) and saying hey she is looking at me ,,,, what they needed was BEER to get thier courage
up ( fuck that they just needed training ) ,,,,fuck beer! So , i went a writing ........ and covered lots of ideas NOW 1 will seem , WRONG , if you
can not open the box in your mind and see the wordds i write and how i use them ,,,,,, it is art , not fact so , understadn
i just stream my owrds and leave'em ,, even I am not happy with how that blog came out ,,,, but like Pollock once the
paint is thrown , " well what the fuck can i do ? " So see , my references , to the perp as whatever evil dumb fuck
shit head ,,,, think about ( outa your box ) that the victim is still being victimized because she not NOT discuss aspects
, that her animal self my have felt ...... and my description of activities 1,000 ,000 years ago ,, Possilbe? look
back to history when Napoleon needed 12 virgins for his coranation to be equal that of Cahrlemane ,, what happened ....
no NO Taboo .....should just be TABOO! speak people ,, help another person out of thier HELL! ( i have been the
signifacant other of to many victims .. been to to many counseliing sessions .... ) just speaking my mind that is all
,,,, OHH what is the name of the post " i am stepping into a pile of shit ! rape ,incest , abuse" peace Phil Fuzzy Pinks , nylons , scarfs , rope work Your
confidence must be the thing you’ve got to understand first , and always ,, in your confedience she finds the confedeince
and trust to let go totally ( hye I know I have been way to passive on occasion in the past and ruined
it for the girl ) Think dipshit about this especially if you are a newbie .. if you got on an airplane and the pilot met you
nervously as yoou entered ,, saying this is my first itme flying a pland I hope I do well ….. how
ould you feel? Ok think about her ,, restraint is possilbey the last event she may ever feel
if you do not know hat the fuck you are doing ,, her instinct YES IS to submit , she searches for it ,,
craves it … but also it is scary ( and should be – play safe ) You gotta think ,, you should try out your knots on yourself first .. plan , where you will
tie to if ( most likely will be _ done at your place ,, the fuzzy pinks are easy ,,it is with nylons or scarfs you will encounter
knot problems ,, you do not want them to tighten up during play or else you will get the OUCH! And look
listen you can hurt someone … especially if her panties are in her remember she has only her nose
to breathe from … so watch out if you are forcing her head down into the couch for too long …. You need to pratice
your KNOTS ,,,, ok for rope go shopping something not too thin ,,, soft on the skin ,,me I do not like th silk pussy rope
you buy at the store it gives the feeling of being a ..begging , dom ,, doing this for her ,, when in reality her REAL NEED
is to be your ROUR instrument of music ,,,, you will create the prayer to god form her ( yes I did
say I would write more about using those oh my god oh my god .. you will use them to position your self as master and lord
into her mind ,, I promis I will writie it ) but a real rope .. from home fuckin depot ,, so in you toy drawer you have fuzzy
pinks , scarf ,, 2 ropes 12 foot …. Lube , toys ( you know my feeling about vibrator addiction 80,00rpm’s is
not natural do not addict her to it ) but the egg with leash good for going out and changing her state at YOUR WILL !
a 2 way , and dong ohhyes party hats ,,, the drawer is what is going start up the fansaty in her mind ….. she
will notice the things in the drawer ,,, and if you have realy practiced on yourself ,, then with CONFIDENCE never brag ,,
suibtle confidence …. Just say yes ,,, and read her body language , and proceed , with the fuzzy pink ( if hse has
said she had that , go to the ropes ….. it is about the tease my freidn ,,, put your passion in
your pocket , injoy her pain and desire ,, you will get off later ,, bring up to total ,,,, like in my URINE
.. continued post …. You will get you nuts off later ,,, or during the rope work ,, but use the skills of the STOP
post ,, you have been practicing your stop while you jack off right ,, gotta practice my firend ,,, or you will shot your
load to fast and not really enjoy all she can give over and over ….. SO your confidence ,,,, next never fear that she will leave ,, and if the ouch happens ,, untie her ,, and tell her
to leave ,,,,,,,,, if you are skilled and practiced then you can have confidence in your KNOTS ,, and not get controlled by
her ,,, yes she will trick you into begging ,, she is testing you YOUNG MASTER .. so master yourself by practicing your knots
then you will be confident they will not tighten …..SEE IT AIN’T NOTHING LIKE THE SHIT PORN YOU WATCH ,, THEY
SCRIPT THAT , AND HAVE TONS OF TIME AND EXPERIENCE IN RPOE WORK … you don’t ..think shit head . Hunting – Latinas haceme loco , verdad siempre Dentro mi Corazon soy latino , damelo que quiero chica ,,,,
but I could not get a word out , my fucked head exploded the rush of testosterone , shut down my thinking ,, PLUS I would
have had an AUDIENCE some one watching me hunt . now Julie has seen me talk with 100’s of girls in
aday because ,, I attract them at the shows ( ozzfest 7 days , yeah! ) being me … but a cold hunt like in a store ,
maybe with a clerk here and there but here today I tokk her out clothes shopping back to school thing …
and well these 3 muy Linda chicas son dentro mi diez pies , 3 hot latin chicks were within my 10 foot circle and I am I AM
supposed to engage them in some form of conversation , well I gave a half hearted attempt with one ,, not strong I was not
remembering ,, the qualities of the chick magnet ,, do you remember that mental training ,, well I was not in the aroused
state , looking for what to bring up with these little girls…. ( fuck I gotta remember they are about 20 that is only
4 years younger than my last wife a colombiana >>> mi amor espero te eres feliz <<<<
verdad …. ) I know it is easy to talk your self our of the HUNT ,,, but remember the words of the
wise man ….. so , I blew it in about 5 minutes later when the big T ahd washed out of my brain ,,, I thought I could
have asked them what countries they were from I could have engaged them on the topic of my travels and plus I could have practiced
my Spanish which I need to do …. BUT NON I FUCKED UP and choked …. So later when takeiing the girls to block buster , ( hell I had an audience again , I got
hit on two … one engaged her pretty well , but she backed off , the next ,,, did not bite ,, just smiled ,,, the first
I asked her about the movie she was holding I picked up a ciopy made refrence to a star as being quality
so the movie must have a good script most likely , even though both of us never heard of the movie , which lead to talkinga
bout other movies ,, the next girl did not have a movie in her hand ,, plus I was kinda afraid of this dude hovering thinking
it was her old man , so I did not push much …. I
have not blogged for days about hunting , but been working it ,,,,, did a Latina in a line at the coffe shop , I used the
eye liner , and said correctly “ you look great with that color of eye liner , it is very attractive
,,, her English was zero , but hse got my drift I moved into Spanish got , only the country she was from then had to order
coofee and head to worlkkkk I N+MADE her smile ,,, I GOT practice ,, passing my shyness , each and everytime …. HOW
about you fuck heads , been working your ten foot circle ,, or still telling your buddys lies , and
giggling about the chick youthink is looking at you ,, putting all the power in her hands ,,WHA??? Go talk to every
girl with in 10 ,,feet , school starting ,, you gotta , the script on ,, vacations remember , illicit her best state . Peace people Phil
STUDY PUSSY LIKE YOU WOULD ….
FISHING Yo! Dipshit you R 2 fuckin stupid to read
this ( god I m a dick ) Look this chick in these letters will
explain ,,How W O M A N thinks , this is fuckin gold , all you gotta do ,is fuckin read it ,, pick out the gold shithead !
she is begging for a DOM ! searching and we have failed her , us males have failed her . STUDY PUSSY LIKE YOU WOULD FISHING .. learn the animal we
hunt ! Date: Aug
5, 2006 7:08 PM
how r ya? and if you dont mind, how did you find me? ----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 6:02 AM
honestly
I have no idea ? yu mayhave been in the personels ....since i look for new readers there , they are people where relationships
are a current life issue so good grounds to look for new readres
you may have
been in a list of friends of someone who is a reader and i clicked you from thier ,,, since i am just tying to rebuild my
friends and readers list ....
I hope that helps , since i do write , i want
to get into peoples heads ( no not really i just want to stimulate them to think on thier own ... not my thoughts but your
own ) maybe i am the ne in your head ,,,, LOL Phil
Date: Aug 6, 2006 7:02 AM
it's a scary place in my head, you might not want to go in there.....and
i think fairly well on my own....you should read my profile and my blogs....
im a
good person and am interested in how other ppls minds work...ppl and life are so complex yet so simple..
it seems to me from what i read on ur profile that you are a Dom...i have little experience with ppl that have that gift but would
like to learn more....if you are pataint and are interested maybe we can get into each others minds and both learn a few things..
thanks
for responding
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 7:24 AM
i
think , at an intuitive level you already , know that ,,, dominationa and submission , are natural ..... the fairy tale (
our lworld of learning and books ) would have people fear that which is instinctual
I
hope to open the minds of nice young men to the idea , like the diffrence between a nice guy and a good man is a fine line
,, plus the ideas of of submission and surrender as being something in the mind , never truel yis force the reason ,,, if
force is the only causitive agent , that will some day be countered in todays world by a call to the police ,, thus ending
a fairy tale game .. now real submission , is from the thought animal inside a woman who follows her instinct and suggestion
.
Suggestion only leads a person where they are already willing to go ...........
and we are all playful meta pyshical animals .........
Yes , miss we will talk
,,,,,
Date: Aug 6, 2006 7:37 AM
so
through my jouney in this life i have experienced many different things...i think my goal is to find a good man...but that
my friend is not so easy..
ive been married 3 x and have 3 kids and they are almost
grown...im in the prosses of starting a new life for myself and cant figure out what direction i want to take,,,not like in
where to live or where to work...like what do "I" want in my new life......there is this little voice deep down
in the deepest part of my soul that longs for a real man, a good man, someone i can trust and trust back but someone who can
be gentle enough to break down these steele walls that have been built around me for so long....i know i have a sub side to
me, even tho im in soooo much control in the "real" world, but finding someone like that has not been easy. I've
met a few who claim to be Dom, but when it all came right down to it....they had no patiant for a woman like me and gave up
too easily, and what a turn off that is....so can you help me see more clearling what i might be looking for, maybe im not
a sub and i am lookin in the wrong place for what i want.....
From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug
6, 2006 8:00 AM
good girl
you
are on the way already .
Read the comment I placed on you blog about love .
Give me your address or the safe address of a po box I will send you a book , just to satart things off.
...
I also have 3 marriage children with all
of them plus my step children so 28 down to 5 months .... the rest about me you read between the lines of my book
we have , my pretty miss , ignored our instincts , we are DNA animals , so to be truely
whole ,, whole-ist ,,, touch the woman , the female animal inside you cell structure , rmember the truth about how we evolved
,and interact with me as nature designed ,, not as Dr. Phil recomends .
sincerly
Phil COMMENT ABOUT LOVE LOVE is very real , absolute ,,, been around for 2,500,000 the reason a man will
go out and fight off the lions and tigers to protect his wives and children , give his life , for the family ,, and the reason
why the woman respects that instinct in him and seduces him when he came back to the cave and completed the seduction with
sex .....
LOve is real ............ now our relationship expectations ,,,
of today ,,, are so far outside of the instinct you carry in your dna ,, ( you are a DNA animal not a
GOD )
well look 60 percent divorce rate , and of the other 4 out of ten
,, honestly look at your life ,, how many happy and how many unhappy not in balance with the YIN and Yang , the sun and moon
, the rain and sunshine ,,, male and female are a balance .... when out of balance things get F'd up ,, we have problems
, people hide in drugs and drinking ,, fighting ,,, out of the 4 how many stay together just for the kids ,, just to respect
their religion and god ,,, 2 ,,,, so only 2 out of 10 are in bliss like the fairy tale tells us
2 out of 10 are suck odds
YES LOVE
IS REAL , I this instinctual been around for 2,500,000 ,, years today’s fairy tale only 100 ,, look and learn from real
history form all cultures not just Christian which reps les than 1/3 of the world population .... prior to 100 years ago dating
was very different , and you must look at the truth ,,, not just the bad news , the horror stories , used to justify today’s
dating and relationship system which in fact makes many people lot and lots of money and keep the population in general in
a state of chaos .. DIVIED AND CONQUER ,,,,a political theory of civilian control and use .... dating back to political theory
and practice form roman and Egypt ....
HI
... I am Phil ..... find your happiness ,, all the best , but think if you find problems again and again ,, if I throw a rock
in the air and it falls , and I watch 8 out of 10 other do the same and it falls ,,, why not think about doing something else
? we humans are DNA animals ,, in that we carry all the instincts of the animals that we evolved from ,,, it is whole-ist
to accept that as part along with , the dreams of a fairy tale ( learning ) and understanding of meta physics - religion ..
I am an instinctual voice ... I am not doctor Phil .. no one will make money form my ideas , my ideas will not continue ,
the economic machine of finding happiness thru spending money
the
only time I have ever known a woman to be totally at peace ( 3 ex wives lot of kids - single parent fulltime to one for 16
years - girl) is after sex ,, when laying in bed in my arms she presses her back her body snuggly into mine ,, as if to hide
with in the safety of my arms ,, like her instinct calls , like back in the cave ..... then and only then has my women been
happy ,, buying the new car , 6 to 9 months then the new model came out ,, the new house , the new horse , the boat ,, all
just like a drug , a short high , but NEVER real contentment and LOVE ,, that I have only seen /felt in my arms and after
sex .....
peace PHil
Date: Aug 6, 2006 8:24 AM
animal DNA...so your thinking is that we
should go back to the cave man days when men where men and women where woman....tell me what you think about women, how they
should be treated, what rank you hold them at...as far as books go, i have ADD and and doing good to keep focus on this...not
that im opposed to reading anything you wrote, just do better hands on or at least short sessions at a time for the learning
process...and do you just write about things or do you practice as well?
so
in ur responce to my blog, ur saying love is real but we are goin about it the wrong way? i
do see the stats in marriage and believe too many of us are still living in the world T.V made for us when we where little...
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 9:11 AM
honey
it is my atempt to , remind you to include your instinct drives , into the equations upon
which you are and have in the past molded the life you now live .
whole-ist
,,,,,, not black and white ...... now you brought up ADD ,,,,, i am going to get my blog Warrior self , it has to do with
fear , and especially the medical industry.
it + ad = pc
you honey are not a car , where your parts are just like everyone else's .......... nor is the pc
which will work for you exactly that of another .....
gptta go pick up my daughter
... write more later Phil
----------------- Original Message ----------------- here is some great shit ! Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:07 AM
maybe
im just stupid, but ur writing i seem to have a hard time
comprihending....oh and i cant spell for shit, speak very well but cant spell so forgive me for it.
i want to understand things, but i confuse
my own self somtimes, who i am, what i want, where i want to be in this life,,sometimes it seem so simple and clear and then
others im like what the fuck?
so im searching for someone to help me understand
things better, in a simple way so i can get it, ya know? im not stupid and i have lived a lot of life and am a very open minded
person. im not looking or a relationship at this moment in my life cause i think its time for me to find me...but i am looking
for answers to a lot of questions....sex is something im boggled about, love it and feel good doing it but i cant seem to
be mentally satisfied with it, not so far anyway...is it that we are supose to have sex with someone and not have to have
other fanisys running through our head when we are having it...shouldnt we be in it to be completely satisfied..? im my head
i fantisize about being dominated and controlled, not in the whips and chains kinda way, but the mental way with some force
involved but in my life i dont want anyone controlling me in any way, eccept my boss. he has the power to control me cause
i work for him and what he says goes, and i respect him and am very willing to do anything he wants me to do.....but in a
sexual relationship, the men i have encountered are afraid to be dominate with me, they dont want to hurt me or disrespect
me, so i end up with out what i want.....see im losst
and i have met a few men who
claim to be Dom and then they end up pussin out cause of my dominate exterior....they dont want to take the time to help me,
and thats not being dominate to me...so maybe what im lookin for isnt out there,,,,
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:17 AM
ok
, in todays world it economics , and powers and rights ... it has confused our ... you female .. me male ... or you with anyone
(not you and i ) it has confused our instincts BECAUSE we ignored that part and after years of programming , well the answer
takes time to sink in.
the answer is this honey ,,,,, pretty simple ,, when
you leavve me .... you aer a todays woman , that life i never want to know anything about , it means nothing to me.
When you return to my arms , you are my woman ,,, and i lead you in all ways ... for example
if you were to bring up a topic form work and ask my opinion ,, if you did not act exactly as if recommended ,,YOU DISRESPECT
ME .... and you hurt your own instinct to respect the male you have choosen ,,you set up the FALL ..... so keep the unnatural
orld out of the instinct .. world ... male and female , relationships are based BASED on sexual instinctual drives
NOT the fairy tale of DR> PHIL
take
this in for a minute ..... this whole learning is aprocess it will take time .... sincerly Phil
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now dig this
fuckhead ,, she is studying my words , notice the copy and paste Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:27 AM
how
does a woman like me, one who has been mistreated for soo long, and has major trust issues, trust someone enough to have any
control over her? this is where my problem lies,,,,i dont trust ppl, but i inately want to, but i feel it will take a real
man to make me trust....
so what ur saying is that the out side world has nothing
to do with the inside world between a man and a woman?
for example if you were
to bring up a topic form work and ask my opinion ,, if you did not act exactly as if recommended ,,YOU DISRESPECT ME ....
and you hurt your own instinct to respect the male you have choosen ,,you set up the FALL ..... so keep the unnatural orld
out of the instinct .. world ... male and female , relationships are based BASED on sexual instinctual drives
so what happens at work or whatever means nothing to a man? and there is no talking about outside life?
just trying to understand....forgive me for being slow
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From:
TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:42 AM
the work world and the world of us ........ keep it seperate ...... it is OK! to keep them seperate
, when with a man , be the instinctual sedcutive animal which woman was created and evolved to be . respect the nature and
keep the problems of todays life style seperate. 2,500,000 you were kept in the tent circle safe and protected by ME! but
today 100 years you now work outside the tent circle , it is confusing your instincts ,, a tuff time in evolution ..ok , so
what. choose to build a life that works 4 YOU.
I realy only , care about you
. But the you who is a working woman is not the you i have under me while in sex ... and sex is IS <<< IS! ,, the
reason we first became atracted to each other back when we were 15 .
accept
sexual attraction somethng natural and good .and outside of todays TV and fashio and work world.
honey it is years of programing ,,,, that have confused you. you have been trained in a fairy tale .
You expect it to work , yet you .. yourself admit you see that it does not
YET
the lie , the fairy tale , the years of programming are very strong . It will come to you honey very quickly now , probably
to night while you sleep you will dream , and you Will let go ,, and you will return and trust .. I ma going to re - post
wild flowers an olf blog on NLP healing especially for girls ( for you and another girl a young firned of a friend who has
sritten to me today )
the men in yuor life have been trained to beg ,,,, in
my book which is meant to be read very slowly ,,, like one thought at a time .... will help believe ,,,, i want to send it
my way of writing sure is confusing ,,hell I am not a writer ,I am a commercial
fisherman and bait store owner ......... an instinctual male .
This problem
with male beggin is a drastic ! and hurt you! NOt an easy thing to over come ...... i want to help you find the male you need
,, to bring you back into his arms in safety and total trust.
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huh she feels it
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:47 AM
that makes since, my own
world outside of the "real" world, my inner guts long for it, and i feel lost with out it, do men like you exist
or are you the only one?lol, if not please point me in the right direction..lol
?
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:57 AM
baby
,,inside most " nice guys" is me.
My job is to guide them , to realizing
ALSO they have been treated like mushrooms kept in the dark nad feed on shit!
and
i got readers ..... few but growing!
Do you have a nice guy , that makes you
sex tingle when you see him? then get him to study me.... and I have been working on the ... suggestive leading wording and
phrasing .. directed to the girls ,, who want ,, their " NICE GUYS " to become 'GOOD MEN '
TO CREATE A SCRIPT OF SUGGESTIVE WORDING THT YOU CAN USE TO HELP ,, BREAK HIM out of what is
called a " pathological trance state " pretty big fuckin words for a simple pirtae like me!
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Date:
Aug 6, 2006 11:06 AM
no i dont have anyone in my life at the moment, i have
met a lot of men since being single but only one that i was interested in and he has issues that keep him from me...im picky
about who im with and who interest me, i at a point in my life where i wont settle anymore so im just out here,looking for
someone to mentally and physically stimulate me...
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From:
TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:10 AM
baby you
are so close ... just chill baby , we have covered some great issues ,, i am going to make a bog out of our letters ( deleting
you screen name of course )
honey ,, time , first it will not happen today
.. but now that i think I think , you have and idea of somethings . I want you to look at the males you encounter tomorrow
, form that 15 year old girl inside of you ,, first of course is he a bum? ( out ) is he ok ( in ) but you got to be able
to look at him and smell sex ,,,,
I talk so much to the kids about learning
to smell the sex of a woman , to retouch the high of smelling her sex ,,FEeL THE ANIMAL lust ! i school them in learning to
act totally on the lust and pasion and drive thier women into the sublime of feelings she can feel !
So , you baby gotta re touch that part ..... NLP nuero linguist programing ,,,, training ... i will
repost wild flower a little later and send you a copy ,, it will take 90 days of practise on your part to re-write your nuero
pathways ,,, and each day you will feel your animal lust returning stronger and stronger ,, next is just to let you NOT NOT
fall back into fairy tale expectations....
now to a common confusion ……….. Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:36 AM
hey i think i figured out what i want, just gotta figure out where to get it...
i told you about my boss, how much i respect him and would do anything for him and i do anything
he tells me, but i feel that way because of how he treats me. he is very respectful of me, laughs with me, gives me complement
on my work and he genuinly cares for me as a person,i find it very easy to do as he wishes, no questions asked, i just do
it.....so i want someone like that but of course with a sex included.....but i think that is the problem,,,,how do i find
a man like that, i dont want one or the other, i want both,,,,a man like my boss and a man who can controll me in the bedroom,
if he is like my boss he can controll me always but still allow me to have my own mind....is there such thing?
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:46 AM
what
is wrong with keeping the 2 sperate? huh? who made the f'ing rules anyway ....
if
what you seek is impossible , then HEY , try something different ...... keep the un-natural world outside of you insitnctual
world
sex is instinct!
shipping
products , paying mortgages , worrying about insurance ,, all these stresses are created by man ,, the economic machine !
un natural ,,
YOUR respect for your boss ,, stems form the need for $
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Aug 6, 2006 10:52 AM
no
my respect for my boss stems from how he has treated me, yes at first it was for the $ but as we grew to know each other it
became respect for who he is and how he respects me in return....
ur right
years of mind minipulation from the disney ppl have made a lot of young girls very dissapointed in this world....and i know
it will take time for me to get this but im a pretty quite study, especially when taught well
thank
you for taking this time for me...
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:05 AM
honey
,please one more thing.
the power of the unconciuos mind is great ,, like with
men , the ties to what a male child had to do to get feed or love or affection form mommy still EFFECTS his life with his
interactions with females as an adult ,, the inner animal still smell the sex scents from mom , and the sex scents from his
girlfriend , and he starts to begg from his girlfiend for affection like he had to form mommy
now to your boss and this un conciuos mind .... in the back , deep in you , training done as it relates
to boss and money ,,,, the $ does play a part ..please accept this under current of power in your thinking .. do not idealize
,, your boss incorrectly please ....
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so
ur saying if he wasnt paying me, he
wouldnt have that kind of control over me? so money has been my motivation with him? what will motivate me to let a man have
control over me, or is that not how it works, god, i think im confusing my self again...lol
btw, i use to live in Fla, my step dad was
a fisherman, i love the ocean, miss it very much, thats why i got my own damn beach..lol
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:24 AM
what
i am saying is ,, to take into account ,, the $ does play a part ,, not the whole thing NO! ,, but a part ....
we have been trained to see life , as something with 1 answer , when it is in reality
,,, the sunshine here , the rain there , the dirt , the seeds ,, all make up the type of fruit we get off the tree ,,, which
wwe call this life.
so , the $ is just a part ,,,, like for your old DOM or
boyfriends ,, the connection to NLP programing which happened naturally during his youth to his mommy .. is is ,, just 1 part
but if ignored ,, the whole is fucked up .
ok
, i want to see your beach .... in my pics you 'll see mine
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the 55 percent of women who cheat in marriages! Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:31 AM
i
saw urs in ur pic...one of the many reasons i eccepted
you as my firend....
can
you have a lasting relationship with the kind of life style im looking for or i think im looking for or is it all about the
sex? should i find a hum drum guy who i can have a good conversation with, decent looks, and decent in bed, and then find
a guy who can give me what i want for on the side or can i have both? do the two coenside?
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:40 AM
i
will reply to your letter in a minute
here is .... it was written months ago
so do not take my ruff wording personally ,, i am hoping that .. some of it my be of aid to you ..... i do not know you ,,,,
the girl in this is another .
Picking wildflowers this is 4 the girls
Kinda at the request of the nice guys who know you , and you .. treat like nice guys.
Maybe this is 4 both of youall , at a DNA level instinct level , when she starts
mating age 15 , her inner self expects that the male mating with her will be around to be the father for her young . to protect
her and fuck her as he wants ..INSTINCT LEVEL thoughts , basic animal thoughts left over form the 2.5 million years of human
life ,,, not the last 100 years shit or last really fucked up 30 years
So when she
starts mating , then changing guys ,,, like now aday , a piece of her heart , apiece of her soul ,, ties in the sex act .
and when she changes guys , that piece is lost thrown away into that NLP trash can that I talk about .. after awhile . She
becomes heartless , and cold truly a slut ,, not the fun sexual plaything ,, but a cold slut .. empty but usable. Use able
.. and it makes the good men around you sad I say good men ,,, not nice guys , because it is my goal to make these guys into
,,,, good men , never to begg again , but true to love protect 1 or more females like men of ,,INSTINCT . And like good men
, good fathers in their heart they feel pain in seeing a lovely girl , lose her soul I understand their pain , so this is
for a girl who may like to pick back up some of her heart and soul before she gets to totally fucking cold .
Just everyday pick a wild flower off the ground . And when you do this think about the idea
that you are taking back some of that instinctual hope that that male who you fucked , was going to be that instinctual master
of you that your inner animal desired .. let a name , let a picture , let what ever comes to come up ,, and as you take back
,, the image of your soul ,, in the form of that flower say good bye to that name , that picture that thought NOW !!!!
Most important is to put this part of your love back into play ,, you must give it away
. So put the flower somewhere anywhere ,, that some one , anyone may find it , so that all day you will think ,, maybe the
mail man may find a flower in the mail box , and smile ,,, maybe a person will find it on a car and smile ,, the energy ,,
of giving ,,,freeing passing on the energy .. just think about it
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Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:50 AM
ahh so what you are saying is , i have to
go back to before i was so brutally fucked by so many men, go back to when i knew i wanted to give my self to someone, knowing
that was the way it was supose to be?
gosh i have a lot of wild flowers to pick
being brutally fucked ,,is not
BAD ...... it is in that when the relationship ened ,, a piece of you was put into ,,, a part of your mind , it is called
in NLP the trash can ...
every male you fucked your inner animal expected that
this man ,, was going to be your master for HIS ,, HIS life time , andyou would seperate form hin only by his death ,, and
in his death only can YOUR ANIMAL self find release ,, it is complex , but you will the hint in the book .. TWISTED INSTINCT
i want you to get it , and go over it with your girlfriends
being brutally fucked .... was it
painfull ,, was it a real OUCH ,, or was it good strong creative sex ?
your girl inside craves a man who lusts for you ,, and
in my lust will i biteyou ,,, yes! will I bruise YOU! yes ! ,,,,
but why would
a man , who will give his life for you and family truely gett his rocks off by seeing you in pain ,, I choose to go into the
army as a combat professionl .. why to kill to protect , the soft and cuddly ,, instinct .. whne , i was at sea ,,, and my
life was in peril ,, why did i do it ? to feed and house those i love .....
if
truely it was brutal ,,, you gotta read my blog ,,,,
" i am stepping into
a pile of shit , rape incest abuse "
i have had to many hurt women n my
life done to much counseling with hem , listened and paid for to manny DR. Phils ... but thank you god i did that .... because
i saw ,, they forget.... all the pro's forgot 1 important aspect ,, the DNA animal inside the girl or victim ( the word
victim generates in you a pathologicl trance state which limits you to only 1 type of response ...)
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the letter
about cheating I think should be here…. The idea of what is possible ….. -----------------
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:54 AM
what
you are asking for is a road map ... i understand , that is why i post everyting that is happening to me ..just to give people
real life experiences ... hope fully they can build thier own map ..
remeber
it is all the parts that really make up a life not one thing
but . here is
what i think my plan
5 girls bi sexual .. why because it is in your nature
to be 1 , then the jeolousy is gone , you enjoy me having fun and your sisters having fun with me and you help .
the family farm ,, all the incomes are pooled together ,, i then divide the family income
up and each get equality ,,you work because it is an expresion of your art ,,NOT for the money ,, but a life expresion ,,if
you make big bucks and enjoy your work great !the other girl make small bucks but she ( your sister is happy ) so you are
happy for her .....then each home 5 homes each girl decorates her tent her own way ,, no jeaolousy or greed ...
now , what happens generally on the farm is with in my FINNal decree ,, only after such
time as you girls ask for my help will i put in my word , and then my word is LAW .....
will
we go to the beach ,, sure , the parks , sure ,, the concerts ,, sure , will we watch tv . sure ,, will you bring me water
and a kiss while mow the lawn , sure ...
but when myopinion is asked .....
you will follow my directions completely and never question the out come or complain ,,,why?
because
you asked me!
if a woman getts uppity , and starts to question , bye , i love
you , but bye ,,, take the responsiblity to understand YOU ASKED ME ! for my opinion my help .. i did what i thought best
,, out of true love and concern for what i thought right for you based on the best judgement i had ,,,
disrespect that is to disrespect my love for you ,,,,
When
you girl find your self blaming the male or me ,, rmember what is gong on ,, is it worth destroying everyting over somethng
as stupid as $$$
does this help?
how
can you do this with just 1 man 1 woman ... 1 man 1 woman , is not NOT! natural... it is the fairy tale that has ripped apart
you .... my pretty young miss.
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Date: Aug 6, 2006 12:03 PM
ok
so being monogomus is being greedy and lust is lust and you should act on it with whomever, man or woman or both...i am bi
sexual and i believe in sharing but i also want to be the MOST important to one...does that make sence? i at one point when
i was last married continplated haveing another girl in our relationship...but then they both crossed the line and had sex
whith out me and then lied about it,,,if they had of asked me i would have be ok with it but they lied and broke the trust....and
as you can see im no longer married to him for that line he crossed and many others...
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 12:16 PM
you
already ,,,know!
the greed of being his only!
the
greed of EVE to have more than all that EDEN had to offer
The
greed of woman ,,, steming form her evolution NOT A Bad ,, thing ,, NO! ,, not bad ,, no judgements
only understandings .....
so , honey ,, do the same old
thing get the same old results .....
OR? step off the ledge ....into the unknown
, or are my ideas the unknown ,,, NO! my ideas are the return to the reality of our evolution ..... you can share me and be
totally happy because there is nothing hidden
I noticed the jeolusy in my last
little wife , and i noticed that i stilled loved both of my ex's hell i even have an old girl friend who vactions in this
town ,,, and over the years we still interact and i have become fishing buddy's with her shusband ,, but still the sex
tension is there between her and i ,,,,,,, i can love them all
LIKE I LOVE
all my children ,,, each is thier own special flower ... i can ,,
NOW DO YOU
LOVE ME? is my happiness important to you? if so you will be very ahppy to hear me ( and i am loud ) having sex with ,, your
sister my other wife .. she your sister because you both CHOOSE as free women ,, to take this male as your mate for his Natural
life ... todays freedom of choice blended with instincts
get it?
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wooh.
i gotta think on this one for a bit...
but its a good thing
okay fuck head did you read all the way to here ,, then I apologize ,, no NO you are not fuck head ,, NO!
you are The Mr. ( master ) study pussy and how does she leave me ……….. it is a good
thing ! I had to split that is why it ended I had to get off the comp. plus it was like
a lot of work to think that much ,, hell we are but , just simple pirates . Getting
you “ mad “ the game of control Oh thye love to play ,, and when you do get mad , she has got
you! Yes I know you love her , but ,,, it has to be her choice to follow to submit to you because ,, she knows deep inside
that your are her best… her best . Yes she will fight with a guy ,, but you can use your line ,,
baby this is my line …. Cross it and I am , now on this side and you are not , ,,,you are gone .
fight and gues what you will always be fighting ,, she gets her attention from you thru the fight .. negative attention
, exactly like a 7 year opld would do .. push the parents envelope ,,, test and teae ,, like I aid girls are just 7
……….. HEY BABY ,,,, it is you choice , do not fuckin complain about
the bed you lie in ,, lie as in the shit that comes out of your mouth ,, then you complain about your fucking life ,,,,,guys
open your mind ,, see what and how they contrl…. NOW how to stop them ,,, fight and guess what the fights will never
stop ,,,, you gotta get their minds …. And I can not promise total success ,,, that is why hunting skills are important
Date: Aug 7, 2006 3:20 PM
hey, so ive been thinking about ur whole
philosophy and its not that i dont think there is merrit in it, but im concerned about who might be viewing ur site, the things
we talk about and the things you beleive are deffintely not for ppl under the age of at least 25, i say that because i think
one must have llived some life before embracing this kind of life style...so keep on keeping on but watch who is watching
you.
peace, ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ____________ Interesting , so ... aperson should not be exposd to ideas outside
of the norm...BUT they should have GOTH pics and stuff to think about and practise ?
Yes , i wonder , if big brother is watching
, I hope they are , I am doing NOTHING illegal. When it comes to morals , now look at the stuff on mass media , my ideas are
instinctually family oriented . ( for the most part my sex play ideas , well atleast I teach the readers to be SAFE , KNOW
WHAT THE fuck you are doing ,,,, and the concept of the TRUE ouch! ) all good things , that just looking at the pictures and
experimenting on thier own many young do not understand . I put a comment in front my writing is adult oriented .
