Blogging started as a result of watching my daughters friends during one of the many bon-fires she would have here at home on the river > I watched the STRESS of dating and said " self , that was you back then and you now ...... this sucks , The theory of TWISTED INSTINCT must be a dreesed in real time " and who better to do it than ME ! so enjoy book 1

blogs June 06 to aug 3 , 06
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Dam I hate theYdeleted my Original  site now I will never have copies of those blogs ,,, (you guys suck give a me a chance to copy my art before you shut my fucking ass down!)

 

OK GET THIS THIS IS ART ,, IT IS AN ABSTRACT , RANDOM RAMBINGS OF

   Me .. Phil the  AUTHOR OF TWISTED INSTINCT .. DATING FROM ABOUT JUNE 06 TO AUG 3 06 ,,,,, NOTHING IN HERE SHOULD BE CONSIDERED ILLEGAL I HOPE NEVER MY INTENTION but alternative true 

 

IF YOU  are under 18 ,, I do not know the fuckin law but I bet some where some how

They got some fuckin law that says you should not be able to read this and there fore think for yourself . It is my RECOMMENDATION THAT IF YOUA RE A MINOR DO NOT READ MY WORKS ! 

Resistance is a call for helping expanding her view of the world ,,,, fuck so much of this is regular selling skills , and I know this shit in fact used to use it back when I was 20 , it was easy to do while selling , but even then it was difficult to do with girls I liked , because I let my lust cloud my mind ,,, put your passion in your pocket to be enjoyed later ,,,, get that phrase engraved on the back of your eye lids . Next , the smile pattern form yesterday is a classic make a person feel good , this is something I have noticed in real good salesmen , they would do these patterns straight out with any girl at any time , not worrying about any convention , or thing , fuck it slows the shopping line they would do , the remember a friend that makes you smile ,,, just to get the girl to smile .. not even to hit on her just to get her to smile ,,,

Next is the fact girls complement each other on how good they look , guys do not ,, in fact we complement each other on how much mud or how many cuts we have ,, we do nnot complement on how pretty we are ,, so that lack of practice makes saying it causually to agirl ,, unnatural . so acknowledge the problem and commit to over coming , by how ???? practice it shithead .. tha is the only fucking way

Today , was going to do the smile thing with an employee of a client ( bad magic hitting on clients ) it was to be just to make her smile she looked to serious , but fuck when I got in the shop she was like all smiles , so I would have had a hard saying aline to get her to smile when she is already talking to me and smiling .. next was this lil one dog groomer ,,,,, again to many smiles to do the smiles line ,, cant do many martian on girls I work around .. since they know I am not many so 20/20 hindsight I should have done , where did you buy those ear rings ,,,, get the answer ,,,, ohh yeah , but the wearer is a perfect example of gentic perfection ,,,,,, it is an extreme smile maker ,,,, fuck it is like remember shit form a ¼ century ago .. but atleast thining about the 20/20 yes I am sure some was my lust was not in my pocket next is they are my customers , dont mix pussy and your income stream bad magic. But 20/20 ,, on her was reasonable , I do not need to totally beat myself up for fucking up each cast ,, it is good to beat myself up to motivate myself but I gotta keep the self respect for myself fine balance other wise , you get down and end up hiding in beer and dope ,,,,, so if you find yourself enjoying the high to much think ,, fuck head think why ?

 

 

 

I know , the crap feeling I am writing about is the reason , you seem to be having sex with guys more that girls ,,,,, this is an open reply to a guy who conciders himself , BI , early 20 but over the last year he has been with one girl  maybe 10 days and with some buds like almost every other free day so 300 days gay ssex ( good fun ) and 10 nites and some weekends with this one chick .. and he also feels it is the stress of meeting girls that makes being with guys so much easier . EXACTLY that is what I meant by you are not ruely bi ,,, but because of instinctual stress of todays dating ,, welll , we gotta have human touch . You hand really just does not work over time ..

 

Look up till about ONLY 100 years ago , girls were our           property  there was no ,, no ,, no dating except in the ultra rich society and that was for show to make wealth family ties ,,,,,, dating as we are evolving into ,, is confusing ,, not just for us but the girls also are in pain ,,,,,,,,,,, I want you girls to read my shit , the more you see how your actions effect your life , then you can make some inner decisions ,,a bout how you interact when you have a male get the book surrendered wife . A great book to see an evolved way to be femine girlish and instinctual .. as to my new friend . Having a fuck buddy be them amle or female ,, satisfiys the neeed , it is relationship by default ,, still think about the skills I am writing about ,,practice ,, but without the stress ,,play ,, re frame it into ,, the idea that you like girls as people and as people you enjoy seeing her smile , then as you get more comfortable with talking to many ,, you will find the will seduce you , like they always do .. we in reality just wait for them to jump our bones because if we really did push like we wanted , well ,,,,,, they call the cops .

 

You make my dick harder than Chinese calculus ,,,,, ok remember what I said about putting your lust in yur pocket to be ejoyed later . Ok well I was in publix , and I saw a pair of legs that reminded me of that I was trying ( and failing to rmemeber ) then as I got closer , I saw those black panties framing the most perfect white butt cheeks thru that sheer mid thigh skirt , then as I got her within my 10ft circle and she turned to me and I looked down first , not at her face but down to her panties again , and her white skin made those panties hsow the form of a soft lower belly and the wedge of her pubic mound her pussy framed by those soft thighs look I am 45 I went DONG likie I was 20 , now adays at my age it need a stroke or a kiss or two to go dong ,,,, I just do not go dong from looking at a chick it is the effect of years of NOs your dick gets trained not to just respond to good looks but action but not with this little thing wow okay you get the idea ,,, my lust was out of the pocket she walking past out of my circle , I said something she did not respond , so I went after her , I say something to her REMEMBER this the article of clothes the earings whatever , they are not what is pretty ,, the preson wearing the items looks pretty with that item on got it .. girls 101 ,,,, the dress is not preety ,,, you look pretty in that shirt or that skirt , or with those earings you look great . The thing is an accent to her   SO WHAT THE FUCK DO I SAY  excuse me miss , but I must tell you that is a great skirt , I am mean a really great skirt .   ,,, I got a smile and a thank you ..  ( been feeling the old predetor instinct coming back 20 years of wife hunting is different then just pussy hunting )