The cool thing i have noticed since coming out with book last year , and my teen daughter
having passed it around her friends , thier parents , the school teacher , my step son in virginia , like wise ...... the
reaction of the PARENTS , yes .... US , they embrace the idea of OPTIONS , because dam if ,,, everyone is not abit ,,,????
_________ ,,, you've lived and you know what kids today are doing , when
i look at 16 thier parents are supporting them in getting thier penis pierced .... i have to question ,,, I am old school
piecring were the things we did to control someone , thru pain ... not my cup of coffee , never could find any lust in pain
. But todays sexual confusion ... kids are just with out anyone to teach or say anything other than the .. SHIT you see on
media ..... AND the fairy tale , o 1 man 1 woman atleast talk ,, hell YELL! there is something else ,,, look to your inner
animal ..lok back to history .... think out side of the
Pathological state
trance that you & I & EVERYONE have been driven to live in ,,,, programmed in , to the point most people can allow
real new thinking .......
keep writing babe Phil Eliciting her her preferred …. Processing state School
is back in , and yes this is a repeat but , I wanna remeind you lazy fucks ….. ask her what she did ? where did she
go ? what vacation spot ? Then listen ,, she will give you the
ticket into her mind ,,, She will say ,, I
saw .. blah blah ,, blah It was cool I heard the best fucking
band .. or the mountains were so quiet you could hear …… Oooh felt so peace at my aunt’s house Sight
1 Hearing 2 Feelong /emo 3 OK , here is a new aspect ,, when I worked with a fisherman who
really wanted to get better I got him in the habit .. of writing .. I would yo! Fuckhead ( yes I called my customers back
in the bait store fuckhead , also ) you! Fuckhead everytime you go out , wirt e the day , the tide , the
bait and what the fuck happened , then as you go to that spot time and time you got an idea of how to approach it … Well shit ,, put a page in your little balck book ,, page “
sally – cute butt “ if you got more than one sally ,,,, then sally nice tits
..ok so you remember which sally is which … And
write ,, I asked her she talkd about going to a concert and she talked mainly about the people she saw and the wild stage
shoe .. I think she proceesse visually … Donna
was at her aunt’s and she felt so happy to be with the family she flet warm being back home , said nothing about what
she saw … feeling Heather , was all about these new cd’s
she bought way into the sound did not alk about much else ,, I bet she is into sound Ok for heather , when telling a story and you want to lead her into
sexual romantic thoughts ,, you are going to refer to the sound of the wind was soft and warm last night while I was fishing
with my friends , iw as able to here everything , I would love some day to go back but this time not to fish but just o lay
out on the beach close my eyes and listen to the sounds around me …… huh ,, do you think a girl who processes
in terms of sounds maybe be able to see her self out at night on the beach listening ,,,, then talk about her voice ,,, I
real like the sound of your voice , is sweet , .. when ever in any way you can ..put in references to the processing she uses
when talking with her about anything ,, this is how she processes things she likes ,, and if you talk in terms of things she
likes guess what dumby …. SHE’LL START TO REALLY CONECT
WITH AS SOMEONE SHE LIKES //// TO Ok
for 2 weeks I have beens pending to much time on the girls time to get back to straight up , work with you guys ,,, BLACK BOOK Sally big tits Like seeing
things … I talked to her about , this fish eagle I saw soaring ,,, I put
in the word strong ( tapped my chest with pencil ) said it look fearless ( was soaring my hand she
was following my hand so I lead her eyes to me and timed it fearless ,) said I found that day
beautiful ( tapped me with right ,, anchored her with a lite hand touch to her left pinky finger ) NOTE left PINKY finger for sally big tits ( anchor the same place
when ever you can to things that may have to do with beauty or even hint at sex ) She is asking for you 2 be in control
But that you have learned in the that
just don’t fuckin work .. you just get into fights and she crys and you feel lousy ‘cause you love her ,, well
my good friend fuckhead , it is the game , man , the game , the attention seeking game the power game of
a 7 year old …. Look inside you is an army man , we all are this way by nature ,, we know our instinct place iin the
chain of command , and we respect that chain ,, ( to limits ) but there actually is an instinctual chain of command we feel
while we males are together ,, it is our instinct …. We don’t buck itwe don’t fuck with it , because it
is nature …we act respectfully to our peers otherwise our instinct animal ,, the animal which still deals with things
in terms of a million years ago where laws were ,, LIVE , KILL , or Die ,, we did not argue unless we are willing to KILL
at the animal instinct drive level ,, today that is controlled by civil law ,, but your inner animal don’t know shit
about that .. but your mind does and it is stronger ,, I just want you t realize this shit is going on deep in you ,, UNconciuos
shit Most of you guys are from a working
family your parents have jobs , they kiss ass to someone ,, they begg their pay checks many ,, some parents are like powerful
but that is less than 5 percent most are worker bees .. that is your role model ,, this begging working class male is what
most males have grown up to be like because they ,, only have that to Model ,,, now 100 years ago 90 percent were family farmer
,, and afamily farm is a small business and the farmer is a BOSS not a slave employee begging for a check ,,, me , I have
been lucky to god dam stubbourn so I have always been boss , only punched a time clock from age 12 to age 17 ,,,after that
been MR . Phil ever since , you punched my time clock …but still with the girls in my life , when I was in a commited
relationship 1 man 1 womoan ,,, even when she said you take control and I did which is my nature , when she bucked my command
came in putting in her bitch and shit ,, well I had instinct confusion ,,,, my love for her ? my position as boss? What AM
I? and then we fought ,, so I gave the fuck up …. It is like leaving the house in control in the hands of a 7 year
old ( sometimes – but many chicks are good managers ) but most chicks want you to be the man
.. but they bitch ..WHAT TO FUCKIN DO? Have more than 1 woman one ,, if you
is bitching woman , fuck you! Come to me and talk with love and respect remembering YOU wanted me as your MALE ! your Mr.
( master ) .. if not then why would have I taken you ,, fuck if want my life full of problems ,, NO ! girl you said I was
Mr. .. so like in my companies ,, my word ends the discussion But
you young man ,, who has never lived in a family or had amale influence role model ,, how do you learn ,, well fuck head it
is instinct , once you , just ,, let go og the FAIRY TALE of 1 man 1 woman vow of love ,,, you honor but did she lie? Did
she change the rules o YOU! At an instinct level ….. most men nowadays just give up and begg,,,, and their sons learn
to do the same MODELLING the males in their lives . Think
about it shit head …. When you know that you can go out today and talk with 10 new girls what is the one you got ,,
if she is to me like a bad employee ,, if she no longer does what she did during the first few weeks ,, those weeks she was
hooking ,,, then bye ,, I did not lie ,, you lied and changed .. ( hey girls just look , you say X But baby I HAVE seen Y
…. ) And my point f view is valid , because the world as it is ,, hurts you girls , and it is based on your dreams
,,now ! not old , instinct wisdom … my ideas are blending dude get her the tent ,, and leave ,, when she wants you desires
you , she’’l ask , she’ll beg …. She’ll seduce … everyday will be the first day . competition
.. read twisted instinct and think OK. Ohh you guys who are saying to yourselves
,,,” but what will other people think .? “ well gues what slave ,, you are just a slave to someone elses opinion
,,, alternative my ASS you are tattooed an pierced ,, sheep ,, following the lead of some billionaire pretty
boy from TV ,, chasing a fairy tale .. and making some one some where rich …. Dumb ….
NO! excuse me , I am .. so .. wrong ,, you are so COOL! I can see by the car you drive , the clothes you wear the music you
listen to ,, AND THE FACT you are to scarEd to think on your OWN! So what to do , about control , well NOW guy when it comes to sex , she is as horny on average as you , just go for ,, remember
if she wants to leave , if she is insulted ,, talk to 10 new nes tomorrow ,, if you like her , kiss her ready or not ,, you
want a breat take the motherfucker out ,, whether she expects it or not .. just do ,, if it is aproblem ,, either she leaves
or you do … DO NOT ASK ! take , she is with you for a reason ,, not aking means to her instinct animal ,” I am
not attractive enough “ taking means she is desirable enough for you to lust for her ,, so take it . touch it , undress
her ,,, where ever and when ever ,, if she is upset ,, leave ,, BUT GOD FUCKIN DAM,,IT ! guys learn to
fuckin enjoy the girl ,, my her squirm learn to get the please!!!! Get her to beg ,, ENJOY , forcing her to feel that body
,,,, again if she gives the ouch! Leave or let her leave ,, if she don’t leave or LET you leave ,,
proceed ,, give her directions , clear with words ,, suck me , deep , lick the head , talk and tell her during it that you
like it ,, and fucking get more VOCAL ,,, the louder you are the louder she will be , and the llouder she is the more she
fuckin enoys it …. On to the shit part that fucks it all up …. Claify , look guys , the concept is today the chick is an equal ,,outside the relationship .. in her work and school
she is equal ,,, but when she is home she is your little girl …. But on top of this is your ego about!
When hse aks your advise! Girls you ask his advise then do something else you disrespect your male ,,, it adds up ,,
you say but , but .. but it shouldn’t be like that , well fuck it is so deal with ,, the fairy tale doesnnot respect
instinct ,, and disrespecting your male by doing other than what he says ,, well it is fucking everything UP ,, so just fuckin
do not ask him shit about things that have nothing to do with your relationship ,,,, and girl if you ask him what hair color
he likes then you go and get the opposite ,,,, well my friend
be aman , do not ! begg ,, SAY BYE WOMAN ,, AND WALK DOWN THE ROAD TALK TO 10 OTHER GIRSL , TELL THOSE GIRLS STRAIGHT UP YOU
LEFT THE LAST GIRL BE CAUSE OF AN RESPECT ISSUE ,,, END DISCUSCION ,, stay to your line ,, difference between a good man and
a nice guy is a fine line ,, you gotta be real cool about dropping chicks you disrespect you , and so You gotta work you 10 foot circle every girl who walks into your circle you talk to ,, you
say something in that ways you are never alone , you always have girl friends , because you are friendly with girls ….
You gotta make the effort , and AND you
just gotta lilke girls ,, hey don’t you like them I know even by 20 you are starting to get burnt out , it is like just
to much work ,,, well the girls feel the same way ,,, but that don’t help no one ,, talk with girls ,,, Now if you are going be bold and straight up do my thing
well you gotta plan ,, not to buy the fairy tale for the 1 girl or pay the big wedding costs or shit ,, but start your plan
, put done on some land ,,,, and build atent ,, small 3/2 prefab ,, life is long , the house will change in time ,,,, and
girls well the girls are looking for something different they are burnt out with all the fucking games TOO ! ,,
but they ain’t going do the work that is our job ,, so be a player ,, or be a HAREM man! Make your line at home your word is law ,, at her
work , it is her world keep it there ,,, keep it instinctual kepp the fary tale ideas and expectations leave’em on theTV
.. where everyone is happy because the real world ,, well look around you and at the facts … wisdom of King soloman - i
am venting
Current mood: irate Wisdom of King Soloman _ I fuckin venting Instinctual wisdom , gained and passed down over 2,500,000 years , todays feminist ideas 40 years are
we having fun yet ? in general or is it good for the people on tv ( who by the way divorce and shit more
than anyone ) Ok two parents
show up after a flood with a baby and both say the kid is theirs well , the king listens and says well , here is what I will
do get me a sword I ll the kid in half you both get half ,, well one parent CRYs NO! better my child is
whole and alive then dead give the child to the other . Think about it how many of you understand being ripped apart by your love for the other patent hearin
one or the other bitch about the other .. you were a pawn! In their war . SORRY fuckin fairy tale promoters
,, it does not work this kid sharing sure it sounds good in theory but is in conflict with instincts SORRY just look the fuck
around . OK I give you it is evolution .. and evolution is never easy ,, BUT FUCK EVOLUTION when it is my kids .. it is NOW
personal . For me , it
is birthday season ,, I stopped seeing my boys 6 months ago ,, their mom came back in their lives 18 months after leaving
to find her fuckin self those boys since have lived with 4 different junkie drunk bums . And I said The old way , a child is with the mother till the milk teeth
fall out! Then the male works with the father the daughters serve food to the males .. So . in todays world I should wait .. not till age 7 or 8 like in the past but now till 12 , the age of decision
when the boy can think can read can can .. feel ! free of the over powering influence of PARENT ,, because
young , the child is at the mercy and total mental influence of PARENT ,, my inclusion in my childres life will only cut them
like KING solomans sword .. She hgas been bugging me to SUBMIT ,, playing on my instinct to protect them and love them ,,,, and it is killing
,,, it is birthday season I WILL ,, MY WILL , I WILL not see them ,,,, the system is wrong ,,look she I am her 3rd
divorce ,, her mom , fuck both of her husbands shot themselves in the HEAD ! not only drunks finnaly had
to run that last NO fuck her
an her feminst shit it does NOT work ! Ohh , I am going to put more reference now adays to being player aor harem-ist or suppilcator ( begger )
player for does not respect my core family instinct values it is why I work .. family values .begger aint natural for
me can not keep it up for long , and even then IT JUST DO NOT FUCKIN WORK But fuck I miss my boys ,, to have her use fishing ,, that my boys want to go fishing as fuckin bait
. To get me to submit .. what I go with the boys so she and her mom can go get drunk ,, but my haterred for theier mom WILL
ONLY CUT MY young boys in half in confusion and she does not care I WILL NOT CAN NOT SUBMIT And people say just do it ,, NO1 that is why everything fucked
up ! why keep doing tha which is hurting .. why ? because dr. PHIL say it works I just wrap myself tight ,, and commit to
my way ,, yes it will be 5 years .. long years when you were the single dad changing their fuckin diapers ,, feeding them
bottles .. oh fuck yeah you are a mom ,,, yes train my sons in FAILURE ! IN my Opinion , 3 lil’ words that kill Look honey , yo talk better with your friends , with your
sisterhood my other wives , your opinion is valuable at yur work place ,, but Not in an instinctual realtionshihp ,, sex
SEX !!! is an instinctual act …. It is not the fuckin doctor phil fairy tale ,,,,, think about harem animals
,, lone males ,, group females ,, walrus , silver back gorillas , lions , and man .. yes men became group hunter with a hierarchy
,, we talk about certain thisn in ceratin ways ,, But
you ane I are sex ,, and yes that can last aslong as it is not destroyed by the fairy tale ,, a healthy male will still get
hard at 80 ,, but a fairy tale male ,, needs Viagra at 20!!! Fuck you people ,, the god dam system has brain fuckin washed
you till you are fuckin mindless zombie’s ,, listen to nature once again ,, BALANCE IT out … I am your fuck honey
…. Talk at work talk with your sister ,, talk very little and in certain ways with me MARS and Venus dr. gray has a great book there ,, but fuck if you women or counselor that
I spent 10’s of thousand of dollars with ever really listen to his words ,,,, look at what he says about men and our
ways of communcting …. He trys to make women out of us a bit , but he sure does also respect the male animal !
SO it is not just ME saying it ,, it is in your favorite fuckin books to ,, you just want o ignore it.
Fairy tale shit is more important than something that realy works .. Baby fuck me before I leave for work a quiky ,, whe I come home , greetme , give me cooffe let me kiss you , and
smile ,, guess what I will want to kiss you again you seductive lil’ slut I love so much … and the as I kiss
you again giggle ( now this is for the 1 of my five wives who says to the other 4 “ he is mine after work “ )
…. And I will be like ,,,time you and me honey take a bath .. now remember the human of old did not have fudin tv.
If he wanted beer well he could not just go buy it , so beer wine it was specialer than the water your drunk limp dicked boyfriend
drinks ,, no instinct man re created in SEX…. He knew how to play stop ,, girl ever had a guy play stop with you ,,,,
of course kiss lick bite touch tease ,,, ( hey you remember me wraping my arms around your legs trapiing your pussy shut as
I lick you lower belly ,, hurts don’t it ,, just ooohhh sssooo nice ! ) ok and stop I come so close then rest for 30
seconds over and over till you are nuts ,,,, then it depends on ,, but I like when I then flip you re insert …and keep
driving you then I do the count down from 10 to 1 ,, but I do 7 like five time then I do the number 4 …
5 or 6 times and by the time I get to zero ( just to add one number I am am so over sensitve that it akes
5 minutes of hard driving fucking for me to cum …… and you ahte me ,, but later return to the bed push and snuggle
your cute butt against my cock to feel it once more nad tell me ,, I am a… bad man ,, or just “ your bad .. don’t
do that again “” ( yeah like hell if it gets you cuccleing like ,,, baby ,, Tuesday , yep 2 days yep mm uhuhhuh
Tuesday I promise I will not do it agin ,, and again ,, and again ………. THAT is the instinctual core of our relationhip ,, after the ,, coming home /coffe fuck
I play with the kids talk to you about shit ,, lead you follow ,, and cut the lawn ….not listen to opinions that differ
from mine ,,, which only lear to tension arguments and shit Honey ..read the SURRENEDERED WIFE ,, what is important
being right or having love and peace ! Oh fairy tale woman would rather be right ,, and have fucked up kids ,, and be drunk and drugged
, and unhappy ,, but fucking RIGHT ! sure you are right ( not! ) in the words of wayne. Master 101 Ok
, I’ll come out of the closet and say straightup ,, I am trining you young male in the theory of Domination
in the context of SEX . KEEP the instinct world alive and respected and balance it with the world of today
… hey ! now that is a fucking change ! balance harmony ,,, Congruous … the core word of TWISTED …. Do
not fear , it . you have been trained wrong , and you feel it ,, it is the reason deep inside you are shy ,, the girls feel
it ,, but since NO one has the fucking guts to come out and SAY >>> being A MAN is ok , in fact it is good ,, in
fact WORLD it is fucking natural .. and NO FEMEINSIT CUNT ( girls get over my rude wording ok , take my
words as a whole not as a sound bite ,, I need to effect a feeling in you! And in the male readers ) it
is not being a male chauvenist pig .. the old trance phrase of the 60’s and 70’s …those
ideas and feelings were needed back to start the wheels of change ,, the pendullem to swing ,,, now girls you gotta be called
toyour face like men were back the were called things ,, now the balance you gotta be called without fear ( on my part since
I am alone in saying this ) feminist cunt ( do you think I like insulting that which is my favorite
recreation , I do not drink or smoke dope , do not have a fucking tv … but I love LOVE … LOVE!!! girls …
so what joy do I get in insulting you??? Huh ? huh ?? well none bitch , I rather kiss you , than cuss at you ) Guys I have said in the past you gotta master yourself before
you earn the right to master another ,, if you work for a bozo boss , you do NOT respect the weak drunk stupid fuck ,,, now
, do you? ,,,hey dipshit , think the gril respects you? Fuck no! smart girl do not submit unless , the boy is a man! A boss becomes a boss , because his knowledge is well rounded
he is able to to do , or delegate all jobs in his company , with knowledge to know that when he delegates the shit who is
working for him ain’t ripping him off ,( well not to the level that it pisses me off- I have had to many times that
I corrected a person starting wage based on the law of averages that proved to me , the fuck head was going to ripp me off,
so I blaenced his theft in his wage and my demands of him ) you fucking employee slaves ……
think you are so smart ,, but look you gott shit! And well we,, we,, got net fucking worth ,, and never
a threat of jail time ???? ha ,,, ha ,, ha,, you think you are so smart , hide , you illegal rat ! YOU ARE NOT a master …..
just a slave controlled by fear to be used by me for dirty work ….. work so far remeoved from me , but allowed to be
done , by me and people like me ….. for our purpose ,,,read TWISTED and think in the clown section ,, yes clown by
KORN . Master yourself , learn read , study PUSSY
…….. take 5 minutes everyday , in your library starting now at 15 to study and read 3 pages of PUSSY info and
people in fo ,,, starting with not my books … no! but “ the richest man in Babylon “ tiny
book , you build success with each completed book , sucees breeds more success ,, next is Illuions by Richard
bach ,,, then a big one …… think and grow rich by napoerloen hill … then twited instinct ,,, ( ok you
can read my book on the side just out for fun …. While you read these others .. first ! study pussy
… this is the ground work , first master YOU!!! Murder ,,, mastering that fear of What does it have to do with chicks ,, well if you feel it and it is fuckin with you , then
it is something you have to master ,, master yourself first ! look I was working my 10 foot circle a bit
, and well my favorite flavor of girl is walking right on in , so I politely in her language start saying something ,, well
the world changed , the vibes changed , a black cloud coverd the sun and the temps dropped by 50 degrees ( not really but
give you theides of ) the body language ,,, fuck did not remember her reply because her body language said it all …..
“ I know who you are “ then I noticed the flag on her apron and said to myself ,, ohh fuck you work at the laundry
mat .. now this laundry mat bakes some great bread , like from back home ,,, and if you looked at this laundry mat you would
swear it looked just like a bakery …. ( is anyone getting the hint …. For the rest the reason the bakery is
in business is to wash dirty money ) well this place and myself have “people in common “ so I have choosen to
avoid it for over a year . Ok , now I am a noticeable person , hell
everyone in the plazas I serve know I whistle to god dam loud ,,,,, so it is one thing to know me ,, and come say …
“HI phil …..god man you are just having to much FUN at your job ,,, you make me feel lousy that I have
to realy work for a living “ that happens everyday .. and the next of sensing someone knows ,, who
you are . Old wisdoms become old because they are
true … this one I heard comes from ancient Egypt there was a frog and a scorpion on a sand bar in
the middle of the nile when the water started rising , the scorpion asked the frog to take him to shore , but the frog said
,,” hey I hear scorpion sting and kill frongs ,, so no “ but the scorpion promised and smiled , so
the frog said OK , well half way across the river the scorpion stung the frog , the frog asked “ WHY?
We ‘ll both die now “….. the scorpions relied ,, “ I am a scorpion and stinging is what we do! “ Ok , so her reaction to me,,, brought me back yes to something
in my recent past but even more so , way back to the streets of Miami in the late 70’s … (why didn’t I
think about the scorpions in my past a few years ago … well , I do love that flavor of girl )… it was the late
70’s. a time of cleaning in the narco industries ,, and whole families women and children included were nothing but
pools of blood .. ( read twisted instinct it is suprizing how similar my life was to the fictional character I dreamed up
for that book ..hmmm ? strange coincidence , but zeek did a lot me than me , he is fiction , I am a nice guy , honest believe
me ) AND I got this feeling of the fear of being murdered ! fact ! ( I ain’t afraid to admit it ) … Now logically
I know as a business man , any one in the trades does not want murder around them ,, murder brings in eyes ,, and fuck
normally the life of one pain in the ass person is not worth gambling the whole OP … so I know I
am ,, cool ,,now back in the 70’s, the cowboys , well it was their job to cleanse the world of certain blood lines .
a different set of circumstances ( but something there is a strong motivator ofr me ) .. today ,, it is
bad biz . to kill just causes problems and eyes . But , I felt fear ! so ,, I finished
my work , and went…. And….. bought bread … verdad pan con queso , rico ! ( what did
I expect honestly nothing , it is not logical to fear anything there , and if my presence on the radar … is a problem
well , it is time for me to just … start buying more bread ) Master yourself ,, the fear of death if real! And sure don’t be dumb ,, but do not
fear death ,, it will come GET YOU when IT is Ready ! Hey , sometime yes
you will get yourself involved with a group ,,1. learn from it ,, scorpions are scorpions … next logic , if it ain’
t one lone crazy drunk mother fucker ,, then the chance of them fuckin killing you is slight .. it is bad for business . And
if you feel fear ,, well fuckhead …….. go face it ,, ( but do not go face out 15 miles into swamp with no back
up at night ,, now that WOULD be dumb ) me , I just kinda , sutck my hand into the bee’s nest today
…. Because I was surprised had a good time talking the language with the customers inside the bakery ,, but the staff
was ,,like ,, WHAT THE FUCK are you doing here ( body language is strong – studies
say 80 percent of our communication is thru body language ) ….” HI everyone nice to be back
HOME! “ ( good bread yum) Putting yourself back in …… No I am no talking about putting yourself back into her after you feel out while , but…
but .. to take that idea for a moment ,, remember putting your passion in your pocket ..remember ok , right
now while fuckin the passion is like in play ,, but that does not mean that you can’t still use the “pocket”
skill ,, when you fall , chances are you two were really goin at it ..OK think ,,, that means she is hot? In
DEsiRE ? time to tease young master ,, time to get the PLEASE! In fact planning the
putting yourself back in .. gives you this opportunity ..to train her in please ,, so sasy “ say please baby say please
“rub her pussy with your cock , cock slap her thighs // get comfortable teasing your property ……….at
first if the girl has never been trained before she may not know what to do.. she maybe confused , because no other man has
been so bold ,, ( most guys are just to fuckin needy they think only about getting their rocks off – read twisted about
the effect of stealing pussy --- but you your cool!so if she is new ,, be patient ,, make it a game … make training
fun Ok what I ws planning to talk about is ,,yourself
again …. Putting yourself back into the “cycle of life” touching you instincts in every part of your life
is important for yu to realy comfortable ,,, and truly master it is time to KILL! Your own food ,,, many of you have not and
the ones that have if you are a hunter hopefully you have already this respect drilled into ,, if not I want you to think
,, it helps you have compassion for your woman and your children ,,,, but especially your woaman ,, as you let the animal
inside you go ,, this hunter instinct balance will come into play ,,, and you will respect her the animal you are controlling
…. ( it borders on magic ) you though probably have never looked into the eyes of a
dieing animal , and thought to yourself , whether tha animal is fish , rabbit or deer …. Think just minutes ago ,,
that snook , was a hppy snook , swimming around being master of the water around it ,, it was strong ,, happy eating , getting
itself strong for mating season coming up ,,yes it’s life also , revolves around ,, fucking…. Everything it does
is about ,1 making babys , but also the fun of the spawn ,,, YES animals have fun living , look at your pets ,, they have
feeling ,, there has been a study on the lauguage , yes languages of bugs ,, they are talking to each other , and at certain
levels doing things absed on enjoyment ,,, and comfort ,, and breeding …. This is form the data and observations and
guess of certains scientists ,, but remember they are ALIVE they are just DNA animals like us ,,,, they
feel and react to stimulus like us ,, guess what they feel like us … so when you kill that fish ,, do you NOT think
the fish was scared while it fought with that hook in its mouth ,, you were so fucking cruel …. I am professional fisher
am a fucking cruel thing ….. look into its eyes , understand the fear you were creating ,, then kill it ,, and eat
of its flesh , gain the energy from the animals flesh ,, and say I use this energy to FUCK ,,, I am part of the cycle .. put
your self back into the CYCLE ,,ok what happens to the energy of that life you saw in the yes of that fish
, or rabbir or deer .. what happens ,, well instinct man knew it went back inot the TOA old Chinese word for infinity …
just like old man knew everyday it was a good day to die because we all die ,,,, respect life energy …….. but
be the hunter that needs to kill to supply food and skins for his women ,,( more than 1 ) and children ,,,, bring yourself
back in all ways ,, all ways back into your rightful position of master ,, be the Mr. the girls you talk to desire at the
instinct level ,,,, so fuckhead go buy a fucking 20 buck fishing pole and a bucket of worms and go kill something ,, but respect
it,, do not kill and waste that life by not eating ,by gaining the energy form the animals flesh ,, to make your self strong
,, and life expects you too … touch magic. Ohhh yes putt yourself back in her slowly , tease her ,, work just the lips ,, don’t drive totally deep ,
work the out side try to get her to beg for the drive deep …. for Spanking to really be fun ……… it has to have a reason ……… the difference between a nice guy and a good
man is a fine line ,,,, well crossing the fine line ,, is the REAL , and you express that thur a good spanking ,, look , girls
respnd to the expression of you truly being upset with them ,, they believe and respect that expression in you ,, now in us
, this type of thing is dealt with silently like th hunter and warrior and is kept in the chain of command and we deal with
it in battlefield or hunters methods ,,no girls were group animals , when the had a problems ,, like squaking bird colonies
the fought , and bitched with the other women in the tent circle , a woarrior in battle can’t because it would call
attention to the attack being planned ,, do you see GOOD man ,, the instinct difference ,,, but giving your girl a good spanking for a REAL reason is so sexy and fulfilling for her ,,
and makes her happy it gives her a ffeling that your are truly in command ,,, (yes yes yes RESPECT a true OUCH ! , if you
get one , let her grab her clothes and leave or you leave ,,never be afraid to leave her never begg ! now if she does not
leave , well fuck that means you slap her butt once or twice extra hard for the fake ouch ,,, if she askes you not to leave
again the same ) so make a line and that lilne is the spanking
line ,, she will cross it just ot get a good spanking play from ,,,,FOR example . lets asy she talks just to much
SHE TALKS JUST TO MUCH ,, SO A PAT ON THE BUTT IS HER WARNING ,,, somedays she will be come a bit more quiet and let
you talk ,, other days she will smile and talk and talk and fucking talk ,,,, testing ,,, you like achild ,,, time to take
her by the hand ,, and time to allow yourself to express true ,,, anger , yes allow yourself to be mad at her …. I
know it is uncomfortable ,, you like to keep it sex play ,,but honestly ,,playing is begging sometimes ,,she needs and craves
REAL FEELINGS from you ,,, so be mad ,, and if she gives and ouch ..leave . never be afraid to leave ,
never BE AFRAID get it do not be afraid … remember she will not break , yes they are your
precious baby you love her , but guy she will not break , they are some fucking tuff animals ,, and her but can get really
red and hot and it will not bleed or break or anything .. ( yes spanking is a great into into anal sex ….. go ahead
use it here as punishment it can be great , full filling for both of you ………I KNOW ! this is tuff tru
wild shit I ma writing , but you are touching her at an instinct level and your self at an instinct level ,,while while you
RESPECT our world today ,,listen for and respect TRUE OUCH !! OK , NO !
MEANS NO ! , LEAVE! ) wow
am I stepping out of the fucking box or what ,, but no what I am doing is talking honest about the shit you already giggle
about ,, but now .. here is the scienc ,, the way to do it and be safe ,, and honest to yourself and her ,,, FEEL , your right to discipline her ,, she respcts it , we
are programmed differently ,, she is not a male , so do not treat her like your fellow ,, hunter/warrior buddies ,,but treat
as the instinctual submissive female she is ……… again big brother look see I am repeating respect the
OUCH no means what ? and if she beggs you not to leave well that
means she lied to you right ? I thnk that calls for a spanking ,, lieing is a bad thing ,, my happy little
slut ..lieing is a bad thing ….. A Slap in the face ….. but not
really Look you male ,, dumbfuck ,yes you ,,
you are a lone strong idol like thing ,, that is looked up to by the family ,, the head of the family ,, the lion with the
big main … think instinct people … because the fairy tale is where all the pain is ,,, the so called bad boy
well he is like that lion to many of this bad boys are drunk unemployed slobs ,,, all to many …
they do not give a shit what type of books he likes , they do not rmember birth days , they copuld give a shit about what
movie she wants to see , and if she doesn’t want to go where he wants to go ,… well he will leave her ass right
there in the street holding a baby , while he goes ,exactly exactly where he wants to go .etc etc etc Now , the fairy tale male , ( the male who needs Viagra by age 20 -25 ) the fairy tale male
who does everything right ,, (beggs – supplicates ) and women leave him and cheat on him … YOU! ….. you
did it all right ,, right? You were polite , you learned about her life , her problems , her likes , her favorite things colors
movies ,,,,, music …. You did everything right ,,, and you get nothing no loyality nothing ,,,, in fact the chicks
who do leave you you find either going gay or finding a bad boy to play with and buse them then this chick comes back crying
to you ….. whaaa the fuck , crazy bitch …. You piss me ( I got one but she has 2 of my kids so she has something
to use to get my ear ….. no she gets her fucking check I will get the ear of my kids at 12 …ohh back to you
) Yo! Fuck head when you find yourself that you are living
with in the limits of her lilkes ….it disrespects her need to SUBMITT to a leader ,, a DOM Male! The
lion with a main … you gotta say fuck it to the polite fairy tale shit ,,, catch yourself , if you are spending to
much time thinking about her and her problems and life ,,,,also her desires ,,, you lead her ,,say it again ,,,YOU lead her
,, so you go to the movie you want ( but fuck head , choose a movie you like but you thnk she may also like ,,,huh ? do not
ask her which she wants to see ,,, state I want to see XX movie ,,,remember she can go see her favorite movie with her girl
friends later ,,, but that special time when I come back out of the woods from fishing … or hunting , or my time off
work ,, well it is my time to choose All the bullshit
,be nice shit , if you set up the harem compound ,,, 5 homes ,, you did your job ,, she has friends to talk about her favorites
and shit , be her girl friends ,, you are the instinct sex baisis ,, so when not in sex , again like in sex where
YOU THRUST ,,, in day to day life ,, you lead and choose Now! Fuckhead , if she asks how to decorate HER home ,, yes you bought/buying it for her
but it is hers ,, I go out in the wwod or on the boat ,, I sleep on dirt or fiberglass , HEY BABY ANY PLACE WARM DRY
WITH YOU PRETTY PUSSY next to me is fucking heaven ,,, I do not give a shit how the hosue is decorted ,,,,NOW WHEN it comes
to buying a car , cars are fucking important ,, if she buys apiece of shit car then I gotta worry about her and my kids out
on the fuckin side of the road ,,, so you pick the car ,,,, she don’t like ,,,is ti and OUCH ,,, think always about
everything in terms of the sexual OUCH ,,,, you leave or she , if she beggs it was not an OUCH ,, then it is still your call
,,like it should be ,,, HAREM man , a man planning to build alife
for good submissive women …. Do you hate that word girls SUBMISSIVE ,, and you are going to fight it ,, and have lousy
pain ful lives dragging your kids from ,, drunk addicted trash to the next drunk addicted trash ,, who
treats you the same as me ,,, but he got shit ,,, a harem man gives you stability and 4 girlfirends ,, and expects you to
enjoyo bi sexuality with them WOW 4 other lovers , with land and kids mmmmmmmmmmmmm ? dumb
fuckin idea to be happy ,,,NO , better to own 1 drunk that wellyou still do not control because he really doesnot give a fly
fuck ….. NICE GUY learning my shit ,,,, it is the blend ,, think of her like an employee , or a
person you would hire for money to do a job ….. treat her like that ,,, at first it helps you REPROGRAM
YOUR FUCKIN MIND Hands on training ….. buying pussy is illegal Ok , fuck you big brother , it is legal in this country in
some areas and legal in many other countries it is just sex therapy ,,,, but that said , and to recommend like I do in twisted
for you to go to titty bars .. well here I am going say shit .. and of course keep it fuckin legal ,,,, so , I have never
done anything like this do not do this ,, just like on your friends myspace the won who had all the marijuana leave s andhit
, I am sure that mother fucker don’t smoke the magical mystery her b,,, no fuck no ,, that is why his page is all about
drugs ,, no ,,,, so here to I say recomened you mother fucking censor not to do anything illegal , but I have heard of someone
recommending this as a training option ,, in fact I will admit to doing this myself back in the bait store in the 80’s
I had a shrimp boat picker and older black guy who lived in the meter room of my building ,, Marshall may he rest in piece
got killed over a stolen bike … good man … well my store bordered on the CHOCOLATE city ..
and I had plenty of young moms coming in buying candy and stuff of the younging’s and well marshal hooked me up with
pleanty of sweet young black cunt …. And as I was talking about my theoriew with people ,, I was thinking and so was
this other person ,, there is NO .. No ,, substation for real hands on preactise ,, now if you got the cash get real good
pro’s but if not you gotta work off the street ,, to get hands on practice ,,, fuck dude you are
not going to be telling your next girl friend you trained ,, by TRAINING ,, but guy you gotta get some real fuckin hands on
training ,, the jerking off and mental shit is only so good you gotta get hands on , ,, and well do ing the pro chicks ,weel
they are fucking cold bitches many of them , so you gotta be equally as lustfuyl… flat out horny not losing your hard
on because they are so fucking cold to you and indifferent ….this is like anti Viagra training ,, learning to lust
for pussy ,,NOT BEG FOR pUSSY ,, mnentally breaking you outa the begging model …. What was
this guy ( not me ! ,, I do not recomment breaking any laws or do ing any shit that is illegal or ill moral or shit ) …
but going to black town and getting ..FEMALE MEAT …. Female meat ,, ok nice guy ,, I know this is like what the fuck?