Ok , could have picked a check out line without talking but used my choice of lines to engage a woman my age .. in the am , while getting a coffee , talking with a young mom at the counter ,,,,, now here is something ,,,, the girl behind the counter was wearing her hair in pig tails ,, it was girlish innocent sexy ,,,, she was working so , I used that as my excuse not to say anything ,,( later I was thinking about a friend ,, he is about 50 , a car slaes man ,,,, he would have thought nothing about holding up the line of people waiting for coffee , to make sure he complimented that girl on her hair >>> and know , she would have loved it , it would have made her feel beautiful all day long >>> and by me not talking to her I amy have denied her the opportunity to fell real good all day and sexy ( she was married ring but even so you make a girl feel good . That is a good thing . Next almost went out of my circle to go say something to this young thing .. as I was walking accros the parking lot I saw she was going into the passenger door and her fred was in the car   wrong but really really good to feel the instinct to aggressively hunt , coming back . ( I was never really good hunter , back at youalls age to fing shy )..   remember ,, the thing you notice she is wearing is not important   where idi you buy those ,, earings? , the shirt ,,,, the pants .. wait for response ( they will respond because girls love to talk about shopping .. then say ohhh < blank > is nice , but the wearer is a shining example of genetic perfect . GET THE GUTS ,,,  even young now in school get the fucking guts to be OUT FUCKING RAG!        Remember they are girls they think differently than use ,, speak their language not our language .. oh yes , in the bait shop right what 13 fing years , I know you guys do more lieing the doing ,,, so fuck off . And do something not just lie to yourself. 

 

FINGERING 101 . 2 IS BEST 1 WILL DO .. TOUCH , TEASE ,,, LEARN ,, TO FEEL UP FRON CURL YOUR FINGER IN AND UP TOWARDS THE FRON ,, FEEL FOR A CHNGE IN TEXTURE A BUMPY NESS SLIGHT . Push hard ,, feel for like two depression on each side ,, stroke them ,, ,, puch deep in , till you feel the womb entrance ,,, now stroke heavy and hard on the front ,, turn the hand around and down and do the back ,,,,, do a flit on the the nub ,,,,,,

 

This is re write shit ,, because the other guys words were lots better but they were copy write I bet that is why I got shut down

 

Take you fucking time to learn her ,,, listen to every fucking moan , encourage , listen to the breathing ,, but GO DEEP   no matter what she says go DEPP ,,, fuckin is not the best ,, finding good stokes is better . Ass play at the same ,,, is a must ( ok not amust but should be done , if she hits you away ,, gether focus back on her pussy then do re insertion ,,,, good luve ok fuck head ,,, but learn to feel the inside of that pussy and LISTEN read the girl her breathing and her squirms ,, and the fake ouch!

 

 

 

 its a fairytale the truth is 8 outa 10 airplanes crash

 

 

If 8 outa 10 airplanes crashed woul;d you believe the fairytale telling you ,,no, no it is safe . No do not look at the facts just listen to us who tell you haapy happy lies ,, the facts and numbers lie. Or do the facts and numbers lie? Look at your life in your home and family , and your neighbors ,, what are the real facts is hiding in beer or dope ,, natural , or is it just that hiding in a poisin?  You get a feeling a high , because you poisin the balance of the wonderful machine which is the human body , in fact as you get to drunk your body gets smart and trys to throw up to get rid of the poisin ,, get the hint

 

Oh the fairy tale , over 50% of marriages fail getting close to 6 out of 10 ,, 2 people in marriages are in unhappy marriages with year of fighting and hiding in being drunk ,,,, only 2 listen ONLY 2 are happy  .. if the airlines facts were 8 out of 10 airplanes crashed would you believe the advertising the fairy tale ,, a story or your own eyes ,,,, the fairy tale started with the catholic church ,, before they made that book , every man had many wives .. or he was single and just fucked when he wanted , or was gay woman was our toy ,, you did not have video games to play with ,, and as you learn to play with the body of a woman ,, make her beg for more ,, you find it is great fun to be enjoyed for hour after hour ,,, what did we men do 2000 years ago for fun ,, play with our women , watch them come over and oever just for fun

 

Is it a lie , to tell a girl that she is a shining example of genetic perfection ,, look at every girl you would class a 5 or above and find the fine thing , is it her smile is it her sense of humor , is it her large tits ( if she is a bit fat , sure she has great tits , nothing wrong with a girl who is padded , great great great fun ) so , why should you be afraid to tell her , other than we have no practice , so practice , would you have tried an ollie ? ( I do not ride a board so I do not know you trick names ) you first day riding a board at age 4?  How long did it take you till you could do anything ,, how many time s did you practice ?   so , practice talking with girls and telling them the truth ,,,, the sound of your voice is like the whistle of a bird ,,, it touches her deep inside , at an instinct level ,,,,,, touch thae and she will touch you at the level you understand . Unlock the compartment ,, remember our job , is to open her compartment where every girl keeps the possible desire to fuck you even if ,,if,, if ,, you are not her type or perfect or got a car or ,, smart , or got a job ,, or shit ,, since sex is done without ,,, those things the natural desire to fuck , is basic ,,, find out how to get the box open to do that use your words I know it is scary .. I hell I am showing you even at 45 it is scary for the average frustrated chump ,,AFC

 

 

 

Letting your lips flap without structure

 

Yes I know the idea that , you should always have structure in your choice of talking sounds , predatory , welll ,, yo! Dumbfuck . Yes it is , later you can talk about whatever , but during those first few minutes , the first few contacts you use the ,, scripts to get you where in her heart you want to place your self ,,,,, I will get into more detail in second step scripts soon , I have been still working on ,, your shyness ,,,NO ! my shyness . The shyness of 9 outa 10 of us regular males ,, no matter what lies we tell ourselves or our friends , because if you were not honestly really very shy ,, you would have 5 or 6 girls phoning you not you waiting for 1 her to phone ,,you! Do you have a bud , who is like , always seems to be having the girls chasing him ,, I mean really chasing him .. some times it is because of the bait ( car but remember the next guy can buy better bait than you )  or his looks ( bait ) but when you meet the guy who does not have any real cool bait and he has chicks calling ,, well you know he is one who ,, touches them in their core ,,, core values talks their language , remember ,, chick porn is in the form of the romanace novel .. words pictures in their head , where ours is , the foto off the web you think poems are fag ,,,, well I kinda agree but , they if you will listen they do touch the soul .

 

See you gotta be open to feeling abit of what she may feel ,,,, what if a girl came up to you and said ,,  hey I like the sound of your voioce , it makes me feel happy ,,,, what would yuou say?  Would you say , thank you ,, or would you say ,,,, well that is a stupid thing to say to me no you would say thank you , and you would feel good about yourself and you would feel good about the person who went out of their way to say something nice to you do you get the hint ,, think about how she may feel . You have no right to decide for her that you are not good enough for her ,,,,, think about that one , who are you to decide for her ,, to point out your lack of quatlites maybe there is something about you she sees that she really likes and if you do not talk to her welll, REMEMBER  she is  a girl the weaker sex ,, it is our job to be BRAVE AND talk first ,,,,,,

 

Oh today , talked with a counter girl at the coffee shop ,, I held up the line ,,,, to say you have a nice voice you sound happy and have nice energy ,, which stopped her in her tracks enough to say thanks and say I try , to amek people happy ,,, blah blah ,,, an I agreed some more ,, ( married 20s )

,,, In store , a my age , looked unhappy , all I got out was ,, be happy smile its Friday . Not planed ( my mind was off ) ,, the check out girl I used a comment about the guy before to open up the conversation ( look for something to talk about ) then the amount was 19.76 for me I was 26 and parting ,,, so I commented , she said she was not even born    NOW  here I flapped my lips , no structure ,,, because she brought being born , I thought lust it got outa my p[ocket , so I wanted to put in a sexual reference ,, but it was unplanned and without an over all goal .. I made remark about something like I was making babies ,, maybe even you .WRONG WRONG  ,, it is bad enough when you last wife is a few years younger than your oldest daughter ( ok step but still my kid )  . So you do not want to remeind the lil girl that you may in fact be her dad . Wrong . See I was flapping my lips ,, not planning structure on how , shift this lil girls thinking into ,, thinking about  passion ,, passion ,, pleasure ,, not just sex .. connections , friendships ,, but with the sub context of sensual feelings . Then attaching those feelings to yourself structure it really is quite natural once you study .

Remember , it is happening all around you all the fing time commercials use this under flow of words and tone , to connect with groups of possible buyers . You are learning to do that to place you ,in her FANASTY      . Tone sound of your voice make it deep from your chest , slow ,, vibrate from your heart , creates a sound wave , that the instinct animal pick up on an feels in her heart ,, the heart controls blood flow ,, blood flow controls sex desire instinctual !

 

 

 

 

 

This is not about urine until later

 

Well I was thinking about that ariticle I put out on the directions for understanding how to touch pussy,,,, I mean the guy did a great job of describing ,, but what is important not to think of it like directions but for you to learn to be open to what is happening with her ,, again ,,, it is putting your lust in your pocket to be enjoyed later , working her up and playing her like a musical instrutment .. loving the sounds she makes , while knowing youll get your rocks off better once she is really hot but that got me rmemebering my past nad how to use urine ( yes pee , and not in the way you may be thinking golden showers if she gives you one actually you destroy the effect you may have been working to build . Wow you kids realy do miss out not having PHILS BAIT AND tackle here , in the store men would get together and talk ,, sure lie , but some s,,, some knew and  would teach those willing to listen ) . OK but this post is not going to be about pee ,,,no ,,, as I wass thinking , I remembered my girls ,, and what came to mind ?

 

Was the girls who cooked for me . Yes the girls who with their own hands created food not just opened frozen food , but really cooked something ,, to feed the male who had pleased them in bed .( me ) .. one girl she was just a weekend while I was working outa town ,, she fryed me 2 eggs , made toast and ( lousy ) coffee ,, but it was instinct ,, she was feeding her male ,, she knew I must be hungry and instead of saying lets go out to eat ,( whick we did later that day and the next ,,,, but that morning she cooked for me to feed me to give me strength again , as I rmember her sayin every woman who cooked for me I remember ,,, I mean I really remember and have that love still in my heart for her because she cared for me . Me her male .   SO YOU GIRLS WHO ARE READING MY RAMBLING ,,, learn to cook , there is some wisdom in the old sying the way to a mans heart is thru his stomach .. it is like magic metaphysics . The thought energy she put out in the act of cooking for you guy ,, is a thought energy ,, that touches you ..

 

When you are hunting if you are thinking about only your dick , and that you could care less about the girl ,, well,,,, her bullshit and shithead ,, detector registers this thought energy and you will most likely be screwed ,,, but if you are interested in her actually smiling , in actually enjoying the person as well as her pussy and sex .. well that is good magic ,, your thought is one of giving something good to her YOU.

 

I think some how the food I ate was like an NLP anchor to me a male ,,,, now my next post ,,, I am going to expound on the ideas of touching pussy ,, but I am going to describe a very powerful anchoring also ,,,,,, think about this ,,, ever see a show ,, nature show ,, and the buck deer is checking whether the doe deer is ready to amte so , the buck , smells her while she pees to check the level of sex scents .. urine carries hormones , when she is aroused these chemicals build in her urine ,,,REMEMBER WE are just animals still .. hormones are drugs ,, way powerful ,, like testosterone , able to stop you from being able to think for example . It is the reason why you feel so great and high when in love ,, it is all based on the drug effect of hormones hint 2 inches behind her ear ,,, at the base of her hair line there is a depression between muscles , check on yourself .. that patch of skin on a woaman , produces a sex scent .a hold over from our accient animal days . While necking with your chick , pass your lips repeatedly over this area , and become aware of a lite sex scent very similar to her pussy you may have to smell it underneath her perfume ,, but enjoy it , breath it deep in side ,, and you will get a high ,, better than an ounce of crypt weed

.. next post master training101 , I am bad man I am not qualified to claim true master status , just listened to some smart men during those years at the bait store . next post is a great example of keeping yu lust in you pocket .. in this you keep your clothes on NO MATTER HOW SHE BEGS .  Skill that will pay off . in some fucking great sex , and LOVE yes love . ( oh yes yin and yang , she can hate you with as much passion as she once you loved you )

 

 

urine .. continued

 

the love of money is the root of all evil ,,, not money with money you can do get things for the people of the world ,,,, but to love money more than to love the passion of the one who loves you ,, well young men when you get hooked up and she starts to love things,,, things that money can buy more than she loves your touch ,, you know the end is near .. or you just submit to her will ( the difference between a nice guy and a good man is a fine line )

 

Okay this is for after you have gotten some experience ,, you have learned to read her ( any girl abit ) you have found that scent gland I was talking about . and you can feel the high of really lusting for a girl . That hunger . you gotta feel .

 

Now once you have had these feelings , when you can do this ,, well first some more backgrouond remember the idea of hormones and the urine , instinct animal thing , well ,,, the effect of the hormones trapped in her body during a Dom fore play ( dominant ) anchors those feelings to her need to pee and peeing ,,, every time she has to pee , ( that is 3 to 4 times aday ) , at an un conciuos level for ever , always triggering her at that un conciuos level to rmemeber the greatest sex of her life and you un conciuosly with out her noticing it ... Now this is something that she most likely will never encounter again , because only 1%  1 out of 100 men give enough of a dam about women and girls to study and act in a manner that will bring some girls  ,, honestly to tears during sex . Tears not of pain but tears of completion and satisfaction . you gotta stow this info in your mind , gain the experience then when the time is right act .  see nad understand I do not want to let her pee , I want while in fore play to stimulate her need to pee , but prevent her form peeing because the sex play is so strong , intense , passionate , and of course beautiful and loving . .. NLP anchoring .  while extremely stimulated and later hopefully if time permits in organism   her animal body will be producing literally tons of hormones which will be trapped in her urine in her bladder and then re absorded back into the blood stream her instinct animal would want to pee , and there by releasing the scent of sexual desire , for you the animal amle to catch on the winds and know it is time to come mate with her ,,,,, think about the buck deer and the doe deer .. and remember we are DNA animals with those DNA strands still making up our human DNA .