,, NO dude this is training in not begging ,, NOW
BE SAFE stupid ,,, back in my day there was no AIDS ,, now you got aids ,,,, I have studied sex ,trade and professionall oral
sex is considered ,, a low risk activity ,., but still she is gonna wanna insult you with the suck off thru the condome ,,,
guess what ,, the new age chick you will causually date also will want to use the party aht ,, so you gotta pass your instinct
,, your instinct .. to be insulted by a woman who does not lust for skin to skin ,,,, I know your animal inside lust for skin
to skni ,, well the cold bitches and the pro’s well they are so cold the and fuck so many different guys they KNOW they
gotta use the party hat or die … you gotta get that mind set to still llust even thru the hat … I have heard
especially form girls on how men LOSE there hard ons because of the HAT …. It is because it effects
it touched on instincts …. You gotta pass ,,, Next ,, is purell ,, PURELL , AHDN CLEANSER ,, AND THER TRIPLE ANTI BIOTIC CREMES ….. SINCE
SHE ANIT FUCKING SUCK ING real meat she is sucking plastic … might as well be a dildoe ..
,,, so cover your hands and dick in this shit before going to ..PRACTISE .. practice ,, get it this is training ,,,
Did I already say , that I write some
real fucking shit or what …. Now how to do it legal ,, if you ask ,,hey you are pracitsing BEGGING
,, plus asking leads to a prostitttion charge ,,,, the crime is setting a price for sex ,, or asking for sex for a price ,,
so if a price or money is not tlked about ,, then nothing is legal ,, you just pick up the professional girl ,,( fear ? not
used the bad side of town , remember ,, NO One wants problems we are all PRO’s the less eyes the lees problems ,,,,,
so ,, nave no fear ,,, in fact shit head face your fear here and now ,, she is not going to do shit ,, she and you are equals
in tehc rime game , and neither wants cops involved ,, that fear keeps both of you in a SORT OF , polite
illegal society … hard to explain ,, but you will understand -- divide and conquer – keep
things that are natural illegal and control the population == political science at work since the days of Rome. You pic up the girl ,, flat out tell her you enjoy seeing
girl ( latin , white , black ) sucking your cock explain you like watching your cock in her her mouth and
seeing her cheeks suck in ,, helps give her the understanding you’ve done this and expect ceratin results .. and then
say you love watching you cock disapear in ,, ( latin , white , black , pussy ) from behind like she was a little puppy
till you come … now you gotta ,, know the going rate in your area ,, for street walkers … and have that much
cash hanging out from the visor above your side ,, she can see the cash , but do not be afraid to slap straight out
her ass hole hand as she trys to reach for the cash ,,,, say nothing but afte I am satified .. not
before ,, and agin like with every pussy ,,girl friends included , be ready to let her walk ,,, leave or stay ,, a respect
the OUCH thing got it ? if she is hungry ,, and she is or else she would not be working ,, she will sub
mit ,,, and the training is in gettinga woman to submit ,, but being safe ,,,,, do not catch nothing you can not get ridd
of ,, and do not go to the alley she wants ,, pick you own location in advance .. tell her in your story
of what you like where you like to do it ,, so she knows where the fuck you are driving to this very fucking moment ….
Remember she is a pro ,,, she has done this 100 times nothing new ,, you it maybe new ,, but PASS THIS FEAR ,,,, face it …
be safe ,, fucking wash in purell and and triple anti biotic crème , and strong rubber ,,, get you mind right ,, DO
THIs SOBER !!! be fucking sober !! train your brain right ,, young master ,,,, Oh but ,,, since this is illegal ,, I do not recommend planning or doing this ,, always live
in fear … of the government who controls you . respect the laws even when they represent a victimless professionalism
crime ,, which is considered sex therapy in amny developed countries like germany and Holland and even the GOOD OLD
u.S.a legal in Nevada .
I am talking training ,, training // in not begging ,, getting hands on when you need it , to insure you do not begg
when the time comes ,,, think about it . Hanging around to much It is fear , yes it is love and desire , but it is fear……… and possession
,, she is your property ,, you feel it in your guts ,,, so fuck you chick it is not fear in my guts you are my protperty ,
and when I am around you want to touch my property ,,,, this is something that you guys got problems with when you are around
the tent circle tomuch ,, when you are hanging around ,, see you are supposed in one place and she in another ,, this co –ed
shit is wrong ,, time apart makes the heart grow fonder … but fuck if you all are in the same college , or school or
fucking work place , you two are together way to fuckin much and ,, and ,, to her to her instinct it seems like you are scared
,, to let her be herself ,, when in fact in our hearts she is our “ thing “ that we want to hold on to jealously
,, like the male lion which when seeing other lions ,, rounds up his harem into a tight ball , then goes out to do MURDER
…. We can not just be fucking murdering every time another male comes near our chick ,,,,, but fuckin feel it in you
,,ok feel it accept this ,,now , what to fucking do? Huh ? first ,, if you stay near your chick while you are trapped ins
chool and work and such , well this will fucking bug her and she will get tired of ,, in her instinct ,, you should be with
her long enough for seduction then you complete the seduction by fucking her wildly to relase your tension ,, and in that
she gets her instinct completed ,, she loves to see and feel you come , that makes her as happy as a good hard climax ,,,,
feeling your passion is completteing to her …. But being stuck around her bugs her ,,, she needs to be around other
females ,, she is better friends with females than ,, yes she can be friends with males but mainly it is a friendship that
in some way leads to mating with some one ,, she can be friends with another male get hot and horny ,, and because you full
fill her CORE VALUES .. she will ignore his attempts to mate saving herself for you ,,,, but dickhead if you are weak and
needy ,,, that insults her core values of needing a DOM mlae …. And she will try and test other
males ,,,, fuck her desire her , lust hard for her ,, enjoy playing with her body ,, enjoy weird shit and more ,, then fucking
leave ,,,, and go tomorrow into the bed of your other wives ,,,, time makes the heart grow fonder ,,, ( now in a 1 on 1 ,
you gotta leave her alone , dude , hang with the buds ,, she will coming begging for you … if you touch her inner core
values ,, she will chase you …. If not ,,, work your 10 foot circle everyday ,,,, be friends with many girls ,, get
the idea ,,,, hanging with her around her WRONG live your life to the fullest! And if it is an adventure she will begg you
to join your life ) I like seeing you naked in bed , wearing
only earings… Look suere ask me which outfit ,,OK ,
that I like ,,,, and yes , I will tell you if you are wearing something I hate , but shit girl ,I can not
match my fuckin socks do not ask me fucking details ,,, baby , I love you in bed wearing nothing but those earings ,,, always
remember that is what I like Guys do not get caught in this bullshit
, now young master if you do not like it , what she is wearing then open your fucking mouth and say so . And guess what you
can say it with out being a drunk bully , just say , your desire ,,give the girl CLEAR INSTRUCTIONS and then expect them to
be carried out … and remember slways your ten fott circle ,, have you been talking with any girls today ,, did you
you gout of your way today , to make some woman or girl feel good about herself ,,, the more you do it , the more comfortable
you are at it …. I KNOW it is not easy and it is easy to get thinking about just ! girl and such ,, life stresses or
that 1 special girl ,,, guy you are heading right back into ,, the trap of begging for that 1 special piece of pussy ,, when
in reality there is a world full of pretty nice , obiedeint , loyal girls ,,, who want ,, who search .. for a man who will
speak his mind , without fear ,,,, DAM MY MAN without fear ,,,, Look you go to work ,like myself for 15 years leaving the dock , leaving the most basic of
safety … land under your feet ,, work on the water ,, be there day after day ,, trust your life every fucking minute
to a “ thing “ something you maintain ,,, but still a thing … no basic land ,, under
you , just water and a boat full of shark chum if it goes down .. sounds like something to fear ,,not ,,not
.. not .. making a girl unhappy, that is not basic LIFE and DEATH fear ,, but realize how you act ot her sometimes is almost
with that type of fear ,, the fear that she will not smile ? Jesus fucking Christ ,, it is just pussy .. you WILL GET MORE
,, and mary palm and her five friends will relieve the pain and pressure … jesus Christ MAN ,, tell the girl
the truth ,,what you want ,, how you like it ,, and when … oh yes if you honestly hate the outfit … the details
.. admit to her you do not care ,, but would love to see her later that night wearing only the ear rings and a smile. Tell her “ that ‘s my good pussy , yes you’re a good pussy , louder baby
“ Ok , say woman is instinctually submissive
,, it is in their DNA ,,,, but I look to the bible for old time wisdom and am smacking in the face by the first story …
woman searching for power sways her man to ignore his instincts … like almost all bible stories they are their to teach
a life lesson thru example … woman speak not counting buffalo not facts ,, but process speak , the life process in
example .. we men , we talk about data facts and figures women talk in story and life examples ….. Submissive , the way we have sex is a good example of basic submission .. lof at doggy style
( her being my lil puppy ) most of our sex you drive you dick into her ,,,, and she submits …… it is basic .
NOW THOUGH ,, WHEN SHE the animal , like all animals this time I am going to compare her to a cat
… a hunter ,, a pussy …when she thinks she has some power well she uses it to control
Male throughtout time had control just by our size ,,,,
did we just kill our women .. no or else we would not have survived as a species … we males herded and protected
them out instinct is to protect the soft and cuddly Now
woman she has not this inner instinct driven into her DNA no , she was the child protected by the male
like her children ,, honestly for 2,500,000 kept in and around children with children giving birth to children , while we
did battle . sure they worked grew crops and cooked cleaned maintained the home the tents to give thanks to us for our work
and protection form wild animals … and they the girls well luist for our sex ,,, it is our natural recreation ,, that
is why we love it so much …. No tv , or shit or shopping malls …. So in the past before the fairy tale books
and religions divided us and contoled us … we humans enjoyed sex . hell remember if you wanted a beer well you had
better be a good beer maker or else … can not just go buy the shit ,, no my friend sex was ours and hers main recreation. Today it is the tool she uses to UNWITTINGLY control you
,, that testosterone rush , that wipes you mind clean in lust .. the big T fight or fuck is all you know
. It is important to remember this shit . because it is
your job young master to find her a way to return to her inner instincts .. and want to give up the game .what and why should
she , what force , what logic ….? None None
, yes none ,,, then what want ,, OHHH now you have some power a want … that thing that EVE destroyed Eden over she
had a want for power , well todays woman has power right , she can make as much money on average as the male ( on average
) in fact more than many men …. But the girls , desire something , why do they date you ? huh the money , your bait?
But again the next guy may have more bait , you looks ,,, you will age even the girls do ,,,,, and again , so new fashion
will change what looks are desired ..WHAT do the lust for? What is the want ……… sex But real sex , instinctual sex ,,, if you learn all the right
shit , you learn the massage you learn to PLEASE her ,, are you being true to male inside you when you
do it just to please her ,,, NO YOU are begging .. so learning massage and shit just to please her ,, does not please her
lust ful animal the animal that wants to be fucked ,, to be dominated , so she can be submissive ….. and fulfilled
… so your art is begging now OR is it? Transmute ,,, change ,,, enjoy her .. like a toy ,, tease her for your delight and pleasure make her submit and in
the submission she get s wll the great sex she desires … (I wonder if I can put this into understandable words
) but if the under lying reason you are doing it is to just get your rocks off , the inner energy
you speak , the body language ( 80 percnet of our communication is body language ) your body language is
one of “ hey baby I am lieng I am just playing with you because I need to use you “
you activate her inner BULLSHIT detector .. and theirs is good ! What to
do …. - enjoy sex , encourage her be vocal ! the louder she gets the better it feels , the more totally
she is into the sex … remember being at a game one where you did not yell scream and get wild ,, it probably was boring
,, and the other game when you went totally fuckin wild and screamed and acted totally fucking nuts …. That game was
fun
NOW PUT SEX IN
THOSE TERMS IN YOUR OWN MIND AND HERS … get the idea? Encourage the screams the vocal , and to do that you YOU
, you you shy fuck has to get vocal first …. The best way is to talk to her “ that is my good pussy “ ( wow all those fuckin words just
to get fuckin here , yes dipshit theory is important young master )I want very much for you to forget the softer wording and
use , pussy ,, atleast you gotta gauge the girl ,… but a new nice girl ,, you gotta start
the training with calling her YOUR pussy ,, while fucking over and over ,, the
next day she may complain ,, say that she feels used or dirty when you say that ,, ignore it .. it is the ,, no ,no, no while
she opens her legs …. Taining submissiveness takes time and repetition, even the other life forces like FUCING money
can come into your world and fuck everything up ,, but helping her enjoy being submissive is the only way to peace ….
Or just keep doing the same old failing relationahip shit .. remember instinct …. She wants to be submissive and no one has cared enough about her to train her ,,be the different
man ,,, that hse will lust to return to .while fingering lickinig ,, anytime you se she is getting hott ,, she is you good
lil pussy ,, that is my good pussy louder baby louder baby that is a good pussy , talk talk talk ,,, do not be quiet ,, get
louder and she will get louder with you ,, and she will enjoy it more and nore … if she has trouble the next aday feels
disrespected ,, bye , talk to your ten foot circle her
real choices in the world are men who only fuck because they want to cum ,, 3 minutes , beggers who begg thru massage and
eating pussy ,, then pray they get to come ,,OR YOU WHO ENJOYS WATCHING HIS LIL’ PUSSY SQUIRM AND BEGG ,, go for the
say please ,,,,, go for the say please ,,, do you understand ,,, tell her what you want say please ,, remember when you were
banging that chick and she said faster faster don’t stop ! tiem to stop , and tease ,, and taste and touch ,,,,, and TICKLE just lite finger tips touches
learn where tonite is her shudder spot ‘’’’’HER shudder spot find it
,, and bozo it will change .. you can not do the same shit every night ,, get a repertoire of
tings to do .. then mix and match them to create the illusion . this is all vanilla shit I know some readers will be going ,, phil this is vanilla .. so ? some guys gotta get this
shit , remember . they gotta go over and over the ideas to break their minds out of the fuckin fairy tale …….
Ok , test what is your girlfriends new name while you fuck , tease and delight in the feelings she is being
subjected to ? huh what is her name ? now for other chicks slut and whore are better , with those you will be ruffer ,and in those fucks it is WAY to easy
to shoot your load quick during the fuck so you gotta get comfortable ,,, with some very hard fingering ( 2 or 3 ) doing some
deep exploring and some nice cold ass fingering ( yes some day I’ll go over paper training – the clean and empty
when you dfind shit in there …. Belive depending on certain vairalbes it can fucking strangly exiciting for the girl
– yes I am atwisted fuck - but paper training some day is a must .
a type of stop is the push away
remember when you get close , play stop well this is a push yourself out while thurst her body to the side or down
,, in a way ,, that is blaming her for brining you too , close ,, when you really want to enjoy her longer ,, AND IT IS THE
FUCKING TRUTH .. I am pissed the fucking lil slut is just turning me on too fucking much and I wanna enjoy her for a lot longer…
you lil little whore want to feel me shoot in you uuuh ?// not now right bitch and give her pussy
some good hard open leg slaps and resume finger ing or feedng if she is an ample wetter ….. that is enough . training
takes time but she will be happy with you and serve you out of desire . the only real force! ( oooh pussy slaps , re focuses
energy ,, repeated stimulation causes a certain numbness , so the slap , breaks the cycle ,, especially important if you are
using toys! )
she is giving up on men… and why honestly why? Because the guys she wanted to talk
to have not > YOU FUCKING SHY DICK heads have been so fucking shy she gave up!@ look I have been talking
this week with this girl ready to go back to college ,, and she is kind of depressed she can get picked
up at the club , by macho drunk mother fuckers but mm she calls disease ridden muscle heads . That would be easy but she doesn’t
want them , she is fuckin scared of dieing … now of course like so many other chicks she is bi , but her main girl
firnd wants her to commit now to female only give up on men , well they are doing that , but with the ok that each uses this
one special bad bay to fill that need form ,,MALE … think about what I just fucking wrote ,, these girls built my system
on their own by default ,, two girls who are lovers but need aman , so they agreed to share this one bad boy ,,,she says he
is a bad boy but we know he is clean . so I asked
what about other guys ,, she went on to say that last year ,,, she would online meet guys from class who would tell she was
cute and then find the guys on campus and they were totally fucking nervous around her ,, they would not say the same thing
to her in person , but could talk brave only online ,,,, she said it is like guys when she was at achool who had the big trucks
and nice cars ,,, well of course she was attracted to them , but she felt like she was the one expected to start the kissing
with these guys ,, it was like they had the car , so now waoman you want to ride with me you kiss me first … she HATED
IT ,, it was not natural ,,, she felt itiin her gut ,,,OHH instinct ! , in the gut … and again here now in university ,, she thought things would
have changed but NO the guys were on average just as scared as they wwere in high school .. so she is going gay SHE IS GOING GAY! Look fuckhead ,,, being a big time player well for this girl is a turn off ,,, but , the bad
boy these 2 girls share ,, he has a life , and loves girls , and having these 2 is ok and the girls are ok ……
but they do not want a diseased player ,, think HAREM man , the male I talk about …… I am
commited to the girls , right , fucking building them each a home and lifestyle COMMITMENT that the animal
girl wants , the bi sexual they enjoy , the male they LUST FOR ….. Being aplayer ,, well you want that great ,, work you ten foot circle ,, talk to the girl and kis the chick ,,, if
she is talking to you she wants you ,, all that can happen is you get a NO ,, and end up jack inig off, big deal ,,,, so what
everyone jacks off , so do the girls ,,,, The idea of admitting masturbation being a male is an EGO problem , we should be having sex everyday with
100’s of girls ,,, well that is fairy tale , lie ,, she knows it deep down ,, the girls say ,,, divide the numbers of
lover a guy says he had by 3 ,, they know we lie ,, so ,,work in your min with the real shit GET OFF LINE ,,, make it real ASAP now ,, you gotta talk to this real girl ,, especially if
she is in your schoooll,,, you really are acting like a fool , talking about embarrassing yourself ,, being bold online ,,
and shy in person ,,, that is real embarrassment .. so practice my friend ,, learn to ride the skateboard talk to many girls
, get comfortable talking ,,,, and when you feel like kissing , kiss , if she is upset ( 9 oyut of 10 ) will not be ,, only
1 will be ,, for that 1 say I am sorry ,, she will say ok ,, and later she will be thinking about kissing
you again ,,, but she lost her chance … because youain’t comeing back ….. you ae working your ten foot
circle ….they will not put you in jail for RAPE just because you kiss the girl unexpectedly The poor girl is going gay ,, why ,, because YOU SHIT HEAD ARE TO GOD DAM SHY !!!!!!!! you
are not practicing that is the only problem . | Usable , but missing a solid inch and some girth
Current mood: contemplative Usable , but missing a solid inch and some
girth That was how I described
my dick , Sunday morning to this really cute chick over breakfast now this blog is going be a multi part blog ,,, I gotta
break my shit into sound bites , instead of chapters ( her recommendation cool , a very intelligent cute lil masochist
, she got to many limits to really be sub but more on that later cute though real cute I think I am in love OOOPs )
core values young master , you got core values they are part of the protector that is in your DNA , the warrior , who
will leave the cave go to war , or battle the wild animals now the girl remember who ever came back to the cave she will bend
over and present him with her pussy ,, she will always live if she presents her pussy ..SUBMISSIVE but with a plan . She knows
she will live . Ok dude so ,
our instinct is to protect the girls deep in us is that ,, so hurting her is ,,incongriuos , it is weird to us .. at a level
. If for recreation , if you get the girlie squeekey sounds whell that I love so much to hear while doing some ,,hurting ,,
well I must admit I do love girlie squeaky sounds ,,, I will do some titty slapping if that is what it takes ( and more )
to get my fix of girlie sounds . SO CAN YOU SEE THE PROBLEM on one hand you want to love and protect the possession which
inside of you , your animal thinks will be the mother of your children and the one who will make you coffe etc. on the other
hand I gotta havev my sqeeeky toy sounds .. plus fuck shit man I had been on the fucking road straight with car problems ,
fitting in my work and shit for a solid 14 hours plus hell I had only met the girl for a total of 5 minutes at the coffee
shop pulled on her ear , ran a patter ( I will teach it word for word some day , it is designed for long term understanding
of submissive commitments ) . Ohhi am blbbering again . So , think about the 850 rejections ,,, think fuck head because it will happen to you 7 outa 10 will have timew where
they are usable but missing a solid inch and girth understand the under lieing reasons ,,, master
yourself o the other 3 outa 10 , 1 is gay he dont count , 2 dont give a shit about anyone ONE else but
themselves That phrase ,
that idea , is the most important thing and quality , I gotta re install in your hard drive ,, young master this ! DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANY ONE ELSE BUT YOUR SELF !!!!! That is the core value of a true bad boy !
( yes ! that core is what attracts the girl ,,,,, the old womans saying The only thing worse than a man you can not control is a man you can ! we learned to kiss ass , to mommy , daddy , our teachers , our
boss , we have been programmed to kiss fucking ass , ooh yes that includes the princess and the royal family ,, your queen
and master your PUSSY . you gotta have more than one . But that makes you a player and
if you is cool then cool ,, if you is deep inside uncool then yous gotta build the harem the compound before you let yourself
back slide into , slip back , fall for a chick . Ok I m gonna stop sound bite not book 7:09 PM - 3 Comments
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Useable
, but missing a solid inch and some girth , PART 2
Current mood: content Usable , but missing a solid inch and some girth ,
part 2 Actually
in this story I think you guys can think about the difference between a drunk disease ridden muscle head
and you a good man ( difference between a nice guy and a good man is a fine line ) ,,yesterday I recommended opening
to the girl with and excuse me miss that is almost hypnotic to a chick if said with confidence , because she is used to the
DDRMHs saying hey baby , yo baby as their opener and well the ddrmhs do most of the thitting on chicks
.. so your practiced excuse me will break her state . More later But what is going here , you r in a state of confusions , I was learning this
chick , I mean all I knew was a few letters from her , now the nice guy me of course wants to protect 1
, 2 trained to kiss ass because in that way I get the good grade in school , I get the cookie from mommy , I get to keep my
fucking job when I got a female mangaer .. all NON instinctual shit . Schools have been common for all people only 100 years
,,,, female mangaers 30 years . And 100 years ago out on the farm at a ge 7 or 8 I would have been working
the hay or something , hanging around men you guy do not get that anymore . We lack role models and women are searching for
the male who will satisfy them ,,,,the bad boy he does not care he is strong , ( but does not provide the safe cave or tent
circle ) so it ouches the chick sex need and often trapping her in unsafe lives we good men are confused
well shit head do not be . Look learn , adapt . Live for yourself and if your life is what she can live with she will ! Pass your fear ,, remember she is only a girl ( are
you working your 10 foot circle , not putting all your sex/love eggs in 1 basket and letting her hold the basket . Do not
put all your energy in one girl ! ) with that in your mind , you can the go for it ,,,, see , my first plan was to let her
choose to meet me at the hotel .. after my 5 minute appearance for coffee .. well the feeling was wrong , I got resistance
, she talked about not knowing where the hotel was my nice guy wanted to give her freedom of choice ,,, her cave woman wanted
to be CAUGHT like an animal! And taken back to my cave . See the training shit I was caught in ,,, we are
trained to respect them , fear touching them or go to fucking jail ,, but they need to be taken , ( remember our sex I drive
I fuck her ..my thrusting well expect when I am slaping her ass , when she is my lilpuppy and demanding
her bump her hole on whatever I am sticking in her .oppps I dont think I should have said that the censor will get me ) but
still I am the leader .. the girls are searching for you a nice guy ,, to be able to do this .. and not fear it not be controlled
by the training to be a gentle man So , listen to her ,,, resistance is a call for help! ,,SHE DID NOT KNOW WHERE THE HOTEL WAS all
I had to do , was ,,, start kissing a nd fingering in the parking lot ,,( activate the sex drive ) ohh yes I took something
of hers in the 5 minutes,, I invaded her and stole something ,,, invasion , off balancing , controlling , break her state
her expectations . I took her earings , ( it can , if she only wears one pair , it can feel lilke being undressed like she
is NAKED! VERY POWERFUL MENTAL CONTROL ) then it was ,, Ill DRIVE and
open the door and in she goes like a good lil slut . now I was worried about her car ,, the protector in
me! Well was she worried , did she ask ME? NO! so why did I worry about her shit ,, because I am instinctually concerned about
my proterty and profit for my family the instinct male ! girl at instinct level is not she needs to mate hormones are strong..
that is why a responsible male our instincts our DNA survived .. it is why the 7 out of 10 males are you! Ooop si was so god dam tired that I could not see
the rearings clasp so I had her take them off ,,, ( lame on my part ) take them off , make mention that you have to chew on
metal ,, undress her in public .. I tolod her to wear hoop earings because iw as going to NLP anchor with them , forcing her
head to tilt etc . But she no idea that I was going to steal her stuff , ( of course I said ,,, be at my room you get your
earings other wise email me an adrress and you gettem back , then leave . Oh shit head you gotta do enough touoching before
you leave to make sure her drive is strong enough to follow , but this chick was not going to follow ,,, I dont know where
that is it was not the type of sound that said I am ending 4 magic words I want you
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She is my
cunt Look at the animal world , males battle each other to insure their sperm lives ! now females go to
be protected by a strong male that has more than one female , in fact the scent of woman attracts females . I had divorce
court today , first time I have really seen my adorable lil’ future ex wife in a year ..( dam this case has drawn out
– still more to go ) but when I left , who should I see sitting outside but some one who is fucking my MY CUNT .. understand
I still live ,,, if I were an animal I would be in heaven before he , that little mother fucker would be licking my cunt .
Either he would be in hell or I would be in heaven ( well some say I should go to hell also , matter of opinion ) Young master
, girls will ask you “ well since you are going to have more than 1 female I should be able to have more than one male
..” NO! is not instinctual ,,BUT! It had been very common in the past to intertain visitors by giving
them the comfort of one of your wives ,,, but UNDERSTAND this ,, it was that I choose who would fuck my wife , hell a s a
good animal husband maybe I had hopes she would get pregent by this guy I choose … new bloodline ..fine ,, next like
in TWISITED INSTINCT the 4 seasons 4 …. Festisval times of old , and the gang bang … today
I describe it as the party platter ,,,, she gets her wild fuck when I want her to ,, and I can make sure she is safe , I can
make sure everyone using my cunt is wearing a party hat and coated themselves with triple anti biotic crème .
BUT ME , YOU the master ,,,we lead! She gets her other male fix ,,,, as nature intended .. safely
,, read twisted instinct ! So ,,NO! on her fucking around choosing her own extra fun boyfriends ,, NO! that will
lead to only feelings of wanting to murder ,, which today will get you stuck in a cage where there is no pussy …….
But the feeling the desire ,is strong to … just …. ________ that mother fucker . So , youhave to make sure ,,
the girl has to understand the master she has choosen ,,, does she want a good man ? or does she want the wimp who will begg
for her pussy …or DDRMH who will sell as a stripper …both the guys she realy deep in her heart hates and disrespects
………. And if she has a problem with you having 3 wives ,,, well it is really a like , she is living in
fairy tale land again ….. it is so confusing the programming drilled in our brains… it confuses our instincts
… she is naturally bi-sexual , she is attracted to male who she sees can get other females ,,, her inner slut is saying
,, he must be hot if ,, they are choosing him also . DO NOT BEG young master ,,, you have 3 she has you
,,, and when you want ,, when you want 4 seasons 4 festival time she wears the pink fuzzy’s and becomes the party platter
~ Blogs aug 4 I am not gonna chase you lil’one Look , like I said before live your life , if she wants you
she will seduce you ,, the core of twisted instinct is that girls are happiest while chasing and seducing it is their instinct
…. Now with so many begging guys around they may ..leave ,, but they will return ,, just abit more used ,, which effects
you since your ,,animal instinct is to kill rival males ,, the DNA but todays rules prevent that … So , the feelings of confusion , are real .. fuck I know
and understand ,, you want the commitment but do not seem to get it , so you think that begging may help ,, in the short term
it seems to help but again you are ignoring your instinct , which leads to the reactions to controls thing in part 3 of TWISTED
,, plus it is in conflict with the womans instinct ,, and she also exhibits problems … The begging or chasing on our part , I do want you to go back to MOMMY ,, and look at that
influence ,, as compared ,, to if you grew up ,, in the “ lose your baby teeth “ that was when
boys lost their milk teeth it was time to join the men most of the time ,,,, that would mean by age 7 or 8 you would have
been groomed in being aman ,, not trained to be confused by a feminist world ,,, remember we are in changing evovlutionary
times ,, this culture we live in is only about 100 years old , you carry 2,500,000 of instinct. \ how to combat this problem ….. think ,,, plan ,, realize what is happening ,,, I want
you to think for yoursslf not just follow what I say .. but ,, I will give my ideas .. see , a girl lil’one is not chasing me enough , and my nice guy , is freaking out ..
I want to begg ,,, but I know that will not bring happiness … so , I know she knows where I am , I will just let this
weekend pass ,, and the rest pass to ,, and do my thing ,, rnmemeber ,, if you know that you can go out today nad hook up
with 10 other girls what is 1 so go talk to girls ….. and then
especially for me .. I gotta remember ,,, yes my cores values is family and children ,, I must not tak myself out of talking
to any girl , because they may say ,, NO NO NO to the world about wanting kids and inside they are crying at an instinct levell
YES YES YES ….. remember , we are dealing with a 7 year old in many respects .
and build your own 5 tents ,,, I must do some more work
on that for you guys to see yes , if you start planning now when 15 to 20 , and realize form again the
instinct part , you would have been alone male till such time as you could build aharem , if in the tribe you would be expected
to live alone in the wild 1 full year to prove you were man enough to have a place in the tribe and wives ,, today with our
fucked up econmony , it takes more than 1 year of planning ,, but forget ,, the fancy bait , just get the tents I talk about
,, hell you should se the shit hoels these chicks live in when they are chasing that bad boy ,, your competition ,, ( the
drunk and junkie ) so , you build something you like , it will be afucking palace to many chicks ,,, and REMEMBER TO BUILD
THE RELATIONSHIP ON THE DAILY yes
…. So go talk to new
girls lots of them ,,, you break the ice , put your passion in your pocket ,, talk touch the box in their mind ( even on line
) keep passion in your pocket till you get the signals ,, in front of you , online NO ,, in person
,, and inperson , read the chick …is she sitting on a cloud or not WhY? wHY?whY? …….. why?
.. hey look , you do the same old thing?? After a while it is crazy to expect different RESULTS , right?
It is like we are all hypnotized , programmed by a fairy tale ….FUCK THAT , I am writing my own
Code , from now on. ……………………………………………………………….. Really f ‘ ing alternative , and
based though on respect for shit that ,, todays world is ingoring ,, acting as IF ,,, we are not animal ,,,,YO! DIPSHIT
you are a DNA being ,, U is animal … respect it! Or be unhappy and confused ,, and ,, and
,, AN Economic SlavE! What Am I EXpecTIng ….. honestly
, I expect over the next 5 to 10 years I will have 20 girls come live with me and leave and eventually 5 will settle with
me …. And I will probably end up fathering 20 to 25 more babys and I hope that atleast 10 will be with the girls who
find ,, my instinct hippie trip life ideas ..GROOVY ( kewl old word ) that would be deluxe! …
I expect to feel lots of pain and hurt because I wll love the girls who leave ,,, I will write RAntiNg and
RaviNG ,, people will ead my shit ,,, and do what I hope …… they will think their
OWN >>> INDIVidUAL >>> thoughts ,,, out’s da’ BOX
Fuzzy
Pinks , nylons , scarfs , rope work Your confidence must be the thing you’ve got to understand
first , and always ,, in your confedience she finds the confedeince and trust to let go totally ( hye I
know I have been way to passive on occasion in the past and ruined it for the girl ) Think dipshit about this especially if
you are a newbie .. if you got on an airplane and the pilot met you nervously as yoou entered ,, saying this
is my first itme flying a pland I hope I do well ….. how ould you feel? Ok think about
her ,, restraint is possilbey the last event she may ever feel if you do not know hat the fuck you are doing ,, her instinct
YES IS to submit , she searches for it ,, craves it … but also it is scary ( and should be –
play safe ) You gotta think
,, you should try out your knots on yourself first .. plan , where you will tie to if ( most likely will be _ done at your
place ,, the fuzzy pinks are easy ,,it is with nylons or scarfs you will encounter knot problems ,, you do not want them to
tighten up during play or else you will get the OUCH! And look listen you can hurt someone
… especially if her panties are in her remember she has only her nose to breathe from … so watch out if you
are forcing her head down into the couch for too long …. You need to pratice your KNOTS ,,,, ok for rope go shopping
something not too thin ,,, soft on the skin ,,me I do not like th silk pussy rope you buy at the store it gives the feeling
of being a ..begging , dom ,, doing this for her ,, when in reality her REAL NEED is to be your ROUR
instrument of music ,,,, you will create the prayer to god form her ( yes I did say I would write more about using
those oh my god oh my god .. you will use them to position your self as master and lord into her mind ,, I promis I will writie
it ) but a real rope .. from home fuckin depot ,, so in you toy drawer you have fuzzy pinks , scarf ,, 2 ropes 12 foot ….
Lube , toys ( you know my feeling about vibrator addiction 80,00rpm’s is not natural do not addict her to it ) but the
egg with leash good for going out and changing her state at YOUR WILL ! a 2 way , and dong ohhyes party
hats ,,, the drawer is what is going start up the fansaty in her mind ….. she will notice the things in the drawer
,,, and if you have realy practiced on yourself ,, then with CONFIDENCE never brag ,, suibtle confidence …. Just say
yes ,,, and read her body language , and proceed , with the fuzzy pink ( if hse has said she had that , go to the ropes …..
it is about the tease my freidn ,,, put your passion in your pocket , injoy her pain and desire ,, you
will get off later ,, bring up to total ,,,, like in my URINE .. continued post …. You will
get you nuts off later ,,, or during the rope work ,, but use the skills of the STOP post ,, you have been practicing your
stop while you jack off right ,, gotta practice my firend ,,, or you will shot your load to fast and not really enjoy all
she can give over and over ….. SO your confidence
,,,, next never fear that she will leave ,, and if the ouch happens ,, untie her ,, and tell her to leave ,,,,,,,,, if you
are skilled and practiced then you can have confidence in your KNOTS ,, and not get controlled by her ,,, yes she will trick
you into begging ,, she is testing you YOUNG MASTER .. so master yourself by practicing your knots then you will be confident
they will not tighten …..SEE IT AIN’T NOTHING LIKE THE SHIT PORN YOU WATCH ,, THEY SCRIPT THAT , AND HAVE TONS
OF TIME AND EXPERIENCE IN RPOE WORK … you don’t ..think shit head . Hunting – Latinas haceme loco , verdad siempre Dentro mi Corazon soy latino , damelo que quiero chica ,,,, but I could not get a word out
, my fucked head exploded the rush of testosterone , shut down my thinking ,, PLUS I would have had an AUDIENCE
some one watching me hunt . now Julie has seen me talk with 100’s of girls in aday because ,, I attract them
at the shows ( ozzfest 7 days , yeah! ) being me … but a cold hunt like in a store , maybe with a clerk here and there
but here today I tokk her out clothes shopping back to school thing … and well these 3 muy Linda
chicas son dentro mi diez pies , 3 hot latin chicks were within my 10 foot circle and I am I AM supposed to engage them in
some form of conversation , well I gave a half hearted attempt with one ,, not strong I was not remembering ,, the qualities
of the chick magnet ,, do you remember that mental training ,, well I was not in the aroused state , looking for what to bring
up with these little girls…. ( fuck I gotta remember they are about 20 that is only 4 years younger than my last wife
a colombiana >>> mi amor espero te eres feliz <<<< verdad …. )
I know it is easy to talk your self our of the HUNT ,,, but remember the words of the wise man ….. so , I blew
it in about 5 minutes later when the big T ahd washed out of my brain ,,, I thought I could have asked them what countries
they were from I could have engaged them on the topic of my travels and plus I could have practiced my Spanish which I need
to do …. BUT NON I FUCKED UP and choked …. So later when takeiing the girls to block buster , ( hell I had an audience again , I got hit on two … one
engaged her pretty well , but she backed off , the next ,,, did not bite ,, just smiled ,,, the first I asked her about the
movie she was holding I picked up a ciopy made refrence to a star as being quality so the movie must have
a good script most likely , even though both of us never heard of the movie , which lead to talkinga bout other movies ,,
the next girl did not have a movie in her hand ,, plus I was kinda afraid of this dude hovering thinking it was her old man
, so I did not push much …. I have not
blogged for days about hunting , but been working it ,,,,, did a Latina in a line at the coffe shop , I used the eye liner
, and said correctly “ you look great with that color of eye liner , it is very attractive ,,, her
English was zero , but hse got my drift I moved into Spanish got , only the country she was from then had to order coofee
and head to worlkkkk I N+MADE her smile ,,, I GOT practice ,, passing my shyness , each and everytime …. HOW about
you fuck heads , been working your ten foot circle ,, or still telling your buddys lies , and
giggling about the chick youthink is looking at you ,, putting all the power in her hands ,,WHA??? Go talk to every
girl with in 10 ,,feet , school starting ,, you gotta , the script on ,, vacations remember , illicit her best state . Peace people Phil STUDY PUSSY LIKE YOU WOULD …. FISHING Yo!
Dipshit you R 2 fuckin stupid to read this ( god I m a dick ) Look this chick in these letters will explain ,,How W O M A N thinks , this is fuckin gold , all you gotta do ,is
fuckin read it ,, pick out the gold shithead ! she is begging for a DOM ! searching
and we have failed her , us males have failed her . STUDY
PUSSY LIKE YOU WOULD FISHING .. learn the animal we hunt ! Date: Aug 5, 2006 7:08 PM
how
r ya? and if you dont mind, how did you find me? ----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 6:02 AM
honestly
I have no idea ? yu mayhave been in the personels ....since i look for new readers there , they are people where relationships
are a current life issue so good grounds to look for new readres
you may have
been in a list of friends of someone who is a reader and i clicked you from thier ,,, since i am just tying to rebuild my
friends and readers list ....
I hope that helps , since i do write , i want
to get into peoples heads ( no not really i just want to stimulate them to think on thier own ... not my thoughts but your
own ) maybe i am the ne in your head ,,,, LOL Phil
Date: Aug 6, 2006 7:02 AM
it's a scary place in my head, you might not want to go in there.....and
i think fairly well on my own....you should read my profile and my blogs....
im a
good person and am interested in how other ppls minds work...ppl and life are so complex yet so simple..
it seems to me from what i read on ur profile that you are a Dom...i have little experience with ppl that have that gift but would
like to learn more....if you are pataint and are interested maybe we can get into each others minds and both learn a few things..
thanks
for responding
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 7:24 AM
i
think , at an intuitive level you already , know that ,,, dominationa and submission , are natural ..... the fairy tale (
our lworld of learning and books ) would have people fear that which is instinctual
I
hope to open the minds of nice young men to the idea , like the diffrence between a nice guy and a good man is a fine line
,, plus the ideas of of submission and surrender as being something in the mind , never truel yis force the reason ,,, if
force is the only causitive agent , that will some day be countered in todays world by a call to the police ,, thus ending
a fairy tale game .. now real submission , is from the thought animal inside a woman who follows her instinct and suggestion
.
Suggestion only leads a person where they are already willing to go ...........
and we are all playful meta pyshical animals .........
Yes , miss we will talk
,,,,,
Date: Aug 6, 2006 7:37 AM
so
through my jouney in this life i have experienced many different things...i think my goal is to find a good man...but that
my friend is not so easy..
ive been married 3 x and have 3 kids and they are almost
grown...im in the prosses of starting a new life for myself and cant figure out what direction i want to take,,,not like in
where to live or where to work...like what do "I" want in my new life......there is this little voice deep down
in the deepest part of my soul that longs for a real man, a good man, someone i can trust and trust back but someone who can
be gentle enough to break down these steele walls that have been built around me for so long....i know i have a sub side to
me, even tho im in soooo much control in the "real" world, but finding someone like that has not been easy. I've
met a few who claim to be Dom, but when it all came right down to it....they had no patiant for a woman like me and gave up
too easily, and what a turn off that is....so can you help me see more clearling what i might be looking for, maybe im not
a sub and i am lookin in the wrong place for what i want.....
From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug
6, 2006 8:00 AM
good girl
you
are on the way already .
Read the comment I placed on you blog about love .
Give me your address or the safe address of a po box I will send you a book , just to satart things off.
...
I also have 3 marriage children with all
of them plus my step children so 28 down to 5 months .... the rest about me you read between the lines of my book
we have , my pretty miss , ignored our instincts , we are DNA animals , so to be truely
whole ,, whole-ist ,,, touch the woman , the female animal inside you cell structure , rmember the truth about how we evolved
,and interact with me as nature designed ,, not as Dr. Phil recomends .
sincerly
Phil COMMENT ABOUT LOVE LOVE is very real , absolute ,,, been around for 2,500,000 the reason a man will
go out and fight off the lions and tigers to protect his wives and children , give his life , for the family ,, and the reason
why the woman respects that instinct in him and seduces him when he came back to the cave and completed the seduction with
sex .....
LOve is real ............ now our relationship expectations ,,,
of today ,,, are so far outside of the instinct you carry in your dna ,, ( you are a DNA animal not a
GOD )
well look 60 percent divorce rate , and of the other 4 out of ten
,, honestly look at your life ,, how many happy and how many unhappy not in balance with the YIN and Yang , the sun and moon
, the rain and sunshine ,,, male and female are a balance .... when out of balance things get F'd up ,, we have problems
, people hide in drugs and drinking ,, fighting ,,, out of the 4 how many stay together just for the kids ,, just to respect
their religion and god ,,, 2 ,,,, so only 2 out of 10 are in bliss like the fairy tale tells us
2 out of 10 are suck odds
YES LOVE
IS REAL , I this instinctual been around for 2,500,000 ,, years today’s fairy tale only 100 ,, look and learn from real
history form all cultures not just Christian which reps les than 1/3 of the world population .... prior to 100 years ago dating
was very different , and you must look at the truth ,,, not just the bad news , the horror stories , used to justify today’s
dating and relationship system which in fact makes many people lot and lots of money and keep the population in general in
a state of chaos .. DIVIED AND CONQUER ,,,,a political theory of civilian control and use .... dating back to political theory
and practice form roman and Egypt ....
HI
... I am Phil ..... find your happiness ,, all the best , but think if you find problems again and again ,, if I throw a rock
in the air and it falls , and I watch 8 out of 10 other do the same and it falls ,,, why not think about doing something else
? we humans are DNA animals ,, in that we carry all the instincts of the animals that we evolved from ,,, it is whole-ist
to accept that as part along with , the dreams of a fairy tale ( learning ) and understanding of meta physics - religion ..
I am an instinctual voice ... I am not doctor Phil .. no one will make money form my ideas , my ideas will not continue ,
the economic machine of finding happiness thru spending money
the
only time I have ever known a woman to be totally at peace ( 3 ex wives lot of kids - single parent fulltime to one for 16
years - girl) is after sex ,, when laying in bed in my arms she presses her back her body snuggly into mine ,, as if to hide
with in the safety of my arms ,, like her instinct calls , like back in the cave ..... then and only then has my women been
happy ,, buying the new car , 6 to 9 months then the new model came out ,, the new house , the new horse , the boat ,, all
just like a drug , a short high , but NEVER real contentment and LOVE ,, that I have only seen /felt in my arms and after
sex .....
peace PHil
Date: Aug 6, 2006 8:24 AM
animal DNA...so your thinking is that we
should go back to the cave man days when men where men and women where woman....tell me what you think about women, how they
should be treated, what rank you hold them at...as far as books go, i have ADD and and doing good to keep focus on this...not
that im opposed to reading anything you wrote, just do better hands on or at least short sessions at a time for the learning
process...and do you just write about things or do you practice as well?
so
in ur responce to my blog, ur saying love is real but we are goin about it the wrong way? i
do see the stats in marriage and believe too many of us are still living in the world T.V made for us when we where little...
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 9:11 AM
honey
it is my atempt to , remind you to include your instinct drives , into the equations upon
which you are and have in the past molded the life you now live .
whole-ist
,,,,,, not black and white ...... now you brought up ADD ,,,,, i am going to get my blog Warrior self , it has to do with
fear , and especially the medical industry.
it + ad = pc
you honey are not a car , where your parts are just like everyone else's .......... nor is the pc
which will work for you exactly that of another .....
gptta go pick up my daughter
... write more later Phil
----------------- Original Message ----------------- here is some great shit ! Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:07 AM
maybe
im just stupid, but ur writing i seem to have a hard time
comprihending....oh and i cant spell for shit, speak very well but cant spell so forgive me for it.
i want to understand things, but i confuse
my own self somtimes, who i am, what i want, where i want to be in this life,,sometimes it seem so simple and clear and then
others im like what the fuck?
so im searching for someone to help me understand
things better, in a simple way so i can get it, ya know? im not stupid and i have lived a lot of life and am a very open minded
person. im not looking or a relationship at this moment in my life cause i think its time for me to find me...but i am looking
for answers to a lot of questions....sex is something im boggled about, love it and feel good doing it but i cant seem to
be mentally satisfied with it, not so far anyway...is it that we are supose to have sex with someone and not have to have
other fanisys running through our head when we are having it...shouldnt we be in it to be completely satisfied..? im my head
i fantisize about being dominated and controlled, not in the whips and chains kinda way, but the mental way with some force
involved but in my life i dont want anyone controlling me in any way, eccept my boss. he has the power to control me cause
i work for him and what he says goes, and i respect him and am very willing to do anything he wants me to do.....but in a
sexual relationship, the men i have encountered are afraid to be dominate with me, they dont want to hurt me or disrespect
me, so i end up with out what i want.....see im losst
and i have met a few men who
claim to be Dom and then they end up pussin out cause of my dominate exterior....they dont want to take the time to help me,
and thats not being dominate to me...so maybe what im lookin for isnt out there,,,,
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:17 AM
ok
, in todays world it economics , and powers and rights ... it has confused our ... you female .. me male ... or you with anyone
(not you and i ) it has confused our instincts BECAUSE we ignored that part and after years of programming , well the answer
takes time to sink in.
the answer is this honey ,,,,, pretty simple ,, when
you leavve me .... you aer a todays woman , that life i never want to know anything about , it means nothing to me.
When you return to my arms , you are my woman ,,, and i lead you in all ways ... for example
if you were to bring up a topic form work and ask my opinion ,, if you did not act exactly as if recommended ,,YOU DISRESPECT
ME .... and you hurt your own instinct to respect the male you have choosen ,,you set up the FALL ..... so keep the unnatural
orld out of the instinct .. world ... male and female , relationships are based BASED on sexual instinctual drives
NOT the fairy tale of DR> PHIL
take
this in for a minute ..... this whole learning is aprocess it will take time .... sincerly Phil
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now dig this
fuckhead ,, she is studying my words , notice the copy and paste Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:27 AM
how
does a woman like me, one who has been mistreated for soo long, and has major trust issues, trust someone enough to have any
control over her? this is where my problem lies,,,,i dont trust ppl, but i inately want to, but i feel it will take a real
man to make me trust....
so what ur saying is that the out side world has nothing
to do with the inside world between a man and a woman?
for example if you were
to bring up a topic form work and ask my opinion ,, if you did not act exactly as if recommended ,,YOU DISRESPECT ME ....
and you hurt your own instinct to respect the male you have choosen ,,you set up the FALL ..... so keep the unnatural orld
out of the instinct .. world ... male and female , relationships are based BASED on sexual instinctual drives
so what happens at work or whatever means nothing to a man? and there is no talking about outside life?
just trying to understand....forgive me for being slow
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From:
TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:42 AM
the work world and the world of us ........ keep it seperate ...... it is OK! to keep them seperate
, when with a man , be the instinctual sedcutive animal which woman was created and evolved to be . respect the nature and
keep the problems of todays life style seperate. 2,500,000 you were kept in the tent circle safe and protected by ME! but
today 100 years you now work outside the tent circle , it is confusing your instincts ,, a tuff time in evolution ..ok , so
what. choose to build a life that works 4 YOU.
I realy only , care about you
. But the you who is a working woman is not the you i have under me while in sex ... and sex is IS <<< IS! ,, the
reason we first became atracted to each other back when we were 15 .
accept
sexual attraction somethng natural and good .and outside of todays TV and fashio and work world.
honey it is years of programing ,,,, that have confused you. you have been trained in a fairy tale .
You expect it to work , yet you .. yourself admit you see that it does not
YET
the lie , the fairy tale , the years of programming are very strong . It will come to you honey very quickly now , probably
to night while you sleep you will dream , and you Will let go ,, and you will return and trust .. I ma going to re - post
wild flowers an olf blog on NLP healing especially for girls ( for you and another girl a young firned of a friend who has
sritten to me today )
the men in yuor life have been trained to beg ,,,, in
my book which is meant to be read very slowly ,,, like one thought at a time .... will help believe ,,,, i want to send it
my way of writing sure is confusing ,,hell I am not a writer ,I am a commercial
fisherman and bait store owner ......... an instinctual male .
This problem
with male beggin is a drastic ! and hurt you! NOt an easy thing to over come ...... i want to help you find the male you need
,, to bring you back into his arms in safety and total trust.
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huh she feels it
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:47 AM
that makes since, my own
world outside of the "real" world, my inner guts long for it, and i feel lost with out it, do men like you exist
or are you the only one?lol, if not please point me in the right direction..lol
?
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:57 AM
baby
,,inside most " nice guys" is me.
My job is to guide them , to realizing
ALSO they have been treated like mushrooms kept in the dark nad feed on shit!
and
i got readers ..... few but growing!
Do you have a nice guy , that makes you
sex tingle when you see him? then get him to study me.... and I have been working on the ... suggestive leading wording and
phrasing .. directed to the girls ,, who want ,, their " NICE GUYS " to become 'GOOD MEN '
TO CREATE A SCRIPT OF SUGGESTIVE WORDING THT YOU CAN USE TO HELP ,, BREAK HIM out of what is
called a " pathological trance state " pretty big fuckin words for a simple pirtae like me!
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Date:
Aug 6, 2006 11:06 AM
no i dont have anyone in my life at the moment, i have
met a lot of men since being single but only one that i was interested in and he has issues that keep him from me...im picky
about who im with and who interest me, i at a point in my life where i wont settle anymore so im just out here,looking for
someone to mentally and physically stimulate me...
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From:
TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:10 AM
baby you
are so close ... just chill baby , we have covered some great issues ,, i am going to make a bog out of our letters ( deleting
you screen name of course )
honey ,, time , first it will not happen today
.. but now that i think I think , you have and idea of somethings . I want you to look at the males you encounter tomorrow
, form that 15 year old girl inside of you ,, first of course is he a bum? ( out ) is he ok ( in ) but you got to be able
to look at him and smell sex ,,,,
I talk so much to the kids about learning
to smell the sex of a woman , to retouch the high of smelling her sex ,,FEeL THE ANIMAL lust ! i school them in learning to
act totally on the lust and pasion and drive thier women into the sublime of feelings she can feel !
So , you baby gotta re touch that part ..... NLP nuero linguist programing ,,,, training ... i will
repost wild flower a little later and send you a copy ,, it will take 90 days of practise on your part to re-write your nuero
pathways ,,, and each day you will feel your animal lust returning stronger and stronger ,, next is just to let you NOT NOT
fall back into fairy tale expectations....
now to a common confusion ……….. Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:36 AM
hey i think i figured out what i want, just gotta figure out where to get it...
i told you about my boss, how much i respect him and would do anything for him and i do anything
he tells me, but i feel that way because of how he treats me. he is very respectful of me, laughs with me, gives me complement
on my work and he genuinly cares for me as a person,i find it very easy to do as he wishes, no questions asked, i just do
it.....so i want someone like that but of course with a sex included.....but i think that is the problem,,,,how do i find
a man like that, i dont want one or the other, i want both,,,,a man like my boss and a man who can controll me in the bedroom,
if he is like my boss he can controll me always but still allow me to have my own mind....is there such thing?
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 10:46 AM
what
is wrong with keeping the 2 sperate? huh? who made the f'ing rules anyway ....
if
what you seek is impossible , then HEY , try something different ...... keep the un-natural world outside of you insitnctual
world
sex is instinct!
shipping
products , paying mortgages , worrying about insurance ,, all these stresses are created by man ,, the economic machine !
un natural ,,
YOUR respect for your boss ,, stems form the need for $
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Aug 6, 2006 10:52 AM
no
my respect for my boss stems from how he has treated me, yes at first it was for the $ but as we grew to know each other it
became respect for who he is and how he respects me in return....
ur right
years of mind minipulation from the disney ppl have made a lot of young girls very dissapointed in this world....and i know
it will take time for me to get this but im a pretty quite study, especially when taught well
thank
you for taking this time for me...
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:05 AM
honey
,please one more thing.
the power of the unconciuos mind is great ,, like with
men , the ties to what a male child had to do to get feed or love or affection form mommy still EFFECTS his life with his
interactions with females as an adult ,, the inner animal still smell the sex scents from mom , and the sex scents from his
girlfriend , and he starts to begg from his girlfiend for affection like he had to form mommy
now to your boss and this un conciuos mind .... in the back , deep in you , training done as it relates
to boss and money ,,,, the $ does play a part ..please accept this under current of power in your thinking .. do not idealize
,, your boss incorrectly please ....
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so
ur saying if he wasnt paying me, he
wouldnt have that kind of control over me? so money has been my motivation with him? what will motivate me to let a man have
control over me, or is that not how it works, god, i think im confusing my self again...lol
btw, i use to live in Fla, my step dad was
a fisherman, i love the ocean, miss it very much, thats why i got my own damn beach..lol
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:24 AM
what
i am saying is ,, to take into account ,, the $ does play a part ,, not the whole thing NO! ,, but a part ....
we have been trained to see life , as something with 1 answer , when it is in reality
,,, the sunshine here , the rain there , the dirt , the seeds ,, all make up the type of fruit we get off the tree ,,, which
wwe call this life.
so , the $ is just a part ,,,, like for your old DOM or
boyfriends ,, the connection to NLP programing which happened naturally during his youth to his mommy .. is is ,, just 1 part
but if ignored ,, the whole is fucked up .
ok
, i want to see your beach .... in my pics you 'll see mine
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the 55 percent of women who cheat in marriages! Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:31 AM
i
saw urs in ur pic...one of the many reasons i eccepted
you as my firend....
can
you have a lasting relationship with the kind of life style im looking for or i think im looking for or is it all about the
sex? should i find a hum drum guy who i can have a good conversation with, decent looks, and decent in bed, and then find
a guy who can give me what i want for on the side or can i have both? do the two coenside?
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:40 AM
i
will reply to your letter in a minute
here is .... it was written months ago
so do not take my ruff wording personally ,, i am hoping that .. some of it my be of aid to you ..... i do not know you ,,,,
the girl in this is another .
Picking wildflowers this is 4 the girls
Kinda at the request of the nice guys who know you , and you .. treat like nice guys.
Maybe this is 4 both of youall , at a DNA level instinct level , when she starts
mating age 15 , her inner self expects that the male mating with her will be around to be the father for her young . to protect
her and fuck her as he wants ..INSTINCT LEVEL thoughts , basic animal thoughts left over form the 2.5 million years of human
life ,,, not the last 100 years shit or last really fucked up 30 years
So when she
starts mating , then changing guys ,,, like now aday , a piece of her heart , apiece of her soul ,, ties in the sex act .
and when she changes guys , that piece is lost thrown away into that NLP trash can that I talk about .. after awhile . She
becomes heartless , and cold truly a slut ,, not the fun sexual plaything ,, but a cold slut .. empty but usable. Use able
.. and it makes the good men around you sad I say good men ,,, not nice guys , because it is my goal to make these guys into
,,,, good men , never to begg again , but true to love protect 1 or more females like men of ,,INSTINCT . And like good men
, good fathers in their heart they feel pain in seeing a lovely girl , lose her soul I understand their pain , so this is
for a girl who may like to pick back up some of her heart and soul before she gets to totally fucking cold .
Just everyday pick a wild flower off the ground . And when you do this think about the idea
that you are taking back some of that instinctual hope that that male who you fucked , was going to be that instinctual master
of you that your inner animal desired .. let a name , let a picture , let what ever comes to come up ,, and as you take back
,, the image of your soul ,, in the form of that flower say good bye to that name , that picture that thought NOW !!!!
Most important is to put this part of your love back into play ,, you must give it away
. So put the flower somewhere anywhere ,, that some one , anyone may find it , so that all day you will think ,, maybe the
mail man may find a flower in the mail box , and smile ,,, maybe a person will find it on a car and smile ,, the energy ,,
of giving ,,,freeing passing on the energy .. just think about it
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Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:50 AM
ahh so what you are saying is , i have to
go back to before i was so brutally fucked by so many men, go back to when i knew i wanted to give my self to someone, knowing
that was the way it was supose to be?
gosh i have a lot of wild flowers to pick
being brutally fucked ,,is not
BAD ...... it is in that when the relationship ened ,, a piece of you was put into ,,, a part of your mind , it is called
in NLP the trash can ...
every male you fucked your inner animal expected that
this man ,, was going to be your master for HIS ,, HIS life time , andyou would seperate form hin only by his death ,, and
in his death only can YOUR ANIMAL self find release ,, it is complex , but you will the hint in the book .. TWISTED INSTINCT
i want you to get it , and go over it with your girlfriends
being brutally fucked .... was it
painfull ,, was it a real OUCH ,, or was it good strong creative sex ?
your girl inside craves a man who lusts for you ,, and
in my lust will i biteyou ,,, yes! will I bruise YOU! yes ! ,,,,
but why would
a man , who will give his life for you and family truely gett his rocks off by seeing you in pain ,, I choose to go into the
army as a combat professionl .. why to kill to protect , the soft and cuddly ,, instinct .. whne , i was at sea ,,, and my
life was in peril ,, why did i do it ? to feed and house those i love .....
if
truely it was brutal ,,, you gotta read my blog ,,,,
" i am stepping into
a pile of shit , rape incest abuse "
i have had to many hurt women n my
life done to much counseling with hem , listened and paid for to manny DR. Phils ... but thank you god i did that .... because
i saw ,, they forget.... all the pro's forgot 1 important aspect ,, the DNA animal inside the girl or victim ( the word
victim generates in you a pathologicl trance state which limits you to only 1 type of response ...)
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the letter
about cheating I think should be here…. The idea of what is possible ….. -----------------
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 11:54 AM
what
you are asking for is a road map ... i understand , that is why i post everyting that is happening to me ..just to give people
real life experiences ... hope fully they can build thier own map ..
remeber
it is all the parts that really make up a life not one thing
but . here is
what i think my plan
5 girls bi sexual .. why because it is in your nature
to be 1 , then the jeolousy is gone , you enjoy me having fun and your sisters having fun with me and you help .
the family farm ,, all the incomes are pooled together ,, i then divide the family income
up and each get equality ,,you work because it is an expresion of your art ,,NOT for the money ,, but a life expresion ,,if
you make big bucks and enjoy your work great !the other girl make small bucks but she ( your sister is happy ) so you are
happy for her .....then each home 5 homes each girl decorates her tent her own way ,, no jeaolousy or greed ...
now , what happens generally on the farm is with in my FINNal decree ,, only after such
time as you girls ask for my help will i put in my word , and then my word is LAW .....
will
we go to the beach ,, sure , the parks , sure ,, the concerts ,, sure , will we watch tv . sure ,, will you bring me water
and a kiss while mow the lawn , sure ...
but when myopinion is asked .....
you will follow my directions completely and never question the out come or complain ,,,why?
because
you asked me!
if a woman getts uppity , and starts to question , bye , i love
you , but bye ,,, take the responsiblity to understand YOU ASKED ME ! for my opinion my help .. i did what i thought best
,, out of true love and concern for what i thought right for you based on the best judgement i had ,,,
disrespect that is to disrespect my love for you ,,,,
When
you girl find your self blaming the male or me ,, rmember what is gong on ,, is it worth destroying everyting over somethng
as stupid as $$$
does this help?
how
can you do this with just 1 man 1 woman ... 1 man 1 woman , is not NOT! natural... it is the fairy tale that has ripped apart
you .... my pretty young miss.
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Date: Aug 6, 2006 12:03 PM
ok
so being monogomus is being greedy and lust is lust and you should act on it with whomever, man or woman or both...i am bi
sexual and i believe in sharing but i also want to be the MOST important to one...does that make sence? i at one point when
i was last married continplated haveing another girl in our relationship...but then they both crossed the line and had sex
whith out me and then lied about it,,,if they had of asked me i would have be ok with it but they lied and broke the trust....and
as you can see im no longer married to him for that line he crossed and many others...
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From: TwIsTeD InStInCt, i got deleted
Date: Aug 6, 2006 12:16 PM
you
already ,,,know!
the greed of being his only!
the
greed of EVE to have more than all that EDEN had to offer
The
greed of woman ,,, steming form her evolution NOT A Bad ,, thing ,, NO! ,, not bad ,, no judgements
only understandings .....
so , honey ,, do the same old
thing get the same old results .....
OR? step off the ledge ....into the unknown
, or are my ideas the unknown ,,, NO! my ideas are the return to the reality of our evolution ..... you can share me and be
totally happy because there is nothing hidden
I noticed the jeolusy in my last
little wife , and i noticed that i stilled loved both of my ex's hell i even have an old girl friend who vactions in this
town ,,, and over the years we still interact and i have become fishing buddy's with her shusband ,, but still the sex
tension is there between her and i ,,,,,,, i can love them all
LIKE I LOVE
all my children ,,, each is thier own special flower ... i can ,,
NOW DO YOU
LOVE ME? is my happiness important to you? if so you will be very ahppy to hear me ( and i am loud ) having sex with ,, your
sister my other wife .. she your sister because you both CHOOSE as free women ,, to take this male as your mate for his Natural
life ... todays freedom of choice blended with instincts
get it?
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wooh.
i gotta think on this one for a bit...
but its a good thing
okay fuck head did you read all the way to here ,, then I apologize ,, no NO you are not fuck head ,, NO!
you are The Mr. ( master ) study pussy and how does she leave me ……….. it is a good
thing ! I had to split that is why it ended I had to get off the comp. plus it was like
a lot of work to think that much ,, hell we are but , just simple pirates .
Getting
you “ mad “ the game of control Oh thye love to play ,, and when you do get mad , she has got
you! Yes I know you love her , but ,,, it has to be her choice to follow to submit to you because ,, she knows deep inside
that your are her best… her best . Yes she will fight with a guy ,, but you can use your line ,,
baby this is my line …. Cross it and I am , now on this side and you are not , ,,,you are gone .
fight and gues what you will always be fighting ,, she gets her attention from you thru the fight .. negative attention
, exactly like a 7 year opld would do .. push the parents envelope ,,, test and teae ,, like I aid girls are just 7
……….. HEY BABY ,,,, it is you choice , do not fuckin complain about
the bed you lie in ,, lie as in the shit that comes out of your mouth ,, then you complain about your fucking life ,,,,,guys
open your mind ,, see what and how they contrl…. NOW how to stop them ,,, fight and guess what the fights will never
stop ,,,, you gotta get their minds …. And I can not promise total success ,,, that is why hunting skills are important
Date: Aug 7, 2006 3:20 PM
hey, so ive been thinking about ur whole
philosophy and its not that i dont think there is merrit in it, but im concerned about who might be viewing ur site, the things
we talk about and the things you beleive are deffintely not for ppl under the age of at least 25, i say that because i think
one must have llived some life before embracing this kind of life style...so keep on keeping on but watch who is watching
you.
peace, ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ____________ Interesting , so ... aperson should not be exposd to ideas outside
of the norm...BUT they should have GOTH pics and stuff to think about and practise ?
Yes , i wonder , if big brother is watching
, I hope they are , I am doing NOTHING illegal. When it comes to morals , now look at the stuff on mass media , my ideas are
instinctually family oriented . ( for the most part my sex play ideas , well atleast I teach the readers to be SAFE , KNOW
WHAT THE fuck you are doing ,,,, and the concept of the TRUE ouch! ) all good things , that just looking at the pictures and
experimenting on thier own many young do not understand . I put a comment in front my writing is adult oriented .
The cool thing i have noticed since coming out with book last year , and my teen daughter
having passed it around her friends , thier parents , the school teacher , my step son in virginia , like wise ...... the
reaction of the PARENTS , yes .... US , they embrace the idea of OPTIONS , because dam if ,,, everyone is not abit ,,,????