 

So , you have been necking right ,,,, you have been stimulating the back of her neck and you can smell the lite scent coming out of her ,,, ok if you got this then you know you have a chance to set the strong anchor because she is producing hormones . Work on the inside of her lower arms and wrists , touching stroking , touching with you lips .. from the elbow on down ,, read her is she getting excited is it almost ticklish ,,, ( ihope I hope ticklish but sexual , a confusion ,  a FUSION  of ticklish and sexual excitement .. because if a person is tickled they gotta go do what ??? pee ,,, work the wrist and the inside of the palm of the hand ,, sensually , sexually .. do not let her close her hand force her to open for you ( step 1 of domination training here in the opening of her hand and submission ,,, submitting not thru the threat of force but in the desire of lust , much stronger ,, threat of force will some day be countered with a call to the cops ,, lust is a force she will live with her intire life always searching for a man like you  and she will never really understand why ) this is fucking art shithead ,,it is not building a house it is art you gotta read her reactions ,,,,, moving from shoulders , to arms ,, to neck , to mouth back to hand and arm ,,,,,, it is art ,, read her ,, get her to be vocal ,, tell her louder ,, if she does not then you moan ,,, and she will moan under the sounds she hears form you ,, but the louder you can get her to be , the better .. next of course is getting her to say please repeat that when ever you can say please . By now you shoud be a ½ to ¾ hour into the night , ( you shuld have 3 hours to enjoy this properly )  is she wanting to pee , stopp ,, move to forceful kissing , to the point that she forgets about peeing and again is involved in her lust for you .. . Done right her need to pee will become second to her need to feel you sexually .  move to the breast already , and pussy ,,,, get her undressed and do not do not let her touch your thing ,,,,, ( for me when I do this I do not even get hard at all my total focus is on what I am giving to her ,, iw ant her to go fucking nuts . )  so you have read the article on fingering pussy ,, you hopefully have had some practice and located the areas before ,,, now LISTEN TO HER , listen to her sounds , her moans her movements , the scent on her neck her desire for you to get your clothes off ,,,, limit her talking if she starts to talk kiss her mouth hard fast stri..ong ,, and get her feeling some other extreme stimulation .. IE ,, you are fingerin her pussy ,,, you have your finger?2 ( 2 is always better you can give more contol and stimulations ) ( yoo dumbass exercise for this type of play while in everyday life ,, curl your wrist up toward the inside of your arm ,, and with two finger wiggle ,, now do this this for a fucking half hour and see how fucking hard it is and how fucking sore your wrist and and fingers get . So practice now when you can .. so you can do the deed to the end when the time comes ) . She should be naked and you are totally dressed every time she trys to undress you force her back down to kiss her , finger her harder ,, get her mind ,, her mind her soul! Forcused on the pleasures you are giving her .. ( ALL THIS TIME THE HORMONES ARE RE CIRCULATING IN HER BODY , SHE NEEDS TO PEE AND AT A SUB/ UN CONCIUOS LEVEL  an assiocation is forming between the urge to pee , extreme sexual pleasure ,, and YOU SHIT HEAD as her Dom ) o9hhh yes you may lick her , massage her ,, you may stop and get the beg,,, say please   remember .. ok final step ,, not always possible with every woman but encourage her ,, do not press to hard ,, pass thru the nos but respect a true OUCH! .

If she wants to stop she will , stop , grab her clothes and leave ,, believe me .. so kinda force but always leave open that ,, be forceful ,, but allow her if she really really needs ,, to stop for her to do just that get her clothes and leave if she doesnot leave it is not a TRUE OUCH ! .. PUSH ON THRU ..  to where you may ask ,  you are well into the first hour ,,, she should be coming or close ,, talk her into coming ,, encourage her ,, you come for me baby ,, cum for me ,, listen girl cum for me ( demand but encourage ) you can do it .. good girl , yes you are my good girl .( if she starts talking with god ,, oh my god ohh my god ,,,, well we will get into using that another day )  demand the orgaism .. now after she is having it , do not stop ,, she will want yuo to stop , slow down a little of a few moments ( not minutes )  do nt stop ,, STOP HER TALKING BY KISING HER FORCEFULLY ,,, never never nnever be afraid that she will walk out on you ,, forget your dick ,,,, for tonite succeed in this first push on to multiple orgaism even if she says she cnnot ,, do it and encourage demand ,, this pleasure of her ,,tell her you want it of her you want to see her ,,,  you want it ,,, more than to fuck her your desire is to watch her cum by your hand ,, make sure she knows this ,,, tell her ,,,, keep her cumming ,, now encourage her to pass out ,,,, to let go ,, to pass out ,, tell her cumm till you pass out till you can not cumm any more ,, tell her wha to do . (HER IS WHERE YOU GOTTA USE YOU FING BRAINS  .. some girls cannot or will not reach the sort of pass out and you will have to bring them down slowly ) the pass ouot is not a real pass out ,,, it is sensory over load , to the point that she is awake but not any longer realy cumming actively to yur touch ,,,, not getting any higher ,, in fact she is beyond normal organism and in a state of constant organisms when you notice this stop stimulating her ,,, touch her litely caress her very very litely just finger tips till she cant stand it .. and runs away from you .. OHH fuck I forgot ,,, runs awys ,, often during the muti org.  she will try to scoot awy ,, keep after her , what will happen is she will end up in the corner of the room , guide her head down and her butt up presenting her pussy to you for continued stimulation ,, you can also drive her dirve head down into the corner a couch ,,, or in a squatting position spread legged kneeling between a table and couch or 2 chairs ,, do what you gotta do chase her ,,,,  now at the passout ,, she may or may not respond to the lite touch if not ,,,, get up go make yourself a cup of coffee act as if nothing is happened ,, be in-different .. she may cry ,, she may claim to hate you !  , she may even come and hit you then go into another room and cry ,, drink your coffee smoke a cigarette ,, and wait ,, either she will grab her clothes and leave or she will return to you naked ,, and curl up in the safety of your arms ,, submissively SURRENDERED  . If that happens in a few minutes proceed with a regular sex fore play get you clothes off and fuck .. if she leaves .. that can be real good , it may take days for her to call you maybe even weeks ,, but she will call   the anchor has been set ! thru her urine. And you have joined the ranks of you are a bad man said in that soft whisper of a voice that only a satisfied woman can speak .  why would I teach this to kids 15 ? to20 ,, because ,, you the male who is caring enough to learn this skill loves girls .. enough to do this you complete shakespeares word ,,,, ( to love and lost is better than to have never loved at all ! )  would I want my 2 duaghters ( yes 1 step ) to have a man do this to them YES! Well not the lil one ,,YET! She is still to young as far as her daddy is concerned , but in 2 years I hope a man cares enough about her to do this to her.