_________ ,,, you've lived and you know what kids today are doing , when
i look at 16 thier parents are supporting them in getting thier penis pierced .... i have to question ,,, I am old school
piecring were the things we did to control someone , thru pain ... not my cup of coffee , never could find any lust in pain
. But todays sexual confusion ... kids are just with out anyone to teach or say anything other than the .. SHIT you see on
media ..... AND the fairy tale , o 1 man 1 woman atleast talk ,, hell YELL! there is something else ,,, look to your inner
animal ..lok back to history .... think out side of the
Pathological state
trance that you & I & EVERYONE have been driven to live in ,,,, programmed in , to the point most people can allow
real new thinking .......
keep writing babe Phil Eliciting her her preferred …. Processing state School is back in , and yes this is a repeat but , I wanna remeind you lazy fucks ….. ask her what she did
? where did she go ? what vacation spot ? Then listen ,, she will give you the
ticket into her mind ,,, She will say ,, I
saw .. blah blah ,, blah It was cool I heard the best fucking
band .. or the mountains were so quiet you could hear …… Oooh felt so peace at my aunt’s house Sight
1 Hearing 2 Feelong /emo 3 OK , here is a new aspect ,, when I worked with a fisherman who
really wanted to get better I got him in the habit .. of writing .. I would yo! Fuckhead ( yes I called my customers back
in the bait store fuckhead , also ) you! Fuckhead everytime you go out , wirt e the day , the tide , the
bait and what the fuck happened , then as you go to that spot time and time you got an idea of how to approach it … Well shit ,, put a page in your little balck book ,, page “
sally – cute butt “ if you got more than one sally ,,,, then sally nice tits
..ok so you remember which sally is which … And
write ,, I asked her she talkd about going to a concert and she talked mainly about the people she saw and the wild stage
shoe .. I think she proceesse visually … Donna
was at her aunt’s and she felt so happy to be with the family she flet warm being back home , said nothing about what
she saw … feeling Heather , was all about these new cd’s
she bought way into the sound did not alk about much else ,, I bet she is into sound Ok for heather , when telling a story and you want to lead her into
sexual romantic thoughts ,, you are going to refer to the sound of the wind was soft and warm last night while I was fishing
with my friends , iw as able to here everything , I would love some day to go back but this time not to fish but just o lay
out on the beach close my eyes and listen to the sounds around me …… huh ,, do you think a girl who processes
in terms of sounds maybe be able to see her self out at night on the beach listening ,,,, then talk about her voice ,,, I
real like the sound of your voice , is sweet , .. when ever in any way you can ..put in references to the processing she uses
when talking with her about anything ,, this is how she processes things she likes ,, and if you talk in terms of things she
likes guess what dumby …. SHE’LL START TO REALLY CONECT
WITH AS SOMEONE SHE LIKES //// TO Ok
for 2 weeks I have beens pending to much time on the girls time to get back to straight up , work with you guys ,,, BLACK BOOK Sally big tits Like seeing
things … I talked to her about , this fish eagle I saw soaring ,,, I put
in the word strong ( tapped my chest with pencil ) said it look fearless ( was soaring my hand she
was following my hand so I lead her eyes to me and timed it fearless ,) said I found that day
beautiful ( tapped me with right ,, anchored her with a lite hand touch to her left pinky finger ) NOTE left PINKY finger for sally big tits ( anchor the same place
when ever you can to things that may have to do with beauty or even hint at sex ) She is asking for you 2 be in control
But that you have learned in the that
just don’t fuckin work .. you just get into fights and she crys and you feel lousy ‘cause you love her ,, well
my good friend fuckhead , it is the game , man , the game , the attention seeking game the power game of
a 7 year old …. Look inside you is an army man , we all are this way by nature ,, we know our instinct place iin the
chain of command , and we respect that chain ,, ( to limits ) but there actually is an instinctual chain of command we feel
while we males are together ,, it is our instinct …. We don’t buck itwe don’t fuck with it , because it
is nature …we act respectfully to our peers otherwise our instinct animal ,, the animal which still deals with things
in terms of a million years ago where laws were ,, LIVE , KILL , or Die ,, we did not argue unless we are willing to KILL
at the animal instinct drive level ,, today that is controlled by civil law ,, but your inner animal don’t know shit
about that .. but your mind does and it is stronger ,, I just want you t realize this shit is going on deep in you ,, UNconciuos
shit Most of you guys are from a working
family your parents have jobs , they kiss ass to someone ,, they begg their pay checks many ,, some parents are like powerful
but that is less than 5 percent most are worker bees .. that is your role model ,, this begging working class male is what
most males have grown up to be like because they ,, only have that to Model ,,, now 100 years ago 90 percent were family farmer
,, and afamily farm is a small business and the farmer is a BOSS not a slave employee begging for a check ,,, me , I have
been lucky to god dam stubbourn so I have always been boss , only punched a time clock from age 12 to age 17 ,,,after that
been MR . Phil ever since , you punched my time clock …but still with the girls in my life , when I was in a commited
relationship 1 man 1 womoan ,,, even when she said you take control and I did which is my nature , when she bucked my command
came in putting in her bitch and shit ,, well I had instinct confusion ,,,, my love for her ? my position as boss? What AM
I? and then we fought ,, so I gave the fuck up …. It is like leaving the house in control in the hands of a 7 year
old ( sometimes – but many chicks are good managers ) but most chicks want you to be the man
.. but they bitch ..WHAT TO FUCKIN DO? Have more than 1 woman one ,, if you
is bitching woman , fuck you! Come to me and talk with love and respect remembering YOU wanted me as your MALE ! your Mr.
( master ) .. if not then why would have I taken you ,, fuck if want my life full of problems ,, NO ! girl you said I was
Mr. .. so like in my companies ,, my word ends the discussion But
you young man ,, who has never lived in a family or had amale influence role model ,, how do you learn ,, well fuck head it
is instinct , once you , just ,, let go og the FAIRY TALE of 1 man 1 woman vow of love ,,, you honor but did she lie? Did
she change the rules o YOU! At an instinct level ….. most men nowadays just give up and begg,,,, and their sons learn
to do the same MODELLING the males in their lives . Think
about it shit head …. When you know that you can go out today and talk with 10 new girls what is the one you got ,,
if she is to me like a bad employee ,, if she no longer does what she did during the first few weeks ,, those weeks she was
hooking ,,, then bye ,, I did not lie ,, you lied and changed .. ( hey girls just look , you say X But baby I HAVE seen Y
…. ) And my point f view is valid , because the world as it is ,, hurts you girls , and it is based on your dreams
,,now ! not old , instinct wisdom … my ideas are blending dude get her the tent ,, and leave ,, when she wants you desires
you , she’’l ask , she’ll beg …. She’ll seduce … everyday will be the first day . competition
.. read twisted instinct and think OK. Ohh you guys who are saying to yourselves
,,,” but what will other people think .? “ well gues what slave ,, you are just a slave to someone elses opinion
,,, alternative my ASS you are tattooed an pierced ,, sheep ,, following the lead of some billionaire pretty
boy from TV ,, chasing a fairy tale .. and making some one some where rich …. Dumb ….
NO! excuse me , I am .. so .. wrong ,, you are so COOL! I can see by the car you drive , the clothes you wear the music you
listen to ,, AND THE FACT you are to scarEd to think on your OWN! So what to do , about control , well NOW guy when it comes to sex , she is as horny on average as you , just go for ,, remember
if she wants to leave , if she is insulted ,, talk to 10 new nes tomorrow ,, if you like her , kiss her ready or not ,, you
want a breat take the motherfucker out ,, whether she expects it or not .. just do ,, if it is aproblem ,, either she leaves
or you do … DO NOT ASK ! take , she is with you for a reason ,, not aking means to her instinct animal ,” I am
not attractive enough “ taking means she is desirable enough for you to lust for her ,, so take it . touch it , undress
her ,,, where ever and when ever ,, if she is upset ,, leave ,, BUT GOD FUCKIN DAM,,IT ! guys learn to
fuckin enjoy the girl ,, my her squirm learn to get the please!!!! Get her to beg ,, ENJOY , forcing her to feel that body
,,,, again if she gives the ouch! Leave or let her leave ,, if she don’t leave or LET you leave ,,
proceed ,, give her directions , clear with words ,, suck me , deep , lick the head , talk and tell her during it that you
like it ,, and fucking get more VOCAL ,,, the louder you are the louder she will be , and the llouder she is the more she
fuckin enoys it …. On to the shit part that fucks it all up …. Claify , look guys , the concept is today the chick is an equal ,,outside the relationship .. in her work and school
she is equal ,,, but when she is home she is your little girl …. But on top of this is your ego about!
When hse aks your advise! Girls you ask his advise then do something else you disrespect your male ,,, it adds up ,,
you say but , but .. but it shouldn’t be like that , well fuck it is so deal with ,, the fairy tale doesnnot respect
instinct ,, and disrespecting your male by doing other than what he says ,, well it is fucking everything UP ,, so just fuckin
do not ask him shit about things that have nothing to do with your relationship ,,,, and girl if you ask him what hair color
he likes then you go and get the opposite ,,,, well my friend
be aman , do not ! begg ,, SAY BYE WOMAN ,, AND WALK DOWN THE ROAD TALK TO 10 OTHER GIRSL , TELL THOSE GIRLS STRAIGHT UP YOU
LEFT THE LAST GIRL BE CAUSE OF AN RESPECT ISSUE ,,, END DISCUSCION ,, stay to your line ,, difference between a good man and
a nice guy is a fine line ,, you gotta be real cool about dropping chicks you disrespect you , and so You gotta work you 10 foot circle every girl who walks into your circle you talk to ,, you
say something in that ways you are never alone , you always have girl friends , because you are friendly with girls ….
You gotta make the effort , and AND you
just gotta lilke girls ,, hey don’t you like them I know even by 20 you are starting to get burnt out , it is like just
to much work ,,, well the girls feel the same way ,,, but that don’t help no one ,, talk with girls ,,, Now if you are going be bold and straight up do my thing
well you gotta plan ,, not to buy the fairy tale for the 1 girl or pay the big wedding costs or shit ,, but start your plan
, put done on some land ,,,, and build atent ,, small 3/2 prefab ,, life is long , the house will change in time ,,,, and
girls well the girls are looking for something different they are burnt out with all the fucking games TOO ! ,,
but they ain’t going do the work that is our job ,, so be a player ,, or be a HAREM man! Make your line at home your word is law ,, at her
work , it is her world keep it there ,,, keep it instinctual kepp the fary tale ideas and expectations leave’em on theTV
.. where everyone is happy because the real world ,, well look around you and at the facts … wisdom of King soloman - i
am venting
Current mood: irate Wisdom of King Soloman _ I fuckin venting Instinctual wisdom , gained and passed down over 2,500,000 years , todays feminist ideas 40 years are
we having fun yet ? in general or is it good for the people on tv ( who by the way divorce and shit more
than anyone ) Ok two parents
show up after a flood with a baby and both say the kid is theirs well , the king listens and says well , here is what I will
do get me a sword I ll the kid in half you both get half ,, well one parent CRYs NO! better my child is
whole and alive then dead give the child to the other . Think about it how many of you understand being ripped apart by your love for the other patent hearin
one or the other bitch about the other .. you were a pawn! In their war . SORRY fuckin fairy tale promoters
,, it does not work this kid sharing sure it sounds good in theory but is in conflict with instincts SORRY just look the fuck
around . OK I give you it is evolution .. and evolution is never easy ,, BUT FUCK EVOLUTION when it is my kids .. it is NOW
personal . For me , it
is birthday season ,, I stopped seeing my boys 6 months ago ,, their mom came back in their lives 18 months after leaving
to find her fuckin self those boys since have lived with 4 different junkie drunk bums . And I said The old way , a child is with the mother till the milk teeth
fall out! Then the male works with the father the daughters serve food to the males .. So . in todays world I should wait .. not till age 7 or 8 like in the past but now till 12 , the age of decision
when the boy can think can read can can .. feel ! free of the over powering influence of PARENT ,, because
young , the child is at the mercy and total mental influence of PARENT ,, my inclusion in my childres life will only cut them
like KING solomans sword .. She hgas been bugging me to SUBMIT ,, playing on my instinct to protect them and love them ,,,, and it is killing
,,, it is birthday season I WILL ,, MY WILL , I WILL not see them ,,,, the system is wrong ,,look she I am her 3rd
divorce ,, her mom , fuck both of her husbands shot themselves in the HEAD ! not only drunks finnaly had
to run that last NO fuck her
an her feminst shit it does NOT work ! Ohh , I am going to put more reference now adays to being player aor harem-ist or suppilcator ( begger )
player for does not respect my core family instinct values it is why I work .. family values .begger aint natural for
me can not keep it up for long , and even then IT JUST DO NOT FUCKIN WORK But fuck I miss my boys ,, to have her use fishing ,, that my boys want to go fishing as fuckin bait
. To get me to submit .. what I go with the boys so she and her mom can go get drunk ,, but my haterred for theier mom WILL
ONLY CUT MY young boys in half in confusion and she does not care I WILL NOT CAN NOT SUBMIT And people say just do it ,, NO1 that is why everything fucked
up ! why keep doing tha which is hurting .. why ? because dr. PHIL say it works I just wrap myself tight ,, and commit to
my way ,, yes it will be 5 years .. long years when you were the single dad changing their fuckin diapers ,, feeding them
bottles .. oh fuck yeah you are a mom ,,, yes train my sons in FAILURE ! IN my Opinion , 3 lil’ words that kill Look honey , yo talk better with your friends , with your
sisterhood my other wives , your opinion is valuable at yur work place ,, but Not in an instinctual realtionshihp ,, sex
SEX !!! is an instinctual act …. It is not the fuckin doctor phil fairy tale ,,,,, think about harem animals
,, lone males ,, group females ,, walrus , silver back gorillas , lions , and man .. yes men became group hunter with a hierarchy
,, we talk about certain thisn in ceratin ways ,, But
you ane I are sex ,, and yes that can last aslong as it is not destroyed by the fairy tale ,, a healthy male will still get
hard at 80 ,, but a fairy tale male ,, needs Viagra at 20!!! Fuck you people ,, the god dam system has brain fuckin washed
you till you are fuckin mindless zombie’s ,, listen to nature once again ,, BALANCE IT out … I am your fuck honey
…. Talk at work talk with your sister ,, talk very little and in certain ways with me MARS and Venus dr. gray has a great book there ,, but fuck if you women or counselor that
I spent 10’s of thousand of dollars with ever really listen to his words ,,,, look at what he says about men and our
ways of communcting …. He trys to make women out of us a bit , but he sure does also respect the male animal !
SO it is not just ME saying it ,, it is in your favorite fuckin books to ,, you just want o ignore it.
Fairy tale shit is more important than something that realy works .. Baby fuck me before I leave for work a quiky ,, whe I come home , greetme , give me cooffe let me kiss you , and
smile ,, guess what I will want to kiss you again you seductive lil’ slut I love so much … and the as I kiss
you again giggle ( now this is for the 1 of my five wives who says to the other 4 “ he is mine after work “ )
…. And I will be like ,,,time you and me honey take a bath .. now remember the human of old did not have fudin tv.
If he wanted beer well he could not just go buy it , so beer wine it was specialer than the water your drunk limp dicked boyfriend
drinks ,, no instinct man re created in SEX…. He knew how to play stop ,, girl ever had a guy play stop with you ,,,,
of course kiss lick bite touch tease ,,, ( hey you remember me wraping my arms around your legs trapiing your pussy shut as
I lick you lower belly ,, hurts don’t it ,, just ooohhh sssooo nice ! ) ok and stop I come so close then rest for 30
seconds over and over till you are nuts ,,,, then it depends on ,, but I like when I then flip you re insert …and keep
driving you then I do the count down from 10 to 1 ,, but I do 7 like five time then I do the number 4 …
5 or 6 times and by the time I get to zero ( just to add one number I am am so over sensitve that it akes
5 minutes of hard driving fucking for me to cum …… and you ahte me ,, but later return to the bed push and snuggle
your cute butt against my cock to feel it once more nad tell me ,, I am a… bad man ,, or just “ your bad .. don’t
do that again “” ( yeah like hell if it gets you cuccleing like ,,, baby ,, Tuesday , yep 2 days yep mm uhuhhuh
Tuesday I promise I will not do it agin ,, and again ,, and again ………. THAT is the instinctual core of our relationhip ,, after the ,, coming home /coffe fuck
I play with the kids talk to you about shit ,, lead you follow ,, and cut the lawn ….not listen to opinions that differ
from mine ,,, which only lear to tension arguments and shit Honey ..read the SURRENEDERED WIFE ,, what is important
being right or having love and peace ! Oh fairy tale woman would rather be right ,, and have fucked up kids ,, and be drunk and drugged
, and unhappy ,, but fucking RIGHT ! sure you are right ( not! ) in the words of wayne. Master 101 Ok
, I’ll come out of the closet and say straightup ,, I am trining you young male in the theory of Domination
in the context of SEX . KEEP the instinct world alive and respected and balance it with the world of today
… hey ! now that is a fucking change ! balance harmony ,,, Congruous … the core word of TWISTED …. Do
not fear , it . you have been trained wrong , and you feel it ,, it is the reason deep inside you are shy ,, the girls feel
it ,, but since NO one has the fucking guts to come out and SAY >>> being A MAN is ok , in fact it is good ,, in
fact WORLD it is fucking natural .. and NO FEMEINSIT CUNT ( girls get over my rude wording ok , take my
words as a whole not as a sound bite ,, I need to effect a feeling in you! And in the male readers ) it
is not being a male chauvenist pig .. the old trance phrase of the 60’s and 70’s …those
ideas and feelings were needed back to start the wheels of change ,, the pendullem to swing ,,, now girls you gotta be called
toyour face like men were back the were called things ,, now the balance you gotta be called without fear ( on my part since
I am alone in saying this ) feminist cunt ( do you think I like insulting that which is my favorite
recreation , I do not drink or smoke dope , do not have a fucking tv … but I love LOVE … LOVE!!! girls …
so what joy do I get in insulting you??? Huh ? huh ?? well none bitch , I rather kiss you , than cuss at you ) Guys I have said in the past you gotta master yourself before
you earn the right to master another ,, if you work for a bozo boss , you do NOT respect the weak drunk stupid fuck ,,, now
, do you? ,,,hey dipshit , think the gril respects you? Fuck no! smart girl do not submit unless , the boy is a man! A boss becomes a boss , because his knowledge is well rounded
he is able to to do , or delegate all jobs in his company , with knowledge to know that when he delegates the shit who is
working for him ain’t ripping him off ,( well not to the level that it pisses me off- I have had to many times that
I corrected a person starting wage based on the law of averages that proved to me , the fuck head was going to ripp me off,
so I blaenced his theft in his wage and my demands of him ) you fucking employee slaves ……
think you are so smart ,, but look you gott shit! And well we,, we,, got net fucking worth ,, and never
a threat of jail time ???? ha ,,, ha ,, ha,, you think you are so smart , hide , you illegal rat ! YOU ARE NOT a master …..
just a slave controlled by fear to be used by me for dirty work ….. work so far remeoved from me , but allowed to be
done , by me and people like me ….. for our purpose ,,,read TWISTED and think in the clown section ,, yes clown by
KORN . Master yourself , learn read , study PUSSY
…….. take 5 minutes everyday , in your library starting now at 15 to study and read 3 pages of PUSSY info and
people in fo ,,, starting with not my books … no! but “ the richest man in Babylon “ tiny
book , you build success with each completed book , sucees breeds more success ,, next is Illuions by Richard
bach ,,, then a big one …… think and grow rich by napoerloen hill … then twited instinct ,,, ( ok you
can read my book on the side just out for fun …. While you read these others .. first ! study pussy
… this is the ground work , first master YOU!!! Murder ,,, mastering that fear of What does it have to do with chicks ,, well if you feel it and it is fuckin with you , then
it is something you have to master ,, master yourself first ! look I was working my 10 foot circle a bit
, and well my favorite flavor of girl is walking right on in , so I politely in her language start saying something ,, well
the world changed , the vibes changed , a black cloud coverd the sun and the temps dropped by 50 degrees ( not really but
give you theides of ) the body language ,,, fuck did not remember her reply because her body language said it all …..
“ I know who you are “ then I noticed the flag on her apron and said to myself ,, ohh fuck you work at the laundry
mat .. now this laundry mat bakes some great bread , like from back home ,,, and if you looked at this laundry mat you would
swear it looked just like a bakery …. ( is anyone getting the hint …. For the rest the reason the bakery is
in business is to wash dirty money ) well this place and myself have “people in common “ so I have choosen to
avoid it for over a year . Ok , now I am a noticeable person , hell
everyone in the plazas I serve know I whistle to god dam loud ,,,,, so it is one thing to know me ,, and come say …
“HI phil …..god man you are just having to much FUN at your job ,,, you make me feel lousy that I have
to realy work for a living “ that happens everyday .. and the next of sensing someone knows ,, who
you are . Old wisdoms become old because they are
true … this one I heard comes from ancient Egypt there was a frog and a scorpion on a sand bar in
the middle of the nile when the water started rising , the scorpion asked the frog to take him to shore , but the frog said
,,” hey I hear scorpion sting and kill frongs ,, so no “ but the scorpion promised and smiled , so
the frog said OK , well half way across the river the scorpion stung the frog , the frog asked “ WHY?
We ‘ll both die now “….. the scorpions relied ,, “ I am a scorpion and stinging is what we do! “ Ok , so her reaction to me,,, brought me back yes to something
in my recent past but even more so , way back to the streets of Miami in the late 70’s … (why didn’t I
think about the scorpions in my past a few years ago … well , I do love that flavor of girl )… it was the late
70’s. a time of cleaning in the narco industries ,, and whole families women and children included were nothing but
pools of blood .. ( read twisted instinct it is suprizing how similar my life was to the fictional character I dreamed up
for that book ..hmmm ? strange coincidence , but zeek did a lot me than me , he is fiction , I am a nice guy , honest believe
me ) AND I got this feeling of the fear of being murdered ! fact ! ( I ain’t afraid to admit it ) … Now logically
I know as a business man , any one in the trades does not want murder around them ,, murder brings in eyes ,, and fuck
normally the life of one pain in the ass person is not worth gambling the whole OP … so I know I
am ,, cool ,,now back in the 70’s, the cowboys , well it was their job to cleanse the world of certain blood lines .
a different set of circumstances ( but something there is a strong motivator ofr me ) .. today ,, it is
bad biz . to kill just causes problems and eyes . But , I felt fear ! so ,, I finished
my work , and went…. And….. bought bread … verdad pan con queso , rico ! ( what did
I expect honestly nothing , it is not logical to fear anything there , and if my presence on the radar … is a problem
well , it is time for me to just … start buying more bread ) Master yourself ,, the fear of death if real! And sure don’t be dumb ,, but do not
fear death ,, it will come GET YOU when IT is Ready ! Hey , sometime yes
you will get yourself involved with a group ,,1. learn from it ,, scorpions are scorpions … next logic , if it ain’
t one lone crazy drunk mother fucker ,, then the chance of them fuckin killing you is slight .. it is bad for business . And
if you feel fear ,, well fuckhead …….. go face it ,, ( but do not go face out 15 miles into swamp with no back
up at night ,, now that WOULD be dumb ) me , I just kinda , sutck my hand into the bee’s nest today
…. Because I was surprised had a good time talking the language with the customers inside the bakery ,, but the staff
was ,,like ,, WHAT THE FUCK are you doing here ( body language is strong – studies
say 80 percent of our communication is thru body language ) ….” HI everyone nice to be back
HOME! “ ( good bread yum) Putting yourself back in …… No I am no talking about putting yourself back into her after you feel out while , but…
but .. to take that idea for a moment ,, remember putting your passion in your pocket ..remember ok , right
now while fuckin the passion is like in play ,, but that does not mean that you can’t still use the “pocket”
skill ,, when you fall , chances are you two were really goin at it ..OK think ,,, that means she is hot? In
DEsiRE ? time to tease young master ,, time to get the PLEASE! In fact planning the
putting yourself back in .. gives you this opportunity ..to train her in please ,, so sasy “ say please baby say please
“rub her pussy with your cock , cock slap her thighs // get comfortable teasing your property ……….at
first if the girl has never been trained before she may not know what to do.. she maybe confused , because no other man has
been so bold ,, ( most guys are just to fuckin needy they think only about getting their rocks off – read twisted about
the effect of stealing pussy --- but you your cool!so if she is new ,, be patient ,, make it a game … make training
fun Ok what I ws planning to talk about is ,,yourself
again …. Putting yourself back into the “cycle of life” touching you instincts in every part of your life
is important for yu to realy comfortable ,,, and truly master it is time to KILL! Your own food ,,, many of you have not and
the ones that have if you are a hunter hopefully you have already this respect drilled into ,, if not I want you to think
,, it helps you have compassion for your woman and your children ,,,, but especially your woaman ,, as you let the animal
inside you go ,, this hunter instinct balance will come into play ,,, and you will respect her the animal you are controlling
…. ( it borders on magic ) you though probably have never looked into the eyes of a
dieing animal , and thought to yourself , whether tha animal is fish , rabbit or deer …. Think just minutes ago ,,
that snook , was a hppy snook , swimming around being master of the water around it ,, it was strong ,, happy eating , getting
itself strong for mating season coming up ,,yes it’s life also , revolves around ,, fucking…. Everything it does
is about ,1 making babys , but also the fun of the spawn ,,, YES animals have fun living , look at your pets ,, they have
feeling ,, there has been a study on the lauguage , yes languages of bugs ,, they are talking to each other , and at certain
levels doing things absed on enjoyment ,,, and comfort ,, and breeding …. This is form the data and observations and
guess of certains scientists ,, but remember they are ALIVE they are just DNA animals like us ,,,, they
feel and react to stimulus like us ,, guess what they feel like us … so when you kill that fish ,, do you NOT think
the fish was scared while it fought with that hook in its mouth ,, you were so fucking cruel …. I am professional fisher
am a fucking cruel thing ….. look into its eyes , understand the fear you were creating ,, then kill it ,, and eat
of its flesh , gain the energy from the animals flesh ,, and say I use this energy to FUCK ,,, I am part of the cycle .. put
your self back into the CYCLE ,,ok what happens to the energy of that life you saw in the yes of that fish
, or rabbir or deer .. what happens ,, well instinct man knew it went back inot the TOA old Chinese word for infinity …
just like old man knew everyday it was a good day to die because we all die ,,,, respect life energy …….. but
be the hunter that needs to kill to supply food and skins for his women ,,( more than 1 ) and children ,,,, bring yourself
back in all ways ,, all ways back into your rightful position of master ,, be the Mr. the girls you talk to desire at the
instinct level ,,,, so fuckhead go buy a fucking 20 buck fishing pole and a bucket of worms and go kill something ,, but respect
it,, do not kill and waste that life by not eating ,by gaining the energy form the animals flesh ,, to make your self strong
,, and life expects you too … touch magic. Ohhh yes putt yourself back in her slowly , tease her ,, work just the lips ,, don’t drive totally deep ,
work the out side try to get her to beg for the drive deep …. for Spanking to really be fun ……… it has to have a reason ……… the difference between a nice guy and a good
man is a fine line ,,,, well crossing the fine line ,, is the REAL , and you express that thur a good spanking ,, look , girls
respnd to the expression of you truly being upset with them ,, they believe and respect that expression in you ,, now in us
, this type of thing is dealt with silently like th hunter and warrior and is kept in the chain of command and we deal with
it in battlefield or hunters methods ,,no girls were group animals , when the had a problems ,, like squaking bird colonies
the fought , and bitched with the other women in the tent circle , a woarrior in battle can’t because it would call
attention to the attack being planned ,, do you see GOOD man ,, the instinct difference ,,, but giving your girl a good spanking for a REAL reason is so sexy and fulfilling for her ,,
and makes her happy it gives her a ffeling that your are truly in command ,,, (yes yes yes RESPECT a true OUCH ! , if you
get one , let her grab her clothes and leave or you leave ,,never be afraid to leave her never begg ! now if she does not
leave , well fuck that means you slap her butt once or twice extra hard for the fake ouch ,,, if she askes you not to leave
again the same ) so make a line and that lilne is the spanking
line ,, she will cross it just ot get a good spanking play from ,,,,FOR example . lets asy she talks just to much
SHE TALKS JUST TO MUCH ,, SO A PAT ON THE BUTT IS HER WARNING ,,, somedays she will be come a bit more quiet and let
you talk ,, other days she will smile and talk and talk and fucking talk ,,,, testing ,,, you like achild ,,, time to take
her by the hand ,, and time to allow yourself to express true ,,, anger , yes allow yourself to be mad at her …. I
know it is uncomfortable ,, you like to keep it sex play ,,but honestly ,,playing is begging sometimes ,,she needs and craves
REAL FEELINGS from you ,,, so be mad ,, and if she gives and ouch ..leave . never be afraid to leave ,
never BE AFRAID get it do not be afraid … remember she will not break , yes they are your
precious baby you love her , but guy she will not break , they are some fucking tuff animals ,, and her but can get really
red and hot and it will not bleed or break or anything .. ( yes spanking is a great into into anal sex ….. go ahead
use it here as punishment it can be great , full filling for both of you ………I KNOW ! this is tuff tru
wild shit I ma writing , but you are touching her at an instinct level and your self at an instinct level ,,while while you
RESPECT our world today ,,listen for and respect TRUE OUCH !! OK , NO !
MEANS NO ! , LEAVE! ) wow
am I stepping out of the fucking box or what ,, but no what I am doing is talking honest about the shit you already giggle
about ,, but now .. here is the scienc ,, the way to do it and be safe ,, and honest to yourself and her ,,, FEEL , your right to discipline her ,, she respcts it , we
are programmed differently ,, she is not a male , so do not treat her like your fellow ,, hunter/warrior buddies ,,but treat
as the instinctual submissive female she is ……… again big brother look see I am repeating respect the
OUCH no means what ? and if she beggs you not to leave well that
means she lied to you right ? I thnk that calls for a spanking ,, lieing is a bad thing ,, my happy little
slut ..lieing is a bad thing ….. A Slap in the face ….. but not
really Look you male ,, dumbfuck ,yes you ,,
you are a lone strong idol like thing ,, that is looked up to by the family ,, the head of the family ,, the lion with the
big main … think instinct people … because the fairy tale is where all the pain is ,,, the so called bad boy
well he is like that lion to many of this bad boys are drunk unemployed slobs ,,, all to many …
they do not give a shit what type of books he likes , they do not rmember birth days , they copuld give a shit about what
movie she wants to see , and if she doesn’t want to go where he wants to go ,… well he will leave her ass right
there in the street holding a baby , while he goes ,exactly exactly where he wants to go .etc etc etc Now , the fairy tale male , ( the male who needs Viagra by age 20 -25 ) the fairy tale male
who does everything right ,, (beggs – supplicates ) and women leave him and cheat on him … YOU! ….. you
did it all right ,, right? You were polite , you learned about her life , her problems , her likes , her favorite things colors
movies ,,,,, music …. You did everything right ,,, and you get nothing no loyality nothing ,,,, in fact the chicks
who do leave you you find either going gay or finding a bad boy to play with and buse them then this chick comes back crying
to you ….. whaaa the fuck , crazy bitch …. You piss me ( I got one but she has 2 of my kids so she has something
to use to get my ear ….. no she gets her fucking check I will get the ear of my kids at 12 …ohh back to you
) Yo! Fuck head when you find yourself that you are living
with in the limits of her lilkes ….it disrespects her need to SUBMITT to a leader ,, a DOM Male! The
lion with a main … you gotta say fuck it to the polite fairy tale shit ,,, catch yourself , if you are spending to
much time thinking about her and her problems and life ,,,,also her desires ,,, you lead her ,,say it again ,,,YOU lead her
,, so you go to the movie you want ( but fuck head , choose a movie you like but you thnk she may also like ,,,huh ? do not
ask her which she wants to see ,,, state I want to see XX movie ,,,remember she can go see her favorite movie with her girl
friends later ,,, but that special time when I come back out of the woods from fishing … or hunting , or my time off
work ,, well it is my time to choose All the bullshit
,be nice shit , if you set up the harem compound ,,, 5 homes ,, you did your job ,, she has friends to talk about her favorites
and shit , be her girl friends ,, you are the instinct sex baisis ,, so when not in sex , again like in sex where
YOU THRUST ,,, in day to day life ,, you lead and choose Now! Fuckhead , if she asks how to decorate HER home ,, yes you bought/buying it for her
but it is hers ,, I go out in the wwod or on the boat ,, I sleep on dirt or fiberglass , HEY BABY ANY PLACE WARM DRY
WITH YOU PRETTY PUSSY next to me is fucking heaven ,,, I do not give a shit how the hosue is decorted ,,,,NOW WHEN it comes
to buying a car , cars are fucking important ,, if she buys apiece of shit car then I gotta worry about her and my kids out
on the fuckin side of the road ,,, so you pick the car ,,,, she don’t like ,,,is ti and OUCH ,,, think always about
everything in terms of the sexual OUCH ,,,, you leave or she , if she beggs it was not an OUCH ,, then it is still your call
,,like it should be ,,, HAREM man , a man planning to build alife
for good submissive women …. Do you hate that word girls SUBMISSIVE ,, and you are going to fight it ,, and have lousy
pain ful lives dragging your kids from ,, drunk addicted trash to the next drunk addicted trash ,, who
treats you the same as me ,,, but he got shit ,,, a harem man gives you stability and 4 girlfirends ,, and expects you to
enjoyo bi sexuality with them WOW 4 other lovers , with land and kids mmmmmmmmmmmmm ? dumb
fuckin idea to be happy ,,,NO , better to own 1 drunk that wellyou still do not control because he really doesnot give a fly
fuck ….. NICE GUY learning my shit ,,,, it is the blend ,, think of her like an employee , or a
person you would hire for money to do a job ….. treat her like that ,,, at first it helps you REPROGRAM
YOUR FUCKIN MIND Hands on training ….. buying pussy is illegal Ok , fuck you big brother , it is legal in this country in
some areas and legal in many other countries it is just sex therapy ,,,, but that said , and to recommend like I do in twisted
for you to go to titty bars .. well here I am going say shit .. and of course keep it fuckin legal ,,,, so , I have never
done anything like this do not do this ,, just like on your friends myspace the won who had all the marijuana leave s andhit
, I am sure that mother fucker don’t smoke the magical mystery her b,,, no fuck no ,, that is why his page is all about
drugs ,, no ,,,, so here to I say recomened you mother fucking censor not to do anything illegal , but I have heard of someone
recommending this as a training option ,, in fact I will admit to doing this myself back in the bait store in the 80’s
I had a shrimp boat picker and older black guy who lived in the meter room of my building ,, Marshall may he rest in piece
got killed over a stolen bike … good man … well my store bordered on the CHOCOLATE city ..
and I had plenty of young moms coming in buying candy and stuff of the younging’s and well marshal hooked me up with
pleanty of sweet young black cunt …. And as I was talking about my theoriew with people ,, I was thinking and so was
this other person ,, there is NO .. No ,, substation for real hands on preactise ,, now if you got the cash get real good
pro’s but if not you gotta work off the street ,, to get hands on practice ,,, fuck dude you are
not going to be telling your next girl friend you trained ,, by TRAINING ,, but guy you gotta get some real fuckin hands on
training ,, the jerking off and mental shit is only so good you gotta get hands on , ,, and well do ing the pro chicks ,weel
they are fucking cold bitches many of them , so you gotta be equally as lustfuyl… flat out horny not losing your hard
on because they are so fucking cold to you and indifferent ….this is like anti Viagra training ,, learning to lust
for pussy ,,NOT BEG FOR pUSSY ,, mnentally breaking you outa the begging model …. What was
this guy ( not me ! ,, I do not recomment breaking any laws or do ing any shit that is illegal or ill moral or shit ) …
but going to black town and getting ..FEMALE MEAT …. Female meat ,, ok nice guy ,, I know this is like what the fuck?