 

But you male who does this ,, you open the compartment in her where her love for you is so strong  ,,, that ,  if things go bad her hate for you will be 10 times stronger than the love was . to quote Shakespeare again ,, hell hath no fury equal that of a womans scorn   my young friend you will understand those words, and they will eat your soul . But only a man who truly loves  women will , take the gamble !

 

 

Story telling

 

People who know how to influence people have used these skills since the days of ancient eygpt my dots are what is called a pregnant pause ,, in those 3 seconds the un conciuos mind of a person runs thru all possible options for the next word bringing out the creative mind  ( remember girl porn is in the form of mind pictures brought on by words like in a romantic novel . )  while she thinks quite often she is thinking thoughts about the person who s sound and tone of voice she finds attractive .. right at that minute  YOU !

 

The con struct should be ,,,,, a describing word ,,, then the action word or thng described ,,,, but pausing on the describing word lets her mind wander as to ????? exciting what ? who ? when ? him?..... then you say feelings .next , drawn to pause sets up /??? ,, but learn to touch you chest often for no reason ,,,, ( but after the words drawn to tap your chest )

 

Lastly .. just test this ,, say the following really fast ,,,,, then slow with pauses ,, said really fast , the brain can not process the words it can not process all those word pictures fast enough to be enjoyed so it will have NO POWER .. slowly and with structure you max out the power     an actor needs to earn pages and pages of words and they do it .. what are some dumb shit that cannot learn this .. dumbass ! write it on the computer 20 five times saying the words as you wwrite them got it. 

 

( you and her were talking about anything because everything is perfect and still has imperfections , like you and your acne face )   It is just like when you se a beautiful .. sunset and you know the sunset .. has a few . Imperfections and yet you . Dont see that .. they fade away and all you see is. The beauty in fron of you over whelming .in fact if you think about it .. that is a lot like the ideal description  of the perfect .. connection between two people you know that click you feel . Feel deep inside ( touch )  that makes you feel drawn to . This person . On one hand you feel . Totally drawn to ..  this person.  And on the other hand you have all those exciting feelings of wanting to get to know him better..

 

Like you have have been waiting . For someone and all of a sudden ..the door bell rings your heart starts beating faster ..the closer you . Get to the door .. the more .. excited you are .. then you open . Your door .. its like .what you wanted the most is .. right right now .. right in front of you

 

It is jjust like when you . See a buatiful .. sunset and you know the sunset has a few imperfection and yet you . Dont see that they fade away and all you see is the beauty iin front of you. Over whelming you .in fact if you think about it . That is a lot like the ideal . Description of the perfcet .. connection between tow people .. you know that click you . Feel  feel .. deep inside ( touch her ) that makes you feel drawn to . This person . On one hand you feel. Totally drawn to . This person and .. on the other hand you have all those exciting feelings of wanting to get to know them better .like you have been waiting .. for someone and all of a sudden .. the door beell rings your heart starts beating faster . The closer you get to the door . The more .. excited you are then you open .. your door . Its like .. what you wanted the most is . Right .. right now . Right in front of you

 

It is just like when you . See a beautiful . Sunset and you know the sunset has a few impercfections and yet you dont see that . They fade away and all you see is the beauty in front of you .. overwhelming you .. in fact if you think . About it that is a lot like the ideal description of the perfect connection between two people . You know that click you feel feel deep inside ( touch her ) .. that makes you feel drawn to .. this person on one hand you feel totally drawn to . This person and . On the other hand you have all those exciting .. feelings of wanting to get to know them better .. like you have been waiting . For someone and all of a sudden .. the door bell rings .. your heart beats faster . The closer you get to the door .. the more excited your are .. then you opne ,, your door . Its like what you wanted the most is .. right ,,, rightnow . Right in front of you ..

 

Add. To urine post                  

 

 

If you girls understood how you have fucked things up ,,,,, If I lose my self in lust , if I have my way with you out of total and complete passion ,,, yes , I have ot worry that the next day the coops may show up and arrest me for rape ,,,,,,, because , after I get high , totall lustful for you and I am doing the complete and total sex ,, I describe in urine during the driving of you ,, to the point of ouch giving the the opt. to leave but if you dont I let the animal inside me guide and drive me ,,, honey the next day your arms will have bruise marks from where I held you , your pussy , will show evidence of strong fucking ,,,, yes I will fucking BITE .  So there is a whack of evidence that I was forceful and you can use to hurt me because you are a isck chick ,,, look girls you want the guys in your world to be natural lovers ,, but believe me ,,, It is risky SO GUYS , KEEP MY BLOGS REPOSTED EVERY FEW WEEKS OR SO .. IN THAT WAY  you can refer to it as what you were doing and it was something that see mostly likely knew what you were doing ,,,,because it online .. the styling of your actions ,,,, it was consentual ,, and you allowed for the ouch ,,,, but she later did a 20/20 , sick in the head chick shit thing ,, and called the clowns ,,,, so ,, use this as a safety net ,,, to refer to ,, and love you girls with TOTAL AND FREE PASSION ,,,,, learn to lust for her ,, breathe the scent of the girl deep in your lungs and demand she cum for you 

 

I conveyed intellectual knowledge

 

Wrong wrong wrong , instinctual for males but wrong in this state of our mating evolution ,, dig on this 15,000 years ago we dudes would dicuss how many spears we needed for the 50 buffulo out on the plains ,, the girls well they [palyed with the babies safe around the tent circle ,,, they played and told stories and made up fairytales , to intertain children their babies ,, we worked in facts to make the kill to feed the family , then we would fuck our women ,, they told stories ,, ot workded with facts and figures ..ohhh , you see I was talking with this woman ( my age ---- why do I seen to explain when I hunt 20s look youall I am still thinking of making more kids ,,, I love the idea of a woman pregnanent with my blood , my seed ,, I am an instinctual male , and think I will continue to breed till I am ,, ancient) so in ways I am in competition with you , yet not . I built another business just to actract breeding age girls ohh yeah make money also , got pay the child support you know. So I am using this local practice mainly to sharpen my skills for the bait I set out , to work the relationship started thru the business . God I am a sleaze !

 

 

 

Lilone

 

Lilone has effected my hunting this weekend , will explain that at the end the tie to to much emphisis on a . But lilone also is pissing me off ,, NO ! lilone herself is not , hell I do no know lilone . but she symbolizes something for me personally .   she is just a very tender sweet foto I saw while expanding my friends list I like the idea that people read my whack shit so I go to the personals and click on fotos then do a friends request . Well I saw this sweet foto of lilone and her new born baby .. I mean really beauty , nature , woman and child . I commented how perfectly the foto  showed love , well we have been writing a little bit back and forth . What is getting me mad is the law of averages .