,, NO dude this is training in not begging ,, NOW
BE SAFE stupid ,,, back in my day there was no AIDS ,, now you got aids ,,,, I have studied sex ,trade and professionall oral
sex is considered ,, a low risk activity ,., but still she is gonna wanna insult you with the suck off thru the condome ,,,
guess what ,, the new age chick you will causually date also will want to use the party aht ,, so you gotta pass your instinct
,, your instinct .. to be insulted by a woman who does not lust for skin to skin ,,,, I know your animal inside lust for skin
to skni ,, well the cold bitches and the pro’s well they are so cold the and fuck so many different guys they KNOW they
gotta use the party hat or die … you gotta get that mind set to still llust even thru the hat … I have heard
especially form girls on how men LOSE there hard ons because of the HAT …. It is because it effects
it touched on instincts …. You gotta pass ,,, Next ,, is purell ,, PURELL , AHDN CLEANSER ,, AND THER TRIPLE ANTI BIOTIC CREMES ….. SINCE
SHE ANIT FUCKING SUCK ING real meat she is sucking plastic … might as well be a dildoe ..
,,, so cover your hands and dick in this shit before going to ..PRACTISE .. practice ,, get it this is training ,,,
Did I already say , that I write some
real fucking shit or what …. Now how to do it legal ,, if you ask ,,hey you are pracitsing BEGGING
,, plus asking leads to a prostitttion charge ,,,, the crime is setting a price for sex ,, or asking for sex for a price ,,
so if a price or money is not tlked about ,, then nothing is legal ,, you just pick up the professional girl ,,( fear ? not
used the bad side of town , remember ,, NO One wants problems we are all PRO’s the less eyes the lees problems ,,,,,
so ,, nave no fear ,,, in fact shit head face your fear here and now ,, she is not going to do shit ,, she and you are equals
in tehc rime game , and neither wants cops involved ,, that fear keeps both of you in a SORT OF , polite
illegal society … hard to explain ,, but you will understand -- divide and conquer – keep
things that are natural illegal and control the population == political science at work since the days of Rome. You pic up the girl ,, flat out tell her you enjoy seeing
girl ( latin , white , black ) sucking your cock explain you like watching your cock in her her mouth and
seeing her cheeks suck in ,, helps give her the understanding you’ve done this and expect ceratin results .. and then
say you love watching you cock disapear in ,, ( latin , white , black , pussy ) from behind like she was a little puppy
till you come … now you gotta ,, know the going rate in your area ,, for street walkers … and have that much
cash hanging out from the visor above your side ,, she can see the cash , but do not be afraid to slap straight out
her ass hole hand as she trys to reach for the cash ,,,, say nothing but afte I am satified .. not
before ,, and agin like with every pussy ,,girl friends included , be ready to let her walk ,,, leave or stay ,, a respect
the OUCH thing got it ? if she is hungry ,, and she is or else she would not be working ,, she will sub
mit ,,, and the training is in gettinga woman to submit ,, but being safe ,,,,, do not catch nothing you can not get ridd
of ,, and do not go to the alley she wants ,, pick you own location in advance .. tell her in your story
of what you like where you like to do it ,, so she knows where the fuck you are driving to this very fucking moment ….
Remember she is a pro ,,, she has done this 100 times nothing new ,, you it maybe new ,, but PASS THIS FEAR ,,,, face it …
be safe ,, fucking wash in purell and and triple anti biotic crème , and strong rubber ,,, get you mind right ,, DO
THIs SOBER !!! be fucking sober !! train your brain right ,, young master ,,,, Oh but ,,, since this is illegal ,, I do not recommend planning or doing this ,, always live
in fear … of the government who controls you . respect the laws even when they represent a victimless professionalism
crime ,, which is considered sex therapy in amny developed countries like germany and Holland and even the GOOD OLD
u.S.a legal in Nevada .
I am talking training ,, training // in not begging ,, getting hands on when you need it , to insure you do not begg
when the time comes ,,, think about it .
Hanging around to much It is fear , yes it is love and desire , but it is fear………
and possession ,, she is your property ,, you feel it in your guts ,,, so fuck you chick it is not fear in my guts you are
my protperty , and when I am around you want to touch my property ,,,, this is something that you guys got problems with when
you are around the tent circle tomuch ,, when you are hanging around ,, see you are supposed in one place and she in another
,, this co –ed shit is wrong ,, time apart makes the heart grow fonder … but fuck if you all are in the same
college , or school or fucking work place , you two are together way to fuckin much and ,, and ,, to her to her instinct it
seems like you are scared ,, to let her be herself ,, when in fact in our hearts she is our “ thing “ that we
want to hold on to jealously ,, like the male lion which when seeing other lions ,, rounds up his harem into a tight ball
, then goes out to do MURDER …. We can not just be fucking murdering every time another male comes near our chick ,,,,,
but fuckin feel it in you ,,ok feel it accept this ,,now , what to fucking do? Huh ? first ,, if you stay near your chick
while you are trapped ins chool and work and such , well this will fucking bug her and she will get tired of ,, in her instinct
,, you should be with her long enough for seduction then you complete the seduction by fucking her wildly to relase your tension
,, and in that she gets her instinct completed ,, she loves to see and feel you come , that makes her as happy as a good hard
climax ,,,, feeling your passion is completteing to her …. But being stuck around her bugs her ,,, she needs to be
around other females ,, she is better friends with females than ,, yes she can be friends with males but mainly it is a friendship
that in some way leads to mating with some one ,, she can be friends with another male get hot and horny ,, and because you
full fill her CORE VALUES .. she will ignore his attempts to mate saving herself for you ,,,, but dickhead if you are weak
and needy ,,, that insults her core values of needing a DOM mlae …. And she will try and test other
males ,,,, fuck her desire her , lust hard for her ,, enjoy playing with her body ,, enjoy weird shit and more ,, then fucking
leave ,,,, and go tomorrow into the bed of your other wives ,,,, time makes the heart grow fonder ,,, ( now in a 1 on 1 ,
you gotta leave her alone , dude , hang with the buds ,, she will coming begging for you … if you touch her inner core
values ,, she will chase you …. If not ,,, work your 10 foot circle everyday ,,,, be friends with many girls ,, get
the idea ,,,, hanging with her around her WRONG live your life to the fullest! And if it is an adventure she will begg you
to join your life ) I like seeing you naked in bed , wearing
only earings… Look suere ask me which outfit ,,OK ,
that I like ,,,, and yes , I will tell you if you are wearing something I hate , but shit girl ,I can not
match my fuckin socks do not ask me fucking details ,,, baby , I love you in bed wearing nothing but those earings ,,, always
remember that is what I like Guys do not get caught in this bullshit
, now young master if you do not like it , what she is wearing then open your fucking mouth and say so . And guess what you
can say it with out being a drunk bully , just say , your desire ,,give the girl CLEAR INSTRUCTIONS and then expect them to
be carried out … and remember slways your ten fott circle ,, have you been talking with any girls today ,, did you
you gout of your way today , to make some woman or girl feel good about herself ,,, the more you do it , the more comfortable
you are at it …. I KNOW it is not easy and it is easy to get thinking about just ! girl and such ,, life stresses or
that 1 special girl ,,, guy you are heading right back into ,, the trap of begging for that 1 special piece of pussy ,, when
in reality there is a world full of pretty nice , obiedeint , loyal girls ,,, who want ,, who search .. for a man who will
speak his mind , without fear ,,,, DAM MY MAN without fear ,,,, Look you go to work ,like myself for 15 years leaving the dock , leaving the most basic of
safety … land under your feet ,, work on the water ,, be there day after day ,, trust your life every fucking minute
to a “ thing “ something you maintain ,,, but still a thing … no basic land ,, under
you , just water and a boat full of shark chum if it goes down .. sounds like something to fear ,,not ,,not
.. not .. making a girl unhappy, that is not basic LIFE and DEATH fear ,, but realize how you act ot her sometimes is almost
with that type of fear ,, the fear that she will not smile ? Jesus fucking Christ ,, it is just pussy .. you WILL GET MORE
,, and mary palm and her five friends will relieve the pain and pressure … jesus Christ MAN ,, tell the girl
the truth ,,what you want ,, how you like it ,, and when … oh yes if you honestly hate the outfit … the details
.. admit to her you do not care ,, but would love to see her later that night wearing only the ear rings and a smile. Tell her “ that ‘s my good pussy , yes you’re a good pussy , louder baby
“ Ok , say woman is instinctually submissive
,, it is in their DNA ,,,, but I look to the bible for old time wisdom and am smacking in the face by the first story …
woman searching for power sways her man to ignore his instincts … like almost all bible stories they are their to teach
a life lesson thru example … woman speak not counting buffalo not facts ,, but process speak , the life process in
example .. we men , we talk about data facts and figures women talk in story and life examples ….. Submissive , the way we have sex is a good example of basic submission .. lof at doggy style
( her being my lil puppy ) most of our sex you drive you dick into her ,,,, and she submits …… it is basic .
NOW THOUGH ,, WHEN SHE the animal , like all animals this time I am going to compare her to a cat
… a hunter ,, a pussy …when she thinks she has some power well she uses it to control
Male throughtout time had control just by our size ,,,,
did we just kill our women .. no or else we would not have survived as a species … we males herded and protected
them out instinct is to protect the soft and cuddly Now
woman she has not this inner instinct driven into her DNA no , she was the child protected by the male
like her children ,, honestly for 2,500,000 kept in and around children with children giving birth to children , while we
did battle . sure they worked grew crops and cooked cleaned maintained the home the tents to give thanks to us for our work
and protection form wild animals … and they the girls well luist for our sex ,,, it is our natural recreation ,, that
is why we love it so much …. No tv , or shit or shopping malls …. So in the past before the fairy tale books
and religions divided us and contoled us … we humans enjoyed sex . hell remember if you wanted a beer well you had
better be a good beer maker or else … can not just go buy the shit ,, no my friend sex was ours and hers main recreation. Today it is the tool she uses to UNWITTINGLY control you
,, that testosterone rush , that wipes you mind clean in lust .. the big T fight or fuck is all you know
. It is important to remember this shit . because it is
your job young master to find her a way to return to her inner instincts .. and want to give up the game .what and why should
she , what force , what logic ….? None None
, yes none ,,, then what want ,, OHHH now you have some power a want … that thing that EVE destroyed Eden over she
had a want for power , well todays woman has power right , she can make as much money on average as the male ( on average
) in fact more than many men …. But the girls , desire something , why do they date you ? huh the money , your bait?
But again the next guy may have more bait , you looks ,,, you will age even the girls do ,,,,, and again , so new fashion
will change what looks are desired ..WHAT do the lust for? What is the want ……… sex But real sex , instinctual sex ,,, if you learn all the right
shit , you learn the massage you learn to PLEASE her ,, are you being true to male inside you when you
do it just to please her ,,, NO YOU are begging .. so learning massage and shit just to please her ,, does not please her
lust ful animal the animal that wants to be fucked ,, to be dominated , so she can be submissive ….. and fulfilled
… so your art is begging now OR is it? Transmute ,,, change ,,, enjoy her .. like a toy ,, tease her for your delight and pleasure make her submit and in
the submission she get s wll the great sex she desires … (I wonder if I can put this into understandable words
) but if the under lying reason you are doing it is to just get your rocks off , the inner energy
you speak , the body language ( 80 percnet of our communication is body language ) your body language is
one of “ hey baby I am lieng I am just playing with you because I need to use you “
you activate her inner BULLSHIT detector .. and theirs is good ! What to
do …. - enjoy sex , encourage her be vocal ! the louder she gets the better it feels , the more totally
she is into the sex … remember being at a game one where you did not yell scream and get wild ,, it probably was boring
,, and the other game when you went totally fuckin wild and screamed and acted totally fucking nuts …. That game was
fun
NOW PUT SEX IN
THOSE TERMS IN YOUR OWN MIND AND HERS … get the idea? Encourage the screams the vocal , and to do that you YOU
, you you shy fuck has to get vocal first …. The best way is to talk to her “ that is my good pussy “ ( wow all those fuckin words just
to get fuckin here , yes dipshit theory is important young master )I want very much for you to forget the softer wording and
use , pussy ,, atleast you gotta gauge the girl ,… but a new nice girl ,, you gotta start
the training with calling her YOUR pussy ,, while fucking over and over ,, the
next day she may complain ,, say that she feels used or dirty when you say that ,, ignore it .. it is the ,, no ,no, no while
she opens her legs …. Taining submissiveness takes time and repetition, even the other life forces like FUCING money
can come into your world and fuck everything up ,, but helping her enjoy being submissive is the only way to peace ….
Or just keep doing the same old failing relationahip shit .. remember instinct …. She wants to be submissive and no one has cared enough about her to train her ,,be the different
man ,,, that hse will lust to return to .while fingering lickinig ,, anytime you se she is getting hott ,, she is you good
lil pussy ,, that is my good pussy louder baby louder baby that is a good pussy , talk talk talk ,,, do not be quiet ,, get
louder and she will get louder with you ,, and she will enjoy it more and nore … if she has trouble the next aday feels
disrespected ,, bye , talk to your ten foot circle her
real choices in the world are men who only fuck because they want to cum ,, 3 minutes , beggers who begg thru massage and
eating pussy ,, then pray they get to come ,,OR YOU WHO ENJOYS WATCHING HIS LIL’ PUSSY SQUIRM AND BEGG ,, go for the
say please ,,,,, go for the say please ,,, do you understand ,,, tell her what you want say please ,, remember when you were
banging that chick and she said faster faster don’t stop ! tiem to stop , and tease ,, and taste and touch ,,,,, and TICKLE just lite finger tips touches
learn where tonite is her shudder spot ‘’’’’HER shudder spot find it
,, and bozo it will change .. you can not do the same shit every night ,, get a repertoire of
tings to do .. then mix and match them to create the illusion . this is all vanilla shit I know some readers will be going ,, phil this is vanilla .. so ? some guys gotta get this
shit , remember . they gotta go over and over the ideas to break their minds out of the fuckin fairy tale …….
Ok , test what is your girlfriends new name while you fuck , tease and delight in the feelings she is being
subjected to ? huh what is her name ? now for other chicks slut and whore are better , with those you will be ruffer ,and in those fucks it is WAY to easy
to shoot your load quick during the fuck so you gotta get comfortable ,,, with some very hard fingering ( 2 or 3 ) doing some
deep exploring and some nice cold ass fingering ( yes some day I’ll go over paper training – the clean and empty
when you dfind shit in there …. Belive depending on certain vairalbes it can fucking strangly exiciting for the girl
– yes I am atwisted fuck - but paper training some day is a must .
a type of stop is the push away
remember when you get close , play stop well this is a push yourself out while thurst her body to the side or down
,, in a way ,, that is blaming her for brining you too , close ,, when you really want to enjoy her longer ,, AND IT IS THE
FUCKING TRUTH .. I am pissed the fucking lil slut is just turning me on too fucking much and I wanna enjoy her for a lot longer…
you lil little whore want to feel me shoot in you uuuh ?// not now right bitch and give her pussy
some good hard open leg slaps and resume finger ing or feedng if she is an ample wetter ….. that is enough . training
takes time but she will be happy with you and serve you out of desire . the only real force! ( oooh pussy slaps , re focuses
energy ,, repeated stimulation causes a certain numbness , so the slap , breaks the cycle ,, especially important if you are
using toys! ) she is giving up on men… and why honestly why? Because the guys she wanted to talk
to have not > YOU FUCKING SHY DICK heads have been so fucking shy she gave up!@ look I have been talking
this week with this girl ready to go back to college ,, and she is kind of depressed she can get picked
up at the club , by macho drunk mother fuckers but mm she calls disease ridden muscle heads . That would be easy but she doesn’t
want them , she is fuckin scared of dieing … now of course like so many other chicks she is bi , but her main girl
firnd wants her to commit now to female only give up on men , well they are doing that , but with the ok that each uses this
one special bad bay to fill that need form ,,MALE … think about what I just fucking wrote ,, these girls built my system
on their own by default ,, two girls who are lovers but need aman , so they agreed to share this one bad boy ,,,she says he
is a bad boy but we know he is clean . so I asked
what about other guys ,, she went on to say that last year ,,, she would online meet guys from class who would tell she was
cute and then find the guys on campus and they were totally fucking nervous around her ,, they would not say the same thing
to her in person , but could talk brave only online ,,,, she said it is like guys when she was at achool who had the big trucks
and nice cars ,,, well of course she was attracted to them , but she felt like she was the one expected to start the kissing
with these guys ,, it was like they had the car , so now waoman you want to ride with me you kiss me first … she HATED
IT ,, it was not natural ,,, she felt itiin her gut ,,,OHH instinct ! , in the gut … and again here now in university ,, she thought things would
have changed but NO the guys were on average just as scared as they wwere in high school .. so she is going gay she is going gay !
Current mood: contemplative she is giving up on men and why honestly why? Because the guys she wanted to talk
to have not > YOU FUCKING SHY DICK heads have been so fucking shy she gave up!@ look I have been talking
this week with this girl ready to go back to college ,, and she is kind of depressed she can get picked
up at the club , by macho drunk mother fuckers but mm she calls disease ridden muscle heads . That would be easy but she doesnt
want them , she is fuckin scared of dieing now of course like so many other chicks she is bi , but her main girl firnd wants
her to commit now to female only give up on men , well they are doing that , but with the ok that each uses this one special
bad bay to fill that need form ,,MALE think about what I just fucking wrote ,, these girls built my system on their own by
default ,, two girls who are lovers but need aman , so they agreed to share this one bad boy ,,,she says he is a bad boy but
we know he is clean . so I asked
what about other guys ,, she went on to say that last year ,,, she would online meet guys from class who would tell she was
cute and then find the guys on campus and they were totally fucking nervous around her ,, they would not say the same thing
to her in person , but could talk brave only online ,,,, she said it is like guys when she was at achool who had the big trucks
and nice cars ,,, well of course she was attracted to them , but she felt like she was the one expected to start the kissing
with these guys ,, it was like they had the car , so now waoman you want to ride with me you kiss me first she HATED IT ,,
it was not natural ,,, she felt itiin her gut ,,,OHH instinct ! , in the gut and again here now in university ,, she thought things would
have changed but NO the guys were on average just as scared as they wwere in high school .. so she is going gay SHE IS GOING GAY! Look fuckhead ,,, being a big time player well for this girl
is a turn off ,,, but , the bad boy these 2 girls share ,, he has a life , and loves girls , and having these 2 is ok and
the girls are ok but they do not want a diseased player ,, think HAREM man , the male I talk about I am
commited to the girls , right , fucking building them each a home and lifestyle COMMITMENT that the animal
girl wants , the bi sexual they enjoy , the male they LUST FOR .. Being aplayer ,, well you want that great ,, work you ten foot circle ,, talk to the girl and kis the
chick ,,, if she is talking to you she wants you ,, all that can happen is you get a NO ,, and end up jack inig off, big deal
,,,, so what everyone jacks off , so do the girls ,,,, The idea of
admitting masturbation being a male is an EGO problem , we should be having sex everyday with 100s of girls ,,, well that
is fairy tale , lie ,, she knows it deep down ,, the girls say ,,, divide the numbers of lover a guy says he had by 3 ,, they
know we lie ,, so ,,work in your min with the real shit GET OFF LINE ,,, make it real ASAP now ,, you gotta talk to this real girl ,, especially if she is
in your schoooll,,, you really are acting like a fool , talking about embarrassing yourself ,, being bold online ,, and shy
in person ,,, that is real embarrassment .. so practice my friend ,, learn to ride the skateboard talk to many girls , get
comfortable talking ,,,, and when you feel like kissing , kiss , if she is upset ( 9 oyut of 10 ) will not be ,, only 1 will
be ,, for that 1 say I am sorry ,, she will say ok ,, and later she will be thinking about kissing you
again ,,, but she lost her chance because youaint comeing back .. you ae working your ten foot circle .they will not put you
in jail for RAPE just because you kiss the girl unexpectedly The poor girl is going gay ,, why ,, because YOU SHIT HEAD ARE TO GOD DAM SHY !!!!!!!! you are not
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| Kingless - Queen
| lol that sound so much like my story... Except I hate the fact that guys can
hit on me and make pervese suggestions.... BUT NOT ONCE HAVE I EVER BEEN ASKED OUT BY A GUY I KNOW/KNEW.... I've never
even had a boyfriend... However I'm defenitly far from being a virgin in any which way or form... ;)- If your picken up
what I'm putten down...) I've had gf's but no bf... Fuck buddies but no bf... Is there something fucken wrong with me? Cause I'm half the size
I used to be and I know I'm fuckin gorgeous!!!! I do push guys away at the first sight of a crush... but why can't
1 of them just be a man and ask me out... I wouldn't / couldn't say no! lol I'd have to be 'submissive'
nd go on the damn date just to friggen know how or what it's like to go out with that person.... Ugh heterosexual relationships are too complicated! I rather
get my kitty licked by a femme on the same page as i am..... Black Rose's ... |
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| the little girl who lived down the lane
| men are scardy cats, they have been taught, to get the good girl they are supose to take home
to mommy, they have to be the good boy. they are just as scared to ask you out as you are to ask them out.....i see it all
the time at my job, they smile at me, even come in the eat the same shit everyday and i even get the occational wink but they
never ask me out....but my co worker, well she's not scared, she starts up a convo, askes for the didgets and ba
da bing she has a date....the fear of rejection is BIG for all of us and there is nothin wrong with ya,,cute as hell girl! |
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Some young masters #1 that guy gott no fear ,
that god gave most people ( yet he is a nice guy – kinda natural born harem man ) now guys ,, read the comments at the
end of “ she going gay” Not the second one , from the sound of it she works in a restaurant of some sort ….
Remember how in the beginning I was teaching about ,,, fuck it if you slow up the line ,,,,find something anything that you
can comment to the girl to make her feel good about herself … put your fear which is has a lot to do with the rush
of testosterone , that makes you mind go blank ,, and you remember something great to say like 20 minutes later … but
in her presence you are like ,,,uhhhhh duuhhh wordless ,, well remember the big T was designed to get us to think about fucking
sticking it in not talking her up ,, talking her up and all the vaiarable ,, the worries – it is that stress which makes
the 850 rejections so important … there is tie in , think about if for your self shit head your own ideas and thinkinga
re important ! From that girls pictures on her site and the one you see ,, she has realy cute hair for one ,, so
just tell her that … excuse me miss , I really want to say you have pretty hair the curls really frames you well ,,,
if you gott the guts … ( just do it man! Just do it it will make the chicks day .. say ) … it frames your face
well … I must say ..you are a shining example of genetic perfection Remember to
time the words do not speak rushed , slow so she can hear the words ,,, whether you ask for her number or not … just
make the girl smile all fucking day long ,, just be nice to another human … get the practice ,, do it ,,, I
know it is hard but it gets easier .. and they smile … and guess what I bet the next day ,, you come back into
her restaurant .. just say ,,, “ excuse me what would it take for you to meet me for coffee” That form of
question is not a question it has no no NO! yes or no answer … structure opportunity deliver chanlleges
. No , the little one above curly ,, well I do not know where she works so I can not much except to
say ,,,, I bet if she was smiling like that when she was handing me coffee ( and I was up for that day ) “excuse
me , miss I just want to tell you that smile is so cute , I hope y ou have a great day “ You can just
do that, and get out say nothing more and tomorrow each of those girls will be talking with you …
I fucking guarantee it ! Usable , but missing a solid inch and some girth , part 2 Actually in
this story I think you guys can think about the difference between a “ drunk disease ridden muscle head “
and you a “ good man “ ( difference between a nice guy and a good man is a fine line ) ,,yesterday I recommended
opening to the girl with and “ excuse me miss …” that is almost hypnotic to a chick if said with confidence
, because she is used to the DDRMH’s saying “ hey baby , yo baby “ as their opener and
well the ddrmh’s do most of the thitting on chicks .. so your practiced excuse me will break her state …. More
later But what is going here , you r in a state of confusions , I was learning this chick
, I mean all I knew was a few letters from her , now the nice guy me of course wants to protect 1 , 2 trained
to kiss ass because in that way I get the good grade in school , I get the cookie from mommy , I get to keep my fucking job
when I got a female mangaer ….. all NON instinctual shit …. Schools have been common for all people only 100
years ,,,, female mangaers 30 years …. And 100 years ago out on the farm at a ge 7 or 8 I would
have been working the hay or something , hanging around men … you guy do not get that anymore …. We lack role
models … and women are searching for the male who will satisfy them ,,,,the bad boy he does not care … he is
strong , ( but does not provide the safe cave or tent circle ) so it ouches the chick sex need and often
trapping her in unsafe lives … we good men are confused … well shit head do not be …. Look learn , adapt
. Live for yourself and if your life is what she can live with she will ! Pass your fear ,, remember
she is only a girl ( are you working your 10 foot circle , not putting all your sex/love eggs in 1 basket and letting her
hold the basket …. Do not put all your energy in one girl ! ) with that in your mind , you can the go for it ,,,, see
, my first plan was to let her choose to meet me at the hotel .. after my 5 minute appearance for coffee .. well the feeling
was wrong , I got resistance , she talked about not knowing where the hotel was …my nice guy wanted to give her freedom
of choice ,,, her cave woman wanted to be CAUGHT like an animal! And taken back to my cave …. See
the training shit I was caught in ,,, we are trained to respect them , fear touching them or go to fucking jail ,, but they
need to be taken , ( remember our sex – I drive I fuck her ..my thrusting – well expect when I am slaping her
ass , when she is my lil’puppy and demanding her bump her hole on whatever I am sticking in her ….oppps
I don’t think I should have said that … the censor will get me ) but still I am the leader ….. the girls
are searching for you a nice guy ,, to be able to do this .. and not fear it … not be controlled by the training to
be a gentle man … So , listen to her ,,, resistance is a call for help! ,,SHE DID NOT KNOW WHERE THE HOTEL
WAS all I had to do , was ,,, start kissing a nd fingering in the parking lot ,,( activate the sex drive
) ohh yes I took something of hers in the 5 minutes,, I invaded her and stole something ,,, invasion , off balancing , controlling
, break her state her expectations . I took her earings , ( it can , if she only wears one pair , it can feel lilke being
undressed like she is NAKED! VERY POWERFUL MENTAL CONTROL ) then it was ,, I’ll DRIVE
and open the door and in she goes like a good lil’ slut . … now I was worried about
her car ,, the protector in me! Well was she worried , did she ask ME? NO! so why did I worry about her shit ,, because I
am instinctually concerned about my proterty and profit for my family the instinct male ! girl at instinct level is not she
needs to mate hormones are strong.. that is why a responsible male our instincts our DNA survived .. it
is why the 7 out of 10 males are you! Ooop si was so god dam tired that I could not see the rearings clasp so I had her take
them off ,,, ( lame on my part ) take them off , make mention that you have to chew on metal ,, undress her in public …..
I tolod her to wear hoop earings because iw as going to NLP anchor with them , forcing her head to tilt etc …. But
she no idea that I was going to steal her stuff , ( of course I said ,,, be at my room you get your earings other wise email
me an adrress and you gettem back , then leave …. Oh shit head you gotta do enough touoching before you leave to make
sure her drive is strong enough to follow , but this chick was not going to follow ,,, “ I don’t know where that
is” … it was not the type of sound that said I am ending… 4 magic words
“ I want you to “ it is your right young master She is my cunt Look at the
animal world , males battle each other to insure their sperm lives ! now females go to be protected by a strong male that
has more than one female , in fact the scent of woman attracts females . I had divorce court today , first time I have really seen my adorable
lil’ future ex wife in a year ..( dam this case has drawn out – still more to go ) but when I left , who should
I see sitting outside but some one who is fucking my MY CUNT .. understand I still live ,,, if I were an animal I would be
in heaven before he , that little mother fucker would be licking my cunt . Either he would be in hell or
I would be in heaven ( well some say I should go to hell also , matter of opinion ) Young master , girls will ask
you “ well since you are going to have more than 1 female I should be able to have more than one male ..”
NO! is not instinctual ,,BUT! It had been very common in the past to intertain visitors by giving them the comfort
of one of your wives ,,, but UNDERSTAND this ,, it was that I choose who would fuck my wife , hell a s a good animal husband
maybe I had hopes she would get pregent by this guy I choose … new bloodline ..fine ,, next like in TWISITED INSTINCT
the 4 seasons 4 …. Festisval times of old , and the gang bang … today I describe it as the party platter
,,,, she gets her wild fuck when I want her to ,, and I can make sure she is safe , I can make sure everyone using my cunt
is wearing a party hat and coated themselves with triple anti biotic crème . BUT ME , YOU
the master ,,,we lead! She gets her other male fix ,,,, as nature intended .. safely ,, read twisted instinct ! So ,,NO! on
her fucking around choosing her own extra fun boyfriends ,, NO! that will lead to only feelings of wanting to murder ,, which
today will get you stuck in a cage where there is no pussy ……. But the feeling the desire ,is strong to …
just …. ________ that mother fucker . So , youhave to make sure ,, the girl has to understand the master she has choosen
,,, does she want a good man ? or does she want the wimp who will begg for her pussy …or DDRMH who will sell as a stripper
…both the guys she realy deep in her heart hates and disrespects ………. And if she has a problem
with you having 3 wives ,,, well it is really a like , she is living in fairy tale land again ….. it is so confusing
the programming drilled in our brains… it confuses our instincts … she is naturally bi-sexual , she is attracted
to male who she sees can get other females ,,, her inner slut is saying ,, he must be hot if ,, they are choosing him also
. DO NOT BEG young master ,,, you have 3 she has you ,,, and when you want ,, when you want 4 seasons 4
festival time she wears the pink fuzzy’s and becomes the party platter ~ I am going slap
you across the face Mr. Nice Guy Get it thru your fucking head , live for your fucking self ,, and , and ,, andi if ..
only if , she likes it will she want to stay with you ,,, live for your fucking self shithead , my young master ,,it is the
only fucking chance . you’ve done sll the living trying to make her happy , and idi it work?? No
fuck no… there is no way a man can MAKE a woman happy ,, they are just fuckin women , they are crazy
as far as we are concerned ,, hell I honestly believe they like beingunhappy ,, there must be some evolutionary value in their
unhappiness I will have to think about that …. Look I just went thru this ,, I got started again going back dow that
street of worrying to much about some chicks happiness and you know ,,, that made her more unhappy ,,FUCK , YOU WOULD THNK
THAT <<< I WOULD KNOW FUCKING BETTER … but NO , I gotta slap myself acroos the face every
fucking day to remeind myself ,, do not back slide , build your life ,,, live your won lif Phil if she likes it ,, great she
will pick you …. I know you fuckin love her … but doing the right thing ,, well shit head look around at the
60 percent divorce rate ,, look at all the people who are living trpped in marriages that are empty and unhappy
, 3 out of the other 4 … fuck the odds suck ,, that doing what the fairy tale says is the right thing will work
,, the evidences says it will NOT work ,, so fuck head live for yourself Remember the bad boy creeedo ! Live for your
fucking self ! And what ..look at the evidence ,, the girls go where , after who ,, well after the DRUNK
DISEASE RIDDEN MUSCLE HEADS …. The nice guy they get bored with ….. so learn some tricked out sex ,, enjoy spanking
her ,,like watching squirm like a little slut while you fuck her , finger ,, pinch and pull on her nipples ,, and yes how
cute and red her ASS gets while you spanker ,,,, then fuck the shit out of her ,,,, enjoy her sucking you and .. yes demand
a strong suck ,, and if she does not want to …. Tell her to start packing her bags ,,,, you will buy her a ahome sure
,,, but when she brings you coffee when she makes herself available to you ,, well it is time you obey me , and suck my cook
honey like you it,, NO ,,NOT like you love , like you are acting ,,, suck me because you love ! or leave
,, I am cool use the house for a couple o months , I am not a mean person ,, but baby you want to control me , you want act
,, not truly give totally of your self? If you playing ,, well start packing . leave and KNOW that I really
do love …. I tried to build the compound to provide with the best dream for us all , kids included ….. so baby
suck me strong and drink my milk ( god dam ! I am so fucking insulted when a woman spits my sperm out like it was some sort
of fuckin poisin ! , my sperm is osmthing I am FUCKING PROUD OF !!!!! So young master lve for yourself ,, of course it is our nature to
think about their happiness , but you can not make them ,, make them ,,, force them to be happy ,, so give up trying and you
fuck head be happy got it…live for yourself and guess what she will choose you Dom and sub ( notice the small
“s” ) I am going nuckin futs ,,, 3 women today are driving me nuts ,,, ok one is new ,, look
I am saying I ma going to live an instinct life ,, so guess what being that instinct male once my sperm has been delivered
my inner male claims that bitch , she is my cunt , in my mind it is now follow or leave ( I’ll explain F & L later
) and well this lil’ cute mashocist well is a cute mashocits another one of my favorite flavors …. But hwat happened
was interesting , she knew I am instinctual jealous , she have another myspace just for me so that I do not have to deal with
her other men … ( other men –hint – instinct confusions –this is ? submission? ) … oh
I have deleivered my sperm 3 times in fact to multiple locations ,, I did not just bang and leave ,, in wanting more than
one hit ,, I was claiming her as mine …happy happy me …So she writes about something that
happened with anotherman yesterday … and I thought I was cool no prob …but NO man I start to freak , I get a
dose of heavy infatuation …. I wanted her like nobody’s business ,, I already admit to being in love .. but now
I am fucking lost ( hint hint this pussy was becoming to important to walk away from – who is then then submissive ME
! ) the core problem is the woman not commiting but being dominant by controlling thru insult of
my instincts . basic instinct drive animal shit – why were women property for 2,500,000 . why in countries
today are women still kept behind family walls and when inpublic they are under vails …. Basic respect for male instincts
. girls are you happy with your life today ??? NO guess why , do not blame the looser men YOU pick ,,
blame yourself honey . next is my third wife ,, the adorable one … stressing about money asking for
help in her getting food stamps ,, to start off I had to return her call who answers but the mother fucker who is licking
my cunt ( the other bolg remember ) and she starts talking to me all sweet , of course I will help if I can …. But
I again , a good man with a fine line is thinking to myself , you fucked up on me the new , waterfront home , pay check every
week , and we had the basic 5 plus fuzzy pinks , rope play and toys ,, until you started with the subtle manipulations ,,,,
yo ! mi amor you made your bed … ask the mother fucker what to do! Next my 2nd wife
…. Child problems again ,, I say do not blame the boy ,, he has no parents no home ! of course he is fucked up! So
she starts on all the TODAY’S theory ,,, well look the fuck around you ,,it is a fucking FAIRY TALE ! (
ohh someone has bee saying what I am planning is a fairy tale , no I repeat what I say is areturn to instinctual HAPPINESS
the eden before the power and greed of EVE ! ) Well here I am stuck ,, I told her over and over ,,, it is FOLLOW OR
LEAVE … well I choose to leave I do not follow a loser and baby you and your plans to date have been losing . well
I can not deal with this , yes I want now to strt seeing my children …. So she is like great I need
to go out and get laid ….she is my wife always will be in fact we were buddy fucking earier this year until she talks
about some other dude … yo1 baby , yo! Girls jesus fucking Christ ,NO! you ae not submissive only masochist ….you
like to get hurt during sex but manipulate in every other way ,,,test and challenge ,,,, if you were my employee I would (
but you are not in fact I AM YOUR …. I LOVE YOU !! SLAVE ) One girl I know respects her
boss a lot … as being an employer for decades … I would listen to my emoployyees the state the course and direction
of the soter , boat , wholesale bis , or manufacturing protocols … but of course like any good leader you listen to
people with hands on experience , but in the end ,, the DOM , the male the husband says X Y Z and like
a boss it should be followed or like a boss ,,,bye! Your fired ! what if you have an employee who knows
the direct the company is going , and knows the rules ,, but comes in and just starts trouble ….. hey like talking
about other men to an instinctual male ,,hmmmmm what the tiger mME I should submit and change my stripes ? should the boss
take the shit of an employee who tell the customers about how great the competition is ??? FOLLOW OR LEAVE
since in todays world hse is not property ,,, and has choice ,,,, and you young master are building the harem , so
what is 1 girl ? always her choice , and then they conmplain …. Oh poor me I am so lost , so hurt
,,, so empty ,, I can not love … well baby you have never REALLY tried the RIGHT way . honestly you have not ,
You people
are going get me killed …. I say I am doing this for you guys ,,,well either I’ll get myself knifed or I’m
going have a heart attack …. Ok this last 7 days ahs been filled with women , my cute lil’ masochist who has
truly stolen my heart , well I am all fuckin messed in the game up over her , but she is a good example
of a good , girl , she read the blog yesterday and I notice 2 letters well I read the 1st , and she is like a pissed
that I refer to her as my CUNT , well the next letter she writes explaining to herself and me what I was talking about ..