(back to lilone after this paragraph )

 

Yesterday my friend next door was having a fight with the wife , I was kinda listening  into it because they had it out on the dock , while I was fighing on my dock ,,,,, the wife being smart ( like women think they are ,,, not! ) said this ,, well then sleep iin his bed ! she used sex as a weapon ( we all know that is a no , no , but women have been doing it for 2000 years 1 man 1 woman house hold controlled by sex ) they have 2 years together , he cool like youall , lots of tatoos nice truck , 10 piercing ,, strong can whoop anyone .. now ,, getting abeer belly like his old man , she has gotten FAT ,,,, he already ahs 1 arrest for hitting her ( great move girl , start the fight over stupid shit he hits you then beggs to come home do like you mommy taught you ,stupid girl ) the man who returned returned begging and weak ,, he started drinking even more ,, next fight he left drunk instead of hitting her ,,, crashed the truck lost his liscense and his job ,,, ( smart woman to twist the instinct of a strong man now weak because he ???? he is living in a girls fairy tale )   HEY you know the story it is the same story at your house , if you are working class if rich , well the rich hide in buying and working and making more $  . But in the end . Well just look at match.com ,, loads of women with great jobs , cool cars , and empty cold beds! Looking for fairy tale love . And looking , and looking .. and listening to D.r Phil and looking . Getting fat .

 

Back to lilone , well , you all know I am a thinker ? all our talks about infinity , the energy of thought etc. and shit . Well I think sometimes you can just feel things , like a foto catches part of a persons soul ,,,, the foto of lilone for caught part of a soul ,, a real nice soul , her soul ,, in her pictures area  were mainly her family ,, and in their eyes ,, I saw ,,, the law of averages the story of the preceding paragh .. in the eyes of her mom and sisters and dad .. the eyes of pain , hope lost ,, resigning to a fate they think they have not control over .THEN  here comes some artist ,,, ( fuck I aint no artist ) but someone who thinks out of the box . And I am pissed because , lilone should have better , but her search will be in vain ,, the law of averages , says you throw a rock up it will fall down ,,,, the seeds of apples grow apple trees ,,, 6 out of 10 marriages divorce ,, the other 4 are un happy cold , and full of fighting and pain , ( well not all 4 amybe one or two here and there realy do find happiness )   and the world says ,, but this is the way it is ,,, NO NO NO NO!!!!!   read Da Vinci code ,, thnk about the yin and yang ,,, see how the imablence is fucking things up . Twisting of instinct can she a guy? Is there any good men?  LAW OF AVERAGES SHE WILL  find some great guy and it will all become destroyed

 

In the group of punks that hang around here , I got 2 groups , 1 working class , 1 middle to professional , class ,,, the working class male , thinks he can control life thru his muscles and violence ,, he spends a lot of his money and time during his life with police , jails and the court system . The middle class , male he will be polite he will make money , he will beg his woman for sex , and then give up give up.

 

            Fact   fact ,,,, the basis for you and a guy gettinig together is sex in the first place .. so why not create a life where that is respected ,,,, my new business ,  I hope is going to fund my 5 tents ,, and then when I encounter lilones I will have place for them to learn the job I attracted them to ,, but I teach them ,,, the idea of 3 tents and a camel form twisted ,, the instinct family .. girls are BI .. there is a good study I will post from a university .. to show this ,,,, girls do better in a group and are not jealous in fact become more sexually excited when they see or know their male is being sexual with other females   I AM SO FAR OUT OF THE FAIRY TALE BOX PEOPLE YOU GOTTA . stop and really think .  

 

Now to ,,,, a 1 ,, one of the punks ( and his friend also ) if I could dam would I ilke to find away to get those 2 committed into the idea of building their own 3 tents and camels then they could work , fuck , go hunting , fsih , race drink , come home fuck , play with the kids .leave to go be men ,, and come home and be men !!!! NOT FAIRY TALES  

 

LILONE says on her thing she is bi ,,,, hey guess what my friend ( punk ) you hook up with a chick like that ,, get her a girl friend or two ,,,,,,, they have fun you have fun everyone respects the reason why men and woman get to tpgether in the first palce ,,, read twisted instinct ,, study polygamy

 

I feel sad for lilone .. so I was thinking to much about one person and not about all the possible girls in the world that I , was not motivated to hunt like I should but I see this with many , especially thru this internet . As if the girl is real ,,, no the only real girl is the one ( ones ) who share your bed and putting all your eggs in one basket then putting your basket in the hands of the woman .. well my fine male friend you are at her mercy . And woman can be a very cruel animal once she knows she has power . Read your history .  god dam I vague .. and for a reason , the best ideas are the ones you come up with on your own ,,,,,,,,, think

 

Chick magnet

Now guys this is something that you do not have to think about unconciuosly to the point that you dream bout it at night without knowing , yet feeling stronger and self assured more and more each morning ,,,,,,, do you fuckin understand what I just told , dumbfuck? Do not try ,,,, ( when you try something you are hinking as much about the failure as the success ,,, so just be yourself , the male inside your DNA is being trained properly ---- FINNALLY !

 

Ok you in you mind are going to make a chick magnet android , like fro star trek ,, he is totally human , no one can tell the difference ,,, what qualities will it have m, that girls will love ,, because this android ,, has no money ,, so it has no BAIT ,, and guess what it looks just like you so it is just average ( like 9 outa 10 girls ) are in reality average because average like you is average .. we are all average

Well he should be , playful , ferocious , clean , aroused , thorough ,,, those are good qualities , lets think about those

 

 

Ferocious ,, like the male lion ,, who thru its life knew it , he wouls be the master of the womem in his life ,, yes the master .. the leader of the pride . It is in your DNA you know it you feel it ,, just that the fairy tale has fucked up , and trained you to be shy and weak ,, but the android is not going to be is he ? NO! why should he if deep inside of you is already the DNA  stating you are    man!

Clean -  if you are idrty , you get her pussy dirty , she gets and infection and she can not play ,,,DUMB ,, next , clean in life ,, honest in business ,,if you are a crook , you have to hide your work , and yourself and be afraid of the cops ,, you live in the slums and trailer trash parks ,, hiding like a dirty RAT.  And you dirty the girl with you since she with you also has to hide ,,, be clean make love.