( honestly the rest of the night between her and I , girls are getting so hurt honestly they have numbed out their hearts
,, well her numb spot is getting touched ,cool ) Ok , so this week I have been messed up and not working my 10 foot
circle , like I should ,, you know talking to girls who come within 10 feet of you finding something anything to complement
them on ,, right! And like I said yesterday this cute lil’ girl , well she was strting to become to important to me
to lose …. I was becoming sliding into supplication because of my desire for her I COULD feel the back slide happening
. But today ( and yesterday something also , later on that ) but today in real time … a girl I bloged about maybe a
month or 2 ago , an employee of a client ,,, well last time we got talking as she came out of the office to smoke ,, my impression
was she was like way to into her carreer to be one of my 5 ( hey I think I’ll do the 3 from twisted ) …. Ok so
today she comes out again ..heard me whistling she knew I was coming ,,,, learn to whistle guys touches them inside in the
DNA … I was not in the ZONE but she gets talking right off she talks about my ,,, I am like OHH fuck this is that chick
… this goes back to FEB this year .. I didn’t recognize her last time .. well she was like I finished the book
it took me awhile ,, what was that note in the front about you being partial to peach .. I gave her book because she likes
my whistling so I said I have another art I will send you a copy .. well just weeks before another woman who read my book
did the “ fresh baked pie seduction “ me , she made a punkin pie , so I was shooting for a peach pie with this
girl …. But I never got no more response from her since way back in Feb. I was not in the
ZONE I noticed it ,, I was wrpped up thinking about the “ follow or leave “ that I gotta have ready for my cute
lil’ M when we spend the weekend together during her vacation … I was not in hunting mode … so I was dealing
with this girl PLatonicly plus remember she is an employee of a client ( gotta keep the cash flow sex can fuck things like
up ) well it is strange how much can be said and not said in a minute or 2 then comes a tap on the
window and she gotta go inside .. we’ll talk later I think ,, I know .. So , I notices , that I was
still putting way to much , of my soul into my cute lil’ M ,, I am missing the world of girls out there .( hey but I
am happy I am messed up over this chick ) ,, so go to get a coffee and what walks in ,, a florida girl .. tan blonde 20 ,
with her mom , ( hey mom wasn’t bad either honeslty being my age my tastes in women is more broad than
when I was in my 20’s , happy me ! ) but the babe was wearing this green skirt ,,,, I felt nervous
,,,confusion ,, the T was grabbing my brain I saw myself cupping the palm of my hand on her thigh and running it up under
that skirt and pushing her legs apart ( OHH ! next blog ,,, 4 LB’s of pressure
,,it is a must read guys ! ) I knew I had to get back on the compliment horse ,, I had to start working my 10 ft circle even
though I am messed up about this other girl … I am fighting with my nervousness and decide on “ excuse me miss
you have very nice leggs and look good wearing that skirt “ but done with TACT@! And
Taste and confidence .. but ending with just the “ have a nice day “ walk away wait for nothing and leaving smiling
and confused ,,, not doing the DDRMH hey baby yo! baby hit … just leave her smiling …. Well they come up behind
me in line ,,, as I turn still nervous I got the words out , honestl lacking a level of confedience but with enough deep toneality
in my voice to convey strength ,, next I was speaking to fast ,, but it went well I got a smile a thanks and a smile from
the mom … now guys I am working I am sweaty ,, dirty t shirt ,, my hair is like wild ,, honestly I look board line
street bumm . I pulled it off … get on the FUCKING HORSE open your fucking mouth
, put your passion in your pocket control the big T ( testosrone ) and open you fucking mouth . Ok , back on
the horse , I open the door for this woman leaving a store her hands full ,,, she had a nice top blouse ,, so I said that
is a pretty blose ( I said blouse ) you look good in it _ DO NOT COMPLEMENT THE CLOTHING IT IS .>> SHE << is who
looks good the blouse was the accent to her ! remember that ! WHY AM I GOONE FUCKING GET KNIFED .. well the guy hanging around
out front of the store talking on the cell phone that did not opne the door for this cute lady with her arms full of packages
,,, well that was her OLD MAN ….. dam did I get knifed by he look ,,,, I gave him an honest shoulder raise as to say
… yo! Dude how was I supposed to know she was your cunt ( fuck if use that word much more I am going piss to many of
you girls off ) ……… ok guys even though you are all messed up in the game ,, it is weak of you to not
give girls complemints ,,, giving complements does not mean to much ,, and it keeps you in the game in practice ,, and the
zone even though I am messed up in the game ( fucking facts ) Oh why will I get a fucking heart attack ,, well to many chicks
.. yesterday a blast from the past the old site ,, messages me ,,, hi stranger ,,, ii loved the book read it three times and
need 5 more copies .. how much will it cost … I was joking but said it you are giving to girls they will be free (
actually had all 5 of my freebies from last not sent out so of course she wants 5 I got 5 )
… well yes of course she is giving me to girls ,, girls are the ones who read my shit ..guy get the hint girls are
realy sexual ! I know it ain’t as we have been trained ,, they fuckin lied to you everyone since the day you were born
lied to you about girls . ok this chick had hinted before at being 1 of my 5 then fell in love –
I was happy for her ,,, well the fairy tale sucks she is broken hearted again ! dating has a 95 percent chance of failure
– odds are in my favor ! and she is a core values chick for me ,,, 18 , single mom lil’ child
, and she cute and a touch of softness , so she sends me back her address and ,,, a piece of one of my
blogs …. What did she say … “that part about about bringing you coffee and taking order
s ,,hmmmm has possibilities , then one of those smiley faces with the tongue thing . “ I swear , this
week , I am going have a heart attack if one more girl crossed my path … in a suggestive manner . How can you
protect her when you are drunk you are an easy kill This has to do with the chick that got hit last night , and chemical
recreation in general . first from your aspect young master ,,, NOT in front of you women ,,never fucking ever .. it insults
their need for a strong male , when you are drunk or high you are weak … I’ll pull the pirate story out of twisted
instinct later ,,, But right now ,, iam thinking a lot about my follow and leave … I gotta design my life ,,
right , captain my own ship put my expectations in focus totally look shithead ,,,, I a cptain does not know where the fuck
his going when he leaves the dock , then he will just go in circles … NOW your life with the girls ,, will not be only
in the bed ,, yes the bedroom or if you build a playroom ,, both are the basis for you attraction ,, but you master gotta
, design a life with as little problems or potential problems as possible ,,, and if she do not like it ,, fuck that sounds
to me a lot like not following ,, and she says she wants a fucking dominant male . so do it … and remember since you
are working looking talking .. you will in time get the girls …. Hey any you all remember early
on last night before the sun went down out on the dock while was talking those 3 girls , well I gotta bog just on them
… but back to chemical recreation ! 1st it’s basis started in copying mom and dad hide
in it , then as you aged and got all confused about sex , it was easier to forget in the chemical recreation , and let your
self get fucked if you are a girl ,, or with the drugs you started to forget how much of a fucking chicken wimp you aer and
you found your confidence in a bottle …. 1 more beer to get my confidence up , right!~… so drugs and drinking
the main core ,, is easy to understand ,, now , if a chick has a strong male and she does not have start everything ,, cool
, and if you young master ,, is confident in your sub female no prob.. and since you got 3 ,, it will work out .. never a
slave to 1 pussy …… but iknow I will have chicks in my life with chemical recreation problems ,, fact fucking
fact … but here is atruth , the more you fight the more power you give the problem ,,, so chill make real life more
fun than drugs and her desire for drugs will lessen to a manageable addiction ,, seen this happen with herion addicts they
still used , but found happiness in life ,, it became a livable balance … but life first had to be good!
That is your RESPONSIBILITY young master ( fuckhead ) , lead and if she don’t follow well
,, bye honey … so let her have her dope , say do it with me … I want her to be safe ,, do not hide or lie when
you don’t ,, but when she is high ,, god dam it man , tha is great time for some fucking heavy kinky , try a bunch of
shit sex …. Make the times she is high fun times for you and her ….. and honestly if the other part of life
is becoming better all around she will get high less and less NOW how about ,, you head huh
,,, when you ae with you male friends never ever in front of your woman … so take time to go drinking with buds , and
crash in your car or where ever NEVER EVER at home ! drink and smoke while out fishing and hunting …. Ok here is a
story for you to get the instinctual fear she feels when you are no longer in control …. “ Touch the lips ”
look shit head my friend getting high and drunk all the time is not natural not instinctual , wanna know why? Listen ….
Me and my boys came to your tents we were traders nice guys , we brought some real good beer , wine and smoke , the first
few days I let my men party with you we got good an high , ( of course 10% of my men were to only touch the lips – designated
drivers – stay sober – act high ) after you stupid fucks got stupid and I knew I had a tent circle with a bunch
of weak drunks . Then on night three we party real hard with you , as you’all pass out my men , cut
all your throats ….. remember Troy --- drunks are easy kills ….. drunk DNA did not
live on … oh your wives , children and tents ,,,, they are now mine …… a Pirate . get it got it , good. … oh but if I happened upon a smart man who was not a drunk , well , that
was a hard kill and a man I know to make my friend and do good business with ….. they , their
DNA lives in you and me , both the pirate and the businessman . The ones who lived , we share instinct with . so actually I guess this is the idea I will put in my follow or leave ….. if I have the shit written then
troul=ble some aspects of relationships are dealt with ,,, look if love was just walking the fuck down a beach hand in hand
…. Then we would all be fucking happy already! But never for 99 percent of dating is will end in hurt ,, 8 out of 10
marriages will end in hurt .. suck fucking odds. She was sitting on a cloud , 5 minutes to a fuck
Ok , a bad thing happened at the bon fire but now back to work , because you guys really fuckin pissed
me off …. Are you learning anything or are you still scared and not fucking practicing … well I think you are
still fucking scared and not practisiing .. that is why that cute lil girl was locked in the back room with that piece of
drugged up scum ,,WHY BECAUSE THE GOOD MEN ! I know she does like well are just to honestly chicken to
really put moves on her atleast moves done with style and at the right time.. timing is important ,, maybe some chicken moves
but not hot passionate moves ,, like that DDRMH scum bag … and I talked with about it … and she is like ..it
is just like you write the nice guys are too fucking scared to touch me , like they mean it !!! LIKE THEY MEAN IT !
TAKE THE GAMBLE , if you get the ouch let her leave … don’t fuckin think about it big deal … now
I understand if you do the shit to girls I do ,, then you can fear police calls , but helll I do with some evidence showing
she knows what I do …. But let us explore the girls … on the dock those 3 I was working them I admit
I was working’em all , honestly I working them for fun , and to show you guys ,,, look they wanted
copies of my book ,,hint right the book that starts ,,” hey dumb fuck the most important thing in y our life is pussy!
“ they asked me for copies right ! hint! Ok ,,,, I went into discussing things , instinctual sex … then I did
the bad! OK I admit it ,,, I killed you off my son ( a kid who is like my boy ) he is a classic bad a fucking chick magnet
w/green eyes … who goal in life is to hit by a bus ? and the girls crème over him .. in fact
he brought these 3 .. But I killed you off in a story to show that girls MATE , they will fuck who ever comes
back to the cave ,,or die ,, so what you look like has very little to do ,,with getting her hot and ready ,, not your looks
but it is that you will try ,, you have practice and confedence.. only way to get that is to practice casting your line “
excuse me miss , the _______ you are wearing is pretty , you look very nice wearing it…. “ ( fishing not every
cast catch a fish )… remember I did the story out of twisted about the general sending the strong chick magnet out
to the front lines to defend his country , I know I sent him to his death just so I can claim his pussy … well gues
what guys ,, what I was doing was PROCESS SPEAK GIRL SPEAK not counting buffalo I was telling story ,,
that opens her SUB CONCIUOS mind ,, now as I bringup the ideas that inastinctually she will mate witth ME! She
will fuck me ! now you guys heard me talking just like right ,, no polite shit , I am talking about ordering
them to suck my cock …. And that they would because it was our only form of recreationi ,, right no mall shooping ,,
not TV , internet ,, no going down to the sotre to buy BUDWIESER …. No we played all day long at sex … you guys
heard me saying this right! … Then I was asking for feed back , I wanted to know what are their cores values the things
they find important in sex? Men ? Relationships? But I was guiding ,, I was guiding them all 2 would agree
with just about all I said getting more and more interested in me~, only the redhead talked ( not a strawberry blonde because
this chick is just to strong willed – these 3 grils would make a great harem and I was trying to help them see that
.. w/ 3 separate homes etc….. later on this ) now she said her last nice guy turned gay so she has to go for a drunk
disease ridden muscle head …. ( like the girl in the back room later that night ) to get the forceful attention her
animal desires …. //// the soft one ( 3 or 4th time in my circle always in second row . I have had a hard
time making the direct contacts I want ) she feels she is unattractive because of her softness ( baby don’t
lose a pound! Before I get to know you – then go ahead become skin bones .. but jesus MAN she is the perfect example
of pleasant softness! ) ///// last the advertiser ,,, you all had to notice her FACT … that top
, the eyes ,,, ok she was closest to me , the one that sat on a cloud w/puppy eyes …. Now I did get talking with 1
of you guys later directly about the look in her eyes …. She went into CLOUD SITTING ( legs tucked under actually exposing
her pussy in a form ,,, it would be real easy to slip your hand under her to stimulate her …after hair , then ears
, neck and kiss , got work the system … it is art .. she would have been easy if there were a lot less people…
even though it was hard to notice on the dock almost every one looks like they are cloud sitting ,,, but
she was plus ,,leaning forward into me , eyed fixed and attentive .. it was a SUB CONSCUIOS posture you
should learn to read … that happened as I started to use her as example of a chick advertising
thru her make-up , clothes and stuff ,versus us males who wear blood stained t-shirt … think
why does she spend all that time and energy getting ready ,,, she is in HEAT she wants to get a guy to
hit on her …. Ok , what I was doing was telling people about stuff , I was teaching NO!~ NO!~
I engaged the girls in a conversation ! I asked for their in PUT ,, I was not totally preaching NO , I wanted to get
real yes or not answers or head nods ,,, I wanted them involved .. I wanted them also ALSO to think to visualize by using
,, stories about the past , stories about other people ,,NOT them except when I wanted to find out what they were experiencing
in their life …. It is like fractionating , bringing the girl in and out of mental states brings them deeper into suggestive
states … her ideas about her present and then ideas , comparisons to INSTINCTS of the past ,,, dream state , conscious
state ..do you get it? In my story I had the girls think about ,,, fucking who ???? my hand is in the air ,,
I wanted them thinking about the fact that at// AT /// AT! Some level of mind , in some compartment in
their mind already ,, from past instinct , then flashing to the present then ,, moving back in time again .. I move that picture
in her mind of accepting me as her sex partner ,, using me as her ONLY recreation ! then brings her
of us to the present ,, I trashed the red heads boy friends … with ddrmh comments … I also showed how easy it
was to manipulate ( my son ) the greened chick magnet into dieing in the past …… ok Now as I saw
I had the advertiser ,,sitting on a cloud , I when to talking about her accents … the scarf she had on her head –
well she replies it is her sisters , actually that broke her state ,, she did not realilze the complemeint I gave her ,…
so I had to re – frame the importance of it ,, to show her how , she picked it and she looked good …. If , things
certain conditions were different …. I would I have directly touched her hair then commented on the earings ,, kept
my hand touching her touching the erings ,,is ,, is ,, is always invasive ,, be invasive , invade her ..PENETRATE her …
them move the hand to the neck and Pull and move in for that kiss ,, then on to the finding how many pounds of pressure she
would take ….. some day givien the certain conditions have changed will I ? ,,,yep! All 3 ,, all
beautiful girls ,, intelligent lovely sexy girls … girls who like you love RECREATION what is human instinctual recreation
? sex ….. Now I gotta plan to do this while out with my cute lil’ masochist in a few , weeks
,,, yep , hit on another chick while out at lunch , dinner or wherever … and try to bring that strange girl into ,,
my poligmy ideas atleast as discuion .. then watch my effects …. I have never done this while out with another woman , who I am messed
up over ,,, no never , because never have I been commited to creating a 3 wife life ,,, interesting , interesting ,, I wonder
if I got the guts ,,,, I better because I because I am stating here that I am thinking of it and to not go for will be weak
…… good dam I love causing myself trouble. Submission is not …….. fuckin what you think “ submission
is not something that can be demanded or forced . The definition of the word means it is a willing act. A submissive submits
because they have chosen to do so , not because someone forced them “ I ma suprized to here two women
talking about internet guys they have met who are Dom’s and to understand that these girls once would never had thought
about becoming Submissives because the idea of submitting or surrendering ….was not fashionable . Not cool , but I
guess over time the girls found being the man in the relationship ( well kinda of the man ) well they were not fulfilled Do you want me …. To be mad at
you This is not the first time I have felt ,, like this ,,
on contrare …. The oppisiste , I have felt this from almost every woman ,,, one minute everything is fine regular like
it has always been , the next she gets gets up off the bed a different person , then answers the simple question I have asked
every woman “ are you mad at me “ with the ……… question answer The question answer is a mind reading thing ….. look young master I tell you to read
your woman ,,, and I think I read her pretty well in the bed or even the kitchen ,,,, right if she is wearing a robe and nothing
more and is smiling that devilish smile and cuddles you inside her robe …. And responds to your kisses ,,,well? Well?
What would you read into that ? And when you have her on the bed and she
askes ,,, she askes ,,, suck them ( referring to her tits ) and she cumms well for you and responds to you fcucking her after
, till the end when she cleans the sweat from you body and curls up in your arms ,, well how would you read that? But then she gets up…….. and is distanst and
cold … you have a big night planned and you do not want it to explode so when she responds to your honest question
about ….DID I MAKE YOU YOU MAD .. with a question like..” do you want to make me mad “ what would you think
, well you should think about the other times she has used that phrase . for me it has only happened when I do LITE touch
teasing after sex . I do it to see her squirm , make her mad but not an angry mad ,,,, a mad of having to feel her body to
much …. The opposite of being spanked or whipped ….. 1 Finger touching her body finding her quiver spots over
and over ….. BNow with this girl I have not done this
for weeks ,, and it is about time I return to this activity with her , to keep our life rounded not just spanking whipping
scratching biting ,,, but extreme tenderness …… since spice wassabi …. Is liked by her , and she reacts
to it … I feed from a woman’s reactions ….. so did I lite touch her and she got pissed and instead of
saying so .. she acted like a woman and……… and ………. And well here I am , confusedand
getting angry and also separating myself from her …. What else can I do? I have never ever found the answer in trying
to make her happy being around her … so I usually just leave and with luck she is chill later . ( if I bring up the
idea of 3 wives again and say that at this point .. a point where she is pissed with me … she can send me off to her
friends …well she will get upset and say …. You are thinking about 3 wives again , NO but I am wiriting honestly
because , YOU young master need to realize facts) The fact is she will answer a direct question with a question …….. and expect you to …WHAT? (
fuck if I know I am only GOD ! I do not understand women ) I mean I walk on eggshells I do not know what to say any more ……..AND
THE TENSION GROWS AND GROWS …..i love you and I don’t want yuou to be confused anymore about
me….but I get confused too…..humans, we only are…..just human……my life revolves around
your happiness, but I am human and I need to be happy to, complete, whole, and what I do when im confused is…shut up….till
I can figure it out……and I did, and we talked and it was needed for both of us……so no….you
are not GOD, you are Phil and you are human and so is Debbie. A sleep fuck missed You remember me , talking about how I
fuck in my sleep , that 3 am hard on that I just roll over and start fucking the girl in bed with me …. Remember I
said it was something that I just did . even at times almost a sleepwhile I did it? … well last night I did not do
it ……. Ooops , I am sensing the old ways creeping back into ,,, my happiness , DO THE SAME OLD THING GET THE
SAME OLD RESULT …. I should listen to my own advise , but dam it is so hard when you love some one
to not first consider them ,,, but doing that sometimes well you become SUPPILICATING .. you young master become timid , you
no longer LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE AND lead and let her follow ,,, remember she choose you because of your confidence
, but what happened to your confidence ,,, ( what happened to mine last night? … I worried if she woud be OK with it
,, I am becoming timid , I have noticed that CREEPING UP for about 48 hours ..) 48 HOURS big fucking shit ! 48 HOURS ,, WELL
IT IS NOT JUST THE DAYS BUT THE IDEA I AM DOING THE SAME OLD THING ,, BECOMING timid WORRYING ABOUT TOUCHING HER ,, NOT TOUCHING
HER BECAUSE I LUST AND DESIRE HER AND IN MY NATURAL WAY , BUT WITH A CONCERN ABOUT first about how she may react ….
Will there be an OUCH? .. what is the ouch , what is a true ouch ,,, I Thought I was reading her well? CONFUSED
! Well honestly I have not sleep fucked for weeks and weeks
, we have be fucking our selves so much that when I got a chance to sleep I slept , so last night when I got a 3 am ragging
hard on ,,,, it was like roll over and fuck this woman who I love …. I WANTED TO ..but I did not
,, NO ! I stopped ,,, I felt fear of OFFENDING her .. of doing something wrong .. of her displeasure , so I did timid touch
,, whimp weak timid touch ,, and I then noticed what I was doing I felt so sick about myself that I lost the hard on and just
fell beck to sleep ….. instead of just rolling her over and fucking her like I did in the beginning I gentley stuck
the hard on in between her legs and thrusted gently to see if I would get a reaction ( YO ! phil DUMBFUCK
phil she is fucking asleep ! ) see though this is something I had done in the past as the power position had changed in the
relationship and I lived based on her … her …. Wants ,, guessing , to afraid to try anything just in case it
displeased her … HER being who ever in in my past …. Well I would do the timid testing touch day or night ,,
BEGGING … please love me , do , n ot reject me …. BEGGING touch A SICKENING
touch for me a weakness … I AN LOSING MYSELF …. I an doing the same thing over again
,,,, but I told her … I told her …… I must write honey ,, I must be the male who wanted to meet the one
who you saw ….. she saw something deep in words more than even what I thought I knew … But the important thing is she accepted me as I was , so for me to change WELL THAT
WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING .. and in time it will change how she feels about me , because I am no longer confident ,, NO I AM
AFERAID , but why? Why am I afraid ? BECAUSE I LOVE HER ………… !!! catch 22 !!! I am dammed it I
don’t take her into consideration but I will also become dammed IF I DO take her into consideration
…. If I do not act naturally guess what I am not ME …. I am ……not me ….. been ther done
that with how many girls …. How many times have I TRIED ..tryed to make a woman happy by thinking about what she may
want ,,EVERY FUCKING TIME … AND HAS IOT WORKED …no .. you! Shithead has it worked in your nice guy life ,, does
the TIMID TOUCH ,,, nice guy satisfy them? Letting them lead will not work ,,, never has …. So I tld her her today ,, I got a problem I am afraid ,,, I fear displeasing her and it is changing me , I must retrun
to being me …. But I asked DO YOU LOVE ME? Would you have come here to live with me if you did not
trust that I act NOT to hurt you but because truly I love you …… IF I BECOME TIMID … if I change will
she have the guy she first met or .. someone else ? well the answer is someone else …..
I gotta become me … and the me … loves her then and even more now ,,, I would not truely hurt her then and even
less now … So maybe I will get back to writing more
often ,,,, now ,, she will no longer read my writing , she was feeling NON special she had been living in the shadow of to
many women hearing about the others who ahd come here and had done things like her ,,, and where were they now !
she would see eye hooks hanging from the ceiling of the old play room and wonder as she said “ who hung from
them “ she would see me , and other women in her mind’s eye and IT HURT HER …. ( HEARING THAT HURT ME EVEN
MORE , NOTHING ,, NOTHING … NOTHING I WANT TO HURT THIS WOMAN especially something
that I would do ) BEING SPECIAL Wanna know why she is so special already
………. Because she accepted me as ME ! but hearing that I have been hurting her has been changing me into
.. well into what this blog is about ……….. SHE IS PSECIAL ……. But when she was reading
about her grouped in with other girls …. Like her calling me GOD ! …. She felt less
special! BUT FUCK ! hey my girl ,,, YOU BABY GIRL YOU ARE HERE and they ain’t ! I YOUNG MASTER AM STILL learning to be me ………
and when I change me! Who do I become ……..? ? ? ? and did she pick that guy ? who ever he
is ..NO she has never met him ,, in fact he resembles the men she her self said that she does not like ,,, so dipshit think
about it , realize when you are ,, acting not like yourself and ….. TRUST YOURSELF trust yourself
,, like she trusted that man when she choose him.. the guy who she wrote this to……. This is the story of the little girl who lived
down the lane. You found her here in space, a lost little girl with the world so heavy on her shoulders she was about to be
crushed. You gave her your time, your knowledge, your experience. She was the girl who was aimlessly wondering, looking, searching
for her long lost heart.
You see her heart was leaving her, she let it be abused for so long, it didnt want her anymore
so everyday more an more of her heart went farther and farther away from her, leaving just an empy space where it use to live
inside her chest. But she didnt want it to leave, eventhough it seemed easier to not have a heart, no feelings, no real laughs
or pain, just numb inside her, but there was just enough of her heart still left, calling for her, begging for her to fight
to get back her heart so she could be happy, love, laugh, FEEL again. But she was scared, if she got her heart back she would
only run it off again,and all of it would leave then and she would die for sure. So she was afraid and alone but that little
tiny small peice of her heart still hurt, and it cried every night for the rest of it's heart, it ached so bad sometime
she thought her chest would just cave in and she would dissapear forever. So she had to try but she knew she couldnt do it
alone, and so unconsously she searched for someone to help her find the rest of her heart..she needed someone stonger than
her to help her look, to hold her hand while she faught for her heart.
One day, this man, a writer saw her face somewhere
here in space, i dont know if it was her smile hiding her pain or just a random iny myni mo...but nothing by chance i think
he once told her......How it happend im not quite sure, but bit by bit with his time and patients and wisdom, little parts
of her heart started coming back to her. Shocked, amazed, bewildered...she looked down at her heart and it was smiling up
at her, thanking her for getting most of it's heart back. As time went on, her respect and appriciation grew for this
man who gave her his time, who cared about her, ME, the little girl who lived down the lane in so much pain, the one who was
being crushed by the cruelty of the world, the one who had lost her heart, ME, he cared for in everyway. And in this she saw
him, his heart, saw that it had been beaten and bruised and was shrinking and leaving him too, she saw the pain behind his
words he wrote so confindently, and her heart wanted to help him find his heart, so much so that part of her heart jumped
into his chest and touched it and gave it a peice of its self so he would have the courage to let his heart see real love,
help find the rest of its lost heart so he too could be whole again, like he made her. Whole, complete, loved, wanted, respected,
appriciated, admired.....all these things that come with a whole heart....so by him giving her his time, she gave him a piece
of her heart for him to always keep so he knows she love him..... Now, my heart is where it belongs, inside my chest, except
the one special piece I gave to YOU, to keep, so if your ever feeling lost or sad or lonely, it will be there to remind you
that you are a good man and you deserve my heart, you deserve my love, you deserve ME, you earned ME...
this is
the story of the little girl who lived down the lane, the little girl who lost her heart and the man who helped her find it
again. the story of two hearts that deserve to be whole. the story of two hearts that will never be alone again because they
each have a peace of the others heart sweetly placed snug next to each others heart. This is the story of LOVE. “NOT fuckable …” in my opinion wow , not fuckin…. But dam if the girl was not just
last nite like realy sick , so today ..sure like every day I feel the need to be emptied ( the male sex
organ is designed to be emptied every 5 hours or so the female sex organ is designed to be used often but it also is designed
to be left alone for days at a time ) SO it is my responsiblitlity to choose some times not to fuck
her but empty my dick in th shower ( jack off ) and leave her body and mind to heal and return to the normal
I love and need so much in my life .. now part
of me , living this DOM ideal I am choosing to explore has been wondering , since I have very little in the way of role models
to talk and learn form I just gotta do what if eel inside me to do ,,,, I feel she needs a day off …. But what about
MY DICK ..well is it an insult not ,, NOT to use her … am I afraid embarrassed to say I will stroke it myself to ease
that daily pressure …. OUR dicks young master fill totally up with sperm by 48 hours , at that time the sperm dies
and get cannibalized by the body to make new live sperm ,,, you are ready to shoot every 5 hours …. So accepting the
natural function of my body is NOT weird to talk openly to the world NOT strange …. And to let the female in my life
KNOW well ,,, that is a CONFIDENT ACT ??? well I feel it is a confident act …. I am exploring this
because I do not want to juast fuck her to prove I CAN …. Just to act Dominant … because
true Master takes into consideration his “ charge “ his subbie ….. she is my responsiblitly ….. Really I so far have only found the rules for being a DOM
in the writings of the women who search for DOM”S in by reading their words their concerns and seeing that there is
a common thread of desires ,, ( sexual but also mental desires ) that iam starting to see the and understand WHAT IT IS TO
BE MALE ………. It is not jusat my hard dick .. or expressing my animal lust …….. but who
the fuck taught me this ,, who taught to be a MALE .. Well
BERT and ERNIE have been role models for many young masters especially the young of divorced famili9es and the young of families
where the male was not realy around to be a role model …. Just think about the male role model ,,, you shit head have
had as an example ,,,, did they ready you for the total .. welll ROUNDEDNESS . OF BEING A dom ? no ! Reading
a dn STUDING PUSSY from the web sites devoted to girl subbies will help you feel better about the .. path
you have chosen to travel I am still in inner confict about
the “ nice guy “ training I accepted and tried to live ,, and realizing that the PHIL I am is not a nice guy …
but a good man … and that I do bite and I do find pleasure in seeing my female totally feel SEX ………..
and IT IS OK .. in fact better than OK … she is searching for ME … Yo! Fuckhead she is earching for you ,,,
where are you ……. But young master accept the inner conflicts you may have because of your programming , and
do not ,,, think it is she who may be making you feel , weird of confused about the level of Dominance in the relationship
….. how dominant should you be … who much derrection will she submit to ,,,,, it is a growing a nd learning
for you both …………. OHHH but fuck this was all about my feelings of should jack off today in the
shower or should I “ FORCE “ sex on … the game of DOM/sub the fanasty well forcing sex is the thing right
,, that is what makes it fun ,, in the story … but in reality ,, in life .. the whole .. is it real .. will I do it
is it in my opinion the best for the female I care about ? ……… MY CALL > a rest is good for her it
will increase her desire ,, and when she is more desiring … I get better SQUEEKY sounds ……..(
yeah ! I love squeaky sounds … those little owwwies ! ) ohhh fuck I bit her a tiny bite , …
I was timid touching .. and not biting like I normally do , and I took to little a bite and IT FUCKING HURT HER ! …
by not being myself by TRYING and not just being ZEN being myself , being TOAIST … I actually her if I wouod have been
myself trusted myself .. I bet I would not have hurt her but gotten a good OWWWIeeee and a submissive whimper
Reluctant to get a BLOWJOB !!! WHA … THE FUCK IS THAT YES , HEY AFTER so many chicks acting
as if giving me head was dirty and an impsotion on them …well plus my own training to build my life around their wants
… the whole highest mountain deepest sea ,, shit thing .. well I noticed years ago that I would be suprized by a girl
who liked to give head and in fact I was not able to realy realx and enjoy it ……believe me this is a most big
bummer now , my chick is like the worlds best , she is so great because she enjoys the idea of PLEASING ME .. remember what
I said about a girl like seeing you cumm … well a good girl does love to please you ….. but me ……
ME … I have let myself become trained to worry about her first … and that can be something that does not satisfy
a good girl like mine .. sure she likes being pleased , she loves to SQUUEEEK for me .of course ..but pleasing
me ! seeinig me enjoy .. well that is realy satisfying also….. hmmmmmmm . WHY? And how do I correct this ,, because it never served me … MASTERING
YOUR DIPSHIT But I am myself , I can see thru my book
how much , I have been feeling like I was submissive to the females in my world and how it offened me …. HINT .. I
refer to being in love saying “ I love you “ as becoming an “ I love you slave “ … her will
now is what is my guiding force ……….. did it work ? NO! .. I resisted it ,, I fouoght it passively but
it is there where all my past relationships crumbled ……… MY FAULT ! I did not listen
to myself ……. So here I am all to often looking thinking again feeling my own old reactions , but better I reaize
what I am doing now , what I did in my PAST . who … WHO I REALLY AM ,, and not try to be mister nice guy ,,,, but learn
to be who I am . and enjoy it ( because when I do realy relax and let the girl please me , she is happy and guess
what …SHE IS HAPPY I AM HAPPY …… I mean the last time I came in her mouth she hugged me around the torso , holding me pressing her face onto me ,,
there was this feeing of “thank you for letting me please you “ … I have not let her complete the act just
do it a little mainly as an intro to fucking , So later as I tasted my sperm on her lips ……
and remembered she did none of that insulting spitting and gagging I had endured from so many other women , I loved her so
much more ….. her was happy to please , to receive that something form me which I am FUCKING PROUD OF MY ……….
SPERM ! girls what do they think that you are ashamed of your sperm ,,,, NO it is my ..MY contribution into the life giving
process , with out OUR SPERM they would never have any kids our sperm is PRECIOUS it
is our milk But ,, to allow …… her to
do it while I just lay back and enjoy it … why do I have to be standing … forcing myself into her mouth …..
I question myself , becuae , I do not question myself ,, WELL , IF I DON’T KNOW ONE ELSE WILL DO IT FOR ME …
and it is about a subject an activity thtat we each like …… SEX IS NOT UNNATURAL .. it is hard uncomfortable
to be open to explore the intimate but … I know for a fact I in many ways have things I think about that are common
for all men ,, and even if right now you young master do not have that training of hearing your girl friends ,, gagging and
spitting your sperm out like you poisoned them …. Well I know for a fact ,, THE INNER good man THE PROTECTOR OF YOUR
WOMAN WILL HEAR THAT AND OVER TIME A PROBLEM WILL DEVELOP …. ( dam it is cool to be writing
whack shit again , but it does cut into my fucking time ..s o time to stop and enjoy that which is really important …..
the sounds of pleasure form a girl who likes pleasure …. ) A bite on
MY ( ? ) lip Like I have found some great info form
that SUBSPACE , thias link is www.castlerealm.com/kingdom ... the start of book learning about being a DOM wow , I always knew it was more than
just a game just role playing , it is all about honor so much more than the sex things ……….. communicating
is like very important ,, your responsibility as leader and teacher , trust in each other and understanding your each true
motives ,,,, but communication ………. Men and women are different ,,,, I go back to Dr. Gray men speak Martian and girl speak Venusion
man speak girl speak ………. And dam if we forget that now , you dipshit ( young master ) are expected
in the DOM?sub lifestyle to be the 1 who will problem solve ….. after the lust phase of the relationship is cooling
…because the reality of the fanasty and … fucking reality well is different …. WHY DID YOU
AND WHY DID SHE . get into the idea of DOM/sub what are the expectations …. And how can you two people talk to each
other neat thing is in the Subspace the reference to using lists data and contracts ,,, well it sounds like business it sounds
respectful of MAN SPEAK ,, counting buffalo .. ( I was hopeing for this sine I am the DOM …. Or am I ? ….. hopeing
is not a word of power now is it? ) TO THINE OWNSELF BEW TRUE dumbfuck … got a feeling? Respect
it explore it without fear …. Trust your own good intentions trust in her words … her “ I LOVE you ”
.. well let me continue this by using a tool .. the story PROCESS speak ,, girl speak ,,, the STORY ….. Well I love bonefishing ( Captain Phil that is me ) I am
a good guide I handle the boat a bit differently than most Captains but for the right person I can be a GREAT BONEFSIH CAPTAIN
…. Now this guy Fred hooks up with me and digs the way I read the water , the way I listen to the
winds ,the way I see the fish cumming …. The way I abruptly turn the boat while poling and aid in his casting ….
This FAST TURN well is what makes me different many HATE it , a few just realy can not fish well without
it …. But …but what happened is that as we fished to gether my style .. well Fred was saying “ ouch “
more and more , saying you are to ruff when handling the boat ,, don’t do this and don’t do that ,, do not be
what I originally wanted ,, be DIFFERENT , change … now Fred had invested in our fishing experience
he brought a good motor ,,, and plus moved into my area to be able to fish more often ….. all based on the ME captain
Phil he first fished with … but Fred wanted changes …. Hmmmm , interesting I thought so I have tried to read
the water his way , to listen to the wind his way ,,, now even to turning the boat his way …. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ?
and when I talked with Fred well we just did not … communicate ( USING FRED AIN’T WORKING ) DOM what is that word how much does a subbie give /
choose to surreneder and when the expectations are not being met how to discuss the issues …… in
so many little ways the girls of past creep into the SUBBIE of my today ….. !!!! OPPS I FORGOT I AM NOT …. Allowed
!! … ALLOWED to compare her to other girls ( this what I just did will cause a fight I fear .. hey
I fear …. The same old things careep into my now ,, why? IT has to be my fault and I need to problem solve …
and fear not …. ALLOWED hmmm what did I expect , in the DOM relationship …. Honestly I expected the dating aspects
to last longer , I expected to be able to still be me ……. But I am the I
LOVE YOU slave my want for her happiness now! Rules ,,,, living in terms of her ! I was thinking today how much of the things I used to do , I have become scared to do , and
taken out of our play time TOTALLY And why did I … stop ! because I love her … why did she ask me to change ,, when it seemed at first
those were the things that she responded to … I was a different LOVER what ,, am I becoming soon
to be just a vanilla missionary guy …. ( I hope not … problem solving ) I READ HER and as I hear the “
ouch ” honestly in my opinion her ouch is when I get a real PLEASE STOP …. Until then I press
on as long as I am getting responses ,, I want to see when I finish if the end result is great or not ! I do things based
on my past experiences ( of course ) 1 biting I have been biting less biting smaller and smaller …..
changing she does not have bruises any more SO THAT HAS NOT BEEN DONE SINCE ( almost ) ….. 2 eyes
… I did some exptrrem eye touching it turned out poorly ??? strange I got some great responses a few times then one
nite it was NO! … SO THAT HAS NOT BEEN DONE SINCE …. Extreme gentle touch finding her shudder spots ….
I quit that NOT BEEN DONE SINCE ….. I had forced ( kinda ) forced anal sex ,,,, all
I did was pass the NO! and got great response ,, but now as she is saying more and more about me not respecting the “
ouch “ well I am not fucking her in the ass as much .. is that on the way to becoming
NOT BEEN DONE SINCE ? ….. also is this what she really wants ….. ( and is there a part to play in that
she now knows ands trusts that she is pecial that she is no longer in a challenging / competitive relationship
.. I am bringing up the dynamics of the 3 wives even though it wa my hope that in a DOM/sub the GUIDE/guided aspects would
some how change that … is it working ? why are my topics what they are lately ….. ? )
the evidence trail should not be ignored young master ….. do the same old thing get the same old result ! OHH BITING MY LIP .. it is not me biting
my lip but her … now any good dom understanding to think about how the actions you do my feel on the person recieiving
… THAT IS WHY I LISTEN SO MUCH ….. I listen for the clues the sounds , I play the music …. But also ,
I watch how the opportunities to play the music are not given any more …… then the girl speak COMMUNICATION
… she bites my lip she ,,, she knows I hate being bit! I love WELL EARNED SCARTCHES down my back
, but hate being bit ……. When it happened my logical male mind ,,,, not the mind of a woman ,( remember the
15 distinct biological differences in male and female brains .. we think DIFFERENTLY .. we process information differently
and expect different reactions to communication based on …2 . 5 million years of evolvution ,,, males are linear and
hierachial in their social group ,, becaue of hunting and warfare past ! female more group and feeling
because they had to care for helpless young children ,, while I often was alone and just went out to cold bloodly KILL animal
or human …. DIFFENERNT DIFFERENT DIFFERENT ….. Biting my lip .. well in my past 1 of the ways a girl would attempt to commicate with me after she felt that other
means were not getting the desired response ( THE DESIRED RESPONSE ? does she want me to eventually become
so sexually passive that I try and do NOTHING ? I thought that is why she picked ME because I am not …. Until I become
an I LOVE YOU slave ) they would do UNTO me as I did unto them ,,, “ See how you like it !! ” OK , but here ,, young master is the confusaion ,, they want it some times and not others
,,, but the negative communication continues to point where you may NOT BEEN DONE SINCE ! and
the 7 year old child within the GROWN adult woman ,,, destroys everything …….. what do you do? FUCK IF I KNOW
? that is why in the DOM/sub I expected that I would be .. in some form of control or listened to …. But honestly in
so many ways not just sexual ,,, my words are brushed off … ignored to the point that I just do not ry much to say
anything ..ifeel so much that I need to explain everything I MAY say to the point hell I do nt even thing
about saying anything ………. I am doing the sme old thing
why did she pick me? WHY ? WHY ? MY JOB AS DOM IS ……….TO …… PROBLEM SOLVE …. But my limits are in the amount
of submission she gives ……. Does she also , look inside herself ? does she want to repeat that which she choose
me to avoid repeating ????? how to commincatre with a FEMALE ….. because the spoken word .. well ……..
often does not work ! they will change the subject get off track , confuse you with feelings and GIRL SPEAK ! and that is
the facts ……. I feel the animal in me becoming tamed , and I know myself ( to thnie ownself be true …
I do not submit well ) what dynamics are missing that were present in the first few months that are no longer there ,, what
challenge is missing ….. Does she now feel SPECIAL ! hell
I have found out she was shopping me with a few other DOM’s she choose me why ? she dreams about my EX”S ……
ohhh but I gotta get off and stop writing ….. I must accept my place … I am killing her ….. pleasing
the ? DOM …hmmmm what is the reality ….. I must stop writing because her wants and my wants are in conflict
…. And to voice my want ???? fuck I hate fighting so much I will not even open my fucking mouth …. That is why
I thought the DOM/sub maybe different but NO … look at yourself young master are you going doen the same road .. will
it work ? I wanna be ……. Puppy Well it is evolving and not all bad ,,,, no she is becoming
more assertive , touching me , I am becoming her favorite toy ,, it is not all about my dominating and directing …that
to have start things,,, but to have her stroke me first …. Well it reminds of girls pasts ( opps I should not
say that but I must ,,,, be free to write to be different …. Without fear ,, I do not desire to hurt her
does she trust that aspect of my nature ? ) so , as she has been guiding ME ,, she guiding me into not biting when
I kiss so much ,,, to becoming more tender , well I do get my bites in , and I do get the whimpers , and I do get that HIGH
of animal lust .. I notice it more … but I also notice the similarities to my past in the other aspects of my relationships
…. But it is nice to not be the the DOM ( no it is not nice ,,, yet familiar ,, not all good not
all bad .. just our evolution …. Ours is special NOT exactly the same as my past … I I WONDER HOW SHE COMPARES
OUR LIFE TO HER PAST ) It is like I speak and never spoke ,,,
she had asked why do you need to start writing again ,,,, putting me on the spot it made me feel to totally describe myself
would open a conversation … well conversations ,, verbal interactions .. debate .. hmmm how do I deal with it in male/
male terms ,,, how different is it when it is between a client and myself ,,, how different is it when it is a platonic female
and myself … and how much more complex it is with a woman I LOVE ………. The aspect of love for ..
truly limits me in the level of control DOMINANCE I will express , because I love her I will be much softer ,,, with EVERYONE
ELSE IN THE WORLD I WILL SAY ,,,, fuck you I have no more need of you in my life .. “ in a drop of
the HAT “ and end contact with that person Believe
I am so self center , so self directed .. so controlling that I take very little shit form people in general ,,,, they have
to be living a life I respect or I put them into a category of not being worth my time ……… I will end
contact with them QUICKLY without any fight since …. WHY FIGHT or discuss , I do not need them ,
I control my life fine without them ….. But
in the LOVE relationship I have made a commitment of HONOR ….. that limits me .. but women squabble as part of their
interactions …men do not …….ARTLEAST THIS MAN DOES NOT ! hence my attraction for the DOM/sub lifestyle
,, I do not squalble well ….. I had the expectation of the EMPLOYER/employee relationship in fact ,, when this girl
was looking for a DOM she used her employer as her ideal DOM … even back then I tried to show her , to stimulate her
own inner retrospective of understanding the interaction between her an her employer had the natural influences of ECONOMICS
as a basis .. a fear of job loss ….. Opps
she awakes ,,, and I fear to write more ( this was written before the glas broke , just posting now ….. I wanna get
it posted and crawl back into bed and under the cover and lick her pussy …. Likwe I used to …
but to be honest I fear .. yet I know she loves it wants it …. I think I may need the formality of the DOM/ sub life
style to allow me the freedom to return to the lustful human animal she first met ) ………..and the GLASS broke 1
minute everyting Is like fine the next minute going 75 down the road and I all I see is the head of this big fucking DEER
come into my view , right fucking there in the wind shield on my side the dirivers side and the with window shatters and and
she screams and …………. The only thing I think about in that second is her ….. my body handles the car ,,,( it must have I kept the car
in control on the road ) my eyes must have closed to prevent the glass form cutting and becoming lodged in my eyes
( like it was later I noticed .. it was stuck in the skin of my face and arms ) … all I remember is her screams
and me worrying and and saying over and over : Are you alright …. She is freaking out hyoper ventilating
.. I gotta pull over and check on her … it all happened on auto pilot ….. my feelings are
about her her first before my self …. I WAS THE MALE AT THE CAVE .. protecting her for the lion
coming to eat her … I figure everything else out later … I just had to make sure she was calm and OK ……. Well , after climbing out of the passenger side dor ( my
side of the car was to damamged I can not open the door ) I held her and in time she breathed slowly and iknew she was OK
, and if was time to use the vaccum at that gas station to suck the glass out of my face and arm and out of my hair and off
my clothes and her her clothes and clean the car … and luckly just clean out the glass in the car and get ready to
continue the driver home …. OHH how life
could have changed in 1 second ….. what is so important … well is it really important , it has been a good long
time since I had real good in my face scare ….. it has been sometime since the GOD thing sent something my way to remeind
me ,,, YO fuckhead your life can change in 1 fuckng second ……… but what is neat I
worried about her first . my past been filled with to many ,,, way to fucking many events that could have lead to my death
,,, that this , well this was another , been here to many times to let it give my more than a cigarette’s worth of worry
…….. guess what I started tot hink about later ………. Sex! Later on when we finnaly did get back home a few hours later , after driving slower , driving
with my eyes half closed so that the slivers of glass blowing off the window would not blind me …. Just driving handling
the pressure of life once again doing my male job …. To get my woman back to her home comfort and
safety ….. I later thought as she lay in my arms and we watched TV to relax … I thought about I noticed how
even more … even stronger my respect and love for her was CHANGING ME ! I BARELY TOUCHED HER SEXUALLY … what? Is sex dirty … my old ways are coming back ? that
night when in bed instead of cupping her tit while slept ,,, I noticed the fear in me to make that bold a move
WHY .? WHY since ore relationship was built on sex why be afariad to touch her
ith ways I had been doing for motnhs? Why is she becoming a CHINA DOLL ! to precious in my heart to dirty
with sex …. ( sex is violent to the male it is not making love it is not that fairy tale … no! it is pounding
active it is driving a female into craziness it is forcing sounds and reactions form her ……… IT IS THE
OPPISITE OF LOVE ….) I USED THOSE WORDS WITH HER JUST A DAY
OR SO AGO ,, SOMETHING ABOUT making love TO YOU ! I SAID ,,, I SAID THAT INSTEAD OF saying that I “
fucked her “ …… and what is happeneing I am a fraid to offend her to touch her ………..
when I know to not touch her is and insult ! the confusion I now kiss with my lips when I did get the bite in yesterday , and got a reaction , I feared but felt good ,,, confusions
…. I flet good I got my high ,, and so did she .. but ..but to be honest I feared to ….continue doing it …. I MUST WORK ON CREATING A BALANCE ….. I must think
more , I must use , this DOM/sub life style to help me with my confusion …… I LOVE HER ..
to much to offend her …. She is a CHINA DOLL ……… and neither of us will be happy … I will
peck her on the lips , I wil talk to her and be her frind ……… and our lust and passion will fade away
or …? On occasion if she allows I will force myself to combat the confusions and fears and self doubts , a sexually
treat her like I did , before …… I
LOVED HER MONTHS AGO ! HER PRESENCE IN MY LIFE , GENERATED , tears of joy and loss … of love …..
and we had lust and passion …. Now I my tongue has not teeth …….. I am more and more timid by the hour
….. I hate myself. ( the responsibility is mine ! ) I can not myself expect to change to not return to old ways ….
We were talking , to someone , and out of respect for
her I at first did not talk openly and truthfully about my ideas … I acted out of fear ….. and this person a
woman who lives alone and loney ….. without touch or passion , started talking about .. being intimate as that BULLSHIT
about being the nice male who talks to women ,,,,, IN – TO – MATE …
remember Phil …. In a world that is trying to drag you backwards into the 8 out of 10 un happy people …
I remind myself ,, IT DOES NOT WORK …. People are so fucking worng ,,,, the SEX ACTS , are the basis
,,,, sex is important , and sex is animalistic .. and it is good ! THE MAKLE AND FEMALE RELATIONSHIP HAS A FOUNDATION …..
ON THE CONCRETE …… OF SEX ! … NOT THE SHIFTING SANDS OF THE HUMAN BIOCE AND THE falsehoods
of discussions and verbal interaction …. The strong foundation is in the sex ! But now ? who am I ? I will not bite when I kiss without the feeling first that she is pushing
her tongue in my mouth .. she is begging me ! to become myself once more …. I read her ,, I ..read her … like
I have always …. It is strange how just a few wekks just 10 days I can chnge so greatly ………….
ARE WE BETTER ? for the changes …..? did this new more mental love ,, this touchy feely love …
did this realy bring us closer … IF I FEAR TO TOUCH HER … where is the closeness ….?
Before I did not have time to write did I yes we were busy .. BUT ALSO MY HANDS WERE ON HER … not my mind mind
being on her sitting here worrying if it is OK to touch ? logically I know it is OK …. And I probably will touch her
this morning but not until after I get my courage up …………. This is starting to be to hard , this sucks …… a fews
ago , I acted out of animal me … now out of mental me …… I am in the fairytale INTIMATE relationship
…… I am not PHIL !~ ( if I will not admit to myself the problems of my life them they will
never be … addreseed … I can not find a solution .. to a problem unless I admit I have a problem needing 1
…… my responsibility to , build a life and ME and still let the girl have her fairy tale and kisses
WITHOUT TEETH )
“ I feel horny ” after
3 hours of sex play ok so when I play I do not feel
horny , it is like it is not about sex .. I got all worked up because I was going to use the Hitachi on her ,, she had done
my back already earlier … and before I destroyed the natural flavor of her skin with those fucking massage oils I got
a few tastes of her body and I lost it ,, I became ME again … the animal I have become , that I am THAT I HAVE ALWAYS
REALY BEEN …I tasted and smelled her and then ………. The spanking and biting
the teasing the touching , the squirming the forcing the holdiong ,,, the fingering the CRYS of I AM CUMMING … is that
domination? …. Ohh latrer after 3 hours of driving her nuts ,, then after I finnaly caught my breath
, I felt the urge to CUM MY SELF ,,, HENCE “ I feel horny ” But what the hours of relating
outside of a SESSION about the me outside of the above …. Here is a blurb from subspace the search
the subbie is undergoing looking for you !…. << a dom can learn the skills needed to use the tools/toys of the trade but the heart and soul
of a true MASTER develops from all the best human characteristis . Can they learn them ( referring to us dipshit us the masters
– untrained never role modeled for ) perhaps , but most are in born ( you got the instinct shithead in you fucking DNA
) .. a part of the person’s make-up . they can strive to develop them if they have the ability to see that they are
lacking in some things ………………………… just keep this in
mind “ you can teach an old dog new tricks , but he will never be a cat . He will still be a dog ”
..( so shit head even when you are learning accepting the subbie can teach what you are willing to learn ,,, there
is still going to be a piece of you who is you …. And that IS OK ! ) Now , here is something that I know that 6 out of ten of you dipshits will have in your life
,,,,,, VISITATION with your kids the shit of dealing with a woman who you could not ! make it with ,,, there were reasons
you got together with her , reasons why you had a child with her and BIG REASON WHY YOU 2 ARE NO LONGER TOGHETHER …BUT
WHAT IS NEET FOR ME IS UNDERSTANDING MY expectations OF WHAT IT IS TO BE A dom …. What do you expect
,, and why ( you gotta think about it ) one of the things to expect is the human the .. subbie … is that she has IDEAS
she has view points that can be helpful to you in your life … yes dipshit you like me may have wanted a quiet subbie
who does nothing but adore you and listen to every word coming out of your mouth like .. the words you say are the words of
GOD himself …and she will always only thnk exactly like you … HEY DUMBFUCK fisrt why would you want that , well
it is because I bet ,, you had to hear so much fighting with your other women ,, you felt like you had to submit so much you
have become tired of hearing HOW WRONG YOU ARE …… I bet you ,, young master have tried ! attempted in your life to do thngs right ,,, thought you
were doing right then only to get shit about it ,, and then feel confused ! guess what ,, totally understandable is the effect
of wanting to avoid NEGATIVE shit ,, people putting you down when you know that you are RIGHT ( atleast
trying to be as right as you can in the world as you see it ) … compounding man , this hsit eats
at you and then that creates the expectations you have from the DOM/sub rerlationship …. Not jus the fucking and sicking
the spanking her while you hear her response to your fucking …. But to the other hours of the day … OK so my lesson learning .. was in getting my kids after
having a stupid fight POWER STRUGGLE , the my second ex…. Just stupid shit ,,, she had a hair across her ass which
I guess was stoping her from shitting and thus the world was terrible ….. so my instinct my idea ,,, THE LESS I AM
AROUND THE LESS the boys are in the middle of the nightmare between my 2nd EX and I ,, but ,, now that the kids
are older they have the expectation of seeing me , and they realy do not understand the times I do not show up …. And
THE MOM BECAUSE she is in a pissed off mood will not explain to them in a way as to support the idea that
I am a good dad … NO , THAT WOULD BE UNREAL OF ME TO EXPECT that ,,, but to fight for me brings
my kids in that ,,, football position of pain ,,,,, my subbie ………. She again talked with a logic and
view point .. so far outside of my realm of experience as to HELP ME .. help my kids ….. well with our her interaction
…. Some little people very important to me would have been experiencing another form of pain ,,, a pain equal to the
one I wished to protect them from by leaving them , the idea that I abandoned them ,,,,,,, Is it gots on my part to converse with my ex …. To say to myself that ,,, the exposure
to more shit from her … is a less discomfort than to know and understand my kids are hurt …. MY KIDS HURT …
My Deb was hurt in the car ,,, when the deer attacked a moving car ( dumb fucking deer ) your MALE instinct is to protect
the week …. To protect the women and children in your life …….. seeing your children whether the bithch
crazy ex wants you to or not …….PROTECTS YOUR CHILDREN ! from the of abandon ment ,,, a pain
far greater than the idea that mom will bad mouth you in front of them , the idea that mom , is putting them in the middle
… again and again ….. AND
ALL THIS IS AS IMPORTANT AS BEING THE ANIMAL YOU NATURALLY ARE IN THE BEDROOM ,, fuck it is harder to be a dom than just use
the whip or floger with style to tease with a lite touch , to cikle , to slap at the bed real hard next to her face to scare
her ,, for she can feel the presence of your movement … she knows when the whip is moving fast …. OHH THE TOTAL
life style skill …… and guess what she is looking for the DOM who is confident in himself to to understand
… his own learing … that I NOT >>>>>>> GOD … except when she
tells me so ….. OOOOH MY GOD … PHIL … I am her god at that minute I have been ……….. BAD I taught my children wrong … I have come to that conclusion , hiding the sounds of natural human interaction
was WRONG ! it continues
the problem … YO ! shit for brains …. Lemme ask you .. what is better to hear and see around the house growing
up this …. “
bitch bith bitch ,,YOU STUPID LAZY MOTHER FUCKER ,, WHY DON’T YOU STOP DRINKING LONG ENOUGH TO DO ANYTHING ,
AND ANOTHER THING ,, GET A BETTER JOB YOU FAT SLOB …. Bitch bitch bitch ….. ” and the
male replies “ YELL YELL YELL ,,, shiut up you dumb cunt , can’t you see I am
tired from working all day stop you fucking bitching …… SMACK ” SCREAM SCREAM YELL
YELL CRY CRY ….. ohhh YES THE SOUNDS OF POLICE BANGING ON THE DOOR once again ! “ ohhh baby yes bay morrrrreee!
Honey faster faster ,, yesssss , yess oooh my GOD PHIL more ,, I love it yes more please please please
….. and of course my grunt grunt … uuuhhh … yeah ! honey so tight baby move that body
,,, cummmm for me … cummm .. cummm for me ……yes I am cumming for you baby ” and
when that ias done there is no sound of the police BANGING on the front dorr ,, no more yelling or bithching or the sound
of breaking dishes … OPPAS I forgot the sounds of SPANK SPANK
SPANK ,,, and the squeeellll! Of delite What would you rather have your children gorw up hearing ? young master ? think ,,, why hide it? Of course the act
should be done behind closed locked dorrs but …BUT . THE SOUNDS OF human pleasures and passions ! …WHAT THAT
SHOULD BE HIDEN in favor of the continued domestic bliss of the regular relationship all to common in our society ?
HUH ? but I hid and now I pay , with my almost adult children / step children giving me shit because
they hear me and mmine , ,,, enjoying the pleasures GOD gave us to enjoy ,,, much more natural than hearing the screams of
dieing and tortured people on TV and call that sound of terror and pain , GOOD and better than the sounds of LOVE and passion
//// where and what the fuck happened to mankind …. To say it is unnatural for me to BITE MY AMTE IN PUBLIC BECAUSE SHE MAKES SQUEEKY SOUNDS WHILE
I DO ,,, well I say > almost grown children of mine << FUCK OFFF …. DO NOT WATCH
…. Go back to the tv room , when you come into the kitchen and I am biting my Debbie … turn around and say excuse
,,, and if you can hear us thru the walls ,,, TURN UP THE FUCKING RADIO , hint hint hint , thatis why each
of you have TV’S DVD’S CD PLAYERS IN YOUR ROOM AND IN THE COMPUTER ROOM … turn up the background sound
…… ( 3.5 minutes I lied .. fuck off … oh that is for my kid . not you reader ) … I did wrong during
my earlier kids not showing that passion is natural ,,,, YO ! DO NOT FUCK IN FRONT OF YOUR KIDS THAT IS JUST PLAN WEIRD! AND
ILLEGAL ! .. but biting kissing tongue being used , and decent spank over her dress ,,,, NOTHING WRONG THERE !
in my opinion ,, and I asked what if your daughters sounded like that ,, 1. I would leave and say to myself , I am
glad she has a GOOD MAN ,,, I would turn up the radio … or better YET SAY ,, HEY BABY , THEY HAVE THE PLAN .. lets
go to BED ! Perverted ….. in context Yo , young master ,,, I have and had said , when they bleed they are ready to breed! … well up until the beginning
of the century in which you were most probably born into the 1900’s dipshit ,,,, girls were expected to be married or
at least engaged by like age 15 …. And you also dumbfuck were epected to be getting married by like 16 … see
we humans understood that the urge to have sex ,,, is so SO FUCKING strong as to cause
problems if not allowed to be expressed ,,, this age 18 bullshit well that ,, is fairy tale story book shit that related to
in reality only the top ricjhest 1 percent of the population …. BUT ,, some one has been like fucking with me about the past contacts I had had with some younger women ,,, I think
some where there was a misconception about me HUNTING younger girls …. Yo my last wife was what
24 ,,, that is young compared to me ,,, but ,,, during this last year girls , single MOM’s ,,, women , they have given
birth , taken on that responsiblitly ,,, a few hurt and confused by the FUCKED UP RELATIONSHIPS OF THEIR PAST ,, AND SEEING
THE HURT AROUND THEM ,,, THESE YOUNG WOMEN SOUGHT ME OUT ,, CONTACTED ME , AND EXPRESSED INTEREST IN MY THEORIES ……
so am I hunting young ( was I hunting young pussy ) or was I expressing the male , the master the protector in me ,,, the
GOOD MAN , who in seeing a young mom ,,, ( yes sexually active prior to me ,,, ) … I saw women who wanted to
think about me …. And my ideas ……. Perverted in CONTEXT …. In context …. What were we all looking for ? me natural
father husband type … but sexuall beyond most … they … WOMEN ,, young yes ,, still girls in many ways
,,, but mom’s women …… NOW THE IDEA of a girl …. Once they start to bleed once
they start to HORMONE ,,, guess what they have that urge to get fucked ! IT IS FUCKING NATURAL ….
But Dumbfuck ,,, it is the fucking LAW 18 ,, the agreed upon rule of LAW …. 18 is the fucking age
,,,, younger is fucking BAIT ! fuckhead ,, ain’t no pussy on earth worth going to jail for remember that ! she is not
worth the gambel , and if she realy loved you and she is underage ,,? What type of love is that ….?
Love me right into PRISON thank you bitch …. But that urge to fuck ,,, you know yesterday ,,, my writing about me making sounds , the sounds of sex …
well have you ever shared a house and been single and while you bud was enjoying his woman ,,, you hearing
them play ,,, well there can be a sexual frustration ,,, on the part of you , that sexual frustration is
way powerful and uncomfortable …….SO I GUESS TODAYS BLOG IS a bit about understanding
the context of being perverted …. The legal issues , the understanding of motivations on you part young master
…… YO! DIPSHIT work your 10 foot circle feel comfortable with lots of girls and if you get approached by a YOUNG
ONE … say ……….. NO ! ( remember the approach can be subtle in maybe just in the form of talking
to you , getting close to you ,,, hell just brushing up against you …….. great things when the girl is over
18 , terrible when she is under 18 ) Talk , talk
, talk ,….fuck ……… he also has to
be able to express his wants and needs to his submissive in a way tha she fully understands , not only the deed but his motives
behind it . Failing to communicate adequately is one of the major reasons D/s relationships fail so miserably …. That
was from an article about girls who are searching for “ MR. GOOD DOM ” but I think understanding ,,, young mster your desires and expectations in the relationship
to be the first and most important step in reality ,,,, if you and she are in a fantsy relationship , where it starts off
, with the ,,,,,, “ yes Master ” coming out of her mouth well you fuckhead are lucky ….. but since so many
women would love to have the Dom but at the same time they need to retain control over their lives …. Any reference
to MASTER is just game playing ….. role play …. Not 24/7 …. And yet , deep in you is a Master a 24/7
master … that we must balance and not lose ourselves , and become to submissive or passive …. Because , young
master in the end the MASTER , in you will express it self , thru aggression ,,, passive aggressive ,,,, you give in ,,, in
small ways until you get pissed off and then explode! ……it is about communicating … but you may fear talking expressing your self , why , welll , I said I LOVE YOU ….
To me that is something I will respect ,,, I will do as the male of 2.5 million years ago and protect ,, stand in front of
the cave ,,, but the dynamics that that male had to live with and what we live is real different ….. I have to take
more variables in to account …. I feel for the children she brings with her , I think about their stability , and the
changes in schools they have gone thru … so , I do not want to demand to much form , a girl who came calling herself
my sub … but yet this girl is a woman who must maintain a certain real … real .. real level of control over
her destiny … so the sub she gives me is … is .. conditional ….. in a 24/7 there are many factors … the relationship you had dating ,, will change in
the 24/7 ….. on both of your parts …. But dipshit remember ,,, the DOG INSIDE YOU ( I am quoting KORN again
for the new CD …..) the dog inside of you .. is you, remember she wants the DOM male , work yourself
into the leadership position over time …. I GUESS IT IS LIKE a time of proving …. PROVING
.. interesting ,,, not just the role play game of TITLE … but the reality of proving your right to leadership …
but you gotta keep the effort up to become the leader in many ways ,,,, I just understand myself in the end …….
I gotta be that undisputed leader or ,,, it will not work …. To thine owns self be true…. Shithead … OHHH YES …. AFTER all the talking writing , whatever
way you communicate …. Remember to fuck! ….. the fuck is so important , relase the dog form his chains , fuckhead
,, smell the girl …. Lose yourself in the drug her airborne hormones …. Let your self growl ….. play
with her ,,,like a dog and his squeaky toy ! Hi nice to see U … NOW go fuck
off Hey did I say that to you over the last few days ..?
well get over it , if it was not for you U I would have NO ONE to pick on ( oops I am afraid I must have about a half dozen
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