 

Playful means when your dick is tired and it is time to rest you take your girl out! Yes outside ,, to the park , you slap her playfully ono the but , you enjoy taking her to a chick flick ,,,, whatever she likes , because you enjoy seeing her smile ,,, and while in bed of on the couch ,, when you are forcing her to experience her body totally ,, you enjoy seeing it ,, watching her cum over and over ,, it is more fun than watching the fuckin tv. Or being on the fng internet . Play with her like a toy ,, and enjoy the squeaky sound your toy makes ,,, playful            

 

Aroused by everything in life ,, why , so when you see any girl any where you are awake enough to see the opportunity around you to talk with her ,, you will never get her in your bed , or you in her bed ,, if you do not first OPEN YOUR FUCKING  mouth shithead !   so be aroused by life to the point that you can find anything interesting enough to talk out loud to anyone about it ,, and while talking to anyone , you get her involved in the conversation ,, then ignore the other person , and start running .. directed conversaion with her ,,,GUIDING HER WHERE SHE WANTS TO GO! ,, guiding suggestion is just guidaence not control . She is female ,, YOU ARE THE MALE , the lion ,, the leader so fuckin lead .. ( if she does not want to play OK , maybe it is just her time of the month , next time she will want to play and enjoy life )

 

Thorough -  to be with a thorough man means she is safe ,,,, it touch , her cave woman , animal , she is protected , by your  THOROUGHNESS ,, she knows yuou are taking care of the variables in life so , she can be the playful little sex toy for you she wants to be ,,,, be alert , concerned NEVER ASK HER  do what you deep inside feel is correct for her and you !

 

 

Now , your android has this and so do you .. it is already in your DNA ,,  all you have to do like the sculptor , who chips away the rock to show the art already in the rock you chip away at the fairy tale training your femminst mom trained you with , and become the amle , that is in your DNA ,, the male the girls I have met really want you to be for them ,,THEY WANT YOU TO BE THEIR MAN  they want to trust in you , DO NOT LET THEM DOWN ! FUCKHEAD

 

 

Every junkie knows

 

That you cant get better unless you admit what the fuck he is doing wrong so again , I wll admit my fuck ups in this public forum ( emabaress my fuckin ass ) . You read urine , well to do the thing in urine that I describe but not , be the man in all aspects of the relationship is wrong , and I did that . I tried to be a nice guy , I tryed hard to live the life the fairy tale said men and women should be living .. and it all fucked up..

 

Look you are not supposed to be her friend ,,, in a real friend sense you are to be her lover , sure you 2 may do movies and shit but the main thing is the love the sex. The under current and it can and should last till you both are in your 80s ( fact! ) ,, for example ,, if she asks you , your opinion , DO NOT GIVE IT TO HER ,, why because if she does the opposite it effects the nature of the balance ,,, she should only ask you for a direct , direction ,, your ego can not stand her doing the opposite ,,, ( ohh fuck you femeinst who says but but but ,, look at the fuckin figures the fucking facts not your stupid  fucking fairy tale ) RESPECT THE MALE  respect your self , say NO! ask you friends for advise when you ask me ( your master mr. ) I will give a direction , that I eexpect you to respect .. . end discussion ,,KEEP THE RELATIONSHIP INSTINCTUAL !!!   I will be doing more on this because this is the real essence of master training ( s& m slave Master , I not talking giggle giggle shit but the life style do it right and both are right with the nature of yin and yang )  1 . no opinions 2. friends are friends lover are lovers . 3 master yourself fuckhead .  ( Ive gotta web search a poem by a woman slave I once read she was part of group from tampa good people it really speaks)

 

 

Ok hunting I have not reported on hunting for a few days ,,,, I made mention in a post about facts . what had happened is that after my line we got to talking ,, I stated facts and numbers to make a point about a topic hshe was involved in . Wrong men talk numbers of buffalo , girls tell story to children and each other of love nad fairy tales .  so I noticed she reacted to me as a regular male ,  I noticed the difference . I am becoming more aware .

 

Ok , one at a store , questioned out loud whayt tyope of coffe I might try , next I said. there sure seems like a lot , this time directing it to her , well we got talking then her husband showed , ( regularly I would have then directed my discussion to the male at that point   I learnd the hard way when around 16 I found a knife at my throat for talking to chick ) but now I think I will ignore the fat beer bellied slob , since the fact is this in shape wife has a 55% chance of wanting to fuck me think guys get this shit right or , you will have a 60% divorce rate or if you do keep your wife 55 out of 100 will be fucking anyone they meet at the coffee shop ( dony you just love femininsm , nnow )

 

Saw chick cariring a flower , I made comment about someone liking her ,,, it was for a friend said  , so I went on to complement and say she deserves someone giving her flowers .. ( just doing smiles mainly , I am practicing riding the skateboard before the next tricks . Recommendation is three months of mainly just smile luckily I am not aching for pussy even if that were the case put your passion in your pocket )

 

Got small talking with a client ,, unexpected hug and ,,, unusual for her desire to have me , back in a few weeks ( I usual do not mix sex and clients unless they relly come on strong )

 

Broke into a conversation between two , wemen and was instantly included in the conversaion ,,,, I returned to talking facts ( amn speak )  , I could not figure which patter to start with ,,,,,

Dam I am tryin to remember 3 days owrth of activity .. so I know I am missing ,,, like 4 or 5 contacts and some mess ups

Ooohh one more thing to think about ,, reality check , it is way easy for any woman to get laid! All she has to do is get eye contact , let me talk to her ( or any guy talk to her , then whisper lets go some where more private , boom 10 minutes she is getting fucked ) you and I , us males , we got to interest them in a way that talks to them .   DO NOT BELIEVE THE FEMINIST BULLSHIT  

 

Fucking by Luck

 

Honestly , young men , most of you , fuck by luck , if she is horny and you are there well you fuck . Guess what as you grow up you find the same pattern continues . It is the reason for all those smiling bob ad , all the advertising yu her on the Buzz for prescription for ercetion disfunsction and prematuire ejaculation .. see it is a result of frustration ,,, you are so out of control that when the guy does get a girl , he blows his load to fast .. and the guys who can get it up with a girl ,, are the same guys who got no problem getting hard watching ,porn . But because , sex is something not in their control , their body is scared that the woman will say NO again ,, lilke ahas  happened year after year , girlfriend after girl friend their dick gets trained not to EXPECT SEX

 

And by 25 ,, yes now adays by 25  4 out of 10 of you ,, will have a problem with your dick ,,,, and the number is growning ,,,,SAD  HUH?  Maybe by the time you get 25 the numbers will be 6 out of 10 ,, that means the odds are you will be one of the 6 odds are odds ,,,,  so the study of pussy , puts , the control back in the hands of the male ,,,because it is not luck having sex anymore yes we still have to RESPECT THE OUCH . But with the wording and understanding of girl speak   you no longer feel the victim ,, you feel like the artist ,, the skate boarder who , knows some skill and can expect , to have a good ride almost everytime

 

This is why ,,,,, thinking NOW .. be ALTERNATIVE ,, BE FUCKIN DIFFERENT  study pussy learn the skills ,, think  about the evidence ,, the romantic novel look at the womans magazine at the store ,, LOOK LOOK ! what is the headline ,, lose weight Why ? to get sexy ?  cook great foods why ? to make a man happy . Then the positions he desires straight up sex talk ,,, how attract that man you want ,, just read the headlines ,, our magazines ,, Killer waves of costa rica ,  big snook at Jupiter ,, rad car paints girls sex us sports ,, sex is their sport ,,,,, but we have sex buy .. luck we get lucky

 

Think get skilled increase you odds because you words , touch her inner sex button in her mind ,,,, it all starts with her FANTASY MACHINE ,,, touch that with words . She wants you to be skilled enough ,, she respects that you try it .. they like it , so do it .

 

 

Legal shit , and the skateboard rode itself

 

 

1st legal shit was talking with a client who read my book , she professional divorced has everything money can buy but love and a warm body in her bed , 2 kids either divorced or on the way ( regular happiness of the fairy tale , right? ) set her up a my space , and while I worked she read some of my shit . Her only concerm was to make sure I did not get busted ,,, foe whatever , expanding the minds fo youth in a free society yeah for that I guess . so ,, kids you do know it is a felony for children 15 and under to have consentual sex with each other ,,, next under 18 and you love someone over 18 think about the danger you are putting the person who you say you love , into .  Kinda weird , that the religuos right represses love/sex and always nature finds a way to express it ,,, so instead of kids loving male and female , just look and the percentage of you all becoming bi and the religuios right hates gayshit .. they fucked up again repression never works . My words are for you to think about an then and only then act upon when and in a manner that is legal when it becomes legal for you ! I do not endorse anything , I only bring up ideas !  OK BIG BROTHER IF YOU ARE WATCHING  is that good enough? Ohh my client she has problems with my ideas but she also hass problems with the way life has turned out for her and her loved ones and the people she knows enough that even though my ideas sound weird they have an attraction . 

 

ok to hunting ,, now my goal is to desentize myself , control my shyness , ride the skate board before pushing into the next set of tricks .. and I know that it takes a season 90 days of practice for something to become truly easy so I am chill with my fuck ups ,, and that I do not continue but just wish the ladies a nice day and go to work .. ( hell it has only been lees than 2 weeks ) but today ,, stop for coffee make that opportunity in my day to talk with a female,,,, BK  while putting crème in my coffee this woman , ( nice average very doable my age or minus ) I looked for the opportunity what was I going to say ,,,, think about someone who makes you smile ,, well no her energy was already good , I just felt she was already happy and open ,, so that was just not the right opener . Now her clothes were neat , oriental ,,, so where did you get that outfit it is nice ,,,, and that started her to talking and talking ,,, instead of just saying oh great well have a nice day the skate board rode itself . ( my practice of the scripts just jumped out of my mouth )  I find you intriguing ( not interesting man words .. intriguing is woman speak like from a romantic novel their porn ) what would it take for us to get together for ( here is suprized myself ) a strong! Hot!  ( I paused ) cup of coffee ,,,,,, see I stressed the strong and hot ,, paused to let her mind think whatever thoughts it wanted to think ,,, then said coffee ,,, she started to say something about .  Not today , and I butted in and said well I do not have time today any way , it would have to be Friday afternnnon or better yet Monday afternoon

 

( what would it take I did not beg I did not ask , I presented an opportunity  , a beg is , would you like ,, you like   in those words the power is in her hands , would you like to have a cup of coffee with me sometime ---- beg , to ask a girl out -- I did not do that , do you notice the difference between what would take for us to get together and will you go out with me )

 

Next , I am have a life ( passion in my pocket ) today was not part of the question ,,,, I am to busy for you today ! woman .   I can only on these days on my terms .

 

And so , it seems that really fucking worked ,, instead of mmeting at a coffee shop she wants to make me coffee at her condo on the island Monday pm .. cool .now most cool about this is like ,,, I was dressed in a paint stained older work tee shit ,,,, there was nothing about me that spoke of any bait

 

I did not use that I have a waterfront home on the drive ,,, my business ( which is only bait to a girl with less than me ) no bait just words ,,, and ATTITUDE !   ( to be honest I am much more used to using bait , or just being very blantly seduced by some woman I know mainly as a friend )

 

It is as if a beginning rider , got on the board after a few days of practice , and had a very good ride .  without trying because it is already written in my DNA all I need do is chip the shit away . ( the shyness )

 

 

Women speak

 

Look shithead , yesterday , I could have said I find you interesting interesting is a male word ,,,, intriguing  Is a chick word ..

 

 

Thinnk about fishing in the lake , yuput worms on the hook not a cheese burger ,,, why dumbfuck ?   because the fish eat worms .. since  I am teaching you the shit out there that the successful use ,,,, like you learn form your sprots magazines ,,,, well .. give the girls the words that they like not our words?

 

Sound like a smart thig to do?

 

Next and always respect instinct ,, do not listen to todays bullshit ,, the DNA inside us drives us strongly ,,,, think about sex ,, natural sex ,, not fairy tale sex ,, she is being your puppy on all 4s   ,, she is submissive ? or dominate? You dirive you dick in her ,, are you submissive , begging ,, a gentle man of fairy tale ?  no you are dominating ,, while you pleasure yourself she finds completion and pleasure ..

 

Ok , now before the sex respect the evolution of language ,,, during the time you get to more physical attraction become more dominate . ON YOUR TERMS ,,,, like she is just one of your females .. it is instinct she expects you deep inside her dna that you will already have your own harem ,,,, theis ,, I love you forever ,,,, white dress fairy tale marriage of the price and princess from her dreams while 7 .. doesnot touch the souls of the sexual girl/woman of 16 , 20 , 30 , + who needs the lion of the pride to master her animal inside .. the 7 year   shit is for the pre dating ,, before dating .  dating is after you all already are doing heavy kissing if ( under 16 ) or after sex form then on .

 

Vibrator Dependence

 

Guys a lot of what I write is for thought , you are supposed to be just do ing your step 1 ,, what is that practice talking any girl you see , keeping your passion in your pocket ( controlling the effects of testosterone in your brain and speak patterns )

Now , this is going on , aunts older sisters moms , are buying their younger women ? girls vibrators ,, saying it aids them in becoming orgasmic   that is like the comparison that LSD makes you more artist or cocaine makes you a better better . Yes and NO! sure she will cum with a machine that generates 80,000revolutions per minute ,, but that will not help her to learn how to experience pleasure when she does have a real man and natural pentration stimulation ,, now will it ( excuse this piece of anger ladies) ,, you dumb shortsighted ingornant fat feminist bitch ?  ( and guys rmember a girl with 20 + lbs of padding is best , the bigger the cushion the better the pushing _ enjoy what society calls fat! Girls even more ! )   moms and concerned women how about giving her